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I just kept finding comfort in you.
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We are a partnership, a team.
- Yeah.
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That's why I love you, baby girl.
That's why I love you.
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Amy, will you please make me
the happiest man alive
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and spend the rest of your life with me
and marry me?
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Yes.
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- I love you!
- Love you too.
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You are my person.
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The way you talk to me,
you understand what I need.
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It's been a long time
since I've felt this way about someone,
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but I love you, Chelsea.
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I love you.
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There's a love triangle.
- You talking about our love triangle?
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I'm, like, falling for you.
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Laura's cool.
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Sarah's really cool.
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Sarah Ann.
- Yeah.
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I think you are an amazing person.
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- And I think, like, the world of you.
- Thank you.
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But I did decide that my other date
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is who I have to move forward with.
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Jimmy told me he loved me.
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You told someone else
that you loved them yesterday.
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When you see and realize
what you missed out on,
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you are going to choke.
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God bless you.
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Trevor, I can't give you
all of me right now.
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Are you giving it all to someone else?
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Yes.
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♪ Oh... ♪
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Oh, my God!
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Black love.
- Black love, baby.
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Look at us.
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You're so handsome.
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Chelsea's not necessarily
what I expected.
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She definitely lied to me
on how she looks.
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But I'm attracted to her personality
and the love she's given me.
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And that's all that matters.
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I love you for who you are.
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I'm so freakin' happy.
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♪ On fire... ♪
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- Come here.
- Yeah.
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It's so surreal
because, like, I found her.
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- I do love you.
- Love you.
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This could be the start of my dreams,
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everything that I ever wanted.
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She's taught me about,
what is it, "bean dip"?
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- She told me you'd know what that means.
- Laura!
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Bean dip?
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Not the bean dip!
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- She told me to do that.
- She told you to do that? To who?
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- You! And I'm like, what are you--
- That's so crazy!
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Don't start shit.
- It was a joke!
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I'm ready to go home.
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I'm just impressed.
Thank you.
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I wanna puke.
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You said hurtful comments.
You made me feel uncomfy.
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- Okay--
- So just take it.
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♪ What if we jump? ♪
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♪ What if we dive? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Stomach the drop ♪
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♪ Just to feel alive ♪
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{\an8}♪ No faith ♪
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{\an8}♪ Just blind anticipation ♪
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♪ Can't shake the feeling
That we're chasing ♪
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♪ Don't wait... ♪
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Are you mad at me?
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No.
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I wanna make sure
you know that I am very sorry and...
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I love you.
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And I don't ever wanna put you
in a position where you feel sad or hurt.
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I love you. I'm here for you.
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Love you too.
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I just needed you
to hear me out when I feel sad.
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Yeah.
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I need you to say,
"Your feelings are valid. I hear you."
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- I wouldn't just make them up.
- I do hear you. I'm--
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I'm sorry I didn't, um...
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- I had a hard day.
- I'm a little hardheaded. I know.
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- You are.
- A little hardheaded.
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You gotta work with me. Look.
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- I love you.
- You gotta work with me.
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- I love you with all of my heart.
- Are you down to work with me?
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- Mm-hmm.
- I love you with all my heart too.
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- I just put sunscreen on my face.
- Did you?
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You take sunblock?
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This is sunblock.
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Please. Kinda.
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♪ Here's to love ♪
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It was interesting
to see everybody.
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{\an8}- Johnny and Amy, they were solid.
- So in love.
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Yeah, they were solid.
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{\an8}Then Jimmy and Chelsea,
they looked really sweet together.
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{\an8}- Yeah.
- They really did.
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{\an8}He said it's been, like,
literally almost perfect.
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- Like, literally.
- Hmm.
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- I know you saw me and AD talking.
- Oh, yeah.
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She brought up,
like, the whole race thing.
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- She brought up kids.
- Mm-hmm.
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How will our kids perceive race?
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- I appreciate, like, the questions.
- Mm-hmm.
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Now, if they're
coming from a root of, like,
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thinking that I'm unable to handle it...
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- Mm-mmm.
- ...I would view it differently.
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But I would hope that it's coming
from good, pure intent of, like,
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"I identify as a Black woman.
I'm coming to a Black man."
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"I see that he is dating a white woman."
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"I want to, like, make sure
that he's in the right headspace
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of our Black excellence."
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But, yeah, like, I just hope
people are being, like, intentful.
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I didn't get ill intent.
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- Good
- I did not.
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Um, it was a very well-rounded...
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- Good!
- ...I think, conversation.
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I know that it's such a challenge
for Black men with white women.
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- Or any interracial couple.
- Mm-hmm.
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'Cause I've always faced that.
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Like, I have always ran into, like,
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"Okay, you know, if you marry a Black man,
these are the things that you will face."
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It is completely different,
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rather than dating
someone of your own race
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and that who, to the eye, looks like me.
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But, like, y'all talking about it,
I mean, she is a Black woman.
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And she can relate to you,
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whereas, like,
I identify as a white woman.
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The questions that AD
was asking me was very--
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it gave me very much, like, true concern.
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You know we're gonna face,
like, people's opinions.
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Like, my female best friend
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is probably gonna be very like,
"Ken, like, let's talk."
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My people, they love me hard, you know?
Right.
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So, like, they're-- they're concerned
mostly always about how are...
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who has my heart.
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"Do you guys
understand the magnitude of this?"
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Like, "Are y'all prepared for this?"
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Like, my people are gonna be--
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They're gonna love you
'cause you're a bomb person.
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But they're gonna be...
Gonna have those same--
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Yeah, they're gonna
wanna know that I am good.
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And that we are good, you know?
Right.
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Do you think if, like, your family,
your friends are coming to you,
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and they're like, "Are y'all good?"
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Like, that's what you said.
You were like, "Are y'all good?"
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What would make you
feel confident in "us being good"?
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Good question.
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Like, what would identify "good" to you?
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- I know that you're confident in this.
- Uh-huh.
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And you don't have any, like--
you are used to, like, dating Black men.
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Uh-huh.
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- I can hear you say that to me.
- Right.
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But when I'm able to see you, like,
in the world, like, that's the thing.
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- Actions aligning with words.
- Mm-hmm.
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Pretty good at that.
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Pretty good at that.
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- I know you.
- Right.
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But my people are gonna wanna see you.
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♪ You can run from the storm ♪
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♪ Or you can dance in the rain ♪
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♪ I see that daylight ♪
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♪ I see with new eyes ♪
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{\an8}♪ Daylight, daylight ♪
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{\an8}Whoo! Look at us!
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Oh! Oh! Okay! Oh!
- There we go! Look at us now.
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- She's like, "I need to go."
- He wants to lead. He wants to lead.
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I feel like they resemble
our relationship perfectly.
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To be honest.
- I think so too.
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{\an8}♪ Daylight... ♪
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{\an8}♪ Daylight, daylight ♪
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{\an8}- How do you pronounce that?
- Bávaro.
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{\an8}Ooh! That was sexy!
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Thank you.
- I love that.
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- I love the red light too.
- I know.
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- I do red light kisses, you know.
- The countdown.
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Mmm!
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I love red light kisses, you know.
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- Period.
- Period, right?
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That's my thing. It's like, red light?
Come and kiss me, babe, you know?
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Mmm!
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♪ Daylight, daylight ♪
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- ♪ Chasin' the sunlight ♪
- ♪ Daylight ♪
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♪ Like it's the first time ♪
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♪ Daylight ♪
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Well, I think
I'm gonna leave my shoes here, actually.
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Check. I like that idea.
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{\an8}After we got home last night
from the party, Jeramey was very cold.
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{\an8}He iced me out.
He didn't wanna talk about anything.
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I had no idea what was going on.
I didn't know what had happened.
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He just had no interest in talking
and slept on the sofa,
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and I slept in the bed, and that was that.
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Let's talk about last night.
- Well, let me first say this.
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{\an8}Last night was triggering for me
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{\an8}because of past relationships
I've been in.
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{\an8}Yeah.
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{\an8}Where it's like, I end up being, like,
embarrassed by my significant other
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because of, like, something they do
or say or whatever.
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So in the future, if I tell you a story
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and I say jokingly go do something,
we have to--
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- I didn't do it!
- No, I know.
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I never in a million years
would have thought
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that you would have repeated
any of that to anyone else.
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I looked like
the biggest asshole in the world.
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I went to bed angry.
I slept on the couch last night.
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I refused to come back in the room 'cause
I was trying to mind my own business.
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My judgement was, like, "Cool."
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"You've made your bed this badly,
you might as well lay in it now."
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Am I gonna be perfect?
No. I'm gonna fuck up.
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But if I fuck up, I need to handle it
a hell of a lot better
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than I handled it last night,
because you didn't deserve
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the silent treatment
that you got last night.
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- Yeah.
- I know that's not the way to handle shit.
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And I knew that,
and I still did it, and it was wrong,
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and all I can do is just fix it.
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Okay. Fair enough.
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So you like me still?
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So yeah.
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- Good. Good.
- I do still like you.
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But just so you fully understand,
like, where I'm coming from,
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in the pods, I, like, communicated,
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but in the real world,
I would have just been like, "Nope."
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I probably...
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Like, I remove myself from situations
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to, like, protect myself, I guess.
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You icing me out completely
when I had done nothing wrong or to you,
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I had no choice but to think, like,
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something I said or did
pissed you off, so then I got pissed off.
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- And so then it just--
- You did nothing wrong. Like, that was me.
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- Yeah.
- And I 100% own that.
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If we're gonna get married,
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then it's like
what happened last night is not it.
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No, absolutely.
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Not to be dramatic...
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...but if someone had been like,
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"Are you guys getting married?" I think
maybe yesterday, I would've said 100%.
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- Today, I would maybe say, "I don't know."
- Yeah.
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That's why I got so worried last night
and this morning,
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'cause I was like,
"Well, I'm on my own. I'm on my own."
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- You're not on your own.
- Which is a scary place to be in.
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You're not on your own.
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I looked at you while you were sleeping,
and I was like,
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"She's adorable."
241
00:12:31,876 --> 00:12:34,253
- Like, not just looks-wise--
- Okay, but that's not enough.
242
00:12:34,253 --> 00:12:36,046
No, but no. Like, not just looks-wise.
243
00:12:36,046 --> 00:12:39,008
The things you do, the mannerisms,
the way you act, the way we communicate.
244
00:12:39,008 --> 00:12:41,177
I literally went back to the pods
and was like,
245
00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,636
"We get along on every level."
246
00:12:42,636 --> 00:12:44,638
-"There's a reason we're here."
- Yeah.
247
00:12:44,638 --> 00:12:47,975
Why would I let that go away
over my dumbass ego last night
248
00:12:47,975 --> 00:12:51,854
and, like, way of not handling
a situation the right way?
249
00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:54,648
And then that's when I was like,
"No, that's not the way to do this."
250
00:12:54,648 --> 00:12:56,150
Fair.
251
00:12:56,150 --> 00:12:58,694
- I don't like that it happened. I'm sorry.
- Okay.
252
00:12:58,694 --> 00:13:01,822
- I do love you. I want things to work out.
- I love you too.
253
00:13:01,822 --> 00:13:02,865
I feel better.
254
00:13:02,865 --> 00:13:04,450
- You feel better?
- Yeah. Communication.
255
00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:06,744
I said it in the pods,
communication is everything.
256
00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,539
Where do you think
we stack up with the other couples
257
00:13:10,539 --> 00:13:11,790
now that you've met everybody?
258
00:13:11,790 --> 00:13:13,083
We're one of the top couples.
259
00:13:13,083 --> 00:13:15,503
We're one of the top?
Who do you think is above us?
260
00:13:15,503 --> 00:13:17,922
- Nobody. Nobody.
- Nobody? We're number one?
261
00:13:17,922 --> 00:13:19,256
We communicate the best.
262
00:13:19,840 --> 00:13:21,467
♪ Let's come together... ♪
263
00:13:21,467 --> 00:13:22,676
Last night was a bad example.
264
00:13:22,676 --> 00:13:25,846
♪ Lean in
And let's make love last forever ♪
265
00:13:28,766 --> 00:13:30,684
{\an8}♪ Let's come together ♪
266
00:13:30,684 --> 00:13:32,269
{\an8}Okay. Slow it down.
267
00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,355
Slow it down, Julieta.
268
00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,023
Damn, Amy, look at you!
269
00:13:36,774 --> 00:13:39,276
{\an8}- You're a horse-riding pro.
- Slow, slow, slow.
270
00:13:39,276 --> 00:13:42,363
{\an8}- ♪ Livin' your life... ♪
271
00:13:42,363 --> 00:13:45,658
{\an8}Ooh. Wait, wait up, wait up.
272
00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:48,369
This is a memory
that I'll never forget, truly.
273
00:13:48,369 --> 00:13:49,745
Like, my week is made.
274
00:13:49,745 --> 00:13:52,832
This made your week? Not the engagement?
275
00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:55,543
No, the engagement was
obviously highlight of the year.
276
00:13:55,543 --> 00:13:56,836
I'm hoping so.
277
00:13:58,754 --> 00:14:02,800
♪ I get this feeling
And it's taking over ♪
278
00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:07,179
♪ Something about it
Makes me lose my self-control ♪
279
00:14:07,179 --> 00:14:11,308
♪ All of my senses
Keep on rising in tension, oh, no, no ♪
280
00:14:11,308 --> 00:14:14,478
♪ I get this feeling
I get, get this feeling... ♪
281
00:14:14,478 --> 00:14:17,773
Hey. Right by that little tree.
282
00:14:17,773 --> 00:14:19,483
♪ Na na na, yeah! ♪
283
00:14:19,483 --> 00:14:20,860
- Oh, my legs.
- I know.
284
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:23,404
My butt is just so frickin' sore
right now. Oh, my gosh.
285
00:14:23,404 --> 00:14:25,990
We got some good horses.
286
00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:28,367
We do. Julieta and Johnny.
287
00:14:28,367 --> 00:14:30,911
-"Julieta." Pronounce it with a...
- Julieta?
288
00:14:30,911 --> 00:14:32,162
- Julieta.
- Yeah.
289
00:14:32,162 --> 00:14:34,873
- Julieta and Johnny.
- Mm-hmm.
290
00:14:35,624 --> 00:14:38,419
- I'm gonna come back and have an accent.
- You are.
291
00:14:38,419 --> 00:14:40,921
- You're slowly turning Dominican.
- I think I am.
292
00:14:40,921 --> 00:14:42,965
- And I love all of you.
- Thank you.
293
00:14:42,965 --> 00:14:44,717
I feel like my love for you
grows every day,
294
00:14:44,717 --> 00:14:47,303
and that encompasses the mental,
the emotional and the physical.
295
00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:48,262
Mm-hmm.
296
00:14:48,262 --> 00:14:51,181
And I really do feel
that physical spark with you,
297
00:14:51,181 --> 00:14:53,976
which I was worried for at first.
You never know how it's gonna go.
298
00:14:53,976 --> 00:14:55,185
- No.
- How about you?
299
00:14:55,185 --> 00:14:58,105
I think it's doing good. I really think
we connected a lot in the pods.
300
00:14:58,105 --> 00:15:01,233
I mean, literally, I feel like I can't
keep my hands off you most of the time.
301
00:15:01,233 --> 00:15:02,735
Same, same, same.
302
00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:08,699
I love your eyes, especially in the sun.
303
00:15:08,699 --> 00:15:10,117
Thank you. I do like your hair.
304
00:15:10,117 --> 00:15:12,870
- You do? Thank you.
- Mm.
305
00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:15,581
It looks natural. It looks
like that's the way it should be too.
306
00:15:15,581 --> 00:15:18,083
It's hard to control sometimes.
307
00:15:18,083 --> 00:15:19,418
Just let it go free.
308
00:15:20,461 --> 00:15:21,295
I'm grateful.
309
00:15:25,883 --> 00:15:27,092
- Everything's perfect.
- Yeah.
310
00:15:27,092 --> 00:15:30,638
I feel like everything's great.
And I think that's what makes me nervous.
311
00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:35,225
I mean, we're bound
to go through some hurdles.
312
00:15:35,225 --> 00:15:39,104
Yeah, that's what I'm very nervous about.
I'm like, "Where's it gonna go?"
313
00:15:39,104 --> 00:15:42,483
I kind of want that initial,
like, first fight to see how it goes down.
314
00:15:42,483 --> 00:15:44,610
See, like, what kind of things are said.
315
00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:46,945
I'm not saying I wanna fight
with you right now, but like,
316
00:15:46,945 --> 00:15:50,824
I do want to get into one of the big ones
to see what it's like and what it is.
317
00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:52,326
Yeah, it's gonna happen.
318
00:15:52,326 --> 00:15:55,162
- You keep talking. You're manifesting it.
- Yeah, I know. I know!
319
00:15:55,162 --> 00:15:57,331
It's gonna be bad too,
and I feel really bad about it.
320
00:15:57,331 --> 00:16:00,501
That is one of the things I feel like
we need to know before we get married.
321
00:16:00,501 --> 00:16:02,753
Yeah.
What it's gonna be like.
322
00:16:02,753 --> 00:16:05,339
Yeah, and it's gonna be
when we live together.
323
00:16:05,339 --> 00:16:07,132
- Oh, I know.
- I just know it.
324
00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:12,429
- Oh, God.
-"Amy, why is the cap off the toothpaste?"
325
00:16:12,429 --> 00:16:14,515
"Johnny, why didn't you flush the toilet?"
326
00:16:14,515 --> 00:16:16,266
Oh, God, you better flush the toilet.
327
00:16:16,266 --> 00:16:19,103
I love you, but...
328
00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:23,482
♪ You make it easy to love ♪
329
00:16:24,066 --> 00:16:28,612
♪ You make it easy to love ♪
330
00:16:29,279 --> 00:16:33,742
♪ You make it easy to love ♪
331
00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:40,040
{\an8}I'm so glad you're getting
to experience the ocean.
332
00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:50,342
{\an8}I feel so happy.
333
00:16:50,843 --> 00:16:51,844
I do too.
334
00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:34,178
Oh, that would have been fun. Dolphins.
Look at all the birds!
335
00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:37,431
Ever swam with dolphins?
We should've did that.
336
00:17:38,140 --> 00:17:39,850
Shut up!
337
00:17:45,814 --> 00:17:49,651
Ever swam with dolphins before?
Look, look, look! No.
338
00:17:49,651 --> 00:17:51,653
You never have? I have.
- No! You have?
339
00:17:51,653 --> 00:17:53,113
In the Bahamas, yeah.
340
00:17:53,947 --> 00:17:57,785
It's lit. It's an amazing experience.
And the dolphin I had, his name was Ken.
341
00:17:57,785 --> 00:17:58,869
Shut up.
342
00:17:59,620 --> 00:18:01,830
I fell in love with dolphins
because of that.
343
00:18:01,830 --> 00:18:05,626
You got me talking now.
Literally, I loved it so much.
344
00:18:05,626 --> 00:18:08,921
Can I have dolphins
on, um, aisle two, please?
345
00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:11,090
All the time?
346
00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:14,009
I had a dolphin keychain.
Like, that's how much I loved it.
347
00:18:14,009 --> 00:18:16,887
I threw it away now,
but I was in love with them.
348
00:18:16,887 --> 00:18:19,223
And they're so nice and, like, just...
349
00:18:19,723 --> 00:18:21,642
They give you dolphin kisses on the nose?
350
00:18:21,642 --> 00:18:25,312
Yeah, I did it. I did the whole--
I got a picture of it, literally.
351
00:18:25,312 --> 00:18:26,396
It was crazy.
352
00:18:26,396 --> 00:18:28,023
♪ I dare you to love ♪
353
00:18:28,023 --> 00:18:29,942
♪ Let the fire ignite ♪
354
00:18:29,942 --> 00:18:33,612
♪ To open your heart to what's inside ♪
355
00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:35,948
♪ I dare you to love ♪
356
00:18:36,824 --> 00:18:38,826
♪ Love ♪
357
00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:49,920
Um...
358
00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,798
I am very-- like, do you see
how I'm, like, always...
359
00:18:52,798 --> 00:18:56,343
Do you appreciate-- do you like that?
What is your view on physical touch?
360
00:18:56,343 --> 00:18:58,929
- I love it.
- Now that we are physically together?
361
00:18:58,929 --> 00:19:01,265
- I love it. I love it.
- Tell me more.
362
00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:02,516
Like, you...
363
00:19:03,267 --> 00:19:05,894
Lingo. Combined lingo.
364
00:19:05,894 --> 00:19:09,356
Um, physical touch to me,
it's a way you affirm someone.
365
00:19:09,356 --> 00:19:12,150
- Yeah.
- Like, it's peace and security.
366
00:19:12,150 --> 00:19:14,778
- Good. Good.
- You touch me, it makes me feel good.
367
00:19:14,778 --> 00:19:17,447
I'm very-- I have always been,
like, someone...
368
00:19:17,447 --> 00:19:19,783
That is a way that I show my love,
369
00:19:19,783 --> 00:19:24,454
and, like, just having, like,
my hand on you is something that I like.
370
00:19:24,454 --> 00:19:27,499
That's what I want though.
I'm gonna end up always touching you.
371
00:19:27,499 --> 00:19:29,918
I'm gonna always touch you. Hard not to.
372
00:19:29,918 --> 00:19:35,090
I think-- I think that you do
a very good job of, like, remaining, like...
373
00:19:35,090 --> 00:19:37,801
- I don't think that you touch me like--
- You don't think I overwhelm?
374
00:19:37,801 --> 00:19:39,428
- You don't feel overwhelmed?
- No, no.
375
00:19:39,428 --> 00:19:42,055
Like, sometimes I'm like,
you can touch me more.
376
00:19:43,348 --> 00:19:44,183
Yeah.
377
00:19:47,352 --> 00:19:49,688
Hold on. Pick your arm up
just a little bit more.
378
00:19:50,898 --> 00:19:52,566
Up, up, up, up, up.
379
00:19:58,947 --> 00:20:01,033
I really did not--
I really did not know that,
380
00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:05,454
like, you really love,
like, physical touch.
381
00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:08,498
- Like, seriously.
- Yeah, I do.
382
00:20:08,498 --> 00:20:11,960
- I really be thinking I be smothering you.
- You don't smother me.
383
00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:13,253
And that's crazy, like--
384
00:20:13,253 --> 00:20:16,381
You do not smother me at all
in your physical touch.
385
00:20:16,381 --> 00:20:19,009
- That's good to know.
- Like, I kinda at one point...
386
00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:20,093
Mm-hmm.
387
00:20:20,093 --> 00:20:23,472
I did think, I was like,
"I don't really know if he's into me."
388
00:20:23,472 --> 00:20:24,431
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
389
00:20:24,431 --> 00:20:28,060
'Cause I was like,
"He, like, is not very affectionate."
390
00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:30,020
Hmm. Wow. I never heard that before.
391
00:20:30,020 --> 00:20:32,689
That's crazy.
392
00:20:33,398 --> 00:20:35,067
Does that make you feel better though?
393
00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:36,401
Does that make you feel like,
394
00:20:36,401 --> 00:20:40,364
"Oh, my God, like, I'm not smothering her.
Like, I don't have to question it?"
395
00:20:40,364 --> 00:20:43,742
Hmm. It just gives me, like, more insight.
396
00:20:43,742 --> 00:20:44,952
- Yeah.
- I won't say better.
397
00:20:44,952 --> 00:20:47,204
- It just gives me more insight about you.
- Yeah.
398
00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:49,331
Yeah. It's new.
Like, that's definitely new.
399
00:20:49,331 --> 00:20:53,460
I've never-- I've always heard
I'm overly affectionate, so...
400
00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:57,506
I mean, I definitely think someone
could be, like, overly affectionate,
401
00:20:57,506 --> 00:21:01,635
but I don't necessarily foresee
you being overly affectionate,
402
00:21:01,635 --> 00:21:04,054
just because you are
such, like, a gentle giant.
403
00:21:04,054 --> 00:21:07,432
- Mm-hmm.
- And you're so respectful, um...
404
00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,185
Like, I don't think that...
405
00:21:10,686 --> 00:21:13,355
Just me personally,
I would never be like, "Oh, my gosh."
406
00:21:13,355 --> 00:21:15,107
- Yeah.
- Like, you know?
407
00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:16,024
Yeah.
408
00:21:21,363 --> 00:21:22,698
Your hands are so big.
409
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,460
♪ Little did I know ♪
410
00:21:35,460 --> 00:21:38,338
♪ Underneath the stars ♪
411
00:21:39,172 --> 00:21:42,009
♪ Lying next to you... ♪
412
00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:43,885
This breeze feels good.
413
00:21:45,220 --> 00:21:47,514
♪ Is where you'd break my heart ♪
414
00:21:48,557 --> 00:21:50,600
♪ Oh-oh-oh! ♪
415
00:21:52,227 --> 00:21:56,982
♪ Little did I know, oh-oh-oh! ♪
416
00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:04,114
♪ Little did I know, oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪
417
00:22:05,032 --> 00:22:07,242
{\an8}- I'm ready to eat.
- Yes, yes.
418
00:22:07,242 --> 00:22:10,245
{\an8}I want some soup. Feeling shrimp.
Yeah.
419
00:22:10,245 --> 00:22:11,163
{\an8}You know?
420
00:22:11,663 --> 00:22:13,582
Let me see this ring again. Ooh.
421
00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:14,875
I like that bling.
422
00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:17,169
Yeah?
- That bling go crazy with your nails.
423
00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:20,339
Oh, man, this is beautiful, babe.
424
00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:21,506
I know.
425
00:22:21,506 --> 00:22:24,342
Yeah. I love being around water.
426
00:22:24,342 --> 00:22:25,469
Are you a beach girl?
427
00:22:25,469 --> 00:22:27,929
{\an8}I love the beach. I love the ocean.
Really?
428
00:22:27,929 --> 00:22:30,557
{\an8}I love the sound of it,
like, everything about it.
429
00:22:30,557 --> 00:22:33,769
{\an8}It blew my mind.
You told me Boston has a lot of beaches.
430
00:22:33,769 --> 00:22:36,646
Cape Cod, Martha's Vineyard
and everything, like...
431
00:22:36,646 --> 00:22:38,398
- Martha's Vineyard's by the water?
- Yeah!
432
00:22:38,398 --> 00:22:40,442
Really? My mom goes there all the time.
433
00:22:40,442 --> 00:22:42,778
I just never ever wanted
to go to Massachusetts.
434
00:22:43,361 --> 00:22:44,821
I mean, that's where we grew up.
435
00:22:44,821 --> 00:22:47,657
And you just decided to stay
when you danced for the Patriots?
436
00:22:47,657 --> 00:22:50,577
- Yeah. Two Super Bowls.
- You were there when they was winning.
437
00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:54,039
You was there with all the big dogs.
Gronk, all them dudes.
438
00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:59,002
- We're gonna be a great couple. Iconic.
- Yeah.
439
00:22:59,002 --> 00:23:02,130
Yeah. I'm excited
to, like, walk around the city with you.
440
00:23:02,130 --> 00:23:05,133
- And show you off, my fiancé.
- Yeah. "My fiancé."
441
00:23:05,133 --> 00:23:08,220
Yeah, yeah. First thing you're gonna do
when you get back to Charlotte?
442
00:23:08,220 --> 00:23:11,640
Call my sister, my nieces, my nephews.
443
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:13,433
They're gonna be like, "What the hell?"
444
00:23:13,433 --> 00:23:14,893
Mm-hmm
In the best way.
445
00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,896
My dad's getting ready
to move into a house in Atlanta,
446
00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:19,272
so he'll stop by in Charlotte.
447
00:23:19,272 --> 00:23:22,442
My dad is a very suave man, Guyanese man.
448
00:23:22,442 --> 00:23:23,944
He's gonna love you.
Really?
449
00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:26,238
I'm gonna meet him?
Of course. Of course.
450
00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:28,907
- You'll meet my mom and my dad. Yep.
- Okay.
451
00:23:30,158 --> 00:23:33,620
- Cool. I'm so happy. I ain't gonna lie.
- Really?
452
00:23:33,620 --> 00:23:35,747
Hmm!
453
00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:38,041
Thank you! Gracias.
454
00:23:39,376 --> 00:23:41,294
Gracias.
455
00:23:41,294 --> 00:23:43,088
Ooh, plantain.
Mm-hmm.
456
00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:45,173
- What are we cheers-ing to, baby?
- To us.
457
00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:48,260
- To eternity. Let's go, baby. To eternity.
- To eternity?
458
00:23:49,094 --> 00:23:50,095
Okay.
459
00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:57,602
Let's go, AD.
460
00:23:57,602 --> 00:24:00,981
My gosh, some protein in my system.
461
00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:13,452
The soup is first priority.
462
00:24:15,078 --> 00:24:16,413
- Mmm! Yeah.
- Good?
463
00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:19,332
Looks really good.
Yeah.
464
00:24:28,216 --> 00:24:30,051
- It's good?
- Locked in.
465
00:24:41,938 --> 00:24:43,815
Mmm! Mm-mm-mm!
466
00:24:47,819 --> 00:24:50,906
I'm sorry.
467
00:24:52,782 --> 00:24:55,494
I'm glad you're loving it.
I'm glad you're loving it.
468
00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:57,412
I'm good now.
Yeah?
469
00:24:57,412 --> 00:25:00,123
I kinda wanna just observe the water.
470
00:25:38,245 --> 00:25:39,621
What are you thinking?
471
00:25:42,290 --> 00:25:44,417
Like, I try to stay present
in the moment of everything,
472
00:25:44,417 --> 00:25:47,003
and I'm really enjoying my time.
I guess, uh...
473
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,342
I don't know. I really don't wanna
let you down. I just feel that--
474
00:25:52,342 --> 00:25:54,261
Is that what you're thinking?
- Yeah.
475
00:25:56,805 --> 00:25:58,265
You're gonna let me down?
476
00:25:58,265 --> 00:26:00,559
Not that I'm going to let you down.
I just don't want to.
477
00:26:01,643 --> 00:26:04,229
'Cause it is a date that's coming up.
You know what I'm saying?
478
00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:07,274
And, um, I know how much
this means to you and all that stuff,
479
00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:09,901
and I wanna be that guy,
and I'm, like, trying my hardest.
480
00:26:09,901 --> 00:26:12,988
It's just, you know,
sometimes I get in my head, you know?
481
00:26:17,284 --> 00:26:20,245
What is, like, the biggest roadblock?
482
00:26:20,245 --> 00:26:23,164
Or, like, the biggest thing?
It's not even a roadblock.
483
00:26:23,164 --> 00:26:26,209
I'm loving everything we got going on.
With this trajectory, we're good.
484
00:26:26,209 --> 00:26:27,460
Just, uh...
485
00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:33,883
What just happened?
486
00:26:34,676 --> 00:26:36,136
Nothing, nothing. I'm good.
487
00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:38,722
I'm just-- I'm just thinking, babe.
I'm not-- I'm good.
488
00:26:38,722 --> 00:26:41,182
- Like, I'm good.
- Okay.
489
00:26:41,182 --> 00:26:43,935
We're good. Like,
it's just thinking about everything.
490
00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:45,937
And it's just, like,
things coming at you at once.
491
00:26:45,937 --> 00:26:48,565
It's just how the human brain works,
like, you know.
492
00:26:48,565 --> 00:26:52,485
- It's just, it's a lot.
- That was just such a crazy switch up.
493
00:26:52,485 --> 00:26:55,780
To turn it around and look at me and say,
"I feel like I'm gonna let you down."
494
00:26:55,780 --> 00:26:59,451
- No, I said I don't wanna let you down.
- Right, well, okay.
495
00:26:59,951 --> 00:27:03,038
- It's different, like...
- Okay. It just came out of nowhere.
496
00:27:03,038 --> 00:27:04,247
It did. I mean...
497
00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:07,250
Like, I don't want
to come at you and talk fear.
498
00:27:07,250 --> 00:27:09,419
And like,
"I don't wanna do this with you,"
499
00:27:09,419 --> 00:27:11,212
or anything like that, like, 'cause I do.
500
00:27:11,212 --> 00:27:13,506
Like, I really wanna be here for you.
501
00:27:13,506 --> 00:27:14,799
I want this to work.
502
00:27:15,675 --> 00:27:18,386
It's just, it is in the back of my mind
of the marriage thing.
503
00:27:18,386 --> 00:27:21,014
And it's just something
that I just struggle with,
504
00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:23,224
with my-- my parents, my family,
505
00:27:23,224 --> 00:27:26,895
and just like how divorce,
how it really just tears up the household.
506
00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:28,188
That's big to me, you know.
507
00:27:30,357 --> 00:27:31,691
I have real feelings for you,
508
00:27:31,691 --> 00:27:35,153
but it's just a lot that is just
going on in my mind. Yeah.
509
00:27:35,153 --> 00:27:39,240
♪ You took the music out of my melody ♪
510
00:27:39,866 --> 00:27:42,786
♪ The words out of my mouth... ♪
511
00:27:42,786 --> 00:27:44,913
It's not like, "Oh, man,
I'm not gonna marry you
512
00:27:44,913 --> 00:27:46,915
at the end of this,
like, whole situation."
513
00:27:46,915 --> 00:27:48,124
That's none of that.
514
00:27:48,124 --> 00:27:50,251
I could definitely
see you as my wife, like, 100%.
515
00:27:50,251 --> 00:27:54,130
Like, it's just--
I'm, like-- I'm just in thought, like...
516
00:27:55,048 --> 00:27:58,802
♪ And nobody knows ♪
517
00:27:58,802 --> 00:28:02,305
♪ What's wrong till we have to face it... ♪
518
00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:07,936
♪ Say it, let it out... ♪
519
00:28:07,936 --> 00:28:09,479
I just wanna believe.
520
00:28:10,105 --> 00:28:15,485
♪ Tell me why
You've been here holding on to ♪
521
00:28:17,028 --> 00:28:18,196
♪ What I should have known ♪
522
00:28:18,196 --> 00:28:19,489
♪ Save me time ♪
523
00:28:19,489 --> 00:28:22,742
♪ Don't drag me through it... ♪
524
00:28:22,742 --> 00:28:24,869
♪ I just don't wanna be unsure ♪
525
00:28:24,869 --> 00:28:26,788
♪ Was I not enough? ♪
526
00:28:31,209 --> 00:28:34,421
♪ La-la-la ♪
527
00:28:34,421 --> 00:28:36,506
♪ La-la, la-la-la-la ♪
528
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,551
♪ I ain't got no time to worry... ♪
529
00:28:39,551 --> 00:28:42,095
Something I appreciate
about this man.
530
00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:46,433
He's OCD, just like me.
531
00:28:48,518 --> 00:28:50,854
It's actually really fantastic.
532
00:28:51,938 --> 00:28:54,315
{\an8}All his stuff is very neat.
533
00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,111
Gold star. Gold star.
534
00:28:58,111 --> 00:29:02,198
♪ I believe, I believe, I believe
That you're the one, yeah ♪
535
00:29:02,198 --> 00:29:05,285
{\an8}♪ 'Cause love hits harder in love... ♪
536
00:29:05,285 --> 00:29:07,871
The beautiful Amy.
Look at her. Look at her.
537
00:29:07,871 --> 00:29:09,831
{\an8}I did think about
how marriage would look like,
538
00:29:09,831 --> 00:29:11,332
{\an8}this morning when we woke up.
539
00:29:11,332 --> 00:29:14,335
{\an8}And it was nice. Like,
it was, like, a good feeling behind it.
540
00:29:14,335 --> 00:29:17,589
Ooh, these little tarts
were so frickin' good last night.
541
00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:18,506
Oh, my...
542
00:29:18,506 --> 00:29:20,216
Look at that little shot. Mm!
543
00:29:20,216 --> 00:29:21,801
You didn't share with me.
544
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:24,220
You didn't want one,
'cause Mrs. "I Flossed."
545
00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:26,764
It's just still surreal to me.
546
00:29:26,764 --> 00:29:30,393
Like, it's the wildest thing,
but it's, like, one of the best things.
547
00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,312
♪ Every kiss hits harder ♪
548
00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:35,064
♪ And I know that it's love ♪
549
00:29:35,064 --> 00:29:38,735
{\an8}My breath can be vicious in the morning.
Oh, my gosh. Not vicious.
550
00:29:38,735 --> 00:29:41,446
{\an8}It can be vicious in the morning,
so I definitely,
551
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:43,364
{\an8}uh, know my responsibility
552
00:29:43,364 --> 00:29:46,701
of going to the sink
and brushing my teeth before I speak.
553
00:29:46,701 --> 00:29:47,619
Appreciate it.
554
00:29:47,619 --> 00:29:49,746
-
- ♪ I just wanna love ya... ♪
555
00:29:51,456 --> 00:29:54,042
Look at you,
looking all stunning today.
556
00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:56,169
{\an8}You like my casual wear?
Back up a bit.
557
00:29:56,169 --> 00:29:58,254
Let's see it.
Let's see it. Give it a spin.
558
00:29:59,214 --> 00:30:01,591
Oh, I like that ring
in the sunshine though.
559
00:30:01,591 --> 00:30:04,636
Whoo! Girl!
560
00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:06,262
♪ I just wanna love ya ♪
561
00:30:06,262 --> 00:30:10,350
{\an8}Beach day. Beach day.
562
00:30:10,350 --> 00:30:12,268
How do you feel?
563
00:30:12,268 --> 00:30:15,104
We good. We living. We are.
564
00:30:15,104 --> 00:30:18,316
We out here livin'! L-I-V-I-N, baby!
565
00:30:24,072 --> 00:30:26,115
Delete it!
566
00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:28,827
He's a mess.
567
00:30:28,827 --> 00:30:32,080
♪ Yeah, I'm up with the sun
Yeah, we only live once ♪
568
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:35,041
♪ Wanna do all the things
That I ain't done, like, yeah ♪
569
00:30:35,041 --> 00:30:37,335
♪ Got the bum-ba-da-bum
Mix it up with a little fun ♪
570
00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:38,378
Let's go!
571
00:30:38,378 --> 00:30:40,380
Amy!
572
00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:43,049
Come here, baby!
There he is! How's it going?
573
00:30:44,342 --> 00:30:46,427
- Good to see you.
- I wanna play cornhole later.
574
00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:47,804
I do too!
Me too!
575
00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:49,347
I wanna stuff my face.
576
00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:51,099
Go eat with me.
I'm down.
577
00:30:56,771 --> 00:30:58,940
- You scared me!
- Get me out of this!
578
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,109
I'm not a part of this!
579
00:31:01,109 --> 00:31:04,028
- About to get litty-titty out here.
- I know. I'm excited.
580
00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:07,949
I ain't above you. I ain't below you,
but I'm right here with you.
581
00:31:07,949 --> 00:31:09,784
I like that one!
582
00:31:09,784 --> 00:31:11,077
What a trip so far.
583
00:31:11,077 --> 00:31:13,663
{\an8}When I tell you,
we are at a whole different level.
584
00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:15,164
Oh, good!
Good!
585
00:31:15,164 --> 00:31:17,250
{\an8}- It is--
- Are y'all having sex?
586
00:31:17,917 --> 00:31:19,961
We-- we tussled.
We are too.
587
00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:28,261
Wait, you too?
588
00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:33,808
Girl, we are engaged women.
- We are! You know what? I will tell you--
589
00:31:33,808 --> 00:31:35,184
{\an8}Grown, engaged women.
590
00:31:35,184 --> 00:31:40,899
It took a challenge for us to really,
like, pull it in and be like, "Damn."
591
00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:42,066
- Oh, yeah.
- Good!
592
00:31:42,066 --> 00:31:44,277
'Cause it's just the way
he handles conflict
593
00:31:44,277 --> 00:31:46,529
{\an8}and the way he, like, handled me.
594
00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:50,366
Okay. I was gonna say,
"You look great, baby," but...
595
00:31:50,366 --> 00:31:52,410
But then he did...
596
00:31:54,370 --> 00:31:55,622
God bless...
597
00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:58,166
- It-- it took a minute, but, like...
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
598
00:31:58,166 --> 00:32:01,002
- Yeah.
- ...it was needed to hold off.
599
00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:02,170
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
600
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:03,922
- But--
- Now the floodgates are open.
601
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:07,175
- They were open and received and giving...
- Period!
602
00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:09,469
They were taken.
Period! Give and take!
603
00:32:09,469 --> 00:32:12,722
- Period, exactly!
- Rockin' that floodgate ourselves!
604
00:32:15,642 --> 00:32:16,851
I have to tell you--
605
00:32:16,851 --> 00:32:18,978
Oh, God! Tell me what.
606
00:32:18,978 --> 00:32:20,897
Chelsea made me feel
so awkward the other day,
607
00:32:20,897 --> 00:32:23,399
and I appreciate you,
you know, just talking to me, and like,
608
00:32:23,399 --> 00:32:26,569
I felt bad about that, but I know
you know what I'm talking about.
609
00:32:26,569 --> 00:32:28,613
- But that helped Chelsea and I.
- Yeah, I do.
610
00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:30,865
I'm glad that you talking about my ass...
611
00:32:30,865 --> 00:32:34,494
...helped you and Chelsea
get to the next level.
612
00:32:34,494 --> 00:32:39,248
I'm glad that that was
a turning point in your relationship.
613
00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:47,006
{\an8}How you doing?
614
00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:48,508
{\an8}I'm good.
615
00:32:48,508 --> 00:32:50,885
{\an8}That cold water
dripping on my balls is interesting.
616
00:32:50,885 --> 00:32:54,555
Oh, sorry.
Went straight down my pants.
617
00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:57,558
- Sorry, not sorry.
- Ah! No, no.
618
00:32:58,976 --> 00:33:01,521
{\an8}- I just know I'm happy.
- I love you.
619
00:33:01,521 --> 00:33:02,522
I love you too.
620
00:33:02,522 --> 00:33:05,984
{\an8}Seeing you and Amy
at the party the other night...
621
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,152
{\an8}- Mm-hmm.
- ...and y'all were always so cute...
622
00:33:08,152 --> 00:33:12,115
{\an8}I'm like, the sexual chemistry
between you guys is palpable.
623
00:33:12,115 --> 00:33:13,491
{\an8}It is hilarious.
624
00:33:13,491 --> 00:33:15,034
It is really nice.
625
00:33:15,034 --> 00:33:18,538
I could just tell Johnny and Amy
are already knocking boots for sure.
626
00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,623
- We're taking it slow.
- You're taking it slow?
627
00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:21,666
We're taking it slow.
628
00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:23,501
'Cause, like, she's not on birth control.
629
00:33:23,501 --> 00:33:25,336
- Mm-hmm.
- And, like, I want kids.
630
00:33:25,336 --> 00:33:26,963
- Yeah.
- But not right now.
631
00:33:26,963 --> 00:33:28,548
- I'm not ready right now.
- Yeah, yeah.
632
00:33:28,548 --> 00:33:31,634
'Cause you wanted to wait
until there's full financial stability.
633
00:33:31,634 --> 00:33:33,261
Absolutely. Financial stability.
634
00:33:33,261 --> 00:33:36,014
Be able to do what I wanna do.
Take trips, us two together.
635
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,348
Don't worry about anyone else.
636
00:33:37,348 --> 00:33:39,267
When she's like,
"I'm not on birth control,"
637
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:43,479
it's like, oh, well, like, literally,
if any small thing happens, like,
638
00:33:43,479 --> 00:33:47,024
we could have, like, a little Amy
or little John Jr. or something like that.
639
00:33:47,024 --> 00:33:50,737
And, like, it'd be amazing,
but, like, I can't have that right now.
640
00:33:50,737 --> 00:33:54,615
I just always thought that, like, everyone
was on birth control. Like, that's it.
641
00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:58,453
Because all my-- no, 100%.
Like, I was so ignorant on that too.
642
00:33:58,453 --> 00:34:02,457
'Cause every girl I dated was complaining
about birth control, about this, that.
643
00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:06,210
Yeah, well, it's hormones.
You're dumping hormones in your body.
644
00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:08,796
They've always said,
like, oh, they "complain" about it,
645
00:34:08,796 --> 00:34:11,674
because it's, like, hormones
that change up your entire chemistry.
646
00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:14,302
So I'm like, "Oh, you're on it. Bet."
647
00:34:14,302 --> 00:34:16,179
That conversation's done,
like, out of the way.
648
00:34:16,846 --> 00:34:18,931
And then it's like, "Oh."
649
00:34:18,931 --> 00:34:22,226
"Oh! Oh!" Like, it makes you
really think about things.
650
00:34:22,226 --> 00:34:23,686
You wanna have more conversations.
651
00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,480
Don't know Amy's reason
for not being on it.
652
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:29,233
- But some women just can't, you know?
- It messes them up so much, yeah.
653
00:34:29,942 --> 00:34:32,779
- It is a big thing.
- It seems like you think things through.
654
00:34:32,779 --> 00:34:34,363
- Yeah. So...
- You know.
655
00:34:34,363 --> 00:34:36,949
- I'm just obsessed with you guys.
- Well, thank you.
656
00:34:36,949 --> 00:34:41,078
♪ Say hey! Love, love, love... ♪
657
00:34:41,078 --> 00:34:42,955
Is that taquitos?
Yeah.
658
00:34:42,955 --> 00:34:44,415
♪ Say hey! ♪
659
00:34:44,415 --> 00:34:45,500
Mmm!
660
00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:47,085
♪ Say love, love, love ♪
661
00:34:49,337 --> 00:34:52,298
♪ Feels like lovemaking
Know we gotta do this ♪
662
00:34:52,298 --> 00:34:54,008
♪ Uh-huh! ♪
663
00:34:54,008 --> 00:34:57,470
I wanna throw this out there
about the "bean dip" thing.
664
00:34:57,470 --> 00:35:00,932
{\an8}I apologize. We'll move past it.
Oh, my God. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
665
00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,141
{\an8}Not my intent,
666
00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:05,311
{\an8}and I was kicking myself in the ass
to the point where I almost left.
667
00:35:05,311 --> 00:35:07,814
- Oh, my God.
- I was so upset with that.
668
00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:09,232
Yeah, yeah, yeah. But I'm okay.
669
00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:12,401
Okay, I just wanted to throw that
out there, 'cause I was, like, sick.
670
00:35:12,401 --> 00:35:16,322
- I know.
- I get in my feelings on stuff like that.
671
00:35:16,322 --> 00:35:17,782
I know. I know.
672
00:35:17,782 --> 00:35:21,828
- How's things going with you and Clay?
- We're trying to get aligned, honestly.
673
00:35:21,828 --> 00:35:25,623
So the things I've noticed with Clay,
and you've probably seen it at this point.
674
00:35:25,623 --> 00:35:27,667
- He's very introspective.
- Yep, yep.
675
00:35:27,667 --> 00:35:30,878
I have noticed that when he gets
a little bit quieter,
676
00:35:30,878 --> 00:35:32,213
let him have his space.
677
00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:34,132
My gosh, I keep getting that!
678
00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:36,968
- He hasn't said anything about you.
- Yeah, no, no, no, I get it.
679
00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:40,096
There was a couple times
where we'd be talking in the hallway
680
00:35:40,096 --> 00:35:42,014
before we go into the pods,
you'd just see him...
681
00:35:42,014 --> 00:35:43,850
He would go
from bouncing around, being Clay,
682
00:35:43,850 --> 00:35:46,269
to, like, kind of just,
like, locking down.
683
00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:47,812
Okay, so it's not just me.
684
00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:50,606
- No, no, no, no.
- Oh, my God, that gives me so much relief!
685
00:35:50,606 --> 00:35:54,193
He would literally be standing there.
I'm standing here. I would look at him.
686
00:35:54,193 --> 00:35:56,404
I'd go to say something,
and if he was in that zone...
687
00:35:56,404 --> 00:35:59,574
Oh, my God!
That just lifted a weight off my shoulder.
688
00:35:59,574 --> 00:36:03,578
Yeah, so I think it comes down
to, like, that zone you just go into.
689
00:36:03,578 --> 00:36:05,538
- Where you get in your head.
- Focus, yep.
690
00:36:05,538 --> 00:36:08,583
Tone out everything around you
and just this is what I'm working with.
691
00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:11,794
- Wow! Thank you for that. I needed that.
- Yeah, good.
692
00:36:11,794 --> 00:36:13,546
- That was a confidence boost for me.
- Good.
693
00:36:13,546 --> 00:36:16,132
He has done nothing but talk
very highly of you the whole time.
694
00:36:16,132 --> 00:36:17,049
Thank you.
695
00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:20,428
♪ All I want is you, all I want ♪
696
00:36:20,428 --> 00:36:21,929
♪ All I want... ♪
697
00:36:21,929 --> 00:36:26,017
{\an8}It feels great to know
that she loves me, and I love her.
698
00:36:26,017 --> 00:36:27,768
He communicates so well.
699
00:36:27,768 --> 00:36:30,271
God bless.
God bless you, baby! I love you!
700
00:36:32,565 --> 00:36:34,901
Aww!
- Look at you guys. So cute.
701
00:36:34,901 --> 00:36:36,694
Oh, my God, she's such a babe.
702
00:36:39,906 --> 00:36:43,659
Oh! God, you scared the shit out of me.
703
00:36:43,659 --> 00:36:45,661
Aww! Oh, that was cute.
704
00:36:45,661 --> 00:36:48,205
- That was adorable!
- He's cute.
705
00:36:48,205 --> 00:36:53,211
♪ Take me somewhere far away from you ♪
706
00:36:53,961 --> 00:36:55,046
♪ From here... ♪
707
00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:56,255
Oh, my God.
708
00:36:56,255 --> 00:36:59,634
♪ All I want is you, all I want ♪
709
00:36:59,634 --> 00:37:02,637
{\an8}AD.
AD out here killing 'em.
710
00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:04,513
Come on. You're pissin' on my shit.
711
00:37:04,513 --> 00:37:06,599
They better. They better.
712
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:07,725
- You okay?
- I'm good.
713
00:37:07,725 --> 00:37:09,685
- I love this, man.
- Good conversation is like...
714
00:37:09,685 --> 00:37:11,854
It's like there's been a vibe, you know.
How you been?
715
00:37:11,854 --> 00:37:14,440
- I'm good.
- Look at this! Yo, turn me on!
716
00:37:15,399 --> 00:37:18,903
♪ All I want is you, all I ♪
717
00:37:19,654 --> 00:37:20,780
I love Johnny.
718
00:37:20,780 --> 00:37:23,282
{\an8}- He's like a ball of energy. I love it.
- He is!
719
00:37:23,282 --> 00:37:26,994
{\an8}I don't know. I just love how we can be,
like, super playful and, like, kiddish
720
00:37:26,994 --> 00:37:29,205
{\an8}to, like, having deep, vulnerable,
721
00:37:29,205 --> 00:37:32,792
{\an8}real, transparent talks where we're,
like, super honest with one another.
722
00:37:32,792 --> 00:37:35,586
- Yeah.
- We're like magnets to each other.
723
00:37:36,087 --> 00:37:38,673
But I mean, like, I'm a little scared
of what's to come next,
724
00:37:38,673 --> 00:37:41,550
just because as much as I'm excited
to go back to the real world...
725
00:37:41,550 --> 00:37:43,761
- Yeah.
- ...I've never lived with a guy before.
726
00:37:43,761 --> 00:37:46,472
- It's gonna an adjustment.
- So that is going to be an adjustment.
727
00:37:46,472 --> 00:37:49,016
- I am concerned about my dad meeting him.
- Why?
728
00:37:49,016 --> 00:37:51,519
- My dad wasn't supportive of this process.
- Really?
729
00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:55,147
I feel like, in my culture, it's just,
you do things in a very traditional way.
730
00:37:55,147 --> 00:37:58,859
For my dad, it's gonna be hard to accept
that I will be getting married in a month
731
00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:01,195
to somebody that I just met
a couple weeks ago.
732
00:38:01,195 --> 00:38:04,865
But it's like he doesn't understand
the process that I went through either.
733
00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:07,285
So it might be intense, but...
734
00:38:07,285 --> 00:38:08,244
How are you and Laura?
735
00:38:08,244 --> 00:38:11,956
How's everything in, like,
terms of, like, physicality and like...
736
00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:15,126
- Okay, good. That's all I need.
- We're good.
737
00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:16,210
Great!
No.
738
00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:18,838
So she and I, from, like,
very early on in the pods,
739
00:38:18,838 --> 00:38:20,589
were, like, each other's
number one and two.
740
00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:22,216
- Like, the whole time.
- Yes. Mm-hmm.
741
00:38:22,216 --> 00:38:25,761
Mentally, I knew she would be
someone who could put me in my spot.
742
00:38:25,761 --> 00:38:26,887
- She will.
- Yeah.
743
00:38:26,887 --> 00:38:29,807
And the one thing
that concerned me with Sarah was, uh,
744
00:38:29,807 --> 00:38:31,350
every time we talked, we had a blast.
745
00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:33,811
We were able to talk
about deep conversations, the future.
746
00:38:33,811 --> 00:38:36,480
Things like that.
But, like, there was never a point
747
00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:39,483
of where, like, the seriousness kind of,
like, kicked in more than the fun.
748
00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,194
I was like, if things ever hit the fan,
how are we gonna handle that?
749
00:38:42,194 --> 00:38:43,112
Exactly.
750
00:38:43,112 --> 00:38:46,073
With Laura, she and I were like,
"This is how we're gonna handle this."
751
00:38:46,073 --> 00:38:49,452
"This is what a difficult conversation's
gonna look like." I was like, "Oh, cool."
752
00:38:49,452 --> 00:38:51,662
We know that if there's
a disagreement, we'll handle it,
753
00:38:51,662 --> 00:38:54,248
and we'll be good.
You know, we had one the other night.
754
00:38:57,418 --> 00:38:58,836
I do wanna meet Sarah.
755
00:38:58,836 --> 00:39:00,755
'Cause the night we broke up,
she asked me,
756
00:39:00,755 --> 00:39:03,257
she's like, "Is there something
I could have done differently?"
757
00:39:03,257 --> 00:39:05,051
I was like, "I don't have
an answer for you."
758
00:39:05,051 --> 00:39:07,261
The emotional was so strong,
the mental connection...
759
00:39:07,261 --> 00:39:09,055
It came down to just the fun thing.
760
00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:10,723
- Yeah, yeah.
- I want her to know that.
761
00:39:10,723 --> 00:39:13,851
Just because, like, I would still
be friends with her outside of this.
762
00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:16,187
I'mma just--
Yeah.
763
00:39:16,187 --> 00:39:19,690
♪ What we got is just enough ♪
764
00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:21,692
♪ Baby, lean into the rush... ♪
765
00:39:23,110 --> 00:39:25,780
♪ Don't let the fear take hold of us ♪
766
00:39:25,780 --> 00:39:27,907
♪ What we got is just enough ♪
767
00:39:27,907 --> 00:39:31,452
♪ Got me, got me, you, you got me ♪
768
00:39:31,452 --> 00:39:35,498
♪ You, you got me ♪
769
00:39:35,498 --> 00:39:37,708
♪ Got me, got me, got me ♪
770
00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:41,420
You look good right there.
771
00:39:44,965 --> 00:39:47,551
{\an8}We should probably
start packing, honestly.
772
00:39:48,052 --> 00:39:49,136
No!
773
00:39:49,845 --> 00:39:51,806
{\an8}- Oh, that's perfect.
- It's a little guy.
774
00:39:51,806 --> 00:39:54,600
I had such a good time this week.
775
00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:55,893
- And--
- Me too.
776
00:39:56,394 --> 00:40:00,189
We had...
I can't even say we had ups and downs.
777
00:40:00,189 --> 00:40:03,025
{\an8}We had one down.
Mm-hmm.
778
00:40:03,025 --> 00:40:03,943
{\an8}And a lot of ups.
779
00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:06,070
- And it was an incredible time.
- Mm-hmm.
780
00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:08,239
What was your favorite part?
781
00:40:08,989 --> 00:40:10,741
Don't tell me
your least favorite.
782
00:40:10,741 --> 00:40:13,035
I'll tell you
my least favorite part was...
783
00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:19,667
I don't know how to word this.
- Oh, God, I'm scared.
784
00:40:20,459 --> 00:40:23,671
My least favorite part
was eating the food on the beach today.
785
00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:27,091
The taquitos were really good.
786
00:40:27,091 --> 00:40:30,636
I was trying to eat all the taquitos
before anybody else saw them,
787
00:40:30,636 --> 00:40:34,432
and I was five taquitos deep
and just absolutely--
788
00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:37,184
Five? Those were huge!
I was smacking 'em.
789
00:40:37,184 --> 00:40:40,938
I was eating them so fast and hard,
I bit the shit out of my lip.
790
00:40:40,938 --> 00:40:42,481
Yeah.
791
00:40:42,481 --> 00:40:44,233
You gotta be easy on the kisses,
'cause, uh...
792
00:40:44,233 --> 00:40:46,652
That's your least favorite
of the whole trip?
793
00:40:46,652 --> 00:40:50,197
Yeah, I was, like, walking back after
we left the beach, like, spitting blood.
794
00:40:50,197 --> 00:40:51,991
It was that bad?
Yeah!
795
00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:53,117
Ugh!
796
00:40:53,117 --> 00:40:56,453
Your least favorite? Not arguing?
797
00:40:56,453 --> 00:40:59,874
- No, the argument was good for us.
- That's true. That's very true.
798
00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:02,293
- But you know what my favorite part was?
- What?
799
00:41:04,462 --> 00:41:07,631
The first time
I got to whip you around in a vehicle.
800
00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:09,508
Wow, that's romantic.
Buggies.
801
00:41:09,508 --> 00:41:11,093
The buggies was so friggin' fun.
802
00:41:11,093 --> 00:41:13,471
Riding to the beach,
riding through the jungle with you.
803
00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:16,348
Mm-hmm. You wanna know
what my favorite part was?
804
00:41:16,348 --> 00:41:18,893
What's your favorite part?
- This morning.
805
00:41:19,643 --> 00:41:21,896
When you woke up and you were so sweet.
806
00:41:21,896 --> 00:41:24,356
I'm sweet every morning.
But you were extra sweet.
807
00:41:24,356 --> 00:41:27,610
It made me... really happy.
808
00:41:28,527 --> 00:41:29,361
Yeah.
809
00:41:29,945 --> 00:41:35,242
What are you, um,
nervous about going back to Charlotte?
810
00:41:35,242 --> 00:41:38,078
Yeah, it's-- I don't think
we'll have any issues.
811
00:41:38,078 --> 00:41:40,289
You have zero concerns, like, at all?
812
00:41:40,289 --> 00:41:43,209
After technically living with you
for a while,
813
00:41:43,792 --> 00:41:46,545
yeah, we mesh really well,
even being together
814
00:41:46,545 --> 00:41:48,214
and dealing with each other
815
00:41:48,214 --> 00:41:52,092
when we're happy,
sad, pissed off, hungry--
816
00:41:52,092 --> 00:41:54,887
- Sleepy.
- Sleepy. We'll get along just fine.
817
00:41:54,887 --> 00:41:56,805
We'll get along?
Baby, we're getting married.
818
00:41:56,805 --> 00:41:58,307
I hope we get along just fine.
819
00:42:00,226 --> 00:42:02,436
You look so good in this lighting.
820
00:42:02,436 --> 00:42:03,437
You do too.
821
00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:06,023
Give me a kiss.
822
00:42:06,774 --> 00:42:09,485
- I love you.
- I love you too. We're getting married.
823
00:42:09,485 --> 00:42:11,237
Right. Totally getting married.
824
00:42:11,237 --> 00:42:12,863
♪ ...all night ♪
825
00:42:12,863 --> 00:42:16,075
♪ And isn't it wonderful? ♪
826
00:42:16,075 --> 00:42:18,285
♪ You and I ♪
827
00:42:18,285 --> 00:42:21,538
♪ The world looks so beautiful ♪
828
00:42:23,457 --> 00:42:25,459
{\an8}What's your biggest
pet peeve with me so far?
829
00:42:26,418 --> 00:42:29,755
{\an8}Biggest pet peeve so far. Let's hear it.
830
00:42:30,965 --> 00:42:35,094
{\an8}What's the one thing you're just like,
"God damn, I hate when Johnny does this"?
831
00:42:35,678 --> 00:42:36,929
Um...
832
00:42:39,431 --> 00:42:42,101
{\an8}There's not, like,
one thing you've done that, I'm like--
833
00:42:42,101 --> 00:42:43,519
It's many things?
- Yeah.
834
00:42:43,519 --> 00:42:44,979
No.
835
00:42:44,979 --> 00:42:47,147
- No, quite the opposite.
- Mm.
836
00:42:48,357 --> 00:42:49,692
- Hey, babe, guess what.
- What?
837
00:42:49,692 --> 00:42:52,528
- Chicken butt.
- Aww.
838
00:42:52,528 --> 00:42:55,739
You say that at least once a day.
That's my pet peeve right there.
839
00:42:55,739 --> 00:42:57,825
Chicken butt?
840
00:42:59,285 --> 00:43:02,580
I'm gonna miss this place a lot.
- I know. I'm gonna miss it too.
841
00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:04,206
This has been paradise.
842
00:43:05,332 --> 00:43:07,626
- We're gonna have to come back.
- We are. A lot.
843
00:43:09,712 --> 00:43:13,132
Feeling this comfort level this soon
844
00:43:13,132 --> 00:43:15,718
makes me feel like
I've been with you for a long time.
845
00:43:15,718 --> 00:43:18,304
- Yeah, it's not just--
- I feel like I've been with you for years.
846
00:43:18,304 --> 00:43:19,263
Mm-hmm.
847
00:43:19,263 --> 00:43:23,475
But I feel like
one of my biggest lessons that I've had
848
00:43:23,475 --> 00:43:26,729
from relationships in the past,
mainly my first relationship,
849
00:43:26,729 --> 00:43:29,690
was that I feel like
I overshared a lot with my parents,
850
00:43:29,690 --> 00:43:32,901
and I feel they were
very involved in my relationship.
851
00:43:32,901 --> 00:43:36,030
- I completely learned that that's a no-go.
- Yep.
852
00:43:36,030 --> 00:43:37,323
But I do have that fear
853
00:43:37,323 --> 00:43:39,908
that, like, they'll try
to involve themselves.
854
00:43:39,908 --> 00:43:41,493
Especially my dad.
Mm. Mm.
855
00:43:41,493 --> 00:43:44,455
I don't think he understands
this process at all,
856
00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:46,749
because it's not traditional by any means.
857
00:43:47,416 --> 00:43:51,587
And I feel like they care too much,
and they're super overprotective,
858
00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:53,464
which I get, to an extent.
859
00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:56,175
In the past, I was very easily influenced.
860
00:43:56,175 --> 00:44:00,012
And that also caused a lot of tensions
within my relationships.
861
00:44:00,012 --> 00:44:01,013
Hmm.
862
00:44:01,013 --> 00:44:02,306
So I'd like to think that...
863
00:44:02,306 --> 00:44:04,850
...I'm not as influenced,
864
00:44:04,850 --> 00:44:07,269
but it's hard not to get influenced
865
00:44:07,269 --> 00:44:10,356
when you're about to take
such a huge leap in four weeks.
866
00:44:10,356 --> 00:44:13,442
It is. 'Cause I want my parents' input.
I want my siblings' input.
867
00:44:13,442 --> 00:44:15,069
- Exactly.
- I want everyone's input too.
868
00:44:15,069 --> 00:44:18,197
- Like, if I don't have-- I want that.
- Mm-hmm.
869
00:44:18,197 --> 00:44:20,157
Regardless of what they say.
- Yeah.
870
00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:23,118
It's my decision, like, for it,
but, like, I just wanna hear them out.
871
00:44:23,118 --> 00:44:25,245
If I don't get my dad's blessing...
872
00:44:27,873 --> 00:44:29,708
I don't know if I can move forward.
873
00:44:29,708 --> 00:44:33,253
♪ We're chasing down our ghosts ♪
874
00:44:37,132 --> 00:44:40,886
♪ We're chasing down our ghosts ♪
875
00:44:43,931 --> 00:44:46,433
♪ We're chasing down our ghosts ♪
876
00:44:46,433 --> 00:44:50,145
♪ Wake up and find you all in my head ♪
877
00:44:50,145 --> 00:44:53,899
♪ Don't know if I am losing my mind... ♪
878
00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:56,235
Good morning.
879
00:44:56,235 --> 00:44:58,404
{\an8}Morning!
880
00:44:58,404 --> 00:45:01,031
{\an8}Going back to the city. I'm excited.
881
00:45:01,031 --> 00:45:04,284
- Do you think we're gonna be running late?
- We are.
882
00:45:04,284 --> 00:45:06,787
Um, but it's okay.
We're gonna make it there still.
883
00:45:06,787 --> 00:45:09,081
♪ Figured that I should go and see you ♪
884
00:45:09,081 --> 00:45:12,042
Excited to be
going back to Charlotte.
885
00:45:12,042 --> 00:45:13,627
{\an8}I don't wanna leave.
886
00:45:13,627 --> 00:45:17,714
We are in paradise,
but now back to reality we go.
887
00:45:17,714 --> 00:45:20,342
- Catch us in Charlotte.
- Catch us in Charlotte.
888
00:45:22,803 --> 00:45:25,597
I usually wear a hoodie
when I'm flying.
889
00:45:25,597 --> 00:45:28,350
Do you want me to wear a Henley?
Yeah, wear a Henley.
890
00:45:28,350 --> 00:45:31,687
You've made me suffer
through two Hawaiian shirts now.
891
00:45:31,687 --> 00:45:34,022
How excited are you
to actually move in with me?
892
00:45:34,022 --> 00:45:35,149
Or are you terrified?
893
00:45:35,149 --> 00:45:38,569
No, I'm excited to see if you're
actually as tidy as you say you are.
894
00:45:38,569 --> 00:45:40,571
But you're not worried
about how hyper I am?
895
00:45:42,114 --> 00:45:44,950
Yeah, there it is.
- I am worried about that.
896
00:45:44,950 --> 00:45:46,827
-
- ♪ Daydreams... ♪
897
00:45:46,827 --> 00:45:48,203
I can't forget this.
898
00:45:48,829 --> 00:45:50,080
Yes!
899
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:51,707
{\an8}Oh, right?
"Bride to be."
900
00:45:51,707 --> 00:45:52,875
Yes!
901
00:45:52,875 --> 00:45:56,170
Time will tell if I'm bride-to-be
or bride-to-be-not.
902
00:45:57,629 --> 00:45:58,922
"Bride-to-be-not."
903
00:45:58,922 --> 00:46:01,425
Bride-to-be-not!
It's crazy.
904
00:46:01,425 --> 00:46:03,802
♪ Hey, things are changing... ♪
905
00:46:03,802 --> 00:46:06,805
{\an8}Five couples fell in love
and got engaged sight unseen.
906
00:46:07,389 --> 00:46:10,267
We're leaving! Say bye to our room.
907
00:46:10,267 --> 00:46:11,477
Bye, room.
908
00:46:11,477 --> 00:46:14,313
Let's go.
Let's go, baby. Let's go.
909
00:46:14,313 --> 00:46:15,522
Charlotte, here we come.
910
00:46:15,522 --> 00:46:18,150
- ♪ Best time of our lives ♪
- ♪ Whoa-oh-oh! ♪
911
00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:21,904
{\an8}-♪ Yeah, we're just getting started ♪
- ♪ Whoa-oh-oh! ♪
912
00:46:21,904 --> 00:46:23,697
{\an8}-♪ Ooh! ♪
- ♪ Come on, get ready for it ♪
913
00:46:23,697 --> 00:46:26,867
{\an8}-♪ This could be the best time ♪
- ♪ Whoa-oh-oh! ♪
914
00:46:26,867 --> 00:46:31,663
{\an8}♪ This could be the best time
Of our lives... ♪
915
00:46:31,663 --> 00:46:34,082
Welcome to beautiful
Charlotte, North Carolina.
916
00:46:34,082 --> 00:46:37,044
♪ Going good, so good
This was meant to be ♪
917
00:46:37,044 --> 00:46:39,421
Our couples are returning home
from the Dominican Republic.
918
00:46:39,421 --> 00:46:42,633
{\an8}And now they'll face the most
intense phase of this experiment.
919
00:46:42,633 --> 00:46:44,551
{\an8}Living together in the real world.
920
00:46:44,551 --> 00:46:45,594
We're home!
921
00:46:45,594 --> 00:46:47,262
{\an8}We made it.
922
00:46:47,262 --> 00:46:48,222
{\an8}Oh, man.
923
00:46:49,306 --> 00:46:50,599
Give it a tug.
924
00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:53,352
They now have their devices back,
and they're gonna move in together.
925
00:46:53,352 --> 00:46:57,272
Welcome home!
Oh, wow!
926
00:46:57,272 --> 00:46:59,942
♪ This love we got... ♪
927
00:47:01,985 --> 00:47:04,863
Let's go.
928
00:47:04,863 --> 00:47:06,532
Let's go.
I love it!
929
00:47:06,532 --> 00:47:10,953
Will age, looks, race, family
or financial circumstances matter?
930
00:47:11,870 --> 00:47:14,706
How will they integrate
their lives, their careers, their homes?
931
00:47:14,706 --> 00:47:18,752
I wore about 25% of this,
including some dirty underwear.
932
00:47:18,752 --> 00:47:21,296
- Should I wash everything?
- Yes.
933
00:47:21,296 --> 00:47:22,798
What do you think about these?
934
00:47:27,302 --> 00:47:30,430
It started with love,
a real emotional connection,
935
00:47:30,430 --> 00:47:33,100
but in three shorts weeks,
our couples will be at the altar,
936
00:47:33,100 --> 00:47:35,936
and they'll have to make the most
important decision of their lives.
937
00:47:35,936 --> 00:47:38,021
The little llama!
938
00:47:38,021 --> 00:47:40,732
This is giving me,
like, visions of the future.
939
00:47:40,732 --> 00:47:41,984
- It is.
- With kids.
940
00:47:43,235 --> 00:47:45,153
Will they prove that love is blind?
941
00:47:45,153 --> 00:47:49,408
♪ This is the right time
This love we got ♪
942
00:47:50,784 --> 00:47:52,828
♪ Is once in a lifetime ♪
943
00:47:52,828 --> 00:47:55,289
So I can fit
all my stuff right here.
944
00:47:55,914 --> 00:47:59,084
{\an8}- Uh, great. That's great for me.
- And then you can have the rest.
945
00:47:59,084 --> 00:48:02,337
{\an8}- Okay. Excellent.
- Yeah. I can put all my stuff here.
946
00:48:02,337 --> 00:48:04,548
- Compromise. Thank you.
- Yeah! Mm-hmm.
947
00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:06,174
Thank you.
948
00:48:06,174 --> 00:48:07,426
Sweet.
949
00:48:07,426 --> 00:48:09,469
I'm excited to live with Jeramey.
950
00:48:09,469 --> 00:48:13,724
{\an8}The most exciting thing will
just be to, like, wake up with each other,
951
00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:15,642
and go to sleep with each other
952
00:48:15,642 --> 00:48:19,187
and, like, snuggle in bed,
and, like, watch movies.
953
00:48:19,187 --> 00:48:20,188
I feel good.
954
00:48:20,689 --> 00:48:25,402
I'm not, like, nervous or scared about
the "commitment" in a few weeks at all.
955
00:48:27,070 --> 00:48:31,074
But if Jeramey's messy,
we will not get married.
956
00:48:31,074 --> 00:48:34,077
We will not. I will say no at the altar.
957
00:48:34,077 --> 00:48:38,498
Okay, what could I do
that would, like, drive you nuts?
958
00:48:38,498 --> 00:48:41,001
- Leave dishes in the sink at night.
- Okay.
959
00:48:41,001 --> 00:48:42,210
- I'll freak.
- Okay.
960
00:48:42,210 --> 00:48:43,879
What can I do that you'd just be like...
961
00:48:43,879 --> 00:48:46,381
- I have a lot.
- ..."I don't think so"? Mine are easy.
962
00:48:46,381 --> 00:48:50,302
When you shave your face,
leaving your hair in the sink.
963
00:48:50,302 --> 00:48:52,387
- Absolutely not.
- Okay.
964
00:48:52,387 --> 00:48:58,560
Leaving, like, food, like half-eaten food
around and not, like, throwing it away.
965
00:48:58,560 --> 00:48:59,478
Okay.
966
00:48:59,478 --> 00:49:02,731
Leaving the house
with the TV and the lights on.
967
00:49:03,774 --> 00:49:05,776
- I don't do that either.
- Spitting.
968
00:49:06,276 --> 00:49:07,986
Spit all the way in the sink,
969
00:49:07,986 --> 00:49:11,323
not just, like, spit near the sink
so it's all over the glass.
970
00:49:11,323 --> 00:49:13,325
That's disgusting. I'm sorry.
971
00:49:13,325 --> 00:49:16,995
So basically what you're saying is,
"Don't act like a barn animal."
972
00:49:16,995 --> 00:49:19,122
- Yeah. Act like an adult.
- Good. Yeah, I like that.
973
00:49:21,541 --> 00:49:24,252
{\an8}I don't think things
could be any better between Laura and I.
974
00:49:24,252 --> 00:49:27,464
{\an8}Like, the banter's there,
but we can get serious with each other.
975
00:49:27,464 --> 00:49:28,924
This really is a whole new chapter.
976
00:49:28,924 --> 00:49:30,717
Like, everything.
977
00:49:30,717 --> 00:49:32,302
It's a whole new chapter.
978
00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:35,889
- You excited? I'm super excited.
- Yeah.
979
00:49:35,889 --> 00:49:38,266
I've never felt like this
with anybody before.
980
00:49:38,266 --> 00:49:41,103
Like, I think I've loved people before,
981
00:49:41,103 --> 00:49:44,564
but I don't think I've truly ever been
in love with somebody before.
982
00:49:44,564 --> 00:49:47,109
And I think that's what this
is supposed to feel like.
983
00:49:47,109 --> 00:49:49,319
We got, what, a month?
984
00:49:50,404 --> 00:49:52,656
- Before we's getting married and stuff?
- Yeah.
985
00:49:52,656 --> 00:49:54,449
I'm-- I'm so excited.
986
00:49:54,950 --> 00:49:58,286
- Excited to be here with you.
- Me too, boo.
987
00:49:58,286 --> 00:49:59,913
Me too.
988
00:50:01,331 --> 00:50:03,417
Ooh! You have a cute face.
989
00:50:03,417 --> 00:50:05,002
I love that girl.
990
00:50:07,963 --> 00:50:10,757
- Why do you-- why don't you just open it?
- Shit!
991
00:50:10,757 --> 00:50:12,509
♪ We're gonna make it last ♪
992
00:50:19,975 --> 00:50:21,601
♪ We're gonna make it last ♪
993
00:50:22,352 --> 00:50:25,480
{\an8}I'm feeling like tonight
could be, like, a chicken night.
994
00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:28,608
{\an8}Do you want me to cook tonight,
or we want to get food tonight?
995
00:50:28,608 --> 00:50:31,570
{\an8}It's the first night in the crib.
You gotta cook. You gotta...
996
00:50:31,570 --> 00:50:33,905
Oh, so you're gonna make me cook?
Yeah!
997
00:50:33,905 --> 00:50:35,282
I can't enjoy the first night?
998
00:50:35,282 --> 00:50:37,826
We gonna enjoy the food together.
You feel me?
999
00:50:37,826 --> 00:50:40,912
Yeah. I'm gonna start
with bathroom stuff first.
1000
00:50:40,912 --> 00:50:43,540
Is that okay?
Yeah, babe, do your thing.
1001
00:50:44,166 --> 00:50:45,959
I'm gonna do left side
of the sink.
1002
00:50:45,959 --> 00:50:47,586
Yeah, babe, that's cool.
1003
00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:52,090
It's crazy to realize
that Brittany and I are in a new place,
1004
00:50:52,090 --> 00:50:54,051
to have the experience of, like,
1005
00:50:54,051 --> 00:50:56,136
"How do we operate
when we move into a home?"
1006
00:50:56,136 --> 00:50:58,513
Brittany got to work immediately.
1007
00:50:58,513 --> 00:51:01,600
"Let me start unpacking. What side do
you want? You want this side or that?"
1008
00:51:01,600 --> 00:51:04,936
Maybe you can use the other bathroom
to get ready in the morning.
1009
00:51:04,936 --> 00:51:08,565
Mm-hmm. Oh, so now she don't
wanna share our bathroom with me.
1010
00:51:08,565 --> 00:51:10,859
Well, you wake up earlier than I do.
1011
00:51:10,859 --> 00:51:12,277
That's what we doing?
1012
00:51:12,277 --> 00:51:15,155
Come fit
in this bathroom with me at the same time.
1013
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:17,074
Right.
1014
00:51:19,284 --> 00:51:22,662
Missed this so much. I missed my device.
1015
00:51:23,330 --> 00:51:27,125
It is nice to completely
just have no distractions,
1016
00:51:27,125 --> 00:51:30,045
to live in the moment
without having your phone.
1017
00:51:30,545 --> 00:51:33,507
The other fold to that is
I'm excited to have my phone back.
1018
00:51:33,507 --> 00:51:36,134
Um, I get to talk to my friends.
I miss my family.
1019
00:51:36,134 --> 00:51:39,971
But as a principal, like, I had to
make sure that my school was still afloat.
1020
00:51:39,971 --> 00:51:42,933
Um, so getting
my device back was-- was helpful.
1021
00:51:44,476 --> 00:51:46,728
- Is the bed comfy?
- Yeah, it's smooth.
1022
00:51:47,896 --> 00:51:50,065
Oh, it's memory foam.
1023
00:51:50,065 --> 00:51:51,149
Okay, good.
1024
00:51:53,068 --> 00:51:55,195
Don't look at your phone too much.
1025
00:51:55,195 --> 00:51:57,197
I gotta get my life together.
1026
00:51:58,490 --> 00:51:59,991
Gotta get it together.
1027
00:52:03,203 --> 00:52:04,913
Are you gonna unpack with me?
1028
00:52:05,789 --> 00:52:09,835
Yeah, I'm trying
to, uh, finish responding to these emails.
1029
00:52:09,835 --> 00:52:11,586
You know, I got
that presentation on Monday,
1030
00:52:11,586 --> 00:52:14,422
so I'm trying to send this real quick.
1031
00:52:14,422 --> 00:52:16,842
So the hustle never stops?
1032
00:52:24,224 --> 00:52:25,725
My hip just popped.
1033
00:52:26,226 --> 00:52:29,020
Do you have a preference on left or right?
1034
00:52:53,461 --> 00:52:54,880
I'm pretty set.
1035
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:56,214
Um...
You are?
1036
00:52:56,756 --> 00:52:58,967
I'mma go chill downstairs.
- Okay.
1037
00:52:58,967 --> 00:53:02,262
♪ Were we just a losing game? ♪
1038
00:53:02,929 --> 00:53:05,849
♪ Tell me, do you feel the same? ♪
1039
00:53:07,517 --> 00:53:13,481
♪ Take your ring
'Cause I can take the blame ♪
1040
00:53:14,107 --> 00:53:17,694
♪ Spinning in circles ♪
1041
00:53:17,694 --> 00:53:21,823
♪ Playing on your words ♪
1042
00:53:21,823 --> 00:53:28,413
♪ I'm drowning ♪
1043
00:53:30,207 --> 00:53:31,708
See if the couch is comfortable.
1044
00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:34,669
{\an8}I gotta be on a couch
that naturally I just fall asleep.
1045
00:53:35,170 --> 00:53:37,839
I know. Let's see if we can spoon.
I'm gonna go on the inside.
1046
00:53:37,839 --> 00:53:39,424
- You go on the inside?
- Yeah, yeah.
1047
00:53:39,424 --> 00:53:41,509
You gotta make way,
'cause I could get comfortable.
1048
00:53:41,509 --> 00:53:44,304
I like the TV and everything.
1049
00:53:44,304 --> 00:53:46,348
- Yeah, this-- this could work.
- Yes.
1050
00:53:46,348 --> 00:53:48,099
Mm!
1051
00:53:48,099 --> 00:53:50,685
- I love this. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
- This could definitely work for me.
1052
00:53:51,895 --> 00:53:53,313
Yeah.
You liking that?
1053
00:53:53,313 --> 00:53:54,397
It works. Yeah.
1054
00:53:55,273 --> 00:53:57,609
{\an8}Yeah, but no, I do like it.
I do like this.
1055
00:53:57,609 --> 00:54:00,237
{\an8}- Yeah? Yeah?
- Yeah, it's nice. It's nice.
1056
00:54:00,904 --> 00:54:03,865
I might...
1057
00:54:03,865 --> 00:54:07,494
{\an8}No? That's not a vibe?
Us watching TV, me like this?
1058
00:54:07,494 --> 00:54:09,162
{\an8}Yeah, I'm so comfortable like this.
1059
00:54:09,162 --> 00:54:11,539
{\an8}- Yeah?
- No, absolutely not.
1060
00:54:12,123 --> 00:54:15,877
Honestly, as long as you're
in the bed with me, I'm good, you know?
1061
00:54:15,877 --> 00:54:17,587
I'm good, so...
1062
00:54:18,088 --> 00:54:19,297
That was cute.
1063
00:54:19,297 --> 00:54:20,840
Get to talk to your sister?
1064
00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:23,718
- I did. She brightened up my whole day.
- Mm-hmm.
1065
00:54:23,718 --> 00:54:26,638
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
- And I talked to my niece.
1066
00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:29,057
- I actually talked to my other sister.
- Really?
1067
00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,141
Talked to my mom.
1068
00:54:30,141 --> 00:54:33,937
- Wow! Wow! How did that go?
- Mm-hmm. Everything went good.
1069
00:54:33,937 --> 00:54:35,313
They feeling pumped?
1070
00:54:36,231 --> 00:54:38,900
- Or were they like...
- They wanna meet you.
1071
00:54:38,900 --> 00:54:41,444
- Okay, okay. I'm excited to meet them.
- Yeah.
1072
00:54:41,444 --> 00:54:43,655
I told my parents about you as well,
you know.
1073
00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:46,366
My mom is definitely like, "Oh, my God!"
She loves your name.
1074
00:54:46,366 --> 00:54:49,286
Yep, yeah, she's like,
"Amber Desiree, I can't wait to meet her."
1075
00:54:49,286 --> 00:54:54,040
She was super nice, and my sister.
My dad was like, "Hold. What's going on?"
1076
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:56,376
- My dad was kind of surprised and stuff.
- Yeah.
1077
00:54:56,376 --> 00:54:58,920
But I think once he meets you,
he's gonna be all for it.
1078
00:54:58,920 --> 00:54:59,879
Good.
- Yeah.
1079
00:54:59,879 --> 00:55:02,507
He might be flirting with you.
I gotta watch my dad, you know.
1080
00:55:02,507 --> 00:55:05,176
Oh, gosh.
1081
00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:06,303
So fucking cute.
1082
00:55:06,303 --> 00:55:07,345
Thank you, babe.
1083
00:55:07,345 --> 00:55:10,932
I'm telling you, like,
I'm so grateful for, like, my friends,
1084
00:55:10,932 --> 00:55:13,977
and the conversation we had.
I really can't wait for you to meet them.
1085
00:55:13,977 --> 00:55:15,270
They were really excited.
1086
00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:17,480
- I just kind of shared the experience.
- Yeah.
1087
00:55:17,480 --> 00:55:21,151
A lot of people were shocked,
the fact that I told them I cried.
1088
00:55:21,151 --> 00:55:22,902
They sensed that, um,
1089
00:55:23,528 --> 00:55:27,824
that I changed in the sense
of, like, me being aware of my emotions.
1090
00:55:28,700 --> 00:55:30,410
- The way I did grow up with my father.
- Yeah.
1091
00:55:30,410 --> 00:55:34,581
And, like, how I seen,
like, cheating as a regular thing.
1092
00:55:34,581 --> 00:55:35,749
- Yeah.
- And, uh...
1093
00:55:36,332 --> 00:55:39,461
My dad's a suave guy,
always been good with women.
1094
00:55:39,461 --> 00:55:41,880
And it was like a... ding!
Mm-hmm.
1095
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:46,092
You know, like, the fact that
my mom and dad were like best friends.
1096
00:55:46,092 --> 00:55:48,386
- But my dad still...
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
1097
00:55:48,386 --> 00:55:51,765
You know, unfortunately,
like, he was still cheating, you know?
1098
00:55:51,765 --> 00:55:53,224
Infidelity was a thing.
1099
00:55:53,224 --> 00:55:56,978
And, like, my dad would take me
with him to some of his infidelity trips.
1100
00:55:56,978 --> 00:55:58,063
And then...
1101
00:55:58,730 --> 00:56:02,525
You know, it was just tough, like,
I didn't even realize I never told my mom.
1102
00:56:02,525 --> 00:56:04,694
I keep that inside,
like, still to this day.
1103
00:56:04,694 --> 00:56:08,156
Like, my mom doesn't even know some
of the trips that I went on with my dad.
1104
00:56:08,156 --> 00:56:10,700
- I love my dad. My dad was a great father.
- For sure.
1105
00:56:10,700 --> 00:56:14,079
I don't want anything, like,
taken away from him being a father,
1106
00:56:14,079 --> 00:56:15,872
'cause he supported me
in everything we did.
1107
00:56:15,872 --> 00:56:19,793
It's just that I've never seen my dad
just stay with, like...
1108
00:56:19,793 --> 00:56:22,379
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- He was with my mom for 25 years.
1109
00:56:22,879 --> 00:56:26,257
Once the divorce came, never seen him
just, like, single, always had a girl.
1110
00:56:26,257 --> 00:56:30,887
I've never seen a Black relationship
that... where the man is faithful.
1111
00:56:30,887 --> 00:56:32,138
I'm not even blaming my dad.
1112
00:56:32,138 --> 00:56:35,475
Like, I'm talking about, like,
all Black men that's been in my life.
1113
00:56:35,475 --> 00:56:38,144
Even, like, celebrities,
like, the Will Smiths,
1114
00:56:38,144 --> 00:56:41,856
you know, all the celebrities,
like the Diddys and stuff like that.
1115
00:56:41,856 --> 00:56:43,900
Those are Black men I like to look at,
1116
00:56:43,900 --> 00:56:47,237
and it's like,
you always hear they have other women.
1117
00:56:47,237 --> 00:56:49,948
So, to me, the concept of one girl...
1118
00:56:49,948 --> 00:56:50,907
Yeah.
1119
00:56:50,907 --> 00:56:54,119
I'm always having a fear of, like,
"Can I just be with one person?"
1120
00:56:54,119 --> 00:56:56,162
I take it serious with marriage.
1121
00:56:56,162 --> 00:56:59,415
And even with me loving you,
like, everything.
1122
00:56:59,415 --> 00:57:03,878
It's just that marriage part is just...
it's-- it's like an unknown thing for me.
1123
00:57:03,878 --> 00:57:05,922
I do wanna do marriage.
1124
00:57:05,922 --> 00:57:09,801
I do wanna go through some type
of therapy with you and talk it out.
1125
00:57:09,801 --> 00:57:11,719
And the fact that we've had our hurdles,
1126
00:57:11,719 --> 00:57:15,140
and you know,
we went through conflict and turbulence.
1127
00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,350
- And we've been able to navigate it.
- Yeah.
1128
00:57:17,350 --> 00:57:19,811
Even when it was
a little rocky, how we just know that,
1129
00:57:19,811 --> 00:57:22,439
you know, you're my person
that I could come to for comfort.
1130
00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:25,567
You've been awesome to me,
and me being with you,
1131
00:57:25,567 --> 00:57:27,318
and, like, the person I've become...
1132
00:57:27,318 --> 00:57:29,028
I'm so grateful for the pod moment,
1133
00:57:29,028 --> 00:57:31,030
and, like, you helping me
become a better person.
1134
00:57:31,030 --> 00:57:34,451
- Yeah.
- With you, you know, it's incredible.
1135
00:57:34,451 --> 00:57:37,453
I really feel like for me and you,
this is gonna be our best moment.
1136
00:57:37,453 --> 00:57:39,789
- Yeah.
- I proposed to you for a reason.
1137
00:57:39,789 --> 00:57:40,832
'Cause I do love you.
1138
00:57:43,376 --> 00:57:46,254
- But there is demons that I fight with.
- Yeah.
1139
00:57:46,254 --> 00:57:49,132
I'm tired of, now,
just being afraid of that fear.
1140
00:57:49,632 --> 00:57:52,969
I want love.
I wanna be married. I want that.
1141
00:57:52,969 --> 00:57:56,681
-
- ♪ I'm tired of being tied up ♪
1142
00:57:56,681 --> 00:57:58,766
♪ So untie me ♪
1143
00:57:58,766 --> 00:58:01,352
♪ Come untie me ♪
1144
00:58:01,352 --> 00:58:03,480
♪ Made my mind up ♪
1145
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:05,773
♪ But I'm still stuck ♪
1146
00:58:05,773 --> 00:58:07,609
♪ So untie me ♪
1147
00:58:07,609 --> 00:58:09,611
♪ Come untie me ♪
1148
00:58:09,611 --> 00:58:12,780
♪ Tie me up ♪
1149
00:58:20,246 --> 00:58:26,169
♪ Side by side
Under these covers, covers ♪
1150
00:58:27,879 --> 00:58:29,797
{\an8}♪ I'm tired ♪