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{\an8}♪ You look good
Yeah, I see you in the paper ♪
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{\an8}♪ So fire
Keep impressing all the neighbors ♪
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{\an8}♪ Bang, bang, bang, like a freighter ♪
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{\an8}[laughing]
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{\an8}Today, we are going to
see each other's places.
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Okay. This is me.
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- Is this you?
- It's me.
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For him to see my place, I'm like,
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"Oh, my gosh, he's gonna,
like, see my closet." It's very clean.
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I'm super clean,
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but also I haven't been there
in three weeks.
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So if there's a little dust bunny, like,
is he gonna call off the wedding?
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[laughing] Like, what?
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{\an8}- Isn't it cute?
- I like it. It's really homey.
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[Chelsea] Look in my room!
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[Jimmy] Okay, you're clean and organized,
but you have stuff in random spots.
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{\an8}Hello! [laughs]
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- Hello!
- Hello, I'm Jimmy. Nice to meet you.
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I'm Tiffany. Nice to meet you guys!
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I got some cham-pag-ne.
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{\an8}Should we pop it or what?
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{\an8}- Yeah!
- Yeah! Let's do it!
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- [Chelsea] Okay, ready?
- [pops]
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[cheering]
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[Tiffany] Yay! Cheers to you! New family!
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So now what? Are you moving in?
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[laughing]
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- Are you gonna be the third best friend?
- [laughing]
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I live through Chelsea,
so I'm married too, you guys. [laughing]
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{\an8}Her roommate might be a little too much.
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{\an8}[laughs] I could not live here.
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[laughs] Not a chance.
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{\an8}- This is nice, babe!
- This is my spot.
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{\an8}[Chelsea] It smells good.
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Look at you!
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- Dive in.
- Babe, you said it was small.
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This is huge!
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I mean... small for two people.
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[Chelsea] Oh, my God!
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You have laundry in your closet?
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I am shocked.
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[Jimmy laughs]
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You gotta understand
that when I have meetings,
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we don't have another room.
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I would love for you to live here,
but that's an obstacle.
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You would just have to go on a walk
every time I have a meeting. [laughs]
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- I'm gonna be so fit.
- [both laugh]
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[exhales] You like my place though?
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I love it. I really like it.
You can't live with me.
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We could just tell
my roommate to kick rocks, but... [laughs]
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I guess we're moving in here.
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- Hell yeah!
- [both laugh]
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- [chuckles] I love you.
- Love you.
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ You got me with my head in the clouds ♪
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♪ Can't stop me, can't stop me ♪
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♪ I... I... I won't stop grooving to it ♪
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{\an8}♪ We are cruisin' ♪
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{\an8}- This is it?
- This is it!
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Oh, not you covering the code.
Wow! Okay. Excuse me.
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- You can see it.
- I won't look.
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[Clay] I got this home in 2021.
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{\an8}I really love it. Uh, it's my sanctuary.
It's my place where it's my peace.
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[AD] This is spacious.
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{\an8}- This is where I'm always at watching TV.
- You love some TV.
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{\an8}- [Clay] You know what I mean?
- Uh-huh.
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I like the quietness of it, but it would
be nice to have someone in the house.
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And I think it's family-ready.
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So, you know, I definitely see a future
where she's moved in.
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I think that would be a beautiful thing.
So hopefully, she's open to it.
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Oh, my gosh, is this your vision...
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- [Clay] That's my vision board, yeah.
- [laughs]
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- I have to show you mine!
- [Clay] Yeah? Yeah?
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Yeah, it's actually on my phone.
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- Really? Yep, yep, yep.
- Oh, my gosh.
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Yeah, got a little jet ski stuff.
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You know, spend time with people
who are good for your mental health,
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which I'm all about, you know.
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You know, I got a little love in there.
Yep. Know what I mean?
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- Boy manifested it! I ain't even know it.
- Period! Yes!
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- Some books.
- [Clay] Yeah, some books, yeah.
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- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
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Did you read all these
or these are decorations?
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- [Clay] No, no, I read some of 'em. Yeah.
- Okay.
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This is my bedroom.
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Okay.
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[Clay] Yeah, this.
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- Okay.
- What you think?
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- Comfortable. Cozy.
- Comfortable. Okay. Yep, yep, yep.
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- The pillow game needs some work.
- The pillow game needs some work.
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- Mm-hmm. Yeah. Yep, yeah.
- That's okay. That's easy to work with.
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You got a silk pillowcase,
so I'm impressed.
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Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
I'll put it on your side, for sure.
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- I'm impressed.
- [Clay] I'll take the L.
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- What's this one? "All American."
- That's my jersey.
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Hall of fame jersey after I graduated,
yep, yep, made All-American.
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- Okay! I see you.
- Oh, yeah.
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Hell yeah. I mean, yeah.
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- [AD] Look at you.
- [Clay] Look at me, man.
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I still feel like
I could beat you in a race. Yeah.
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I want somebody to bet on it.
I would take the money.
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[AD] I'll bet on it.
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[gasps] Oh, cute! Oh, my gosh!
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- Color coordinated.
- I can wear your clothes!
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I love your style.
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- It's like a vintage store in here.
- [Clay] Yeah, yeah, so what you think?
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I mean, I'm impressed.
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- You're impressed?
- I am impressed.
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It's definitely...
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- Needs a woman's touch.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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- [AD] Glad I don't see a woman's touch.
- So what you thinking?
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Like, "I could fit the bill"?
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At the end of the day,
I'm already paying for this mortgage.
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So you just hop right in.
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[AD] I think could see myself in here.
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- Ain't gotta tell me twice.
- Ain't gotta tell you?
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Nope.
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I'm so proud of him in this house.
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{\an8}I can definitely see myself
raising a family here and having kids
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and cooking breakfast
and making it work, for sure.
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- You'd want me to move in here?
- Oh, of course.
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- Really?
- Of course. Hell yeah.
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Like, I need your woman's touch.
That's what I'm saying.
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Like, kind of let me know what you see.
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Like, tell me where you could
add your little splash to it.
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We definitely gotta, you know,
make it kid-friendly, you know.
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Honestly, if we have a kid, like,
you know, we definitely got room.
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I could see myself in here.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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Fun!
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Oh, yeah. Of course, of course. Come here.
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- Okay.
- Come cuddle with me.
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[both chuckle]
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That's crazy.
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Okay, all right, we'll be just fine ♪
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[Jeramey] Are you terrified
to see my house?
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{\an8}- I'm sure it'll be very tidy.
- It is very tidy.
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All right, moment of truth. So you
can judge me on my living situation.
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[laughing] Of course,
you have a whole-ass...
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[Jeramey] Why not?
This is why I wanted to have a house.
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- How much time do you spend here?
- Every day.
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- Every day?
- Literally every day.
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- [Laura] What do you do in winter?
- [Jeramey] Out here.
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[Laura] Oh, what is this? Cute!
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[Jeramey] I don't know. In the pods,
we talked about, I didn't go to college.
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I kind of just went
the business route instead.
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So back home,
our local newspaper did, like,
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a newspaper article
about me on my first places.
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I talked about my dad.
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I didn't realize that was gonna be,
like, the last picture we took.
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- I told you I used to have long hair.
- Yeah.
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- It's like down to my shoulders.
- [Laura] It is really long.
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- You don't want me to grow it back out?
- I mean...
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I'm gonna hold back my comments.
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I can... Oh, why?
You're such-- you're such a good roaster.
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[Laura chuckles] That's cute.
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- Can I open?
- Open the door.
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So, first impressions, it is very clean.
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[laughing]
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[Jeramey] I'm not kidding how,
like, OCD I am about things.
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- [Laura] Is this from your mom?
- It is.
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Wait, why is she so cute?
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[laughing] "I am so happy for you both."
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Not the heart for an "O"!
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"Isn't it amazing how one little word can
be the start of something so wonderful?"
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"Congrats on your engagement.
Much love and merry, happy days ahead."
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"Many happy days."
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"Many." [chuckles]
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Cute kitchen.
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- This is really cute silverware.
- [Jeramey] Yeah.
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- Should I be concerned?
- [Jeramey] No!
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I've never met a guy
that would pick out cute silverware.
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I even keep up with, like,
the matching, like, kitchen utensils.
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It looks staged.
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I live very minimally. Sorry! [laughs]
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{\an8}In the pods, Jeramey and I did talk
quite a bit about, like, cleanliness,
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{\an8}living styles.
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{\an8}He said his house was immaculate.
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I kind of just laughed it off as like,
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"Yeah, right.
Every guy kind of says that."
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Now that I've seen Jeramey's house,
I feel surprised and, like, relieved.
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- I mean, it's a really nice kitchen.
- Yeah.
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[Laura] It's cute.
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I didn't know guys like this existed.
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A lot of guys say that "they're clean"
or say that "they're tidy."
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He's, like, next level.
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- Why is it all so, like, oddly...
- Organized?
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...like, brought up to the front?
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Because I make sure all the labels
are turned out when I open my doors.
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- You win. You're gonna win for sure.
- [laughing]
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[Laura] You're putting
my, like, organization stuff to shame.
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- [Jeramey] Yeah. Yeah.
- [Laura] Christ, this is really clean.
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Wow, it's kind of serial killer
a little bit, giving serial killer vibes,
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but, like, in a good way. [laughs]
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You've gotta test the bed.
That is important. You gotta lay down.
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Tell me what you think.
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- Should I jump on it, like...?
- Yeah!
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Yeah, this is great.
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- [laughs]
- [Jeramey chuckles] And my CPAP!
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[laughing]
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[Laura] Let me see how it works.
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So you, like, slip it on. [chuckles]
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- Wow.
- Yeah.
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Hey.
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[laughs] But you'll--
but you don't make any sound?
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- No, it's done.
- Confirmed by other people?
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- Yeah.
- Okay.
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- [laughs]
- It's like a big elephant's trunk.
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I'll just go to bed before you
for the rest of our lives.
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- [Jeramey] So you don't see it?
- [laughs]
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It's okay.
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I love it.
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Lay down. Let's see what it would be like.
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So we're gonna lay down.
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[exhales]
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I love that you, like,
sound like Squidward with it on.
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[laughs]
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- Sexy, right? Love it?
- Yeah, it's hot.
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Come on and move in closer now ♪
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♪ Risking and hoping for it all ♪
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Refrigerator.
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{\an8}- [Brittany shouts]
- [both laughing]
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{\an8}Oh, my God!
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How do you survive? [laughs]
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{\an8}- Baby, you need somebody to cook for you.
- [both laughing]
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{\an8}- And you see, I have a whole...
- We need some meal preps in here.
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...air fryer. Never used it before.
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Is there any--
okay, this is a little better.
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- [Kenneth] Yep. Yeah.
- [Brittany] Oh, my God. Such a dude.
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{\an8}Although, yes, we had an emotional
and spiritual connection within the pods,
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like, I could not see his body language.
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Granted, I have only been with Ken
in person for a few days now.
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- This is my spice cabinet.
- [laughing]
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It's just, you know,
he has his introverted moments.
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- Oh, it's so big.
- Yeah.
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I don't know.
Maybe I could be reading into it too much.
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Um, you know, we did talk about, like,
how I have a tendency of overanalyzing,
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and that is something that I have noticed.
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And I think over time, like,
I'll better understand that, like,
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when he is taking his moment,
like, maybe he just needs that time,
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but, like, he's not upset,
like, everything's okay.
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So you've seen everything.
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I like it.
243
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- I'm impressed. Yeah.
- Thank you, babe.
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[exhales]
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Um, how you feeling?
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- 'Cause I'm ecstatic, but how are you?
- Um...
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I'm excited.
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I'm excited for the real world.
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I believe that there, always in life,
has to be a balance.
250
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When we were
in the Dominican Republic, like,
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you still had a sense of, like,
peace and happiness overlaying you.
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[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
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Whereas, truthfully,
here it seems like a distance,
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which is fine.
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However, it does not--
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you do not have that sense of, like,
peace and, like, just relaxation over you.
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Like this morning when we woke up.
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- And I'm, like, super excited.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
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And I smile at you, and I'm like,
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"Good morning, baby!"
And you rolled over, you're like, "Hey."
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[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
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- [laughing] And I was like, "Damn."
- Here's the thing.
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That's why I say
it's very overly analyzed,
264
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because every night
that we spent together,
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I haven't been that way.
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When I have these moments
that are not, like, the "big personality"
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or just, like,
the really just overly, like...
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What is gonna be the grace that I'm given?
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Because you're
not gonna always show up when...
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How, like, speeches and "Good morning!"
That's not always gonna be you.
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So do I get a chance?
Am I supposed to just be like...
272
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- Right, right, right. [chuckles]
-"Oh, for real?"
273
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-"That's how you're gonna be?"
- Know what I'm saying?
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[laughing] "That's how you feel?"
Asking all the questions.
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- You know? Um...
- [laughs]
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That's kind of where I am with it.
I want there to be a level of, like...
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- Grace.
- [Kenneth] Yeah.
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What are you gonna do when I'm like...
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when I have moments where
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it is completely just not who
I normally am on a day-to-day basis?
281
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Like, is it gonna be something
where you're like,
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"Are you still happy with me?"
283
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- Yeah.
-"Do you still want me?"
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"Do you wanna be here?"
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I'm ready to be normal.
286
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Go to work, you go to work,
and then we come home to each other.
287
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I understand completely.
288
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I don't have questions,
if you are feeling me.
289
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Mm-hmm. That's good to hear.
290
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We have exactly what it takes
291
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because we are
two very strong-willed individuals
292
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that will do kind of,
like, whatever it takes.
293
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[sniffles] For sure.
294
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- Should've just turned my head...
- [laughing]
295
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[laughs]
296
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ You'll know it tonight ♪
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♪ Oh! ♪
298
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[Chelsea] Oh, my God.
299
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{\an8}[shouting]
300
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{\an8}- Chelsea!
- [laughing]
301
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{\an8}Oh, my God!
302
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{\an8}[Chelsea] Jenna, come here! Come here!
303
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{\an8}- Hi!
- Hello!
304
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{\an8}[laughing]
305
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- Hi!
- [Kathrine] I love that shirt.
306
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I'm gonna cry.
307
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- Don't cry. Don't cry. I brought wine.
- [laughing]
308
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- Your hair looks so good.
- You look so good.
309
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Um, he's working upstairs.
310
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- What time does he have to work till?
- He'll be done at, like, 5:00.
311
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- Where do you want this?
- Let's put 'em on the counter.
312
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[Kathrine] Hold on, come here.
313
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[Morgan] It's so shiny.
314
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- Oh, my God.
- Oh, my God.
315
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- I'm sweating.
- [Jenna] Your nails look good.
316
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That's huge!
317
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- [Chelsea] He did so stinking good.
- [chattering]
318
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[Kathrine] How was the experiment itself?
319
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- [Chelsea] So freakin' cool.
- [Kathrine] Yeah.
320
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- I'm excited for you to meet him.
- [Kathrine] All right. Chelsea, cheers.
321
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- Cheers!
- I need ice, but that's fine.
322
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[laughing]
323
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- Do you guys wanna go sit outside?
- [Kathrine] Yeah, let's do it.
324
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Were you interested in him the whole time?
325
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- Were there other people--
- [Chelsea] Everyone was interested in him.
326
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[Kathrine] Girl.
327
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[Jenna] So he was the hot commodity.
328
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Oh, for sure.
He was dating a bunch of girls.
329
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I was dating a bunch of guys.
330
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One guy who--
it was either him or, um, Jimmy.
331
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- Okay.
- [Chelsea] His name was Trevor.
332
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We literally just laughed.
333
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- So I definitely put him number one.
- Wait. Trevor or Jimmy?
334
00:14:49,722 --> 00:14:50,806
- Trevor.
- [Chelsea] Trevor.
335
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He told me he loved me.
336
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And then Trevor didn't date anyone but me.
337
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[gasps]
338
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- He went in to propose.
- [women gasping]
339
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[Kathrine] Chelsea! Oh, no!
340
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- Oh, my God! How was that?
- It was not good!
341
00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:07,990
[Kathrine] But why was he so into it,
and you were just like "no"?
342
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- I was into it though. He had...
- [Jenna] Oh, gosh.
343
00:15:10,951 --> 00:15:12,870
- [Kathrine] What?
- Stop! [laughing]
344
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You guys are gonna die
'cause it's so on par for me.
345
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[Morgan] Oh, my God. He plays video games.
346
00:15:17,666 --> 00:15:18,751
[women laughing]
347
00:15:18,751 --> 00:15:20,294
[Chelsea] Trevor had a mullet.
348
00:15:20,294 --> 00:15:21,879
- And I guessed it.
- Oh, my God.
349
00:15:21,879 --> 00:15:23,213
And I guessed!
350
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[laughing] And he freakin' did. Anyway...
351
00:15:26,175 --> 00:15:28,719
How was it seeing him
for, like, the first time?
352
00:15:28,719 --> 00:15:30,554
- I haven't seen him.
- [Jenna] Oh!
353
00:15:30,554 --> 00:15:32,264
[Kathrine] You did really care about him?
354
00:15:32,264 --> 00:15:34,475
[Chelsea] Yeah, I loved him.
355
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Like, it was really hard
to, you know, just see who fit better.
356
00:15:40,356 --> 00:15:43,150
But you know what?
Everything worked out how it should have.
357
00:15:43,150 --> 00:15:45,986
- Yeah. It's meant to be.
- [Kathrine] You met a really great guy.
358
00:15:45,986 --> 00:15:49,740
- And you're engaged!
- I know! You found your person!
359
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[Chelsea] I did.
360
00:15:51,158 --> 00:15:54,203
[Kathrine] My first question is,
"Does he look like you thought he'd look?"
361
00:15:54,203 --> 00:15:55,287
No!
362
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[laughing]
363
00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:58,958
- [Jenna] Does he snore?
- [Chelsea] No, he's the quietest sleeper.
364
00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:02,294
I love that. That's good.
What about physical, physical touch?
365
00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:06,006
- It's not one of his love languages?
- No, it is. That's why it's really weird.
366
00:16:06,006 --> 00:16:07,675
I'm, like, making dinner.
367
00:16:07,675 --> 00:16:09,760
Like, I wanna enjoy being around you
368
00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:12,221
and, like, being silly with you,
and he's just...
369
00:16:13,263 --> 00:16:16,141
Ooh. Well... [laughs]
370
00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:17,977
He hasn't kissed me once today.
371
00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:19,269
- What?
- [Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
372
00:16:19,978 --> 00:16:20,938
What?
373
00:16:20,938 --> 00:16:25,275
- It might just be me.
- No. Are you kidding me? Stop.
374
00:16:25,275 --> 00:16:26,193
[laughs]
375
00:16:26,193 --> 00:16:30,823
He saw a picture of the girl
that he almost picked yesterday.
376
00:16:30,823 --> 00:16:32,825
And she's stunning.
377
00:16:34,034 --> 00:16:36,870
Jimmy wasn't sure
if he was gonna pick her or me.
378
00:16:36,870 --> 00:16:41,500
Same situation I was in,
but he's not saying, "Oh, I miss her."
379
00:16:41,500 --> 00:16:42,584
They ended really bad.
380
00:16:42,584 --> 00:16:45,921
But if that's what helped him come
to the decision that she wasn't for him,
381
00:16:45,921 --> 00:16:47,297
then it's probably for the best.
382
00:16:47,297 --> 00:16:49,758
Yeah, yeah. He did just go back to work.
383
00:16:50,259 --> 00:16:52,678
He has meetings,
and, like, he's on the phone a lot.
384
00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:54,513
I know he loves me,
and he, like, tells me,
385
00:16:54,513 --> 00:16:58,600
but I don't know if that's kind of messing
with his mind a little bit.
386
00:16:58,600 --> 00:16:59,768
I don't know.
387
00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,772
[Kathrine] Does anyone need wine?
We're in there. It's gonna explode.
388
00:17:03,772 --> 00:17:05,858
- [Jenna] What does that even mean?
- [laughing]
389
00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:07,317
Give me ice!
390
00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,028
Oh, gosh.
391
00:17:10,195 --> 00:17:12,990
[Morgan] So you said
that y'all haven't kissed yet?
392
00:17:12,990 --> 00:17:14,408
Oh, no, just today.
393
00:17:14,408 --> 00:17:18,078
- Oh, my God. I was like, "What?"
- [Jenna] You kissed him before.
394
00:17:18,078 --> 00:17:21,540
I don't wanna talk about things that your
mom's gonna be upset we talked about, but...
395
00:17:21,540 --> 00:17:23,625
[laughing]
396
00:17:23,625 --> 00:17:25,669
[Morgan] I mean, his shoes are really big.
397
00:17:25,669 --> 00:17:27,755
- I mean...
- [laughing]
398
00:17:27,755 --> 00:17:31,258
- We had a lovely time.
- [laughing]
399
00:17:31,258 --> 00:17:33,761
- Okay.
- [Chelsea] He's very sweet.
400
00:17:33,761 --> 00:17:36,597
[laughing] Okay.
401
00:17:37,181 --> 00:17:38,557
{\an8}- What's up?
- [Chelsea] Hi!
402
00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:40,726
{\an8}- What's up, friends?
- [Chelsea] This is Jenna.
403
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,603
{\an8}- Nice to meet you.
- Jimmy. Nice to meet you.
404
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:44,396
- [Chelsea] Morgan.
- [Morgan] I'll stand up.
405
00:17:44,396 --> 00:17:46,023
- [Jimmy] Jimmy.
- Nice to meet you.
406
00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:48,942
- I'm Kathrine. Nice to meet you. [laughs]
- Nice to meet you, Kathrine.
407
00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:52,529
My boss told me
that I was irreplaceable today.
408
00:17:52,529 --> 00:17:54,490
- I was like-- I was like...
- That's nice, babe!
409
00:17:54,490 --> 00:17:57,951
Yeah, that's the first time
I've talked to her, getting back to work.
410
00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:01,371
- Babe, they loved it.
- They love it?
411
00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:02,790
Yeah! It's a good pick.
412
00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:04,124
Aww.
413
00:18:04,124 --> 00:18:09,046
What was, like, the number one thing
that made you fall in love with Chelsea?
414
00:18:09,046 --> 00:18:12,800
- I mean, I got a bunch.
- [Morgan] You were popular, I hear.
415
00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:15,010
- That's what we hear!
- [laughing]
416
00:18:15,010 --> 00:18:18,138
I had two really strong relationships
pretty deep into it.
417
00:18:18,138 --> 00:18:19,098
[Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
418
00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:22,101
[Jimmy] I had
a really tough decision to make.
419
00:18:22,684 --> 00:18:23,811
One girl...
420
00:18:23,811 --> 00:18:27,689
- Not to talk about another person, but--
- [Chelsea] Babe, you can say whatever.
421
00:18:28,565 --> 00:18:29,608
I don't know.
422
00:18:29,608 --> 00:18:32,069
She was the only person
I was really, really considering,
423
00:18:32,069 --> 00:18:34,238
and I had strong feelings about her.
424
00:18:34,738 --> 00:18:38,700
And it ended poorly,
and I went in there with her.
425
00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:41,954
And she could tell by my tone of voice
I was sad from how the last date ended.
426
00:18:41,954 --> 00:18:45,415
- And she just picked me up, and, like...
- [Morgan] She does that.
427
00:18:45,415 --> 00:18:47,417
- Every--
- I thought he was gonna dump me.
428
00:18:47,417 --> 00:18:49,920
- Wait, did you really?
- [Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
429
00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,673
And that was when he told me he loved me.
430
00:18:52,673 --> 00:18:55,509
Basically, it was like,
"Damn it, I love you, Chelsea."
431
00:18:55,509 --> 00:18:58,262
And I just fell to the floor
432
00:18:58,262 --> 00:19:00,305
because I was just shocked.
433
00:19:00,305 --> 00:19:03,725
- [laughing]
- You just sounded so sure.
434
00:19:04,935 --> 00:19:05,769
[Jimmy] I was.
435
00:19:05,769 --> 00:19:07,646
- And she didn't believe me. [laughs]
- No!
436
00:19:07,646 --> 00:19:10,732
- So did you say "I love you" back? Okay.
- Yeah, I did. I did.
437
00:19:10,732 --> 00:19:14,486
Like, is marriage, like,
something you've always thought about?
438
00:19:14,486 --> 00:19:16,321
- I'm a relationship person.
- [Kathrine] Right.
439
00:19:16,321 --> 00:19:21,618
So, if you both say yes and get married,
what are, like, the next steps afterwards?
440
00:19:21,618 --> 00:19:23,120
We're moving into my apartment.
441
00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:26,456
- It's so small, but--
- [Jenna] So you would move into his place?
442
00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:28,917
He has a studio,
but his studio is so nice.
443
00:19:28,917 --> 00:19:30,919
If he is working from home
and has meetings,
444
00:19:30,919 --> 00:19:34,131
- I can go to a coffee shop and hang out.
- You like doing that.
445
00:19:34,131 --> 00:19:36,675
- You do.
- And the spot he lives in...
446
00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:38,010
[Jenna] Girl.
447
00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:41,179
- So do you want kids?
- [Jimmy] I want a big family.
448
00:19:41,179 --> 00:19:43,056
- I want a bunch of kids.
- How many kids?
449
00:19:43,056 --> 00:19:45,851
- I can negotiate, but at least three.
- [laughing]
450
00:19:45,851 --> 00:19:48,437
I thought you were gonna say "six!"
I was like, all right.
451
00:19:48,437 --> 00:19:52,107
- I thought he was gonna say six too.
- I would like, like, three to five kids.
452
00:19:52,107 --> 00:19:53,192
But that changes.
453
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:56,945
It changes when your lady is 30 years old.
That's what changes. [laughs]
454
00:19:56,945 --> 00:19:57,946
[Morgan] Oh, stop!
455
00:19:57,946 --> 00:20:02,618
My brother said he wanted three kids,
and he had one kid, and was like,
456
00:20:02,618 --> 00:20:05,954
-"I'm not having any more kids."
- [Morgan] So you're flexible.
457
00:20:05,954 --> 00:20:08,498
Do you believe in going to bed angry?
458
00:20:08,498 --> 00:20:10,959
- Damn!
- [laughing]
459
00:20:10,959 --> 00:20:12,878
- No, she--
- [Morgan] So what happened?
460
00:20:12,878 --> 00:20:15,756
- [laughing]
- Wait! I've only had--
461
00:20:15,756 --> 00:20:17,674
[laughs] Yeah, they want the tea.
462
00:20:18,175 --> 00:20:19,801
We want the tea! [snaps fingers]
463
00:20:19,801 --> 00:20:21,595
[Jimmy] We've had one argument.
464
00:20:21,595 --> 00:20:22,930
- [Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
- One.
465
00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:24,139
[Morgan] One.
466
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:30,812
And it went well because she understood
where I was at, and I said sorry.
467
00:20:31,355 --> 00:20:33,106
- [laughing]
- Happy wife, happy life.
468
00:20:33,106 --> 00:20:34,816
"And I said sorry."
469
00:20:34,816 --> 00:20:39,821
I will say sorry 100% of the time
if you can understand where I'm at.
470
00:20:39,821 --> 00:20:42,783
He communicates so stinking well, so...
471
00:20:42,783 --> 00:20:45,244
Like, our relationship started
with hours of talking
472
00:20:45,244 --> 00:20:47,079
and hours of getting to know each other,
473
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:49,957
and I really didn't care
what she looked like.
474
00:20:49,957 --> 00:20:52,542
That's easy to say 'cause she's gorgeous.
475
00:20:52,542 --> 00:20:55,170
- It is easy to say 'cause she's gorgeous.
- Wow!
476
00:20:55,170 --> 00:20:59,007
How much different am I
than Chelsea's typical type?
477
00:20:59,758 --> 00:21:01,510
- [Jenna] Um, a little bit.
- [laughs]
478
00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:03,845
You look nothing
like her typical type. [laughs]
479
00:21:03,845 --> 00:21:05,347
[Jenna] I was trying to be nice.
480
00:21:05,347 --> 00:21:08,141
She described what she--
okay, I gotta tell them this.
481
00:21:08,141 --> 00:21:10,602
Oh, they know. They know.
482
00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:14,690
- She described what she looked like.
- Who do I always get on the plane?
483
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:17,901
- Oh, Carrie Underwood?
- [Jimmy] Carrie Underwood, I can see.
484
00:21:17,901 --> 00:21:19,695
- Megan Fox? Yeah.
- [Chelsea] Yes!
485
00:21:21,321 --> 00:21:23,740
You thought I was lying!
I have dark hair, blue eyes.
486
00:21:23,740 --> 00:21:26,743
- Oh, and big boobs. [laughing]
- Yeah.
487
00:21:26,743 --> 00:21:28,036
Hell yeah, brother!
488
00:21:28,036 --> 00:21:29,663
[laughs] I can't!
489
00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:31,999
That's the only thing
I don't like about her. [laughing]
490
00:21:31,999 --> 00:21:35,585
- He hates it. Yeah.
- The "hell yeah, brother"?
491
00:21:35,585 --> 00:21:38,213
- It was a major selling point for me.
- [Morgan] Why?
492
00:21:38,213 --> 00:21:41,049
Like, I just don't want the girl I--
493
00:21:41,049 --> 00:21:42,884
the girl I make love to
to call me "brother."
494
00:21:42,884 --> 00:21:46,096
Babe, I did it to be funny.
I did it to be funny.
495
00:21:46,096 --> 00:21:48,015
[Kathrine] Something you learn
with Chelsea.
496
00:21:48,015 --> 00:21:51,018
If you tell her not to do something,
she's gonna start doing it every day.
497
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:52,102
- [laughing]
- [Jimmy] Yeah.
498
00:21:52,102 --> 00:21:54,646
- [Jenna laughing] Chelsea.
- Whatever.
499
00:21:54,646 --> 00:21:57,107
Is Chelsea not your type?
500
00:21:57,107 --> 00:21:59,443
- [Jimmy] Chelsea is my type.
- [laughs]
501
00:21:59,443 --> 00:22:01,778
I think that Chelsea's perfect.
502
00:22:02,279 --> 00:22:04,948
- [Jenna] Aww!
- Babe!
503
00:22:04,948 --> 00:22:09,745
- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Don't need much when I have you ♪
504
00:22:11,371 --> 00:22:16,710
♪ Don't need much when I have us ♪
505
00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,259
[Johnny] I can't wait to see your place.
506
00:22:24,259 --> 00:22:26,970
- I'm excited!
- I wonder what it smells like.
507
00:22:26,970 --> 00:22:29,806
- [chuckles]
- That's a huge thing to me, is the smell.
508
00:22:29,806 --> 00:22:33,602
Ooh! Actually, you know what?
This is a nice place!
509
00:22:33,602 --> 00:22:35,354
- [Amy] Do you like it?
- [Johnny] I see you!
510
00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:37,898
{\an8}- Yeah!
- [Johnny] You have a nice big kitchen.
511
00:22:37,898 --> 00:22:40,275
I'm looking at just these little things.
512
00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:43,361
And I put my crystals around it. It's
supposed to light up and be a waterfall.
513
00:22:43,361 --> 00:22:45,113
- Wait. You're a crystal girl?
- I am.
514
00:22:45,113 --> 00:22:46,907
Ever since I was a kid.
515
00:22:47,491 --> 00:22:49,618
- What?
- Oh, no!
516
00:22:49,618 --> 00:22:50,786
Is that a bad thing?
517
00:22:51,411 --> 00:22:54,081
- [exhales] Throwing the flag!
- [laughing] What? Why?
518
00:22:54,081 --> 00:22:56,333
- [laughing]
- What, is that a bad thing?
519
00:22:56,333 --> 00:22:59,586
- I've heard a lot about crystal girls.
- Like what?
520
00:22:59,586 --> 00:23:03,340
- I don't know.
- I love my crystals. No shame about it.
521
00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:06,051
You're gonna like it too.
Um, this is my grandpa.
522
00:23:06,051 --> 00:23:08,261
- That's your grandpa?
- Yes, um...
523
00:23:08,261 --> 00:23:10,180
This is, like, the best picture.
524
00:23:10,180 --> 00:23:13,767
It's not the most ideal picture,
but, um, that's my grandpa.
525
00:23:13,767 --> 00:23:16,603
I like to think of it
that he was, like, guiding me
526
00:23:16,603 --> 00:23:18,647
in taking the trash
out of my life constantly.
527
00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:20,107
[laughing]
528
00:23:20,107 --> 00:23:22,984
- I love his hat. Looks like a cool dude.
- I know!
529
00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:26,863
He was just, like, an entity of peace.
530
00:23:26,863 --> 00:23:28,907
Genuinely a great man.
531
00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:33,495
And I just can't believe
it's been two years since his passing.
532
00:23:39,501 --> 00:23:42,337
[Johnny] So I think I am,
in my opinion, ready to get a house.
533
00:23:42,337 --> 00:23:44,339
Like, I'm over trying
to pay a crazy amount
534
00:23:44,339 --> 00:23:46,383
for, like, rent in an apartment like this.
535
00:23:46,383 --> 00:23:48,635
It's just making the move
and actually getting a place.
536
00:23:49,219 --> 00:23:52,973
My dad has been trying.
Like, he has been on my case.
537
00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:55,809
- He is like, "With your finances..."
- Yeah.
538
00:23:55,809 --> 00:24:00,021
I was so used to living a lifestyle
where it was just kind of unpredictable,
539
00:24:00,021 --> 00:24:02,107
and I still have that, like, part of me
540
00:24:02,107 --> 00:24:04,109
that definitely wants
to go out and explore,
541
00:24:04,109 --> 00:24:06,027
but I was, like, right there with you.
542
00:24:06,027 --> 00:24:10,031
That was gonna be my next move
after my lease ended next year.
543
00:24:10,031 --> 00:24:14,202
So I think it's perfect 'cause it seems
like both of us are financially ready.
544
00:24:14,786 --> 00:24:16,955
- Obviously, yes, get a house right away.
- Mm-hmm.
545
00:24:16,955 --> 00:24:18,915
The other thing
I wanna do is retire early.
546
00:24:18,915 --> 00:24:21,918
So I do wanna live frugally as possible.
Put as much money away.
547
00:24:21,918 --> 00:24:25,630
Like, cutting back on certain things.
Would you be okay with that too?
548
00:24:25,630 --> 00:24:30,051
I feel like I could
definitely get to that.
549
00:24:30,051 --> 00:24:31,261
[laughs]
550
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:34,723
I don't know.
I feel like we live in such crazy times
551
00:24:34,723 --> 00:24:36,600
that my mindset
is about living in the moment.
552
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:39,728
It's obviously very, very crucial
to think about the future,
553
00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:42,606
but I'm more about living in the present,
enjoying what you have,
554
00:24:42,606 --> 00:24:45,775
like, you know, living it up while you can
because you really never know.
555
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:48,195
In a sense, it's a good thing
to kind of rub off on you
556
00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:49,946
'cause I feel like you're way more frugal,
557
00:24:49,946 --> 00:24:52,532
but, like, I feel like you should,
you know, live it up.
558
00:24:52,532 --> 00:24:55,952
It is nice to enjoy, like,
some of the good things in life.
559
00:24:55,952 --> 00:24:58,413
- I'm not saying never do anything.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
560
00:24:58,413 --> 00:25:01,124
- I still wanna travel and do trips too.
- Oh, 100%.
561
00:25:01,124 --> 00:25:02,667
I really want to just be able to say,
562
00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:05,545
like, "Hey, at, like, 50 years old,
like, that's it."
563
00:25:05,545 --> 00:25:08,340
Then, like, actually be there for the kids
and, like, enjoy that time.
564
00:25:08,340 --> 00:25:10,759
[Johnny] That's one
of the big things I'm, like, looking for.
565
00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:14,137
Make sure that I'm financially secure
before I ever have kids.
566
00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:18,934
[Amy] I feel like we're on the same page
in terms of our timeline,
567
00:25:18,934 --> 00:25:22,771
'cause I told you it's not happening
for, like, another five years.
568
00:25:22,771 --> 00:25:25,065
- [Johnny] Yes. Mm-hmm.
- That's the goal.
569
00:25:25,732 --> 00:25:29,569
Um, the birth control thing is like,
570
00:25:29,569 --> 00:25:33,865
you know, still a thing that I feel like
we have to figure out, like, a plan for.
571
00:25:33,865 --> 00:25:37,410
The next big jump for us really right now
would be, like, to buy a house.
572
00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:38,495
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
573
00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:40,789
But not to, like, support a child too.
574
00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:42,791
If we do actually have, like, an accident...
575
00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:48,838
There was like a-- you do get pregnant
or somehow that happens, like... I dunno.
576
00:25:48,838 --> 00:25:52,133
I wanna make sure I'm financially
secure first before doing that.
577
00:25:52,133 --> 00:25:55,011
Every year, we'd have to get them
basically a brand-new wardrobe.
578
00:25:55,011 --> 00:25:56,263
They're gonna grow out of it.
579
00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:59,641
- Their food, little things, it's...
- Yeah. It's a lot.
580
00:26:00,141 --> 00:26:01,142
[Johnny] It's scary.
581
00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:05,230
Like, I don't want something like that
because that's the way I grew up.
582
00:26:05,230 --> 00:26:07,274
I wanna make sure
it's a little different for them.
583
00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:10,485
And I mean, like, I feel like we come
from very similar upbringings,
584
00:26:10,485 --> 00:26:12,404
so I'm the same way.
585
00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:14,364
[Johnny] Could happen any time.
586
00:26:14,364 --> 00:26:16,241
[snaps fingers] Nine months from now,
587
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:19,160
we got a little, you know, Amy Jr.,
John Jr. coming through.
588
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:20,078
Yeah.
589
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,997
That's something I'd be terrified of.
590
00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:26,001
Like, let's say, hypothetically,
in one year, we get pregnant accidentally.
591
00:26:26,001 --> 00:26:27,252
[Johnny] Mm-hmm.
592
00:26:27,252 --> 00:26:30,964
I feel like, yeah, it would be a lot.
593
00:26:30,964 --> 00:26:32,173
[Johnny] Mm-hmm.
594
00:26:32,173 --> 00:26:34,551
But, like, we still would have a home.
595
00:26:34,551 --> 00:26:38,054
- Yeah. Yeah.
- Like, we could take care of a child.
596
00:26:38,054 --> 00:26:41,641
It just wouldn't be
in the best, ideal financial situation.
597
00:26:41,641 --> 00:26:44,853
That's what I was telling you in the pods.
Like, I don't want that, period.
598
00:26:45,812 --> 00:26:48,565
Someone I was, like,
in love with or a relationship with
599
00:26:48,565 --> 00:26:50,066
was almost always on birth control.
600
00:26:50,066 --> 00:26:54,404
- Like, that's how it was in the past.
- I think that's honestly our roadblock.
601
00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:59,451
I don't know if I wanna get
on birth control just yet. Um...
602
00:27:00,243 --> 00:27:03,246
- I know I mentioned a vasectomy to you.
- I know. I know.
603
00:27:03,246 --> 00:27:06,833
It's always, like, an option too.
Like, it's not just the girl's job to.
604
00:27:06,833 --> 00:27:11,004
So I don't want to, like, make it seem
like I'm saying, like, "Do this,"
605
00:27:11,004 --> 00:27:14,674
or it's the only way to do things,
because it's not.
606
00:27:15,342 --> 00:27:19,721
{\an8}I feel like Johnny's fear
about the whole kids situation
607
00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:22,432
{\an8}is, like, the biggest roadblock
to intimacy.
608
00:27:22,432 --> 00:27:25,518
- [man] Are you guys sexually intimate?
- No.
609
00:27:25,518 --> 00:27:29,314
I don't think we're gonna-- I don't think
we're gonna wait until marriage.
610
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:32,108
I'm just-- I feel like
Johnny's really scared.
611
00:27:32,108 --> 00:27:35,278
I don't know. I feel using protection,
like, that's not enough for him.
612
00:27:35,278 --> 00:27:38,490
I've never been on birth control.
I've had talks with my gynecologist.
613
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:42,452
It is ideal to be on birth control because
I have to constantly get infusions.
614
00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:45,205
I am anemic. It would be ideal to do that.
615
00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:49,751
But I like how regular
everything is with my system.
616
00:27:49,751 --> 00:27:52,253
I don't want to alter anything and so...
617
00:27:52,253 --> 00:27:55,715
It is a lot as a woman
to, like, make these decisions.
618
00:27:55,715 --> 00:27:57,175
And I've talked to Johnny.
619
00:27:57,175 --> 00:27:59,969
I was like, you know,
"Men can also get vasectomies."
620
00:27:59,969 --> 00:28:04,849
And there is a risk there,
but I aspire to be a mom.
621
00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:06,226
Johnny aspires to be a dad.
622
00:28:06,226 --> 00:28:09,145
I feel like we would be
amazing parents together.
623
00:28:09,145 --> 00:28:10,605
I totally see it.
624
00:28:10,605 --> 00:28:14,776
Um, we are just fearful
of it happening too soon.
625
00:28:14,776 --> 00:28:17,487
I think that's, like,
our main roadblock right now.
626
00:28:17,487 --> 00:28:20,156
And I think that's something,
like, we have to...
627
00:28:20,156 --> 00:28:22,117
- Here. I'm gonna sit down too.
- [Amy] You know...
628
00:28:23,493 --> 00:28:28,248
I didn't think
it was this big of a deal to him.
629
00:28:28,248 --> 00:28:31,543
There's a lot of fears.
There's a lot of fears that exist.
630
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:35,004
Um... I don't know.
631
00:28:35,004 --> 00:28:38,508
I think it's one of those things
that we have to, like, research
632
00:28:38,508 --> 00:28:42,220
and kind of figure out
a solution pretty soon.
633
00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:43,888
- Yes.
- Before the wedding.
634
00:28:43,888 --> 00:28:46,307
- I think so too.
- No pressure.
635
00:28:46,307 --> 00:28:50,478
But we need to figure out something
before we, you know,
636
00:28:50,478 --> 00:28:51,730
go into that next step.
637
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:55,984
Because if we don't have it,
then, like, it's a big part of our lives.
638
00:28:55,984 --> 00:28:58,695
We can't just, like...
"We'll figure out after we're married."
639
00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:01,239
This could be a make-or-break
between, like, us too.
640
00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:02,949
- Yeah, I know.
- I don't want it to be.
641
00:29:02,949 --> 00:29:07,871
- [pop music playing]
- ♪ This is not the end ♪
642
00:29:08,455 --> 00:29:12,584
♪ The end ♪
643
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:14,669
[vocalizing]
644
00:29:16,212 --> 00:29:17,589
{\an8}[Brittany] You didn't see my nails.
645
00:29:18,506 --> 00:29:20,800
- Remember I got them done yesterday?
- You went with blue.
646
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:25,221
{\an8}- Yeah. My toes. [laughs]
- I can dig it. [mutters]
647
00:29:25,805 --> 00:29:28,683
{\an8}Oh, oh, let's talk about
you waking me up last night.
648
00:29:28,683 --> 00:29:31,144
{\an8}- Oh.
- Let's-- let's speak on that.
649
00:29:31,144 --> 00:29:33,772
- At 1:30 a.m. in the morning.
- I did.
650
00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,440
With all the lights on.
651
00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:36,608
I did wake you up.
652
00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:40,236
[chuckles] Correct. When I had to get up
at 5:00 a.m. in the morning.
653
00:29:40,236 --> 00:29:42,280
You did.
I hesitated a little bit at first,
654
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:45,033
but I was like,
"At least I'll get to say good night."
655
00:29:45,033 --> 00:29:47,368
You said, "Baby." And I turned around.
656
00:29:47,368 --> 00:29:49,704
[chuckling] I was like,
"I know good and well
657
00:29:49,704 --> 00:29:52,123
this man is not
making me get up right now."
658
00:29:52,123 --> 00:29:54,209
- At least say good night. That's all.
- Yeah?
659
00:29:54,209 --> 00:29:55,627
Just a little good night.
660
00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:58,963
- I let you go back to sleep, you know.
- With all the lights on?
661
00:29:58,963 --> 00:30:02,383
I wake you up because, you know,
I'm trying to be like, you know, "Hey."
662
00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:04,594
I was like, "Who is this?"
663
00:30:06,346 --> 00:30:09,808
- What do you mean?
- You haven't been home any, silly goose.
664
00:30:09,808 --> 00:30:11,893
Let's clarify, okay... [chuckles]
665
00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:15,605
Don't be acting like I'm just out here
just not trying to be home.
666
00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,149
I went to get my hair twisted.
667
00:30:19,651 --> 00:30:21,110
I went to lunch with my mentor.
668
00:30:21,110 --> 00:30:24,781
And I called you between
each transition of what I was doing.
669
00:30:24,781 --> 00:30:25,949
- [Brittany] Yes.
- Yeah.
670
00:30:26,616 --> 00:30:28,159
Baby, you get home very late.
671
00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:30,662
I hear you.
672
00:30:30,662 --> 00:30:33,039
- Right? Like, I hear your perspective.
- Mm-hmm.
673
00:30:33,039 --> 00:30:36,543
Only thing I'm asking,
transparently, is that
674
00:30:36,543 --> 00:30:40,672
you don't allow for me
to have gotten home late one night...
675
00:30:41,339 --> 00:30:42,173
Yeah.
676
00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:45,176
...to be the thing that shifts
your mindset about me.
677
00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:49,222
Right? Like, I just don't want one day
of me getting home late--
678
00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:50,306
[Brittany] It's not.
679
00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:53,476
I don't know, like,
how to pinpoint it, Ken. I really don't.
680
00:30:53,476 --> 00:30:57,939
And I wish I did, but I feel like,
you know, when we do talk about us,
681
00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:01,985
our minds and our heads
are, like, right there with one another.
682
00:31:01,985 --> 00:31:02,902
[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
683
00:31:02,902 --> 00:31:06,406
Like, what we want
out of a marriage is there.
684
00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:10,577
But, like, where's, like,
the intimate feeling between, like, us
685
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:14,789
and, like, the crave of, like, us
having what we want in a marriage?
686
00:31:14,789 --> 00:31:20,420
Or, like, the desire
to have it between us.
687
00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:24,340
Like, I feel like that desire
and crave between you and I
688
00:31:24,340 --> 00:31:26,009
is, like, the missing piece.
689
00:31:26,009 --> 00:31:28,887
- For you.
- Because everything else is aligned.
690
00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:30,054
For you.
691
00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,559
'Cause for me,
that isn't-- that's not true for me.
692
00:31:36,436 --> 00:31:41,399
So if you feel like you don't have a crave
for me, thank you for telling me that,
693
00:31:41,399 --> 00:31:45,695
but I don't feel like
I'm missing the crave for you.
694
00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:47,655
I feel like I work a lot.
695
00:31:47,655 --> 00:31:51,701
There are times where I am
trying to be affectionate to you,
696
00:31:51,701 --> 00:31:54,621
and you may feel like
you don't want it at the moment.
697
00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:58,708
Normally, like, when I kiss you,
it's, like, a kiss and you just go back.
698
00:31:58,708 --> 00:31:59,751
[Brittany] Mm-hmm.
699
00:31:59,751 --> 00:32:02,253
So, cool, I'm a respectful man.
700
00:32:02,253 --> 00:32:05,214
I'm not gonna force myself
or push myself up on you.
701
00:32:05,798 --> 00:32:07,383
I'm gonna take what I see to be something
702
00:32:07,383 --> 00:32:10,511
that you are comfortable with or aware
you are comfortable with proceeding.
703
00:32:10,511 --> 00:32:11,429
Yeah.
704
00:32:11,429 --> 00:32:13,806
Last night when I woke you,
I was trying to be affectionate.
705
00:32:13,806 --> 00:32:16,059
- Mm-hmm.
- [Kenneth] You pushed me off of you.
706
00:32:16,059 --> 00:32:18,144
I was in that mode, and you weren't.
707
00:32:18,978 --> 00:32:22,023
So when we talk about, like,
"Why are certain things not progressing?"
708
00:32:22,023 --> 00:32:27,236
We gotta be introspective about the parts
we are playing too in that role.
709
00:32:27,904 --> 00:32:29,989
And right now, being transparent,
710
00:32:29,989 --> 00:32:32,575
I don't feel as if
you are being introspective
711
00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:35,703
about the role that
you have played for me, as a man,
712
00:32:35,703 --> 00:32:37,997
in regards to that level of intimacy.
713
00:32:39,457 --> 00:32:42,919
Because, like, last night,
I did want to. I did wanna--
714
00:32:42,919 --> 00:32:46,005
not to do anything, like, sexually,
'cause we have been
715
00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:49,717
going true with this vow
that we made to each other and to God.
716
00:32:49,717 --> 00:32:51,803
- Mm-hmm.
- [Kenneth] But I definitely came to you.
717
00:32:51,803 --> 00:32:54,055
And just wanted to, like, love on you.
718
00:32:54,055 --> 00:32:57,350
I did get home, you were sleeping,
before you went back to sleep.
719
00:32:57,350 --> 00:32:58,976
And you wasn't in that mindset.
720
00:33:00,478 --> 00:33:03,439
- I didn't take it personal. I accepted it.
- Yeah.
721
00:33:03,439 --> 00:33:05,900
[Kenneth] If you're in the zone,
like, if you're business,
722
00:33:05,900 --> 00:33:07,944
if you're in, like,
"I gotta make this happen,"
723
00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:10,488
that doesn't really give,
like, "I want intimacy."
724
00:33:10,488 --> 00:33:13,199
- Right.
- That doesn't give "I wanna be held."
725
00:33:13,199 --> 00:33:16,035
That gives, like, "Stay out of my way.
Let me get this stuff done."
726
00:33:16,035 --> 00:33:18,079
- You're gonna hurt your watch.
- Okay, I'm good.
727
00:33:18,079 --> 00:33:21,374
But that's the thing.
That is how you show up often.
728
00:33:21,374 --> 00:33:24,460
And I've had to accept that
because I chose you.
729
00:33:26,295 --> 00:33:28,923
I think where I am getting
the most concerned about is
730
00:33:28,923 --> 00:33:33,386
when you start to question
the status of our relationship.
731
00:33:34,887 --> 00:33:38,599
And to me, I wonder,
when life continues to happen...
732
00:33:38,599 --> 00:33:39,517
[Brittany] Yeah.
733
00:33:39,517 --> 00:33:42,020
...is it gonna always be
a question about how I feel about you?
734
00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:43,146
[Brittany] Mm-hmm.
735
00:33:43,146 --> 00:33:45,565
- [Kenneth] I can't talk about the crave.
- Wasn't saying yes.
736
00:33:45,565 --> 00:33:49,026
'Cause, like, only,
like, I can show up as me.
737
00:33:49,026 --> 00:33:52,447
But, like, if you don't have a crave
for me or us,
738
00:33:52,447 --> 00:33:53,865
if that's true, then that's you.
739
00:33:54,365 --> 00:33:56,993
I've never been engaged before.
I chose you.
740
00:33:56,993 --> 00:34:01,581
I can't just allow moments or a day
to be a thing that makes me say...
741
00:34:01,581 --> 00:34:04,042
- [Brittany] Right.
-"I wonder how Brittany feels."
742
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:05,793
"I wonder if she's still
locked in with me."
743
00:34:05,793 --> 00:34:06,711
[Brittany] Mm-hmm.
744
00:34:06,711 --> 00:34:10,923
[Kenneth] Now the craving thing,
that is a feeling you should have that...
745
00:34:10,923 --> 00:34:14,010
If you don't have that,
that's a valid concern.
746
00:34:14,010 --> 00:34:16,512
Yeah, I am very affectionate.
747
00:34:16,512 --> 00:34:18,097
- [Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
- Very affectionate.
748
00:34:19,766 --> 00:34:23,060
- We barely kiss.
- [Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
749
00:34:23,060 --> 00:34:26,731
- And, like, haven't made out.
- [Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
750
00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:29,400
And for some reason,
that just seems really awkward to me.
751
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:30,443
[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
752
00:34:31,986 --> 00:34:34,280
I just... [sniffles]
753
00:34:37,492 --> 00:34:41,078
I think that-- [exhales]
I'm getting friggin' emotional, um...
754
00:34:46,709 --> 00:34:48,044
[sniffles]
755
00:34:49,045 --> 00:34:51,047
I think it upsets me so much
756
00:34:51,047 --> 00:34:54,550
because I want so badly
757
00:34:56,302 --> 00:34:58,888
to be able to experience, like,
758
00:34:58,888 --> 00:35:02,433
so much of that crave
that I had with you in the pods.
759
00:35:02,433 --> 00:35:03,643
[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
760
00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:06,729
But it's just scaring me
that I don't, like--
761
00:35:06,729 --> 00:35:09,190
that I'm not feeling
like that consistently.
762
00:35:12,276 --> 00:35:13,236
[sniffles]
763
00:35:13,986 --> 00:35:14,946
[exhales]
764
00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:19,867
Even with the promise that we made,
765
00:35:19,867 --> 00:35:23,871
I would have still enjoyed
that temptation of being like,
766
00:35:23,871 --> 00:35:27,416
"No! Like, oh, my God,
like, I can't. Holy cow."
767
00:35:27,416 --> 00:35:30,586
"The desire is almost,
like, eating at me."
768
00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:31,504
[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
769
00:35:31,504 --> 00:35:36,008
And so that's where I'm like, "What's--
what's the missing piece?" [sniffles]
770
00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:38,553
And I think that's
why I hate this so much,
771
00:35:38,553 --> 00:35:41,180
because, like, you've been
such a good person to me.
772
00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:42,181
[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.
773
00:35:42,765 --> 00:35:44,100
Ken, I think the world of you.
774
00:35:47,353 --> 00:35:48,229
[sniffles]
775
00:35:48,229 --> 00:35:50,189
What I'm hearing from you
in this moment is,
776
00:35:50,189 --> 00:35:53,901
"The caliber of a man that you are
is what I need."
777
00:35:54,610 --> 00:35:56,863
"These things about you are what I need."
778
00:35:56,863 --> 00:36:00,324
"But I don't feel X-Y-Z for you."
779
00:36:00,324 --> 00:36:02,577
That's a thing.
That's not enough for us to get married.
780
00:36:02,577 --> 00:36:05,955
That's not enough for us to be like,
"Well, we'll work it out."
781
00:36:05,955 --> 00:36:07,373
No, that's not enough.
782
00:36:12,545 --> 00:36:15,631
And we have to be okay
and honest about that.
783
00:36:15,631 --> 00:36:20,052
- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Another lonely night ♪
784
00:36:20,052 --> 00:36:24,056
♪ Missing my paradise... ♪
785
00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:26,183
I'm so confident that
786
00:36:27,435 --> 00:36:30,146
spiritually what is supposed
to be for me will be.
787
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:31,063
[Brittany] Yeah.
788
00:36:31,981 --> 00:36:34,066
[Kenneth] I mean,
that's just how God operates with me.
789
00:36:34,066 --> 00:36:37,820
But, in this situation,
like, I am confident that
790
00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:40,907
what is before me
God has already prepared me for.
791
00:36:41,657 --> 00:36:44,994
And even though I have so much love
for you, and I care about you so much,
792
00:36:45,828 --> 00:36:47,997
if it's not there for you and I,
793
00:36:48,664 --> 00:36:51,417
he's gonna prepare me for that,
prepare you for that and us for that.
794
00:36:51,417 --> 00:36:52,335
[Brittany] Yeah.
795
00:36:52,335 --> 00:36:56,422
I will still be the biggest supporter
of you and believer in you.
796
00:36:57,340 --> 00:37:01,219
But I also love myself too much,
and I've also overcome so much,
797
00:37:01,219 --> 00:37:03,554
just to force something just because.
798
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:05,723
It's not fair to me or you.
799
00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:10,269
[breathes shakily]
800
00:37:13,022 --> 00:37:14,148
[sniffles]
801
00:37:14,148 --> 00:37:16,817
I'm too emotional for this. [chuckles]
802
00:37:16,817 --> 00:37:18,945
♪ It's me without you ♪
803
00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:21,280
♪ It's covered in gray ♪
804
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:25,576
♪ Sometimes the good ones
They just get away ♪
805
00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:28,162
♪ Want you to stay ♪
806
00:37:30,206 --> 00:37:36,879
♪ I want you to stay ♪
807
00:37:39,006 --> 00:37:41,884
♪ Want you to stay ♪
808
00:37:41,884 --> 00:37:43,302
[vocalizes]
809
00:37:45,763 --> 00:37:47,431
This is not going to work.
810
00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:53,020
But I do want you to find the person
you were actually supposed to be with.
811
00:37:53,020 --> 00:37:54,855
Even though it's not me,
and I thought it was.
812
00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:57,942
- Thank you.
- [Kenneth] Yeah.
813
00:37:58,442 --> 00:38:00,861
Give me a hug so you know it's no beef.
814
00:38:01,529 --> 00:38:02,905
[chuckling]
815
00:38:06,367 --> 00:38:09,120
- [Brittany] I don't wanna let go.
- [chuckles]
816
00:38:10,413 --> 00:38:11,288
[grunts]
817
00:38:11,288 --> 00:38:12,540
[Brittany sobs]
818
00:38:12,540 --> 00:38:14,959
You're all right. [sniffles]
819
00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:22,967
You all right? Okay. [sniffles]
820
00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,760
[pop music playing]
821
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:28,097
♪ We've been here before ♪
822
00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:33,019
♪ But this time feels like
You're really walking out the door ♪
823
00:38:34,562 --> 00:38:37,440
♪ Running away ♪
824
00:38:38,065 --> 00:38:40,651
♪ And I guess there's nothing I can do... ♪
825
00:38:40,651 --> 00:38:42,570
[sniffles, exhales]
826
00:38:43,696 --> 00:38:45,990
♪ So if you're really gone... ♪
827
00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:48,284
[sniffles, sighs]
828
00:38:48,909 --> 00:38:54,248
♪ There's nothing left to say... ♪
829
00:38:55,458 --> 00:38:56,292
[sniffles]
830
00:38:56,292 --> 00:38:58,711
♪ There's nothing left to say... ♪
831
00:38:58,711 --> 00:38:59,879
[sighs]
832
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,134
♪ Oh, there's nothing left to... ♪
833
00:39:05,134 --> 00:39:07,470
[line ringing]
834
00:39:09,930 --> 00:39:11,348
{\an8}[Kenneth] Hey, what's going on, bro?
835
00:39:11,849 --> 00:39:15,644
{\an8}Yeah, I'm about to get my stuff here.
I'm about to be over there. All right.
836
00:39:18,939 --> 00:39:19,899
[exhales]
837
00:39:22,234 --> 00:39:23,319
[sniffles]
838
00:39:25,363 --> 00:39:29,158
♪ If you're really gone ♪
839
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:32,912
♪ There's nothing left to say ♪
840
00:39:32,912 --> 00:39:35,247
- [Chelsea] Feel better?
- [Jimmy] After meeting the friends?
841
00:39:35,247 --> 00:39:38,626
{\an8}Yeah, I want all the tea.
How do you feel about them?
842
00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:40,419
{\an8}- [Jimmy] I liked them a lot.
- Yeah?
843
00:39:40,419 --> 00:39:43,339
{\an8}Your friends and who you hang out with
says a lot about you.
844
00:39:43,339 --> 00:39:45,383
{\an8}- [Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
- They were sweet and welcoming.
845
00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:48,511
{\an8}It felt like they left here excited that--
846
00:39:48,511 --> 00:39:51,305
{\an8}- They all told me they really liked you.
- Good! Yeah!
847
00:39:51,305 --> 00:39:52,932
[claps] We love that!
848
00:39:52,932 --> 00:39:54,350
[laughs]
849
00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:57,770
That makes me happy 'cause today,
I was worried about you, babe.
850
00:39:57,770 --> 00:39:58,979
You had me really worried.
851
00:40:00,147 --> 00:40:02,817
- Why were you worried?
- You were kind of just, like, in a mood.
852
00:40:02,817 --> 00:40:05,861
- I did ask you twice, "Are you good?"
- Mm-hmm.
853
00:40:06,904 --> 00:40:09,406
And you kept saying,
"Oh, my lip hurts really bad."
854
00:40:09,406 --> 00:40:11,200
- [chuckles] My lip does hurt bad.
- I know.
855
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:14,495
And I'm really sorry,
but I got back after being gone all day.
856
00:40:14,495 --> 00:40:18,207
You, like, walked in,
and you were like, "'Sup?" [laughs]
857
00:40:18,207 --> 00:40:19,125
[laughs]
858
00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:22,920
I want you to be like, "Hey, babe,
how are your eyebrows?" [laughs]
859
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,256
- Yeah.
- [Chelsea] I didn't get that from you, so...
860
00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:30,678
And then you didn't really, like,
acknowledge me being here at all, really.
861
00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:31,637
I...
862
00:40:33,180 --> 00:40:34,515
I want to take care of you, um...
863
00:40:35,307 --> 00:40:39,854
Our first day back here, I, like, really
wanted to, you know, pay for your dinner.
864
00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:43,190
And so, like, I--
that was me taking care of you.
865
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:45,609
I don't need you
to take care of me financially.
866
00:40:45,609 --> 00:40:46,902
Just, like, emotionally.
867
00:40:46,902 --> 00:40:49,572
Like coming up to me
and, like, grabbing my face to kiss me.
868
00:40:49,572 --> 00:40:50,739
Telling me I'm pretty
869
00:40:50,739 --> 00:40:53,701
or, like, telling me,
like, "Good morning."
870
00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:56,036
"I'm so excited
to spend the day with you today."
871
00:40:56,036 --> 00:40:58,330
Like, I haven't
really gotten that from you.
872
00:40:59,415 --> 00:41:01,500
Well, this morning,
I rolled straight out of bed,
873
00:41:01,500 --> 00:41:03,210
went to the shower, went straight to work.
874
00:41:03,210 --> 00:41:06,130
You didn't kiss me one time today.
875
00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:07,423
Oh, my goodness.
876
00:41:07,923 --> 00:41:10,634
- Oh, it made me sad.
- I'm gonna kiss you right now.
877
00:41:10,634 --> 00:41:11,677
[Chelsea] Mm.
878
00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:16,599
- I was working!
- I know, but...
879
00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:20,227
- I was concerned.
- I did-- I did kiss you today though.
880
00:41:21,187 --> 00:41:22,188
This morning?
881
00:41:22,188 --> 00:41:25,482
I kissed you when you were
in the bathroom getting ready.
882
00:41:25,482 --> 00:41:27,067
- [Chelsea] Did you?
- Mm-hmm.
883
00:41:29,528 --> 00:41:31,113
- I'm sorry.
- Kissed you on your cheek.
884
00:41:31,113 --> 00:41:33,657
And then before your friends came over.
885
00:41:34,533 --> 00:41:37,161
- And before my last meeting of the day.
- Mm-hmm.
886
00:41:37,161 --> 00:41:39,121
- I kissed you, like, right here.
- [both chuckle]
887
00:41:39,121 --> 00:41:41,665
- Right after you got done getting ready.
- [Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
888
00:41:42,750 --> 00:41:46,962
You communicated to me
that you want me to love on you.
889
00:41:46,962 --> 00:41:50,090
I'm aware I didn't do that today.
It wasn't intentional, um...
890
00:41:50,591 --> 00:41:53,969
- I'll work on kissing you a bit more.
- [chuckles] No, babe! That's not it.
891
00:41:53,969 --> 00:41:58,015
I did feel like, especially
after our conversation about Jess...
892
00:41:59,016 --> 00:41:59,850
Yeah.
893
00:41:59,850 --> 00:42:03,437
[Chelsea] I think just you
seeing a picture of her,
894
00:42:03,437 --> 00:42:06,023
I was like,
"Man, maybe he's just, like, wondering,
895
00:42:06,023 --> 00:42:08,692
'What would life be like with Jess?'"
896
00:42:08,692 --> 00:42:12,780
I didn't bring her up
because I was picturing a life with her.
897
00:42:12,780 --> 00:42:15,950
I brought her up
because Jeramey brought it up to me.
898
00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:19,662
- He asked if I saw Jess, and I haven't.
- Mm-hmm.
899
00:42:19,662 --> 00:42:21,080
And he showed me her Instagram,
900
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:24,542
and basically was like,
"She looks like a Kardashian!"
901
00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:27,086
And I only say that
because it was brought up,
902
00:42:27,086 --> 00:42:29,713
and I just wanted to fill you in
on the conversation I had.
903
00:42:29,713 --> 00:42:34,677
And I know, and I love that,
but in my head, I think, like, "Oh, shit."
904
00:42:34,677 --> 00:42:37,763
Not "shit," but, like,
"He saw a picture of her."
905
00:42:37,763 --> 00:42:40,349
"Now, he's, like, thinking, like,
'Damn it, I fucked up,'"
906
00:42:40,349 --> 00:42:42,393
which is not right for me to think.
907
00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:44,186
That wasn't what came across my mind.
908
00:42:44,186 --> 00:42:48,482
I made my decision with you,
and I am 100% on my decision with you.
909
00:42:49,817 --> 00:42:51,860
I'm sorry that I, uh,
910
00:42:51,860 --> 00:42:53,612
you know, I got a little busy today.
911
00:42:53,612 --> 00:42:55,489
- And I'm glad you're talking to me.
- Mm-hmm.
912
00:42:55,489 --> 00:42:57,491
- I want you to feel loved.
- [Chelsea] Also...
913
00:42:57,491 --> 00:43:01,120
I don't mean to interrupt you,
but I'm a huge nurturer,
914
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:04,665
and my main concern is,
like, when you do say "I love you,"
915
00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:06,709
you don't really, like, say it.
You say, like--
916
00:43:06,709 --> 00:43:08,919
My tone? I bit the shit out of my lip!
917
00:43:08,919 --> 00:43:11,213
- I know, baby, but I love you.
- You're not gonna get any--
918
00:43:11,213 --> 00:43:13,257
And I give you so much of me,
919
00:43:13,257 --> 00:43:17,303
and I, like,
I want you to give me all of you.
920
00:43:17,803 --> 00:43:21,724
And when you tell me you love me,
it's just kind of like, "Hmm, love you."
921
00:43:22,391 --> 00:43:26,854
And I know you don't want me just
to go through the motions just to say it
922
00:43:26,854 --> 00:43:28,981
or just kiss you
just because I know you want it.
923
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:32,985
- I just want you to want me. [laughs]
- [Jimmy] I do want you, and I...
924
00:43:32,985 --> 00:43:35,821
[Chelsea] I'm over here,
like, really trying.
925
00:43:35,821 --> 00:43:39,533
- Yeah.
- Really throwing out everything to you.
926
00:43:39,533 --> 00:43:42,620
For you to see, like, how I am as a person
927
00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:44,788
and how I will be as a wife.
928
00:43:45,372 --> 00:43:46,999
And I'm just kind of...
929
00:43:48,667 --> 00:43:51,879
- Yeah.
- ...not really getting a glimpse of you.
930
00:43:53,881 --> 00:43:55,966
But just today or was it yesterday too?
931
00:43:56,550 --> 00:43:58,218
- It was yesterday.
- Really?
932
00:44:03,098 --> 00:44:08,103
I asked you to marry me
because I am 100% invested
933
00:44:08,103 --> 00:44:12,608
and going to do everything
in my power to make you my wife.
934
00:44:13,108 --> 00:44:16,362
And I want to have a life with you.
935
00:44:16,362 --> 00:44:17,738
I want that more than anything.
936
00:44:17,738 --> 00:44:19,448
You gave me this.
937
00:44:19,448 --> 00:44:21,241
I know I did. I do love you.
938
00:44:21,241 --> 00:44:25,120
And I wanna feel it,
and I don't really feel it right now.
939
00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:29,041
Today and yesterday,
I didn't really feel any love from you.
940
00:44:32,044 --> 00:44:33,504
Okay. Well, I mean...
941
00:44:34,588 --> 00:44:35,589
[exhales]
942
00:44:38,175 --> 00:44:39,843
I'm not gonna be able
to tell you I love you
943
00:44:39,843 --> 00:44:42,554
every single hour of the day
just because I'm working from home.
944
00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:45,432
I love you,
and I really wanna make things work,
945
00:44:45,432 --> 00:44:48,602
but, honestly, I bit the living shit
out of my lip,
946
00:44:48,602 --> 00:44:50,938
and it freakin'... it hurts to talk.
947
00:44:50,938 --> 00:44:55,359
You know, I love you to death,
and I really do care about you,
948
00:44:55,359 --> 00:44:59,863
but... truthfully,
you've been a little clingy.
949
00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:05,869
Clingy?
950
00:45:07,871 --> 00:45:10,290
You're saying you want me
to give you more love and affection.
951
00:45:10,290 --> 00:45:12,334
And I feel like you're giving me too much.
952
00:45:12,334 --> 00:45:13,335
Clingy?
953
00:45:13,335 --> 00:45:15,379
- [Jimmy] I felt like--
- Are you fucking kidding me?
954
00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:19,049
You're calling me clingy?
That was fucking rude.
955
00:45:19,717 --> 00:45:22,511
I have told you I love you more than
any of the guys told their fiancées.
956
00:45:22,511 --> 00:45:24,221
I don't give a shit about them!
957
00:45:24,221 --> 00:45:26,807
I'm saying I have told you
an excessive amount, in my opinion.
958
00:45:28,267 --> 00:45:29,309
I have told you a lot.
959
00:45:29,893 --> 00:45:30,978
Okay. [sniffles]
960
00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:33,564
And I have meant it
every time I told you. I--
961
00:45:33,564 --> 00:45:35,482
- Okay.
- I really do love you.
962
00:45:36,108 --> 00:45:36,984
[Chelsea exhales]
963
00:45:40,904 --> 00:45:42,364
I have given...
964
00:45:43,115 --> 00:45:45,409
- I know you have given.
- No, I don't wanna hear from you.
965
00:45:45,409 --> 00:45:50,789
I have given 100% to every
single person I've ever been with.
966
00:45:50,789 --> 00:45:53,709
That's why I chose you.
I know you give 100%--
967
00:45:53,709 --> 00:45:55,335
[Chelsea] I'm not done talking.
968
00:45:55,335 --> 00:45:57,588
[sniffles] I feel like shit.
969
00:45:58,756 --> 00:46:00,048
For you to say I'm clingy
970
00:46:00,048 --> 00:46:04,303
when I'm trying to do things for you
to prove to you, like, "Hey, I love you."
971
00:46:04,303 --> 00:46:07,514
- [Jimmy] I'm telling you how I feel.
- Okay, well, then that says a lot.
972
00:46:08,015 --> 00:46:09,391
If that's how you feel.
973
00:46:09,391 --> 00:46:12,436
I do not ever wanna be with someone
who says I'm "too clingy,"
974
00:46:12,436 --> 00:46:15,606
especially someone
who put a fucking ring on my finger.
975
00:46:15,606 --> 00:46:17,232
That's not your whole personality now.
976
00:46:17,232 --> 00:46:21,945
I'm saying the last few days...
you have been a little clingy.
977
00:46:21,945 --> 00:46:25,032
[scoffs] All right.
Well, expect a lot less from me now,
978
00:46:25,032 --> 00:46:26,325
'cause that's fucking bullshit.
979
00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:30,329
Maybe I should stay at my place tonight,
because this is-- this is not cool.
980
00:46:30,329 --> 00:46:32,706
I love you and want to be with you.
I want a life with you.
981
00:46:32,706 --> 00:46:35,501
- You didn't kiss me once today.
- [Jimmy] I did.
982
00:46:35,501 --> 00:46:38,170
- You never tell me you love me.
- I kissed you twice. [chuckles]
983
00:46:38,170 --> 00:46:39,296
Okay. [scoffs]
984
00:46:39,296 --> 00:46:41,965
I rolled out of bed late this morning.
I went straight to work.
985
00:46:41,965 --> 00:46:45,093
And as soon as I get out of work,
I come down here and meet your friends.
986
00:46:46,136 --> 00:46:48,847
And the first thing
out of your mouth is "I'm clingy."
987
00:46:51,266 --> 00:46:54,478
You started causing these problems
and digging for shit
988
00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:56,647
the second you saw Jess' picture.
989
00:46:57,439 --> 00:46:59,817
It's not about Jess at all. [chuckles]
990
00:46:59,817 --> 00:47:02,236
- I'm about to marry you.
- [Jimmy] Yeah.
991
00:47:02,236 --> 00:47:05,531
Okay? This is a huge, huge deal for me.
992
00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:08,242
- It's a huge deal for me too!
- Because I'm clingy?
993
00:47:09,201 --> 00:47:12,329
- I cooked you dinner by myself.
- I am thankful you cooked me dinner.
994
00:47:12,329 --> 00:47:14,998
Then I sat and watched
your fucking show with you.
995
00:47:14,998 --> 00:47:17,668
You say I'm too clingy? And then
went upstairs and had sex with you.
996
00:47:18,377 --> 00:47:19,753
And I'm too clingy?
997
00:47:19,753 --> 00:47:22,089
No. This is bullshit.
This is fucking bullshit.
998
00:47:22,089 --> 00:47:24,550
That's fucking rude.
That's so fucking rude.
999
00:47:24,550 --> 00:47:27,928
If you're gonna bring up the sex,
you're the one that wanted to have sex.
1000
00:47:27,928 --> 00:47:30,347
- Yeah, I did.
- I also wanted a breather from that too.
1001
00:47:33,183 --> 00:47:34,184
[Chelsea exhales]
1002
00:47:35,644 --> 00:47:36,520
[exhales]
1003
00:47:38,063 --> 00:47:40,107
[Chelsea] God! It's just, like...
1004
00:47:40,107 --> 00:47:44,319
Like, I'm so disrespect-- like,
I'm so fucking tired of this shit, like...
1005
00:47:44,319 --> 00:47:46,905
[sniffles] God!
1006
00:47:46,905 --> 00:47:48,282
[exhales]
1007
00:47:48,282 --> 00:47:50,284
["Crash and Burn" playing]
1008
00:47:50,284 --> 00:47:51,326
[sniffles]
1009
00:47:51,326 --> 00:47:54,913
♪ That it's all worth the risk... ♪
1010
00:47:55,706 --> 00:47:56,540
[Chelsea sniffles]
1011
00:47:57,958 --> 00:47:58,875
[sniffles]
1012
00:47:58,875 --> 00:48:00,377
♪ ...caught in the fire ♪
1013
00:48:00,377 --> 00:48:02,629
♪ Too many times, gone up in smoke ♪
1014
00:48:02,629 --> 00:48:04,339
♪ Another turn ♪
1015
00:48:05,173 --> 00:48:07,009
♪ Crash and burn ♪
1016
00:48:12,139 --> 00:48:14,433
[Jimmy] I'm gonna go to my apartment.
I need space.
1017
00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:16,226
♪ Crash and burn ♪
1018
00:48:17,311 --> 00:48:19,771
♪ My heart's expired ♪
1019
00:48:19,771 --> 00:48:21,857
♪ Been caught in the fire ♪
1020
00:48:21,857 --> 00:48:25,527
♪ Too many times, gone up in smoke
Another turn ♪
1021
00:48:26,612 --> 00:48:28,488
♪ Crash and burn ♪
1022
00:48:28,488 --> 00:48:32,701
♪ My mind, I'm losing my mind now... ♪
1023
00:48:35,245 --> 00:48:36,830
[sniffles]
1024
00:48:44,838 --> 00:48:46,548
♪ Crash and burn ♪
1025
00:48:48,216 --> 00:48:51,470
{\an8}♪ If I fall for you ♪
1026
00:48:51,470 --> 00:48:53,555
♪ Caught in the fire ♪
1027
00:48:53,555 --> 00:48:55,682
♪ I'll crash and burn ♪
1028
00:48:55,682 --> 00:48:57,768
[vocalizing]
1029
00:49:05,317 --> 00:49:06,944
- [Jessica] Um, not us matching!
- [gasps]
1030
00:49:06,944 --> 00:49:08,695
Are you kidding me?
1031
00:49:08,695 --> 00:49:11,865
- Are you kidding me?
- [laughing] Not us wearing the same shirt!
1032
00:49:11,865 --> 00:49:13,825
I missed you!
1033
00:49:13,825 --> 00:49:15,535
Oh, my God. I'm obsessed. I'm obsessed.
1034
00:49:15,535 --> 00:49:17,371
{\an8}- You look amazing.
- You look so cute, baby!
1035
00:49:17,371 --> 00:49:19,456
{\an8}- No, you do.
- So we have a lot to talk about.
1036
00:49:19,456 --> 00:49:20,791
- I know.
- Oh, yeah!
1037
00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:23,085
{\an8}[gasps] Oh, my God!
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
1038
00:49:23,085 --> 00:49:25,295
- He did so good.
- Isn't that pretty?
1039
00:49:25,295 --> 00:49:26,797
- You obsessed?
- Yeah, I'm obsessed.
1040
00:49:27,756 --> 00:49:29,508
Okay, so wait, tell me all about Autumn.
1041
00:49:29,508 --> 00:49:31,927
- Did she just die?
- She did.
1042
00:49:31,927 --> 00:49:34,680
- I took, like, two days to myself.
- Good for you.
1043
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:37,099
And then I texted Autumn
and told her that I was home.
1044
00:49:37,099 --> 00:49:42,062
And she was like,
"So are we getting married? Or..."
1045
00:49:42,062 --> 00:49:44,564
And I was like, "No, we're not."
1046
00:49:44,564 --> 00:49:46,566
- Not right now. Yeah.
- Not right now.
1047
00:49:46,566 --> 00:49:49,486
I just told her
that, like, I fell in love with someone.
1048
00:49:49,486 --> 00:49:50,529
Yeah.
1049
00:49:50,529 --> 00:49:54,825
And he ended up falling in love
with someone else, and she was like,
1050
00:49:55,701 --> 00:49:58,829
"He fell in love with someone else,
and it wasn't you? Is he well?"
1051
00:49:58,829 --> 00:50:01,665
With Jimmy, have you
looked him up on social media?
1052
00:50:01,665 --> 00:50:03,667
Has he looked you up on social media?
1053
00:50:03,667 --> 00:50:06,044
Whenever you guys got back, the day after,
1054
00:50:06,044 --> 00:50:07,921
he sends me a friend request.
1055
00:50:08,755 --> 00:50:10,966
And I see it come through immediately,
and I'm like...
1056
00:50:11,591 --> 00:50:12,926
[laughing]
1057
00:50:12,926 --> 00:50:15,011
I'm like, "Hang on, what do I do?
What do I do?"
1058
00:50:15,011 --> 00:50:16,596
Eight hours go by.
1059
00:50:16,596 --> 00:50:18,015
And I go back and check.
1060
00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:20,058
- And he withdrew the friend request.
- [gasps]
1061
00:50:20,058 --> 00:50:22,019
And then put his profile on private.
1062
00:50:22,019 --> 00:50:24,229
And I was like,
"I already saw what you look like."
1063
00:50:24,229 --> 00:50:26,565
You're just mad 'cause you can't see
what I look like now,
1064
00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:27,566
so you're being petty.
1065
00:50:27,566 --> 00:50:29,151
That's interesting.
1066
00:50:29,735 --> 00:50:32,487
So I'm like,
"Ooh. He must be thinking about me."
1067
00:50:33,405 --> 00:50:34,990
You're not repulsed by him.
1068
00:50:34,990 --> 00:50:37,451
- No.
- Okay, fair enough.
1069
00:50:37,451 --> 00:50:39,411
- [laughing]
- No.
1070
00:50:39,411 --> 00:50:43,373
Even if he was, like, butt ugly,
I think if I had married him,
1071
00:50:43,373 --> 00:50:46,460
I would just, like, close my eyes
and let him talk. That would do it for me.
1072
00:50:46,460 --> 00:50:48,086
He has a good voice. Yeah.
1073
00:50:48,086 --> 00:50:53,467
If you were to see Jimmy,
do you have things that you would say?
1074
00:50:53,467 --> 00:50:55,051
- I do have questions.
- Okay.
1075
00:50:55,051 --> 00:50:58,722
And I don't even know if the opportunity
will ever present itself.
1076
00:50:58,722 --> 00:51:01,725
But if we were in person
and I heard his voice,
1077
00:51:01,725 --> 00:51:03,643
I'm like, "What would that do to me?"
1078
00:51:03,643 --> 00:51:08,023
I've spent almost the entire time
I've been back, like, trying to heal.
1079
00:51:08,023 --> 00:51:11,359
- Yeah.
- I don't want to see him and be set back.
1080
00:51:11,359 --> 00:51:14,738
'Cause, like, our first initial
conversation was, like, so electric.
1081
00:51:14,738 --> 00:51:16,948
I'm like, "We're gonna,
like, electrocute each other..."
1082
00:51:16,948 --> 00:51:19,117
- Yeah!
-"...when we actually touch."
1083
00:51:19,910 --> 00:51:22,120
- Are they in love? Do you think?
- I think so.
1084
00:51:22,913 --> 00:51:24,456
- I think so.
- I hope so.
1085
00:51:24,456 --> 00:51:26,374
- For her sake, I hope so.
- Yeah.
1086
00:51:26,875 --> 00:51:31,004
Jeramey was in a bit of a love triangle.
Probably leaping to conclusions as I do,
1087
00:51:31,004 --> 00:51:35,008
I'm not sure if he shut things down
with Sarah Ann. She DM'd him.
1088
00:51:37,094 --> 00:51:39,930
- Do you wanna read the DM?
- You have it?
1089
00:51:39,930 --> 00:51:41,932
- I took a picture of his phone.
- Oh, my God.
1090
00:51:41,932 --> 00:51:44,100
- Your girl was heated.
- The tea is piping hot.
1091
00:51:44,100 --> 00:51:45,268
"Glad to see you're home.
1092
00:51:45,268 --> 00:51:48,021
I wanted to thank you
for the experience we shared together."
1093
00:51:48,021 --> 00:51:50,315
"Getting to know you,
opening up to you meant so much."
1094
00:51:50,315 --> 00:51:52,234
At this point,
I'm like, "This is so sweet."
1095
00:51:52,234 --> 00:51:54,736
"I genuinely hope you're happy."
I'm like, "This is adorable."
1096
00:51:54,736 --> 00:51:58,323
"If there's ever a chance
your mind is shifting in your choice,
1097
00:51:58,323 --> 00:52:02,911
I would love the opportunity to meet you,
regardless of whatever way you go."
1098
00:52:02,911 --> 00:52:06,289
Like he hasn't already chosen
which way he's going.
1099
00:52:06,289 --> 00:52:07,415
[groans]
1100
00:52:07,958 --> 00:52:11,002
Where would she get the audacity
to send a message like that?
1101
00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:13,213
She knows we're engaged,
knows we're living together.
1102
00:52:13,213 --> 00:52:15,590
- [Jessica] Did he say anything back?
- No.
1103
00:52:16,091 --> 00:52:19,261
But he, like, liked it.
Like, acknowledged it.
1104
00:52:19,261 --> 00:52:22,556
He has been forthcoming with all of it,
and I don't think he's in the wrong.
1105
00:52:22,556 --> 00:52:26,643
He's not done anything wrong,
so we're Team Jimmy at this point.
1106
00:52:26,643 --> 00:52:28,395
- Yeah.
- [laughs]
1107
00:52:28,395 --> 00:52:31,606
What? Not Jimmy!
Ah! Oh, my God! [chuckles]
1108
00:52:31,606 --> 00:52:34,317
- Are we?
- We're not. I didn't mean to say Jimmy.
1109
00:52:34,317 --> 00:52:37,279
I wasn't thinking about him.
Oh, my God, I hate myself. Ugh!
1110
00:52:37,279 --> 00:52:38,738
{\an8}Like, no, I'm not over Jimmy.
1111
00:52:38,738 --> 00:52:41,158
{\an8}Like, I don't know if anyone
in my position would be.
1112
00:52:41,158 --> 00:52:46,246
Like, he will forever hold a part of me
that nobody else does,
1113
00:52:46,246 --> 00:52:48,915
and I'd be lying
if I say I didn't still get butterflies.
1114
00:52:48,915 --> 00:52:51,001
I mean, I'm a human being. I keep...
1115
00:52:51,001 --> 00:52:54,671
I've replayed and I have dreams often
about, like, conversations we had,
1116
00:52:54,671 --> 00:52:58,717
and, like, plans we made and, like,
experiences we had, like, in the pods.
1117
00:52:58,717 --> 00:53:00,093
Chelsea is stunning.
1118
00:53:00,093 --> 00:53:02,178
- She's perfect in every way.
- [Laura] Mm-hmm.
1119
00:53:02,178 --> 00:53:04,222
But, like, I've done my own digging,
1120
00:53:04,222 --> 00:53:07,767
and all of his exes look like me.
1121
00:53:07,767 --> 00:53:08,685
Yeah.
1122
00:53:08,685 --> 00:53:12,022
Chelsea is like the end-all,
be-all. Everything.
1123
00:53:12,022 --> 00:53:14,149
But Jimmy's a man.
1124
00:53:14,149 --> 00:53:17,485
And, like, we knew without seeing
each other that the attraction was there.
1125
00:53:17,485 --> 00:53:18,945
So, like, bringing it to life,
1126
00:53:18,945 --> 00:53:21,281
like, I don't know where he's at,
but I have a feeling,
1127
00:53:21,281 --> 00:53:23,450
like, if I were to see Jimmy again,
1128
00:53:23,450 --> 00:53:27,412
it's gonna be like dangling temptation,
like, right in front of his face.
1129
00:53:28,955 --> 00:53:31,041
It's the truth, and you know it is.
1130
00:53:32,250 --> 00:53:35,962
Everybody knows it is.
Don't look at me like I'm wrong.
1131
00:53:35,962 --> 00:53:37,839
I think you meant a lot to him.
1132
00:53:37,839 --> 00:53:39,966
Do you think that he would wanna see me?
1133
00:53:42,093 --> 00:53:42,928
Yeah.
1134
00:53:42,928 --> 00:53:44,888
- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Haunted by... ♪
1135
00:53:44,888 --> 00:53:46,014
Oh.
1136
00:53:54,064 --> 00:53:55,982
♪ Haunted, haunted ♪
1137
00:53:58,068 --> 00:53:58,902
♪ Haunted ♪
1138
00:53:58,902 --> 00:54:05,992
♪ Haunted by you ♪
1139
00:54:05,992 --> 00:54:07,994
♪ Haunted, haunted ♪
1140
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:11,998
♪ Haunted, haunted ♪
1141
00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:14,960
♪ Haunted ♪
1142
00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:21,967
♪ Haunted by you ♪
1143
00:54:23,051 --> 00:54:29,975
{\an8}♪ Haunted by you ♪