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♪♪ (classical piano)

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Beatrice.

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You were my first kiss.

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Beatrice, wait.

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Wait! Wait!

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Beatrice!

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What the hell
are you doing here?

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Better?

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(cell phone buzzing)

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PAUL'S VOICE: Hi, Julia.
Princeton was great.

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I'm back in town,
let's try to grab sushi.

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Hope all is well.

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JULIA'S VOICE: I've come down with
the flu and am catching up on sleep.

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I'll call you when I'm
feeling better.

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(cell phone buzzing)

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GABRIEL'S VOICE: Julianne...
Um, Julia. It's Gabriel.

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I'm standing outside
your building.

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I wish we could go back
to this morning,

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and I could tell you that
I've never seen anything

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more beautiful than you
in my kitchen, happy.

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That I'm incredibly lucky
that your rescued me

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and... and stayed with me
all night.

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That I'm an idiot,

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and I don't deserve
your kindness.

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I should never have
let you go this morning.

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I should have begged you
to stay.

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I know I hurt you...

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and I'm sorry.

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Please, Julia,

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we need to talk about your note.

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There are things
I need to explain to you.

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I want to fix this.

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Please. Call me.

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I left something on your porch.

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{\an8}Did you see it?

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Did you read the card?

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I want to make it all up to you.

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I remember kissing you.
You kissed me back.

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Didn't you feel it?

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There is something between us.

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You can't expect me to
uncover your true identity

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and not talk to you about it.

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All I'm asking for is
one conversation.

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You owe me that much.

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JULIA:
Dr. Emerson,

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Stop harassing me.

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{\an8}I don't want you anymore.
I don't even want to know you.

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If you don't leave me alone,

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I'll be forced to file
a harassment claim against you.

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I need a new thesis director.

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Regards,
Miss Julia. H. Mitchell.

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P.S. I'll be returning
the M.P. Emerson bursary.

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{\an8}Congratulations,
Professor Abelard.

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{\an8}No one has ever made me feel

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as cheap as you did
Sunday morning.

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GABRIEL:
I understand you're

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angry and hurt...

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and I'm the cause of
your pain, but...

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that bursary was given to you
because you deserve it.

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Don't punish me by
punishing yourself.

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GABRIEL'S VOICE:
I've found you a new advisor.

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Professor Katherine Picton
is a friend of mine.

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She's agreed to meet you.

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I'm sorry you don't want to
know me anymore.

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Abelard truly cared for Heloise.

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He also hurt her,
as I have hurt you.

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But he was deeply sorry.

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Read Abelard's sixth letter

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and see if that alters your
perception of him and me.

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I'll spend the rest of my life

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regretting the fact that I wasted
my second chance to know you.

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I will always be
conscious of your absence.

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I won't bother you again.

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Goodbye...

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Julianne.

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Bastard!

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Hey, gorgeous. Whoa.
Didn't mean to scare you.

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- What's that?
- Junk mail.

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Looking forward to
Emerson's seminar?

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- Should be good.
- I don't know about that.

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He's been in a foul mood
for days.

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I don't want a repeat of what
happened last time he was like this.

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I, uh, got you something
from Princeton.

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Please don't give it back.

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I know you don't have
a nice key ring, and...

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I wanted you to know I was
thinking of you while I was gone.

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Thank you, Paul.

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I missed you too.

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You're welcome, Rabbit.

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Maybe we can grab coffee after?

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Sure, that sounds great.

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(indistinct chatter)

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Miss Mitchell.

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I need to speak with you
after class.

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Please.

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Sorry, Professor,
I have an urgent meeting right after class

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that I can't miss.

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Of course.

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Please e-mail me
and set up a time.

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Of course, Professor.

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Another time.

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GABRIEL:
Today, I will be...

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Today, I will be examining

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the relationship between
Dante and Beatrice.

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Particularly,
what transpired when Dante met Beatrice

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the second time
and she rejected him.

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Beatrice represents many things
for Dante.

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They meet twice.

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My question is...

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where was Beatrice,

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and what was she doing in between
her two meetings with Dante?

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Dante waited years for her.

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She knew where he lived.

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She knew his family.

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She was friendly with them.

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If she cared about him,

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why did she make no attempt
to contact him?

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(Gabriel clears throat)

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I would say that
the answer is obvious.

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Dante cared for Beatrice,

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but Beatrice cared nothing
for Dante.

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Their relationship was
entirely one-sided.

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(chalk scratching)

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Yes, Miss Mitchell.

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This assessment of Beatrice

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is really arrogant and
self serving, professor.

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Are you crazy?

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Why blame Beatrice?

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She's the victim in all of this.

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Dante met her when she was
under eighteen.

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It wasn't possible for them
to be together,

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unless he's a pedophile.

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Are you telling us that Dante
is a pedophile, professor?

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Of course not.

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He had true affection for her.

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If she had ever had
the courage to ask him,

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he would have told her that.

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Everything in Dante's later life
revolves around sex.

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He certainly isn't sitting at
home alone on a Saturday night

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waiting for Beatrice.

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So he must have not
cared for her.

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He needed companionship,
Miss Mitchell.

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And if it makes it
any more... palatable,

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those women were just
helpful friends.

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(scoffs)
Friends?

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More like pelvic affiliates.

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Friends help each other.

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They don't feed
sexual addiction.

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His love for Beatrice
never diminished.

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He simply despaired
waiting for her to show up.

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And that was her fault.
Not his.

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If that's love,
I'll take hatred.

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I think you've made your point,
Miss Mitchell.

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Oh, I don't think I have.

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It's commonly known that
Dante's dalliances

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were anonymous and tawdry.

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That doesn't sound like someone
who would appeal to Beatrice.

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Not to mention the fact that
he has a mistress named Paulina.

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Paulina?
Who's Paulina?

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Um, uh...

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A woman in Philadelphia found
evidence of that relationship.

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Anyway, if Beatrice didn't want
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it was justified.

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Dante was a self-absorbed,
cruel, arrogant slut

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who treated women like toys
for his own personal amusement.

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(chalk scratching)

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The language Dante uses

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for his first meeting
with Beatrice is dreamlike.

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For personal reasons...

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For personal reasons,
he doesn't trust his senses.

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He's not sure who she is.

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One theory is Dante thought
Beatrice was...

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an angel.

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Beatrice is wrong in assuming
that he remembered everything

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from their first meeting.

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Wouldn't seeing her again
jar his memory?

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Or was he too drunk to try?

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That's enough.

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Can we get back to this
Paulina mistress?

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Paulina is irrelevant
and has no real bearing on

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today's discussion,
Miss Peterson.

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JULIA: I disagree.
She was either

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his mistress or his fuck buddy.

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Class is dismissed!

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In my office,
Miss Mitchell. Now!

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(indistinct chatter)

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(door slams)

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If you were anyone else,
I'd have you expelled.

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Your disrespectful attitude
is unacceptable.

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On top of that,
I can't even begin to express

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the anger I have over
what you said about Paulina.

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You are never to
speak about her again.

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Do I make myself clear?

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Do I make myself clear?

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Yes.

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I think you wanted me to
lose my temper and make a scene,

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so you'd be justified
in running way.

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You wanted me to behave like
every other abusive asshole

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that has knocked you around.

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Well, I'm not
an abusive asshole.

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What happened today in my class
will never happen again.

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Understand?

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I'll apologize to the class.

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You will do no such thing.

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That would only bring more
attention to us and lead to gossip.

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Gossip neither one of us wants.

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Is this a game to you?

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You left a bra in my mailbox.

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- I thought...
- Use your head!

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I wasn't about to
leave it on your porch.

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I started this clusterfuck
by changing my lecture,

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but you finished it with the
equivalent of a hydrogen bomb.

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We're going to pretend
this debacle never happened,

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and hope that the other students

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are too wrapped up in their
own lives to notice anything.

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Have you returned the bursary?

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- No.
- Good. And you won't.

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Returning it now will only draw
criticism for the both of us.

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Take the money.

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Did you listen to any of
the messages I left?

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But you don't believe me.

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You seem to be the only person

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capable of pushing
all my buttons,

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and I do mean all of them.

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(exhales)

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Look at me.

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Why can't you just tell me
what you want, Julianne?

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Or do you only answer to Rabbit?

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Fine. I give up.

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Paul can have you.

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So all of this agony
was for nothing?

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- You were cruel.
- So were you.

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- You hurt me.
- And you hurt me.

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Is revenge everything
you dreamed it might be?

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You're a coward.

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I'm not a coward.

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You're the one who's leaving.

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You're sending me to him.

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Like hell I am.

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I'm just a student.

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You have all the power,
you could destroy me.

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You think I'd destroy you?
After our history?

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You think this is what I want?

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I'm miserable.

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Seeing you again after all this
time and seeing you like this?

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You never gave me a chance.

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How the hell would I know
what you want

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when you won't fucking
talk to me?!

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Shouting at me won't
persuade me to talk to you!

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Tell me that you want me,
or get out.

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I've never wanted anyone else.

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(thud)

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(panting)

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Darling, you all right?

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I think so.

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Beatrice.

260
00:23:38,165 --> 00:23:40,255
This is wrong.

261
00:23:41,045 --> 00:23:43,195
You're my professor.

262
00:23:43,215 --> 00:23:45,445
I'm going to protect you.

263
00:23:45,465 --> 00:23:48,095
I promise you.

264
00:23:49,465 --> 00:23:51,595
Come with me.

265
00:23:55,595 --> 00:23:57,745
- Paul's waiting.
- Fuck Paul.

266
00:23:57,765 --> 00:23:59,625
He's my only friend in Toronto.

267
00:23:59,645 --> 00:24:02,565
I'd like to be your friend.

268
00:24:02,775 --> 00:24:06,835
Gabriel, this is dangerous.

269
00:24:06,865 --> 00:24:10,795
I love the way you
say my name, Beatrice.

270
00:24:10,825 --> 00:24:12,805
I'm not Beatrice.

271
00:24:12,825 --> 00:24:15,425
These delusions have to stop.

272
00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:22,455
Julianne, I've waited
six years to talk to you.

273
00:24:23,875 --> 00:24:26,295
I won't wait any longer.

274
00:24:27,545 --> 00:24:31,425
I'm taking you home...
with me.

275
00:24:41,525 --> 00:24:44,165
What are you doing?

276
00:24:44,195 --> 00:24:46,355
I'm texting Paul.

277
00:24:47,775 --> 00:24:49,525
To cancel.

278
00:24:53,655 --> 00:24:55,705
(cell phone buzzing)

279
00:25:03,295 --> 00:25:05,125
(knocking)

280
00:25:24,735 --> 00:25:27,605
- (keys jangle)
- (door closes)

281
00:25:47,005 --> 00:25:48,565
I'm going to make dinner,

282
00:25:48,585 --> 00:25:52,505
but I need to step out
and pick up a few things.

283
00:25:54,055 --> 00:25:56,015
Will you be all right?

284
00:25:59,645 --> 00:26:01,475
Of course.

285
00:26:02,065 --> 00:26:04,565
Promise me you won't leave.

286
00:26:09,525 --> 00:26:11,155
I promise.

287
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:30,815
(door opens, closes)

288
00:26:30,835 --> 00:26:34,555
♪♪

289
00:27:15,795 --> 00:27:18,555
(door closes)

290
00:27:28,395 --> 00:27:30,695
(whispering)
Julianne.

291
00:27:39,365 --> 00:27:40,995
Come.

292
00:27:53,505 --> 00:27:56,525
GABRIEL: Are you pleased?

293
00:27:56,545 --> 00:27:59,095
It's beautiful.

294
00:28:02,135 --> 00:28:03,765
Allow me.

295
00:28:33,795 --> 00:28:35,685
GABRIEL'S VOICE:
My dear Julianne,

296
00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:39,155
if you wish to know
how I feel about you,

297
00:28:39,175 --> 00:28:40,655
just ask me.

298
00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:42,925
Yours, Gabriel.

299
00:29:21,555 --> 00:29:23,325
No champagne?

300
00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:26,695
You might find this
hard to believe, but...

301
00:29:26,725 --> 00:29:29,355
I don't drink all the time.

302
00:29:30,145 --> 00:29:32,665
We'll save the rest
for mimosas tomorrow.

303
00:29:32,685 --> 00:29:34,415
Breakfast?

304
00:29:34,435 --> 00:29:37,895
You're very sure of
yourself, Casanova.

305
00:29:40,115 --> 00:29:42,695
Your virtue is safe with me.

306
00:30:13,055 --> 00:30:16,525
I won't let your darkness
consume me.

307
00:30:25,325 --> 00:30:28,825
So you think darkness
can consume light?

308
00:30:29,455 --> 00:30:31,995
That's an interesting theory.

309
00:30:37,205 --> 00:30:40,395
I just threw some of my
darkness on those candles,

310
00:30:40,425 --> 00:30:42,275
and nothing happened.

311
00:30:42,295 --> 00:30:44,405
Don't be so damned
condescending.

312
00:30:44,425 --> 00:30:46,575
You know what I mean.

313
00:30:46,595 --> 00:30:49,655
Julianne, I won't lie to you
and say that

314
00:30:49,685 --> 00:30:52,685
I'm not attracted to
your luminosity.

315
00:30:55,015 --> 00:30:57,975
But I have no wish
to consume you.

316
00:31:00,105 --> 00:31:02,855
If I am the darkness, then...

317
00:31:04,155 --> 00:31:06,195
Then you're the stars.

318
00:31:10,535 --> 00:31:13,075
I won't let you fuck me.

319
00:31:13,625 --> 00:31:16,745
I would never fuck you.

320
00:31:19,085 --> 00:31:21,585
One doesn't fuck an angel.

321
00:31:24,215 --> 00:31:28,805
Then what does someone like you
do with an angel?

322
00:31:30,175 --> 00:31:32,935
Someone like me
would cherish her.

323
00:31:35,605 --> 00:31:38,165
Try to get to know her.

324
00:31:38,185 --> 00:31:41,695
Start by being friends, perhaps.

325
00:31:42,815 --> 00:31:47,135
Is it too hard to believe that
I want to take my time?

326
00:31:47,155 --> 00:31:49,615
That I want to know you?

327
00:31:51,705 --> 00:31:53,285
Yes.

328
00:31:55,785 --> 00:31:58,335
Julianne, this is new to me.

329
00:31:58,915 --> 00:32:03,335
Your prejudice is warranted
to some degree, but...

330
00:32:03,425 --> 00:32:06,845
But don't deliberately
try my patience.

331
00:32:34,915 --> 00:32:38,535
I know you're partial
to chocolate.

332
00:32:47,335 --> 00:32:49,885
You need to let me feed you.

333
00:32:52,305 --> 00:32:53,575
I'm not a child.

334
00:32:53,595 --> 00:32:56,475
Then stop acting like one.

335
00:32:57,935 --> 00:33:01,475
Trust me. Please.

336
00:33:15,785 --> 00:33:17,455
Mmmmm.

337
00:33:21,335 --> 00:33:22,995
Mmm.

338
00:33:34,425 --> 00:33:40,725
The act of feeding someone is the
ultimate act of care and affection.

339
00:33:41,265 --> 00:33:46,235
Sharing yourself with
someone else through food.

340
00:33:54,235 --> 00:33:55,995
Think about it.

341
00:33:56,995 --> 00:33:59,625
We are fed in the Eucharist.

342
00:34:00,835 --> 00:34:04,455
By our mothers
when we are infants.

343
00:34:05,625 --> 00:34:09,715
By our parents
when we are children.

344
00:34:11,755 --> 00:34:13,985
By friends...

345
00:34:14,005 --> 00:34:16,095
at dinner parties.

346
00:34:19,515 --> 00:34:20,785
By a lover...

347
00:34:20,805 --> 00:34:25,855
when we feast on
one another's bodies.

348
00:34:27,315 --> 00:34:30,835
And, on occasion...

349
00:34:30,865 --> 00:34:34,275
when we feast on
one another's souls.

350
00:34:48,545 --> 00:34:51,335
Don't you want me to feed you?

351
00:34:57,305 --> 00:34:58,985
You don't want to
feast on my body,

352
00:34:59,015 --> 00:35:02,915
but at least feast on my cake.

353
00:35:02,935 --> 00:35:05,565
- Last chance.
- I...

354
00:35:09,485 --> 00:35:12,485
That wasn't so bad, was it?

355
00:35:19,115 --> 00:35:20,655
May I?

356
00:35:44,265 --> 00:35:47,605
See how nice it is
to be cared for?

357
00:35:49,645 --> 00:35:52,545
See how nice it is...

358
00:35:52,565 --> 00:35:56,445
to be cared for by me?

359
00:35:59,905 --> 00:36:02,115
Spend the night with me.

360
00:36:04,455 --> 00:36:06,645
What about our conversation?

361
00:36:06,665 --> 00:36:10,085
We've had enough talking today.

362
00:36:10,545 --> 00:36:11,855
We can talk tomorrow,

363
00:36:11,875 --> 00:36:16,275
when both our heads are clear.

364
00:36:19,345 --> 00:36:22,055
I want you in my bed tonight.

365
00:36:35,405 --> 00:36:38,825
I will be the perfect gentleman.

366
00:36:52,205 --> 00:36:55,925
♪♪

367
00:36:57,885 --> 00:37:00,615
♪ If I fall ♪

368
00:37:00,635 --> 00:37:04,405
♪ To the open arms
around me ♪

369
00:37:04,435 --> 00:37:07,915
♪ If I leave ♪

370
00:37:07,935 --> 00:37:10,875
♪ Destinations nameless ♪

371
00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:15,255
♪ If I go ♪

372
00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:16,875
Goodnight, Julianne.

373
00:37:16,905 --> 00:37:20,045
♪ Would you catch me, baby? ♪

374
00:37:20,075 --> 00:37:25,765
♪ Would you
catch me, baby? ♪

375
00:37:25,785 --> 00:37:29,845
♪ There's time ♪

376
00:37:29,875 --> 00:37:31,795
You're leaving?

377
00:37:34,165 --> 00:37:38,525
I said that I wanted you
in my bed and I meant it.

378
00:37:38,545 --> 00:37:40,925
You're safe here.

379
00:37:41,635 --> 00:37:44,365
♪ Carry the weight
of two now ♪

380
00:37:44,385 --> 00:37:47,655
♪ Would you catch me, baby? ♪

381
00:37:47,685 --> 00:37:50,825
♪ Would you
catch me, baby? ♪

382
00:37:50,855 --> 00:37:55,625
♪ Would you catch me, baby? ♪

383
00:37:55,645 --> 00:38:02,275
♪ Would you catch me? ♪

384
00:38:02,575 --> 00:38:08,885
♪ Lead me down the paths
I cannot see? ♪

385
00:38:08,915 --> 00:38:15,415
♪ Then set me free? ♪

386
00:38:15,795 --> 00:38:22,925
♪ Would you catch me? ♪

387
00:38:23,345 --> 00:38:26,575
♪ Between the lines ♪

388
00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:30,245
♪ And the matters
that I'm gray ♪

389
00:38:30,265 --> 00:38:33,785
♪ Where I hide ♪

390
00:38:33,815 --> 00:38:36,535
♪ In darkness and despair ♪

391
00:38:36,565 --> 00:38:39,955
♪ Would you find ♪

392
00:38:39,985 --> 00:38:41,275
♪ The muscle and
the strength ♪

393
00:38:42,195 --> 00:38:46,005
♪ Oh, would you
catch me, baby? ♪

394
00:38:46,035 --> 00:38:49,675
♪ Would you catch me, baby? ♪

395
00:38:49,705 --> 00:38:51,915
♪ Would you? ♪

396
00:38:54,285 --> 00:39:00,715
♪ Would you catch me? ♪

397
00:39:00,925 --> 00:39:07,525
♪ Lead me down the paths
I cannot see ♪

398
00:39:07,555 --> 00:39:14,285
♪ Then set me free? ♪

399
00:39:14,305 --> 00:39:18,955
♪ Would you catch me? ♪

400
00:39:18,985 --> 00:39:22,115
I tried, but I couldn't
stay away.

401
00:39:25,195 --> 00:39:27,825
I don't want you away from me.

402
00:39:38,005 --> 00:39:41,255
Why did you take
your photos down?

403
00:39:44,925 --> 00:39:47,055
I was ashamed.

404
00:39:48,385 --> 00:39:50,595
You weren't before.

405
00:39:51,845 --> 00:39:56,725
That was before I decided to
bring an angel to my bed.

406
00:39:59,275 --> 00:40:05,695
♪ Will you set me free? ♪

407
00:40:06,195 --> 00:40:11,675
♪ Will you catch me? ♪

408
00:40:11,695 --> 00:40:17,895
♪ Won't you catch me? ♪

409
00:40:17,915 --> 00:40:25,025
♪ Would you lead me down
the paths I cannot see? ♪

410
00:40:25,045 --> 00:40:29,115
No... Simon, no.

411
00:40:29,135 --> 00:40:32,305
- (whimpering)
- Hey.

412
00:40:33,345 --> 00:40:35,145
Shh.

413
00:40:38,685 --> 00:40:43,165
♪ Would you catch ♪

414
00:40:43,195 --> 00:40:51,035
♪ Me? ♪♪

415
00:41:06,085 --> 00:41:07,565
GABRIEL'S VOICE:
Good morning, Julianne.

416
00:41:07,585 --> 00:41:09,485
I stepped out for
a brief moment.

417
00:41:09,505 --> 00:41:14,345
Make yourself at home.
XO, Gabriel.

418
00:41:39,915 --> 00:41:42,705
(water running)

419
00:42:13,155 --> 00:42:16,195
(door opens, closes)

420
00:42:38,675 --> 00:42:40,475
Good morning.

421
00:42:46,525 --> 00:42:48,435
Would you mind?

422
00:42:52,695 --> 00:42:54,425
Did you sleep well?

423
00:42:54,445 --> 00:42:56,675
Once I was beside you, I did.

424
00:42:56,695 --> 00:42:58,405
As did I.

425
00:43:08,375 --> 00:43:10,815
You're shivering.

426
00:43:10,835 --> 00:43:12,985
You make me nervous.

427
00:43:13,005 --> 00:43:14,545
Why?

428
00:43:15,095 --> 00:43:17,325
I never know if
you're gonna be sweet

429
00:43:17,345 --> 00:43:20,075
and whisper something
that takes my breath away

430
00:43:20,095 --> 00:43:24,515
or say something so mean
it breaks my heart.

431
00:43:28,145 --> 00:43:30,025
I'm sorry.

432
00:43:31,275 --> 00:43:33,655
There's no excuse for that.

433
00:43:34,945 --> 00:43:39,115
I find you difficult
to talk to sometimes.

434
00:43:39,455 --> 00:43:42,345
- You're only forthcoming when you're furious.
- That isn't true.

435
00:43:42,375 --> 00:43:45,085
Then I need you to talk to me.

436
00:43:46,955 --> 00:43:50,565
Why did you light candles
in your room last night?

437
00:43:50,585 --> 00:43:52,565
I remember what you told me
about the darkness,

438
00:43:52,585 --> 00:43:57,615
and I wanted you to see
Holiday's painting and...

439
00:43:57,635 --> 00:44:00,095
And I was worried you'd run.

440
00:44:03,765 --> 00:44:04,495
Thank you.

441
00:44:04,515 --> 00:44:09,935
I'm a good lover in
all senses of the word.

442
00:44:19,035 --> 00:44:20,905
Are you hungry?

443
00:44:22,455 --> 00:44:24,075
Very.

444
00:44:52,395 --> 00:44:54,895
You're seriously sexy.

445
00:44:55,695 --> 00:44:57,695
Don't make fun of me.

446
00:44:58,695 --> 00:45:01,195
I would never make fun of you.

447
00:45:05,415 --> 00:45:07,375
All right.

448
00:45:25,385 --> 00:45:27,595
You said we'd talk.

449
00:45:37,985 --> 00:45:42,235
What happened the morning after
our night in the orchard?

450
00:45:43,735 --> 00:45:46,595
My memory is a little...

451
00:45:46,615 --> 00:45:48,375
fuzzy.

452
00:45:53,545 --> 00:45:57,485
I woke up before sunrise...

453
00:45:57,505 --> 00:45:59,215
alone.

454
00:46:01,005 --> 00:46:02,595
Gabriel?

455
00:46:09,265 --> 00:46:10,705
Gabriel!

456
00:46:10,725 --> 00:46:13,895
You left me there.

457
00:46:14,065 --> 00:46:17,645
Gabriel!

458
00:46:18,485 --> 00:46:20,575
I was terrified.

459
00:46:30,665 --> 00:46:33,305
GABRIEL:
That's where you went?

460
00:46:33,335 --> 00:46:35,515
I didn't leave you.

461
00:46:35,545 --> 00:46:37,605
What are you talking about?

462
00:46:37,625 --> 00:46:40,815
I woke up early,
you were sleeping in my arms,

463
00:46:40,835 --> 00:46:44,615
and I didn't want to
wake you up,

464
00:46:44,635 --> 00:46:47,945
but I needed to...

465
00:46:47,975 --> 00:46:50,055
relieve myself.

466
00:46:51,145 --> 00:46:52,745
But I returned.

467
00:46:52,765 --> 00:46:55,435
With apples for breakfast.

468
00:46:58,315 --> 00:47:00,405
Beatrice.

469
00:47:01,235 --> 00:47:03,275
You were gone.

470
00:47:05,905 --> 00:47:10,365
I came back to my room and I...

471
00:47:10,785 --> 00:47:11,845
And I fell asleep.

472
00:47:11,875 --> 00:47:14,725
Why didn't you try to find me?

473
00:47:14,745 --> 00:47:17,435
When I woke up I asked
where Beatrice was.

474
00:47:17,455 --> 00:47:20,855
Richard told me
I was delusional.

475
00:47:20,875 --> 00:47:25,405
No one mentioned you
or your name, I...

476
00:47:25,425 --> 00:47:27,735
I thought it was a dream.

477
00:47:27,765 --> 00:47:30,765
How could you think that?

478
00:47:31,555 --> 00:47:36,165
I was hungover and
I was confused.

479
00:47:36,185 --> 00:47:38,735
And I was strung out on coke.

480
00:47:42,905 --> 00:47:44,985
Rachel didn't tell you?

481
00:47:46,155 --> 00:47:47,465
Richard knew I was on something

482
00:47:47,495 --> 00:47:50,365
when he picked me up
the night before.

483
00:47:52,035 --> 00:47:55,685
He searched my room,
found my stash,

484
00:47:55,705 --> 00:47:59,145
and when he confronted me,
I... I snapped.

485
00:47:59,165 --> 00:48:01,755
The fight with Scott.

486
00:48:02,005 --> 00:48:05,065
I spent the most
romantic night of my life

487
00:48:05,095 --> 00:48:07,485
with a guy strung out on coke.

488
00:48:07,515 --> 00:48:11,445
What a stupid, stupid girl.

489
00:48:11,475 --> 00:48:13,405
You're not stupid.

490
00:48:13,435 --> 00:48:14,705
I'm the fuck up.

491
00:48:14,725 --> 00:48:17,375
I was planning on
killing myself that night,

492
00:48:17,395 --> 00:48:20,205
and you changed that.

493
00:48:20,235 --> 00:48:21,835
I thought you were an angel.

494
00:48:21,855 --> 00:48:24,545
And that God, perhaps,
had shown mercy to me

495
00:48:24,565 --> 00:48:26,735
and sent you to save me.

496
00:48:27,535 --> 00:48:31,615
Why did you want to
kill yourself?

497
00:48:36,955 --> 00:48:39,335
I can't tell you that.

498
00:48:40,955 --> 00:48:42,145
I don't know what would happen

499
00:48:42,165 --> 00:48:45,045
if I brought those
old demons back.

500
00:48:49,755 --> 00:48:52,865
Are you still suicidal?

501
00:48:52,885 --> 00:48:54,435
No.

502
00:48:55,305 --> 00:49:00,745
Part of my depression was
caused by the drugs, and...

503
00:49:00,775 --> 00:49:02,625
part of it was caused by
other factors

504
00:49:02,645 --> 00:49:06,195
that I was trying to
deal with in my life.

505
00:49:12,615 --> 00:49:13,755
"Lo seme di felicita

506
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:17,205
messo de Dio nell'anima
ben posta."

507
00:49:17,285 --> 00:49:21,625
Quoting Dante can't change
what happened.

508
00:49:23,715 --> 00:49:27,315
I won't get involved with
a drug addict.

509
00:49:27,335 --> 00:49:28,855
I've been clean for six years.

510
00:49:28,885 --> 00:49:32,865
I won't get involved with
an alcoholic either.

511
00:49:32,885 --> 00:49:34,275
My mom was one.

512
00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:35,995
I admit I drink,

513
00:49:36,015 --> 00:49:38,645
but I'm not addicted to alcohol.

514
00:49:38,725 --> 00:49:42,035
I'm not that same naive
17-year-old girl.

515
00:49:42,065 --> 00:49:43,995
No, you're a beautiful woman,
Beatrice.

516
00:49:44,025 --> 00:49:47,795
Stop saying that.
It's an illusion!

517
00:49:47,815 --> 00:49:50,795
It was real.
It was everything.

518
00:49:50,825 --> 00:49:53,135
As soon as I touched you,
I knew.

519
00:49:53,155 --> 00:49:56,495
I remembered you.
My body remembers you.

520
00:49:57,785 --> 00:50:02,395
It was only my conscious mind
that had forgotten.

521
00:50:02,415 --> 00:50:05,015
I know I have hurt you.

522
00:50:05,045 --> 00:50:08,255
And I know I have a dark side.

523
00:50:09,595 --> 00:50:13,115
Will you let me show
what I can do?

524
00:50:13,135 --> 00:50:17,765
Will you let me show
that I can be good?

525
00:50:18,435 --> 00:50:21,475
I can be very, very good.

526
00:50:24,895 --> 00:50:27,735
This isn't how I imagined it.

527
00:50:28,315 --> 00:50:30,545
Finding you again
is so different

528
00:50:30,565 --> 00:50:32,865
from how I dreamed.

529
00:50:34,115 --> 00:50:36,635
You aren't who
I thought you were.

530
00:50:36,655 --> 00:50:40,435
You came to me last night,
and it was all there.

531
00:50:40,455 --> 00:50:43,835
Every feeling, every...

532
00:50:46,505 --> 00:50:48,645
Every memory,

533
00:50:48,675 --> 00:50:52,045
every sensation I had came back.

534
00:50:52,385 --> 00:50:56,595
Tell me it meant nothing to you
and I'll let you go.

535
00:50:59,975 --> 00:51:03,665
Your skin remembers me,

536
00:51:03,685 --> 00:51:05,855
and so does your heart.

537
00:51:31,125 --> 00:51:32,275
Remember your first.

538
00:51:40,095 --> 00:51:43,155
Let me show you what I can do

539
00:51:43,185 --> 00:51:45,225
when I take it slow.

540
00:52:22,845 --> 00:52:25,435
(panting)

541
00:52:27,685 --> 00:52:31,485
Last night, you talked about
being friends.

542
00:52:32,105 --> 00:52:35,655
Friends don't kiss like that.

543
00:52:35,945 --> 00:52:38,405
I want to court you.

544
00:52:40,575 --> 00:52:44,155
And I intend to kiss you a lot.

545
00:52:49,915 --> 00:52:51,935
I won't be shared.

546
00:52:51,965 --> 00:52:56,215
I'm not in the habit of sharing
what's precious to me.

547
00:52:57,755 --> 00:53:00,135
I won't share you either.

548
00:53:03,805 --> 00:53:06,825
You may not sleep with
anyone else,

549
00:53:06,855 --> 00:53:10,455
even while I'm still...
deciding.

550
00:53:10,475 --> 00:53:12,035
Done.

551
00:53:12,065 --> 00:53:14,065
What about Paulina?

552
00:53:16,065 --> 00:53:17,125
Don't worry about her.

553
00:53:17,155 --> 00:53:19,505
Is she your wife?
Ex-wife?

554
00:53:19,525 --> 00:53:20,755
No.

555
00:53:20,785 --> 00:53:23,805
What about M-A-I-A,
the tattoo on your chest?

556
00:53:23,825 --> 00:53:26,265
Please stop.
I can't.

557
00:53:26,285 --> 00:53:27,305
Then neither can I.

558
00:53:27,325 --> 00:53:31,515
Tell me who made you feel
so insecure about yourself?

559
00:53:31,545 --> 00:53:34,755
Hm? Was it Simon?

560
00:53:35,335 --> 00:53:39,095
You said it in your sleep
and you sounded upset.

561
00:53:41,095 --> 00:53:42,485
- Tell me.
- No.

562
00:53:42,515 --> 00:53:44,095
Why not?

563
00:53:44,475 --> 00:53:47,475
Because it makes me sick.

564
00:53:49,095 --> 00:53:53,495
He... He didn't force you,
did he?

565
00:53:53,525 --> 00:53:55,025
No.

566
00:53:59,615 --> 00:54:03,235
We both have secrets
we don't want to tell.

567
00:54:05,995 --> 00:54:08,055
I won't lie to you,

568
00:54:08,075 --> 00:54:11,095
but I can't tell you everything.

569
00:54:11,125 --> 00:54:13,915
I know I've disappointed you.

570
00:54:14,715 --> 00:54:18,625
I wish I was the knight
rather than the dragon.

571
00:54:21,345 --> 00:54:24,195
You can banish me,

572
00:54:24,215 --> 00:54:27,265
or save me with a single word.

573
00:54:34,605 --> 00:54:36,185
(sighs)

574
00:54:47,705 --> 00:54:49,745
I should go.

575
00:54:53,585 --> 00:54:58,465
I need to prepare for my
meeting with Professor Picton.

576
00:54:58,835 --> 00:55:01,255
When will I see you again?

577
00:55:02,045 --> 00:55:03,905
At your seminar next week.

578
00:55:03,925 --> 00:55:06,255
That's too far off.

579
00:55:07,215 --> 00:55:09,535
- Dinner?
- I can't.

580
00:55:09,555 --> 00:55:14,435
You're still my professor
and I'm your student.

581
00:55:34,335 --> 00:55:38,935
"The Figure of Beatrice: A Study
in Dante" by Charles Williams?

582
00:55:38,965 --> 00:55:42,965
Katherine will be impressed
if you're familiar with it.

583
00:55:43,275 --> 00:55:45,845
Thank you.

584
00:55:55,765 --> 00:55:57,815
Goodbye, Gabriel.

585
00:56:30,845 --> 00:56:31,865
It's Gabriel Emerson.

586
00:56:31,885 --> 00:56:34,935
I need to speak to John
immediately.

587
00:56:35,935 --> 00:56:38,835
Tell him I'm on my way
to see him.

588
00:56:38,855 --> 00:56:40,525
Thanks.

589
00:56:51,995 --> 00:56:54,285
(knocking)

590
00:56:54,995 --> 00:56:56,435
PICTON:
Julia Mitchell, I presume.

591
00:56:56,455 --> 00:57:00,145
Yes. It's wonderful to meet
you, Professor Picton.

592
00:57:00,165 --> 00:57:02,545
PICTON: Please, sit.

593
00:57:04,085 --> 00:57:08,105
Your grades from St. Joseph's
are impressive.

594
00:57:08,135 --> 00:57:09,405
Thank you.

595
00:57:09,425 --> 00:57:11,075
But if I'm to be your advisor,

596
00:57:11,095 --> 00:57:14,555
I'll need more than good grades.

597
00:57:18,555 --> 00:57:22,775
I fell in love with Dante
when I was 17.

598
00:57:22,855 --> 00:57:27,005
Ever since then,
he's haunted my dreams.

599
00:57:27,025 --> 00:57:28,775
Continue.

600
00:57:29,905 --> 00:57:32,675
My professional advice is to
stay away from her.

601
00:57:32,695 --> 00:57:33,675
GABRIEL: Impossible.

602
00:57:33,695 --> 00:57:35,345
- Is she at least over 18?
- What?

603
00:57:35,365 --> 00:57:36,935
Please tell me you're not
screwing a freshman.

604
00:57:36,955 --> 00:57:40,095
Don't be vile, John.
She's a grad student.

605
00:57:40,125 --> 00:57:41,305
Oh, good.

606
00:57:41,335 --> 00:57:42,265
I can't state for sure

607
00:57:42,295 --> 00:57:44,515
without first seeing the
non-fraternization policy,

608
00:57:44,545 --> 00:57:46,315
but you're likely putting
your job in jeopardy

609
00:57:46,335 --> 00:57:47,605
if you're sleeping with
a student.

610
00:57:47,635 --> 00:57:50,985
- We're not sleeping together.
- Keep it that way.

611
00:57:51,005 --> 00:57:52,195
No sexual activity whatsoever,

612
00:57:52,215 --> 00:57:54,575
and it doesn't matter
if it's consensual.

613
00:57:54,595 --> 00:57:56,185
Got it?

614
00:57:57,435 --> 00:58:01,535
But what if we're involved
romantically and not sexually?

615
00:58:01,565 --> 00:58:03,245
(laughing)

616
00:58:03,275 --> 00:58:05,255
Are you kidding me, Emerson?

617
00:58:05,275 --> 00:58:06,215
I'm dead serious.

618
00:58:06,235 --> 00:58:09,675
Would our platonic relationship
violate that policy or not?

619
00:58:09,695 --> 00:58:10,635
Given your reputation?

620
00:58:10,655 --> 00:58:15,255
(sighs) Regardless
if you're believed or not,

621
00:58:15,285 --> 00:58:16,715
the employer would
still have to provide

622
00:58:16,745 --> 00:58:20,055
evidence of a sexual nature,
unless your chiquita...

623
00:58:20,075 --> 00:58:22,345
Don't call her that.

624
00:58:22,375 --> 00:58:26,895
Unless she or someone else
files a complaint against you.

625
00:58:26,915 --> 00:58:28,185
And if they can't prove it?

626
00:58:28,215 --> 00:58:29,565
If they can't prove
you were fucking,

627
00:58:29,585 --> 00:58:31,605
you'd likely receive a reprimand
for an improper relationship,

628
00:58:31,635 --> 00:58:35,775
but I can't state for certain
without first seeing the policy.

629
00:58:35,805 --> 00:58:37,725
(sighs)

630
00:58:40,475 --> 00:58:44,125
- Thank you, John.
- And, Gabriel,

631
00:58:44,145 --> 00:58:45,125
stay out of trouble.

632
00:58:45,145 --> 00:58:49,255
No girls, no fist fights,
no public drunkenness, nothing.

633
00:58:49,275 --> 00:58:52,585
Any lawsuit with the university
will expose your past.

634
00:58:52,615 --> 00:58:54,775
Remember that.

635
00:59:00,415 --> 00:59:02,375
(knocking on window)

636
00:59:05,335 --> 00:59:07,505
Julianne, it's Gabriel.

637
00:59:15,505 --> 00:59:17,695
What are you doing here?

638
00:59:17,715 --> 00:59:19,595
Dinner.

639
00:59:25,815 --> 00:59:27,525
Nice towel.

640
00:59:28,685 --> 00:59:30,355
I'll change.

641
00:59:46,495 --> 00:59:48,585
What's all this for?

642
00:59:48,835 --> 00:59:51,775
Just a little something to
celebrate Katherine

643
00:59:51,795 --> 00:59:54,835
agreeing to be your advisor.

644
00:59:54,925 --> 00:59:56,065
How do you know she agreed?

645
00:59:56,095 --> 01:00:00,535
She told me. She also told me
that you impressed her greatly.

646
01:00:00,555 --> 01:00:04,285
I didn't think I would when she
said my subject was derivative.

647
01:00:04,305 --> 01:00:07,165
Instead of comparing
courtly love and lust,

648
01:00:07,185 --> 01:00:09,245
I'm going to examine
aspects of friendship

649
01:00:09,275 --> 01:00:13,045
between Virgil and Dante with
the theme of courtly love.

650
01:00:13,065 --> 01:00:17,295
So instead of lust and love,
it'll be...

651
01:00:17,325 --> 01:00:19,155
love and friendship.

652
01:00:21,245 --> 01:00:23,135
Sounds appropriate.

653
01:00:23,165 --> 01:00:27,015
What about the
non-fraternization policy?

654
01:00:27,035 --> 01:00:30,015
As long as we're
chaste and discreet,

655
01:00:30,045 --> 01:00:33,425
I don't think
we'll have a problem.

656
01:00:37,385 --> 01:00:41,015
Does that mean no kissing?

657
01:00:43,185 --> 01:00:44,495
Do you want me to kiss you?

658
01:00:44,515 --> 01:00:50,035
You can't be kissing me one moment
and grading my essays the next.

659
01:00:50,065 --> 01:00:54,715
True. I'll ask Katherine
to grade your work.

660
01:00:54,735 --> 01:00:59,025
Now, where were we?

661
01:01:00,195 --> 01:01:03,845
Is this just an affair to you?

662
01:01:03,865 --> 01:01:04,885
No.

663
01:01:04,915 --> 01:01:09,335
No, I... I want us to
get to know each other.

664
01:01:10,205 --> 01:01:14,425
I want to spend as much time
with you as possible.

665
01:01:14,625 --> 01:01:16,025
And once the semester is over,

666
01:01:16,045 --> 01:01:19,355
we can see where this
is going, but...

667
01:01:19,385 --> 01:01:21,635
that's entirely up to you.

668
01:01:26,055 --> 01:01:28,185
I'm at your mercy.

669
01:01:58,925 --> 01:02:01,615
This is a declaration of desire.

670
01:02:01,635 --> 01:02:04,485
If we were lovers,
I would have kissed you like that

671
01:02:04,515 --> 01:02:08,535
just to signal my intention
to take you to bed.

672
01:02:08,555 --> 01:02:11,825
But for now, I can only declare

673
01:02:11,855 --> 01:02:14,645
that I burn for you.

674
01:02:17,695 --> 01:02:22,615
Let's eat.
I promise not to stay late.

675
01:02:26,035 --> 01:02:28,375
I don't want you to go.

676
01:02:38,585 --> 01:02:40,545
What was that?

677
01:02:43,005 --> 01:02:46,015
I want you to stay with me.

678
01:03:04,655 --> 01:03:07,215
(water running)

679
01:03:07,245 --> 01:03:08,995
(faucet squeaks)

680
01:03:11,415 --> 01:03:13,295
(door opens)

681
01:03:15,665 --> 01:03:17,455
Good morning.

682
01:03:21,005 --> 01:03:23,025
You're not saying much.

683
01:03:23,045 --> 01:03:24,105
You're half naked.

684
01:03:24,135 --> 01:03:28,025
You want me to be wholly naked?

685
01:03:28,055 --> 01:03:29,725
I'm kidding.

686
01:03:39,105 --> 01:03:40,895
(door closes)

687
01:03:45,945 --> 01:03:49,615
♪♪

688
01:03:58,455 --> 01:04:01,125
(speaking Italian)

689
01:04:04,635 --> 01:04:09,345
(continues in Italian)

690
01:04:10,135 --> 01:04:11,695
By that, Dante means...

691
01:04:11,725 --> 01:04:13,785
♪ You ran away ♪

692
01:04:13,805 --> 01:04:16,495
♪ April, May and June ♪

693
01:04:16,515 --> 01:04:18,375
♪ When you came back ♪

694
01:04:18,395 --> 01:04:21,545
♪ I was over the moon ♪

695
01:04:21,565 --> 01:04:23,665
♪ I was high, I was high ♪

696
01:04:23,695 --> 01:04:25,835
♪ Over the moon ♪

697
01:04:25,865 --> 01:04:27,925
♪ You were there,
you were there ♪

698
01:04:27,945 --> 01:04:30,555
♪ Midnight and noon, oh ♪

699
01:04:30,575 --> 01:04:32,555
♪ Bring it back,
bring it back ♪

700
01:04:32,575 --> 01:04:35,265
♪ We started too soon ♪

701
01:04:35,285 --> 01:04:37,095
♪ I was high, I was high ♪

702
01:04:37,125 --> 01:04:41,435
♪ Over the moon, oh, oh ♪

703
01:04:41,465 --> 01:04:44,275
♪♪

704
01:04:53,685 --> 01:04:55,645
(knocking)

705
01:04:57,315 --> 01:05:01,875
♪ Then came Fall, babe,
and we fell hard ♪

706
01:05:01,895 --> 01:05:03,125
♪ Bruised our bodies ♪

707
01:05:03,145 --> 01:05:05,045
♪ Skinned our knees
and our hearts ♪

708
01:05:05,065 --> 01:05:06,005
They're beautiful.

709
01:05:06,025 --> 01:05:11,005
♪ Then I got sick, yeah,
but no one could tell ♪

710
01:05:11,035 --> 01:05:12,715
♪ Now I drink your love ♪

711
01:05:12,745 --> 01:05:16,135
♪ Drink it right from
the well ♪

712
01:05:16,165 --> 01:05:18,265
♪ And it's good,
and it's good ♪

713
01:05:18,285 --> 01:05:20,765
♪ Right from the well ♪

714
01:05:20,795 --> 01:05:22,815
♪ Wanna taste, wanna touch ♪

715
01:05:22,835 --> 01:05:25,275
♪ Wanna see and smell, oh ♪

716
01:05:25,295 --> 01:05:27,565
♪ And it feels
like it feels ♪

717
01:05:27,595 --> 01:05:30,115
♪ Feeling so well ♪

718
01:05:30,135 --> 01:05:31,985
♪ Wanna drink, wanna drink ♪

719
01:05:32,015 --> 01:05:33,735
♪ Right from the well ♪

720
01:05:33,765 --> 01:05:35,905
♪ Oh, oh ♪

721
01:05:35,935 --> 01:05:39,645
♪♪

722
01:05:55,155 --> 01:05:56,635
♪ Here I sit ♪

723
01:05:56,665 --> 01:05:59,395
♪ In my burning cell ♪

724
01:05:59,415 --> 01:06:01,305
♪ Summer sun ♪

725
01:06:01,335 --> 01:06:03,815
♪ Feelin' hotter than hell ♪

726
01:06:03,835 --> 01:06:05,605
♪ I need your love ♪

727
01:06:05,625 --> 01:06:07,735
♪ Like the air I breathe ♪

728
01:06:07,755 --> 01:06:13,315
♪ I need it more than
you could ever believe ♪

729
01:06:13,345 --> 01:06:15,445
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

730
01:06:15,475 --> 01:06:17,865
♪ Give it to me ♪

731
01:06:17,895 --> 01:06:19,865
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

732
01:06:19,895 --> 01:06:22,325
♪ All that I need, oh ♪

733
01:06:22,355 --> 01:06:24,455
♪ And I take,
and I take ♪

734
01:06:24,485 --> 01:06:26,915
♪ Blood that you bleed ♪

735
01:06:26,935 --> 01:06:29,005
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

736
01:06:29,025 --> 01:06:31,465
♪ Give it to me, oh ♪

737
01:06:31,485 --> 01:06:33,635
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

738
01:06:33,655 --> 01:06:36,005
♪ Give it to me ♪

739
01:06:36,035 --> 01:06:38,215
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

740
01:06:38,245 --> 01:06:40,885
♪ All that I need, oh ♪

741
01:06:40,915 --> 01:06:42,765
♪ And I take, and I take ♪

742
01:06:42,795 --> 01:06:45,145
♪ Blood that you bleed ♪

743
01:06:45,165 --> 01:06:47,315
♪ And you give,
and you give ♪

744
01:06:47,335 --> 01:06:50,565
♪ Give it to me, oh, oh ♪

745
01:06:50,595 --> 01:06:54,305
♪♪

746
01:07:14,695 --> 01:07:17,175
Are you going home for
Thanksgiving?

747
01:07:17,195 --> 01:07:19,095
Yes. Are you?

748
01:07:19,115 --> 01:07:20,745
Yes.

749
01:07:21,325 --> 01:07:25,245
Would you consider
flying with me?

750
01:07:28,795 --> 01:07:31,005
I'd like that.

751
01:07:34,425 --> 01:07:37,275
I don't like Thanksgiving,

752
01:07:37,305 --> 01:07:39,615
but Grace made it nice.

753
01:07:39,635 --> 01:07:42,615
We didn't really celebrate.

754
01:07:42,645 --> 01:07:44,475
Why not?

755
01:07:46,275 --> 01:07:49,995
During my last Thanksgiving
with my mom,

756
01:07:50,025 --> 01:07:53,945
she was on a bender with
one of her boyfriends.

757
01:07:54,365 --> 01:07:57,335
I decided to cook
a Martha Stewart recipe.

758
01:07:57,365 --> 01:08:01,305
I put all the food on a tray
to carry it to the table.

759
01:08:01,325 --> 01:08:05,185
And her boyfriend stuck out
his foot and tripped me.

760
01:08:05,205 --> 01:08:08,165
Everything went flying.

761
01:08:08,585 --> 01:08:10,315
Were you hurt?

762
01:08:10,335 --> 01:08:12,215
I don't remember.

763
01:08:13,965 --> 01:08:16,155
Sharon just laughed at me.

764
01:08:16,175 --> 01:08:20,985
And then got bored and
went into her room to...

765
01:08:21,015 --> 01:08:24,855
They didn't even bother
closing the door.

766
01:08:27,055 --> 01:08:28,645
My God.

767
01:08:48,955 --> 01:08:51,255
What's this scar from?

768
01:08:53,125 --> 01:08:55,135
You can tell me.

769
01:09:03,805 --> 01:09:05,515
Sharon hit me.

770
01:09:07,055 --> 01:09:12,815
I fell and hit my head against
the corner of the kitchen counter.

771
01:09:15,025 --> 01:09:19,135
I called my dad in the
hospital and said...

772
01:09:19,155 --> 01:09:23,385
that if head he didn't come
and pick me up,

773
01:09:23,405 --> 01:09:25,455
I was gonna run away.

774
01:09:29,875 --> 01:09:31,625
And that was it.

775
01:09:33,965 --> 01:09:36,675
I never saw my mom again.

776
01:09:40,255 --> 01:09:43,885
I'm sorry that those things
happened to you.

777
01:09:46,595 --> 01:09:49,105
I was pretty lucky, actually.

778
01:09:50,515 --> 01:09:53,085
Sharon only hit me once.

779
01:09:53,105 --> 01:09:55,275
No one hits me here.

780
01:09:57,525 --> 01:10:01,275
And I have a friend
who feeds me.

781
01:10:03,655 --> 01:10:08,425
You should have been
cuddled and adored,

782
01:10:08,455 --> 01:10:11,085
and treated like a princess.

783
01:10:11,625 --> 01:10:13,815
I don't believe in fairy tales.

784
01:10:13,835 --> 01:10:16,275
I'd like to make you believe.

785
01:10:34,185 --> 01:10:36,355
Do you have any scars?

786
01:10:37,235 --> 01:10:42,375
You can't hit something that
you don't know is there.

787
01:10:42,405 --> 01:10:44,115
I'm sorry.

788
01:10:44,325 --> 01:10:47,595
It's difficult to know
what's worse,

789
01:10:47,615 --> 01:10:51,205
being hit or being ignored.

790
01:10:51,335 --> 01:10:54,955
I guess it depends on
the kind of pain you prefer.

791
01:10:56,715 --> 01:11:01,595
Happiness is something I know
precious little about.

792
01:11:05,385 --> 01:11:08,095
Why aren't you happy now?

793
01:11:08,555 --> 01:11:13,225
"I bartered my birthright
for a bowl of pottage."

794
01:11:18,695 --> 01:11:21,335
Yes, I can quote scripture.

795
01:11:21,355 --> 01:11:23,115
I'm not a pagan.

796
01:11:23,905 --> 01:11:27,785
Richard and Grace
were devout Episcopalians.

797
01:11:29,205 --> 01:11:32,455
I only go to Mass when I'm sad.

798
01:11:33,125 --> 01:11:35,705
Or at Easter or Christmas.

799
01:11:36,875 --> 01:11:42,275
I still believe even though
I don't live like it.

800
01:11:42,295 --> 01:11:44,905
I know that makes me
a hypocrite.

801
01:11:44,925 --> 01:11:46,655
All believers are hypocrites

802
01:11:46,675 --> 01:11:50,155
because none of us
live up to our beliefs.

803
01:11:50,175 --> 01:11:53,765
But if you still believe,
you have hope.

804
01:11:54,555 --> 01:11:58,355
Happiness is possible
for you, too.

805
01:12:03,115 --> 01:12:05,405
I lost my soul.

806
01:12:07,995 --> 01:12:10,115
What do you mean?

807
01:12:12,325 --> 01:12:15,995
I have committed
the sin unto death.

808
01:12:25,925 --> 01:12:32,135
Do you believe there's a
difference between right and wrong?

809
01:12:32,635 --> 01:12:34,535
Of course.

810
01:12:34,555 --> 01:12:37,835
But knowing isn't the problem.

811
01:12:37,855 --> 01:12:40,415
It's the doing.

812
01:12:40,435 --> 01:12:42,125
Only a creature with a soul

813
01:12:42,155 --> 01:12:45,835
can tell the difference
between right and wrong.

814
01:12:45,865 --> 01:12:50,865
You've made mistakes,
but you feel remorse.

815
01:12:52,865 --> 01:12:55,675
You still have your soul.

816
01:12:55,705 --> 01:12:59,245
A chance at redemption.

817
01:13:11,515 --> 01:13:13,385
Will you stay?

818
01:13:16,095 --> 01:13:19,495
I won't let anyone hurt you.

819
01:13:19,515 --> 01:13:21,685
Least of all me.

820
01:13:34,575 --> 01:13:37,095
When is your birthday?

821
01:13:37,125 --> 01:13:39,895
Ah, come on.
Don't deprive me.

822
01:13:39,915 --> 01:13:41,975
When is your birthday?

823
01:13:42,005 --> 01:13:43,605
September 1st.
You missed it.

824
01:13:43,625 --> 01:13:44,975
No, I haven't.

825
01:13:45,005 --> 01:13:48,155
Are you free next Saturday?

826
01:13:48,185 --> 01:13:51,015
We can celebrate it then.

827
01:13:51,515 --> 01:13:52,485
What will we be doing?

828
01:13:52,515 --> 01:13:53,775
Let me worry about that.

829
01:13:53,805 --> 01:13:57,895
Are you accepting
my invitation or not?

830
01:13:58,805 --> 01:14:01,415
(chuckling)
I am accept with gratitude.

831
01:14:01,435 --> 01:14:03,585
Please don't tickle me.

832
01:14:03,605 --> 01:14:07,395
Please don't tickle me.
(laughing)

833
01:14:11,275 --> 01:14:13,885
I want to see you Friday night.

834
01:14:13,905 --> 01:14:16,265
- After your lecture?
- Mm-hm.

835
01:14:16,285 --> 01:14:19,185
I'll have to come up with
an excuse for Paul.

836
01:14:19,205 --> 01:14:21,335
We're going together.

837
01:14:22,995 --> 01:14:27,105
Did we or did we not have
an arrangement

838
01:14:27,125 --> 01:14:29,505
that excluded sharing?

839
01:14:30,545 --> 01:14:32,355
We're friends.

840
01:14:32,385 --> 01:14:35,575
He asked me to go.
I didn't think it was wrong.

841
01:14:35,595 --> 01:14:39,745
Do you want me seeing
other women as friends?

842
01:14:39,765 --> 01:14:43,035
Going to public events
with them?

843
01:14:43,065 --> 01:14:43,705
No.

844
01:14:43,725 --> 01:14:46,735
Then extend me
the same courtesy.

845
01:14:51,655 --> 01:14:55,715
Being a grad student
in a strange city is lonely.

846
01:14:55,735 --> 01:15:00,425
Please don't make me give up
the one friend I have,

847
01:15:00,455 --> 01:15:01,515
apart from you.

848
01:15:01,535 --> 01:15:02,895
Then I really will be isolated

849
01:15:02,915 --> 01:15:06,895
since I can't be around you
all the time.

850
01:15:06,915 --> 01:15:10,675
Julianne, I'll concede that
you need a friend.

851
01:15:11,675 --> 01:15:16,135
But he needs to realize that
you are no longer available.

852
01:15:17,175 --> 01:15:19,155
He's far too invested as it is,

853
01:15:19,185 --> 01:15:24,225
and that could create
a problem for us.

854
01:15:26,235 --> 01:15:29,395
I'll tell him
I have a boyfriend.

855
01:15:31,405 --> 01:15:33,695
And his name is Owen.

856
01:15:37,695 --> 01:15:39,995
(chuckles)

857
01:15:48,585 --> 01:15:51,425
(indistinct chatter)

858
01:15:57,715 --> 01:16:00,115
Look at him.

859
01:16:00,135 --> 01:16:02,325
A vest and a pocket watch?

860
01:16:02,355 --> 01:16:04,745
(chuckles)
How old is this guy?

861
01:16:04,765 --> 01:16:06,665
I bet he has a personal
portrait in his attic

862
01:16:06,685 --> 01:16:09,835
that's aging rather rapidly.

863
01:16:09,855 --> 01:16:10,875
Professor.

864
01:16:10,895 --> 01:16:11,875
Looking forward to this.

865
01:16:11,895 --> 01:16:16,115
Who's that next to
Professor Martin?

866
01:16:16,195 --> 01:16:17,885
PAUL: Professor Singer.

867
01:16:17,905 --> 01:16:20,305
- Professor.
- PAUL: She's the worst.

868
01:16:20,325 --> 01:16:22,845
She's known as Professor Pain.

869
01:16:22,865 --> 01:16:24,435
Pain?

870
01:16:24,455 --> 01:16:26,375
She's into S&M.

871
01:16:26,625 --> 01:16:29,835
You should check out her website.
It's pretty hard-core.

872
01:16:33,335 --> 01:16:34,735
Better yet, don't.

873
01:16:34,755 --> 01:16:38,255
Stay away from her.
I do.

874
01:16:42,975 --> 01:16:45,655
I feel so overdressed.

875
01:16:45,685 --> 01:16:47,475
You look nice.

876
01:16:49,605 --> 01:16:52,105
Your boyfriend's a lucky guy.

877
01:16:57,905 --> 01:17:00,755
Professor Martin invited me to
the faculty dinner after,

878
01:17:00,785 --> 01:17:03,995
and he said I could
bring a guest.

879
01:17:04,575 --> 01:17:07,345
Want to go?

880
01:17:07,375 --> 01:17:09,165
As friends?

881
01:17:10,585 --> 01:17:12,415
GABRIEL: Welcome.

882
01:17:14,875 --> 01:17:17,605
"Lust in Dante's Inferno:

883
01:17:17,635 --> 01:17:22,435
The Deadly Sin
Against the Self."

884
01:17:22,805 --> 01:17:26,205
Immediately,
one might wonder why lust

885
01:17:26,225 --> 01:17:29,785
would be a sin against the self

886
01:17:29,815 --> 01:17:33,835
since it is always directed
toward another,

887
01:17:33,855 --> 01:17:36,545
the use of another human being

888
01:17:36,565 --> 01:17:40,825
for personal, sexual
gratification.

889
01:17:41,995 --> 01:17:45,765
Evil can only feed off of
goodness

890
01:17:45,785 --> 01:17:46,675
like a parasite.

891
01:17:46,705 --> 01:17:49,725
If all the goodness of
a creature were eliminated,

892
01:17:49,745 --> 01:17:52,015
then the creature in question
would no longer exist.

893
01:17:52,045 --> 01:17:55,145
In making the connection
between Beatrice and Virgil,

894
01:17:55,175 --> 01:17:59,855
Dante is expressing his notion
that...

895
01:17:59,885 --> 01:18:01,945
courtly love...

896
01:18:01,965 --> 01:18:06,895
is tied to reason
rather than passion.

897
01:18:08,395 --> 01:18:10,515
But what of lust?

898
01:18:12,185 --> 01:18:16,415
If love is the rabbit,

899
01:18:16,445 --> 01:18:19,275
then lust is the wolf.

900
01:18:22,445 --> 01:18:24,005
Dante says so explicitly

901
01:18:24,035 --> 01:18:27,305
when he identifies lust
as a sin,

902
01:18:27,325 --> 01:18:31,585
a sin in which passion
overtakes reason.

903
01:18:32,085 --> 01:18:36,355
In Dante's philosophy,
lust is a misplaced love,

904
01:18:36,375 --> 01:18:40,155
but a kind of love nonetheless.

905
01:18:40,185 --> 01:18:40,985
For this reason,

906
01:18:41,005 --> 01:18:46,305
it is the least evil of
the seven deadly sins.

907
01:18:47,305 --> 01:18:53,955
In contrast to lust,
which is a mortal sin...

908
01:18:53,975 --> 01:18:55,605
is love.

909
01:18:56,815 --> 01:19:01,255
Dante argues that a lover is
related to his beloved

910
01:19:01,275 --> 01:19:04,695
as if...

911
01:19:05,615 --> 01:19:08,885
his beloved...

912
01:19:08,915 --> 01:19:11,625
were a part of himself.

913
01:19:21,965 --> 01:19:24,445
(indistinct chatter)

914
01:19:24,465 --> 01:19:26,095
Emerson.

915
01:19:27,265 --> 01:19:29,765
Come sit.

916
01:19:29,935 --> 01:19:33,515
I've ordered Sangria
for everyone.

917
01:19:41,905 --> 01:19:44,735
(indistinct chatter)

918
01:19:45,695 --> 01:19:49,555
Looks like Emerson and Singer
are at it again?

919
01:19:49,575 --> 01:19:51,175
What?

920
01:19:51,205 --> 01:19:52,175
They had an affair.

921
01:19:52,205 --> 01:19:56,645
And from the looks of it,
it never ended.

922
01:19:56,665 --> 01:19:58,975
JULIA: They dated?

923
01:19:59,005 --> 01:20:00,435
PAUL: Singer doesn't date.

924
01:20:00,465 --> 01:20:04,095
She's into pain and control.

925
01:20:09,055 --> 01:20:12,365
That means he's into...

926
01:20:12,395 --> 01:20:15,395
S&M. Yeah.

927
01:20:37,335 --> 01:20:41,465
Excuse me. I need to use
the ladies room.

928
01:20:54,015 --> 01:20:56,365
GABRIEL'S VOICE:
Please don't come to dinner.

929
01:20:56,395 --> 01:20:57,285
Go to my place.

930
01:20:57,315 --> 01:20:59,955
The concierge will let you in.

931
01:20:59,975 --> 01:21:01,795
I'll explain later.

932
01:21:01,815 --> 01:21:04,445
Do as I ask. G.

933
01:21:04,525 --> 01:21:06,255
JULIA'S VOICE:
My phone was off.

934
01:21:06,275 --> 01:21:09,735
(door opens, closes)

935
01:21:10,115 --> 01:21:11,825
(sighs)

936
01:21:33,595 --> 01:21:35,955
I'm Professor Singer.

937
01:21:35,975 --> 01:21:38,705
It's a pleasure to meet you.

938
01:21:38,725 --> 01:21:40,355
Julia.

939
01:21:44,565 --> 01:21:47,255
Do I make you nervous, Julia?

940
01:21:47,275 --> 01:21:50,735
No. If you'll excuse me.

941
01:21:51,405 --> 01:21:54,595
Did you like watching
what I was doing to Emerson

942
01:21:54,615 --> 01:21:56,095
under the table?

943
01:21:56,115 --> 01:21:58,885
Because I saw you looking.

944
01:21:58,915 --> 01:22:02,835
- I...
- I think I've made you blush.

945
01:22:02,915 --> 01:22:08,505
In fact, I think I've made
you blush all over your body.

946
01:22:08,635 --> 01:22:12,135
I think you want me
to tease you.

947
01:22:12,635 --> 01:22:15,615
You'd make a very pretty pet.

948
01:22:15,635 --> 01:22:19,285
I'm not interested in being
anyone's pet.

949
01:22:19,305 --> 01:22:23,335
Feisty. Ooh!
I like a feisty pet.

950
01:22:23,355 --> 01:22:26,415
I'm a human being,
not a fucking animal.

951
01:22:26,445 --> 01:22:27,165
(chuckles)

952
01:22:27,195 --> 01:22:29,505
Human beings are animals,
my dear.

953
01:22:29,525 --> 01:22:34,845
We share the same physiology,
the same reactions to stimuli,

954
01:22:34,865 --> 01:22:39,385
and we have the same need
for food, drink,

955
01:22:39,415 --> 01:22:42,145
and... sex.

956
01:22:42,165 --> 01:22:43,805
I know what an animal is,

957
01:22:43,835 --> 01:22:48,255
and I have no interest
in being fucked like one.

958
01:22:48,635 --> 01:22:51,065
If you change your mind,

959
01:22:51,095 --> 01:22:52,025
come and find us.

960
01:22:52,055 --> 01:22:55,475
Us? Not a chance in hell!

961
01:22:58,515 --> 01:23:00,495
- Shh.
- Let go of me!

962
01:23:00,515 --> 01:23:01,575
It's me.

963
01:23:01,605 --> 01:23:04,875
I saw Singer follow you.
What did she do to you?

964
01:23:04,895 --> 01:23:07,415
She invited me to become
her pet.

965
01:23:07,445 --> 01:23:09,415
This is what I wanted to avoid.

966
01:23:09,445 --> 01:23:11,715
You're like a lamb to her wolf.

967
01:23:11,735 --> 01:23:12,635
She only noticed me

968
01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:15,425
because I caught her
molesting you under the table.

969
01:23:15,445 --> 01:23:16,635
She's goading me.

970
01:23:16,655 --> 01:23:20,095
It's... It's a game for her.
I can't react.

971
01:23:20,115 --> 01:23:22,095
Well, I can and it's disgusting.

972
01:23:22,125 --> 01:23:24,935
Please. You're shaking.
Tell me if she hurt you.

973
01:23:24,955 --> 01:23:27,605
Hurt me? No.
I handled it.

974
01:23:27,625 --> 01:23:31,235
But tell me,
did you let her hurt you?

975
01:23:31,255 --> 01:23:32,355
What did Paul tell you?

976
01:23:32,385 --> 01:23:36,235
Enough. Are you into
that sort of thing?

977
01:23:36,255 --> 01:23:38,495
This is not the place
to discuss it.

978
01:23:38,515 --> 01:23:40,195
Do you still want her?

979
01:23:40,225 --> 01:23:45,075
No. No! Never. It was just
a couple of encounters.

980
01:23:45,105 --> 01:23:46,795
It was over a year ago.

981
01:23:46,815 --> 01:23:48,755
Is she one of the women
in your photos?

982
01:23:48,775 --> 01:23:50,875
Fuck, no! Those were
women I liked.

983
01:23:50,895 --> 01:23:55,335
Julianne,
I can't explain this here.

984
01:23:55,365 --> 01:23:57,035
Please.

985
01:23:58,075 --> 01:24:03,785
I don't understand why anyone
would not choose kindness.

986
01:24:05,205 --> 01:24:08,505
Life is painful enough.

987
01:24:15,505 --> 01:24:17,405
Go to my place.

988
01:24:17,425 --> 01:24:20,495
I'll meet you there later.

989
01:24:20,515 --> 01:24:22,185
Please.

990
01:24:22,765 --> 01:24:27,225
I feel like I have no idea
who you really are.

991
01:24:28,355 --> 01:24:30,605
And that hurts.

992
01:24:39,285 --> 01:24:41,305
JULIA'S VOICE:
Not feeling well. Sorry.

993
01:24:41,325 --> 01:24:43,615
I'm going home.

994
01:26:56,335 --> 01:26:58,395
You're still here.

995
01:26:58,425 --> 01:27:00,855
I was worried you wouldn't...

996
01:27:00,885 --> 01:27:02,805
So was I.

997
01:27:22,155 --> 01:27:26,195
You looked so beautiful tonight.

998
01:27:29,325 --> 01:27:32,435
Sorry, I had my boots
on your sofa.

999
01:27:32,455 --> 01:27:33,805
I'll take them off.

1000
01:27:33,835 --> 01:27:37,335
Please. Let me.

1001
01:27:38,545 --> 01:27:41,885
I've been admiring them
all night.

1002
01:27:57,225 --> 01:27:59,355
(moans)

1003
01:28:00,855 --> 01:28:02,615
(sighs)

1004
01:28:09,195 --> 01:28:10,865
(moans)

1005
01:28:30,175 --> 01:28:31,935
(moans)

1006
01:28:32,685 --> 01:28:34,815
Ohh...

1007
01:28:42,655 --> 01:28:46,425
It's okay to voice
your pleasure.

1008
01:28:46,445 --> 01:28:50,575
It reassures me that
I don't repulse you.

1009
01:28:50,655 --> 01:28:53,665
You don't repulse me.

1010
01:28:53,785 --> 01:28:56,375
I'm glad to hear that.

1011
01:29:13,765 --> 01:29:17,995
Are you into...

1012
01:29:18,015 --> 01:29:21,895
the kind of pain
Singer provides?

1013
01:29:22,195 --> 01:29:23,775
No.

1014
01:29:23,985 --> 01:29:27,135
But you were with her
and you let her hurt you.

1015
01:29:27,155 --> 01:29:30,155
She didn't hurt me.

1016
01:29:30,735 --> 01:29:34,515
She left no scars, only regrets.

1017
01:29:34,535 --> 01:29:37,375
Not all scars are physical.

1018
01:29:45,925 --> 01:29:49,465
I can't be with someone
who hits.

1019
01:29:53,975 --> 01:29:58,745
It is not in my nature
to be violent with women,

1020
01:29:58,765 --> 01:30:02,525
but rather to be seductive.

1021
01:30:03,235 --> 01:30:05,645
Ann was an exception.

1022
01:30:05,985 --> 01:30:10,735
Why her?
Why that exception?

1023
01:30:13,445 --> 01:30:16,115
I was in a dark place.

1024
01:30:16,915 --> 01:30:21,305
I thought she could
help me and...

1025
01:30:21,335 --> 01:30:23,085
And I was wrong.

1026
01:30:23,835 --> 01:30:26,965
And I figured that out quickly.

1027
01:30:27,085 --> 01:30:30,425
What if the darkness comes back?

1028
01:30:30,885 --> 01:30:34,175
You dispel the darkness,
Beatrice.

1029
01:30:36,385 --> 01:30:38,185
Julianne.

1030
01:30:44,855 --> 01:30:48,695
I can't bear the thought of
someone hitting you.

1031
01:30:49,065 --> 01:30:52,655
Promise me you'll never
go back to her.

1032
01:30:52,865 --> 01:30:56,405
I'll never ask for
anything but that.

1033
01:31:01,205 --> 01:31:04,585
Nobody has shown me
such kindness.

1034
01:31:08,045 --> 01:31:10,215
Your family has.

1035
01:31:11,715 --> 01:31:14,345
Just open your eyes.

1036
01:31:16,095 --> 01:31:20,935
My beautiful innocent angel.

1037
01:31:29,195 --> 01:31:31,735
I'm not that innocent.

1038
01:31:35,485 --> 01:31:38,845
I'm a virgin,
but you can't have this idea

1039
01:31:38,865 --> 01:31:42,245
that I've never
done things before.

1040
01:31:43,995 --> 01:31:45,645
I mean...

1041
01:31:45,665 --> 01:31:51,045
I had a boyfriend
and we dated for years.

1042
01:31:51,875 --> 01:31:53,505
Simon?

1043
01:31:55,095 --> 01:31:56,695
And we did things.

1044
01:31:56,715 --> 01:31:58,805
What kind of things?

1045
01:32:01,345 --> 01:32:03,955
I don't want to know.

1046
01:32:03,975 --> 01:32:06,145
(sighs)

1047
01:32:09,435 --> 01:32:11,395
Did he hurt you?

1048
01:32:15,695 --> 01:32:22,665
He was impatient
and manipulative.

1049
01:32:25,165 --> 01:32:27,875
He told me I was frigid.

1050
01:32:29,665 --> 01:32:31,415
Bastard.

1051
01:32:34,505 --> 01:32:37,305
It wasn't all his fault.

1052
01:32:41,765 --> 01:32:43,805
Did you love him?

1053
01:32:46,315 --> 01:32:47,815
No.

1054
01:32:52,735 --> 01:32:54,315
Kiss me.

1055
01:32:54,905 --> 01:32:58,045
I want to kiss you all the time,

1056
01:32:58,075 --> 01:33:02,715
but I don't want to
make you feel pressured,

1057
01:33:02,745 --> 01:33:06,575
so sometimes you'll need
to take the lead.

1058
01:33:43,905 --> 01:33:45,975
We have to stop.

1059
01:33:45,995 --> 01:33:47,475
I'm sorry.

1060
01:33:47,495 --> 01:33:51,955
Never apologize
for your desires.

1061
01:33:54,295 --> 01:33:59,095
You're beautiful and sensual.

1062
01:34:02,135 --> 01:34:04,675
But we have to stop.

1063
01:34:23,575 --> 01:34:25,135
GABRIEL'S VOICE:
Happy Birthday, Darling.

1064
01:34:25,155 --> 01:34:27,805
Please do me the honor of
gracing me with your presence

1065
01:34:27,825 --> 01:34:32,475
at the Royal Ontario Museum
this Saturday evening at 6:00.

1066
01:34:32,495 --> 01:34:38,505
Yours with affection and
deepest longing, Gabriel.

1067
01:34:38,585 --> 01:34:42,465
♪♪ (jazzy piano)

1068
01:34:48,145 --> 01:34:49,325
Good evening, Miss Mitchell.

1069
01:34:49,355 --> 01:34:52,285
Your host is
waiting for you upstairs.

1070
01:34:52,315 --> 01:34:54,125
And I'll take your coat.

1071
01:34:54,145 --> 01:34:56,315
Thank you.

1072
01:34:57,395 --> 01:35:01,065
♪♪

1073
01:35:22,175 --> 01:35:24,005
Hello, handsome.

1074
01:35:33,105 --> 01:35:35,355
You look stunning.

1075
01:35:40,905 --> 01:35:45,285
Gabriel, we're in public.

1076
01:35:55,795 --> 01:35:58,045
A corsage?

1077
01:35:59,125 --> 01:36:01,125
I missed your prom.

1078
01:36:20,855 --> 01:36:24,575
♪♪

1079
01:36:41,755 --> 01:36:43,855
How did you arrange all this?

1080
01:36:43,885 --> 01:36:47,735
I donated a large sum to the
Florentine exhibit last spring,

1081
01:36:47,755 --> 01:36:50,975
so I called in a favor.

1082
01:36:53,645 --> 01:36:55,705
A flirtini, please.

1083
01:36:55,725 --> 01:36:58,625
Tonic water with
a twist of lime.

1084
01:36:58,645 --> 01:37:01,855
I have wine at home for us.

1085
01:37:12,455 --> 01:37:15,495
It's so quiet in here.

1086
01:37:21,205 --> 01:37:23,545
You are a vision.

1087
01:37:24,295 --> 01:37:26,065
It's going to take
all of my self-control

1088
01:37:26,085 --> 01:37:30,445
not to spirit you away to
the Victorian furniture exhibit

1089
01:37:30,475 --> 01:37:35,475
so I can make love to you
on one of the four poster beds.

1090
01:37:46,235 --> 01:37:48,195
Thank you.

1091
01:37:48,815 --> 01:37:50,695
(glasses clink)

1092
01:37:52,785 --> 01:37:56,495
♪♪

1093
01:38:04,375 --> 01:38:07,255
(no audible dialog)

1094
01:38:33,535 --> 01:38:35,365
Stunning.

1095
01:38:42,205 --> 01:38:44,165
I agree.

1096
01:38:57,515 --> 01:38:59,705
Does this please you?

1097
01:38:59,725 --> 01:39:01,305
Yes.

1098
01:39:11,865 --> 01:39:13,905
You're a work of art.

1099
01:39:15,495 --> 01:39:17,745
Happy birthday.

1100
01:39:17,995 --> 01:39:19,875
Thank you.

1101
01:39:33,465 --> 01:39:35,025
Is this all right?

1102
01:39:35,055 --> 01:39:36,805
Don't stop.

1103
01:40:09,255 --> 01:40:11,485
Every part of you is perfection,

1104
01:40:11,505 --> 01:40:13,315
but damn...

1105
01:40:13,335 --> 01:40:17,695
Professor Emerson,
are you an ass man?

1106
01:40:17,715 --> 01:40:19,695
Please don't call me professor.

1107
01:40:19,725 --> 01:40:20,365
Why not?

1108
01:40:20,385 --> 01:40:23,455
Because I don't want to think
about the university policies

1109
01:40:23,475 --> 01:40:25,895
I'm breaking right now.

1110
01:40:53,795 --> 01:40:57,175
I'd hardly call this an ass.

1111
01:40:57,965 --> 01:41:00,025
I'd have to create
a whole new word

1112
01:41:00,055 --> 01:41:03,185
to describe it in all its glory.

1113
01:41:17,535 --> 01:41:22,955
Julia... we have to stop.

1114
01:41:28,955 --> 01:41:33,215
Your lip is swollen.
I'm sorry.

1115
01:41:33,755 --> 01:41:35,105
Does it hurt?

1116
01:41:35,135 --> 01:41:38,715
It only aches in your absence.

1117
01:41:38,845 --> 01:41:41,015
You're killing me.

1118
01:41:41,925 --> 01:41:46,515
But it'll be a sweet,
sweet death.

1119
01:41:52,235 --> 01:41:54,945
(chuckling)

1120
01:41:56,105 --> 01:42:00,195
♪♪ (classical piano)

1121
01:42:02,655 --> 01:42:04,455
(keys clatter)

1122
01:42:05,955 --> 01:42:07,175
Don't worry.
I'll get the tape of

1123
01:42:07,205 --> 01:42:10,605
our tango against the wall
first thing in the morning.

1124
01:42:10,625 --> 01:42:12,295
You better.

1125
01:42:19,255 --> 01:42:21,405
It's beautiful.

1126
01:42:21,425 --> 01:42:23,595
Happy birthday.

1127
01:43:06,935 --> 01:43:09,305
I love it.

1128
01:43:42,425 --> 01:43:46,635
This is the nicest birthday
I've ever had.

1129
01:43:53,475 --> 01:43:55,645
And it's not over yet.

1130
01:43:56,895 --> 01:43:59,945
Let's start with dessert first.

1131
01:44:00,485 --> 01:44:02,045
Chocolate cake.

1132
01:44:02,065 --> 01:44:04,825
I'll get the candles.
Don't move.

1133
01:44:11,825 --> 01:44:13,875
(phone rings)

1134
01:44:19,335 --> 01:44:22,885
- Hello.
- MAN: Hello, Jules.

1135
01:44:26,015 --> 01:44:29,075
How did you get this number,
Simon?

1136
01:44:29,095 --> 01:44:33,145
♪♪ (classical piano)

1137
01:44:33,175 --> 01:44:38,175
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