1 00:00:01,125 --> 00:00:03,325 Oh, shit. Oh, God. 2 00:00:23,750 --> 00:00:25,580 Emma, Jesus. Are you okay? 3 00:00:25,667 --> 00:00:27,127 - I don't know. - Are you still bleeding? 4 00:00:27,208 --> 00:00:29,378 - No, it stopped. - Okay. 5 00:00:29,458 --> 00:00:31,578 I can go straight to Dr. Green's. 6 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:43,040 Actually, everything looks just fine. 7 00:00:44,125 --> 00:00:45,125 - Really? - Yep. 8 00:00:45,208 --> 00:00:48,288 In fact, the baby's growing very quickly, 9 00:00:48,375 --> 00:00:49,955 which can explain the bleeding. 10 00:00:50,042 --> 00:00:51,422 Sometimes, because of that, 11 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:53,460 there can be slight tears in the uterine wall. 12 00:00:53,542 --> 00:00:55,752 What about, um... all this? 13 00:00:55,833 --> 00:00:57,923 This doesn't look right, does it? 14 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:00,960 Varicose veins? That can be completely normal. 15 00:01:01,042 --> 00:01:03,212 That can also be a result of the rapid growth. 16 00:01:03,292 --> 00:01:06,132 But I googled it and it didn't say it was normal. 17 00:01:06,208 --> 00:01:09,248 Honey, you can't go to Google for that kind of stuff. 18 00:01:09,333 --> 00:01:11,213 That's just a deep, dark rabbit hole. 19 00:01:11,292 --> 00:01:13,962 Are you still taking your Clonazepam? 20 00:01:14,042 --> 00:01:15,212 I threw it out. 21 00:01:16,375 --> 00:01:17,995 Why would you do that? 22 00:01:21,125 --> 00:01:24,035 I'm just telling you that something isn't right. 23 00:01:24,125 --> 00:01:25,625 I can feel it. 24 00:01:25,708 --> 00:01:28,878 My hair and the nose bleeds. Today... 25 00:01:28,958 --> 00:01:32,288 Listen, sweetheart, no two pregnancies are alike. 26 00:01:32,375 --> 00:01:35,875 The vitamin deficiencies, the weakened vascular system, 27 00:01:35,958 --> 00:01:38,378 many women experience all of these symptoms, 28 00:01:38,458 --> 00:01:43,578 especially if their lifestyle is less than optimal. 29 00:01:47,667 --> 00:01:50,207 There's one more thing. 30 00:01:50,292 --> 00:01:52,882 What? What is it? 31 00:01:52,958 --> 00:01:55,288 Would you like to know the sex of the baby? 32 00:02:00,792 --> 00:02:02,082 What about Holly? 33 00:02:02,167 --> 00:02:05,627 Holly... I do like Holly. 34 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:09,830 Do you ever think I'm fucked up? 35 00:02:11,375 --> 00:02:13,825 What? What's that supposed to mean? 36 00:02:13,917 --> 00:02:17,127 Like today at Dr. Green's? 37 00:02:17,208 --> 00:02:20,578 I saw the way you two looked at each other. 38 00:02:20,667 --> 00:02:22,287 Like you both thought I was crazy. 39 00:02:22,375 --> 00:02:24,075 Oh, come on. Seriously? 40 00:02:24,167 --> 00:02:28,537 I was just, you know, scared, same way you were. 41 00:02:28,625 --> 00:02:29,915 Yeah. 42 00:02:31,792 --> 00:02:34,542 Yeah, I don't know, I just... 43 00:02:34,625 --> 00:02:35,875 worry 'cause of my mom. 44 00:02:35,958 --> 00:02:39,538 I never told you what happened to her. 45 00:02:39,625 --> 00:02:42,165 She was my age when she was pregnant with me. 46 00:02:42,250 --> 00:02:44,130 And, um... 47 00:02:45,708 --> 00:02:48,168 I guess she started seeing stuff, 48 00:02:48,250 --> 00:02:50,170 stuff that wasn't there, and hearing things, 49 00:02:50,250 --> 00:02:51,960 getting real paranoid, you know? 50 00:02:52,042 --> 00:02:55,172 And the doctor said it was schizophrenia. 51 00:02:55,250 --> 00:02:57,580 Pregnancy made things a lot worse. 52 00:02:59,208 --> 00:03:01,458 Peripartum psychosis, they call it. 53 00:03:01,542 --> 00:03:04,422 And she started hurting herself 54 00:03:04,500 --> 00:03:06,920 and throwing fits. 55 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:10,290 Went after my dad a few times. He couldn't handle it. 56 00:03:11,917 --> 00:03:14,037 Why he started drinking. 57 00:03:14,125 --> 00:03:16,165 Well, fuck, Em, you never told me about this. 58 00:03:16,250 --> 00:03:18,670 Well, I never told anyone, really. 59 00:03:18,750 --> 00:03:21,130 What ended up happening to her? 60 00:03:21,208 --> 00:03:25,328 After she had me, I-- I guess she sort of had a breakdown 61 00:03:25,417 --> 00:03:26,627 and had to be locked up. 62 00:03:26,708 --> 00:03:30,208 She was only in the loony bin for a couple months 63 00:03:30,292 --> 00:03:32,832 before she managed to hang herself with some bedsheets. 64 00:03:33,833 --> 00:03:35,173 Damn. 65 00:03:35,250 --> 00:03:37,880 Yeah. So... 66 00:03:37,958 --> 00:03:40,788 I mean, that's, like, super rare though, isn't it? 67 00:03:42,125 --> 00:03:43,495 Schizophrenia? 68 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:46,498 It's genetic. 69 00:03:57,167 --> 00:03:58,877 - You good? - I think so. 70 00:03:58,958 --> 00:04:02,378 Thanks for, um, showing up and stuff. 71 00:04:02,458 --> 00:04:05,788 Hey, what are you doing right now? Like, tonight? 72 00:04:05,875 --> 00:04:09,535 - I'm just gonna do some sketching. - Let me cook you dinner. 73 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:11,630 'Kay. 74 00:04:22,750 --> 00:04:24,750 What about Hazel? It's kinda cool. 75 00:04:24,833 --> 00:04:26,673 Yeah, Hazel's not bad. 76 00:04:36,667 --> 00:04:38,207 Hand me the thing? 77 00:04:41,333 --> 00:04:42,883 I got this. 78 00:04:55,833 --> 00:04:57,753 Not bad, huh? 79 00:04:59,292 --> 00:05:00,462 Whoa. 80 00:05:00,542 --> 00:05:03,422 - Whoa, what's wrong? - Here, come here. 81 00:05:08,833 --> 00:05:11,963 I've never felt her kick like this before. 82 00:05:12,042 --> 00:05:13,542 Oh, my God. 83 00:05:13,625 --> 00:05:15,785 I guess she knows who you are. 84 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:49,290 What? You've seen it before. 85 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:50,825 Yeah. 86 00:06:24,125 --> 00:06:26,245 Ty... 87 00:06:26,333 --> 00:06:27,423 Ty, Ty, just... 88 00:06:28,542 --> 00:06:30,632 Ty, stop. Stop. 89 00:06:38,750 --> 00:06:40,080 Jesus. 90 00:06:41,292 --> 00:06:43,382 Em, what's-- what's wrong? 91 00:06:43,458 --> 00:06:45,998 - Don't. - Okay. 92 00:06:46,083 --> 00:06:48,333 Okay, sorry. 93 00:06:48,417 --> 00:06:49,627 I-- I hurt you? 94 00:06:49,708 --> 00:06:51,288 Something's wrong. 95 00:06:53,708 --> 00:06:55,128 Something's wrong with this baby. 96 00:06:56,125 --> 00:06:58,665 It doesn't feel right. Nothing feels right. 97 00:06:58,750 --> 00:07:00,250 Okay, you don't-- you don't know that. 98 00:07:00,333 --> 00:07:01,713 You've never been pregnant before. 99 00:07:03,083 --> 00:07:07,253 In the pool... or the blood... 100 00:07:07,333 --> 00:07:09,003 Okay, we-- we just came from the doctor. 101 00:07:09,083 --> 00:07:12,833 - She said you're fine, 100%. - But I keep losing weight, 102 00:07:12,917 --> 00:07:14,707 and having these horrible nightmares. 103 00:07:14,792 --> 00:07:17,132 - Everyone goes through this. - No, they don't. 104 00:07:18,458 --> 00:07:19,828 No. 105 00:07:21,792 --> 00:07:23,422 This isn't normal. 106 00:07:24,625 --> 00:07:26,915 She said it's fine. 107 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:29,170 But my fucking hair is falling out, and... 108 00:07:29,250 --> 00:07:31,420 - Just look, just look at this! - Okay, okay, stop, stop. 109 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:33,960 Jesus Christ, Emma, stop! Stop, calm down. 110 00:07:34,042 --> 00:07:35,172 Calm down. 111 00:07:36,792 --> 00:07:39,382 I don't know if this baby is yours. 112 00:07:43,208 --> 00:07:44,998 What are you-- what are you talking about? 113 00:07:45,083 --> 00:07:50,133 That night, in the woods... I saw something. 114 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:51,248 Someone else was there. 115 00:07:51,333 --> 00:07:53,333 We were together the whole night. 116 00:07:53,417 --> 00:07:55,207 I woke up in the mud, 117 00:07:55,292 --> 00:07:58,172 in the dirt with all those cuts and bruises on me. 118 00:07:58,250 --> 00:08:00,750 'Cause we did it on the ground after we snuck off, I told you-- 119 00:08:00,833 --> 00:08:03,713 And then there was black stuff that came out of me. 120 00:08:05,375 --> 00:08:07,375 I hear static in my car. 121 00:08:07,458 --> 00:08:08,788 - Em. - I just... 122 00:08:08,875 --> 00:08:10,125 - Em, listen to yourself. - I just know. 123 00:08:10,208 --> 00:08:11,708 I can hear it! 124 00:08:11,792 --> 00:08:14,082 They put something inside me, Ty, 125 00:08:14,167 --> 00:08:15,747 and it's not human! 126 00:08:15,833 --> 00:08:18,173 You sound like a crazy person. 127 00:08:21,625 --> 00:08:23,705 Shit. 128 00:08:23,792 --> 00:08:25,542 - Hey, I'm sorry. - No! 129 00:08:25,625 --> 00:08:26,875 Get out. 130 00:08:26,958 --> 00:08:28,078 - Shit, I'm sorry. - You get out. 131 00:08:28,167 --> 00:08:29,457 - Get out of my house. - I'm not leaving like this. 132 00:08:29,542 --> 00:08:31,672 Get out of my fucking house, get out! 133 00:08:31,750 --> 00:08:34,420 - I'm not-- I'm not leaving you like this. - No, get out. You get out. 134 00:08:34,500 --> 00:08:35,790 I'm sorry. 135 00:08:35,875 --> 00:08:37,375 Get out. 136 00:08:37,458 --> 00:08:38,828 Okay. 137 00:08:40,458 --> 00:08:43,128 Okay, I'll leave, I'll... 138 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:47,960 Em? 139 00:08:48,042 --> 00:08:50,042 I'm afraid you might hurt yourself or something. 140 00:08:50,125 --> 00:08:53,705 Just, at least tell me you're okay. 141 00:08:55,083 --> 00:08:56,673 I'm fine. 142 00:08:58,542 --> 00:09:00,042 Leave. 143 00:09:07,625 --> 00:09:10,165 She was your age when she started, you keep that in mind. 144 00:09:11,833 --> 00:09:15,423 - Crazy person. - This is God's criminal suicide. 145 00:09:15,500 --> 00:09:16,920 This is what we all deserve. 146 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:19,460 I guess she started seeing stuff. Something's wrong with this baby. 147 00:09:19,542 --> 00:09:21,832 I'm hearing things. I hear static in my car. 148 00:09:21,917 --> 00:09:25,127 Getting real paranoid, you know? They put something inside me, Ty, 149 00:09:25,208 --> 00:09:26,828 and it's not human! 150 00:09:26,917 --> 00:09:29,077 Peripartum psychosis, they call it. 151 00:09:29,167 --> 00:09:30,577 And having these horrible nightmares. 152 00:09:30,667 --> 00:09:32,667 The doctor said it was schizophrenia. 153 00:09:34,917 --> 00:09:38,077 The pregnancy made things a lot worse.