1
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<i>-[footsteps approach]
-[dog barking in distance]</i>

2
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<i>[Lino grunts]</i>

3
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<i>[sniffles]</i>

4
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<i>[exhales]</i>

5
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<i>-[Amy sighing]
-I've been tired.</i>

6
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<i>And with this cough I have,</i>

7
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<i>Dr. Atluri thought
I should do the scan early.</i>

8
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<i>When do you get the results?</i>

9
00:00:51,092 --> 00:00:51,926
<i>On Monday.</i>

10
00:00:54,512 --> 00:00:55,638
<i>It's Friday night.</i>

11
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<i>Why didn't you tell me?</i>

12
00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:00,810
<i>Because I didn't want to worry you.</i>

13
00:01:02,812 --> 00:01:06,232
<i>I've done scans early before,
and it's always been nothing.</i>

14
00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:11,112
<i>-This time is gonna be no different.
-It's entirely different.</i>

15
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<i>We have a child now.</i>

16
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<i>It's a miracle we beat this once,
that we had seven good years.</i>

17
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<i>We've been stretching grace, Lino.</i>

18
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<i>We beat this once,
and we can beat it again.</i>

19
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<i>You're fucking right, we will.</i>

20
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<i>[exhales]</i>

21
00:02:06,918 --> 00:02:09,420
<i>-[Idalia] Whoa!
-[banging]</i>

22
00:02:11,131 --> 00:02:12,799
<i>[exhales, grunts]</i>

23
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<i>[in Sicilian] Let's go!</i>

24
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<i>[in English] I wanna ride!</i>

25
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<i>[chuckles]</i> Amunì!</i> <i>In</i> Siciliano, brava!</i>

26
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<i>Shouldn't you be resting?</i>

27
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<i>I'm fine.</i>

28
00:02:25,562 --> 00:02:27,397
<i>Where's Idalia's, um...?</i>

29
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<i>Why do we have to do this right now?</i>

30
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<i>-I'm ready, Mommy.</i>
-</i><i>I know you are.</i>

31
00:02:32,777 --> 00:02:36,531
<i>I think Mommy wants me to wear this.</i>

32
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<i>[laughing]</i>

33
00:02:41,703 --> 00:02:42,912
<i>[Amy sighs]</i>

34
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<i>[Lino] Okay.</i>

35
00:02:45,206 --> 00:02:47,667
<i>[grunts, sighs]</i>

36
00:02:49,210 --> 00:02:50,920
<i>-Let me help you.
-Nah, I'm good.</i>

37
00:02:51,754 --> 00:02:52,672
<i>[grunts]</i>

38
00:02:55,925 --> 00:02:56,843
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

39
00:03:01,472 --> 00:03:02,390
<i>[speaks Sicilian]</i>

40
00:03:26,080 --> 00:03:29,125
<i>The cancer is back,
and it's moved to your lungs.</i>

41
00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:30,543
<i>Of course I'm not happy to see it,</i>

42
00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:32,837
<i>but it's small
and doesn't seem to be fast growing.</i>

43
00:03:32,921 --> 00:03:34,255
<i>So, we have time.</i>

44
00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:36,299
<i>I can rejoin my old clinical trial, right?</i>

45
00:03:36,382 --> 00:03:38,301
<i>You're no longer eligible for it.</i>

46
00:03:38,384 --> 00:03:41,387
<i>But in the years you've been well,
new drugs have become available.</i>

47
00:03:41,471 --> 00:03:44,515
<i>Like Votrient. From what I read,
Lino could be a candidate.</i>

48
00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:48,478
<i>I also saw that they were testing
different ifosfamide regimens</i>

49
00:03:48,561 --> 00:03:50,605
<i>and pairing them up with other drugs.</i>

50
00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:54,776
<i>Given the fact that Lino
has been cancer-free for so long...</i>

51
00:03:55,860 --> 00:03:58,488
<i>[exhales] ...that could
also be a possibility, right?</i>

52
00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:02,825
<i>[chuckles] I see you're
in good form, Lino.</i>

53
00:04:03,660 --> 00:04:07,372
<i>And being that you're young and strong,
I think there are good options for you.</i>

54
00:04:08,414 --> 00:04:09,624
<i>So when can he start?</i>

55
00:04:10,500 --> 00:04:13,836
<i>Tomorrow's Show and Tell.
Can I bring Signore Elefante?</i>

56
00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:16,756
<i>No one in my class has met
an elephant who speaks Sicilian.</i>

57
00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:18,007
<i>[laughs]</i>

58
00:04:19,425 --> 00:04:23,304
<i>Yes, you can, but Auntie Zora's
gonna pick you up after school tomorrow.</i>

59
00:04:24,055 --> 00:04:28,893
<i>In fact, your schedule is gonna be
a little different for a while.</i>

60
00:04:28,977 --> 00:04:30,561
<i>Oh. Hmm. Okay.</i>

61
00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:34,440
<i>Aren't you having any ice cream?</i>

62
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<i>No, not today.</i>

63
00:04:38,319 --> 00:04:41,072
<i>Idalia, do you remember we told you</i>

64
00:04:41,155 --> 00:04:45,451
<i>Babbo</i> had cancer before you were born,</i>
but that it went away?</i>

65
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<i>Well,</i> Babbo</i> <i>needs more medicine now.</i>

66
00:04:55,503 --> 00:04:57,338
<i>Because of your leg?</i>

67
00:04:57,422 --> 00:04:59,632
<i>Well, sort of.</i>

68
00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:06,306
<i>-Will</i> Babbo</i> <i>still make my lunch?
-[chuckles]</i>

69
00:05:07,390 --> 00:05:10,476
<i>[kisses] What do you think?</i>

70
00:05:14,063 --> 00:05:15,523
<i>[Amy] Hey, hey.</i>

71
00:05:15,606 --> 00:05:18,818
<i>Mommy and</i> Babbo</i> <i>want you to know
that we are not scared.</i>

72
00:05:19,319 --> 00:05:20,528
<i>[Lino] That's right.</i>

73
00:05:21,029 --> 00:05:24,198
<i>And while the doctors
are busy getting</i> Babbo</i> <i>better... [exhales]</i>

74
00:05:25,158 --> 00:05:27,660
<i>...I'll be busy at keeping
your school calendar intact</i>

75
00:05:27,744 --> 00:05:29,120
<i>so nothing changes.</i>

76
00:05:36,461 --> 00:05:39,380
<i>Now, I have you taking over from Mom, uh,</i>

77
00:05:39,464 --> 00:05:43,051
<i>after work on Mondays,
Tuesdays, and Thursdays.</i>

78
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<i>[Zora]</i> Um, okay.</i>

79
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<i>I can do Fridays. Yes. I am.
I'm... I'm emailing Idalia's teachers now.</i>

80
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<i>Okay, okay.</i>

81
00:05:50,266 --> 00:05:53,227
<i>Yeah. She's gonna need
all the support that she can get.</i>

82
00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:56,105
<i>I don't know, Z. She's seven.</i>

83
00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:57,857
<i>She's known
about the scans her whole life.</i>

84
00:05:57,940 --> 00:06:00,610
<i>-But this is different.
-[blender whirring]</i>

85
00:06:04,155 --> 00:06:05,281
<i>Yeah, you're right.</i>

86
00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:10,244
<i>It's good.</i>

87
00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:18,961
<i>-Do you want me to do that?
-No, no, no, no, no. [panting]</i>

88
00:06:19,045 --> 00:06:20,797
<i>I promised her this fruit she can roll.</i>

89
00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:22,840
<i>[panting]</i>

90
00:06:22,924 --> 00:06:24,050
<i>Like her friends have.</i>

91
00:06:24,801 --> 00:06:26,928
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

92
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<i>[Zora]</i> Oh, hey, um...</i>

93
00:06:30,014 --> 00:06:31,140
<i>Yeah, I'm here.</i>

94
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<i>No, everything is fine. Why don't we
just go over next week's schedule?</i>

95
00:06:34,977 --> 00:06:35,937
<i>Yeah.</i>

96
00:07:14,684 --> 00:07:16,018
<i>[sighs]</i>

97
00:07:18,688 --> 00:07:19,730
<i>You were right.</i>

98
00:07:20,231 --> 00:07:21,441
<i>[Lino] Hmm.</i>

99
00:07:21,524 --> 00:07:24,402
<i>That was the wrong color
to reupholster that thing.</i>

100
00:07:30,032 --> 00:07:31,784
<i>[Lino exhales]</i>

101
00:07:33,494 --> 00:07:37,415
<i>-How could anyone call that ecru?
-[chuckles]</i>

102
00:07:37,498 --> 00:07:39,333
<i>I told you it would look yellow.</i>

103
00:07:40,418 --> 00:07:41,377
<i>[chuckles]</i>

104
00:07:58,686 --> 00:07:59,604
<i>[Lino exhales]</i>

105
00:08:06,986 --> 00:08:08,613
<i>Idalia, we have to go!</i>

106
00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:18,456
<i>Okay.</i>

107
00:08:19,874 --> 00:08:20,708
<i>Come on.</i>

108
00:08:21,751 --> 00:08:22,668
<i>Come on.</i>

109
00:08:23,377 --> 00:08:24,253
<i>[sighs]</i>

110
00:08:24,337 --> 00:08:29,717
<i>-["Our Love" by Gary Clark Jr. playing]</i>
-♪ The thing to blame is my ways ♪</i>

111
00:08:34,597 --> 00:08:39,310
<i>♪ You're the one I'm thinking of ♪</i>

112
00:08:44,148 --> 00:08:51,113
<i>♪ The one I'm dreaming of... ♪</i>

113
00:08:54,575 --> 00:08:57,745
<i>-[snipping]</i>
-♪ You are my lady ♪</i>

114
00:08:57,828 --> 00:08:59,288
<i>♪ Whoo-ooh! ♪</i>

115
00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:01,707
<i>♪ I am your man ♪</i>

116
00:09:03,334 --> 00:09:07,421
<i>-♪ Some call it crazy ♪
-♪ Whoo-ooh! ♪</i>

117
00:09:07,505 --> 00:09:12,593
<i>♪ They don't understand our love ♪</i>

118
00:09:12,677 --> 00:09:14,887
<i>[Lynn] Breathe in for seven,</i>

119
00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:20,726
<i>six, five, four, three...</i>

120
00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:22,853
<i>Shift change. Torture's over, Lino...</i>

121
00:09:22,937 --> 00:09:26,357
<i>-[Lino inhales]
-...two, one.</i>

122
00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:29,068
<i>-And exhale.
-[exhaling]</i>

123
00:09:30,820 --> 00:09:31,904
<i>-Nice.
-[Lino sighs]</i>

124
00:09:33,030 --> 00:09:35,241
<i>We're making space for inner calm.</i>

125
00:09:35,324 --> 00:09:39,996
<i>Yeah. I've been having some anxiety,
and meditating with your mom helps.</i>

126
00:09:40,705 --> 00:09:43,457
<i>-Thank you, Lynn.
-You're welcome. Don't laugh.</i>

127
00:09:44,041 --> 00:09:45,418
<i>[both] Ciao.</i>

128
00:09:47,211 --> 00:09:48,588
<i>-Love you, Mommy.
-[kisses]</i>

129
00:09:48,671 --> 00:09:49,672
<i>-Love you more.
-[exhales]</i>

130
00:09:49,755 --> 00:09:51,799
<i>[cell phone rings]</i>

131
00:09:51,882 --> 00:09:53,175
<i>Hi. I just got here.</i>

132
00:09:54,302 --> 00:09:55,845
<i>[Amy]</i> Is everything okay?</i>

133
00:09:55,928 --> 00:09:57,388
<i>Has... has he eaten?</i>

134
00:09:57,471 --> 00:10:00,516
<i>Tell my spying wife that I ate.</i>

135
00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:03,978
<i>[chuckles] Lino says quit harassing him.</i>

136
00:10:04,562 --> 00:10:05,563
<i>How's he looking?</i>

137
00:10:06,355 --> 00:10:09,483
<i>Handsome as ever. It's all good.</i>

138
00:10:09,567 --> 00:10:13,446
<i>Okay. Well, I'll see you
at the house, okay?</i>

139
00:10:13,529 --> 00:10:14,530
<i>And thank you, Z.</i>

140
00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:15,448
<i>Bye.</i>

141
00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:20,828
<i>So, you're meditating now?</i>

142
00:10:23,205 --> 00:10:24,040
<i>Yeah.</i>

143
00:10:25,082 --> 00:10:26,417
<i>When I cannot quiet my brain.</i>

144
00:10:29,211 --> 00:10:30,129
<i>[sighs]</i>

145
00:10:30,212 --> 00:10:33,674
<i>This time is harder, Z.
It's harder because of Idalia.</i>

146
00:10:34,342 --> 00:10:36,636
<i>I'm so scared of how
all this is affecting her.</i>

147
00:10:36,719 --> 00:10:37,553
<i>Lino,</i>

148
00:10:38,054 --> 00:10:42,266
<i>Idalia is the luckiest little girl
in the world to have you as a father.</i>

149
00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:46,312
<i>I hope to God someday
I'm as good a parent as you are.</i>

150
00:10:46,395 --> 00:10:48,856
<i>[Lino] Well, how good am I right now?</i>

151
00:10:48,939 --> 00:10:53,527
<i>I'm filled with all these chemicals,
stuck for hours a day in a chair.</i>

152
00:10:56,530 --> 00:10:58,115
<i>I want to show her so many things.</i>

153
00:11:00,868 --> 00:11:02,536
<i>I want to take her to Sicily.</i>

154
00:11:03,037 --> 00:11:05,706
<i>I want to teach her
my recipe for the caponata.</i>

155
00:11:08,834 --> 00:11:10,753
<i>I want to see her have a good life.</i>

156
00:11:19,470 --> 00:11:20,346
<i>Thank you.</i>

157
00:11:22,473 --> 00:11:23,307
<i>For what?</i>

158
00:11:23,891 --> 00:11:24,850
<i>For this fight.</i>

159
00:11:26,060 --> 00:11:31,440
<i>We want you around as long as possible,
any way we can get you.</i>

160
00:11:31,524 --> 00:11:32,733
<i>[Lino sniffles]</i>

161
00:11:33,609 --> 00:11:37,154
<i>I know it's hell.
But we're glad you're here.</i>

162
00:11:42,743 --> 00:11:47,665
<i>Lingerie, huh? And Atluri just
lets you sell these in the cancer office?</i>

163
00:11:47,748 --> 00:11:48,582
<i>[Anet] Mm-hmm.</i>

164
00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:51,460
<i>-Can't say I don't admire the hustle.
-[Anet] Hmm.</i>

165
00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:53,295
<i>[alarm beeping]</i>

166
00:11:53,379 --> 00:11:56,090
<i>Lino. Lino, look at me.</i>

167
00:11:56,173 --> 00:11:58,634
<i>Lino! Anet, we need a gurney in here.</i>

168
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:01,178
<i>-Stay with me.
-What... what is it? What's happening?</i>

169
00:12:01,262 --> 00:12:03,723
<i>He spiked a high fever.
Need to get him to a hospital! Gurney!</i>

170
00:12:03,806 --> 00:12:06,434
<i>-Lino, stay with me. Stay with me, Lino.
-[clamoring]</i>

171
00:12:06,517 --> 00:12:08,644
<i>-[man] Lifting, three, two, one.
-[man 2] We got him.</i>

172
00:12:09,603 --> 00:12:11,897
<i>-[man] Okay, give me that.
-Why is he limp like that?</i>

173
00:12:11,981 --> 00:12:14,442
<i>-[man] Oxygen. Clear the door!
-[man 2] I have some cold pack.</i>

174
00:12:17,236 --> 00:12:18,070
<i>[Amy] Zora.</i>

175
00:12:18,779 --> 00:12:21,657
<i>-[gasps] Wait, who's picking up Idalia?
-Preston's picking up Idalia.</i>

176
00:12:21,741 --> 00:12:24,618
<i>-Mom's on the way to your house.
-Okay. What happened?</i>

177
00:12:24,702 --> 00:12:25,661
<i>I-I don't know.</i>

178
00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,788
<i>He... he was fine one minute,</i>

179
00:12:27,872 --> 00:12:29,915
<i>and then suddenly,
EMTs were putting ice all over him.</i>

180
00:12:29,999 --> 00:12:30,833
<i>[Amy] Okay, okay.</i>

181
00:12:30,916 --> 00:12:32,960
<i>[Zora] I'm heading
to your house to help with Idalia.</i>

182
00:12:33,043 --> 00:12:36,005
<i>-Yes, okay, yes.
-[mutters] Okay.</i>

183
00:12:36,630 --> 00:12:39,049
<i>-Seriously, 15 minutes for a latte?
-[Amy] I'm here.</i>

184
00:12:39,133 --> 00:12:42,511
<i>[nurse] They never have enough baristas,
and they're always out of soy milk.</i>

185
00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:43,971
<i>I'm sorry, who are you?</i>

186
00:12:44,722 --> 00:12:47,183
<i>Dr. Halsey, infectious disease specialist.</i>

187
00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:49,685
<i>Infectious disease? He has cancer.</i>

188
00:12:50,478 --> 00:12:51,854
<i>I can only talk to family.</i>

189
00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:54,356
<i>I am his family. I'm his wife.</i>

190
00:12:55,274 --> 00:12:56,609
<i>This is just a consult.</i>

191
00:12:56,692 --> 00:12:59,737
<i>-Your husband may have an infection.
-Why... why is he asleep?</i>

192
00:13:00,696 --> 00:13:04,033
<i>Chart says he's, uh,
been given an antianxiety medication.</i>

193
00:13:04,116 --> 00:13:04,950
<i>By whom?</i>

194
00:13:05,034 --> 00:13:06,994
<i>The attending, Dr. Smith.</i>

195
00:13:07,077 --> 00:13:09,121
<i>The endocrinologist ordered an ultrasound.</i>

196
00:13:09,205 --> 00:13:11,916
<i>-Why does he have an endocrinologist?
-Specialists are running tests.</i>

197
00:13:11,999 --> 00:13:13,375
<i>Okay, where's Dr. Atluri?</i>

198
00:13:13,459 --> 00:13:16,545
<i>The attending and the oncologist
usually come in after their rounds.</i>

199
00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:17,797
<i>Could be hours.</i>

200
00:13:20,966 --> 00:13:21,801
<i>I'm here.</i>

201
00:13:24,345 --> 00:13:26,764
<i>Amore,</i> I'm here.</i>

202
00:13:27,431 --> 00:13:30,017
<i>-[Idalia]</i> ...come home.
-[Amy] I know, baby. I know. I know.</i>

203
00:13:30,100 --> 00:13:33,354
<i>I know. I'm sorry
that I'm not there to tuck you in tonight.</i>

204
00:13:33,437 --> 00:13:35,940
<i>Me too, Mommy. When is</i> Babbo</i> <i>coming home?</i>

205
00:13:36,023 --> 00:13:39,485
<i>Babbo's</i> probably only gonna be</i>
in the hospital for tonight.</i>

206
00:13:39,568 --> 00:13:43,948
<i>But I have a field trip tomorrow,
and you forgot to sign my permission slip.</i>

207
00:13:45,783 --> 00:13:46,826
<i>[inhales]</i>

208
00:13:46,909 --> 00:13:51,580
<i>Don't you worry. You're gonna make
that field trip, okay? I promise.</i>

209
00:13:52,164 --> 00:13:54,083
<i>Can you put Auntie Zora back on?</i>

210
00:13:54,166 --> 00:13:55,417
<i>I love you, baby.</i>

211
00:13:58,504 --> 00:14:02,550
<i>By roasting those almonds,
they've obliterated 90% of the nutrients.</i>

212
00:14:07,179 --> 00:14:09,181
<i>-[Zora] Mm.
-Mommy wants to talk to you.</i>

213
00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:11,517
<i>-Hi.</i>
-Hi.</i>

214
00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:13,853
<i>I'm gonna try to call the school
and leave a message.</i>

215
00:14:13,936 --> 00:14:16,063
<i>Can you just make sure
that she makes that field trip?</i>

216
00:14:16,146 --> 00:14:18,232
<i>Please. Idalia's gonna be
heartbroken if she doesn't.</i>

217
00:14:18,315 --> 00:14:20,734
<i>Fake my signature,
do whatever you have to do.</i>

218
00:14:20,818 --> 00:14:23,904
<i>Also, can you let David and Preston know
what's going on?</i>

219
00:14:23,988 --> 00:14:25,281
<i>We might need their help.</i>

220
00:14:25,364 --> 00:14:27,700
<i>-Okay, we got it.
-Thank you, Zora.</i>

221
00:14:28,784 --> 00:14:29,910
<i>[beeps]</i>

222
00:14:29,994 --> 00:14:31,787
<i>She's not coming home tonight.</i>

223
00:14:32,997 --> 00:14:35,374
<i>Let's go get your permission slip, hmm?</i>

224
00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:45,092
<i>The thing is we don't know
how long he'll be in the hospital.</i>

225
00:14:46,927 --> 00:14:49,388
<i>And with Idalia...</i>

226
00:14:52,349 --> 00:14:56,061
<i>Well, we could use y'all
is all I'm saying.</i>

227
00:14:56,145 --> 00:14:58,397
<i>Maxine and I will take
the first flight out in the morning.</i>

228
00:14:59,732 --> 00:15:00,774
<i>Thanks, Hersh.</i>

229
00:15:01,942 --> 00:15:02,943
<i>[phone beeps]</i>

230
00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:05,738
<i>[Hershel sighs]</i>

231
00:15:09,533 --> 00:15:12,536
<i>[exhaling]</i>

232
00:15:20,336 --> 00:15:21,170
<i>Hi.</i>

233
00:15:22,963 --> 00:15:24,006
<i>-Hey.
-Ciao.</i>

234
00:15:24,089 --> 00:15:24,924
<i>Ciao.</i>

235
00:15:34,308 --> 00:15:36,435
<i>[Lino sighing]</i>

236
00:15:42,900 --> 00:15:44,777
<i>Now, that's ecru.</i>

237
00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:49,573
<i>[laughing]</i>

238
00:15:54,161 --> 00:15:55,579
<i>Oh!</i>

239
00:15:56,205 --> 00:15:57,748
<i>[gasps] Dr. Atluri.</i>

240
00:15:57,831 --> 00:16:01,752
<i>[exhales] It's past midnight.
We didn't think we were gonna see you.</i>

241
00:16:01,835 --> 00:16:04,213
<i>I wanted to make sure I saw you
even if it's late.</i>

242
00:16:04,296 --> 00:16:05,589
<i>So... [sighs]</i>

243
00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:07,508
<i>...can you tell us what's going on, Doctor?</i>

244
00:16:07,591 --> 00:16:11,220
<i>We think you may have an infection.
So we're pausing the chemo for the moment.</i>

245
00:16:11,303 --> 00:16:13,847
<i>While the infectious disease doctors
figure out the specifics,</i>

246
00:16:13,931 --> 00:16:16,266
<i>you're on a broad-spectrum antibiotic.</i>

247
00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:19,019
<i>And I see the fever is going down.</i>

248
00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:20,187
<i>This is good.</i>

249
00:16:21,146 --> 00:16:23,941
<i>The best thing for you right now
is to get some sleep.</i>

250
00:16:24,441 --> 00:16:25,693
<i>-Okay.
-[Atluri] Okay?</i>

251
00:16:26,568 --> 00:16:27,403
<i>Rest up.</i>

252
00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:52,011
<i>Morning.</i>

253
00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:55,931
<i>Will</i> Babbo</i> <i>be here
when I get home from school today?</i>

254
00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:58,642
<i>-You said he'd only be away for one night.
-[sighs]</i>

255
00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:02,396
<i>I said "probably one night."</i>

256
00:17:02,479 --> 00:17:06,483
<i>How come you and Auntie Z get to see him?
Why can't I go too?</i>

257
00:17:08,569 --> 00:17:11,071
<i>Well, hopefully, he'll be home soon, okay?</i>

258
00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:16,452
<i>And if not,
I'll make sure that you see him.</i>

259
00:17:16,535 --> 00:17:21,540
<i>You'll</i> probably</i> <i>make sure I'll see him,
or you</i> will</i> <i>make sure I'll see him?</i>

260
00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:24,293
<i>[laughs]</i>

261
00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:26,253
<i>You remind me of Grandpa Hershel.</i>

262
00:17:30,382 --> 00:17:31,508
<i>Hey, look at me.</i>

263
00:17:32,259 --> 00:17:34,636
<i>You will see him. I promise.</i>

264
00:17:37,723 --> 00:17:41,560
<i>I ordered a sonogram yesterday
but didn't find anything conclusive.</i>

265
00:17:42,227 --> 00:17:45,397
<i>-Are you the endocrinologist?
-He's my fifth doctor today.</i>

266
00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:46,899
<i>I've ordered more blood tests.</i>

267
00:17:46,982 --> 00:17:49,359
<i>-We'll talk when we get the results.
-[toilet flushes]</i>

268
00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:51,070
<i>Where's Zora?</i>

269
00:17:51,653 --> 00:17:53,697
<i>Sorry. But I couldn't hold it.</i>

270
00:17:54,782 --> 00:17:57,910
<i>And since no one was talking
to the Black lady in the corner anyway...</i>

271
00:17:57,993 --> 00:17:59,995
<i>-Mr. Ortolano.
-[Zora exhales]</i>

272
00:18:00,079 --> 00:18:01,080
<i>What is that for?</i>

273
00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:03,123
<i>We're taking you
to get pictures of your liver.</i>

274
00:18:03,207 --> 00:18:05,292
<i>-The hepatologist ordered it.
-Liver?</i>

275
00:18:05,793 --> 00:18:08,462
<i>-He was fighting an infection.
-I can only discuss with family.</i>

276
00:18:08,545 --> 00:18:09,671
<i>Are you kidding me?</i>

277
00:18:10,631 --> 00:18:14,051
<i>I</i> am</i> <i>his family. We are his family.</i>

278
00:18:14,134 --> 00:18:17,721
<i>That is Lino's sister-in-law.
Do you know who I am?</i>

279
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:20,057
<i>Nurse, uh, Courtney? I'm Amy.</i>

280
00:18:22,059 --> 00:18:26,063
<i>I am Lino's wife!</i>

281
00:18:27,022 --> 00:18:29,942
<i>Amore, amore.</i> Don't worry.</i>

282
00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:32,611
<i>I'll do the test.</i>

283
00:18:32,694 --> 00:18:35,531
<i>The faster we get answers,
the faster I'll be home.</i>

284
00:18:35,614 --> 00:18:38,742
<i>And much as I've enjoyed
this well-deserved dragging,</i>

285
00:18:38,826 --> 00:18:42,162
<i>I'm hungry,
and you need to cool down. Come on.</i>

286
00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:43,956
<i>-Fine.
-[Zora] Come on.</i>

287
00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:45,082
-Ciao,</i> <i>vita.</i>
-[Amy] See you.</i>

288
00:18:47,042 --> 00:18:48,085
<i>[Zora huffs]</i>

289
00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:52,923
<i>Really?</i> Glamour?</i>

290
00:18:54,007 --> 00:18:56,718
<i>"Five things that can add
sparkle to your marriage."</i>

291
00:18:56,802 --> 00:18:58,887
<i>How about one of you not having cancer?</i>

292
00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:01,765
<i>Is that in there?
'Cause if it isn't, it can kiss my ass.</i>

293
00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:04,143
<i>Okay. How about some lighter reading?</i>

294
00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:06,228
<i>Sure. Yeah, um...</i>

295
00:19:06,770 --> 00:19:07,938
<i>How about... How's this?</i>

296
00:19:08,939 --> 00:19:11,358
<i>"How celebrities lose baby weight." Yeah.</i>

297
00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:14,444
<i>[huffing]</i>

298
00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,697
<i>Um, you know what?</i>

299
00:19:16,780 --> 00:19:18,031
<i>Let me just get a fucking latte.</i>

300
00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:19,825
<i>-I'll just get a latte.
-[man] Of course.</i>

301
00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:30,502
<i>-Could you get these? I gotta pee.
-Again, Zora? Wait a minute.</i>

302
00:19:35,090 --> 00:19:36,383
<i>Are you pregnant?</i>

303
00:19:41,346 --> 00:19:43,056
<i>-[gasps]
-Yes.</i>

304
00:19:43,891 --> 00:19:46,476
<i>I was afraid to say anything
with you and Lino going through this.</i>

305
00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:48,562
<i>-I wasn't sure how...
-No, this is...</i>

306
00:19:48,645 --> 00:19:51,023
<i>[gasps] This is the best news.</i>

307
00:19:51,106 --> 00:19:54,693
<i>This is the best news ever!
Oh, my God. [laughs]</i>

308
00:19:54,776 --> 00:19:58,447
<i>The team's gonna keep a close eye
on you, okay? But it's looking good.</i>

309
00:19:58,530 --> 00:20:02,201
<i>Amore.</i> This is Dr. Park,</i>
and he's my new attending.</i>

310
00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:04,912
<i>I just told Lino
he's gone 24 hours without a fever,</i>

311
00:20:04,995 --> 00:20:08,290
<i>and though he'll be tired from
fighting it off, it's a really good sign.</i>

312
00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:09,750
<i>[Amy] Oh!</i>

313
00:20:09,833 --> 00:20:14,421
<i>-That's wonderful news,</i> amore.
-Hell yes! We should celebrate! [laughs]</i>

314
00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:19,676
<i>You two fools keep forgetting that
I still have cancer, but other than that...</i>

315
00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:21,136
<i>[sighs]</i>

316
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,888
<i>-...I'm the picture of health.
-[laughing]</i>

317
00:20:22,971 --> 00:20:25,641
<i>-I'm glad he's still got a sense of humor.
-[laughs]</i>

318
00:20:26,683 --> 00:20:28,518
<i>-Thank you.
-[cell phone ringing]</i>

319
00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:38,612
<i>[Lino exhales]</i>

320
00:20:40,113 --> 00:20:41,281
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

321
00:20:41,365 --> 00:20:42,366
<i>It's Filomena.</i>

322
00:20:42,449 --> 00:20:43,533
<i>[Lino] Ciao.</i>

323
00:20:44,117 --> 00:20:46,119
<i>-How are you feeling?
-[speaking Italian]</i>

324
00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:47,037
<i>[mouths]</i>

325
00:20:49,122 --> 00:20:51,416
<i>Y'all need a couple of Texans
to start this party?</i>

326
00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:54,586
<i>-[Maxine] Oh, it's already started.
-[laughing]</i>

327
00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:55,837
<i>[Amy] Oh!</i>

328
00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:58,757
<i>He's doing much better.</i>

329
00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:00,342
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

330
00:21:00,425 --> 00:21:01,260
<i>Ciao,</i> Mamma.</i>

331
00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,638
<i>Amore,</i> my mom wants to talk to you.</i>

332
00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:05,931
<i>Okay, I'll be right back.</i>

333
00:21:06,014 --> 00:21:07,224
<i>-Look so good.
-[Zora] Mm-hmm.</i>

334
00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:10,727
<i>Oh, and Zora has some news.</i>

335
00:21:10,811 --> 00:21:12,271
<i>-No.
-[Hershel] Hmm.</i>

336
00:21:17,067 --> 00:21:17,985
<i>[Zora clears throat]</i>

337
00:21:18,568 --> 00:21:20,028
<i>Ciao, Filomena.</i>

338
00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:22,114
<i>-[Filomena in Italian] </i>How is he really?
-He's good.</i>

339
00:21:22,197 --> 00:21:24,908
<i>His fever is gone,
and the infection is improving.</i>

340
00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:26,702
<i>That's good news.</i>

341
00:21:29,371 --> 00:21:31,248
<i>Last night I dreamt of the Blessed Mother.</i>

342
00:21:31,915 --> 00:21:34,751
<i>-She told me Lino was being called home.</i>
-[gasps]</i>

343
00:21:35,335 --> 00:21:36,670
<i>-She was...</i>
-Filomena.</i>

344
00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:40,549
<i>I know you're scared, but please,
I can't hear that right now.</i>

345
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:43,719
<i>-Okay?</i>
-I pray every hour for my son.</i>

346
00:21:44,511 --> 00:21:46,388
<i>But it isn't in our hands.</i>

347
00:21:46,471 --> 00:21:50,183
<i>Listen, the doctor
is going in to see Lino now.</i>

348
00:21:50,267 --> 00:21:51,727
<i>We'll talk soon.</i>

349
00:21:51,810 --> 00:21:55,188
<i>Good. Kiss Idalia for me.</i>

350
00:21:55,272 --> 00:21:57,065
<i>Sì,</i> ciao, ciao.</i>

351
00:22:03,488 --> 00:22:05,657
<i>[in English] You could be carrying
the next Emmitt Smith.</i>

352
00:22:05,741 --> 00:22:07,326
<i>Mm-hmm. Or the first woman president.</i>

353
00:22:08,618 --> 00:22:11,413
<i>Amore, amore,</i>
how was Idalia's school trip?</i>

354
00:22:11,496 --> 00:22:14,207
<i>Oh, uh, your... your mom
must have picked her up by now, right?</i>

355
00:22:14,291 --> 00:22:17,294
<i>She did. She did. She'll tell you
all about it on the phone later.</i>

356
00:22:17,377 --> 00:22:18,879
<i>That is one cute little girl.</i>

357
00:22:18,962 --> 00:22:22,674
<i>She'll be in for a visit soon.
I promised her that she would see her dad.</i>

358
00:22:22,758 --> 00:22:26,261
<i>Oh, I'm sorry. Unfortunately,
children aren't allowed on this floor.</i>

359
00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:27,429
<i>What?</i>

360
00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:46,656
<i>-[Zora] Shh!
-[alarm chirps]</i>

361
00:23:06,176 --> 00:23:09,137
<i>-Hi, how are you? Good to see you.
-Hey.</i>

362
00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:10,347
<i>[Hershel] How you doing?</i>

363
00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:11,640
<i>[laughs]</i>

364
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:18,772
<i>Hi, we just wanna thank you so much</i>

365
00:23:18,855 --> 00:23:21,233
<i>for everything
that you are doing for our family</i>

366
00:23:21,316 --> 00:23:23,402
<i>and for all the other families here.</i>

367
00:23:23,485 --> 00:23:24,986
<i>Are you gluten-free?</i>

368
00:23:26,321 --> 00:23:29,699
<i>Hey. Lino, I brought you
a little something.</i>

369
00:23:32,494 --> 00:23:34,204
<i>-Babbo!
-Amore.</i>

370
00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:36,748
<i>-[Lino sighs]
-[Hershel laughs]</i>

371
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,125
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

372
00:23:38,208 --> 00:23:40,419
<i>-[laughs]
-Thank you, Daddy.</i>

373
00:23:40,502 --> 00:23:42,796
<i>Hey, anything for you, baby girl.</i>

374
00:23:42,879 --> 00:23:44,005
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

375
00:23:44,089 --> 00:23:46,425
<i>[kisses] And for them.</i>

376
00:23:47,759 --> 00:23:48,677
<i>Hmm.</i>

377
00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:51,972
<i>You okay, sweetie? Hmm?</i>

378
00:23:52,055 --> 00:23:54,599
<i>-I'm with</i> Babbo</i> <i>now, so you can go.
-[laughs]</i>

379
00:23:54,683 --> 00:23:57,769
<i>I can go? [laughs]</i>

380
00:23:57,853 --> 00:23:58,812
<i>[mouths] Love you.</i>

381
00:23:59,396 --> 00:24:00,230
<i>Okay.</i>

382
00:24:00,981 --> 00:24:03,483
<i>I'm gonna go get dinner, and I'll be back.</i>

383
00:24:04,985 --> 00:24:05,819
<i>There you go.</i>

384
00:24:07,154 --> 00:24:08,613
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

385
00:24:09,698 --> 00:24:11,908
<i>-Bye.
-[both speak Italian]</i>

386
00:24:12,993 --> 00:24:16,621
<i>[speaks Italian, chuckles]</i>

387
00:24:18,707 --> 00:24:21,877
<i>[exclaiming]</i>

388
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,753
<i>Why are you wearing a dress?</i>

389
00:24:26,214 --> 00:24:29,634
<i>[sighs] Because it makes it easier
for the doctors to do their work.</i>

390
00:24:33,972 --> 00:24:35,932
<i>-[gasps]</i> Amore!
-Hmm.</i>

391
00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:36,850
<i>Look.</i>

392
00:24:38,852 --> 00:24:42,397
<i>-Tonino's goat would gobble this up.
-[laughs]</i>

393
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:44,691
<i>You never told me what happened.</i>

394
00:24:44,774 --> 00:24:48,153
<i>Tonino gave the goat his soccer shoes,
but they were too big.</i>

395
00:24:48,236 --> 00:24:50,947
<i>That's right, but he had an idea.</i>

396
00:24:51,531 --> 00:24:52,407
<i>[Idalia] Hmm?</i>

397
00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:56,328
<i>Tonino gathered all of his socks
and all of his father's socks</i>

398
00:24:56,828 --> 00:25:00,749
<i>and all of his cousin's socks
and all the socks in the whole town</i>

399
00:25:01,458 --> 00:25:03,293
<i>and brought them back to the goat.</i>

400
00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:07,547
<i>And when he tried on
Tonino's soccer shoes this time...</i>

401
00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:09,090
<i>[in Italian] They fit?</i>

402
00:25:09,841 --> 00:25:10,675
<i>Sì.</i>

403
00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:15,764
<i>[in English] And the goat was so happy
that he danced all the way to the field.</i>

404
00:25:17,432 --> 00:25:21,269
<i>Babbo,</i> your eyes look yellow</i>
like the lemons.</i>

405
00:25:25,982 --> 00:25:27,817
<i>Let's see. [exhales]</i>

406
00:25:27,901 --> 00:25:30,403
<i>Do you remember what lemon zest is?</i>

407
00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,447
<i>The yellow part on the...</i>

408
00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:34,533
<i>-[Lino] Shh! Shh, shh!
-[Idalia] Oh.</i>

409
00:25:34,616 --> 00:25:38,078
<i>[whispering] I don't think
that she sees us.</i>

410
00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:42,707
<i>I'll be back in five minutes
with my glasses.</i>

411
00:25:48,713 --> 00:25:51,132
<i>Time to go, Idalia.</i>

412
00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:52,968
<i>[Idalia groans]</i>

413
00:25:57,097 --> 00:25:58,640
<i>[Lino kisses] Okay, go,</i> amore.</i>

414
00:26:01,434 --> 00:26:04,854
<i>Nurse Gwen is circling. [chuckles]</i>

415
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:06,022
<i>[Idalia] Bye,</i> Babbo.</i>

416
00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:08,066
<i>Ciao,</i> amore.</i>

417
00:26:09,651 --> 00:26:11,778
<i>Bye, baby. Gimme a kiss.
I'll see you at the house.</i>

418
00:26:11,861 --> 00:26:13,196
<i>-[Idalia] Okay.
-Love you.</i>

419
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:14,406
<i>[Idalia] Love you too.</i>

420
00:26:27,836 --> 00:26:29,921
<i>[Amy] I wanted to get you some good food.</i>

421
00:26:37,053 --> 00:26:39,764
<i>I should've known the food
wouldn't be as good as yours.</i>

422
00:26:39,848 --> 00:26:43,476
<i>Hmm? No. No, no, the food is nice.</i>

423
00:26:46,146 --> 00:26:47,022
<i>Amore.</i>

424
00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:48,106
<i>-Yes?
-Go home.</i>

425
00:26:49,107 --> 00:26:50,025
<i>Be with Idalia.</i>

426
00:26:54,154 --> 00:26:55,238
<i>I can read to you.</i>

427
00:26:55,739 --> 00:26:57,073
<i>I'm tired.</i>

428
00:26:58,366 --> 00:27:00,452
<i>-And I'm not that hungry.
-Okay.</i>

429
00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,385
<i>Can I have my notebook?</i>

430
00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:21,389
<i>Yes. Okay.</i>

431
00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:24,142
<i>Bye.</i>

432
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:28,438
<i>Let me get this out of your way.</i>

433
00:27:36,696 --> 00:27:37,530
<i>Bye.</i>

434
00:27:43,787 --> 00:27:46,081
<i>["Concedimi" by Matteo Romano playing]</i>

435
00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:31,209
<i>[panting]</i>

436
00:28:43,847 --> 00:28:45,932
<i>[gasps]</i>

437
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:53,523
<i>[shudders]</i>

438
00:28:53,606 --> 00:28:57,026
<i>...on my way out.
Liver panels and blood work,</i>

439
00:28:57,110 --> 00:29:00,238
<i>and I don't even know
what the fuck any of it means.</i>

440
00:29:00,321 --> 00:29:02,657
<i>He won't eat.
And they keep doing all these tests,</i>

441
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:05,285
<i>but nobody wants to explain to us
why they're doing it.</i>

442
00:29:05,368 --> 00:29:07,162
<i>What the fuck is the bilirubin?</i>

443
00:29:07,245 --> 00:29:09,414
<i>-And why is this number so high, Zora?
-Amy.</i>

444
00:29:09,497 --> 00:29:11,082
<i>[sighs]</i>

445
00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:13,168
<i>[clicks tongue] I don't know.</i>

446
00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:16,087
<i>Maybe the liver doctor
will give us some answers.</i>

447
00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:17,464
<i>Did you see his eyes?</i>

448
00:29:21,092 --> 00:29:22,802
<i>Zora, what's happening? [sobs]</i>

449
00:29:22,886 --> 00:29:24,971
<i>-[cell phone vibrates]
-I don't know.</i>

450
00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:28,266
<i>-But this...
-I'll be right back, okay?</i>

451
00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:34,647
<i>Hey.</i>

452
00:29:34,731 --> 00:29:38,401
<i>I just tried to call you at home.
Where are you?</i>

453
00:29:39,027 --> 00:29:40,195
<i>With my sister.</i>

454
00:29:40,278 --> 00:29:45,742
<i>Zora, I took the night shift with Lino
so you could go home and get some rest.</i>

455
00:29:45,825 --> 00:29:48,411
<i>Lino is sick, Ken. Amy needs me.</i>

456
00:29:48,495 --> 00:29:50,246
<i>Amy is taking care of Lino.</i>

457
00:29:50,330 --> 00:29:54,167
<i>You're taking care of Amy,
and who is taking care of you?</i>

458
00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,336
<i>Your blood pressure was high
at your last checkup,</i>

459
00:29:56,419 --> 00:29:58,630
<i>and you know the doctor said
with a geriatric pregnancy...</i>

460
00:29:58,713 --> 00:30:00,381
<i>You know how I feel about that term.</i>

461
00:30:00,465 --> 00:30:04,260
<i>And you know how I feel
about you, about this baby.</i>

462
00:30:04,844 --> 00:30:06,179
<i>I'm worried about you.</i>

463
00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:12,852
<i>About our family.
It took a long time to find you, Zora.</i>

464
00:30:12,936 --> 00:30:14,646
<i>I'm just trying to protect you.</i>

465
00:30:16,272 --> 00:30:18,483
<i>I don't know what to say to her, Ken.</i>

466
00:30:20,318 --> 00:30:22,737
<i>I can't tell if she's asking me
to tell her something</i>

467
00:30:22,821 --> 00:30:24,614
<i>I don't even wanna think about.</i>

468
00:30:27,534 --> 00:30:30,370
<i>[sniffles, sighs]</i>

469
00:30:33,248 --> 00:30:34,541
<i>I'll head home soon.</i>

470
00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:36,960
<i>I promise.</i>

471
00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:42,715
<i>Okay. So, Zora's at Ken's for dinner
next Sunday. It's his father's birthday.</i>

472
00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:44,384
<i>-[Maxine] I can cover that.
-[Lynn] Great.</i>

473
00:30:44,467 --> 00:30:46,177
<i>[Hershel] I'll keep working remotely
for now.</i>

474
00:30:46,261 --> 00:30:47,679
<i>-We'll both be here.
-[Maxine] Yeah.</i>

475
00:30:47,762 --> 00:30:51,224
<i>-Okay, that's the next two weeks.
-Well, what about next month?</i>

476
00:30:51,307 --> 00:30:53,768
<i>Are we sure we should be
looking that far ahead?</i>

477
00:30:56,771 --> 00:30:59,065
<i>Zora, what are you saying?</i>

478
00:30:59,148 --> 00:31:01,276
<i>The doctors haven't given up on him.</i>

479
00:31:02,235 --> 00:31:04,237
<i>Lino's beat this thing before.
He'll do it again.</i>

480
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:08,783
<i>He's got people pulling for him,
and I started a prayer chain back home.</i>

481
00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:12,537
<i>And once he's stable, there's a treatment
I read about in Mexico...</i>

482
00:31:12,620 --> 00:31:14,539
<i>Mom, I don't wanna hear
about fucking Mexico.</i>

483
00:31:15,456 --> 00:31:18,626
<i>-Y'all didn't see him last night.
-We just don't wanna give up on him.</i>

484
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:20,378
<i>I've never given up on Lino.</i>

485
00:31:23,298 --> 00:31:25,592
<i>He just doesn't seem to be getting better.</i>

486
00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:30,430
<i>None of us are doctors, Zora.</i>

487
00:31:32,265 --> 00:31:34,517
<i>Let's just wait and see
what they have to say.</i>

488
00:31:35,602 --> 00:31:37,896
<i>[doctor] Lino's numbers
aren't what we'd like.</i>

489
00:31:37,979 --> 00:31:39,606
<i>What... what does that mean, the numbers?</i>

490
00:31:39,689 --> 00:31:42,567
<i>We're more interested
in how the numbers are trending.</i>

491
00:31:42,650 --> 00:31:44,694
<i>You're not answering the question.</i>

492
00:31:44,777 --> 00:31:46,946
<i>[doctor] Well, when we see
a patient in Lino's condition,</i>

493
00:31:47,030 --> 00:31:48,114
<i>we're in a situation</i>

494
00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:50,074
<i>where a liver transplant
is an attractive option.</i>

495
00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:52,702
<i>-A liver transplant?
-No, no,</i> amore, amore, amore.</i>

496
00:31:52,785 --> 00:31:56,623
<i>How would... would something
like that affect my cancer treatment?</i>

497
00:31:56,706 --> 00:31:58,249
<i>Discuss that with your oncologist.</i>

498
00:31:58,333 --> 00:32:00,126
<i>-We'll keep running tests.
-[Amy gasps]</i>

499
00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:08,384
<i>Lino has all these doctors, but they
don't communicate with each other.</i>

500
00:32:08,468 --> 00:32:11,471
<i>Can you talk with them, please?</i>

501
00:32:12,096 --> 00:32:14,223
<i>He keeps going for test after test,</i>

502
00:32:14,307 --> 00:32:18,311
<i>but the... the infectious disease doctor
said he's getting much better.</i>

503
00:32:18,394 --> 00:32:22,523
<i>Then this hepatologist, this Collins lady,</i>

504
00:32:22,607 --> 00:32:24,901
<i>she's talking now
about a liver transplant?</i>

505
00:32:24,984 --> 00:32:28,363
<i>No, no, she shouldn't be talking
to you guys about a liver transplant.</i>

506
00:32:28,446 --> 00:32:31,783
<i>You don't move the furniture around
when the house is on fire.</i>

507
00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:36,162
<i>Excuse me.</i>

508
00:32:37,288 --> 00:32:40,166
<i>[exhales] Where's Dr. Collins?</i>

509
00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,671
<i>Dr. Collins. Hey.</i>

510
00:32:44,754 --> 00:32:46,714
<i>[panting]</i>

511
00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:48,299
<i>What is actually happening to him?</i>

512
00:32:49,258 --> 00:32:51,052
<i>I think you need
to talk to your oncologist...</i>

513
00:32:51,135 --> 00:32:53,846
<i>-What are you not telling me?
-Look, it's not my place.</i>

514
00:32:53,930 --> 00:32:57,976
<i>If it was your husband,
what would you want someone to tell you?</i>

515
00:32:59,602 --> 00:33:01,104
<i>Your husband's liver is failing.</i>

516
00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:04,107
<i>Which means? [panting]</i>

517
00:33:04,190 --> 00:33:07,902
<i>Again, you should talk to your oncologist
about Lino's long-term care.</i>

518
00:33:09,946 --> 00:33:11,823
<i>How about not making people run</i>

519
00:33:11,906 --> 00:33:14,283
<i>to the fucking parking lot
for information?</i>

520
00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:16,452
<i>How about that? [panting]</i>

521
00:33:29,340 --> 00:33:31,634
<i>Wait. Where are you going now?</i>

522
00:33:31,718 --> 00:33:34,262
<i>-I've quit asking.
-He has a full-body PET scan.</i>

523
00:33:34,345 --> 00:33:35,388
<i>Who ordered this?</i>

524
00:33:35,471 --> 00:33:38,016
<i>Dr. Smith. No, wait,
the new attending, Dr. Benjawan.</i>

525
00:33:38,099 --> 00:33:41,519
<i>No, no, no, stop! Stop. No more.</i>

526
00:33:42,186 --> 00:33:43,312
<i>He's not going anywhere.</i>

527
00:33:47,191 --> 00:33:50,695
<i>This is bullshit.
We're wasting time with all these tests.</i>

528
00:33:50,778 --> 00:33:52,030
<i>We have plans.</i>

529
00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:55,324
<i>Amore,</i> I haven't been to Castelleone.</i>

530
00:33:55,408 --> 00:33:59,162
<i>We have to take Idalia there.
It's just... it's... it's...</i>

531
00:33:59,245 --> 00:34:02,290
<i>It's too many doctors.
It's too many... it's too...</i>

532
00:34:02,373 --> 00:34:05,126
<i>It's too many fucking tests.</i>

533
00:34:05,209 --> 00:34:06,294
<i>I don't... I don't...</i>

534
00:34:07,670 --> 00:34:11,257
<i>[crying] God, I don't know
what the fuck is happening. I don't know.</i>

535
00:34:11,841 --> 00:34:12,759
<i>I do.</i>

536
00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:15,344
<i>[sighs]</i>

537
00:34:24,729 --> 00:34:25,897
<i>[sighs] Okay.</i>

538
00:34:25,980 --> 00:34:27,190
<i>[shudders]</i>

539
00:34:29,984 --> 00:34:31,986
<i>[gasping]</i>

540
00:34:33,780 --> 00:34:36,240
<i>I promise you... [exhales]</i>

541
00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:38,534
<i>...that I'm getting you out of here. [gasps]</i>

542
00:34:40,703 --> 00:34:42,371
<i>I promise you,</i> amore,</i> <i>okay?</i>

543
00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:45,500
<i>Our story doesn't end here.</i>

544
00:34:54,342 --> 00:34:58,054
<i>What will this look like?
What should we prepare ourselves for?</i>

545
00:35:01,599 --> 00:35:04,936
<i>First, I'd like to ask Lino
how he's feeling about all of this.</i>

546
00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:10,274
<i>[chuckles] Thank you.</i>

547
00:35:12,068 --> 00:35:15,279
<i>-No one has even asked me that.
-Well, I'm sorry about that.</i>

548
00:35:16,114 --> 00:35:17,657
<i>And for the lack of clarity.</i>

549
00:35:18,449 --> 00:35:20,284
<i>Palliative care is comfort care</i>

550
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:22,995
<i>for the patient and the family.</i>

551
00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:25,623
<i>And part of that is honesty.</i>

552
00:35:26,374 --> 00:35:28,793
<i>Lino, you have a cancer we cannot cure.</i>

553
00:35:29,669 --> 00:35:31,212
<i>And your liver is failing.</i>

554
00:35:31,712 --> 00:35:35,258
<i>Your body is showing me
that it is in the process of dying.</i>

555
00:35:40,721 --> 00:35:42,348
<i>So, the question for you is</i>

556
00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:46,185
<i>what do you want
your final time to look like?</i>

557
00:35:55,778 --> 00:35:57,697
<i>I want to get the hell out of here.</i>

558
00:35:59,949 --> 00:36:02,243
<i>[doctor]</i> Dying looks different</i>
for every single person.</i>

559
00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:06,247
<i>Hospice workers will give you meds
to ease any of the pain</i>

560
00:36:06,330 --> 00:36:09,125
<i>and help Amy handle this transition.</i>

561
00:36:11,669 --> 00:36:15,006
<i>Hopefully, you're lucky enough to have
friends and family step in and help you.</i>

562
00:36:16,132 --> 00:36:17,550
<i>What about our daughter?</i>

563
00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:20,845
<i>[doctor]</i> We'll set you up</i>

564
00:36:20,928 --> 00:36:23,431
<i>with a social worker
who specializes in this area.</i>

565
00:36:24,140 --> 00:36:27,185
<i>I'm here for both of you.
You can call me any time.</i>

566
00:36:28,895 --> 00:36:29,729
<i>Okay?</i>

567
00:36:31,522 --> 00:36:32,773
<i>[Amy sniffles]</i>

568
00:36:46,162 --> 00:36:48,539
<i>[rings]</i>

569
00:36:50,833 --> 00:36:52,168
<i>[line ringing]</i>

570
00:36:56,380 --> 00:36:57,757
<i>[rings]</i>

571
00:36:58,591 --> 00:36:59,842
<i>Pronto.</i>

572
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:01,552
<i>Amy.</i>

573
00:37:03,095 --> 00:37:04,430
<i>[in Italian]</i> Where's Lino?</i>

574
00:37:05,973 --> 00:37:07,808
<i>There's nothing more they can do.</i>

575
00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:10,436
<i>[gasps]</i>

576
00:37:10,519 --> 00:37:11,520
<i>He's going home.</i>

577
00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:16,692
<i>I'm going to church to pray.</i>

578
00:37:18,611 --> 00:37:20,279
<i>It's in the hands of the Saints now.</i>

579
00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:25,201
<i>[panting]</i>

580
00:37:31,123 --> 00:37:34,085
<i>[gasps, shudders]</i>

581
00:38:04,991 --> 00:38:08,119
<i>[in English] Don't worry.
It's gonna be a slow ride. No sirens.</i>

582
00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:11,831
<i>You're almost home,</i> amore.</i>

583
00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:30,766
<i>Idalia.</i>

584
00:38:33,311 --> 00:38:35,062
<i>Babbo</i> came home last night,</i>

585
00:38:35,146 --> 00:38:37,690
<i>and he can't wait
to have breakfast with you.</i>

586
00:38:37,773 --> 00:38:39,775
<i>[chuckling]</i>

587
00:38:47,074 --> 00:38:47,908
<i>-Ciao.</i>
-</i><i>Look!</i>

588
00:38:50,536 --> 00:38:51,370
<i>[Lino] Wow.</i>

589
00:38:52,663 --> 00:38:54,457
<i>I have something for you too.</i>

590
00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:58,294
<i>What is it? What is it?</i>

591
00:39:01,881 --> 00:39:03,591
<i>-[gasps] Chocolates?
-[exhales]</i>

592
00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:07,094
<i>[sighs] But not till after breakfast.</i>

593
00:39:07,678 --> 00:39:10,765
<i>I have pancakes, eggs, and grits.</i>

594
00:39:12,433 --> 00:39:13,267
<i>Amore.</i>

595
00:39:14,977 --> 00:39:16,103
<i>How do you say</i>

596
00:39:17,271 --> 00:39:18,481
<i>"coffee" in Italian?</i>

597
00:39:18,564 --> 00:39:20,524
<i>That's easy,</i> Babbo. Caffè.</i>

598
00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:22,068
<i>Brava.</i>

599
00:39:23,235 --> 00:39:24,528
<i>"Pancakes"?</i>

600
00:39:24,612 --> 00:39:25,738
<i>[Idalia]</i> Frittella.</i>

601
00:39:26,322 --> 00:39:27,239
<i>[Lino]</i> Brava.</i>

602
00:39:27,823 --> 00:39:28,824
<i>What about</i>

603
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:31,202
<i>"goat"?</i>

604
00:39:31,786 --> 00:39:33,204
<i>-Capra!
-Sì.</i>

605
00:39:35,581 --> 00:39:37,958
<i>[doorbell rings]</i>

606
00:39:40,961 --> 00:39:41,796
<i>Amore...</i>

607
00:39:42,755 --> 00:39:43,839
<i>Mangia, gioia mia.</i>

608
00:39:47,718 --> 00:39:51,222
<i>Our goal is to help you understand
what your child is going through,</i>

609
00:39:51,305 --> 00:39:52,765
<i>so you can help her after this.</i>

610
00:39:52,848 --> 00:39:55,059
<i>Sorry, I just... [sniffles]</i>

611
00:39:55,142 --> 00:39:56,644
<i>I hate this.</i>

612
00:39:56,727 --> 00:39:59,271
<i>Children are prone to magical thinking.</i>

613
00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:01,607
<i>Grownups too.</i>

614
00:40:01,690 --> 00:40:04,735
<i>You need to help Idalia
understand what's happening,</i>

615
00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:07,405
<i>because her brain will want to forget.</i>

616
00:40:07,488 --> 00:40:10,574
<i>The most important thing
is to include her.</i>

617
00:40:10,658 --> 00:40:12,410
<i>And when her father dies,</i>

618
00:40:13,452 --> 00:40:15,162
<i>bring her to him.</i>

619
00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:18,958
<i>Let her see him
and have a moment with him.</i>

620
00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:20,459
<i>-[gasps]
-[woman] Touch him.</i>

621
00:40:24,505 --> 00:40:26,757
<i>I don't know if I can do that.</i>

622
00:40:26,841 --> 00:40:27,883
<i>You can.</i>

623
00:40:28,884 --> 00:40:30,886
<i>And you will, for her.</i>

624
00:40:33,472 --> 00:40:35,182
<i>Do you have help? Family?</i>

625
00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:37,601
<i>Good.</i>

626
00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:39,103
<i>And remember,</i>

627
00:40:40,354 --> 00:40:43,691
<i>kids can handle anything
if you tell them the truth.</i>

628
00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:51,031
<i>-"Being deeply loved by someone..."</i>
-Amore, amore.</i>

629
00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:54,743
<i>-In Italian.
-Okay.</i>

630
00:40:56,579 --> 00:40:58,998
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

631
00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:00,875
<i>...something?</i>

632
00:41:02,168 --> 00:41:03,294
<i>You read it, Mommy.</i>

633
00:41:05,254 --> 00:41:06,213
<i>All right.</i>

634
00:41:07,423 --> 00:41:11,135
<i>[in Italian] "To be loved deeply
by someone... makes you strong."</i>

635
00:41:11,218 --> 00:41:12,344
<i>[chuckles]</i>

636
00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:17,266
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

637
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:19,768
<i>[knock on door]</i>

638
00:41:21,145 --> 00:41:24,523
<i>[in English] Sorry, Lino. I got two more
specialists who need to see you.</i>

639
00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,025
<i>Whoa!</i>

640
00:41:26,108 --> 00:41:28,068
<i>-Ciao,</i> belli.
-[laughing]</i>

641
00:41:28,652 --> 00:41:30,696
<i>-Hello, Amy.
-[Amy] Thank you for coming.</i>

642
00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:32,114
<i>-[Silvio] Hi.
-[Amy] Thank you.</i>

643
00:41:32,198 --> 00:41:34,867
<i>Of course.
I made you some</i> limoncello.</i> <i>[chuckles]</i>

644
00:41:34,950 --> 00:41:37,203
<i>And this is for Idalia.</i>

645
00:41:37,286 --> 00:41:38,996
<i>-These are from my home country.
-Thank you.</i>

646
00:41:39,079 --> 00:41:41,165
<i>I'm sorry, guys. I can't get up for you.</i>

647
00:41:41,248 --> 00:41:44,001
<i>Ah! When did you ever get up for me, huh?</i>

648
00:41:44,084 --> 00:41:45,085
<i>[laughing]</i>

649
00:41:45,211 --> 00:41:48,214
<i>Oh, well, him, I'll get up for.</i>

650
00:41:48,297 --> 00:41:50,341
<i>-Whoa!
-[laughing]</i>

651
00:41:50,424 --> 00:41:53,052
<i>-Ciao, Antonio.</i> Grazie</i> <i>for everything.
-You're welcome.</i>

652
00:41:53,135 --> 00:41:57,056
<i>-[in Italian] How are you, Lino?</i>
-</i><i>How am I? I'm like this.</i>

653
00:41:58,098 --> 00:42:00,267
<i>-Ah! Idalia!
-[gasps]</i>

654
00:42:00,351 --> 00:42:02,436
<i>[laughing]</i>

655
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:05,064
<i>-[Idalia in English] Thank you.
-[laughing]</i>

656
00:42:05,147 --> 00:42:07,191
<i>It's getting a little cramped in here.</i>

657
00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:10,653
<i>Let's go to the garden.</i>

658
00:42:10,736 --> 00:42:13,489
<i>[Idalia hums]</i>

659
00:42:13,572 --> 00:42:15,574
<i>[playing tune]</i>

660
00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,121
<i>-[Amy] Hmm.
-[camera shutter clicks]</i>

661
00:42:22,289 --> 00:42:23,123
<i>[woman] Hi.</i>

662
00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:27,002
<i>Thank you. Would you wanna join us?</i>

663
00:42:27,753 --> 00:42:28,671
<i>[chuckling]</i>

664
00:42:28,754 --> 00:42:31,006
<i>-Ciao.
-[Amy] Everyone, this is Alice.</i>

665
00:42:33,300 --> 00:42:34,760
<i>[Lino coughing]</i>

666
00:42:36,428 --> 00:42:37,930
<i>-[nurse] Good to see you.
-[Lino sighs]</i>

667
00:42:38,013 --> 00:42:39,515
<i>-Ciao.
-Ciao.</i>

668
00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:51,527
<i>-[chattering]
-[laughing]</i>

669
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,656
<i>[camera shutter clicks]</i>

670
00:42:58,867 --> 00:43:01,620
<i>-[chattering]
-[laughing]</i>

671
00:43:02,413 --> 00:43:03,330
<i>[shutter clicks]</i>

672
00:43:06,166 --> 00:43:07,001
<i>No, no,</i> amore, amore.</i>

673
00:43:07,084 --> 00:43:08,877
<i>[Hershel] How about
we give your dad a break?</i>

674
00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:11,422
<i>How are you? You okay?</i>

675
00:43:12,673 --> 00:43:13,591
<i>[shutter clicks]</i>

676
00:43:17,177 --> 00:43:18,929
<i>-[laughing]
-Come on, let's dance a little.</i>

677
00:43:19,013 --> 00:43:22,975
<i>-[chattering]
-[laughing]</i>

678
00:43:24,810 --> 00:43:27,646
<i>-[Preston] You said I only have two moves.
-[laughing]</i>

679
00:43:27,730 --> 00:43:29,440
<i>[cheering]</i>

680
00:43:33,235 --> 00:43:35,404
<i>[Amy] Go get Maxine, Daddy. Get Maxine.</i>

681
00:43:35,487 --> 00:43:38,240
<i>[Preston] I think I can do
that twirl, man. I should try this.</i>

682
00:43:38,324 --> 00:43:39,408
<i>[laughs]</i>

683
00:43:39,491 --> 00:43:41,577
<i>I don't wanna end up in the hospital.</i>

684
00:43:42,202 --> 00:43:43,287
<i>[laughs]</i>

685
00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:44,705
<i>I can't believe how good he looks.</i>

686
00:43:46,582 --> 00:43:49,752
<i>There can be a surge of energy
at the end of life.</i>

687
00:43:50,753 --> 00:43:54,048
<i>Like that last burst of energy
women have before they give birth.</i>

688
00:43:55,341 --> 00:44:00,429
<i>Birth and death,
these two elemental human experiences,</i>

689
00:44:00,512 --> 00:44:02,056
<i>not very different.</i>

690
00:44:04,475 --> 00:44:06,310
<i>[laughing]</i>

691
00:44:08,979 --> 00:44:12,650
<i>Um, everybody just gather around.
Should we take a picture?</i>

692
00:44:12,733 --> 00:44:14,234
<i>-You wanna take a picture?
-Yeah.</i>

693
00:44:14,318 --> 00:44:15,944
<i>-[Preston] Picture, guys, yeah.
-Yeah?</i>

694
00:44:16,028 --> 00:44:17,071
<i>[Preston] Let's do that.</i>

695
00:44:17,154 --> 00:44:19,156
<i>[coughing]</i>

696
00:44:27,289 --> 00:44:28,624
<i>Watch out, watch out, watch out.</i>

697
00:44:31,251 --> 00:44:32,169
<i>[shutter clicks]</i>

698
00:44:32,252 --> 00:44:35,631
<i>Yes, thank you. I knew there
was something wrong with this picture.</i>

699
00:44:35,714 --> 00:44:38,926
<i>-[Silvio]</i> Vieni, vieni, vieni,</i> <i>come on.
-[laughing]</i>

700
00:44:40,427 --> 00:44:42,930
<i>You can't let her behave like this, okay?</i>

701
00:44:43,013 --> 00:44:44,640
<i>-Formaggio.</i>
-[chuckles]</i>

702
00:44:44,723 --> 00:44:47,643
<i>-Formaggio.
-Formaggio!</i>

703
00:44:47,726 --> 00:44:48,686
<i>I'm eating cheese.</i>

704
00:44:48,769 --> 00:44:50,145
<i>-Cheese!
-[laughing]</i>

705
00:44:50,229 --> 00:44:52,189
<i>-Where is the cheese?
-[laughing]</i>

706
00:44:52,272 --> 00:44:55,943
<i>Hi, everyone. I'm just gonna get Lino
to take a nap now. He's a little tired.</i>

707
00:44:56,026 --> 00:44:58,696
<i>-I'll help you. Up.
-[Amy] Yes. Thank you.</i>

708
00:45:00,531 --> 00:45:03,242
<i>-[Lino clears throat]
-[chattering]</i>

709
00:45:19,007 --> 00:45:19,842
<i>[Lino] Okay.</i>

710
00:45:24,805 --> 00:45:27,683
<i>[Amy] Sweetheart,
there's something I need to tell you.</i>

711
00:45:29,601 --> 00:45:30,602
<i>It's about</i> Babbo.</i>

712
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:37,025
<i>I know he's dying,
and it's breaking my heart.</i>

713
00:45:38,402 --> 00:45:40,070
<i>It's breaking my heart too.</i>

714
00:45:42,489 --> 00:45:43,323
<i>When?</i>

715
00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:47,578
<i>I don't know.</i>

716
00:45:50,706 --> 00:45:51,540
<i>Soon.</i>

717
00:45:56,086 --> 00:45:56,962
<i>[gasps]</i>

718
00:45:58,338 --> 00:45:59,673
<i>Mommy's here.</i>

719
00:46:15,939 --> 00:46:17,900
<i>Come sit with me,</i> amore.</i>

720
00:46:24,281 --> 00:46:25,866
<i>How long do goats live?</i>

721
00:46:31,580 --> 00:46:32,456
<i>Fifteen,</i>

722
00:46:34,082 --> 00:46:35,959
<i>sometimes 20 years.</i>

723
00:46:37,878 --> 00:46:40,005
<i>Where's Tonino's goat now?</i>

724
00:46:43,425 --> 00:46:45,177
<i>[inhales]</i>

725
00:46:46,386 --> 00:46:51,600
<i>When Tonino was at school,
the goat was not with him.</i>

726
00:46:53,811 --> 00:46:56,230
<i>But just because he didn't see the goat,</i>

727
00:46:57,856 --> 00:47:01,902
<i>it didn't mean that the goat
didn't love Tonino with all his heart.</i>

728
00:47:04,446 --> 00:47:05,906
<i>Because their love</i>

729
00:47:07,574 --> 00:47:12,704
<i>is like an invisible string
that connects one heart to the other.</i>

730
00:47:13,956 --> 00:47:15,958
<i>And that can never be broken.</i>

731
00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:21,088
<i>No matter where either of them are.</i>

732
00:47:23,841 --> 00:47:24,883
<i>[speaks Italian]</i>

733
00:47:29,972 --> 00:47:31,431
<i>-I love you,</i> Babbo.
-[exhales]</i>

734
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:35,060
<i>[Lino sighs]</i>

735
00:47:48,198 --> 00:47:50,534
<i>[Hershel chattering]</i>

736
00:47:53,912 --> 00:47:56,373
<i>[chattering continues]</i>

737
00:48:05,299 --> 00:48:07,301
<i>[Zora sobbing]</i>

738
00:48:22,316 --> 00:48:24,318
<i>[ragged breathing]</i>

739
00:48:43,337 --> 00:48:44,963
<i>Can I have my address book?</i>

740
00:48:55,098 --> 00:48:56,224
<i>Stay close to her.</i>

741
00:48:59,645 --> 00:49:02,105
<i>And treat Idalia like your own child.</i>

742
00:49:04,399 --> 00:49:05,525
<i>I-I will.</i>

743
00:49:16,536 --> 00:49:17,955
<i>[Lino exhales]</i>

744
00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:19,957
<i>[Zora whispering] Idalia.</i>

745
00:49:21,083 --> 00:49:23,835
<i>Hey, Idalia. Shh, shh, shh.</i>

746
00:49:42,104 --> 00:49:43,355
<i>[ragged breathing]</i>

747
00:49:59,997 --> 00:50:01,999
<i>[speaking Italian]</i>

748
00:50:07,671 --> 00:50:08,672
<i>[sniffles]</i>

749
00:50:10,841 --> 00:50:12,300
<i>[exhales]</i>

750
00:50:19,307 --> 00:50:20,142
<i>Amore.</i>

751
00:50:22,519 --> 00:50:23,770
<i>[Amy sighs]</i>

752
00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,063
<i>[Lino] I need something.</i>

753
00:50:28,608 --> 00:50:32,446
<i>Please, take my ashes home to Sicily.</i>

754
00:50:34,865 --> 00:50:35,782
<i>[exhales]</i>

755
00:50:48,795 --> 00:50:50,714
<i>[gasps] I will.</i>

756
00:50:50,797 --> 00:50:51,631
<i>[sighs]</i>

757
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:55,594
<i>And I want you to know love again someday.</i>

758
00:50:57,220 --> 00:50:58,096
<i>Another love.</i>

759
00:51:00,974 --> 00:51:03,894
<i>-Your love is too beautiful not to share.
-[shudders]</i>

760
00:51:03,977 --> 00:51:05,270
<i>Please don't.</i>

761
00:51:05,353 --> 00:51:09,316
<i>I want you to live your life.</i>

762
00:51:18,408 --> 00:51:19,701
<i>Your lips are dry.</i>

763
00:51:21,745 --> 00:51:22,996
<i>[gasps]</i>

764
00:51:27,084 --> 00:51:29,086
<i>[thunder rumbling]</i>

765
00:51:55,779 --> 00:51:56,738
<i>[Lino gasps]</i>

766
00:52:03,954 --> 00:52:06,289
<i>Thank you for your life.</i>

767
00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:09,709
<i>Thank you.</i>

768
00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:13,004
<i>Where do you think I'm going?</i>

769
00:52:17,592 --> 00:52:19,010
<i>[chuckles]</i>

770
00:52:21,221 --> 00:52:22,055
<i>I don't know.</i>

771
00:52:24,641 --> 00:52:26,643
<i>But I think it's beautiful</i>

772
00:52:27,936 --> 00:52:29,062
<i>and full.</i>

773
00:52:31,815 --> 00:52:33,859
<i>And you will be peaceful.</i>

774
00:52:36,319 --> 00:52:39,114
<i>You will be peaceful,</i> Linuzzo mio.</i>

775
00:52:41,950 --> 00:52:44,077
<i>I will welcome you in my dreams.</i>

776
00:52:47,164 --> 00:52:49,708
<i>I look forward to our next time together.</i>

777
00:52:53,044 --> 00:52:54,212
<i>Ti amo.</i>

778
00:52:55,213 --> 00:52:56,673
<i>Ti amo.</i>

779
00:52:58,091 --> 00:52:59,634
<i>Ti amo.</i>

780
00:53:01,678 --> 00:53:02,929
<i>Ti amo.</i>

781
00:53:03,889 --> 00:53:05,015
<i>[inhales]</i>

782
00:53:05,932 --> 00:53:07,350
<i>Ti amo.</i>

783
00:53:07,434 --> 00:53:09,436
<i>[thunder crashes]</i>

784
00:53:15,275 --> 00:53:17,194
<i>[gasps]</i>

785
00:53:17,277 --> 00:53:19,279
<i>[panting]</i>

786
00:53:28,705 --> 00:53:29,664
<i>[gasps]</i>

787
00:53:35,378 --> 00:53:36,296
<i>[gasps]</i>

788
00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,969
<i>You waited for me. [sobbing]</i>

789
00:53:57,442 --> 00:53:58,568
<i>[sighs]</i>

790
00:54:03,698 --> 00:54:05,325
<i>[sighs]</i>