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Yeah, but who the fuck
is The Spice King?

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Apparently,
there's a new chef in town.

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Some dude on house arrest
just moved

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into Collin's old room
next door.

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Get a job, Earl, today.

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 It's gotta be weird
with Janelle back

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from Bali
or wherever the fuck.

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Two people under one roof

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trying to reenter
Oakland society.

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Trish been in a funk since
she got denied that bank loan.

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There's more to it,
but she won't tell me.

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I'll bet some bullshit
must've happened at that club.

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Let's go! Clock's tickin'.

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Meanwhile,
Ashley still hasn't told Sean.

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Does he know where I am yet?

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Every day that goes by,
I just hope

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she brings him here,
tells him I didn't leave him.

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-Move through, please.
-All right. Thank you.

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Purse in the basket.

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-Next.
-Here you go.

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All right, over there.

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-I am waiting to be hated.
-Where's my son, Ash?

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Even though he don't say it,
my breath bated

24
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because, let's face it,

25
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he asks with his eyes,

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but his tongue ain't far behind
and gaining,

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and I don't have
the heart or mind

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to tell him it ain't the time.

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Ash, bring my son
to the line, babe.

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See, his son is also mine,
and the boy won't cry.

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He'll just go ghost in the eyes
if he gets wise

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and see that monsters
ain't under the bed.

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They come cuffing in the night,

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and I don't want
his first monster

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to be the one
that ate his papa alive.

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I'm in the belly of the whale.

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Bring my son inside!

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Fuck this line!

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I wanna duck and hide,

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cut and climb
out of my rut and run.

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But I'm not the one to leave
a motherfucker up and dried.

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Oh, well, I guess today's
the day that loyalty died, huh?

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Ugh!

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I got one boy going on man

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and one man
I've made a growing lie,

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stuck where hoping dies, and...

47
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here I am all doey-eyed.

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What kinda dope am I?
The broken kind?

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In need of an omen
or at least an open mind.

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So throw me a bone or a sign,
'cause I'm going blind.

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And I'm knowin'
that clock ain't slowin'

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by the time I go in.

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I'm probably overtime.

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Fuck!

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Ash!

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Hey!

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♪ Roll 'em up, Oaktown ♪

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♪ It's the A-N-T ♪

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♪ Just nod your head
To the funk I bump ♪

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♪ And pass the dank to me ♪

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♪ 'Cause I'm about to get
The West Coast loaded ♪

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♪ Put my rap into your Zag ♪

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♪ And you can damn sure
Smoke it... ♪

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Oh!

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♪ Ready to get you high ♪

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♪ Potent like endo ♪

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♪ Or maybe chocolate Thai ♪

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♪ You say you want the best ♪

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♪ Well, I'ma bring
The best... ♪

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Oh, shit.

71
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James, what up?

72
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 Hey, you said you know
about the boats, right?

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I got you an interview
at the port.

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It's in an hour, though,
so I'll pick you up.

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Be outside in 30.

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Wh--

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What?

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Ash.

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Come do psychedelic drugs
with me.

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I got a lot going on up there.

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I just walked out on a visit
with Miles today,

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and I don't think that door
is safe to open right now.

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Uh-uh, uh-uh, see, Smash,
now, that's the problem, okay?

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You gotta let that door
fly open, you feel me?

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Let it fly open,
spill into the room.

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Then take a step back,

87
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take a look, and go,

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"Hey, what the fuck
is all of this?"

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You know?
And then deal with it.

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Why are you so naked
all the time?

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Take it easy
on her today, y'all.

92
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My girl's goin' through it.

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Uh, goin' through what,
the last pair of pants?

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A cotton allergy?
A denim protest?

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Why you always gotta make
a comment on what I'm wearing?

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Mm, I'm commenting
on what you're never wearing.

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Wearing pants in the house
is stupid, okay?

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I feel liberated, okay?

99
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I want to feel free at home.

100
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W-well, how you feel
at work, then?

101
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Expensive.

102
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Look, I do not wear this
for anyone.

103
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I wear this to feel comfortable
and let it all out.

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You're just always so exposed.

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And you're so fuckin' afraid
of bein' exposed.

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All right, all right.

107
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No, she's always
talkin' some shit!

108
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That's enough! Trish!

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Listen, you are gonna love
the HCHM experience, okay?

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Now, my girl Maria,

111
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she's leading
this guided trip, right?

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And I promise you, sis,
it will give you

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a whole new perspective
on life, okay?

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Do the fool
on your chakra, right?

115
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Wipe the smirk off ye hurt.

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Ghost ride the pain inside.

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Listen,
go dumb all on that numb.

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Okay, okay, okay.
-I'm serious.

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Wait, wait, wait.
Hold up, hold up.

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Y'all bitches
finna do 'shrooms?

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Oh, good morning, sunshine.

122
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I mean, it's not only 'shrooms.

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I mean, it's kinda like that,
same idea.

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Bet.
See, yes, that is what I need.

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I need to trip
so I can stop trippin'.

126
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Get a sad bitch
back to a bad bitch!

127
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Drug myself
so I can love myself.

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Mm, child, your generation
is a mess.

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It's a metaphor.

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All right, listen,
I'll be nice, okay?

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I'll text Maria; I'm sure
she'll be fine with it.

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Ooh, yes, thank you, 'Nelle.

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Jacque, please come with,
okay?

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I need your positive vibes.

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James, goddamn.
I gotta know about boats.

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Like, I gotta be comfortable

137
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but, "Hey, I'm skilled
with boats."

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All right, you good.

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You ain't high off
no two hits, nigga, you not.

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You Big Shmokie. Big--

141
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I can't even read this shit.

142
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I just need some eye drops
or somethin'.

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All right, I'ma be straight.

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Wa-wa-wa-wa-wa!

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Let's wake up a little bit!

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Whoa! Ha-ha.

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Whoo! Whoo! Comin' at you.

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You're good.

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Stop talkin' to yourself.
Stop talkin' to yourself.

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Okay.

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You are a weird motherfucker.

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Unplug and get in.

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Yeah.

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Okay. Fuck.

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Okay.

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Whew!

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Thank God that wasn't
too complicated.

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You're tellin' me.

159
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That's quite an ensemble.

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Khaki shorts are the jeans
of the sea.

161
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You nervous or something?

162
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Did you turn my monitor off?

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-Like, is it off, off?
-Yes, Earl.

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You're good till five p.m.
I did it this morning.

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Put your fuckin' seat belt on.

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You don't gotta curse
like that.

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-You can just--
-You can walk, you know.

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Your s--

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Ooh, bitch!
It's cold as Ashley out here.

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Somethin' might go down
while we're here, Trish.

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Did you bring your
ho-in-the-dark bathing suit?

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Uh-uh, ain't nobody gettin'
in that cold-ass water.

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Oh, so you admit you have one.

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Listen, heifers, we are not
doin' this today, okay?

175
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Now, Bay beaches
are for reflective pondering

176
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while staring off into
the sunset in your North Face.

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Damn, it is hella beautiful,

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even though
it's a gloomy-ass day.

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But, y'all,
it is the perfect place

180
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to do some mushrooms.

181
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Uh-uh, the Furley Dose.

182
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Oh, shoot. There go Maria.

183
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Now, y'all don't embarrass me.

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Hola, chica! Como estás?

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Mm-hmm, yeah.

186
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Okay. Yeah. Okay. Okay.

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-Hey, um, I'm--
-Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

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Okay. Okay. Okay. Yeah, yeah.

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-I'm the, uh, two--
-Okay. Uh, oh, okay.

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Yeah. Yeah.

191
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Yeah. Yes. Yes.

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Right. Uh-uh.

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Okay. Okay.

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Okay, bye.

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Ah!

196
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Uh, hello.
Are you the three o'clock?

197
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I'm the two o'clock.

198
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Oh, everything's been pushed.

199
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The only two hiring managers
are super behind.

200
00:09:02,846 --> 00:09:05,327
Our third port manager's wife
nearly got stung to death

201
00:09:05,457 --> 00:09:06,850
when she went out
to check on her honeycomb.

202
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The hive was not having it.

203
00:09:09,505 --> 00:09:11,551
So am I the three o'clock now?

204
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Yeah. Just have a seat.

205
00:09:13,074 --> 00:09:14,205
-We'll get to you.
-Okay.

206
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Is-is there a bus stop nearby?

207
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I really need to get home
by five.

208
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Yes, the 26 has a stop
right outside.

209
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-Okay.
-Here.

210
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Have a seat.

211
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 Just focus on my voice.

212
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That's right.

213
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Let everything go.

214
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Soften your jaw.

215
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That's right.

216
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Hello.

217
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Port of Oakland office.

218
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How can I help you?

219
00:10:06,301 --> 00:10:07,519
 Excuse me.

220
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Cleat hitch.

221
00:10:40,465 --> 00:10:42,163
-Earl?
-Hi.

222
00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:43,468
Uh, the manager's ready
for you.

223
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Great. Thank you. Thank you.

224
00:11:01,356 --> 00:11:02,226
Stop it.

225
00:11:05,882 --> 00:11:08,580
Is this happening right now?

226
00:11:12,454 --> 00:11:14,499
-It was a hot night in August.
-Hot August night.

227
00:11:14,630 --> 00:11:18,025
Humid. I hit the store
to get some OJ to shroom with.

228
00:11:18,155 --> 00:11:19,766
-Yes.

229
00:11:19,853 --> 00:11:22,856
-This bitch is trippin'.
-Ooh!

230
00:11:22,943 --> 00:11:24,596
Okay, let's get started.

231
00:11:24,727 --> 00:11:28,818
Thank you all
for coming here today...

232
00:11:28,949 --> 00:11:32,169
and for using Venmo
instead of PayPal.

233
00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:35,607
And for having the bravery
to seek the clarity

234
00:11:35,738 --> 00:11:37,261
that you know that you need.

235
00:11:37,392 --> 00:11:39,524
If you're here... 

236
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...there's something
weighing on you.

237
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-Yes.
-You want answers.

238
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It's not easy to un-fog
the mirror

239
00:11:46,967 --> 00:11:48,490
and even harder
to face what we see--

240
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da-da-da--once we do.

241
00:11:50,710 --> 00:11:52,581
-Ooh.

242
00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:56,628
The Furley Dose will do this
for you if you ask for it.

243
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She will give you
a clearer image--

244
00:11:58,456 --> 00:11:59,849
hey, girl--
and then it's up to you

245
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to decide
what you want to do with it.

246
00:12:04,549 --> 00:12:07,552
So let's start
by introducing ourselves

247
00:12:07,683 --> 00:12:09,554
and setting our intention.

248
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We will pass the permission
to be vulnerable.

249
00:12:13,123 --> 00:12:16,257
Hi. Um, I'm Amy.

250
00:12:16,387 --> 00:12:19,651
Um, my intention is to, um...

251
00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:23,525
I'm sorry.

252
00:12:25,396 --> 00:12:28,704
My intention is to...

253
00:12:28,835 --> 00:12:32,926
gain the strength
and the clarity that I need

254
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to leave my boyfriend,

255
00:12:35,493 --> 00:12:37,539
who's been verbally
and emotionally abusive

256
00:12:37,669 --> 00:12:38,932
to me for a while now.

257
00:12:40,716 --> 00:12:43,806
-Wow. Okay. Okay.

258
00:12:45,939 --> 00:12:49,464
I'm Jacque,
and I love painting.

259
00:12:49,594 --> 00:12:51,031
You're so good at it.

260
00:12:51,161 --> 00:12:53,294
-Y'all, she is so good at it.
-I love it.

261
00:12:53,424 --> 00:12:55,557
But sharing it is weird

262
00:12:55,687 --> 00:12:58,821
because I use social media
for promotion,

263
00:12:58,952 --> 00:12:59,953
not expression.

264
00:13:01,258 --> 00:13:02,825
Like, a post of my tits,

265
00:13:02,956 --> 00:13:05,262
that's lots of likes,
you know what I'm saying?

266
00:13:05,393 --> 00:13:07,569
Uh, but a painting?

267
00:13:07,699 --> 00:13:10,311
That's dead in the water.

268
00:13:10,398 --> 00:13:13,836
And I struggle with how to make
painting make sense

269
00:13:13,967 --> 00:13:15,707
with the rest of me.

270
00:13:15,838 --> 00:13:18,101
So... yeah.

271
00:13:21,322 --> 00:13:24,412
Ooh, damn, ladies. Okay.

272
00:13:24,542 --> 00:13:27,284
I'm Trish, and...

273
00:13:30,461 --> 00:13:32,333
...I get mad at how mad I get.

274
00:13:34,030 --> 00:13:36,511
Like, I'm a good person.

275
00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:38,469
-Right? And...
-Mm-hmm.

276
00:13:38,556 --> 00:13:40,123
...I just think
I'm in an environment

277
00:13:40,210 --> 00:13:43,126
where I don't have control
over shit.

278
00:13:43,257 --> 00:13:45,041
-Mm.
-And I don't hate what I do,

279
00:13:45,172 --> 00:13:48,436
but I hate that a motherfucker
can tell me when to do it.

280
00:13:48,566 --> 00:13:49,480
-Ase.

281
00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:51,178
-Mm-hmm.
-Ase.

282
00:13:51,308 --> 00:13:52,788
I'm Janelle.

283
00:13:52,875 --> 00:13:56,009
My intention is to find a way

284
00:13:56,139 --> 00:13:58,925
to anchor myself firmly here.

285
00:13:59,012 --> 00:14:02,580
I feel like the home
that I remember is this idea

286
00:14:02,711 --> 00:14:03,843
that I can't find anymore.

287
00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:06,584
And I need to be

288
00:14:06,671 --> 00:14:11,459
this new old me in this...

289
00:14:11,589 --> 00:14:15,463
old new place.

290
00:14:15,593 --> 00:14:17,857
- All right.

291
00:14:17,987 --> 00:14:21,686
Okay. Okay.

292
00:14:21,817 --> 00:14:23,210
Come on, Ashley.

293
00:14:23,340 --> 00:14:25,038
Even you have feelings
sometimes.

294
00:14:25,168 --> 00:14:26,387
-Come on, Trish.
-Trish!

295
00:14:26,474 --> 00:14:27,867
I'm helping
pass the permission.

296
00:14:27,997 --> 00:14:29,085
You heard the bitch say that.

297
00:14:33,263 --> 00:14:36,832
I... wake up in the morning

298
00:14:36,963 --> 00:14:38,878
every day...

299
00:14:39,008 --> 00:14:40,618
and sometimes
we're in our bedroom.

300
00:14:42,185 --> 00:14:43,839
He's snoring. I'm warm.

301
00:14:47,495 --> 00:14:49,976
But then I feel the cold of
the couch we bought together,

302
00:14:50,063 --> 00:14:52,108
and I look around the room
that isn't mine

303
00:14:52,239 --> 00:14:54,284
and I remember my life
has been ripped from me.

304
00:14:57,374 --> 00:15:00,290
And I'm alone
with our son, and...

305
00:15:00,421 --> 00:15:01,901
sometimes, during the day,

306
00:15:02,031 --> 00:15:04,512
I get a few quick moments
where I forget.

307
00:15:07,689 --> 00:15:10,039
And that'll be enough
to live on for a little while.

308
00:15:14,391 --> 00:15:16,567
I skipped visitation today...

309
00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:21,703
...because Miles
keeps asking to see his son.

310
00:15:21,833 --> 00:15:25,533
And... Sean doesn't know
his dad is in prison yet,

311
00:15:25,663 --> 00:15:27,361
so he doesn't have
to hold that pain.

312
00:15:27,491 --> 00:15:29,276
And now it's my job
to give it to him.

313
00:15:31,408 --> 00:15:32,888
And then it'll be real.

314
00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:36,848
And I lose
those few quick moments

315
00:15:36,979 --> 00:15:38,720
where I forget,
and I need them!

316
00:15:41,592 --> 00:15:45,118
Which makes me keep thinking...

317
00:15:45,248 --> 00:15:46,946
what if this breaks us?

318
00:15:47,903 --> 00:15:49,165
All three of us
in different ways.

319
00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:55,563
So I'm here
because I need to know

320
00:15:55,693 --> 00:15:58,435
how the fuck to steer this ship
and keep us all aboard.

321
00:15:58,566 --> 00:16:02,526
And I... I wish
I could handle this on my own,

322
00:16:02,657 --> 00:16:05,355
but I really need him
right now!

323
00:16:07,618 --> 00:16:11,535
And I've got no--

324
00:16:11,666 --> 00:16:14,408
uh, I've-I've got no...

325
00:16:14,538 --> 00:16:15,409
um...

326
00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:21,197
I'm Ashley.

327
00:16:26,072 --> 00:16:28,770
 Okay.

328
00:16:28,900 --> 00:16:30,815
Let's do some drugs.

329
00:16:30,946 --> 00:16:31,729
That's why
we don't let pelicans

330
00:16:31,816 --> 00:16:33,601
near the steering column.

331
00:16:33,731 --> 00:16:35,951
It took three weeks
just to get the feathers out.

332
00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,520
-Earl!
-Huh? 

333
00:16:42,392 --> 00:16:44,525
So you're really into boats?

334
00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:47,267
Huh? Yes. Yes.

335
00:16:47,397 --> 00:16:49,008
When I mentioned that
to James earlier,

336
00:16:49,138 --> 00:16:52,402
I was talking about, like,
gondolas at Lake Merritt.

337
00:16:52,489 --> 00:16:55,666
But, uh, I mean, I can get
romantic on a tugboat too.

338
00:16:55,797 --> 00:16:57,320
Not-not with anyone.

339
00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:01,455
Just saying I'm-I'm adaptable.

340
00:17:01,585 --> 00:17:04,762
Do you think you can find
14 hours of manual labor,

341
00:17:04,893 --> 00:17:09,115
starting at the ass crack
of dawn every day, romantic?

342
00:17:09,245 --> 00:17:11,204
'Cause that's what this job is.

343
00:17:11,334 --> 00:17:13,815
It's only a gondola
in that it's slow,

344
00:17:13,945 --> 00:17:16,383
and they sing sometimes
but not well.

345
00:17:16,513 --> 00:17:18,428
I know a lot of sailing knots.

346
00:17:18,515 --> 00:17:21,388
And I used to sail
and teach sailing

347
00:17:21,518 --> 00:17:23,172
at Lake Merritt as a teenager.

348
00:17:23,303 --> 00:17:26,436
I know how to sail the, uh--
the Sunfish, the JY-15,

349
00:17:26,523 --> 00:17:28,873
uh, them little El Toros,
them catamathangs, um--

350
00:17:29,004 --> 00:17:30,919
Okay, hon.

351
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,835
Well, we pull barges here.

352
00:17:33,965 --> 00:17:36,055
Do you know what a barge is?

353
00:17:36,185 --> 00:17:40,146
Just that Gaston is roughly
the size of one.

354
00:17:40,624 --> 00:17:43,497
That's cute. You got kids?

355
00:17:43,627 --> 00:17:45,977
No. No kids.

356
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:47,805
Less cute, then.

357
00:17:47,936 --> 00:17:50,069
So listen.

358
00:17:50,199 --> 00:17:53,115
We hire a lot of ex-cons here.
It's a program we do.

359
00:17:53,246 --> 00:17:56,858
We work with James often,
but...

360
00:17:56,988 --> 00:17:59,208
pardon the pun,
we run a tight ship.

361
00:17:59,339 --> 00:18:01,428
And I need to know
with some certainty

362
00:18:01,558 --> 00:18:03,038
that you will follow the rules

363
00:18:03,169 --> 00:18:05,693
and, most importantly,
be on time,

364
00:18:05,823 --> 00:18:08,478
because when that ship leaves,
it doesn't come back.

365
00:18:08,609 --> 00:18:10,611
I got no problem with rules,
but-but--

366
00:18:10,741 --> 00:18:13,918
And another thing is,
this job is very physical.

367
00:18:14,005 --> 00:18:17,574
No offense, but I wouldn't
describe you as a large man.

368
00:18:17,705 --> 00:18:18,793
Do you think you'll be able
to handle it?

369
00:18:21,230 --> 00:18:23,580
-Wh-what was that?
-Oh, that's the 4:30 ferry.

370
00:18:23,711 --> 00:18:25,104
Wait, it's four.

371
00:18:25,234 --> 00:18:26,801
4:30.

372
00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:28,368
-It's not 4:03?
-Mm-mm.

373
00:18:28,498 --> 00:18:29,934
That clock's been slow
for years.

374
00:18:30,021 --> 00:18:31,936
I gotta go.

375
00:18:42,904 --> 00:18:43,687
This is James.
Leave a message.

376
00:18:43,818 --> 00:18:45,036
Fuck, James!

377
00:18:45,167 --> 00:18:46,560
Don't be late. Don't be late.

378
00:18:46,690 --> 00:18:47,430
Don't be late. Don't be late.
Don't be late.

379
00:18:50,346 --> 00:18:52,043
Ugh.

380
00:18:53,523 --> 00:18:54,655
Mmm.

381
00:19:09,278 --> 00:19:10,453
Mmm, mmm.

382
00:19:12,020 --> 00:19:13,761
Mm.

383
00:19:13,891 --> 00:19:17,199
I feel... stronger already.

384
00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:21,290
Ah!

385
00:19:21,421 --> 00:19:22,944
You ready?

386
00:19:23,074 --> 00:19:25,903
Be sure to drink
that entire gallon of water.

387
00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:28,254
Since you all haven't eaten
in the last six hours,

388
00:19:28,384 --> 00:19:29,603
the vomiting
will be fluid, okay?

389
00:19:31,648 --> 00:19:33,041
'Nelle!

390
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:35,913
Aw, shit. My bad, y'all.

391
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,394
Y'all wasn't supposed to eat.
I hella meant to say that.

392
00:19:38,525 --> 00:19:40,440
Damn it, 'Nelle. Ah!

393
00:19:44,270 --> 00:19:45,836
Come on, James.

394
00:19:45,923 --> 00:19:47,664
Answer the fucking phone.

395
00:19:51,277 --> 00:19:51,929
This is James.
Leave a message.

396
00:19:52,060 --> 00:19:53,496
James! Fuck!

397
00:19:53,627 --> 00:19:54,584
Fuck, I missed it.

398
00:19:54,671 --> 00:19:56,456
Fuck!

399
00:19:56,543 --> 00:19:59,285
Okay. Okay. Okay.

400
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,509
It's gonna be okay.

401
00:20:06,596 --> 00:20:08,381
Why?

402
00:20:11,253 --> 00:20:13,212
Really got me off to the races.

403
00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:15,431
Motherfucker's high as
a spaceship, but the crash bad.

404
00:20:15,562 --> 00:20:17,259
It's '02 Baghdad
in these streets,

405
00:20:17,390 --> 00:20:18,304
billionaire's backlash.

406
00:20:18,434 --> 00:20:19,566
Move, nigga!

407
00:20:19,696 --> 00:20:21,568
-Fuck!

408
00:20:21,698 --> 00:20:23,961
Lean into it.

409
00:20:24,092 --> 00:20:26,181
No, no!

410
00:20:27,182 --> 00:20:28,749
Nah, they got
Johnny Africa too, nigga.

411
00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:31,404
Fuck it, then fly.
We gotta be that fast Mad Max.

412
00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:34,145
Double time, triple time,
no, slow, hold.

413
00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:36,278
Oh, you're shaped
like a hashtag.

414
00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:37,845
What?

415
00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:39,238
Nigga, you're shaped
like a hashtag.

416
00:20:41,457 --> 00:20:43,242
Fuck! Fuck!

417
00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:44,373
You a'ight, bro?

418
00:20:44,504 --> 00:20:45,853
I'm good, bro.

419
00:20:45,983 --> 00:20:47,637
["Put Me On Somethin'" playing]

420
00:20:47,811 --> 00:20:49,726
♪ If they hatin'
Got a price to pay... ♪

421
00:20:49,857 --> 00:20:52,381
Okay, yeah.

422
00:20:52,555 --> 00:20:53,817
♪ Last year
They ain't even like the Bay ♪

423
00:20:54,949 --> 00:20:56,603
Ah!

424
00:20:56,777 --> 00:20:57,821
 ♪ But we don't
Never trip ♪

425
00:20:57,908 --> 00:20:59,301
♪ All I know is
Gas brake dip ♪

426
00:20:59,388 --> 00:21:01,172
♪ No, we never trick
On that bitch ♪

427
00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:02,870
♪ No, I can't quit ♪

428
00:21:02,957 --> 00:21:04,915
♪ No, I don't fuck
With that mitt, bitch ♪

429
00:21:05,089 --> 00:21:06,482
♪ But ey ♪

430
00:21:06,656 --> 00:21:07,918
♪ Put me on somethin' ♪

431
00:21:08,092 --> 00:21:09,877
♪ Put me on somethin' ♪

432
00:21:10,051 --> 00:21:11,313
♪ Put me on somethin' ♪

433
00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:15,839
You... are tripping balls.

434
00:21:15,970 --> 00:21:18,755
Ah!

435
00:21:18,886 --> 00:21:20,322
Ma'am, hold up.
Can you open the bag, please?

436
00:22:09,023 --> 00:22:11,155
Flight to Bali
is now boarding.

437
00:22:11,286 --> 00:22:12,983
Please follow
the tropical leaf to the gate.

438
00:22:14,507 --> 00:22:17,248
["She Neva Seen" playing]

439
00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:21,340
Flight to Bali
is now boarding.

440
00:22:21,470 --> 00:22:23,472
Please follow
the tropical leaf to the gate.

441
00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,919
♪ It was a hot night
In August ♪

442
00:22:36,006 --> 00:22:37,573
-♪ A hot August night ♪
-♪ Humid ♪

443
00:22:37,660 --> 00:22:39,836
♪ Hit the store to get some OJ
To 'shroom with ♪

444
00:22:40,010 --> 00:22:41,621
♪ 'Shroomin' ♪

445
00:22:51,108 --> 00:22:52,371
What's going on, Trish?

446
00:22:52,501 --> 00:22:54,242
What? What the--

447
00:22:59,769 --> 00:23:01,075
Fuck bein' shaped
like a hashtag

448
00:23:01,162 --> 00:23:02,946
and tradin' on our labor
like Nasdaq.

449
00:23:03,077 --> 00:23:05,732
I'm past that.
Rather my arrest be cardiac.

450
00:23:05,862 --> 00:23:07,690
Rather my arrest be homebound.

451
00:23:07,821 --> 00:23:09,562
I never go back in the back
of a cop car,

452
00:23:09,692 --> 00:23:11,302
I'ma have
a motherfuckin' breakdown.

453
00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:13,217
See, y'all ain't never been
through a shakedown.

454
00:23:13,304 --> 00:23:15,002
But me, I'm a crucifix
through the city.

455
00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:16,133
Deliverance
if I can get 'cross town.

456
00:23:16,264 --> 00:23:17,308
Go, go, go.

457
00:23:32,976 --> 00:23:34,325
-Mom!
-What?

458
00:23:36,980 --> 00:23:39,635
-No!

459
00:23:41,289 --> 00:23:43,117
-Sean!
-Miles?

460
00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:44,553
-Come on!
-Dad!

461
00:23:44,684 --> 00:23:46,599
Come on!

462
00:23:46,729 --> 00:23:48,775
-Sean!
-Dad!

463
00:23:48,905 --> 00:23:50,429
-Sean!
-No, no, no, Sean!

464
00:23:50,559 --> 00:23:51,342
No, no, no, no, no!

465
00:23:59,263 --> 00:24:01,265
If love is a crime,
then, bitch, I hate the law.

466
00:24:01,396 --> 00:24:02,745
If art is the cure,
then kick 'em martial art.

467
00:24:02,876 --> 00:24:04,443
I'm runnin' outta time,
running to the beat

468
00:24:04,573 --> 00:24:06,357
of every Black body
every bloodied by police.

469
00:24:06,488 --> 00:24:08,098
Kinda syncopation
that could summon up a rage,

470
00:24:08,229 --> 00:24:09,970
turn the sun all black,
bring about the end of days.

471
00:24:10,100 --> 00:24:12,929
I'm panicking, panicking,
panicking, panicking.

472
00:24:13,060 --> 00:24:17,194
Earl, don't spiral.
Earl so frightful.

473
00:24:17,325 --> 00:24:19,022
Earl runnin' late
like a tent revival.

474
00:24:20,981 --> 00:24:22,461
Nigga get home
before Earl go viral.

475
00:24:51,925 --> 00:24:54,057
Go, go, go. Not gonna slow.
They don't know.

476
00:24:54,144 --> 00:24:56,103
Palms wet like Key West
in a hurricane.

477
00:24:56,233 --> 00:24:57,974
Lactic acid building,
burning everything,

478
00:24:58,105 --> 00:24:59,715
cramping, crashing,
time and space my enemy.

479
00:24:59,846 --> 00:25:01,369
Spiking panic,
passion, pressure,

480
00:25:01,456 --> 00:25:03,023
I know they think
I'm just extra.

481
00:25:03,153 --> 00:25:06,243
I'm just tryin'
to reach my mecca!

482
00:25:23,913 --> 00:25:25,262
Shit.

483
00:25:25,393 --> 00:25:26,699
Ah!

484
00:25:36,796 --> 00:25:38,188
What the fuck?

485
00:25:44,107 --> 00:25:45,369
Oh, my God.

486
00:25:45,500 --> 00:25:49,983
Well, mm, that was... weird.

487
00:25:54,857 --> 00:25:56,946
Oh, baby.

488
00:25:57,077 --> 00:25:59,558
Ugh!

489
00:26:00,863 --> 00:26:02,561
Your eyelash.

490
00:26:02,691 --> 00:26:04,737
It's lifted up?

491
00:26:08,044 --> 00:26:09,219
-Oh, my gosh.
- Here.

492
00:26:09,306 --> 00:26:10,525
Jacque, did you see that?

493
00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:12,527
 Janelle,
what happened to your braid?

494
00:26:12,658 --> 00:26:14,442
-Holy shit.

495
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:16,270
Bitch, you smell like puke.

496
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,838
Oh, shit, bitch, you are crazy.

497
00:26:18,968 --> 00:26:20,796
Come on.

498
00:26:25,801 --> 00:26:27,586
Fuck.

499
00:26:39,554 --> 00:26:40,729
Hello.

500
00:26:40,860 --> 00:26:42,339
Well, that was weird.

501
00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:44,864
This is Kim,
the woman you ran out on.

502
00:26:45,429 --> 00:26:48,171
James gave me your number.

503
00:26:48,258 --> 00:26:50,739
Listen, I've done
a lot of interviews,

504
00:26:50,870 --> 00:26:52,959
but that was pretty bad.

505
00:26:54,003 --> 00:26:58,051
But... James told me
about your five p.m. curfew,

506
00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,966
which explains your door dash,

507
00:27:00,096 --> 00:27:03,839
so I guess you are committed
to punctuality.

508
00:27:03,926 --> 00:27:06,450
Let's try you out
and see how it goes, all right?

509
00:27:06,581 --> 00:27:08,757
Thank you?

510
00:27:12,543 --> 00:27:13,632
Mm-hmm.

511
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:29,517
["Energy" playing]

512
00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:34,565
You know what?

513
00:27:34,696 --> 00:27:36,611
Fuck it.

514
00:27:36,742 --> 00:27:38,918
Oh, hell yes.

515
00:27:39,005 --> 00:27:40,833
Uh-uh, what are y'all--
see, that is the Pacific Ocean.

516
00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:42,269
That shit is hella cold.

517
00:27:42,399 --> 00:27:43,923
-Uh-uh. Come on, we doin' this.
-Hell no.

518
00:27:44,053 --> 00:27:45,533
It's happening.
We're doing it.

519
00:27:45,620 --> 00:27:47,013
-Let's go.
-Whoo!

520
00:27:47,187 --> 00:27:49,450
♪ Energy ♪

521
00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:52,018
♪ Energy ♪

522
00:27:52,192 --> 00:27:54,760
♪ Energy ♪

523
00:27:54,934 --> 00:27:57,371
♪ Energy ♪

524
00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:58,677
♪ Energy ♪

525
00:27:58,764 --> 00:28:01,201
♪ Big, big, big up in energy ♪

526
00:28:01,375 --> 00:28:03,377
♪ Big, big, big up in energy ♪

527
00:28:03,551 --> 00:28:05,727
♪ ♪

528
00:28:05,901 --> 00:28:07,511
♪ Female energy ♪

529
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,992
♪ One shot, two shot,
Three times sorrows ♪

530
00:28:10,079 --> 00:28:11,254
♪ Carry all the weight
Of the world ♪

531
00:28:11,428 --> 00:28:12,299
♪ On your shoulders ♪

532
00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:13,822
♪ Give a couple crowns ♪

533
00:28:13,996 --> 00:28:15,258
♪ To the women
Who had bore us ♪

534
00:28:15,432 --> 00:28:17,913
♪ Taught us focus
Love and support us ♪

535
00:28:18,087 --> 00:28:20,611
♪ Magical umbilical
My universe is radical ♪

536
00:28:20,786 --> 00:28:23,136
♪ Introduce the nation
To embracing what is factual ♪

537
00:28:23,310 --> 00:28:25,965
♪ Feminine energy
Almost mathematical ♪

538
00:28:26,139 --> 00:28:28,532
♪ You can't really sum up what
Is infinite and valuable ♪

539
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:31,448
♪ Feminine energy balance up
The indestructible ♪

540
00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:33,929
♪ In the vaginal
Heaven in thine ♪

541
00:28:34,103 --> 00:28:36,671
♪ She sing a melody
To pass the time ♪

542
00:28:36,845 --> 00:28:39,326
♪ Give us her energy
So she heal mine ♪

543
00:28:39,500 --> 00:28:41,763
♪ If I was astonished
By the level of shame ♪

544
00:28:41,937 --> 00:28:44,244
♪ Feminine energy
Never shame again ♪

545
00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:47,421
♪ Reign tamed, brain praying ♪

546
00:28:47,595 --> 00:28:49,858
♪ Intuition and ambition
Running through my veins ♪

547
00:28:50,032 --> 00:28:52,731
♪ Pour up the love
Let the healing begin ♪

548
00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:57,387
♪ The birds and the bees ♪

549
00:28:57,561 --> 00:28:59,085
♪ Ain't got nothing ♪