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Previously on Good Sam...

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I have been trying to keep
up with you in a game

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that you've had rigged
the entire time.

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GRIFF:
I'm going to go
and tell Sam everything.

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I think I'm
all caught up.
(thudding)

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Ambulance has just landed.
Step back, Dr. Trulie.

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You don't need to worry
about your best friend

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being with your dad because

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you and I are not friends.

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It was me.
I called your mother.

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Her vote could be the key.

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This is not personal.

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She is my mother! I told you

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I didn't even want
to think about her!

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I have to end this war.

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You ended something, all right.

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I want you to know
that you can talk to me.

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I think I lost my way.

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♪ Wake up, fall back to sleep,
I don't like what I'm dreaming ♪

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♪ I guess you got
to crash and learn ♪

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♪ Keep walking
till you pass the burn ♪

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♪ 'Cause maybe this is where you
find the blessing in the curse ♪

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♪ Crash and learn... ♪

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Morning.

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Thank you for letting me
sleep here last night

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and letting me
talk your ear off.

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Of course.

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So, uh, how you feeling,
other than tired?

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Uh... Hmm. I feel like...

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a bulldozer ran over everyone

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and everything
that I care about.

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All around me,
I see destruction.

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And in the cold light of day,
I realize

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that it was not a bulldozer
that destroyed everything.

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It was me.
Hmm.

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I think you're being
a little hard on yourself.

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Nah.

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You should've seen the look
on Malcolm's face.

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And what Lex said to me...
not that I blame her.

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And my mother? I accused my own
mother of not being on my side.

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Because of what?
This vote for chief?

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I am a human bulldozer.

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You don't have
to do that. Uh...

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No, it's fine. I want to.
I just...

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I didn't expect anyone,
so it's a mess.

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Compared to my life,
this is nothing.

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Hey, you remember the last thing
you said last night?

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Uh, was it something
along the lines of,

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"I've become
a power-crazed monster

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who hurts the
people she loves"?

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No. It was,
"I'm gonna make this right."

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And I said,

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"If anyone can do it, it's you."

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Did I happen to say how
I was planning on doing that?

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No. At that point, you started
snoring like a baby rhino.

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I do not snore. Caleb!
(imitating snoring)

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I do not snore!
(laughs)

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I'm gonna... I'm gonna
make this right.

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I'm gonna try.

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Well, uh, guess
we better get to work.

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Yeah. Hey.

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Oh.

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I'm really glad
you opened the door last night.

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Yeah, well, glad you knocked.

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I'm gonna get dressed.
I love you.

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Yeah, get dressed. Me, too.

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I'm gonna brush my teeth,
then I'm gonna... Yup.
Yeah.

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Sounds good.

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(elevator bell dings)

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♪ ♪

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I never should have
called your mom.

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Okay.

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You told me
that she was on the board,

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and all I could think about
was her vote.

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But all I should've been
thinking about was you.

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And how reaching out
to her would make you feel.

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I'm... (sighs)
(pager beeping)

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Damn it. It's the ER.

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You should go.

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What do we have?

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Violet Stein. 18.

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She fell at her
high school track event.

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She was in first place, too.
Okay, just gonna take a listen.

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There's a lot
of turbulence

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between atrioventricular valves.

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Is that because of
her broken rib?

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They said she has
a broken rib.

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Looks like
this is the third bone

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you've broken
at a track meet.

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A lot of kids fall
at these things.

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Well, three fractures
is unusual.

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Are you getting enough
vitamin D, calcium?

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We're very good
about supplements.

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You have to be,
on a vegan diet.

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Does this vegan diet include
a lot of soy products?

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Yes. Why?

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(rapid beeping)
No air entry left side.

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And vital signs
are unstable.

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Violet, can you breathe?

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Tension pneumothorax.

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14 gauge needle.
Three and a quarter inch.

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Excuse me.
Quickly, please!

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What's happening?
It's all right.

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Just hold on.
Her rib is stabbing

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into her lung,
and we need to clear the air

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that's trapped in
her chest cavity.

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SAM:
It's all right.

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Try to relax.

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(labored breathing)

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It's okay.

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(sirens blaring)
Straight into the trauma bay.

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Who's the patient?
April Krane, 25, hypothermic.

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I'm told her dry suit ripped
while scuba diving.

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Scuba diving? In the
middle of winter?

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All the lakes are frozen.

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They cut a hole in the ice,
I guess.

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Water under the surface
is about 39 degrees.

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She lost consciousness
on the way over.

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Okay, let's get these wet
clothes off of her.

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Breathing is shallow,
pulse is weak.

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LEX:
All right.

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We need to get her core temp up.

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Bring a Bair Hugger
in here, please.

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We could warm up
her IV fluids.

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Good idea. I'll grab a bag.

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Hi.
Hey.

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Still on trauma?

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Is that because of me?
Not everything is about you.

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I am sorry that
I threw you off that patient.

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I was out of line.

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If you want
to come off trauma,

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it will not happen again.

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I like trauma.

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♪ ♪

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Oh, if I broke that many bones
running track,

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I would take up chess.
Mm.

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We should also
check her B12 levels.

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Oh, it's not B12.
Cadmium is the problem.

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Cadmium?
Yeah, heavy metal,

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chemically similar
to zinc and mercury.
Yeah.

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Toxic levels linked
to fragile bone syndrome

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and often found in...
In soy products.

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Doesn't explain the
mid-diastolic murmur you heard,

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but does address
the fractures, at least.

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Okay, I'll run the labs.
Dad, one more thing.

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Hmm?

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I'm done fighting you
for the chief job.

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The job is yours.

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Uh, the vote's not
for 42 days.

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They don't need to vote.

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What are you...?
You quitting?

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Yeah. I'm out.

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Why?

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When you put so much into it?

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Too much,
and that's the problem. I'm...

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I just want to focus
on my patients,

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and I want to get you
through your proctorship.

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Uh-huh.
And speaking of which,

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we do have a double bypass
on the schedule for later today.

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I'm aware.
I am making you primary.

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You've aced
every step so far,

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and it's time
you do your first solo surgery.

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I'll see you in the OR.

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ISAN:
How do you

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accidentally say "I love you"?
It just slipped out.

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I mean, I spent the whole night
listening to her talk

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about making up with Malcolm.

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And then,
right at the end, I blew it.

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Making up?
Are they in a fight?

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I heard all about it

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right before dropping
the "L" bomb on her.

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I mean, who does that?

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And she didn't say anything?

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Maybe she didn't hear me.

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Maybe she thought I said "I love
the view," or, "I shove you."

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I just...
I've never said it before.

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Never to Sam?
Never to anyone.

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You've never said
"I love you" to someone?

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You don't tell your mother
you love her?
Okay, yeah.

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My mom, sure, but...

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Why? How many people
have you said it to?

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Hundreds.
Hundreds?

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I'm very comfortable saying it.

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It's easier than you think.

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I love you, Caleb.

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See? Now you say it to me.

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Oh. No.
Come on. Tell me you love me.

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(laughs)

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You can do it, Dr. Tucker.

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(laughs)

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I love...

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...balloon angioplasty.

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And, look.

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There's one now in,
uh, room 2115.

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So... (mutters)

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(discordant notes play on piano)

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Everything okay, Dr. Griffith?

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Yeah, fine. I just, uh...

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I just started thinking
about my office.

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Maybe the desk
should go here, huh?

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Wait. Your office?

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Yeah, well, it's not official
till the vote, obviously,

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but, uh, now that I'm running
unopposed, it's not exactly

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a nail biter.

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What-what do you mean,
you're running unopposed?

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What happened to Sam?

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Well, she wants me back
in charge.

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Back in surgery,
back to normal.

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S-So she dropped out?

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Did she say why?

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I think that ultimately,
she realized

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I'm the leader
this department needed,

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that my world-class

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reputation...
(discordant notes play)

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Well, I'm not saying
it was easy,

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you two fighting all the time,

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but is dropping out
the solution?

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Yes. And ever since
this whole battle started,

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I haven't been myself.

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I haven't been there
for you as a friend.

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Sure you have.
What about your lawsuit?

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The lawsuit settled.
And I wasn't there for you.

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Caleb sat up with me
all night, just listening,

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and it made all
the difference.

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It made all the difference?

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Labs on your track star.

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Thanks, Bernie.

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Your dad was right
about the cadmium.

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The heavy metals, we can flush,
but look at her troponin levels.

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BNP's elevated, too. Her cardiac
enzymes are through the roof.

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How does a teenage track star
have the biomarkers

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of an 85-year-old
in advanced heart failure?

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(elevator bell dings)

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Hey, there. You look
a little lost.

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Yeah, I'm looking
for my son.

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Apparently, he's in
cardiothoracics.

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Oh, well,
that's where I'm headed.

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Thank you, Doctor.

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Sure. Oh, if you want,

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I can look him up for you,
tell you what room he's in.

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Oh, no, no. My son's not
a patient. He works here.

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Hi.

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Hey.

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I didn't expect to see
you here, not that

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you're here to see me. I
shouldn't make that assumption.

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Not everything is about me.
I saw your dad earlier.

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He-he was in your office.

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Oh. Well, was he measuring
for drapes?

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So it is true.

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You dropped out
of the race.

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Mm-hmm.

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Hurting you was a wake-up call
for me, Malcolm.

253
00:10:20,853 --> 00:10:22,788
And I know
that I can't undo the past,

254
00:10:22,855 --> 00:10:25,191
but I am not going to repeat it.

255
00:10:27,026 --> 00:10:29,962
For what it's worth,
I think you would've beat him.

256
00:10:30,029 --> 00:10:32,031
(elevator bell dings)
With or without my mom.

257
00:10:32,098 --> 00:10:33,032
To be honest,

258
00:10:33,099 --> 00:10:34,000
I'm just hoping

259
00:10:34,066 --> 00:10:36,369
we can put the stuff
with your mom behind us.

260
00:10:36,435 --> 00:10:38,771
Oh, it's definitely
behind you.

261
00:10:41,741 --> 00:10:43,709
Hello, Malcolm.

262
00:10:45,478 --> 00:10:47,413
What are you doing here, Mom?

263
00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,815
Mom?

264
00:11:00,126 --> 00:11:01,060
TINA:
Malcolm, please talk to me.

265
00:11:01,127 --> 00:11:02,294
You shouldn't have come.

266
00:11:02,361 --> 00:11:04,163
It wasn't my idea.
Dr. Griffith called.

267
00:11:04,230 --> 00:11:05,898
Yes, and I am very sorry

268
00:11:05,965 --> 00:11:08,100
that you came all this way,
Mrs. Kingsley.

269
00:11:08,167 --> 00:11:10,803
But everything
has been resolved.

270
00:11:10,870 --> 00:11:12,805
My father will
take over again soon.

271
00:11:12,872 --> 00:11:14,306
Your father can't even
perform surgery.

272
00:11:14,373 --> 00:11:16,075
MALCOLM:
Why do you care?

273
00:11:16,142 --> 00:11:18,778
This isn't your concern.
Of course it is.

274
00:11:18,844 --> 00:11:21,247
I mean, I don't do
the day-to-day.

275
00:11:21,313 --> 00:11:23,249
That's supposed
to be your father's job.

276
00:11:23,315 --> 00:11:25,251
But I do run this foundation.

277
00:11:25,317 --> 00:11:26,919
And should this hospital fall
into disarray,

278
00:11:26,986 --> 00:11:29,455
well, that would make
my job much harder.

279
00:11:29,522 --> 00:11:31,424
Everything is
under control here.

280
00:11:31,490 --> 00:11:33,959
If that were true, you
never would have called me.

281
00:11:34,026 --> 00:11:37,997
Dr. Griffith, you know,
bad leadership leads to chaos.

282
00:11:38,064 --> 00:11:40,332
And chaos is bad for
business-- yours and mine.

283
00:11:40,399 --> 00:11:42,868
Order must be restored.

284
00:11:46,238 --> 00:11:48,441
(sighs)

285
00:11:48,507 --> 00:11:50,443
You look like
you're feeling better, April.

286
00:11:50,509 --> 00:11:52,745
I am. Super glad
I'm not dead.

287
00:11:52,812 --> 00:11:54,847
Why were you diving down there
in the first place?

288
00:11:54,914 --> 00:11:57,383
Are you kidding? The Great Lakes
are full of shipwrecks.

289
00:11:57,450 --> 00:11:58,717
There's so much to explore.

290
00:11:58,784 --> 00:12:00,152
Why not explore
in the summer

291
00:12:00,219 --> 00:12:02,054
when the risk
of hypothermic death

292
00:12:02,121 --> 00:12:03,422
is just a little bit lower?

293
00:12:03,489 --> 00:12:04,924
The risk is why I do it.

294
00:12:04,990 --> 00:12:06,358
The bigger the risk,
the bigger the rush.

295
00:12:06,425 --> 00:12:07,993
Hmm. Adrenaline junkie.

296
00:12:08,060 --> 00:12:09,962
You're like my fiancée.

297
00:12:10,029 --> 00:12:11,497
What happened, exactly?

298
00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:14,133
I was inside one
of the wrecks.

299
00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:16,001
So awesome. And...

300
00:12:16,068 --> 00:12:19,271
But then my hand cramped,
and I dropped my flashlight,

301
00:12:19,338 --> 00:12:21,040
snagged my suit
going after it.

302
00:12:21,107 --> 00:12:22,308
Wait. Y-Your hand
cramped so badly

303
00:12:22,374 --> 00:12:23,776
that you couldn't hold on
to your flashlight?

304
00:12:23,843 --> 00:12:26,112
Has that ever happened before?

305
00:12:26,178 --> 00:12:28,280
Yeah. All the time, actually.

306
00:12:28,347 --> 00:12:30,282
That can be a, uh, sign

307
00:12:30,349 --> 00:12:33,018
of a neurological condition
called "focal dystonia."

308
00:12:33,085 --> 00:12:34,353
Neurological?

309
00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,288
Is there something wrong
with my brain?

310
00:12:36,355 --> 00:12:39,325
It's more like, um,
the way that your brain

311
00:12:39,391 --> 00:12:41,760
and your muscles talk
to each other.

312
00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:45,498
We'll know more after the test.

313
00:12:45,564 --> 00:12:49,201
Violet Stein. That is one of the
ugliest valves I've ever seen.

314
00:12:49,268 --> 00:12:51,804
Mitral deterioration is
very advanced.

315
00:12:51,871 --> 00:12:54,039
There's no family history
of heart disease?

316
00:12:54,106 --> 00:12:55,508
No.

317
00:12:55,574 --> 00:12:58,110
She's a typical teenager
with no preexisting conditions.

318
00:12:58,177 --> 00:13:00,179
What about the cadmium toxicity?

319
00:13:00,246 --> 00:13:02,548
Well, explains the bones,
but not the heart.
And she's had

320
00:13:02,615 --> 00:13:04,283
no symptoms of valve disease?

321
00:13:04,350 --> 00:13:07,486
No. None. We only caught it
because she fell.

322
00:13:07,553 --> 00:13:10,222
Although, the falling
could be a symptom.

323
00:13:10,289 --> 00:13:12,191
Cardiovascular syncope.

324
00:13:12,258 --> 00:13:13,559
Blood flow to her brain is
getting cut off during exertion.

325
00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,227
Like during a track event.

326
00:13:15,294 --> 00:13:18,297
She's broken multiple ribs.

327
00:13:18,364 --> 00:13:20,166
Because she's fallen
during multiple races.

328
00:13:20,232 --> 00:13:23,068
She's gonna keep falling
unless we replace this valve.

329
00:13:23,135 --> 00:13:26,205
We can do it today...
after Dr. Griffith's

330
00:13:26,272 --> 00:13:28,107
bypass.

331
00:13:28,174 --> 00:13:29,942
Back-to-back
surgeries.

332
00:13:30,009 --> 00:13:31,277
I love it.
Yeah?

333
00:13:31,343 --> 00:13:32,811
Then why are you still
standing here?

334
00:13:32,878 --> 00:13:35,147
Get to the OR,
man your stations.

335
00:13:35,214 --> 00:13:37,283
Let's go, people.

336
00:13:49,094 --> 00:13:50,429
Byron.

337
00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:52,831
You know, after

338
00:13:52,898 --> 00:13:56,869
all these years, I still
don't like this tie.

339
00:13:57,670 --> 00:13:59,905
What are you doing here, Tina?

340
00:13:59,972 --> 00:14:02,508
I was called, and
now that I'm here,

341
00:14:02,575 --> 00:14:04,076
I have no intention

342
00:14:04,143 --> 00:14:06,045
of rubber-stamping
the reinstatement

343
00:14:06,111 --> 00:14:07,980
of Rob Griffith as chief.

344
00:14:08,047 --> 00:14:10,849
I had reservations about
him the first time around.

345
00:14:10,916 --> 00:14:13,886
You said you'd stay out
of hospital business.

346
00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:15,888
And you said you'd stay
out of our son's business.

347
00:14:15,955 --> 00:14:17,990
Yet, I see he's running around
like your little clone.

348
00:14:18,057 --> 00:14:20,326
It was his decision
to come here.
It's not good

349
00:14:20,392 --> 00:14:21,994
for him to live
in your shadow like this.

350
00:14:22,061 --> 00:14:24,096
Don't talk to me
about what's good for him.

351
00:14:24,163 --> 00:14:26,932
You're the one who turned
your back on this family.

352
00:14:26,999 --> 00:14:28,634
Which makes you, what?
The blameless victim?

353
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:30,269
Is that how you remember it?

354
00:14:30,336 --> 00:14:32,137
It's how it went down.

355
00:14:32,204 --> 00:14:34,073
Clearly,
what our son thinks, too.

356
00:14:34,139 --> 00:14:36,008
You turned him against me.

357
00:14:36,075 --> 00:14:38,077
No.

358
00:14:38,143 --> 00:14:40,279
No, Tina.

359
00:14:40,346 --> 00:14:42,448
You did that all by yourself.

360
00:14:42,514 --> 00:14:46,619
Well, here's hoping
I can undo it.

361
00:14:46,685 --> 00:14:49,154
See you at the next
board meeting.

362
00:14:56,328 --> 00:14:59,398
(steady beeping)
A mechanical valve?

363
00:14:59,465 --> 00:15:01,066
Yes.

364
00:15:01,133 --> 00:15:03,636
They're strong, reliable.

365
00:15:03,702 --> 00:15:05,571
It should last you
the rest of your life.

366
00:15:05,638 --> 00:15:07,906
How can she have
heart disease?

367
00:15:07,973 --> 00:15:09,275
We're vegans.

368
00:15:09,341 --> 00:15:11,577
Our diets are
very healthy.

369
00:15:13,245 --> 00:15:16,282
Your diet may not have caused
your valve disease,

370
00:15:16,348 --> 00:15:20,052
but all of that soy
and cadmium did contribute

371
00:15:20,119 --> 00:15:21,120
to your broken ribs.

372
00:15:21,186 --> 00:15:25,557
Now, a new valve will help
your heart get stronger,

373
00:15:25,624 --> 00:15:28,027
but you'll likely need
to make some dietary changes

374
00:15:28,093 --> 00:15:30,429
to help your bones
get stronger, too.

375
00:15:30,496 --> 00:15:32,398
What kind of changes?

376
00:15:33,032 --> 00:15:36,135
Have you ever considered
eating any fish or meat?

377
00:15:36,201 --> 00:15:37,636
No.
No.

378
00:15:37,703 --> 00:15:40,472
Violet has never had so much
as a glass of milk in her life.

379
00:15:40,539 --> 00:15:42,207
We are diligent
about supplements,

380
00:15:42,274 --> 00:15:45,377
and getting all the nutrients we
need from non-animal sources.

381
00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:46,645
If we need to cut back on soy,
we will,

382
00:15:46,712 --> 00:15:48,647
but meat is not an option.

383
00:15:52,318 --> 00:15:54,687
Why don't we get you
started with a new valve,

384
00:15:54,753 --> 00:15:57,156
and we'll take
the rest from there?

385
00:16:02,428 --> 00:16:04,430
Your EMG results are in.

386
00:16:04,496 --> 00:16:06,999
Your motor unit recruitment
is perfect.

387
00:16:07,066 --> 00:16:09,401
What does that mean?
It means whatever's
causing the cramp

388
00:16:09,468 --> 00:16:10,703
is probably
not neurological.

389
00:16:10,769 --> 00:16:14,239
Oh.
Well, does that mean I can go?

390
00:16:14,306 --> 00:16:16,075
We still haven't found
the cause of the cramp.

391
00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:17,743
Hey, as long
as my brain's okay,

392
00:16:17,810 --> 00:16:20,079
I can live
with a few dropped flashlights

393
00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:21,513
and the occasional
charley horse.

394
00:16:21,580 --> 00:16:23,048
Charley horse.

395
00:16:23,115 --> 00:16:24,483
Peripheral artery disease
would explain the hand

396
00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:26,485
and the claudication
in the lower extremities.

397
00:16:26,552 --> 00:16:28,454
She needs a stress test.

398
00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:31,056
You can't go
just yet, April.

399
00:16:34,059 --> 00:16:35,361
So...

400
00:16:35,427 --> 00:16:38,530
Malcolm's mom is here.

401
00:16:38,597 --> 00:16:40,666
(sighs)
Yes.

402
00:16:46,205 --> 00:16:48,674
But you shouldn't feel guilty
or anything. It's not like

403
00:16:48,741 --> 00:16:51,243
you told her to come.

404
00:16:51,310 --> 00:16:54,446
And...
Hmm. I need to get
my head in the game.

405
00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:57,616
I blew it.

406
00:16:57,683 --> 00:16:59,251
You didn't blow it.
It was one "I love you."

407
00:16:59,318 --> 00:17:01,754
No. She's never gonna
talk to me again.

408
00:17:01,820 --> 00:17:05,524
She said talking to you
made all the difference.

409
00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:07,526
She said that?

410
00:17:07,593 --> 00:17:09,361
Mm-hmm.

411
00:17:09,428 --> 00:17:11,196
All right, gentlemen,

412
00:17:11,263 --> 00:17:14,433
are you ready to be reminded
how a bypass should be done?

413
00:17:14,500 --> 00:17:16,702
♪ ♪

414
00:17:23,242 --> 00:17:25,177
You have an audience.

415
00:17:25,244 --> 00:17:26,745
It's good to be home.

416
00:17:26,812 --> 00:17:29,248
Right this way,
Dr. Griffith.

417
00:17:29,314 --> 00:17:32,217
I know where
the patient's head is, Dr. Shah.

418
00:17:33,519 --> 00:17:34,753
Ah.

419
00:17:34,820 --> 00:17:37,356
Let's see if we can get
him to the heart.

420
00:17:37,423 --> 00:17:38,624
Okay.

421
00:17:38,690 --> 00:17:40,392
It's all for you, Dad.

422
00:17:40,459 --> 00:17:41,794
Ten blade to me.

423
00:17:45,431 --> 00:17:46,799
Hit it.

424
00:17:46,865 --> 00:17:50,736
♪ I'm back in the game ♪

425
00:17:50,803 --> 00:17:53,705
♪ I'm back in the saddle,
here I go ♪

426
00:17:53,772 --> 00:17:55,674
♪ Back in ♪

427
00:17:56,475 --> 00:18:01,547
♪ I'm back in,
back in the game... ♪

428
00:18:04,149 --> 00:18:05,584
Loupes?

429
00:18:20,432 --> 00:18:21,867
All right.

430
00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,602
♪ Back in the game ♪

431
00:18:23,669 --> 00:18:25,637
Remove the clamp.

432
00:18:27,673 --> 00:18:29,775
♪ I'm back in the game ♪

433
00:18:29,842 --> 00:18:31,443
♪ I'm back in... ♪

434
00:18:31,510 --> 00:18:33,312
CALEB:
Aortic clamp is off.

435
00:18:33,378 --> 00:18:35,781
Electrical activity
is restored. Perfect.

436
00:18:35,848 --> 00:18:37,516
GRIFF: Not so fast.
There is excess tissue

437
00:18:37,583 --> 00:18:39,751
over the proximal anastomosis.

438
00:18:39,818 --> 00:18:42,321
♪ I'm back in charge,
back in the mode ♪

439
00:18:42,387 --> 00:18:45,524
♪ Back in my flow,
back in the show ♪

440
00:18:45,591 --> 00:18:46,758
♪ I'm back in the game ♪

441
00:18:46,825 --> 00:18:48,260
Now it's perfect.

442
00:18:48,327 --> 00:18:49,695
♪ I'm back in ♪

443
00:18:49,761 --> 00:18:53,332
♪ Back in the game. ♪

444
00:19:00,305 --> 00:19:02,774
(echoing):
Well done, Dad.

445
00:19:11,350 --> 00:19:13,318
♪ ♪

446
00:19:16,488 --> 00:19:17,789
Hey, is everything okay?

447
00:19:21,627 --> 00:19:23,595
Yeah. Just, uh, the light

448
00:19:23,662 --> 00:19:25,197
was angled
towards my eyes.

449
00:19:25,264 --> 00:19:26,865
Let's watch
that next time.

450
00:19:26,932 --> 00:19:29,668
Close up, Dr. Tucker.

451
00:19:40,245 --> 00:19:42,714
Nice bypass, everyone. We owe
Violet a mechanical valve.

452
00:19:42,781 --> 00:19:44,550
Next, back-to-back
surgeries today.

453
00:19:44,616 --> 00:19:45,851
Back-to-backs.
Back-to-backs.

454
00:19:45,918 --> 00:19:47,953
Uh, I hate to miss out
on all the fun,

455
00:19:48,020 --> 00:19:50,422
but I think I should probably go
and dictate an operative report

456
00:19:50,489 --> 00:19:52,190
on that bypass, don't you?

457
00:19:52,257 --> 00:19:53,692
Sooner you can
sign off on this step

458
00:19:53,759 --> 00:19:55,727
the better, right?

459
00:19:55,794 --> 00:19:57,629
Yeah, sure.
Okay.

460
00:19:57,696 --> 00:19:59,831
One step closer, Dad.

461
00:20:00,766 --> 00:20:02,434
One step closer.

462
00:20:14,947 --> 00:20:17,416
(rhythmic beeping)

463
00:20:17,482 --> 00:20:19,217
What is all this?

464
00:20:19,284 --> 00:20:21,453
We think there's a
blockage in your arteries

465
00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:23,622
restricting blood flow
to your extremities.

466
00:20:23,689 --> 00:20:24,990
This is gonna
help us find it.

467
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:26,892
I just start running?
Mm-hmm.

468
00:20:26,959 --> 00:20:29,361
This IV has a
radioactive tracer in it.

469
00:20:29,428 --> 00:20:31,363
So we're gonna get
your heart pumping

470
00:20:31,430 --> 00:20:32,898
and let the tracer
lead us to the problem.

471
00:20:32,965 --> 00:20:34,633
Take her to four.

472
00:20:34,700 --> 00:20:36,401
How fast does it go?

473
00:20:36,468 --> 00:20:38,737
Most people get up
to about a six.

474
00:20:38,804 --> 00:20:41,640
Take me to seven.
You sure?

475
00:20:41,707 --> 00:20:42,874
(touch tones beeping)

476
00:20:42,941 --> 00:20:45,277
(rhythmic beeping)

477
00:20:45,344 --> 00:20:47,512
Heart rate's at 140.

478
00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:50,248
All right, her hand's cramping.
Are you okay, April?

479
00:20:50,315 --> 00:20:51,617
It hurts.
What hurts?

480
00:20:51,683 --> 00:20:53,385
Everything.
Take her down.

481
00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:54,419
No! Take me higher.

482
00:20:54,486 --> 00:20:56,355
April...
Please, you have to.
Going faster is

483
00:20:56,421 --> 00:20:58,290
the only way to make it stop.
Make what stop?

484
00:20:58,357 --> 00:21:00,392
The pain!
All right, all right.
I'm pulling it.

485
00:21:00,459 --> 00:21:02,394
(gasps)
All right,
all right.

486
00:21:02,461 --> 00:21:04,029
(groans)

487
00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:10,469
Mind telling me what
happened in that bypass?

488
00:21:10,535 --> 00:21:11,837
What are you talking about?

489
00:21:11,903 --> 00:21:13,005
Your father dropped
an instrument

490
00:21:13,071 --> 00:21:14,740
in the middle
of surgery.

491
00:21:14,806 --> 00:21:16,041
The surgery was over,

492
00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:17,709
and surgeons drop instruments
all the time.

493
00:21:17,776 --> 00:21:19,811
When was the last time
he dropped one?

494
00:21:19,878 --> 00:21:21,413
I'm due in another surgery soon.

495
00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:23,548
He was in a coma for
six months. Now he can't

496
00:21:23,615 --> 00:21:25,350
get through a routine surgery
without incident.

497
00:21:25,417 --> 00:21:27,486
There was no incident.
I know what I saw.

498
00:21:27,552 --> 00:21:29,655
With all due respect,
I am Dr. Griffith's proctor.

499
00:21:29,721 --> 00:21:30,922
I am the only person

500
00:21:30,989 --> 00:21:32,824
who is authorized
to assess his progress,

501
00:21:32,891 --> 00:21:35,060
and I am telling you
that there is no issue

502
00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:37,596
or concern
regarding his performance.

503
00:21:38,263 --> 00:21:42,000
Well, I guess
that's all there is to say.

504
00:21:47,939 --> 00:21:50,575
Stress test shows
her arteries are clear.

505
00:21:50,642 --> 00:21:52,711
We know her nerve and
muscle function are normal.

506
00:21:52,778 --> 00:21:54,413
So, what's with the hand cramp?

507
00:21:54,479 --> 00:21:57,015
It only happens during
extreme activity. My guess:

508
00:21:57,082 --> 00:21:59,084
involuntary response
to stress hormones.

509
00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:00,952
So, she stops
the extreme sports

510
00:22:01,019 --> 00:22:02,454
and the hand cramp goes away.

511
00:22:02,521 --> 00:22:04,456
But she's not gonna stop.
Why not?

512
00:22:04,523 --> 00:22:06,725
I see it with Tim, too.
He'll do anything for a rush.

513
00:22:06,792 --> 00:22:08,326
Except with April, it's even

514
00:22:08,393 --> 00:22:10,028
more intense. What
if the hand cramp

515
00:22:10,095 --> 00:22:11,963
is actually a small price to pay
for the upside

516
00:22:12,030 --> 00:22:13,632
of all of those
stress hormones?

517
00:22:13,699 --> 00:22:15,801
The adrenaline, the cortisol,
all of those endorphins

518
00:22:15,867 --> 00:22:18,036
that act as natural
painkillers?

519
00:22:18,103 --> 00:22:21,106
She's not chasing a high.
She's self-medicating.

520
00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:23,375
The hand cramp isn't
the problem. It's...

521
00:22:23,442 --> 00:22:25,510
it's the solution
to the problem,

522
00:22:25,577 --> 00:22:28,980
Which is... chronic pain.

523
00:22:29,047 --> 00:22:31,083
Okay, let's get an MRI.

524
00:22:31,149 --> 00:22:33,752
Whatever's causing this pain,
jumping out of a airplane

525
00:22:33,819 --> 00:22:35,954
can't be the only way
to treat it.

526
00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:38,757
I'm on it.
Thank you.

527
00:22:50,969 --> 00:22:53,105
Hey.
Mm. Hey.

528
00:22:53,171 --> 00:22:55,574
(clears throat)
You want some company?

529
00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,009
Sure.

530
00:22:59,578 --> 00:23:01,513
I thought you were in
the valve replacement.

531
00:23:01,580 --> 00:23:03,548
Yeah, uh, so, Sam
gave me the, uh,

532
00:23:03,615 --> 00:23:05,584
bypass surgery
at the last minute.

533
00:23:05,650 --> 00:23:07,486
You were primary?

534
00:23:08,887 --> 00:23:10,856
Oh, that's great.
How do you feel?

535
00:23:10,922 --> 00:23:13,125
Yeah, good. I, uh,

536
00:23:13,191 --> 00:23:15,694
just need to, um, come down

537
00:23:15,761 --> 00:23:17,529
a bit from the adrenaline rush.

538
00:23:17,596 --> 00:23:19,431
Mm.

539
00:23:23,468 --> 00:23:27,572
All right.
Well, uh, you do that,

540
00:23:27,639 --> 00:23:30,008
and come find me later.

541
00:23:30,075 --> 00:23:31,676
Mm-hmm.
All right.

542
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:33,578
Hey, do me a favor.
Hmm?

543
00:23:33,645 --> 00:23:36,014
Just slip that back
in the charger,

544
00:23:36,081 --> 00:23:38,550
preferably
when Donna's not looking.

545
00:23:38,617 --> 00:23:40,685
What did you do?

546
00:23:40,752 --> 00:23:42,954
Did you drop it?

547
00:23:43,021 --> 00:23:44,790
No. It was like that
when I found it.

548
00:23:44,856 --> 00:23:46,491
Liar.

549
00:23:46,558 --> 00:23:48,160
And what if Donna
thinks I broke it?

550
00:23:48,226 --> 00:23:50,095
You say it was like that
when you found it.

551
00:23:58,870 --> 00:24:01,106
(footsteps approaching)

552
00:24:02,140 --> 00:24:04,609
What are you doing with
the quarterly reports?

553
00:24:04,676 --> 00:24:06,478
Reading them.

554
00:24:06,545 --> 00:24:09,181
I would have used your father's
office, but I couldn't find it.

555
00:24:09,247 --> 00:24:11,449
Uh, he doesn't have one.
Doesn't have one?

556
00:24:11,516 --> 00:24:14,452
What, does he do-- skulk around
like Phantom of the Opera?

557
00:24:14,519 --> 00:24:16,988
I have work.
Whatever you're doing,

558
00:24:17,055 --> 00:24:18,990
can you do it
somewhere else, please?

559
00:24:20,826 --> 00:24:23,028
(sighs)

560
00:24:24,062 --> 00:24:26,131
We never talked
about my leaving.

561
00:24:26,198 --> 00:24:28,066
What is there to say?

562
00:24:29,801 --> 00:24:31,503
You left. The end.

563
00:24:31,570 --> 00:24:32,704
I left him.

564
00:24:32,771 --> 00:24:35,473
I didn't leave you.

565
00:24:35,540 --> 00:24:37,042
And I didn't leave
because I wanted to.

566
00:24:37,108 --> 00:24:38,710
I left because I had to.

567
00:24:38,777 --> 00:24:42,581
You had to?
There's only one way
with your father.

568
00:24:42,647 --> 00:24:45,617
If you can be
what he wants you to be,

569
00:24:45,684 --> 00:24:47,619
if you can stay
within those lines

570
00:24:47,686 --> 00:24:49,754
that he draws for you,
then you're good.

571
00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:51,857
But I couldn't do it, Malcolm.

572
00:24:51,923 --> 00:24:54,092
I knew that if I chose
to be myself,

573
00:24:54,159 --> 00:24:56,494
it would cost me
the marriage.

574
00:24:56,561 --> 00:24:59,698
But I never imagined
it would cost me my son.

575
00:25:00,699 --> 00:25:02,133
And I hope

576
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:04,636
it's not too late
to get him back.

577
00:25:04,703 --> 00:25:06,638
How can I trust you

578
00:25:06,705 --> 00:25:08,540
after all this time? I...

579
00:25:08,607 --> 00:25:11,142
I'm not asking for your trust.

580
00:25:11,209 --> 00:25:15,180
I'm asking you to give me
a chance to earn your trust.

581
00:25:17,249 --> 00:25:19,651
I-I need to get to work.

582
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:25,557
Yeah. Yeah, me too.

583
00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:28,260
Um, you know,

584
00:25:28,326 --> 00:25:31,696
I know this hospital
better than you think.

585
00:25:31,763 --> 00:25:33,765
I could do some...
some good around here.

586
00:25:33,832 --> 00:25:35,967
With your blessing,
of course. But, um,

587
00:25:36,034 --> 00:25:37,836
if you want me to leave, I...

588
00:25:37,903 --> 00:25:40,171
I can be on the next flight.

589
00:25:59,224 --> 00:26:02,560
SAM: Ready for the valve,
Dr. Shah.
Mm-hmm.

590
00:26:02,627 --> 00:26:05,830
A new valve
in healthy 18-year-old?

591
00:26:05,897 --> 00:26:07,766
You don't see that every day.

592
00:26:11,069 --> 00:26:13,705
Hold on.
Something's not right here.

593
00:26:13,772 --> 00:26:15,040
I need more light.

594
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:19,778
Look at this.

595
00:26:19,844 --> 00:26:21,279
Annular calcification.

596
00:26:21,346 --> 00:26:23,281
But that didn't show up
in the echo.
No, it did not.

597
00:26:23,348 --> 00:26:26,284
The annulus is supposed
to be firm. This is like Jell-O.

598
00:26:26,351 --> 00:26:29,020
Liquefactive necrosis.
I can't attach

599
00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:30,989
the metal to this tissue.
It's too viscous.

600
00:26:31,056 --> 00:26:32,290
I...

601
00:26:32,357 --> 00:26:34,359
There's literally nothing
for me to sew into.

602
00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:36,261
You need something
more pliable.

603
00:26:36,328 --> 00:26:38,697
BP and O2 sats
are trending down.

604
00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:42,000
Call down for
a bioprosthetic valve, stat.
Wh...

605
00:26:42,067 --> 00:26:43,168
A pig valve?

606
00:26:43,234 --> 00:26:44,736
Well, it's not
a vegan option,

607
00:26:44,803 --> 00:26:47,672
but it'll keep her alive.

608
00:26:49,941 --> 00:26:52,610
Telling a vegan mother
you put a pig valve

609
00:26:52,677 --> 00:26:55,280
in her vegan daughter's heart?
Not the high point of my day.

610
00:26:55,347 --> 00:26:56,982
Well, that valve
is also keeping her alive.

611
00:26:57,048 --> 00:26:58,650
(clears throat)

612
00:26:58,717 --> 00:26:59,517
Oh.

613
00:26:59,584 --> 00:27:02,754
Thanks, man. I appreciate it.
Mm-hmm.

614
00:27:02,821 --> 00:27:05,623
And also... I love you.

615
00:27:05,690 --> 00:27:07,125
What?

616
00:27:07,192 --> 00:27:09,194
Nothing.
You did it!

617
00:27:09,260 --> 00:27:10,895
Good for you, Dr. Tucker.

618
00:27:10,962 --> 00:27:13,898
What?
He accidentally said
"I love you" to Sam.

619
00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:16,167
We're trying to normalize it
so it's not such a big deal.

620
00:27:16,234 --> 00:27:18,269
That advice is why
some of us are engaged

621
00:27:18,336 --> 00:27:20,071
and why others
are going to die alone.

622
00:27:20,138 --> 00:27:21,639
Look, I'm desperate, man, okay?

623
00:27:21,706 --> 00:27:23,308
I cannot let things get weird
with me and Sam.

624
00:27:23,375 --> 00:27:25,176
So, this is
the not-weird solution?

625
00:27:25,243 --> 00:27:26,778
Just go with it.

626
00:27:26,845 --> 00:27:28,780
Fine.

627
00:27:28,847 --> 00:27:31,282
Say it again.

628
00:27:32,984 --> 00:27:34,319
I love you.

629
00:27:34,386 --> 00:27:35,887
You're not my type.

630
00:27:37,756 --> 00:27:40,158
That stung a little.

631
00:27:43,728 --> 00:27:46,865
Operative report-- dotted
the I's, crossed the T's.

632
00:27:46,931 --> 00:27:49,234
Does that report mention
the scalpel that you dropped?

633
00:27:49,300 --> 00:27:51,002
Why would it?

634
00:27:51,069 --> 00:27:53,405
Because I've never
seen you drop an instrument.

635
00:27:53,471 --> 00:27:55,206
I told you, it was the lights.

636
00:27:55,273 --> 00:27:57,709
I've also never heard you
complain about the lights.

637
00:27:57,776 --> 00:27:59,344
I'm worried
that I put you in too soon,

638
00:27:59,411 --> 00:28:01,012
and I want
to sign off on this,

639
00:28:01,079 --> 00:28:02,680
but I need to understand
what happened in there.

640
00:28:02,747 --> 00:28:04,182
A successful bypass
is what happened.

641
00:28:04,249 --> 00:28:05,817
Who cares about a scalpel?

642
00:28:05,884 --> 00:28:07,952
I'll tell you who cares.

643
00:28:08,019 --> 00:28:09,120
Dad.

644
00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:11,756
Tina Kingsley cares.

645
00:28:11,823 --> 00:28:13,925
She's raising questions
about your competency

646
00:28:13,992 --> 00:28:15,427
after what she saw.

647
00:28:15,493 --> 00:28:18,329
I told you she never liked me.
I covered for you.

648
00:28:18,396 --> 00:28:21,866
I said there was nothing
to worry about. Is that true?

649
00:28:21,933 --> 00:28:23,968
It was the lights.

650
00:28:34,012 --> 00:28:36,114
I heard what happened
with the scalpel.

651
00:28:36,181 --> 00:28:37,816
Scrub nurses like to gossip.

652
00:28:37,882 --> 00:28:39,884
And what, you think
I'm being too hard on him?

653
00:28:39,951 --> 00:28:41,920
Because it was my idea to
put him back in surgery.

654
00:28:41,986 --> 00:28:43,755
I know.
This is just
due diligence.

655
00:28:43,822 --> 00:28:45,123
I want to clear him.

656
00:28:45,190 --> 00:28:46,791
I don't think you should.

657
00:28:46,858 --> 00:28:49,828
You don't think he's ready?
I think

658
00:28:49,894 --> 00:28:53,131
he should be ready.
I think he thinks he's ready.

659
00:28:53,198 --> 00:28:54,499
But?

660
00:28:54,566 --> 00:28:57,802
That scalpel's not
the only thing he's dropped.

661
00:29:06,878 --> 00:29:08,780
(alarms sounding)

662
00:29:08,847 --> 00:29:10,982
Her hands are ice-cold
and she won't wake up.

663
00:29:11,049 --> 00:29:12,016
Heart rate's 140.

664
00:29:12,083 --> 00:29:13,251
Why is she so tachycardic?

665
00:29:13,318 --> 00:29:15,186
And hypotensive.

666
00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:16,387
Blood pressure's
90/40 and dropping.

667
00:29:16,454 --> 00:29:17,856
Maybe she's turning septic.

668
00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:19,324
Have we gotten
another H and H?

669
00:29:19,390 --> 00:29:20,525
There's no fever, she hasn't
lost any blood volume.

670
00:29:20,592 --> 00:29:21,893
Could she be
rejecting the valve?

671
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:22,994
GRIFF:
No, acute and chronic rejection

672
00:29:23,061 --> 00:29:24,262
takes weeks to occur.

673
00:29:24,329 --> 00:29:26,030
She's been out
of surgery about an hour.

674
00:29:26,097 --> 00:29:27,332
Could be hyperacute.
SAM: No.

675
00:29:27,398 --> 00:29:28,333
Then we would've known
before we closed up.

676
00:29:28,399 --> 00:29:29,334
This is something else.

677
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:30,502
What's happening?

678
00:29:30,568 --> 00:29:32,470
Her heart is failing.

679
00:29:32,537 --> 00:29:34,439
I need you to increase her
Levophed, get another pressor.

680
00:29:34,506 --> 00:29:37,041
We got to get her pressure up,
and I want a cardiac MRI

681
00:29:37,108 --> 00:29:38,910
as soon as she is stable.

682
00:29:38,977 --> 00:29:41,980
Her body hates this valve.
I want to know why.

683
00:29:43,381 --> 00:29:45,083
Postoperative ultrasound
confirmed

684
00:29:45,150 --> 00:29:46,417
the graft was seamless.

685
00:29:46,484 --> 00:29:48,319
Well, installation's
not the problem.

686
00:29:48,386 --> 00:29:51,089
Maybe it's a defect
in the valve?
Well...

687
00:29:51,156 --> 00:29:53,525
I'm gonna check the production
lot for reported problems.

688
00:29:56,427 --> 00:29:58,830
Look at the leaflets
on the mitral valve.

689
00:30:01,366 --> 00:30:03,801
SAM: They're so stiff.
Uh-huh.

690
00:30:03,868 --> 00:30:05,937
And what are those spots?

691
00:30:06,004 --> 00:30:07,238
They look like goosebumps.

692
00:30:07,305 --> 00:30:09,274
Or hives.

693
00:30:09,340 --> 00:30:11,276
Can we see
if there's inflammation, please?

694
00:30:13,545 --> 00:30:15,246
Ah.

695
00:30:15,313 --> 00:30:16,581
Lit up like a Christmas tree.

696
00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:18,116
That is an allergic reaction.

697
00:30:18,183 --> 00:30:20,118
But to what?

698
00:30:20,185 --> 00:30:21,452
Anesthesia's out
of her system.

699
00:30:21,519 --> 00:30:23,454
The only thing she could
be reacting to...

700
00:30:23,521 --> 00:30:25,890
The valve itself.

701
00:30:30,228 --> 00:30:32,163
She's allergic to meat?

702
00:30:32,230 --> 00:30:34,232
To animal protein, yes.

703
00:30:34,299 --> 00:30:37,869
I've never heard of this.
What did you say it's called?

704
00:30:37,936 --> 00:30:39,837
Alpha-gal syndrome.

705
00:30:39,904 --> 00:30:42,407
It's a reaction to the
sugar molecule in most mammals.

706
00:30:42,473 --> 00:30:44,242
SAM:
It is a severe allergy,

707
00:30:44,309 --> 00:30:48,179
but because Violet's never eaten
meat, she was never diagnosed.

708
00:30:48,246 --> 00:30:50,014
She was fine.

709
00:30:50,081 --> 00:30:52,984
She had a broken rib,
but she was fine.

710
00:30:53,051 --> 00:30:55,420
How did things
get so bad so fast?

711
00:30:55,486 --> 00:30:58,089
I know that
she seemed fine,

712
00:30:58,156 --> 00:31:02,193
but something has been
damaging her heart.

713
00:31:02,260 --> 00:31:03,494
But you don't
know what it is.

714
00:31:03,561 --> 00:31:05,163
The mechanical valve
didn't work.

715
00:31:05,230 --> 00:31:07,865
The pig valve isn't working.
Her heart is failing.

716
00:31:07,932 --> 00:31:10,435
Which is why we need
to give her a new one.

717
00:31:16,307 --> 00:31:19,644
Your MRI shows that
you have spinal stenosis.

718
00:31:21,546 --> 00:31:24,015
It's the narrowing
of your spinal cavity

719
00:31:24,082 --> 00:31:26,384
that's compressing your nerves
and causing your chronic pain.

720
00:31:26,451 --> 00:31:27,919
Well, can you fix it?

721
00:31:27,986 --> 00:31:30,455
Mm-hmm. It's called
a laminectomy.

722
00:31:30,521 --> 00:31:32,457
We remove part
of your vertebra

723
00:31:32,523 --> 00:31:34,392
to ease the pressure
on your nerves.

724
00:31:34,459 --> 00:31:36,361
Sounds complicated.

725
00:31:36,427 --> 00:31:38,096
There are risks, but

726
00:31:38,162 --> 00:31:41,633
the bigger the risk,
the bigger the rush, right?

727
00:31:44,369 --> 00:31:46,938
Look, April,

728
00:31:47,005 --> 00:31:50,375
I know you found a way
to cope with your pain,

729
00:31:50,441 --> 00:31:52,610
but it's just temporary.

730
00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:55,179
Problems like these do not
go away on their own.

731
00:31:55,246 --> 00:31:58,449
In fact, they usually get worse.

732
00:32:09,527 --> 00:32:11,696
SAM:
Lying down in the
middle of a shift?

733
00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:13,464
This is another first, Dad.

734
00:32:13,531 --> 00:32:14,966
It's low blood sugar.

735
00:32:15,033 --> 00:32:17,935
Or post-exertional malaise.
(sighs)

736
00:32:18,002 --> 00:32:19,470
Is that why you ducked out of

737
00:32:19,537 --> 00:32:21,606
the valve replacement surgery?
I'll have some

738
00:32:21,673 --> 00:32:23,608
trail mix, I'll be fine.

739
00:32:23,675 --> 00:32:26,210
I want to run a blood panel
on you, a full workup.

740
00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:27,478
Whoa! Why?

741
00:32:27,545 --> 00:32:29,614
Because I know
about the headaches

742
00:32:29,681 --> 00:32:31,349
and the ringing in your ears,

743
00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:34,152
the photosensitivity.

744
00:32:34,218 --> 00:32:37,488
And I hear you dropped a tablet
in addition to that scalpel.

745
00:32:37,555 --> 00:32:39,223
(sighs)

746
00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:41,626
Et tu, Brute?

747
00:32:41,693 --> 00:32:43,294
I'm worried about you.

748
00:32:43,361 --> 00:32:45,363
Ignoring this isn't gonna
make it go away.
SAM: I can't

749
00:32:45,430 --> 00:32:47,665
clear you for surgery unless
we address these symptoms.

750
00:32:47,732 --> 00:32:49,400
Symptoms? It's nothing.

751
00:32:49,467 --> 00:32:51,235
It's a little bit
of anemia or something.

752
00:32:51,302 --> 00:32:54,072
Maybe. But the headaches
could be a sentinel bleed,

753
00:32:54,138 --> 00:32:55,373
or a subarachnoid
hemorrhage, or...

754
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,108
Or a tumor.
Mm.

755
00:32:57,175 --> 00:33:00,044
(sighs)
I see no cause for alarm.

756
00:33:00,111 --> 00:33:03,981
Neither did our patient
until her heart started to fail.

757
00:33:04,048 --> 00:33:06,384
You need bloodwork and scans.

758
00:33:06,451 --> 00:33:07,585
I'm not having a scan.

759
00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:08,720
Dad, this is serious.

760
00:33:08,786 --> 00:33:10,521
So am I.
Word gets out--

761
00:33:10,588 --> 00:33:12,323
Tina Kingsley finds out--
it's all over.

762
00:33:12,390 --> 00:33:14,325
Forget it.

763
00:33:14,392 --> 00:33:16,661
Okay, fine. Just
bloodwork for now.

764
00:33:16,728 --> 00:33:18,563
I can get around Bernie.

765
00:33:20,398 --> 00:33:22,166
Yeah, I think I prefer it

766
00:33:22,233 --> 00:33:24,736
when you two
don't talk to each other.

767
00:33:31,309 --> 00:33:33,544
(elevator bell dings)

768
00:33:34,379 --> 00:33:36,247
Uh...
Going down?

769
00:33:36,314 --> 00:33:37,682
Uh, yeah, to the lab.

770
00:33:40,351 --> 00:33:42,553
Thanks.
Yeah.

771
00:33:45,089 --> 00:33:47,492
How are things going
with your mom?

772
00:33:47,558 --> 00:33:50,795
Mm. She wants
a fresh start.

773
00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:53,564
Not that she has any
right to ask for that.

774
00:33:54,499 --> 00:33:56,467
You're probably right.

775
00:33:56,534 --> 00:33:59,103
But you could still
give her one.

776
00:33:59,170 --> 00:34:02,673
Sometimes people
just need a second chance,

777
00:34:02,740 --> 00:34:05,676
you know, before it's too late.

778
00:34:15,586 --> 00:34:17,522
I've got some bloodwork
for you, Bernie.

779
00:34:17,588 --> 00:34:19,090
Who's the patient?

780
00:34:19,157 --> 00:34:22,160
Um, I didn't put a name.
Say it's me?

781
00:34:22,226 --> 00:34:23,594
Is it you?

782
00:34:23,661 --> 00:34:25,530
How about we say yes
and I'll owe you one.

783
00:34:25,596 --> 00:34:29,801
You and everybody else.
It's death by a thousand cuts.

784
00:34:35,406 --> 00:34:37,475
Hang on.
Bernie, can you run labs

785
00:34:37,542 --> 00:34:39,577
on something that isn't human?

786
00:34:43,147 --> 00:34:45,082
Why did you want to see
all the supplements we take?

787
00:34:45,149 --> 00:34:46,751
So that our lab could test them.

788
00:34:46,818 --> 00:34:49,153
Test them for what?
We know

789
00:34:49,220 --> 00:34:50,021
Violet has alpha-gal.

790
00:34:50,087 --> 00:34:52,490
The meat allergy.
Yes, which explains

791
00:34:52,557 --> 00:34:53,758
your reaction
to the pig valve.

792
00:34:53,825 --> 00:34:55,159
What it doesn't explain is

793
00:34:55,226 --> 00:34:56,561
the heart condition
you came in with,

794
00:34:56,627 --> 00:34:58,629
because you are
a lifelong vegan.

795
00:34:58,696 --> 00:35:00,565
Whatever's been
damaging Violet's heart,

796
00:35:00,631 --> 00:35:03,167
we assumed it had to be
something other than meat.

797
00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:06,103
But she has no other conditions,
no other factors

798
00:35:06,170 --> 00:35:08,306
that could explain
the damage to her heart.

799
00:35:08,372 --> 00:35:10,208
It had to be the alpha-gal.

800
00:35:10,274 --> 00:35:11,242
Which means you had

801
00:35:11,309 --> 00:35:12,510
to be consuming meat.

802
00:35:12,577 --> 00:35:14,212
Your vitamin B-12

803
00:35:14,278 --> 00:35:18,115
supplements are
encased in a capsule

804
00:35:18,182 --> 00:35:20,251
derived from
animal proteins.

805
00:35:20,318 --> 00:35:23,120
Now, the amount
in each capsule is too small

806
00:35:23,187 --> 00:35:24,455
to trigger an outward reaction.

807
00:35:24,522 --> 00:35:26,424
But the chronic insult

808
00:35:26,491 --> 00:35:29,594
to your system damaged
your heart over time.

809
00:35:29,660 --> 00:35:32,163
The label says they're vegan.
Yes.

810
00:35:32,230 --> 00:35:34,665
But supplements are
not regulated by the FDA.

811
00:35:34,732 --> 00:35:36,534
The-the labels,
the ingredients--

812
00:35:36,601 --> 00:35:38,669
they're not verified the way the
prescription medications are.

813
00:35:38,736 --> 00:35:41,706
So, I-I've been
taking meat pills?

814
00:35:42,807 --> 00:35:44,308
The good news is that you are at

815
00:35:44,375 --> 00:35:45,776
the top
of the transplant list,

816
00:35:45,843 --> 00:35:48,246
and it is not too late
for a new start.

817
00:35:48,312 --> 00:35:50,581
We're gonna get a nutritionist.
We'll make meal plans.

818
00:35:50,648 --> 00:35:52,850
We're gonna be okay.
Stop saying "we."

819
00:35:52,917 --> 00:35:54,719
What?

820
00:35:54,785 --> 00:35:56,787
We're not the same person.

821
00:35:56,854 --> 00:36:01,559
If it were up to me,
maybe I wouldn't even be vegan.

822
00:36:01,626 --> 00:36:02,827
I might have eaten
a hamburger by now

823
00:36:02,894 --> 00:36:04,829
and found out
about this sooner.

824
00:36:04,896 --> 00:36:06,464
None of this would've happened

825
00:36:06,531 --> 00:36:08,900
if you had just let me
make my own decisions.

826
00:36:08,966 --> 00:36:10,868
Violet, I was just trying
to do what I thought...

827
00:36:10,935 --> 00:36:12,770
Well, you were wrong.

828
00:36:18,576 --> 00:36:20,177
Donor match for Violet Stein.

829
00:36:20,244 --> 00:36:22,179
We got a hit?
Yeah. She'll have a new heart

830
00:36:22,246 --> 00:36:24,181
by tomorrow.
CALEB:
I'll get her on the schedule.

831
00:36:24,248 --> 00:36:26,684
Okay, great, and I'll
notify the family. Okay.

832
00:36:26,751 --> 00:36:28,786
Oh. Sorry.
(laughs)

833
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,789
You know what?
Uh, after you.

834
00:36:31,856 --> 00:36:33,457
You go.
I...

835
00:36:33,524 --> 00:36:35,226
Okay, I'll go.

836
00:36:37,295 --> 00:36:38,863
What was that?

837
00:36:38,930 --> 00:36:42,466
That was... awkward.

838
00:36:42,533 --> 00:36:43,901
Mm.

839
00:36:44,535 --> 00:36:46,404
I accidentally said
"I love you."

840
00:36:46,470 --> 00:36:48,439
(gasps)
I've been trying
to undo it, but...

841
00:36:48,506 --> 00:36:50,408
Why, because you don't love her?

842
00:36:53,544 --> 00:36:55,713
(scoffs softly)

843
00:36:57,381 --> 00:36:59,417
(glass breaking)

844
00:37:00,017 --> 00:37:02,219
(glass pieces clinking)

845
00:37:02,820 --> 00:37:04,655
Everything okay?

846
00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:06,524
Yeah. Uh...
Well,

847
00:37:06,591 --> 00:37:07,892
I can do this if you want

848
00:37:07,959 --> 00:37:09,493
to join Dr. Griffith
and tell the family

849
00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:10,861
about the transplant.

850
00:37:10,928 --> 00:37:13,965
No. I got to, uh,
get to the lab, anyway, so...

851
00:37:14,031 --> 00:37:16,267
Okay.

852
00:37:21,572 --> 00:37:24,275
Dad says once you break trust,
it's gone.

853
00:37:24,342 --> 00:37:27,578
I know he'd say
this is a mistake,

854
00:37:27,645 --> 00:37:30,581
but if you want to stay...

855
00:37:30,648 --> 00:37:34,318
I won't stop you.

856
00:37:34,952 --> 00:37:36,921
Thank you for this chance.

857
00:37:36,988 --> 00:37:39,724
I hope I don't
regret it.

858
00:37:40,992 --> 00:37:43,794
All I want
is to make things better

859
00:37:43,861 --> 00:37:46,998
for us and for this hospital.

860
00:37:47,865 --> 00:37:49,266
Starting with

861
00:37:49,333 --> 00:37:51,502
the cardiothoracic department.

862
00:38:00,645 --> 00:38:02,013
Hey.

863
00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:03,381
Hey.

864
00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:04,915
Look, I know you're
out of the race,

865
00:38:04,982 --> 00:38:06,917
but I just want
to let you know

866
00:38:06,984 --> 00:38:09,620
that my mom has some plans
for your department.

867
00:38:09,687 --> 00:38:10,688
What do you mean?

868
00:38:10,755 --> 00:38:11,722
Well, she's opening the position

869
00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:12,923
to outside candidates.

870
00:38:12,990 --> 00:38:15,292
Thought your dad
might like to know

871
00:38:15,359 --> 00:38:17,561
that he won't be running
unopposed for too long.

872
00:38:17,628 --> 00:38:20,631
Um... I'll tell him.

873
00:38:20,698 --> 00:38:22,833
Yeah.

874
00:38:22,900 --> 00:38:23,934
So...

875
00:38:24,001 --> 00:38:27,538
she's sticking around, then?

876
00:38:27,605 --> 00:38:29,440
Yeah.

877
00:38:29,507 --> 00:38:33,010
Uh, I'm gonna try this whole
second chance thing.

878
00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:36,914
I'm still so sorry.

879
00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:39,784
No, no, don't. Hey, it's okay.

880
00:38:39,850 --> 00:38:42,453
It's just, I-I got
to figure out

881
00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:44,455
this stuff with my mom
right now, and...

882
00:38:44,522 --> 00:38:47,892
I get it.
You don't have to explain.

883
00:38:49,060 --> 00:38:51,595
I will see you around.

884
00:38:52,596 --> 00:38:54,498
I'll see you around.

885
00:38:54,565 --> 00:38:56,600
Okay.

886
00:39:04,041 --> 00:39:05,009
Hey.

887
00:39:05,076 --> 00:39:06,744
How'd it go in there?

888
00:39:06,811 --> 00:39:08,112
Oh, yeah, she's stable.

889
00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,114
Um, I just finished the
paperwork for the transplant.

890
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:14,719
Her mom was just doing what she
thought was best, wasn't she?

891
00:39:14,785 --> 00:39:16,554
She didn't know what
her daughter needed.

892
00:39:16,620 --> 00:39:20,991
This morning, what I said, um,

893
00:39:21,058 --> 00:39:23,627
is probably
the last thing you need.

894
00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:26,363
It was probably the worst
possible time to say it,

895
00:39:26,430 --> 00:39:28,566
but I did, and I don't want
to pretend like I didn't.

896
00:39:28,632 --> 00:39:30,468
What did you say?

897
00:39:31,102 --> 00:39:33,003
I said "I love you."

898
00:39:33,637 --> 00:39:35,873
Which you clearly didn't hear.
(laughs)

899
00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:39,910
Um, but that's-that's good,
because it just

900
00:39:39,977 --> 00:39:42,947
slipped out. It was an accident,
and it shouldn't have happened.

901
00:39:43,814 --> 00:39:46,484
At least, not like that.

902
00:39:46,550 --> 00:39:49,453
What are you saying?

903
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:52,957
I... love you.

904
00:39:54,759 --> 00:39:56,994
I love you.

905
00:39:57,061 --> 00:39:59,663
Oh. That's how
it should've happened.

906
00:39:59,730 --> 00:40:01,899
Because that's how I feel.

907
00:40:01,966 --> 00:40:04,001
And now you know.

908
00:40:16,814 --> 00:40:18,415
What are you doing in here?

909
00:40:18,482 --> 00:40:19,884
I always used
to come down here

910
00:40:19,950 --> 00:40:21,886
before surgery and after.

911
00:40:21,952 --> 00:40:26,090
Your mother would say,
"He's in church."

912
00:40:26,924 --> 00:40:28,926
Me too.

913
00:40:28,993 --> 00:40:30,828
Hmm.

914
00:40:31,462 --> 00:40:35,466
Tina Kingsley is widening
the search for chief.

915
00:40:35,533 --> 00:40:37,568
She's not gonna make it easy
for me, is she?

916
00:40:37,635 --> 00:40:38,969
You'll be fine.

917
00:40:39,036 --> 00:40:42,840
Your history and relationships.

918
00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:44,775
No one can compete with you.

919
00:40:44,842 --> 00:40:47,778
I know one person who can.

920
00:40:47,845 --> 00:40:49,213
I told you I'm out, Dad.

921
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:50,981
Well, maybe you
should reconsider.

922
00:40:51,048 --> 00:40:53,918
Better you
than an outsider, right?

923
00:40:53,984 --> 00:40:56,921
What about you?

924
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:02,493
You got your test results.

925
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:03,861
Not anemia.

926
00:41:03,928 --> 00:41:05,529
Okay.

927
00:41:05,596 --> 00:41:07,865
That doesn't mean
it's a worst-case scenario.

928
00:41:07,932 --> 00:41:09,233
Doesn't rule it out, either.

929
00:41:11,035 --> 00:41:12,469
This race may be decided for me.

930
00:41:12,536 --> 00:41:14,471
If it is, I would prefer
you to be the one...

931
00:41:14,538 --> 00:41:18,175
Stop. We're not talking about
work. We're going to imaging.

932
00:41:19,877 --> 00:41:21,512
No arguments.

933
00:41:27,151 --> 00:41:30,087
Thanks for telling me
about this.

934
00:41:32,089 --> 00:41:34,625
Thanks for telling me
about his symptoms.

935
00:41:36,093 --> 00:41:38,729
I'm really glad
you're here.

936
00:41:39,730 --> 00:41:41,265
Me too.

937
00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:45,102
GRIFF:
Just want to remind you
of a little thing called

938
00:41:45,169 --> 00:41:47,538
doctor-patient confidentiality.

939
00:41:47,605 --> 00:41:49,540
A-And Sam?

940
00:41:50,174 --> 00:41:53,244
Don't worry.
I'm not gonna tell Mom.

941
00:41:58,582 --> 00:42:02,052
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