1 00:00:01,956 --> 00:00:02,756 [gasps] 2 00:00:02,956 --> 00:00:04,296 [screams] 3 00:00:04,496 --> 00:00:05,836 Is she in labor? 4 00:00:06,036 --> 00:00:07,336 Please. Something feels weird. 5 00:00:07,536 --> 00:00:08,886 [Taissa] You lost a lot of blood. 6 00:00:09,086 --> 00:00:10,806 -[screaming] -Uh, oh! Oh! 7 00:00:11,006 --> 00:00:12,466 Hear No Evil! 8 00:00:12,666 --> 00:00:13,716 [Travis] You okay, man? 9 00:00:14,846 --> 00:00:16,056 [Misty] It's a boy. 10 00:00:16,256 --> 00:00:18,176 It's you and me against the whole world. 11 00:00:19,266 --> 00:00:20,816 No! 12 00:00:21,016 --> 00:00:21,856 -[shushing] -No, no, no. What did you do? 13 00:00:22,056 --> 00:00:23,226 What did you do? 14 00:00:24,936 --> 00:00:25,856 He didn't make it. 15 00:00:26,056 --> 00:00:27,606 Why do you want to up your meds? 16 00:00:27,806 --> 00:00:29,446 [Lottie] I started having visions 17 00:00:29,646 --> 00:00:31,486 for the first time in decades. 18 00:00:31,686 --> 00:00:32,616 I think we found her. 19 00:00:32,816 --> 00:00:33,826 We're here to rescue you. 20 00:00:34,026 --> 00:00:35,326 And who the fuck is this? 21 00:00:35,526 --> 00:00:37,166 -You need to go. -Wait. 22 00:00:37,366 --> 00:00:39,036 -Misty? -Hello, Charlotte. 23 00:00:39,236 --> 00:00:39,876 Shauna's phone. 24 00:00:40,076 --> 00:00:41,416 Lottie is running 25 00:00:41,616 --> 00:00:42,546 a wellness center, 26 00:00:42,746 --> 00:00:44,626 and Natalie and Misty are there. 27 00:00:44,826 --> 00:00:46,126 I think you should go. 28 00:00:46,326 --> 00:00:48,886 [Shauna] I thought Lottie was barely coherent. 29 00:00:49,086 --> 00:00:50,886 soaring, suspenseful music 30 00:00:51,086 --> 00:00:52,256 31 00:00:53,256 --> 00:00:56,136 "Something in the Way" by Nirvana 32 00:00:56,336 --> 00:00:58,136 33 00:00:58,336 --> 00:01:00,346 [wind howling] 34 00:01:12,396 --> 00:01:15,736 Underneath the bridge 35 00:01:17,276 --> 00:01:20,496 Tarp has sprung a leak 36 00:01:20,696 --> 00:01:24,916 And the animals I've trapped 37 00:01:26,496 --> 00:01:29,756 Have all become my pets 38 00:01:29,956 --> 00:01:34,676 And I'm living off of grass 39 00:01:34,876 --> 00:01:39,596 And the drippings from my ceiling 40 00:01:40,806 --> 00:01:44,016 It's okay to eat fish 41 00:01:44,216 --> 00:01:49,106 'Cause they don't have any feelings 42 00:01:50,106 --> 00:01:52,946 Something in the way 43 00:01:54,396 --> 00:01:58,576 Mm, mm 44 00:01:58,776 --> 00:02:03,286 Something in the way, yeah 45 00:02:03,486 --> 00:02:06,916 Mm, mm 46 00:02:07,116 --> 00:02:10,956 Something in the way... 47 00:02:11,916 --> 00:02:13,796 You need to drink some water, Shauna. 48 00:02:15,836 --> 00:02:17,596 Come on. Just a little bit. 49 00:02:17,796 --> 00:02:21,306 Something in the way, yeah 50 00:02:21,506 --> 00:02:25,816 Mm, mm 51 00:02:26,016 --> 00:02:29,146 Something in the way 52 00:02:30,516 --> 00:02:33,316 Mm, mm... 53 00:02:34,696 --> 00:02:36,316 Lottie, what is it? 54 00:02:37,696 --> 00:02:39,246 The snow. 55 00:02:39,446 --> 00:02:42,406 Mm, mm 56 00:02:43,536 --> 00:02:45,156 It finally stopped. 57 00:02:48,456 --> 00:02:50,086 -[grunting] -[Travis] It's moving. 58 00:02:50,286 --> 00:02:51,996 Okay, don't let up. Pull up. 59 00:02:54,626 --> 00:02:56,886 -[cheering, murmuring] -Shit. 60 00:02:57,086 --> 00:02:59,266 [chuckles] 61 00:02:59,466 --> 00:03:00,976 [Akilah] Hey, someone grab a bucket. 62 00:03:01,176 --> 00:03:03,596 -I got it. -[Mari] Oh, my God. 63 00:03:06,226 --> 00:03:08,106 [quiet chatter] 64 00:03:08,306 --> 00:03:10,186 Hey, this will be good for you, Shauna. 65 00:03:11,436 --> 00:03:15,736 You can take a walk and... get some fresh air. 66 00:03:21,066 --> 00:03:23,536 I can come with you if you want. 67 00:03:32,746 --> 00:03:34,626 [breathing deeply] 68 00:03:34,826 --> 00:03:36,636 gentle, optimistic music 69 00:03:36,836 --> 00:03:38,796 70 00:03:40,006 --> 00:03:41,506 [grunting] 71 00:03:52,606 --> 00:03:54,486 gentle, wistful music 72 00:03:54,686 --> 00:03:56,686 73 00:03:58,696 --> 00:04:00,736 [shaky breaths] 74 00:04:28,386 --> 00:04:30,436 75 00:05:00,046 --> 00:05:02,336 It's you and me against the whole world. 76 00:05:03,006 --> 00:05:05,756 "No Return" by Craig Wedren and Anna Waronker 77 00:05:15,686 --> 00:05:18,486 It was cool, nothing fire 78 00:05:18,686 --> 00:05:20,616 Nothing broke 79 00:05:20,816 --> 00:05:23,236 Keep simple 80 00:05:23,436 --> 00:05:26,946 Nothing tired, nothing old 81 00:05:29,486 --> 00:05:33,536 Same as you 82 00:05:35,076 --> 00:05:38,666 Same as you 83 00:05:40,046 --> 00:05:43,636 Oh, so cute, so revival 84 00:05:43,836 --> 00:05:46,516 So alone 85 00:05:46,716 --> 00:05:49,136 Birthday suit, just a smile 86 00:05:49,336 --> 00:05:51,476 No one home 87 00:05:52,886 --> 00:05:56,806 Same as you 88 00:05:59,356 --> 00:06:02,646 Same as you 89 00:06:09,826 --> 00:06:12,456 No return, no return 90 00:06:12,656 --> 00:06:14,956 No reason 91 00:06:15,156 --> 00:06:17,376 No return, no return 92 00:06:17,576 --> 00:06:19,166 No reason 93 00:06:20,336 --> 00:06:22,426 No return, no return 94 00:06:22,626 --> 00:06:24,846 No reason 95 00:06:25,046 --> 00:06:27,426 No return, no return 96 00:06:27,626 --> 00:06:30,056 No reason 97 00:06:44,526 --> 00:06:45,646 -Hmm? -[Shauna] Really? 98 00:06:49,776 --> 00:06:52,326 I'm sorry, have you two joined a cult 99 00:06:52,526 --> 00:06:54,326 since we last saw you, or... 100 00:06:54,526 --> 00:06:57,086 We are an intentional community. 101 00:06:57,286 --> 00:06:59,046 What is the intention, exactly? 102 00:06:59,246 --> 00:07:00,046 [Natalie] Okay. 103 00:07:00,246 --> 00:07:02,916 About a week ago, I... 104 00:07:04,086 --> 00:07:06,506 ...had my rifle in my mouth, 105 00:07:06,706 --> 00:07:09,266 and I was gonna pull the trigger. [chuckles] 106 00:07:09,466 --> 00:07:13,186 And that's when Lottie found me. 107 00:07:13,386 --> 00:07:14,936 Oh, my God. 108 00:07:15,136 --> 00:07:18,186 I had put walls up, 109 00:07:18,386 --> 00:07:20,356 and they're finally starting to come down 110 00:07:20,556 --> 00:07:22,896 because of this place. 111 00:07:23,096 --> 00:07:25,236 It isn't easy, uh, 112 00:07:25,436 --> 00:07:28,366 but now I understand that 113 00:07:28,566 --> 00:07:31,116 it's really what I need. 114 00:07:31,316 --> 00:07:33,286 You all need it, too. 115 00:07:33,486 --> 00:07:36,996 I mean, we brought some really dark shit 116 00:07:37,196 --> 00:07:39,046 back with us from that place, 117 00:07:39,246 --> 00:07:44,126 so maybe now we can actually start dealing with it. 118 00:07:50,006 --> 00:07:52,046 [crying softly] 119 00:07:57,136 --> 00:07:58,436 Hey. 120 00:08:00,266 --> 00:08:02,736 I really thought he was gonna make it. 121 00:08:02,936 --> 00:08:05,856 [Van] No, we were all hoping for that, Tai. 122 00:08:06,056 --> 00:08:10,786 But even if the baby made it for a while, 123 00:08:10,986 --> 00:08:14,406 it wouldn't change the fact that his mother is starving. 124 00:08:14,606 --> 00:08:16,496 -[sniffles] -We all are. 125 00:08:18,406 --> 00:08:21,076 I just think it's time we woke up. 126 00:08:23,746 --> 00:08:24,996 What? 127 00:08:27,126 --> 00:08:29,166 That doesn't sound like you. 128 00:08:32,836 --> 00:08:34,216 Hmm. 129 00:08:35,176 --> 00:08:36,806 [sniffles] 130 00:08:37,006 --> 00:08:39,146 I kept surviving 131 00:08:39,346 --> 00:08:41,686 all this shit that should've killed me, 132 00:08:41,886 --> 00:08:45,896 and I, you know, I just-- I figured it meant something. 133 00:08:46,096 --> 00:08:48,276 slow, somber music 134 00:08:48,476 --> 00:08:50,656 135 00:08:50,856 --> 00:08:53,826 You know, like.. maybe it meant that I had 136 00:08:54,026 --> 00:08:57,866 some kind of purpose in all of this, but, uh... 137 00:08:59,906 --> 00:09:01,206 Yeah. 138 00:09:02,246 --> 00:09:04,376 I'm not fucking seeing it, Tai. 139 00:09:06,836 --> 00:09:08,706 You helped me see... 140 00:09:09,796 --> 00:09:12,176 ...hear... 141 00:09:12,376 --> 00:09:14,176 and sleep, 142 00:09:14,376 --> 00:09:16,466 and I would be dead without you. 143 00:09:17,966 --> 00:09:19,716 I need you, Van. 144 00:09:21,136 --> 00:09:23,056 I need you, too. 145 00:09:31,526 --> 00:09:34,566 But I need to know why the fuck I'm still here. 146 00:09:36,446 --> 00:09:38,536 147 00:09:44,826 --> 00:09:48,296 [sighs] When someone new comes in, 148 00:09:48,496 --> 00:09:53,136 uh, we often let them choose a treatment without a description, 149 00:09:53,336 --> 00:09:56,296 just whatever speaks to them. 150 00:09:58,556 --> 00:09:59,686 [Van chuckles] Oh, my God. 151 00:09:59,886 --> 00:10:02,856 Okay, no offense to anyone, but, um, 152 00:10:03,056 --> 00:10:04,686 this is just not for me. 153 00:10:04,886 --> 00:10:06,526 [Natalie] Oh, I thought the same thing. 154 00:10:06,726 --> 00:10:08,026 Just give it a chance. 155 00:10:08,226 --> 00:10:09,196 [Van] Uh... 156 00:10:09,396 --> 00:10:11,106 Look, I'm really glad you're alive, 157 00:10:11,306 --> 00:10:14,616 and, uh, Lottie, that you're back from Switzerland. 158 00:10:14,816 --> 00:10:18,196 Switz-- That was, it was like over a decade ago. 159 00:10:18,396 --> 00:10:19,286 Wow, really? 160 00:10:19,486 --> 00:10:21,536 I mean, uh, good for you, 'cause... 161 00:10:21,736 --> 00:10:24,456 -But I am just gonna... -I'll take "Renewal." 162 00:10:27,166 --> 00:10:28,046 Shauna? 163 00:10:28,246 --> 00:10:31,296 What is calling out to you? 164 00:10:31,496 --> 00:10:33,046 [Shauna] Um... yeah. 165 00:10:33,246 --> 00:10:36,506 All my rational instincts are just kind of, uh, screaming. 166 00:10:38,046 --> 00:10:39,176 But of these? 167 00:10:39,376 --> 00:10:41,476 It's just... Um, I-- 168 00:10:41,676 --> 00:10:43,436 "Self Care." 169 00:10:43,636 --> 00:10:45,016 -I'll take "Forage." -Van? 170 00:10:46,346 --> 00:10:48,566 All right, I'll take "Forage." 171 00:10:48,766 --> 00:10:51,896 Misty, that leaves you with my-- It's my favorite therapy. 172 00:10:52,096 --> 00:10:53,406 It's "Guidance." 173 00:10:53,606 --> 00:10:55,906 We're gonna move outside and get you started. 174 00:10:56,106 --> 00:10:57,536 But before we do, 175 00:10:57,736 --> 00:10:59,446 you can text this landline number 176 00:10:59,646 --> 00:11:02,286 to whomever you think might need it. 177 00:11:02,486 --> 00:11:04,246 You're gonna be giving up your phones. 178 00:11:04,446 --> 00:11:05,996 [chuckles] Oh, you're kidding, right? 179 00:11:06,196 --> 00:11:08,746 Our devices leave us captive to other people's priorities. 180 00:11:08,946 --> 00:11:10,416 That's... 181 00:11:11,536 --> 00:11:12,626 Mm. 182 00:11:12,826 --> 00:11:14,756 Can't really argue with that, actually. 183 00:11:14,956 --> 00:11:16,006 Right? Yeah? 184 00:11:16,206 --> 00:11:17,296 Yeah, and I hate this fucking thing, so... 185 00:11:17,506 --> 00:11:19,506 [mooing] 186 00:11:20,426 --> 00:11:22,506 [bleating in distance] 187 00:11:23,466 --> 00:11:25,096 Wait. 188 00:11:25,296 --> 00:11:26,856 This is Self Care? 189 00:11:27,056 --> 00:11:31,106 Yeah, I was expecting like a massage or maybe a mud bath, 190 00:11:31,306 --> 00:11:35,526 with some self-reflective questions while I, um... 191 00:11:35,726 --> 00:11:37,356 Um, oh. 192 00:11:38,486 --> 00:11:39,826 What are you doing? 193 00:11:40,026 --> 00:11:41,996 -Here. -[kid bleats] 194 00:11:42,196 --> 00:11:44,866 -Here, just take him. -No! 195 00:11:49,036 --> 00:11:50,666 Self Care means taking care of the goat 196 00:11:50,866 --> 00:11:52,206 for the rest of the day, 197 00:11:52,406 --> 00:11:54,676 and thus experiencing all the personal discoveries 198 00:11:54,876 --> 00:11:57,506 and sacrifices that go along with doing so. 199 00:11:57,706 --> 00:11:59,216 [Shauna] Sacrifices? 200 00:12:00,336 --> 00:12:02,726 Hmm. Okay, I understand. 201 00:12:02,926 --> 00:12:05,016 So, you want me to spend the whole day 202 00:12:05,216 --> 00:12:07,516 looking after this goat and getting all attached, 203 00:12:07,716 --> 00:12:09,186 and then at the end of the day you're gonna ask me 204 00:12:09,386 --> 00:12:11,976 to slit its fucking throat or something? 205 00:12:12,176 --> 00:12:14,486 No. No, thank you. I decline. 206 00:12:14,686 --> 00:12:16,156 [exasperated exhale] 207 00:12:16,356 --> 00:12:17,526 If you opt out of the treatment, 208 00:12:17,726 --> 00:12:20,076 the alternative is mucking out the barn all day. 209 00:12:20,276 --> 00:12:21,696 It's up to you. 210 00:12:25,156 --> 00:12:26,996 Fine, fine. 211 00:12:27,196 --> 00:12:28,496 Just... 212 00:12:30,286 --> 00:12:32,546 -Got him? -Yeah. 213 00:12:32,746 --> 00:12:34,716 Here you go. 214 00:12:34,916 --> 00:12:36,676 His name is Bruce, by the way. 215 00:12:36,876 --> 00:12:38,086 [bleats] 216 00:12:44,506 --> 00:12:46,806 [phone ringing] 217 00:12:49,426 --> 00:12:50,886 Paul? 218 00:12:51,976 --> 00:12:53,266 Hey, there you are. 219 00:12:54,226 --> 00:12:56,106 low-key music 220 00:12:56,306 --> 00:12:57,566 221 00:12:57,766 --> 00:13:00,026 But... 222 00:13:00,226 --> 00:13:01,906 he isn't ready. 223 00:13:11,746 --> 00:13:13,786 What? Are you all right? 224 00:13:15,376 --> 00:13:17,216 We need to talk. 225 00:13:17,416 --> 00:13:19,046 Sit down, Ben. 226 00:13:21,756 --> 00:13:23,386 No. 227 00:13:23,586 --> 00:13:26,056 [Ben scoffs] Why do people always say that anyway? 228 00:13:26,256 --> 00:13:27,936 Who was on the phone? 229 00:13:28,136 --> 00:13:30,596 Well, I'm going to sit. 230 00:13:30,796 --> 00:13:33,726 [Ben] Paul, what the fuck is going on? 231 00:13:33,926 --> 00:13:36,476 Hey. You're scaring me. 232 00:13:37,516 --> 00:13:38,486 I'm scared, too. 233 00:13:38,686 --> 00:13:41,026 About what? I don't understand. 234 00:13:41,226 --> 00:13:42,446 I know. 235 00:13:46,276 --> 00:13:47,866 I have to go. 236 00:13:48,066 --> 00:13:50,036 [sniffles] 237 00:13:51,406 --> 00:13:53,206 Where do you think you are, Ben? 238 00:13:53,406 --> 00:13:56,376 You had to have known you couldn't stay here forever. 239 00:13:56,576 --> 00:13:59,496 This was never meant to be your hiding place. 240 00:14:00,916 --> 00:14:02,166 It doesn't matter. 241 00:14:04,126 --> 00:14:06,926 What matters now is that you aren't 242 00:14:07,126 --> 00:14:08,176 -welcome here anymore. -No, Paul. 243 00:14:08,376 --> 00:14:09,936 Hey, wait. Wait. What did I do? 244 00:14:10,136 --> 00:14:12,096 You didn't do anything. It's just... 245 00:14:12,296 --> 00:14:13,686 It's just time. 246 00:14:14,766 --> 00:14:16,476 It's just time. 247 00:14:17,556 --> 00:14:19,776 I love you. 248 00:14:19,976 --> 00:14:22,526 -We all love you, Ben. -Paul. 249 00:14:22,726 --> 00:14:24,696 Paul, wait. 250 00:14:24,896 --> 00:14:26,986 Paul. Paul! 251 00:14:30,656 --> 00:14:32,116 Paul! 252 00:14:33,076 --> 00:14:34,366 Coach. 253 00:14:35,576 --> 00:14:37,036 Are you okay? 254 00:14:38,996 --> 00:14:41,796 Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 255 00:14:41,996 --> 00:14:43,796 pulsing music 256 00:14:43,996 --> 00:14:46,006 257 00:14:53,306 --> 00:14:54,766 I'm gonna be just fine. 258 00:14:55,886 --> 00:14:58,606 And if you're not comfortable with nudity, 259 00:14:58,806 --> 00:15:00,816 we have clean swimsuits here. 260 00:15:01,016 --> 00:15:03,856 So when you're ready, just climb in 261 00:15:04,056 --> 00:15:04,946 and close the door. 262 00:15:05,146 --> 00:15:07,116 [Misty] So, I'll just be inside 263 00:15:07,316 --> 00:15:08,826 that water-coffin in the dark? 264 00:15:09,026 --> 00:15:11,246 -All by myself? -[Lisa] Mm-hmm. 265 00:15:11,446 --> 00:15:13,206 I, uh... [chuckles] 266 00:15:13,406 --> 00:15:15,746 I thought this was supposed to be "Guidance." 267 00:15:15,946 --> 00:15:18,376 The most authentic guidance comes from within. 268 00:15:18,576 --> 00:15:20,086 [Misty] Oh, sure. 269 00:15:20,286 --> 00:15:21,336 Sure. 270 00:15:21,536 --> 00:15:24,256 Uh, my soul holds the wisdom of the ages. 271 00:15:24,456 --> 00:15:25,336 [Lisa] Bingo. 272 00:15:25,536 --> 00:15:27,846 Good news. I get it. [chuckles] 273 00:15:28,046 --> 00:15:29,846 I mean, look at me. 274 00:15:30,046 --> 00:15:32,266 I've, um, I've been here a while. 275 00:15:32,466 --> 00:15:33,846 I'm all tuned in. 276 00:15:34,046 --> 00:15:34,846 I'm just not, 277 00:15:35,046 --> 00:15:37,356 uh, entirely sure that, 278 00:15:37,556 --> 00:15:40,186 that this is absolutely necessary. 279 00:15:40,386 --> 00:15:43,526 Well, you have been here for less than 24 hours, 280 00:15:43,726 --> 00:15:47,526 and you haven't engaged in any actual therapies yet. 281 00:15:47,726 --> 00:15:48,776 [Misty] Okay. 282 00:15:48,976 --> 00:15:50,326 [chuckles] Fine. 283 00:15:50,526 --> 00:15:53,036 Um, but could I just use the ladies' first? 284 00:15:53,236 --> 00:15:55,996 Um, I would hate for my bladder 285 00:15:56,196 --> 00:15:59,036 to guide me into peeing in that thing. [chuckles] 286 00:15:59,236 --> 00:16:02,586 Yeah. Yeah, just, uh, right where you came in. 287 00:16:02,786 --> 00:16:03,796 Awesome. 288 00:16:04,796 --> 00:16:07,046 -See you in a minute. -See you then. 289 00:16:07,246 --> 00:16:09,046 slow, sinister music 290 00:16:09,246 --> 00:16:11,256 291 00:16:23,016 --> 00:16:24,646 [groans] 292 00:16:24,846 --> 00:16:27,066 [Gen] I just keep thinking, 293 00:16:27,266 --> 00:16:29,316 what if she'd gotten to a hospital? 294 00:16:31,526 --> 00:16:33,746 [Akilah] What hospital, Gen? 295 00:16:33,946 --> 00:16:36,746 Look, we did the best that we could. 296 00:16:36,946 --> 00:16:39,246 I mean, Misty? she was amazing. 297 00:16:39,446 --> 00:16:41,086 There's no way I could've kept my shit together 298 00:16:41,286 --> 00:16:43,256 like she did at the end. 299 00:16:43,456 --> 00:16:46,706 [Gen] Yeah, that's true. She didn't even flinch. 300 00:16:47,956 --> 00:16:49,296 [Mari] Well, that makes sense. 301 00:16:50,546 --> 00:16:54,136 You guys, I think she's even more psychotic than we thought. 302 00:16:56,056 --> 00:16:58,676 I'm pretty sure she did something to Crystal. 303 00:16:59,726 --> 00:17:00,686 [Akilah] Like-- What do you mean? 304 00:17:00,886 --> 00:17:01,896 Killed her? 305 00:17:02,096 --> 00:17:03,146 [Gen] Why would she kill her only friend? 306 00:17:03,346 --> 00:17:04,356 [Akilah] Yeah. 307 00:17:04,556 --> 00:17:07,396 [Mari] Um, I don't know, because she's Misty? 308 00:17:07,596 --> 00:17:09,276 I mean, God, she tried to poison Coach Scott 309 00:17:09,476 --> 00:17:12,026 when she was supposedly in love with him. 310 00:17:12,226 --> 00:17:13,866 And think about it. 311 00:17:14,066 --> 00:17:15,576 Now that the snow has stopped, wouldn't you think that 312 00:17:15,776 --> 00:17:18,326 she'd be out there looking for her friend? 313 00:17:19,656 --> 00:17:22,826 That is, if Crystal really did just get lost in the snow. 314 00:17:32,256 --> 00:17:34,466 [Misty] Thanks. Um... 315 00:17:34,666 --> 00:17:37,176 Thank you all for gathering. [clears throat] 316 00:17:37,376 --> 00:17:41,896 I know that we're all still very sad about the baby. 317 00:17:42,096 --> 00:17:43,976 It was a... a terrible, 318 00:17:44,176 --> 00:17:48,316 extremely sad and-and tragic thing, but... 319 00:17:48,516 --> 00:17:50,486 we can't let it cloud our minds. 320 00:17:51,646 --> 00:17:53,946 The snow has stopped, and we need to go out there 321 00:17:54,146 --> 00:17:55,566 and we need to look for Crystal... 322 00:17:56,946 --> 00:18:00,286 ...because she could still be out there. 323 00:18:01,906 --> 00:18:03,206 Alive. 324 00:18:09,046 --> 00:18:10,296 Misty's right. 325 00:18:14,466 --> 00:18:17,426 If Javi could survive for a few months out there, 326 00:18:17,626 --> 00:18:20,016 then maybe Crystal could make it through a few days. 327 00:18:20,216 --> 00:18:24,436 But what if the wilderness, like, took her? 328 00:18:25,846 --> 00:18:28,686 What if it took the baby, too? 329 00:18:28,886 --> 00:18:30,606 Then maybe it'll give us something back. 330 00:18:30,806 --> 00:18:32,526 What? 331 00:18:32,726 --> 00:18:34,116 Like it made the blizzard stop. 332 00:18:34,316 --> 00:18:35,776 [Gen] That's the trade? 333 00:18:35,976 --> 00:18:38,906 Two people dead for a... a break in the snow? 334 00:18:39,106 --> 00:18:40,116 God, that sucks. 335 00:18:40,316 --> 00:18:41,416 [Lottie] No, it doesn't work like that. 336 00:18:41,616 --> 00:18:45,956 It doesn't trade or haggle. It... 337 00:18:46,156 --> 00:18:47,296 The wilderness, it hears us. 338 00:18:47,496 --> 00:18:48,626 It gave us what we wanted. 339 00:18:48,826 --> 00:18:50,036 Shauna lived. 340 00:18:53,666 --> 00:18:55,466 Might do the same for Crystal. 341 00:19:11,396 --> 00:19:14,526 We hear the wilderness, and it hears us. 342 00:19:14,726 --> 00:19:17,606 [all] We hear the wilderness, and it hears us. 343 00:19:19,366 --> 00:19:21,246 [Gen] I hope they find Crystal alive. 344 00:19:21,446 --> 00:19:22,826 Yeah. 345 00:19:24,786 --> 00:19:26,586 But, like, 346 00:19:26,786 --> 00:19:29,916 if they find her and she's not... 347 00:19:31,746 --> 00:19:33,256 I mean, that wouldn't be the worst thing 348 00:19:33,456 --> 00:19:35,256 that could happen, right? 349 00:19:35,456 --> 00:19:37,596 You mean, we could... 350 00:19:37,796 --> 00:19:40,136 Well, I'm-I'm not saying I want to. 351 00:19:40,336 --> 00:19:42,266 I just... 352 00:19:42,466 --> 00:19:44,936 You know, if that's the situation, then, um... 353 00:19:45,136 --> 00:19:48,646 It would be disrespectful to the wilderness to waste it. 354 00:19:48,846 --> 00:19:49,856 -Right. -Yeah. 355 00:19:50,056 --> 00:19:51,686 Exactly. 356 00:19:53,266 --> 00:19:54,646 But still, I hope that she's okay. 357 00:19:54,856 --> 00:19:56,816 Oh, same. No question. 358 00:19:58,066 --> 00:19:59,946 quiet, jingling music 359 00:20:00,146 --> 00:20:02,156 360 00:20:10,326 --> 00:20:12,296 intense, jarring music 361 00:20:12,496 --> 00:20:14,546 362 00:20:30,186 --> 00:20:32,226 women vocalizing 363 00:20:35,146 --> 00:20:37,736 -[Akilah] Crystal?! -[Misty] Crystal?! 364 00:20:40,606 --> 00:20:43,036 -[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal? 365 00:20:43,236 --> 00:20:44,656 [Akilah] Crystal? 366 00:20:44,856 --> 00:20:47,666 [Misty] Crystal? Can you hear us?! 367 00:20:47,866 --> 00:20:48,996 [Mari] Crystal? 368 00:20:49,196 --> 00:20:52,876 -[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal? 369 00:20:55,836 --> 00:20:58,086 -[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal? 370 00:21:01,926 --> 00:21:03,926 Can you hear us?! 371 00:21:08,596 --> 00:21:11,096 You guys go ahead. We're gonna take a minute. 372 00:21:12,936 --> 00:21:16,266 -Crystal! -Crystal! 373 00:21:18,606 --> 00:21:20,696 [Akilah] Crystal? 374 00:21:20,896 --> 00:21:22,276 You were the one who knew where Javi was. 375 00:21:22,476 --> 00:21:24,156 I didn't know. 376 00:21:24,356 --> 00:21:26,536 -And yet you still found him. -[Misty] Crystal! 377 00:21:26,736 --> 00:21:29,246 Maybe you can find Crystal, too. 378 00:21:29,446 --> 00:21:31,286 Yeah, I don't think so. 379 00:21:33,666 --> 00:21:37,046 Ever since I started doing your circles 380 00:21:37,246 --> 00:21:39,086 and whatever, 381 00:21:39,286 --> 00:21:42,386 I don't sleepwalk anymore. 382 00:21:42,586 --> 00:21:44,886 And that other me, 383 00:21:45,086 --> 00:21:48,426 the one who maybe knew where Javi was... 384 00:21:49,926 --> 00:21:51,726 ...I think she's gone. 385 00:21:53,346 --> 00:21:55,056 She's not gone. 386 00:21:56,396 --> 00:21:58,316 And that's a good thing, Tai. 387 00:22:09,946 --> 00:22:12,456 [speaking indistinctly] Write this down. 388 00:22:12,656 --> 00:22:14,826 -So, with my teachings... -Lottie. 389 00:22:16,076 --> 00:22:17,876 Lottie. [chuckling] Hey. 390 00:22:18,076 --> 00:22:22,506 Hey. So look, I-I get that this is all just a warm-up 391 00:22:22,706 --> 00:22:24,466 for whatever's gonna happen here, but can we just 392 00:22:24,666 --> 00:22:25,966 cut through the bullshit? 393 00:22:26,166 --> 00:22:27,596 Because me painting this whole building with a fucking 394 00:22:27,796 --> 00:22:29,266 makeup brush isn't exactly solving 395 00:22:29,466 --> 00:22:31,266 -all my problems, you know? -[Lottie] Okay. 396 00:22:31,466 --> 00:22:33,596 So tell me what your problems are. 397 00:22:37,726 --> 00:22:39,436 I'm sleepwalking again. 398 00:22:41,776 --> 00:22:43,186 I need help. 399 00:22:45,816 --> 00:22:48,446 -That other you... -Mm-hmm. 400 00:22:48,646 --> 00:22:50,456 ...she always had a deep connection to the wilderness, 401 00:22:50,656 --> 00:22:53,036 and she had wisdom, too. 402 00:22:53,236 --> 00:22:57,496 That other me, she wants to hurt my family. 403 00:22:57,696 --> 00:22:58,796 She may not want to. 404 00:22:58,996 --> 00:23:00,666 She just doesn't want to be suppressed. 405 00:23:00,866 --> 00:23:03,706 She's still a part of you, Tai. 406 00:23:04,716 --> 00:23:07,096 She will always be a part of you. 407 00:23:07,296 --> 00:23:09,096 slow, haunting music 408 00:23:09,296 --> 00:23:11,886 409 00:23:14,636 --> 00:23:16,096 [Misty] Hey. 410 00:23:17,226 --> 00:23:18,396 You okay? 411 00:23:20,686 --> 00:23:22,276 Shouldn't you be in therapy? 412 00:23:22,476 --> 00:23:24,156 Shouldn't you? 413 00:23:24,356 --> 00:23:27,696 [stammers] I'm caring for myself and a goat, which is just tied-- 414 00:23:27,896 --> 00:23:29,736 Fuck. 415 00:23:29,946 --> 00:23:31,996 God, it must've chewed through the rope. 416 00:23:32,196 --> 00:23:33,826 Fuck. 417 00:23:34,026 --> 00:23:35,576 [smacks lips] Fuck. 418 00:23:37,456 --> 00:23:38,586 Damn it. 419 00:23:38,786 --> 00:23:40,586 Oh, look, I have, um, I have some bait. 420 00:23:40,786 --> 00:23:41,756 [Shauna] Oh. 421 00:23:41,956 --> 00:23:43,166 I've been kind of hoarding food, 422 00:23:43,376 --> 00:23:44,876 in case they decide to enforce calorie restriction 423 00:23:45,086 --> 00:23:47,006 to induce out-of-body experiences. 424 00:23:47,206 --> 00:23:49,176 [scoffs] My blood sugar can't handle that. 425 00:23:49,376 --> 00:23:51,176 -Okay. -Goat? 426 00:23:51,376 --> 00:23:53,516 Goat? Um, did it have a name? 427 00:23:53,716 --> 00:23:55,096 It... Bruce. It was Bruce. 428 00:23:55,296 --> 00:23:57,016 -Bruce. Bruce? -Bruce? 429 00:23:57,216 --> 00:23:58,686 -Bruce? -[singsongy] Bruce? 430 00:23:58,886 --> 00:24:00,396 Oh, God. I can't believe this. 431 00:24:00,596 --> 00:24:02,986 Why do I give one single shit about this goat 432 00:24:03,186 --> 00:24:06,566 when Lottie's goons are just gonna make me kill him? 433 00:24:06,766 --> 00:24:08,066 Well, if it helps, you can just pretend 434 00:24:08,276 --> 00:24:09,656 it's your arty-farty lover. 435 00:24:09,856 --> 00:24:11,906 [chuckles] You seemed pretty quick to get stabby with him. 436 00:24:13,326 --> 00:24:15,826 Oh, it's not a criticism. 437 00:24:16,026 --> 00:24:18,376 Misty, that-- He-he attacked me. 438 00:24:18,576 --> 00:24:20,296 I-I know. I'm just joshing you. 439 00:24:20,496 --> 00:24:22,416 Well, I don't want to be joshed about it. 440 00:24:22,616 --> 00:24:24,716 I'm not like you, okay? 441 00:24:24,916 --> 00:24:27,676 I don't-- I don't think of killing as a, as a joke. 442 00:24:27,876 --> 00:24:29,466 Hey, news flash, 443 00:24:29,666 --> 00:24:31,596 I am the only person who took your killing 444 00:24:31,796 --> 00:24:34,556 with the seriousness that it required. 445 00:24:34,756 --> 00:24:36,556 I fixed that for you, and... 446 00:24:36,756 --> 00:24:38,976 [scoffs] ...you're never even grateful. 447 00:24:39,176 --> 00:24:41,066 I'm grateful, okay? 448 00:24:41,266 --> 00:24:44,106 I really am very grateful 449 00:24:44,306 --> 00:24:46,236 that your hobby seems to be 450 00:24:46,436 --> 00:24:49,066 figuring out how to be the perfect serial killer. 451 00:24:49,266 --> 00:24:51,156 Why does everyone keep saying that to me? 452 00:24:51,356 --> 00:24:53,406 That-- Well, because it's a fact. 453 00:24:53,606 --> 00:24:55,576 Well, you're not that innocent, either. 454 00:24:55,776 --> 00:24:57,826 I know that, Misty. 455 00:24:58,026 --> 00:25:00,086 Do you think I don't know that? 456 00:25:00,286 --> 00:25:02,416 [Bruce bleating] 457 00:25:02,616 --> 00:25:04,166 Oh, my God. 458 00:25:04,366 --> 00:25:05,966 There he is. 459 00:25:06,166 --> 00:25:08,176 Oh, my God. Here is this dummy. 460 00:25:08,376 --> 00:25:09,716 Come here. 461 00:25:09,916 --> 00:25:11,596 Hey. Bruce. 462 00:25:11,796 --> 00:25:15,096 Oh, my God. [sighs] 463 00:25:15,296 --> 00:25:16,726 Where'd you think you were going, huh? 464 00:25:16,926 --> 00:25:19,346 Not to a Mensa meeting, that's for sure. 465 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:23,816 If you think I'm gonna carry you all day, 466 00:25:24,016 --> 00:25:26,566 you are delusional as well as dumb. 467 00:25:28,026 --> 00:25:29,566 Lisa's looking for you. 468 00:25:29,766 --> 00:25:31,196 You're supposed to be in the tank. 469 00:25:31,396 --> 00:25:33,566 Oh. Right. 470 00:25:35,946 --> 00:25:38,656 I just couldn't figure out how to lock the door properly. 471 00:25:39,996 --> 00:25:42,286 [Misty] Crystal, can you hear us? 472 00:25:45,286 --> 00:25:46,626 [Akilah] Crystal? 473 00:25:46,826 --> 00:25:50,506 [Misty] If you can hear us, just say something! 474 00:25:52,586 --> 00:25:54,636 [crying] 475 00:25:56,846 --> 00:25:58,726 Hey, are you okay? 476 00:25:58,926 --> 00:26:00,346 I thought that I was ready for this, 477 00:26:00,546 --> 00:26:02,516 but I am just-- I'm so afraid. 478 00:26:02,716 --> 00:26:05,566 I'm so afraid that when we find her, 479 00:26:05,766 --> 00:26:07,646 what if she looks just like Jackie did? 480 00:26:07,846 --> 00:26:10,986 You know, all... all blue and stiff, 481 00:26:11,186 --> 00:26:14,326 a little song frozen in her throat. 482 00:26:14,526 --> 00:26:17,536 I mean, after seeing the baby, like, I just, I just, 483 00:26:17,736 --> 00:26:19,536 I don't think that I can do that. 484 00:26:19,736 --> 00:26:21,416 Okay, no, I-I think we understand 485 00:26:21,616 --> 00:26:22,826 that this is hard for you. 486 00:26:23,026 --> 00:26:24,706 You should probably just go back. 487 00:26:24,906 --> 00:26:26,206 Yeah. Sure. 488 00:26:26,406 --> 00:26:28,546 You go on back, and we'll keep looking for your friend. 489 00:26:28,746 --> 00:26:31,296 -[Misty sobbing] -Just go. 490 00:26:31,496 --> 00:26:34,046 That's really kind of you guys. 491 00:26:34,246 --> 00:26:35,546 Thank you. 492 00:26:39,636 --> 00:26:42,016 -Yup. -[sighs] Okay. 493 00:26:42,976 --> 00:26:44,516 [Mari] Crystal? 494 00:26:44,716 --> 00:26:46,096 [Akilah] Crystal? 495 00:26:47,146 --> 00:26:49,766 I'm not gonna let them eat you, Kristen. 496 00:26:52,026 --> 00:26:55,196 Oh, shit. [grunts] 497 00:26:55,396 --> 00:26:57,196 tense, dramatic music 498 00:26:57,396 --> 00:26:59,366 499 00:27:07,826 --> 00:27:09,836 [groaning] 500 00:27:29,936 --> 00:27:31,646 Jackie? 501 00:27:36,236 --> 00:27:38,446 I really need you right now. 502 00:27:42,026 --> 00:27:44,656 [sniffling] Please. 503 00:27:48,866 --> 00:27:50,916 [crying] 504 00:28:20,406 --> 00:28:22,746 Um, Todd. 505 00:28:22,946 --> 00:28:24,156 Hey. 506 00:28:24,356 --> 00:28:26,206 So this dumb idiot ate some rope. 507 00:28:26,406 --> 00:28:27,456 Can someone look at it? 508 00:28:27,656 --> 00:28:30,996 The animal is currently under your care. 509 00:28:31,196 --> 00:28:33,836 What? [groans] 510 00:28:34,036 --> 00:28:36,176 Well, does it look okay to you? 511 00:28:36,376 --> 00:28:39,546 I-I think it's acting weird, but also, I don't know. 512 00:28:39,746 --> 00:28:42,716 All the insight required resides within the self. 513 00:28:42,916 --> 00:28:45,346 The kid's care is entwined with your own. 514 00:28:46,926 --> 00:28:48,396 What did you say? 515 00:28:48,596 --> 00:28:50,646 The kid. The baby goat? 516 00:28:50,846 --> 00:28:53,066 Your care is entwined with his. 517 00:28:53,266 --> 00:28:55,316 Well, this is me caring for it. 518 00:28:55,516 --> 00:28:58,316 [groans] Look, it ate a bunch of rope, 519 00:28:58,516 --> 00:28:59,526 and part of me thinks 520 00:28:59,726 --> 00:29:01,076 that that might even be fine for goats, 521 00:29:01,276 --> 00:29:03,746 but I don't know because you people took my phone. 522 00:29:03,946 --> 00:29:06,826 So I'm just going off of stuff I remember from cartoons, 523 00:29:07,026 --> 00:29:09,036 and that's a huge problem. 524 00:29:09,236 --> 00:29:12,336 Because it is one thing if I stab this goat later, 525 00:29:12,536 --> 00:29:14,506 but there's no fucking way 526 00:29:14,706 --> 00:29:17,926 it's dying while I'm supposed to be watching it. 527 00:29:18,126 --> 00:29:21,886 So someone is going to make sure this goat is okay. 528 00:29:22,086 --> 00:29:23,966 Right now. 529 00:29:24,166 --> 00:29:25,756 Plea-- 530 00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:29,266 Are you kidding? 531 00:29:32,386 --> 00:29:34,436 I'm gonna take it up with her. 532 00:29:34,636 --> 00:29:36,266 Lottie. 533 00:29:37,606 --> 00:29:39,276 Uh, my Self Care 534 00:29:39,476 --> 00:29:42,366 ends right here, right now, okay? 535 00:29:42,566 --> 00:29:45,036 I don't give a shit what the big lesson is gonna be. 536 00:29:45,236 --> 00:29:46,536 [sniffles] 537 00:29:46,736 --> 00:29:49,116 I'm not gonna kill this fucking goat. 538 00:29:49,316 --> 00:29:50,576 Okay? Fuck you. 539 00:29:50,776 --> 00:29:53,246 You don't have to kill the goat. 540 00:29:56,036 --> 00:29:58,546 [crying] Wait. Really? 541 00:29:58,746 --> 00:30:00,916 -I really don't? -Really. 542 00:30:02,716 --> 00:30:04,926 Oh, Bruce. [sobs] 543 00:30:05,126 --> 00:30:07,056 [Lottie] I find it gives a person clarity 544 00:30:07,256 --> 00:30:11,556 to have to care for something so innocent. 545 00:30:12,846 --> 00:30:15,936 I'm not crying about the goat. [sniffles] 546 00:30:17,976 --> 00:30:21,736 I don't really know, um, what's happening right now. 547 00:30:21,936 --> 00:30:26,076 Um, I think it's just that I've always kept my daughter, 548 00:30:26,276 --> 00:30:29,786 you know, Callie, like, at arm's length. 549 00:30:29,986 --> 00:30:33,626 I think just out of fear that she would... 550 00:30:33,826 --> 00:30:35,706 die, I guess. 551 00:30:35,906 --> 00:30:39,626 Or maybe that she was never even real to begin with. 552 00:30:39,826 --> 00:30:42,586 I don't know. I try to tell myself 553 00:30:42,786 --> 00:30:45,296 it's okay. 554 00:30:45,506 --> 00:30:47,336 That I'm safe to... 555 00:30:48,756 --> 00:30:51,266 ...to think of her as-as mine, 556 00:30:51,466 --> 00:30:54,306 you know, and to just be her mom. 557 00:30:55,636 --> 00:30:58,476 But I think something is broken, Lottie. 558 00:31:00,896 --> 00:31:02,986 I just can't do it. 559 00:31:07,606 --> 00:31:09,276 [sighs] 560 00:31:13,616 --> 00:31:15,326 [Lisa] Please get in this time. 561 00:31:19,456 --> 00:31:20,966 What if I need to unlock it? 562 00:31:21,166 --> 00:31:23,586 You won't, because there is no lock. 563 00:31:23,786 --> 00:31:25,386 Look, it's super safe. 564 00:31:25,586 --> 00:31:27,346 No catch, I promise. 565 00:31:27,546 --> 00:31:30,766 Truly, no one cares that you are in the tank 566 00:31:30,966 --> 00:31:32,716 or here at all. 567 00:31:33,636 --> 00:31:34,926 [door closes] 568 00:31:37,136 --> 00:31:39,226 [clears throat] 569 00:31:49,776 --> 00:31:52,326 [exhales] 570 00:32:01,286 --> 00:32:02,746 [Misty] Hello? 571 00:32:04,796 --> 00:32:06,876 [humming] 572 00:32:11,006 --> 00:32:12,846 [gasping] 573 00:32:21,396 --> 00:32:23,266 [humming] 574 00:32:25,066 --> 00:32:26,736 -[dolphins chitter] -[squawks] 575 00:32:26,936 --> 00:32:28,316 [Walter] Misty Quigley. 576 00:32:29,356 --> 00:32:30,786 chiming music 577 00:32:30,986 --> 00:32:32,616 578 00:32:35,366 --> 00:32:39,126 [jazzy piano intro playing] 579 00:32:39,326 --> 00:32:42,626 Kick off your shoes, I've got a tune for ya 580 00:32:42,826 --> 00:32:46,676 Bathe in the sound and sit right down 581 00:32:46,876 --> 00:32:50,596 Shake off your blues, I'll set the mood for ya 582 00:32:50,796 --> 00:32:51,926 Lights out 583 00:32:52,126 --> 00:32:54,636 Now sit right down 584 00:32:54,836 --> 00:32:58,056 Let your troubles melt away 585 00:32:58,256 --> 00:33:01,766 And you'll be sitting pretty in the moonlight gaze 586 00:33:01,966 --> 00:33:03,726 We'll tumble through the tulips 587 00:33:03,936 --> 00:33:05,736 And dance on the graves 588 00:33:05,936 --> 00:33:09,986 Of any motherfucker who gets in your way 589 00:33:10,186 --> 00:33:12,156 [vocalizing] 590 00:33:22,956 --> 00:33:24,956 Sit right down 591 00:33:25,156 --> 00:33:29,216 Sit right down, sit right down 592 00:33:29,416 --> 00:33:31,626 [Caligula] Plant it, cookie. 593 00:33:41,436 --> 00:33:43,066 Caligula... 594 00:33:43,266 --> 00:33:45,736 That was amazing. 595 00:33:45,936 --> 00:33:46,776 -I know. -[chuckles] 596 00:33:46,976 --> 00:33:49,066 Talk to me, Misty. What's going on? 597 00:33:50,816 --> 00:33:54,826 Caligula, when people look at me, 598 00:33:55,026 --> 00:33:58,326 do they just see someone desperate for love? 599 00:33:58,526 --> 00:34:00,206 Just some murderer? 600 00:34:00,406 --> 00:34:02,366 When you look at yourself... 601 00:34:03,616 --> 00:34:04,996 what do you see? 602 00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:10,006 -I don't know. -Oh, come on, try again. 603 00:34:12,256 --> 00:34:14,636 The truth is all around you. You refuse to see it. 604 00:34:14,836 --> 00:34:19,386 You're looking at the floor when you should look at the magic. 605 00:34:19,586 --> 00:34:22,556 How much do we all count on you? 606 00:34:24,136 --> 00:34:28,686 How many times did you get the ball over the goal line? 607 00:34:30,606 --> 00:34:34,616 Take it from a bird named after a Roman emperor 608 00:34:34,816 --> 00:34:38,116 who was also unjustly accused of heinous acts. 609 00:34:38,316 --> 00:34:41,496 You are not a murderer, Misty! 610 00:34:41,696 --> 00:34:43,036 You're a closer. 611 00:34:43,236 --> 00:34:45,246 [phone ringing] 612 00:34:49,666 --> 00:34:52,006 -Walter? -Misty. 613 00:34:52,206 --> 00:34:54,926 I-I, I just want to say... 614 00:34:57,216 --> 00:34:58,846 [beeping] 615 00:34:59,046 --> 00:35:00,846 [vocalizing] 616 00:35:01,046 --> 00:35:02,896 [tranquil jazz music playing] 617 00:35:03,096 --> 00:35:05,096 618 00:35:07,726 --> 00:35:09,766 [chuckles softly] 619 00:35:15,486 --> 00:35:16,776 [inhales] 620 00:35:18,986 --> 00:35:21,196 Thank you, Caligula. [chuckles softly] 621 00:35:26,406 --> 00:35:28,456 [music ends] 622 00:35:32,586 --> 00:35:34,626 [breathing deeply] 623 00:35:42,676 --> 00:35:44,136 [softly] Okay. 624 00:35:45,516 --> 00:35:47,596 [rotary dial spinning] 625 00:35:49,016 --> 00:35:50,476 [exhales] 626 00:35:50,686 --> 00:35:52,606 [Walter on recording] Didn't get me. But nice try. 627 00:35:52,806 --> 00:35:54,656 -[tone sounds] -Hi. [chuckles] 628 00:35:54,856 --> 00:35:58,026 Hi. I'm sorry if you've been texting me. 629 00:35:58,226 --> 00:36:00,486 Um, my friends and I decided to, like, 630 00:36:00,696 --> 00:36:03,616 unplug for a little girls' weekend, um, 631 00:36:03,816 --> 00:36:05,616 but I wanted to call you 632 00:36:05,826 --> 00:36:10,416 to say that you were right about the thing. 633 00:36:10,616 --> 00:36:14,086 And, um, well, as a woman, 634 00:36:14,286 --> 00:36:17,466 when it comes to trust, well, I-- 635 00:36:17,666 --> 00:36:22,096 It can be hard for me to take that leap with someone. 636 00:36:22,296 --> 00:36:24,136 Um, but I'm growing 637 00:36:24,336 --> 00:36:27,646 and, uh, and-and... [exhales] 638 00:36:27,846 --> 00:36:30,776 I... I'm sorry. 639 00:36:30,976 --> 00:36:33,436 I should never have pushed you away like that. 640 00:36:33,636 --> 00:36:35,396 And-and I miss you. 641 00:36:35,596 --> 00:36:37,816 And your grandmother sounds really cool. 642 00:36:38,016 --> 00:36:40,446 Uh, so... Okay. 643 00:36:40,646 --> 00:36:42,826 I'm gonna hang up. Oh, no, you hang up first. 644 00:36:43,026 --> 00:36:44,826 No, you hang up first. No, you hang up. 645 00:36:45,026 --> 00:36:47,826 [laughing] 646 00:36:48,026 --> 00:36:51,876 Okay. Okay. All right. Bye. 647 00:36:52,076 --> 00:36:54,036 [exhausted panting] 648 00:36:58,916 --> 00:37:01,006 [moaning] 649 00:37:03,136 --> 00:37:04,636 Okay. 650 00:37:04,836 --> 00:37:06,216 Crystal. 651 00:37:10,766 --> 00:37:12,856 Crystal? 652 00:37:13,056 --> 00:37:16,316 Kristen. Kristen? Where are you? 653 00:37:18,776 --> 00:37:20,526 Where are you? 654 00:37:21,656 --> 00:37:23,736 [panting] 655 00:37:27,036 --> 00:37:28,656 [grunting] Where are you? 656 00:37:31,156 --> 00:37:33,246 [panting] 657 00:37:35,166 --> 00:37:36,626 [shivering] Oh. 658 00:37:37,956 --> 00:37:39,086 Where... 659 00:37:39,286 --> 00:37:41,676 [crying] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 660 00:37:41,876 --> 00:37:44,306 Oh, I'm sorry. 661 00:37:44,506 --> 00:37:46,466 [hyperventilating] 662 00:37:49,176 --> 00:37:50,766 I tried. 663 00:37:54,646 --> 00:37:56,526 soaring, suspenseful music 664 00:37:56,726 --> 00:37:58,726 665 00:38:21,666 --> 00:38:23,716 quiet, tense music 666 00:38:23,916 --> 00:38:25,756 667 00:38:25,966 --> 00:38:27,546 [Ben grunts] 668 00:38:31,386 --> 00:38:35,266 Ben, Ben, stop. You're too close to the edge. 669 00:38:35,466 --> 00:38:36,686 I mean... 670 00:38:37,646 --> 00:38:39,646 Coach Scott? 671 00:38:49,026 --> 00:38:51,196 I'm not gonna keep losing everything. 672 00:38:53,866 --> 00:38:54,996 [Misty] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 673 00:38:55,196 --> 00:38:56,666 No, Ben. Hey, stop. Don't you dare. 674 00:39:03,716 --> 00:39:05,296 Misty... 675 00:39:06,216 --> 00:39:07,756 Yeah. 676 00:39:10,596 --> 00:39:12,936 Could you just push me off? 677 00:39:13,136 --> 00:39:14,016 [inhales sharply] 678 00:39:14,216 --> 00:39:15,476 No. 679 00:39:15,676 --> 00:39:17,436 How could you even say that to me? 680 00:39:17,636 --> 00:39:19,776 Look, Ben, we need your strength. 681 00:39:19,976 --> 00:39:22,656 I mean, people are dying all around us, 682 00:39:22,856 --> 00:39:24,776 and life is so precious, okay? 683 00:39:24,976 --> 00:39:26,446 You can't just throw yours away. 684 00:39:26,646 --> 00:39:28,616 No, Ben. Stop. Look, 685 00:39:28,816 --> 00:39:30,116 if you kill yourself right now, 686 00:39:30,316 --> 00:39:32,286 -we will eat you. -[scoffs] 687 00:39:33,406 --> 00:39:34,956 I don't care. 688 00:39:35,156 --> 00:39:36,456 I will savor every moment of it, 689 00:39:36,656 --> 00:39:37,796 e-especially 690 00:39:37,996 --> 00:39:39,586 your high-calorie butt meat. Okay? We will-- 691 00:39:39,786 --> 00:39:43,546 I don't fucking care, Misty. 692 00:39:44,916 --> 00:39:49,306 But when the rest of us get saved, 693 00:39:49,506 --> 00:39:54,186 I will tell the whole world of our love story. 694 00:39:54,386 --> 00:39:59,016 Every last bit of it. I will... I'll tell them even worse, too. 695 00:39:59,226 --> 00:40:00,526 And I'll-I'll tell your parents 696 00:40:00,726 --> 00:40:02,696 that you were the one who impregnated Shauna, 697 00:40:02,896 --> 00:40:05,446 and that you-you tried to impregnate all of us. 698 00:40:05,646 --> 00:40:06,906 Are you listening to me, Ben? 699 00:40:07,106 --> 00:40:10,156 Okay, I will tell the whole world that you're gay! 700 00:40:17,206 --> 00:40:18,496 Do it. 701 00:40:20,326 --> 00:40:21,576 Tell them. 702 00:40:28,296 --> 00:40:31,216 [crying] Wait, wait! Wait, wait. 703 00:40:31,416 --> 00:40:33,516 Please. 704 00:40:33,716 --> 00:40:35,676 Please, please. 705 00:40:38,226 --> 00:40:41,066 I tried so hard, I swear to God. 706 00:40:41,266 --> 00:40:44,396 I tried so hard to keep the baby alive. 707 00:40:44,596 --> 00:40:46,316 I really did. 708 00:40:48,646 --> 00:40:50,576 I am sorry. 709 00:40:50,776 --> 00:40:52,996 Please, Ben, don't do it. 710 00:40:53,196 --> 00:40:54,786 Please. 711 00:40:54,986 --> 00:40:56,826 [sobbing] 712 00:40:57,026 --> 00:40:58,076 Please. 713 00:40:58,276 --> 00:41:00,116 P-Please, Ben. 714 00:41:02,286 --> 00:41:05,456 I can't have another death on my hands. 715 00:41:06,376 --> 00:41:09,006 716 00:41:20,556 --> 00:41:22,476 [insects trilling] 717 00:41:22,676 --> 00:41:24,486 quiet, gentle music 718 00:41:24,686 --> 00:41:26,646 719 00:41:40,866 --> 00:41:42,956 [chuckles softly] 720 00:41:51,256 --> 00:41:53,596 [Van] I don't see how marrying that rock's gonna solve 721 00:41:53,796 --> 00:41:56,006 any of your problems. [chuckles softly] 722 00:41:58,926 --> 00:42:00,096 [Taissa laughs] 723 00:42:00,296 --> 00:42:02,056 Shouldn't you be wandering the woods 724 00:42:02,256 --> 00:42:03,896 doing woo-woo shit like the rest of us? 725 00:42:04,096 --> 00:42:05,686 [Van] Well, I chose 726 00:42:05,886 --> 00:42:09,736 "Forage" from Lottie's weird chore chart, 727 00:42:09,936 --> 00:42:12,486 and so I went to my truck and did exactly that. 728 00:42:12,686 --> 00:42:15,116 [Taissa laughs] Nice. 729 00:42:15,316 --> 00:42:16,496 Thank you. 730 00:42:16,696 --> 00:42:17,866 Perfect. 731 00:42:19,656 --> 00:42:21,866 Ah, this is nice. 732 00:42:24,576 --> 00:42:25,666 Cheers. 733 00:42:25,866 --> 00:42:27,296 [Van chuckles softly] 734 00:42:27,496 --> 00:42:29,376 [Taissa] Mmm. [laughs] 735 00:42:30,546 --> 00:42:32,216 I just can't believe I'm back here again. 736 00:42:34,336 --> 00:42:36,546 Making offerings to the dirt. 737 00:42:37,846 --> 00:42:39,306 Something like that. 738 00:42:41,926 --> 00:42:43,806 rising, intense music 739 00:42:44,006 --> 00:42:46,016 740 00:43:05,326 --> 00:43:07,416 [breathing heavily] 741 00:43:09,376 --> 00:43:11,336 -Wait. Shit. -No, sorry. 742 00:43:11,536 --> 00:43:12,926 -I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. -[muttering] 743 00:43:13,126 --> 00:43:16,176 -Oh, I didn't... -Oh, Van, I am so sorry. 744 00:43:16,376 --> 00:43:19,016 Of course I have thought about it, but I... 745 00:43:19,216 --> 00:43:21,186 It's just gonna be a long road before we... 746 00:43:21,386 --> 00:43:22,896 Well, before I can... 747 00:43:23,096 --> 00:43:25,106 I can't wait for you, Tai. [chuckling] 748 00:43:25,306 --> 00:43:26,856 [Taissa] I would never ask you to. 749 00:43:27,056 --> 00:43:29,516 No, I literally... 750 00:43:30,686 --> 00:43:32,936 I don't have that kind of time. 751 00:43:34,026 --> 00:43:37,106 I have cancer. 752 00:43:39,696 --> 00:43:41,456 -What do you mean? -[chuckles softly] 753 00:43:41,656 --> 00:43:43,116 What's the situation? 754 00:43:44,576 --> 00:43:47,456 Uh... Well, you know, like when 755 00:43:47,656 --> 00:43:50,506 someone says they have cancer, and then they say, 756 00:43:50,706 --> 00:43:52,626 "But it's the best kind of cancer to have," 757 00:43:52,826 --> 00:43:54,046 or... 758 00:43:54,246 --> 00:43:55,966 "They caught it really early." 759 00:43:57,756 --> 00:43:59,586 This isn't one of those times. 760 00:44:00,886 --> 00:44:02,966 Van, what are you telling me? 761 00:44:03,926 --> 00:44:06,136 I have... 762 00:44:09,266 --> 00:44:10,526 -...months. -[scoffs] 763 00:44:10,726 --> 00:44:11,686 [sobs] 764 00:44:11,886 --> 00:44:12,946 Months? 765 00:44:13,146 --> 00:44:16,406 What? Jesus fucking Christ, Van. 766 00:44:16,606 --> 00:44:17,986 You're just deciding to tell me now? 767 00:44:18,186 --> 00:44:20,286 [laughs] What are you talking about? 768 00:44:20,486 --> 00:44:21,786 You showed up on my door. 769 00:44:21,986 --> 00:44:22,996 I wasn't going to tell you at all. 770 00:44:23,196 --> 00:44:24,116 Why the fuck not? 771 00:44:24,316 --> 00:44:26,786 Because we don't know each other. 772 00:44:28,456 --> 00:44:30,336 What would you have done if I'd contacted you 773 00:44:30,536 --> 00:44:31,796 out of the blue? 774 00:44:31,996 --> 00:44:34,416 Send me flowers through your office, 775 00:44:34,626 --> 00:44:36,086 or message me on fucking Facebook? 776 00:44:36,286 --> 00:44:38,756 I don't know. But... 777 00:44:38,956 --> 00:44:40,256 Van... 778 00:44:40,456 --> 00:44:43,926 Oh, see? I don't want to have to see this face. 779 00:44:44,126 --> 00:44:45,516 [Misty] Van! Tai! 780 00:44:45,716 --> 00:44:47,476 Come on. 781 00:44:47,676 --> 00:44:49,306 Act fucking normal. 782 00:44:49,516 --> 00:44:52,106 What? Van, wait. 783 00:44:52,306 --> 00:44:54,606 Even more of them are here now. 784 00:44:54,806 --> 00:44:57,356 Shauna, Van, Taissa. 785 00:44:58,566 --> 00:45:01,316 This is proof of what I told you. 786 00:45:02,406 --> 00:45:06,786 That this "It" is sending your old friends to you. 787 00:45:06,986 --> 00:45:09,366 [Lottie] Well, not just to me, but to each other. 788 00:45:11,036 --> 00:45:15,336 This is what it wants-- us to be together. 789 00:45:15,536 --> 00:45:17,376 For what purpose? 790 00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:21,216 Uh, well, them being here... 791 00:45:24,136 --> 00:45:25,886 I feel it in my body. 792 00:45:28,596 --> 00:45:31,146 It's like, it's like something... 793 00:45:31,346 --> 00:45:34,226 that's deep and primal. 794 00:45:35,306 --> 00:45:37,976 I haven't felt that in years, and it feels... 795 00:45:42,776 --> 00:45:44,066 ...wonderful. 796 00:45:46,446 --> 00:45:47,906 [chuckles softly] 797 00:45:50,616 --> 00:45:53,296 And yet I also feel fucking terrified. 798 00:45:53,496 --> 00:45:57,796 Charlotte, when does self-repression serve us? 799 00:45:57,996 --> 00:46:00,916 Weren't you just saying as much to one of these old friends? 800 00:46:02,296 --> 00:46:04,216 It could be that this reunion 801 00:46:04,416 --> 00:46:07,096 strikes a primal chord with you because in the past, 802 00:46:07,296 --> 00:46:09,806 when you were with these other women, you were free. 803 00:46:11,846 --> 00:46:16,056 You were your truest, most authentic self. 804 00:46:16,726 --> 00:46:21,696 What is standing in the way of you embracing that again? 805 00:46:21,896 --> 00:46:23,906 We hurt each other. 806 00:46:26,366 --> 00:46:28,286 People died. 807 00:46:28,486 --> 00:46:31,206 Tell me, is there anything of value in this life 808 00:46:31,406 --> 00:46:33,746 that doesn't come with risk? 809 00:46:33,946 --> 00:46:35,046 Or loss? 810 00:46:35,246 --> 00:46:36,916 -Or consequence? -What? 811 00:46:38,836 --> 00:46:41,126 Are you saying what I think you're saying? 812 00:46:41,336 --> 00:46:42,756 You tell me. 813 00:46:42,956 --> 00:46:45,966 Does a hunt that has no violence feed anyone? 814 00:46:46,166 --> 00:46:47,966 -[knock at door] -[Lisa] Charlotte? 815 00:46:48,176 --> 00:46:49,806 women vocalizing eerily 816 00:46:50,006 --> 00:46:51,436 Charlotte, are you in there? 817 00:46:51,636 --> 00:46:53,436 intense, haunting music 818 00:46:53,636 --> 00:46:55,646 819 00:47:00,106 --> 00:47:01,486 Oh. 820 00:47:01,686 --> 00:47:03,446 [exhales] 821 00:47:03,646 --> 00:47:05,656 822 00:47:15,956 --> 00:47:18,956 [Natalie] Well, I just wanted us all to gather 823 00:47:19,156 --> 00:47:21,996 and talk about what we learned. 824 00:47:22,626 --> 00:47:26,756 I hope you all got something unexpected out of today. 825 00:47:26,956 --> 00:47:29,176 I mean, I know we're not the types of people 826 00:47:29,376 --> 00:47:30,846 to just buy into bullshit-- 827 00:47:31,046 --> 00:47:33,976 and this place definitely has some bullshit, 828 00:47:34,176 --> 00:47:35,186 I won't deny that-- 829 00:47:35,386 --> 00:47:38,776 but I just think it's more about discovery 830 00:47:38,976 --> 00:47:42,356 and finding something within yourself 831 00:47:42,556 --> 00:47:44,106 that you never really knew was there. 832 00:47:44,306 --> 00:47:47,446 You know? Uh... 833 00:47:48,566 --> 00:47:52,366 Okay, so, who wants to get started? 834 00:47:52,566 --> 00:47:54,166 eerie vocalizing 835 00:47:54,366 --> 00:47:55,536 Shauna? 836 00:47:57,866 --> 00:48:01,586 Mm, to be honest, I've kind of already gotten started. 837 00:48:01,786 --> 00:48:02,836 [chuckles softly] 838 00:48:03,036 --> 00:48:04,176 [Natalie] Where did that come from? 839 00:48:04,376 --> 00:48:06,676 -From Van. -Oh, you narc. 840 00:48:06,876 --> 00:48:08,506 I usually don't like tequila, but this is pretty good. 841 00:48:08,706 --> 00:48:12,926 You guys, the whole point of your therapies was 842 00:48:13,136 --> 00:48:15,436 so you would get comfortable with... 843 00:48:15,636 --> 00:48:16,606 -[Shauna] Oh, Nat. -...and be more present. 844 00:48:16,806 --> 00:48:18,056 [Shauna] I... Come on. 845 00:48:18,266 --> 00:48:21,146 Natalie Scatorccio is telling us to not fuck around? 846 00:48:21,346 --> 00:48:23,316 Like... come on. 847 00:48:23,516 --> 00:48:27,236 Let's just... let's just hang out a bit. 848 00:48:27,436 --> 00:48:30,486 Like, just for a minute. I learned a lot. 849 00:48:30,686 --> 00:48:34,406 Okay. Fine. [exhales] 850 00:48:36,616 --> 00:48:37,866 No. 851 00:48:38,786 --> 00:48:40,366 Geez. 852 00:48:41,786 --> 00:48:44,256 I lost my goat, but I found him again. 853 00:48:44,456 --> 00:48:45,676 ["Free" by Florence + the Machine playing] 854 00:48:45,876 --> 00:48:47,926 Just lightly sedated 855 00:48:48,126 --> 00:48:50,756 The feeling comes so fast 856 00:48:50,956 --> 00:48:53,226 And I cannot control it 857 00:48:53,426 --> 00:48:55,346 I'm on fire 858 00:48:55,546 --> 00:48:58,856 But I'm trying not to show it 859 00:48:59,056 --> 00:49:02,976 As it picks me up, puts me down... 860 00:49:03,186 --> 00:49:04,606 [indistinct chatter] 861 00:49:04,806 --> 00:49:06,656 I think you should all go home. 862 00:49:06,856 --> 00:49:07,776 Picks me up, puts me down... 863 00:49:07,976 --> 00:49:09,276 -What? -No. 864 00:49:09,476 --> 00:49:11,326 -We just got here. -Lottie... 865 00:49:11,526 --> 00:49:13,286 come sit with us. 866 00:49:13,486 --> 00:49:16,116 Think about it like group therapy, 867 00:49:16,316 --> 00:49:17,996 except not bullshit 'cause there's booze. 868 00:49:18,196 --> 00:49:19,406 [Taissa chuckles] 869 00:49:20,366 --> 00:49:22,166 No, I can't. I... 870 00:49:22,366 --> 00:49:23,786 [Natalie] Come on, Lottie. 871 00:49:24,746 --> 00:49:27,006 We're all here. 872 00:49:27,206 --> 00:49:28,256 Wh-- [scoffs] 873 00:49:28,456 --> 00:49:31,636 Never got me very far... 874 00:49:31,836 --> 00:49:36,556 I think it might be time for you to stop resisting. 875 00:49:37,516 --> 00:49:38,936 I said okay 876 00:49:39,136 --> 00:49:40,766 But let's discuss this at the hospital... 877 00:49:40,966 --> 00:49:41,766 Okay. 878 00:49:41,966 --> 00:49:43,726 [indistinct chatter] 879 00:49:43,926 --> 00:49:45,146 Picks me up 880 00:49:45,346 --> 00:49:47,396 - Puts me down -[indistinct chatter] 881 00:49:47,596 --> 00:49:49,406 Picks me up, puts me down 882 00:49:49,606 --> 00:49:52,146 Picks me up, puts me down 883 00:49:53,856 --> 00:49:56,326 But I hear the music 884 00:49:56,526 --> 00:49:59,116 I feel the beat 885 00:49:59,316 --> 00:50:02,126 And for a moment, when I'm dancing 886 00:50:02,326 --> 00:50:04,626 I am free 887 00:50:04,826 --> 00:50:07,046 I hear the music 888 00:50:07,246 --> 00:50:10,176 I feel the beat 889 00:50:10,376 --> 00:50:11,966 And for a moment 890 00:50:12,166 --> 00:50:16,096 When I'm dancing 891 00:50:16,296 --> 00:50:18,306 I am free 892 00:50:19,466 --> 00:50:22,436 [Natalie] Okay, Misty, what's up with that guy? 893 00:50:22,636 --> 00:50:23,856 Is that your boyfriend? 894 00:50:24,056 --> 00:50:27,066 [Misty laughs] Oh, we don't have to talk about that. 895 00:50:27,266 --> 00:50:30,356 Well, I mean, okay. He's, um... 896 00:50:30,556 --> 00:50:32,156 -His name is Walter. -Mm. 897 00:50:32,356 --> 00:50:35,036 We met online, so, you know, it's pretty new. 898 00:50:35,236 --> 00:50:38,116 So we haven't totally defined the relationship yet, 899 00:50:38,316 --> 00:50:42,826 um, but, you know, when you know, you know. 900 00:50:43,026 --> 00:50:44,286 Does he know? 901 00:50:44,486 --> 00:50:46,296 Well, I'm happy for you, Misty. 902 00:50:46,496 --> 00:50:48,546 -[Misty] Thank you. -What does, uh, what does he do? 903 00:50:48,746 --> 00:50:50,626 Oh, he doesn't have a job-job. 904 00:50:50,826 --> 00:50:53,216 He's dedicated to his passionate pursuit of knowledge. 905 00:50:53,416 --> 00:50:55,216 Nice. So, where does he go to prison? 906 00:50:55,416 --> 00:50:58,136 [laughter] 907 00:50:59,846 --> 00:51:02,556 -Nat slept with Kevyn Tan. -[Shauna] I knew that one. 908 00:51:02,756 --> 00:51:03,556 I want new gossip. 909 00:51:03,756 --> 00:51:04,976 Really? The Goth? How did... What? 910 00:51:05,176 --> 00:51:06,556 Why? What was that like? 911 00:51:07,476 --> 00:51:09,986 Well, he wasn't Goth when we fucked. 912 00:51:10,186 --> 00:51:11,396 [soft laughter] 913 00:51:11,606 --> 00:51:12,816 Ask Misty. She watched. 914 00:51:13,016 --> 00:51:16,026 But that is not true. I did not watch those parts. 915 00:51:16,226 --> 00:51:20,206 -Was she watching some parts? -[Misty] Oh. Oh, okay. 916 00:51:20,406 --> 00:51:24,416 [chuckling] Um, do... So that first summer, 917 00:51:24,616 --> 00:51:26,586 do you guys remember when we were... 918 00:51:26,786 --> 00:51:29,376 Whoa, whoa, whoa. "That first summer"? [chuckles] 919 00:51:29,576 --> 00:51:32,676 What, do you want to casually reminisce 920 00:51:32,876 --> 00:51:36,596 about our time in fucking oblivion? 921 00:51:36,796 --> 00:51:38,346 [Misty] No, you don't know what I was going to ask. 922 00:51:38,546 --> 00:51:39,596 How about we never find out? 923 00:51:39,796 --> 00:51:43,016 You know what, Misty? Maybe just later. 924 00:51:43,216 --> 00:51:44,846 Okay. 925 00:51:45,056 --> 00:51:47,686 [Natalie] Actually, I have a kind of weird question, 926 00:51:47,886 --> 00:51:51,566 but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. 927 00:51:51,766 --> 00:51:53,566 How much... 928 00:51:53,766 --> 00:51:55,616 do you guys remember? 929 00:51:55,816 --> 00:51:57,196 [Sneaker Pimps' "6 Underground" playing] 930 00:51:57,396 --> 00:51:59,946 Too strung up to sleep... 931 00:52:00,906 --> 00:52:03,036 [Natalie] I'm... It's just... I remember. 932 00:52:03,236 --> 00:52:05,036 It's just, um... 933 00:52:05,236 --> 00:52:08,286 -some things are hazier than... -[Taissa] Yeah. 934 00:52:08,496 --> 00:52:12,586 Like they've just been stuffed somewhere, deep down. 935 00:52:12,786 --> 00:52:15,716 [Lottie] Well, that's a familiar cognitive response. 936 00:52:15,916 --> 00:52:16,966 In an ecstatic state, 937 00:52:17,166 --> 00:52:20,136 the human body can't hold memory that well. 938 00:52:21,176 --> 00:52:22,926 [Shauna] Well, if I'm, uh, 939 00:52:23,126 --> 00:52:25,056 repressing things I don't know about, 940 00:52:25,256 --> 00:52:28,516 I am very okay with never figuring it out. 941 00:52:28,716 --> 00:52:30,276 [Lottie] Yeah, that's fair, but... 942 00:52:30,476 --> 00:52:34,276 they always end up manifesting in some way, don't they? 943 00:52:34,476 --> 00:52:37,736 I mean, compulsive behavior, addiction, disease... 944 00:52:37,936 --> 00:52:39,276 Cutting your own bangs. 945 00:52:39,476 --> 00:52:41,446 Yes, Lottie, I know we're all 946 00:52:41,646 --> 00:52:43,616 deeply familiar with the terrible parts. 947 00:52:43,816 --> 00:52:46,496 [chuckles] Thank you, Lottie. 948 00:52:48,956 --> 00:52:51,286 -[sets glass on table] -Mm. 949 00:52:53,586 --> 00:52:57,336 Hey. So, I know a specialist at Johns Hopkins... 950 00:52:57,536 --> 00:52:58,636 [groans] 951 00:52:58,836 --> 00:53:01,256 [Live's "Lightning Crashes" playing] 952 00:53:01,456 --> 00:53:02,766 Oh, my God. 953 00:53:02,966 --> 00:53:03,976 [mouth full] Oh, my God. 954 00:53:04,176 --> 00:53:06,436 You guys, I love this song. 955 00:53:06,636 --> 00:53:07,936 Misty. 956 00:53:08,136 --> 00:53:09,356 957 00:53:09,556 --> 00:53:12,016 [Van] Yeah. Up. [laughs] 958 00:53:13,806 --> 00:53:15,066 Yeah. You. 959 00:53:16,686 --> 00:53:18,236 Come on. 960 00:53:18,436 --> 00:53:20,656 Madam... 961 00:53:20,856 --> 00:53:22,116 [quietly] Come on. 962 00:53:22,316 --> 00:53:23,616 Please? 963 00:53:23,816 --> 00:53:28,156 Lightning crashes, a new mother cries... 964 00:53:29,076 --> 00:53:31,166 song continues playing 965 00:53:36,836 --> 00:53:38,876 [Misty humming] 966 00:53:44,176 --> 00:53:46,056 [Shauna] Why are you singing that? 967 00:53:47,426 --> 00:53:49,056 Where did you hear that song? 968 00:53:49,256 --> 00:53:52,066 The angel opens her eyes... 969 00:53:52,266 --> 00:53:53,226 [soft laughter] 970 00:53:55,806 --> 00:53:57,196 [Misty] I don't know. I... 971 00:53:57,396 --> 00:54:00,156 Uh, I think that Crystal was singing it. 972 00:54:00,356 --> 00:54:01,236 [grunts] 973 00:54:01,436 --> 00:54:02,906 Oh, my God, you guys, is it snowing? 974 00:54:03,106 --> 00:54:04,236 -It is! -[gasps] 975 00:54:04,436 --> 00:54:06,536 -Oh. Oh, shit. -It's snowing. 976 00:54:06,736 --> 00:54:08,496 -It's snowing...! -It's snowing! 977 00:54:08,696 --> 00:54:10,286 You killed my fucking baby! 978 00:54:10,486 --> 00:54:13,456 Shauna, stop! Misty did everything she could. 979 00:54:13,656 --> 00:54:15,916 No, shut up! You all fucking ate my baby! 980 00:54:16,116 --> 00:54:18,006 I saw you! You were covered in blood! 981 00:54:18,206 --> 00:54:20,546 Shauna, stop it! You're acting insane. 982 00:54:20,746 --> 00:54:22,716 Ow! God! She fucking bit me! 983 00:54:22,916 --> 00:54:25,046 [breathing heavily] 984 00:54:28,596 --> 00:54:30,636 - -[whooping] 985 00:54:35,976 --> 00:54:38,066 -[grunts] -[panting] 986 00:54:45,656 --> 00:54:47,616 Travis, take Javi to the bedroom. 987 00:54:50,996 --> 00:54:52,626 [Van] Lott? 988 00:54:52,826 --> 00:54:54,536 [Lottie] Shauna... 989 00:54:54,736 --> 00:54:56,416 I know there's a lot of pain right now, 990 00:54:56,616 --> 00:54:57,786 but let it out. 991 00:55:01,166 --> 00:55:02,886 Shauna, we need you. Let it out. 992 00:55:03,086 --> 00:55:05,386 - Lightning crashes -[grunts] 993 00:55:05,586 --> 00:55:08,096 A new mother cries 994 00:55:08,296 --> 00:55:10,266 [groaning] 995 00:55:10,466 --> 00:55:13,096 [grunting loudly] 996 00:55:14,096 --> 00:55:18,026 This moment she's been waiting for 997 00:55:18,226 --> 00:55:20,476 [grunting] 998 00:55:25,776 --> 00:55:29,696 The angel opens her eyes 999 00:55:32,746 --> 00:55:35,376 Pale blue colored iris 1000 00:55:35,576 --> 00:55:38,086 Presents the circle 1001 00:55:38,286 --> 00:55:41,836 Puts the glory out to hide, hide 1002 00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:47,926 Oh, now I feel it 1003 00:55:48,126 --> 00:55:50,806 Comin' back again 1004 00:55:51,006 --> 00:55:53,846 Like a rollin' thunder 1005 00:55:54,046 --> 00:55:56,306 Chasing the wind 1006 00:55:56,506 --> 00:55:58,476 Forces pullin' from the center 1007 00:55:58,676 --> 00:56:01,436 Of the Earth again 1008 00:56:01,636 --> 00:56:04,686 I can feel it 1009 00:56:06,566 --> 00:56:10,526 - I can feel it - Oh, oh, oh 1010 00:56:11,116 --> 00:56:15,866 - I can feel it - Oh, oh, oh 1011 00:56:18,996 --> 00:56:21,036 [exhausted panting] 1012 00:56:34,676 --> 00:56:35,926 Lottie. 1013 00:56:37,386 --> 00:56:38,886 Lottie. 1014 00:56:42,106 --> 00:56:43,396 [snorts] 1015 00:56:47,526 --> 00:56:48,826 [chokes] 1016 00:56:49,026 --> 00:56:50,826 [labored breathing] 1017 00:56:51,026 --> 00:56:52,236 [grunts softly] 1018 00:56:53,446 --> 00:56:54,906 What the fuck? 1019 00:56:55,106 --> 00:56:56,326 -Towels. Get... -[overlapping chatter] 1020 00:57:09,006 --> 00:57:11,086 [panting] 1021 00:57:26,816 --> 00:57:28,946 eerie music 1022 00:57:29,146 --> 00:57:31,196 1023 00:57:31,396 --> 00:57:32,786 [Todd] Charlotte. Charlotte. 1024 00:57:32,986 --> 00:57:34,536 Uh, sorry to interrupt. 1025 00:57:34,736 --> 00:57:36,786 Uh, there's an urgent call for one of your guests. 1026 00:57:36,986 --> 00:57:37,956 For who? 1027 00:57:38,156 --> 00:57:39,036 -[Todd] Uh, Shauna. -Shauna? 1028 00:57:39,236 --> 00:57:40,326 [Todd] It's your husband. 1029 00:57:47,546 --> 00:57:49,386 [breathes deeply] 1030 00:57:49,586 --> 00:57:51,296 Is Callie okay? 1031 00:57:51,496 --> 00:57:53,056 [Jeff over phone] Shauna. Hey. 1032 00:57:53,256 --> 00:57:55,596 Do you, um, recall 1033 00:57:55,796 --> 00:57:59,896 that missing man from your recent auto collision? 1034 00:58:00,096 --> 00:58:01,606 Well, I have some difficult news. 1035 00:58:01,806 --> 00:58:05,106 Uh, he's dead, and, um, 1036 00:58:05,306 --> 00:58:07,566 the authorities... 1037 00:58:07,766 --> 00:58:11,406 believe that they have found his r-r... 1038 00:58:11,606 --> 00:58:13,576 remains, uh, 1039 00:58:13,776 --> 00:58:16,076 buried at Hacklebarney State Park. 1040 00:58:16,276 --> 00:58:18,076 [panting] 1041 00:58:18,656 --> 00:58:20,876 "Dream Girl Evil" by Florence + the Machine 1042 00:58:21,076 --> 00:58:23,456 Am I your dream girl? 1043 00:58:23,656 --> 00:58:25,626 You think of me in bed