1 00:00:24,524 --> 00:00:25,942 And back one more time. 2 00:00:28,153 --> 00:00:29,529 And relax. 3 00:00:31,656 --> 00:00:32,824 This is perfect here. 4 00:00:33,199 --> 00:00:35,160 Yes, and we have one exercise to do. 5 00:01:06,232 --> 00:01:10,612 ♪ You always said That I'd come back to you again ♪ 6 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:14,199 ♪ 'Cause everybody needs a friend ♪ 7 00:01:15,700 --> 00:01:16,910 ♪ It's true ♪ 8 00:01:20,163 --> 00:01:24,709 ♪ Someone to quiet the voices in my head ♪ 9 00:01:26,169 --> 00:01:28,463 ♪ Make 'em sing to me instead ♪ 10 00:01:29,631 --> 00:01:31,091 ♪ It's you ♪ 11 00:01:34,219 --> 00:01:36,805 ♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪ 12 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:40,350 ♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪ 13 00:01:41,267 --> 00:01:44,813 ♪ Hate to say that I want you, but I do ♪ 14 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:50,068 ♪ Bad habit, I know ♪ 15 00:01:50,151 --> 00:01:52,612 ♪ But I'm needin' you right now ♪ 16 00:01:54,030 --> 00:01:56,032 ♪ Can you help me out? ♪ 17 00:01:56,950 --> 00:02:01,079 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 18 00:02:02,580 --> 00:02:04,207 ♪ Been one of those days ♪ 19 00:02:04,290 --> 00:02:06,918 ♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪ 20 00:02:08,169 --> 00:02:10,463 ♪ Can you help me out? ♪ 21 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:15,426 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 22 00:02:16,594 --> 00:02:21,266 ♪ You make me feel Like I'm floatin' off the ground ♪ 23 00:02:22,517 --> 00:02:24,435 ♪ Above this little town ♪ 24 00:02:26,271 --> 00:02:27,147 ♪ You do ♪ 25 00:02:30,692 --> 00:02:35,488 ♪ Look at me smile With tears in my eyes ♪ 26 00:02:36,739 --> 00:02:39,409 ♪ I love the way you lie ♪ 27 00:02:40,201 --> 00:02:41,703 ♪ I do ♪ 28 00:02:44,789 --> 00:02:47,417 ♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪ 29 00:02:48,251 --> 00:02:50,920 ♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪ 30 00:02:51,588 --> 00:02:54,299 ♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪ 31 00:02:54,382 --> 00:02:55,800 ♪ But it's true ♪ 32 00:02:58,928 --> 00:03:03,266 ♪ Bad habit, I know But I'm needin' you right now ♪ 33 00:03:04,601 --> 00:03:07,020 ♪ Can you help me out? ♪ 34 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:12,025 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 35 00:03:13,067 --> 00:03:14,736 ♪ Been one of those days ♪ 36 00:03:14,819 --> 00:03:17,655 ♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪ 37 00:03:18,740 --> 00:03:20,825 ♪ Can you help me out? ♪ 38 00:03:21,618 --> 00:03:24,495 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 39 00:03:29,542 --> 00:03:31,794 ♪ Whoa ♪ 40 00:03:33,171 --> 00:03:34,756 ♪ Whoa ♪ 41 00:03:35,715 --> 00:03:42,013 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 42 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:53,691 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 43 00:03:55,360 --> 00:03:58,196 ♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪ 44 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:01,616 ♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪ 45 00:04:02,450 --> 00:04:04,911 ♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪ 46 00:04:04,994 --> 00:04:06,621 ♪ But it's true ♪ 47 00:04:09,582 --> 00:04:13,878 ♪ Bad habit, I know But I'm needin' you right now ♪ 48 00:04:15,255 --> 00:04:17,840 ♪ Can you help me out? ♪ 49 00:04:18,216 --> 00:04:24,889 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 50 00:04:31,938 --> 00:04:37,694 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 51 00:04:46,369 --> 00:04:49,914 ♪ Can I lean on you? ♪ 52 00:04:51,833 --> 00:04:54,711 ♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪ 53 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:58,047 ♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪ 54 00:04:58,923 --> 00:05:01,426 ♪ Hate to say that I want you ♪ 55 00:05:02,260 --> 00:05:04,262 ♪ But I do ♪ 56 00:05:18,151 --> 00:05:20,403 Hello, Radio City! 57 00:05:23,281 --> 00:05:24,907 Thank you so much for being here! 58 00:05:26,034 --> 00:05:28,202 If you happen to know it, feel free to sing. 59 00:05:31,039 --> 00:05:33,750 ♪ You're afraid to need someone ♪ 60 00:05:34,584 --> 00:05:36,085 ♪ 'Cause you've been burned ♪ 61 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:37,462 ♪ You've been burned ♪ 62 00:05:37,545 --> 00:05:39,547 ♪ You've been burned ♪ 63 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:44,010 ♪ Love is good until it's gone ♪ 64 00:05:45,428 --> 00:05:46,888 ♪ That's what you've learned ♪ 65 00:05:46,971 --> 00:05:48,264 ♪ What you've learned ♪ 66 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:50,099 ♪ What you've learned ♪ 67 00:05:51,726 --> 00:05:53,561 ♪ You don't have to hide your love away ♪ 68 00:05:53,644 --> 00:05:56,105 ♪ And I know that I'm gonna Make mistakes ♪ 69 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:59,442 ♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's Never easy ♪ 70 00:05:59,776 --> 00:06:02,445 ♪ I'll do what I can To make you see that ♪ 71 00:06:03,071 --> 00:06:07,158 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 72 00:06:08,576 --> 00:06:12,413 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 73 00:06:13,539 --> 00:06:15,750 ♪ My heart is in my hands ♪ 74 00:06:15,833 --> 00:06:18,044 ♪ I won't give it up ♪ 75 00:06:19,295 --> 00:06:23,007 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 76 00:06:24,509 --> 00:06:27,595 ♪ You may not think That I know the difference ♪ 77 00:06:28,763 --> 00:06:29,931 ♪ But I do ♪ 78 00:06:30,014 --> 00:06:31,265 ♪ But I do ♪ 79 00:06:31,349 --> 00:06:33,184 ♪ But I do ♪ 80 00:06:35,436 --> 00:06:38,773 ♪ I feel the gravity between us ♪ 81 00:06:39,357 --> 00:06:40,900 ♪ And you can too ♪ 82 00:06:40,983 --> 00:06:42,193 ♪ You can too ♪ 83 00:06:42,276 --> 00:06:44,779 ♪ You can too ♪ 84 00:06:45,613 --> 00:06:48,199 ♪ We don't have to hide our love away ♪ 85 00:06:48,282 --> 00:06:50,034 ♪ Both of us are gonna make mistakes ♪ 86 00:06:50,118 --> 00:06:53,579 ♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's Never easy ♪ 87 00:06:53,663 --> 00:06:55,456 ♪ But look at me And tell me you don't see ♪ 88 00:06:55,540 --> 00:07:00,670 ♪ That this is not a temporary love ♪ 89 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:04,298 ♪ No, this is not ♪ 90 00:07:04,382 --> 00:07:06,384 ♪ A temporary love ♪ 91 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,887 ♪ Now your heart is in my hands ♪ 92 00:07:09,971 --> 00:07:11,681 ♪ I won't give it up ♪ 93 00:07:13,141 --> 00:07:16,853 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 94 00:07:16,936 --> 00:07:17,937 ♪ Hey! ♪ 95 00:07:18,646 --> 00:07:20,273 ♪ Love ♪ 96 00:07:21,315 --> 00:07:23,401 ♪ Love ♪ 97 00:07:24,026 --> 00:07:27,989 ♪ Love ♪ 98 00:07:28,072 --> 00:07:29,073 ♪ I said ♪ 99 00:07:31,868 --> 00:07:34,829 ♪ When the world around is caving in ♪ 100 00:07:37,165 --> 00:07:39,959 ♪ And the winds, they keep on changing ♪ 101 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:44,881 ♪ Take my hand and let it spin ♪ 102 00:07:44,964 --> 00:07:50,219 ♪ We'll hold still ♪ 103 00:07:51,012 --> 00:07:52,263 ♪ This is not ♪ 104 00:07:52,889 --> 00:07:54,891 ♪ A temporary love ♪ 105 00:07:56,392 --> 00:08:00,605 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 106 00:08:01,189 --> 00:08:05,735 ♪ Now my heart is in your hands Please don't give it up ♪ 107 00:08:07,195 --> 00:08:10,990 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 108 00:08:11,073 --> 00:08:11,991 ♪ Hey! ♪ 109 00:08:12,617 --> 00:08:16,537 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 110 00:08:17,246 --> 00:08:21,792 ♪ Oh, this is not a temporary love ♪ 111 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:28,090 ♪ Now your heart is in my hands Please don't give it up ♪ 112 00:08:28,799 --> 00:08:32,803 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 113 00:08:33,971 --> 00:08:38,142 ♪ This is not a temporary love ♪ 114 00:08:52,323 --> 00:08:54,325 Well hello, New York City, how are you? 115 00:08:57,578 --> 00:09:00,706 I feel very overwhelmed because this is Radio City Music Hall. 116 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,503 Yes, you've heard as well, I see. 117 00:09:05,586 --> 00:09:07,672 Um, and this is very crazy. 118 00:09:07,755 --> 00:09:10,091 Usually when I come up on a stage, 119 00:09:10,174 --> 00:09:12,051 ever since I was six or seven years old, 120 00:09:12,134 --> 00:09:14,053 I'm disguised as one thing or another. 121 00:09:14,679 --> 00:09:17,598 A very nerdy magician perhaps, or... 122 00:09:18,808 --> 00:09:19,642 Yes. 123 00:09:19,725 --> 00:09:22,228 Or a very strange Mormon missionary, 124 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:25,731 or perhaps a kid with a broken arm. 125 00:09:27,650 --> 00:09:28,901 Oh, my gosh! 126 00:09:29,110 --> 00:09:31,696 I'm so glad that you've appreciated my work in Ricki And The Flash. 127 00:09:32,989 --> 00:09:37,535 But this year is the first time I've come on stage as myself, and be myself, 128 00:09:37,618 --> 00:09:39,453 because you decided to spend your night with me, 129 00:09:39,537 --> 00:09:41,664 so I can't thank you enough for letting me do that. 130 00:09:42,373 --> 00:09:43,583 It's wonderful. 131 00:09:46,085 --> 00:09:49,380 I grew up in a very large, very Jewish, very musical family. 132 00:09:49,463 --> 00:09:52,174 We were called the Von Platt Family Singers in our community. 133 00:09:52,925 --> 00:09:54,385 Many of them are here tonight. 134 00:09:54,468 --> 00:09:55,970 My brother Henry, and my sister Hannah, 135 00:09:56,053 --> 00:09:57,722 and my brother Avery, 136 00:09:58,180 --> 00:09:59,473 and my parents. 137 00:10:00,766 --> 00:10:03,269 So, when I decided to come out when I was 12, 138 00:10:03,352 --> 00:10:05,980 or just figured out I was gay, I didn't really decide to come out, 139 00:10:06,063 --> 00:10:08,983 it was really not a thing, no big deal. Lemme walk you through it. 140 00:10:09,066 --> 00:10:11,652 I was in eighth grade, I was on a trip to Israel, 141 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:13,404 like you do in eighth grade... 142 00:10:14,488 --> 00:10:15,323 when you're a Jew. 143 00:10:15,406 --> 00:10:18,618 And a kid in my class, on my bus, during the trip 144 00:10:18,701 --> 00:10:20,411 made a comment to the effect of, like, 145 00:10:20,953 --> 00:10:24,749 "Oh, Ben is so lucky, because he's gay, so he gets to hang out with all the girls, 146 00:10:24,832 --> 00:10:27,209 and they let him in their hotel rooms, and they don't care..." 147 00:10:27,293 --> 00:10:30,588 And it was not a derogatory thing at all. It wasn't bullying, it was just true. 148 00:10:30,671 --> 00:10:33,507 Like, all my friends were girls, and they let me hang out with them. 149 00:10:33,591 --> 00:10:37,178 But the chaperone overheard this and thought it was a bad bullying incident 150 00:10:37,261 --> 00:10:39,055 and was gonna tell my parents, and I was like, 151 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:41,515 "Lemme not have this be the first time that we discuss this. 152 00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:44,226 I don't want it to come up in this way, I want to get ahead of it." 153 00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:46,729 So I went back to my hotel in Tel Aviv, 154 00:10:46,812 --> 00:10:47,730 called my parents. 155 00:10:47,813 --> 00:10:50,149 I don't know what time it was for them, but it was important. 156 00:10:50,232 --> 00:10:51,359 And I said, 157 00:10:51,442 --> 00:10:52,943 "I have to tell you something." 158 00:10:53,027 --> 00:10:54,862 And my mom goes, "Is this about your sexuality?" 159 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:01,661 I was like, "Let me finish!" 160 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:04,664 And basically she said, 161 00:11:04,747 --> 00:11:07,792 "We know, you spent most of your childhood dressed as Dorothy from Wizard of Oz. 162 00:11:07,875 --> 00:11:09,085 No one is surprised." 163 00:11:10,336 --> 00:11:11,545 I was like, "Oh, that's great." 164 00:11:11,629 --> 00:11:14,465 She said, "I have all these books on my bedside table, I wanna read them." 165 00:11:15,299 --> 00:11:16,384 Which I thought was strange. 166 00:11:16,467 --> 00:11:18,678 And then she handed the phone to my father, 167 00:11:18,886 --> 00:11:20,429 who said, "Are you being safe?" 168 00:11:20,513 --> 00:11:22,390 And I said, "I'm 12, I don't know what you mean!" 169 00:11:23,641 --> 00:11:25,893 And that was really it. 170 00:11:25,976 --> 00:11:28,145 And I really wish for everyone in the world, 171 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:30,314 everyone who's watching at home, everyone here tonight, 172 00:11:30,398 --> 00:11:31,941 that it can be that much of a nothing. 173 00:11:32,024 --> 00:11:35,152 Because it doesn't need to be an event, or an announcement... 174 00:11:36,278 --> 00:11:37,154 Thank you. 175 00:11:42,034 --> 00:11:43,202 Thank you very much. 176 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:45,788 I agree. I thought you might, given that we're in New York City. 177 00:11:47,415 --> 00:11:49,333 Is there any queer people here tonight, perchance? 178 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:56,215 When I was 18 years old, I dated someone who was in the closet, 179 00:11:56,298 --> 00:11:58,968 which, if you ask your queer neighbors, is sort of a rite of passage. 180 00:11:59,051 --> 00:12:00,928 I think we like the challenge, or something. 181 00:12:01,011 --> 00:12:03,806 Some of his embarrassment and discomfort rubbed off on me, 182 00:12:03,889 --> 00:12:05,057 and I really didn't like that. 183 00:12:05,141 --> 00:12:07,852 And I looked back on that experience, many years down the line, 184 00:12:07,935 --> 00:12:09,145 when I was writing this album, 185 00:12:09,228 --> 00:12:10,354 and I wrote this next song 186 00:12:10,438 --> 00:12:13,065 about how I wish I had approached that person and that experience, 187 00:12:13,149 --> 00:12:15,651 and how I would have spoken to him 188 00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:18,070 if I had had all of the knowledge and confidence 189 00:12:18,154 --> 00:12:20,614 that I now have as a medium adult, 190 00:12:20,698 --> 00:12:22,241 and it's called "Honest Man." 191 00:12:47,224 --> 00:12:51,020 ♪ There's something about you In moonlight ♪ 192 00:12:51,645 --> 00:12:55,608 ♪ But your eyes go so well with the day ♪ 193 00:12:56,859 --> 00:13:00,529 ♪ You won't let go of your layers ♪ 194 00:13:01,197 --> 00:13:05,242 ♪ But your power can strip me away ♪ 195 00:13:06,202 --> 00:13:08,746 ♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪ 196 00:13:08,829 --> 00:13:11,248 ♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪ 197 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:14,502 ♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪ 198 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:18,297 ♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪ 199 00:13:18,380 --> 00:13:20,633 ♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪ 200 00:13:21,050 --> 00:13:26,013 ♪ By the way that you say my name ♪ 201 00:13:26,472 --> 00:13:31,268 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 202 00:13:31,352 --> 00:13:35,523 ♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪ 203 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,733 ♪ I'm not what you planned ♪ 204 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:40,319 ♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪ 205 00:13:40,903 --> 00:13:44,490 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 206 00:13:46,700 --> 00:13:50,037 ♪ You're so afraid of tomorrow ♪ 207 00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:54,959 ♪ So you build your walls up today ♪ 208 00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:59,505 ♪ You won't believe that you're ready ♪ 209 00:14:00,714 --> 00:14:04,468 ♪ But I'd never lead you astray ♪ 210 00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:07,972 ♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪ 211 00:14:08,055 --> 00:14:10,099 ♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪ 212 00:14:10,766 --> 00:14:13,894 ♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪ 213 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:17,273 ♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪ 214 00:14:17,356 --> 00:14:19,608 ♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪ 215 00:14:20,234 --> 00:14:25,155 ♪ By the way that you say my name ♪ 216 00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:30,411 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 217 00:14:30,494 --> 00:14:34,623 ♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪ 218 00:14:35,165 --> 00:14:36,834 ♪ I'm not what you planned ♪ 219 00:14:36,917 --> 00:14:39,253 ♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪ 220 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:43,382 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 221 00:14:44,216 --> 00:14:46,510 ♪See me as I am ♪ 222 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:49,054 ♪ Show me that I can ♪ 223 00:14:49,305 --> 00:14:53,601 ♪ You make me an honest man ♪ 224 00:14:55,227 --> 00:14:57,563 ♪ I know I've played with hearts before ♪ 225 00:14:57,646 --> 00:15:00,024 ♪ Don't have the heart To play with yours ♪ 226 00:15:00,107 --> 00:15:03,903 ♪ I only swear to do the best I can ♪ 227 00:15:04,737 --> 00:15:07,031 ♪ 'Cause when you put your trust in me ♪ 228 00:15:07,114 --> 00:15:09,366 ♪ How beautiful our love could be ♪ 229 00:15:09,450 --> 00:15:14,038 ♪ If only you would take a chance ♪ 230 00:15:15,789 --> 00:15:18,959 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 231 00:15:20,544 --> 00:15:24,006 ♪ Why won't you take my hand? ♪ 232 00:15:25,007 --> 00:15:26,467 ♪ I'm not what you planned ♪ 233 00:15:26,842 --> 00:15:29,303 ♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪ 234 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:33,349 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 235 00:15:34,475 --> 00:15:38,395 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 236 00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:43,442 ♪ Why won't you hold my hand? ♪ 237 00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:45,819 ♪ I'm not what you planned ♪ 238 00:15:45,903 --> 00:15:48,572 ♪ I'm a safe place to land ♪ 239 00:15:48,656 --> 00:15:52,576 ♪ I am an honest man ♪ 240 00:15:52,993 --> 00:15:55,204 ♪ See me as I am ♪ 241 00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:57,915 ♪ Show me that I can ♪ 242 00:15:57,998 --> 00:16:01,669 ♪ You make me an honest man ♪ 243 00:16:02,753 --> 00:16:04,213 ♪ I've said all I can ♪ 244 00:16:05,130 --> 00:16:07,007 ♪ I am who I am ♪ 245 00:16:07,675 --> 00:16:12,262 ♪ And I am an honest man ♪ 246 00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:41,792 You knew there'd be a stool. 247 00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,842 ♪ I'm sure it was nothing ♪ 248 00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:56,181 ♪ But you never used to bring Somebody else along ♪ 249 00:16:56,890 --> 00:17:00,310 ♪ It used to be our thing ♪ 250 00:17:01,145 --> 00:17:06,567 ♪ Going to a movie, then we wander home ♪ 251 00:17:08,318 --> 00:17:12,197 ♪ All these little landmines ♪ 252 00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:17,911 ♪ All these little things That one can read two ways ♪ 253 00:17:18,245 --> 00:17:22,833 ♪ Like when you take every call outside ♪ 254 00:17:23,625 --> 00:17:28,922 ♪ Seems that I've forgotten How to read your face ♪ 255 00:17:30,424 --> 00:17:33,844 ♪ But I know you too well ♪ 256 00:17:34,136 --> 00:17:38,015 ♪ To get it wrong ♪ 257 00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:43,437 ♪ If you have to hurt me ♪ 258 00:17:44,938 --> 00:17:47,524 ♪ Hurt me once ♪ 259 00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:51,528 ♪ If you have to end it ♪ 260 00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,407 ♪ Get it done ♪ 261 00:17:55,991 --> 00:17:59,661 ♪ You have all these choices ♪ 262 00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:05,542 ♪ I have none ♪ 263 00:18:06,043 --> 00:18:10,756 ♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪ 264 00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:16,595 ♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪ 265 00:18:18,388 --> 00:18:23,602 ♪ I've decided on you ♪ 266 00:18:30,025 --> 00:18:33,403 ♪ If you keep it going ♪ 267 00:18:34,029 --> 00:18:39,159 ♪ Then one by one The memories will start to blur ♪ 268 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:43,455 ♪ You'll ruin the good ones ♪ 269 00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:48,919 ♪ But I guess my photo album's None of your concern ♪ 270 00:18:49,419 --> 00:18:52,923 ♪ Don't humor me with kindness ♪ 271 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:59,471 ♪ There's nothing kind about A hundred small betrayals ♪ 272 00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:04,184 ♪ If you love me at all ♪ 273 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:08,397 ♪ You'll kill it now ♪ 274 00:19:09,606 --> 00:19:13,819 ♪ If you have to hurt me ♪ 275 00:19:15,279 --> 00:19:17,573 ♪ Hurt me once ♪ 276 00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:21,577 ♪ If you have to end it ♪ 277 00:19:23,704 --> 00:19:25,998 ♪ Get it done ♪ 278 00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:30,544 ♪You have all these choices ♪ 279 00:19:32,212 --> 00:19:35,132 ♪ I have none ♪ 280 00:19:36,425 --> 00:19:41,471 ♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪ 281 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:47,186 ♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪ 282 00:19:48,770 --> 00:19:52,357 ♪ I've decided on you ♪ 283 00:19:54,484 --> 00:19:57,571 ♪ I've decided on you ♪ 284 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:01,200 ♪ And if I'm disappointed ♪ 285 00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:05,996 ♪ It's 'cause you're not The person I knew ♪ 286 00:20:06,079 --> 00:20:09,833 ♪ If I had it my way ♪ 287 00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:15,214 ♪ I'd be kinder than you ♪ 288 00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:19,843 ♪ I'm sure I'll forgive you, and soon ♪ 289 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:25,515 ♪ I'm ashamed but I'm proud of it, too ♪ 290 00:20:28,352 --> 00:20:33,315 ♪ I decided on you ♪ 291 00:20:41,281 --> 00:20:42,366 So, listen... 292 00:20:42,866 --> 00:20:43,825 Umm... 293 00:20:44,368 --> 00:20:46,703 Decided to have one Beyoncé, a little... sort of... not... 294 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:48,997 I-- As you can tell by the last song, 295 00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:51,625 I really love to be in my feelings, as it were, 296 00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:54,419 use the music to process those sad things, 297 00:20:54,503 --> 00:20:56,296 which is important, and we should all do that, 298 00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:58,590 but I also think music is meant to help us feel ourselves. 299 00:20:58,674 --> 00:21:01,051 Is anyone feeling themselves this evening at Radio City? 300 00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:04,429 Yes! 301 00:21:05,055 --> 00:21:06,223 Cool, me too! 302 00:21:06,306 --> 00:21:09,226 Given that we're at Radio City-- One time, I dated this fellow, 303 00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:12,062 and he wasn't very nice to me, didn't treat me with a lot of respect. 304 00:21:12,145 --> 00:21:14,815 So... I wrote this song, and I felt a lot better. 305 00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:22,197 ♪ Wish that I'd known ♪ 306 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:24,700 ♪ This feeling was coming ♪ 307 00:21:24,908 --> 00:21:27,286 ♪ When I was crying ♪ 308 00:21:27,744 --> 00:21:29,079 ♪ Over you ♪ 309 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:31,999 ♪ Now that you're gone ♪ 310 00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:34,376 ♪ I carry nothing ♪ 311 00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:36,795 ♪ It feels like flying ♪ 312 00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:43,760 ♪ Boy, I used to throw a party Over every little thing you'd do ♪ 313 00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:47,472 ♪ Never going back Never going back to that ♪ 314 00:21:47,556 --> 00:21:53,478 ♪ Heartsick little lover boy Who went and lost himself in you ♪ 315 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:57,107 ♪ 'Cause now I'm feeling so brand ♪ 316 00:21:57,190 --> 00:21:59,318 ♪ New ♪ 317 00:21:59,943 --> 00:22:02,029 ♪ New ♪ 318 00:22:02,112 --> 00:22:04,406 ♪ New ♪ 319 00:22:04,489 --> 00:22:06,867 ♪ I've never felt so brand ♪ 320 00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:08,994 - ♪ New ♪ - Say what? 321 00:22:09,536 --> 00:22:10,579 ♪ New ♪ 322 00:22:10,662 --> 00:22:11,496 Okay. 323 00:22:11,955 --> 00:22:13,915 ♪ New ♪ 324 00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:16,585 ♪ I never felt so brand ♪ 325 00:22:17,461 --> 00:22:19,463 ♪ I paid a price ♪ 326 00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:21,923 ♪ Worked and I wallowed ♪ 327 00:22:22,299 --> 00:22:24,760 ♪ Burned all your letters ♪ 328 00:22:25,260 --> 00:22:26,928 ♪ Just for fun ♪ 329 00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:28,972 ♪ All of that time ♪ 330 00:22:29,389 --> 00:22:31,850 ♪ Is easy to swallow ♪ 331 00:22:31,933 --> 00:22:33,810 ♪ Now that I'm better ♪ 332 00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:37,272 ♪ And somewhere in your room ♪ 333 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:41,943 ♪ I left my virtue and my favorite shoes ♪ 334 00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:45,238 ♪ I don't want 'em back, Never give 'em back to me ♪ 335 00:22:45,322 --> 00:22:47,491 ♪ You can walk a mile in 'em ♪ 336 00:22:47,574 --> 00:22:51,286 ♪ Tell me how they feel on you ♪ 337 00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:54,998 ♪ I'll be busy being so brand ♪ 338 00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:56,708 ♪ New ♪ 339 00:22:57,709 --> 00:22:59,294 ♪ New ♪ 340 00:23:00,003 --> 00:23:02,005 ♪ New ♪ 341 00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:04,549 ♪ I've never felt so brand ♪ 342 00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:06,009 ♪ New ♪ 343 00:23:07,427 --> 00:23:08,470 ♪ New ♪ 344 00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:11,598 ♪ New ♪ 345 00:23:11,681 --> 00:23:13,934 ♪ I've never felt so brand ♪ 346 00:23:14,017 --> 00:23:20,941 ♪ So brand new ♪ 347 00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:23,693 ♪ I've never felt so brand ♪ 348 00:23:23,777 --> 00:23:30,617 ♪ So brand new ♪ 349 00:23:30,700 --> 00:23:33,286 ♪ Never felt so brand ♪ 350 00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:36,665 ♪ So ♪ 351 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:41,086 ♪ Brand new ♪ 352 00:23:42,879 --> 00:23:47,759 ♪ So brand new ♪ 353 00:23:49,761 --> 00:23:53,682 ♪ I never felt so brand ♪ 354 00:23:57,561 --> 00:23:59,563 ♪ New ♪ 355 00:23:59,646 --> 00:24:01,940 ♪ Never felt so brand ♪ 356 00:24:02,023 --> 00:24:04,401 - ♪ New ♪ - Hey! 357 00:24:04,484 --> 00:24:06,445 ♪ New ♪ 358 00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:08,989 ♪ New ♪ 359 00:24:09,072 --> 00:24:11,616 ♪ Never felt so brand ♪ 360 00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:18,623 ♪ So brand new ♪ 361 00:24:18,874 --> 00:24:21,126 ♪ Never felt so brand ♪ 362 00:24:21,209 --> 00:24:27,382 ♪ So brand new ♪ 363 00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:32,220 ♪ I've never felt so brand new ♪ 364 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:42,731 So, wherever that fellow is now, 365 00:24:42,814 --> 00:24:44,941 I hope that your life is one long line at the DMV. 366 00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:48,403 Just kidding, I hope you're well... Forgiveness. 367 00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:50,989 So... 368 00:24:51,531 --> 00:24:53,492 As you can tell by our little sort of... 369 00:24:54,075 --> 00:24:56,745 extraterrestrial living room situation we have going on, 370 00:24:57,245 --> 00:25:00,081 I really wanted this to feel as warm and welcoming as possible, 371 00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:02,459 and that you felt comfortable, and could have a good time, 372 00:25:02,542 --> 00:25:03,835 we could get to know each other, 373 00:25:03,919 --> 00:25:06,213 because I don't get to do that when I'm playing a character. 374 00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:08,006 Excuse me, water burps. 375 00:25:09,174 --> 00:25:13,261 So I just want to share some facts with you about myself 376 00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:16,056 that you might not know otherwise, just while we're here, 377 00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,934 so that you can leave feeling like you got a glimpse of who I am. 378 00:25:19,017 --> 00:25:21,144 Uh, I think that cats are the devil's children. 379 00:25:25,065 --> 00:25:26,149 Wow! 380 00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:28,276 Wow. 381 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:30,987 Some cat haters. 382 00:25:32,697 --> 00:25:35,867 Bold. Uh, I just don't get them. They just sit there and make me sneeze. 383 00:25:35,951 --> 00:25:37,994 I, uh... What else? 384 00:25:38,620 --> 00:25:39,829 One time in eighth grade, 385 00:25:40,288 --> 00:25:42,374 I was at the mall, at the Discovery Channel store. 386 00:25:42,457 --> 00:25:44,626 I don't know if you know that-- If they had that here. 387 00:25:44,709 --> 00:25:46,461 We used to go for the massage chairs a lot, 388 00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:49,339 and there was this Halloween cauldron glass thing, 389 00:25:49,422 --> 00:25:52,217 and I was like, "This is like Wicked." So I did this Elphaba over it, 390 00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:55,220 and then I knocked it over, shattered it, and got kicked out of the mall. 391 00:25:57,180 --> 00:25:58,807 One time when I was at Jewish summer camp-- 392 00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:00,559 Anybody go to Jewish summer camp, perchance? 393 00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:05,939 The Harry Potter books all usually came out during the summer 394 00:26:06,022 --> 00:26:07,107 and the sixth one came out, 395 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:09,484 and mine wasn't coming in the mail, Mom and Dad, 396 00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,737 and everybody else's was coming, 397 00:26:13,196 --> 00:26:14,906 and I was hearing about what was gonna happen 398 00:26:14,990 --> 00:26:16,700 and I was getting really upset, 399 00:26:16,783 --> 00:26:18,410 so in the dead of night, 400 00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:20,787 there was another kid in my bunk whose name was also Ben-- 401 00:26:20,870 --> 00:26:23,039 I stole his copy and I wrote my last name in it. 402 00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:25,250 And I got away with it. 403 00:26:25,333 --> 00:26:29,754 So... to Ben something-Jewish-last-name, I'm very sorry. 404 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,049 What else? 405 00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:36,511 One time, I went on a trip with my best friend Molly, 406 00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:39,806 and we had these weed gummies, 407 00:26:39,889 --> 00:26:41,391 like, the little square weed gummies, 408 00:26:42,058 --> 00:26:43,852 and it's like a square, 409 00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:46,146 but you're supposed to pick off a corner and eat it, 410 00:26:46,229 --> 00:26:48,815 but I thought it was like, "I'll pop the whole square." Um... 411 00:26:49,065 --> 00:26:52,902 And given my general Judaism and anxiety, I don't do well in that situation. 412 00:26:53,987 --> 00:26:56,197 So it didn't go well. I started to panic. 413 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,160 I was asking her, "How long-- Like, how long has it been?" 414 00:27:00,243 --> 00:27:02,579 She's like, "30 seconds since you last asked me." 415 00:27:03,747 --> 00:27:05,457 And then... What else happened? 416 00:27:05,540 --> 00:27:08,710 All of a sudden I was like, "I need crab cakes. have to eat crab cakes." 417 00:27:08,793 --> 00:27:10,629 And so she ordered some to the room. 418 00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,922 I was like, "I can't interact with the man bringing them." 419 00:27:13,006 --> 00:27:14,841 So I hid in the bathroom while they came. 420 00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,385 And then they came, 421 00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:19,638 and my mouth was so dry because of the gummy 422 00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:22,557 that it just fell directly out of my mouth. I couldn't even swallow it. 423 00:27:22,682 --> 00:27:24,976 Anyway, we're all friends now. 424 00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:31,483 Lastly, I never understood the stakes of sports, really. 425 00:27:32,275 --> 00:27:33,777 I used to play soccer when I was a kid. 426 00:27:33,860 --> 00:27:36,863 My parents wanted me to be well-rounded. They encouraged me to try new things. 427 00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:40,033 They would bribe me to go to practice by giving me a McFlurry every time I went. 428 00:27:41,326 --> 00:27:44,412 But I spent most of the games throwing the chalk that delineates lines 429 00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:46,247 up in the air as though it was fairy dust. 430 00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:50,126 So... there were some clues. 431 00:27:53,046 --> 00:27:54,798 When I'm in my own living room at home, 432 00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:56,800 I like to sing songs by other artists, 433 00:27:56,883 --> 00:27:58,218 which I'd love to do now. 434 00:27:58,301 --> 00:27:59,469 One of my favorite artists-- 435 00:27:59,594 --> 00:28:02,097 Also a queero of mine, if you will, trademark-- 436 00:28:02,180 --> 00:28:04,015 Her name is Brandi Carlile... 437 00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:06,810 Yes, I agree. 438 00:28:07,352 --> 00:28:09,354 And she wrote this wonderful, fantastic song 439 00:28:09,437 --> 00:28:11,481 that I think everyone has really found themselves in. 440 00:28:11,564 --> 00:28:13,858 It's called "The Joke," and I'd love to sing it for you now. 441 00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:32,711 ♪ You're feeling nervous Aren't you, boy? ♪ 442 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,797 ♪ With your quiet voice ♪ 443 00:28:36,464 --> 00:28:38,800 ♪ And your impeccable style ♪ 444 00:28:41,594 --> 00:28:44,597 ♪ Don't ever let them steal your joy ♪ 445 00:28:45,306 --> 00:28:47,642 ♪ Or your gentle ways ♪ 446 00:28:47,767 --> 00:28:50,562 ♪ To keep them from running wild ♪ 447 00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:55,400 ♪ They can kick dirt in your face ♪ 448 00:28:55,817 --> 00:28:59,279 ♪ Dress you down and tell you That your place is in the middle ♪ 449 00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:02,615 ♪ When they hate the way you shine ♪ 450 00:29:05,452 --> 00:29:07,996 ♪ I see you tugging on your shirt ♪ 451 00:29:08,663 --> 00:29:11,374 ♪ Trying to hide inside of it ♪ 452 00:29:11,624 --> 00:29:13,918 ♪ And hide how much it hurts ♪ 453 00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:19,924 ♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪ 454 00:29:21,634 --> 00:29:23,428 ♪ Let 'em spin ♪ 455 00:29:24,721 --> 00:29:28,933 ♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪ 456 00:29:29,934 --> 00:29:32,145 ♪ I have been to the movies ♪ 457 00:29:32,228 --> 00:29:35,607 ♪ I've seen how it ends ♪ 458 00:29:36,399 --> 00:29:42,530 ♪ And the joke's on them ♪ 459 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,418 ♪ You get discouraged, don't you, girl? ♪ 460 00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:59,005 ♪ It's your brother's world ♪ 461 00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:01,549 ♪ For a while longer ♪ 462 00:30:03,259 --> 00:30:07,263 ♪ You gotta dance with the devil On a river to beat the stream ♪ 463 00:30:08,431 --> 00:30:10,433 ♪ Call it living the dream ♪ 464 00:30:11,392 --> 00:30:12,685 ♪ Call it kicking the ladder ♪ 465 00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:18,358 ♪ They come to kick dirt in your face ♪ 466 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:21,152 ♪ Dress you down and then displace you ♪ 467 00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:24,447 ♪ After carrying your baby on your back Across the desert ♪ 468 00:30:28,368 --> 00:30:31,079 ♪ I saw your eyes behind your hair ♪ 469 00:30:32,121 --> 00:30:34,123 ♪ And you're looking tired ♪ 470 00:30:35,124 --> 00:30:36,835 ♪ But you don't look scared ♪ 471 00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:42,966 ♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪ 472 00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:46,219 ♪ Let 'em spin ♪ 473 00:30:47,595 --> 00:30:51,474 ♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪ 474 00:30:52,767 --> 00:30:55,144 ♪ I have been to the movies ♪ 475 00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:58,773 ♪ I've seen how it ends ♪ 476 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:06,030 ♪ And the joke's on them ♪ 477 00:31:13,913 --> 00:31:18,459 ♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪ 478 00:31:20,086 --> 00:31:21,796 ♪ Let 'em spin ♪ 479 00:31:23,089 --> 00:31:27,260 ♪ Let 'em scatter on the wind ♪ 480 00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:30,680 ♪ I have been to the movies ♪ 481 00:31:30,763 --> 00:31:34,934 ♪ I've seen how it ends ♪ 482 00:31:35,018 --> 00:31:40,732 ♪ And the joke's on ♪ 483 00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:53,161 ♪ Them ♪ 484 00:31:55,038 --> 00:31:56,122 Hey! 485 00:32:47,340 --> 00:32:49,592 David, could you please give us a chord? 486 00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:08,111 ♪ Do you know me better? ♪ 487 00:33:09,696 --> 00:33:14,867 ♪ Do you ♪ 488 00:33:14,951 --> 00:33:18,913 ♪ Know me ♪ 489 00:33:39,892 --> 00:33:41,978 ♪ I don't know if you're listening ♪ 490 00:33:42,061 --> 00:33:44,063 ♪ Or if you wanted to hear from me ♪ 491 00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:49,986 ♪ I don't feel like you're supposed to When somebody sets you free ♪ 492 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:55,074 ♪ I'm not good at pretending That I'm happy to be alone ♪ 493 00:33:56,367 --> 00:34:00,580 ♪ Part of me is a question Can't answer it on my own ♪ 494 00:34:00,913 --> 00:34:05,376 ♪ 'Cause I lost part of me When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪ 495 00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,755 ♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪ 496 00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:11,257 ♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪ 497 00:34:11,340 --> 00:34:15,636 ♪ I could try to stop calling, calling Just to show myself ♪ 498 00:34:16,971 --> 00:34:19,515 ♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪ 499 00:34:19,807 --> 00:34:22,268 ♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪ 500 00:34:22,602 --> 00:34:26,689 ♪ Do you know me better, better Than I know myself? ♪ 501 00:34:28,024 --> 00:34:32,028 ♪ Do you know me better, better ♪ 502 00:34:33,529 --> 00:34:35,198 ♪ Than I know myself? ♪ 503 00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:42,455 ♪ I don't feel like we're done here ♪ 504 00:34:42,538 --> 00:34:44,791 ♪ You got a lock on the things I want ♪ 505 00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:50,171 ♪ I'm a lost, lonely one here Who's addicted to holding on ♪ 506 00:34:51,506 --> 00:34:55,760 ♪ I don't have you to kiss now And I'm putting myself to sleep ♪ 507 00:34:56,677 --> 00:35:01,140 ♪ But it's me that I miss now There's a me that I didn't keep ♪ 508 00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:03,935 ♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪ 509 00:35:04,018 --> 00:35:06,646 ♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪ 510 00:35:06,729 --> 00:35:09,357 ♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪ 511 00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:10,900 ♪ Just to show myself ♪ 512 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:14,654 ♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪ 513 00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:17,657 ♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪ 514 00:35:17,740 --> 00:35:20,243 ♪ Do you know me better, better ♪ 515 00:35:20,451 --> 00:35:22,161 ♪ Than I know myself? ♪ 516 00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:28,084 ♪ Do you know me better, better ♪ 517 00:35:28,709 --> 00:35:30,461 ♪ Than I know myself? ♪ 518 00:35:34,215 --> 00:35:35,842 ♪ Than I know myself ♪ 519 00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:44,392 ♪ 'Cause I lost part of me When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪ 520 00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:48,020 ♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪ 521 00:35:48,104 --> 00:35:50,773 ♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪ 522 00:35:50,857 --> 00:35:53,568 ♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪ 523 00:35:53,651 --> 00:35:54,694 ♪ Just to show myself ♪ 524 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,781 ♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪ 525 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:01,701 ♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪ 526 00:36:02,076 --> 00:36:04,370 ♪ Do you know me better, better? ♪ 527 00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:07,081 ♪ Do you know me better, better ♪ 528 00:36:07,415 --> 00:36:11,711 ♪ Than I know myself? ♪ 529 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:16,841 ♪ Than I know myself ♪ 530 00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:22,430 ♪ I don't wanna wait any longer ♪ 531 00:36:22,513 --> 00:36:25,099 ♪ For the feeling of getting stronger ♪ 532 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:28,728 ♪ Maybe that's why I wrote a song for you ♪ 533 00:36:29,437 --> 00:36:33,316 ♪ 'Cause you know me better, better ♪ 534 00:36:34,984 --> 00:36:36,402 ♪ Than I know myself ♪ 535 00:36:42,074 --> 00:36:43,534 Thank you. 536 00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:46,913 That was another song about... a torrid affair. 537 00:36:46,996 --> 00:36:48,497 No, I just... 538 00:36:49,665 --> 00:36:51,459 Just not my favorite situation. 539 00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:55,922 But anyways, in that situation, like in any relationship situation, 540 00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:58,799 I got back on the horse right away. I got back on the apps. 541 00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:00,259 Hinge... 542 00:37:01,636 --> 00:37:03,012 It's strange to be on the apps now, 543 00:37:03,095 --> 00:37:04,972 because people are like, "Are you catfishing me?" 544 00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:06,974 And I'm like, "I'm just trying to find somebody." 545 00:37:08,059 --> 00:37:09,060 But... 546 00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:11,812 I am-- Does anyone watch Sex in the City? 547 00:37:13,105 --> 00:37:15,733 Good, and if you don't, look at your choices. 548 00:37:16,192 --> 00:37:17,235 I, um... 549 00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:21,322 I'm a Charlotte, which means that when I go on a good date, 550 00:37:21,405 --> 00:37:23,574 one date, a first date, and it goes well, 551 00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,661 I'm picking out china patterns, children's names... 552 00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:29,121 like, grave plots... 553 00:37:29,205 --> 00:37:31,791 I go all-in very quickly. 554 00:37:31,874 --> 00:37:33,918 It's been referred to before as "stalking." 555 00:37:34,293 --> 00:37:36,295 Or "deeply uncomfortable." 556 00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:39,590 I like to refer to it as just a very deep enthusiasm. 557 00:37:40,132 --> 00:37:40,967 Yeah. 558 00:37:43,177 --> 00:37:45,930 ♪ Darling you might think it's too soon ♪ 559 00:37:46,722 --> 00:37:49,350 ♪ But I can't get you out of my head now ♪ 560 00:37:50,685 --> 00:37:53,813 ♪ Picturing myself in your room ♪ 561 00:37:53,896 --> 00:37:57,441 ♪ And I wanna be with you 'Til I'm dead now ♪ 562 00:37:57,525 --> 00:37:59,318 ♪ I want your friends to be my friends ♪ 563 00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:01,153 ♪ I'll make you breakfast in your bed ♪ 564 00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:02,947 ♪ I want it all with you ♪ 565 00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:06,867 ♪ And if I'm coming on too strong ♪ 566 00:38:06,951 --> 00:38:08,786 ♪ It's 'cause I've waited far too long ♪ 567 00:38:08,869 --> 00:38:10,454 ♪ For someone just like you ♪ 568 00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:15,501 ♪ I want a key to your house ♪ 569 00:38:15,584 --> 00:38:17,169 ♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪ 570 00:38:17,253 --> 00:38:19,213 ♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪ 571 00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,131 Hey! 572 00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:23,092 ♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪ 573 00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:24,760 ♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪ 574 00:38:24,844 --> 00:38:26,679 ♪ Wanna share your address ♪ 575 00:38:26,762 --> 00:38:30,057 ♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪ 576 00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:31,767 ♪ But this could last ♪ 577 00:38:31,851 --> 00:38:34,186 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 578 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,690 ♪ I know, I know It... it feels like love ♪ 579 00:38:37,773 --> 00:38:39,358 ♪ So let's shack up ♪ 580 00:38:39,859 --> 00:38:41,485 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 581 00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:46,407 ♪ I just wanna stare at your face ♪ 582 00:38:46,490 --> 00:38:49,785 ♪ And spend quality time With your mother ♪ 583 00:38:50,244 --> 00:38:53,247 ♪ We can over-drink At your favorite place ♪ 584 00:38:53,748 --> 00:38:57,585 ♪ And we can waste The whole next day to recover ♪ 585 00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:59,545 ♪ I wanna watch you while you sleep ♪ 586 00:38:59,628 --> 00:39:01,297 ♪ I know I might sound like a creep ♪ 587 00:39:01,380 --> 00:39:03,090 ♪ But I can't help myself ♪ 588 00:39:04,967 --> 00:39:06,677 ♪ And it's so easy to forget ♪ 589 00:39:06,761 --> 00:39:08,596 ♪ That we have barely even met ♪ 590 00:39:08,679 --> 00:39:10,348 ♪ But I want no one else ♪ 591 00:39:10,431 --> 00:39:12,558 ♪ No one else ♪ 592 00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:15,353 ♪ I want a key to your house ♪ 593 00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:17,313 ♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪ 594 00:39:17,396 --> 00:39:19,398 ♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪ 595 00:39:20,941 --> 00:39:22,526 ♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪ 596 00:39:22,985 --> 00:39:24,695 ♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪ 597 00:39:24,779 --> 00:39:26,822 ♪ Wanna share your address ♪ 598 00:39:26,906 --> 00:39:29,909 ♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪ 599 00:39:30,326 --> 00:39:31,869 ♪ But this could last ♪ 600 00:39:31,952 --> 00:39:34,246 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 601 00:39:34,330 --> 00:39:37,708 ♪ I know, I know It... it feels like love ♪ 602 00:39:37,792 --> 00:39:39,752 ♪ So let's shack up ♪ 603 00:39:39,835 --> 00:39:41,587 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 604 00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,674 ♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪ 605 00:39:45,758 --> 00:39:49,095 ♪ You can put me down 'Cause you know I know you best ♪ 606 00:39:49,553 --> 00:39:50,888 ♪ I know you best ♪ 607 00:39:50,971 --> 00:39:52,932 ♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪ 608 00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:54,683 ♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪ 609 00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:56,310 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 610 00:39:58,354 --> 00:40:00,523 ♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪ 611 00:40:00,606 --> 00:40:02,191 ♪ You can put me down ♪ 612 00:40:02,274 --> 00:40:03,943 ♪ 'Cause you know I know you best ♪ 613 00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:05,528 ♪ I know you best ♪ 614 00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:07,905 ♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪ 615 00:40:07,988 --> 00:40:09,573 ♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪ 616 00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:11,492 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 617 00:40:13,327 --> 00:40:15,162 ♪ I want a key to your house ♪ 618 00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:17,415 ♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪ 619 00:40:17,498 --> 00:40:19,291 ♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪ 620 00:40:20,835 --> 00:40:23,212 ♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪ 621 00:40:23,295 --> 00:40:24,755 ♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪ 622 00:40:24,839 --> 00:40:26,715 ♪ Wanna share your address ♪ 623 00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:29,969 ♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪ 624 00:40:30,386 --> 00:40:31,971 ♪ But this could last ♪ 625 00:40:32,054 --> 00:40:33,931 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 626 00:40:34,473 --> 00:40:37,560 ♪ I know, I know, this feels like love ♪ 627 00:40:37,643 --> 00:40:39,728 ♪ So let's shack up ♪ 628 00:40:39,812 --> 00:40:41,689 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 629 00:41:17,057 --> 00:41:19,602 ♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪ 630 00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:22,438 ♪ You can put me down 'Cause you know I know you best ♪ 631 00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:24,523 ♪ I know you best ♪ 632 00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,609 ♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪ 633 00:41:26,692 --> 00:41:28,527 ♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪ 634 00:41:28,611 --> 00:41:30,196 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 635 00:41:30,279 --> 00:41:32,031 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 636 00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:34,825 ♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪ 637 00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:37,745 ♪ You can put me down 'Cause you know I know you best ♪ 638 00:41:38,037 --> 00:41:39,663 ♪ I know you the best ♪ 639 00:41:39,747 --> 00:41:41,832 ♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪ 640 00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,626 ♪ Without you I'll never be home ♪ 641 00:41:43,709 --> 00:41:45,461 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 642 00:41:47,004 --> 00:41:49,089 ♪ I want a key to your house ♪ 643 00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:51,008 ♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪ 644 00:41:51,091 --> 00:41:52,551 ♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪ 645 00:41:54,595 --> 00:41:57,014 ♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪ 646 00:41:57,097 --> 00:41:58,557 ♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪ 647 00:41:58,641 --> 00:42:00,142 ♪ Wanna share your address ♪ 648 00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:03,854 ♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪ 649 00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,564 ♪ But this could last ♪ 650 00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,858 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 651 00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:11,529 ♪ I know, I know It... it feels like love ♪ 652 00:42:11,612 --> 00:42:13,113 ♪ So let's shack up ♪ 653 00:42:13,197 --> 00:42:15,533 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 654 00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:21,997 ♪ I like you ♪ 655 00:42:22,081 --> 00:42:24,625 ♪ I really, really, like you ♪ 656 00:42:28,003 --> 00:42:32,174 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 657 00:42:35,886 --> 00:42:37,596 ♪ I wanna share, share ♪ 658 00:42:37,805 --> 00:42:41,267 ♪ I wanna share ♪ 659 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:45,521 ♪ I wanna share your address ♪ 660 00:43:13,007 --> 00:43:14,592 ♪ Most days ♪ 661 00:43:15,259 --> 00:43:19,638 ♪ I wake up with a pit in my chest ♪ 662 00:43:20,389 --> 00:43:24,435 ♪ There are thoughts That I can't put to rest ♪ 663 00:43:24,810 --> 00:43:30,065 ♪ There's a worry that I can't place ♪ 664 00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,778 ♪ Most nights ♪ 665 00:43:35,404 --> 00:43:39,617 ♪ I am restless, and quiet won't come ♪ 666 00:43:40,451 --> 00:43:44,163 ♪ So I lay there and wait for the sun ♪ 667 00:43:44,830 --> 00:43:50,210 ♪ There's a trouble That won't show its face ♪ 668 00:43:54,423 --> 00:43:57,092 ♪ You came out of nowhere ♪ 669 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:02,139 ♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪ 670 00:44:04,099 --> 00:44:07,936 ♪ I make sense of the madness ♪ 671 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:13,776 ♪ When I listen to your voice ♪ 672 00:44:17,946 --> 00:44:24,870 ♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪ 673 00:44:27,915 --> 00:44:34,630 ♪ Help me leave These lonely thoughts behind ♪ 674 00:44:36,590 --> 00:44:38,717 ♪ When they pull me under ♪ 675 00:44:41,387 --> 00:44:46,058 ♪ And I can feel my sanity Start to unwind ♪ 676 00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:54,108 ♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪ 677 00:44:56,694 --> 00:44:58,904 ♪ I'll admit ♪ 678 00:44:59,947 --> 00:45:03,826 ♪ For a moment, I felt so afraid ♪ 679 00:45:04,702 --> 00:45:08,831 ♪ Just to show you the mess that I made ♪ 680 00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:14,920 ♪ There are pieces I usually hide ♪ 681 00:45:16,964 --> 00:45:23,637 ♪ But when you collect me With your steady hand ♪ 682 00:45:24,722 --> 00:45:28,642 ♪ With a language that I understand ♪ 683 00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:34,523 ♪ I feel put back together inside ♪ 684 00:45:38,736 --> 00:45:42,072 ♪ You came out of nowhere ♪ 685 00:45:42,990 --> 00:45:46,201 ♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪ 686 00:45:48,662 --> 00:45:52,124 ♪ I make sense of the madness ♪ 687 00:45:52,708 --> 00:45:56,378 ♪ When I listen to your voice ♪ 688 00:45:57,212 --> 00:46:03,886 ♪ Oh, darling, only you can ease my mind ♪ 689 00:46:06,221 --> 00:46:09,099 ♪ Oh, help me leave ♪ 690 00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:14,021 ♪ These lonely thoughts behind ♪ 691 00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:18,192 ♪ When they pull me under ♪ 692 00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:26,366 ♪ And I can feel my sanity Start to unwind ♪ 693 00:46:27,242 --> 00:46:33,665 ♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪ 694 00:46:34,917 --> 00:46:36,168 Sing if you know it. 695 00:46:37,044 --> 00:46:43,759 ♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪ 696 00:46:44,593 --> 00:46:45,552 Gorgeous. 697 00:46:46,970 --> 00:46:53,560 ♪ Help me leave These lonely thoughts behind ♪ 698 00:46:55,395 --> 00:46:58,524 ♪ When they pull me under ♪ 699 00:47:00,442 --> 00:47:05,447 ♪ And I can feel my sanity Start to unwind ♪ 700 00:47:06,865 --> 00:47:09,993 ♪ Darling, only you ♪ 701 00:47:10,077 --> 00:47:15,541 ♪ Can ease my mind ♪ 702 00:47:42,442 --> 00:47:44,820 That was one of the best moments of my whole life. 703 00:47:44,903 --> 00:47:45,863 But moving on... 704 00:47:47,739 --> 00:47:49,908 Thank you for that. That was so beautiful. 705 00:47:51,201 --> 00:47:52,911 Hi, everyone up there. Hello! 706 00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,789 You guys are the best! 707 00:47:59,293 --> 00:48:00,752 Okay, a couple of quick things. 708 00:48:00,836 --> 00:48:03,463 First of all, can we talk about these singers for one moment? 709 00:48:03,547 --> 00:48:05,632 Like... 710 00:48:06,633 --> 00:48:09,511 I will never understand why they are slumming it with me. 711 00:48:11,805 --> 00:48:15,434 Secondly, it's all about transparency, honesty, whatever... 712 00:48:15,517 --> 00:48:18,395 Uh, I was peeing while that was happening. I was indeed peeing. 713 00:48:19,396 --> 00:48:21,273 You've seen all the water, it doesn't go nowhere. 714 00:48:22,399 --> 00:48:24,985 I just felt like I was being dishonest if I didn't tell you that. 715 00:48:26,028 --> 00:48:28,280 Thirdly, that last song is very, very special to me. 716 00:48:28,363 --> 00:48:30,616 As someone who deals with anxiety a lot, 717 00:48:30,699 --> 00:48:33,452 which I'm sure many of us do, living in New York and being largely Jews, 718 00:48:34,244 --> 00:48:37,497 it's a song that really quells my anxiety. 719 00:48:37,581 --> 00:48:39,458 So I hope it does the same for you. Um... 720 00:48:39,541 --> 00:48:42,753 Now, I would love to sing a song that is a little bit newer. 721 00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:48,300 Maybe some of you know what I'm talking about. 722 00:48:48,383 --> 00:48:51,553 I just put it out this summer, and it brought me a lot of joy... 723 00:48:52,012 --> 00:48:53,931 and a lot of dance, and I hope it does for you. 724 00:48:54,014 --> 00:48:55,015 It's called "Rain." 725 00:49:01,313 --> 00:49:02,147 That's right. 726 00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:05,359 You read my mind. 727 00:49:15,410 --> 00:49:18,413 ♪ You say you've been Through this before ♪ 728 00:49:18,497 --> 00:49:20,499 ♪ You gave away all your secrets ♪ 729 00:49:20,582 --> 00:49:23,627 ♪ To someone Who up and left you in pieces ♪ 730 00:49:25,253 --> 00:49:27,089 ♪ I know the feeling, believe me ♪ 731 00:49:31,176 --> 00:49:34,596 ♪ I know the prices you've gotta pay ♪ 732 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:36,473 ♪ I'm sacrificing my freedom ♪ 733 00:49:36,556 --> 00:49:39,267 ♪ And all just to get somebody to see me ♪ 734 00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:43,105 ♪ Nobody said it was easy ♪ 735 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:49,486 ♪ My heart's been broken and broken And broken and broken ♪ 736 00:49:49,569 --> 00:49:53,740 ♪ But I keep, keep on hoping and hoping And hoping and hoping ♪ 737 00:49:53,824 --> 00:49:56,076 ♪ That if it keeps on breaking And breaking ♪ 738 00:49:56,159 --> 00:49:57,494 ♪ And breaking and breaking ♪ 739 00:49:57,577 --> 00:50:00,914 ♪ Then one day it'll open And open and open ♪ 740 00:50:00,998 --> 00:50:03,500 ♪ And open and open for you Hey! ♪ 741 00:50:05,168 --> 00:50:07,671 ♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪ 742 00:50:09,172 --> 00:50:13,135 ♪ But we can't run from the wind And the thunder ♪ 743 00:50:13,218 --> 00:50:15,470 ♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪ 744 00:50:15,554 --> 00:50:17,639 ♪ The rain, the rain ♪ 745 00:50:18,849 --> 00:50:19,683 ♪ Hey! ♪ 746 00:50:21,143 --> 00:50:23,437 ♪ I know we got what it takes ♪ 747 00:50:25,147 --> 00:50:28,608 ♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind And the thunder ♪ 748 00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:31,611 ♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪ 749 00:50:31,695 --> 00:50:33,405 ♪ The rain, the rain ♪ 750 00:50:33,488 --> 00:50:35,490 ♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪ 751 00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,368 ♪ Breathe deep, let it wash over you ♪ 752 00:50:38,452 --> 00:50:40,412 ♪ We're slowly becoming lovers ♪ 753 00:50:40,495 --> 00:50:43,415 ♪ I promise you We won't be like the others ♪ 754 00:50:45,042 --> 00:50:49,129 ♪ We won't go running for cover ♪ 755 00:50:50,088 --> 00:50:53,550 ♪ My heart is broken And broken and broken and broken ♪ 756 00:50:53,633 --> 00:50:57,220 ♪ But I keep, keep on hoping And hoping and hoping and hoping ♪ 757 00:50:57,304 --> 00:50:59,973 ♪ That if it keeps on breaking And breaking ♪ 758 00:51:00,057 --> 00:51:01,558 ♪ And breaking and breaking ♪ 759 00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:04,728 ♪ Then one day it'll open And open and open ♪ 760 00:51:04,811 --> 00:51:07,147 ♪ And open and open for you Hey! ♪ 761 00:51:09,149 --> 00:51:11,526 ♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪ 762 00:51:13,403 --> 00:51:17,115 ♪ But we can't run from the wind And the thunder ♪ 763 00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:21,286 ♪ When we're dancing under the rain The rain, the rain ♪ 764 00:51:22,662 --> 00:51:23,497 ♪ Hey! ♪ 765 00:51:24,998 --> 00:51:27,125 ♪ I know we got what it takes ♪ 766 00:51:29,294 --> 00:51:33,048 ♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind And the thunder ♪ 767 00:51:33,131 --> 00:51:37,260 ♪ We're dancing under the rain The rain, the rain ♪ 768 00:51:37,344 --> 00:51:39,346 ♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪ 769 00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:41,181 ♪ Broken and broken And broken and broken ♪ 770 00:51:41,264 --> 00:51:44,017 ♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪ 771 00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:45,352 ♪ Hoping and hoping ♪ 772 00:51:45,435 --> 00:51:47,729 ♪ Dancing under the rain ♪ 773 00:51:47,813 --> 00:51:49,815 ♪ Breaking and breaking and breaking ♪ 774 00:51:49,898 --> 00:51:53,318 ♪ Then one day it'll open And open and open ♪ 775 00:51:53,401 --> 00:51:54,820 ♪ And open and open for you ♪ 776 00:51:54,903 --> 00:51:55,737 ♪ Hey! ♪ 777 00:51:57,155 --> 00:51:59,533 ♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪ 778 00:52:01,243 --> 00:52:05,122 ♪ But we can't run from the wind And the thunder ♪ 779 00:52:05,205 --> 00:52:09,459 ♪ We're dancing under the rain The rain, the rain ♪ 780 00:52:14,714 --> 00:52:17,843 ♪ Hoping and hoping And hoping and hoping ♪ 781 00:52:22,722 --> 00:52:25,100 ♪ The rain, the rain, the rain ♪ 782 00:52:25,183 --> 00:52:26,893 ♪ Dancing under the rain ♪ 783 00:52:45,287 --> 00:52:46,705 Thank you, you're very sweet. 784 00:52:48,290 --> 00:52:49,791 We love you! 785 00:52:50,375 --> 00:52:52,252 I love you too, and that was so well timed. 786 00:52:53,628 --> 00:52:57,174 I'm gonna come down a little bit closer for this next song, to everyone. Hello. 787 00:52:57,257 --> 00:52:59,009 Hello, everybody. 788 00:52:59,593 --> 00:53:00,510 Good sweatshirt. 789 00:53:02,721 --> 00:53:04,890 This next song... is quite special to me, 790 00:53:04,973 --> 00:53:09,186 and has kind of a multitude of meanings that kind of crossroad. 791 00:53:09,269 --> 00:53:13,440 The first being I just-- I really love my father very much. 792 00:53:13,523 --> 00:53:14,482 My dad is the greatest. 793 00:53:14,566 --> 00:53:15,734 He's a wonderful person. 794 00:53:16,735 --> 00:53:18,820 And he's taught me many things, not the least of which 795 00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:22,365 is that being a decent human being comes far before being a decent artist, 796 00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:24,117 and it's only possible to be a decent artist 797 00:53:24,201 --> 00:53:25,493 if you are a decent human being. 798 00:53:26,828 --> 00:53:27,662 And I... 799 00:53:28,663 --> 00:53:30,373 I try to act that way in my life, 800 00:53:30,457 --> 00:53:32,792 and he somehow has magically maintained that 801 00:53:32,876 --> 00:53:33,960 throughout his entire life. 802 00:53:34,169 --> 00:53:37,005 And I really wanted to write about how much I loved him. 803 00:53:37,088 --> 00:53:39,758 And thankfully he's here tonight, 804 00:53:39,841 --> 00:53:41,635 and he's very wonderful, and very much-- 805 00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:42,552 I'm not gonna... 806 00:53:43,637 --> 00:53:44,638 Anyway... 807 00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:46,723 So that's one idea. 808 00:53:46,806 --> 00:53:48,850 The other idea, which is very separate, 809 00:53:49,226 --> 00:53:52,395 is saying things before it's too late to say them. 810 00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:53,688 Saying things now while we can. 811 00:53:53,772 --> 00:53:55,815 We don't know what's going on. The world's very crazy. 812 00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:59,444 Particularly this country, at the moment, is up in arms and very insane. 813 00:53:59,778 --> 00:54:01,071 And I get very overwhelmed by it, 814 00:54:01,154 --> 00:54:03,657 and I sometimes forget to say to the people around me how I feel, 815 00:54:03,740 --> 00:54:05,450 because I take it for granted that they know. 816 00:54:06,451 --> 00:54:08,787 And this song has now become very irrevocably linked 817 00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:11,122 to my Grandma Sue, who passed away in the spring, 818 00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:13,041 and... 819 00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:17,504 She was the greatest grandmother, just everything you could ever wish for. 820 00:54:17,921 --> 00:54:20,006 The most wonderful human, world-class back tickler... 821 00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:23,260 She peed her pants once playing Twister. 822 00:54:23,343 --> 00:54:27,347 She's just the most wonderful person you could possibly imagine. 823 00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:30,016 And so, naturally, the fact that this tour came right after... 824 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:32,978 I know she would've wanted to be here. She encouraged me to do what I love. 825 00:54:33,061 --> 00:54:34,688 She always reminded me to try to enjoy it. 826 00:54:34,771 --> 00:54:36,731 She knows that I live very much in my head. 827 00:54:36,815 --> 00:54:39,025 She would always say to me to enjoy what you're doing, 828 00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:40,318 because that's the whole point. 829 00:54:40,402 --> 00:54:42,279 So I'd just love to dedicate this to her. 830 00:54:59,546 --> 00:55:03,758 ♪ You put all your faith in my dreams ♪ 831 00:55:04,509 --> 00:55:07,304 ♪ You gave me the world that I wanted ♪ 832 00:55:08,013 --> 00:55:10,432 ♪ What did I do to deserve you? ♪ 833 00:55:13,184 --> 00:55:17,605 ♪ I follow your steps with my feet ♪ 834 00:55:18,189 --> 00:55:21,359 ♪ I walk on the road that you started ♪ 835 00:55:21,693 --> 00:55:24,029 ♪ I need you to know that I heard you ♪ 836 00:55:24,487 --> 00:55:25,864 ♪ Every word ♪ 837 00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:31,202 ♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪ 838 00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:38,376 ♪ Everything you mean to me ♪ 839 00:55:39,377 --> 00:55:45,925 ♪ In case you don't live forever Let me tell you now ♪ 840 00:55:46,301 --> 00:55:52,432 ♪ I love you more than you'll ever Wrap your head around ♪ 841 00:55:53,266 --> 00:55:57,187 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 842 00:55:57,270 --> 00:56:00,815 ♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪ 843 00:56:00,899 --> 00:56:05,820 ♪ I'm everything that I am Because of you ♪ 844 00:56:11,451 --> 00:56:15,538 ♪ I, I've carried this song in my mind ♪ 845 00:56:16,581 --> 00:56:18,541 ♪ Listen, it's echoing in me ♪ 846 00:56:19,918 --> 00:56:22,629 ♪ But I haven't helped you to hear it ♪ 847 00:56:25,131 --> 00:56:30,345 ♪ We, we've only got so much time ♪ 848 00:56:30,428 --> 00:56:32,722 ♪ I'm pretty sure it would kill me ♪ 849 00:56:32,806 --> 00:56:37,769 ♪ If you didn't know the pieces of me Are pieces of you ♪ 850 00:56:38,186 --> 00:56:44,442 ♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪ 851 00:56:45,318 --> 00:56:50,698 ♪ Everything you mean to me ♪ 852 00:56:51,408 --> 00:56:54,994 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 853 00:56:55,078 --> 00:56:57,414 ♪ Let me tell you now ♪ 854 00:56:58,289 --> 00:57:05,088 ♪ I love you more than you'll ever Wrap your head around ♪ 855 00:57:05,171 --> 00:57:08,883 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 856 00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:12,637 ♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪ 857 00:57:12,971 --> 00:57:16,766 ♪ I'm everything that I am Because of you ♪ 858 00:57:16,850 --> 00:57:19,811 ♪ I have a hero whenever I need one ♪ 859 00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:23,398 ♪ I just look up to you and I see one ♪ 860 00:57:23,940 --> 00:57:28,403 ♪ I'm a man 'Cause you taught me to be one ♪ 861 00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:34,701 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 862 00:57:34,784 --> 00:57:37,078 ♪ Let me tell you now ♪ 863 00:57:37,745 --> 00:57:44,002 ♪ I love you more than you'll ever Wrap your head around ♪ 864 00:57:44,669 --> 00:57:48,339 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 865 00:57:48,423 --> 00:57:51,885 ♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪ 866 00:57:52,594 --> 00:57:55,054 ♪ I'm everything that I am ♪ 867 00:57:55,138 --> 00:57:55,972 ♪ Oh ♪ 868 00:58:08,443 --> 00:58:12,447 ♪ In case you don't live forever ♪ 869 00:58:12,530 --> 00:58:16,451 ♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪ 870 00:58:16,993 --> 00:58:22,499 ♪ As long as I'm here as I am ♪ 871 00:58:23,374 --> 00:58:25,585 ♪ So are you ♪ 872 00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:46,064 ♪ If you feel that it's real ♪ 873 00:58:46,147 --> 00:58:47,690 ♪ I'm on trial ♪ 874 00:58:47,774 --> 00:58:51,069 ♪ And I'm here in your prison ♪ 875 00:58:52,403 --> 00:58:55,114 ♪ Like a coin in your mint ♪ 876 00:58:55,198 --> 00:58:58,451 ♪ I've been dented and I'm spent ♪ 877 00:58:58,535 --> 00:59:00,328 ♪ With high treason ♪ 878 00:59:02,622 --> 00:59:05,583 ♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪ 879 00:59:06,042 --> 00:59:08,253 ♪ Is the one danger zone ♪ 880 00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:13,841 ♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪ 881 00:59:14,759 --> 00:59:19,430 ♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪ 882 00:59:19,514 --> 00:59:21,432 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 883 00:59:21,516 --> 00:59:23,268 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 884 00:59:23,351 --> 00:59:24,477 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 885 00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:25,979 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 886 00:59:26,062 --> 00:59:27,063 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 887 00:59:27,146 --> 00:59:28,982 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 888 00:59:29,065 --> 00:59:30,191 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 889 00:59:30,275 --> 00:59:31,985 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 890 00:59:32,068 --> 00:59:32,902 ♪ Na, na, na ♪ 891 00:59:33,611 --> 00:59:34,988 ♪ Na, na, na ♪ 892 00:59:35,071 --> 00:59:37,323 ♪ Na, na, na Na, na, na ♪ 893 00:59:37,407 --> 00:59:39,075 Come on! ♪ Na, na, na ♪ 894 00:59:39,701 --> 00:59:40,535 ♪ Na, na, na ♪ 895 00:59:41,452 --> 00:59:43,663 ♪ Na, na, na Na, na, na, na ♪ 896 00:59:51,963 --> 00:59:52,797 Whoo! 897 00:59:53,506 --> 00:59:56,509 ♪ Well I know he's not old ♪ 898 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:58,720 ♪ And I'm told ♪ 899 00:59:58,803 --> 01:00:01,556 ♪ Told that he's a virgin ♪ 900 01:00:02,724 --> 01:00:05,310 ♪ Well he, maybe she ♪ 901 01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,978 ♪ So I'm told ♪ 902 01:00:07,061 --> 01:00:10,607 ♪ But I'm never, never certain ♪ 903 01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:15,320 ♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪ 904 01:00:15,820 --> 01:00:18,031 ♪ Is the one danger zone ♪ 905 01:00:18,114 --> 01:00:21,576 ♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪ 906 01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:28,875 ♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪ 907 01:00:28,958 --> 01:00:30,835 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 908 01:00:30,918 --> 01:00:32,587 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 909 01:00:32,670 --> 01:00:33,755 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 910 01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:35,173 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 911 01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:36,883 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 912 01:00:36,966 --> 01:00:38,343 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 913 01:00:38,426 --> 01:00:39,719 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 914 01:00:39,802 --> 01:00:41,596 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 915 01:00:41,679 --> 01:00:44,223 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 916 01:00:44,307 --> 01:00:46,851 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 917 01:00:47,477 --> 01:00:52,690 ♪ Na na na, na na na Na na na na na na na na ♪ 918 01:01:01,032 --> 01:01:02,241 Whoo! Come on. 919 01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:24,555 ♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪ 920 01:01:24,639 --> 01:01:26,641 ♪ Is the one danger zone ♪ 921 01:01:27,475 --> 01:01:31,771 ♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪ 922 01:01:33,106 --> 01:01:37,527 ♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪ 923 01:01:38,194 --> 01:01:39,612 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 924 01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:41,489 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 925 01:01:41,572 --> 01:01:42,573 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 926 01:01:42,657 --> 01:01:44,617 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 927 01:01:44,701 --> 01:01:45,910 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 928 01:01:45,993 --> 01:01:47,245 ♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪ 929 01:01:47,328 --> 01:01:48,913 ♪ Take me to the pilot ♪ 930 01:01:48,996 --> 01:01:50,748 ♪ I am but a stranger ♪ 931 01:01:51,374 --> 01:01:53,751 ♪ Hey, hey ♪ 932 01:02:00,383 --> 01:02:01,926 Come on! Your turn now. 933 01:02:02,385 --> 01:02:07,515 ♪ Na na na, na na na Na na na na na na na na ♪ 934 01:02:07,598 --> 01:02:08,433 ♪ Hey! ♪ 935 01:02:08,516 --> 01:02:13,312 ♪ Na na na, na na na Na na na na na na na na ♪ 936 01:02:13,396 --> 01:02:14,230 Yeah! Come on! 937 01:02:14,313 --> 01:02:19,861 ♪ Na na na, na na na Na na na na na na na na ♪ 938 01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:35,877 ♪ Yeah! ♪ 939 01:02:46,554 --> 01:02:52,226 ♪ Yeah ♪ 940 01:03:28,387 --> 01:03:30,181 Do you like my sweat, Netflix? 941 01:03:32,558 --> 01:03:34,894 That was fun. If anyone didn't know, it's an Elton John tune. 942 01:03:34,977 --> 01:03:36,312 The great, great, Elton John. 943 01:03:36,813 --> 01:03:37,772 The man. 944 01:03:38,856 --> 01:03:39,816 Cool. 945 01:03:40,149 --> 01:03:42,985 This is so fun, I wanna slow down, but let's keep going. 946 01:03:43,528 --> 01:03:46,864 So, this song is one of my favorite songs. 947 01:03:46,948 --> 01:03:48,407 I saw it on a sign earlier. 948 01:03:48,991 --> 01:03:50,159 And I wrote it at a time 949 01:03:50,243 --> 01:03:51,953 when I was at a crossroads in a relationship, 950 01:03:52,245 --> 01:03:54,247 when the person I was with said to me, 951 01:03:54,330 --> 01:03:56,499 "I need to go and be on my own, 952 01:03:56,958 --> 01:03:59,085 'cause I need to grow and become who I'm going to be. 953 01:03:59,168 --> 01:04:00,419 I need space to do that." 954 01:04:01,629 --> 01:04:03,005 Shouldn't have said "grow." 955 01:04:04,841 --> 01:04:08,219 And in our case that was very valid, and it was the right thing to do. 956 01:04:08,302 --> 01:04:10,429 We were great friends, and it was the right move. 957 01:04:11,138 --> 01:04:13,140 But I think a lot of times, that's sort of a cop-out 958 01:04:13,224 --> 01:04:16,143 that gets used in relationships, whether they be platonic or romantic, 959 01:04:16,227 --> 01:04:18,354 of, like, "I need to get some space from someone, 960 01:04:18,437 --> 01:04:20,398 in order to become who I am." 961 01:04:20,523 --> 01:04:22,358 Hopefully, if you're in the right relationship, 962 01:04:22,942 --> 01:04:25,069 you can both find room to grow and become who you are 963 01:04:25,152 --> 01:04:27,655 and ebb and flow, and give each other space when necessary, and... 964 01:04:29,365 --> 01:04:31,617 So, if you're in that relationship now, 965 01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,244 or you're with that person tonight, 966 01:04:33,327 --> 01:04:35,496 I'm very happy for you, and that's wonderful, 967 01:04:35,580 --> 01:04:36,747 and this song is for you. 968 01:04:36,831 --> 01:04:39,333 And if you're like me, and you haven't found that person yet, 969 01:04:39,417 --> 01:04:40,835 this song is also for you too. 970 01:04:41,335 --> 01:04:42,879 Feel free to sing it, if you know it. 971 01:04:58,519 --> 01:05:01,689 ♪ You say there's so much you don't know ♪ 972 01:05:04,442 --> 01:05:08,112 ♪ You need to go and find yourself ♪ 973 01:05:10,031 --> 01:05:13,326 ♪ You say you'd rather be alone ♪ 974 01:05:15,995 --> 01:05:20,249 ♪ 'Cause you think you won't find it Tied to someone else ♪ 975 01:05:23,544 --> 01:05:25,922 ♪ Who said it's true ♪ 976 01:05:26,672 --> 01:05:30,551 ♪ That the growing only happens On your own? ♪ 977 01:05:32,428 --> 01:05:37,642 ♪ They don't know me and you ♪ 978 01:05:39,226 --> 01:05:41,854 ♪ I don't think you have to leave ♪ 979 01:05:42,313 --> 01:05:44,941 ♪ If to change is what you need ♪ 980 01:05:45,024 --> 01:05:50,196 ♪ You can change right next to me ♪ 981 01:05:50,863 --> 01:05:53,741 ♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪ 982 01:05:53,824 --> 01:05:56,827 ♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪ 983 01:05:56,911 --> 01:05:59,372 ♪ And we'll take it slow ♪ 984 01:05:59,872 --> 01:06:05,544 ♪ And grow as we go ♪ 985 01:06:06,003 --> 01:06:09,215 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 986 01:06:13,970 --> 01:06:17,098 ♪ You won't be the only one ♪ 987 01:06:19,684 --> 01:06:24,438 ♪ I am unfinished I've got so much left to learn ♪ 988 01:06:25,231 --> 01:06:28,693 ♪ I don't know how this river runs ♪ 989 01:06:30,861 --> 01:06:35,658 ♪ But I'd like the company Through every twist and turn ♪ 990 01:06:38,869 --> 01:06:41,205 ♪ Who said it's true ♪ 991 01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:45,960 ♪ That the growing only happens On your own? ♪ 992 01:06:47,628 --> 01:06:53,259 ♪ They don't know me and you ♪ 993 01:06:54,510 --> 01:06:57,304 ♪ You don't ever have to leave ♪ 994 01:06:57,471 --> 01:07:00,307 ♪ If to change is what you need ♪ 995 01:07:00,391 --> 01:07:05,062 ♪ You can change right next to me ♪ 996 01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:08,941 ♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪ 997 01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:11,736 ♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪ 998 01:07:12,028 --> 01:07:14,280 ♪ And we'll take it slow ♪ 999 01:07:15,031 --> 01:07:18,743 ♪ And grow as we go ♪ 1000 01:07:21,245 --> 01:07:24,165 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1001 01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:29,879 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1002 01:07:32,798 --> 01:07:35,301 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1003 01:07:40,639 --> 01:07:43,768 ♪ I don't know who we'll become ♪ 1004 01:07:46,312 --> 01:07:51,692 ♪ I can't promise It's not written in the stars ♪ 1005 01:07:52,151 --> 01:07:56,155 ♪ But I believe that when it's done ♪ 1006 01:07:56,614 --> 01:07:59,784 ♪ We're gonna see that it was better ♪ 1007 01:08:00,117 --> 01:08:02,661 ♪ That we grew up together ♪ 1008 01:08:03,871 --> 01:08:06,832 ♪ Tell me you don't wanna leave ♪ 1009 01:08:06,916 --> 01:08:09,460 ♪ 'Cause if change is what you need ♪ 1010 01:08:09,877 --> 01:08:14,381 ♪ You can change right next to me ♪ 1011 01:08:15,508 --> 01:08:18,219 ♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪ 1012 01:08:18,636 --> 01:08:21,097 ♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪ 1013 01:08:21,555 --> 01:08:23,849 ♪ We'll take it slow ♪ 1014 01:08:24,433 --> 01:08:29,647 ♪ And grow as we go ♪ 1015 01:08:30,648 --> 01:08:36,112 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1016 01:08:36,403 --> 01:08:41,659 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1017 01:08:42,243 --> 01:08:48,582 ♪ Grow as we go ♪ 1018 01:08:49,917 --> 01:08:50,751 Thank you. 1019 01:09:03,389 --> 01:09:05,933 Sad news to report, I have one more number for you. 1020 01:09:06,016 --> 01:09:07,601 - Aw! - I know, I'd love to stay. 1021 01:09:07,685 --> 01:09:11,897 This has been like... I don't wanna talk about it, 'cause I don't wanna cry, 1022 01:09:11,981 --> 01:09:14,066 and I have to sing another song, but it's just like... 1023 01:09:14,900 --> 01:09:16,819 I look out at everybody, 1024 01:09:16,902 --> 01:09:18,779 and think about what's happening right now, 1025 01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:20,990 and I can't believe it's my life. 1026 01:09:21,699 --> 01:09:23,826 Thank you so much for coming. 1027 01:09:27,538 --> 01:09:28,497 Thank you. 1028 01:09:29,623 --> 01:09:30,708 So... 1029 01:09:30,791 --> 01:09:32,293 We love you! 1030 01:09:32,376 --> 01:09:34,670 Oh, my god. Careful, nodes! Careful! 1031 01:09:35,421 --> 01:09:36,672 Thank you so much, though. 1032 01:09:37,631 --> 01:09:39,800 So, before I tell you about the last song, 1033 01:09:39,884 --> 01:09:41,719 I wanna thank the people with me one more time. 1034 01:09:41,802 --> 01:09:43,596 This is an incredibly scary thing to do. 1035 01:09:43,679 --> 01:09:45,639 And to have these people holding me 1036 01:09:45,723 --> 01:09:47,641 musically, emotionally, physically, everything, 1037 01:09:47,725 --> 01:09:49,393 has been an absolute dream come true. 1038 01:09:49,476 --> 01:09:52,021 and I'll never be able to repay you for doing this journey with me 1039 01:09:52,104 --> 01:09:54,190 and playing here with me, it's amazing. 1040 01:09:58,861 --> 01:10:00,571 So, I started working when I was very young, 1041 01:10:00,654 --> 01:10:01,989 when I was about nine years old, 1042 01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:04,116 and I was in a real rush to grow up. 1043 01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:06,160 I had a lot of older siblings who were super cool, 1044 01:10:06,243 --> 01:10:09,246 and I was always working with adult cast members, 1045 01:10:09,330 --> 01:10:11,916 and I just always wanted to be older, 1046 01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:13,417 very quickly. 1047 01:10:13,709 --> 01:10:16,212 And I got that-- Oh, I said older, 1048 01:10:16,795 --> 01:10:18,839 and I got my wish. 1049 01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:20,549 I grew up very quickly, I started working, 1050 01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:23,302 as soon as I got out of high school I started living on my own, 1051 01:10:23,844 --> 01:10:26,931 and the last couple years, looked back, and was, like, a little frustrated, 1052 01:10:27,014 --> 01:10:29,433 'cause I was like, "I wish I had taken a bit more time, 1053 01:10:29,808 --> 01:10:31,644 to be reckless, and a little more youthful, 1054 01:10:31,727 --> 01:10:35,773 and not looked ahead quite so determinedly, if that's a word." 1055 01:10:36,273 --> 01:10:37,983 And then I got doubly frustrated, 1056 01:10:38,067 --> 01:10:41,028 because I looked at all the points in my life in which I was looking forward, 1057 01:10:41,111 --> 01:10:43,072 looking backward, looking anywhere but where I was. 1058 01:10:43,155 --> 01:10:47,409 And as I've said a bajillion times, I'm a very anxious person, 1059 01:10:47,493 --> 01:10:48,827 so I live very much in my head, 1060 01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:51,413 and I have a really hard time being present where I am. 1061 01:10:51,497 --> 01:10:54,124 And one of the number one ways, most special ways, for me to do that 1062 01:10:54,208 --> 01:10:55,584 is to sing music and play music. 1063 01:10:55,668 --> 01:10:58,712 So you've given me a gift by coming here and letting me do that for you tonight. 1064 01:11:03,092 --> 01:11:07,096 And I hope, if anything else, this hour and a half or whatever it's been 1065 01:11:07,179 --> 01:11:09,306 has helped you forget your worries and troubles 1066 01:11:09,390 --> 01:11:10,391 and just be here with me. 1067 01:11:10,474 --> 01:11:12,601 And I hope this song does the same. It's called "Older." 1068 01:11:15,646 --> 01:11:18,565 ♪ I was walking down 57th Street Towards Park ♪ 1069 01:11:18,649 --> 01:11:21,443 ♪ With the same old song In my same old heart ♪ 1070 01:11:21,694 --> 01:11:23,696 ♪ Making plans I'm gonna do ♪ 1071 01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:27,116 ♪ When I get older ♪ 1072 01:11:27,616 --> 01:11:30,411 ♪ Passed a gray-haired man And I found his eyes ♪ 1073 01:11:30,494 --> 01:11:33,289 ♪ It's like he knew my thoughts And read my mind ♪ 1074 01:11:33,372 --> 01:11:35,916 ♪ Saying life is gonna find you ♪ 1075 01:11:36,250 --> 01:11:38,794 ♪ When it's supposed to ♪ 1076 01:11:39,420 --> 01:11:42,339 ♪ Felt my feet stop short And I turned my head ♪ 1077 01:11:42,423 --> 01:11:46,051 ♪ Tried to lean into every word he said ♪ 1078 01:11:47,553 --> 01:11:49,555 ♪ Then he said ♪ 1079 01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,017 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1080 01:11:53,434 --> 01:11:56,020 ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪ 1081 01:11:56,437 --> 01:11:58,897 ♪ Then when you're older ♪ 1082 01:11:59,565 --> 01:12:02,318 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1083 01:12:02,401 --> 01:12:04,695 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1084 01:12:05,279 --> 01:12:07,614 ♪ Turn into closure ♪ 1085 01:12:08,198 --> 01:12:10,659 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1086 01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:15,331 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1087 01:12:38,479 --> 01:12:41,398 ♪ Have I killed my thoughts Right before their prime? ♪ 1088 01:12:41,482 --> 01:12:44,109 ♪ Have I bit my tongue One too many times? ♪ 1089 01:12:44,193 --> 01:12:50,074 ♪ Have I said it all The way I really meant to? ♪ 1090 01:12:50,157 --> 01:12:53,285 ♪ If I wait till my tomorrow comes ♪ 1091 01:12:53,369 --> 01:12:58,123 ♪ Is the waiting all I've ever done? ♪ 1092 01:12:58,707 --> 01:13:01,919 ♪ And will I get to ♪ 1093 01:13:02,544 --> 01:13:05,339 ♪ Get to know myself in the place I am ♪ 1094 01:13:05,422 --> 01:13:10,010 ♪ Get to fall in love with another man ♪ 1095 01:13:10,344 --> 01:13:12,846 ♪ And understand ♪ 1096 01:13:13,430 --> 01:13:15,891 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1097 01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:18,852 ♪ You wish you're older ♪ 1098 01:13:19,395 --> 01:13:21,814 ♪ Then when you're older ♪ 1099 01:13:22,356 --> 01:13:25,234 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1100 01:13:25,317 --> 01:13:27,528 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1101 01:13:28,237 --> 01:13:30,656 ♪ Turn into closure ♪ 1102 01:13:31,281 --> 01:13:33,617 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1103 01:13:34,201 --> 01:13:38,372 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1104 01:14:00,936 --> 01:14:03,397 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1105 01:14:03,856 --> 01:14:06,233 ♪ You wish you're older ♪ 1106 01:14:06,775 --> 01:14:09,319 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1107 01:14:09,736 --> 01:14:12,698 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1108 01:14:12,781 --> 01:14:15,159 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1109 01:14:15,659 --> 01:14:18,245 ♪ Turn into closure ♪ 1110 01:14:18,662 --> 01:14:21,081 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1111 01:14:21,582 --> 01:14:25,961 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1112 01:14:48,442 --> 01:14:49,568 Before we leave, 1113 01:14:49,651 --> 01:14:50,903 I just wanna do one more chorus, 1114 01:14:51,612 --> 01:14:53,989 'cause I just don't wanna leave this building with all of you. 1115 01:14:54,615 --> 01:14:56,700 And if you happen to know it, please sing along. 1116 01:14:56,783 --> 01:14:58,118 If you don't, that's fine too. 1117 01:14:58,202 --> 01:15:00,871 We can just all have one last little moment 1118 01:15:00,954 --> 01:15:04,166 together here before we go back to our troubles and our lives. 1119 01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:07,753 I can't tell you how special and magical this has been. 1120 01:15:09,546 --> 01:15:10,547 Let's sing. 1121 01:15:11,965 --> 01:15:14,468 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1122 01:15:15,135 --> 01:15:17,429 ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪ 1123 01:15:17,888 --> 01:15:20,390 ♪ And when you're older ♪ 1124 01:15:20,849 --> 01:15:23,977 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1125 01:15:24,061 --> 01:15:25,979 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1126 01:15:26,897 --> 01:15:29,066 ♪ Turn into closure ♪ 1127 01:15:29,775 --> 01:15:32,236 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1128 01:15:32,694 --> 01:15:34,905 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1129 01:15:59,263 --> 01:16:01,807 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1130 01:16:02,266 --> 01:16:04,935 ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪ 1131 01:16:05,227 --> 01:16:07,896 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1132 01:16:08,313 --> 01:16:11,108 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1133 01:16:11,191 --> 01:16:13,402 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1134 01:16:14,152 --> 01:16:17,030 ♪ Turn into closure ♪ 1135 01:16:17,114 --> 01:16:19,616 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1136 01:16:20,242 --> 01:16:25,038 ♪ When you get older ♪ 1137 01:17:24,681 --> 01:17:26,099 Oh, my god! 1138 01:17:31,396 --> 01:17:32,648 I love you, Ben! 1139 01:17:35,317 --> 01:17:36,485 Okay, ladies? 1140 01:17:36,568 --> 01:17:38,403 Yeah, stand by... 1141 01:17:50,999 --> 01:17:54,086 He's going, he's gone, I lost him, he's gone. All right, go. 1142 01:18:07,641 --> 01:18:08,892 Okay, we'll do one more song. 1143 01:18:12,521 --> 01:18:13,438 Okay. 1144 01:18:13,689 --> 01:18:14,523 So... 1145 01:18:15,732 --> 01:18:18,568 I love you too, but please, drink some Throat Coat. 1146 01:18:20,987 --> 01:18:22,698 Thank you guys so much for all of your love 1147 01:18:22,781 --> 01:18:24,783 and for standing, and all of that beautiful stuff. 1148 01:18:24,866 --> 01:18:26,952 It was... it's insane. 1149 01:18:29,121 --> 01:18:32,082 This one more song we'll play for you is the last song on my record, 1150 01:18:32,165 --> 01:18:34,459 and it's the first song I ever wrote in earnest, 1151 01:18:34,543 --> 01:18:36,628 from my own perspective, and by myself, 1152 01:18:36,712 --> 01:18:39,589 and naturally, the first thing that I thought to write about 1153 01:18:39,673 --> 01:18:40,590 was my parents. 1154 01:18:40,674 --> 01:18:42,217 Who, as I've said, are here. 1155 01:18:42,300 --> 01:18:44,845 And I'm not going to point again, but I'm sure it's been ruined. 1156 01:18:45,470 --> 01:18:47,389 They are incredibly beautiful people, 1157 01:18:47,472 --> 01:18:50,892 and everything that I have, I have them to thank for it. 1158 01:18:51,268 --> 01:18:53,437 They named me Baruch Shirah in Hebrew, 1159 01:18:53,562 --> 01:18:54,980 which means "blessed song." 1160 01:18:55,230 --> 01:18:56,815 So, well done. 1161 01:18:57,607 --> 01:18:58,692 It went well. 1162 01:18:59,443 --> 01:19:00,736 And I think it's very emblematic, 1163 01:19:00,819 --> 01:19:03,405 the gift of that name, of everything that they've given me, 1164 01:19:03,655 --> 01:19:05,157 not least of which is an understanding 1165 01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:07,617 that music is something that really can bring people together, 1166 01:19:07,701 --> 01:19:11,121 and can help you see someone in a way that you don't expect to, 1167 01:19:11,204 --> 01:19:12,456 and see somebody's perspective. 1168 01:19:12,748 --> 01:19:15,333 We grew up with musical theater in the house all the time, 1169 01:19:15,417 --> 01:19:18,295 and I think the greatest gift of them giving us that 1170 01:19:18,378 --> 01:19:20,839 is when a character sings, you get to see inside of them. 1171 01:19:20,922 --> 01:19:22,215 You get to see their soul. And... 1172 01:19:22,883 --> 01:19:26,303 I think I don't know what I would be like if I didn't grow up with that knowledge, 1173 01:19:26,386 --> 01:19:27,471 and with their love. 1174 01:19:28,138 --> 01:19:29,514 So, this is inspired by them. 1175 01:19:30,390 --> 01:19:31,725 Thank you again for having me. 1176 01:19:31,808 --> 01:19:33,018 This has been so wonderful. 1177 01:19:33,727 --> 01:19:35,187 And this song's called "Run Away." 1178 01:19:46,990 --> 01:19:49,493 ♪ They met at school, that's how it goes ♪ 1179 01:19:49,826 --> 01:19:52,037 ♪ Some drinks and then a rose ♪ 1180 01:19:52,162 --> 01:19:55,207 ♪ Then plans to meet again ♪ 1181 01:19:56,875 --> 01:19:59,669 ♪ He wrote her poems, songs, and prose ♪ 1182 01:19:59,795 --> 01:20:02,214 ♪ She knew that he'd propose ♪ 1183 01:20:02,297 --> 01:20:04,633 ♪ She only wondered when ♪ 1184 01:20:06,510 --> 01:20:09,221 ♪ One night, before they went to bed ♪ 1185 01:20:09,638 --> 01:20:11,848 ♪ He kneeled on both knees ♪ 1186 01:20:12,057 --> 01:20:15,310 ♪ And this is what he said ♪ 1187 01:20:15,977 --> 01:20:19,481 ♪ I may not be wise ♪ 1188 01:20:20,774 --> 01:20:24,861 ♪ And I won't save the day ♪ 1189 01:20:25,195 --> 01:20:28,990 ♪ But look in my eyes ♪ 1190 01:20:30,075 --> 01:20:34,538 ♪ And know I'll always stay ♪ 1191 01:20:34,788 --> 01:20:37,582 ♪ And I won't run away ♪ 1192 01:20:39,793 --> 01:20:44,005 ♪ I won't run away ♪ 1193 01:20:52,556 --> 01:20:55,267 ♪ Some years went by, they had a child ♪ 1194 01:20:55,392 --> 01:20:57,894 ♪ He was funny, strange, and mild ♪ 1195 01:20:57,978 --> 01:21:00,230 ♪ Their love for him ran deep ♪ 1196 01:21:02,357 --> 01:21:05,277 ♪ Some nights His dreams would drive him wild ♪ 1197 01:21:05,360 --> 01:21:07,612 ♪ So into bed, she piled ♪ 1198 01:21:07,821 --> 01:21:10,031 ♪ To help him fall asleep ♪ 1199 01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:14,786 ♪ One night, he couldn't get to bed ♪ 1200 01:21:15,161 --> 01:21:17,581 ♪ So she kneeled on both knees ♪ 1201 01:21:17,998 --> 01:21:20,667 ♪ And this is what she said ♪ 1202 01:21:21,835 --> 01:21:25,046 ♪ I may not be wise ♪ 1203 01:21:26,840 --> 01:21:31,261 ♪ And I won't save the day ♪ 1204 01:21:31,344 --> 01:21:34,723 ♪ But look in my eyes ♪ 1205 01:21:36,057 --> 01:21:40,437 ♪ And know I'll always stay ♪ 1206 01:21:40,770 --> 01:21:43,773 ♪ And I won't run away ♪ 1207 01:21:45,692 --> 01:21:49,821 ♪ I won't run away ♪ 1208 01:21:59,664 --> 01:22:02,375 ♪ You say it's safer on your own ♪ 1209 01:22:02,751 --> 01:22:05,253 ♪ You'd rather sleep alone ♪ 1210 01:22:05,337 --> 01:22:07,547 ♪ Than grow to need me there ♪ 1211 01:22:11,343 --> 01:22:13,762 ♪ But I hope now you can see ♪ 1212 01:22:13,845 --> 01:22:16,389 ♪ What my mom and dad showed me ♪ 1213 01:22:16,598 --> 01:22:19,309 ♪ I'm not going anywhere ♪ 1214 01:22:20,727 --> 01:22:23,855 ♪ I love you more and more each day ♪ 1215 01:22:24,189 --> 01:22:26,524 ♪ To love is not to leave ♪ 1216 01:22:26,608 --> 01:22:29,778 ♪ So hear me when I say ♪ 1217 01:22:30,362 --> 01:22:33,782 ♪ I may not be wise ♪ 1218 01:22:35,033 --> 01:22:39,287 ♪ And I won't save the day ♪ 1219 01:22:39,371 --> 01:22:42,874 ♪ But look in my eyes ♪ 1220 01:22:44,167 --> 01:22:48,171 ♪ And know I'll always stay ♪ 1221 01:22:48,922 --> 01:22:54,344 ♪ And I won't run away ♪ 1222 01:23:08,441 --> 01:23:13,905 ♪ I won't run away ♪ 1223 01:24:46,998 --> 01:24:49,209 ♪ When you are younger ♪ 1224 01:24:49,876 --> 01:24:52,170 ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪ 1225 01:24:52,837 --> 01:24:55,048 ♪ And when you're older ♪ 1226 01:24:55,882 --> 01:24:58,802 ♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪ 1227 01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:00,970 ♪ Don't let your wonder ♪ 1228 01:25:01,679 --> 01:25:03,973 ♪ Turn into closure ♪