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I know you probably
want me to tell Amira...
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Well, are you already planning
for us to not work out?
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I'll recover from the episode,
but it'll never be behind me.
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That's why I was kind of hoping
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that you would let
me come back to emerg.
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While we can't always control the wait,
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we can improve how the
patient experiences it.
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It's just one piece of a larger puzzle
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I'm trying to put together,
and the reason you hired me.
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And also because we knew you'd
approach change deliberately.
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The hospital's been
talking to Roberta Matheson
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and she wants you to admit fault.
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She wants me to admit I'm an abuser.
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I was messed up long before the crash.
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- I'm not gonna live a lie.
- I need a doctor!
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- Okay. I am a doctor.
- No! Get off of me!
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Ah! You want me to use my injury
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- to get some sympathy from Devi.
- Uh, well,
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if you know that, then
why don't you do it?
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What if that woman reacted to me?
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In a discriminatory way?
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That's my school audition song.
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Amira, you forged my signature.
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If I don't get in, none
of this will matter anyway.
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You don't want me to be happy,
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you act like you're doing a good job,
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but they were good parents, you're not.
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Well, you and I disagree.
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We'll talk about it
when I get there, okay?
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Rania was caught off-guard,
but uh, she said that
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I should just let Amira
stay there and calm down.
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Yeah. That sounds like good advice.
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No, I told her to get
Amira's things ready.
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- Bash, I...
- You should go home.
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- I'll call you when I'm done.
- No, Bash, wait, wait.
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Why don't you just... just
play this out for a second?
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What are you gonna do?
You're gonna get there,
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you're gonna drag her out by force?
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- She's my responsibility.
- Yes, and she's safe.
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With someone that you trust and
someone that she's comfortable with.
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She's my family. Are
you really suggesting
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that I just don't do anything
because we had an argument
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about where she should go to school!
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Bash, being a teenage girl is so hard,
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it's like your brain's on fire,
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you feel scared and fierce
and fragile all at once.
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I'm just... I'm suggesting patience.
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You're suggesting I do nothing.
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No. No, not nothing.
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Just... take time.
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Get perspective.
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- One night.
- Two nights.
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And then she comes home.
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(THEME MUSIC)
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And once the patient
receives a hospital ID,
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you can only search for that patient
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using the last six
digits of that number.
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If you type in seven,
the computer's gonna think
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you're looking for labs. Don't do it.
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Speaking of labs...
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Theo, thanks for picking
up that shift today.
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Sure. Uh, not the best time I realize,
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but I'm not going to
apologize to Roberta Matheson
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and go on the record as an abuser.
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If you have an issue
with that, let me know.
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- No photocopying.
- No unpaid overtime.
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And all our breaks are
taken outside emerg.
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- Yeah, sorry, why is that?
- Because normally we get roped
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into work during our breaks.
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By doctors that are still
asking us to do more.
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We're just trying to make
sure we're on the same page
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about the nursing situation.
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To be clear, this is not a union action.
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This is a work-to-rule
initiated by our emerg nurses.
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They'll be performing
strictly contractual duties.
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No treatments that doctors
should be billing for,
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no portering, no cleaning.
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Please know that we are
doing everything that we can
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to address nurses issues
around workflow changes
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and some unexpected
burdens falling their way.
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More like all expected burdens.
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Okay.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Tight spot. I know.
- Yeah.
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I've added temps.
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- Thanks for approving the overages.
- Calling in casuals is not sustainable.
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And with a province-wide shortage,
how many are even emerg nurses?
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- One in four.
- You're still happy you walked into this?
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Okay, but communication scores are up
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in the surveys we've been collecting,
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- and that's with all of these challenges.
- No, no, no,
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- data does not drive change.
- Uh-huh.
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And the contingency
budget dries up next week
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- and money's gotta come from somewhere.
- Understood.
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- If you want the benefit of my experience...
- Of course.
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Stop trying to be a friend to all.
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There is no way that everyone
walks out of this unscathed.
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Hey, what do we got?
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I've got Solomon Morris,
23, found down on Bay Street.
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And I've got Brock
Paulson, nasal fracture
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after passing out behind
the wheel of his car.
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- So, he hit Mr. Morris?
- I hit a tree, on Sherbourne.
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Oh God, I hope I
didn't hit a person too.
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My heart's pounding in my chest.
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BP's stable, but he's tachy...
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We tried radioing in,
but no one answered.
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Word at our station house is
your nurses are on work to rule?
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Was Mr. Morris struck by a vehicule?
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Because those two streets
are nowhere near each other.
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No evidence of trauma,
but we can't rouse him.
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Wait, I'm confused,
which one's more urgent?
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- We picked them up separately.
- Who's going where?
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Claire, are you still
on routing now because...
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It's not complicated, guys. Uh, Theo,
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take trauma, and Mags, recess.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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- (MOANING)
- How much did she drink?
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A few tequilas, but she's
been vomiting bile repeatedly.
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No evidence of gallstones.
X-ray shows distended bowel.
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But that could be from the
adenocarcinoma in her pancreas.
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Have you called her oncologist?
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Zola says her prognosis is three
years at best, even if they resect.
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- She starts treatment next week.
- Then we need to get in there.
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Investigate what's up with the
bowel so she makes it that far.
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- You're thinking laparoscopy?
- Exploratory lap.
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We don't wanna cause any
damage that would delay chemo.
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There is a spot on the board at...
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11:00 PM. I'm happy to stay.
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- (COUGHING)
- Nice one!
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I appreciate the commitment, Dr Hamed,
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but we need to bump someone
before she gets emergent.
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All we found on him
was a driver's license
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- from the state of Oklahoma.
- BP's ninety over seventy now.
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Where are we on that ECG?
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Theo, everyone else is spoken for.
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- You okay to go this alone?
- Depends what we're looking at.
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Can you help me cut here?
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Just so I know, was is this work
action mean for you as an NP?
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That you treat me as an
RN until it's resolved.
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Irma, O-two, and monitor his breathing.
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Hematoma DVT?
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No, it's cold, not warm. Pallor, wooden.
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Can I get a pressure needle?
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Theo, his BP's dropping.
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Injecting saline.
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Eighty millimeters mercury.
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- Acute compartment syndrome.
- Without obvious trauma?
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If we don't relieve the pressure
in his leg, he could lose it.
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He needs an urgent
fasciotomy. Can you help?
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Yes, but nurses' duties only.
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Okay.
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His rate's climbing. 195. He's in SVT.
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Joanie, grab a crash cart just in case.
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- And we need some ice.
- Sorry, Mags, there's no way
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I'm crossing the nurses pickup
line, official or otherwise.
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Oh my God. Well, if you see
a nurse, ice on the way out?
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Excuse me.
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Crazy here today. Sorry to pile on.
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I know. It's really
not your fault, Brock.
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Usually, I just hold my nose,
close my mouth and push out air
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- to slow it down, but I can't now.
- Right.
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People who know vagal
maneuvers like that
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usually have heart problems.
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Mine just races sometimes,
though this might be a record.
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Hmm. Do you smoke or do you
use any recreational drugs?
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Well, as a personal
trainer, I keep it tight.
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Uh, no alcohol, no smoke,
no toxins of any kind.
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Well, something must
have caused you to faint,
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vasovagal syncope can sometimes
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- have underlying...
- I was on my way home from a therapy session
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and feeling... intensely.
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- Yeah, well, physical therapy can be taxing.
- No, the other kind.
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We were really digging
deep today, and it...
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it brought up a lot of emotions.
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(GROANING)
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Hey, give me a sec?
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I need some ice! Hello?!
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Okay, you're gonna sit
up, face dive for me,
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next level vagal maneuver.
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A good three beats. There you go.
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One Mississippi, two Mississippi,
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three Mississippi. Okay,
it's good, you can lay down.
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There you go. Okay, ice his
nose on the way to imaging,
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and we need a detailed echo.
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No, I've been tested before,
there's nothing wrong with my heart.
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We need to make sure. Ten
on ten off with the ice
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while they image and I'll come
and fix your nose once you're back.
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(BEEPING)
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- Where are we on the fentanyl?
- Coming in.
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- Claire, you able to retract?
- I can only hand you instruments.
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- Right.
- I am here to support.
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You tell me what you
need and you'll have it.
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Okay, retracting.
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Fascia's exposed. Scissors, thank you.
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O-two sat's plummeting! Irma, bag!
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- He's not breathing?
- It's not there!
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Why weren't you watching for that?
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His sats were fine on the screen.
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Fentanyl can depress resp rate.
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In trauma, you need to watch the
patient, not just the monitor.
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Hey, guys, if I don't cut soon,
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we're gonna have a
whole other problem here.
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Mm-hmm.
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Okay. Go.
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Okay. This compartment's released.
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I'll do the other side and then,
we'll cover with wet dressings.
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I need surgery? Right now?
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It's the only way to figure
out what's causing the problem.
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I mean, it's obviously my cancer,
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- coupled with bad behavior.
- Say "Ah".
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We're staying positive, remember?
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- Are you two sisters?
- Friends.
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Um, we met in seventh grade.
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- Via dork radar.
- We were the good kids.
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Did our homework. Followed the rules.
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Yeah. When I got my diagnosis,
Riley dropped everything
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and convinced me to say screw
the rules, until treatment starts.
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Last night was a dine and
dash at her ex's restaurant.
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Tonight, we're supposed to
spray paint Zola's letter
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of resignation on her boss's car.
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- Yeah.
- The jerk shorted her sick pay.
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Light felony is less scary than surgery.
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Well, laparoscopy is the
safest kind of surgery.
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The usual rate of complication
is between five to ten percent.
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Statistically, I shouldn't be
dying of cancer at thirty either.
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Maybe if you tell us what to expect?
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- Knowledge is power, right?
- Absolutely.
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So we put several cameras
through small incisions,
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find the obstruction
and see if we can fix it.
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Can you take the mass out too?
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Unfortunately, we have
to deal with this first
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before anyone can take on your pancreas.
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Boss, if you can skinny dip
in a stranger's freezing cold
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pool at 3:00 AM, you can do this.
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Here's a gown for you.
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She does need to get changed now.
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Hey.
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- I love you, Boss.
- I love you too.
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- I'll see you on the other side.
- No, no, Riley, I...
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I'm in love with you.
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I think I always have been.
242
00:10:21,543 --> 00:10:24,615
We said screw rules,
right? I'll see you after?
243
00:10:24,986 --> 00:10:26,298
Yeah.
244
00:10:39,259 --> 00:10:40,693
What's wrong? Are you okay?
245
00:10:40,763 --> 00:10:42,395
Why do you always assume the worst?
246
00:10:42,594 --> 00:10:45,179
Mags, I don't need to be
disassembled mentally right now.
247
00:10:45,192 --> 00:10:46,555
Okay, okay, I was just...
248
00:10:46,670 --> 00:10:49,562
I was thinking that maybe we could
try something different tonight.
249
00:10:49,826 --> 00:10:51,189
How about we have
dinner with friends?
250
00:10:51,199 --> 00:10:53,109
And don't say you're working
because I checked the board,
251
00:10:53,167 --> 00:10:55,541
and everyone can bring food,
252
00:10:55,560 --> 00:10:57,307
and you wouldn't have to do anything.
253
00:10:57,326 --> 00:11:00,306
Just enjoy the company of
others. What do you say?
254
00:11:01,850 --> 00:11:04,237
Bash, it's been four
days since Amira left
255
00:11:04,269 --> 00:11:06,234
and we talked about
getting perspective,
256
00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:08,159
but all you do is work and worry.
257
00:11:10,385 --> 00:11:12,544
I know you'd rather do it yourself,
258
00:11:12,557 --> 00:11:15,642
but that's why we're
in the "you talk, I act"
259
00:11:15,655 --> 00:11:18,867
stage of our relationship.
So, next step?
260
00:11:18,873 --> 00:11:23,129
Scan and run the bowel, look for
obstructions, masses and adhesions.
261
00:11:23,500 --> 00:11:26,534
When I was practicing, I had
trouble orienting the camera.
262
00:11:26,566 --> 00:11:29,363
Remember to pull back the camera
to widen the field of view.
263
00:11:29,401 --> 00:11:32,805
Colon is distended, but
no visible obstructions?
264
00:11:32,825 --> 00:11:35,641
Could be ileus, but why?
265
00:11:35,666 --> 00:11:37,743
Alright, let's get a
look at the pancreas.
266
00:11:39,340 --> 00:11:40,895
Now, the grasper.
267
00:11:44,299 --> 00:11:46,162
Someone said you had a daughter.
268
00:11:46,251 --> 00:11:48,485
You've been pulling a lot of
late nights, how do you manage?
269
00:11:48,498 --> 00:11:49,951
- Amira's my sister.
- Oh.
270
00:11:49,991 --> 00:11:51,314
Uh, she's...
271
00:11:52,107 --> 00:11:54,744
- with a friend who helps out.
- Oh.
272
00:11:55,269 --> 00:11:57,299
My daughters are in university now,
273
00:11:57,313 --> 00:11:59,048
but they'd be the first
to tell you that I didn't
274
00:11:59,066 --> 00:12:01,377
exactly ace that balancing act.
275
00:12:01,659 --> 00:12:02,996
Oh.
276
00:12:03,937 --> 00:12:05,838
Does that look like calcification?
277
00:12:06,273 --> 00:12:08,328
And pseudocysts.
278
00:12:08,635 --> 00:12:11,714
- Which indicates?
- Pancreatitis, not cancer.
279
00:12:11,746 --> 00:12:13,512
That explains the ileus.
280
00:12:14,491 --> 00:12:17,230
This woman has spent the last
month of her life preparing to die.
281
00:12:17,422 --> 00:12:19,822
Well, she won't, at
least, not from cancer.
282
00:12:20,027 --> 00:12:21,908
But let's get a sample to the lab.
283
00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:24,724
If her pancreas has necrotized,
she's not out of the woods.
284
00:12:25,146 --> 00:12:27,182
Lift, lift, lift,
lift. Go back, go back.
285
00:12:27,220 --> 00:12:30,093
That's better. Gotcha.
286
00:12:35,987 --> 00:12:37,498
Hello? Hello? Hey!
287
00:12:37,568 --> 00:12:40,820
Anyone? Uh, I think I need help!
288
00:12:44,558 --> 00:12:46,216
Hey, Brock, you're back from imaging.
289
00:12:46,248 --> 00:12:50,216
Uh, I never went. I'm guessing
that... HR number is my heart.
290
00:12:50,363 --> 00:12:52,996
- Should it be north of 200?
- Yeah, no, tell me how you're feeling?
291
00:12:53,020 --> 00:12:55,464
- Like maybe they forgot about me.
- Okay. lie back down.
292
00:12:55,726 --> 00:12:57,166
(GRUNTS)
293
00:13:01,271 --> 00:13:05,457
Oh, Brock! Arnold!
Adenosine. He's back in SVT.
294
00:13:08,439 --> 00:13:11,301
- It's not stocked. I'll go get some.
- No, no time. We need to cardiovert.
295
00:13:13,968 --> 00:13:15,556
200 J, synchronized.
296
00:13:22,749 --> 00:13:24,478
- Charging.
- Clear.
297
00:13:27,709 --> 00:13:29,936
- Hey, you okay?
- Yeah.
298
00:13:29,968 --> 00:13:31,549
- You with me?
- Yeah.
299
00:13:31,556 --> 00:13:33,489
I asked a casual to
get him to radiology,
300
00:13:33,527 --> 00:13:35,660
if she had done that he
wouldn't have been alone!
301
00:13:36,599 --> 00:13:38,199
Can you help?
302
00:13:38,615 --> 00:13:41,078
Or maybe someone reminded that
nurse that she's not a porter
303
00:13:41,085 --> 00:13:42,819
and moving patients is
not part of her contract.
304
00:13:42,845 --> 00:13:45,002
Which means the porters available
are busy and in short supply.
305
00:13:45,021 --> 00:13:47,356
- And that's part of the problem!
- You know, I would've taken him myself,
306
00:13:47,377 --> 00:13:48,769
but I had to wait for my
own heart to stabilize.
307
00:13:48,807 --> 00:13:50,510
So we have to pick up your slack?
308
00:13:50,694 --> 00:13:52,179
When it affects a patient's well-being,
309
00:13:52,189 --> 00:13:53,571
we do what's necessary, Arnold!
310
00:13:53,622 --> 00:13:55,465
Enough! Both of you!
311
00:13:56,259 --> 00:13:57,467
Sérieusement !
312
00:14:09,953 --> 00:14:12,364
- Oh no. No, no, no.
- No, hey, Solomon, hey, look!
313
00:14:12,396 --> 00:14:13,727
You're in the hospital, it's okay!
314
00:14:13,742 --> 00:14:15,156
We're taking good care of you, no...
315
00:14:15,191 --> 00:14:16,878
Slow down. Alright, look at me.
316
00:14:16,980 --> 00:14:19,419
There is a large surgical
incision on your leg, okay?
317
00:14:19,462 --> 00:14:21,562
- I know it's disorienting.
- What happened?
318
00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:24,468
They found you collapsed on the
street with compartment syndrome.
319
00:14:24,500 --> 00:14:27,156
It means your leg was seconds
away from losing its blood supply.
320
00:14:27,195 --> 00:14:29,102
- I need to leave.
- No, you need to stay.
321
00:14:29,531 --> 00:14:32,084
Okay? At least until
the swelling goes down.
322
00:14:32,616 --> 00:14:34,324
Listen, hey, listen, listen.
323
00:14:35,502 --> 00:14:37,878
Man, I promise, alright?
324
00:14:37,908 --> 00:14:40,168
You can tell me whatever happened.
325
00:14:40,347 --> 00:14:42,983
Okay? I'm required to
keep it confidential.
326
00:14:43,052 --> 00:14:44,404
I'm not a criminal.
327
00:14:44,711 --> 00:14:46,311
I'm a culinary student.
328
00:14:47,079 --> 00:14:50,273
- And I can't pay for this.
- Okay. Um, you're...
329
00:14:50,293 --> 00:14:51,886
you're from out of the country, right?
330
00:14:51,937 --> 00:14:53,716
Alright, then your
tuition covers health-care.
331
00:14:53,722 --> 00:14:55,681
Not if I lose my
scholarship and flunk out.
332
00:14:56,132 --> 00:14:58,999
Look, I have sickle cell anemia.
333
00:14:59,068 --> 00:15:01,607
I kept missing classes, I was
trying to get it under control,
334
00:15:01,620 --> 00:15:03,649
but the meds... the meds are expensive.
335
00:15:03,707 --> 00:15:06,401
Compartment syndrome can be
a complication of sickling.
336
00:15:06,465 --> 00:15:08,238
If you knew you had to manage this,
337
00:15:08,327 --> 00:15:10,625
can I ask why you didn't
pick a school closer to home?
338
00:15:10,846 --> 00:15:12,507
No insurance at home either.
339
00:15:13,827 --> 00:15:15,471
I thought I'd take a swing, you know?
340
00:15:15,926 --> 00:15:17,247
But now you've cut me open,
341
00:15:17,278 --> 00:15:19,664
and I'm gonna get a bill
I won't be able to pay.
342
00:15:19,843 --> 00:15:23,223
Look, there is a very serious
risk of you getting an infection
343
00:15:23,239 --> 00:15:24,744
if you leave here, Solomon.
344
00:15:24,775 --> 00:15:26,101
We don't charge by the hour, okay?
345
00:15:26,132 --> 00:15:27,442
So just... just sit tight.
346
00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,115
We can figure this out.
347
00:15:30,489 --> 00:15:32,285
What do you mean I
don't have cancer?
348
00:15:32,347 --> 00:15:35,968
Your diagnosis has a very
real but small margin of error.
349
00:15:36,037 --> 00:15:39,038
Symptoms very closely mimic
autoimmune pancreatitis.
350
00:15:39,107 --> 00:15:40,304
But I've been so sick.
351
00:15:40,329 --> 00:15:43,059
Pancreatitis can cause extreme
pain and make you very ill,
352
00:15:43,074 --> 00:15:45,414
but we've got you on
fluids and antibiotics.
353
00:15:46,218 --> 00:15:47,585
But this means she's gonna live?
354
00:15:47,872 --> 00:15:49,270
This is great news!
355
00:15:49,464 --> 00:15:51,728
All the things we did
were for no reason?
356
00:15:52,531 --> 00:15:54,418
Boss, it's okay, you got swept up...
357
00:15:55,288 --> 00:15:58,193
What if I was holding
onto that for a long time?
358
00:15:58,859 --> 00:16:00,753
Then I don't know what
you want me to say.
359
00:16:00,773 --> 00:16:02,475
You can talk to me about it.
360
00:16:06,100 --> 00:16:08,823
- Or you can go.
- That's not fair.
361
00:16:08,906 --> 00:16:10,839
I've been here supporting you, and now,
362
00:16:10,897 --> 00:16:12,919
- I have to justify how I care about you?
- No, you've been here because
363
00:16:12,941 --> 00:16:15,171
it worked out for you,
your marriage ended,
364
00:16:15,197 --> 00:16:17,641
and you were freaked out
about your own future.
365
00:16:17,846 --> 00:16:19,843
Look, our concern right now
366
00:16:19,855 --> 00:16:21,871
is whether your pancreas is necrotizing.
367
00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,810
Which means if parts of it are dying.
368
00:16:23,931 --> 00:16:26,274
Now we've sent samples over to our lab,
369
00:16:26,312 --> 00:16:27,893
and we'll be repeating
a CT in the morning.
370
00:16:27,938 --> 00:16:29,487
Zola needs to rest right now.
371
00:16:29,513 --> 00:16:31,516
- So, Riley, maybe you should come back later.
- No.
372
00:16:31,913 --> 00:16:33,340
She should go.
373
00:16:40,342 --> 00:16:43,004
(SCOFFS) What now?
374
00:16:43,938 --> 00:16:45,270
Just uh,
375
00:16:45,577 --> 00:16:47,810
try to get as much rest as you can.
376
00:16:50,812 --> 00:16:52,444
Okay. Here you go.
377
00:16:52,482 --> 00:16:54,331
Uh... can we skip whatever that is?
378
00:16:54,363 --> 00:16:55,874
I tend to react to medication.
379
00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:57,839
Yeah. It's just a mild analgesic.
380
00:16:57,985 --> 00:16:59,849
I mean, we can, but
unless you're allergic,
381
00:16:59,868 --> 00:17:01,820
- you're gonna want the freezing.
- Um,
382
00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:03,542
- alright.
- Yeah? Okay.
383
00:17:04,131 --> 00:17:05,334
Here you go.
384
00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:08,438
One, two, three.
385
00:17:09,168 --> 00:17:11,101
Your heart imaging came back normal
386
00:17:11,113 --> 00:17:14,241
- which doesn't explain the arrhythmia.
- I told you it would be...
387
00:17:14,785 --> 00:17:16,648
Okay, this is gonna be uncomfortable.
388
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:19,803
- I'll do it quickly.
- (GRUNTS)
389
00:17:20,424 --> 00:17:21,447
Alright. Ready?
390
00:17:21,479 --> 00:17:23,131
- Yep.
- One, two, three...
391
00:17:23,156 --> 00:17:25,287
- (GRUNTS)
- Here you go. Okay.
392
00:17:25,403 --> 00:17:26,721
Doing great, doing great.
393
00:17:26,779 --> 00:17:28,654
- (GRUNTS)
- You're doing great.
394
00:17:29,365 --> 00:17:32,110
Okay. So this will keep the bone aligned
395
00:17:32,129 --> 00:17:34,209
and we can take it out in about a week.
396
00:17:36,355 --> 00:17:39,439
It is burning? Or is
it... uncomfortable?
397
00:17:39,624 --> 00:17:41,263
- Well...
- Let me see.
398
00:17:41,896 --> 00:17:43,560
Okay, you have hives now.
399
00:17:43,605 --> 00:17:45,064
Are you sure you're not allergic?
400
00:17:45,116 --> 00:17:47,708
They'll go away as quickly as they can.
401
00:17:49,084 --> 00:17:52,271
I normally try to avoid
telling people this but,
402
00:17:52,834 --> 00:17:54,523
I'm an HSP.
403
00:17:54,728 --> 00:17:56,533
Highly sensitive person.
404
00:17:56,742 --> 00:17:59,151
I fainted because I was spent
emotionally from therapy.
405
00:17:59,210 --> 00:18:00,924
The stress from the
crash made my heart race
406
00:18:00,969 --> 00:18:02,645
and I thought I'd been
forgotten so I panicked.
407
00:18:03,401 --> 00:18:06,159
My body plays by its own rules.
408
00:18:06,217 --> 00:18:08,975
And when I explain this to
doctors, they look at me...
409
00:18:10,018 --> 00:18:11,836
well, like you are now.
410
00:18:12,047 --> 00:18:14,178
No... I mean, there
is literature on people
411
00:18:14,210 --> 00:18:15,445
who feel feelings more deeply,
412
00:18:15,464 --> 00:18:17,333
but there's no data
connecting it to SVT.
413
00:18:17,384 --> 00:18:19,874
No, my thing's like,
the opposite of science.
414
00:18:20,373 --> 00:18:22,684
I mean, there's no medical cause
for what happened to me today
415
00:18:22,733 --> 00:18:24,905
other than being a more fragile person.
416
00:18:26,471 --> 00:18:27,803
Mm.
417
00:18:27,970 --> 00:18:29,307
You're not convinced.
418
00:18:29,646 --> 00:18:31,816
Even though your test shows nothing.
419
00:18:31,873 --> 00:18:34,869
No, I still would like to sign you
for a test called electrophysiology,
420
00:18:34,894 --> 00:18:36,046
it'd be a bit more invasive,
421
00:18:36,065 --> 00:18:37,941
but at least we can rule
out anything serious.
422
00:18:37,992 --> 00:18:39,758
Well, how invasive?
Because I'm telling you,
423
00:18:39,771 --> 00:18:41,441
there's nothing medically wrong with me.
424
00:18:41,537 --> 00:18:43,771
But Brock, your heart
was beating so fast
425
00:18:43,784 --> 00:18:45,115
that we had to shock you.
426
00:18:45,262 --> 00:18:46,638
We need to make sure.
427
00:18:48,347 --> 00:18:50,024
Then if it is something serious?
428
00:18:51,061 --> 00:18:52,591
Well, then we try to fix it.
429
00:18:53,063 --> 00:18:55,086
And you don't have to
feel fragile anymore.
430
00:18:56,066 --> 00:18:57,851
Ah, hopefully not much longer.
431
00:18:57,902 --> 00:18:59,732
Claire! The guy in A, Mr. Morris...
432
00:18:59,769 --> 00:19:01,863
What is it, Nancy? I've got
four places I need to be.
433
00:19:01,927 --> 00:19:03,494
The fasciotomy patient
needs to get admitted
434
00:19:03,526 --> 00:19:05,433
- and his infusion is almost done.
- Yes so check the chart orders.
435
00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:06,694
They're not there. And
I know I'm not supposed
436
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,742
- to chase down doctors right now.
- I'll handle it.
437
00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:12,346
Theo, why didn't you
admit Solomon Morris?
438
00:19:13,275 --> 00:19:16,578
Um, he is a sickler with no insurance.
439
00:19:16,597 --> 00:19:18,940
So if I waive my fee on the fasciotomy
440
00:19:18,989 --> 00:19:21,055
and we keep him in emerg, he
won't get billed for a room.
441
00:19:21,124 --> 00:19:23,208
Great, so you get to
magnanimously waive your fee,
442
00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:25,538
while my team does all the
monitoring and the treatments?
443
00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:28,295
I'm trying to help someone in
a desperate situation, Claire.
444
00:19:28,321 --> 00:19:30,644
And we're trying to make sure
every other patient's looked after.
445
00:19:30,667 --> 00:19:33,556
Are you? Or are you more
concerned about your work stoppage?
446
00:19:33,607 --> 00:19:35,944
Look, I know it's been
a little bumpy, but
447
00:19:35,995 --> 00:19:39,003
do you really not see the value of
what Dr Devi's trying to do here?
448
00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:41,409
Do you not see how hypocritical that is?
449
00:19:41,576 --> 00:19:43,689
All the labor in her plan fell on us
450
00:19:43,728 --> 00:19:45,814
and you are doing the same
thing right now with Solomon.
451
00:19:45,866 --> 00:19:47,843
Fine. Then I will monitor him myself.
452
00:19:47,862 --> 00:19:49,705
You're gonna check his
fluids every 20 minutes?
453
00:19:49,724 --> 00:19:52,944
Change the bedpan? And what happens
if a trauma comes in and you can't?
454
00:19:52,988 --> 00:19:54,691
Who do you think wears that?
455
00:19:56,124 --> 00:19:59,094
Write your instructions on his
chart, and leave it with me.
456
00:20:01,564 --> 00:20:03,952
No, it's a question of resources.
457
00:20:04,874 --> 00:20:06,899
We're looking into it today.
458
00:20:08,170 --> 00:20:10,166
I'm waiting to hear back on that.
459
00:20:10,634 --> 00:20:11,894
Okay, bye.
460
00:20:13,168 --> 00:20:15,805
That was extremely unprofessional of me
461
00:20:15,824 --> 00:20:17,866
to lose my cool like that
in front of my patient.
462
00:20:18,038 --> 00:20:19,830
- Agreed.
- He's stable.
463
00:20:19,907 --> 00:20:22,461
Um, I think. He says the
cause of his heart event
464
00:20:22,506 --> 00:20:24,016
is that he's a highly sensitive person,
465
00:20:24,042 --> 00:20:26,198
but I still want him to
go for electrophysiology.
466
00:20:26,659 --> 00:20:29,053
I have a cousin who's an HSP.
467
00:20:29,232 --> 00:20:30,422
He's an artist.
468
00:20:30,832 --> 00:20:32,305
Some people feel more deeply,
469
00:20:32,349 --> 00:20:34,225
but their bodies pay
for it in either ways.
470
00:20:34,577 --> 00:20:36,196
So you think it's a real thing.
471
00:20:36,264 --> 00:20:38,998
They say Einstein was one
and he was frequently ill.
472
00:20:39,171 --> 00:20:41,392
But I mean, definitely
get your guy checked out.
473
00:20:41,402 --> 00:20:43,900
And it wasn't just
about Brock with Arnold.
474
00:20:45,423 --> 00:20:48,661
My own heart rate spiked
and I needed to get it down.
475
00:20:49,295 --> 00:20:50,684
Are you feeling better?
476
00:20:51,464 --> 00:20:53,654
Yeah, and I didn't mean
to say that to pile on
477
00:20:53,681 --> 00:20:56,496
and I wasn't disregarding your
instructions, I've got your back.
478
00:20:56,688 --> 00:20:59,158
I could swing a physician's
assistant for the day.
479
00:20:59,203 --> 00:21:01,718
No, thanks, but I'm sure
you've got other places
480
00:21:01,737 --> 00:21:04,086
that need support. But
thank you. Appreciate it.
481
00:21:05,993 --> 00:21:09,084
Actually, I read this article,
482
00:21:09,130 --> 00:21:13,148
about 500 doctors in
Quebec that rejected raises
483
00:21:13,167 --> 00:21:15,334
in a bid to divert money toward nurses.
484
00:21:15,625 --> 00:21:18,493
I'm pretty sure that staff
here would feel the same way.
485
00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:22,410
Let me see what else I can dig up
before we resort to crowdsourcing.
486
00:21:22,513 --> 00:21:24,215
- Okay.
- Okay.
487
00:21:27,147 --> 00:21:30,174
Hello? Guys? (DOOR CLOSING)
488
00:21:32,286 --> 00:21:35,511
June? I was just finishing my prayers.
489
00:21:35,756 --> 00:21:38,007
Uh... I'm early.
490
00:21:38,315 --> 00:21:40,977
Mags said 6:30, uh, I
can run some errands.
491
00:21:40,994 --> 00:21:43,115
- No, no, don't be ridiculous.
She's still on shift.
492
00:21:43,179 --> 00:21:46,986
Uh, fridge? Alright. Should I take that?
493
00:21:48,439 --> 00:21:52,451
Uh, you know, Singh let
me jump in on a lab today.
494
00:21:52,496 --> 00:21:54,205
He did not let me operate Hal.
495
00:21:54,218 --> 00:21:57,981
Uh, that could take years,
so don't worry about it.
496
00:22:02,048 --> 00:22:04,048
Well, he did ask me about Amira.
497
00:22:04,383 --> 00:22:07,101
Just uh, how we balance and all that.
498
00:22:07,242 --> 00:22:10,141
He started talking about his daughters.
499
00:22:11,415 --> 00:22:13,238
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.
500
00:22:15,139 --> 00:22:16,413
These are good.
501
00:22:17,258 --> 00:22:18,562
You make yourself at home.
502
00:22:27,171 --> 00:22:29,904
The aromatics add like a
whole other layer to this.
503
00:22:29,930 --> 00:22:31,402
It's... it's amazing, just trust me.
504
00:22:31,434 --> 00:22:33,738
Dammit! How are you so fast?
505
00:22:33,912 --> 00:22:35,562
We want to choose toppings.
506
00:22:35,581 --> 00:22:38,589
You know, technically, manaeesh
is a breakfast flatbread,
507
00:22:38,616 --> 00:22:40,208
- but...
- Move, move, move! Ah!
508
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:42,359
Okay. I'll just plate it then.
509
00:22:42,398 --> 00:22:44,792
So, seriously no other
takers of what will easily be
510
00:22:44,824 --> 00:22:46,686
the best gin martini they've ever had?
511
00:22:48,817 --> 00:22:51,064
Why don't I just go help Bash.
512
00:22:52,097 --> 00:22:53,790
How's that going? Your health stuff?
513
00:22:53,874 --> 00:22:55,870
(SIGHING) It's messy.
514
00:22:55,902 --> 00:22:57,515
I mean, you can't really
stop saving someone's life
515
00:22:57,528 --> 00:22:59,121
because your heart rate spikes.
516
00:22:59,557 --> 00:23:02,015
You know, people telegraph
support, but the truth is
517
00:23:02,041 --> 00:23:05,030
I'm just a burden, and
accepting those limitations
518
00:23:05,075 --> 00:23:06,777
and that everybody else
knows about them... yep.
519
00:23:06,835 --> 00:23:08,710
- (GRUNTS)
- You know...
520
00:23:08,723 --> 00:23:10,707
most people just say "fine".
521
00:23:10,726 --> 00:23:12,198
Boom! You're done.
522
00:23:12,877 --> 00:23:14,458
It's exactly because of that attitude
523
00:23:14,470 --> 00:23:16,730
that there are no systems
in place for someone like me.
524
00:23:17,247 --> 00:23:18,745
Uh, I was kidding.
525
00:23:18,809 --> 00:23:20,659
But if you wish to risk arrhythmia,
526
00:23:20,671 --> 00:23:22,220
I'd be happy to give you
the best two out of three.
527
00:23:22,816 --> 00:23:24,326
Oh, you're on.
528
00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:29,397
Okay, so everybody tells a story
from the age that they roll.
529
00:23:29,466 --> 00:23:31,423
- And then we go eat.
- Pass.
530
00:23:31,455 --> 00:23:33,522
- I love these games.
- You love these games.
531
00:23:33,536 --> 00:23:35,723
Can you please explain to them
why this is not a good idea?
532
00:23:35,739 --> 00:23:38,341
The sooner we play, the sooner we eat.
533
00:23:38,373 --> 00:23:41,081
- You serious right now?
- Roll the dice!
534
00:23:41,100 --> 00:23:43,980
(ALL): Roll the dice! Roll the dice!
535
00:23:44,044 --> 00:23:45,983
- Roll the dice!
- Alright, just stop.
536
00:23:46,066 --> 00:23:47,480
(LAUGHING)
537
00:23:47,487 --> 00:23:50,073
Oh, there we go! That's the spirit!
538
00:23:55,404 --> 00:23:57,424
- Woo!
- Nine.
539
00:23:58,694 --> 00:24:01,369
So, when I was nine, there were
these woods outside my school,
540
00:24:01,397 --> 00:24:04,416
and I would go out back, burying
myself in leaves and sticks,
541
00:24:04,433 --> 00:24:06,643
and just wait stealth mode for
someone to come and find me,
542
00:24:06,669 --> 00:24:09,600
but no one ever came so I was like
playing hide and go seek by myself.
543
00:24:11,955 --> 00:24:14,553
- Oh.
- June, that's like the saddest story
544
00:24:14,553 --> 00:24:17,134
- I've ever heard in my life.
- No, it was funny...
545
00:24:18,213 --> 00:24:19,604
It was hide and seek...
546
00:24:20,282 --> 00:24:22,037
Okay, whatever, you guys weren't there.
547
00:24:22,773 --> 00:24:25,013
Well, when I was nine, I
pooped in a kitty litter box
548
00:24:25,026 --> 00:24:26,677
and blamed it on the dog.
549
00:24:28,323 --> 00:24:30,371
- (LAUGHING)
- It's disgusting.
550
00:24:31,427 --> 00:24:33,111
Still glad you invited me?
551
00:24:33,528 --> 00:24:35,377
(LAUGHING)
552
00:24:40,382 --> 00:24:41,662
Why are you here so late?
553
00:24:41,662 --> 00:24:43,953
- Contractual hours only, remember?
- We're off the clock.
554
00:24:44,145 --> 00:24:46,026
Look, taking breaks on schedule
555
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,369
and not doing unpaid work is one thing.
556
00:24:48,401 --> 00:24:50,289
I know today was rough.
557
00:24:50,444 --> 00:24:53,956
I don't get my tired ass out of bed
every morning for the garbage pay.
558
00:24:54,148 --> 00:24:56,612
- I do it for the patients.
- Are people getting hurt because of us?
559
00:24:57,148 --> 00:24:59,084
Guys, you can't crack on me.
560
00:24:59,406 --> 00:25:02,318
How can you not care about
what we're saying, Claire?
561
00:25:02,622 --> 00:25:04,828
I was accused of that today by a doctor.
562
00:25:04,911 --> 00:25:06,607
I didn't expect it from you.
563
00:25:06,927 --> 00:25:09,161
You asked me to fight and I fought.
564
00:25:09,192 --> 00:25:12,412
We have leverage now, if
we back down we lose it.
565
00:25:18,018 --> 00:25:20,137
Devi was okay with you not apologizing?
566
00:25:20,290 --> 00:25:21,775
Not really, but uh...
567
00:25:21,833 --> 00:25:24,195
- feel like my job is pretty safe.
- Not worried?
568
00:25:24,361 --> 00:25:28,764
Uh no, standing on principle is
gonna be a risk, but uh, weirdly no.
569
00:25:29,115 --> 00:25:30,448
Why, should I be?
570
00:25:30,850 --> 00:25:34,485
I mean... sounds like your
safety net is airtight.
571
00:25:35,842 --> 00:25:38,095
- I'm a privileged ass.
- You said it, not me.
572
00:25:38,114 --> 00:25:40,456
You know, we'd only
really need a third of ED
573
00:25:40,488 --> 00:25:41,901
giving a small percentage of the wages.
574
00:25:41,937 --> 00:25:43,345
Mags, that's not gonna be an easy sell.
575
00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:45,311
- No, I know, but...
- Who's selling what?
576
00:25:45,598 --> 00:25:47,588
No, I'm just running
an informal poll to see
577
00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:49,391
who'd be willing to subsidize
another full-time nurse
578
00:25:49,423 --> 00:25:51,420
- or at least cover the overtime.
- I'm all for it.
579
00:25:51,465 --> 00:25:53,122
And not just 'cause
I'm a privileged ass.
580
00:25:53,180 --> 00:25:55,009
Well then, that's a
slippery slope, isn't it?
581
00:25:55,024 --> 00:25:57,293
Asking individuals to solve
an institutional problem?
582
00:25:57,309 --> 00:25:59,812
Yeah, no, maybe, but since
I'm like directly contributing
583
00:25:59,853 --> 00:26:01,558
to the burden of the nurses,
I don't have the luxury
584
00:26:01,584 --> 00:26:02,761
of waiting for the institution.
585
00:26:02,910 --> 00:26:05,009
You know, I wanna know what
Devi thinks about all this.
586
00:26:05,705 --> 00:26:06,796
Since when?
587
00:26:06,801 --> 00:26:08,766
Since when? Since Novak
asked me to make her an ally
588
00:26:08,777 --> 00:26:10,000
for the sake of Trauma OR?
589
00:26:10,046 --> 00:26:11,997
- Why would he do that?
- Because he's Novak
590
00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:13,594
and he's a mid-level misogynist.
591
00:26:13,626 --> 00:26:15,638
- Low-level... misogynist.
- Mid-level.
592
00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:17,742
Anyways, he cares about the
work that we're doing down there.
593
00:26:17,768 --> 00:26:20,502
Is that really necessary? I mean,
our work should speak for itself.
594
00:26:20,666 --> 00:26:22,601
Easy for you to say. You've
done what, two procedures
595
00:26:22,642 --> 00:26:24,802
with Singh and he's out here
telling you his life story.
596
00:26:24,817 --> 00:26:26,066
Singh, really? What did he say?
597
00:26:26,102 --> 00:26:28,324
- He mentioned his daughters.
- He had daughters?
598
00:26:28,335 --> 00:26:30,265
- It's not a big deal.
- Seriously?
599
00:26:30,290 --> 00:26:31,841
I was his resident for three years.
600
00:26:31,877 --> 00:26:34,028
I bet you I can go in there
do a Whipple blindfolded
601
00:26:34,045 --> 00:26:35,109
and he'd end up taking you for dinner.
602
00:26:35,145 --> 00:26:37,253
Okay, okay, but that's
probably more like
603
00:26:37,258 --> 00:26:38,416
a father-to-father thing.
604
00:26:38,446 --> 00:26:40,033
- Bash has Amira.
- June has Shay.
605
00:26:40,044 --> 00:26:41,446
And has June talked to Singh about Shay?
606
00:26:41,477 --> 00:26:42,706
No, no, that is not the point.
607
00:26:42,716 --> 00:26:44,810
The point is that men
just feel more comfortable
608
00:26:44,850 --> 00:26:46,668
talking to other men and
that's just a subtle way
609
00:26:46,704 --> 00:26:47,969
that we get edged out.
610
00:26:50,007 --> 00:26:51,456
You're doing it right now.
611
00:26:51,476 --> 00:26:53,227
- (LAUGHING)
- Okay, speaking of father,
612
00:26:53,232 --> 00:26:55,623
how have you been
since Amira's been gone?
613
00:26:56,007 --> 00:26:58,600
Other than torturing himself endlessly?
614
00:26:59,703 --> 00:27:02,786
Um, she said she's not
ready to be around me yet.
615
00:27:02,797 --> 00:27:05,574
And uh, part of me thinks
I should just give in.
616
00:27:05,602 --> 00:27:07,425
Oh then, she'll know
she can hold you hostage
617
00:27:07,471 --> 00:27:10,287
- and get whatever she wants.
- Even though she has a point?
618
00:27:10,364 --> 00:27:12,047
Anyone wants more wine?
619
00:27:12,066 --> 00:27:14,127
You know, you could use this
opportunity to reset things.
620
00:27:14,134 --> 00:27:15,158
And when she is ready to talk,
621
00:27:15,164 --> 00:27:16,736
you'd have somewhere to go with her.
622
00:27:32,756 --> 00:27:34,902
Bash, I was... I was
just trying to help.
623
00:27:35,428 --> 00:27:37,210
I know how... how hard it's been.
624
00:27:38,060 --> 00:27:40,477
You have no idea what
it's been like for us.
625
00:27:40,922 --> 00:27:41,997
Okay?
626
00:27:43,779 --> 00:27:45,975
I could fix this with some super glue.
627
00:27:52,644 --> 00:27:54,436
I shoudn't have lost my temper.
628
00:27:54,471 --> 00:27:57,712
You're allowed to be upset when
something you care about breaks.
629
00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:01,542
You seem better.
630
00:28:02,141 --> 00:28:04,102
With the distance from the crash,
631
00:28:04,235 --> 00:28:06,421
and I know it's been a journey
since your marriage, uh...
632
00:28:06,508 --> 00:28:08,131
Broke. (CHUCKLING)
633
00:28:08,553 --> 00:28:11,453
Eh, I mean it's hard to have
perspective when you're in it, but
634
00:28:12,052 --> 00:28:13,860
the girls and I are finding a rhythm.
635
00:28:14,295 --> 00:28:17,669
It's nice to feel like
I can see the other side.
636
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:20,013
- Any idea what's there?
- (CHUCKLING)
637
00:28:22,624 --> 00:28:25,077
You know, when I met you, I was like...
638
00:28:25,241 --> 00:28:28,047
I was just a passenger in my own life.
639
00:28:28,927 --> 00:28:30,213
And then you...
640
00:28:30,996 --> 00:28:32,501
You had no safety net,
641
00:28:32,521 --> 00:28:35,496
and just so unafraid of
doing what you believed in.
642
00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:39,249
- I just... I just have more practice, Theo.
- Oh, don't deflect man.
643
00:28:39,601 --> 00:28:42,359
Or do, if you have to. (CHUCKLING)
644
00:28:46,576 --> 00:28:47,818
It's just...
645
00:28:49,085 --> 00:28:50,730
My life is better with you in it.
646
00:28:52,778 --> 00:28:54,244
And she's gonna come back.
647
00:28:54,609 --> 00:28:55,953
You'll see.
648
00:28:57,873 --> 00:29:01,578
So, are things okay with Bash?
649
00:29:02,570 --> 00:29:04,266
Is that another one of those questions
650
00:29:04,279 --> 00:29:05,840
where I'm just supposed to say "fine"?
651
00:29:06,608 --> 00:29:08,458
And I'm very well aware
that you think I should mind
652
00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:10,070
my own business with him and Amira.
653
00:29:10,102 --> 00:29:13,623
You know, it's weird. My baking
skills, Michelin-star level.
654
00:29:13,642 --> 00:29:16,746
My relationship skills have
not been getting great reviews.
655
00:29:17,219 --> 00:29:19,037
So are you gonna let
me scrub in on those,
656
00:29:19,063 --> 00:29:21,641
or do I have to cozy up
and make you an ally first?
657
00:29:21,673 --> 00:29:23,773
That depends, is that a dig
about the whole Devi thing?
658
00:29:23,798 --> 00:29:25,162
Because you know you're
the one who keeps telling me
659
00:29:25,181 --> 00:29:27,345
- to make connections.
- It just seems like such
660
00:29:27,389 --> 00:29:29,648
a cynical reaction to what
you said before about Singh.
661
00:29:29,661 --> 00:29:31,715
I'm being strategic, Mags.
662
00:29:32,176 --> 00:29:34,479
Look, she already told me
she's rethinking Trauma OR.
663
00:29:34,486 --> 00:29:36,086
And don't act like you're
not doing the same thing.
664
00:29:36,092 --> 00:29:37,180
- No, I'm...
- Yeah, no.
665
00:29:37,219 --> 00:29:39,183
You're supporting her
for your own benefit.
666
00:29:39,221 --> 00:29:41,858
I believe in her. I'm trying
to build something real.
667
00:29:41,864 --> 00:29:43,918
Oh, I'm sorry that I
can't just strip naked
668
00:29:43,931 --> 00:29:45,582
and bare my soul, Mags, alright?
669
00:29:45,595 --> 00:29:47,176
- I'm built different.
- Fine.
670
00:29:47,195 --> 00:29:48,423
But you're not that little girl
671
00:29:48,455 --> 00:29:50,785
burying herself in
leaves anymore either.
672
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:52,628
People are looking for you, June.
673
00:29:52,679 --> 00:29:54,222
You need to stop with that, alright?
674
00:29:54,260 --> 00:29:56,007
Just forget that I said that. Ah!
675
00:29:58,900 --> 00:30:00,583
(MOANING)
676
00:30:00,692 --> 00:30:01,927
Here.
677
00:30:10,401 --> 00:30:11,911
- Thanks, guys.
- Thanks, Mags.
678
00:30:11,956 --> 00:30:13,729
- Thanks for coming. Good night.
- See you tomorrow.
679
00:30:13,825 --> 00:30:15,483
(DOOR CLOSING)
680
00:30:21,849 --> 00:30:24,064
I know we're going to
talk about it, so let's go.
681
00:30:25,513 --> 00:30:27,238
Please, Mags, drag it out of me.
682
00:30:27,269 --> 00:30:28,857
Okay. If you don't want to, that's fine.
683
00:30:28,883 --> 00:30:30,091
Good.
684
00:30:32,059 --> 00:30:33,797
How am I supposed to know
what you've been through
685
00:30:33,797 --> 00:30:35,549
if you keep walling
off parts of yourself?
686
00:30:35,570 --> 00:30:38,391
You know, people keep saying
that, you, Rania, Amira,
687
00:30:38,412 --> 00:30:40,111
why can't people just
let me be who I am?
688
00:30:40,136 --> 00:30:41,583
I don't know, I can't
speak for those two,
689
00:30:41,634 --> 00:30:43,247
but I know that if
I'm in a relationship,
690
00:30:43,279 --> 00:30:45,596
I need to be let in. I need intimacy.
691
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:48,059
- We have that. I thought we did.
- Clearly, if I'm bringing it up.
692
00:30:48,084 --> 00:30:49,915
And what do you mean,
"you can't speak for them"?
693
00:30:49,921 --> 00:30:51,815
All you do is speak for other people.
694
00:30:51,860 --> 00:30:54,049
What's it like, Mags,
always knowing exactly
695
00:30:54,087 --> 00:30:56,026
- what people are afraid of?
- It's terrible!
696
00:30:58,439 --> 00:31:01,556
I think you're so afraid that
there isn't a place for you
697
00:31:01,633 --> 00:31:04,065
that you can't help prove
how essential you are.
698
00:31:04,491 --> 00:31:05,664
I hate...
699
00:31:06,042 --> 00:31:08,748
needing something from you
that you don't wanna give me.
700
00:31:09,344 --> 00:31:12,538
And you've barely touched
me since my heart...
701
00:31:12,576 --> 00:31:13,875
Okay, so we're talking about sex,
702
00:31:13,907 --> 00:31:17,408
- I'm not talking...
- No, intimacy! I'm talking about real intimacy!
703
00:31:17,479 --> 00:31:19,770
But for you doesn't that
just mean like fixing me?
704
00:31:19,789 --> 00:31:22,713
Like I'm some kind of medical
mystery that you get off on solving?
705
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,452
Bashir, are you suggesting
that I'm attracted to your pain?
706
00:31:25,503 --> 00:31:28,460
- Is that what you're saying?
- Tell me I'm wrong.
707
00:31:30,716 --> 00:31:33,356
I think you would know who
you are without your pain.
708
00:31:33,427 --> 00:31:35,494
I think you... you cling to it.
709
00:31:35,564 --> 00:31:37,542
And you keep it shrouded
in mystery because
710
00:31:37,568 --> 00:31:40,416
you know it draws me in
and because you want me
711
00:31:40,435 --> 00:31:42,022
to come digging for it.
712
00:31:42,278 --> 00:31:44,256
How long have you been
waiting to say that?
713
00:31:44,333 --> 00:31:46,272
You tell me I'm wrong.
714
00:32:02,841 --> 00:32:04,976
- Clear a path, please!
- (GRUNTS)
715
00:32:05,641 --> 00:32:07,772
- Solomon!
- (BREATHING HEAVILY)
716
00:32:08,342 --> 00:32:10,045
What are you doing out here?
717
00:32:10,077 --> 00:32:11,997
- I'm gonna get some help.
- No, no, no!
718
00:32:12,050 --> 00:32:14,409
- No one else from the hospital!
- Can you give him some space?
719
00:32:15,574 --> 00:32:17,123
You should still be in your bed.
720
00:32:17,148 --> 00:32:19,107
At like 4:00 AM, some
new doctor came in,
721
00:32:19,158 --> 00:32:20,809
and told the nurse they had to admit me.
722
00:32:20,873 --> 00:32:22,448
Which means I'd be getting billed.
723
00:32:22,524 --> 00:32:24,239
When they weren't looking,
I left and I figured
724
00:32:24,246 --> 00:32:26,991
I'd recover at home, but when
the painkillers wore off...
725
00:32:27,068 --> 00:32:28,477
You had to come back.
726
00:32:28,668 --> 00:32:31,856
Only now, triage said I had to
pay upfront unless I'm critical.
727
00:32:32,368 --> 00:32:34,051
I was gonna start over at another ER,
728
00:32:34,064 --> 00:32:35,203
but when I tried to stand up again...
729
00:32:35,228 --> 00:32:37,136
Look, you're anemic from
the sickling, alright?
730
00:32:37,176 --> 00:32:40,693
- You need blood transfusions, pain meds...
- I know! I know!
731
00:32:41,013 --> 00:32:42,633
What am I supposed to do?
732
00:32:48,277 --> 00:32:50,306
Riley. You're not supposed to be here.
733
00:32:50,319 --> 00:32:52,026
I lied to a nurse and
said I was her sister.
734
00:32:52,046 --> 00:32:53,285
She's so much worse.
735
00:32:53,377 --> 00:32:55,859
They're saying her pancreas
is necrotic and she's septic.
736
00:32:55,928 --> 00:32:57,806
And choices will have to be made?
737
00:32:57,838 --> 00:32:59,976
Is there any way we can
contact her immediate family?
738
00:33:00,015 --> 00:33:02,134
Her mom's gone, her
dad's in assisted living
739
00:33:02,134 --> 00:33:04,245
and he's not in a
position to make decisions.
740
00:33:04,264 --> 00:33:06,254
- Who does that fall on?
- Her doctors.
741
00:33:06,318 --> 00:33:08,916
We do the best we can to make
informed decisions on her behalf.
742
00:33:08,940 --> 00:33:11,208
She would do everything
she could to fight this.
743
00:33:11,803 --> 00:33:13,441
I knew how she felt.
744
00:33:14,299 --> 00:33:16,187
I maybe even liked knowing it.
745
00:33:16,597 --> 00:33:19,708
I do love her, just... not
in the way she wants me to.
746
00:33:20,111 --> 00:33:22,331
I'm sorry, but you're not family.
747
00:33:22,357 --> 00:33:23,829
Except I am!
748
00:33:23,989 --> 00:33:27,029
And if anyone is speaking
for her, it should be me.
749
00:33:30,734 --> 00:33:33,563
Dr Olsen. I was gonna come find you.
750
00:33:33,614 --> 00:33:37,761
If we scale back 20 percent of
what's allocated to Trauma OR,
751
00:33:37,793 --> 00:33:38,811
we can fund raises
752
00:33:38,843 --> 00:33:42,158
- for the nurses to compensate...
- You have a problem with Trauma OR?
753
00:33:43,022 --> 00:33:45,256
I think it has certain
advantages, but I also think
754
00:33:45,282 --> 00:33:47,855
it's run by a man who
isn't a team player.
755
00:33:47,874 --> 00:33:49,218
So you're punishing doctors now?
756
00:33:49,250 --> 00:33:51,144
- What?!
- I've heard from multiple sources
757
00:33:51,163 --> 00:33:52,347
that you're gonna be asking them
758
00:33:52,386 --> 00:33:53,882
to personally subsidize nurses?
759
00:33:53,950 --> 00:33:55,734
- I'm sorry, you heard that where?
- Do you have any idea
760
00:33:55,753 --> 00:33:57,936
how something that provocative
makes the hospital look?
761
00:33:57,948 --> 00:34:00,061
Makes me look? As CMO?
762
00:34:00,169 --> 00:34:02,428
Like we can't handle a budget?
Like we don't care about retention?
763
00:34:02,467 --> 00:34:05,756
Just... hold on, um,
doctors foregoing pay
764
00:34:05,763 --> 00:34:07,696
was an idea brought to me by a resident.
765
00:34:07,765 --> 00:34:10,025
- I shut it down.
- Obviously not hard enough.
766
00:34:10,146 --> 00:34:12,168
When I said "don't be everyone's
friend" that didn't mean
767
00:34:12,175 --> 00:34:15,236
taking a flamethrower to people
that are trying to help you.
768
00:34:15,919 --> 00:34:18,768
I turned my life upside
down to come here.
769
00:34:20,041 --> 00:34:23,126
The only reason I did that is
because I care about people.
770
00:34:23,529 --> 00:34:25,737
That doesn't mean you
know how to lead them.
771
00:34:26,422 --> 00:34:28,610
Fix this. Today.
772
00:34:31,421 --> 00:34:33,032
Page me when she's ready.
773
00:34:33,794 --> 00:34:36,027
Let me know how long for the
interventional radiologist,
774
00:34:36,059 --> 00:34:38,408
and I'll have Dr Hamed set up the suite.
775
00:34:38,428 --> 00:34:39,829
I was just going to book an OR
776
00:34:39,854 --> 00:34:41,589
to remove the dead
tissue from her pancreas.
777
00:34:41,633 --> 00:34:43,195
You want to send her back to surgery?
778
00:34:43,291 --> 00:34:45,582
No, just start with the
percutaneous drainage
779
00:34:45,601 --> 00:34:46,837
and we'll see how she
reacts to that first.
780
00:34:46,862 --> 00:34:48,955
And risk more bacteria
going into her bloodstream?
781
00:34:48,968 --> 00:34:51,159
She has a fully inflamed
pancreas, it's the safest option.
782
00:34:51,185 --> 00:34:52,887
No, it's the less effective option.
783
00:34:53,209 --> 00:34:54,999
Okay. Look, I'm hearing you,
784
00:34:55,045 --> 00:34:57,047
but this is up to us, which
really means it's up to me.
785
00:34:57,060 --> 00:34:59,716
Look, her friend is here
and she's adamant that Zola
786
00:34:59,767 --> 00:35:01,315
- would not want to play it safe.
- And what is this,
787
00:35:01,341 --> 00:35:02,838
a friend with power of attorney, Bash?
788
00:35:02,883 --> 00:35:04,745
At least Singh should hear both sides.
789
00:35:04,835 --> 00:35:07,094
Oh. Would you like to go over my head?
790
00:35:07,126 --> 00:35:09,443
If this is you feeling Singh
and I are pushing you out,
791
00:35:09,458 --> 00:35:11,299
I would never do that
to you. As your friend.
792
00:35:11,327 --> 00:35:13,973
Look, just set her up for drainage.
793
00:35:14,997 --> 00:35:17,071
- June.
- What?!
794
00:35:17,116 --> 00:35:18,696
Your hand may be infected.
795
00:35:24,153 --> 00:35:27,660
Well, these are all of the sample
packs of hydroxyurea I could find.
796
00:35:27,807 --> 00:35:29,791
There should be enough
there to manage your anemia
797
00:35:29,804 --> 00:35:31,468
and sickle cell pain for two months.
798
00:35:31,532 --> 00:35:34,054
Thank you. And uh, what about my leg?
799
00:35:34,236 --> 00:35:36,819
Well, we'll check to make
sure it's not infected.
800
00:35:37,049 --> 00:35:38,938
These transfusions should help.
801
00:35:39,008 --> 00:35:41,434
But if you notice any
swelling, you can just call me.
802
00:35:41,504 --> 00:35:44,256
But look, Solomon, this is
all just a stop gap, alright?
803
00:35:44,282 --> 00:35:46,381
You're eventually gonna
have to make a plan.
804
00:35:46,489 --> 00:35:48,153
Maybe even head home to reset.
805
00:35:48,192 --> 00:35:50,220
Yeah, no. I made a choice
to go after something
806
00:35:50,240 --> 00:35:51,577
and I don't plan to give up.
807
00:36:00,972 --> 00:36:02,328
Are we burnt?
808
00:36:03,064 --> 00:36:04,504
I might be.
809
00:36:04,888 --> 00:36:07,000
But you, you have
nothing to worry about.
810
00:36:08,127 --> 00:36:12,594
Suction carefully. Don't
compromise the vital tissues.
811
00:36:14,411 --> 00:36:16,933
BP's dropping, she's coding.
Starting compressions.
812
00:36:16,945 --> 00:36:19,250
Charge to 150 and call for more bodies!
813
00:36:19,436 --> 00:36:20,735
Clear!
814
00:36:22,283 --> 00:36:24,776
- Resuming compressions!
- Charge 200.
815
00:36:25,492 --> 00:36:26,702
Clear!
816
00:36:28,334 --> 00:36:31,627
- We've got sinus. She's stabilizing.
- I need more light.
817
00:36:32,651 --> 00:36:33,912
What happened? What is this?
818
00:36:33,937 --> 00:36:35,780
- Get over here, June.
- This is Zola?
819
00:36:36,369 --> 00:36:37,848
Debridement of necrotic tissue,
820
00:36:37,873 --> 00:36:40,478
but the septic shock proved
more than her body could handle.
821
00:36:40,555 --> 00:36:42,219
Are you helping or hovering, June?
822
00:36:42,238 --> 00:36:44,369
- Going in with the ligature.
- While she's doing that,
823
00:36:44,420 --> 00:36:45,931
tell me why this happened, Dr Hamed?
824
00:36:45,963 --> 00:36:48,138
It's a statistical risk
of the surgical procedure.
825
00:36:48,177 --> 00:36:49,841
Which is why I told Dr
Hamed to play it safe
826
00:36:49,847 --> 00:36:52,211
with percutaneous drainage
and not to jump into surgery.
827
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:55,125
He talked the family through
both options, they chose surgery.
828
00:36:55,157 --> 00:36:58,050
Friend. Not family.
As in no legal status.
829
00:36:58,875 --> 00:37:01,326
- It's more complicated.
- Scrub out, Dr Hamed.
830
00:37:01,429 --> 00:37:02,901
We're a team, not a one-man band,
831
00:37:02,927 --> 00:37:04,962
I will not have surgeons who
don't tell me the whole story.
832
00:37:04,981 --> 00:37:06,914
- Sir...
- You heard me. Go.
833
00:37:06,997 --> 00:37:08,578
Dr Curtis, take over.
834
00:37:20,098 --> 00:37:22,210
- (SIGHING)
- Brock.
835
00:37:22,248 --> 00:37:24,526
They're telling me that you're having
second thoughts, what's going on?
836
00:37:24,546 --> 00:37:25,966
I don't wanna do this.
837
00:37:26,087 --> 00:37:28,244
I should've said so yesterday
when you scheduled it.
838
00:37:28,283 --> 00:37:30,004
- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
839
00:37:30,087 --> 00:37:31,988
I'm sorry, can you give us
a minute please? Thank you.
840
00:37:32,507 --> 00:37:35,111
(SIGHING) That poor
woman got me on that table
841
00:37:35,118 --> 00:37:36,762
and was about to sedate
me and thread a wire
842
00:37:36,789 --> 00:37:38,529
from my thigh to my heart,
and Mags, I couldn't...
843
00:37:38,580 --> 00:37:39,911
Brock, you're not gonna feel anything.
844
00:37:39,956 --> 00:37:42,144
- I'll react to the sedation.
And definitely the wire,
845
00:37:42,170 --> 00:37:43,527
but that's not it.
846
00:37:44,539 --> 00:37:47,579
Something inside me, it feels wrong.
847
00:37:47,867 --> 00:37:51,432
And when it feels wrong,
I've learned to trust that.
848
00:37:52,161 --> 00:37:54,556
I just... I thought that
you wanted to know for sure.
849
00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:56,040
No, you wanted to know.
850
00:37:56,543 --> 00:37:57,864
I already do.
851
00:37:57,980 --> 00:38:00,745
And I promise to always wear
my heart-rate watch from now on,
852
00:38:00,757 --> 00:38:03,644
but I spent all night thinking
about how hard I've worked to accept
853
00:38:03,696 --> 00:38:05,276
that this is how things are for me.
854
00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:08,816
And how I don't need anyone
else to believe me or fix me.
855
00:38:10,224 --> 00:38:11,798
- I like how I am.
- Why?
856
00:38:11,823 --> 00:38:13,692
(LAUGHING)
857
00:38:14,300 --> 00:38:15,683
Why do I like myself?
858
00:38:15,702 --> 00:38:17,711
I didn't mean... I
didn't mean... I'm sorry.
859
00:38:17,961 --> 00:38:21,768
Okay, sure, I feel stress and
pain more palpably, but also,
860
00:38:22,372 --> 00:38:24,337
I feel the good stuff more too.
861
00:38:24,996 --> 00:38:27,313
And I have to believe
it's a price worth paying.
862
00:38:28,330 --> 00:38:29,809
Even if you don't.
863
00:38:35,287 --> 00:38:37,213
Dr Curtis. You okay?
864
00:38:37,322 --> 00:38:39,255
Just buried in leaves.
865
00:38:39,517 --> 00:38:42,032
I let this fester too long,
and now, I'm paying the price.
866
00:38:42,832 --> 00:38:44,406
But that's not all?
867
00:38:45,091 --> 00:38:47,593
I had to shut down my resident
today and he's also my friend.
868
00:38:48,298 --> 00:38:51,094
I can either channel my
inner bitch or let my feelings
869
00:38:51,152 --> 00:38:52,982
govern how I do my job.
870
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:56,175
And risk losing everything
you've worked for.
871
00:39:08,489 --> 00:39:10,345
If we revert to status quo,
872
00:39:10,370 --> 00:39:12,169
will you take your
demands off the table?
873
00:39:12,898 --> 00:39:15,669
- Pressure from on high?
- You predicted this, Claire.
874
00:39:15,849 --> 00:39:19,516
That my big ideas would hurt your team.
875
00:39:19,548 --> 00:39:21,923
Well, I get no satisfaction
from being right.
876
00:39:22,006 --> 00:39:24,688
Not when the hospital's
solution is budget over patients.
877
00:39:24,752 --> 00:39:26,165
Mm-hmm.
878
00:39:36,527 --> 00:39:38,172
I will discharge Solomon today.
879
00:39:38,197 --> 00:39:39,509
You should admit him.
880
00:39:39,541 --> 00:39:41,045
Claire, look, you don't
have to be a part of this,
881
00:39:41,064 --> 00:39:42,651
but I'm not gonna make
this guy's situation
882
00:39:42,671 --> 00:39:44,251
any harder than it already is.
883
00:39:44,290 --> 00:39:46,844
Okay, Theo, just look.
884
00:39:49,161 --> 00:39:50,857
You took his address out of our system?
885
00:39:50,883 --> 00:39:52,284
Yeah, when he came back this morning.
886
00:39:52,597 --> 00:39:53,948
It's the only way we can admit,
887
00:39:53,961 --> 00:39:55,996
treat and ensure he never sees a bill.
888
00:39:56,239 --> 00:39:58,623
- I didn't know we could do that.
- We can't.
889
00:39:59,736 --> 00:40:01,881
Word is you are an attending again?
890
00:40:01,900 --> 00:40:03,474
- Is that official?
- Yeah.
891
00:40:07,589 --> 00:40:09,074
(LAUGHING)
892
00:40:09,143 --> 00:40:10,590
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
893
00:40:10,609 --> 00:40:11,985
Hey! It's Dr Hamed.
894
00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:14,201
Dr Curtis said you're
not my doctor anymore.
895
00:40:14,214 --> 00:40:15,852
Yeah, I was just, uh...
896
00:40:15,929 --> 00:40:18,054
Spray paint's off the table, so...
897
00:40:18,086 --> 00:40:20,819
Instead of firing her boss,
she's firing her oncologist.
898
00:40:22,042 --> 00:40:23,688
- Dr Hamed.
- Mm-hmm?
899
00:40:24,115 --> 00:40:26,663
Thank you. For fighting for us.
900
00:40:27,041 --> 00:40:28,936
Does this mean you two are okay?
901
00:40:28,993 --> 00:40:31,163
We agreed to move
messily into the future.
902
00:40:31,231 --> 00:40:32,673
Whatever that means.
903
00:41:20,723 --> 00:41:23,273
I'm going to tell Amira to
stay as long as she wants.
904
00:41:24,630 --> 00:41:27,103
I'm just packing some
things she'll need.
905
00:41:37,743 --> 00:41:39,463
Why don't you let me help you?
906
00:41:45,066 --> 00:41:50,066
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