1 00:00:00,025 --> 00:00:01,627 I'm not sure I can keep coming here. 2 00:00:01,628 --> 00:00:03,529 Bashir. Let's talk about this. 3 00:00:03,530 --> 00:00:05,130 I don't think you can help me. 4 00:00:05,131 --> 00:00:06,190 You're demoting me? 5 00:00:06,191 --> 00:00:08,400 I have a responsibility to the department. 6 00:00:08,401 --> 00:00:10,535 Did you need a project? 'Cause there is always the bomb 7 00:00:10,536 --> 00:00:12,070 that seems to have gone off in the kitchen. 8 00:00:12,071 --> 00:00:13,501 I'm searching for some way to connect, 9 00:00:13,502 --> 00:00:15,206 and it's like you want nothing to do with me. 10 00:00:15,207 --> 00:00:17,622 You own stock in the company that's marketing the ICD. 11 00:00:17,623 --> 00:00:18,777 Are you sure that that's not a conflict? 12 00:00:18,778 --> 00:00:20,145 Not according to the ethics board. 13 00:00:20,146 --> 00:00:21,650 I need to know I can stand behind what we're doing. 14 00:00:21,651 --> 00:00:23,748 Do you feel okay? You're breathing fast. 15 00:00:25,488 --> 00:00:27,388 I need a gurney in here now! 16 00:00:38,963 --> 00:00:40,931 Help! I need help in here! 17 00:00:40,932 --> 00:00:43,266 Call Doctor Fisher, tell her heart rate's 190! 18 00:00:50,876 --> 00:00:52,976 No change in rhythm. Her pressure's dropping! 19 00:00:52,977 --> 00:00:55,012 Get her to the cath lab! 20 00:01:03,322 --> 00:01:05,289 Three, two, one, lower. 21 00:01:05,290 --> 00:01:06,690 Get her on a rebreather! 22 00:01:06,691 --> 00:01:07,958 50 ketamine, IV push. 23 00:01:07,959 --> 00:01:09,793 Dr. Hamed, we've got this! 24 00:01:09,794 --> 00:01:11,728 I just heard, Bash. 25 00:01:12,697 --> 00:01:14,797 100 joules, synchronized. 26 00:01:14,798 --> 00:01:17,200 - Charging! - No, no, no, one of her pads is loose! 27 00:01:17,201 --> 00:01:19,298 Anyone not part of the cardiology department leaves. 28 00:01:19,299 --> 00:01:20,603 - Now! - No! I'm not leaving! 29 00:01:20,604 --> 00:01:21,771 Bash. Come on. 30 00:01:21,772 --> 00:01:24,741 Bash, let's go, man. Let them do their job. 31 00:01:24,742 --> 00:01:25,942 Clear! 32 00:01:27,545 --> 00:01:29,813 I was asleep! Okay? 33 00:01:29,814 --> 00:01:31,914 Her rhythm jumped up and I didn't hear it in time! 34 00:01:31,915 --> 00:01:33,813 What would you have done? Call the nurse a split second 35 00:01:33,814 --> 00:01:35,718 - before the monitor? - If I'd been awake... 36 00:01:35,719 --> 00:01:38,322 Bash, Bash! Get a grip man. 37 00:01:38,323 --> 00:01:40,527 How many times have we told patients and their families 38 00:01:40,528 --> 00:01:41,959 not to blame themselves? 39 00:01:41,960 --> 00:01:43,226 What's going on? 40 00:01:44,428 --> 00:01:45,762 Guys what the hell is going on? 41 00:01:45,763 --> 00:01:47,664 She keeps jumping in and out of A-fib 42 00:01:47,665 --> 00:01:49,199 which her pacemaker can't pick up. 43 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:50,834 What? Mags has a pacemaker? 44 00:01:50,835 --> 00:01:52,469 She never said anything about a heart history. 45 00:01:52,470 --> 00:01:54,238 - Yeah, me either. - I guess maybe she thought 46 00:01:54,239 --> 00:01:55,439 it was behind her... 47 00:01:57,808 --> 00:02:00,643 Okay, I... I have to get back. 48 00:02:00,644 --> 00:02:02,779 Uh, you can... You stay, I'm just gonna... 49 00:02:02,780 --> 00:02:05,179 - I have to go cover. - We're going to have to open her up. 50 00:02:26,970 --> 00:02:28,838 You're sure you don't mind 51 00:02:28,839 --> 00:02:30,406 taking Amira a few more days? 52 00:02:30,407 --> 00:02:32,875 It's not me minding you should worry about. 53 00:02:32,876 --> 00:02:34,310 She knows, Bashir. 54 00:02:34,311 --> 00:02:35,778 That Mags and I are...? 55 00:02:35,779 --> 00:02:37,046 - Yeah. - You told her? 56 00:02:37,047 --> 00:02:39,948 She had already figured it out, 57 00:02:39,949 --> 00:02:42,918 and I didn't lie when she asked me what was going on now. 58 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:45,221 I knew she'd be upset, that's why I didn't say anything. 59 00:02:45,222 --> 00:02:47,789 This is not why she's upset. 60 00:02:47,790 --> 00:02:49,725 Come on, Rania, if this is about art school again... 61 00:02:49,726 --> 00:02:52,029 _ 62 00:02:52,030 --> 00:02:54,430 _ 63 00:02:55,335 --> 00:02:57,535 _ 64 00:03:00,369 --> 00:03:03,138 I don't mean to pile on. 65 00:03:03,139 --> 00:03:05,540 _ 66 00:03:09,353 --> 00:03:11,747 So this is where patients come in from an ambulance. 67 00:03:11,748 --> 00:03:13,216 Whoa, heads up guys. 68 00:03:13,217 --> 00:03:17,018 The aquarium tickets are timed, I cleared 12 to 1. 69 00:03:17,019 --> 00:03:19,655 Oh no, I could only get 10 to 11. 70 00:03:19,656 --> 00:03:20,989 Does that mean you can't come? 71 00:03:20,990 --> 00:03:23,592 Who do sharks see when they need doctors Mama? 72 00:03:23,593 --> 00:03:27,229 Whales. I guess we'll divide and conquer 73 00:03:27,230 --> 00:03:29,064 and I will take you swimming later? 74 00:03:29,065 --> 00:03:31,032 You're still interviewing nannies today right? 75 00:03:31,033 --> 00:03:32,733 Oh, is this the little family here? 76 00:03:32,734 --> 00:03:34,169 Yes, it is. 77 00:03:34,170 --> 00:03:36,371 Bowie, Phoebe, this is Dr. Novak. 78 00:03:36,372 --> 00:03:38,206 Hey, buddy. You wanna to go see the Trauma OR? 79 00:03:38,207 --> 00:03:40,141 It's where all the coolest stuff happens. 80 00:03:40,142 --> 00:03:42,510 Actually we've got to go. 81 00:03:42,511 --> 00:03:43,515 All right. 82 00:03:43,516 --> 00:03:46,281 - Uh, can you just hang on one sec? Mark? - Yep. 83 00:03:46,282 --> 00:03:48,249 It's a... cute kid. 84 00:03:48,250 --> 00:03:50,018 Did you not check email overseas? 85 00:03:50,019 --> 00:03:53,188 I did. I wanted Dr. Hamed for Trauma OR in the first place. So... 86 00:03:53,189 --> 00:03:56,424 I also wanted us to put our heads together around efficiencies. 87 00:03:56,425 --> 00:03:58,426 I've already ran a few things past June, 88 00:03:58,427 --> 00:04:00,161 maybe we could meet later this week? 89 00:04:00,162 --> 00:04:02,830 Yes, okay. I'll look forward to it. 90 00:04:05,101 --> 00:04:06,868 Was that him? 91 00:04:06,869 --> 00:04:08,636 That was him. 92 00:04:08,637 --> 00:04:11,706 If I get to the nannies next week, will you be mad? 93 00:04:11,707 --> 00:04:14,741 Yes. But I love you anyway. 94 00:04:17,312 --> 00:04:20,147 Come here! 95 00:04:20,148 --> 00:04:21,616 Oh, I've got to go. 96 00:04:21,617 --> 00:04:24,051 - Alright, have fun guys. - Ciao. 97 00:04:24,052 --> 00:04:26,286 This is Shay, speak. 98 00:04:26,287 --> 00:04:28,622 Hey Shay you didn't come back last night. 99 00:04:28,623 --> 00:04:30,992 I know we had an argument but you can come home, 100 00:04:30,993 --> 00:04:33,027 so call me when you get this. 101 00:04:33,028 --> 00:04:37,565 Oh well, well, well. If it isn't Team Trauma OR. Looking... 102 00:04:37,566 --> 00:04:40,801 - emotionally roiled? - How was Turkey? 103 00:04:40,802 --> 00:04:43,203 Actually, I ended up in northeast Syria. 104 00:04:43,204 --> 00:04:45,808 Huge displaced population in a camp there. 105 00:04:45,809 --> 00:04:46,813 You were in Al-Hol? 106 00:04:46,814 --> 00:04:49,110 I mean there was no water supply, so most of the time 107 00:04:49,111 --> 00:04:50,978 was spent helping with distribution, 108 00:04:50,979 --> 00:04:52,913 but we did do four kidney transplants. 109 00:04:53,515 --> 00:04:55,249 I guess you can't cross that border yet? 110 00:04:55,250 --> 00:04:56,650 Not without risking arrest. 111 00:04:56,651 --> 00:04:58,351 Even if I had a Canadian passport. 112 00:04:58,352 --> 00:05:01,621 Well, we need you here at home anyways. 113 00:05:01,622 --> 00:05:03,626 At least one good thing came out of the ground 114 00:05:03,627 --> 00:05:05,561 Dr. Curtis ceded to Devi in my absence. 115 00:05:05,562 --> 00:05:08,662 You mean by reporting to the boss who was holding down the fort 116 00:05:08,663 --> 00:05:10,997 - for the one who wasn't? - No, I mean 117 00:05:10,998 --> 00:05:14,233 by setting a precedent that she gets to have an opinion on our process. 118 00:05:14,234 --> 00:05:16,135 Which I now need to undo. 119 00:05:16,136 --> 00:05:18,704 It's getting crowded out there in emerg. 120 00:05:18,705 --> 00:05:20,140 How often does the residency board 121 00:05:20,141 --> 00:05:21,908 want you training in surgery? 122 00:05:21,909 --> 00:05:23,710 Every third shift, otherwise it's ED. 123 00:05:23,711 --> 00:05:26,012 And always on call to Trauma OR, 124 00:05:26,013 --> 00:05:27,880 'cause I get first priority. 125 00:05:28,883 --> 00:05:30,149 Bash! 126 00:05:31,085 --> 00:05:33,185 Let me know how it's going with Mags. 127 00:05:42,662 --> 00:05:45,698 Gurjeet Sran? Sorry to keep you waiting, sir. 128 00:05:45,699 --> 00:05:47,766 I hear you're having trouble swallowing? 129 00:05:47,767 --> 00:05:50,203 It hurts right here when I eat or drink something. 130 00:05:50,204 --> 00:05:51,737 Let's take a look. 131 00:05:55,275 --> 00:05:57,576 Your scarring. IED? 132 00:05:58,878 --> 00:06:00,613 Afghanistan, 2010. 133 00:06:00,614 --> 00:06:02,982 Went for the sunshine, came back with a shrapnel fragment 134 00:06:02,983 --> 00:06:05,118 lodged in my neck. 135 00:06:05,119 --> 00:06:07,153 That was it for active service, 136 00:06:07,154 --> 00:06:09,222 now I work as a drill instructor. 137 00:06:09,223 --> 00:06:10,956 I was with the recruits this morning 138 00:06:10,957 --> 00:06:13,489 when the pain really started to spike. 139 00:06:15,228 --> 00:06:18,297 I already don't look like them so fainting with pain 140 00:06:18,298 --> 00:06:20,499 doesn't really... 141 00:06:20,500 --> 00:06:22,567 make it any easier to earn respect. 142 00:06:23,837 --> 00:06:26,103 I bet you know what that's like. 143 00:06:28,108 --> 00:06:30,243 So uh, you a vet? 144 00:06:30,244 --> 00:06:32,244 You clued in on the IED pretty quick. 145 00:06:32,245 --> 00:06:35,313 Uh, no I was a trauma surgeon in Syria. 146 00:06:35,314 --> 00:06:38,216 Um, I think the shrapnel might be pressing 147 00:06:38,217 --> 00:06:40,619 up against your esophageal tract. 148 00:06:40,620 --> 00:06:42,621 Does it still mess you up? 149 00:06:43,556 --> 00:06:44,923 I'm sorry? 150 00:06:44,924 --> 00:06:47,459 The war. Syria. 151 00:06:47,460 --> 00:06:50,129 Your people spoke up and asked for the lives you deserved, 152 00:06:50,130 --> 00:06:52,697 and they took your country away to punish you for it. 153 00:06:53,967 --> 00:06:58,437 Um... Uh, you need a scope to see if there's an obstruction 154 00:06:58,438 --> 00:07:01,306 in your throat and we'll need to sedate you. 155 00:07:01,307 --> 00:07:04,373 Do you have any friends or a family member 156 00:07:04,374 --> 00:07:07,078 - we can call to pick you up? - The base will send someone. 157 00:07:07,079 --> 00:07:09,112 Okay. 158 00:07:11,184 --> 00:07:13,451 And the paramedics gave him a shot of benzo, Dad? 159 00:07:13,452 --> 00:07:15,053 But he kept low-level seizing. 160 00:07:15,054 --> 00:07:16,454 Are you sure you can get that line in? 161 00:07:16,455 --> 00:07:17,989 I am sure. 162 00:07:17,990 --> 00:07:20,024 Are you okay holding him? Nancy here can help. 163 00:07:20,025 --> 00:07:21,393 No, no. It's better if I do it. 164 00:07:21,394 --> 00:07:23,495 Caleb you're gonna feel a little pinch. Okay? 165 00:07:23,496 --> 00:07:27,031 Matthews, Marner, Bunting... 166 00:07:27,032 --> 00:07:30,702 Kerfoot, Tavares, Nylander... 167 00:07:30,703 --> 00:07:32,770 Leafs fan, eh? 168 00:07:32,771 --> 00:07:35,173 Memorizing all the line combos calms us down. 169 00:07:35,174 --> 00:07:37,275 - Nancy, supplement of oxygen please. - Mm-hmm. 170 00:07:37,276 --> 00:07:39,678 - And a bedside glucose? - Yeah. 171 00:07:39,679 --> 00:07:42,680 When did Caleb get diagnosed with Niemann Pick Disease? 172 00:07:42,681 --> 00:07:45,583 He was one when we started noticing loss of eye control. 173 00:07:45,584 --> 00:07:47,118 It's been progressive from there. 174 00:07:47,119 --> 00:07:48,586 Nancy, are you familiar with it? 175 00:07:48,587 --> 00:07:51,288 Caleb's type C, his body can't break down fat 176 00:07:51,289 --> 00:07:54,092 and it's a chain reaction of muscle deterioration. 177 00:07:54,093 --> 00:07:55,659 There's no cure. 178 00:07:55,660 --> 00:07:57,762 Sorry, I'm never sure who needs it explained. 179 00:07:57,763 --> 00:07:59,731 No, it makes sense. Nice job, Caleb. 180 00:07:59,732 --> 00:08:02,233 Has he been put on any of the experimental trials? 181 00:08:02,234 --> 00:08:04,635 We've tried a few, but no success. 182 00:08:04,636 --> 00:08:06,804 There's a new one but it's for kids under five 183 00:08:06,805 --> 00:08:08,506 and Caleb turned six last month. 184 00:08:08,507 --> 00:08:10,708 We went to the hockey game. 185 00:08:10,709 --> 00:08:12,810 Bet that was fun! 186 00:08:12,811 --> 00:08:14,779 Sometimes they can make exceptions 187 00:08:14,780 --> 00:08:17,047 if his team makes a case for it. 188 00:08:17,882 --> 00:08:20,484 Hey, hey buddy. 189 00:08:20,485 --> 00:08:25,087 Should we do the power play? Yeah, let's do the power play. 190 00:08:25,890 --> 00:08:30,694 Tavares, Nylander, Matthews... 191 00:08:30,695 --> 00:08:34,064 Code for meds-peds? Elizabeth Bergeron? 192 00:08:34,065 --> 00:08:36,499 Thought I still had her number from when we were residents. 193 00:08:36,500 --> 00:08:38,201 Oh, I think she read your mind. 194 00:08:38,202 --> 00:08:40,403 Wow, there she is. 195 00:08:40,404 --> 00:08:42,906 Caleb Pasternak? Avrum texted. 196 00:08:42,907 --> 00:08:45,475 - Yeah, uh, hi Liz. - Hi. 197 00:08:45,476 --> 00:08:49,046 Caleb's been low grade seizing for 30, I just wanted to check 198 00:08:49,047 --> 00:08:51,281 before swapping to a second-line anti-epileptic. 199 00:08:51,282 --> 00:08:52,482 Maybe valproate? 200 00:08:52,483 --> 00:08:54,550 Caleb's last seizure was almost refractory, 201 00:08:54,551 --> 00:08:56,486 we weren't sure he was gonna pull out, but he did. 202 00:08:56,487 --> 00:08:57,921 How long do you think he has? 203 00:08:57,922 --> 00:08:59,656 Usually when it presents this young, 204 00:08:59,657 --> 00:09:01,124 they don't make it to five years old. 205 00:09:01,125 --> 00:09:02,759 Not that you'd know it from Avrum's stamina. 206 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:04,828 - Mom still in the picture? - No. 207 00:09:04,829 --> 00:09:06,763 Most parents in his position can trade off. 208 00:09:06,764 --> 00:09:08,697 You know one hopes while the other one despairs, 209 00:09:08,698 --> 00:09:09,866 but Avrum, he... 210 00:09:09,867 --> 00:09:12,101 He's left doing both all the time. 211 00:09:12,102 --> 00:09:13,202 Yeah. 212 00:09:13,203 --> 00:09:15,434 You know you could have just swapped the infusion, Theo. 213 00:09:15,839 --> 00:09:18,473 I mean last I heard you were moving up in the world, 214 00:09:18,474 --> 00:09:20,342 supervising doctor across emerg? 215 00:09:20,343 --> 00:09:22,744 Yeah, well, then you probably also heard about 216 00:09:22,745 --> 00:09:24,280 the roller-coaster year I had? 217 00:09:24,281 --> 00:09:27,182 Divorce, helicopter crash, twitter pariah. 218 00:09:27,183 --> 00:09:29,285 Oh! Are you the reason for the email we just got 219 00:09:29,286 --> 00:09:31,320 about looping HR into social media interactions? 220 00:09:31,321 --> 00:09:33,588 And now I am required to get sign off 221 00:09:33,589 --> 00:09:35,323 on even simple infusions. 222 00:09:35,324 --> 00:09:37,759 So, how do you dig your way out of that brand of purgatory? 223 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:40,029 Maybe by not pulling on my restraints. 224 00:09:40,030 --> 00:09:43,764 Uh, if you need anything, you let me know. 225 00:09:43,765 --> 00:09:47,535 You specifically told me I'd be here an hour 226 00:09:47,536 --> 00:09:50,238 - and it's been six. - I'm sorry Ms. Kachinsky, 227 00:09:50,239 --> 00:09:51,806 the doctor wanted some different tests 228 00:09:51,807 --> 00:09:54,642 and we had some very urgent patients come in. 229 00:09:54,643 --> 00:09:55,710 ED? 230 00:09:55,711 --> 00:09:57,578 Rhoda texted about Mags, she okay? 231 00:09:57,579 --> 00:09:59,714 It's still a wait and see and... 232 00:09:59,715 --> 00:10:01,883 Hey, Arnold if you're late, you really got to call. 233 00:10:01,884 --> 00:10:04,452 Actually, I'm early. Between the wait time communication 234 00:10:04,453 --> 00:10:06,755 and the patient satisfaction surveys that Devi wants. 235 00:10:06,756 --> 00:10:08,123 You've got less time to do more? 236 00:10:08,124 --> 00:10:10,424 And in our transition from 12 to 8-hour days, 237 00:10:10,425 --> 00:10:11,679 there's been gaps in shift change. 238 00:10:11,680 --> 00:10:13,794 So, Rhoda and I have been taking turns covering them 239 00:10:13,795 --> 00:10:16,249 until we get it sorted out so things don't fall through the cracks. 240 00:10:16,250 --> 00:10:18,432 - Unpaid? - Told him to keep a log. 241 00:10:18,433 --> 00:10:20,501 Curtain 2 needs fluids, curtain 3 is still waiting 242 00:10:20,502 --> 00:10:23,500 on OR transfer. Should somebody be getting that? 243 00:10:25,607 --> 00:10:26,974 ED? 244 00:10:26,975 --> 00:10:29,543 Bash you told Ms. Kachinsky she doesn't need labs but now 245 00:10:29,544 --> 00:10:31,779 - she does? - It's because her fever wouldn't go down. 246 00:10:31,780 --> 00:10:33,848 Okay, hold on a second, I'll ask. 247 00:10:33,849 --> 00:10:37,084 OR's looking for a patient, they're supposed to be upstairs by now? 248 00:10:37,085 --> 00:10:39,820 That's a transport issue, they need to start calling the porters. 249 00:10:39,821 --> 00:10:41,422 Never mind, I'll deal with it. 250 00:10:41,423 --> 00:10:43,758 Dr. Hamed to cardiology. 251 00:10:43,759 --> 00:10:45,892 Hamed cardiology. 252 00:10:52,666 --> 00:10:55,502 Atrial arrhythmia from a valve leak 253 00:10:55,503 --> 00:10:57,837 which a pacemaker can't regulate. 254 00:10:57,838 --> 00:10:59,572 We replaced your battery, ablated, 255 00:10:59,573 --> 00:11:01,608 and attempted valve repair. 256 00:11:01,609 --> 00:11:03,710 And where are we on lasting damage? 257 00:11:03,711 --> 00:11:05,212 Some new scarring 258 00:11:05,213 --> 00:11:07,346 and the valve problem could recur. 259 00:11:07,347 --> 00:11:09,182 Is there anything we can do to make sure it doesn't? 260 00:11:09,183 --> 00:11:10,950 Same as before. Remote monitoring. 261 00:11:10,951 --> 00:11:13,453 - And frequent check-ins. - When can I go home? 262 00:11:13,454 --> 00:11:15,555 - In a couple days. - How about tomorrow? 263 00:11:15,556 --> 00:11:16,960 With a Holter monitor? 264 00:11:16,961 --> 00:11:19,130 The fact that you're disagreeing with me again is a good sign, 265 00:11:19,131 --> 00:11:20,866 but I'm not comfortable sending you home alone. 266 00:11:20,867 --> 00:11:22,901 She won't be. Her sister's on her way. 267 00:11:22,902 --> 00:11:23,906 Since when? 268 00:11:23,907 --> 00:11:25,973 Let's see how tonight goes first. 269 00:11:30,837 --> 00:11:32,871 - You called Cam? - Of course I did. 270 00:11:32,872 --> 00:11:35,441 - Why? - Mags, you got defibbed at three times. 271 00:11:35,442 --> 00:11:37,944 - There is no need for my sister to disrupt her life. - They didn't know if you would survive. 272 00:11:37,945 --> 00:11:39,245 Look she said you'd say that 273 00:11:39,246 --> 00:11:40,880 and she's not going to leave you an option. 274 00:11:40,881 --> 00:11:42,615 - Bash... - I'll clear my patients for the day. 275 00:11:42,616 --> 00:11:44,416 No seriously, please, don't do that. 276 00:11:44,417 --> 00:11:46,752 I'm just gonna be sleeping all day. 277 00:11:47,620 --> 00:11:51,156 Which is what I should be doing right now. 278 00:11:52,592 --> 00:11:54,296 Right? 279 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:55,497 Yes. 280 00:11:56,296 --> 00:11:58,796 I'm gonna go get your doctor, okay? Stay tight. 281 00:11:59,799 --> 00:12:02,301 Oh Bash, Mr. Sran's back from his scope, 282 00:12:02,302 --> 00:12:04,471 he's still a bit out of it from the sedative, though. 283 00:12:04,472 --> 00:12:06,038 Okay, thanks. 284 00:12:10,977 --> 00:12:14,413 Sir? Our GI confirmed that 285 00:12:14,414 --> 00:12:16,815 the shrapnel is pressing up against your esophagus. 286 00:12:16,816 --> 00:12:18,817 If it breaks through it, it'd cause severe damage 287 00:12:18,818 --> 00:12:20,719 if we don't removed surgically. So hopefully, 288 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:22,554 that will take place this week. 289 00:12:22,555 --> 00:12:25,958 Nadir, you're back. 290 00:12:25,959 --> 00:12:29,127 I'm Dr. Hamed. A surgeon will phone you later today 291 00:12:29,128 --> 00:12:30,696 to schedule the operation. 292 00:12:30,697 --> 00:12:32,030 Okay, Mr. Sran? 293 00:12:32,031 --> 00:12:35,433 You never did call me Gurjeet, even when you were alive. 294 00:12:36,736 --> 00:12:39,437 Nadir, you have to kill me. 295 00:12:39,438 --> 00:12:42,539 You're confusing me with someone else. Okay? 296 00:12:42,540 --> 00:12:44,342 The effects of the sedative should wear off soon. 297 00:12:44,343 --> 00:12:47,445 That's an order, soldier! Nadir, you have to kill me! 298 00:12:47,446 --> 00:12:50,281 - Bash? - Try taking deep breaths, Gurjeet, please. 299 00:12:50,282 --> 00:12:51,782 We took everything from you! 300 00:12:51,783 --> 00:12:54,586 Maybe you should go, he's obviously reacting to you. 301 00:12:54,587 --> 00:12:55,786 - No, please! - Bash. - It's okay. 302 00:12:55,787 --> 00:12:57,555 - Please. You have to kill me. Please! - Go, Bash! 303 00:12:57,556 --> 00:12:59,058 Don't leave him alone until he calms down. 304 00:12:59,059 --> 00:13:00,627 You have to kill me, Nadir, please! 305 00:13:00,628 --> 00:13:02,896 Please! You have to kill me! 306 00:13:02,897 --> 00:13:05,898 You have to kill me, please! 307 00:13:09,900 --> 00:13:13,399 Magalie Marie Leblanc that does not look like taking a nap. 308 00:13:13,400 --> 00:13:14,734 My mind has been racing too much 309 00:13:14,735 --> 00:13:16,302 with everything I've been letting slide. 310 00:13:16,303 --> 00:13:19,339 I think the gas company will forgive your week of bed rest. 311 00:13:19,340 --> 00:13:21,275 Hey! You promised me coffee and croissant 312 00:13:21,276 --> 00:13:23,644 once I was back on my feet. That does not look like croissant. 313 00:13:23,645 --> 00:13:25,413 How about expensive heart-conscious take-out 314 00:13:25,414 --> 00:13:26,782 and bad TV tonight? 315 00:13:26,783 --> 00:13:29,417 Since I'm going back to Montreal tomorrow. 316 00:13:29,418 --> 00:13:32,422 You sure you won't come with? Stay with Mom and Dad for a bit? 317 00:13:32,423 --> 00:13:34,524 No you can't really think that would be good for my heart. 318 00:13:34,525 --> 00:13:36,027 What about your soul, Mags? 319 00:13:36,028 --> 00:13:38,261 Not once have you told me how you feel about all this. 320 00:13:38,262 --> 00:13:39,664 'Cause I've been here before, Cam. 321 00:13:39,665 --> 00:13:42,633 Yeah, as a teenager who kept up with school from home 322 00:13:42,634 --> 00:13:44,402 before there was even Zoom! 323 00:13:44,403 --> 00:13:46,937 But now, in the middle of a busy residency, 324 00:13:46,938 --> 00:13:48,539 it's okay if you're daunted. 325 00:13:48,540 --> 00:13:50,775 Look I'm just going to the hospital to meet with Fisher. 326 00:13:50,776 --> 00:13:53,044 And hopefully she can clear me in the next couple weeks. 327 00:13:53,045 --> 00:13:56,448 And what does your super attentive doctor boyfriend think of that plan? 328 00:13:56,449 --> 00:14:00,318 He doesn't really know yet. 329 00:14:00,319 --> 00:14:03,221 I get it, I do. 330 00:14:03,222 --> 00:14:06,025 The overprotected kid only ever wanted to feel normal. 331 00:14:06,026 --> 00:14:08,360 - But Mags... - Look I'm gonna ease into it. 332 00:14:08,361 --> 00:14:11,124 I just need to do it on my own terms, okay? Please? 333 00:14:11,125 --> 00:14:13,259 - Okay. - Okay. 334 00:14:17,331 --> 00:14:19,999 Dr. Esfahani? I'm Dr. Hamed. 335 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:22,735 I was hoping to connect with you about one of your patients, 336 00:14:22,736 --> 00:14:25,471 Gurjeet Sran? I treated him in emerg last week. 337 00:14:25,472 --> 00:14:28,408 Call me Karim. Gurjeet spoke to you about me? 338 00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:30,810 Uh, no, not exactly, I did some digging 339 00:14:30,811 --> 00:14:34,113 and saw that you were a prescribing psychiatrist on some past medication 340 00:14:34,114 --> 00:14:36,015 and saw that you were on site today so... 341 00:14:36,016 --> 00:14:38,818 And you decided to stalk me? Why? 342 00:14:38,819 --> 00:14:42,021 Gurjeet was supposed to come back for a surgical procedure 343 00:14:42,022 --> 00:14:45,524 but he never did, I wanted him to know that it's very important. 344 00:14:45,525 --> 00:14:48,361 He knows. He doesn't want it. 345 00:14:48,362 --> 00:14:51,897 It is... I'm surely aware that patients with PTSD... 346 00:14:51,898 --> 00:14:54,800 After they've been triggered their lives can lose shape and... 347 00:14:54,801 --> 00:14:56,635 And you think you triggered him? 348 00:14:56,636 --> 00:15:00,138 He wanted someone named Nadir to kill him. 349 00:15:00,139 --> 00:15:03,342 - He spoke to you about Nadir? - He thought I was Nadir, 350 00:15:03,343 --> 00:15:05,743 I'm assuming it's someone he knew in Afghanistan? 351 00:15:05,744 --> 00:15:07,480 I can't divulge personal details 352 00:15:07,481 --> 00:15:11,283 Dr. Esfahani... Karim, he won't return my calls. 353 00:15:11,284 --> 00:15:15,120 So if you speak to him, can you tell him to at least come see me? 354 00:15:15,121 --> 00:15:17,990 Most emerg docs wouldn't follow up after he left. 355 00:15:17,991 --> 00:15:20,559 He doesn't have anyone in his life to come see him 356 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:24,158 and just... the way he was talking, it uh, 357 00:15:24,663 --> 00:15:26,264 it stuck with me. 358 00:15:26,265 --> 00:15:28,600 I don't think pressuring him is the right approach. 359 00:15:28,601 --> 00:15:30,468 - I'm not... - But, 360 00:15:30,469 --> 00:15:33,037 Gurjeet may be willing to come back if he gets a chance 361 00:15:33,038 --> 00:15:36,441 to say what he's been needing to say for a long time... 362 00:15:36,442 --> 00:15:37,876 To Nadir. 363 00:15:37,877 --> 00:15:40,177 You want me to pretend to be Nadir? 364 00:15:40,178 --> 00:15:41,882 No, I'm not even Afghani. 365 00:15:41,883 --> 00:15:43,915 You two seem to have... connected. 366 00:15:43,916 --> 00:15:47,183 So much so that he projected his dead friend onto you. 367 00:15:47,853 --> 00:15:51,322 You'd be acting as a kind of interweave to help him 368 00:15:51,323 --> 00:15:53,524 unstick the memory. 369 00:15:54,359 --> 00:15:56,861 And you think that will get him to reconsider? 370 00:15:56,862 --> 00:16:00,631 No promises, but it may get him through the door. 371 00:16:01,933 --> 00:16:04,505 Activate MTP, two large bore IVs! 372 00:16:04,506 --> 00:16:05,706 Imaging's up. 373 00:16:06,305 --> 00:16:07,905 Dr. Devi, you're joining us? 374 00:16:07,906 --> 00:16:09,607 Relax Mark. I'm not picking up a scalpel. 375 00:16:09,608 --> 00:16:12,376 We have Stanley Popavich, gunned down in his pawn shop. 376 00:16:12,377 --> 00:16:14,811 Single gun shot wound. Let's pack cells through level 1! 377 00:16:14,812 --> 00:16:15,816 Mr. Popavich... 378 00:16:15,817 --> 00:16:18,086 you said the shooter was 5'10? 379 00:16:18,087 --> 00:16:20,083 Stan said. I didn't see the guy! 380 00:16:20,084 --> 00:16:22,619 You got to get out of here. Go now, get out! Go, go, go, go. 381 00:16:22,620 --> 00:16:24,189 - Come on. - Catch me up on the imaging, June. 382 00:16:24,190 --> 00:16:25,791 Looks like the bullet grazed the gallbladder 383 00:16:25,792 --> 00:16:28,261 and lodged near the spinal column. But the trajectory makes no sense. 384 00:16:28,262 --> 00:16:30,064 Irrelevant. All that matters is where we focus. 385 00:16:30,065 --> 00:16:32,596 I guarantee you that bullet will create a hematoma 386 00:16:32,597 --> 00:16:33,930 pressing into the spine. 387 00:16:33,931 --> 00:16:35,398 These dressings are soaking through. 388 00:16:35,399 --> 00:16:37,468 You're more than welcome to redress them. 389 00:16:37,469 --> 00:16:38,901 Look there is inflammation on the gallbladder 390 00:16:38,902 --> 00:16:40,770 which means the infection is a serious concern. 391 00:16:40,771 --> 00:16:44,274 Plus the paramedics said there was sensation at the scene, 392 00:16:44,275 --> 00:16:45,341 Babinski prints out. 393 00:16:45,342 --> 00:16:46,845 We're gonna have to move faster than that. 394 00:16:46,846 --> 00:16:49,150 Dr. Devi? I'll do it. Just because he has sensation now 395 00:16:49,151 --> 00:16:50,586 doesn't mean he's gonna have it in the future. 396 00:16:50,587 --> 00:16:52,441 And the fact that you would ignore spinal compression 397 00:16:52,442 --> 00:16:54,879 and risk neuro deficit makes me seriously question your judgment. 398 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:57,386 He has massive hypotension and coagulopathy, 399 00:16:57,387 --> 00:16:59,521 plus the fluid collecting in his abdominal cavity. 400 00:16:59,522 --> 00:17:01,357 We can ligate the extrahepatic duct, 401 00:17:01,358 --> 00:17:03,260 we can control the bleeding, find out what else got hit. 402 00:17:03,261 --> 00:17:06,161 Dr. Curtis is right. This is why the bullet path is relevant. 403 00:17:06,162 --> 00:17:08,664 But wrong about the priority. Deal with the hematoma 404 00:17:08,665 --> 00:17:10,866 and decompress the spine before touching anything else. 405 00:17:10,867 --> 00:17:12,734 I'm going to intubate him. Dr. Devi, 406 00:17:12,735 --> 00:17:16,004 you're more than welcome to stay and work the bone drill? 407 00:17:16,005 --> 00:17:18,472 I think suction is more my speed. 408 00:17:31,060 --> 00:17:32,087 Hey! 409 00:17:32,088 --> 00:17:33,588 - Hi. - What's up? 410 00:17:33,589 --> 00:17:36,858 Our regularly scheduled noonish heart check in? 411 00:17:36,859 --> 00:17:38,326 All's good on the Holter. 412 00:17:38,327 --> 00:17:39,895 Just like every other day this week. 413 00:17:39,896 --> 00:17:42,196 Rania said she'd be happy to take Amira again 414 00:17:42,197 --> 00:17:46,067 so when Cam leaves, I can stay with you. 415 00:17:46,068 --> 00:17:47,365 And be my nurse? 416 00:17:53,408 --> 00:17:54,442 What was that? 417 00:17:54,443 --> 00:17:57,546 Wait, Mags are you... Are you here? 418 00:17:57,547 --> 00:17:59,447 Fisher called me in for some imaging. 419 00:17:59,448 --> 00:18:02,182 I didn't want you messing up your day distracted by me. 420 00:18:02,183 --> 00:18:04,118 Mags... Please. 421 00:18:04,119 --> 00:18:06,152 Look, I'll find you later. Okay? 422 00:18:07,288 --> 00:18:08,822 Caleb had a rough night at home? 423 00:18:08,823 --> 00:18:10,157 Yes. It started with cramping, 424 00:18:10,158 --> 00:18:12,826 and then this fever that got away from... 425 00:18:12,827 --> 00:18:14,962 He couldn't even keep down Pedialyte. 426 00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:16,196 We're rehydrating him now. 427 00:18:16,197 --> 00:18:19,299 Dr. Bergeron may have some solutions. 428 00:18:19,300 --> 00:18:20,568 I doubt it. 429 00:18:20,569 --> 00:18:23,003 Something happened between you two last time you were here? 430 00:18:23,004 --> 00:18:24,572 Nothing happened! That's the problem. 431 00:18:24,573 --> 00:18:27,675 That drug Bergeron won't fight to get Caleb on it. 432 00:18:27,676 --> 00:18:29,309 Did she say why? 433 00:18:29,310 --> 00:18:31,946 Something about intense side effects 434 00:18:31,947 --> 00:18:33,114 he wouldn't be able to tolerate. 435 00:18:33,115 --> 00:18:35,949 Well, if that's the case, I'm sure she's right. 436 00:18:35,950 --> 00:18:37,985 Yeah, but it's like she's given up. 437 00:18:37,986 --> 00:18:40,287 After his seizure, I asked her to admit us. 438 00:18:40,288 --> 00:18:43,090 She said, "Home is better than a hospital". But for who? 439 00:18:43,091 --> 00:18:44,891 Is there anyone around that can help you? 440 00:18:44,892 --> 00:18:46,593 My wife left when he was two. 441 00:18:46,594 --> 00:18:49,262 I already took a leave of absence from work but that ends next month. 442 00:18:49,263 --> 00:18:51,398 Was Caleb been diagnosed with an enlarged spleen? 443 00:18:51,399 --> 00:18:53,567 That's common with Niemann Pick. Why? 444 00:18:53,568 --> 00:18:56,035 I'm seeing fluid and... 445 00:18:56,870 --> 00:18:58,105 rupture can happen. 446 00:18:58,106 --> 00:19:01,874 It seems so unfair that there is a drug that could help Caleb 447 00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,210 and he can't access it! 448 00:19:03,211 --> 00:19:06,679 His entire childhood is just... this. 449 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:09,048 I'm gonna get Caleb admitted 450 00:19:09,049 --> 00:19:11,784 and will see where we are with his spleen. Okay? 451 00:19:11,785 --> 00:19:13,318 Fine! 452 00:19:16,986 --> 00:19:18,490 Come on, Shay. 453 00:19:18,491 --> 00:19:20,559 We're gonna need access to your security cameras. 454 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:21,861 That camera hasn't worked in years. 455 00:19:21,862 --> 00:19:23,730 Your own business was robbed, sir. 456 00:19:23,731 --> 00:19:25,365 Do you have anything that you can tell us? 457 00:19:25,366 --> 00:19:28,901 I wasn't there! Stan said the guy was too far away to see. 458 00:19:28,902 --> 00:19:30,436 Sir? 459 00:19:30,437 --> 00:19:32,171 Do you have any water or something? 460 00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:34,707 Mr. Popavich? Whoa, whoa, whoa. 461 00:19:34,708 --> 00:19:36,843 Hey! Okay, let's get this guy in a room. 462 00:19:36,844 --> 00:19:38,545 Just this way. 463 00:19:38,546 --> 00:19:41,414 Okay, just have a seat. 464 00:19:41,415 --> 00:19:43,814 Just give us a minute? 465 00:19:47,654 --> 00:19:48,954 How's my cousin? 466 00:19:48,955 --> 00:19:50,789 We found the bullet and we controlled the bleeding. 467 00:19:50,790 --> 00:19:53,991 And now he's dealing with a fever, so I guess it's wait and see. 468 00:19:54,594 --> 00:19:57,929 What about you, hm? You almost fainted out there. 469 00:19:57,930 --> 00:20:01,199 Nah. I just needed to get away from that cop. 470 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,235 Right, 'cause your story's bogus. 471 00:20:03,236 --> 00:20:05,671 You know, the way the bullet entered your cousin's abdomen 472 00:20:05,672 --> 00:20:06,676 and in a downward direction, 473 00:20:06,677 --> 00:20:09,112 It's kind of hard to do it from far away. Wouldn't you say? 474 00:20:09,113 --> 00:20:10,747 Tell me I'm wrong. 475 00:20:10,748 --> 00:20:12,281 Okay. 476 00:20:13,380 --> 00:20:14,813 There was no robbery. 477 00:20:14,814 --> 00:20:16,448 Did you shoot Stanley, Leon? 478 00:20:16,449 --> 00:20:18,784 - No! Stanley shot Stanley! - What?! 479 00:20:18,785 --> 00:20:20,614 You're trying to tell me that idiot shot himself in the gut? 480 00:20:20,615 --> 00:20:22,249 - Do you have any idea how... - Hey! 481 00:20:22,250 --> 00:20:24,452 It was supposed to graze his arm but the gun kicked! 482 00:20:24,453 --> 00:20:27,057 We're under water financially but we got insurance. 483 00:20:27,058 --> 00:20:29,060 I lobbied against it but Stan had this dumb idea 484 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:30,362 that if a robbery looked real... 485 00:20:30,363 --> 00:20:32,329 You guys could get a payout. Unbelievable. 486 00:20:33,565 --> 00:20:35,500 - Your blood pressure's fine. - It shouldn't be, 487 00:20:35,501 --> 00:20:37,799 cause I'm freaking out! 488 00:20:38,304 --> 00:20:40,338 You gonna tell that cop? 489 00:20:40,339 --> 00:20:43,073 Cause I heard doctors are like lawyers with confidentiality! 490 00:20:43,074 --> 00:20:44,409 You're right. I can't say anything. 491 00:20:44,410 --> 00:20:46,010 Stan's going to be mad I told you. 492 00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:47,345 Your first impressions of the guy 493 00:20:47,346 --> 00:20:49,881 obviously weren't ideal but... We're family. 494 00:20:49,882 --> 00:20:52,450 Well your family's irresponsible choices 495 00:20:52,451 --> 00:20:54,484 just made you an accomplice. Okay? 496 00:20:54,485 --> 00:20:56,286 So if I were you, I would tell the cop the truth 497 00:20:56,287 --> 00:20:58,089 and cut your cousin out of your life. 498 00:20:58,090 --> 00:21:00,190 I mean even if you're right, I... 499 00:21:00,191 --> 00:21:01,758 Would you do that if you were me? 500 00:21:01,759 --> 00:21:04,660 Why not? You really need this mess, Leon? 501 00:21:07,599 --> 00:21:09,299 The EMDR light will pulse, 502 00:21:09,300 --> 00:21:10,801 grounding Gurjeet in the present, 503 00:21:10,802 --> 00:21:12,202 that'll prompt him to speak. 504 00:21:12,203 --> 00:21:14,004 I'm surprised he agreed so quickly. 505 00:21:14,005 --> 00:21:16,469 Gurjeet blames himself for the death of Nadir, 506 00:21:16,874 --> 00:21:19,008 it's affected every area of his life. 507 00:21:19,009 --> 00:21:21,045 He wants to move on but the past won't let him. 508 00:21:21,046 --> 00:21:23,180 - And this is how he does that? - In my experience, 509 00:21:23,181 --> 00:21:25,114 it's a safe way to reprocess trauma. 510 00:21:25,115 --> 00:21:27,250 With you invoking Nadir, 511 00:21:27,251 --> 00:21:29,284 Gurjeet may better engage with his reaction 512 00:21:29,285 --> 00:21:30,786 to the traumatic experience. 513 00:21:30,787 --> 00:21:33,356 Shouldn't I know more about Nadir? 514 00:21:33,357 --> 00:21:35,824 He was a local translator, but the details matter less 515 00:21:35,825 --> 00:21:37,693 than the emotional connection. 516 00:21:37,694 --> 00:21:40,730 For Gurjeet to engage, it has to get to a real place, 517 00:21:40,731 --> 00:21:43,595 so whatever you feel in the moment, don't bury it. 518 00:21:48,004 --> 00:21:50,172 Imaging and blood work look good. 519 00:21:50,173 --> 00:21:52,775 Any headache, weakness, syncope? 520 00:21:52,776 --> 00:21:55,910 Just some dizziness. Always happens with anti-arrhythmics. 521 00:21:56,813 --> 00:21:58,814 Dr. Fisher I wanted to thank you. 522 00:21:58,815 --> 00:22:00,615 You're my patient, it's my job. 523 00:22:01,450 --> 00:22:03,299 It's really important for you to know 524 00:22:03,300 --> 00:22:05,454 how committed I am to this residency. 525 00:22:05,455 --> 00:22:07,889 And I've taken steps to ensure it'll be here when you get back. 526 00:22:07,890 --> 00:22:10,792 - How long were you thinking? - Four months should do it. 527 00:22:10,793 --> 00:22:14,062 - Four months! For a pacemaker battery? - And a valve repair. 528 00:22:14,063 --> 00:22:16,631 But the intake phase of the study will almost be over by then. 529 00:22:16,632 --> 00:22:18,466 And you'll go back into the general cardiology pool. 530 00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:20,636 Okay but I put together a plan for managing study data remotely, 531 00:22:20,637 --> 00:22:23,172 - and monitoring patients over the phone and... - Mags. 532 00:22:23,173 --> 00:22:26,575 You came to me a week ago very upset at how I was running things. 533 00:22:26,576 --> 00:22:29,544 Not to quit! To make it work! 534 00:22:29,545 --> 00:22:32,847 By trying to change my process to suit your own needs? 535 00:22:32,848 --> 00:22:34,915 That was never going to work for me. 536 00:22:37,251 --> 00:22:38,786 I honestly thought you'd be relieved. 537 00:22:38,787 --> 00:22:40,521 Okay, if you don't want me to be on the study, 538 00:22:40,522 --> 00:22:42,523 I can do remote charts, I can do dictation... 539 00:22:42,524 --> 00:22:49,262 It's a full-time hands-on job. You know this. 540 00:22:49,263 --> 00:22:51,598 Rest up, 541 00:22:51,599 --> 00:22:54,667 come back when you're past this bump. 542 00:22:55,770 --> 00:22:58,839 Someone will be in to remove your IV, then you can change and go. 543 00:23:12,553 --> 00:23:15,220 What are you noticing? 544 00:23:15,221 --> 00:23:16,521 Before now? 545 00:23:17,691 --> 00:23:22,027 In the Humvee, you and I are kidding around in Punjabi. 546 00:23:22,028 --> 00:23:24,330 You were the only one who spoke my language. 547 00:23:24,331 --> 00:23:27,967 You tried to teach me a lot of Dari but I learned nothing. 548 00:23:27,968 --> 00:23:30,369 You don't remember that, Nadir? 549 00:23:30,370 --> 00:23:32,939 We pulled over. Just an easy roadside stop. 550 00:23:32,940 --> 00:23:35,974 Nadir got out, spoke to locals, we ate. 551 00:23:36,877 --> 00:23:38,978 Waiting for the green light from the CO. 552 00:23:38,979 --> 00:23:41,413 You know what drill we're gonna do, Nadir? 553 00:23:42,115 --> 00:23:43,749 No, I don't. 554 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:45,517 What's coming up now, Gurjeet? 555 00:23:45,518 --> 00:23:47,151 I'm scared. 556 00:23:48,955 --> 00:23:52,023 When you asked me what was wrong, I lied. 557 00:23:52,024 --> 00:23:54,025 I knew the raid was gonna be dangerous, 558 00:23:54,026 --> 00:23:56,961 I just didn't want you to know I was afraid, 559 00:23:57,897 --> 00:24:00,699 it's like if I said how I felt and it went bad, 560 00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:02,568 it would all be my fault. 561 00:24:02,569 --> 00:24:06,170 When we got to the house, we sent you in first to get the civilians out. 562 00:24:06,939 --> 00:24:10,141 You were nervous but I said it was gonna be okay, 563 00:24:10,142 --> 00:24:12,744 and you trusted me. 564 00:24:12,745 --> 00:24:14,145 I did. 565 00:24:14,146 --> 00:24:16,047 There was a hidden IED in the house. 566 00:24:16,048 --> 00:24:17,382 You took the worst of it. 567 00:24:17,383 --> 00:24:20,316 Could you see anything before it went off? 568 00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,821 You called out for your Mom in Dari. 569 00:24:23,822 --> 00:24:26,056 I know enough to know that. 570 00:24:27,492 --> 00:24:31,598 Did you feel it, Nadir? The explosion? 571 00:24:31,599 --> 00:24:33,964 Not at first. 572 00:24:34,633 --> 00:24:36,299 But after a minute. 573 00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,701 It's all my fault! 574 00:24:37,702 --> 00:24:39,670 I'd do anything to give you your future back! 575 00:24:39,671 --> 00:24:43,840 You can't! Okay? You can't! 576 00:24:52,550 --> 00:24:55,785 - I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... - Wait, wait. 577 00:24:55,786 --> 00:24:58,688 Is there something you'd like to say to Nadir? 578 00:24:58,689 --> 00:25:01,654 I can't breathe. 579 00:25:03,494 --> 00:25:05,291 Dr. Hamed! 580 00:25:07,398 --> 00:25:08,998 Hematemesis. 581 00:25:08,999 --> 00:25:11,033 The shrapnel's perforated his esophagus. 582 00:25:11,034 --> 00:25:12,163 He needs surgery right now. 583 00:25:12,164 --> 00:25:14,364 - He hasn't consented... - Go get help, now! 584 00:25:22,900 --> 00:25:24,435 Hey, I'm sorry, is there any way 585 00:25:24,436 --> 00:25:25,936 that you could remove this IV for me please? 586 00:25:25,937 --> 00:25:26,941 Oh, you have to wait your turn, ma'am. 587 00:25:26,942 --> 00:25:29,244 I'm actually a doctor here, I'd do it myself but it's just... 588 00:25:29,245 --> 00:25:31,479 So just see the triage nurse, he can help. 589 00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:35,116 Are you sure... Thank you. 590 00:25:55,333 --> 00:25:57,368 Oh! Hey! Mags? What are you doing? 591 00:25:57,369 --> 00:25:59,437 I was supposed to wait but I just... I had to get out 592 00:25:59,438 --> 00:26:02,102 of the gown and that... room and I got dizzy and... 593 00:26:02,707 --> 00:26:05,809 Can you please distract me by complaining about Trauma OR 594 00:26:05,810 --> 00:26:08,411 - or Novak or Shay? - Yeah, I mean Shay's been gone 595 00:26:08,412 --> 00:26:10,480 for like five days and I haven't heard a word. 596 00:26:10,481 --> 00:26:12,783 - That's a while. - Yeah, I know, right? 597 00:26:12,784 --> 00:26:15,518 I mean she spent couple days at her friend. 598 00:26:15,519 --> 00:26:16,678 Kenzie's house last month 599 00:26:16,679 --> 00:26:18,388 but they were doing some kind technology cleanse. 600 00:26:18,389 --> 00:26:21,257 Well, if she used to doing that stuff why are you worried? 601 00:26:21,258 --> 00:26:22,960 I don't know I think I might have... 602 00:26:22,961 --> 00:26:24,929 gotten with bargained with this kid, you know? 603 00:26:24,930 --> 00:26:27,398 I feel like I should be calling a grown-up but also, 604 00:26:27,399 --> 00:26:28,600 am I the grown-up? 605 00:26:28,601 --> 00:26:30,434 - Well... - I don't think I am the grown-up. 606 00:26:30,435 --> 00:26:32,403 Why is that bleeding so much?! 607 00:26:32,404 --> 00:26:34,504 Blood thinners. 608 00:26:34,505 --> 00:26:36,473 Heart condition, remember? 609 00:26:36,474 --> 00:26:37,674 Right. 610 00:26:38,376 --> 00:26:39,870 Who would've thought you'd be the one 611 00:26:39,871 --> 00:26:41,911 with the bigger secret of the two of us, huh? 612 00:26:43,446 --> 00:26:46,282 How are you doing? Yeah, don't answer that, 613 00:26:46,283 --> 00:26:47,850 Bash is been keeping me up to date. 614 00:26:47,851 --> 00:26:49,717 Yeah, you should call a grown-up. 615 00:26:51,287 --> 00:26:53,122 I'll text you? 616 00:26:53,123 --> 00:26:54,189 - Hey! - Hey! 617 00:26:54,190 --> 00:26:56,459 Leon Popavich said you were sending him for tests? 618 00:26:56,460 --> 00:26:58,961 - I can't find him. - He didn't need more tests. 619 00:26:58,962 --> 00:27:00,991 - So you lost him? - I didn't lose him. 620 00:27:00,992 --> 00:27:03,055 He decided to leave, that's not on me. 621 00:27:04,429 --> 00:27:06,864 Uh, officer? Hi. 622 00:27:06,865 --> 00:27:10,205 Um, how long should one wait before reporting someone missing? 623 00:27:10,206 --> 00:27:11,940 - You... - No, no, no, no. 624 00:27:11,941 --> 00:27:14,142 It has nothing to do with Leon or Stan. 625 00:27:14,143 --> 00:27:17,045 Do you have a specific reason to be worried about this person? 626 00:27:17,046 --> 00:27:19,814 No. Uh, maybe... 627 00:27:19,815 --> 00:27:21,649 She's like 19. She's a college student. 628 00:27:21,650 --> 00:27:23,551 A bit of a disaster and normally she checks in 629 00:27:23,552 --> 00:27:25,753 but she's been gone like five days this time so... 630 00:27:25,754 --> 00:27:28,256 Okay, if you think she's in danger 631 00:27:28,257 --> 00:27:30,025 or prone to doing something reckless, 632 00:27:30,026 --> 00:27:32,195 act sooner rather than later. Okay? 633 00:27:32,196 --> 00:27:33,396 Okay. 634 00:27:36,398 --> 00:27:39,499 Making incision along the sternocleidomastoid. 635 00:27:41,636 --> 00:27:44,238 Self retaining retractor. Please, Claire. 636 00:27:44,239 --> 00:27:47,307 Let's get all the shrapnel out and repair the esophagus. 637 00:27:52,947 --> 00:27:55,350 Okay, this looks like a difficult dissection. 638 00:27:55,351 --> 00:27:59,252 It's probably why they left the shrapnel in. Forceps please. 639 00:28:00,088 --> 00:28:03,356 All veins and vessels, one wrong move... 640 00:28:03,959 --> 00:28:06,026 I can see the shrapnel. 641 00:28:07,362 --> 00:28:09,262 Okay, got it. 642 00:28:12,068 --> 00:28:13,467 Pressure's dropping! 643 00:28:13,468 --> 00:28:16,436 There is a tear in the carotid. We need to clamp! 644 00:28:16,437 --> 00:28:17,771 Clamping the carotid risks stroke. 645 00:28:17,772 --> 00:28:19,240 He's hemodynamically unstable. 646 00:28:19,241 --> 00:28:21,941 Bleed's a higher priority! Hang bags of blood, please. 647 00:28:22,377 --> 00:28:23,610 I can't see. 648 00:28:23,611 --> 00:28:25,211 You're gonna have to feel for it. 649 00:28:27,415 --> 00:28:28,549 Dr. Hamed? 650 00:28:28,550 --> 00:28:30,617 Hold on. Okay, got it. Clamp! 651 00:28:41,295 --> 00:28:42,363 Pressure's holding. 652 00:28:42,364 --> 00:28:44,798 Got that bleed under control. Well done guys. 653 00:28:44,799 --> 00:28:46,900 V-fib! 654 00:28:46,901 --> 00:28:49,003 This guy is bound and determined to let go, isn't he? 655 00:28:49,004 --> 00:28:50,704 We're not going to let him! Alright, Claire, 656 00:28:50,705 --> 00:28:52,171 prep pads, 150 J! 657 00:28:54,675 --> 00:28:56,341 - Charged! - Clear! 658 00:28:57,210 --> 00:29:00,246 Nothing. Try 200 joules! Resuming compression. 659 00:29:00,247 --> 00:29:01,480 Charged! 660 00:29:01,481 --> 00:29:02,714 Clear! 661 00:29:03,550 --> 00:29:06,318 Sinus rhythm. Pressure's coming back up. 662 00:29:06,319 --> 00:29:07,787 75/60. 663 00:29:07,788 --> 00:29:09,488 Okay. 664 00:29:09,489 --> 00:29:10,990 Let's remove the other fragments 665 00:29:10,991 --> 00:29:12,859 and finish up before anything else happens. 666 00:29:12,860 --> 00:29:14,926 He's gonna owe you his life, Dr. Hamed. 667 00:29:15,896 --> 00:29:18,898 I know there's a rule about proper notice of schedule changes 668 00:29:18,899 --> 00:29:20,768 - in our collective agreement. - I like the shorter shifts. 669 00:29:20,769 --> 00:29:23,702 Sweet summer child, you still don't see the glory 670 00:29:23,703 --> 00:29:25,704 - of a four-day week. - It's not just the shifts, Nancy... 671 00:29:25,705 --> 00:29:27,539 Care to fill me in? 672 00:29:28,975 --> 00:29:31,209 Oh come one! I'm still a nurse, guys. 673 00:29:31,210 --> 00:29:33,011 And a managing NP who reports up. 674 00:29:33,012 --> 00:29:36,014 We were maxed out before these policy changes, 675 00:29:36,015 --> 00:29:38,216 not taking breaks, barely keeping up with charting. 676 00:29:38,217 --> 00:29:40,119 And now we're getting yelled at for misquoting waits, 677 00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:42,455 and having to chase down doctors for treatment plans in advance. 678 00:29:42,456 --> 00:29:44,191 Has anyone tried talking to Devi? 679 00:29:44,192 --> 00:29:46,193 You saw her earlier, she sees it 680 00:29:46,194 --> 00:29:48,293 but she's not doing anything. This isn't working. 681 00:29:48,294 --> 00:29:51,263 Look Claire, diplomacy was fine when you had Bishop's ear, 682 00:29:51,264 --> 00:29:54,900 but things are different now. So are you with us? 683 00:29:54,901 --> 00:29:56,334 When have I ever not been? 684 00:29:56,335 --> 00:29:57,703 That time, with the peach scrubs. 685 00:29:57,704 --> 00:30:00,305 Or when we switched the chart pile to the other side of the desk. 686 00:30:00,306 --> 00:30:01,907 Okay, just hold on. 687 00:30:01,908 --> 00:30:04,776 Emergency. 688 00:30:04,777 --> 00:30:07,813 Some guy forced his way into the drug dispensary 689 00:30:07,814 --> 00:30:09,647 demanding a specific drug. 690 00:30:09,648 --> 00:30:11,016 Said you knew which one. 691 00:30:11,017 --> 00:30:14,252 He scared the pharmacist. 692 00:30:14,253 --> 00:30:15,752 He's pretty volatile. 693 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:24,084 We were able to remove the shrapnel and repair the rupture. 694 00:30:24,085 --> 00:30:27,688 He's sedated right now and tolerating it well.. 695 00:30:27,689 --> 00:30:30,090 I know he wanted me to let him die. 696 00:30:30,091 --> 00:30:33,294 Without a DNR, you had no choice. 697 00:30:33,295 --> 00:30:36,363 Where we went in that moment... 698 00:30:36,364 --> 00:30:39,333 His body gave up, it nearly killed him. 699 00:30:39,334 --> 00:30:42,769 Are you blaming yourself for his shrapnel breaking through? 700 00:30:42,770 --> 00:30:46,373 How could his physical reaction be your fault? 701 00:30:46,374 --> 00:30:49,043 And where you went, Gurjeet needed to go. 702 00:30:49,044 --> 00:30:51,845 Will he be able to go back there? 703 00:30:51,846 --> 00:30:53,747 It's my job to try, Dr. Hamed. 704 00:30:53,748 --> 00:30:57,651 Look, things clearly got personal for you too. 705 00:30:57,652 --> 00:31:00,553 If you're scared to go back with him, I'd understand. 706 00:31:01,579 --> 00:31:03,654 Avrum... Avrum, I'm coming in. 707 00:31:04,259 --> 00:31:06,392 Open it. 708 00:31:09,063 --> 00:31:11,130 Just tell me where you keep it! 709 00:31:11,131 --> 00:31:12,831 We don't have that drug here. And even if we did, 710 00:31:12,832 --> 00:31:15,134 - we can't give it to him... - Then order it and I will! 711 00:31:15,135 --> 00:31:17,270 I've learned how to do IM injections, 712 00:31:17,271 --> 00:31:19,838 how to position him for seizures, do CPR. 713 00:31:19,839 --> 00:31:23,209 I've done more for him than anyone here and I will do this too! 714 00:31:23,210 --> 00:31:25,811 Look Avrum, I never should've asked you to press Bergeron 715 00:31:25,812 --> 00:31:28,981 - without all the facts. - I need somewhere to put my hope! 716 00:31:28,982 --> 00:31:31,250 I know. But this isn't the place. 717 00:31:31,251 --> 00:31:35,221 Then there's nowhere! And Caleb is going to die! 718 00:31:35,222 --> 00:31:38,699 But not today. Look I know you're tired, man, 719 00:31:38,700 --> 00:31:41,968 but you can walk this back before it escalates. 720 00:31:44,873 --> 00:31:47,140 I'm no better than his mom. 721 00:31:49,745 --> 00:31:53,546 There's this part of me that wants to go to jail, 722 00:31:54,549 --> 00:31:56,983 just so I can have a night off. 723 00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:00,854 What kind of father am I? 724 00:32:04,392 --> 00:32:08,829 One that's in an impossible situation he doesn't deserve. 725 00:32:08,830 --> 00:32:11,165 But I can help. 726 00:32:11,166 --> 00:32:13,567 Caleb's spleen rupture is graded low. 727 00:32:13,568 --> 00:32:16,336 Which means he'll recover without any surgery. 728 00:32:16,337 --> 00:32:20,307 But we'll keep him here, bear the brunt for a few days. 729 00:32:20,308 --> 00:32:22,542 I just need you to come out. 730 00:32:23,779 --> 00:32:26,012 I'll be with you, every step. 731 00:32:28,650 --> 00:32:30,015 Come on. 732 00:32:34,656 --> 00:32:36,422 Okay. 733 00:32:40,795 --> 00:32:42,962 We're coming out! 734 00:32:42,963 --> 00:32:44,897 We're okay! 735 00:32:47,902 --> 00:32:50,770 Hey, no! What are you doing? Let him go. 736 00:32:50,771 --> 00:32:53,707 Mr. Pasternak, you're under arrest. 737 00:32:53,708 --> 00:32:56,042 Theo! Don't leave Caleb alone please! 738 00:32:56,043 --> 00:32:58,913 Look his kid is sick, okay? Where are you taking him? 739 00:32:58,914 --> 00:33:01,381 I'm sorry, Theo, we had to call it in. 740 00:33:01,382 --> 00:33:02,915 Lou... 741 00:33:09,090 --> 00:33:14,427 Kenzie? It's June Curtis. Uh, Shay's... sister. 742 00:33:14,428 --> 00:33:17,230 Uh, now this is weird, 743 00:33:17,231 --> 00:33:19,498 but she says she hangs out here sometimes, 744 00:33:19,499 --> 00:33:21,567 I was wondering if she might be with you? 745 00:33:23,637 --> 00:33:26,238 Or if maybe you know where she is? 746 00:33:35,515 --> 00:33:38,851 I was gonna come see you, I just hadn't gotten around to it yet. 747 00:33:38,852 --> 00:33:41,419 - Is Cam here? - No, I took an Uber. 748 00:33:41,420 --> 00:33:42,921 And before you tell me that that was a risk, 749 00:33:42,922 --> 00:33:45,090 it obviously wasn't, because I survived. 750 00:33:45,091 --> 00:33:48,528 And now you're cleaning out your office for some reason? 751 00:33:48,529 --> 00:33:50,630 Because I don't work here anymore. 752 00:33:50,631 --> 00:33:52,331 Wait, what? 753 00:33:52,332 --> 00:33:56,034 I'm out of the study and on a mandated four-month leave. 754 00:33:56,035 --> 00:33:58,571 Okay, I can see why that's upsetting 755 00:33:58,572 --> 00:34:00,673 but if your cardiologist thinks that's a good idea... 756 00:34:00,674 --> 00:34:03,108 She's taking the opportunity to push me out! 757 00:34:04,177 --> 00:34:06,111 Okay. If that's what happening. 758 00:34:06,112 --> 00:34:09,014 - Yes, it is. - I wasn't trying to... 759 00:34:09,015 --> 00:34:11,315 We can find a way to fix it. 760 00:34:13,987 --> 00:34:17,455 - Here why don't you let me. - No! Stop! Stop it! 761 00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:19,058 - Stop what? Trying to help? - No! 762 00:34:19,059 --> 00:34:20,559 Stop looking at me like that! 763 00:34:20,560 --> 00:34:23,928 Like I'm some breakable object that you're afraid to touch! 764 00:34:26,532 --> 00:34:28,500 See? Like that! That's what I mean. 765 00:34:28,501 --> 00:34:30,569 You won't even fight with me! I'm the same person! 766 00:34:30,570 --> 00:34:32,604 I don't want to fight with you, Mags. 767 00:34:34,174 --> 00:34:36,542 The people I care about get hurt and... 768 00:34:36,543 --> 00:34:38,776 Well, this isn't about you! 769 00:34:42,315 --> 00:34:44,448 I've always hid this part of myself. 770 00:34:44,449 --> 00:34:47,283 And now that this happened so publicly I can't do that anymore. 771 00:34:50,055 --> 00:34:52,956 I need space to be the messed up one right now. 772 00:34:55,861 --> 00:34:57,828 Okay. 773 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:16,468 - What the hell? - Cardiac arrest. 774 00:35:16,469 --> 00:35:18,536 Massive septic shock. 775 00:35:18,537 --> 00:35:21,373 Bullet may've greased an abscess. 776 00:35:21,374 --> 00:35:23,074 On the gallbladder? 777 00:35:23,075 --> 00:35:25,177 What if there was a pre-existing infection. 778 00:35:25,178 --> 00:35:27,245 Anyways, the full resus team was here 779 00:35:27,246 --> 00:35:28,879 and there's nothing they could do. 780 00:35:29,782 --> 00:35:31,448 Leon, I'm really sorry. 781 00:35:32,084 --> 00:35:35,620 Where were you? You told me to leave! 782 00:35:35,621 --> 00:35:37,289 If I'd stayed, maybe we could've caught it. 783 00:35:37,290 --> 00:35:39,988 - No, no... - This is your fault! 784 00:35:40,393 --> 00:35:42,060 What? No. 785 00:35:42,061 --> 00:35:44,762 He's on a recovery floor, there are three dedicated nurses. 786 00:35:44,763 --> 00:35:46,196 There's... 787 00:35:53,905 --> 00:35:55,972 Thank you. 788 00:35:55,973 --> 00:35:58,041 I can't believe you didn't stand up for me, 789 00:35:58,042 --> 00:35:59,611 I was the one who pointed out the inflammation 790 00:35:59,612 --> 00:36:01,214 and I wanted to prioritize his gallbladder. 791 00:36:01,215 --> 00:36:03,946 Even so, the cardiac arrest took everybody by surprise. 792 00:36:03,947 --> 00:36:05,982 What am I supposed to do, pile on the guy? He just lost a relative. 793 00:36:05,983 --> 00:36:08,286 You know, the only reason that he's even blaming me for all of this 794 00:36:08,287 --> 00:36:10,456 is because this was all part of some stupid insurance scam 795 00:36:10,457 --> 00:36:12,323 and he knows that I know. 796 00:36:12,324 --> 00:36:14,458 So what!? How is that your problem? 797 00:36:14,459 --> 00:36:16,226 What are you so worked up about? 798 00:36:16,227 --> 00:36:18,695 Well, either you're like all over me in Trauma OR 799 00:36:18,696 --> 00:36:21,130 or you're not paging me down at all. Is it some kind of a punishment, 800 00:36:21,131 --> 00:36:23,065 for how I handled Devi while you were gone? 801 00:36:23,066 --> 00:36:25,334 Wow. Uh, maybe. 802 00:36:26,770 --> 00:36:29,639 Why, are your feelings hurt? 803 00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:32,308 - Oh God. - What happened to June Curtis 804 00:36:32,309 --> 00:36:33,576 - with the balls of steel? - Don't do that! 805 00:36:33,577 --> 00:36:38,014 No, no, no. Listen, listen. We can use this melodrama 806 00:36:38,015 --> 00:36:40,149 to solve both of our problems. 807 00:36:40,150 --> 00:36:41,318 - No. - Devi hates me. 808 00:36:41,319 --> 00:36:43,520 - Yeah. - You're annoyed with me. So listen, listen, 809 00:36:43,521 --> 00:36:46,756 let me finish. Go to her, complain about me, 810 00:36:46,757 --> 00:36:49,524 get it off your chest and make her a friend. 811 00:36:49,525 --> 00:36:51,827 Why would I do that? 812 00:36:51,828 --> 00:36:55,365 Well, do you think a guy like me is gonna survive her politics? 813 00:36:55,366 --> 00:36:58,066 And if I go, what happens to you? 814 00:37:00,003 --> 00:37:04,206 Listen, if you care at all about the Trauma OR 815 00:37:04,207 --> 00:37:06,576 that we hoped to build, 816 00:37:06,577 --> 00:37:10,012 then we have to use every check in our book. 817 00:37:10,013 --> 00:37:13,047 Okay? Just think about it. 818 00:37:16,952 --> 00:37:19,721 We gave him something to sleep, 819 00:37:19,722 --> 00:37:21,989 but he's been asking for his dad. 820 00:37:22,458 --> 00:37:24,593 What was he thinking? 821 00:37:24,594 --> 00:37:28,163 That he's being punished for his choices? 822 00:37:28,164 --> 00:37:31,433 And if it's out of his control anyways, 823 00:37:31,434 --> 00:37:34,403 what does it matter if you take your hands off the wheel? 824 00:37:34,404 --> 00:37:35,704 What do you even say to that? 825 00:37:35,705 --> 00:37:38,006 Well, the Theo you knew when we were residents 826 00:37:38,007 --> 00:37:42,911 would have told him everything happens for a reason. 827 00:37:42,912 --> 00:37:44,546 You don't believe that anymore? 828 00:37:44,547 --> 00:37:46,715 As soon as I stopped punishing myself 829 00:37:46,716 --> 00:37:50,285 for wanting out of my marriage, that helicopter crashed. 830 00:37:50,286 --> 00:37:52,353 So if I still believed that, 831 00:37:52,354 --> 00:37:54,789 that would mean that crash was meant to happen, 832 00:37:54,790 --> 00:37:56,324 and that somehow... 833 00:37:56,325 --> 00:37:57,825 You deserved it. 834 00:37:58,894 --> 00:38:00,761 I can stay with him. 835 00:38:00,762 --> 00:38:02,796 I cleared my schedule. 836 00:38:08,838 --> 00:38:10,905 I wanted you to let me die. 837 00:38:12,174 --> 00:38:14,407 I couldn't let that happen. 838 00:38:15,077 --> 00:38:17,111 You can't put that on me, Gurjeet. 839 00:38:17,112 --> 00:38:19,146 I'm putting that on me. 840 00:38:21,050 --> 00:38:22,583 I did this to you. 841 00:38:22,584 --> 00:38:25,586 Me and my war you didn't ask for... 842 00:38:25,587 --> 00:38:28,255 I don't want to carry the weight of your past. 843 00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:31,525 I don't want to be a victim. 844 00:38:31,526 --> 00:38:34,328 Yours, or anyone else's. 845 00:38:34,329 --> 00:38:35,928 Let me go. 846 00:38:42,303 --> 00:38:46,138 Could you at least stay until I fall asleep? 847 00:38:57,386 --> 00:39:00,020 Hey! Where the hell have you been? 848 00:39:00,021 --> 00:39:02,088 Tasha and I decided to skip a few days of classes 849 00:39:02,089 --> 00:39:03,623 and go camping and my phone died. 850 00:39:03,624 --> 00:39:05,892 I didn't even see your texts until today. 26 messages, 851 00:39:05,893 --> 00:39:08,295 - June that's a new record. - I've barely slept! 852 00:39:08,296 --> 00:39:09,896 Don't you think you could've let me know?! 853 00:39:09,897 --> 00:39:12,665 But June, I did. I left a note on the desk at home. 854 00:39:12,666 --> 00:39:14,734 - Next to your charts. - Look, I went into your room, 855 00:39:14,735 --> 00:39:16,103 and I found your antidepressants. 856 00:39:16,104 --> 00:39:18,105 And panicked? Those pills are nothing new. 857 00:39:18,106 --> 00:39:19,974 Okay but it would be nice to know beforehand. 858 00:39:19,975 --> 00:39:23,011 I was supposed to wear my "I have depression" t-shirt when I moved in? 859 00:39:23,012 --> 00:39:26,079 No but this... it's affecting my work, Shay. 860 00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:27,915 Okay? I'm a completely different person, 861 00:39:27,916 --> 00:39:29,951 - I can't have that here. - Are you asking me to leave? 862 00:39:29,952 --> 00:39:32,286 No! No, I just... 863 00:39:33,687 --> 00:39:37,857 Oh my God! You actually care, don't you? 864 00:39:37,858 --> 00:39:40,358 - Shay, don't do that. - You do! Tell me I'm wrong. 865 00:39:47,701 --> 00:39:49,335 Just... 866 00:39:49,336 --> 00:39:50,837 Just don't do that again. 867 00:39:50,838 --> 00:39:52,471 Okay. Well... 868 00:40:02,700 --> 00:40:05,469 - Thanks. - Are they gonna press charges? 869 00:40:05,470 --> 00:40:07,004 "Public mischief", 870 00:40:07,005 --> 00:40:09,040 although my lawyer says they could be talked into 871 00:40:09,041 --> 00:40:11,142 dropping them down the line. 872 00:40:11,143 --> 00:40:12,944 He also said you gave a statement 873 00:40:12,945 --> 00:40:15,513 which is one of the reasons I've been released without bail. 874 00:40:15,514 --> 00:40:17,782 I just told them the truth. 875 00:40:17,783 --> 00:40:19,383 Thank you. 876 00:40:20,318 --> 00:40:21,918 How's Caleb? 877 00:40:21,919 --> 00:40:24,755 Asleep, and in good hands. 878 00:40:24,756 --> 00:40:27,089 You should head home, get some rest. 879 00:40:28,393 --> 00:40:30,293 What I said earlier... 880 00:40:31,663 --> 00:40:33,096 that's not really me. 881 00:40:33,864 --> 00:40:36,900 We get punished for breaking into drug lockers Avrum, 882 00:40:36,901 --> 00:40:38,801 not for being human. 883 00:40:42,306 --> 00:40:46,275 Oh Neeta, I won't be able to make our sit down later today. 884 00:40:46,276 --> 00:40:47,811 Well, we'll reschedule for tomorrow. 885 00:40:47,812 --> 00:40:49,980 Tomorrow, that's even worse than today. 886 00:40:49,981 --> 00:40:53,182 Okay. Um, you wanna propose a time then? 887 00:40:53,183 --> 00:40:56,719 Sure. I'll find out and I'll get back to you. 888 00:40:57,588 --> 00:40:59,122 Do we have a problem here, Mark? 889 00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:01,223 Not from where I'm standing. 890 00:41:02,827 --> 00:41:05,894 It should go... 891 00:41:06,631 --> 00:41:07,897 Dr. Leblanc? 892 00:41:07,898 --> 00:41:10,500 - Hi. - She's all better, Mama. 893 00:41:10,501 --> 00:41:12,535 I came to find you Dr. Devi 894 00:41:12,536 --> 00:41:14,403 but I found this young doctor instead. 895 00:41:14,404 --> 00:41:17,338 You want to go to my desk and draw while I talk to Dr. Leblanc? 896 00:41:19,109 --> 00:41:21,308 Please. 897 00:41:24,213 --> 00:41:26,015 How are you feeling, Mags? 898 00:41:26,016 --> 00:41:28,383 Like I need a job. 899 00:41:28,384 --> 00:41:30,719 Dr. Fisher said I could get back to mine 900 00:41:30,720 --> 00:41:32,621 when everything else is behind me. 901 00:41:32,622 --> 00:41:34,890 But you don't agree? 902 00:41:34,891 --> 00:41:37,826 Well the thing is, I'll recover from the episode 903 00:41:37,827 --> 00:41:42,531 but it'll never be behind me, not in any real way. 904 00:41:42,532 --> 00:41:45,934 And even I've been in denial about that. 905 00:41:45,935 --> 00:41:48,989 So that's why I was kind of hoping 906 00:41:48,990 --> 00:41:51,357 that you would let me come back to emerg. 907 00:41:52,841 --> 00:41:57,378 I'm sure you've heard things are kind in flux right now. 908 00:41:57,379 --> 00:41:59,498 Yeah, I'm not denying that I would need 909 00:41:59,499 --> 00:42:02,950 some kind of accommodations but... 910 00:42:02,951 --> 00:42:05,187 I believe in what you're doing 911 00:42:05,188 --> 00:42:07,082 and I think you could use a doctor 912 00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:08,690 who knows what it's like to be a patient. 913 00:42:08,691 --> 00:42:10,893 And also maybe an ally? 914 00:42:10,894 --> 00:42:13,727 Are you sure you want to make yourself that vulnerable? 915 00:42:14,897 --> 00:42:16,364 No. 916 00:42:16,365 --> 00:42:18,965 But I don't think I have a choice. 917 00:42:20,803 --> 00:42:22,571 Dr. Esfahani! 918 00:42:22,572 --> 00:42:24,237 Hi there. 919 00:42:25,240 --> 00:42:27,675 - Quite a day. - Yeah. 920 00:42:27,676 --> 00:42:31,713 Uh, what you did with Gurjeet, what we did, 921 00:42:31,714 --> 00:42:33,413 I hated it. 922 00:42:34,083 --> 00:42:36,116 Yet our day ends as it began. 923 00:42:36,785 --> 00:42:38,422 With you stalking me? 924 00:42:38,423 --> 00:42:42,626 What I said to him about not wanting to be a victim anymore... 925 00:42:44,492 --> 00:42:47,394 You're right. It did get personal. 926 00:42:47,395 --> 00:42:49,931 I know it did, Bashir. 927 00:42:49,932 --> 00:42:52,500 So do you think you can help me?