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           (in Arabic)

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   - Thanks for taking her on.  
    - You can do it with me.

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  - What if instead of looking  
   for a job, I open a clinic.

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          - Cleveland?

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     - I figured Mark Novak     
     could easily step in--

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     - That's not an option.    
      - You're too damaged

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      to be a mother, June.

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       - I just know that       
      you're resisting us.

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        - I've lost sight       
       of all of it, Liz.

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     - I can't keep waiting.

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           (in Arabic)

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  - To go through all this just 
       to be here, it's...

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  I believe in you. And you can 
      do whatever you want.

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   - I just wanted to tell you  
         how sorry I am.

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     - Why was she working?     
   You should've stopped her.

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     - Don't blame yourself.    
     - I didn't deserve her.

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          I'm just here         
     to clear up my locker.

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      - What if you didn't?

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              (♪♪)

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      (upbeat, piano music)

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           (thumping)

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           (sizzling)

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         (opening theme)

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         (gentle music)

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      (speaking in Arabic)

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            (sighing)

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   - It was basically like any  
      other big loud city.

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     The dorm they put us in    
       was super cramped,

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   and the girl I was sharing   
  a room with snored all night.

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- You don't have to make it seem
  like you didn't have any fun

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  in London for my sake, Amira.

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    Must have been exciting,    
         the adventure.

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  I'm sorry it got cut shorter.

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     It's part of the reason    
      I waited to tell you.

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        - Don't be sorry.       
     I wanted to come home.

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        I miss her, too.

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      - Um, this open house     
        with your school?

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   - Tomorrow. Are you coming?

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    - No, I'm working, but...

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       - You don't have to      
          if you can't.

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  - If you want me to, I will.

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           - Bashir...

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        - Ten micrograms        
       per kilo per hour.

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   Use a calculator if you're   
      not 100 on the math.

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     - Guess I'm gonna have     
     to get used to feeling

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        like a first year       
         all over again.

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  Just finished my last shift.

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              - Ah.

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   Have you looked up who else  
    is on your surgical team?

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      - Yeah, mostly dudes.     
Uh, a lot of pictures of hiking.

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    So, I mean, I'm not doing   
      this to make friends.

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  - My first surgical attending

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    thought my name was Ajax    
         for two years.

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  - And you didn't correct him? 
      - If I could go back,

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       I'd do it on rounds      
      in front of everyone.

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     Prove I had the stones.    
     - So you're suggesting

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 I pick a fight with the biggest
    bully in the prison yard.

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    - Hey, if you don't want    
    my wisdom, that's on you.

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        (dramatic music)

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            Okay, go,

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  before my resident comes back 
    and thinks I'm a softie.

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        (Singh sniffles)

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    - It's a letter of intent   
     saying you'll take over

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   in good faith and purchase   
 my practice when you're ready.

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     - Right, and time wise,    
       you were thinking?

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          - Six weeks.          
    Enough time to make sure

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    your CPSO licence covers    
  independent family medicine.

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       While we're waiting      
         for paperwork,

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we can inform patients and staff
    and make a handover plan.

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 - You wanna start that already?

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   - Well, if we're expecting   
    people to make this major   
     change in their lives,

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     it's a message we have     
       to project soon and      
        with confidence.

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   - Okay, but I was thinking   
       maybe three months.

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    - Theo, if you're having    
  second thoughts, tell me now.

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      Before my wife starts     
        pricing cruises.

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  - No, that's not what, um...  
    Just give me one second.

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        (Barry groaning)        
             Barry.

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  Why aren't you in your room?  
          - Hey, Theo.

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     I think it's out again.    
       - Barry, I reduced

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  your kneecap 20 minutes ago.

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    How could you already be    
     imaged and discharged?

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 - Well, it felt so much better 
       once it popped in.

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     I decided not to wait.     
     - So you walked on it.

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  Barry, we talked about this.  
            - I know.

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   But it hurts, man, so much   
    worse than the last time.

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         - Look, I have         
       a patella to reset.

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   I'll give you a call later,  
           okay, Mac?

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    We're gonna get you back    
       in your room, okay?

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  (phone vibrating and ringing)

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          - Hi, Muriel.

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      - The things of hers      
        that you sent...

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           Thank you.

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      I finally started to,     
        um, sift through.

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         It's not easy,         
       but it's necessary.

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   I don't know if this helps.

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       - No, no, it does.

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- I wanted to see how you were.

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          - I'm, uh...

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            You know?

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             - I do.

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    - Thank you for calling.

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      (indistinct chatter)

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       - Okay, next week.

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     Oh, Neeta, did you have    
        the room booked?

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       Because we're just       
       finishing up here.

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         - I just heard         
      through the grapevine

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     that Mark Novak is back    
      in emerg as co-chief.

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 Tell me that isn't true, Neil,

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       because I know how       
    false rumours can spread.

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    - He came to me last week   
      after your overture.

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       It took a few days       
       to negotiate, but--

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         - My overture.         
  I didn't offer him co-chief.

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  - Well, those were his terms  
  and we need him in Trauma OR.

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    - And you agreed to that    
   without even talking to me?

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   - Well, with Curtis leaving  
          so suddenly,

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          I just solved         
     a problem you couldn't.

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       - We both know Mark      
     lacks patience required    
         for management.

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- Well, maybe he wants to learn.

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           So did you           
     when you took this job.

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     - Is this constructive     
           dismissal?

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      - Are you suggesting      
    that I want you to quit?

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    Let's not overreact here.

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        - All you've done       
      is set me up to fail.

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 - You have had one chance after
   another to prove yourself.

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       - I'm not quitting.

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       If you want me out,      
     you'll have to fire me.

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- Did one of you text me, "911"?

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  - Emergency farewell session.

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   - There's only a few people  
      I'm not ghosting, so.

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      - Well, what is this?     
 Like a group hug situation or?

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           (both): No.          
 - Well, are you excited, June?

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 - Have you ever known me to be 
  excited about anything, Theo?

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    - Okay, so we're gonna be   
 caustically mean to each other 
    right to the bitter end.

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     - Okay, it's just that     
  the ceiling at this hospital  
      in Cleveland is high.

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 You know, it's gonna feel good

136
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        to be challenged,       
        but I'm nervous.

137
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       - It's not too late      
      to change your mind.

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     - I signed a contract.     
  - Well, you're going bigger,

139
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       I'm going smaller.       
     - That family practice

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       you're taking over,      
    is that still happening?

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   - And before one of you can  
   caustically make the point,

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 I realize that I am right back 
         where I started

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         taking over for        
    a retiring pediatrician.

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         This just isn't        
     the right place for me.

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      And I'm good at that      
          kind of work.

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        - Are you trying        
   to convince us or yourself?

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       - After everything       
         that happened,

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    I'm trying to just trust    
         that I'm making

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    the right call this time.

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   - So I finally get offered   
      a permanent position,

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     and you two can't leave    
          fast enough.

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    - Did you tell Devi that    
  you're officially taking it?

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   - Not yet, but she'll want   
         an answer soon.

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         - Makes sense.         
      You're feeling weird?

155
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         Taking her job?

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        (dramatic music)

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    - If she was here, she...

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I mean, she'd want you to do it.
 - We don't know what she'd say.

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          (car honking)

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   - The map always takes you   
        to Niagra Falls,

161
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    but it's easier to cross    
     the border in Buffalo.

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    - And Erie, Pennsylvania    
    is half way between here    
         and Cleveland.

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   - I got Henry on weekends.   
            - Right.

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      - We'll make it work.

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        - What happened?        
         - I don't know.

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 He was wide awake a minute ago.
           Mr. Evans?

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     - Responding to stimuli    
          but he's out.

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   Did you give him anything?   
         - Just fluids.

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            - Bashir?

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           (in Arabic)

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    - Claire, are you, uh...

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    - He's stable, I'm gonna    
        call cardiology.

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           (in Arabic)

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        - Madiha? Madiha?

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       (muffled breathing)

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            - Hamed?

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         (alarm ringing)        
     Is that the fire alarm?

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       - No, um, it's gas.

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     We need to get everyone    
   out of curtains right now.

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    - You think the hospital    
         gas is leaking?

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    - Get everyone to triage    
      until we can confirm.

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      - Yeah, there's only      
        one of me, Mark.

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   - Okay, relax, we'll rally.  
        Hamed, you okay?

184
00:09:37,443 --> 00:09:39,278
    - Yeah, I need help here.

185
00:09:40,713 --> 00:09:43,049
  (indistinct PA announcement)

186
00:09:43,115 --> 00:09:46,319
  Four cases of sudden loss of  
 consciousness in five minutes.

187
00:09:46,385 --> 00:09:48,688
 - Have you ever seen a hospital
      leak anesthetic gas?

188
00:09:48,754 --> 00:09:50,923
 - The pressure on our delivery 
       system is haywire.

189
00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:53,426
    It's probably a hairline    
  fracture in a pipe somewhere.

190
00:09:53,492 --> 00:09:56,262
 Emerg has isolated ventilation 
  so hopefully, it's contained.

191
00:09:56,329 --> 00:09:58,864
     - To which part of ED?     
Do they know where it's leaking?

192
00:09:58,931 --> 00:10:00,166
 - Definitely the curtain rooms.

193
00:10:00,232 --> 00:10:01,334
        I started feeling       
        something there.

194
00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:03,202
      - I was 10 feet away,     
          and I didn't.

195
00:10:03,269 --> 00:10:04,937
   - We had a patient affected  
        near Trauma, too.

196
00:10:05,004 --> 00:10:06,739
       Maybe it's seeping.      
 - We're gonna have to evacuate

197
00:10:06,806 --> 00:10:08,774
  the entire department. We're  
   gonna get everyone upstairs

198
00:10:08,841 --> 00:10:10,843
     until we can figure out    
       where the risk is.

199
00:10:10,910 --> 00:10:12,678
       - How? Bed spacing       
        is a huge issue.

200
00:10:12,745 --> 00:10:13,946
   Even if we twist every arm.

201
00:10:14,013 --> 00:10:16,082
      - Why don't you just      
   let me handle that, Neeta,

202
00:10:16,148 --> 00:10:18,417
 and you can go do other things.
 - Actually, Mark, why don't you

203
00:10:18,484 --> 00:10:19,919
   just worry about Trauma OR?

204
00:10:19,986 --> 00:10:21,520
         - I can set up         
    a temporary unit outside.

205
00:10:21,587 --> 00:10:23,289
   We'll use portable monitors  
        and trauma bags.

206
00:10:23,356 --> 00:10:24,757
         It's something         
       I'm trained to do.

207
00:10:24,824 --> 00:10:27,093
    - Do you want to say yes    
       to that, Dr. Devi?       
          Or should I?

208
00:10:27,159 --> 00:10:29,195
- Tell us what you need, Bashir.

209
00:10:30,663 --> 00:10:33,866
    - Admit anyone unstable,    
    the rest stay on gurneys    
         near the tents.

210
00:10:33,933 --> 00:10:37,503
     If they're ambulatory,     
     divert them to walk-in     
     clinics or urgent care.

211
00:10:37,570 --> 00:10:40,239
  This patient needs a monitor  
      and high flow of O2.

212
00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:42,908
 Arnold has a list, communicate 
      your supply needs now

213
00:10:42,975 --> 00:10:44,210
          and not when          
      they're running low.

214
00:10:44,276 --> 00:10:46,178
    Come find me if you have    
         any questions.

215
00:10:46,245 --> 00:10:47,246
        (sirens wailing)

216
00:10:47,313 --> 00:10:49,448
      (indistinct chatter)

217
00:10:49,515 --> 00:10:51,717
  (indistinct PA announcement)

218
00:10:52,718 --> 00:10:55,221
       - Everyone will be       
      accommodated outside.

219
00:10:55,287 --> 00:10:57,890
     - My knee dislocation,     
        do we know if he        
     ever made his imaging?

220
00:10:57,957 --> 00:11:01,627
        - Uh, last I saw,       
  he was refusing a wheelchair  
      saying he could walk.

221
00:11:01,694 --> 00:11:03,929
     Haven't seen him since.    
        - We lost Barry?

222
00:11:03,996 --> 00:11:06,565
    - ...shoving a pen at me,   
    but I'm not signing that    
          consent form.

223
00:11:06,632 --> 00:11:08,434
      - Ma'am, I know it's      
      an unpleasant topic,

224
00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:10,136
          but you need          
    to understand the risks.

225
00:11:10,202 --> 00:11:11,937
  - And you need to understand  
      that I don't want you

226
00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:13,639
        swiftly disposing       
   of my uterus as you put it.

227
00:11:13,706 --> 00:11:15,541
        - That was a poor       
        choice of words,

228
00:11:15,608 --> 00:11:17,410
      and it would only be      
          if necessary.

229
00:11:17,476 --> 00:11:19,712
    But you do need surgery.    
            Trust me.

230
00:11:19,779 --> 00:11:21,013
            - Ma'am.

231
00:11:21,580 --> 00:11:23,082
          Come with me.

232
00:11:24,950 --> 00:11:26,652
 - Hemorrhaging uterine fibroid.

233
00:11:26,719 --> 00:11:29,722
    - Is Trauma OR even safe?   
 - No, I booked an OR upstairs.

234
00:11:29,789 --> 00:11:32,958
    But as soon as I flagged    
     hysterectomy as a risk,    
          she flipped.

235
00:11:33,025 --> 00:11:34,960
      - Well, yeah, she's,      
       what, mid-30s max.

236
00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:36,462
       You can't just drop      
        a bomb like that.

237
00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:38,898
      - Okay, so, you don't     
     even work here anymore,

238
00:11:38,964 --> 00:11:40,766
       so let's mark this       
        as the last time

239
00:11:40,833 --> 00:11:43,035
       you get to tell me       
      how wrong I am, okay?

240
00:11:43,102 --> 00:11:44,537
           Bye, June.

241
00:11:47,006 --> 00:11:50,342
        - Keep me posted        
      if anything changes.

242
00:11:53,512 --> 00:11:54,947
             Madiha.

243
00:11:55,815 --> 00:11:58,884
           (in Arabic)

244
00:12:35,221 --> 00:12:38,324
       (mysterious music)

245
00:12:41,527 --> 00:12:43,395
            - Hello?

246
00:12:51,170 --> 00:12:53,038
           - Hey, hey!

247
00:12:53,105 --> 00:12:54,807
          That's mine.

248
00:12:55,641 --> 00:12:56,942
     - Actually, it's mine.

249
00:12:57,009 --> 00:12:58,911
    I have patients who need    
        that to survive.

250
00:12:58,978 --> 00:13:01,847
     - I need it to survive.    
          I live here.

251
00:13:01,914 --> 00:13:03,949
  And you people are in my way.

252
00:13:04,583 --> 00:13:06,919
  - Look, I'm sorry about that.

253
00:13:06,986 --> 00:13:08,521
           I'm Bashir.          
        What's your name?

254
00:13:08,587 --> 00:13:11,957
             - Luke.            
        (heavy coughing)

255
00:13:17,463 --> 00:13:20,332
   - You have emphysema, Luke?  
            Or COPD?

256
00:13:20,399 --> 00:13:23,903
      - I always go inside      
     that hospital to charge    
     my phone at this time.

257
00:13:23,969 --> 00:13:25,504
  And today, they say I can't.

258
00:13:25,571 --> 00:13:27,139
   - Well, if there's somebody

259
00:13:27,206 --> 00:13:29,875
          that you need         
    to contact then, please.

260
00:13:35,147 --> 00:13:36,816
  - It wants you to watch this.

261
00:13:40,786 --> 00:13:41,987
           - Is it on?

262
00:13:42,054 --> 00:13:43,289
     - Yeah, why am I filming   
           this again?

263
00:13:43,355 --> 00:13:45,324
    - Because I want this one   
            on record.

264
00:13:45,391 --> 00:13:46,992
          Well, okay...

265
00:13:47,059 --> 00:13:50,095
   - Okay, uh, she is a dancer

266
00:13:50,162 --> 00:13:52,298
  who quit performing to teach,

267
00:13:52,364 --> 00:13:55,935
          and he curates        
       a fancy cheese shop.

268
00:13:56,001 --> 00:13:57,136
             - Okay.

269
00:13:57,203 --> 00:13:59,238
- So does that mean they settled

270
00:13:59,305 --> 00:14:01,307
        or are they living      
         their best life?

271
00:14:01,373 --> 00:14:03,843
- Well, we're about to find out 
   because I'm gonna ask them.

272
00:14:03,909 --> 00:14:05,544
          - Yeah, right.        
            - Why not?

273
00:14:05,611 --> 00:14:07,012
       Don't you wanna know     
         how good we are?

274
00:14:07,079 --> 00:14:08,814
       - Well, asking would     
          be ridiculous.

275
00:14:08,881 --> 00:14:10,883
    - What are you afraid of?

276
00:14:10,950 --> 00:14:12,885
        (dramatic music)

277
00:14:15,821 --> 00:14:18,858
   - You need help breathing.   
       I'll be right back.

278
00:14:34,974 --> 00:14:36,475
             - Ruth.

279
00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:38,711
         Hi, Dr. Curtis.

280
00:14:38,777 --> 00:14:40,045
              June.

281
00:14:40,112 --> 00:14:43,015
   Look, I know when Dr. Novak  
         had to explain

282
00:14:43,082 --> 00:14:44,850
          why they have         
       to do open surgery,

283
00:14:44,917 --> 00:14:46,051
  he handled it like an idiot.

284
00:14:46,118 --> 00:14:47,653
         - And sent you         
      to apologize for him?

285
00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:49,321
     - No, I wanna make sure    
     that you're not making

286
00:14:49,388 --> 00:14:51,023
     a bad decision because     
    he said something stupid.

287
00:14:51,090 --> 00:14:53,659
   - Was he right? The surgery  
  means I could lose my uterus?

288
00:14:53,726 --> 00:14:57,296
   - Some of the fibroids are   
 too connected to other tissues 
    to remove independently.

289
00:14:57,363 --> 00:15:00,299
    Yeah, so, it's possible.    
           - Then, no.

290
00:15:00,366 --> 00:15:02,067
       Is this thing done?      
           I wanna go.

291
00:15:02,134 --> 00:15:05,337
   - Hey, listen, look, I know  
 this is a lot to take in, okay?

292
00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:07,873
But if you keep bleeding inside,

293
00:15:07,940 --> 00:15:09,675
         you're gonna go        
       into shock and die.

294
00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:12,411
  - I've wanted to get pregnant 
   and be a mom my whole life.

295
00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:14,847
     - There are other ways     
           to do that.

296
00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:18,617
    - I know that. And I get    
how this sounds, trust me, I do.

297
00:15:18,684 --> 00:15:20,619
        But if I can't...

298
00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:23,389
         - I understand.

299
00:15:25,190 --> 00:15:27,059
          But you need          
      to let them help you.

300
00:15:27,126 --> 00:15:29,461
      (indistinct chatter)

301
00:15:30,362 --> 00:15:32,364
      - If you're a doctor      
        here, too, June,

302
00:15:32,431 --> 00:15:34,667
 why do you keep saying "them"?

303
00:15:38,570 --> 00:15:40,940
         (alarm ringing)

304
00:15:46,779 --> 00:15:48,180
            - Barry?

305
00:15:52,351 --> 00:15:54,119
    Barry, are you back here?

306
00:16:07,232 --> 00:16:10,369
     - Oh, Theo. Thank God.     
         - You're awake.

307
00:16:10,436 --> 00:16:12,237
       What the hell, man?      
  I've been looking everywhere.

308
00:16:12,304 --> 00:16:14,373
         - Five steps in        
     and it gave out again.

309
00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,475
   I know, I'm an idiot, okay?

310
00:16:16,542 --> 00:16:18,043
      - Help me understand      
      why you'd walk on it

311
00:16:18,110 --> 00:16:19,378
        after it already        
        popped out twice.

312
00:16:19,445 --> 00:16:23,082
    - Oh, more like ten times   
   over the last year, maybe.

313
00:16:23,148 --> 00:16:26,151
     - Ten and you didn't do    
       anything about it?

314
00:16:26,218 --> 00:16:28,220
         Okay, stay here        
      and hold this, okay?

315
00:16:28,287 --> 00:16:30,356
         (Barry moaning)

316
00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:32,958
       I'm gonna lift you       
        into this, okay?

317
00:16:33,025 --> 00:16:34,893
     - I don't think I can,     
         Theo, it hurts.

318
00:16:34,960 --> 00:16:36,829
    - Put your arm around me,   
      c'mon, c'mon, c'mon.

319
00:16:36,895 --> 00:16:38,664
           (grunting)

320
00:16:39,531 --> 00:16:41,300
       (screaming in pain)

321
00:16:41,367 --> 00:16:42,935
        - Did I hit you?

322
00:16:43,002 --> 00:16:45,571
           - No, my...          
     my shoulder popped out.

323
00:16:45,637 --> 00:16:47,873
 - Out? What, as in dislocated?

324
00:16:47,940 --> 00:16:50,576
          Like my knee?         
       What are the odds?

325
00:16:50,642 --> 00:16:52,177
- Ah, it's too painful to stand.

326
00:16:52,244 --> 00:16:54,546
I'm gonna try and text for help.
         (both groaning)

327
00:16:55,447 --> 00:16:57,216
   - You know, the first time   
          it happened,

328
00:16:57,282 --> 00:16:59,685
        they referred me        
          to a surgeon.

329
00:17:00,452 --> 00:17:02,654
          Lots of pain,         
       and a long recovery

330
00:17:02,721 --> 00:17:04,623
        with no guarantee       
       it would even work.

331
00:17:04,690 --> 00:17:06,859
         (Theo groaning)        
      Look, I freaked out.

332
00:17:06,925 --> 00:17:09,428
Are we gonna die from this leak?

333
00:17:09,495 --> 00:17:11,330
     (Theo breathes heavily)    
 - The fact you're still awake,

334
00:17:11,397 --> 00:17:13,766
     that means it probably     
  isn't circulating back here.

335
00:17:13,832 --> 00:17:14,900
             - Okay.

336
00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:16,635
 Well, then this could be worse.

337
00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:20,406
   - Barry, this is gonna keep  
  happening until you wise up.

338
00:17:21,073 --> 00:17:22,908
     (Barry heavy breathing)

339
00:17:27,079 --> 00:17:28,747
 - How long do I got to do this?

340
00:17:28,814 --> 00:17:31,550
      - The O2 therapy will     
     make a big difference.

341
00:17:31,617 --> 00:17:33,352
    After that, we should go    
         to the hospital

342
00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:36,422
      and get a chest X-ray     
     just to see the extent     
  of the damage on your lungs.

343
00:17:36,488 --> 00:17:38,891
         - Well, at two,        
     there's a drop-in lunch

344
00:17:38,957 --> 00:17:41,293
           at St-James          
     that I go to every day.

345
00:17:41,360 --> 00:17:42,995
     And then, I have to buy    
        enough cigarettes

346
00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,430
  to last me through the night.

347
00:17:44,496 --> 00:17:46,665
     - We can find you food     
         at the hospital

348
00:17:46,732 --> 00:17:48,267
    and you shouldn't smoke.

349
00:17:49,168 --> 00:17:52,604
  - At 3:30, I call my brother, 
      and then I have work.

350
00:17:52,671 --> 00:17:55,340
 - You don't want me asking you 
      what you do for work.

351
00:17:55,407 --> 00:17:58,944
     Look, the BIPAP machine    
        is good for now,

352
00:17:59,011 --> 00:18:00,846
    but long-term we should--

353
00:18:00,913 --> 00:18:04,083
 - I can do this breathing thing
    until one and that's it.

354
00:18:09,455 --> 00:18:12,624
      - A potential stroke      
    went to imaging, and, uh,

355
00:18:12,691 --> 00:18:15,594
     we diverted three more     
ambulatory patients to St-Agnes.

356
00:18:15,661 --> 00:18:17,096
  - Where are we on blood work?

357
00:18:17,162 --> 00:18:18,664
        - Well, your call       
    to Public Health helped.

358
00:18:18,730 --> 00:18:20,666
     Um, access to their lab    
   has cleared our bottleneck.

359
00:18:20,732 --> 00:18:22,801
- Madiha Wasef, I heard stridor.

360
00:18:22,868 --> 00:18:24,970
        (monitor beeping)

361
00:18:25,037 --> 00:18:28,807
      - BP is 140 over 110,     
      SpO2 90% and falling.

362
00:18:28,874 --> 00:18:31,343
  - She's cyanotic and hypoxic. 
      We need to intubate.

363
00:18:31,410 --> 00:18:33,278
        (monitor beeping)

364
00:18:36,815 --> 00:18:39,518
           (in Arabic)

365
00:18:42,221 --> 00:18:46,091
   - There's, uh, propofol and  
  rocuronium in the trauma bag.

366
00:18:49,895 --> 00:18:51,697
            (sighing)

367
00:18:51,763 --> 00:18:54,099
        (dramatic music)

368
00:18:56,168 --> 00:18:59,471
           (in Arabic)

369
00:19:04,343 --> 00:19:06,645
              (♪♪)

370
00:19:08,347 --> 00:19:12,451
   - CT shows a 14 by 19 by 10  
   centimetre uterine fibroid.

371
00:19:12,518 --> 00:19:14,786
   I'm gonna make a four-inch   
      transverse incision.

372
00:19:14,853 --> 00:19:16,955
    We're gonna do everything   
  we can to protect her uterus.

373
00:19:17,022 --> 00:19:19,825
       - Dr. June Curtis,       
     as I live and breathe,

374
00:19:19,892 --> 00:19:22,461
       what are you doing       
    operating on my patient?

375
00:19:22,528 --> 00:19:24,263
        - Protecting her        
      from you, apparently.

376
00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:25,664
     - Transverse incision?

377
00:19:25,731 --> 00:19:28,200
   Vertical minimizes risk if   
 there's a history of adhesions.

378
00:19:28,267 --> 00:19:30,235
    - Well, if you had taken    
  the time to review her chart,

379
00:19:30,302 --> 00:19:32,237
      you'd know that she's     
       never had surgery.

380
00:19:32,304 --> 00:19:33,739
So there's no risk of adhesions.

381
00:19:33,805 --> 00:19:36,441
  - Who is gonna do my homework 
 for me when you're gonna, June?

382
00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:38,010
  - Did you want me to retract?

383
00:19:38,076 --> 00:19:39,978
        - This is Becky,        
    she's a resident from OB.

384
00:19:40,045 --> 00:19:42,414
        - Good for Becky.       
   - Go ahead, Becky, retract.

385
00:19:42,481 --> 00:19:44,116
       (monitors beeping)

386
00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:45,584
    You know, I'm pretty sure   
    homework doesn't include

387
00:19:45,651 --> 00:19:48,020
  triaging the emotional damage 
     you inflict on people.

388
00:19:48,620 --> 00:19:50,522
 - Give me the retractor, Becky.

389
00:19:52,457 --> 00:19:55,761
  - That doesn't seem like it's 
  infiltrated the uterine wall. 
           Tenaculum?

390
00:19:55,827 --> 00:19:57,396
       (monitors beeping)

391
00:19:58,764 --> 00:20:00,098
  Man, this thing's gargantuan.

392
00:20:00,165 --> 00:20:01,733
       You know, I'm gonna      
      expand the incision.

393
00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:03,168
      - Aren't you worried      
        about the blood?

394
00:20:03,235 --> 00:20:04,803
    - You know these gestures   
        are less selfless

395
00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:06,538
 when you throw them in my face?

396
00:20:06,605 --> 00:20:08,307
      - Well, maybe if you      
        acknowledged them

397
00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:09,575
         even one time,         
       I wouldn't have to.

398
00:20:09,641 --> 00:20:11,210
    - I think you're jealous

399
00:20:11,276 --> 00:20:12,578
      because I went after      
        the job I wanted,

400
00:20:12,644 --> 00:20:14,313
       and you downgraded       
   to middling shift surgeon.

401
00:20:14,379 --> 00:20:15,781
   - Don't tell me how I feel.

402
00:20:17,649 --> 00:20:19,751
       - Okay, June and I       
         want the room.

403
00:20:19,818 --> 00:20:21,386
         Everybody out.         
       - Everybody stays.

404
00:20:21,453 --> 00:20:22,921
      We need the support.      
          - Fine then.

405
00:20:22,988 --> 00:20:24,890
   I'll bring them up to speed  
       so they can follow.

406
00:20:24,957 --> 00:20:27,492
       - I recruited June       
         for Trauma OR,

407
00:20:27,559 --> 00:20:29,561
      and then I got myself     
       summarily dismissed

408
00:20:29,628 --> 00:20:32,297
   for yelling at a resident.   
  Do you know Ryan, by the way?

409
00:20:32,364 --> 00:20:34,299
  An incompetent little troll.

410
00:20:34,366 --> 00:20:36,034
 But anyway, now that I'm back,

411
00:20:36,101 --> 00:20:39,271
       June is acting like      
her thousands of emotional pleas

412
00:20:39,338 --> 00:20:41,073
  to me that our work together  
         were meaningful

413
00:20:41,139 --> 00:20:42,407
  and important never happened.

414
00:20:42,474 --> 00:20:44,009
        - That's because        
       you only came back

415
00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:45,544
         after I decided        
       that I was leaving.

416
00:20:45,611 --> 00:20:47,145
     So it's too late, Mark,    
         it's too late.

417
00:20:47,212 --> 00:20:48,513
        (monitor beeping)       
      - She's hypovolemic.

418
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:50,115
      I told you she's lost     
         too much blood.

419
00:20:50,182 --> 00:20:52,117
     - What Becky is saying     
 is that my patient is unstable

420
00:20:52,184 --> 00:20:54,720
  and a reproductive fire sale  
       is her only option.

421
00:20:54,786 --> 00:20:56,755
   - We're gonna do everything  
  we can to avoid hysterectomy.

422
00:20:56,822 --> 00:20:58,690
  - It's her life we're talking 
        about here, June.

423
00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:00,726
     - And she doesn't wanna    
    live it feeling damaged.

424
00:21:00,792 --> 00:21:02,694
       (monitors beeping)

425
00:21:03,562 --> 00:21:06,265
  - I should've never have said 
    that you were too damaged   
      to be a mother, June.

426
00:21:06,331 --> 00:21:08,100
      - Guys, her pressure      
       is still dropping.

427
00:21:08,166 --> 00:21:09,901
     (both): Shut up, Becky.

428
00:21:10,902 --> 00:21:12,638
       - It was never just      
        about motherhood,

429
00:21:12,704 --> 00:21:15,340
    it was about feeling like   
    I don't deserve anything.

430
00:21:18,543 --> 00:21:19,878
              What?

431
00:21:20,379 --> 00:21:22,481
        - Get Dr. Curtis        
       her surgical loops.

432
00:21:22,547 --> 00:21:23,749
    - We're gonna go in there

433
00:21:23,815 --> 00:21:25,083
        and help her find       
      where it's attached.

434
00:21:25,150 --> 00:21:26,918
      We'll do it her way.

435
00:21:27,686 --> 00:21:30,188
    - Becky, take this over.    
         - Yeah, got it.

436
00:21:30,255 --> 00:21:32,457
        (monitor beeping)

437
00:21:33,992 --> 00:21:35,527
          (tense music)

438
00:21:37,396 --> 00:21:39,364
            - Okay...

439
00:21:40,399 --> 00:21:41,867
         Do you see it?

440
00:21:44,036 --> 00:21:45,871
        - Yeah, I see it.

441
00:21:47,506 --> 00:21:48,840
          Clamping now.

442
00:21:57,149 --> 00:21:58,884
             - Luke.

443
00:21:59,584 --> 00:22:00,952
              Luke?

444
00:22:06,258 --> 00:22:08,660
     And you took the BIPAP.

445
00:22:10,362 --> 00:22:12,064
          - Thank you.

446
00:22:13,632 --> 00:22:16,735
   - Just got out of surgery.   
    - Corroded valve located.

447
00:22:16,802 --> 00:22:19,338
    They shut off a gas line    
          and diverted,

448
00:22:19,404 --> 00:22:22,407
 so we are clear to go back in. 
          Spread word?

449
00:22:22,474 --> 00:22:24,376
    - Looks like we weathered   
           the storm.

450
00:22:24,443 --> 00:22:28,347
  - Until today's stats explode 
our weekly wait time averages...

451
00:22:28,413 --> 00:22:30,248
        Not your problem.

452
00:22:30,315 --> 00:22:33,552
  - Let me know if you get any  
    pushback from Dr. Olsen.

453
00:22:34,086 --> 00:22:36,054
    - I'll handle it if I do.

454
00:22:36,588 --> 00:22:38,690
  - I could back you up, Neeta.

455
00:22:39,424 --> 00:22:43,528
    - How could you possibly    
  expect me to trust you, Mark?

456
00:22:44,129 --> 00:22:47,399
- Just call me finally motivated
   to find some common ground.

457
00:22:49,868 --> 00:22:52,104
      (indistinct chatter)

458
00:22:52,170 --> 00:22:53,405
            - Bashir.

459
00:22:53,905 --> 00:22:56,208
      Hey, I got your text.

460
00:22:56,274 --> 00:22:58,410
      - Yeah, that patient      
       I was asking about.

461
00:22:58,477 --> 00:23:00,278
        Um, he took off.

462
00:23:00,345 --> 00:23:02,581
  I think with a very expensive 
       piece of equipment.

463
00:23:02,647 --> 00:23:05,283
        - You said maybe        
       he was unregistered      
      and needed a consul?

464
00:23:05,350 --> 00:23:08,019
     - I mean, he's had COPD    
 that's been ignored for years.

465
00:23:08,086 --> 00:23:10,889
  I offered him long-term help, 
   and he just seemed fixated

466
00:23:10,956 --> 00:23:12,524
    on getting through today.

467
00:23:12,591 --> 00:23:13,992
      I recognized the look     
          on his face,

468
00:23:14,059 --> 00:23:15,160
  he's stuck in survival mode.

469
00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,062
    - Well, if he comes back,   
       I'm happy to talk.

470
00:23:17,129 --> 00:23:17,996
            - Great.

471
00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:19,831
       - This whole setup,      
        it's impressive.

472
00:23:19,898 --> 00:23:22,634
       - What if it's just      
    my own version of getting   
        through the day?

473
00:23:22,701 --> 00:23:24,569
   You know, another sinkhole   
         to distract me.

474
00:23:24,636 --> 00:23:26,605
     - Well, it makes sense     
         to think that.

475
00:23:27,139 --> 00:23:29,741
 What happened to Mags is awful.

476
00:23:29,808 --> 00:23:31,676
         And so unfair.

477
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:33,378
            - To her.

478
00:23:33,445 --> 00:23:35,580
       - And also to you.

479
00:23:35,647 --> 00:23:37,582
      After everything that     
      you've been through.

480
00:23:38,350 --> 00:23:40,886
   But you're doing the work,   
   you're not stuck anywhere.

481
00:23:40,952 --> 00:23:44,156
   - Every time I try to think  
         about my future

482
00:23:44,222 --> 00:23:46,358
         or what I want,        
      it just seems wrong.

483
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,959
           - It isn't.

484
00:23:48,693 --> 00:23:50,295
 - You know, it could be so easy

485
00:23:50,362 --> 00:23:51,997
        to just disappear       
       into myself again.

486
00:23:52,063 --> 00:23:53,832
   - You're not gonna do that.

487
00:23:53,899 --> 00:23:56,101
          You will get          
      through this, Bashir.

488
00:23:57,202 --> 00:23:58,804
          - How, Karim?

489
00:23:58,870 --> 00:24:00,505
     - You know what to do.

490
00:24:00,572 --> 00:24:02,641
        (dramatic music)

491
00:24:05,644 --> 00:24:08,246
      (Bashir): What are you    
            afraid of?

492
00:24:09,314 --> 00:24:12,184
   It should be you, not them.

493
00:24:13,118 --> 00:24:15,287
    It should be you, not her.

494
00:24:15,921 --> 00:24:18,824
      The past is best left     
          where it was.

495
00:24:18,890 --> 00:24:21,560
      I just need to get her    
         somewhere safe.

496
00:24:22,093 --> 00:24:25,997
    Every time I think I built  
  something, that feeling fades.

497
00:24:29,568 --> 00:24:31,303
        Don't look away.

498
00:24:35,207 --> 00:24:36,575
          - Okay, Liz,          
      your angle feels off.

499
00:24:36,641 --> 00:24:38,343
       - You're too tense,      
       just try and relax.

500
00:24:38,410 --> 00:24:39,644
    - I am trying. It hurts.

501
00:24:39,711 --> 00:24:41,580
   - Okay, remind me how much   
     hydromorphone he's had?

502
00:24:41,646 --> 00:24:43,748
  - Two mgs, and one of ativan.

503
00:24:43,815 --> 00:24:45,584
      - I think you should      
      let us use ketamine.

504
00:24:45,650 --> 00:24:47,519
      We can wait for ortho     
    and RT if you're nervous.

505
00:24:47,586 --> 00:24:49,721
- No, don't wait. Just ketamine,
    propofol if you need it.

506
00:24:49,788 --> 00:24:52,824
  Rhoda can watch my breathing, 
     I just want it back in.

507
00:24:52,891 --> 00:24:54,893
- Okay, push 50 ketamine, Rhoda.

508
00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:57,429
          (Theo moans)

509
00:24:58,129 --> 00:25:00,232
 Okay, it's gonna come on fast.

510
00:25:00,799 --> 00:25:02,534
            (sighing)

511
00:25:02,601 --> 00:25:04,936
      Are you there, Theo?      
        Can you hear me?

512
00:25:06,271 --> 00:25:08,507
- Okay, ready when you are, Liz.

513
00:25:08,573 --> 00:25:09,741
             - Okay.

514
00:25:10,342 --> 00:25:12,577
      He's moving a little      
         bit easier now.

515
00:25:12,644 --> 00:25:14,112
              - Ow.             
           - I hate it

516
00:25:14,179 --> 00:25:15,413
       when they're still       
        in pain, though.

517
00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:17,048
   - Yeah, at least he doesn't  
        know where he is.

518
00:25:17,115 --> 00:25:19,618
           Okay, Theo,          
     you're still resisting.

519
00:25:19,684 --> 00:25:23,321
   I just need you to let go,   
     why can't you do that?

520
00:25:24,055 --> 00:25:25,924
      - Because I'm scared.

521
00:25:27,559 --> 00:25:29,194
       - Should we keep...      
       - Yeah, yeah, yeah,

522
00:25:29,261 --> 00:25:30,428
      I think if I just...

523
00:25:30,929 --> 00:25:32,864
           (cracking)           
    (Theo exhaling in relief)

524
00:25:32,931 --> 00:25:34,332
             Got it.

525
00:25:34,399 --> 00:25:36,668
       Okay, I'll put him       
        in a stabilizer.

526
00:25:40,105 --> 00:25:41,373
              - Hi.

527
00:25:42,140 --> 00:25:43,775
         - Welcome back.

528
00:25:46,945 --> 00:25:49,881
        (sirens wailing)

529
00:25:50,582 --> 00:25:52,884
         - What is this?        
       - Aren't you gone?

530
00:25:52,951 --> 00:25:55,554
 - Yet, you're still texting me 
      on our group thread.

531
00:25:55,620 --> 00:25:58,924
    - You texted "911" again,   
    but I wasn't sure whether   
     it was real this time.

532
00:25:58,990 --> 00:26:00,792
              June.             
  - Why is your arm in a sling?

533
00:26:00,859 --> 00:26:02,594
        - I thought I was       
       just texting Theo.

534
00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:04,496
Did you come back because of me?
             - Yes.

535
00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,731
 I turned around on the highway,
         ran back here,

536
00:26:06,798 --> 00:26:08,366
     changed into my scrubs.    
        I was in surgery.

537
00:26:08,433 --> 00:26:10,635
 - Why were you in surgery when 
 you no longer work here, June?

538
00:26:10,702 --> 00:26:12,070
         - What happened        
       to your arm, Theo?

539
00:26:12,137 --> 00:26:14,239
    - Look, not to diminish,    
  whatever's going on with you,

540
00:26:14,306 --> 00:26:15,974
        but I need help.        
         This is Madiha.

541
00:26:16,041 --> 00:26:17,208
       Crohn's, mid-flare.

542
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:18,677
       - Why would Chron's      
       lead to intubation?

543
00:26:18,743 --> 00:26:20,278
       Was she here during      
      the anesthetic leak?

544
00:26:20,345 --> 00:26:21,880
       - Yes. It sent her       
       into rest distress,

545
00:26:21,947 --> 00:26:23,481
       but she was already      
     struggling to breathe.

546
00:26:23,548 --> 00:26:26,451
 Imaging showed pulmonary edema,
    but no underlying causes.

547
00:26:26,518 --> 00:26:27,986
- When did her symptoms present?

548
00:26:28,053 --> 00:26:29,955
      - A few days ago when     
    she got here from Turkey.

549
00:26:30,021 --> 00:26:32,057
        I did a screening       
     for possible infections    
     she could've picked up,

550
00:26:32,123 --> 00:26:35,427
  but nothing. There must be a  
 complication that I'm missing.

551
00:26:35,493 --> 00:26:37,095
       - Blood clot maybe?

552
00:26:37,162 --> 00:26:39,331
        IBD inflammation        
    and VTE aren't uncommon.

553
00:26:39,397 --> 00:26:41,800
    - Except there's no clot.   
    We did a CT to make sure.

554
00:26:41,866 --> 00:26:43,635
      - Nothing cardiogenic     
           underlying?

555
00:26:43,702 --> 00:26:44,970
      - EKG, bloods, echo.

556
00:26:45,036 --> 00:26:46,605
      - And you're treating     
     the fluid in her lungs?

557
00:26:46,671 --> 00:26:48,273
     - Obviously, diuretics.

558
00:26:48,340 --> 00:26:50,308
     - Okay, so why did you     
          call us here?

559
00:26:50,375 --> 00:26:52,177
      Just treat the edema,     
         send her home,

560
00:26:52,243 --> 00:26:55,413
and follow-up with primary care.
  - No, I am her primary care.

561
00:26:57,816 --> 00:27:00,619
        - And it's not us       
       you wanted to ask.

562
00:27:02,253 --> 00:27:06,257
   You're right, we don't know  
         what she'd say.

563
00:27:07,225 --> 00:27:10,195
     But we do know we pale     
         in comparison.

564
00:27:11,496 --> 00:27:14,799
   - Madiha just got to Canada  
        with her family.

565
00:27:14,866 --> 00:27:16,468
  She's shaken from her journey

566
00:27:16,534 --> 00:27:19,104
      and this huge change      
       in her life, and...

567
00:27:19,871 --> 00:27:22,007
 Look, if I'm honest, she's me.

568
00:27:22,073 --> 00:27:25,343
    She's me seven years ago,   
     and she's me right now,

569
00:27:25,410 --> 00:27:28,213
 wondering if everything I went 
    through was for nothing.

570
00:27:29,714 --> 00:27:32,751
  (phone vibrating and beeping) 
             And...

571
00:27:33,618 --> 00:27:35,353
         Um, I'm sorry.

572
00:27:35,420 --> 00:27:36,821
         That was, uh...

573
00:27:36,888 --> 00:27:39,758
 I have to account for a missing
       BIPAP machine now.

574
00:27:40,992 --> 00:27:43,762
   - You're not alone with any  
  of what you just said, Bash.

575
00:27:47,432 --> 00:27:49,467
        - Why do you keep       
         brining her up?

576
00:27:49,534 --> 00:27:51,770
     He clearly doesn't want    
       to talk about this.

577
00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:53,004
    - Well, I think he does.

578
00:27:53,071 --> 00:27:54,973
      I can feel him trying     
      to make sense of it.

579
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:57,108
 - What does it even mean, Theo?

580
00:27:57,175 --> 00:27:58,543
         - I don't know.

581
00:27:58,610 --> 00:28:00,645
     Someone we loved died.

582
00:28:01,613 --> 00:28:03,548
         We have to make        
        sense of it, too.

583
00:28:04,482 --> 00:28:07,519
   - When you say you lost it,  
      that machine is worth

584
00:28:07,585 --> 00:28:09,421
  more than you make in a year.

585
00:28:09,487 --> 00:28:14,092
 - I lent it to an unregistered 
      patient who took it.

586
00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:16,861
    He needed help breathing,   
        and at least now,

587
00:28:16,928 --> 00:28:18,730
      we know he'll make it     
        through the day.

588
00:28:18,797 --> 00:28:22,000
    - Well, that's a good way   
     to get yourself fired.

589
00:28:23,034 --> 00:28:24,903
             - Hey.             
             - Hey.

590
00:28:24,969 --> 00:28:25,937
       Is that the family?

591
00:28:26,004 --> 00:28:27,706
     - Husband and two boys     
          from Aleppo.

592
00:28:27,772 --> 00:28:30,542
    - The husband should know   
 there's nothing to worry about.

593
00:28:30,608 --> 00:28:33,244
  - Except, is that even true?  
  - Doctors, where we're from,

594
00:28:33,311 --> 00:28:35,714
     we don't give bad news     
    the same way you do here.

595
00:28:35,780 --> 00:28:38,983
 - Right, I always forget that. 
It's impolite to tell the truth.

596
00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:42,187
   - When I'd watch my parents  
 talk to patients or loved ones,

597
00:28:42,253 --> 00:28:43,455
   it just made so much sense.

598
00:28:43,521 --> 00:28:45,390
   - Yeah, so there's nothing   
     they can do but worry.

599
00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:46,558
        What's the point?       
        - Exactly, yeah.

600
00:28:46,624 --> 00:28:48,560
      I'll go talk to them.     
            - Let me.

601
00:28:48,626 --> 00:28:50,428
    We agreed to take Madiha    
       on together anyway.

602
00:28:50,495 --> 00:28:54,532
  Oh, ah, by the way, I checked 
     out that office space.

603
00:28:54,599 --> 00:28:56,568
   You're right, it can work.

604
00:28:56,634 --> 00:28:59,671
But, hey, if the timing's wrong,

605
00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:02,640
     staying at Memorial is     
  a good option for you, Bash.

606
00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:09,080
 - I just stared at those pills.

607
00:29:09,681 --> 00:29:11,015
             - Okay.

608
00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:14,452
- The tension of this huge evac,

609
00:29:14,519 --> 00:29:18,323
and, I mean, how we're only ever
      one hairline fracture

610
00:29:18,389 --> 00:29:19,991
      from collapse, and...

611
00:29:21,226 --> 00:29:24,496
  You don't need to hear this.  
      - Yes, I do, Claire.

612
00:29:24,562 --> 00:29:27,265
     Because I can't imagine    
     this was easy for you.

613
00:29:27,332 --> 00:29:30,268
   - I'll admit for a minute,

614
00:29:30,335 --> 00:29:32,270
 taking them and numbing myself

615
00:29:32,337 --> 00:29:35,273
     felt like the only way     
        to deal with it.

616
00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:38,810
    That doesn't mean though    
 the next time I won't stumble.

617
00:29:38,877 --> 00:29:42,280
       - But it does mean       
   that this time, you didn't.

618
00:29:44,249 --> 00:29:46,885
      So what if small wins     
         are all we get.

619
00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:49,287
        (dramatic music)

620
00:29:56,694 --> 00:29:58,263
            - Neeta.

621
00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:04,068
      I wanted to thank you     
  for fighting for this place.

622
00:30:05,236 --> 00:30:07,438
  And for not giving up on me.

623
00:30:09,107 --> 00:30:11,209
              (♪♪)

624
00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:20,051
        (elevator dings)

625
00:30:23,254 --> 00:30:24,956
  - What if it wasn't too late?

626
00:30:25,023 --> 00:30:27,091
     - I'm too tired to keep    
      doing this with you.

627
00:30:27,158 --> 00:30:29,427
    - What if Devi could get    
      the hospital lawyers

628
00:30:29,494 --> 00:30:31,296
 to get you out of your contract
          in Cleveland?

629
00:30:31,362 --> 00:30:33,731
    And eat whatever penalty    
  you might be on the hook for?

630
00:30:33,798 --> 00:30:36,701
    - Why would she do that?    
    - Because I asked her to.

631
00:30:36,768 --> 00:30:39,103
        - She rightfully        
       loathes you, Mark.

632
00:30:39,170 --> 00:30:40,538
     - Ergo we made a trade.

633
00:30:40,605 --> 00:30:42,173
I agreed to relinquish co-chief.

634
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,475
        - So you give up        
       your power for me.

635
00:30:44,542 --> 00:30:46,611
       - She'd rather I be      
    your problems than hers.

636
00:30:46,678 --> 00:30:48,146
       And let's face it,       
       I'm not interested

637
00:30:48,213 --> 00:30:50,715
      in the soul-crushing      
      mundanity of her job.

638
00:30:50,782 --> 00:30:52,717
          - What is it          
     that you are proposing?

639
00:30:52,784 --> 00:30:54,819
  - That we go back to running  
       Traum OR together.

640
00:30:54,886 --> 00:30:57,088
            - Mark--            
 - You'd have to take a pay cut.

641
00:30:57,155 --> 00:30:58,857
   There's no way we can mash   
    the money you'd be making

642
00:30:58,923 --> 00:31:02,727
in the US, but if you wanted to,
     to try for a kid again.

643
00:31:02,794 --> 00:31:06,865
     Or whatever else it is     
 that you might end up wanting,

644
00:31:06,931 --> 00:31:09,000
  you'd have stability at work.

645
00:31:09,634 --> 00:31:14,672
     And I'd have a partner     
     who makes me... better.

646
00:31:15,940 --> 00:31:18,910
     Anyway, think about it.    
 While you're thinking about it,

647
00:31:18,977 --> 00:31:21,579
   would you please tell Ruth   
that she won the uterus lottery?

648
00:31:21,646 --> 00:31:24,048
    I don't think she's gonna   
    want to hear it from me.

649
00:31:24,749 --> 00:31:26,684
        (dramatic music)

650
00:31:28,319 --> 00:31:29,854
        (sirens wailing)        
         (cars honking)

651
00:31:29,921 --> 00:31:32,290
 - You didn't have to leave work
   to come to this, you know?

652
00:31:32,357 --> 00:31:34,626
        - No, it's okay.        
        I had help there.

653
00:31:34,692 --> 00:31:36,327
 - Um, that's Mrs. Butterfield.

654
00:31:36,394 --> 00:31:40,231
   I don't think she likes me,  
    so let's not talk to her.

655
00:31:41,466 --> 00:31:43,268
        - Amira, I'm sure       
        that's not true.

656
00:31:43,334 --> 00:31:45,436
 She only had the nicest things 
        to say about you

657
00:31:45,503 --> 00:31:47,205
      on your report card.      
           - Whatever.

658
00:31:47,272 --> 00:31:49,540
     They have to say that.     
   - No, they actually don't.

659
00:31:49,607 --> 00:31:51,609
     - Fine, but this isn't     
   parent-teacher interviews.

660
00:31:51,676 --> 00:31:53,478
   Let's not talk about Amira   
         in front of her

661
00:31:53,544 --> 00:31:55,380
       because that makes       
       her uncomfortable.

662
00:31:55,446 --> 00:31:56,848
             - Okay.

663
00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:59,250
    - This is social studies.

664
00:32:00,718 --> 00:32:03,554
      (indistinct chatter)

665
00:32:03,621 --> 00:32:05,924
      - You want to show me     
       some of your work?

666
00:32:05,990 --> 00:32:10,161
 - There's just this one thing, 
     but it's embarrassing.

667
00:32:10,228 --> 00:32:12,163
   - Only if you want to, huh?

668
00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,998
          - Just, here.

669
00:32:15,099 --> 00:32:17,435
          - What is it?         
       - It's a mind map.

670
00:32:17,502 --> 00:32:20,305
 You define yourselves with the 
words that are important to you.

671
00:32:20,371 --> 00:32:22,407
     Mine is kind of messy.

672
00:32:25,043 --> 00:32:26,744
     You don't have to stare    
        at it for hours.

673
00:32:26,811 --> 00:32:28,746
         - It's just...

674
00:32:29,514 --> 00:32:31,349
  You know, you fought so hard

675
00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:33,351
        to come here for        
      the theatre program.

676
00:32:33,418 --> 00:32:37,789
      But looking at this,      
    math and science are just   
      as important to you.

677
00:32:37,855 --> 00:32:41,025
       - I like them, too.      
      I don't know, Bashir.

678
00:32:41,092 --> 00:32:43,628
     Maybe I'd make a better    
       doctor than singer.

679
00:32:43,695 --> 00:32:45,563
   It does run in the family.

680
00:32:46,297 --> 00:32:48,833
 My teachers think if my grades 
        stay high enough,

681
00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:52,470
    I could get into McGill,    
       or Queens, or UofT.

682
00:32:52,537 --> 00:32:55,006
     - Look, you don't have     
    to follow anyone's path.

683
00:32:55,073 --> 00:32:57,475
        Amira, you can be       
       whatever you want.

684
00:32:59,177 --> 00:33:01,646
     - It's true, you know?

685
00:33:02,246 --> 00:33:06,451
       - I know. And maybe      
   I'll change my mind again.

686
00:33:06,517 --> 00:33:09,620
       But I like knowing       
    that I was going one way,

687
00:33:09,687 --> 00:33:11,889
    and now I can go another.

688
00:33:11,956 --> 00:33:14,625
          (soft music)

689
00:33:16,427 --> 00:33:19,597
        - I'm trying not        
   to embarrass you by crying.

690
00:33:27,638 --> 00:33:29,474
           Hey, um...

691
00:33:30,208 --> 00:33:32,110
         I think I have         
       to go back to work.

692
00:33:32,176 --> 00:33:33,778
    - You said you were done.

693
00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:35,847
     - And you said we could    
        change our minds.

694
00:33:40,985 --> 00:33:42,687
        - We'll be okay.

695
00:33:42,754 --> 00:33:44,856
        - I know we will.

696
00:33:50,628 --> 00:33:52,797
    - Haven't I done the last   
      10 of those in a row?

697
00:33:52,864 --> 00:33:54,665
  - Well, we want to make sure  
       that you don't lose

698
00:33:54,732 --> 00:33:57,702
     your sense of humility,    
        future Dr. Wong.

699
00:33:59,103 --> 00:34:00,671
- I was gonna tell you I got in,

700
00:34:00,738 --> 00:34:02,774
  I was just worried that you'd 
   think I was abandoning you.

701
00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:05,843
   - An old friend who teaches  
     at the medical school,     
         he let it slip.

702
00:34:05,910 --> 00:34:07,779
    - I'm proud of you, kid.

703
00:34:07,845 --> 00:34:09,347
 - Anyone know if ortho has seen

704
00:34:09,414 --> 00:34:10,615
       my knee dislocation      
          patient, yet?

705
00:34:10,681 --> 00:34:12,383
     - Are you even supposed    
         to be working?

706
00:34:12,450 --> 00:34:14,886
    - I just wanna make sure    
 he knows I didn't bail on him.

707
00:34:14,952 --> 00:34:16,554
          - Challenging         
      circumstances today.

708
00:34:16,621 --> 00:34:19,157
         But you people         
       killed yourselves.

709
00:34:19,223 --> 00:34:20,725
 - Some of us killed each other.

710
00:34:20,792 --> 00:34:23,027
 Rhoda, don't think I'll forget 
 you wrenching at me like that.

711
00:34:23,094 --> 00:34:24,595
  - The pleasure was all mine.

712
00:34:24,662 --> 00:34:28,032
 - And some of us lost some very
  expensive hospital equipment.

713
00:34:28,099 --> 00:34:32,103
 Dr. Hamed, you want to rip off 
    the bandage as it would?

714
00:34:32,170 --> 00:34:35,306
  - Um, an unregistered patient

715
00:34:35,373 --> 00:34:39,110
       with untreated COPD      
    needed O2 treatment so...

716
00:34:39,177 --> 00:34:42,647
   - So Bashir and I lent him   
    a portable BIPAP machine

717
00:34:42,713 --> 00:34:45,516
  which he may have purloined.

718
00:34:47,118 --> 00:34:49,120
  - Did you get a phone number  
        or a health card?

719
00:34:49,187 --> 00:34:51,856
     - No, but it's possible    
         he comes back.

720
00:34:51,923 --> 00:34:54,392
        - But that's what       
    insurance is for, right?

721
00:34:54,459 --> 00:34:59,197
      - We'll see, but it's     
     not lost on me how far     
      you're willing to go.

722
00:35:00,198 --> 00:35:01,899
           All of you.

723
00:35:01,966 --> 00:35:04,802
      And since wait times      
     are skyrocketing again,

724
00:35:04,869 --> 00:35:07,338
     let's get back to work.    
            Shall we?

725
00:35:07,405 --> 00:35:09,674
 Bashir, did you need something?

726
00:35:13,144 --> 00:35:15,113
          - Liz, um...

727
00:35:15,913 --> 00:35:18,082
     You were right about me    
       resisting who I am.

728
00:35:18,149 --> 00:35:21,252
       So I'm taking over       
         Max's practice.

729
00:35:23,754 --> 00:35:24,922
             - Good.

730
00:35:25,790 --> 00:35:27,792
 - When I came out of sedation,

731
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:31,462
        I was just happy        
        to see your face.

732
00:35:32,530 --> 00:35:34,632
I wanna trust that feeling, Liz.

733
00:35:35,233 --> 00:35:37,902
      And if you still feel     
     the same way about me,

734
00:35:39,504 --> 00:35:41,372
        I wanna trust it.

735
00:35:43,174 --> 00:35:46,544
           (in Arabic)

736
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,072
         (gentle music)

737
00:36:23,648 --> 00:36:26,717
   (Mags): Well, we're about to 
                               .

738
00:36:26,784 --> 00:36:27,985
             Why not?

739
00:36:28,052 --> 00:36:29,887
      Don't you want to know    
     how good we are at this?

740
00:36:29,954 --> 00:36:31,589
         (Bashir): Asking       
       would be ridiculous.

741
00:36:31,656 --> 00:36:33,958
    - What are you afraid of?

742
00:36:34,025 --> 00:36:35,860
  Let me show you how it's done.

743
00:36:35,927 --> 00:36:37,361
          - Mags, wait.

744
00:36:44,802 --> 00:36:47,004
           (laughing)           
            Thank you.

745
00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,443
           Um, well...

746
00:36:52,944 --> 00:36:54,679
       - So were we close?      
             - Nope.

747
00:36:54,745 --> 00:36:59,250
   So she's an HR, and he just  
     lost his restaurant job.

748
00:36:59,317 --> 00:37:01,552
        - And he admitted       
       that to a stranger?

749
00:37:01,619 --> 00:37:03,087
         - Uh-huh, yeah.

750
00:37:03,955 --> 00:37:05,790
      He also said he wanted    
       to go back to school

751
00:37:05,856 --> 00:37:08,426
      and try something new.    
   - And what did you tell him?

752
00:37:08,492 --> 00:37:11,829
      - Uh, that it's never     
     too late to start again.

753
00:37:12,863 --> 00:37:14,865
         (gentle music)

754
00:37:21,606 --> 00:37:24,442
ly text us "911"                
    for the third time today?

755
00:37:24,508 --> 00:37:25,943
  - Is this about the pulmonary 
         edema patient?

756
00:37:26,010 --> 00:37:28,779
   - Thanks for watching her.   
 She's responding well to meds.

757
00:37:28,846 --> 00:37:30,214
- But still no answer as to why?

758
00:37:30,281 --> 00:37:31,749
        - And sometimes,        
   there isn't one, you know?

759
00:37:31,816 --> 00:37:33,451
  You just gotta live with it.  
        It's hard, but...

760
00:37:33,517 --> 00:37:36,454
      - No, we work our way     
through the differentials slowly

761
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:38,689
        and get it wrong        
     until we get it right.

762
00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:42,627
    But thank you for, uh...    
           Thank you.

763
00:37:42,693 --> 00:37:44,228
       - You are welcome.

764
00:37:44,295 --> 00:37:46,864
  But why'd you pick this room, 
   it's the site of my trauma?

765
00:37:46,931 --> 00:37:48,899
    - You gonna tell us what    
   happened to your arm, Theo?

766
00:37:48,966 --> 00:37:51,102
     - My reward for trying     
        to help a patient

767
00:37:51,168 --> 00:37:53,471
   who very much did not want   
          to be helped.

768
00:37:53,537 --> 00:37:55,539
      - Did he assault you?     
          - Not quite.

769
00:37:55,606 --> 00:37:57,174
        Tried to get him        
        into a wheelchair

770
00:37:57,241 --> 00:37:58,976
   and my shoulder popped out.

771
00:37:59,043 --> 00:38:00,611
- Ah, so is that better or worse

772
00:38:00,678 --> 00:38:02,947
 than the guy who punched you in
 the face a couple of years ago?

773
00:38:03,014 --> 00:38:05,016
    - Well, your turn, June,    
 what are you still doing here?

774
00:38:05,082 --> 00:38:07,685
    - I am staying to partner   
    with Novak in Trauma OR.

775
00:38:07,752 --> 00:38:09,520
      - Can you trust him?

776
00:38:09,587 --> 00:38:12,990
  - No, but I do love the work  
    we're doing together so,

777
00:38:13,057 --> 00:38:15,092
      I don't know, I guess     
       I was just running.

778
00:38:15,159 --> 00:38:18,195
     - You know, after I got    
      punched in the face,

779
00:38:18,262 --> 00:38:21,365
   I think that's when I lost   
       faith in who I was.

780
00:38:21,432 --> 00:38:23,768
 - You were the guy who took in 
        me and my sister

781
00:38:23,834 --> 00:38:25,670
when you barely knew who we were
  because we needed help, Theo.

782
00:38:25,736 --> 00:38:28,639
         - Oh, you know,        
      I once had a patient      
  who got punched in the face.

783
00:38:28,706 --> 00:38:30,408
      Left AMA. Comes back      
        three years later

784
00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:32,009
       with a brain bleed,      
       dies on the table.

785
00:38:32,076 --> 00:38:34,111
             - Okay.            
            (sighing)

786
00:38:34,178 --> 00:38:35,813
           - You good?

787
00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:38,382
       - Yeah, I can dress      
         myself, thanks.

788
00:38:39,850 --> 00:38:41,986
       - What do you think      
     you were running from?

789
00:38:43,654 --> 00:38:45,556
           - Oh, um...

790
00:38:46,691 --> 00:38:48,492
 you know, there are people here

791
00:38:48,559 --> 00:38:52,096
        who I care about        
   and who also care about me.

792
00:38:53,297 --> 00:38:56,334
   And I think I deserve that.

793
00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:58,436
            - You do.

794
00:38:59,003 --> 00:39:03,474
     - Yeah, I can't do this    
       without help so...

795
00:39:04,575 --> 00:39:07,311
        (uplifting music)

796
00:39:21,892 --> 00:39:23,828
    - I turned down the job.

797
00:39:23,894 --> 00:39:26,230
          - What? Why?

798
00:39:26,297 --> 00:39:28,532
   Bash, if you're doing this   
    because you feel guilty.

799
00:39:28,599 --> 00:39:31,535
  - I'm starting my own clinic. 
           (chuckling)

800
00:39:31,602 --> 00:39:35,039
       She knew, actually.      
     She wanted me to do it.

801
00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:36,807
That's what she would have said.

802
00:39:36,874 --> 00:39:38,909
     - What kind of clinic?

803
00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:41,846
      - Community medicine      
       and public health.

804
00:39:41,912 --> 00:39:43,481
    It's what my parents did.

805
00:39:43,547 --> 00:39:45,182
   The doctor who sponsored me  
           to Canada,

806
00:39:45,249 --> 00:39:46,851
   he'll bring some patients.

807
00:39:46,917 --> 00:39:49,854
       I'm actually seeing      
     a place later tonight.

808
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:53,691
    I'll get a business loan,   
         a grant maybe.

809
00:39:53,758 --> 00:39:57,228
    I know it's a huge risk,    
      but it's what I want.

810
00:39:58,329 --> 00:39:59,864
         - Get it wrong         
     until we get it right.

811
00:39:59,930 --> 00:40:01,699
       - Rulebreaker makes      
          his own rule.

812
00:40:01,766 --> 00:40:04,402
   Let me know how I can help.  
          - Yeah, same.

813
00:40:04,468 --> 00:40:06,036
         (pager beeping)

814
00:40:07,505 --> 00:40:09,573
      - Go if you need to.

815
00:40:12,510 --> 00:40:14,745
  - Uh, I'll see you guys soon.

816
00:40:14,812 --> 00:40:16,414
             - Yeah.            
             - Yeah.

817
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:17,882
             - Okay.

818
00:40:21,285 --> 00:40:24,321
         (gentle music)

819
00:40:39,703 --> 00:40:43,107
      (indistinct chatter)

820
00:40:44,708 --> 00:40:46,911
              (♪♪)

821
00:41:57,915 --> 00:42:00,951
         (hip-hop music)

822
00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:11,462
     (♪ Esset Abl Al Noom ♪     
         by Bu Kolthoum)

823
00:42:38,656 --> 00:42:41,859
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