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     - If this job is what      
       you want, great.         

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       But if you're just       
       running, don't go.       

3
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 Maybe you're not aware of it,  

4
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   but she did everything she   
could to save you from yourself.

5
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    You should be her friend    
       or leave her alone.      

6
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   - Do you remember me, sir?   

7
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     - You made my dinner.      

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        (truck honking)         
          - Look out!           

9
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          (crashing)            
       (Bashir coughing)        

10
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             - Sir!             

11
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     - I really hated you       
    the first night we met.     

12
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     You were so confident      
      in your instincts.        

13
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         I was jealous.         

14
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       I had never trusted      
        myself like that.       

15
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       - She's in V-tach.       

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       (monitors beeping)       

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         (tense music)          

18
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           - Clear.             

19
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          (soft music)          

20
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     - The scars will fade.     

21
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        (truck honking)         

22
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           (crashing)           

23
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       (glass shattering)       

24
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        (sirens wailing)        

25
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      - Uh, just remind me      
       of your name again?      

26
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       - Uh, Bashir Hamed.      

27
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    Thank you for seeing me,    
           Dr. Bishop.          

28
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   - Did we meet in the first   
   round of March interviews?   

29
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  - No, I wasn't, uh, applying  
     for one at that stage.     

30
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        - Why was that?         

31
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      - I was hoping to get     
    a position as a surgeon.    

32
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- You mean a surgical residency.

33
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  - No, I've already completed  
     my surgical residency.     

34
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     Did they not give you      
        my background?          

35
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     - So when you didn't       
    get hired as a surgeon,     

36
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you thought you would fall back 
    on emergency medicine?      

37
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  - No, I was a field surgeon,  

38
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        and emergency has       
    an overlapping skillset.    

39
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        - Yes, it does.         

40
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  Right, you were the one that  
  didn't provide your records,  

41
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your medical school transcripts?

42
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  - Yeah, there's a political   
   situation in my country.     

43
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   - Yeah. So, what have you    
          been doing            

44
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        while you've been       
       looking for a job?       

45
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      Any volunteer hours,      
         research work?         

46
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      - Just got the call.      

47
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   Jackknifed tractor-trailer   
         on the Gardner.        

48
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      Two cars went over        
   the guardrail and they're    
    all heading to us, Jed.     

49
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      - Alright. Page every     
     resident on the floor.     

50
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  Make sure teams from vascular 
 and neurology are standing by. 

51
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     Prime the blood bank.      

52
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      - And I will clear        
    the backlog at imaging.     

53
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        - To be honest,         
     our residency program      
  is already over-subscribed.   

54
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        - I once clamped        
     a man's femoral artery     
       with binder clips.       

55
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  We didn't have proper tools,  
        but he survived.        

56
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      - Huh... Lucky, huh?      

57
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 Look, all the best, Dr. Hamed. 

58
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     Alright, first arrival     
       is two minutes out.      

59
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One is hemodynamically unstable,

60
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         they've been           
     transfusing en route.      

61
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       The second sounds        
     like a crushed femur,      

62
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      so I wanna make sure      
      we're communicating.      

63
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   Every second counts, okay?   

64
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      (indistinct chatter)      

65
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        (Bashir exhales)        

66
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         (line ringing)         

67
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 (phone ringing and vibrating)  

68
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             - Hey.             
          - Hey, uh...          

69
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 I need to tell you something.  

70
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  It's going to be difficult.   

71
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             Um...              

72
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       Are you somewhere        
         we can talk?           

73
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      - Yeah... What's up?      

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        (opening theme)         

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     (high-pitched ringing)     

76
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- I need to know what happened! 

77
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 Why do you keep running away?  
         Who are you?           

78
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        (truck honking)         
          (crashing)            

79
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       - The restaurant         
       is a crime scene.        

80
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   What were you doing there?   
         (locker slams)         

81
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      (Theo clears throat)      
             - Hey.             

82
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    - I keep trying to find     
      ways to tell Amira,       

83
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       but she'll be sad        
     and worried in London      

84
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  and maybe want to come home.  

85
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     Am I wrong to give it      
       a few more days?         

86
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       - Not at all, man.       

87
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       You sleeping, yet?       

88
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    What else are you, um...    

89
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          ...feeling?           

90
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         - Um... Numb.          

91
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   Afraid of what will happen   
          when I'm not.         

92
00:05:04,570 --> 00:05:09,008
        - Look, I booked        
    our flights to Montreal,    
      so tomorrow, we'll...     

93
00:05:10,943 --> 00:05:12,645
 The funeral's the first step.  

94
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 - The family said they wanted  
       to keep it small,        

95
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       so should I even...      

96
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I mean, do I belong there or...?

97
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     - You loved her, Bash.     
        Of course you do.       

98
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   Hey, uh, can we talk about   
       Bash still working?      

99
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        - Theo, really?         
 What do you expect him to do?  

100
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   Sit at home, just to like,   
        stare at a wall?        

101
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   Besides, you're here, too.   
         - But for him.         

102
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      I wanna support him.      

103
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  Hey, have you, uh, have you   
   bought your flight, yet?     

104
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    - Uh, no... I haven't...    
          (baby crying)         

105
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       - Does anyone know       
       whose baby this is?      

106
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         (baby cooing)          
            - Hey.              

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  - How are you doing, Bashir?  
           - I'm okay.          

108
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  - I wanted to check in again  

109
00:06:03,296 --> 00:06:07,033
  because with your residency   
     ending, technically,       
      you owe us nothing.       

110
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        I appreciate you        
       offering to cover,       

111
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but if being here is too much...

112
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 - She'd be upset if her shifts 
        weren't covered.        

113
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 - I know I've said it already, 
       but I am so sorry.       

114
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       We're all just...        

115
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    Whatever you need, okay?    

116
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             Uh...              

117
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     - Um, we found her out     
      in the waiting room.      

118
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 There's no sign of a parent.   
 I'd say five, six months old.  

119
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        - Is she sick?          
  - Now, I did a quick check.   

120
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  Temp's good, colour's good,   
       but I would like         

121
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  to do a more thorough exam.   
      - What's this now?        

122
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     - Rhoda, do you know       
  if anyone's missing a baby?   

123
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       - Maybe the parents      
    are here somewhere sick?    

124
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 - Well... I will do the exam.  

125
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         (baby cooing)          

126
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- How does a baby get abandoned 

127
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      in a busy hospital        
   without anybody noticing?    

128
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      - Chronic hepatitis.      

129
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   Patient's anxious because    
    he tried texting Mags.      

130
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       She did that kind        
        of thing a lot.         

131
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     - Okay. I'll cover it.     

132
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         Thanks, Rhoda.         
             - Yeah.            

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         (baby cooing)          
            - Yeah.             

134
00:07:02,588 --> 00:07:04,957
    What are you doing here     
       all by yourself?         

135
00:07:05,024 --> 00:07:08,461
- I hear pedes is hiring in case
   Cleveland doesn't work out.  

136
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          Who's this?           

137
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   - An anonymous baby girl.    

138
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  Someone just left her here.   

139
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   I don't know why. Or how.    

140
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     - Listen, I can cover      
      Trauma OR tomorrow.       

141
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    I heard it's the service.   
  - Oh, no need. I'll be here.  

142
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           - June...            
           (sighing)            

143
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       I was there the day      
        your father died.       

144
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    You couldn't even admit     
         it happened.           

145
00:07:32,018 --> 00:07:34,387
     - Uh, this needs to be     
        heated up, right?       

146
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    When they're this small.    

147
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 - Ten seconds in the microwave 
      if my memory serves.      

148
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     - We'll get that done.     

149
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       - You don't need         
    to do that again, June.     

150
00:07:42,895 --> 00:07:44,430
  - That was different, okay?   

151
00:07:44,497 --> 00:07:46,432
           My father,           
   he did everything he could   

152
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   to make me feel unwanted.    

153
00:07:48,434 --> 00:07:51,604
    And, like, hate myself.     

154
00:07:52,839 --> 00:07:55,475
         - But it wasn't        
      like that with Mags.      

155
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             Right?             

156
00:07:58,144 --> 00:08:00,413
         You need to let        
       yourself feel this.      

157
00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:01,681
     - You must be hungry.      

158
00:08:01,747 --> 00:08:03,683
        Warm this while         
       I check her over?        

159
00:08:09,355 --> 00:08:11,057
          I heard you.          

160
00:08:13,326 --> 00:08:14,660
             I did.             

161
00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:20,199
             - Hey.             

162
00:08:20,266 --> 00:08:21,868
             - Hey.             

163
00:08:24,003 --> 00:08:25,271
             Um...              

164
00:08:25,972 --> 00:08:27,940
     The lady in E has been     
        waiting a while.        

165
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         Do you mind?           
         - Yeah, sure.          

166
00:08:36,482 --> 00:08:38,117
    Daphne? I'm Dr. Hunter.     

167
00:08:38,184 --> 00:08:39,719
  - I've been timing you guys.  

168
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 420 minutes at three agonizing 
      hip spasms per hour.      

169
00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:46,392
 That's one every 900 seconds,  
         give or take.          

170
00:08:46,459 --> 00:08:47,827
    - That's some fast math.    

171
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    - Necessary when you run    
       your own business.       

172
00:08:49,862 --> 00:08:52,465
   - Well, I'm told you have    
     rheumatoid arthritis.      

173
00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:55,268
       And you were in for      
    the same pain yesterday?    

174
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        - Which I realize       
       is a cardinal sin,       

175
00:08:56,969 --> 00:08:58,538
    but they said come back     
       if it got worse.         

176
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 I'm warm, fatigued, nauseous,  

177
00:09:00,373 --> 00:09:02,508
  and those are warning signs   
  I'm not supposed to ignore.   

178
00:09:02,575 --> 00:09:04,410
    - For septic arthritis.     
    But your temp is good,      

179
00:09:04,477 --> 00:09:06,979
    and yesterday's X-rays      
 didn't raise any alarm bells.  

180
00:09:07,046 --> 00:09:09,382
   So why don't you lie back    
     on the gurney for me.      

181
00:09:10,149 --> 00:09:13,452
So I'm gonna feel both sides of 
 your hips for swelling, okay?  

182
00:09:15,521 --> 00:09:16,822
           (exhales)            

183
00:09:16,889 --> 00:09:18,824
   And what kind of business    
          do you run?           

184
00:09:18,891 --> 00:09:20,560
       - I'm a sex worker.      

185
00:09:21,627 --> 00:09:24,130
   People always either react   
       to the line of work      

186
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   or to the fact that I look   
       like an accountant.      

187
00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:27,400
        (Theo chuckles)         
   - I think it's definitely    

188
00:09:27,466 --> 00:09:29,468
     the accountant thing.      
    - Obviously, seizing up     

189
00:09:29,535 --> 00:09:31,504
       with crippling pain      
   is not great for business.   

190
00:09:31,571 --> 00:09:33,239
           (sighing)            
    - Why don't you sit up?     

191
00:09:33,306 --> 00:09:35,741
     Um, do you have a GP?      

192
00:09:35,808 --> 00:09:37,810
       - Since she learned      
       what I do for work,      

193
00:09:37,877 --> 00:09:39,478
      she just frets about      
          my lifestyle.         

194
00:09:39,545 --> 00:09:41,948
      So I stopped going.       
- Well, you don't have a fever. 

195
00:09:42,014 --> 00:09:43,749
  Your white blood cell count   
          is normal,            

196
00:09:43,816 --> 00:09:46,052
  so I'm gonna rule out sepsis, 
 but you do have some swelling. 

197
00:09:46,118 --> 00:09:48,554
 So has there been any changes  
      to diet, exercise,        

198
00:09:48,621 --> 00:09:50,423
   sudden weight gain, loss,    
      that kind of thing?       

199
00:09:50,489 --> 00:09:52,692
       - Foods, the usual.      
    Some healthy, some crap.    

200
00:09:52,758 --> 00:09:54,694
      I make it to the gym      
        when I can. Why?        

201
00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:57,997
     - The way I see it is,     
we can dodge the endless backlog

202
00:09:58,064 --> 00:10:00,399
      at imaging by gaming      
         this ourselves.        

203
00:10:00,466 --> 00:10:02,468
 You know, taking a little time 
now and getting a wider picture.

204
00:10:02,535 --> 00:10:06,272
     And then I can schedule    
 appointments for any follow-up 
      tests you might need.     

205
00:10:07,473 --> 00:10:09,208
        (sirens wailing)        

206
00:10:09,275 --> 00:10:11,477
      - 32-year-old male        
    T-boned in his vehicle.     

207
00:10:11,544 --> 00:10:13,212
    GCS 13, BP 100 over 80.     

208
00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:16,015
      Left quadrant injury      
   and a nicked carotid being   
     held together by, uh...    

209
00:10:16,082 --> 00:10:18,084
 - A penny. Don't worry, Beau,  
      I won't let you go.       

210
00:10:18,150 --> 00:10:20,019
 - We were just down the street 
   from here when it happened.  

211
00:10:20,086 --> 00:10:22,021
 We tried trading off with her, 
     but she didn't want to.    

212
00:10:22,088 --> 00:10:23,723
     - Were you in the car,     
           too, Penny?          

213
00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:25,424
         - I'm the idiot        
       who drove into him.      

214
00:10:25,491 --> 00:10:27,059
     His door was smashed,      
        so I crawled in         

215
00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:29,862
and saw his neck pumping blood. 
My instincts said that was bad. 

216
00:10:29,929 --> 00:10:31,864
        - Good instinct.        
   Any loss of consciousness?   

217
00:10:31,931 --> 00:10:35,401
  - I was fading until she said 
that thing about stealing a car.

218
00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,103
    - Dude, cone of silence.    

219
00:10:37,169 --> 00:10:38,904
        - Sorry, sorry.         
- Did you two know each before? 

220
00:10:38,971 --> 00:10:42,708
    - No, but shared trauma     
 forces you to get close fast.  

221
00:10:42,775 --> 00:10:44,410
         - Monitor's up.        
  - Claire, make sure vascular  

222
00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:46,712
   knows it's an open carotid.  
  Bash, why aren't we clamped?  

223
00:10:46,779 --> 00:10:48,180
      - Penny, I'll switch      
         spots with you.        

224
00:10:48,247 --> 00:10:49,882
   - Does it have to be now?    

225
00:10:50,916 --> 00:10:52,918
     - I think I just found     
    the source of the bleed.    

226
00:10:52,985 --> 00:10:54,987
     Skin's swelling, too.      
       You see the rash?        

227
00:10:55,054 --> 00:10:56,856
- What kind of reaction is that?
         - I don't know.        

228
00:10:56,922 --> 00:10:59,091
     - Penny, are you ready?    
   - No, no. What if I let go   

229
00:10:59,158 --> 00:11:00,359
 too early or it doesn't work?  

230
00:11:00,426 --> 00:11:02,228
         - Vascular says        
     we have to go to them.     

231
00:11:02,294 --> 00:11:03,562
      They're better set up     
    to handle this upstairs.    

232
00:11:03,629 --> 00:11:05,131
          - Fine. Bash,         
     why aren't we clamped?     

233
00:11:05,197 --> 00:11:07,166
  - Because of me, okay? This   
 whole thing is because of me.  

234
00:11:07,233 --> 00:11:09,068
  - I'm sure that's not true.   
         - Yes, it is.          

235
00:11:09,135 --> 00:11:10,403
 I work at a car rental place,  

236
00:11:10,469 --> 00:11:11,737
          and every day         
      just feels so empty.      

237
00:11:11,804 --> 00:11:13,372
     And today, I just had      
     a compulsion to run,       

238
00:11:13,439 --> 00:11:15,508
 so I borrowed a set of keys--  
            - Okay.             

239
00:11:15,574 --> 00:11:17,109
   We'll count down together,   
      I'll take your place,     

240
00:11:17,176 --> 00:11:19,211
     but it has to be now!      
       (monitor beeping)        

241
00:11:19,278 --> 00:11:21,480
      (breathing heavily)       
     - I trust you, Penny.      

242
00:11:21,547 --> 00:11:23,749
         - Okay, one...         
       - Okay, one, two...      

243
00:11:23,816 --> 00:11:25,918
        - Two. Three...         

244
00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:28,087
           Thank you.           

245
00:11:29,922 --> 00:11:32,258
         (tense music)          

246
00:11:35,327 --> 00:11:37,763
   Got it. Great job, Penny.    

247
00:11:37,830 --> 00:11:40,032
        - EP's dropping.        
    - June, forget vascular.    

248
00:11:40,099 --> 00:11:41,701
       We can take care of      
      the abdo bleed here.      

249
00:11:41,767 --> 00:11:43,402
 - What? No. It's way too risky 
        with the carotid.       

250
00:11:43,469 --> 00:11:45,671
 - It's too risky to wait. He's 
  lost too much blood already.  

251
00:11:45,738 --> 00:11:47,339
   - It's my call, alright?     
  Just stay on blood products   

252
00:11:47,406 --> 00:11:48,641
     and get him stabilized     
         for transport.         

253
00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:50,409
       I'll go coordinate       
         with vascular.         

254
00:11:50,476 --> 00:11:52,011
       (monitor beeping)        

255
00:11:55,114 --> 00:11:58,084
   - You said you trusted me.   

256
00:11:58,150 --> 00:12:00,953
              Why?              
 - You stayed, I would've left. 

257
00:12:01,020 --> 00:12:05,591
    - Except you would have     
    been so much better off     
     if you never met me.       

258
00:12:07,359 --> 00:12:09,228
     (Mags): Are you okay?      

259
00:12:11,897 --> 00:12:13,466
             (thump)            
           (coughing)           

260
00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:15,401
    So you saved the others?    

261
00:12:15,468 --> 00:12:16,635
        (muffled speech)        

262
00:12:17,169 --> 00:12:18,838
   (Bashir): I know you told    
      that police officer       

263
00:12:18,904 --> 00:12:20,473
       that you'd get him       
        after we finish.        

264
00:12:20,539 --> 00:12:22,975
       But what if instead      
       of that, you don't.      

265
00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,211
        (muffled thump)         

266
00:12:25,277 --> 00:12:27,480
           (beeping)            

267
00:12:28,447 --> 00:12:29,715
   He's lost too much blood.    

268
00:12:29,782 --> 00:12:31,751
 His body is rejecting whatever 
      metal is inside him.      

269
00:12:31,817 --> 00:12:34,253
      - We got you, Bash.       
  Just tell us what you need.   

270
00:12:34,887 --> 00:12:36,155
          - Get him...          
          (indistinct)          

271
00:12:36,222 --> 00:12:37,823
       (monitors beeping)       

272
00:12:39,258 --> 00:12:40,259
            - Theo.             

273
00:12:40,693 --> 00:12:43,062
      I wanted you to know      
      that Mrs. Sampson...      

274
00:12:43,129 --> 00:12:45,164
    - Rheumatoid arthritis,     
   needs to adjust her meds.    

275
00:12:45,231 --> 00:12:49,235
   - I was doing my paperwork   
      and noticed a flag on     
       yesterday's X-rays.      

276
00:12:49,301 --> 00:12:51,170
  I had the senior radiologist  
          take a look.          

277
00:12:51,237 --> 00:12:53,572
     It's actually a stress     
     fracture in her femur.     

278
00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:55,541
       She'll need a pin.       

279
00:12:55,608 --> 00:12:57,710
   - Were you double-checking   
            my work?            

280
00:12:57,777 --> 00:13:00,746
   - No, just navigating the    
 bureaucracy, which is my job.  

281
00:13:00,813 --> 00:13:03,849
   They've already slotted her  
 for surgery, so it's all good. 

282
00:13:09,054 --> 00:13:12,324
    You know how easy stress    
     fractures are to miss.     

283
00:13:12,892 --> 00:13:17,563
   And Daphne was impressed     
and touched by how holistically 
     you took everything.       

284
00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:19,131
Nobody else would do that here. 

285
00:13:19,198 --> 00:13:22,001
       - I don't need you       
     to make me feel better     
    about missing something.    

286
00:13:22,067 --> 00:13:23,836
        (coffee pouring)        

287
00:13:25,237 --> 00:13:28,207
 - Why don't you let me come to 
 the funeral with you tomorrow? 

288
00:13:28,774 --> 00:13:31,143
    - Bash said the family      
    wants to keep it small.     

289
00:13:31,210 --> 00:13:34,480
      - I know, but Theo--      
 - I don't want you there, Liz. 

290
00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:39,418
  Can we not make it about us   
  in this particular moment?    

291
00:13:39,485 --> 00:13:42,922
- I'm trying to talk about you. 
     About what you need.       

292
00:13:42,988 --> 00:13:44,824
     Why would you not want     
         support there?         

293
00:13:44,890 --> 00:13:47,526
         - You tell me.         
   'Cause you clearly already   
        have the answer.        

294
00:13:47,593 --> 00:13:49,762
       - I just know that       
      you're resisting us.      

295
00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:52,565
   Getting to know my family,   
     letting me know yours.     

296
00:13:52,631 --> 00:13:55,034
          And it hurts.         
    You're a good man, Theo.    

297
00:13:55,100 --> 00:13:57,870
     I want those things.       
 Do you not want them with me?  

298
00:13:57,937 --> 00:13:59,071
        - I don't know.         

299
00:13:59,538 --> 00:14:01,941
        I have lost sight       
       of all of it, Liz.       

300
00:14:02,007 --> 00:14:03,642
          Of myself...          

301
00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:08,747
- I can't keep waiting for you. 

302
00:14:13,652 --> 00:14:16,188
    - What the hell is this?    
 - We had to stop the bleeding. 

303
00:14:16,255 --> 00:14:19,024
 Good thing, too, the shrapnel  
     ruptured the spleen.       

304
00:14:19,091 --> 00:14:22,294
 - So you took his spleen out   
even though I told you to wait. 

305
00:14:22,361 --> 00:14:23,896
           (scoffs)             

306
00:14:26,265 --> 00:14:28,701
   But there was another one    
   just like this in the...     

307
00:14:30,035 --> 00:14:32,371
     - Please, tell me there    
    was no baby in that car.    

308
00:14:32,438 --> 00:14:35,741
   - There wasn't because Beau  
  drove off and left her here.  

309
00:14:35,808 --> 00:14:38,210
       (monitor beeping)        

310
00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:43,449
    (distant traffic noise)     

311
00:14:43,515 --> 00:14:46,018
   - Look for her badge I.D.    

312
00:14:46,085 --> 00:14:49,221
    Anything else in there.     
       Her stethoscope.         

313
00:14:49,288 --> 00:14:50,923
        - Are you sure?         

314
00:14:50,990 --> 00:14:52,691
     I mean, this can wait      
        if you're not--         

315
00:14:52,758 --> 00:14:55,527
  - Yes, her family will want   
    whatever you can find.      

316
00:14:55,594 --> 00:14:57,062
            Thanks.             

317
00:14:57,129 --> 00:14:58,764
         - Uh, Bash...          

318
00:14:59,598 --> 00:15:02,701
       Um, the last times       
     I spoke to her were...     

319
00:15:02,768 --> 00:15:04,570
      - Yeah, she told me.      

320
00:15:05,437 --> 00:15:06,805
           - I was...           

321
00:15:07,873 --> 00:15:09,909
       I didn't mean to--       
            - Claire.           

322
00:15:09,975 --> 00:15:11,810
        I don't know what       
       you want me to say.      

323
00:15:14,413 --> 00:15:15,781
 - You don't understand, okay?  

324
00:15:15,848 --> 00:15:18,384
   I didn't even know that she  
 existed until a few weeks ago. 

325
00:15:18,450 --> 00:15:20,452
     Okay? Her mother just      
   dropped her off and left.    

326
00:15:20,519 --> 00:15:22,621
    - So you decided to just    
        pay that forward?       

327
00:15:22,688 --> 00:15:24,757
       - No, I don't know       
        how to bed a dad.       

328
00:15:24,823 --> 00:15:26,926
     Or anything, really...     

329
00:15:26,992 --> 00:15:29,094
       - So you sack up         
       and ask for help.        

330
00:15:29,161 --> 00:15:31,196
Call a friend, family, anything.

331
00:15:31,263 --> 00:15:33,666
     - I don't really have      
         any of that.           

332
00:15:33,732 --> 00:15:36,368
         And when I try,        
       the words, they...       

333
00:15:36,435 --> 00:15:38,537
         - Okay, fine.          
  But you could've handed her   

334
00:15:38,604 --> 00:15:41,173
    to one of the hundreds      
    of staff who work here.     

335
00:15:41,240 --> 00:15:42,908
         And instead,           
     you just ditched her.      

336
00:15:42,975 --> 00:15:45,144
     Do you know what that      
       could do to her?         

337
00:15:45,210 --> 00:15:47,279
Or how many people want babies? 
            - June!             

338
00:15:47,346 --> 00:15:49,348
      - Look, I know that       
  I'm a piece of trash, okay?   

339
00:15:49,415 --> 00:15:50,683
  I don't need to be reminded.  

340
00:15:50,749 --> 00:15:51,951
       - Actually, yeah,        
        I think you do!         

341
00:15:52,017 --> 00:15:52,985
            - June!             
            - What?             

342
00:15:53,052 --> 00:15:54,753
      - May I speak to you      
          for a moment?         

343
00:15:57,656 --> 00:15:58,624
       What are you doing?      

344
00:15:58,691 --> 00:15:59,959
       - He needs to be         
       held accountable.        

345
00:16:00,025 --> 00:16:02,161
       - But not by you.        
 The social worker called CAS.  

346
00:16:02,227 --> 00:16:03,862
       - What's going on?       

347
00:16:03,929 --> 00:16:05,297
  - Penny, you're still here?   

348
00:16:05,364 --> 00:16:07,566
- Yeah, I mean, he's so anxious,
      and he needs someone.     

349
00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:09,601
       And it's my fault        
       he's here, right?        

350
00:16:09,668 --> 00:16:12,604
        A nurse told him        
       that he's having...      

351
00:16:12,671 --> 00:16:14,173
   portal-thrombo something.    

352
00:16:14,239 --> 00:16:16,208
     Can one of you explain     
  because we don't understand?  

353
00:16:16,275 --> 00:16:19,211
    - Portal vein thrombosis    
     is when there's a clot     

354
00:16:19,278 --> 00:16:22,915
 in his portal vein that blocks 
    blood flow to his liver.    

355
00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:25,884
    - But can't that kill you   
  if your liver stops working?  

356
00:16:25,951 --> 00:16:27,353
         - We're keeping        
       a close eye on him.      

357
00:16:27,419 --> 00:16:29,488
   And for now, he's stable.    
          - And Amy?            

358
00:16:30,122 --> 00:16:32,257
       His baby, he said        
       that's her name.         

359
00:16:32,324 --> 00:16:34,593
      - The social worker       
   looped in children's aid.    

360
00:16:34,660 --> 00:16:36,195
        - We're required        
       to call the police.      

361
00:16:36,261 --> 00:16:37,830
  - Are they gonna arrest him?  

362
00:16:37,896 --> 00:16:39,298
          Oh, my God.           

363
00:16:39,365 --> 00:16:41,033
       I was trying to fix      
        my own dumb life,       

364
00:16:41,100 --> 00:16:43,836
   and instead, I just like,    
        destroyed his.          

365
00:16:44,436 --> 00:16:45,738
         (Penny sighs)          

366
00:16:46,772 --> 00:16:48,574
  - Does Beau have PVT or not?  

367
00:16:48,640 --> 00:16:50,509
    - We have him on heparin    
     to try help manage it.     

368
00:16:50,576 --> 00:16:52,311
    You know, she's out here    
blaming herself for all of this.

369
00:16:52,378 --> 00:16:54,413
  Meanwhile, you're the one who 
jumped in and cut out his spleen

370
00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:56,015
  which is probably the reason  
         that the clot--        

371
00:16:56,081 --> 00:16:57,349
        - He was dying.         
         He needed it.          

372
00:16:57,416 --> 00:16:58,617
     I know you know that.      
          - No, you.            

373
00:16:58,684 --> 00:17:00,753
    Okay, I know you, Bash.     
     And you needed this.       

374
00:17:00,819 --> 00:17:02,988
      But with everything       
  that's going on, you needed   
       an escape hatch.         

375
00:17:03,055 --> 00:17:05,357
 - You are no better, alright?  
  You are pissed off at Beau    

376
00:17:05,424 --> 00:17:07,459
     for not asking for help    
   when you have said nothing   

377
00:17:07,526 --> 00:17:09,328
       since I called you       
         three days ago.        

378
00:17:10,896 --> 00:17:12,231
        I'm on no sleep.        

379
00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,500
       And these thoughts       
       and memories of her      

380
00:17:14,566 --> 00:17:15,801
are just flooding into my head, 

381
00:17:15,868 --> 00:17:17,069
 all at once and out of order,  

382
00:17:17,136 --> 00:17:18,270
       and they're messing      
        with my reality.        

383
00:17:18,337 --> 00:17:20,339
      And yeah, maybe Beau      
        was a distraction       

384
00:17:20,406 --> 00:17:22,508
        that I needed--         
          - Stop it!            

385
00:17:24,443 --> 00:17:26,845
        I can't do this.        

386
00:17:29,782 --> 00:17:32,618
       Okay, I wish that        
     I could, but I can't.      

387
00:17:46,098 --> 00:17:48,600
       - I haven't been         
     to church in so long.      

388
00:17:49,134 --> 00:17:51,537
       I mean, we aren't        
       Catholic, but...         

389
00:17:51,603 --> 00:17:53,939
       I remember my dad,       

390
00:17:54,006 --> 00:17:57,743
      the way he would help     
  his congregation meet grief,  

391
00:17:57,810 --> 00:18:00,746
he could just hold it with him. 

392
00:18:02,147 --> 00:18:04,483
    He quit being a pastor,     
     did I tell you that?       

393
00:18:04,550 --> 00:18:06,285
       - No, is he okay?        

394
00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:08,487
        - I don't know.         

395
00:18:09,021 --> 00:18:10,522
           I hope so.           

396
00:18:16,128 --> 00:18:18,464
      (indistinct chatter)      

397
00:18:26,638 --> 00:18:28,240
     - Um, it's her sister.     

398
00:18:28,307 --> 00:18:30,676
     - Looked like she was      
       waving you over.         

399
00:18:30,742 --> 00:18:33,011
       - I think she was        
        just saying hi.         

400
00:18:33,745 --> 00:18:35,414
- Have you talked to the family 

401
00:18:35,481 --> 00:18:36,949
          about where           
     they want you to sit?      

402
00:18:37,015 --> 00:18:38,884
    - No, was I supposed to?    

403
00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:42,054
   - Sometimes, they reserve    
 specific rows for loved ones.  

404
00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:44,523
     - Let's just give them     
           some space.          

405
00:18:44,590 --> 00:18:46,992
     - Sure. Tell me where      
     you want to be then.       

406
00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:50,629
      (indistinct chatter)      

407
00:19:02,074 --> 00:19:04,643
     Do you see anyone else     
         here you know?         

408
00:19:08,747 --> 00:19:10,349
         - I know him.          

409
00:19:11,783 --> 00:19:14,219
        (dramatic music)        

410
00:19:27,266 --> 00:19:29,034
          - Hi, June.           

411
00:19:29,868 --> 00:19:34,173
       - Hi, Dr. Bishop.        
        Uh, hi, Claire.         

412
00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:36,341
       I think she, uh...       

413
00:19:36,408 --> 00:19:39,811
  It would mean a lot to her    
  to know that you were here.   

414
00:19:39,878 --> 00:19:41,547
          Both of you.          

415
00:19:43,382 --> 00:19:44,950
          I should...           

416
00:20:06,505 --> 00:20:08,540
       - How have you been      
      keeping, Dr. Bishop?      

417
00:20:08,607 --> 00:20:10,275
    - I've been well, Theo.     
        I've been well.         

418
00:20:10,342 --> 00:20:13,278
     - When our fourth-year     
   med students cycle through   

419
00:20:13,345 --> 00:20:15,314
 and see your name on the wall  
    outside the Trauma OR,      

420
00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:17,149
      they often tell us        
     you're their teacher.      

421
00:20:17,683 --> 00:20:19,051
        Do you enjoy it?        

422
00:20:19,618 --> 00:20:21,453
       - Well, it depends       
         on the student.        

423
00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:24,756
    If they're burdened with    
     glorious purpose, I do.    

424
00:20:25,924 --> 00:20:30,128
          (in French)           

425
00:20:37,035 --> 00:20:39,871
             - Amen.            
          (all): Amen.          

426
00:20:39,938 --> 00:20:43,575
          (in French)           

427
00:21:32,991 --> 00:21:34,926
     - Who was my Magalie?      

428
00:21:34,993 --> 00:21:37,162
     (high-pitched ringing)     

429
00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:39,731
  (Mags): The scars will fade.  

430
00:21:40,766 --> 00:21:43,235
      I really hated you        
    the first night we met.     

431
00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:44,803
           (chuckles)           

432
00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:46,438
           (crashing)           

433
00:21:47,005 --> 00:21:49,641
   (officer): The restaurant    
       is a crime scene.        

434
00:21:50,876 --> 00:21:53,412
        (dramatic music)        

435
00:21:59,451 --> 00:22:01,687
- Why do you keep running away? 
         Who are you?           

436
00:22:05,057 --> 00:22:08,193
      (indistinct chatter)      

437
00:22:23,642 --> 00:22:26,011
cawing)                         

438
00:22:28,580 --> 00:22:32,384
      (speaking in French)      

439
00:22:32,451 --> 00:22:34,086
           - Sorry?             

440
00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:38,023
 (continues speaking in French) 

441
00:22:45,731 --> 00:22:47,866
    - Oh, you're lost. Um...    

442
00:22:48,967 --> 00:22:51,103
     Okay, are you looking      
     for someone's grave?       

443
00:22:51,169 --> 00:22:54,039
      (speaking in French)      

444
00:22:54,439 --> 00:22:55,841
         - Your father.         

445
00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:57,809
             - Yes.             

446
00:23:02,214 --> 00:23:04,549
       - Madame Leblanc?        
            - Yes.              

447
00:23:04,616 --> 00:23:05,984
       - I'm Jed Bishop.        

448
00:23:06,451 --> 00:23:08,387
       - The Dr. Bishop.        

449
00:23:08,453 --> 00:23:11,590
      She talked about you      
      with such reverence.      

450
00:23:11,656 --> 00:23:14,359
- Your daughter was remarkable. 

451
00:23:15,026 --> 00:23:16,862
       Best of all of us.       

452
00:23:16,928 --> 00:23:18,330
          - Thank you.          

453
00:23:20,265 --> 00:23:22,234
        (dramatic music)        

454
00:23:37,349 --> 00:23:42,721
   - The last time we spoke,    
    you said you'd swapped      
     talk therapy for CBT?      

455
00:23:42,788 --> 00:23:44,456
          (chuckles)            
   - Yeah, I get enough talk    

456
00:23:44,523 --> 00:23:45,791
       in my NA meetings.       

457
00:23:46,691 --> 00:23:48,927
 - It sounds like your chief's  
     been very supportive.      

458
00:23:48,994 --> 00:23:53,031
    - Yeah. She's... a true     
     humanist, which is--       

459
00:23:53,098 --> 00:23:55,167
- Not an easy sell in that job. 

460
00:23:57,035 --> 00:23:59,704
  - Mags was the one who tried  
      the hardest with me.      

461
00:23:59,771 --> 00:24:02,374
And who saw things the clearest.

462
00:24:06,044 --> 00:24:09,347
      She's also the person     
     I was hardest on, Jed.     

463
00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:12,350
    I treated her terribly.     

464
00:24:12,417 --> 00:24:13,685
  - Well, if anyone understood  

465
00:24:13,752 --> 00:24:15,687
   emotion getting the better   
      of you, it was Mags.      

466
00:24:15,754 --> 00:24:18,957
 - It wasn't about the assault  
       or the addiction,        

467
00:24:19,024 --> 00:24:21,526
the way I treated her. It was...

468
00:24:22,828 --> 00:24:25,197
  She had all this potential.   

469
00:24:25,263 --> 00:24:29,000
    Always so excited to get    
     started, and I just...     

470
00:24:29,935 --> 00:24:33,338
 From where I stand, the system 
is broken and it can't be fixed.

471
00:24:33,405 --> 00:24:36,107
And that's not how Mags saw it. 

472
00:24:37,075 --> 00:24:38,977
        I'm angry, Jed.         

473
00:24:39,778 --> 00:24:43,215
    I envied her optimism,      
    and I envied her youth.     

474
00:24:45,250 --> 00:24:46,918
           (sighing)            
    - It's alright, Claire.     

475
00:24:46,985 --> 00:24:48,653
        - No, it's not.         

476
00:24:49,387 --> 00:24:51,790
 - Look who you're talking to.  

477
00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:54,960
    When I had my accident,     
        I lost a step.          

478
00:24:55,026 --> 00:24:58,230
  That anger... I understand.   

479
00:25:00,265 --> 00:25:01,800
           - Yeah...            

480
00:25:02,767 --> 00:25:05,303
   You sound happy, though,     
 when you talk about teaching.  

481
00:25:05,370 --> 00:25:06,505
          - Hmm, I am.          

482
00:25:06,571 --> 00:25:09,174
  But Memorial, my time there,  

483
00:25:09,241 --> 00:25:11,443
       that was the place.      

484
00:25:12,177 --> 00:25:13,712
       That was my time.        

485
00:25:14,479 --> 00:25:18,283
        Nothing will...         
 Nothing else will come close.  

486
00:25:21,453 --> 00:25:24,456
         - Mr. Leblanc?         
        I'm Theo Hunter.        

487
00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:28,026
  I worked with your daughter,  
   she was a... a good friend.  

488
00:25:28,093 --> 00:25:29,561
       - I think you have       
         daughters, too.        

489
00:25:29,628 --> 00:25:31,730
     - Yeah, 9 and 11 now.      

490
00:25:31,796 --> 00:25:33,899
     Oh, they're 10 and 12.     

491
00:25:33,965 --> 00:25:36,468
- I couldn't keep track either. 
       It goes so fast.         

492
00:25:36,535 --> 00:25:40,205
Um, do they know what they want 
    to do with their lives?     

493
00:25:40,272 --> 00:25:42,741
       - Last I checked,        
    one wanted to be a vet,     

494
00:25:42,807 --> 00:25:44,543
  and the other wanted to open  

495
00:25:44,609 --> 00:25:47,879
a donut slash manicure business,
           you know...          

496
00:25:50,081 --> 00:25:54,719
    - I should've told her      
  more how... how proud I am.   

497
00:25:55,520 --> 00:25:58,390
   - She knew, sir. She did.    

498
00:26:00,025 --> 00:26:04,296
    - Must be hard the hours    
       your job requires.       

499
00:26:04,863 --> 00:26:06,831
 The time away can unmoor you.  

500
00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:09,734
     - And yeah, my kids,       
  they mostly live in Sudbury   

501
00:26:09,801 --> 00:26:11,870
       with their mother        
        because I, uh--         

502
00:26:11,937 --> 00:26:15,507
     - Found your purpose       
  in that crazy busy hospital   

503
00:26:15,574 --> 00:26:18,577
   like my daughter did. Hmm?   

504
00:26:18,643 --> 00:26:20,812
      (indistinct chatter)      

505
00:26:31,089 --> 00:26:32,657
             - Hi.              

506
00:26:34,492 --> 00:26:37,195
        - Hello, Bashir.        
          - Hey, um...          

507
00:26:37,729 --> 00:26:40,765
   I just wanted to tell you    
        how sorry I am.         

508
00:26:41,633 --> 00:26:43,168
             Um...              

509
00:26:43,735 --> 00:26:48,139
  Mags, she saw me, and, uh...  
        it was this thing       

510
00:26:48,206 --> 00:26:50,709
  that we always used to say.   
      - I'm sorry, what?        

511
00:26:50,775 --> 00:26:53,645
   - The question you asked     
   about which Mags we knew.    

512
00:26:53,712 --> 00:26:57,849
I've been thinking of a memory, 
but... it's more of a feeling.  

513
00:26:57,916 --> 00:27:00,518
   - Why didn't you call us?    

514
00:27:02,654 --> 00:27:04,089
            - Uh...             

515
00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:07,626
  That night, Mags didn't want  
         to bother you.         

516
00:27:07,692 --> 00:27:10,695
      We knew that you and      
   Mr. Leblanc were in Italy,   

517
00:27:10,762 --> 00:27:12,697
     and there was nothing      
      you could've done.        

518
00:27:12,764 --> 00:27:14,733
       - I would've wanted      
         to talk to her.        

519
00:27:14,799 --> 00:27:16,701
   - When she was intubated,    

520
00:27:16,768 --> 00:27:19,371
   we had... we didn't think    
     it would go this way.      

521
00:27:19,437 --> 00:27:21,373
           - It wasn't          
     your decision to make.     

522
00:27:23,241 --> 00:27:26,378
      - I didn't, she did.      
     - Why was she working?     

523
00:27:26,444 --> 00:27:29,180
 If she was sick, she was sick. 

524
00:27:29,247 --> 00:27:31,583
   You should've stopped her.   

525
00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:33,485
   - Mrs. Leblanc, I'm Theo.    

526
00:27:33,551 --> 00:27:35,820
  I'm so sorry for your loss.   

527
00:27:35,887 --> 00:27:37,989
        (dramatic music)        

528
00:27:41,126 --> 00:27:44,195
      She's just in pain.       
  She doesn't know you, Bash.   

529
00:27:44,262 --> 00:27:47,565
     Let's go get some air.     
     - Stop trying to help.     

530
00:27:54,372 --> 00:27:56,908
cooing)                         

531
00:27:58,576 --> 00:28:01,146
    (distant sirens wailing)    

532
00:28:18,430 --> 00:28:22,000
     (church bells ringing      
       in the distance)         

533
00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:32,944
         (gentle music)         

534
00:28:40,685 --> 00:28:42,787
 (phone ringing and vibrating)  

535
00:28:42,854 --> 00:28:44,856
      (indistinct chatter)      

536
00:28:44,923 --> 00:28:46,257
             Hello?             

537
00:28:46,324 --> 00:28:49,227
    - Dr. Hamed, it's Penny,    
        the car stealer.        

538
00:28:49,294 --> 00:28:50,962
 - How did you get this number? 

539
00:28:51,029 --> 00:28:52,263
      - Internet. Listen--      

540
00:28:52,330 --> 00:28:54,165
       - Uh, are you still      
        at the hospital?        

541
00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:56,301
     - Look, Beau is worse,     
           physically.          

542
00:28:56,367 --> 00:28:57,869
             - Okay.            
    What do his doctors say?    

543
00:28:57,936 --> 00:29:00,071
- Well, that it's under control,
           but I mean,          

544
00:29:00,138 --> 00:29:02,440
         he's in pain           
       and tastes blood.        

545
00:29:02,507 --> 00:29:04,175
  And since variceal bleeding   

546
00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:06,077
   can mean worsening portal    
      vein thrombosis...        

547
00:29:06,144 --> 00:29:08,079
  - How do you know all this?   
       - Dude, internet.        

548
00:29:08,146 --> 00:29:10,882
 Anyway, they just keep saying  
     concerning variables,      

549
00:29:10,949 --> 00:29:13,384
    and how we need to wait     
        and see, but...         

550
00:29:13,451 --> 00:29:15,120
     since you're the guy       
  who scooped out his spleen,   

551
00:29:15,186 --> 00:29:16,821
       I was hoping you'd       
         do something--         

552
00:29:16,888 --> 00:29:19,491
    - I'm not there anymore,    
      and I'm sure his team     
        is on top of it.        

553
00:29:19,557 --> 00:29:21,392
    - Yeah, but except Beau     
       says he's dying.         

554
00:29:21,459 --> 00:29:22,761
           And look,            
    I can't prove anything,     

555
00:29:22,827 --> 00:29:25,029
      but we both just have     
     this terrible feeling.     

556
00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:26,765
         Beau needs me,         
       I'll call you back.      

557
00:29:26,831 --> 00:29:28,833
      (indistinct chatter)      

558
00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:35,740
 - Hey, uh, Penny just called.  
    Beau's in rough shape.      

559
00:29:35,807 --> 00:29:37,008
         - I'm sure that        
       if his vitals drop       

560
00:29:37,075 --> 00:29:38,810
      and they have to do       
     something, they will.      

561
00:29:38,877 --> 00:29:41,112
 - Yeah, except they both think 
it's worse than anyone realizes,

562
00:29:41,179 --> 00:29:43,248
 and they want us to intervene. 
    - Bash, I can't just call   

563
00:29:43,314 --> 00:29:44,749
       and say the patient      
      is having a feeling.      

564
00:29:44,816 --> 00:29:47,085
 No one's gonna listen to that. 
   - Well, maybe they should.   

565
00:29:48,653 --> 00:29:49,988
            Mags...             

566
00:29:50,054 --> 00:29:53,858
    She knew what she felt.     
 She knew before the data did.  

567
00:29:58,530 --> 00:30:00,131
       What are you doing?      

568
00:30:00,765 --> 00:30:02,267
- Calling the one person I know 

569
00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:04,135
  will hijack another person's  
     patient to do something    

570
00:30:04,202 --> 00:30:06,905
 potentially stupid on the off  
     chance that it helps.      

571
00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:08,740
        (phone ringing)         

572
00:30:10,742 --> 00:30:12,076
          - Yeah, hi?           

573
00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:14,579
    - Look, I have a patient    
  with portal vein thrombosis.  

574
00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:15,980
 The staff surgeon's ignoring,  

575
00:30:16,047 --> 00:30:17,882
    and we need to get blood    
      flowing to his liver.     

576
00:30:17,949 --> 00:30:19,450
     - Sorry, who is this?      
         - Oh, my God.          

577
00:30:19,517 --> 00:30:22,420
There's no time for us to listen
  to you amuse yourself, Mark.  

578
00:30:22,487 --> 00:30:24,022
             - Us?              

579
00:30:24,088 --> 00:30:25,490
        - Hi, Dr. Novak.        

580
00:30:25,557 --> 00:30:26,991
             - Hi!              

581
00:30:27,058 --> 00:30:28,493
     If your patient truly      
         needed this,           

582
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:29,861
  wouldn't vascular be on it?   

583
00:30:29,928 --> 00:30:32,330
   - Well, they won't because   
      after a car accident,     

584
00:30:32,397 --> 00:30:35,099
    he reacted to the metal     
    lodged in his abdomen.      

585
00:30:35,166 --> 00:30:37,268
    And you can't do a shunt    
        without a stint.        

586
00:30:37,735 --> 00:30:38,837
       - It's reasonable.       

587
00:30:38,903 --> 00:30:40,738
        - But he also has       
     a rotated portal vein.     

588
00:30:40,805 --> 00:30:44,209
 So they probably decided that, 
    you know, it's gonna make   
     placement challenging.     

589
00:30:44,776 --> 00:30:48,079
   - Cowards. Still, I'm not    
     hearing a big reason       

590
00:30:48,146 --> 00:30:49,514
 why we need to rush into this. 

591
00:30:49,581 --> 00:30:52,283
     - He's got a sense of      
impending doom we can't ignore. 

592
00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:54,285
      - Listen, you need        
 to shut up and do this. Okay?  

593
00:30:54,352 --> 00:30:57,055
       - Since when do you      
     let someone's feelings     
      dictate your actions?     

594
00:30:57,121 --> 00:30:59,157
       You know this guy?       
              - No.             

595
00:30:59,224 --> 00:31:01,893
And, you know, he's actually... 
     He's a piece of work.      

596
00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:05,363
     You know, he abandoned     
  his daughter at the hospital  
     like she meant nothing.    

597
00:31:05,430 --> 00:31:07,532
     And then this woman,       
   she accidentally hits him    

598
00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:10,602
  with her car because she's    
running away from her own crap. 

599
00:31:10,668 --> 00:31:12,904
       And now she's there      
        fighting for him,       

600
00:31:12,971 --> 00:31:14,305
           even though          
     he doesn't deserve it.     

601
00:31:14,372 --> 00:31:16,708
   Look, I need to just help    
     these people, and...       

602
00:31:16,774 --> 00:31:18,843
            (sighs)             
            Please.             

603
00:31:19,277 --> 00:31:22,647
  - Any thoughts on how to get  
   around using a metal stent?  

604
00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:24,249
           - Not yet.           

605
00:31:31,089 --> 00:31:34,092
- I thought Novak couldn't have 
 Trauma OR privileges anymore.  

606
00:31:34,158 --> 00:31:35,960
       - Yeah, well, I do.      
       And if I leave now,      

607
00:31:36,027 --> 00:31:37,896
    I can be there in like,     
       two hours. So...         

608
00:31:37,962 --> 00:31:39,497
       - You're leaving?        

609
00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:41,766
   - I couldn't even make it    
     through her service.       

610
00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,369
  - Are you going to be okay?   

611
00:31:45,270 --> 00:31:46,604
           - Are you?           

612
00:31:47,138 --> 00:31:49,407
   Because I remember the day   
       of her transplant,       

613
00:31:49,474 --> 00:31:51,542
        you said that if        
       she didn't make it,      

614
00:31:52,610 --> 00:31:54,646
      you wouldn't either.      

615
00:31:59,417 --> 00:32:02,020
          (soft music)          

616
00:32:17,535 --> 00:32:20,171
     - It's okay, habibti,      
         go to sleep.           

617
00:32:20,238 --> 00:32:22,740
              (♪♪)              

618
00:32:41,693 --> 00:32:43,094
        - Are you okay?         

619
00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:46,531
         Is she asleep?         

620
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:52,470
   Can I ask you a question?    
            - Sure.             

621
00:32:52,537 --> 00:32:55,106
  - Why didn't you just tell    
the truth about being a doctor? 

622
00:32:55,173 --> 00:32:56,841
      If you had said that      
       from the beginning,      

623
00:32:56,908 --> 00:32:59,077
      wouldn't all of this      
       have been avoided?       

624
00:32:59,143 --> 00:33:01,646
    - We could get deported.    

625
00:33:01,713 --> 00:33:04,349
      I was a doctor once,      
        I'm not anymore.        

626
00:33:08,252 --> 00:33:10,355
    - The thing is I kind of    
     told the truth for you.    

627
00:33:10,421 --> 00:33:13,758
  Everyone knows what you did   
  and how you saved everyone.   

628
00:33:14,325 --> 00:33:16,861
  But before you say anything,  

629
00:33:16,928 --> 00:33:21,799
  maybe just, maybe... things   
      will work out fine.       

630
00:33:24,235 --> 00:33:26,571
              (♪♪)              

631
00:33:36,647 --> 00:33:38,583
        So can't go off         
    the shelf for this one.     

632
00:33:38,649 --> 00:33:41,786
      - The 3D printer uses     
     biodegradable polymer,     

633
00:33:41,853 --> 00:33:43,821
     but I've never printed     
        a vascular stent.       

634
00:33:43,888 --> 00:33:46,124
      - It could, though.       
 I mean, I read a study on it.  

635
00:33:46,190 --> 00:33:49,927
    Yes, I do read studies.     
     Piss off, both of ya.      

636
00:33:49,994 --> 00:33:51,696
- I asked the tech to stay late.

637
00:33:51,763 --> 00:33:54,165
   She'll need CT imaging so    
  the software can customize.   

638
00:33:54,232 --> 00:33:57,335
      - Yeah, I can do that     
     while June informs and     
      consents our patient.     

639
00:33:57,402 --> 00:34:00,772
  - Dr. Curtis, this was all at 
 your behest, are we on or not? 

640
00:34:00,838 --> 00:34:04,575
- When did we get a 3D printer? 
        - "We" didn't.          

641
00:34:04,642 --> 00:34:06,277
         A few surgeons         
       pooled grant money.      

642
00:34:06,344 --> 00:34:08,813
        I use it to make        
      custom ostomy seals.      

643
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:10,481
     - Won't see that kind      
     of socialized effort       

644
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:12,150
when you go to Cleveland, June. 

645
00:34:12,216 --> 00:34:13,951
        (Singh chuckles)        
             - Word.            

646
00:34:20,858 --> 00:34:22,827
             - Hi.              
       - Before you yell        

647
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,429
    at him again, I checked.    

648
00:34:24,495 --> 00:34:26,831
     And they said he could     
     visit Amy for an hour.     

649
00:34:26,898 --> 00:34:28,900
    The social worker's down    
        the hall waiting.       

650
00:34:28,966 --> 00:34:31,069
    - They have her placed      
  with a family nearby. So...   

651
00:34:31,135 --> 00:34:35,473
     - He felt so bad about     
     what he did, I thought     
     seeing her might help.     

652
00:34:36,374 --> 00:34:37,909
             - And?             

653
00:34:39,043 --> 00:34:40,311
            Has it?             

654
00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:47,185
 - So is this 3D-printed valve  
  thing really gonna happen?    

655
00:34:47,251 --> 00:34:49,921
 - If you consent, we'll divert 
     blood around your clot.    

656
00:34:49,987 --> 00:34:51,522
   You need to realize that,    

657
00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:54,092
you know, although this medical 
 technology has been approved,  

658
00:34:54,158 --> 00:34:56,561
        it is still new.        
     So there are variables     

659
00:34:56,627 --> 00:34:58,496
     and not every outcome      
       has been studied.        

660
00:34:58,563 --> 00:35:00,731
- In other words, no guarantees.

661
00:35:00,798 --> 00:35:02,800
       - There never are.       

662
00:35:05,736 --> 00:35:08,072
       - Why did you leave      
         your daughter?         

663
00:35:10,475 --> 00:35:11,809
         - I'm scared.          

664
00:35:12,877 --> 00:35:15,413
  I don't know how to love her  
         the right way.         

665
00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:16,881
         (baby cooing)          

666
00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:19,650
   Look, I know you did a lot   
      to make this happen.      

667
00:35:20,518 --> 00:35:22,220
       I don't really know      
          what to say.          

668
00:35:22,286 --> 00:35:24,522
   - That you'll keep trying.   

669
00:35:27,391 --> 00:35:29,127
          (soft music)          

670
00:35:33,498 --> 00:35:35,133
       - You didn't have        
       to wait up, Dad.         

671
00:35:35,666 --> 00:35:37,135
       - Of course I did.       

672
00:35:37,735 --> 00:35:39,470
       - The girls okay?        

673
00:35:39,537 --> 00:35:41,372
       - Yeah, I'd say so.      

674
00:35:41,439 --> 00:35:43,407
       We watched a movie       
         and walked out         

675
00:35:43,474 --> 00:35:46,777
  for some late night French    
 fries, and then they flopped.  

676
00:35:50,748 --> 00:35:52,216
          How was it?           

677
00:35:54,785 --> 00:35:57,822
      - It's been a tough       
     couple of years, Dad.      

678
00:36:00,658 --> 00:36:03,127
  - Yeah, I know it has, Theo.  

679
00:36:05,263 --> 00:36:07,398
     - Your own job, um...      

680
00:36:10,034 --> 00:36:12,737
  Do you ever worry you just    
  blew it all up for nothing?   

681
00:36:12,803 --> 00:36:13,905
             - No.              

682
00:36:14,405 --> 00:36:16,641
No, I have faith in the journey.

683
00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:19,577
        For both of us.         

684
00:36:21,379 --> 00:36:26,317
    Which is perhaps easier     
    from my vantage point.      

685
00:36:30,087 --> 00:36:32,256
- I'm in the wrong place again. 

686
00:36:35,393 --> 00:36:37,862
I've been fighting against it...

687
00:36:40,598 --> 00:36:42,400
 I'm in the wrong place again.  

688
00:36:42,466 --> 00:36:45,203
            - Hey...            
          (Theo cries)          

689
00:36:51,008 --> 00:36:52,610
        (dramatic music)        

690
00:37:03,988 --> 00:37:05,990
   - Did you know I was here?   

691
00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:09,560
 - Well, it's not far from the  
 church so I'd take a chance.   

692
00:37:10,528 --> 00:37:11,729
  - How long are you in town?   

693
00:37:11,796 --> 00:37:13,931
     - Planning on driving      
         back tonight.          

694
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:18,302
  - It would have meant a lot   
   to her to know you came.     

695
00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:21,572
 - You know, I think June said  
    exactly the same thing.     

696
00:37:21,639 --> 00:37:24,108
      - Because it's true.      
          We miss you.          

697
00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:28,946
   - Look, the reason I was     
 looking for you is because...  

698
00:37:30,748 --> 00:37:32,850
            (sighs)             
           Bashir...            

699
00:37:33,417 --> 00:37:39,090
        I'm not very good       
     at this either, but...     
      don't blame yourself.     

700
00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:41,058
 - Why are you telling me that? 

701
00:37:41,125 --> 00:37:44,595
  - Remember after my stroke,   
you told me about your parents. 

702
00:37:45,229 --> 00:37:48,299
   How you went there to save   
    them when the bombs came.   

703
00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:51,435
  - I thought you were asleep   
       when I said that.        

704
00:37:53,671 --> 00:37:56,741
     Everyone I care about      
     gets hurt, even you.       

705
00:37:56,807 --> 00:37:58,409
       - We're never gonna      
         agree on this.         

706
00:37:58,476 --> 00:38:00,378
I am only alive because of you. 

707
00:38:00,444 --> 00:38:03,848
    - Your career ended over    
 my medical school transcripts. 

708
00:38:03,914 --> 00:38:06,317
    You lied to protect me.     
    We both know you never      
       spoke to my dean.        

709
00:38:06,384 --> 00:38:08,452
    - I didn't need to speak    
  to him, I knew they existed.  

710
00:38:08,519 --> 00:38:09,720
         - Look, she...         

711
00:38:10,087 --> 00:38:14,091
 When I had first met her, I... 
         I was... I'd...        

712
00:38:14,725 --> 00:38:17,361
       - Spent long enough      
          being ignored         

713
00:38:17,428 --> 00:38:19,764
      by the likes of me        
   that you'd given up hope.    

714
00:38:20,531 --> 00:38:23,000
 - She was the one who saw me.  

715
00:38:23,067 --> 00:38:25,736
  And if I had just been able   
    to walk away that day,      

716
00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:29,040
    if that truck had never     
  started all of this, then--   

717
00:38:29,106 --> 00:38:31,575
    - What? Are you gonna say   
   that she'd still be alive?   

718
00:38:31,642 --> 00:38:33,444
 - Look, I didn't deserve her.  

719
00:38:34,178 --> 00:38:36,681
  Okay, I didn't deserve her.   

720
00:38:38,416 --> 00:38:40,117
   - That's not true, Bashir.   

721
00:38:40,184 --> 00:38:42,987
     It's simply not true.      

722
00:38:51,595 --> 00:38:54,165
        (dramatic music)        

723
00:39:03,140 --> 00:39:05,976
              (♪♪)              

724
00:39:20,891 --> 00:39:23,661
    (distant sirens wailing)    

725
00:39:29,700 --> 00:39:30,901
         (Bishop sighs)         

726
00:39:31,802 --> 00:39:35,873
      I would ask if work       
  was the right place for you   
     at the moment, but...      

727
00:39:36,841 --> 00:39:39,176
  - Today's my last day here.   

728
00:39:44,382 --> 00:39:46,517
       - You're right that      
she wanted me to know everything

729
00:39:46,584 --> 00:39:48,219
     you'd done that night.     

730
00:39:49,253 --> 00:39:54,759
And we'd both be pretty ticked  
off if you let this derail you. 

731
00:39:59,930 --> 00:40:01,632
 - Did you want to come inside? 

732
00:40:01,699 --> 00:40:03,534
      See the place again.      

733
00:40:07,138 --> 00:40:08,906
        Dr. Bishop, I...        

734
00:40:08,973 --> 00:40:10,474
             - Go.              

735
00:40:10,541 --> 00:40:12,443
          (soft music)          

736
00:40:25,723 --> 00:40:27,458
            - Cool.             

737
00:40:30,628 --> 00:40:32,630
     - Beau's vitals still      
         looking good?          

738
00:40:32,696 --> 00:40:34,131
        - Yeah. Weirdly,        

739
00:40:34,198 --> 00:40:36,167
      I think this worked.      
         (phone ringing)        

740
00:40:36,233 --> 00:40:38,002
- Thing's been ringing non-stop.

741
00:40:38,068 --> 00:40:40,337
       - Yeah, our friends      
    in vascular want a word.    

742
00:40:40,404 --> 00:40:43,174
   - I think you mean former    
     friends in vascular.       

743
00:40:43,240 --> 00:40:46,477
 - Speaking of former friends,  

744
00:40:46,544 --> 00:40:50,080
      yours came to see me      
         the other day.         

745
00:40:51,115 --> 00:40:53,150
Said I was messing up your life 

746
00:40:53,217 --> 00:40:55,553
     because I wasn't happy     
           with mine.           

747
00:40:57,488 --> 00:40:59,256
     - Yeah, she had a way      
        of doing that.          

748
00:40:59,323 --> 00:41:00,724
       That kind of thing.      

749
00:41:01,192 --> 00:41:03,494
        - I'm very sorry        
      for your loss, June.      

750
00:41:05,863 --> 00:41:07,598
     - I really loved her.      

751
00:41:08,766 --> 00:41:10,801
 - Irritatingly, she was right. 

752
00:41:10,868 --> 00:41:13,037
        (June chuckles)         
     I did miss Trauma OR.      

753
00:41:13,103 --> 00:41:14,705
 So I made a deal with the CMO  

754
00:41:14,772 --> 00:41:16,307
         to come back.          
            - What?             

755
00:41:16,373 --> 00:41:17,942
         - Yeah, agreed         
      to make me co-chief.      

756
00:41:18,008 --> 00:41:19,643
   Devi's not gonna be happy    
       about that, but--        

757
00:41:19,710 --> 00:41:20,878
    - How could you do that?    

758
00:41:20,945 --> 00:41:22,780
          (laughing)            
    - I thought you'd be...     

759
00:41:22,847 --> 00:41:26,550
    You were pushing for it.    
     - For both of us, Mark.    

760
00:41:26,617 --> 00:41:29,053
     You know, I've already     
      decided I'm leaving.      

761
00:41:29,119 --> 00:41:32,289
        You know what?          
     Just forget about it.      
     Do whatever you want.      

762
00:41:34,358 --> 00:41:37,127
          (soft music)          

763
00:41:59,517 --> 00:42:01,819
        (dramatic music)        

764
00:42:05,122 --> 00:42:08,158
      (indistinct chatter)      

765
00:42:11,095 --> 00:42:12,963
    - Good morning, Bashir.     

766
00:42:13,764 --> 00:42:15,566
          - Hi. Um...           

767
00:42:15,633 --> 00:42:17,801
          I'm just here         
     to clear up my locker.     

768
00:42:17,868 --> 00:42:19,470
     - What if you didn't?      

769
00:42:19,537 --> 00:42:21,205
       There was one spot.      

770
00:42:21,272 --> 00:42:24,341
        If it wasn't her,       
    it would've gone to you.    

771
00:42:24,408 --> 00:42:28,579
   I know it's a complicated    
         thing to ask.          

772
00:42:30,948 --> 00:42:32,783
  - I don't know what to say.   

773
00:42:33,417 --> 00:42:35,319
 - That you'll think about it.  

774
00:42:38,222 --> 00:42:40,824
              (♪♪)              

775
00:42:50,601 --> 00:42:53,370
        (dramatic music)        

776
00:43:22,299 --> 00:43:25,436
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