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     - I want us rethinking     

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       our entire approach      
     to patient interaction.    

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      And that means making     
          some changes.         

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- I mean, according to Jonathan,
      we're still together.     

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   - Six months ago, you were   
  telling people he moved out.  

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    - Six months ago, he did.   
     - This kind of bruising    

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        is often evident        
       of sexual assault.       

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    - I don't want your help.   

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    - Did you get her consent   
           to report?           

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  - And until that's resolved,  
        Theo, I'm sorry,        

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       but we're revoking       
        your privileges.        

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     - I feel things, Mags,     
      more than I want to.      

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You could come and stay with me.

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 I know I put a lot of pressure 
  on you to be a mentor to me,  

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     and maybe in some ways     
    that you didn't wanna be.   

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        - Debbie's head's       
     on the chopping block.     
   Now I hear that you propose  

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 a reshuffle in which you report
      to her instead of me.     

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  - You're the one who told me  
     to build a relationship    
     with her, earn capital.    

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     I just can't keep tying    
 my self-worth to your opinion. 

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       - Oh, just in time       
      because I don't know      
     if I like you anymore.     

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    - Oh my God. It's Claire.   
        - Out of the way!       

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 Out of the way! Out of the way!
            - Clear!            

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  - When I think about who else 
 he might be out there hurting. 

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  - Your heart is dilating and  
ejection fraction is decreasing.

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    If we don't deal with it,   
  eventually, we're on the road 
        to heart failure.       

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 - Are you about to tell me that
   I need a heart transplant?   

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      - You can talk to me.     
         - Only I can't.        

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    And I'm alone with that.    

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       - I haven't always       
         been this way.         

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  - I think we should end this. 
             - Mags.            

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   - I mean, it's become clear  
    to me that it isn't what    
       either of us needs.      

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          (in Arabic):          

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    - You're at the beginning   
      of something, Bashir.     

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        Don't look away.        

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      (indistinct chatter)      
          (dog barking)         

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            (panting)           

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 (indistinct amplified message) 

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        (whistle blowing)       

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      (indistinct shouting)     

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            (barking)           

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           (grunting)           

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       (gasping, grunting)      

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           (screaming)          

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           (grunting)           
       (screaming in pain)      

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        (whistle blowing)       

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            - Bashir!           

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          (soft music)          

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          (theme music)         

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         (siren wailing)        

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        (elevator dings)        

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     - My surgical residents    
    are no longer residents.    

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    Take a moment and reflect   
      and how you got here.     

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   Somehow, despite everything  
          thrown at you         

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    over the last few years,    
      you made it to shore.     

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           (chuckling)          
     So, take these words...    

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              - Hi.             
              - Hi.             

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         - Real doctors         
      never stop learning,      

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    so don't let the power go   
         to your heads.         

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           (applause)           

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     - June's a real doctor.    

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   - Next year, that'll be us.  

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 - Did you apply for one of the 
 emergency medicine fellowships?

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  I was gonna remind you but... 

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    There's four spots open.    

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   - Um... I think we're both   
      in pretty good shape.     

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         - Mm-hmm. Yeah.        

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    - So, that sorry display    
    make you wish you'd stuck   
      it out with surgery?      

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      - No offence but no.      
           (chuckling)          

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  - I guess you didn't have to  
 come. Singh didn't even bother.

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 - Congratulations, Dr. Curtis. 
        How does it feel?       

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        (pagers beeping)        

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      - Back to work, guys.     

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    - Double Trauma flying in.  
     Double Trauma flying in.   

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     All available emergency    
    personnel to the helipad.   

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     All available emergency    
    personnel to the helipad.   

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     Double Trauma flying in.   
     Double Trauma flying in.   

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           (whirring)           

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    - What happened to them?    
      - We pulled them out      
        of Algonquin Park       

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       at the base of some      
         tough terrain.         

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         Male, guessing         
       about 50 years old.      

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      - Sir. I'm Dr. Hamed.     
   Can you tell me your name?   

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  - She's my responsibility...  

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         - More or less         
      all he's been saying.     
      He's still in shock.      

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          - Name or ID?         
 - John Doe for now. BP's 95/75.

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       02's 95, pulse 110.      
       GCS 12, temp's 34.       

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   They both have hypothermia,  
      but she has it worse.     

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       When we found them,      
 he was trying to keep her warm.

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 - Any idea what happened here? 
       - To his foot? No.       

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   But hikers getting in over   
 their heads isn't anything new.

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         - Okay. He tied        
       his own tourniquet.      

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         - Either that,         
       or the girl did it.      

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     No name on her either,     
       she looks about 20.      

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           - She's 19.          
     Is that your daughter?     
    Can you tell me her name?   

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            (gasping)           
         - I need to...         

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      I need to get to her?     

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       (breathing heavily)      
      I need to get to her.     

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      I need to get to her.     

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          (in Arabic):          

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           (grunting)           

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         - Dr. Leblanc,         
       I really need you.       

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    My patient got very upset   
   when I called for psych...   

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         - Can it wait?         
     - I've got this, Mags.     

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       Here we go, folks.       
  I want them both on monitors, 

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 warmed saline, no wet clothes. 

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  Tag him, screen him and tell  
   the blood bank to stand by.  

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  Antibiotics, tazo 4.5 grams.  
          (indistinct)          

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  Bash, call vascular, we need  
   them down here immediately.  

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      Nothing happens until     
         they get here.         

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   In the meantime, let's keep  
       him stable, people.      

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  - I'll page vascular. I have  
       a situation in two.      

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   A resident upset a patient.  
    - I should probably stick   

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          with June...          
          - I got this.         

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         (phone ringing)        

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   - Hey. I can't really talk.  

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   - Have you had any patients  
    looking for scrip refills   

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  try to tell you their family  
       doctor is retired?       

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   - Uh, I don't know? Maybe.   

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        - I've had like,        
  three in the last week alone. 

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 Makes sense, there's a huge GP 
        crisis right now.       

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 - Most of the virtual patients 
        I've been seeing        

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    have been on a wait list    
           for months.          

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   Which makes it hard to know  
     who's just drug seeking.   

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     - Yeah. No doubt but...    
  - And no one is doing a thing 
       about the problem!       

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  - Hey. At least this virtual  
   walk-in's keeping you busy   

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         until you hear         
       about your status.       

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     - Yeah, that's actually    
        why I'm calling.        

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   Even if the College doesn't  
  suspend or revoke my license, 

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   I need to convince Memorial  
   to reinstate my privileges.  

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    Which means I need to see   
  my chart notes from that day. 

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       - Uh, you mean from      
     that woman who says you    
    breached her confidence?    

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  - I knew it was complicated.  
  I reported her sexual assault 

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         because she was        
       too afraid to ask,       

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         but she implied        
       she wanted my help.      

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   But after a month in limbo,  
    I just need to see them.    

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    - Theo, am I even allowed   
           to do that?          

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       - They're my notes.      
      Memorial was supposed     
     to send them weeks ago.    

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    (indistinct announcement)   
           Busy today?          

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   - Uh yeah. Chopper brought   
   in a guy who lost his foot.  

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      - Buckets of blood in     
    trauma bay. Never thought   
       I'd miss that part.      

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    It can slip away so fast.   

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       - Yeah, hey, Theo,       
       I really should...       

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           - No, yeah.          
     Don't let me keep you.     

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             - Yeah.            
             - Bye.             

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        - Hi. I'm Bashir.       
       How are you, Linus?      

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   - Not trying to off myself,  
   which is what your resident  
         accused me of.         

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     I came in because I had    
  this gut feeling I was dying. 

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       But that kid missed      
        all the nuances!        

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    - Okay. Why don't you try   
     some of them out on me?    

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    - It came on last night.    
   This... pit in my stomach,   
       this... certainty.       

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      - What were you doing     
        when it happened?       

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       - Uh. My girlfriend      
          and I were...         

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 Well, we just got back together
     so we were... you know.    

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           Making up.           
           (chuckling)          

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      Not exactly something     
      you say during sex...     

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      - And this feeling...     

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     - I tried to ignore it,    
      but it got so strong      

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          that as soon          
      as she left my place      

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  I found myself driving here.  
     I know how this sounds.    

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   - No, no. It's a good thing  
       that you came here.      

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     Everything that you're     
   describing can be a signal   

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       from the body that       
 something's wrong, which is why
      we ran so many tests.     

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          Deep breath.          

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         (clears throat)        
            (inhales)           

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            (exhales)           

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   - The kid said I had to see  
         a psychiatrist.        

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          I'm not going         
      to hurt myself, man.      

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  I'm here because this scared  
       the crap out of me!      

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- And you said you just got back
          with your ex?         

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      - Yes! Life is good,      
or at least, more good than bad.

170
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      - Look, all your labs     
            are good.           

171
00:09:19,959 --> 00:09:22,128
  Your ECG, blood pressure too. 

172
00:09:22,194 --> 00:09:24,597
      We ran blood sugars,      
       everything is fine.      

173
00:09:24,664 --> 00:09:26,766
    - So why does everything    
  in my being tell me it's not? 

174
00:09:26,832 --> 00:09:29,802
  - Based on the data we have,  
     there's nothing for us     
       to actually treat.       

175
00:09:29,869 --> 00:09:34,674
 But if you would like to stick 
  around and speak to somebody  
    from psych about anxiety,   

176
00:09:34,740 --> 00:09:36,409
  it might be worthwhile, or... 

177
00:09:36,475 --> 00:09:38,044
       - I can tell myself      
         nothing's wrong        

178
00:09:38,110 --> 00:09:40,046
 and try to actually believe it.

179
00:09:43,783 --> 00:09:47,653
             - Hey.             
                   - Why did yo?

180
00:09:47,720 --> 00:09:49,455
      - It was like twice.      

181
00:09:49,522 --> 00:09:51,457
      I just wanted to make     
        sure you're okay.       

182
00:09:51,524 --> 00:09:54,327
 Sorry I'm working all weekend. 
     - Don't worry about it.    

183
00:09:54,393 --> 00:09:56,896
      I was wondering if...     
   - I should be home by 7:00,  

184
00:09:56,963 --> 00:09:59,498
     you still want to go to    
       that Italian place?      

185
00:09:59,565 --> 00:10:01,067
     - Can I tell you later?    

186
00:10:01,133 --> 00:10:02,668
        - What? You have        
        a better option?        

187
00:10:02,735 --> 00:10:04,971
    - My friends are talking    
         about a movie.         

188
00:10:05,037 --> 00:10:06,772
    Can I take the bus home?    
           - At night?          

189
00:10:06,839 --> 00:10:10,176
 - Or you could pay for an Uber?
  - That's never less than $30. 

190
00:10:10,242 --> 00:10:12,178
     - Yeah, but if we went     
     to that Italian place,     

191
00:10:12,244 --> 00:10:13,646
   it'd be way more than $30.   

192
00:10:13,713 --> 00:10:16,349
   - Yeah, but at least I get   
    lasagna out of that deal.   

193
00:10:16,415 --> 00:10:19,151
       - You're not funny.      
           (shouting)           

194
00:10:19,218 --> 00:10:21,988
     - Uh, just let me know     
       about later, okay?       

195
00:10:22,054 --> 00:10:24,490
          Please, bye.          
      (shouting continues)      

196
00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:26,659
      - She needs my help,      
       she needs my help!       

197
00:10:26,726 --> 00:10:28,661
          - Calm down.          
     - Why isn't June here?     

198
00:10:28,728 --> 00:10:31,163
       - She sent in Mags.      
     - And told me to reduce    
          the shoulder.         

199
00:10:31,230 --> 00:10:33,699
       - He's cauterized.       
          - Looks good.         

200
00:10:33,766 --> 00:10:36,035
             - Okay.            
 - Still won't tell us his name,

201
00:10:36,102 --> 00:10:38,070
 and his temp keeps ticking up. 

202
00:10:38,137 --> 00:10:40,640
       - When he came in,       
     he was low. Ultrasound.    

203
00:10:40,706 --> 00:10:42,408
        - He's at 40 now.       

204
00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:43,876
      - Stabilizer, Arnold.     
          - One second.         

205
00:10:43,943 --> 00:10:46,946
       - Pressure's 95/75.      
        Resps are at 30.        

206
00:10:47,013 --> 00:10:49,515
       He could be septic.      
- June debrided the dead tissue.

207
00:10:49,582 --> 00:10:52,118
    - Without the distal limb   
        for replantation,       

208
00:10:52,184 --> 00:10:53,919
         there's no need        
     for immediate surgery.     

209
00:10:53,986 --> 00:10:55,421
      Sir, can you tell us      
         what happened?         

210
00:10:55,488 --> 00:10:57,390
       - Something's wrong      
         with her! Okay?        

211
00:10:57,456 --> 00:11:01,060
   - You're going to be okay.   
    Alright? You're safe now.   

212
00:11:01,127 --> 00:11:03,362
   Both you and your daughter.  
          Try to relax.         

213
00:11:03,429 --> 00:11:06,699
- She's not my daughter. I'm the
 reason that we were out there. 

214
00:11:06,766 --> 00:11:08,367
              Okay?             

215
00:11:08,434 --> 00:11:10,703
      - It's very important     
 that you tell us what happened 

216
00:11:10,770 --> 00:11:12,038
          to your foot          
       so we can treat it.      

217
00:11:12,104 --> 00:11:13,839
      What do you remember      
       from what happened?      

218
00:11:13,906 --> 00:11:15,975
    - The teeth. I can still    
         feel the teeth.        

219
00:11:17,143 --> 00:11:20,079
       - It's dense forest      
 they were in. Coyotes, wolves, 
        maybe even bears.       

220
00:11:20,146 --> 00:11:22,915
    - Something attacked them   
      and he threw himself      
   in harm's way to save her.   

221
00:11:22,982 --> 00:11:24,950
     - Pressure's dropping.     
    - She's not my daughter.    

222
00:11:25,017 --> 00:11:28,120
       - DVT from trauma.       
      There's a clot formed     
   right here behind the knee.  

223
00:11:28,187 --> 00:11:30,022
        Someone get June.       
           - I'll go.           

224
00:11:30,089 --> 00:11:32,558
        - 90 over 70 now.       
         Thrombolitics?         

225
00:11:32,625 --> 00:11:34,126
    - Not with his bleeding.    
       Start with heparin.      

226
00:11:34,193 --> 00:11:36,529
     We need to get the clot    
  before it moves to his lungs. 

227
00:11:36,595 --> 00:11:39,732
          (clattering)          
            You okay?           

228
00:11:39,799 --> 00:11:41,534
         - Susan! Susan!        

229
00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:45,237
 - Sir, you need to stay still. 
- No, please. She needs my help!

230
00:11:45,304 --> 00:11:47,440
    - IM lorazepam 4mg STAT.    
- No. Don't sedate her just yet,

231
00:11:47,506 --> 00:11:49,542
  she needs to know he's okay.  
      - Bash, listen to me!     

232
00:11:49,608 --> 00:11:50,976
 You wait and you listen to me. 

233
00:11:51,043 --> 00:11:53,045
         - Susan, Susan,        
      you're gonna be okay.     

234
00:11:53,112 --> 00:11:55,081
             (gasps)            
             - Bash!            

235
00:12:20,439 --> 00:12:22,041
         (phone beeping)        

236
00:12:35,354 --> 00:12:38,491
      - Every day is full of    
    "life and death" choices.   

237
00:12:38,557 --> 00:12:40,726
   Somehow, despite everything  
          thrown at you         

238
00:12:40,793 --> 00:12:43,429
    over the last few years,    
      you made it to shore.     

239
00:12:43,496 --> 00:12:46,265
      But things won't get      
        easier from here.       

240
00:12:46,332 --> 00:12:47,533
              - Hi.             
              - Hi.             

241
00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:49,935
       - So don't let your      
        guards down. Hmm?       

242
00:12:50,002 --> 00:12:52,738
           (applause)           

243
00:12:54,907 --> 00:12:57,076
     - June's a real doctor.    

244
00:12:57,143 --> 00:12:58,844
   - Next year, that'll be us.  

245
00:12:58,911 --> 00:13:01,447
       - Did you apply for      
      one of the emergency      
      medicine fellowships?     

246
00:13:01,514 --> 00:13:04,250
     I was gonna remind you.    
 There's four spots open, but...

247
00:13:04,316 --> 00:13:06,752
          - You didn't.         
             - Yeah.            

248
00:13:06,819 --> 00:13:09,188
    - Um, I think we're both    
      in pretty good shape.     

249
00:13:09,255 --> 00:13:10,956
            - Mm-hmm.           

250
00:13:13,893 --> 00:13:18,297
  (announcement): All available 
       emergency personnel      
         to the helipad.        

251
00:13:18,364 --> 00:13:22,101
     All available emergency    
    personnel to the helipad.   

252
00:13:22,968 --> 00:13:26,839
     Double Trauma flying in.   
     Double Trauma flying in.   

253
00:13:26,906 --> 00:13:29,842
           (whirring)           

254
00:13:29,909 --> 00:13:32,111
       - What have we got?      
           - Jane Doe.          

255
00:13:32,178 --> 00:13:34,914
      Guessing 20s. GCS 9.      
            Resps 11.           

256
00:13:34,980 --> 00:13:38,184
Her rhythm's erratic and she has
   a dislocated left shoulder.  

257
00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:39,618
       - Has she been out       
         the whole time?        

258
00:13:39,685 --> 00:13:41,787
    - Yeah. Her temperature's   
         hovering at 33,        

259
00:13:41,854 --> 00:13:43,689
 even with the warming blankets.

260
00:13:43,756 --> 00:13:45,191
         - Was she naked        
       when you found her?      

261
00:13:45,257 --> 00:13:47,193
  - They would've had to trudge 
      through a cold river.     

262
00:13:47,259 --> 00:13:49,862
   Getting out of wet clothes   
    is the first thing you do   
        for hypothermia.        

263
00:13:49,929 --> 00:13:51,630
So at least they got that right.

264
00:13:51,697 --> 00:13:55,301
   - Any head or spine injury?  
- Possibly, but no obvious signs

265
00:13:55,367 --> 00:13:58,404
  of trauma to indicate either. 
     We collared and boarded    
           to be safe.          

266
00:13:58,470 --> 00:14:01,240
 - I can't feel a radial pulse. 
     Did she crash en route?    

267
00:14:01,307 --> 00:14:03,309
  - Got one. Thready but there. 
     Her rhythm spiked once,    

268
00:14:03,375 --> 00:14:05,277
      but we chalked it up      
       to the hypothermia.      

269
00:14:05,344 --> 00:14:08,414
   - Maybe her shoulder injury  
 caused a vascular injury. June!

270
00:14:10,249 --> 00:14:12,084
   There could be many reasons  
  why her pulse is weak and...  

271
00:14:12,151 --> 00:14:14,587
         - Dr. Leblanc,         
       I really need you.       
   My patient got very upset--  

272
00:14:14,653 --> 00:14:16,522
         - Can it wait?         
       - I got this, Mags.      

273
00:14:16,589 --> 00:14:18,724
   - Okay. Start from the top.  
          - Male, 50s.          

274
00:14:18,791 --> 00:14:21,760
 - No. Remember what I told you?
 Use names. He's a human being. 

275
00:14:21,827 --> 00:14:24,663
    - Yeah, right. Um, Linus.   
    I can't actually remember   
         his last name.         

276
00:14:24,730 --> 00:14:26,732
    I can go grab(narrator):    
            - Carmen.           

277
00:14:26,799 --> 00:14:29,902
     - He came in insisting     
     he's about to die, but     
       can't explain why.       

278
00:14:29,969 --> 00:14:31,637
     - That can be a warning    
         from the body.         

279
00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:34,940
   Um, how is he, physically?   
 - That's the thing! He's fine! 

280
00:14:35,007 --> 00:14:37,443
  I tried to get him to consent 
        to a psych eval,        

281
00:14:37,509 --> 00:14:39,278
       but he wouldn't...       
  - So you called them anyway?  

282
00:14:39,345 --> 00:14:42,481
Did you ask him about him first?
  What's going on in his life?  

283
00:14:42,548 --> 00:14:43,816
 - I tried! He stopped talking! 

284
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,885
   I mean, what if he's manic   
          or borderline         

285
00:14:45,951 --> 00:14:48,020
  or having paranoid delusions. 
  - If your instinct is to call 

286
00:14:48,087 --> 00:14:50,356
        for a psych eval,       
  I respect that, but you need  
        to take a breath,       

287
00:14:50,422 --> 00:14:52,725
      or your fear is gonna     
      cloud your own view.      

288
00:14:52,791 --> 00:14:55,794
       Anyway, I need you       
     to go sit on Jane Doe,     
  just flew in from chopper...  

289
00:14:55,861 --> 00:14:57,429
     - You're taking me off?    
      Because I screwed up?     

290
00:14:57,496 --> 00:14:59,365
   - No, Carmen, we've already  
       moved on. Jane Doe.      

291
00:14:59,431 --> 00:15:01,133
      Dislocated shoulder,      
        no radial pulse.        

292
00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:04,336
    What does that tell you?    
 - Uh, that the injury impacted 
      her axillary artery.      

293
00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:06,805
  Is she going to lose the arm? 
 - Not if we stay on top of it. 

294
00:15:06,872 --> 00:15:09,875
     But the guy she came in    
     with is missing a foot,    
     so he'll take priority.    

295
00:15:09,942 --> 00:15:12,011
       - And if Dr. Curtis      
          kicks me out?         
     - You wait at the door     

296
00:15:12,077 --> 00:15:15,047
        and you make sure       
the vascular checks her out. And
 also, get June to order trops. 

297
00:15:15,114 --> 00:15:16,916
           - I'll try.          
         - Dr. Viri, hi.        

298
00:15:16,982 --> 00:15:19,184
  - Hi, Mags. A patient of mine 
     with valve dysfunction     

299
00:15:19,251 --> 00:15:22,154
   just came in via ambulance   
      then texted me to...      

300
00:15:22,221 --> 00:15:23,889
        - Strong arm her        
        through ED chaos?       

301
00:15:23,956 --> 00:15:26,625
     - Actually I was going     
          to call you.          

302
00:15:26,692 --> 00:15:29,261
 Do you have time to chat later?
          I have news.          

303
00:15:29,328 --> 00:15:30,896
      - News that you can't     
          tell me now?          

304
00:15:30,963 --> 00:15:33,599
    - It's better in private.   
   You could swing by or call.  

305
00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:37,202
       - I have time now?       
     - Your lounge is nice.     

306
00:15:37,269 --> 00:15:40,739
     Doesn't reek of popcorn    
         like ours does.        

307
00:15:42,308 --> 00:15:45,044
      The organ donor board     
      has made a decision.      

308
00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:48,547
  Your application's accepted.  
 You're on the list for a heart.

309
00:15:50,683 --> 00:15:52,184
           - Already?           

310
00:15:52,251 --> 00:15:57,690
That's... You said I'd have time
    before. Six months, even.   

311
00:15:57,756 --> 00:16:01,360
 - And you hoped you could avoid
 thinking about this until then,

312
00:16:01,427 --> 00:16:03,963
  but they agreed you need one. 

313
00:16:04,029 --> 00:16:06,332
      This needs to be back     
         on your radar.         

314
00:16:06,398 --> 00:16:10,069
   - Something like this isn't  
        "on" your radar,        

315
00:16:10,135 --> 00:16:12,137
     it's all of your radar.    

316
00:16:12,938 --> 00:16:15,240
         - If it helps,         
     you're only status one.    

317
00:16:15,307 --> 00:16:17,543
     - The lowest priority.     

318
00:16:17,609 --> 00:16:20,779
  So it'll take time, if ever.  

319
00:16:20,846 --> 00:16:23,248
     - Though there are many    
     intersecting variables.    

320
00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:26,719
       Matching, location.      
             - Okay.            

321
00:16:26,785 --> 00:16:29,021
      So what happens next?     

322
00:16:29,088 --> 00:16:31,056
       - You'll hear from       
       a transplant nurse,      

323
00:16:31,123 --> 00:16:33,092
        keep them advised       
     if you plan to travel.     

324
00:16:33,158 --> 00:16:36,962
      If a heart does come,     
       you won't have long      
       to accept and prep.      

325
00:16:40,132 --> 00:16:43,936
I know it's a lot, just... start
   letting your brain marinate  

326
00:16:44,003 --> 00:16:46,338
        on what you'll do       
    if and when that happens.   

327
00:16:46,405 --> 00:16:49,408
         (pager beeping)        
            (sighing)           

328
00:16:49,475 --> 00:16:52,077
           (chuckling)          
       Go if you need to.       

329
00:16:52,144 --> 00:16:54,380
        Will anyone mind        
     if I steal some coffee?    

330
00:16:54,446 --> 00:16:57,216
   - No. Do you want me to...   
           - I'm good.          

331
00:16:57,282 --> 00:17:00,586
     Mags. Congratulations.     

332
00:17:01,620 --> 00:17:03,255
 Some people never get this far.

333
00:17:09,061 --> 00:17:11,864
   - Who were you talking to?   
    - I didn't say anything.    

334
00:17:11,930 --> 00:17:14,033
- It's a good thing I found you.
     I need bodies in there.    

335
00:17:14,099 --> 00:17:16,368
  - You told me to go, you said 
       you had it covered.      

336
00:17:16,435 --> 00:17:17,803
    - Apparently, you didn't    
    believe me since you sent   

337
00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,738
  your resident in to annoy me  
     to death with requests.    

338
00:17:19,805 --> 00:17:21,140
         - One request!         
    I didn't want Jane Doe's    

339
00:17:21,206 --> 00:17:23,108
 vascular injury to get missed. 
       - Doesn't have one.      

340
00:17:23,175 --> 00:17:25,010
      Imaging and vascular      
         both confirmed         

341
00:17:25,077 --> 00:17:26,845
 anterior shoulder dislocation, 
      it popped out clean.      

342
00:17:26,912 --> 00:17:29,248
       And about the trops      
      you were pushing for.     
    - You didn't order them.    

343
00:17:29,314 --> 00:17:30,849
      - I did. I just think     
        it was pointless.       

344
00:17:30,916 --> 00:17:33,085
 - Pointless? We don't even know
 what really happened out there.

345
00:17:33,152 --> 00:17:34,620
     Did she come to at all?    
         - No, not yet.         

346
00:17:34,686 --> 00:17:36,989
- What about him? What'd he say?
- Not much. He's still unstable.

347
00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:39,291
 - Did you even try to ask him? 
   - Mags, I have been trying   

348
00:17:39,358 --> 00:17:41,160
     to fend off both bosses    
      and residents. So no.     

349
00:17:41,226 --> 00:17:42,895
       - Yeah, we all have      
         stuff going on!        

350
00:17:42,961 --> 00:17:44,630
  - Look, if you want answers,  
     go find them yourself!     

351
00:17:44,696 --> 00:17:46,532
     And reduce her shoulder    
       while you're at it!      

352
00:17:46,598 --> 00:17:48,067
             - Fine!            

353
00:17:48,801 --> 00:17:51,236
    - Maybe when the propofol   
   wears off, she'll come to.   

354
00:17:51,303 --> 00:17:52,671
        - Push ketamine.        

355
00:17:52,738 --> 00:17:55,474
 - Resp rate still low. Keeping 
      eyes on the monitor.      

356
00:17:55,541 --> 00:17:57,176
         - Where's June?        
       - She sent in Mags.      

357
00:17:57,242 --> 00:17:59,678
     - And told me to reduce    
      the shoulder. Claire?     

358
00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:02,147
          - Looks good.         

359
00:18:03,048 --> 00:18:04,383
            (groans)            
             - Okay.            

360
00:18:04,450 --> 00:18:06,285
       Stabilizer, Arnold?      
          - One second.         

361
00:18:06,351 --> 00:18:08,187
     - It's okay, I got it.     

362
00:18:10,255 --> 00:18:12,157
      - Rhythm's still off.     

363
00:18:12,224 --> 00:18:13,992
      (indistinct chatter)      

364
00:18:14,059 --> 00:18:15,494
      - Okay, so something      
          attacked them         

365
00:18:15,561 --> 00:18:17,963
 and he threw himself in harm's 
   way to try and protect her.  

366
00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:19,832
        - See the scrapes       
         on her fingers?        

367
00:18:19,898 --> 00:18:22,101
  And the bruising on her hand? 
 She definitely put up a fight. 

368
00:18:22,167 --> 00:18:23,702
             (beeps)            

369
00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,437
       Her trops are back,      
       and they are high.       

370
00:18:25,504 --> 00:18:27,172
   - Radial pulse still weak.   

371
00:18:27,239 --> 00:18:29,174
     - Yeah, because there's    
 something wrong with her heart.

372
00:18:29,241 --> 00:18:31,343
    - She's not my daughter.    

373
00:18:31,410 --> 00:18:33,112
      (heart monitor beeps)     

374
00:18:33,178 --> 00:18:34,980
  - Her resp rate just jumped.  

375
00:18:35,047 --> 00:18:39,051
     - He's 50, she's 20...     
     She was found naked...     

376
00:18:40,385 --> 00:18:42,421
     A burst of adrenaline.     
        A fear response.        

377
00:18:42,488 --> 00:18:44,490
      Could mimic myopathy.     
  We're gonna need cardiology.  

378
00:18:44,556 --> 00:18:46,959
 - DVT from trauma. Clot formed 
   right here above the knee.   

379
00:18:47,025 --> 00:18:48,760
        Someone get June.       
           - I'll go.           

380
00:18:48,827 --> 00:18:51,196
       - Ma'am, you're at       
  York Memorial Hospital. Okay? 
       We're here to help.      

381
00:18:51,263 --> 00:18:53,198
          - Let me go.          
     - It's okay, it's okay.    

382
00:18:53,265 --> 00:18:55,000
          (clattering)          

383
00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:56,835
      It's fine, it's fine.     
         - Ma'am, ma'am.        

384
00:18:56,902 --> 00:18:59,371
   - She was trying to protect  
        herself from him.       

385
00:18:59,438 --> 00:19:01,807
 The struggle was between them. 
      - She needs my help.      

386
00:19:01,874 --> 00:19:03,876
  No, she needs my help! Susan! 

387
00:19:03,942 --> 00:19:07,212
    - IM lorazepam 4mg STAT.    
  - Don't sedate her just yet,  

388
00:19:07,279 --> 00:19:08,747
        she needs to know       
       they're both okay.       

389
00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:10,883
   - Listen to me, Bash, okay?  
      Just wait, because...     

390
00:19:10,949 --> 00:19:13,485
         - Susan, Susan,        
   everything's gonna be okay.  

391
00:19:13,552 --> 00:19:15,754
             (gasps)            
             - Bash!            

392
00:19:27,633 --> 00:19:30,669
    RIP: Retired In Position.   

393
00:19:30,736 --> 00:19:32,337
         Afraid of risk.        
           (muttering)          

394
00:19:32,404 --> 00:19:36,508
   The four D's are: discover,  
   determine, develop, deploy.  

395
00:19:36,575 --> 00:19:40,546
So the first phase is discover. 
     What does success mean?    

396
00:19:40,612 --> 00:19:43,448
    I can tell you right now.   
       The word success...      

397
00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:45,684
            - Deploy.           

398
00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,321
       (car door closing)       

399
00:19:50,289 --> 00:19:52,491
          - Mom, please.        
 - Nuh-uh. We talked about this.

400
00:19:52,558 --> 00:19:54,193
       No using the stove       
     when you're home alone.    

401
00:19:54,259 --> 00:19:57,329
        - But I'm hungry.       
    - Mommy said she made you   
    waffles before she left.    

402
00:19:57,396 --> 00:19:59,298
   - I want a grilled cheese.   
         Where's Phoebe?        

403
00:19:59,364 --> 00:20:01,533
        - Bowie, just...        
   She'll be back in an hour.   

404
00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:04,670
  Have some crackers. Or better 
   yet, have some fruit, okay?  

405
00:20:04,736 --> 00:20:06,572
             - Okay.            
  - I want to hear you promise  

406
00:20:06,638 --> 00:20:08,540
     that you will not touch    
           the burner.          

407
00:20:08,607 --> 00:20:11,109
          (phone beeps)         
             Hello?             

408
00:20:11,176 --> 00:20:13,245
          He... Bowie?          

409
00:20:13,312 --> 00:20:15,147
           He hung up.          

410
00:20:16,381 --> 00:20:19,017
          You need me?          
     - I can ask Liz, but...    

411
00:20:19,084 --> 00:20:20,786
     What are you doing here    
      on a Sunday morning?      

412
00:20:20,852 --> 00:20:24,690
   - I have a call with admin   
    that I needed data for...   

413
00:20:24,756 --> 00:20:26,858
        And I don't want        
       to be interrupted.       

414
00:20:26,925 --> 00:20:29,528
        But Phoebe's got        
      this new catering gig     

415
00:20:29,595 --> 00:20:31,363
          so that means         
       Bowie's home alone.      

416
00:20:31,430 --> 00:20:33,932
  - How's he dealing with that? 
  - Delighted because it means  

417
00:20:33,999 --> 00:20:37,703
         he has a phone,        
  but I'd like to put the fire  
     department on standby.     

418
00:20:37,769 --> 00:20:40,606
           What's up?           
 - Rheumatoid arthritis patient.

419
00:20:40,672 --> 00:20:44,476
   He just told me that his GP  
   retired and he doesn't have  
      any pain management.      

420
00:20:44,543 --> 00:20:46,178
    - You think he's telling    
           the truth?           

421
00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,247
       - I do. I also know      
 that I can't prescribe opioids 

422
00:20:48,313 --> 00:20:50,015
        for chronic pain.       
      So I'll do what I can     

423
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:51,550
        to help him find        
    new primary care, but...    

424
00:20:51,617 --> 00:20:54,686
 - Do you want me to sign off on
eight Tramadol to tide him over?

425
00:20:54,753 --> 00:20:56,955
       Yeah, sure. Find me      
        a triplicate pad,       

426
00:20:57,022 --> 00:20:58,657
    I'll write the script...    

427
00:20:59,391 --> 00:21:02,327
 - Residents. The cleaning staff
      are not your parents.     

428
00:21:02,394 --> 00:21:05,597
         When you leave         
  the patient room, you tidy up 
      bedpans bloody linen.     

429
00:21:05,664 --> 00:21:07,899
       You do not want me       
   to tell you a second time.   

430
00:21:07,966 --> 00:21:11,203
 Same goes for needles and sharp
    containers, and wastage.    

431
00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:14,072
  - Your increased patient load 
           as an NP's           

432
00:21:14,139 --> 00:21:16,975
    helping with wait times,    
      but if we're pushing      
       too hard, Claire...      

433
00:21:17,042 --> 00:21:20,779
 - Honestly, no. The distraction
     is doing more than meds    
      and therapy combined.     

434
00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:23,348
   - Claire, dispatch called.   
    Double Trauma flying in.    

435
00:21:23,415 --> 00:21:25,817
         - Okay, on it.         
      - If you need backup,     
          pull Arnold.          

436
00:21:25,884 --> 00:21:27,786
           - Will do.           
          - Hi, Neeta.          

437
00:21:27,853 --> 00:21:30,822
   - Hi. Our budget proposal's  
        over by 20%, Liz.       

438
00:21:30,889 --> 00:21:33,425
     We need to rethink it.     
  - But we've cut every corner. 

439
00:21:33,492 --> 00:21:35,894
    - And as to Dr. Hunter's    
  allocation which you flagged, 

440
00:21:35,961 --> 00:21:39,631
 I'll keep him on the books for 
  now, but things could change. 

441
00:21:39,698 --> 00:21:42,534
 - We need more staff not less. 
             - Yeah.            

442
00:21:42,601 --> 00:21:45,003
- I sent a woman home overnight,
and then found out they kept her

443
00:21:45,070 --> 00:21:46,972
   six more hours to have her   
        catheter removed        

444
00:21:47,039 --> 00:21:48,774
   because we can only afford   
          three nurses.         

445
00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:50,676
     - Except we've got five    
     residents on the floor.    

446
00:21:50,742 --> 00:21:52,377
 - Catheters are a nurse's job. 

447
00:21:52,444 --> 00:21:56,014
       - Not if we rethink      
       the whole system...      

448
00:21:56,081 --> 00:21:57,849
   - I know what we're asking   
           is extreme,          

449
00:21:57,916 --> 00:22:00,652
    but emergency departments   
   are in crisis province-wide. 

450
00:22:00,719 --> 00:22:03,255
    It's a complex challenge.   
       - Except it's not!       

451
00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:05,490
         (phone ringing)        
         Our... problem         

452
00:22:05,557 --> 00:22:09,394
    is 100% a lack of nurses.   

453
00:22:09,461 --> 00:22:13,865
    We simply can't function    
    if the ratio of patients    
      to nurses is 50 to 1.     

454
00:22:13,932 --> 00:22:18,904
   - Dr. Devi, we already have  
      the highest ED support    
      budget in the city...     

455
00:22:18,970 --> 00:22:22,574
     - Is this an emergency?    
        - Mom, I'm bored!       

456
00:22:22,641 --> 00:22:24,810
 - Then you have to wait, Bowie.

457
00:22:24,876 --> 00:22:26,178
   - When are you coming home?  

458
00:22:26,244 --> 00:22:28,413
      - Mom's in a meeting!     
           - But, Mom!          

459
00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:30,282
         - Okay, sorry.         

460
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,818
   This is why I propose that   
       we find the cash...      

461
00:22:32,884 --> 00:22:35,721
- Neeta, you're on mute. Neeta? 

462
00:22:35,787 --> 00:22:38,790
    - We need to divert money   
      to solve our problem.     

463
00:22:38,857 --> 00:22:41,526
       From our fellowship      
      program to be exact.      

464
00:22:41,593 --> 00:22:45,163
   I'm told we usually hire at  
least three graduating residents

465
00:22:45,230 --> 00:22:47,065
        into full-time ED       
          fellowships.          

466
00:22:47,132 --> 00:22:49,101
           This year,           
      we'll only take one.      

467
00:22:49,167 --> 00:22:52,471
     - You want to sacrifice    
     doctors for more nurses?   

468
00:22:52,537 --> 00:22:54,840
      - If you want to keep     
      our doors open, yes.      

469
00:22:54,906 --> 00:22:58,710
    - And which resident does   
   this plan have you keeping?  

470
00:23:03,515 --> 00:23:06,284
     - Hey, that thing said     
      three hours forever.      

471
00:23:06,351 --> 00:23:08,253
        Now it says four.       

472
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:11,623
- That time's until you're seen,
   sir, not until you get out.  

473
00:23:14,893 --> 00:23:17,062
         (phone chiming)        

474
00:23:25,537 --> 00:23:28,140
         (phone chiming)        

475
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:35,347
   Oh, my God. He's history's   
        greatest villain.       

476
00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:37,015
 - There might not be any time! 

477
00:23:37,082 --> 00:23:38,784
     - I'm sorry you've been    
       waiting long, sir,       

478
00:23:38,850 --> 00:23:41,820
        but there's no...       
    - Hey, I need some help!    
       And right damn now!      

479
00:23:42,854 --> 00:23:44,589
           Right now!           

480
00:23:51,229 --> 00:23:55,567
      - Your big ascension.     
   You're no longer residents.  

481
00:23:55,634 --> 00:23:58,203
      The thing you've been     
          striving for,         

482
00:23:58,270 --> 00:24:00,872
     and now, you're standing   
        at the threshold.       

483
00:24:00,939 --> 00:24:03,608
     But what will be waiting   
    for you on the other side?  

484
00:24:05,143 --> 00:24:07,879
   Power, validations, success? 

485
00:24:07,946 --> 00:24:10,515
    Nope! Just more striving.   

486
00:24:10,582 --> 00:24:13,819
      The same humbling kick    
  in the nuts when you mess up. 

487
00:24:13,885 --> 00:24:18,089
   And you will. Because real   
  doctors never stop learning.  

488
00:24:18,156 --> 00:24:23,395
   Maybe you're excited about   
   pulling away from mommy and  
      daddy but surprise...     

489
00:24:23,462 --> 00:24:25,464
          You are mommy         
           and daddy.           

490
00:24:25,530 --> 00:24:27,232
      Look forward to your      
      impending breakdowns      

491
00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:30,635
 when you realize that's harder 
        than you thought.       

492
00:24:30,702 --> 00:24:33,305
           (applause)           

493
00:24:35,106 --> 00:24:38,910
    - All available emergency   
    personnel to the helipad.   

494
00:24:38,977 --> 00:24:42,180
     All available emergency    
    personnel to the helipad.   

495
00:24:42,247 --> 00:24:46,017
     Double Trauma flying in.   
     Double Trauma flying in.   

496
00:24:46,084 --> 00:24:50,021
      (helicopter whirring)     

497
00:24:52,958 --> 00:24:55,660
      (indistinct chatter)      

498
00:24:57,496 --> 00:25:00,298
           - Hey, hey!          
 - How long were they out there?

499
00:25:00,365 --> 00:25:02,834
         - By our guess,        
        a couple of days.       
    - How did you find them?    

500
00:25:02,901 --> 00:25:04,536
   - We got a call from a gas   
        station attendant       

501
00:25:04,603 --> 00:25:07,205
 about people lost in the woods.
   We thought it was a prank,   

502
00:25:07,272 --> 00:25:09,140
       but we have to take      
      every call seriously.     

503
00:25:09,207 --> 00:25:10,809
       - Yeah, looks like       
      a good thing you did.     

504
00:25:10,876 --> 00:25:13,245
  - Dispatch sent us to Mercy,  
 but we thought they might need 

505
00:25:13,311 --> 00:25:15,313
      that fancy Trauma OR      
        Mark Novak runs.        

506
00:25:15,380 --> 00:25:17,382
  He did a stint with us before 
     becoming a company man.    

507
00:25:17,449 --> 00:25:20,785
   - Right, well, Mark Novak's  
   not here, but I run it with  
     him so you're covered.     

508
00:25:20,852 --> 00:25:23,488
     - Oh, I almost forgot.     

509
00:25:23,555 --> 00:25:25,857
        - A jar that says       
    "put your weed in here"?    

510
00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:29,528
       - Had to pry it out      
  of John Doe's hands, figured  
       he'd want it back.       

511
00:25:32,330 --> 00:25:35,300
  - I need frequent temp checks 
     and monitor closely for    
       changes in status.       

512
00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:36,668
  Arnold, start a second line.  

513
00:25:36,735 --> 00:25:39,170
      He needs antibiotics      
 and all the fluids he can get. 

514
00:25:39,237 --> 00:25:41,206
        Where's vascular?       
    - I can call them again.    

515
00:25:41,273 --> 00:25:44,943
      Dr. Leblanc wanted me     
      to make sure vascular     
     assesses Jane Doe too.     

516
00:25:45,010 --> 00:25:47,112
          - How is that         
      any of your business?     
        Arnold, dressing.       

517
00:25:47,178 --> 00:25:49,581
        - She told me not       
     to leave until they did    
     and you ordered trops.     

518
00:25:49,648 --> 00:25:52,117
 - Well, I'm telling you to go. 
      - Let her stay, June.     

519
00:25:52,183 --> 00:25:55,253
          Don't forget,         
   you're a teacher now, too.   

520
00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:57,222
     - Dr. Singh, were you?     
    - General surgery, heard    

521
00:25:57,289 --> 00:25:59,024
we might be re-attaching a foot?

522
00:25:59,090 --> 00:26:01,293
         - Not unless it        
      miraculously appears.     

523
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:04,796
      Okay, sir, I'm going      
   to remove your tourniquet.   

524
00:26:05,864 --> 00:26:08,366
             Ready?             
           (groaning)           

525
00:26:10,268 --> 00:26:12,237
     - I got bleeders, June.    

526
00:26:13,004 --> 00:26:15,240
      - How you doing sir?      
          (faint groan)         

527
00:26:15,307 --> 00:26:17,075
       - 5 mg of morphine?      
       - Go ahead, do it.       

528
00:26:17,142 --> 00:26:19,110
   - Vascular says another 25.  
   - We don't have 25 minutes.  

529
00:26:19,177 --> 00:26:20,845
       We need their take       
         on wound care.         

530
00:26:20,912 --> 00:26:23,682
          - Frostbite.          
    Ascending lymphadenitis.    

531
00:26:23,748 --> 00:26:25,383
      No limb forthcoming.      

532
00:26:25,450 --> 00:26:28,219
      If you wait on them,      
       you risk infection.      

533
00:26:29,788 --> 00:26:32,591
  - So we'll debride, wash out, 
  and then, bactigras for now.  

534
00:26:32,657 --> 00:26:34,826
  - You don't want to send him  
     to plastics and ortho?     

535
00:26:34,893 --> 00:26:36,761
    - I can do it much faster   
           down here.           

536
00:26:36,828 --> 00:26:38,897
     - Oh, you missed one on    
  the right. You want me to...  

537
00:26:38,964 --> 00:26:40,599
       - I got it. Arnold,      
     I'm going to cauterize.    

538
00:26:40,665 --> 00:26:42,400
     Carmen, if you're going    
          to hang out,          

539
00:26:42,467 --> 00:26:45,737
        you want to make        
  yourself useful. Order trops  
         and do an ECG.         

540
00:26:45,804 --> 00:26:49,007
             - Yeah.            
            - Sorry.            

541
00:26:51,142 --> 00:26:53,378
 - Sir, did you want something? 

542
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:59,951
     - Just to say I'm sorry    
  I missed your ceremony today. 

543
00:27:00,018 --> 00:27:02,020
         Congrats, June.        

544
00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,624
 - Did he just apologize to me? 

545
00:27:05,690 --> 00:27:08,059
     - And congratulate you.    
  Better buy a lottery ticket.  

546
00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:11,863
       - No more bleeding.      
    Can you give me a minute?   

547
00:27:11,930 --> 00:27:13,598
             - Yeah.            

548
00:27:19,037 --> 00:27:21,039
   - What does that even mean,  
    "let my brain marinate"?    

549
00:27:21,106 --> 00:27:24,142
    - Who are you talking to?   
    - I didn't say anything.    

550
00:27:24,209 --> 00:27:26,478
 - Oh. It's a good thing I found
  you. I need bodies in there.  

551
00:27:26,544 --> 00:27:28,713
      - You told me to go.      
  You said you had it covered.  

552
00:27:28,780 --> 00:27:30,181
    - Apparently, you didn't    
    believe me since you sent   

553
00:27:30,248 --> 00:27:32,017
  your resident in to annoy me  
     to death with requests.    

554
00:27:32,083 --> 00:27:34,586
         - One request.         
    I didn't want Jane Doe's    
 vascular injury to get missed. 

555
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:37,422
     - She doesn't have one.    
    - You didn't order them.    

556
00:27:37,489 --> 00:27:39,891
 Pointless? We don't even really
  know what happened out there. 

557
00:27:39,958 --> 00:27:41,059
     Did she come to at all?    

558
00:27:41,126 --> 00:27:42,427
         What about him?        
        What did he say?        

559
00:27:42,494 --> 00:27:44,162
  Did you even try to ask him?  

560
00:27:45,030 --> 00:27:49,401
        - Mags, I've been       
    trying to fend off bosses   
      and residents, so no.     

561
00:27:49,467 --> 00:27:51,302
       - Yeah, we all have      
         stuff going on.        

562
00:27:51,369 --> 00:27:53,405
  - Look, if you want answers,  
     go find them yourself.     

563
00:27:53,471 --> 00:27:55,674
     And reduce her shoulder    
       while you're at it.      

564
00:27:58,643 --> 00:28:02,247
         Hey. You okay?         

565
00:28:02,313 --> 00:28:05,216
     - Except for the raging    
           chest pain.          

566
00:28:05,283 --> 00:28:06,718
   - Is that why you came down  
           to Trauma?           

567
00:28:06,785 --> 00:28:09,254
   Why didn't you just ask me   
         for a work-up?         

568
00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:11,156
           (chuckles)           
         Okay, I got it.        

569
00:28:11,222 --> 00:28:13,958
      When did this start?      
         - This morning.        

570
00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:19,197
  I thought it was indigestion, 
  but it's been getting worse.  

571
00:28:22,033 --> 00:28:23,768
            (groans)            

572
00:28:23,835 --> 00:28:26,337
    - When was the last time    
       you had a physical?      

573
00:28:26,404 --> 00:28:27,939
      - It's been a while.      

574
00:28:28,006 --> 00:28:30,341
  - Any chances of like a panic 
      attack or something?      

575
00:28:30,408 --> 00:28:33,678
      Your stress levels...     
     - I think we both know     
      it's more than that.      

576
00:28:33,745 --> 00:28:35,847
       - You do have some       
      hyper-acute T. waves.     

577
00:28:35,914 --> 00:28:38,283
        You need another        
     ECG in about 5, but...     

578
00:28:38,349 --> 00:28:42,387
    Looking like it could be    
  some kind of M.I., Dr. Singh. 

579
00:28:42,454 --> 00:28:45,523
      - Then... start ASA?      

580
00:28:46,925 --> 00:28:50,729
       - Hey, hey. Get me       
   a cardio team in here now.   

581
00:28:50,795 --> 00:28:52,397
         - I don't want         
       to broadcast this.       

582
00:28:52,464 --> 00:28:54,132
      - You need more help.     

583
00:28:54,199 --> 00:28:56,868
        (heavy breathing)       

584
00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:02,941
     - Is there anyone else     
         that you want?         

585
00:29:03,007 --> 00:29:05,810
      Like, want me to call     
   your ex or your daughters?   

586
00:29:05,877 --> 00:29:09,481
   - I guess. Maybe wait until  
       we have more info.       

587
00:29:11,216 --> 00:29:14,753
   - You're going to be fine.   
            (groans)            

588
00:29:14,819 --> 00:29:19,290
     Hey, you want some free    
        pain management?        

589
00:29:20,291 --> 00:29:22,694
      Our John Doe came in      
     without an ID or phone,    

590
00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:25,096
     but the pilot says that    
 he wouldn't let go of his pot. 

591
00:29:25,163 --> 00:29:28,199
   - I don't mind a legal toke  
       every now and then.      

592
00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:30,335
         But at the risk        
    of correcting you again,    

593
00:29:30,401 --> 00:29:34,072
 I don't think this is pot. I'm 
  pretty sure it's human ashes. 

594
00:29:35,039 --> 00:29:37,108
       - Are you serious?       

595
00:29:39,477 --> 00:29:41,379
      Hey. Acute myocardial     
           infarction.          

596
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:44,282
So you need monitoring, aspirin,
      heparin, chest X-ray.     

597
00:29:44,349 --> 00:29:47,919
        And then get him        
    straight to the cath lab.   
  Urgently, it's a code STEMI.  

598
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:52,023
    - I can walk myself over.   
         - Dr. Singh...         

599
00:29:52,090 --> 00:29:53,424
              Ajay!             

600
00:29:54,325 --> 00:29:56,261
       Let them help you.       

601
00:29:56,327 --> 00:30:00,198
       - You're the boss.       
           (groaning)           

602
00:30:00,265 --> 00:30:02,500
          - Dr. Curtis,         
    they need you in Trauma.    

603
00:30:02,567 --> 00:30:05,537
 - Yeah, just give me a minute? 
       - Go, do your job.       

604
00:30:05,603 --> 00:30:07,472
          I'll be okay.         

605
00:30:11,242 --> 00:30:14,646
     (heart monitor beeping)    
      - Oh! What the hell?      

606
00:30:14,712 --> 00:30:17,081
          - Is he okay?         
        I didn't mean to.       

607
00:30:17,148 --> 00:30:20,852
            - Susan.            
            - Johnny!           

608
00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:24,689
     I smashed your foot off    
          with a rock!          

609
00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:27,425
        I don't remember        
         anything else.         

610
00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:29,260
         - We got as far        
       as we could after,       

611
00:30:29,327 --> 00:30:32,530
 but then you couldn't breathe. 
     What's wrong with her?     

612
00:30:32,597 --> 00:30:35,533
   Her heart can't pump blood   
          fast enough.          

613
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:38,069
   Wait, you cut off his foot?  

614
00:30:38,536 --> 00:30:40,071
       - To save his life!      

615
00:30:40,138 --> 00:30:41,940
     I needed to get him out    
       of that bear trap!       

616
00:30:42,006 --> 00:30:43,808
          Did it work?          

617
00:30:44,709 --> 00:30:45,810
            - Did it?           

618
00:30:46,244 --> 00:30:49,581
 - Uh... You have a very serious
        blood clot, sir.        

619
00:30:49,647 --> 00:30:52,050
 We have to make sure it doesn't
 turn into a pulmonary embolism.

620
00:30:52,116 --> 00:30:53,818
    - Guys. What is going on?   

621
00:30:53,885 --> 00:30:55,753
        - Oh, hey, June.        
      Where have you been?      

622
00:30:55,820 --> 00:30:57,422
           - I was...           

623
00:30:59,023 --> 00:31:00,825
            - Simon.            
         - You're alive.        

624
00:31:00,892 --> 00:31:02,694
            (crying)            
        The both of you.        

625
00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:03,862
        - What happened?        

626
00:31:04,195 --> 00:31:07,298
        - You passed out,       
      and he couldn't walk.     

627
00:31:07,365 --> 00:31:08,967
       So I went for help.      

628
00:31:09,300 --> 00:31:11,002
      - I'm so sorry, guys.     

629
00:31:12,203 --> 00:31:15,240
  - I'll... I'll take our dad.  

630
00:31:16,274 --> 00:31:17,642
         - I'll just...         

631
00:31:18,009 --> 00:31:20,578
      - And June, that's...     
             - Yeah.            

632
00:31:20,645 --> 00:31:22,380
             Mm-hmm.            

633
00:31:32,991 --> 00:31:34,592
          (in Arabic):          

634
00:31:39,030 --> 00:31:41,900
            - Bashir!           
           (screaming)          

635
00:31:47,805 --> 00:31:49,474
             (gasps)            
  - It's alright, it's alright. 

636
00:31:49,540 --> 00:31:51,142
          It's alright.         

637
00:31:51,409 --> 00:31:53,211
          (in Arabic):          

638
00:32:10,461 --> 00:32:11,930
           - Crete...           

639
00:32:13,298 --> 00:32:17,001
       I risked our lives       
       to get us nowhere.       

640
00:32:18,036 --> 00:32:20,638
        - Want to tell me       
   what happened on the boat?   

641
00:32:21,472 --> 00:32:23,308
           (clanking)           

642
00:32:25,176 --> 00:32:28,813
  - Some men wanted to stop us  
            and uh...           

643
00:32:30,214 --> 00:32:31,582
            (grunts)            

644
00:32:31,649 --> 00:32:33,985
    We swam, and then we ran.   

645
00:32:34,052 --> 00:32:35,753
    - Your English is better    
         than my Arabic.        

646
00:32:35,820 --> 00:32:37,355
   Did you study it in school?  

647
00:32:38,523 --> 00:32:40,625
  Sounds like they only caught  
      a few of your group.      

648
00:32:40,692 --> 00:32:42,360
    Maybe the rest got away.    

649
00:32:44,329 --> 00:32:47,065
 Your sister was telling me that
  you stopped to help a woman.  

650
00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:48,499
    What was wrong with her?    

651
00:32:49,067 --> 00:32:50,268
        - Fractured ribs.       

652
00:32:50,335 --> 00:32:52,570
  - And you made a compression  
     brace out of her coat.     

653
00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:54,572
         Smart. Because         
     you're a doctor, right?    

654
00:32:54,639 --> 00:32:57,175
Did you go to the medical school
          in Damascus?          

655
00:33:00,878 --> 00:33:04,215
 A doctor who sacrifices his own
   freedom to save a stranger.  

656
00:33:05,616 --> 00:33:07,085
   Well, if you are a doctor,   

657
00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:08,820
       you know what wound      
         dehiscence is.         

658
00:33:08,886 --> 00:33:10,254
        - Is it infected?       

659
00:33:10,321 --> 00:33:12,890
 - Yes, and it's going to scar. 

660
00:33:15,426 --> 00:33:17,562
    - What happens to us now?   

661
00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:19,864
      - Impossible to know.     

662
00:33:22,767 --> 00:33:24,335
            Unless...           

663
00:33:25,436 --> 00:33:26,637
             - Bash?            

664
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:30,775
              Bash!             

665
00:33:30,842 --> 00:33:32,844
           No, no, no.          
     You need to stay still.    

666
00:33:32,910 --> 00:33:35,713
   - This tricky little wound   
      of yours doesn't take     
       kindly to sutures.       

667
00:33:35,780 --> 00:33:37,615
      - Yeah, it never did.     

668
00:33:38,216 --> 00:33:40,685
           Wait, so...          
       All this was about       

669
00:33:40,752 --> 00:33:42,520
       siblings spreading       
      their father's ashes?     

670
00:33:42,587 --> 00:33:44,956
 - Half-siblings. Three mothers,
         15 years apart.        

671
00:33:45,023 --> 00:33:46,724
Their dad used to hike up there.
          - Hmm. John,          

672
00:33:46,791 --> 00:33:49,660
  it's actually his real name,  
     stepped in a bear trap.    

673
00:33:49,994 --> 00:33:51,629
            - Teeth.            
             - Yeah.            

674
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,498
          - And Susan?          

675
00:33:53,564 --> 00:33:55,733
     - She cut his foot off     
          to free him.          

676
00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:58,102
      And then, tourniquet      
      to stop the bleeding.     

677
00:33:58,169 --> 00:34:00,938
 Then, they tried hiking again, 
    but he was in rough shape   

678
00:34:01,005 --> 00:34:03,241
 and with the stress of it all, 
   she developed Takotsubo's,   

679
00:34:03,307 --> 00:34:05,943
     broken heart syndrome.     
  The third one went for help.  

680
00:34:06,010 --> 00:34:07,745
        She's stabilizing       
     well though, right now.    

681
00:34:07,812 --> 00:34:09,313
    - You guys never told me    
         how you managed        

682
00:34:09,380 --> 00:34:11,049
   to get yourself sliced up.   
       It's not that deep.      

683
00:34:11,115 --> 00:34:14,485
 - I thought that he fought off 
 some wild animal to save them. 

684
00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:17,522
  And I just wanted her to know 
    that they were both okay.   

685
00:34:17,588 --> 00:34:19,624
     - I tried warning you.     
    - No, you also wanted me    

686
00:34:19,690 --> 00:34:21,392
  to believe that she was some  
         kind of victim.        

687
00:34:21,459 --> 00:34:24,362
      (overlapping chatter)     
   - Congratulations, because   
      you were both wrong.      

688
00:34:24,996 --> 00:34:26,931
      - I specifically told     
       my resident today,       

689
00:34:26,998 --> 00:34:30,068
      bring in yourself and     
  you risk muddling your view.  

690
00:34:35,506 --> 00:34:38,676
   Can you believe the brother  
    carried the foot with him   
         the whole time?        

691
00:34:38,743 --> 00:34:40,745
     - Too late to reattach.    
      How's his infection?      

692
00:34:40,812 --> 00:34:43,714
   - They embolized the clot,   
     now it's under control.    

693
00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:48,286
            (sighing)           
    - Glad you're doing okay,   
             Bashir.            

694
00:34:48,352 --> 00:34:50,021
        We haven't called       
         the police yet.        

695
00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:51,622
  - Don't, don't. In her head,  

696
00:34:51,689 --> 00:34:53,558
    they were still fighting    
     for their lives, so...     

697
00:34:54,158 --> 00:34:57,061
  - When you two get a minute,  
          come see me.          

698
00:34:59,730 --> 00:35:01,099
         (phone ringing)        

699
00:35:09,173 --> 00:35:11,542
    - Claire? The rheumatoid    
    arthritis patient in Six,   

700
00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:13,578
   says he's waiting for meds.  

701
00:35:13,644 --> 00:35:15,079
      His pain's at a nine.     
              - Oh.             

702
00:35:15,146 --> 00:35:16,848
     Devi wrote me the scrip    
           hours ago,           

703
00:35:16,914 --> 00:35:18,616
        I totally forgot        
       to give it to him.       

704
00:35:18,683 --> 00:35:20,685
            I'll go.            
         - I can do it.         

705
00:35:24,155 --> 00:35:27,024
 Why don't I get Rhoda in early 
        so you can bail.        

706
00:35:27,625 --> 00:35:29,660
        - We can't afford       
         extra overtime.        

707
00:35:29,727 --> 00:35:31,028
            - Right.            

708
00:35:31,095 --> 00:35:33,498
   (door opening and closing)   

709
00:35:34,832 --> 00:35:35,900
          (slams door)          

710
00:35:35,967 --> 00:35:37,201
            (sighing)           

711
00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:41,005
           - Make way!          

712
00:35:42,573 --> 00:35:44,709
    Linus Johnson. Male, 44.    

713
00:35:44,775 --> 00:35:47,912
    Profound metabolic lactic   
   acidosis. Down 25 minutes.   

714
00:35:47,979 --> 00:35:50,081
  - Linus? He was here earlier. 
      What happened to him?     

715
00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:51,716
        - Toxic exposure        
       to carbon monoxide.      

716
00:35:51,782 --> 00:35:53,151
  Called 911 in resp distress.  

717
00:35:53,217 --> 00:35:54,485
    By the time we got there,   
         he'd arrested.         

718
00:35:54,552 --> 00:35:56,621
        - Based on what?        
    - 500ppm on our portable    
            detector.           

719
00:35:56,687 --> 00:35:58,289
    Faulty alarm in his unit.   

720
00:35:58,356 --> 00:35:59,924
  It actually started going off 
       when we got there,       

721
00:35:59,991 --> 00:36:01,592
    but I think it's been on    
       the fritz for days.      

722
00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:03,528
 Fire was on scene when we left.
           - Prep epi.          

723
00:36:03,594 --> 00:36:05,563
   Maybe we can get him back.   

724
00:36:07,365 --> 00:36:09,500
     (heart monitor beeping)    

725
00:36:18,876 --> 00:36:20,745
            (sighing)           
         I'm calling it.        

726
00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:25,016
     Time of death 4:02 PM.     

727
00:36:25,850 --> 00:36:27,552
      I'm so sorry, Linus.      

728
00:36:28,586 --> 00:36:30,855
    Grab a porter to take him   
     to the morgue, Carmen.     

729
00:36:30,922 --> 00:36:32,623
      I'll find his people.     

730
00:36:32,924 --> 00:36:34,258
        - Slumlords, man.       

731
00:36:34,325 --> 00:36:36,694
  - I'll notify public health.  
             Thanks.            

732
00:36:36,761 --> 00:36:37,962
       - It didn't show up      
          on his labs.          

733
00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:39,931
        His CO was normal       
    when he was here before.    

734
00:36:39,997 --> 00:36:41,933
    - Yeah, because he wasn't   
      at home breathing in      
        carbon monoxide.        

735
00:36:41,999 --> 00:36:43,501
       - Yeah, but he knew      
      something was wrong.      

736
00:36:43,568 --> 00:36:45,436
 And when I couldn't figure out 
    what, I brought up psych,   

737
00:36:45,503 --> 00:36:46,971
      and what if that just     
        scared him away?        

738
00:36:47,038 --> 00:36:49,173
      He left here thinking     
   he was safe because of me.   

739
00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:52,243
   - Don't. I made him believe  
      that he was safe too,     

740
00:36:52,310 --> 00:36:55,279
   but there was no way either  
     of us could have known.    

741
00:36:59,350 --> 00:37:03,287
     - I'm sure you'd rather    
   not be hearing this on such  
         an intense day.        

742
00:37:03,354 --> 00:37:06,090
     But you're not the only    
      residents who put in,     

743
00:37:06,157 --> 00:37:08,392
 and I thought it was important 
    you know in case you want   

744
00:37:08,459 --> 00:37:11,362
   to hedge your bets and make  
   other plans for the future.  

745
00:37:12,096 --> 00:37:15,166
      - How will you decide     
     who gets the one spot?     

746
00:37:15,233 --> 00:37:17,134
       - I'll make a call       
         down the road.         

747
00:37:17,201 --> 00:37:20,438
       But, guys, you both      
    have excellent training.    

748
00:37:20,504 --> 00:37:23,241
        You're gonna land       
          on your feet.         

749
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:33,217
          (soft music)          

750
00:37:38,522 --> 00:37:39,857
             - What?            

751
00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:41,993
    - This is the only place    
     that gave me a chance.     

752
00:37:44,228 --> 00:37:45,930
   - Yeah, you think that this  
        place saved you.        

753
00:37:45,997 --> 00:37:47,999
       It makes sense that      
      you would be worried.     

754
00:37:48,065 --> 00:37:49,467
          - You're not?         

755
00:37:52,136 --> 00:37:54,572
          Mags, hey...          

756
00:37:54,639 --> 00:37:56,774
    What's going on with you?   

757
00:37:58,442 --> 00:38:03,180
   - It's just, I think Devi's  
 right about us having options. 

758
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:18,696
      - Okay, there it is.      
         - Yeah. Got it.        

759
00:38:23,501 --> 00:38:25,236
    She didn't want my help.    

760
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,371
        She... she told me      
          to do nothing.        

761
00:38:27,438 --> 00:38:29,273
       That's what I wrote      
         in my own chart.       

762
00:38:32,343 --> 00:38:34,412
   I'm lying to myself, Bash.   

763
00:38:35,346 --> 00:38:36,981
            (scoffs)            

764
00:38:38,115 --> 00:38:41,452
 Because I wanted to be a hero, 
       that's why I spent       

765
00:38:41,519 --> 00:38:43,754
    the last month convinced    
     I did the right thing.     

766
00:38:45,222 --> 00:38:46,257
             I, uh...           

767
00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,758
           I gotta go.          

768
00:39:01,405 --> 00:39:03,741
    - Sorry, did anyone come    
        from his family?        

769
00:39:14,185 --> 00:39:16,187
- Hey, I just heard about Singh.
           Is he okay?          

770
00:39:16,253 --> 00:39:19,290
  - I was just still waiting to 
 hear the extent of the damage. 

771
00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:21,359
          - I feel like         
     when I snapped at you,     

772
00:39:21,425 --> 00:39:23,694
    I didn't realize you were   
     dealing with all this.     

773
00:39:24,762 --> 00:39:26,297
   - He just looked so alone.   

774
00:39:26,564 --> 00:39:29,967
You know, and I feel like I just
   hit this giant finish line.  

775
00:39:30,034 --> 00:39:31,502
   I'm supposed to feel great   
          about myself.         

776
00:39:31,569 --> 00:39:32,970
        - But you don't.        

777
00:39:33,037 --> 00:39:34,438
              Yeah.             

778
00:39:35,406 --> 00:39:37,274
  - Maybe I'm still adjusting.  

779
00:39:39,944 --> 00:39:42,213
  - I'm on the transplant list. 

780
00:39:43,314 --> 00:39:46,450
        A heart may come        
       tomorrow or never.       

781
00:39:46,951 --> 00:39:48,152
             - Okay.            

782
00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:51,422
    And what if it does come?   

783
00:39:51,489 --> 00:39:53,457
   Would you even accept one?   
       - I'll decide then.      

784
00:39:53,524 --> 00:39:55,426
       - So you've decided      
         not to decide.         

785
00:39:55,726 --> 00:39:57,561
 - Hopefully, if the time comes,

786
00:39:57,628 --> 00:39:59,697
      I'll be strong enough     
      to cut off the foot.      

787
00:40:01,866 --> 00:40:03,167
             - Fine.            

788
00:40:06,203 --> 00:40:07,304
            (sighing)           

789
00:40:07,671 --> 00:40:09,407
     You could probably use     
      one of these at home.     

790
00:40:09,473 --> 00:40:11,108
- It's not like a stapler, June!

791
00:40:11,175 --> 00:40:13,177
     It's not like stealing     
        office supplies!        

792
00:40:13,244 --> 00:40:16,747
   - Just in case we need it.   
         I'll be ready.         

793
00:40:23,053 --> 00:40:25,189
    - I dragged us out there.   

794
00:40:26,724 --> 00:40:28,592
    I said I knew the trail.    

795
00:40:29,827 --> 00:40:31,729
      You guys didn't even      
          want to come.         

796
00:40:31,796 --> 00:40:34,031
   - He never took me camping.  

797
00:40:34,965 --> 00:40:39,003
     I'm not even sure I...     
          I liked dad.          

798
00:40:41,572 --> 00:40:43,641
- I'm not sure he even liked me.

799
00:40:43,707 --> 00:40:46,510
    - We all knew a different   
       father. I get that.      

800
00:40:46,577 --> 00:40:48,913
       But I'm the oldest,      

801
00:40:48,979 --> 00:40:52,583
     and now that he's gone,    
    I want us to be a family.   

802
00:40:57,254 --> 00:40:58,389
    Thank you for being here.   

803
00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:00,558
      I know this is, uh...     

804
00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:02,893
     yeah, a weird memorial.    

805
00:41:03,561 --> 00:41:06,530
      - I'm so sorry about      
       what I did to you.       

806
00:41:06,997 --> 00:41:08,199
          - It's okay.          

807
00:41:08,766 --> 00:41:12,169
       - Johnny. I mean...      

808
00:41:12,536 --> 00:41:14,472
        Don't you get it?       

809
00:41:14,538 --> 00:41:18,375
   We went out there for you,   
            not Dad.            

810
00:41:19,810 --> 00:41:21,545
        We are a family.        

811
00:41:22,379 --> 00:41:23,614
             - Yeah.            

812
00:41:24,181 --> 00:41:26,884
     We'll... we'll be okay.    

813
00:41:35,793 --> 00:41:37,394
      - Where were you even     
          trying to get?        

814
00:41:37,461 --> 00:41:38,863
  Do you have people somewhere? 

815
00:41:38,929 --> 00:41:40,798
             - Uh...            

816
00:41:41,532 --> 00:41:44,001
      I thought if we could     
      make it to Europe...      

817
00:41:44,068 --> 00:41:46,904
      - They'd let you in.      
     Might not let you stay.    

818
00:41:46,971 --> 00:41:48,305
            (sighing)           

819
00:41:48,372 --> 00:41:50,241
      Try to sit up for me.     

820
00:41:53,444 --> 00:41:55,513
          (soft music)          

821
00:41:58,883 --> 00:42:00,584
         (Bashir groans)        

822
00:42:04,455 --> 00:42:05,589
            (sighing)           

823
00:42:13,330 --> 00:42:16,100
     - I just need to get us    
         somewhere safe.        

824
00:42:23,941 --> 00:42:25,509
            Unless...           

825
00:42:25,910 --> 00:42:27,678
       You said unless...       

826
00:42:29,813 --> 00:42:34,318
      - I live in Toronto,      
    practice medicine there.    

827
00:42:37,655 --> 00:42:39,657
        What do you know        
          about Canada?         

828
00:42:47,231 --> 00:42:50,034
        (dramatic music)        

829
00:43:09,687 --> 00:43:11,255
              (♪♪)              

830
00:43:18,462 --> 00:43:20,064
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