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[WIND CHIMES CHIMING]
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- [ROTATING SPRINKLERS WATERING]
- [BIRDS CHIRPING]
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[PLANE DRONING OVERHEAD]
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[♪♪♪]
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[CHIMES]
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[TWEETING]
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[CHIMING]
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JULIE: So after breakfast,
Teddy, I'm gonna tidy up,
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and then I'm gonna do
a little bit of work.
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And then your cousin Ellie
is gonna come over.
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- [BABY COOS]
- Can you say "Ellie"?
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Ellie.
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Okay.
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What do you think the next book
should be about, Champy?
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You like that color.
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Pinky Tinkerbink
unlocks her courage.
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You like that idea?
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Huh?
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Mama's not good with circles.
No, she's not.
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You're gonna love peaches,
Teddy.
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Your dad loves peaches,
but he's allergic to the skin.
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Hopefully, you won't be
allergic.
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And if you are, I'll just peel
the skins off for you.
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- Okay. It'll be easy.
- [BLENDER WHIRS]
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ETHAN:
Hey, guys.
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- Morning.
- Hi, babe.
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- ETHAN: Got something to show me?
- JULIE: Yes,
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I have something
to show you.
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Great. Hey, buddy.
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- [BABBLES]
- Okay.
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Okay, so from my reading
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they asked me to design
a poster, right,
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and then I designed
the whole window.
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- Of course you did.
- Pinky's in the middle
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of this big rainbow,
and it's super bright,
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and she's throwing up all these
3D hearts up in the air.
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And then, look. Every kid
gets to leave with one of these.
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A magic pinkie ring.
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You're not even
listening to me.
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Yes, I am.
I'm always listening.
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No, you're giving me
that look that you give me.
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I'm looking in your eyes.
She has nice eyes.
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Your mom has very nice eyes.
Just like yours.
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I just don't know
what you're trying to find.
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[SCOFFS]
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You.
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I'm right here.
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Crap.
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Okay. I gotta go.
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Gotta go. Bye, buddy. Love you.
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Bye, Mommy. Mwah!
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Okay, okay.
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I'll meet you on the corner
outside, 34th and 7th, 7 p.m.
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Please don't be too late.
I really wanna see this game.
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[GASPS]
Who's that?
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[GASPS]
Hola, Teddy.
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Buenos días, Hector.
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- Hector, can I ride down with you?
- Sure.
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- Bye.
- We love you.
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[SOFTLY]
Bye, Dada.
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Those feets in?
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Got those feets in?
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Okay.
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Does it feel good?
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Does that feel good, Teddy?
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Good boy.
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That feels nice, doesn't it?
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- Yeah, that's very warm.
- [TEDDY FUSSING]
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That's very warm.
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[TOY SQUEAKS]
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Oops!
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Baby.
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You know
you're gonna walk soon?
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And when you start walking,
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you're gonna trip
and skin your knee.
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You're gonna bop your head
on the coffee table,
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but you're gonna keep going.
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Because that's what
champions do.
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Right, Champy?
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They keep going.
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Who's a good boy?
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See all those flowers?
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[SOFTLY]
Pretty flowers.
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[♪♪♪]
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[♪♪♪]
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Yeah.
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[TEDDY COOS]
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[SLIDE CLICKS]
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MUPPETS' ERNIE [ON TV]:
Look at that moon.
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That's pretty.
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You ever think you might like
to visit the moon?
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Well, I did.
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[GENTLE THEME PLAYING]
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♪ Well, I'd like
To visit the moon ♪
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♪ On a rocket ship ♪
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- [PHONE RINGING]
- ♪ High in the air ♪
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♪ Yes, I'd like to visit
The moon ♪
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♪ But I don't think
I'd like to live there ♪
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♪ Though I'd like to look down
At the Earth from above ♪
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- [ANSWERING MACHINE BEEPS]
- WOMAN: Julie, pick up.
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We know you're there.
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We just parked. Need anything?
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Starbucks?
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Ellie, stop pulling my hair.
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You're gonna pull
all my hair out.
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We'll be there
in ten minutes, okay? Bye.
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♪ I could meet
All the fish everywhere ♪
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♪ Yes, I'd travel
Under the sea ♪
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♪ But I don't think
I'd like to live there ♪
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Ellie will be here soon.
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♪ But there's not much to do ♪
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♪ When your friends
Are all fish ♪
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♪ And an oyster and clam
Aren't real family ♪
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♪ So I don't want to live
In the sea ♪
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♪ I'd like to visit the jungle
Hear the lion roar ♪
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♪ Go back in time
And meet a dinosaur ♪
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♪ There's so many strange
Places I'd like to be ♪
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♪ But none of them
Permanently ♪
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♪ So if I should visit
The moon ♪
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♪ Well, I'll dance
On a moonbeam and then ♪
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♪ I will make a wish
On a star ♪
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♪ And I'll wish I was home
Once again ♪
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♪ Though I'd like to look down
At the Earth from above ♪
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♪ I would miss all the places
And the people I love ♪
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♪ So although I may go
I'll be coming home soon ♪
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♪ 'Cause I don't want to live
On the moon ♪
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♪ No, I don't want to live ♪
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♪ On the moon ♪
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[TRAFFIC HONKING IN DISTANCE]
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[PEOPLE CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]
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[♪♪♪]
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What are you looking at?
Do you see your balloon?
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Do you see that balloon?
That's for you.
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Almost home, Champy.
We're almost there.
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[CHILDREN LAUGHING]
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Okay.
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So, okay.
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Hi, guys.
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- Hey.
- How's my favorite grandson?
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Here we go.
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- Are you ready for a bottle?
- Hi. Hi.
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Come here, baby, come here.
I got you. I got you.
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Oh! Who's a beautiful boy?
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- [PHONE RINGING]
- Hey. Hey there. Hey.
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I got it.
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- Hello?
- ETHAN: Hey.
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Hi.
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- How are things?
- Great.
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We just got back
from the shoe store.
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And our little guy
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with those chubby little feet
is a size four.
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- Walker. Wide.
- Wow.
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Listen, um...
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I won't be late tonight.
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I'll meet those guys after work
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and come home at halftime.
Okay?
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I wanna go tonight with you,
actually. Um...
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I mean, my mom did the laundry
and puffed the pillows
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and she's giving Teddy
his bottle as we speak,
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so I feel like, since you
have her standing guard,
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we should take advantage of it.
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Jule, it's just temporary,
you know?
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Just until
you're strong enough
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to take care of Teddy
on your own.
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- Oh, shit, so like forever?
- [SIGHS]
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Are you sure you're ready
to see Lucy?
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Yeah. Yeah. I want to.
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I need to go.
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Okay.
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I'll meet you outside.
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Okay, I'll, um...
I'll see you soon.
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Love you.
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I love you. Bye.
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[SHOWER RUNNING]
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I'm having my face done.
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No, you're not.
That's ridiculous, Mom.
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There was an opening
on Teddy's birthday.
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Luckiest day of the year.
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But then I thought you might
need me for his party.
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Party? What party?
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He doesn't have any friends.
Who would we invite?
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But you do. Come on,
it will be a good reset.
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Have people over,
let everyone know you're okay.
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And it would make it easy
for your dad to come back.
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Uh-huh.
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You know he loves you
very much.
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Mom, I love you,
but you have to stop
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standing outside
of the shower.
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[INHALES, EXHALES DEEPLY]
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[INTERCOM BEEPS]
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Hello, Ms. Davis.
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I'm Dr. Sylvester.
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I'm a psychiatrist
here in the hospital.
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Is my son okay?
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Yes, he's absolutely fine.
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Cute little guy.
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He's waiting with your husband
at your home.
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My sister-in-law,
she's gonna kill me.
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No, no, no.
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They very much wanna see you,
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but I thought
it might be a good idea
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if we had a chance
to talk first.
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- Is that okay?
- Yeah.
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Okay.
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00:15:57,292 --> 00:15:59,059
Can you tell me what happened?
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Is this the first time
you've tried to take your life?
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00:16:06,559 --> 00:16:08,225
Yeah.
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00:16:08,359 --> 00:16:11,826
Have you come close before?
Thought about it before?
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I think about it all the time.
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How far back does that go?
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On and off
since I was in the first grade.
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That's when things
started changing.
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00:16:32,093 --> 00:16:32,993
In what way?
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Things were fuzzy.
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Memory's fuzzy.
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I-I don't know how else
to explain it.
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- Does mental illness run in your family?
- No.
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That's not true.
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My mom would say
that my dad's mentally ill.
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My husband would say that
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my dad's mental illness
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- looks a lot like being an asshole.
- [CHUCKLES]
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What about more recently?
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00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:08,425
How did you do
when you were pregnant?
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I managed.
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00:17:11,559 --> 00:17:13,659
How about
after you had the baby?
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There was just more or less,
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the same thing I'd been
experiencing most of my life.
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Felt spoiled and too weak.
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Like every other woman
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would do a better job
taking care of Teddy.
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Both of them.
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00:17:39,125 --> 00:17:40,158
[SCOFFS]
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[SOFTLY]
Um...
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Um...
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Yeah.
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00:17:49,926 --> 00:17:52,792
You may or may not remember
this, but in the 1970s,
239
00:17:52,926 --> 00:17:55,826
there were rumors that there
were spider eggs in this stuff.
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00:17:55,959 --> 00:17:58,959
And people just
stopped chewing it.
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For a while, I actually
thought that was true.
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00:18:02,359 --> 00:18:05,158
Even after they took out an ad
in the New York Times
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00:18:05,292 --> 00:18:07,792
and I knew it wasn't true,
I still couldn't chew it.
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It's funny how that happens.
A rumor starts, you believe it,
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00:18:14,225 --> 00:18:16,492
and you find out it's not true,
and still
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00:18:16,626 --> 00:18:18,993
you can't put the damn gum
in your mouth.
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And then just the other day,
248
00:18:21,792 --> 00:18:23,592
I'm in the drug store
with my daughter,
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and I tell her
to pick some candy.
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Wouldn't you know,
she just grabs this.
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You know, it's pink,
it's eye level. Sure.
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But then, suddenly, my thought
process goes like this:
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"Wait a minute,
she's still too young for gum.
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She's gonna choke."
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00:18:39,959 --> 00:18:42,292
And then I think,
"You're a medical man.
256
00:18:42,425 --> 00:18:44,959
You know she won't choke.
That's crazy."
257
00:18:45,093 --> 00:18:46,258
And it hit me.
258
00:18:49,125 --> 00:18:52,225
It was my irrational fear
of spider eggs.
259
00:18:54,892 --> 00:18:56,726
After all these years.
260
00:18:56,859 --> 00:18:58,792
[SCOFFS]
261
00:19:00,125 --> 00:19:02,059
I guess we all need to learn
262
00:19:02,192 --> 00:19:04,659
where the spider eggs
actually are.
263
00:19:06,959 --> 00:19:10,425
And perhaps more importantly,
where they are not.
264
00:19:22,993 --> 00:19:24,325
[TEDDY COOING]
265
00:19:24,459 --> 00:19:26,093
Who's a hungry boy?
266
00:19:26,225 --> 00:19:27,993
Oh, such a good eater.
267
00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:29,459
There you go.
268
00:19:29,592 --> 00:19:30,759
Mom, can you wrap me?
269
00:19:30,892 --> 00:19:32,859
- What a good boy you are.
- Please.
270
00:19:32,993 --> 00:19:34,626
Sure.
271
00:19:34,759 --> 00:19:35,826
Can't get this one.
272
00:19:36,993 --> 00:19:38,959
I need to cut your hair, buddy.
273
00:19:39,093 --> 00:19:40,792
We can take him
to a barber shop.
274
00:19:40,926 --> 00:19:42,959
You afraid of me
with scissors?
275
00:19:43,093 --> 00:19:44,959
No, I'm scared
he's gonna look ugly.
276
00:19:46,225 --> 00:19:47,525
- Not gonna look ugly.
- There.
277
00:19:47,659 --> 00:19:50,692
That's good.
Covers up everything.
278
00:19:50,826 --> 00:19:53,726
All it took were just a couple
strands of beads.
279
00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:55,492
Hey, bubs. Hi.
280
00:19:55,626 --> 00:19:57,926
- Oh, look at this.
- Sweet boy.
281
00:19:58,059 --> 00:19:59,292
Look at this.
282
00:19:59,425 --> 00:20:00,492
Oh, God.
283
00:20:02,093 --> 00:20:03,792
It's what my face
is gonna look like.
284
00:20:03,926 --> 00:20:06,292
And they're gonna
shave the cartilage.
285
00:20:06,425 --> 00:20:09,392
I mean, everyone's nose
gets more bulbous as they age.
286
00:20:09,525 --> 00:20:11,093
And their teeth shift.
287
00:20:11,225 --> 00:20:13,026
One day, if I'm not here,
288
00:20:13,158 --> 00:20:15,726
I want you to watch your nose
and your teeth.
289
00:20:15,859 --> 00:20:17,659
Dead giveaways. You know?
290
00:20:20,425 --> 00:20:21,492
You wanna feed him?
291
00:20:21,626 --> 00:20:24,093
[TEDDY FUSSING]
292
00:20:24,225 --> 00:20:26,759
It's okay, different time.
A different time.
293
00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:29,093
- You don't wanna be late.
- Yeah.
294
00:20:29,225 --> 00:20:31,692
You go have fun
with your husband.
295
00:20:31,826 --> 00:20:34,926
Don't you worry. I'm here.
296
00:20:35,059 --> 00:20:37,026
Yeah, you can have
another bite.
297
00:20:41,592 --> 00:20:44,026
- Yeah.
- Sorry. You're beautiful, Mom.
298
00:20:44,158 --> 00:20:45,692
No face-lifts, okay?
299
00:20:45,826 --> 00:20:48,026
You'll look like an alien.
I love you so much.
300
00:20:48,158 --> 00:20:49,659
I'll look ten years younger.
301
00:20:49,792 --> 00:20:50,926
I love you, I love you,
I love you.
302
00:20:51,059 --> 00:20:53,692
[KISSES]
Have fun. Have fun.
303
00:20:53,826 --> 00:20:55,292
Okay, I'm going.
304
00:20:55,425 --> 00:20:56,325
Hey, Jule.
305
00:20:57,759 --> 00:20:58,792
Yeah?
306
00:20:58,926 --> 00:21:00,559
You think he's okay, right?
307
00:21:00,692 --> 00:21:04,059
I mean, you don't think anything
has happened to him, do you?
308
00:21:04,192 --> 00:21:05,993
Dad? No, I'm not worried
about him.
309
00:21:06,125 --> 00:21:10,325
Because I've always been able
to reach him. I can't reach him.
310
00:21:14,125 --> 00:21:15,792
Maybe he doesn't
wanna be found.
311
00:21:18,892 --> 00:21:22,225
- Would you like another bite?
- I love you.
312
00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:26,158
♪ If you kiss a ukulele lady ♪
313
00:21:26,292 --> 00:21:29,292
♪ And you promise
Ever to be true ♪
314
00:21:29,425 --> 00:21:30,759
I'm locking the door.
315
00:21:30,892 --> 00:21:34,093
♪ If she sees
Another ukulele lady ♪
316
00:21:34,225 --> 00:21:35,792
♪ Mess around on you ♪
317
00:21:37,559 --> 00:21:41,459
♪ Maybe she'll cry
An awful lot ♪
318
00:21:41,592 --> 00:21:45,158
♪ Maybe she'll sigh
And maybe not ♪
319
00:21:45,292 --> 00:21:49,026
♪ Maybe she'll find
Somebody else ♪
320
00:21:52,325 --> 00:21:55,192
[♪♪♪]
321
00:22:01,225 --> 00:22:03,626
[SIREN WAILING]
322
00:22:19,059 --> 00:22:22,325
Jesus. Just hold on. Hold on.
323
00:22:44,125 --> 00:22:45,026
You made it.
324
00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:49,425
You all right?
325
00:22:49,559 --> 00:22:51,093
Mm-hm. Yeah, I got this.
326
00:22:52,559 --> 00:22:53,859
- You got this?
- Yeah.
327
00:22:56,292 --> 00:23:00,993
[FOOTBALL GAME PLAYING ON TV]
328
00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:03,392
- Hey.
- Hey, look at you.
329
00:23:03,525 --> 00:23:04,759
- Oh! Good to see you.
- Yeah.
330
00:23:04,892 --> 00:23:07,093
Hey, buddy, good to see you.
331
00:23:07,225 --> 00:23:09,592
So, what do you think? Our guy's
gonna pull through, huh?
332
00:23:09,726 --> 00:23:10,926
Mortal lock.
333
00:23:11,059 --> 00:23:12,792
Listen to your fucking
husband, huh?
334
00:23:12,926 --> 00:23:14,325
The eternal
fucking optimist.
335
00:23:14,459 --> 00:23:16,425
[SCOFFS]
You don't have to tell me.
336
00:23:16,559 --> 00:23:18,492
Come on, let's sit.
Lucy's here.
337
00:23:26,192 --> 00:23:27,225
- Hey, sis.
- Hey.
338
00:23:29,459 --> 00:23:31,292
KEVIN: All right, so drinks.
Want drinks?
339
00:23:31,425 --> 00:23:32,792
- ETHAN: Yes.
- Beers, huh?
340
00:23:32,926 --> 00:23:34,759
- SERVER: What are we having?
- Hi. Can I get
341
00:23:34,892 --> 00:23:36,459
four Coronas
with lime?
342
00:23:36,592 --> 00:23:39,125
You want...? Extra lime. Thanks.
343
00:23:39,258 --> 00:23:40,525
- You got it.
- Yeah.
344
00:23:40,659 --> 00:23:42,325
ETHAN: Sure.
Sounds good.
345
00:23:42,459 --> 00:23:43,359
Yeah.
346
00:23:44,626 --> 00:23:46,192
I got apps, all right?
347
00:23:46,325 --> 00:23:47,792
I already got some, uh...
348
00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:50,626
Got those little
teeny-tiny hot dogs and nachos.
349
00:23:52,325 --> 00:23:53,826
- All right. Yum.
- Thank you.
350
00:23:53,959 --> 00:23:55,026
Yummy, yummy.
351
00:23:57,592 --> 00:23:58,492
Thanks.
352
00:24:00,059 --> 00:24:01,792
You guys know
who Shel Silverstein is?
353
00:24:01,926 --> 00:24:04,059
He's the guy that wrote
The Giving Tree.
354
00:24:04,192 --> 00:24:06,659
- Sure.
- Yeah. He's, like, one of my heroes.
355
00:24:06,792 --> 00:24:08,726
I mean, there's like
Schulz, Seuss,
356
00:24:08,859 --> 00:24:10,726
Sendak,
Hans Christian Anderson.
357
00:24:10,859 --> 00:24:14,559
But that's besides the point.
Anyway, before he was famous,
358
00:24:14,692 --> 00:24:16,792
he sold hot dogs for the White
Sox and Chicago Cubs.
359
00:24:16,926 --> 00:24:19,059
You know what that's like?
That's like working
360
00:24:19,192 --> 00:24:20,726
for the Mets and the Yankees.
361
00:24:20,859 --> 00:24:22,626
Yeah. And then
when he was famous,
362
00:24:22,759 --> 00:24:27,258
an interviewer asked him
what he learned, and they...
363
00:24:27,392 --> 00:24:30,392
He said, um, that
everybody likes ketchup.
364
00:24:30,525 --> 00:24:31,792
Everybody likes mustard.
365
00:24:32,726 --> 00:24:34,026
Everybody likes mustard.
366
00:24:35,726 --> 00:24:38,258
Yeah. That was it.
That was what he learned.
367
00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:40,826
KEVIN:
Mustard.
368
00:24:40,959 --> 00:24:42,826
Are you done with that story?
369
00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:45,292
Mind if I change the subject
really quickly?
370
00:24:46,726 --> 00:24:48,759
- I'm just wondering...
- ETHAN: Stop.
371
00:24:48,892 --> 00:24:52,292
Go ahead. Let her say
what she wants to say.
372
00:24:52,425 --> 00:24:55,093
Did you ever think about
what it would be like for us?
373
00:24:55,225 --> 00:24:57,626
Ellie thought she was
coming over for a play date.
374
00:24:57,759 --> 00:24:59,492
- Okay, stop.
- KEVIN: Okay.
375
00:25:00,959 --> 00:25:03,292
Oh, how was the house?
376
00:25:03,425 --> 00:25:05,959
Did you like the house?
It's nice, right?
377
00:25:06,093 --> 00:25:07,959
- No.
- What?
378
00:25:08,093 --> 00:25:10,225
- What?
- Um...
379
00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:13,592
I went and saw a house for sale,
down the street from them.
380
00:25:13,726 --> 00:25:15,425
It's really nice.
There's a big yard.
381
00:25:15,559 --> 00:25:17,059
Very affordable.
382
00:25:17,192 --> 00:25:18,459
There's a basketball hoop.
383
00:25:18,592 --> 00:25:21,425
You can watch Teddy play
from the kitchen window.
384
00:25:21,559 --> 00:25:22,926
Houses scare me.
385
00:25:23,059 --> 00:25:26,225
And I love our apartment.
I'm happy there.
386
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:29,459
- I'm really happy there.
- LUCY: Now I'm lost. I'm sorry.
387
00:25:29,592 --> 00:25:31,993
- Okay.
- You say that you're happy there?
388
00:25:32,125 --> 00:25:34,959
- Okay, guys.
- I'm so confused. I'm very confused.
389
00:25:35,093 --> 00:25:36,859
I'm sorry, it's just,
it's always...
390
00:25:36,993 --> 00:25:39,258
It's always about you,
Julie.
391
00:25:39,392 --> 00:25:40,859
It's never about him.
392
00:25:40,993 --> 00:25:43,759
Have you ever even asked him
what it was like for him?
393
00:25:43,892 --> 00:25:47,026
Ask him what he did every night
while you were in the hospital.
394
00:25:47,158 --> 00:25:49,026
Tell her what you did.
395
00:25:49,158 --> 00:25:51,125
I think a move might be good
for us, that's all.
396
00:25:51,258 --> 00:25:52,425
He would come home
after work,
397
00:25:52,559 --> 00:25:54,492
after visiting you
in the hospital,
398
00:25:54,626 --> 00:25:57,626
after putting your son to bed,
and you know what he would do?
399
00:25:57,759 --> 00:25:59,026
He would scrub the carpet.
400
00:26:00,826 --> 00:26:02,459
That's the thing about blood
Julie.
401
00:26:02,592 --> 00:26:04,093
Your blood, it won't come out
of the carpet.
402
00:26:04,225 --> 00:26:06,392
- Where you going?
- I'm gonna pee. I have to pee.
403
00:26:12,225 --> 00:26:14,892
- Are you happy?
- Really? Really, Luce?
404
00:26:16,926 --> 00:26:17,826
Let me.
405
00:26:19,559 --> 00:26:20,592
[SCOFFS]
406
00:26:22,959 --> 00:26:24,826
[APPLAUSE ON TV]
407
00:26:24,959 --> 00:26:26,892
[FANS CHEERING]
408
00:26:43,425 --> 00:26:46,325
[♪♪♪]
409
00:27:17,792 --> 00:27:20,093
[CREAKING]
410
00:28:15,292 --> 00:28:17,225
[WATER RUNNING]
411
00:28:21,258 --> 00:28:22,158
ETHAN:
Jule?
412
00:28:51,125 --> 00:28:53,026
[WIND CHIMES CHIMING]
413
00:28:54,592 --> 00:28:56,492
[BIRDS CHIRPING]
414
00:28:58,959 --> 00:29:00,859
[CHILDREN LAUGHING]
415
00:29:09,959 --> 00:29:11,659
FATHER:
Yeah! You ready?
416
00:29:15,859 --> 00:29:17,258
You ready?
417
00:29:17,392 --> 00:29:19,959
One, two...
418
00:29:38,892 --> 00:29:40,059
[LINE HUMS]
419
00:29:40,192 --> 00:29:42,093
[DIALING]
420
00:29:44,892 --> 00:29:47,292
[LINE TRILLING]
421
00:29:49,292 --> 00:29:50,859
Hey, this is Ron.
422
00:29:50,993 --> 00:29:53,125
Leave a message
and I'll get back to you as...
423
00:30:27,859 --> 00:30:29,759
[GRUNTS SOFTLY]
424
00:30:38,292 --> 00:30:39,959
Why are you scared of houses?
425
00:30:41,859 --> 00:30:44,258
Houses are great.
Everyone loves houses.
426
00:30:49,059 --> 00:30:51,026
Let's say that you're on
one end of the house
427
00:30:51,158 --> 00:30:52,759
and I'm on the other end,
428
00:30:52,892 --> 00:30:56,592
and I call your name and you
don't hear me. Then what?
429
00:30:56,726 --> 00:30:58,792
We get walkie-talkies?
430
00:30:58,926 --> 00:31:01,592
What if there's a thunderstorm
and you're in the city,
431
00:31:01,726 --> 00:31:03,993
and Teddy and I
are alone out there?
432
00:31:04,125 --> 00:31:05,959
I drive home.
433
00:31:06,093 --> 00:31:07,525
And what if you crash?
434
00:31:09,559 --> 00:31:14,325
Then I limp to a train
and walk the rest of the way.
435
00:31:16,292 --> 00:31:19,059
What if we move up there
and you stop loving me?
436
00:31:21,626 --> 00:31:22,559
Well...
437
00:31:24,192 --> 00:31:27,093
I mean, you can't really
blame the house for that.
438
00:31:31,626 --> 00:31:32,559
Jule.
439
00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:35,792
I'm never gonna stop
loving you.
440
00:31:40,692 --> 00:31:44,459
How about this? I promise
to go to the roof of our house
441
00:31:44,592 --> 00:31:46,325
and sneak cigarettes with you.
442
00:31:50,258 --> 00:31:52,525
[COUGHS]
443
00:31:54,892 --> 00:31:56,158
[GROANS]
444
00:31:59,292 --> 00:32:02,026
I mean, you would
get to see the stars again.
445
00:32:24,125 --> 00:32:25,459
They're getting better.
446
00:32:26,892 --> 00:32:29,792
[♪♪♪]
447
00:33:14,592 --> 00:33:16,859
Wow.
448
00:33:18,826 --> 00:33:20,459
Look at that.
449
00:33:22,425 --> 00:33:26,559
I have a birthday boy who's
very excited to see his mommy.
450
00:33:26,692 --> 00:33:29,325
- Happy birthday, my love.
- Yeah.
451
00:33:29,459 --> 00:33:30,892
Hi, Champy.
452
00:33:31,026 --> 00:33:32,726
Happy birthday.
453
00:33:32,859 --> 00:33:34,093
Do you like your sign?
454
00:33:34,225 --> 00:33:37,392
It says, "Happy birthday,
Teddy Bear."
455
00:33:37,525 --> 00:33:39,492
Mama made that sign.
456
00:33:39,626 --> 00:33:42,392
She just finished it.
You wanna see what I got you?
457
00:33:42,525 --> 00:33:44,892
- Want some presents?
- Do you want to see?
458
00:33:45,026 --> 00:33:47,392
- Okay.
- All right. So, what do we got here?
459
00:33:47,525 --> 00:33:48,626
What is this?
460
00:33:48,759 --> 00:33:49,959
Hmm.
461
00:33:50,093 --> 00:33:51,392
Homemade surprise?
462
00:33:51,525 --> 00:33:53,192
Wow.
463
00:33:53,325 --> 00:33:54,692
[JULIE GASPS]
464
00:33:57,325 --> 00:33:58,826
- Too much?
- No.
465
00:33:58,959 --> 00:33:59,959
[COOS]
466
00:34:00,093 --> 00:34:01,859
- He likes it. Wow.
- He likes it.
467
00:34:03,959 --> 00:34:04,859
Yeah?
468
00:34:06,659 --> 00:34:07,592
Very cute.
469
00:34:10,325 --> 00:34:12,292
- It's not my birthday.
- Open it.
470
00:34:22,993 --> 00:34:24,926
The next Pinky book
is about hope.
471
00:34:33,692 --> 00:34:34,592
Thank you.
472
00:34:35,626 --> 00:34:37,993
[♪♪♪]
473
00:34:38,125 --> 00:34:39,125
We made it to 1.
474
00:34:41,726 --> 00:34:44,792
[TEDDY COOS]
475
00:34:44,926 --> 00:34:45,892
What do you think?
476
00:34:46,026 --> 00:34:47,592
[CHUCKLES]
477
00:34:47,726 --> 00:34:49,959
We made it to 1.
478
00:34:50,093 --> 00:34:52,492
[BABBLING]
479
00:35:32,692 --> 00:35:34,158
Sorry I'm so hairy.
480
00:35:36,093 --> 00:35:38,592
I see 50 of these a day.
481
00:35:38,726 --> 00:35:42,125
It would have to snap like
a turtle for me to notice.
482
00:35:43,626 --> 00:35:44,759
Okay.
483
00:35:46,059 --> 00:35:47,325
All done.
484
00:35:47,459 --> 00:35:48,759
Why don't you sit up.
485
00:35:50,792 --> 00:35:53,258
It's Teddy's birthday.
Today.
486
00:35:53,392 --> 00:35:54,892
- Yeah.
- Doing anything to celebrate?
487
00:35:55,026 --> 00:35:57,292
He's gonna have his first
chocolate cake tonight.
488
00:35:57,425 --> 00:36:00,125
- I'm gonna bake it for him.
- Amazing.
489
00:36:00,258 --> 00:36:02,325
I have to tell you,
I've started asking new mothers
490
00:36:02,459 --> 00:36:04,459
how they're feeling when they
come in. Not just physically,
491
00:36:04,592 --> 00:36:06,192
but really how they're doing.
492
00:36:07,325 --> 00:36:08,359
That's because of you.
493
00:36:09,559 --> 00:36:10,759
That's really good.
494
00:36:15,059 --> 00:36:17,093
How are the antidepressants
working for you?
495
00:36:17,225 --> 00:36:18,826
Good, you know?
496
00:36:18,959 --> 00:36:23,292
I was walking through a world
that was black-and-white,
497
00:36:23,425 --> 00:36:26,192
and now I'm just starting
to see color again, so...
498
00:36:27,959 --> 00:36:30,559
- Good.
- Yeah.
499
00:36:30,692 --> 00:36:33,492
And how are your periods?
They still obliterating you?
500
00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:36,059
You know the silver lining
here? Heh.
501
00:36:36,192 --> 00:36:37,993
I hate to say that
I haven't got my period,
502
00:36:38,125 --> 00:36:40,425
and it's been like two months.
503
00:36:40,559 --> 00:36:42,892
All the blood loss maybe?
504
00:36:44,592 --> 00:36:45,492
Makes sense.
505
00:36:47,225 --> 00:36:49,093
Okay. Good. I'm gonna have
Barbara take some blood,
506
00:36:49,225 --> 00:36:50,926
have you pee in a cup.
You know the drill.
507
00:36:51,059 --> 00:36:52,059
Okay.
508
00:36:52,192 --> 00:36:53,659
And I'll be back in a minute.
509
00:36:56,959 --> 00:36:57,892
Okay.
510
00:36:59,392 --> 00:37:02,292
[♪♪♪]
511
00:37:18,258 --> 00:37:19,158
When?
512
00:37:22,726 --> 00:37:23,626
October.
513
00:37:28,826 --> 00:37:30,359
October is soon.
514
00:37:35,726 --> 00:37:37,626
Some bread crumbs.
515
00:37:37,759 --> 00:37:39,391
Good, good. Okay.
516
00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:41,659
Yeah.
517
00:37:43,892 --> 00:37:46,225
Didn't know there were
so many bread crumbs.
518
00:37:50,592 --> 00:37:52,459
Isn't that the same thing?
Same thing.
519
00:37:52,592 --> 00:37:55,425
- [TEDDY FUSSING]
- Okay.
520
00:37:55,559 --> 00:37:57,926
I'll just get these.
No, I'll get these. Okay.
521
00:37:58,059 --> 00:37:59,892
And vanilla extract,
522
00:38:00,026 --> 00:38:02,692
and then we have soda water,
and then we're done.
523
00:38:08,459 --> 00:38:10,826
I gotta get some water
for Daddy.
524
00:38:10,959 --> 00:38:12,492
He loves fizzy water.
525
00:38:12,626 --> 00:38:13,826
You can help me out.
526
00:38:15,325 --> 00:38:17,692
[SIGHS]
There's a lot of options here.
527
00:38:20,158 --> 00:38:22,093
[SOFTLY]
It's not that hard. Okay.
528
00:38:28,059 --> 00:38:30,459
CLERK [OVER P.A.]: The store
will be closing shortly.
529
00:38:34,392 --> 00:38:37,059
Oh, this isn't that hard.
It's not that hard.
530
00:38:41,059 --> 00:38:42,093
MAN [DISTANTLY]:
Ma'am?
531
00:38:43,359 --> 00:38:44,759
Ma'am.
532
00:38:44,892 --> 00:38:45,959
[NORMALLY]
Ma'am.
533
00:38:47,792 --> 00:38:49,225
Ma'am, you haven't paid yet.
534
00:38:50,626 --> 00:38:52,425
Ma'am, you have to pay.
535
00:38:52,559 --> 00:38:54,792
Okay. Teddy, let go
of the lemon, baby.
536
00:38:54,926 --> 00:38:56,659
Come on. Good boy.
537
00:38:56,792 --> 00:38:58,225
Teddy, we didn't pay for that.
538
00:38:58,359 --> 00:39:00,759
[SIREN CHIRPING]
539
00:39:02,392 --> 00:39:04,125
[CARS HONKING LOUDLY]
540
00:39:24,892 --> 00:39:27,292
[♪♪♪]
541
00:39:36,292 --> 00:39:37,225
ETHAN:
Hey.
542
00:40:00,626 --> 00:40:02,225
ETHAN:
Here to see Dr. Sylvester.
543
00:40:02,359 --> 00:40:06,225
It's Julie Davis.
I'm Ethan Davis.
544
00:40:06,359 --> 00:40:07,792
JULIE: I understand
what you're saying,
545
00:40:07,926 --> 00:40:09,959
but I just can't do it.
546
00:40:10,093 --> 00:40:11,959
I didn't have a glass of wine
or a Diet Coke
547
00:40:12,093 --> 00:40:13,359
when I was pregnant with Teddy.
548
00:40:13,492 --> 00:40:14,959
Didn't have coffee
or cigarettes.
549
00:40:15,093 --> 00:40:17,592
If you were diabetic,
would you stop taking medicine?
550
00:40:17,726 --> 00:40:19,492
That's not the same thing.
551
00:40:21,926 --> 00:40:25,192
This feels like a conversation,
guys, but it isn't.
552
00:40:25,325 --> 00:40:27,859
Okay? You have to stay
on the antidepressant.
553
00:40:29,292 --> 00:40:30,525
You can go off the drug,
554
00:40:30,659 --> 00:40:33,026
and your pregnancy hormones
might protect you.
555
00:40:33,158 --> 00:40:35,692
But after, when you go back on,
it might not work.
556
00:40:35,826 --> 00:40:38,093
Or it might take too long
to work.
557
00:40:38,225 --> 00:40:40,659
That's not a risk to take.
Is it?
558
00:40:42,192 --> 00:40:44,158
Now, I know you're
a very strong woman.
559
00:40:44,292 --> 00:40:45,959
I know you want that
to be enough.
560
00:40:46,093 --> 00:40:50,926
But you can be as strong
as, uh, Hercules himself,
561
00:40:51,059 --> 00:40:53,826
and if you fall into a pool
and you don't know how to swim,
562
00:40:53,959 --> 00:40:55,325
you'll drown.
563
00:40:55,459 --> 00:40:57,425
But I know how to swim.
564
00:40:57,559 --> 00:40:58,993
[ETHAN SCOFFS]
565
00:40:59,125 --> 00:41:02,492
You know, when I was in college,
I fancied myself a poet
566
00:41:02,626 --> 00:41:04,993
because I was dating a poet
in my junior year.
567
00:41:05,125 --> 00:41:07,325
And we used to read poems
to each other
568
00:41:07,459 --> 00:41:08,559
every night before bed.
569
00:41:08,692 --> 00:41:12,093
And one night,
my lady friend read me
570
00:41:12,225 --> 00:41:13,258
this poem.
571
00:41:14,592 --> 00:41:18,093
It made quite an impression
on me.
572
00:41:18,225 --> 00:41:22,425
Your small brother is making
his balloon squeak like a cat.
573
00:41:22,559 --> 00:41:25,325
Seeming to see a funny pink
world he might like to eat
574
00:41:25,459 --> 00:41:26,525
on the other side of it,
575
00:41:26,659 --> 00:41:29,325
he bites, then sits back,
576
00:41:29,459 --> 00:41:30,792
fat jug
577
00:41:30,926 --> 00:41:33,325
contemplating a world
clear as water.
578
00:41:33,459 --> 00:41:37,026
A red shred
in his little fist.
579
00:41:38,726 --> 00:41:41,158
Uh, I knew I could spend
the rest of my life trying,
580
00:41:41,292 --> 00:41:44,392
I'd never write a line
as good as that.
581
00:41:44,525 --> 00:41:47,093
That's one of the last poems
that Sylvia Plath wrote
582
00:41:47,225 --> 00:41:48,392
before taking her life.
583
00:41:48,525 --> 00:41:50,158
I can remember thinking,
584
00:41:50,292 --> 00:41:55,592
"How does someone who sees that
much life and hope in a balloon
585
00:41:55,726 --> 00:41:57,492
"simply bake her kids cookies
586
00:41:57,626 --> 00:41:59,892
and then stick her head
in the oven?"
587
00:42:00,026 --> 00:42:01,726
How is that possible?
588
00:42:01,859 --> 00:42:05,158
Because she knew the beauty
that she was leaving behind,
589
00:42:05,292 --> 00:42:07,158
and yet the pain was so bad
590
00:42:07,292 --> 00:42:09,592
that death
became her only option.
591
00:42:11,726 --> 00:42:12,626
Let's wait.
592
00:42:13,959 --> 00:42:14,859
Wait?
593
00:42:16,158 --> 00:42:17,459
Let's wait.
594
00:42:17,592 --> 00:42:19,692
Let's get Teddy out of diapers.
595
00:42:19,826 --> 00:42:22,592
No one will ever judge you
for it.
596
00:42:22,726 --> 00:42:24,425
No one will ever even know.
597
00:42:24,559 --> 00:42:25,459
I'll know.
598
00:42:26,993 --> 00:42:29,759
Jule, listen to him.
599
00:42:29,892 --> 00:42:31,659
We got lucky the last time.
600
00:42:36,592 --> 00:42:37,692
[DOOR OPENS]
601
00:42:37,826 --> 00:42:39,325
[DOOR SLAMS]
602
00:42:42,059 --> 00:42:43,792
You can be mad at me,
that's fine.
603
00:42:43,926 --> 00:42:45,492
Oh, I hate when you do that,
Ethan.
604
00:42:45,626 --> 00:42:47,325
You give me permission
to be mad at you.
605
00:42:47,459 --> 00:42:49,325
I'll be mad at you
if I wanna be mad at you.
606
00:42:49,459 --> 00:42:52,659
- And you can be mad at me too.
- No, I can't.
607
00:42:52,792 --> 00:42:54,325
I'm not allowed to get mad
at you.
608
00:42:54,459 --> 00:42:57,292
You left no room
for me to get mad at you.
609
00:42:57,425 --> 00:42:58,592
You made sure of that.
610
00:43:00,059 --> 00:43:01,059
[SCOFFS]
611
00:43:01,192 --> 00:43:02,392
Wow, that's not fair.
612
00:43:02,525 --> 00:43:03,726
Fair? Really?
613
00:43:03,859 --> 00:43:06,158
Do you wanna talk about fair?
614
00:43:08,759 --> 00:43:09,892
I didn't think so.
615
00:43:10,026 --> 00:43:11,892
[ELEVATOR CHIMES]
616
00:43:18,892 --> 00:43:19,859
Come on.
617
00:43:22,759 --> 00:43:23,659
Come on.
618
00:43:28,258 --> 00:43:29,659
[SIGHS]
619
00:43:40,258 --> 00:43:41,158
Okay.
620
00:43:43,059 --> 00:43:43,959
Okay?
621
00:43:48,359 --> 00:43:49,258
Okay.
622
00:44:28,225 --> 00:44:29,926
[WATER RUNNING]
623
00:44:30,059 --> 00:44:32,125
- [DOORBELL RINGS]
- [WATER STOPS]
624
00:44:41,093 --> 00:44:43,959
Hey. A man from the market,
he brought this.
625
00:44:46,093 --> 00:44:46,993
Thanks.
626
00:44:48,225 --> 00:44:49,559
[SIGHS]
627
00:44:49,692 --> 00:44:50,659
Okay.
628
00:44:52,425 --> 00:44:54,125
It's nice to have you
back again.
629
00:44:57,258 --> 00:44:58,292
Hey, Hector.
630
00:45:04,926 --> 00:45:05,926
It's okay.
631
00:45:40,059 --> 00:45:42,459
[SOBS]
632
00:45:42,592 --> 00:45:43,792
It's gonna be okay.
633
00:45:46,659 --> 00:45:50,225
We'll have another baby,
and just like with Teddy,
634
00:45:50,359 --> 00:45:51,626
we won't be able to remember
635
00:45:51,759 --> 00:45:53,425
what the world was like
without him.
636
00:45:55,559 --> 00:45:56,559
Or her.
637
00:45:59,626 --> 00:46:01,258
It's a good thing.
638
00:46:01,392 --> 00:46:02,292
Yeah.
639
00:46:03,592 --> 00:46:04,592
It's good.
640
00:46:05,892 --> 00:46:06,792
It's good.
641
00:46:10,225 --> 00:46:11,792
[SNIFFLES]
642
00:46:54,751 --> 00:46:57,650
[GAME DRONING INDISTINCTLY
ON TV]
643
00:47:01,584 --> 00:47:03,218
ANNOUNCER [ON TV]:
And two more.
644
00:47:05,917 --> 00:47:08,751
[COMPUTER KEYBOARD CLACKING]
645
00:47:08,884 --> 00:47:11,084
[PHONE VIBRATING]
646
00:47:12,684 --> 00:47:13,951
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
647
00:47:15,717 --> 00:47:16,784
Hey, buddy.
648
00:47:18,517 --> 00:47:21,051
Oh, boy. Really?
649
00:47:21,184 --> 00:47:22,550
[SUCKS TEETH]
650
00:47:22,684 --> 00:47:24,084
Okay. How's she doing?
651
00:47:25,751 --> 00:47:27,450
Great. I'm gonna head down
right now.
652
00:47:27,584 --> 00:47:30,051
I have everything
she asked for.
653
00:47:30,184 --> 00:47:31,884
Yup, that too.
654
00:47:32,017 --> 00:47:34,383
Okay. See you soon.
Call me if there's any updates.
655
00:47:34,517 --> 00:47:36,784
Okay. Love you. Bye.
656
00:47:38,417 --> 00:47:39,350
Okay.
657
00:47:57,084 --> 00:47:58,084
Okay.
658
00:48:15,851 --> 00:48:16,784
You like this?
659
00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:19,484
Trees? Yeah.
660
00:48:22,417 --> 00:48:23,617
It'll be quiet.
661
00:48:26,550 --> 00:48:27,917
You'll get used to it.
662
00:48:34,984 --> 00:48:37,584
You think the people
who lived here were happy?
663
00:48:40,383 --> 00:48:42,784
Mm... Probably.
664
00:48:45,684 --> 00:48:47,383
Do you think
we'll be happy here?
665
00:48:49,817 --> 00:48:51,684
I do, actually.
666
00:48:51,817 --> 00:48:53,951
I think we'll be
very happy here.
667
00:49:00,450 --> 00:49:01,383
Me too.
668
00:49:03,084 --> 00:49:04,218
I do too.
669
00:49:08,283 --> 00:49:10,283
The lungs
are developing nicely.
670
00:49:10,417 --> 00:49:15,817
Cardiac activity is excellent.
Ten fingers, ten toes, and...
671
00:49:17,550 --> 00:49:22,250
last but not the least...
Come on, you little rascal.
672
00:49:22,383 --> 00:49:24,250
There we go. Yup.
673
00:49:25,617 --> 00:49:26,951
Wanna know the sex?
674
00:49:27,084 --> 00:49:28,017
- Yes.
- No.
675
00:49:30,218 --> 00:49:33,350
How about I write it down
on a piece of paper,
676
00:49:33,484 --> 00:49:35,917
and then you can check it
when you're ready?
677
00:49:37,383 --> 00:49:38,383
Or not.
678
00:49:38,517 --> 00:49:40,017
Ah.
679
00:49:40,151 --> 00:49:41,684
This is for your scrapbook.
680
00:49:44,817 --> 00:49:47,450
And I will see you in a month.
681
00:49:47,584 --> 00:49:49,250
You're doing great.
682
00:49:49,383 --> 00:49:50,450
She's doing great.
683
00:49:50,584 --> 00:49:52,517
- Thank you, Doctor.
- Thank you.
684
00:49:54,817 --> 00:49:57,017
[♪♪♪]
685
00:49:58,884 --> 00:50:02,051
- Ten fingers, ten toes.
- Ten fingers, ten toes.
686
00:50:02,184 --> 00:50:03,084
- WOMAN: Hi there.
- Hi.
687
00:50:03,218 --> 00:50:04,084
Hi.
688
00:50:04,218 --> 00:50:06,151
- Two strawberry.
- Yeah.
689
00:50:06,283 --> 00:50:07,317
Two strawberry.
690
00:50:07,450 --> 00:50:09,617
Two strawberry shortcakes
coming up.
691
00:50:09,751 --> 00:50:10,717
Thank you.
692
00:50:12,584 --> 00:50:14,317
Two. It's for you. Thank you.
693
00:50:17,517 --> 00:50:18,450
Yes.
694
00:50:34,383 --> 00:50:37,084
- Don't drop her.
- Why would I drop her?
695
00:50:37,218 --> 00:50:38,617
[JULIE GIGGLING]
696
00:50:53,250 --> 00:50:58,051
That's right. That's it.
That's my big and strong what?
697
00:50:58,184 --> 00:50:59,817
Powerful legs.
698
00:50:59,951 --> 00:51:02,650
Watch me flex my...
699
00:51:02,784 --> 00:51:07,484
What word are we looking for?
Thank you. Flex my...
700
00:51:07,617 --> 00:51:10,917
Thank you. Flex my... What?
701
00:51:11,051 --> 00:51:13,751
Ready? Hey, come on.
Right here.
702
00:51:13,884 --> 00:51:15,218
Hey, look.
703
00:51:16,951 --> 00:51:18,650
What is she doing?
704
00:51:25,051 --> 00:51:28,283
"The world was dark and gray,
and Pinky was scared.
705
00:51:29,584 --> 00:51:31,851
"But she was also very brave.
706
00:51:31,984 --> 00:51:35,851
"Pinky climbed inch by inch
to the top of the tower.
707
00:51:35,984 --> 00:51:38,383
"Stuck her finger
into the keyhole,
708
00:51:38,517 --> 00:51:39,951
"and then she turned it.
709
00:51:40,084 --> 00:51:43,051
"And the bell began to ring
and vibrate.
710
00:51:43,184 --> 00:51:44,917
"The carousel animals
began to spin,
711
00:51:45,051 --> 00:51:48,417
"and, suddenly, a giant rainbow
came pouring out.
712
00:51:48,550 --> 00:51:52,051
"The sky became blue,
the grass turned green.
713
00:51:52,184 --> 00:51:56,550
"Flowers popped up pink,
purple, yellow, and red.
714
00:51:56,684 --> 00:51:59,617
"The world was bright
with color.
715
00:51:59,751 --> 00:52:01,751
And Pinky
wasn't scared anymore."
716
00:52:05,017 --> 00:52:07,084
Raise your hand
if you're scared of the dark.
717
00:52:07,218 --> 00:52:08,650
- Me.
- You're scared of the dark?
718
00:52:08,784 --> 00:52:09,884
- CHILD: Yep.
- JULIE: Why?
719
00:52:10,017 --> 00:52:11,784
- CHILD: Monsters.
- JULIE: Monsters.
720
00:52:11,917 --> 00:52:13,317
What do you do?
721
00:52:13,450 --> 00:52:16,751
My mommy says everyone has
monsters in their head.
722
00:52:16,884 --> 00:52:19,084
So when my monster
comes out at night,
723
00:52:19,218 --> 00:52:23,817
all I need to do is close
my eyes and tell him to go away.
724
00:52:25,184 --> 00:52:26,650
And does it work?
725
00:52:26,784 --> 00:52:29,118
- CHILD: Sometimes.
- JULIE: Sometimes.
726
00:52:29,250 --> 00:52:30,817
You know, when I was your age,
727
00:52:30,951 --> 00:52:33,084
I was also
very scared of monsters.
728
00:52:33,218 --> 00:52:35,017
Before bed, I would go out
to my window
729
00:52:35,151 --> 00:52:36,684
and I would look out
at the stars,
730
00:52:36,817 --> 00:52:39,017
and I would pick a star
and I would wish on it.
731
00:52:39,151 --> 00:52:41,550
And what I wished for
was a best friend.
732
00:52:41,684 --> 00:52:45,118
I wanted a best friend to
support me and stay by my side.
733
00:52:45,250 --> 00:52:47,350
And I wanted someone
to tell secrets to.
734
00:52:47,484 --> 00:52:49,784
Somebody who would help me
slay the monsters.
735
00:52:51,584 --> 00:52:54,851
And it took me a really long
time to find a best friend
736
00:52:54,984 --> 00:52:56,717
because she didn't exist.
737
00:52:58,484 --> 00:52:59,717
I had to dream her up.
738
00:53:01,484 --> 00:53:02,884
And now she's...
739
00:53:04,283 --> 00:53:05,917
She's always by my side.
740
00:53:07,383 --> 00:53:09,051
I have an idea.
741
00:53:09,184 --> 00:53:11,051
How about we all draw
742
00:53:11,184 --> 00:53:13,283
- our own monster slayer?
- [CHILDREN CLAMORING]
743
00:53:13,417 --> 00:53:14,784
What do you think?
744
00:53:14,917 --> 00:53:16,617
[CLOCK CHIMING]
745
00:53:19,383 --> 00:53:20,784
ETHAN: When I was
little, I used to think
746
00:53:20,917 --> 00:53:23,250
that an elf lived
inside every clock
747
00:53:23,383 --> 00:53:25,151
and it was up to him
to keep time moving.
748
00:53:26,250 --> 00:53:27,717
Really?
749
00:53:27,851 --> 00:53:29,550
I used to get worried.
"What if he fell asleep?"
750
00:53:29,684 --> 00:53:31,817
So I'd try to stay up
as late as I could
751
00:53:31,951 --> 00:53:34,817
to make sure that the elf stayed
awake and time kept moving.
752
00:53:36,650 --> 00:53:39,218
Well, that's a lot of
responsibility for a little elf.
753
00:53:39,350 --> 00:53:41,118
Yeah.
754
00:53:41,250 --> 00:53:42,550
I was a funny kid.
755
00:53:46,417 --> 00:53:47,717
What are we having?
756
00:53:49,684 --> 00:53:51,951
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
757
00:53:52,084 --> 00:53:53,218
Yeah.
758
00:53:53,350 --> 00:53:55,084
You told me
not to tell you.
759
00:53:55,218 --> 00:53:57,751
Then, uh, tell me
if it's a boy,
760
00:53:57,884 --> 00:54:00,084
and then don't tell me
if it's a girl.
761
00:54:02,250 --> 00:54:03,417
Okay.
762
00:54:10,450 --> 00:54:12,250
- A girl?
- [GIGGLES] Yeah.
763
00:54:13,450 --> 00:54:14,484
[GIGGLING]
764
00:54:14,617 --> 00:54:15,917
- A little girl?
- Yeah.
765
00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:19,450
- Hello, little girl.
- A little girl.
766
00:54:22,684 --> 00:54:23,984
We're having a girl.
767
00:54:26,951 --> 00:54:28,250
I can't...
768
00:54:28,383 --> 00:54:29,717
I can't have a daughter.
769
00:54:31,550 --> 00:54:33,917
I can't have a daughter.
What if she doesn't like me?
770
00:54:34,051 --> 00:54:35,317
She'll love you.
771
00:54:35,450 --> 00:54:36,650
Well, maybe she won't
like my hair.
772
00:54:36,784 --> 00:54:37,984
What if she doesn't
like my hair?
773
00:54:38,118 --> 00:54:39,517
- She's gonna love your hair.
- My voice.
774
00:54:39,650 --> 00:54:41,051
What if she doesn't like
my voice?
775
00:54:41,184 --> 00:54:42,784
What if she cringes
at the sound of my voice?
776
00:54:42,917 --> 00:54:44,051
- Oh, God.
- Julie.
777
00:54:44,184 --> 00:54:45,584
- Julie, Julie. Deep breaths. Hey.
- Uh-huh.
778
00:54:45,717 --> 00:54:46,951
- I...
- Hey, hey, hey.
779
00:54:47,084 --> 00:54:48,884
Look at me.
This is beautiful.
780
00:54:49,017 --> 00:54:50,250
This is amazing.
781
00:54:50,383 --> 00:54:52,118
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
782
00:54:52,250 --> 00:54:54,417
Julie, Julie, hey.
It's okay.
783
00:54:54,550 --> 00:54:57,851
It's okay. Hey.
Look at me. It's gonna be fine.
784
00:54:57,984 --> 00:54:59,550
It's okay. Deep breaths.
785
00:54:59,684 --> 00:55:02,417
Okay? Shh. It's okay.
It's gonna be okay.
786
00:55:03,684 --> 00:55:04,784
It's gonna be fine.
787
00:55:04,917 --> 00:55:06,283
[SHUSHING]
788
00:55:06,417 --> 00:55:07,951
[CLOCK CHIMING CONTINUOUS]
789
00:55:11,717 --> 00:55:13,450
Tell him. Tell him what happened
in the park today.
790
00:55:13,584 --> 00:55:15,218
- I... I don't...
- Tell him, Julie.
791
00:55:15,350 --> 00:55:17,484
I think he's making a bigger
deal out of it than it is.
792
00:55:17,617 --> 00:55:19,383
It's all easy for me,
right?
793
00:55:19,517 --> 00:55:22,751
All I do all the time is worry,
is she okay?
794
00:55:22,884 --> 00:55:24,084
And I have no idea,
795
00:55:24,218 --> 00:55:26,550
because she's so good
at pretending.
796
00:55:26,684 --> 00:55:29,151
But for a second,
I saw today...
797
00:55:29,283 --> 00:55:30,417
[SCOFFS]
798
00:55:30,550 --> 00:55:31,650
She couldn't pretend,
799
00:55:31,784 --> 00:55:33,450
and I know she's not okay.
800
00:55:33,584 --> 00:55:35,283
- She's not okay.
- I'm...
801
00:55:36,884 --> 00:55:39,051
I'm emotional
because I'm pregnant,
802
00:55:39,184 --> 00:55:40,751
- and I feel that's pretty normal.
- Don't lie.
803
00:55:40,884 --> 00:55:43,250
Don't say that.
That's... Don't lie.
804
00:55:43,383 --> 00:55:45,383
I'm sorry?
805
00:55:45,517 --> 00:55:48,383
I'm... I'm not the liar.
806
00:55:50,417 --> 00:55:53,051
What does that mean?
How am I lying?
807
00:55:53,184 --> 00:55:54,717
How am I lying?
808
00:55:54,851 --> 00:55:56,383
Why do you love me?
809
00:55:58,151 --> 00:55:59,450
Why do you love me?
810
00:55:59,584 --> 00:56:00,784
- [SCOFFS]
- Look at me.
811
00:56:02,484 --> 00:56:05,550
All you ever wanna do
is look at me in my eyes,
812
00:56:05,684 --> 00:56:07,218
and now you look away?
813
00:56:08,851 --> 00:56:10,250
Because it's scary, right?
814
00:56:10,383 --> 00:56:12,317
And I've been
telling you.
815
00:56:12,450 --> 00:56:14,118
I've been telling you
you were gonna look away.
816
00:56:14,250 --> 00:56:16,751
I warned him
that if he saw me,
817
00:56:16,884 --> 00:56:20,283
if he really saw
how ugly I am...
818
00:56:21,951 --> 00:56:23,817
that you would have no choice
but to look away.
819
00:56:26,283 --> 00:56:27,450
And I was right.
820
00:56:28,784 --> 00:56:30,584
So that makes you the liar.
821
00:56:36,017 --> 00:56:39,283
Why don't you try telling him
what happened that day, Julie?
822
00:56:46,051 --> 00:56:47,550
"Bye-bye, trains." Ready?
823
00:56:47,684 --> 00:56:50,550
Ready? On the count of three,
say, "Bye-bye, trains."
824
00:56:50,684 --> 00:56:52,450
JULIE:
Every time I'm alone,
825
00:56:52,584 --> 00:56:54,951
I'm afraid something bad's
gonna happen to Teddy.
826
00:56:55,084 --> 00:56:57,751
Now say, "Bye-bye, kitchen."
Bye-bye, kitchen.
827
00:56:57,884 --> 00:56:59,517
Every time I feed him,
828
00:56:59,650 --> 00:57:01,118
I'm afraid he's going
to choke to death.
829
00:57:01,250 --> 00:57:03,017
Thank you. Yes.
830
00:57:03,151 --> 00:57:06,017
If I see someone with a pot
of tea or hot water,
831
00:57:06,151 --> 00:57:07,951
I'm afraid it's going
to fall on him,
832
00:57:08,084 --> 00:57:11,118
and he's gonna get hurt
because I didn't protect him.
833
00:57:11,250 --> 00:57:13,817
All packed up,
ready to go?
834
00:57:15,283 --> 00:57:16,484
I need a minute.
835
00:57:17,951 --> 00:57:19,484
Okay.
836
00:57:19,617 --> 00:57:21,584
We'll be downstairs.
837
00:57:21,717 --> 00:57:23,650
Whenever I give him a bath,
I just think,
838
00:57:23,784 --> 00:57:25,951
"What if he drowns?
839
00:57:28,051 --> 00:57:32,717
What happens if I look away
for one second and he drowns?"
840
00:57:47,917 --> 00:57:50,851
When I think of him
looking up at me
841
00:57:50,984 --> 00:57:56,084
with those brave,
trusting eyes...
842
00:57:58,218 --> 00:57:59,383
I keep hearing...
843
00:58:01,383 --> 00:58:02,617
"You're gonna fail.
844
00:58:04,717 --> 00:58:06,383
You can't help but fail."
845
00:58:08,250 --> 00:58:11,751
And the thought of that,
like, failing him...
846
00:58:15,517 --> 00:58:20,550
And then I think,
"Well, we all fail.
847
00:58:21,917 --> 00:58:23,118
"One way or another.
848
00:58:24,350 --> 00:58:26,151
We're all going to die."
849
00:58:29,250 --> 00:58:30,550
So that morning,
850
00:58:30,684 --> 00:58:32,151
I knew that your sister
was coming over
851
00:58:32,283 --> 00:58:34,417
and I thought,
"Just do it.
852
00:58:36,350 --> 00:58:38,383
"Lucy's coming over.
She'll take care of him.
853
00:58:38,517 --> 00:58:41,650
"Just do it now
before you change your mind.
854
00:58:44,017 --> 00:58:46,550
Because he's safer
in the world without you."
855
00:59:18,917 --> 00:59:21,550
- [POLICE SIREN WAILING DISTANTLY]
- [TOYS RATTLE]
856
00:59:24,017 --> 00:59:25,650
[COOING]
857
00:59:42,717 --> 00:59:45,250
[♪♪♪]
858
00:59:55,317 --> 00:59:57,350
[LEAVES RUSTLING]
859
01:00:08,584 --> 01:00:11,450
Only you would get sunburned
from a happy lamp.
860
01:00:13,051 --> 01:00:14,617
Do you have a minute?
861
01:00:14,751 --> 01:00:15,884
Really? Again?
862
01:00:16,017 --> 01:00:17,517
- Please.
- I... I...
863
01:00:17,650 --> 01:00:19,884
- I have nothing more to add.
- Just one second. Come on.
864
01:00:20,017 --> 01:00:21,751
[SIGHS]
865
01:00:21,884 --> 01:00:23,884
- Oh, my gosh.
- Okay.
866
01:00:24,017 --> 01:00:25,717
I'm just not sure.
867
01:00:25,851 --> 01:00:27,817
Gloria Steinem wouldn't paint
her daughter's room pink.
868
01:00:27,951 --> 01:00:29,951
Yeah, but Gloria Steinem
didn't have kids.
869
01:00:30,084 --> 01:00:32,650
Right, but what if pink
is asking too much of her?
870
01:00:32,784 --> 01:00:34,151
Maybe she'll be a tomboy,
871
01:00:34,283 --> 01:00:36,450
and pink makes her feel
bad about herself.
872
01:00:36,584 --> 01:00:38,084
Like... Like she's not
pink enough.
873
01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:39,917
I think you'll have
ruined her life.
874
01:00:40,051 --> 01:00:42,250
I'm serious. This is serious.
It's very important. Like...
875
01:00:43,784 --> 01:00:45,250
I don't think I believe
in the color pink.
876
01:00:45,383 --> 01:00:47,884
Is that a thing?
Believing in the color pink?
877
01:00:48,017 --> 01:00:50,584
- Ethan!
- I'm taking this very seriously.
878
01:00:50,717 --> 01:00:53,184
Every time we talk about it,
I take it very seriously.
879
01:00:53,317 --> 01:00:55,550
- It's not that many times.
- It's very many times.
880
01:00:55,684 --> 01:00:56,884
Okay, well,
you know what?
881
01:00:57,017 --> 01:00:58,717
I appreciate your patience.
I do.
882
01:00:58,851 --> 01:01:00,450
How about this?
I have an idea.
883
01:01:01,984 --> 01:01:05,717
Close your eyes,
reach out and point to a color.
884
01:01:05,851 --> 01:01:06,951
Go.
885
01:01:07,084 --> 01:01:08,851
Point!
886
01:01:08,984 --> 01:01:11,218
- Point to one!
- Ooh, okay!
887
01:01:11,350 --> 01:01:13,617
- What is it? Petal pink.
- Petal pink.
888
01:01:14,817 --> 01:01:16,250
- Petal pink.
- Great.
889
01:01:16,383 --> 01:01:18,984
I'm gonna get two gallons
of petal pink, okay?
890
01:01:19,118 --> 01:01:21,118
And if you don't like it,
I'll repaint for you.
891
01:01:21,250 --> 01:01:23,151
- All right?
- Yes.
892
01:01:23,283 --> 01:01:25,084
We should get Teddy dressed
and go over there.
893
01:01:27,450 --> 01:01:29,417
[WHISPERING]
Do I look normal?
894
01:01:34,450 --> 01:01:35,917
I wouldn't go that far.
895
01:01:39,184 --> 01:01:41,717
[ROCK MUSIC PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]
896
01:01:45,617 --> 01:01:46,784
ETHAN:
Show-off.
897
01:01:48,051 --> 01:01:49,751
JULIE:
Guys, this is so cute.
898
01:01:49,884 --> 01:01:50,984
Thank you.
899
01:01:51,118 --> 01:01:52,917
LUCY:
You're welcome.
900
01:01:55,383 --> 01:01:57,851
Please don't worry.
Ellie is so good with him.
901
01:01:58,917 --> 01:02:00,851
I know. I know.
902
01:02:06,051 --> 01:02:07,184
KEVIN:
All right, already.
903
01:02:07,317 --> 01:02:08,550
Thank you.
Look at the ball.
904
01:02:08,684 --> 01:02:09,784
Oh.
905
01:02:09,917 --> 01:02:11,283
LINDSAY:
Okay, iced tea?
906
01:02:11,417 --> 01:02:12,784
LUCY:
Oh, yes, please.
907
01:02:12,917 --> 01:02:14,218
- No, thank you.
- Why?
908
01:02:14,350 --> 01:02:15,550
Nothing bad'll
happen.
909
01:02:15,684 --> 01:02:17,784
A little caffeine
might be good for you.
910
01:02:17,917 --> 01:02:19,084
- PAM: I'm jealous.
- Yeah.
911
01:02:19,218 --> 01:02:20,517
Nick and I aren't having
any more,
912
01:02:20,650 --> 01:02:21,751
and look...
913
01:02:21,884 --> 01:02:23,450
there's some great
things about that.
914
01:02:23,584 --> 01:02:25,118
No diapers...
915
01:02:25,283 --> 01:02:28,151
But I miss having a baby.
916
01:02:28,283 --> 01:02:32,450
I miss that feeling
of breastfeeding.
917
01:02:32,584 --> 01:02:34,317
Oh, God, I love that.
918
01:02:34,450 --> 01:02:36,383
LINDSAY: Do you think you'll
breastfeed with this one?
919
01:02:36,517 --> 01:02:37,917
- Uh...
- LINDSAY: Is that safe?
920
01:02:38,051 --> 01:02:40,250
Is that okay? Can you breastfeed
and everything?
921
01:02:40,383 --> 01:02:41,550
Are you sure?
922
01:02:41,684 --> 01:02:43,951
LUCY:
I have no judgment.
923
01:02:44,084 --> 01:02:45,317
No judgment.
924
01:02:49,617 --> 01:02:52,151
PAM: Are you insane, girl?
I'm just saying...
925
01:02:52,283 --> 01:02:55,051
- LUCY: Yes. Absolutely.
- I know that.
926
01:02:55,184 --> 01:02:56,717
[COOING]
927
01:02:56,851 --> 01:02:59,118
Teddy! Hey, sorry.
928
01:02:59,250 --> 01:03:00,684
I'm sorry, can you be careful?
929
01:03:00,817 --> 01:03:02,218
- [TEDDY CRYING]
- Come here. Come here.
930
01:03:02,350 --> 01:03:03,851
Oh, it's okay.
931
01:03:03,984 --> 01:03:05,617
Hey. You okay?
932
01:03:05,751 --> 01:03:08,250
Yeah. We should go.
We should go.
933
01:03:08,383 --> 01:03:10,184
- Okay.
- Come on. Okay.
934
01:03:10,317 --> 01:03:11,550
Sorry, baby.
935
01:03:11,684 --> 01:03:14,218
Excuse me, excuse me.
Come on, boy.
936
01:03:17,917 --> 01:03:19,784
JULIE:
I know I'm not okay
937
01:03:19,917 --> 01:03:21,417
and that I need the medicine.
938
01:03:22,851 --> 01:03:24,717
But I feel like
I'm failing her.
939
01:03:24,851 --> 01:03:26,450
Jule, a lot of people
took formula
940
01:03:26,584 --> 01:03:28,650
and they still love
their mothers.
941
01:03:28,784 --> 01:03:30,151
You know?
942
01:03:30,283 --> 01:03:32,617
You're gonna be a great mom,
no matter what.
943
01:03:32,751 --> 01:03:35,751
Whether you breastfeed her
or not, okay?
944
01:03:38,550 --> 01:03:41,917
I don't know how I'm supposed
to make her feel close to me.
945
01:03:42,051 --> 01:03:44,450
I don't know how I'm supposed
to make her feel safe.
946
01:03:47,617 --> 01:03:50,118
How many prices is she gonna
have to pay, Ethan,
947
01:03:50,250 --> 01:03:51,751
for me being her mom?
948
01:03:56,417 --> 01:03:59,417
Sometimes I close my eyes
and I picture her,
949
01:03:59,550 --> 01:04:01,684
you know, running through
a field of flowers
950
01:04:01,817 --> 01:04:04,717
in a little white dress
with her arms open
951
01:04:04,851 --> 01:04:08,550
and I think,
"That's what I wanna give her."
952
01:04:08,684 --> 01:04:10,584
You know?
953
01:04:10,717 --> 01:04:13,917
I wanna give her the ability
to laugh without fear.
954
01:04:18,184 --> 01:04:19,350
And then I think...
955
01:04:21,317 --> 01:04:22,751
"How am I gonna
teach her that...
956
01:04:24,250 --> 01:04:25,517
when I don't know how?"
957
01:04:27,550 --> 01:04:29,283
I can't remember
what it was like...
958
01:04:32,084 --> 01:04:33,951
to laugh like that.
959
01:04:34,084 --> 01:04:37,484
Hello, friend.
It's been a while. My goodness.
960
01:05:00,817 --> 01:05:02,218
[SIGHS]
961
01:05:13,684 --> 01:05:15,851
YOUNG JULIE: Can you sing
me a bed night song, Daddy?
962
01:05:17,817 --> 01:05:19,350
RON:
"Night Flower," right?
963
01:05:20,417 --> 01:05:21,751
Come here, you. Oh...
964
01:05:23,684 --> 01:05:25,250
YOUNG JULIE:
So I can make a wish?
965
01:05:25,383 --> 01:05:26,784
RON:
Well, of course you can.
966
01:05:28,350 --> 01:05:30,184
What'd you wish for?
967
01:05:30,317 --> 01:05:32,317
YOUNG JULIE:
For you to always love me.
968
01:05:33,450 --> 01:05:35,317
RON:
Sweetheart.
969
01:05:35,450 --> 01:05:38,784
That's nothing you'll ever
have to waste a wish on.
970
01:05:40,118 --> 01:05:41,450
I'll love you forever.
971
01:05:48,751 --> 01:05:50,118
YOUNG JULIE:
Hi, Rosie.
972
01:05:50,250 --> 01:05:51,383
Let's get you ready for bed.
973
01:05:51,517 --> 01:05:52,650
Rosie. Mwah.
974
01:05:54,617 --> 01:05:56,650
Hi, Rosie.
975
01:05:56,784 --> 01:05:58,383
So I can make a wish?
976
01:05:58,517 --> 01:06:00,151
Is there a reason
that you did that?
977
01:06:00,283 --> 01:06:02,350
- Is there a reason you did that?
- [YOUNG JULIE SCREAMS]
978
01:06:02,484 --> 01:06:05,118
Look at me!
You think that hurt?
979
01:06:20,517 --> 01:06:23,084
[INHALES AND SIGHS]
980
01:06:27,184 --> 01:06:28,350
Hey.
981
01:06:32,417 --> 01:06:33,884
You need to eat
something.
982
01:06:39,383 --> 01:06:41,151
- Come on.
- He's in bed?
983
01:06:41,283 --> 01:06:42,450
- Yeah.
- Okay.
984
01:06:44,283 --> 01:06:46,784
He's in bed.
I made you dinner.
985
01:06:48,283 --> 01:06:50,550
Did all of the stuff.
986
01:06:56,584 --> 01:06:59,118
Can you just tell me
a little of the story?
987
01:06:59,250 --> 01:07:01,317
Just whatever you've got.
988
01:07:01,450 --> 01:07:03,151
I mean, I made you
a moon picnic here.
989
01:07:03,283 --> 01:07:05,550
- [LAUGHS]
- Come on, I need a little story.
990
01:07:05,684 --> 01:07:07,517
It's my favorite thing.
991
01:07:07,650 --> 01:07:09,283
You made really good pancakes.
992
01:07:09,417 --> 01:07:11,250
Thanks. I'm pretty proud of it.
993
01:07:11,383 --> 01:07:13,118
Okay, the story is called
994
01:07:13,250 --> 01:07:15,283
Pinky Tinkerbink
Saves the Stars.
995
01:07:15,417 --> 01:07:17,051
Love that.
996
01:07:17,184 --> 01:07:18,684
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
997
01:07:20,417 --> 01:07:23,250
Once upon a time,
there was a star monster.
998
01:07:25,450 --> 01:07:31,350
And it began plucking the stars
from the sky, one by one.
999
01:07:31,484 --> 01:07:34,717
Every time he grabs one,
he puts it against his chest.
1000
01:07:34,851 --> 01:07:35,984
It goes into his body,
1001
01:07:36,118 --> 01:07:39,784
and then they glow out
of his stomach,
1002
01:07:39,917 --> 01:07:41,383
bright, really bright.
1003
01:07:43,717 --> 01:07:48,151
And our heroine, this little
girl called Pinky Tinkerbink...
1004
01:07:48,283 --> 01:07:49,450
Tinkerbink.
1005
01:07:50,550 --> 01:07:51,884
...is really sad.
1006
01:07:52,017 --> 01:07:53,118
Why is she sad?
1007
01:07:53,250 --> 01:07:54,584
Because the star monster
1008
01:07:54,717 --> 01:07:57,151
is taking all the stars
out of the sky.
1009
01:07:57,283 --> 01:07:59,283
How is she gonna wish
on anything?
1010
01:08:01,084 --> 01:08:02,984
So she's trying to figure out
how to put all the stars
1011
01:08:03,118 --> 01:08:04,717
back into the sky.
1012
01:08:04,851 --> 01:08:06,283
And she thinks about...
1013
01:08:06,417 --> 01:08:08,017
"Okay, well,
1014
01:08:08,151 --> 01:08:11,417
light bulbs glow
like the stars, right?"
1015
01:08:11,550 --> 01:08:14,118
So she unscrews all
the light bulbs in her house,
1016
01:08:14,250 --> 01:08:16,417
and she throws them up
one by one into the sky,
1017
01:08:16,550 --> 01:08:18,017
and they all fall down.
1018
01:08:19,484 --> 01:08:21,283
And so she thinks
and she thinks,
1019
01:08:21,417 --> 01:08:25,917
and she realizes that diamonds,
they sparkle like the stars.
1020
01:08:26,051 --> 01:08:30,184
So she pops all of
her diamonds out of her tiara,
1021
01:08:30,317 --> 01:08:32,118
and she takes her slingshot,
1022
01:08:32,283 --> 01:08:36,517
and she just, like, slings them
up into the sky one by one.
1023
01:08:36,650 --> 01:08:38,584
And they went...
They go farther and farther
1024
01:08:38,717 --> 01:08:41,751
than the light bulbs.
1025
01:08:41,884 --> 01:08:43,417
But they can't go far enough.
1026
01:08:43,550 --> 01:08:45,417
And they all come raining down
on her.
1027
01:08:47,118 --> 01:08:48,917
So Pinky thinks
and she thinks and she thinks.
1028
01:08:49,051 --> 01:08:50,550
And then she thinks,
1029
01:08:50,684 --> 01:08:52,917
"Lemons. Lemons are yellow
like the stars."
1030
01:08:53,051 --> 01:08:55,817
- [CHUCKLES]
- But lemons are very heavy.
1031
01:08:55,951 --> 01:08:57,084
So...
1032
01:08:57,218 --> 01:08:58,984
She finds this leaf blower
1033
01:08:59,118 --> 01:09:01,218
under a pile of old leaves,
1034
01:09:01,350 --> 01:09:03,250
and she starts putting
the lemons in her leaf blower,
1035
01:09:03,383 --> 01:09:06,317
and she's firing lemons
out of her leaf blower,
1036
01:09:06,450 --> 01:09:08,283
because it's so powerful,
right?
1037
01:09:08,417 --> 01:09:10,684
And the lemons go flying up
in the sky,
1038
01:09:10,817 --> 01:09:12,851
and they go farther
than the diamonds.
1039
01:09:12,984 --> 01:09:16,951
Farther than the light bulbs.
But they don't go far enough.
1040
01:09:17,084 --> 01:09:19,218
And they come tumbling down
on Pinky.
1041
01:09:20,717 --> 01:09:22,684
She didn't know what to do,
1042
01:09:22,817 --> 01:09:24,951
because there was nothing
to wish on, not just for her,
1043
01:09:25,084 --> 01:09:28,550
but for all the little kids
in the world.
1044
01:09:28,684 --> 01:09:30,784
All the big kids too.
1045
01:09:30,917 --> 01:09:34,550
Without stars, the world would
be a dark and hopeless place.
1046
01:09:39,184 --> 01:09:40,584
So, what did she wish for?
1047
01:09:46,383 --> 01:09:47,784
SALZMAN:
Okay, Julie, when you're ready,
1048
01:09:47,917 --> 01:09:50,584
I'm gonna ask
for one more big push.
1049
01:09:50,717 --> 01:09:53,051
- JULIE: Okay, okay.
- Close your eyes.
1050
01:09:53,184 --> 01:09:55,151
Keep pushing.
1051
01:09:55,283 --> 01:09:56,951
With all you got.
1052
01:09:57,084 --> 01:09:59,617
Harder. Keep pushing.
Keep pushing.
1053
01:09:59,751 --> 01:10:01,951
- Keep pushing.
- ETHAN: Push.
1054
01:10:02,084 --> 01:10:03,383
[JULIE GROANS]
1055
01:10:05,084 --> 01:10:07,383
[BABY CRYING]
1056
01:10:07,517 --> 01:10:08,717
What?
1057
01:10:10,118 --> 01:10:11,317
SALZMAN:
You made a good one.
1058
01:10:11,450 --> 01:10:13,717
Is she okay? Is she okay?
1059
01:10:13,851 --> 01:10:16,550
- She's okay. It's okay.
- Okay.
1060
01:10:16,684 --> 01:10:18,250
SALZMAN:
That wasn't so bad, was it?
1061
01:10:20,917 --> 01:10:22,283
She's perfect.
1062
01:10:22,417 --> 01:10:23,784
She's beautiful.
1063
01:10:23,917 --> 01:10:25,383
She's perfect, Julie.
1064
01:10:25,517 --> 01:10:27,617
She's... She's so perfect.
1065
01:10:29,151 --> 01:10:30,417
[LAUGHING]
It's over.
1066
01:10:38,084 --> 01:10:40,250
Mama's gonna do this for you,
okay?
1067
01:10:42,884 --> 01:10:44,383
Yeah.
1068
01:10:44,517 --> 01:10:46,617
Oh, you can have that, bubs.
1069
01:10:48,218 --> 01:10:50,051
[EXHALES]
1070
01:10:58,118 --> 01:11:01,751
You know, there's nothing wrong
with a bottle.
1071
01:11:08,417 --> 01:11:09,584
Babies.
1072
01:11:11,450 --> 01:11:15,218
They come into this world
trusting little creatures, huh?
1073
01:11:20,017 --> 01:11:22,051
I remember when you were born,
you...
1074
01:11:24,417 --> 01:11:25,717
You looked at me...
1075
01:11:27,084 --> 01:11:29,417
believing like I had
all the answers.
1076
01:11:32,317 --> 01:11:34,917
And I remember thinking
how brave you were...
1077
01:11:37,817 --> 01:11:38,951
to believe that.
1078
01:11:42,917 --> 01:11:44,584
Jule.
1079
01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:47,550
I'm sorry I didn't have
all the answers.
1080
01:11:49,383 --> 01:11:51,051
I know, Ma.
1081
01:11:51,184 --> 01:11:52,784
But you do.
1082
01:11:52,917 --> 01:11:54,484
You always have.
1083
01:11:55,617 --> 01:11:57,751
That was my mistake.
1084
01:11:57,884 --> 01:12:00,118
Looking to you
for the answers.
1085
01:12:03,450 --> 01:12:05,550
But you can do this, Jule.
1086
01:12:05,684 --> 01:12:06,817
You can.
1087
01:12:08,118 --> 01:12:10,118
She's gonna be okay.
1088
01:12:10,250 --> 01:12:12,484
You're gonna be okay.
1089
01:12:12,617 --> 01:12:14,250
Hell, even I'm gonna be okay.
1090
01:12:14,383 --> 01:12:15,550
[CHUCKLES]
1091
01:12:15,684 --> 01:12:17,617
Just think of all those widowers
out there
1092
01:12:17,751 --> 01:12:19,717
just dying to remarry, huh?
1093
01:12:21,417 --> 01:12:22,717
I love you, Mom.
1094
01:12:23,984 --> 01:12:25,118
You're my baby.
1095
01:12:26,717 --> 01:12:28,417
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- ETHAN: I have a big brother
1096
01:12:28,550 --> 01:12:31,884
who is very excited
to meet his little sister.
1097
01:12:32,017 --> 01:12:33,250
JULIE:
Hi!
1098
01:12:33,383 --> 01:12:35,751
This is your little sister.
1099
01:12:35,884 --> 01:12:38,350
It's your job to protect her,
big brother.
1100
01:12:38,484 --> 01:12:39,917
Think you can do that?
1101
01:12:40,051 --> 01:12:41,417
[LAUGHS]
1102
01:12:41,550 --> 01:12:42,884
- Of course you can.
- What do you think?
1103
01:12:43,017 --> 01:12:44,118
You wanna touch her?
1104
01:12:44,250 --> 01:12:45,417
- Wanna touch the baby?
- Come here.
1105
01:12:45,550 --> 01:12:46,717
Say hi. Say hi.
1106
01:12:48,017 --> 01:12:50,218
- Ooh, come here.
- There she is.
1107
01:12:50,350 --> 01:12:53,617
Yeah. Brought a balloon
just for you.
1108
01:12:53,751 --> 01:12:56,550
- JULIE: Gotta get this on video.
- ETHAN: Okay...
1109
01:12:56,684 --> 01:13:00,817
Today is October 9th, 1995.
1110
01:13:00,951 --> 01:13:02,817
[CHUCKLES]
1111
01:13:02,951 --> 01:13:07,218
And we have just welcomed
a new member into our family.
1112
01:13:07,350 --> 01:13:08,917
This is Rachel.
1113
01:13:09,051 --> 01:13:10,951
- She's very happy to be here.
- Hey, baby.
1114
01:13:11,084 --> 01:13:14,118
She was 7 pounds, 9 ounces.
1115
01:13:14,250 --> 01:13:16,817
- Seven pounds, 8 ounces.
- Seven pounds, 8 ounces.
1116
01:13:16,951 --> 01:13:18,851
- She'll get there.
- Born at...
1117
01:13:18,984 --> 01:13:21,550
9:48 p.m.
1118
01:13:21,684 --> 01:13:22,917
9:48.
1119
01:13:23,051 --> 01:13:24,717
- Can you say, "Hi, Rachel"?
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
1120
01:13:24,851 --> 01:13:26,917
Sorry to disturb you.
1121
01:13:27,051 --> 01:13:28,383
- It's bath time.
- [GASPS]
1122
01:13:28,517 --> 01:13:30,017
It's bath time.
1123
01:13:30,151 --> 01:13:31,617
BOBBI:
Teddy, let's go watch the bath.
1124
01:13:31,751 --> 01:13:34,017
- Let's go watch the bath.
- Oh, yeah, go with Grandma.
1125
01:13:34,151 --> 01:13:36,383
- Okay. I'll put her in.
- [BOBBI LAUGHS]
1126
01:13:36,517 --> 01:13:37,784
She's sleeping.
1127
01:13:37,917 --> 01:13:39,550
- She'll be okay.
- She's sleeping.
1128
01:13:39,684 --> 01:13:40,784
Look at that baby.
1129
01:13:40,917 --> 01:13:42,684
[WHISPERING]
Do you see that baby?
1130
01:13:42,817 --> 01:13:45,184
- Do you see her?
- Have a nice bath, my bubba.
1131
01:13:45,317 --> 01:13:47,084
That's your little sister.
1132
01:13:47,218 --> 01:13:48,550
Isn't she something?
1133
01:13:48,684 --> 01:13:49,884
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
1134
01:13:50,017 --> 01:13:52,317
- We'll be right back.
- Okay.
1135
01:13:56,383 --> 01:13:57,817
[MOANS]
1136
01:14:02,751 --> 01:14:04,250
Did you take your medicine?
1137
01:14:06,383 --> 01:14:09,084
No. It's in my overnight bag.
1138
01:14:24,084 --> 01:14:26,784
- [PILLS RATTLE]
- But I'm not gonna take them.
1139
01:14:28,917 --> 01:14:31,283
Just six weeks,
that's all I need.
1140
01:14:31,417 --> 01:14:32,784
I mean, I did it
for nine months,
1141
01:14:32,917 --> 01:14:35,051
so, like, what's six more
weeks, right?
1142
01:14:35,184 --> 01:14:36,617
I promise
I'm gonna take them.
1143
01:14:36,751 --> 01:14:38,851
- Jule...
- I'm gonna. I...
1144
01:14:38,984 --> 01:14:41,550
I know, put the cabin pressure
mask on yourself. I get it.
1145
01:14:41,684 --> 01:14:43,450
No, I get that,
and if I'm taking a nosedive,
1146
01:14:43,584 --> 01:14:47,084
if I feel like I'm losing it,
they will be right there.
1147
01:14:47,218 --> 01:14:49,218
They'll be right there,
and I'll take them.
1148
01:14:51,184 --> 01:14:54,784
I promise. I know it's not
okay, but okay?
1149
01:14:54,917 --> 01:14:56,717
No. No, it's not okay.
1150
01:14:58,517 --> 01:15:00,817
I'm not going down this road
with you again.
1151
01:15:00,951 --> 01:15:03,917
And your promise
doesn't mean anything.
1152
01:15:04,051 --> 01:15:08,283
I mean, you left our kid alone
in a fucking ExerSaucer.
1153
01:15:11,350 --> 01:15:12,784
You're gonna
bring this up now?
1154
01:15:12,917 --> 01:15:15,051
Don't make me the asshole here,
okay?
1155
01:15:15,184 --> 01:15:17,550
For the last year, I've been
walking on eggshells around you,
1156
01:15:17,684 --> 01:15:19,717
because I know
how to keep my end of a deal.
1157
01:15:19,851 --> 01:15:22,118
It's not fair that
you're bringing this up now.
1158
01:15:22,250 --> 01:15:24,884
Don't talk about fair, okay?
This isn't about you!
1159
01:15:29,051 --> 01:15:32,017
It's not actually about you.
It's about them.
1160
01:15:33,317 --> 01:15:34,450
Yeah.
1161
01:15:34,584 --> 01:15:35,751
[SNIFFLES]
1162
01:15:48,984 --> 01:15:50,350
[SLURPS]
1163
01:15:52,550 --> 01:15:54,151
Are you happy now?
1164
01:16:11,517 --> 01:16:13,118
I'm gonna go catch up
with them.
1165
01:16:14,884 --> 01:16:16,151
Ethan.
1166
01:16:19,417 --> 01:16:22,051
I... I... I can't take it.
1167
01:16:24,517 --> 01:16:26,350
I can't.
1168
01:16:26,484 --> 01:16:28,784
You see me spiraling,
that's it.
1169
01:16:29,984 --> 01:16:31,550
I promise.
1170
01:16:31,684 --> 01:16:34,717
You can check under my tongue,
okay? I just can't.
1171
01:16:49,984 --> 01:16:51,550
[♪♪♪]
1172
01:17:41,884 --> 01:17:44,084
JULIE: You got that
other crayon right there?
1173
01:17:44,218 --> 01:17:46,184
- [TEDDY WHINES]
- Can I have that one?
1174
01:17:46,317 --> 01:17:47,751
That's really good.
1175
01:17:47,884 --> 01:17:49,684
That's very good coloring.
1176
01:17:49,817 --> 01:17:52,084
What about this color?
Did you want this one?
1177
01:17:52,218 --> 01:17:54,884
I can give this one to you.
I don't mind.
1178
01:17:55,017 --> 01:17:56,383
Okay.
1179
01:17:56,517 --> 01:17:58,283
- ETHAN: Where's the big guy?
- [GASPS] Hi.
1180
01:17:58,417 --> 01:17:59,851
[WHISPERS]
Hi. Hi, bud.
1181
01:17:59,984 --> 01:18:01,650
- Oh, she's sleeping.
- Yeah.
1182
01:18:03,684 --> 01:18:05,717
[IN NORMAL VOICE]
Wow. Looks amazing in here.
1183
01:18:07,184 --> 01:18:08,784
Is this the new stuff?
1184
01:18:08,917 --> 01:18:10,450
- JULIE: Some of it, yeah.
- Wow.
1185
01:18:10,584 --> 01:18:12,984
[CHUCKLES]
1186
01:18:13,118 --> 01:18:14,717
Another canopy bed?
1187
01:18:14,851 --> 01:18:16,450
- Yeah.
- Huh.
1188
01:18:17,784 --> 01:18:19,250
Is that the star monster?
1189
01:18:19,383 --> 01:18:20,550
Can you tell?
1190
01:18:21,717 --> 01:18:23,218
- Scary.
- [WHISPERS] Bad guy.
1191
01:18:26,283 --> 01:18:28,951
- No stars.
- [IN NORMAL VOICE] No stars.
1192
01:18:29,084 --> 01:18:30,951
But don't worry, I'm working on
the happy stuff now.
1193
01:18:31,084 --> 01:18:32,517
- Yeah, show me that one.
- No, not yet.
1194
01:18:32,650 --> 01:18:33,917
It's a surprise.
1195
01:18:34,051 --> 01:18:35,218
For later.
1196
01:18:36,517 --> 01:18:38,118
Okay.
1197
01:18:38,250 --> 01:18:39,383
- I got to go.
- I know.
1198
01:18:39,517 --> 01:18:40,650
Bye.
1199
01:18:42,017 --> 01:18:43,751
Bye, buddy. Mwah.
1200
01:18:44,917 --> 01:18:46,450
- Have a good day at work.
- Bye.
1201
01:18:53,550 --> 01:18:55,484
Everything's okay.
1202
01:18:55,617 --> 01:18:57,084
Okay?
1203
01:18:58,283 --> 01:18:59,417
- Okay.
- Don't worry.
1204
01:18:59,550 --> 01:19:00,650
Okay, bye.
1205
01:19:00,784 --> 01:19:02,584
- Stop worrying.
- Okay.
1206
01:19:02,717 --> 01:19:05,017
- Have a good day at work.
- Bye.
1207
01:19:08,550 --> 01:19:09,717
Bye, Daddy.
1208
01:19:11,084 --> 01:19:13,118
[WIND CHIMES JINGLING]
1209
01:19:15,851 --> 01:19:17,250
[SQUEAKING]
1210
01:19:24,650 --> 01:19:25,917
[VEHICLE APPROACHING]
1211
01:19:26,051 --> 01:19:29,084
I think I see Nana
coming up the road.
1212
01:19:29,218 --> 01:19:31,383
[GASPS]
Is that Nana?
1213
01:19:31,517 --> 01:19:32,717
Is that Nana?
1214
01:19:32,851 --> 01:19:35,784
Is that Nana?
Oh, Nana's here.
1215
01:19:35,917 --> 01:19:37,084
Come on.
1216
01:19:37,218 --> 01:19:38,884
[DOORBELL RINGS]
1217
01:19:39,017 --> 01:19:40,450
I'm coming, Mom.
1218
01:19:41,550 --> 01:19:42,717
Nice and slow.
1219
01:19:42,851 --> 01:19:44,218
[KNOCKING AT DOOR]
1220
01:19:44,350 --> 01:19:45,884
Mom, I'm coming.
1221
01:19:46,017 --> 01:19:48,350
- Good. Good.
- [DOORBELL RINGS]
1222
01:19:49,851 --> 01:19:51,017
Hi.
1223
01:19:51,151 --> 01:19:52,917
[GASPS]
Hi, Teddy.
1224
01:19:53,051 --> 01:19:55,051
Hello, my baby boy.
1225
01:19:55,184 --> 01:19:57,350
Won't you say hello to Grandma?
1226
01:20:02,884 --> 01:20:04,717
He wanted
to come back home.
1227
01:20:05,951 --> 01:20:07,250
You didn't say yes,
did you?
1228
01:20:07,383 --> 01:20:08,550
Did you say yes?
1229
01:20:10,550 --> 01:20:12,084
Well, I didn't say no.
1230
01:20:13,584 --> 01:20:14,751
Be nice, Jule.
1231
01:20:16,417 --> 01:20:19,051
- He's the only father you got.
- Yeah.
1232
01:20:19,184 --> 01:20:22,118
Hey, look.
Come here, baby.
1233
01:20:22,250 --> 01:20:24,817
Here's your grandpa!
1234
01:20:24,951 --> 01:20:26,417
RON:
Hey.
1235
01:20:32,917 --> 01:20:34,784
Mom says you're looking
for a painter.
1236
01:21:13,851 --> 01:21:15,283
[COOING]
1237
01:21:20,350 --> 01:21:23,417
God, this is just like
the view out of your old room.
1238
01:21:23,550 --> 01:21:24,550
[CHUCKLES]
1239
01:21:28,051 --> 01:21:29,584
You remember these?
1240
01:21:34,383 --> 01:21:35,851
Yeah, of course I do.
1241
01:21:41,417 --> 01:21:44,084
You know, you used to have
innies just like those.
1242
01:21:44,218 --> 01:21:45,617
[CHUCKLES]
1243
01:21:54,417 --> 01:21:56,283
Probably shouldn't have her
around the fumes.
1244
01:21:56,417 --> 01:21:58,450
RON: Come on, it's latex.
There's nothing to worry about.
1245
01:21:58,584 --> 01:21:59,951
JULIE:
Hey, Ma?
1246
01:22:00,084 --> 01:22:01,450
BOBBI:
We're in Teddy's room. But wait!
1247
01:22:01,584 --> 01:22:02,851
- We're not ready yet.
- Oh, okay.
1248
01:22:02,984 --> 01:22:05,250
Okay. It's a bird!
It's a plane!
1249
01:22:05,383 --> 01:22:07,584
- It's Superman!
- [GASPS]
1250
01:22:07,717 --> 01:22:09,383
- Aah!
- Ah, look at you!
1251
01:22:09,517 --> 01:22:10,984
- Mwah. I love you.
- [LAUGHING]
1252
01:22:11,118 --> 01:22:13,118
- You look so good.
- You look great.
1253
01:22:13,250 --> 01:22:14,917
You look so good.
1254
01:22:15,051 --> 01:22:17,417
- Come here.
- Mommy always loved Halloween.
1255
01:22:17,550 --> 01:22:19,417
We're gonna get a little change.
1256
01:22:19,550 --> 01:22:22,051
- What's the matter, baby?
- She needs a little change.
1257
01:22:22,184 --> 01:22:23,717
Do you wanna help me?
Do you wanna help me?
1258
01:22:23,851 --> 01:22:25,951
- I'm gonna help Dad paint.
- Okay. Okay.
1259
01:22:26,084 --> 01:22:28,450
Hello, baby.
Hello, my baby girl.
1260
01:22:28,584 --> 01:22:30,717
Yes, I love you.
Are you gonna help me?
1261
01:22:32,250 --> 01:22:33,417
Oh, my goodness.
1262
01:22:54,350 --> 01:22:56,317
That's a pretty color.
1263
01:22:56,450 --> 01:22:57,917
I hope so.
1264
01:22:58,051 --> 01:22:59,717
Hey, let me set you up.
1265
01:23:01,951 --> 01:23:03,417
So, uh, take this...
1266
01:23:05,517 --> 01:23:08,450
and hold it
sort of like that.
1267
01:23:08,584 --> 01:23:10,283
Okay, got it.
1268
01:23:10,417 --> 01:23:11,851
There you go.
Like that.
1269
01:23:11,984 --> 01:23:14,017
The guy at the paint store
1270
01:23:14,151 --> 01:23:16,917
said these were lint-free
roller covers,
1271
01:23:17,051 --> 01:23:19,784
but they are never
lint-free roller covers,
1272
01:23:19,917 --> 01:23:22,584
and we don't want
any lint bunnies.
1273
01:23:22,717 --> 01:23:24,884
Here, you take that.
I'll take that.
1274
01:23:27,917 --> 01:23:31,118
Now, just like I taught you...
1275
01:23:31,250 --> 01:23:32,417
Just...
1276
01:23:33,684 --> 01:23:34,917
shape...
1277
01:23:36,250 --> 01:23:38,250
smear...
1278
01:23:38,383 --> 01:23:40,350
and then spread.
1279
01:23:42,917 --> 01:23:44,084
All right.
1280
01:23:45,484 --> 01:23:47,218
Perfect every time.
1281
01:23:48,317 --> 01:23:49,450
That's it.
1282
01:23:53,484 --> 01:23:54,617
There you go.
1283
01:24:03,984 --> 01:24:06,550
Oh, God,
I'm so sorry, flower.
1284
01:24:11,151 --> 01:24:13,817
[SOBBING]
1285
01:24:13,951 --> 01:24:15,417
I'm sorry.
1286
01:24:15,550 --> 01:24:17,550
I'm so sorry.
1287
01:24:26,118 --> 01:24:27,617
[SNIFFLES]
1288
01:24:54,051 --> 01:24:56,250
[BIRDS TWEETING]
1289
01:25:16,250 --> 01:25:18,684
[WIND CHIMES JINGLING]
1290
01:25:25,250 --> 01:25:26,550
That's yours.
That's for you.
1291
01:25:26,684 --> 01:25:28,084
[GASPS]
Pop!
1292
01:25:31,218 --> 01:25:32,584
Wow, they're so big.
1293
01:25:32,717 --> 01:25:34,417
JULIE:
There's none left anymore.
1294
01:25:34,550 --> 01:25:36,684
Mama has to go get more.
1295
01:25:36,817 --> 01:25:38,550
- Mama will have to go get more.
- [BABY FUSSES]
1296
01:25:38,684 --> 01:25:40,917
Oh, it's okay.
All right, come on.
1297
01:25:41,051 --> 01:25:43,118
Do you want some milky?
You want some milky?
1298
01:25:43,250 --> 01:25:45,118
- Okay.
- [CRIES]
1299
01:25:46,218 --> 01:25:47,383
Okay, all right.
1300
01:25:47,517 --> 01:25:48,617
You're holding on
to my hair.
1301
01:25:48,751 --> 01:25:49,951
Okay. Okay.
1302
01:25:54,151 --> 01:25:55,283
Okay, baby.
1303
01:25:55,417 --> 01:25:56,717
[BABY CRYING CONTINUOUS]
1304
01:25:56,851 --> 01:25:59,517
Oh, come on,
what do you need?
1305
01:26:00,751 --> 01:26:01,951
What do you need?
1306
01:26:02,084 --> 01:26:03,884
What do you need?
What do you need?
1307
01:26:04,017 --> 01:26:06,617
Yeah, I know.
Come on, I'm trying. I'm trying.
1308
01:26:06,751 --> 01:26:08,350
[CRYING CONTINUOUS]
1309
01:26:11,917 --> 01:26:13,283
- It's okay. Shh.
- [IGNITER CLICKING]
1310
01:26:16,650 --> 01:26:18,118
We're gonna get you
your bottle.
1311
01:26:18,250 --> 01:26:20,484
[SHUSHING]
1312
01:26:20,617 --> 01:26:23,383
[CRYING CONTINUOUS]
1313
01:26:23,517 --> 01:26:26,550
Teddy, I'm right here, okay?
1314
01:26:27,951 --> 01:26:29,650
Hey, it's coming.
It's coming.
1315
01:26:29,784 --> 01:26:32,283
[SHUSHING]
1316
01:26:32,417 --> 01:26:34,584
It's coming. It's okay.
1317
01:26:35,851 --> 01:26:37,650
What am I doing wrong, huh?
1318
01:26:37,784 --> 01:26:40,118
- [SHUSHING]
- [BOTTLE SHAKING]
1319
01:26:40,250 --> 01:26:42,383
[♪♪♪]
1320
01:26:43,550 --> 01:26:45,118
[CRYING]
1321
01:26:50,017 --> 01:26:52,084
Teddy, I'm right here, okay?
1322
01:26:53,317 --> 01:26:54,484
Come on. Come on.
1323
01:26:57,017 --> 01:26:59,583
Baby girl, please, please,
please, please stop crying.
1324
01:27:04,684 --> 01:27:06,450
[SHUSHING]
1325
01:27:17,517 --> 01:27:18,550
[CRYING STOPS]
1326
01:27:22,051 --> 01:27:23,717
You put all the rocks down
already.
1327
01:27:25,350 --> 01:27:26,751
You put them all down already.
1328
01:27:28,417 --> 01:27:29,584
You can go get 'em.
1329
01:27:31,317 --> 01:27:32,884
Go ahead.
1330
01:27:33,017 --> 01:27:34,450
- ETHAN: Hey, guys.
- You put all the rocks...
1331
01:27:34,584 --> 01:27:37,184
Hi! Look, it's Daddy!
There he is.
1332
01:27:37,317 --> 01:27:39,751
- [IMITATES AIR WHOOSHING]
- You're home so early.
1333
01:27:39,884 --> 01:27:41,383
- Hi.
- There he is.
1334
01:27:43,250 --> 01:27:44,517
- How's it going?
- Good.
1335
01:27:44,650 --> 01:27:45,751
- Good.
- Yeah.
1336
01:27:45,884 --> 01:27:47,784
- Her room looks really good.
- Great.
1337
01:27:47,917 --> 01:27:50,617
We picked a good color.
It's so pretty.
1338
01:27:50,751 --> 01:27:52,417
- She's gonna like it.
- Good.
1339
01:27:52,550 --> 01:27:54,051
All right, well,
me and this guy
1340
01:27:54,184 --> 01:27:56,350
have very important business
to take care of.
1341
01:27:56,484 --> 01:27:58,951
You wanna come with?
We can get some pizza.
1342
01:27:59,084 --> 01:28:00,283
Nah, you guys have
some boy time.
1343
01:28:00,417 --> 01:28:02,450
We'll have some girl time.
1344
01:28:02,584 --> 01:28:05,517
- Okay.
- Yeah. Have fun.
1345
01:28:05,650 --> 01:28:06,751
All right.
1346
01:28:06,884 --> 01:28:08,617
- Uh, we'll be back in an hour.
- Okay.
1347
01:28:11,017 --> 01:28:12,584
Bye. Bye.
1348
01:28:14,350 --> 01:28:15,617
Bye, guys.
1349
01:28:15,751 --> 01:28:17,350
[WIND CHIMES JINGLING]
1350
01:28:19,884 --> 01:28:21,051
We love you.
1351
01:28:23,084 --> 01:28:24,450
[LIPS SMACK]
1352
01:28:31,884 --> 01:28:34,417
JULIE: Pinky Tinkerbink and
her mommy were best friends.
1353
01:28:36,118 --> 01:28:37,584
They went to the park
together.
1354
01:28:38,717 --> 01:28:40,617
Baked together.
1355
01:28:40,751 --> 01:28:42,450
Played dress-up together.
1356
01:28:44,250 --> 01:28:46,450
Then one day,
Pinky's mommy got sick...
1357
01:28:46,584 --> 01:28:48,218
[FUSSING]
1358
01:28:48,350 --> 01:28:49,984
...and they couldn't play
together anymore.
1359
01:28:57,550 --> 01:28:59,250
Every night before bed,
1360
01:28:59,383 --> 01:29:02,051
Pinky would wish on a star
for her mommy to be okay.
1361
01:29:03,450 --> 01:29:05,051
But little by little,
1362
01:29:05,184 --> 01:29:08,650
the stars were starting
to disappear from the sky.
1363
01:29:08,784 --> 01:29:10,717
And her mommy
was not getting better.
1364
01:29:12,383 --> 01:29:14,584
One night, Pinky looked out
the window,
1365
01:29:14,717 --> 01:29:17,484
and all the stars were gone.
1366
01:29:17,617 --> 01:29:19,917
There was nothing left
for her to wish upon.
1367
01:29:20,051 --> 01:29:22,084
This one?
1368
01:29:22,218 --> 01:29:23,951
Or this one?
1369
01:29:24,084 --> 01:29:26,450
JULIE: Pinky's magic
finger began to tingle.
1370
01:29:28,417 --> 01:29:31,784
She thought and thought
and thought and thought.
1371
01:29:33,550 --> 01:29:35,917
"I need to get the stars
back into the sky,"
1372
01:29:36,051 --> 01:29:37,751
Pinky told her mommy.
1373
01:29:37,884 --> 01:29:39,383
"But I don't know how."
1374
01:29:39,517 --> 01:29:40,851
ETHAN:
I think this is the winner.
1375
01:29:40,984 --> 01:29:42,283
What do you think?
1376
01:29:42,417 --> 01:29:43,751
I think we're gonna start here.
1377
01:29:43,884 --> 01:29:46,017
Sure, I'll be right back.
1378
01:29:47,684 --> 01:29:49,416
[IMITATING ROCKET EXPLODING]
1379
01:29:49,550 --> 01:29:51,383
[♪♪♪]
1380
01:29:56,517 --> 01:29:59,084
ETHAN:
...two and 15/16ths,
1381
01:29:59,218 --> 01:30:00,383
and go.
1382
01:30:01,917 --> 01:30:03,084
[LAUGHS]
1383
01:30:07,051 --> 01:30:08,218
Oh, backwards?
1384
01:30:08,350 --> 01:30:10,017
- [BABY WHIMPERING]
- Okay.
1385
01:30:17,350 --> 01:30:19,118
Mommy loves you, baby.
1386
01:30:21,051 --> 01:30:23,184
There's nothing more fun than
making something dirty, huh?
1387
01:30:24,751 --> 01:30:27,118
Oh, thank you, yes,
I needed some dirt.
1388
01:30:27,250 --> 01:30:29,250
[BOTH LAUGHING]
1389
01:30:35,517 --> 01:30:37,717
[♪♪♪]
1390
01:30:56,051 --> 01:30:57,584
[CRIES]
1391
01:31:15,017 --> 01:31:16,550
[BIRDS TWEETING]
1392
01:31:31,650 --> 01:31:35,250
ETHAN: So Pinky defeats
the star monster
1393
01:31:35,383 --> 01:31:37,884
and returns all the stars
to the sky.
1394
01:31:39,984 --> 01:31:42,383
And then kids
all over the world
1395
01:31:42,517 --> 01:31:43,751
get to wish again.
1396
01:31:45,350 --> 01:31:46,517
Is that right?
1397
01:31:49,851 --> 01:31:51,184
It's a pretty good ending.
1398
01:31:52,484 --> 01:31:53,917
- Really?
- Yeah.
1399
01:31:58,817 --> 01:32:00,450
What does Pinky wish for?
1400
01:32:03,051 --> 01:32:04,350
Pinky?
1401
01:32:06,751 --> 01:32:07,917
Yeah.
1402
01:32:10,717 --> 01:32:11,884
This.
1403
01:32:13,684 --> 01:32:15,751
All she ever wanted
was this.
1404
01:32:24,317 --> 01:32:27,184
Hi. I'm here to see
Rachel Davis Nathan.
1405
01:32:27,317 --> 01:32:28,717
- Dad.
- She just gave birth.
1406
01:32:30,151 --> 01:32:31,283
- Hi.
- Hey.
1407
01:32:36,051 --> 01:32:37,218
Wait till you see her.
1408
01:32:40,584 --> 01:32:42,717
Hey, look who I found.
1409
01:32:42,851 --> 01:32:44,717
[KNOCKS]
1410
01:32:45,784 --> 01:32:46,951
Hi.
1411
01:32:48,383 --> 01:32:49,584
Congratulations,
Grandpa.
1412
01:32:49,717 --> 01:32:52,084
Oh, congrats to you.
1413
01:32:52,218 --> 01:32:53,584
Here, give this
to your sister.
1414
01:32:54,784 --> 01:32:56,151
Hold on, you.
1415
01:32:56,283 --> 01:32:57,817
[BABY WHIMPERS]
1416
01:33:00,383 --> 01:33:01,917
How are you feeling?
1417
01:33:02,051 --> 01:33:03,218
It's okay.
1418
01:33:04,283 --> 01:33:06,151
Hello.
1419
01:33:06,283 --> 01:33:07,584
Hello.
1420
01:33:07,717 --> 01:33:09,250
She's very excited
to meet you.
1421
01:33:09,383 --> 01:33:10,550
Oh.
1422
01:33:11,617 --> 01:33:13,817
Likewise.
1423
01:33:13,951 --> 01:33:15,317
Hi.
1424
01:33:15,450 --> 01:33:16,751
[LAUGHS]
1425
01:33:16,884 --> 01:33:17,984
Hi.
1426
01:33:18,118 --> 01:33:19,250
[WHIMPERING]
1427
01:33:19,383 --> 01:33:21,051
I know. I know.
1428
01:33:24,550 --> 01:33:26,051
Here we go.
1429
01:33:27,417 --> 01:33:29,151
Hi.
1430
01:33:29,283 --> 01:33:31,250
Thanks.
1431
01:33:48,184 --> 01:33:49,717
JULIE:
You know, baby,
1432
01:33:49,851 --> 01:33:53,917
sometimes the stars are blocked
by the clouds...
1433
01:33:56,717 --> 01:33:59,917
and sometimes they'll be
outshined by the sun.
1434
01:34:02,017 --> 01:34:04,051
Sometimes they hide
behind the moon.
1435
01:34:07,684 --> 01:34:10,617
Even if you don't see them,
they are always there.
1436
01:34:14,417 --> 01:34:15,884
It's just like me.
1437
01:34:18,383 --> 01:34:19,951
Even if you don't see me...
1438
01:34:23,383 --> 01:34:25,118
my love is always with you.
1439
01:34:27,051 --> 01:34:28,584
[WHIMPERS]
1440
01:34:39,884 --> 01:34:41,151
[ENGINE TURNS OFF]
1441
01:35:13,884 --> 01:35:15,784
[BIRDS TWEETING DISTANTLY]
1442
01:35:22,584 --> 01:35:24,550
[CHURCH BELL TOLLS]
1443
01:35:34,084 --> 01:35:35,917
[WIND GUSTS]
1444
01:35:38,484 --> 01:35:40,350
[♪♪♪]
1445
01:35:49,517 --> 01:35:52,017
♪ Come with me ♪
1446
01:35:52,151 --> 01:35:54,751
♪ And you'll be ♪
1447
01:35:54,884 --> 01:35:59,851
♪ In a world
Of pure imagination ♪
1448
01:35:59,984 --> 01:36:04,717
♪ Take a look and you'll see ♪
1449
01:36:04,851 --> 01:36:08,717
♪ Into your imagination ♪
1450
01:36:13,383 --> 01:36:17,751
♪ We'll begin with a spin ♪
1451
01:36:17,884 --> 01:36:21,717
♪ Traveling in the world
Of my creation ♪
1452
01:36:21,851 --> 01:36:24,017
♪ What we'll see ♪
1453
01:36:24,151 --> 01:36:29,118
♪ Will defy explanation ♪
1454
01:36:31,817 --> 01:36:35,517
♪ If you want
To view paradise ♪
1455
01:36:35,650 --> 01:36:38,917
♪ Simply look around
And view it ♪
1456
01:36:40,250 --> 01:36:41,751
♪ Anything you want ♪
1457
01:36:41,884 --> 01:36:44,118
♪ Do it ♪
1458
01:36:44,250 --> 01:36:47,617
♪ Want to change the world? ♪
1459
01:36:47,751 --> 01:36:51,118
♪ There's nothing to it ♪
1460
01:36:54,084 --> 01:36:57,417
♪ There is no life I know ♪
1461
01:36:57,550 --> 01:36:59,218
♪ To compare ♪
1462
01:36:59,350 --> 01:37:01,484
♪ With pure imagination ♪
1463
01:37:01,617 --> 01:37:05,751
♪ Living here
You'll be free ♪
1464
01:37:05,884 --> 01:37:10,784
♪ If you truly wish ♪
1465
01:37:10,917 --> 01:37:12,617
♪ To be ♪
1466
01:37:16,383 --> 01:37:18,218
[♪♪♪]
1468
01:37:42,517 --> 01:37:44,851
[♪♪♪]
1469
01:40:32,684 --> 01:40:35,383
[♪♪♪]
1470
01:41:48,184 --> 01:41:50,317
[♪♪♪]
1471
01:44:30,218 --> 01:44:32,250
[♪♪♪]