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SERIAL NETFLIX ORIGINAL

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Ada masa dalam hidupku aku merasa bebas.

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Dunia penuh kemungkinan.

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Terutama dia.

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Hei, Kekasih.

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Hei.

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- Apa yang kau lakukan?
- Kau mau aku berhenti?

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Atau teruskan?

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Ya.

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Itu masa lalu.

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Orang bilang kita lupa saat punya,
tapi aku tidak.

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Kau menyiksaku.

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Kau tahu?

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Bersenang-senang, Sayang?

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Ya.

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Astaga.

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Kau menyiksaku.

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Kau tahu?

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Ya.

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Sekarang, inilah masa kini.

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Semuanya amat berbeda.

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Ibu bilang memberi makan adik.

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Benar.

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- Tidak, Ibu tidur.
- Baiklah.

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Kau tahu? Ibu tertidur sebentar.

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- Kau perlu apa?
- Aku ingin tunjukkan sesuatu.

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Kau ingin tunjukkan Ibu sesuatu?

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Tunjukkan apa?

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Ikut aku, Bu.

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Baiklah, sebentar.

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Hudson?

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Apa…

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Apa itu, Sayang?

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Lihat, mariposa.

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Ya ampun!

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Sayang.

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Tak boleh dikurung begitu, Sayang.
Lepaskanlah.

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Ia betina.

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Baiklah. Tapi jangan dikurung.

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Ia milikku. Aku menyayanginya.

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Ibu tahu, Sayang.
Tapi ia tak bisa bernapas di situ.

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Ia akan mati jika tak kau lepaskan.

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Ayo ikut Ibu.

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Ayo kita duduk.

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Ayo, Sayang.

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Baiklah.

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Lihat itu, Sayang.

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Baiklah.

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Ibu punya ide.

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Kita lihat ke mana ia terbang, ya?

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Mungkin ke selatan. Benar?

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Ribuan kilometer untuk musim dingin.

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Itu dia!

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Melambailah.

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Dah, kupu-kupu!

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Sayang! Di mana kesayangan Ayah?

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Mana mereka? Kemarilah, Nak!

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Ayo. Mana mereka? Kemarilah, Nak!

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Astaga, kau amat besar dan manis.

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Ayah sulit mengangkatmu!

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Ayah rindu kau.

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Itu dia. Gadis cantikku.

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Ya. Hei, Sayang.

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Lihat kau.

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- Hei.
- Hei!

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Aku tadinya ingin ganti pakaian,
sungguh. Tapi…

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Tak apa-apa.

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Aku akan pangkas rumput halaman
sebelum pertandingan dimulai.

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Ya.

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- Sudah?
- Ya.

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- Sudah.
- Huddie!

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Suamiku tampan di dalam dan di luar.

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Tunggu Ayah.

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Aku tak pernah lihat dia
melirik wanita lain.

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Dia bahkan tak pernah berbohong.

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Jadi, apa masalahnya? Ya, 'kan?

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Ya ampun, Billie, sibuk sekali di kantor.

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Kau tak bisa bayangkan.

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- Benarkah?
- Ya.

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Ini kegilaan setelah merger, kau tahu?

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Semua mencari posisi

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dan pamer kepada bos baru.

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Bosnya baik. Dia…

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Dia ingin ekspansi internasional.

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Dia ingin lakukan yang ingin kulakukan,

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hanya saja dengan skala
yang jauh lebih besar.

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Ya.

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Orang mengerumuninya, tapi dia melihatku,
aku bisa rasakan.

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Apa?

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Tak ada.

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Aku merindukanmu.

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Maaf.

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Ini dia.

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Bos baruku.

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Ayolah. Kau tak dengarkan ucapanku tadi?

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- Ya.
- Francesca, hei!

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Apa kabar?

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Masalahnya, Cooper Connelly
adalah suamiku.

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Sebelum bertemu dia,

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aku telah melakukan setidaknya
73 persen posisi Kama Sutra.

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Seharusnya kita semua begitu.

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Ada pria kaya.

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Pria miskin.

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Pria bertato.

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Pria sekadar lewat.

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Serta semua jenis kelezatan pria nakal
yang bisa dibayangkan.

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Kita bicara besok
dan tentukan waktu diskusi.

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Bagus. Terima kasih. Sampai besok. Dah.

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Dia suka aku.

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Siapa yang tidak?

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Kenapa menikah dengan pria baik-baik?

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Jujur saja, karena mereka.

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Aku tak menelepon karena ada alasan!

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Teman wanitaku banyak.

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Buka pintunya, Billie!

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Astaga…

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Kau tak pernah hargai usahaku.

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Halo?

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Sarafku sudah sangat rusak
saat bertemu Cooper,

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hingga aku mati rasa.

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Kestabilan dan kewarasan yang dia berikan

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adalah balsem sejuk
untuk jiwaku yang lelah dan gosong.

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Aku takkan pernah lupa
pertama kali dia bawa aku ke rumah ini.

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Itu kata Algonquin, "Connecticut."

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"Tempat sungai yang panjang dan pasang."

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Aku suka itu.

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Itu dia.

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Bagaimana menurutmu? Ya?

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Seolah-olah dia selama ini menungguku.
Menunggu kami.

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Ya!

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Kau tak boleh mengotori rumah
dengan salju.

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Astaga!

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Dia masakkan aku makanan luar biasa.

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Hebat, 'kan?

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Bagaimana mungkin tak jatuh cinta
kepadanya?

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- Boleh?
- Ya.

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Senang akhirnya kita bertemu.

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Aku banyak dengar cerita tentang kalian.
Aku penggemar putri kalian. Jelas.

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- Kami juga.
- Tak selalu.

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Ibu.

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- Ibu bercanda.
- Tidak.

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Kau akan lihat.

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Cooper jenis pria yang menikmati
makan malam dengan orang tua.

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Ini Stasiun Utara.

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Bu. Mau duduk di sini?

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Dia berdiri di kereta,
meski banyak kursi kosong.

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Ya?

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- Selamat siang.
- Entah bagaimana

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menjadi pria tertampan
dan paling rendah hati di mana saja.

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Kuakui,

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aku tak menyangka keluar
dari Morgan Stanley untuk jadi orang baik.

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Tapi Cooper membutakanku
dengan rayuan "mengubah dunia"-nya.

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Selain itu, asuransi giginya bagus.

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- Ini tahun penting buat kita.
- Benar.

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Risiko tinggi, imbalan tinggi,
selamat untukmu.

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- Selamat Natal, Bung.
- Terima kasih, Kawan.

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Dia orang favoritku selamanya.

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Aku ingin kami hidup 100 tahun,
dan meninggal bersamaan.

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Dorong!

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Itu dia!

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Hei, Nak!

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Hai!

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Hai!

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Baiklah. Ayo ke Ibu.

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Hei, Nak!

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Hei!

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Astaga.

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Aku ingin jiwa kami saling menemukan
di akhirat secepat mungkin,

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agar kami bisa jatuh cinta
dan punya anak lagi,

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dan mengulanginya lagi.

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Aku juga ingin dia bercinta denganku.

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Apa itu permintaan sulit?

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Hei.

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Bukankah kau ada… Tidak! Hentikan dia!

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Maaf. Kau ada malam khusus wanita
malam ini, 'kan?

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Ya, tapi…

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Aku boleh telat.

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- Baik.
- Baik.

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Baik.

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Ya.

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Ya.

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Rasanya enak sekali.

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Enak sekali.

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Kau… Kau tak apa-apa?

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Ya.

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Ya, jangan berhenti. Teruskan.

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- Baik.
- Terus.

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Baik.

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Sial.

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Maaf, Sayang.

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- Aku amat lelah.
- Ya.

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Tunggu.

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- Tunggu.
- Ya.

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Ya.

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Itu enak.

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Enak. Ya.

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Bagus.

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Ya.

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- Cooper!
- Apa?

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- Maaf!
- Ambilkan vibrator saja.

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- Sungguh?
- Ya.

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- Tak apa-apa?
- Ya.

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Baiklah.

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Sudah 18 bulan sejak terakhir
Cooper mencumbuku, misalnya.

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Aku mengeluarkan bayi dari tubuhku

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setengah dari waktu itu.

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Astaga.

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Astaga.

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Tidak.

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- Kau… Kau ingin aku…
- Tak usah.

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Lupakan.

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Dahulu tak seperti ini.

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- Hai.
- Hei.

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Aku mencintaimu, Billie.

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Cooper.

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Lalu punya satu anak,
lalu punya satu lagi.

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Aku dulu menerima hasrat Cooper
yang menurun sebagai bukti.

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Ini yang terjadi setelah dewasa,
menikah, dan punya rutinitas.

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Tapi kini aku kelaparan.

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Kini aku berteriak kepadanya
dari dalam kepalaku,

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coba membuatnya rasakan sesuatu.

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Ibu belum cium malam aku.

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Sudah.

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Ibu tak melihat ke kamarku.

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Sudah, Sayang.

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Kemarilah.

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Kemarilah, Sayang. Ayo.

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Pintar.

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Ya.

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Itu anak Ibu.

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Baik.

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Kau baik-baik saja.

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Kau baik-baik saja.

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Ibu amat cantik.

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Kenapa?

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Tak apa, Sayang.

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Ibu tak apa-apa.

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- Jangan menangis, Bu.
- Ibu tak apa-apa, Sayang.

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Ibu tak apa-apa.

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Aku sayang Ibu.

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Ibu menyayangimu.

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Ibu menyayangimu, Sayang.

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Aku ingin Ibu menidurkanku
jika sudah selesai.

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Hei, Sayang!

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- Hei, belum tidur?
- Ya.

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Band bodoh ini belum tampil,

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dan aku terlalu terobsesi untuk menyerah,
pulang, dan tidur

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layaknya wanita dewasa

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yang harus bangun pukul 07.00
dan pergi bekerja.

250
00:18:29,254 --> 00:18:30,713
Kenapa kau belum tidur?

251
00:18:31,673 --> 00:18:32,590
Aku tak bisa tidur.

252
00:18:32,674 --> 00:18:34,634
Hei, apa Cooper pernah menyekikmu?

253
00:18:36,136 --> 00:18:38,680
- Jika belum, dia harus lakukan.
- Astaga.

254
00:18:38,763 --> 00:18:40,181
Kau menemui Alex lagi.

255
00:18:41,266 --> 00:18:43,268
Ada mantanmu yang lakukan itu, 'kan?

256
00:18:43,351 --> 00:18:45,145
Tak sengaja!

257
00:18:45,228 --> 00:18:48,022
Sayang. Kau perlu dicekik.

258
00:18:48,565 --> 00:18:51,109
- Seenak itu?
- Ya.

259
00:18:52,610 --> 00:18:54,612
Mungkin sebaiknya kami menikah.

260
00:18:54,696 --> 00:18:57,699
Dia bisa mencekikku tujuh
sampai sepuluh tahun lagi.

261
00:18:58,283 --> 00:19:01,244
Aku suka cekikan erotislah yang dibutuhkan

262
00:19:01,327 --> 00:19:04,747
agar Sasha Snow akhirnya menikah.

263
00:19:04,831 --> 00:19:07,417
Untuk tujuh sampai sepuluh tahun.
Jangan berlebihan.

264
00:19:11,212 --> 00:19:14,340
Kau ingin ceritakan ada apa?

265
00:19:14,424 --> 00:19:15,341
Aku…

266
00:19:15,425 --> 00:19:16,634
Aku merasa…

267
00:19:17,594 --> 00:19:18,595
berbeda.

268
00:19:18,678 --> 00:19:21,556
- Kau memang berbeda.
- Bukan, maksudku,

269
00:19:21,639 --> 00:19:24,267
aku tak merasa seperti diriku. Aku merasa…

270
00:19:24,350 --> 00:19:30,231
Versi diriku yang hambar,
seorang ibu dan istri, dan…

271
00:19:31,274 --> 00:19:32,609
Aku…

272
00:19:34,360 --> 00:19:37,614
Aku tak yakin aku harus seperti ini.

273
00:19:38,531 --> 00:19:42,035
Astaga. Kau harus bekerja lagi.

274
00:19:42,118 --> 00:19:44,412
Waktu luangmu terlalu banyak.

275
00:19:44,495 --> 00:19:45,496
Aku tak bisa.

276
00:19:46,456 --> 00:19:49,584
Aku dan Cooper setuju
aku akan urus anak-anak.

277
00:19:49,667 --> 00:19:52,837
- Astaga. Mau aku mulai dari mana?
- Aku inginkan ini.

278
00:19:53,755 --> 00:19:56,925
Kusangka akan menyukainya. Aku suka, tapi…

279
00:19:57,008 --> 00:20:00,511
Tak cukup. Tak apa-apa. Kau bisa katakan.

280
00:20:00,595 --> 00:20:03,014
Hanya saja… Entahlah.

281
00:20:03,973 --> 00:20:07,810
Aku banyak berpikir tentang…

282
00:20:09,979 --> 00:20:10,855
dia.

283
00:20:11,773 --> 00:20:14,442
- Siapa?
- Ayolah, Sash.

284
00:20:15,693 --> 00:20:17,111
Kau bercanda?

285
00:20:19,322 --> 00:20:21,658
Jangan kacaukan keluarga indahmu.

286
00:20:21,741 --> 00:20:24,202
- Tidak.
- Cooper pria baik.

287
00:20:24,285 --> 00:20:25,870
Aku tahu!

288
00:20:25,954 --> 00:20:29,123
Lalu hargai sebentar,
kau beruntung bertemu dengannya.

289
00:20:29,207 --> 00:20:32,543
Banyak wanita rela membunuh
demi yang kau miliki.

290
00:20:32,627 --> 00:20:34,212
Aku tahu.

291
00:20:34,295 --> 00:20:38,341
Tapi aku… Aku tak bisa berhenti pikirkan
bagaimana dahulu.

292
00:20:40,218 --> 00:20:42,553
- Dengan Brad?
- Denganku.

293
00:20:42,637 --> 00:20:44,264
Aku berbeda.

294
00:20:44,347 --> 00:20:47,392
- Aku tak tahu apa yang terjadi.
- Nona!

295
00:20:47,475 --> 00:20:51,854
Kau bersedia menikah dengannya,
pindah ke pinggiran kota, punya anak.

296
00:20:51,938 --> 00:20:55,358
Ini yang kau mau, B. Ini pilihanmu.

297
00:20:55,441 --> 00:20:56,484
Aku tahu.

298
00:20:56,567 --> 00:20:58,403
Aku tahu Cooper lelah.

299
00:20:58,486 --> 00:21:00,989
Aku juga, tapi aku hanya…

300
00:21:02,865 --> 00:21:03,783
Aku harus…

301
00:21:04,826 --> 00:21:06,244
merasakan itu lagi.

302
00:21:06,327 --> 00:21:07,620
Apa?

303
00:21:07,704 --> 00:21:11,624
Sedikit sensasi getaran cinta…

304
00:21:13,459 --> 00:21:16,671
yang ajaib dan saling terkait itu.

305
00:21:16,754 --> 00:21:19,549
Paham? Itu memabukkan!

306
00:21:23,011 --> 00:21:24,304
- Apa kabar?
- Hei.

307
00:21:25,013 --> 00:21:27,765
Sash, kau dengar aku?

308
00:21:30,310 --> 00:21:33,229
Ya. Dengarkan aku.

309
00:21:37,108 --> 00:21:38,985
Brad memang seksi.

310
00:21:39,068 --> 00:21:40,903
Tapi cinta seperti itu mudah berubah.

311
00:21:41,362 --> 00:21:45,325
Itu menyakiti, berkhianat,
dan pada akhirnya tak bisa dipertahankan.

312
00:21:45,408 --> 00:21:48,619
Yang kau punya dengan Cooper
akan bertahan.

313
00:21:48,703 --> 00:21:53,207
Sel tubuh dan jiwaku juga tahu itu.

314
00:21:53,291 --> 00:21:54,208
Bagus.

315
00:21:56,627 --> 00:21:58,087
Apa rencanamu?

316
00:21:59,756 --> 00:22:00,631
Entahlah.

317
00:22:17,357 --> 00:22:20,693
DAHULU TAK SEPERTI INI…
LALU PUNYA ANAK, PUNYA SATU LAGI…

318
00:22:28,117 --> 00:22:29,452
Cinta adalah narkoba.

319
00:22:30,453 --> 00:22:31,746
Itu kata orang, 'kan?

320
00:22:32,288 --> 00:22:35,291
Dopamin, oksitosin, adrenalin.

321
00:22:38,836 --> 00:22:41,297
Tapi aku bisa rasakan perasaan itu lagi.

322
00:22:41,381 --> 00:22:42,924
Tiap kali kututup mata

323
00:22:43,007 --> 00:22:46,219
dan teringat malam-malam itu,
aku merasakannya.

324
00:22:46,302 --> 00:22:48,721
Itu bukan bayangan mabuk semata.

325
00:22:48,805 --> 00:22:54,602
Itu nyata. Itu aku versi lain.

326
00:23:05,571 --> 00:23:06,406
Nona.

327
00:23:06,489 --> 00:23:09,826
Kau berdandan cantik dan aku suka!

328
00:23:09,909 --> 00:23:12,703
Sasha Snow cerdas.

329
00:23:12,787 --> 00:23:15,998
Satu-satunya dari kami
yang menyelesaikan S3

330
00:23:16,082 --> 00:23:20,002
dan kini profesor psikologi
di almamater kami.

331
00:23:20,086 --> 00:23:22,171
Dia juga wanita terliar

332
00:23:22,255 --> 00:23:26,217
dan seenaknya yang pernah ditemui.

333
00:23:27,802 --> 00:23:31,556
Keliaran itu membawa kami ke pusat kota

334
00:23:31,639 --> 00:23:36,769
hampir tiap malam Minggu
di Kafe Ludlow Street,

335
00:23:37,353 --> 00:23:43,109
dan banyak penyanyi utama, pemain drum,
dan pemain bas yang sama liarnya.

336
00:23:43,192 --> 00:23:46,195
KAFE LUDLOW STREET
MEMPERSEMBAHKAN KOSSI

337
00:24:53,596 --> 00:24:54,472
Halo.

338
00:24:57,266 --> 00:25:00,019
- Menurutmu kau layak?
- Ya.

339
00:25:07,944 --> 00:25:09,820
Maaf.

340
00:25:11,989 --> 00:25:14,325
Aku akan pergi.

341
00:25:14,867 --> 00:25:16,118
Kau…

342
00:25:16,202 --> 00:25:17,411
Kau tak apa-apa?

343
00:25:19,997 --> 00:25:21,791
Kau luar biasa.

344
00:25:22,583 --> 00:25:23,501
Hei!

345
00:25:25,002 --> 00:25:26,045
Kau tak apa-apa?

346
00:25:26,128 --> 00:25:29,632
Ya. Aku seratus blok dari rumahku?

347
00:25:30,925 --> 00:25:33,344
Sampai jumpa. Aku menyayangimu.

348
00:25:33,427 --> 00:25:34,428
Aku menyayangimu.

349
00:25:38,099 --> 00:25:40,893
Pegang kepalaku lagi,
akan kugigit sampai putus.

350
00:25:42,979 --> 00:25:44,105
Tak masalah.

351
00:25:44,647 --> 00:25:48,401
Kau luar biasa.

352
00:25:51,904 --> 00:25:53,698
Akan kusembah kau di singgasanamu.

353
00:26:11,674 --> 00:26:12,717
Hei.

354
00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:14,218
Kau suka pria nakal?

355
00:26:15,386 --> 00:26:18,306
Ya. Beri tahu jika kau menemukannya.

356
00:26:20,141 --> 00:26:22,184
Hei, pergilah.

357
00:26:22,268 --> 00:26:23,561
Hei!

358
00:26:25,354 --> 00:26:26,439
Jangan ganggu dia.

359
00:26:27,773 --> 00:26:29,734
Ini. Belilah makanan.

360
00:26:30,234 --> 00:26:31,068
Pergi!

361
00:26:32,778 --> 00:26:34,488
Ini omong kosong.

362
00:26:39,368 --> 00:26:40,202
Kau Billie?

363
00:26:41,621 --> 00:26:43,456
Temanmu bilang kau butuh tumpangan.

364
00:26:44,290 --> 00:26:46,042
Kau anggota band?

365
00:26:47,877 --> 00:26:50,212
Ya. Kurang lebih.

366
00:26:51,339 --> 00:26:53,007
Mobilku diparkir di sana jika mau.

367
00:26:53,966 --> 00:26:56,427
Jika tidak, selamat malam.

368
00:26:57,928 --> 00:26:58,763
Tunggu.

369
00:27:00,931 --> 00:27:02,058
Kau punya mobil?

370
00:27:02,725 --> 00:27:06,437
Di kota ini?
Tak ada yang menyetir di kota ini.

371
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:09,231
Bagaimana kau cari tempat parkir,
atau membenarkan biayanya?

372
00:27:09,315 --> 00:27:12,693
Terhadap lingkungan, misalnya? Belum lagi…

373
00:27:19,742 --> 00:27:21,410
Kau mau tumpangan?

374
00:27:31,420 --> 00:27:35,091
Jadi, kau bukan anggota band.
Kau juga bukan kru.

375
00:27:35,591 --> 00:27:39,387
Bukan. Aku pemilik label rekaman
yang ingin mengontrak mereka.

376
00:27:40,429 --> 00:27:41,931
Kau pemilik perusahaan rekaman?

377
00:27:42,682 --> 00:27:46,852
Juga mobil ini, tempat tak jauh dari sini,
jaket ini, sepatu bot ini.

378
00:27:47,770 --> 00:27:48,979
Hanya itu.

379
00:27:50,940 --> 00:27:53,025
Menurutmu dia bagus? Kossi?

380
00:27:53,984 --> 00:27:57,697
Itu alasan kau menjilat kepadanya
dengan bantu wanitanya, 'kan?

381
00:27:57,780 --> 00:27:59,240
Siapa, Sasha?

382
00:28:00,157 --> 00:28:03,661
Sulit untuk menolaknya.

383
00:28:03,744 --> 00:28:07,707
Tapi kau antar pulang temannya,
berarti pria itu punya kelebihan.

384
00:28:08,708 --> 00:28:11,043
Untuk sekarang, tapi jangan terbiasa,

385
00:28:11,127 --> 00:28:14,130
kau juga, karena sopir bukan modusku.

386
00:28:14,630 --> 00:28:15,756
Dimengerti.

387
00:28:18,300 --> 00:28:19,635
Sasha teman baik.

388
00:28:21,303 --> 00:28:24,265
Mengkhawatirkanmu saat…

389
00:28:24,348 --> 00:28:25,266
Ya.

390
00:28:25,349 --> 00:28:27,268
Dia yang terbaik.

391
00:28:27,351 --> 00:28:31,147
Kami teman sekamar
saat kuliah S3 di Columbia.

392
00:28:31,230 --> 00:28:32,231
Jurusan?

393
00:28:32,314 --> 00:28:34,984
- Psikologi.
- Sial.

394
00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:37,361
Aku sebaiknya diam.

395
00:28:37,445 --> 00:28:41,031
Kau mungkin akan mulai menguliahiku
tentang ibuku yang kejam

396
00:28:41,115 --> 00:28:45,911
dan aku akan lebih diterima
jika ibuku lebih sering menggendongku.

397
00:28:48,748 --> 00:28:49,999
Sial.

398
00:28:51,542 --> 00:28:52,877
Itu yang kau pikirkan?

399
00:28:54,128 --> 00:28:59,133
Menurutku kau suka barang bagus
karena terlahir memilikinya atau tidak.

400
00:28:59,216 --> 00:29:01,093
Kau punya label rekaman,

401
00:29:01,177 --> 00:29:04,263
jadi, kutebak
kau unggul dalam hal itu, Kawan.

402
00:29:04,889 --> 00:29:06,724
Tapi kau pindah ke New York.

403
00:29:06,807 --> 00:29:09,810
Kau tak tinggal di rumah
mengurus peternakan kiwi keluarga.

404
00:29:10,311 --> 00:29:13,981
Jadi, itu "rasakan" klasik
untuk ibu atau ayah,

405
00:29:14,064 --> 00:29:19,862
tapi melihat rambut dan cincin itu,

406
00:29:19,945 --> 00:29:22,364
kau tak bermasalah dengan sisi femininmu.

407
00:29:22,448 --> 00:29:25,951
Jadi, ayah tersayang masalahnya.

408
00:29:26,035 --> 00:29:27,203
Benar?

409
00:29:34,418 --> 00:29:35,753
Kau mau minum?

410
00:29:38,380 --> 00:29:41,091
Ya. Tahu mau ke mana?

411
00:29:41,759 --> 00:29:42,593
Ya.

412
00:29:43,302 --> 00:29:44,261
Tempatku.

413
00:30:01,737 --> 00:30:04,156
Hanya jaket dan sepatu bot, ya?

414
00:30:04,657 --> 00:30:06,116
Aku suka barang bagus.

415
00:30:06,659 --> 00:30:08,077
Kau sendiri yang bilang.

416
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:19,171
Ada panggung di ruang dudukmu.

417
00:30:19,255 --> 00:30:20,881
Aku punya label rekaman.

418
00:30:20,965 --> 00:30:23,509
Terkadang, aku suka
pemusikku main di sini.

419
00:30:24,301 --> 00:30:26,887
- Kota ini gila.
- Ya.

420
00:30:26,971 --> 00:30:28,764
Dalam artian baik.

421
00:30:32,101 --> 00:30:33,519
Coba kutebak.

422
00:30:38,315 --> 00:30:39,149
Iowa?

423
00:30:40,442 --> 00:30:41,277
Bukan.

424
00:30:42,611 --> 00:30:43,445
Ohio?

425
00:30:45,239 --> 00:30:46,073
Georgia.

426
00:30:48,158 --> 00:30:49,076
Tak ada aksen?

427
00:30:49,827 --> 00:30:51,120
Tidak lagi.

428
00:30:53,539 --> 00:30:54,915
Saat masih kecil…

429
00:30:58,502 --> 00:31:01,463
aku bermimpi tinggal di Kota New York.

430
00:31:02,464 --> 00:31:05,175
Tak menyangka terwujud,
tapi setelah di sini…

431
00:31:08,637 --> 00:31:09,471
Entahlah.

432
00:31:12,099 --> 00:31:13,434
Aku tak ingin pergi.

433
00:31:15,686 --> 00:31:17,479
Ada banyak orang gila di sini.

434
00:31:18,772 --> 00:31:23,277
Ada banyak orang kacau juga,
jadi, kau punya banyak pekerjaan.

435
00:31:25,696 --> 00:31:27,072
Entahlah. Maksudku…

436
00:31:28,115 --> 00:31:29,909
Aku suka menolong orang, tapi…

437
00:31:31,410 --> 00:31:33,621
tak benar-benar yakin.

438
00:31:36,498 --> 00:31:37,625
Kurasa kau suka.

439
00:31:39,877 --> 00:31:41,670
Malahan aku yakin…

440
00:31:43,130 --> 00:31:44,798
kau melakukannya tiap hari.

441
00:31:54,433 --> 00:31:56,060
Akan kutunjukkan sesuatu.

442
00:32:11,367 --> 00:32:13,035
Katamu kau suka New York.

443
00:32:13,702 --> 00:32:16,246
Kau pantas melihatnya seperti ini.

444
00:32:17,414 --> 00:32:19,375
Ini…

445
00:32:23,671 --> 00:32:27,675
Aku tak menyangka malamku
akan berakhir seperti ini.

446
00:32:28,801 --> 00:32:30,511
Malam belum berakhir.

447
00:32:49,405 --> 00:32:55,244
Gila, tapi aku mulai percaya
ini mungkin hidupku.

448
00:32:56,954 --> 00:33:00,874
Aku berdoa agar tetap seperti ini.

449
00:33:17,099 --> 00:33:17,933
Hei.

450
00:33:19,393 --> 00:33:20,227
Tenanglah.

451
00:33:21,979 --> 00:33:22,813
Percayalah.

452
00:33:25,274 --> 00:33:26,233
Aku ingin.

453
00:33:41,623 --> 00:33:42,666
Seharusnya tidak.

454
00:33:43,167 --> 00:33:44,877
Tapi kulakukan.

455
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:48,881
Aku percayai dia…

456
00:33:51,216 --> 00:33:52,468
sepenuhnya.

457
00:35:23,100 --> 00:35:26,687
Akhirnya, dia memercayaiku juga.

458
00:35:37,531 --> 00:35:40,159
Intensitas pembicaraan kami.

459
00:35:41,743 --> 00:35:43,245
Itu memabukkan.

460
00:35:47,332 --> 00:35:51,795
Aku terangsang oleh kenyataan
aku satu-satunya di Bumi…

461
00:35:52,504 --> 00:35:56,633
yang bisa melihat apa di balik
cangkangnya yang keras.

462
00:36:06,643 --> 00:36:07,769
Aku mendapat visi…

463
00:36:09,104 --> 00:36:10,606
aku bisa seperti apa.

464
00:36:11,648 --> 00:36:13,066
Kami bisa seperti apa…

465
00:36:15,194 --> 00:36:16,028
bersama.

466
00:36:17,404 --> 00:36:20,324
Sejujurnya, aku merindukan itu.

467
00:36:21,491 --> 00:36:22,534
Juga dia.

468
00:36:23,243 --> 00:36:24,369
Aku merindukan dia.

469
00:36:25,579 --> 00:36:26,580
Amat…

470
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:27,915
sangat…

471
00:36:28,498 --> 00:36:29,333
rindu.

472
00:36:43,138 --> 00:36:44,014
Cooper.

473
00:36:53,273 --> 00:36:57,569
Siapa kau?

474
00:37:18,006 --> 00:37:20,050
Itu yang kau mau?

475
00:37:22,261 --> 00:37:23,095
Ya.

476
00:37:54,418 --> 00:37:55,419
Ya.

477
00:37:56,003 --> 00:37:56,837
Ya.

478
00:37:58,880 --> 00:37:59,715
Jangan.

479
00:38:01,008 --> 00:38:02,384
Jangan.

480
00:38:02,467 --> 00:38:05,971
Tidak. Teruskan. Jangan berhenti.

481
00:38:12,602 --> 00:38:13,812
Ya!

482
00:38:17,190 --> 00:38:18,358
Ya!

483
00:38:20,110 --> 00:38:21,445
Kau milikku, Billie.

484
00:38:22,404 --> 00:38:24,156
Kau milikku.

485
00:38:25,240 --> 00:38:26,074
Jangan…

486
00:38:27,159 --> 00:38:29,119
lupakan itu.

487
00:38:34,082 --> 00:38:34,958
Ya!

488
00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:06,281
Aku harus ke kantor.

489
00:39:24,216 --> 00:39:25,217
Olga, hai.

490
00:39:25,926 --> 00:39:27,469
Aku tahu ini mendadak.

491
00:39:27,552 --> 00:39:30,972
Bisakah kau jaga anak-anak hari ini?

492
00:39:32,724 --> 00:39:35,227
Ya. Terima kasih.

493
00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:53,912
Billie!

494
00:39:54,830 --> 00:39:56,039
Hai!

495
00:39:57,749 --> 00:39:59,709
Kau pergi ke kota juga?

496
00:40:00,502 --> 00:40:03,463
Kami membolos, mau ke Radio City.

497
00:40:03,964 --> 00:40:05,298
Ikutlah.

498
00:40:05,382 --> 00:40:07,467
Maaf, aku tak bisa.

499
00:40:07,551 --> 00:40:09,970
- Aku…
- Astaga, Sayang!

500
00:40:10,053 --> 00:40:11,054
Ada apa?

501
00:40:12,973 --> 00:40:17,060
Ibuku sakit parah.

502
00:40:17,727 --> 00:40:18,895
Aku turut prihatin.

503
00:40:18,979 --> 00:40:21,356
- Tidak, maaf.
- Tak apa-apa.

504
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:24,151
- Biar kami bantu.
- Tidak. Jangan.

505
00:40:25,402 --> 00:40:27,195
Nikmati waktu kalian.

506
00:41:13,492 --> 00:41:15,577
- Siapa?
- Ini aku.

507
00:41:17,329 --> 00:41:18,997
Biarkan aku masuk!

508
00:41:23,376 --> 00:41:24,211
Billie.

509
00:41:25,837 --> 00:41:28,632
- Apa yang kau lakukan?
- Aku tak tahu.

510
00:41:28,715 --> 00:41:29,841
Aku tak tahu.

511
00:41:29,925 --> 00:41:31,927
Aku butuh miras.

512
00:41:32,844 --> 00:41:35,430
Astaga. Aku seperti, aku…

513
00:41:35,514 --> 00:41:37,390
Aku berkeringat, kau tahu?

514
00:41:41,645 --> 00:41:42,771
Jantungku.

515
00:41:43,396 --> 00:41:46,775
Aku tak bisa bernapas.
Aku merasa… Entahlah.

516
00:41:46,858 --> 00:41:49,736
Aku merasa perlu, seperti… Ini…

517
00:42:00,830 --> 00:42:01,665
Baik.

518
00:42:05,544 --> 00:42:06,836
Begini…

519
00:42:12,467 --> 00:42:14,219
Billie, tunggu.

520
00:42:19,224 --> 00:42:20,642
Aku mau pulang.

521
00:44:01,785 --> 00:44:04,287
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