1 00:00:06,068 --> 00:00:08,070 [theme music playing] 2 00:00:17,038 --> 00:00:19,040 [dance music playing over speakers] 3 00:00:20,624 --> 00:00:24,545 [Billie] There was a time in my life when I felt free. 4 00:00:25,963 --> 00:00:29,216 And the world was full of possibilities. 5 00:00:31,218 --> 00:00:33,429 Especially him. 6 00:00:40,811 --> 00:00:42,104 Hey, boyfriend. 7 00:00:42,188 --> 00:00:43,230 Hey. 8 00:00:49,570 --> 00:00:51,989 -[Billie] Wait, what are you doing? -Do you want me to stop? 9 00:00:52,073 --> 00:00:53,491 [moans] 10 00:00:54,992 --> 00:00:56,368 Or should I keep going? 11 00:00:58,329 --> 00:00:59,371 Fu... 12 00:01:00,081 --> 00:01:01,123 Yes. 13 00:01:01,832 --> 00:01:02,958 [moaning] 14 00:01:04,251 --> 00:01:05,377 [Billie] Those were the days. 15 00:01:05,461 --> 00:01:09,340 People say you don't know them when you're having them, but I knew. 16 00:01:09,423 --> 00:01:11,050 Oh, you're killing me. 17 00:01:12,176 --> 00:01:13,135 You know that? 18 00:01:13,219 --> 00:01:14,178 Mm-hm. 19 00:01:14,762 --> 00:01:15,888 [Billie laughs] 20 00:01:16,472 --> 00:01:17,932 [Billie] Time of your life, baby? 21 00:01:19,350 --> 00:01:20,893 Yes, please. 22 00:01:28,567 --> 00:01:29,735 [Billie moaning] 23 00:01:32,863 --> 00:01:34,240 [yelps] 24 00:01:35,449 --> 00:01:37,034 [grunts] Jesus. 25 00:01:40,162 --> 00:01:42,123 You are killing me. 26 00:01:43,541 --> 00:01:44,542 You know that? 27 00:01:46,001 --> 00:01:47,044 Yeah. 28 00:01:48,420 --> 00:01:51,507 And now, these are the days. 29 00:01:52,091 --> 00:01:55,344 And everything is so different. 30 00:01:58,389 --> 00:02:00,558 Mommy, you said you were feeding her. 31 00:02:00,641 --> 00:02:01,976 I am feeding her. 32 00:02:02,059 --> 00:02:05,062 -No, you're sleeping. -Okay. 33 00:02:05,146 --> 00:02:09,567 You know what? I fell asleep for, like, a second. 34 00:02:09,650 --> 00:02:13,320 -But what do you need? -I want to show you something. 35 00:02:14,196 --> 00:02:16,323 You wanna show me something? 36 00:02:17,741 --> 00:02:20,244 [chuckling] What do you wanna show me? 37 00:02:20,327 --> 00:02:22,246 Come on, Mommy. 38 00:02:22,329 --> 00:02:24,415 [Billie] All right, I'm coming. 39 00:02:24,498 --> 00:02:26,500 [upbeat music playing] 40 00:02:35,009 --> 00:02:35,885 Hudson? 41 00:02:38,470 --> 00:02:39,305 What--? 42 00:02:42,266 --> 00:02:44,602 What have you got there, honey? 43 00:02:45,186 --> 00:02:47,021 Look, mariposa. 44 00:02:49,481 --> 00:02:50,608 Oh, my gosh. 45 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:52,568 Baby. 46 00:02:52,651 --> 00:02:56,488 You can't keep him like that, sweetheart. You have to let him go. 47 00:02:56,572 --> 00:02:57,698 It's a girl. 48 00:02:59,408 --> 00:03:01,702 Okay. All right. But still. 49 00:03:01,785 --> 00:03:03,871 And she's mine. I love her. 50 00:03:03,954 --> 00:03:07,082 I know, sweetheart. But she can't breathe in there. 51 00:03:07,833 --> 00:03:10,586 And she's gonna die if you don't let her out. 52 00:03:12,171 --> 00:03:13,839 Come here. Come with me. 53 00:03:13,923 --> 00:03:15,007 Let's go sit down. 54 00:03:15,758 --> 00:03:17,218 Come here, angel. 55 00:03:18,135 --> 00:03:19,136 All right. 56 00:03:23,682 --> 00:03:24,808 Look at that baby. 57 00:03:24,892 --> 00:03:25,851 Okay, now. 58 00:03:26,894 --> 00:03:28,354 I have an idea. 59 00:03:28,437 --> 00:03:31,857 Let's see which way she goes, okay? 60 00:03:32,942 --> 00:03:33,984 Mmm. 61 00:03:34,068 --> 00:03:36,528 South, probably. Yeah? 62 00:03:36,612 --> 00:03:38,781 Thousands of miles for the winter. 63 00:03:45,955 --> 00:03:47,331 [both gasp] 64 00:03:48,082 --> 00:03:49,124 Wow. 65 00:03:50,626 --> 00:03:51,835 There it is! 66 00:03:52,836 --> 00:03:54,129 Go wave to her. 67 00:03:54,213 --> 00:03:55,422 Bye, butterfly! 68 00:03:55,506 --> 00:03:57,341 [Cooper] Munchkins! Where are my babies? 69 00:03:58,217 --> 00:03:59,969 Where's my babies? Get over here, bud. 70 00:04:00,052 --> 00:04:02,471 Come on. Where are they? Come here, bud. 71 00:04:03,097 --> 00:04:04,473 [grunting] 72 00:04:04,556 --> 00:04:07,935 -My word, you are so gigantic and cute. -[Hudson laughing] 73 00:04:08,018 --> 00:04:12,106 Oh, I can barely hold you up! 74 00:04:12,815 --> 00:04:13,941 Missed you, buddy. 75 00:04:16,193 --> 00:04:19,071 Oh, there she is. There's my beautiful girl. 76 00:04:22,116 --> 00:04:24,910 Yeah. Hey, sweetie. 77 00:04:25,786 --> 00:04:26,996 Look at you. 78 00:04:28,872 --> 00:04:30,457 -Hey. -Hey! 79 00:04:30,541 --> 00:04:34,086 I was gonna get dressed at some point, I swear. I just-- 80 00:04:34,169 --> 00:04:35,879 Ah, it's no biggie. 81 00:04:37,172 --> 00:04:40,968 All right. I'm gonna hurry up and mow the lawn before the game starts. 82 00:04:42,136 --> 00:04:43,304 Oh, yeah. 83 00:04:44,722 --> 00:04:46,598 -You good? -Yup. 84 00:04:46,682 --> 00:04:48,058 -All good. -Huddie! 85 00:04:48,142 --> 00:04:51,228 [Billie] My husband is as gorgeous inside as out. 86 00:04:51,312 --> 00:04:52,354 Wait for me. 87 00:04:52,438 --> 00:04:55,316 I've never caught him looking at another woman. 88 00:04:57,109 --> 00:04:59,528 Hell, I've never even caught him in a lie. 89 00:05:00,696 --> 00:05:03,032 So, what's the problem, right? 90 00:05:04,533 --> 00:05:05,701 [Cooper exhales] 91 00:05:07,202 --> 00:05:10,998 Oh, God, Billie, things have been so crazy at work. 92 00:05:11,081 --> 00:05:13,083 You have no idea. 93 00:05:13,167 --> 00:05:14,209 -Really? -Yeah. 94 00:05:14,293 --> 00:05:19,256 I mean, we're talking like, it's, like, post-merger madness, you know? 95 00:05:19,340 --> 00:05:22,426 Everybody's just angling for a position 96 00:05:22,509 --> 00:05:26,805 and they're all trying to show off for the new boss. 97 00:05:26,889 --> 00:05:29,391 And she's great, though, you know? She's-- 98 00:05:29,892 --> 00:05:31,560 She wants to expand internationally. 99 00:05:31,643 --> 00:05:33,937 She wants to do all those things I've wanted to do, 100 00:05:34,021 --> 00:05:37,066 just on a-- I don't know, like a much, much larger scale. 101 00:05:38,859 --> 00:05:40,027 Wow. 102 00:05:40,110 --> 00:05:41,320 [Cooper] Yeah. 103 00:05:41,403 --> 00:05:45,783 You know, people are swarming, but she sees me, I can feel it. 104 00:05:48,452 --> 00:05:49,286 What? 105 00:05:51,455 --> 00:05:52,289 Nothing. 106 00:05:53,874 --> 00:05:55,376 I just miss you. 107 00:05:56,168 --> 00:05:57,795 -[cell phone ringing] -Excuse me. 108 00:06:01,465 --> 00:06:02,925 Okay, and that's her. 109 00:06:04,134 --> 00:06:05,677 My new boss. 110 00:06:05,761 --> 00:06:07,721 Come on. Have you listened to a word I said? 111 00:06:07,805 --> 00:06:09,640 -Right. -Francesca, hey! 112 00:06:09,723 --> 00:06:11,266 How are you? [laughs] 113 00:06:11,350 --> 00:06:15,938 [Billie] The problem is Cooper Connelly is married to me. 114 00:06:17,147 --> 00:06:18,107 And before I met him, 115 00:06:18,190 --> 00:06:23,112 I'd been contorted into at least 73% of the positions in the Kama Sutra. 116 00:06:24,196 --> 00:06:26,448 As should we all. 117 00:06:26,532 --> 00:06:28,200 -There were rich guys. -[moaning] 118 00:06:29,243 --> 00:06:30,494 Poor guys. 119 00:06:32,121 --> 00:06:33,622 Tattooed guys. 120 00:06:34,748 --> 00:06:36,834 Just-flying-through guys. 121 00:06:37,876 --> 00:06:42,589 And every other kind of bad boy deliciousness you can imagine. 122 00:06:46,427 --> 00:06:49,596 We'll just talk tomorrow and set a time, then we'll discuss. 123 00:06:50,347 --> 00:06:53,434 All right, great. Thanks. We'll see you then. Bye. 124 00:06:56,061 --> 00:06:57,104 She loves me. 125 00:07:02,693 --> 00:07:04,570 -[Cooper whistling] -Who doesn't? 126 00:07:05,988 --> 00:07:08,574 So why go marry someone so straight-laced? 127 00:07:09,783 --> 00:07:12,661 Honestly, because of them. 128 00:07:12,744 --> 00:07:14,955 I didn't call you back for a reason! 129 00:07:15,038 --> 00:07:16,165 I see a lot of women. 130 00:07:16,248 --> 00:07:17,875 Open the goddamn door, Billie! 131 00:07:18,500 --> 00:07:19,877 [moaning] 132 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:20,961 Holy-- 133 00:07:21,044 --> 00:07:24,173 You never appreciated anything that I did. 134 00:07:24,256 --> 00:07:25,174 Hello? 135 00:07:27,676 --> 00:07:30,721 My nerves were so fucking shot by the time I met Cooper, 136 00:07:30,804 --> 00:07:32,806 my heart was riding on fumes. 137 00:07:33,557 --> 00:07:36,268 And the stability and sanity he offered 138 00:07:36,351 --> 00:07:40,772 was a soothing balm to my spent, scorched soul. 139 00:07:40,856 --> 00:07:42,483 [uplifting music playing] 140 00:07:42,566 --> 00:07:45,652 I'll never forget the first time he brought me to this house. 141 00:07:46,445 --> 00:07:50,115 It's actually an Algonquin word, "Connecticut." 142 00:07:50,699 --> 00:07:53,285 "Land of the long tidal river." 143 00:07:53,994 --> 00:07:55,204 I always loved that. 144 00:08:14,348 --> 00:08:15,432 There she is. 145 00:08:28,237 --> 00:08:29,404 [Billie laughs] 146 00:08:29,488 --> 00:08:31,448 -What do you think? Yeah? -Wow. 147 00:08:32,115 --> 00:08:35,452 It's like he'd been waiting for me. For us. 148 00:08:36,161 --> 00:08:39,206 [shouting] Yep! Ha! 149 00:08:40,332 --> 00:08:43,418 Can't have you tracking snow in the house, come on, now. 150 00:08:45,045 --> 00:08:47,256 [Billie exclaims] Oh, my God! 151 00:08:48,090 --> 00:08:50,884 He cooked me this incredible meal. 152 00:08:53,011 --> 00:08:55,138 I mean, come on. 153 00:08:58,100 --> 00:09:00,894 How could you not fall in love with this guy? 154 00:09:02,020 --> 00:09:03,355 -May I? -Yes. 155 00:09:08,986 --> 00:09:10,529 It's nice to finally meet you. 156 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:15,075 I've heard so much about the both of you. I'm a big fan of your daughter's. Clearly. 157 00:09:15,158 --> 00:09:17,703 -Us too. -Most days, anyway. 158 00:09:17,786 --> 00:09:18,954 Mom. 159 00:09:19,037 --> 00:09:20,956 -She's joking. -Or I'm not. 160 00:09:21,039 --> 00:09:22,332 Well, you'll see. 161 00:09:24,167 --> 00:09:25,502 [Billie] Cooper is the kind of guy 162 00:09:25,586 --> 00:09:28,338 who actually enjoys dinner with your parents. 163 00:09:28,964 --> 00:09:31,550 [man over PA] This is North Station. North Station. 164 00:09:32,050 --> 00:09:33,969 Ma'am, ma'am. Why don't you sit right here? 165 00:09:34,052 --> 00:09:37,764 [Billie] He stands on the train, no matter how many seats are empty. 166 00:09:37,848 --> 00:09:38,682 Yeah? 167 00:09:41,101 --> 00:09:42,853 -Have a great day. -And somehow 168 00:09:42,936 --> 00:09:48,275 manages to be the most handsome and humble man in any room. 169 00:09:48,358 --> 00:09:49,401 Gotta say, 170 00:09:50,485 --> 00:09:54,114 never thought I'd leave Morgan Stanley to come be one of the good guys. 171 00:09:54,197 --> 00:09:55,198 [all chuckling] 172 00:09:55,282 --> 00:09:59,661 But Cooper sucked me in with his "change the world" hoo-ha. 173 00:10:00,662 --> 00:10:02,998 And the dental plan's not that bad either. 174 00:10:03,081 --> 00:10:04,916 [all laughing] 175 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:08,962 -But we have had a very big year. -We have. 176 00:10:09,546 --> 00:10:14,509 High risk, high reward, so huzzah to you. 177 00:10:16,470 --> 00:10:19,348 -Merry fucking Christmas, dude. -Thanks, buddy. Appreciate you. 178 00:10:19,431 --> 00:10:21,433 [applause] 179 00:10:28,273 --> 00:10:31,193 [Billie] He is my all-time favorite person. 180 00:10:31,276 --> 00:10:33,278 [inaudible dialogue] 181 00:10:34,905 --> 00:10:39,868 And I want us to live a hundred years and die at the exact same moment. 182 00:10:42,579 --> 00:10:44,581 [applause] 183 00:10:45,290 --> 00:10:47,125 -[Cooper] Push! -[Billie grunting] 184 00:10:49,127 --> 00:10:50,379 Oh, there he is! 185 00:10:51,421 --> 00:10:53,674 -Hey, buddy! -[baby crying] 186 00:10:54,216 --> 00:10:55,509 Hi! 187 00:10:56,718 --> 00:10:57,636 Hi! 188 00:10:57,719 --> 00:11:00,263 I know, I know. Okay, go see Mommy. Go see Mommy. 189 00:11:00,347 --> 00:11:01,390 Hey, bud! 190 00:11:01,890 --> 00:11:02,724 Hey! 191 00:11:03,809 --> 00:11:05,352 Oh, my God. 192 00:11:05,435 --> 00:11:06,895 [Billie] And I want our souls 193 00:11:06,978 --> 00:11:10,107 to find each other on the other side as soon as possible, 194 00:11:10,190 --> 00:11:14,111 so we can fall in love and make more babies, 195 00:11:14,194 --> 00:11:17,280 and do it all over again. 196 00:11:18,657 --> 00:11:20,701 I just also want him to fuck my brains out. 197 00:11:22,119 --> 00:11:24,079 Is that so much to ask? 198 00:11:24,162 --> 00:11:26,164 [man speaking indistinctly over TV] 199 00:11:27,124 --> 00:11:27,999 Hey. 200 00:11:29,167 --> 00:11:33,880 Didn't you have the, um...? No, no, no! Stop him! 201 00:11:37,384 --> 00:11:41,138 I'm sorry. Didn't you have the--? The girls night in tonight? 202 00:11:41,221 --> 00:11:42,514 Yeah, but you know... 203 00:11:42,597 --> 00:11:44,599 -Um... -[sensual music playing] 204 00:11:45,350 --> 00:11:47,602 -I can be late. -Oh. [chuckles] 205 00:11:47,686 --> 00:11:50,230 -Okay. -Oh. Okay. 206 00:11:51,940 --> 00:11:53,692 Okay. Mm-hm. 207 00:11:53,775 --> 00:11:55,694 [Billie] Oh, yeah. 208 00:11:55,777 --> 00:11:57,988 Oh, yeah. [moaning] 209 00:11:59,448 --> 00:12:01,867 Oh, it's so good. That feels so good. 210 00:12:05,996 --> 00:12:07,330 So good. 211 00:12:18,508 --> 00:12:19,885 Are you--? Are you okay? 212 00:12:20,677 --> 00:12:21,678 Yes. 213 00:12:21,762 --> 00:12:24,181 Yeah, no, don't stop. Don't stop. Keep going. 214 00:12:24,264 --> 00:12:25,640 -Okay. -Keep going. 215 00:12:25,724 --> 00:12:26,808 Okay. 216 00:12:26,892 --> 00:12:28,351 [moaning] 217 00:12:30,562 --> 00:12:31,855 [Cooper grunts] 218 00:12:34,232 --> 00:12:35,901 Shit. 219 00:12:39,571 --> 00:12:41,490 I'm sorry, babe. 220 00:12:43,742 --> 00:12:45,243 -I'm just so tired. -Yeah. 221 00:12:51,458 --> 00:12:52,751 Okay. Hold on. 222 00:12:53,668 --> 00:12:54,795 -Hold on. -Okay. 223 00:12:58,590 --> 00:13:00,842 [moaning] Oh, yeah. 224 00:13:01,760 --> 00:13:03,303 Oh, that's good. 225 00:13:04,221 --> 00:13:06,598 Oh, that's good. Yeah. 226 00:13:08,642 --> 00:13:09,893 That's good. 227 00:13:10,644 --> 00:13:11,978 Oh, yeah. 228 00:13:22,155 --> 00:13:23,573 -Cooper! -What? 229 00:13:24,157 --> 00:13:28,161 -Sorry. I'm sorry. -Just-- Okay, just get the vibrator. 230 00:13:28,245 --> 00:13:29,162 -Really? -Yeah. 231 00:13:29,830 --> 00:13:31,122 -Is that okay? -Yeah. 232 00:13:33,124 --> 00:13:34,084 Okay. 233 00:13:37,379 --> 00:13:41,091 [Billie] It's been 18 months since Cooper went down on me, for example. 234 00:13:42,425 --> 00:13:45,095 I expelled an entire human being from my body 235 00:13:45,178 --> 00:13:46,388 in half that time. 236 00:13:46,471 --> 00:13:47,764 [vibrator buzzing] 237 00:13:48,974 --> 00:13:50,141 [moaning] 238 00:13:54,145 --> 00:13:56,147 [vibrator dying, then stops] 239 00:13:56,815 --> 00:13:57,983 Oh, my God. 240 00:13:58,608 --> 00:14:00,151 [baby crying] 241 00:14:00,235 --> 00:14:01,862 Oh, my God. 242 00:14:03,738 --> 00:14:04,739 No. 243 00:14:08,076 --> 00:14:10,996 -Do you want me to, uh--? -It's fine. 244 00:14:11,872 --> 00:14:12,873 Forget it. 245 00:14:30,223 --> 00:14:32,225 [tender music playing] 246 00:14:42,903 --> 00:14:44,613 [Billie] It wasn't always like this. 247 00:14:48,366 --> 00:14:49,492 [Billie moaning] 248 00:15:05,508 --> 00:15:06,968 -Hi. -Hey. 249 00:15:08,887 --> 00:15:10,472 I love you, Billie. 250 00:15:10,555 --> 00:15:12,307 Cooper. 251 00:15:45,382 --> 00:15:48,635 But then you have one kid. And then another. 252 00:15:49,511 --> 00:15:53,139 I used to simply accept Cooper's waning passion as proof. 253 00:15:53,974 --> 00:15:58,603 This is what happens when you grow up, get married, get into a routine. 254 00:16:00,146 --> 00:16:02,148 But now I'm starving. 255 00:16:03,525 --> 00:16:06,486 Now I'm screaming at him from inside my head, 256 00:16:06,569 --> 00:16:09,781 trying to make him feel something. 257 00:16:09,864 --> 00:16:13,535 Mommy. You didn't kiss me good night. 258 00:16:14,244 --> 00:16:15,286 I did. 259 00:16:15,370 --> 00:16:17,580 Well, you didn't check on me. 260 00:16:20,458 --> 00:16:22,711 I did, honey. I did. 261 00:16:23,294 --> 00:16:24,421 Come here. 262 00:16:24,504 --> 00:16:26,715 Come here, baby. Come here. Come on. 263 00:16:26,798 --> 00:16:27,841 There you go. 264 00:16:27,924 --> 00:16:29,175 Oh, yeah. 265 00:16:29,259 --> 00:16:31,678 That's my big boy. 266 00:16:34,055 --> 00:16:34,889 All right. 267 00:16:34,973 --> 00:16:36,182 You're okay, baby. 268 00:16:37,475 --> 00:16:38,476 You're okay. 269 00:16:40,270 --> 00:16:41,855 You're so beautiful. 270 00:16:48,528 --> 00:16:51,906 -What's wrong? -[sobbing] Nothing, baby. Nothing. 271 00:16:52,449 --> 00:16:53,366 I'm okay. 272 00:16:53,450 --> 00:16:56,327 -Please don't cry, Mommy. -I'm okay, baby. 273 00:16:56,411 --> 00:16:57,412 I'm okay. 274 00:17:01,624 --> 00:17:03,084 I love you, Mommy. 275 00:17:06,087 --> 00:17:07,130 I love you. 276 00:17:08,882 --> 00:17:10,759 I love you, baby. 277 00:17:15,889 --> 00:17:18,892 I want you to come and tuck me in whenever you're done. 278 00:17:47,295 --> 00:17:49,297 [snoring] 279 00:17:55,095 --> 00:17:56,137 [cell phone unlocks] 280 00:18:08,566 --> 00:18:10,276 [line ringing] 281 00:18:13,238 --> 00:18:14,280 [Sasha] Hey, boo! 282 00:18:14,364 --> 00:18:17,075 -Hey, you still up? -[chuckles] Oh, yeah. 283 00:18:17,158 --> 00:18:19,035 This stupid band hasn't even gone on yet, 284 00:18:19,119 --> 00:18:22,789 and I'm too obsessed to give up, go home, get a decent night's sleep, 285 00:18:22,872 --> 00:18:24,666 like any grown-ass woman 286 00:18:24,749 --> 00:18:27,335 who had to get out of bed at 7 a.m. and go to work would. 287 00:18:29,254 --> 00:18:30,713 Why are you still up? 288 00:18:31,673 --> 00:18:32,590 I can't sleep. 289 00:18:32,674 --> 00:18:34,634 Hey, has Cooper ever choked you? 290 00:18:36,136 --> 00:18:38,680 -'Cause if he hasn't, he needs to. -Oh, my God. 291 00:18:38,763 --> 00:18:41,182 -You saw Alex again. -Mm-hm. 292 00:18:41,266 --> 00:18:43,268 Didn't one of your exes used to do it? 293 00:18:43,351 --> 00:18:45,145 I mean, not on purpose! 294 00:18:45,228 --> 00:18:48,481 -Oh, honey. You need to be choked. -Oh! 295 00:18:48,565 --> 00:18:51,109 -Was it that good? -Yes, it was. 296 00:18:52,610 --> 00:18:54,612 Maybe we should get married. 297 00:18:54,696 --> 00:18:57,198 He could choke me for the next seven to ten years. 298 00:18:58,283 --> 00:19:01,244 I love that erotic asphyxiation is what it takes 299 00:19:01,327 --> 00:19:04,747 to finally get Sasha Snow to settle down. 300 00:19:04,831 --> 00:19:07,417 Uh-uh. For seven to ten years. Let's not go crazy. 301 00:19:11,212 --> 00:19:14,340 So, girl, you want to tell me what's really going on? 302 00:19:14,424 --> 00:19:15,341 I, um... 303 00:19:15,425 --> 00:19:16,634 I feel... 304 00:19:17,594 --> 00:19:18,595 different. 305 00:19:18,678 --> 00:19:21,556 -You are different. -No, I mean, like, 306 00:19:21,639 --> 00:19:24,267 I don't feel like myself. I feel like, uh... 307 00:19:24,350 --> 00:19:30,231 Like a watered-down, wife-mom version of me. And... 308 00:19:31,274 --> 00:19:32,609 I'm, uh-- 309 00:19:34,360 --> 00:19:37,614 I'm just not sure that this is who I'm supposed to be. 310 00:19:38,531 --> 00:19:42,035 Oh, God. You need to go back to work. 311 00:19:42,118 --> 00:19:44,412 You clearly have too much time on your hands. 312 00:19:44,495 --> 00:19:45,496 I can't. 313 00:19:46,456 --> 00:19:49,584 Cooper and I agreed that I would take this time to be with the kids. 314 00:19:49,667 --> 00:19:52,837 -Please. Where do I even start? -I wanted this time, you know? 315 00:19:53,755 --> 00:19:56,925 I thought I would love it. And I do but... 316 00:19:57,008 --> 00:20:00,511 It's not enough. It's okay. You can say it. 317 00:20:00,595 --> 00:20:03,014 I just-- I don't know. 318 00:20:03,973 --> 00:20:07,810 I've been thinking a lot, about... 319 00:20:07,894 --> 00:20:09,896 [dramatic music playing] 320 00:20:09,979 --> 00:20:10,855 ...him. 321 00:20:11,773 --> 00:20:14,442 -Who? -Oh, come on, Sash. 322 00:20:15,693 --> 00:20:16,986 Are you kidding me? 323 00:20:19,322 --> 00:20:21,658 Do not fuck up your gorgeous family. 324 00:20:21,741 --> 00:20:24,202 -I'm not. -Cooper is such a good guy. 325 00:20:24,285 --> 00:20:25,870 I know that. 326 00:20:25,954 --> 00:20:29,123 Then appreciate it for a second, how lucky you are to have found him. 327 00:20:29,207 --> 00:20:32,543 How many millions of women would kill for what you have. 328 00:20:32,627 --> 00:20:34,212 Look, I know. Right? 329 00:20:34,295 --> 00:20:38,341 But I just-- I can't stop thinking about how things used to be. 330 00:20:38,424 --> 00:20:40,176 [dance music playing over speakers] 331 00:20:40,260 --> 00:20:42,553 -With Brad? -With me. 332 00:20:42,637 --> 00:20:44,264 I was different. 333 00:20:44,347 --> 00:20:47,392 -I don't know what happened. -Girl! 334 00:20:47,475 --> 00:20:51,854 You said yes, moved to the burbs, had kids. 335 00:20:51,938 --> 00:20:55,358 This is what you wanted, B. It was your choice. 336 00:20:55,441 --> 00:20:56,484 I know. 337 00:20:56,567 --> 00:20:58,403 And I know Cooper's exhausted, you know? 338 00:20:58,486 --> 00:21:00,989 I'm exhausted too, but I just-- 339 00:21:02,865 --> 00:21:03,783 I need to-- 340 00:21:04,826 --> 00:21:06,244 To feel it again. 341 00:21:06,327 --> 00:21:07,620 What? 342 00:21:07,704 --> 00:21:11,624 Some small piece of that magical... 343 00:21:13,459 --> 00:21:16,671 interconnected, love bubble rush. 344 00:21:16,754 --> 00:21:19,549 You know? It was just-- It was such a high! 345 00:21:23,011 --> 00:21:24,304 -How's it going? -Hey. 346 00:21:25,013 --> 00:21:27,765 Sash, are you--? Are you even listening to me? 347 00:21:30,310 --> 00:21:33,229 Yes. Now you listen to me, all right? 348 00:21:37,108 --> 00:21:38,985 Brad was one sexy motherfucker. 349 00:21:39,068 --> 00:21:40,903 But that kind of love is a fickle bitch. 350 00:21:41,529 --> 00:21:45,325 It hurts, betrays and is ultimately unsustainable. 351 00:21:45,408 --> 00:21:48,619 What you have with Cooper will go the distance. 352 00:21:48,703 --> 00:21:53,207 I know. I know it in my cells, I know it in my fucking soul. 353 00:21:53,291 --> 00:21:54,208 Good. 354 00:21:56,627 --> 00:21:58,087 What are you gonna do? 355 00:21:59,756 --> 00:22:00,631 I don't know. 356 00:22:28,117 --> 00:22:29,452 [Billie] Love is a drug. 357 00:22:30,453 --> 00:22:31,746 That's what they say, right? 358 00:22:32,288 --> 00:22:35,291 Dopamine, oxytocin, adrenaline. 359 00:22:39,003 --> 00:22:41,297 But I can get that feeling again. 360 00:22:41,381 --> 00:22:42,924 Every time I close my eyes 361 00:22:43,007 --> 00:22:46,219 and go back to one of those nights, I feel it. 362 00:22:46,302 --> 00:22:48,721 It's not some elusive high I'm chasing. 363 00:22:48,805 --> 00:22:54,602 It's real. And it was a whole other me. 364 00:22:56,020 --> 00:22:58,022 [rock music playing] 365 00:23:04,821 --> 00:23:06,406 Ooh. Girl. 366 00:23:06,489 --> 00:23:09,826 You glam-goddess-Barbie'd your ass and I am digging it! 367 00:23:09,909 --> 00:23:12,703 [Billie] Sasha Snow is smart as shit. 368 00:23:12,787 --> 00:23:15,998 The only one of us who actually finished her PhD 369 00:23:16,082 --> 00:23:20,002 and is now a fancy psych professor at our alma mater. 370 00:23:20,086 --> 00:23:22,171 She's also the wildest, 371 00:23:22,255 --> 00:23:26,217 most unapologetic woman you'll ever meet. 372 00:23:27,802 --> 00:23:31,556 And all that wildness brought us downtown, 373 00:23:31,639 --> 00:23:36,769 almost every Saturday night to the Ludlow Street Cafe, 374 00:23:37,353 --> 00:23:43,109 and one equally wild lead singer, drummer, bassist after another. 375 00:23:43,192 --> 00:23:45,194 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] 376 00:23:50,783 --> 00:23:53,828 ♪ Her tongue ring feels so cold On a nigga neck ♪ 377 00:23:53,911 --> 00:23:56,706 ♪ No hickies Or you'll never see my ass again ♪ 378 00:23:57,415 --> 00:23:59,792 ♪ I gotta keep up appearances ♪ 379 00:23:59,876 --> 00:24:03,254 ♪ She tell her friends That she is my bitch ♪ 380 00:24:03,337 --> 00:24:05,631 ♪ She think I don't know I be hearin' shit ♪ 381 00:24:05,715 --> 00:24:08,843 ♪ That's why we only happened one time Like a premiere ♪ 382 00:24:08,926 --> 00:24:11,679 ♪ I showed my ass at the mall again ♪ 383 00:24:11,762 --> 00:24:14,432 ♪ I spent so much that they called it in ♪ 384 00:24:14,515 --> 00:24:17,101 ♪ Seventh grade, Mrs. Penny called me in ♪ 385 00:24:17,185 --> 00:24:19,562 ♪ I said, "Fuck you" I knew I'd be on, yeah, yeah ♪ 386 00:24:19,645 --> 00:24:22,899 ♪ Throwin' money on her Fifties, hundreds ♪ 387 00:24:22,982 --> 00:24:25,735 ♪ Throw a Civic, Honda If I like her, not love her ♪ 388 00:24:25,818 --> 00:24:28,571 ♪ If I love her Then I'm gonna throw a Benz ♪ 389 00:24:28,654 --> 00:24:31,032 ♪ Throw a crib, down payment Fuck the rent ♪ 390 00:24:31,115 --> 00:24:34,076 ♪ I woke up from a long night Of sex this mornin' ♪ 391 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:37,079 ♪ Brush my teeth, got fresh this mornin' ♪ 392 00:24:37,163 --> 00:24:38,289 ♪ Two hands on it... ♪ 393 00:24:39,624 --> 00:24:41,292 [pinball machine beeping] 394 00:24:41,375 --> 00:24:43,377 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] 395 00:24:53,596 --> 00:24:54,472 Oh, hello. 396 00:24:57,266 --> 00:25:00,019 -You think you're worth it? -Yes, please. 397 00:25:07,944 --> 00:25:09,820 [Billie] Oh, sorry. 398 00:25:09,904 --> 00:25:10,905 Um... 399 00:25:11,989 --> 00:25:14,325 I'm gonna go. 400 00:25:14,867 --> 00:25:16,118 You--? 401 00:25:16,202 --> 00:25:17,411 You're okay? 402 00:25:19,997 --> 00:25:22,500 -[Kossi] You're fantastic. -[grunts] 403 00:25:22,583 --> 00:25:23,501 Hey! 404 00:25:25,002 --> 00:25:26,045 Are you okay? 405 00:25:26,128 --> 00:25:29,632 Oh, yeah, totally. I'm like what, like a hundred blocks away from home? 406 00:25:30,925 --> 00:25:33,344 I'll see you later. Love you. 407 00:25:33,427 --> 00:25:34,262 Love you. 408 00:25:38,099 --> 00:25:40,893 Put your hand on my head again, I'll bite the whole thing off. 409 00:25:42,979 --> 00:25:44,105 Not a problem. 410 00:25:44,647 --> 00:25:48,401 You are a fucking goddess. 411 00:25:50,069 --> 00:25:51,153 Hmm. 412 00:25:51,904 --> 00:25:54,490 -Let me worship at your throne. -Ooh. 413 00:25:55,908 --> 00:25:57,285 [moaning] 414 00:26:09,714 --> 00:26:11,591 [ominous music playing] 415 00:26:11,674 --> 00:26:12,717 [man] Hey. 416 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:14,218 Do you like bad boys? 417 00:26:15,386 --> 00:26:18,306 Sure do. Let me know if you find one. 418 00:26:20,141 --> 00:26:22,184 Hey, just piss off, dude. 419 00:26:22,268 --> 00:26:23,561 [Brad] Hey! 420 00:26:24,270 --> 00:26:26,314 -Whoa! -Leave her alone. 421 00:26:27,773 --> 00:26:29,734 Here. Go get something to eat. 422 00:26:30,234 --> 00:26:31,068 Go! 423 00:26:32,778 --> 00:26:34,488 [man] This is bullshit, man. 424 00:26:39,368 --> 00:26:40,202 You Billie? 425 00:26:41,621 --> 00:26:43,456 Your friend said you might need a ride. 426 00:26:44,290 --> 00:26:46,042 Are you with the band? 427 00:26:47,877 --> 00:26:50,212 Yeah. Something like that. 428 00:26:51,339 --> 00:26:53,007 Car's parked over there if you want. 429 00:26:53,966 --> 00:26:56,427 If not... nighty night. 430 00:26:57,928 --> 00:26:58,763 [Billie] Wait. 431 00:27:00,931 --> 00:27:02,058 You have a car? 432 00:27:02,725 --> 00:27:06,437 In the city? Okay-- Okay, no one drives in the city. 433 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:09,231 How do you find parking or justify the cost? 434 00:27:09,315 --> 00:27:12,193 To the environment, for starters? I mean, not to mention-- 435 00:27:12,276 --> 00:27:13,486 [car alarm chirps] 436 00:27:19,742 --> 00:27:21,410 You want a ride or what? 437 00:27:31,420 --> 00:27:35,091 Okay, so you're not with the band. You're not exactly a roadie. 438 00:27:35,591 --> 00:27:39,387 Not exactly, no. I own a record label that's trying to sign them. 439 00:27:40,429 --> 00:27:42,598 -You own a record company? -Mm-hm. 440 00:27:42,682 --> 00:27:46,852 And this car, a place around the corner, this jacket, these boots. 441 00:27:47,770 --> 00:27:50,064 -But that's pretty much it. Mm-hm. -Mm. 442 00:27:50,940 --> 00:27:53,025 You think he's good? Kossi? 443 00:27:53,984 --> 00:27:57,697 That is why you're sucking up to him like this by doing his betty a solid. 444 00:27:57,780 --> 00:27:59,240 Who, Sasha? 445 00:28:00,157 --> 00:28:03,661 She's a hard lady to say no to. 446 00:28:03,744 --> 00:28:07,707 But still, you're driving home her friend, which means that that dude's got leverage. 447 00:28:08,708 --> 00:28:11,043 Yeah, for now, but he shouldn't get used to it, 448 00:28:11,127 --> 00:28:14,130 and neither should you 'cause chauffeur is not my MO. 449 00:28:14,630 --> 00:28:15,756 Understood. 450 00:28:18,300 --> 00:28:19,635 She's a good friend. 451 00:28:21,303 --> 00:28:24,265 To think of you in the middle of-- 452 00:28:24,348 --> 00:28:25,266 Yeah. 453 00:28:25,349 --> 00:28:27,268 She's-- She's the best. 454 00:28:27,351 --> 00:28:31,147 We were roommates together in grad school at Columbia. 455 00:28:31,230 --> 00:28:32,231 For what? 456 00:28:32,314 --> 00:28:34,984 -Psychology. -Oh, shit. 457 00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:37,361 I better shut up now. 458 00:28:37,445 --> 00:28:41,031 You know, you might start lecturing me about my mean mommy 459 00:28:41,115 --> 00:28:45,911 and how much better adjusted I'd be if only she had held me more. 460 00:28:48,748 --> 00:28:49,999 Oh, fuck. 461 00:28:51,542 --> 00:28:52,877 What, is that what you think? 462 00:28:54,128 --> 00:28:59,133 I think you like nice shit because either you grew up with it or you didn't. 463 00:28:59,216 --> 00:29:01,093 And you own a record label, 464 00:29:01,177 --> 00:29:04,263 so I'm gonna guess that you had a leg up on that, mate. 465 00:29:04,889 --> 00:29:06,724 But you found your way to the Big Apple. 466 00:29:06,807 --> 00:29:09,810 You didn't stay behind to take care of the family kiwi farm. 467 00:29:10,311 --> 00:29:13,981 So that is a classic "fuck you" to either Mom or Dad, 468 00:29:14,064 --> 00:29:19,862 but I'm guessing, um, with that hair and those rings, 469 00:29:19,945 --> 00:29:22,364 that you didn't have trouble with your feminine side. 470 00:29:22,448 --> 00:29:25,951 So Daddy dearest it is, then. 471 00:29:26,035 --> 00:29:27,203 How am I doing? 472 00:29:27,286 --> 00:29:29,288 [pensive music playing] 473 00:29:32,833 --> 00:29:33,834 Uh... 474 00:29:34,418 --> 00:29:35,753 You wanna get a drink? 475 00:29:38,380 --> 00:29:41,091 Sure. Yeah, did you have some place in mind? 476 00:29:41,759 --> 00:29:42,593 Yeah. 477 00:29:43,302 --> 00:29:44,261 Mine. 478 00:29:49,225 --> 00:29:50,643 [elevator dings] 479 00:30:01,737 --> 00:30:04,156 Just the jacket and the boots, huh? 480 00:30:04,657 --> 00:30:06,116 I like nice shit. 481 00:30:06,659 --> 00:30:07,910 You said it yourself. 482 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:19,171 And you have a stage in your living room. 483 00:30:19,255 --> 00:30:20,881 I own a record label. 484 00:30:20,965 --> 00:30:23,509 Yeah, sometimes I like my guys to play here. 485 00:30:24,301 --> 00:30:26,887 -This town is insane. -Yeah. 486 00:30:26,971 --> 00:30:28,764 In the best possible way. 487 00:30:32,101 --> 00:30:33,519 So let me guess. 488 00:30:37,147 --> 00:30:39,149 [sighs] Iowa? 489 00:30:40,442 --> 00:30:41,735 -Please. -Oh. 490 00:30:42,611 --> 00:30:43,445 Ohio? 491 00:30:44,196 --> 00:30:46,073 Uh, Georgia. 492 00:30:48,158 --> 00:30:49,076 [Brad] No accent? 493 00:30:49,827 --> 00:30:51,120 [Billie] Not anymore. 494 00:30:53,539 --> 00:30:54,915 You know, when I was little... 495 00:30:58,502 --> 00:31:01,463 I used to dream about living in New York City. 496 00:31:02,464 --> 00:31:05,175 I never thought I actually would, but now that I'm here... 497 00:31:08,637 --> 00:31:09,471 I don't know. 498 00:31:12,099 --> 00:31:13,434 I never want to leave. 499 00:31:15,686 --> 00:31:17,438 There's a lot of shrinky dinks here. 500 00:31:18,772 --> 00:31:23,277 There's a lot of screwed up people too, so you've got your work cut out. 501 00:31:25,696 --> 00:31:27,072 I don't know. I mean... 502 00:31:28,115 --> 00:31:29,867 I like helping people, but... 503 00:31:31,410 --> 00:31:33,621 I'm just not sure that I actually do. 504 00:31:36,498 --> 00:31:37,625 I think you do. 505 00:31:39,877 --> 00:31:41,670 In fact, I'm pretty sure... 506 00:31:43,130 --> 00:31:44,798 you do it every goddamn day. 507 00:31:54,433 --> 00:31:56,060 [softly] I wanna show you something. 508 00:32:01,690 --> 00:32:02,983 [elevator dings] 509 00:32:03,067 --> 00:32:05,069 [wind rustling] 510 00:32:11,367 --> 00:32:13,035 You said you like New York. 511 00:32:13,702 --> 00:32:16,246 I thought you deserved to see her like this. 512 00:32:17,414 --> 00:32:19,375 I mean, this-- This is-- 513 00:32:23,671 --> 00:32:27,675 This is not how I thought my night was gonna end. 514 00:32:28,801 --> 00:32:30,511 Well, the night's not over yet. 515 00:32:31,053 --> 00:32:33,055 [pensive music playing] 516 00:32:49,405 --> 00:32:55,244 [Billie] It's crazy, but I started to believe this could be my life. 517 00:32:56,954 --> 00:33:00,874 I prayed that it would never be anything other than this. 518 00:33:10,217 --> 00:33:11,593 [Billie moans] 519 00:33:17,099 --> 00:33:17,933 Hey. 520 00:33:19,393 --> 00:33:20,227 I got you. 521 00:33:21,979 --> 00:33:22,813 Trust me. 522 00:33:25,274 --> 00:33:26,233 I want to. 523 00:33:30,404 --> 00:33:32,406 ["Swelling" playing] 524 00:33:34,616 --> 00:33:36,118 [both chuckling] 525 00:33:39,955 --> 00:33:41,540 ♪ Cold sweat... ♪ 526 00:33:41,623 --> 00:33:43,083 [Billie] I shouldn't have. 527 00:33:43,167 --> 00:33:44,877 But I did. 528 00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:48,881 I trusted him... 529 00:33:51,216 --> 00:33:52,468 completely. 530 00:33:53,552 --> 00:33:56,972 ♪ Are you trying to tell me ♪ 531 00:33:57,056 --> 00:34:00,517 ♪ Something with your eyes? ♪ 532 00:34:00,601 --> 00:34:04,021 ♪ All I wanna do now ♪ 533 00:34:04,104 --> 00:34:07,983 ♪ Is lay down and die ♪ 534 00:34:08,067 --> 00:34:10,903 ♪ If you're gonna do it ♪ 535 00:34:10,986 --> 00:34:13,197 ♪ You better do it right ♪ 536 00:34:13,864 --> 00:34:16,283 ♪ But my heart won't ♪ 537 00:34:17,951 --> 00:34:18,952 ♪ Stop ♪ 538 00:34:21,497 --> 00:34:23,457 ♪ Swelling ♪ 539 00:34:35,052 --> 00:34:36,345 ♪ Hello ♪ 540 00:34:41,517 --> 00:34:43,602 ♪ How do you feel? ♪ 541 00:34:48,732 --> 00:34:50,234 ♪ What does that mean? ♪ 542 00:34:55,572 --> 00:34:57,241 ♪ What does that mean? ♪ 543 00:35:02,162 --> 00:35:04,206 ♪ High, high ♪ 544 00:35:08,794 --> 00:35:11,088 ♪ Cold sweat ♪ 545 00:35:12,297 --> 00:35:18,011 ♪ Dripping down my body ♪ 546 00:35:23,100 --> 00:35:26,687 [Billie] And eventually, he trusted me too. 547 00:35:29,565 --> 00:35:32,317 ♪ All I wanna do now ♪ 548 00:35:32,401 --> 00:35:35,863 ♪ Is lay down and die... ♪ 549 00:35:37,531 --> 00:35:40,159 [Billie] The intensity of our conversations... 550 00:35:41,743 --> 00:35:43,245 was intoxicating. 551 00:35:47,332 --> 00:35:51,795 I got off on the fact that I was the only person on planet Earth... 552 00:35:52,504 --> 00:35:56,633 who got to see what was underneath his rock-hard shell. 553 00:35:56,717 --> 00:35:59,344 -♪ All I wanna do now ♪ -[thunder crashing] 554 00:35:59,428 --> 00:36:03,182 ♪ Is lay down and die ♪ 555 00:36:03,265 --> 00:36:05,767 ♪ If you're gonna do it... ♪ 556 00:36:06,643 --> 00:36:07,978 [Billie] I had a vision... 557 00:36:09,104 --> 00:36:10,606 of who I could be. 558 00:36:11,648 --> 00:36:13,066 Who we could be... 559 00:36:15,194 --> 00:36:16,028 together. 560 00:36:17,404 --> 00:36:20,324 And the truth is, I miss it. 561 00:36:21,491 --> 00:36:22,534 And him. 562 00:36:23,243 --> 00:36:24,369 I miss him. 563 00:36:24,453 --> 00:36:25,495 [moaning] 564 00:36:25,579 --> 00:36:26,580 So... 565 00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:27,915 damn... 566 00:36:28,498 --> 00:36:29,333 much. 567 00:36:40,469 --> 00:36:42,471 [dramatic music playing] 568 00:36:43,138 --> 00:36:44,014 Cooper. 569 00:36:53,273 --> 00:36:57,569 Who the fuck are you? 570 00:37:05,244 --> 00:37:06,411 [moaning] 571 00:37:18,006 --> 00:37:20,050 Is that what you want, huh? 572 00:37:22,261 --> 00:37:23,095 Yes. 573 00:37:23,178 --> 00:37:24,346 [moaning] 574 00:37:54,418 --> 00:37:55,419 Yeah. 575 00:37:56,003 --> 00:37:56,837 Yeah. 576 00:37:58,880 --> 00:37:59,715 No. 577 00:38:01,008 --> 00:38:02,384 Oh, no. No, no, no. 578 00:38:02,467 --> 00:38:05,971 No, no, no. Keep going. Keep going, don't stop. Don't stop. 579 00:38:12,602 --> 00:38:13,812 Yes! 580 00:38:17,190 --> 00:38:18,358 Yes! 581 00:38:20,110 --> 00:38:21,445 You're mine, Billie. 582 00:38:22,404 --> 00:38:24,156 You're all mine. 583 00:38:25,240 --> 00:38:26,074 And don't... 584 00:38:27,159 --> 00:38:29,119 you forget it. 585 00:38:32,706 --> 00:38:33,999 Oh! 586 00:38:34,082 --> 00:38:34,958 [Billie] Yeah! 587 00:38:50,849 --> 00:38:52,851 [footsteps approaching] 588 00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:06,281 I have to go to work. 589 00:39:08,742 --> 00:39:10,744 [folk music playing] 590 00:39:24,216 --> 00:39:25,842 Olga, hi. Um-- 591 00:39:25,926 --> 00:39:27,469 I know this is last minute. 592 00:39:27,552 --> 00:39:30,972 But any chance you're available to come sit the kids today? 593 00:39:32,724 --> 00:39:35,227 Yes. Oh, thank you. Thank you so much. 594 00:39:37,062 --> 00:39:40,857 ♪ These times are wild ♪ 595 00:39:43,610 --> 00:39:45,362 [man speaking indistinctly over PA] 596 00:39:45,445 --> 00:39:49,116 ♪ The legends are true ♪ 597 00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:53,912 Billie! 598 00:39:54,830 --> 00:39:56,039 Hi! 599 00:39:57,749 --> 00:39:59,709 Are you headed into the city too? 600 00:40:00,502 --> 00:40:03,463 We're playing hooky, off to Radio City. 601 00:40:03,964 --> 00:40:05,298 You should come. 602 00:40:05,382 --> 00:40:07,467 I'm sorry, but I just-- I can't. 603 00:40:07,551 --> 00:40:09,970 -I'm having, um-- -Oh, God, honey! 604 00:40:10,053 --> 00:40:11,054 What is it? 605 00:40:12,973 --> 00:40:17,060 My mom-- My mother is, um... very ill. 606 00:40:17,727 --> 00:40:18,895 I'm so sorry. 607 00:40:18,979 --> 00:40:21,356 -No, I'm-- I'm sorry. -It's okay. 608 00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:24,151 -Just let us help you. -Oh, no, no. You can't. 609 00:40:25,402 --> 00:40:27,946 Have a-- Have a great time. 610 00:40:35,454 --> 00:40:40,333 ♪ See, my body is a temple ♪ 611 00:40:43,795 --> 00:40:50,343 ♪ Some people burn Burn it down ♪ 612 00:40:51,928 --> 00:40:58,393 ♪ Some people burn Burn it down ♪ 613 00:41:01,688 --> 00:41:03,482 ♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪ 614 00:41:03,982 --> 00:41:06,902 ♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪ 615 00:41:06,985 --> 00:41:08,195 ♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪ 616 00:41:08,653 --> 00:41:11,323 ♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪ 617 00:41:13,492 --> 00:41:15,577 -[Sasha] Who is it? -It's-- It's me. 618 00:41:17,329 --> 00:41:18,997 Okay, just let me in! 619 00:41:20,707 --> 00:41:21,917 [door unlocks] 620 00:41:23,376 --> 00:41:24,211 Billie. 621 00:41:25,837 --> 00:41:28,632 -What the hell are you doing? -I don't know. 622 00:41:28,715 --> 00:41:29,841 I don't know. 623 00:41:29,925 --> 00:41:31,927 Okay, I need a drink. 624 00:41:32,844 --> 00:41:35,430 Oh, my God. I'm like, I'm-- 625 00:41:35,514 --> 00:41:37,390 I'm sweating, you know? 626 00:41:41,645 --> 00:41:42,771 And my heart. 627 00:41:43,396 --> 00:41:46,775 I can't breathe and I just, I feel like-- I don't know. 628 00:41:46,858 --> 00:41:49,736 Like I just need, like-- It's... 629 00:41:49,819 --> 00:41:52,197 [dramatic music playing] 630 00:42:00,830 --> 00:42:01,665 Okay. Uh... 631 00:42:03,750 --> 00:42:04,668 Uh... 632 00:42:05,544 --> 00:42:06,836 All right, the thing is... 633 00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:07,879 Uh... 634 00:42:12,467 --> 00:42:14,219 Billie, wait. 635 00:42:19,224 --> 00:42:20,559 I want to go home.