1 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:07,632 [theme music playing] 2 00:00:19,394 --> 00:00:22,147 [Billie] For centuries, millennia even, 3 00:00:23,231 --> 00:00:25,400 female sexuality has been seen 4 00:00:25,483 --> 00:00:29,154 as one of the most dangerous forces in the universe. 5 00:00:30,196 --> 00:00:33,450 Something that needs to be controlled physically, 6 00:00:34,534 --> 00:00:37,245 legally, psychically. 7 00:00:38,872 --> 00:00:44,502 All the way back to the Garden of Eden and the very first woman, dear Eve. 8 00:00:46,087 --> 00:00:49,632 Salome, Medusa, Helen of Troy. 9 00:00:50,467 --> 00:00:52,510 We are all sirens... 10 00:00:54,095 --> 00:00:56,181 imbued with great power, 11 00:00:56,723 --> 00:01:00,894 capable of experiencing and delivering immense pleasure, 12 00:01:01,936 --> 00:01:05,190 but also catastrophic pain. 13 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:07,733 No matter what, 14 00:01:08,693 --> 00:01:14,032 it's always all on us. 15 00:01:17,285 --> 00:01:18,787 ["Until I Fall" playing] 16 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:44,437 ♪ What is more beautiful tonight ♪ 17 00:01:47,106 --> 00:01:49,025 ♪ And bluer than the sky ♪ 18 00:01:52,654 --> 00:01:56,533 ♪ I had to climb... ♪ 19 00:01:58,284 --> 00:01:59,536 Cooper. 20 00:01:59,619 --> 00:02:00,787 Are you the wife? 21 00:02:02,747 --> 00:02:03,581 Ye... Yes. 22 00:02:03,665 --> 00:02:05,834 Mr. Connelly has already been read his rights. 23 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:09,337 He'll be transported to the station where he'll be booked and kept in lockup 24 00:02:09,420 --> 00:02:11,422 until, and unless bail can be posted. 25 00:02:12,048 --> 00:02:13,091 Any questions? 26 00:02:14,592 --> 00:02:16,427 I'll follow you to the station. 27 00:02:17,637 --> 00:02:20,098 ♪ Until I fall, until I fall ♪ 28 00:02:23,101 --> 00:02:25,728 ♪ Until I fall, until I fall ♪ 29 00:02:28,773 --> 00:02:33,695 ♪ Until I fall, until I fall ♪ 30 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:36,531 ♪ Until I fall, until I ♪ 31 00:02:40,243 --> 00:02:42,412 ♪ Until I fall, until I fall ♪ 32 00:02:42,495 --> 00:02:44,789 [alarm buzzes, then door opens] 33 00:02:59,429 --> 00:03:02,223 Hey, are you okay? 34 00:03:03,850 --> 00:03:05,018 [Billie] Um... 35 00:03:07,687 --> 00:03:08,687 This is Cooper. 36 00:03:10,398 --> 00:03:11,398 This is Majid. 37 00:03:20,116 --> 00:03:20,950 I should go. 38 00:03:21,034 --> 00:03:25,079 - No, no, you don't have to leave. - I... I think that would be best. 39 00:03:28,875 --> 00:03:30,627 Oh, I'll walk you out. 40 00:03:36,090 --> 00:03:39,010 Ellary woke up. 41 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:40,595 She was crying. 42 00:03:40,678 --> 00:03:43,514 - Oh, I'm sorry. - I didn't know if she was hungry, 43 00:03:43,598 --> 00:03:46,976 so I gave her the sippy cup thing that was in the fridge. 44 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:50,230 - Was that supposed to be heated up? - No. Thank you. 45 00:03:50,730 --> 00:03:51,730 Yeah. 46 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:57,487 Um, Hudson's soccer game is tomorrow. Well, I mean, really, it's today. 47 00:03:57,570 --> 00:04:01,074 Yeah, it's probably not the best day for that. 48 00:04:05,161 --> 00:04:07,121 Hey, it's all good. 49 00:04:10,124 --> 00:04:11,459 I'll call you later. 50 00:04:11,542 --> 00:04:12,542 Mm. 51 00:04:16,381 --> 00:04:18,841 [door opens, then closes] 52 00:04:28,017 --> 00:04:29,017 You were right. 53 00:04:31,854 --> 00:04:35,942 I couldn't hold them back any longer and they crashed all over me. 54 00:04:36,025 --> 00:04:37,986 All those beautiful moments. 55 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:39,862 Oh, Cooper. 56 00:04:43,950 --> 00:04:45,994 I wish I fought harder for you. 57 00:04:46,703 --> 00:04:48,997 I don't know if it would've made any difference... 58 00:04:50,248 --> 00:04:52,208 but you are the love of my life. 59 00:04:54,669 --> 00:04:56,087 [sobbing] But I'm not yours. 60 00:05:00,425 --> 00:05:05,305 And that hurts so damn much. 61 00:05:06,973 --> 00:05:08,224 Oh, my God. 62 00:05:09,183 --> 00:05:10,183 Come here. 63 00:05:40,590 --> 00:05:41,632 [Hudson] Mommy. 64 00:05:43,843 --> 00:05:46,054 Daddy's here. He's downstairs. 65 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:47,805 I know, baby. 66 00:05:47,889 --> 00:05:48,806 - Hello. - Dada. 67 00:05:48,890 --> 00:05:51,350 Yes, Dada. Come here, my girl. 68 00:05:51,434 --> 00:05:53,186 Oh, my goodness. 69 00:05:53,770 --> 00:05:56,522 Oh, come here, my loves. 70 00:05:57,398 --> 00:06:00,068 Oh. Come here. Come here, angel. 71 00:06:00,943 --> 00:06:01,943 Come here. 72 00:06:08,576 --> 00:06:13,623 As women, we are taught from childhood the importance of making others happy. 73 00:06:14,665 --> 00:06:18,086 Be pretty, be quiet, be fun. 74 00:06:19,462 --> 00:06:23,216 Be just the way he wants you to be. 75 00:06:30,306 --> 00:06:34,185 So we learn how to navigate to present only the parts of ourselves 76 00:06:34,268 --> 00:06:37,522 that are pleasing to whomever we're trying to please. 77 00:06:39,232 --> 00:06:42,276 But those other parts are still there, 78 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:45,780 brewing, stewing in the displeasure of being ignored, 79 00:06:45,863 --> 00:06:50,118 denied, hidden away and covered with a pretty smile. 80 00:06:50,743 --> 00:06:53,246 A good girl who's really just... 81 00:06:59,794 --> 00:07:00,794 scared. 82 00:07:01,212 --> 00:07:02,296 [cell phone chimes] 83 00:07:24,777 --> 00:07:25,778 [Majid] Hey, khoshgelam. 84 00:07:27,029 --> 00:07:28,029 Good morning. 85 00:07:30,283 --> 00:07:32,368 Why did you let me sleep so late? 86 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:35,413 Oh, because you were at the restaurant late. 87 00:07:36,164 --> 00:07:38,416 Besides, I had plenty to keep me busy. 88 00:07:40,209 --> 00:07:41,878 How's the dissertation coming? 89 00:07:41,961 --> 00:07:42,961 It's coming. 90 00:07:44,380 --> 00:07:45,756 It's been a long time coming, 91 00:07:45,840 --> 00:07:49,135 so I've thought a lot about what I wanna say. 92 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:51,720 That's great. 93 00:07:55,808 --> 00:07:57,477 It's really spring. 94 00:07:59,020 --> 00:08:03,774 And my buddy, Matteo, called, he wants us to join him on his boat this weekend. 95 00:08:03,858 --> 00:08:08,779 They're taking it out of dry dock, sailing to Montauk, 96 00:08:09,530 --> 00:08:11,657 stopping at a bunch of wineries on the way. 97 00:08:11,741 --> 00:08:17,413 That sounds incredible, but I have my kids this weekend. 98 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:18,331 Remember? 99 00:08:18,414 --> 00:08:22,335 Oh, shit. Is there any way you could switch? 100 00:08:23,836 --> 00:08:24,836 Uh... 101 00:08:25,546 --> 00:08:28,299 I don't know. I could, but I don't want to. I... 102 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:31,385 I wanna see my kids. 103 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:32,469 Of course. 104 00:08:34,096 --> 00:08:36,349 - No, I just... - Yeah. Look, um... 105 00:08:38,392 --> 00:08:39,936 we should talk about this. 106 00:08:41,354 --> 00:08:44,565 After the accident, um... 107 00:08:46,526 --> 00:08:51,572 I... I kind of just let things go back to the way they were. 108 00:08:51,656 --> 00:08:53,991 - Billie... - And I could tell that you were spooked, 109 00:08:54,700 --> 00:08:59,413 and I didn't wanna make things worse, but we had such a great time that day. 110 00:08:59,497 --> 00:09:02,166 Hudson hasn't stopped talking about it or you. 111 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:03,792 But a month... 112 00:09:05,711 --> 00:09:07,755 is a long time for a kid. 113 00:09:07,838 --> 00:09:10,258 So if you're not gonna come around again, 114 00:09:10,341 --> 00:09:13,469 then I should probably let him know. 115 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:14,554 No. 116 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,306 No, that's not what I want. 117 00:09:20,184 --> 00:09:23,854 Saturday is opening day at Yankee Stadium. I'll get us tickets. 118 00:09:25,523 --> 00:09:26,523 Are you serious? 119 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:29,485 That sounds great. But Sasha's book launch is on Saturday, 120 00:09:29,569 --> 00:09:31,988 and I was hoping to just slip away for an hour or two. 121 00:09:32,071 --> 00:09:33,906 Maybe we could go to the game on Sunday? 122 00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:37,702 Or maybe Hudson and I could go to opening day on our own. 123 00:09:39,245 --> 00:09:40,621 Just the two of you? 124 00:09:40,705 --> 00:09:41,747 Like a bro day. 125 00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:44,500 One-on-one, crackerjack, hot dogs, easy-peasy. 126 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:49,505 Okay, I mean, only if that's what you want because I don't wanna force you. 127 00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:51,799 It is what I want. 128 00:09:52,341 --> 00:09:53,593 This is gonna be fun. 129 00:09:58,848 --> 00:10:03,185 Apparently, Singapore is the number one easiest place to live as an expat. 130 00:10:03,686 --> 00:10:05,271 - Really? - Mm-hm. 131 00:10:06,188 --> 00:10:09,066 One in every six households is a millionaire? 132 00:10:09,150 --> 00:10:10,401 - Fancy. - Ooh. 133 00:10:10,484 --> 00:10:13,154 Which means you can end up paying 15 bucks for a zucchini. 134 00:10:13,821 --> 00:10:15,239 It's not too late to come with. 135 00:10:16,282 --> 00:10:18,326 Last I checked, seat 2B was still available. 136 00:10:18,409 --> 00:10:20,036 - Kam. - Okay, I bought it. 137 00:10:21,078 --> 00:10:22,580 - Just in case. - Kam. 138 00:10:22,663 --> 00:10:26,334 I'm sorry. I don't understand why you won't even consider coming with me. 139 00:10:26,417 --> 00:10:27,918 I did consider it. 140 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:31,005 For one night? The next morning, it was a hard no. 141 00:10:31,088 --> 00:10:33,591 You're asking me to give up my entire life, 142 00:10:33,674 --> 00:10:35,384 not to mention my career. 143 00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,470 You are a giant success now. 144 00:10:37,553 --> 00:10:40,389 You can write your books and your tweets from anywhere. 145 00:10:40,473 --> 00:10:43,851 And tell all my fans I moved to the other side of the world for a man? 146 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:47,063 For love and adventure. 147 00:10:47,146 --> 00:10:50,149 - See, there's a way to spin it. - And what about you? Hmm? 148 00:10:50,232 --> 00:10:53,944 Did you consider for longer than one second not taking this job? 149 00:10:54,028 --> 00:10:55,321 You said it was a done deal, 150 00:10:55,404 --> 00:10:57,698 but you could undo it if you really wanted to. 151 00:10:57,782 --> 00:11:00,493 Figure out how to run that organization from New York. 152 00:11:00,576 --> 00:11:05,081 - Sasha, people are counting on me. - And people aren't counting on me? 153 00:11:05,998 --> 00:11:09,835 I have a foundation, Kam, a business. 154 00:11:09,919 --> 00:11:13,422 I'm up for tenure at Columbia. You need to check your sexist bullshit. 155 00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:14,423 What does that mean? 156 00:11:14,507 --> 00:11:19,136 Why is it always your assumption that the woman should be the one to change course? 157 00:11:19,220 --> 00:11:20,846 Give up her plans for the man? 158 00:11:22,807 --> 00:11:23,807 Okay. 159 00:11:25,226 --> 00:11:28,771 Let's say I give up the job, stayed in New York. 160 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:30,564 Would you ever stand up to Mick? 161 00:11:32,024 --> 00:11:33,024 [scoffs] 162 00:11:34,276 --> 00:11:35,276 Hmm. 163 00:11:37,154 --> 00:11:40,741 We've been living in this no man's land for the past month, 164 00:11:40,825 --> 00:11:42,243 flying under the radar. 165 00:11:42,326 --> 00:11:45,329 How do I know you won't leave me stranded again? 166 00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:49,333 Will the author of Unattached ever really attach to anyone? 167 00:11:49,417 --> 00:11:51,043 So that's the real problem, hmm. 168 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:54,672 You don't trust me enough to take the chance. 169 00:11:54,755 --> 00:11:57,174 You haven't given me a reason to. 170 00:12:04,181 --> 00:12:06,475 Can I at least see you off at the airport Saturday? 171 00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:10,396 - After my book launch? - I think that's a no. 172 00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:12,189 Just too hard. 173 00:12:12,273 --> 00:12:15,943 Another airport heartbreak might turn me off travel forever. 174 00:12:16,777 --> 00:12:19,572 - Can't risk that, not in my line of work. - So... 175 00:12:21,657 --> 00:12:22,657 this is goodbye? 176 00:12:25,828 --> 00:12:26,828 I guess so. 177 00:12:37,465 --> 00:12:39,383 [Cooper] Hi, I'm Cooper. 178 00:12:39,467 --> 00:12:41,552 I wouldn't exactly say that I'm an alcoholic. 179 00:12:41,635 --> 00:12:45,181 But I... I have been 30 days without drinking. 180 00:12:45,264 --> 00:12:46,849 [crowd chuckles] 181 00:12:50,019 --> 00:12:54,398 This last year has been the hardest year of my life. 182 00:12:57,860 --> 00:13:02,031 I tried a lot of things to deal with my pain. 183 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,911 Alcohol, drugs... 184 00:13:09,038 --> 00:13:10,289 sex. 185 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:14,502 But the one thing that I didn't do was talk about it. 186 00:13:16,086 --> 00:13:17,755 And that's why coming here 187 00:13:19,256 --> 00:13:22,676 and listening to everyone be so honest, so... 188 00:13:23,844 --> 00:13:27,056 So willing to look at themselves and what they've done, 189 00:13:27,681 --> 00:13:32,311 I really admire that because I've been trying to do everything that I can 190 00:13:33,604 --> 00:13:35,773 to avoid taking responsibility for... 191 00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:38,108 For my part in, uh... 192 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:44,030 Uh... 193 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:46,116 In my marriage failing. 194 00:13:48,285 --> 00:13:49,995 I used to be such a good guy. 195 00:13:53,582 --> 00:13:56,043 - I haven't been a good guy lately. - [door opens] 196 00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:03,884 And a lot of people... 197 00:14:06,720 --> 00:14:11,517 have spent a lot of time trying to help me get back to the person that I was. 198 00:14:12,434 --> 00:14:13,686 I wouldn't let them. 199 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:18,357 All I can do now is try and make it up. 200 00:14:22,194 --> 00:14:24,822 Try and make amends, right? 201 00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:28,450 Just keep moving forward. 202 00:14:30,369 --> 00:14:32,037 - So... - [crowd applauding] 203 00:14:41,171 --> 00:14:42,171 Weird, right? 204 00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:47,344 Never thought I'd be the guy giving weepy confessionals to a room full of strangers. 205 00:14:48,095 --> 00:14:49,388 Don't tell Mom. 206 00:14:49,471 --> 00:14:52,683 - I sent her the video. Was that wrong? - Bet you did. 207 00:14:54,393 --> 00:14:56,729 Hey, I'm really proud of you. 208 00:14:58,439 --> 00:14:59,439 Thank you. 209 00:14:59,940 --> 00:15:02,776 For everything, for keeping me out of jail. 210 00:15:03,944 --> 00:15:07,781 - I mean, I probably deserve to go. - No, you're here. 211 00:15:08,574 --> 00:15:12,036 You paid your fine. You're doing a boatload of community service. 212 00:15:12,119 --> 00:15:16,165 And bonus, Piper and Bianca, they agreed to settle the lawsuit. 213 00:15:16,874 --> 00:15:17,708 You're kidding me. 214 00:15:17,791 --> 00:15:20,628 Let's just say you're not retiring any time soon. 215 00:15:21,253 --> 00:15:23,547 But it's done, and they're okay? 216 00:15:24,590 --> 00:15:26,008 It's enough, right? 217 00:15:26,091 --> 00:15:29,470 It's time to put all this behind you, focus on the future. 218 00:15:30,137 --> 00:15:34,016 Yeah, because the future seems so bright, huh? 219 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,310 It's a blank slate. 220 00:15:38,854 --> 00:15:42,650 Well, that's the scary part. What am I gonna fill it with? 221 00:15:44,568 --> 00:15:47,446 Now that, I can't wait to see. 222 00:15:50,115 --> 00:15:52,534 [announcer] It's opening day in the Big Apple. 223 00:15:52,618 --> 00:15:54,036 A great day here in the Bronx 224 00:15:54,119 --> 00:15:58,791 and a great day for Major League Baseball. The Yanks will be squaring off... 225 00:15:58,874 --> 00:16:00,501 - Hi. - [Hudson] Majid. 226 00:16:01,001 --> 00:16:03,337 Who's more excited about this game? You or me? 227 00:16:03,420 --> 00:16:05,756 - Me. - [laughs] Hi. 228 00:16:05,839 --> 00:16:08,384 Oh, he wants a Mickey Mantle bat. Do not get it for him. 229 00:16:08,467 --> 00:16:10,052 I got something better. 230 00:16:10,135 --> 00:16:11,220 [gasps] 231 00:16:11,887 --> 00:16:13,389 - What do you say? - Thank you. 232 00:16:13,472 --> 00:16:15,766 Yes. Come on, come here. Oh. 233 00:16:16,725 --> 00:16:17,725 Arms up. 234 00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,730 [Majid] Uh... Whoops. 235 00:16:22,314 --> 00:16:24,733 - Sorry. - It's no big deal. 236 00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:27,611 We'll get a smaller one at the game. Let's go. 237 00:16:27,695 --> 00:16:29,196 I'll go get the car seat. 238 00:16:29,279 --> 00:16:30,489 - Right. - [Billie] Yes. 239 00:16:30,572 --> 00:16:34,201 - You can't duct tape him to the back. - I'm gonna get this. I promise. 240 00:16:34,284 --> 00:16:36,537 - Let's do it. Let's go. - Come on. 241 00:16:36,620 --> 00:16:37,620 Come on. 242 00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:43,762 [Devon] Dude, wipe that smile off your face. 243 00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:47,756 - I'm still the reigning pickleball champ. - Okay, but not today you're not. 244 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:50,634 You only beat my ass there 'cause I'm a month out of surgery. 245 00:16:50,718 --> 00:16:52,136 Wait till I get my lob back. 246 00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:54,221 I'm glad to know that's your biggest problem. 247 00:16:54,304 --> 00:16:57,307 Seriously, I had a huge realization in that crash. 248 00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:03,772 - What have we been doing with our lives? - Right? I mean, I'm turning it all around. 249 00:17:04,523 --> 00:17:09,361 Like, blank slate. In fact, I'm thinking about calling Emily. 250 00:17:09,445 --> 00:17:11,196 - Wait, what? - Mm-hm. 251 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:12,281 Emily, your ex? 252 00:17:12,364 --> 00:17:15,492 Emily stick-in-the-mud, sweater set, vanilla latte Emily? 253 00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,578 Same Emily you tried to hook me up with. 254 00:17:17,661 --> 00:17:21,081 To make you feel better. She had puppy dog eyes. 255 00:17:21,165 --> 00:17:23,917 - She thought you could do no wrong. - Yeah, exactly. 256 00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:27,421 Maybe that's what I need now. I don't know. 257 00:17:28,172 --> 00:17:32,009 Maybe she was the right woman for me all along. 258 00:17:32,092 --> 00:17:34,011 You are a fucking snooze-o-rama. 259 00:17:34,094 --> 00:17:39,433 Dude, what I realized is that I've been wasting my life, at least my sex life. 260 00:17:40,225 --> 00:17:44,188 - I have so many more sexual voyages ahead. - Okay, Dev. I... 261 00:17:45,814 --> 00:17:47,107 I didn't wanna ask, 262 00:17:47,191 --> 00:17:51,278 but I thought that after the accident that everything down there, it... 263 00:17:51,904 --> 00:17:53,322 It might have been, uh... 264 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:56,867 impacted? 265 00:17:58,118 --> 00:18:01,955 Are you kidding? They reconstructed it. I actually gained an inch. 266 00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:04,416 Really? Okay. 267 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:08,170 Look, one of the tendons was cut. But that's a good thing. 268 00:18:08,253 --> 00:18:11,173 - It let some of my inner penis fall out. - I'm sorry. Inner penis? 269 00:18:11,256 --> 00:18:13,592 We all got one, dude. You can't tell when it's soft. 270 00:18:13,675 --> 00:18:16,220 - Let me fire it up for you. - What the hell are you doing? 271 00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:19,098 Doc put a pump in. I need a little help after the remodel. 272 00:18:19,181 --> 00:18:21,225 - I... I don't wanna see this. - I wanna see it. 273 00:18:21,308 --> 00:18:23,477 Yeah, everything's fully automated. 274 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:26,438 I have a stylish new curve, which is cool. Chicks dig it, right? 275 00:18:26,522 --> 00:18:28,690 Makes it easier to hit the G-spot. 276 00:18:28,774 --> 00:18:32,111 If you actually believe the G-spot's a thing, am I right? 277 00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:34,655 Who'd have thought that Piper biting my penis off 278 00:18:34,738 --> 00:18:39,701 would give me a whole new lease on life? My man, I am just getting started. 279 00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:47,417 - How you doing, champ? - I'm hungry. Can I have a snack? 280 00:18:47,501 --> 00:18:48,794 Uh... 281 00:18:51,046 --> 00:18:53,715 - I have a mint. - You don't have any snacks? 282 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:56,635 - [cell phone ringing] - One sec. Hey, Alonso. What's up? 283 00:18:56,718 --> 00:18:59,263 - [Alonso] Eva quit. - What? Shit! 284 00:18:59,346 --> 00:19:02,266 - You owe me a dollar. - You gotta come in. 285 00:19:02,349 --> 00:19:04,351 Um, Christophe's gotta take over. 286 00:19:04,434 --> 00:19:06,728 - On a Saturday dinner rush? - It's not a good night. 287 00:19:06,812 --> 00:19:08,981 It's not a good night for any of us. 288 00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:14,736 - Gotta make a quick pit stop, buddy. - Okay. 289 00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:18,198 How would you like another Nutella lava melt, huh? 290 00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:19,116 [gasps] 291 00:19:19,199 --> 00:19:20,492 - Yeah? - Yeah. 292 00:19:20,576 --> 00:19:21,952 That's what I'm talking about. 293 00:19:37,968 --> 00:19:38,969 What's going on? 294 00:19:42,264 --> 00:19:44,224 You can't be nervous. 295 00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:46,560 You're a superstar. 296 00:19:48,020 --> 00:19:49,020 It's not that. 297 00:19:49,938 --> 00:19:50,938 It's this. 298 00:19:53,942 --> 00:19:56,195 His plane leaves in four hours and 35 minutes. 299 00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:58,155 Not that I set a timer on my phone. 300 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:02,868 - Oh, honey. - It's for the best. 301 00:20:02,951 --> 00:20:04,995 He can move on and so will I. 302 00:20:05,579 --> 00:20:08,415 I can focus on my work, maybe find a new Kam. 303 00:20:08,498 --> 00:20:10,709 - Just like you found Majid. - Or... 304 00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:15,839 Or what? I'm gonna go live in Singapore? 305 00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:17,548 You could. 306 00:20:18,759 --> 00:20:23,013 Sash, this isn't about the logistics of work and life. 307 00:20:23,096 --> 00:20:24,598 This is about power. 308 00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:30,771 Who sacrifices for whom, and someone always has to give first. 309 00:20:30,854 --> 00:20:33,232 You are the one who gave up your power, 310 00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:37,986 sacrificed a huge part of yourself for a man with disastrous results. 311 00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:40,864 - You're telling me to do the same thing? - It's not the same. 312 00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:44,451 Cooper and I weren't right for each other, but I still believe in marriage. 313 00:20:44,534 --> 00:20:48,997 I still believe in that kind of partnership, and honestly... 314 00:20:50,374 --> 00:20:54,086 if I could go back and do it all over again... 315 00:20:56,838 --> 00:20:59,883 I might say yes to Brad's proposal on my driveway. 316 00:21:01,551 --> 00:21:03,262 That kind of love comes... 317 00:21:04,554 --> 00:21:05,847 once in a lifetime. 318 00:21:09,101 --> 00:21:10,644 Now, it's too late for us. 319 00:21:12,062 --> 00:21:14,481 But it's not too late for you and Kam. 320 00:21:16,566 --> 00:21:20,946 Honey, you have a second chance. Are you sure you don't wanna take it? 321 00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:24,741 Sasha, my star. 322 00:21:24,825 --> 00:21:25,867 Gran. 323 00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:28,287 - Hi, Billie. - Hi there, Roz. 324 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,872 - I'm so glad you could make it. - Are you kidding? 325 00:21:30,956 --> 00:21:33,709 This is your manifest destiny. 326 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:38,839 It is my honor to see you exactly where you're supposed to be. 327 00:21:46,221 --> 00:21:51,810 I am the master of my fate, the captain of my soul. 328 00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:59,192 For decades, those were words reserved for men alone. 329 00:21:59,276 --> 00:22:04,614 Women were expected to support, to bend, to comply, 330 00:22:04,698 --> 00:22:10,078 to derive their power from the men to whom they were attached. 331 00:22:11,747 --> 00:22:16,084 But this is a new era for women, 332 00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:20,881 for anyone who wants to answer only to themselves 333 00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:27,179 and stand unattached in the glory and power of doing... 334 00:22:28,472 --> 00:22:29,890 what you want... 335 00:22:31,475 --> 00:22:32,475 when you want... 336 00:22:35,145 --> 00:22:36,521 with whomever you want. 337 00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:47,782 Come with me. 338 00:22:48,700 --> 00:22:51,453 Um... [clears throat] Sorry. 339 00:23:02,380 --> 00:23:06,593 When you follow your own path, find your own way, 340 00:23:06,676 --> 00:23:10,472 you never have to ask yourself what life could have been... 341 00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:18,271 because you can make it exactly what you want it to be. 342 00:23:21,650 --> 00:23:22,484 Thank you. 343 00:23:22,567 --> 00:23:24,319 [crowd applauding and cheering] 344 00:23:43,421 --> 00:23:44,421 Great. 345 00:23:46,633 --> 00:23:47,968 Thank you so much for coming. 346 00:23:50,053 --> 00:23:52,722 I'm supposed to get home to Ellary, but are you okay? 347 00:23:52,806 --> 00:23:55,183 - We did it. - Roz. 348 00:23:55,267 --> 00:23:56,935 Yes, it is all about me. 349 00:23:57,561 --> 00:23:58,937 Well, call me. 350 00:23:59,729 --> 00:24:01,356 From wherever you end up. 351 00:24:04,025 --> 00:24:05,110 Have a good night. 352 00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:08,071 Oh, it's a shame about Billie. 353 00:24:08,864 --> 00:24:10,824 - Gran. - She's back at school. 354 00:24:10,907 --> 00:24:15,036 You said. I know. But she wasted so much time. 355 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:18,540 You stayed the course. Didn't let yourself get distracted. 356 00:24:19,249 --> 00:24:22,586 Now you've got everything you could ever want. 357 00:24:24,921 --> 00:24:26,214 Except I'm alone. 358 00:24:33,305 --> 00:24:36,850 Gran, I will always be grateful to you 359 00:24:37,559 --> 00:24:41,146 for insisting I not throw away my dreams all those years ago. 360 00:24:41,730 --> 00:24:46,818 I don't think any of this would exist if I had run off to California when I was 22. 361 00:24:46,902 --> 00:24:48,320 Damn straight. 362 00:24:49,738 --> 00:24:51,406 But I'm not 22 anymore. 363 00:24:53,783 --> 00:24:54,783 And... 364 00:24:56,786 --> 00:24:59,748 I'm not sure this is how I wanna spend the rest of my life. 365 00:25:01,541 --> 00:25:02,626 Why not? 366 00:25:08,506 --> 00:25:09,758 Kam is back. 367 00:25:09,841 --> 00:25:10,967 Oh, God. 368 00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:15,055 He still loves me. He wants me to move to Singapore with him. 369 00:25:15,138 --> 00:25:16,431 [laughing] 370 00:25:17,224 --> 00:25:18,934 Of course he does. 371 00:25:19,017 --> 00:25:21,311 So after all this time, 372 00:25:21,394 --> 00:25:23,563 you're just gonna turn into one of those girls 373 00:25:23,647 --> 00:25:27,192 - who chucks it all to run after some man? - Not some man. 374 00:25:29,903 --> 00:25:31,071 Kam. 375 00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:33,615 And maybe I am that girl, okay? 376 00:25:33,698 --> 00:25:36,576 Who gets swept away to Rome 377 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:40,330 and who says yes to a crazy proposal at the MET and... 378 00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:44,417 And who wants to follow the love of her life to a tiny island in Asia 379 00:25:44,501 --> 00:25:47,045 where the zucchinis cost 15 fucking dollars. 380 00:25:52,133 --> 00:25:53,969 I've got the success now. 381 00:25:57,097 --> 00:25:58,640 I want the man too. 382 00:25:59,349 --> 00:26:02,686 I wanna at least try to have it all, 383 00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:07,899 so I don't spend the rest of my life wondering, "What if?" 384 00:26:09,150 --> 00:26:11,152 You just stood on that stage. 385 00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:17,993 Your entire essence is convincing women to live life on their own terms. 386 00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:20,912 Now, you're gonna go and do the opposite? 387 00:26:22,038 --> 00:26:23,540 Maybe these are my terms. 388 00:26:29,004 --> 00:26:30,004 Hey, buddy. 389 00:26:30,547 --> 00:26:31,673 Only a few more minutes. 390 00:26:31,756 --> 00:26:34,384 I checked the score, Yanks are up three to nothing. 391 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:36,303 You need anything? More hot chocolate? 392 00:26:36,386 --> 00:26:37,595 - Okay. - Okay. 393 00:26:39,556 --> 00:26:42,642 Majid, you gotta take this. I got a lead on a replacement chef. 394 00:26:42,726 --> 00:26:43,726 Oh. 395 00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:57,657 [dramatic music playing] 396 00:27:13,048 --> 00:27:14,215 [woman] Great. 397 00:27:14,299 --> 00:27:17,969 We got five grilled prawns coming up. Don't step back. I'm behind. 398 00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:19,054 [woman] We gotta go! 399 00:27:19,137 --> 00:27:21,306 - Flash the tagine for me! - Excuse me? 400 00:27:21,389 --> 00:27:23,975 What are you doing here? You gotta go, man. 401 00:27:25,393 --> 00:27:27,687 - Can I have more hot chocolate? - What? 402 00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:30,774 - Shit, shit! - I'll get the extinguisher! 403 00:27:30,857 --> 00:27:33,318 It's spreading! Oh, my God! 404 00:27:33,401 --> 00:27:35,612 - Call 911! - Hudson, why are you in the kitchen? 405 00:27:35,695 --> 00:27:37,781 You're not allowed in here! What are you doing? 406 00:27:41,159 --> 00:27:43,703 Stay right here! Do not move! 407 00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:06,226 [cell phone ringing] 408 00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:11,231 Hey, how's the game? Are the Yankees winning? 409 00:28:11,314 --> 00:28:14,025 [Majid] Billie, I'm so sorry. 410 00:28:15,777 --> 00:28:16,777 What happened? 411 00:28:17,654 --> 00:28:20,323 [Cooper] His name's Hudson Connelly. He's 6 years old. 412 00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:22,407 - He's probably three feet tall. - [Billie] Cooper. 413 00:28:22,951 --> 00:28:24,327 - Cooper. - Hey. 414 00:28:26,162 --> 00:28:30,917 [sobbing] Oh, my God. I'm so, so sorry. 415 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,920 - [Cooper] Stop. - I'm so sorry. 416 00:28:34,003 --> 00:28:38,091 - No, no, stop. It's not your fault. - It's my fault. 417 00:28:39,008 --> 00:28:41,302 I know, I'm the one who's sorry. 418 00:28:41,386 --> 00:28:43,012 Why did you even bring Hudson here? 419 00:28:43,096 --> 00:28:46,433 - You were supposed to be at the game. - It was supposed to be a quick stop. 420 00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:47,809 And you didn't think to call 421 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:50,854 or to even text me to let me know where you were taking my son? 422 00:28:50,937 --> 00:28:53,440 Billie, it's gonna be okay. We're gonna find him. 423 00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:55,024 I got my staff out there looking. 424 00:28:55,108 --> 00:28:57,360 Well, I'm not just gonna sit around here and wait. 425 00:28:58,528 --> 00:29:01,030 Okay, I'll head east. You go west. Yeah? 426 00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:02,282 - Yeah. - Okay. 427 00:29:02,365 --> 00:29:05,118 - I'll come with you. - No. Don't. 428 00:29:06,578 --> 00:29:07,578 Billie. 429 00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:14,377 - What are you doing here? - Alonso called all the investors. 430 00:29:14,461 --> 00:29:17,630 - How bad is it? - I don't know, but Hudson was here, 431 00:29:17,714 --> 00:29:19,174 and now he's missing. 432 00:29:19,674 --> 00:29:21,259 - He ran away. - What? 433 00:29:21,843 --> 00:29:23,887 - I need to go find him. - I'm coming with you. 434 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:26,681 I have no idea where he would even think to go. 435 00:29:26,765 --> 00:29:29,392 - Does he have a favorite spot? - He doesn't know the city. 436 00:29:29,476 --> 00:29:31,853 He's only been to Majid's restaurant once before. 437 00:29:31,936 --> 00:29:35,398 Um, the day that we ran into you in the park. 438 00:29:36,107 --> 00:29:38,818 He loved that bubble guy, remember? The park's just up here. 439 00:29:39,652 --> 00:29:41,529 - Oh, my God. - Come on, come on, come on. 440 00:29:41,613 --> 00:29:43,948 Mick is in a very important meeting right now. 441 00:29:50,079 --> 00:29:51,456 Nice brotox, buddy. 442 00:29:51,539 --> 00:29:52,582 Ow, ow. 443 00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:56,544 What's the matter with you? My maxillofacials are very sensitive. 444 00:29:56,628 --> 00:30:00,507 - This is who I was, but it's not who I am. - The fuck is that supposed to mean? 445 00:30:00,590 --> 00:30:03,468 I'm not gonna live a lie anymore and I'm not gonna hide. 446 00:30:03,551 --> 00:30:05,136 Do I look like I have a vagina? 447 00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,931 Save it for The View. You got a book tour coming up. 448 00:30:08,014 --> 00:30:10,183 I'll do the tour for Unattached, 449 00:30:10,266 --> 00:30:15,104 but only as a promotion for my next book, Sustained By Love. 450 00:30:15,188 --> 00:30:18,191 So schmaltzy. Shitstained By Love is more like it. 451 00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:22,987 And last, I checked, your 10% was paying me to set your brand strategy. 452 00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:25,198 Who are you to start barking orders? 453 00:30:25,281 --> 00:30:29,327 I'm Sasha fucking Snow. And I've got a plane to catch. 454 00:30:34,457 --> 00:30:37,669 Hey, have you seen a little boy about this tall, blond? 455 00:30:37,752 --> 00:30:38,920 - No? - No? 456 00:30:47,136 --> 00:30:48,555 I don't see anyone. 457 00:30:48,638 --> 00:30:50,932 Hey. Hey, Billie. Billie, look at me. 458 00:30:51,015 --> 00:30:54,310 We're gonna find him, all right? Here or somewhere else. 459 00:31:00,775 --> 00:31:01,775 [Billie] Hudson? 460 00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:05,905 Hudson! 461 00:31:05,989 --> 00:31:08,074 - Mommy? - [Billie] Huds. 462 00:31:10,785 --> 00:31:11,661 Hi, Mama. 463 00:31:11,744 --> 00:31:13,913 I was so worried about you. 464 00:31:16,541 --> 00:31:18,084 There was a fire. 465 00:31:18,167 --> 00:31:21,045 And Majid yelled at me, and he owes me a dollar. 466 00:31:21,629 --> 00:31:24,799 I came to see bubble man, but bubble man's not here. 467 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,509 Yes, I know, baby. I know. 468 00:31:26,593 --> 00:31:29,846 That was just a special treat, not every day. 469 00:31:29,929 --> 00:31:32,724 Those bubbles were great though, eh, mate? 470 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,144 - You're that guy. Mommy's friend. - [Billie] Yeah. 471 00:31:37,228 --> 00:31:38,396 Mommy's friend. 472 00:31:41,232 --> 00:31:45,945 Hey, you can never run away again. 473 00:31:46,029 --> 00:31:47,906 Okay? Ever. 474 00:31:47,989 --> 00:31:48,990 I'm sorry. 475 00:31:49,782 --> 00:31:51,242 That's okay. 476 00:31:51,326 --> 00:31:54,787 You know, I know what it's like to be a scared little kid in New York City. 477 00:31:57,248 --> 00:31:58,958 So don't worry. Okay? 478 00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:09,177 [all laughing] 479 00:32:10,011 --> 00:32:12,680 - [Hudson] You said you wanted my sneakers. - [Brad] Oh, I do. 480 00:32:14,057 --> 00:32:16,351 - You said they were cool kicks. - Wasn't that funny? 481 00:32:17,018 --> 00:32:19,938 The way you were looking at him, I was like... 482 00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:22,273 - Oh! - Daddy. 483 00:32:24,067 --> 00:32:26,444 Oh, buddy, hey. 484 00:32:26,527 --> 00:32:28,071 You had us worried sick. 485 00:32:36,371 --> 00:32:37,997 Thank you for your help. 486 00:32:38,539 --> 00:32:39,832 I didn't do anything. 487 00:32:39,916 --> 00:32:41,167 Oh, yes, you did. 488 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,420 It was Brad's idea where to find Hudson. 489 00:32:44,504 --> 00:32:48,675 He remembered this park that we'd all been at last month 490 00:32:48,758 --> 00:32:53,346 - where we ran into each other. - Well, I'm very grateful. 491 00:32:57,183 --> 00:32:58,183 We both are. 492 00:33:03,523 --> 00:33:06,651 Well, I should get inside and check out the damage. 493 00:33:07,193 --> 00:33:08,193 Check on Majid. 494 00:33:29,465 --> 00:33:30,925 I'll see you around, little man. 495 00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:32,844 Oh, yeah. Nice. 496 00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:36,139 Can you come home with us, Daddy? 497 00:33:38,975 --> 00:33:40,518 - It's fine with me. - Yeah? 498 00:33:40,601 --> 00:33:44,022 Yeah, we can... We can set up the guest room again. 499 00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:47,316 - Yeah? - Yeah. Okay, baby? 500 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:49,318 - Okay? - Hey, that would be great. 501 00:33:50,194 --> 00:33:53,823 But, hey, listen to me. I'm gonna meet you there. Okay? 502 00:33:53,906 --> 00:33:55,658 I just need to do one thing first. 503 00:33:55,742 --> 00:33:57,118 - All right? - Okay. Yeah. 504 00:34:02,165 --> 00:34:03,416 [dramatic music playing] 505 00:34:21,559 --> 00:34:23,436 Kam, wait. 506 00:34:25,521 --> 00:34:28,816 - Sasha, what are you doing here? - I'm coming with you. 507 00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:32,862 I don't have anything. I ran here straight from my book launch. 508 00:34:32,945 --> 00:34:35,948 Well, that and telling Mick to go fuck himself. 509 00:34:36,574 --> 00:34:37,742 [shouts] 510 00:34:38,326 --> 00:34:40,870 I'm gonna have to buy a whole new wardrobe in Singapore. 511 00:34:40,953 --> 00:34:43,790 Or, considering the whole $15 zucchini situation, 512 00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:46,167 may be cheaper to have Billie send me all my stuff. 513 00:34:46,250 --> 00:34:51,964 Sasha, I'm touched, really, but you can't come to Singapore. 514 00:34:52,048 --> 00:34:55,802 Yes. I can and I am. 515 00:34:56,886 --> 00:34:59,514 Look, somebody has to give first. 516 00:35:01,641 --> 00:35:02,641 And it's me. 517 00:35:04,060 --> 00:35:08,564 I wanna give for you. For us. 518 00:35:10,483 --> 00:35:14,112 For everything we could be for the next 17 years of our lives. 519 00:35:15,738 --> 00:35:16,864 It's like you said. 520 00:35:19,033 --> 00:35:23,287 I just don't wanna wake up one single morning without you in my arms. 521 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:28,876 I love you, Sasha Snow. 522 00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:33,422 But you cannot come to Singapore. 523 00:35:35,883 --> 00:35:38,386 - Why not? - [man] Dr. Evans. 524 00:35:41,472 --> 00:35:43,724 We were able to get your luggage off the plane. 525 00:35:43,808 --> 00:35:45,226 [Kam] Thank you so much. 526 00:35:50,606 --> 00:35:52,775 Because I'm giving first too. 527 00:35:54,610 --> 00:35:55,610 You were right. 528 00:35:56,279 --> 00:36:00,158 It shouldn't always be the woman who's expected to change course. 529 00:36:00,783 --> 00:36:01,951 I don't wanna be that man 530 00:36:02,034 --> 00:36:04,704 that keeps asking you to give up your life and follow mine. 531 00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:10,418 The woman I love lives in New York City. 532 00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:17,425 Her life is here, and I belong wherever she is. 533 00:36:20,178 --> 00:36:21,220 So I'm staying. 534 00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:25,056 Really? 535 00:36:48,706 --> 00:36:49,706 [intercom buzzes] 536 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:53,960 [woman] Come on up. 537 00:36:54,378 --> 00:36:55,630 [door buzzing] 538 00:37:04,222 --> 00:37:08,142 [woman] And this is why I know this is gonna be your best year yet. 539 00:37:08,976 --> 00:37:10,478 To the birthday girl. 540 00:37:10,561 --> 00:37:12,563 [all] To Emily. 541 00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,440 Cheers. I love you. 542 00:37:14,523 --> 00:37:15,523 Cheers. 543 00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:20,320 Cooper? 544 00:37:24,909 --> 00:37:26,035 What are you doing here? 545 00:37:28,454 --> 00:37:29,789 Wanted to say happy birthday. 546 00:37:30,581 --> 00:37:31,916 Nice to see you, Coop. 547 00:37:33,709 --> 00:37:35,086 Why don't you say a few words? 548 00:37:35,169 --> 00:37:37,672 Oh, no, that's okay. I don't... [clears throat] 549 00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:38,923 I don't drink anymore. 550 00:37:40,299 --> 00:37:41,300 Um... 551 00:37:43,219 --> 00:37:45,137 I do wanna say something though. 552 00:37:46,013 --> 00:37:47,013 Uh... 553 00:37:48,474 --> 00:37:51,978 Didn't realize I was gonna be saying it in front of all of you. [chuckles] 554 00:37:52,895 --> 00:37:57,441 But I've realized that you can lose the people you love 555 00:37:57,525 --> 00:37:58,901 in the blink of an eye. 556 00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:01,654 So... 557 00:38:04,156 --> 00:38:08,244 twelve years ago, I wasn't the right man for you. 558 00:38:09,912 --> 00:38:12,790 And I couldn't appreciate all the things that you have to offer, 559 00:38:12,873 --> 00:38:14,375 and that list is long. 560 00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:18,421 You're compassionate, understanding, you never give up on anyone. 561 00:38:18,504 --> 00:38:19,922 You never gave up on me. 562 00:38:21,090 --> 00:38:24,760 I am not in the same place that I was the last time you saw me. 563 00:38:24,844 --> 00:38:29,348 I'm doing the work. I'm trying to be the man that you have always seen in me. 564 00:38:29,849 --> 00:38:33,227 I still don't know if I'm the man that you deserve, but... 565 00:38:35,813 --> 00:38:37,148 [guests cheering] 566 00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:49,493 So you don't need to think about it or you...? 567 00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:52,038 My birthday wish came true. 568 00:39:23,736 --> 00:39:24,736 Majid. 569 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:27,155 Khoshgelam. 570 00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:32,578 Looks like the place is on the mend. 571 00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:36,749 Yeah, we should be able to reopen next week. 572 00:39:37,249 --> 00:39:39,043 Oh, that's great. I'm glad. 573 00:39:40,169 --> 00:39:41,170 Look, um... 574 00:39:44,048 --> 00:39:46,717 I'm really sorry for what happened. 575 00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:47,801 Me too. 576 00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:51,764 - I've been trying to reach you. - I know. I... 577 00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:54,433 Just needed a couple of days to cool down. 578 00:39:54,517 --> 00:39:59,855 I didn't wanna make any big decisions while my emotions were running high. 579 00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:02,817 Billie, I love you so much. 580 00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:06,028 Our time together has meant everything to me. 581 00:40:07,988 --> 00:40:09,198 But I'm not a dad. 582 00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:15,037 I'm not good at tiny feelings and car seats and schedules. 583 00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:17,373 The only baby I have is my restaurant. 584 00:40:18,749 --> 00:40:21,377 And honestly, that's the only baby I've ever wanted. 585 00:40:21,961 --> 00:40:22,961 I know. 586 00:40:24,046 --> 00:40:25,923 But don't break up with me. 587 00:40:26,590 --> 00:40:30,553 There's so much good. We could go back to the way things were. 588 00:40:31,178 --> 00:40:33,222 Maybe that was the secret sauce. 589 00:40:33,305 --> 00:40:37,852 You have your life in Connecticut and we have our life together here. 590 00:40:38,727 --> 00:40:40,020 It was working. 591 00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:41,647 Oh, there is so much good. 592 00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:45,609 And there's so much fun to be had, but... 593 00:40:48,195 --> 00:40:49,238 it's not enough. 594 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:54,326 If there's anything that I've learned... 595 00:40:56,412 --> 00:40:59,248 it's that I don't wanna split my life into two parts. 596 00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:04,628 And if I can't be in a relationship that allows me... 597 00:41:05,796 --> 00:41:07,673 to be all of who I am... 598 00:41:11,010 --> 00:41:12,511 then I'd rather be alone. 599 00:41:19,977 --> 00:41:21,604 You're something else. 600 00:41:24,356 --> 00:41:25,566 So I've been told. 601 00:41:26,317 --> 00:41:27,985 ["I Am Woman" playing] 602 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:39,580 [inaudible dialogue] 603 00:41:43,375 --> 00:41:49,048 ♪ I am woman, I am fearless I am sexy, I'm divine ♪ 604 00:41:49,131 --> 00:41:54,762 ♪ I'm unbeatable, I'm creative Honey, you can get in line ♪ 605 00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:57,181 ♪ I am feminine, I am masculine... ♪ 606 00:41:57,264 --> 00:41:59,934 [Billie] Surprise. [laughing] 607 00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:05,773 ♪ I can teach you, I can love you If you got it goin' on ♪ 608 00:42:05,856 --> 00:42:08,484 ♪ If you got it, got it Got it, got it, got it, got it ♪ 609 00:42:08,567 --> 00:42:11,487 ♪ If you got it, got it, got it Got it, got it goin' on ♪ 610 00:42:11,570 --> 00:42:14,031 ♪ Got it, got it, got it Got it, got it, got it ♪ 611 00:42:14,114 --> 00:42:17,326 ♪ If you got it, got it, got it Got it, got it goin' on ♪ 612 00:42:17,409 --> 00:42:20,120 ♪ Got it on goin' on, yeah ♪ 613 00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:22,414 ♪ Got it, got it, got it Got it, got it goin' on ♪ 614 00:42:22,498 --> 00:42:26,252 ♪ Got it, got it, got it Got it, got it goin' on ♪ 615 00:42:28,087 --> 00:42:30,923 ♪ I am classy, I am modern I live by my own design ♪ 616 00:42:31,006 --> 00:42:33,884 ♪ I'm cherry, I'm lemon I'm the sweetest key lime pie ♪ 617 00:42:33,968 --> 00:42:36,679 ♪ I'm electric, I'm bass I'm the beat of my own drum ♪ 618 00:42:36,762 --> 00:42:40,099 ♪ I could make your goosebumps raise With the tracing of my thumb ♪ 619 00:42:43,852 --> 00:42:46,146 [Trina] Ladies, are you ready to experience 620 00:42:46,230 --> 00:42:49,275 multiple G-spot and cervical orgasms? 621 00:42:49,984 --> 00:42:53,195 Increased strength leads to increased sensation. 622 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:58,826 Now, the G-spot may have been named after the guy who "discovered" it, 623 00:42:59,827 --> 00:43:02,621 but you certainly don't need a man to find it for yourself. 624 00:43:03,872 --> 00:43:07,543 - Is she holding that with her... - Pussy? Sure is. 625 00:43:09,336 --> 00:43:10,336 Okay. 626 00:43:15,884 --> 00:43:17,803 I think I'm gonna need a smaller coconut. 627 00:43:21,348 --> 00:43:23,475 [woman] Wilhelmina Mann. 628 00:43:23,559 --> 00:43:24,476 [audience applauding] 629 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:30,357 ♪ I am woman, I am fearless I am sexy, I'm divine ♪ 630 00:43:30,441 --> 00:43:36,280 ♪ I'm unbeatable, I'm creative Honey, you can get in line ♪ 631 00:43:36,363 --> 00:43:41,952 ♪ I am feminine, I am masculine I am anything I want ♪ 632 00:43:42,036 --> 00:43:47,291 ♪ I can teach you, I can love you If you got it goin' on... ♪ 633 00:43:47,374 --> 00:43:48,500 [all cheering] 634 00:43:49,209 --> 00:43:51,378 ♪ If you got it, got it Got it, got it, got it... ♪ 635 00:43:51,462 --> 00:43:53,464 Yes! 636 00:43:53,547 --> 00:43:57,343 ♪ Got it, got it, got it goin' on Got it goin' on ♪ 637 00:43:57,426 --> 00:43:58,927 This is the last of it. 638 00:43:59,511 --> 00:44:01,180 There's no more room, 639 00:44:01,263 --> 00:44:03,390 unless you wanna try and Cooper Connelly it. 640 00:44:03,474 --> 00:44:04,642 What do I always say? 641 00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:07,561 - There's always room. - There's always room. 642 00:44:07,645 --> 00:44:09,438 Oh, Cooper. This was so nice. 643 00:44:10,022 --> 00:44:11,940 - Thank you so much. - Absolutely. 644 00:44:12,941 --> 00:44:13,941 Hey. 645 00:44:14,485 --> 00:44:17,279 I'm proud of you, Dr. Mann. 646 00:44:17,363 --> 00:44:18,447 Yes. 647 00:44:18,530 --> 00:44:19,782 [both laughing] 648 00:44:25,537 --> 00:44:28,874 Actually, there's something that I wanted to tell you. 649 00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:31,752 - Yeah? - Uh... 650 00:44:35,089 --> 00:44:36,924 I'm gonna ask Emily to marry me. 651 00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:38,925 Oh. 652 00:44:39,468 --> 00:44:40,761 - Okay. - Yeah. 653 00:44:40,844 --> 00:44:44,390 It turns out you can have more than one love of your life. 654 00:44:45,432 --> 00:44:49,561 It's not just that she's the right woman for me, um... 655 00:44:52,731 --> 00:44:55,734 It's that I'm the right man for her. 656 00:44:55,818 --> 00:44:56,944 And when I'm with her... 657 00:44:58,570 --> 00:45:00,030 I feel like I'm enough. 658 00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:03,075 That's an amazing feeling. 659 00:45:04,451 --> 00:45:08,997 I know what you're gonna say. You're gonna say sweater sets and vanilla lattes... 660 00:45:09,081 --> 00:45:10,541 No, no, no, Cooper. 661 00:45:10,624 --> 00:45:12,167 I... I was gonna say... 662 00:45:12,835 --> 00:45:13,835 Um... 663 00:45:14,878 --> 00:45:16,088 Emily's lovely. 664 00:45:17,005 --> 00:45:19,133 That's the kind of girl I thought... 665 00:45:21,009 --> 00:45:22,803 you should have been with all along. 666 00:45:23,512 --> 00:45:27,433 And if I had been more honest with myself and you... 667 00:45:30,185 --> 00:45:32,896 then maybe you could have been. 668 00:45:35,607 --> 00:45:37,943 I will never regret our time together. 669 00:45:38,694 --> 00:45:41,613 - We made two beautiful children. - No. 670 00:45:42,948 --> 00:45:44,116 It's not just that. 671 00:45:46,493 --> 00:45:47,493 It's you. 672 00:45:48,996 --> 00:45:50,247 You are... 673 00:45:51,999 --> 00:45:52,999 formidable. 674 00:45:54,877 --> 00:45:57,296 And for whatever time I was able to call you mine, 675 00:45:59,506 --> 00:46:01,967 I consider myself incredibly lucky. 676 00:46:03,552 --> 00:46:04,678 And deeply... 677 00:46:06,221 --> 00:46:07,347 deeply grateful. 678 00:46:09,016 --> 00:46:10,058 Oh, Cooper. 679 00:46:12,895 --> 00:46:14,271 I'm so happy for you. 680 00:46:15,939 --> 00:46:17,065 And Emily. 681 00:46:17,816 --> 00:46:18,816 Thank you. 682 00:46:19,485 --> 00:46:20,652 [Billie chuckles] 683 00:46:22,196 --> 00:46:23,196 So... 684 00:46:25,115 --> 00:46:26,115 I gotta ask... 685 00:46:29,077 --> 00:46:30,120 Are you happy? 686 00:46:32,122 --> 00:46:33,165 Uh... 687 00:46:33,957 --> 00:46:35,501 I am. Yeah. 688 00:46:36,460 --> 00:46:41,548 I mean, this isn't the fairy tale I imagined for myself, but you know, 689 00:46:42,299 --> 00:46:48,055 I've got friends, work, kids I adore, a pretty cute and responsible co-parent. 690 00:46:49,973 --> 00:46:52,267 It's a fairy tale of its own kind. 691 00:47:01,735 --> 00:47:06,782 In the end, all of us will look back on our lives and say one of two things: 692 00:47:09,284 --> 00:47:12,579 "I wish I had," or "I'm glad I did." 693 00:47:16,083 --> 00:47:19,545 We've had so many amazing "I'm glad I did" moments... 694 00:47:21,380 --> 00:47:24,591 even in those teary, soul-crushing days. 695 00:47:25,425 --> 00:47:31,014 I'm glad I had those moments too, because I had them with you. 696 00:47:33,684 --> 00:47:37,771 You're that rare person who has no "I wish I hads," 697 00:47:38,897 --> 00:47:41,358 who fearlessly says yes, 698 00:47:42,150 --> 00:47:45,571 even now to a man who is the definition... 699 00:47:47,281 --> 00:47:48,615 of "I'm glad I did." 700 00:47:50,117 --> 00:47:55,747 You are proud, passionate, open to the world. 701 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,211 And most of all, my best friend. 702 00:48:03,505 --> 00:48:05,549 So, Kam, enjoy her. 703 00:48:05,632 --> 00:48:06,758 [laughter] 704 00:48:08,635 --> 00:48:11,555 But don't forget, it's you and me. 705 00:48:13,265 --> 00:48:14,265 Always. 706 00:48:15,809 --> 00:48:17,060 Always. 707 00:48:17,144 --> 00:48:18,145 To Sasha and Kam. 708 00:48:18,228 --> 00:48:20,397 - [all] To Sasha and Kam. - [man 1] Cheers. 709 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:23,567 - [man 2] Yeah. - [man 1] Congratulations, Sasha and Kam. 710 00:48:31,575 --> 00:48:32,576 [Billie] You and me. 711 00:48:33,785 --> 00:48:34,785 Always. 712 00:48:58,477 --> 00:49:00,270 That was beautiful, Billie. 713 00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:03,190 You've always had a way with words. 714 00:49:03,273 --> 00:49:04,983 What are you doing here? 715 00:49:07,486 --> 00:49:09,780 I asked Sasha if I could come and surprise you, 716 00:49:09,863 --> 00:49:11,323 sweep you off your feet. 717 00:49:12,949 --> 00:49:15,994 She made me promise to wait until after the cake, but... 718 00:49:16,953 --> 00:49:17,953 [chuckles] 719 00:49:26,838 --> 00:49:28,715 Where's Gigi? 720 00:49:29,424 --> 00:49:30,424 She left. 721 00:49:31,968 --> 00:49:32,969 A while ago, actually. 722 00:49:34,721 --> 00:49:38,475 She's with someone else now, who didn't just lose his company. 723 00:49:42,813 --> 00:49:45,315 We both knew in our hearts that I could... 724 00:49:46,942 --> 00:49:48,652 I could never be hers completely. 725 00:49:50,946 --> 00:49:54,074 Because I've never stopped being yours. 726 00:49:58,537 --> 00:49:59,537 It's you, B. 727 00:50:01,039 --> 00:50:02,290 It's always been you. 728 00:50:05,127 --> 00:50:06,795 Please tell me this is real. 729 00:50:06,878 --> 00:50:09,172 [chuckles] It's real. 730 00:50:11,007 --> 00:50:12,007 We are real. 731 00:50:13,593 --> 00:50:17,055 We are undeniable. 732 00:50:19,099 --> 00:50:20,099 You know that. 733 00:50:23,478 --> 00:50:26,606 - I think I'm gonna faint. I... - Here. 734 00:50:27,274 --> 00:50:28,734 ["Heavenly Day" playing] 735 00:50:29,484 --> 00:50:30,484 I got you. 736 00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,280 And I... 737 00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:36,450 got you. 738 00:50:42,789 --> 00:50:43,790 ♪ Oh, heavenly day... ♪ 739 00:50:43,874 --> 00:50:47,669 [Billie] As women, we are imbued with great power. 740 00:50:48,587 --> 00:50:49,880 Most importantly... 741 00:50:51,757 --> 00:50:54,301 the power of choice. 742 00:50:58,221 --> 00:51:02,392 ♪ Got no trouble today ♪ 743 00:51:05,687 --> 00:51:10,609 ♪ The smile on your face ♪ 744 00:51:12,694 --> 00:51:17,032 ♪ I live only to see ♪ 745 00:51:21,369 --> 00:51:23,789 ♪ It's enough for me, baby ♪ 746 00:51:25,499 --> 00:51:27,167 ♪ It's enough for me... ♪ 747 00:51:28,126 --> 00:51:30,754 [Billie] When you choose who to spend your life with, 748 00:51:30,837 --> 00:51:34,466 you're also choosing who you wanna be in the world. 749 00:51:35,759 --> 00:51:42,516 But you can't make that choice until you know who you really are. 750 00:51:44,059 --> 00:51:47,103 Once you've discovered and accepted 751 00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:51,942 and delighted in your true self in all its glory, 752 00:51:52,984 --> 00:51:55,654 then the decision becomes clear. 753 00:51:59,324 --> 00:52:03,328 When you are the you you want to be... 754 00:52:05,330 --> 00:52:06,790 then everything else... 755 00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:11,002 is just gravy. 756 00:52:14,422 --> 00:52:15,715 I'm pregnant. 757 00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:22,764 ♪ Heavenly day, heavenly day ♪ 758 00:52:22,848 --> 00:52:24,891 ♪ Heavenly day ♪ 759 00:52:24,975 --> 00:52:29,062 ♪ Heavenly day, heavenly day ♪ 760 00:52:29,145 --> 00:52:34,526 ♪ Oh, heavenly ♪ 761 00:52:35,235 --> 00:52:41,741 ♪ Day ♪ 762 00:52:44,744 --> 00:52:46,580 [theme music playing]