1 00:00:06,047 --> 00:00:08,049 [theme music playing] 2 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:19,019 [dance music playing over speakers] 3 00:00:20,603 --> 00:00:24,524 [Billie] There was a time in my life when I felt free. 4 00:00:25,942 --> 00:00:29,195 And the world was full of possibilities. 5 00:00:31,197 --> 00:00:33,408 Especially him. 6 00:00:40,790 --> 00:00:42,083 Hey, boyfriend. 7 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:43,209 Hey. 8 00:00:49,549 --> 00:00:51,989 - [Billie] Wait, what are you doing? - Do you want me to stop? 9 00:00:52,052 --> 00:00:53,470 [moans] 10 00:00:54,971 --> 00:00:56,347 Or should I keep going? 11 00:00:58,308 --> 00:00:59,350 Fu... 12 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:01,102 Yes. 13 00:01:01,811 --> 00:01:02,937 [moaning] 14 00:01:04,230 --> 00:01:05,390 [Billie] Those were the days. 15 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:09,319 People say you don't know them when you're having them, but I knew. 16 00:01:09,402 --> 00:01:11,029 Oh, you're killing me. 17 00:01:12,155 --> 00:01:13,155 You know that? 18 00:01:13,198 --> 00:01:14,198 Mm-hm. 19 00:01:14,741 --> 00:01:15,867 [Billie laughs] 20 00:01:16,451 --> 00:01:17,911 [Billie] Time of your life, baby? 21 00:01:19,329 --> 00:01:20,872 Yes, please. 22 00:01:28,546 --> 00:01:29,714 [Billie moaning] 23 00:01:32,842 --> 00:01:34,219 [yelps] 24 00:01:35,428 --> 00:01:37,013 [grunts] Jesus. 25 00:01:40,141 --> 00:01:42,102 You are killing me. 26 00:01:43,520 --> 00:01:44,521 You know that? 27 00:01:45,980 --> 00:01:47,023 Yeah. 28 00:01:48,399 --> 00:01:51,486 And now, these are the days. 29 00:01:52,070 --> 00:01:55,323 And everything is so different. 30 00:01:58,368 --> 00:02:00,537 Mommy, you said you were feeding her. 31 00:02:00,620 --> 00:02:01,955 I am feeding her. 32 00:02:02,038 --> 00:02:05,041 - No, you're sleeping. - Okay. 33 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:09,546 You know what? I fell asleep for, like, a second. 34 00:02:09,629 --> 00:02:13,299 - But what do you need? - I want to show you something. 35 00:02:14,175 --> 00:02:16,302 You wanna show me something? 36 00:02:17,720 --> 00:02:20,223 [chuckling] What do you wanna show me? 37 00:02:20,306 --> 00:02:22,225 Come on, Mommy. 38 00:02:22,308 --> 00:02:24,394 [Billie] All right, I'm coming. 39 00:02:24,477 --> 00:02:26,479 [upbeat music playing] 40 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:35,988 Hudson? 41 00:02:38,449 --> 00:02:39,449 What...? 42 00:02:42,245 --> 00:02:44,581 What have you got there, honey? 43 00:02:45,165 --> 00:02:47,000 Look, mariposa. 44 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:50,587 Oh, my gosh. 45 00:02:51,379 --> 00:02:52,547 Baby. 46 00:02:52,630 --> 00:02:56,467 You can't keep him like that, sweetheart. You have to let him go. 47 00:02:56,551 --> 00:02:57,677 It's a girl. 48 00:02:59,387 --> 00:03:01,681 Okay. All right. But still. 49 00:03:01,764 --> 00:03:03,850 And she's mine. I love her. 50 00:03:03,933 --> 00:03:07,061 I know, sweetheart. But she can't breathe in there. 51 00:03:07,812 --> 00:03:10,565 And she's gonna die if you don't let her out. 52 00:03:12,150 --> 00:03:13,818 Come here. Come with me. 53 00:03:13,902 --> 00:03:14,986 Let's go sit down. 54 00:03:15,737 --> 00:03:17,197 Come here, angel. 55 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:19,115 All right. 56 00:03:23,661 --> 00:03:24,787 Look at that baby. 57 00:03:24,871 --> 00:03:25,871 Okay, now. 58 00:03:26,873 --> 00:03:28,333 I have an idea. 59 00:03:28,416 --> 00:03:31,836 Let's see which way she goes, okay? 60 00:03:32,921 --> 00:03:33,963 Mmm. 61 00:03:34,047 --> 00:03:36,507 South, probably. Yeah? 62 00:03:36,591 --> 00:03:38,760 Thousands of miles for the winter. 63 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,310 [both gasp] 64 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:49,103 Wow. 65 00:03:50,605 --> 00:03:51,814 There it is! 66 00:03:52,815 --> 00:03:54,108 Go wave to her. 67 00:03:54,192 --> 00:03:55,401 Bye, butterfly! 68 00:03:55,485 --> 00:03:57,320 [Cooper] Munchkins! Where are my babies? 69 00:03:58,196 --> 00:03:59,948 Where's my babies? Get over here, bud. 70 00:04:00,031 --> 00:04:02,450 Come on. Where are they? Come here, bud. 71 00:04:03,076 --> 00:04:04,452 [grunting] 72 00:04:04,535 --> 00:04:07,914 - My word, you are so gigantic and cute. - [Hudson laughing] 73 00:04:07,997 --> 00:04:12,085 Oh, I can barely hold you up! 74 00:04:12,794 --> 00:04:13,920 Missed you, buddy. 75 00:04:16,172 --> 00:04:19,050 Oh, there she is. There's my beautiful girl. 76 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:24,889 Yeah. Hey, sweetie. 77 00:04:25,765 --> 00:04:26,975 Look at you. 78 00:04:28,851 --> 00:04:30,436 - Hey. - Hey! 79 00:04:30,520 --> 00:04:34,065 I was gonna get dressed at some point, I swear. I just... 80 00:04:34,148 --> 00:04:35,858 Ah, it's no biggie. 81 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:40,947 All right. I'm gonna hurry up and mow the lawn before the game starts. 82 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:43,283 Oh, yeah. 83 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:46,577 - You good? - Yup. 84 00:04:46,661 --> 00:04:48,037 - All good. - Huddie! 85 00:04:48,121 --> 00:04:51,207 [Billie] My husband is as gorgeous inside as out. 86 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:52,333 Wait for me. 87 00:04:52,417 --> 00:04:55,295 I've never caught him looking at another woman. 88 00:04:57,088 --> 00:04:59,507 Hell, I've never even caught him in a lie. 89 00:05:00,675 --> 00:05:03,011 So, what's the problem, right? 90 00:05:04,512 --> 00:05:05,680 [Cooper exhales] 91 00:05:07,181 --> 00:05:10,977 Oh, God, Billie, things have been so crazy at work. 92 00:05:11,060 --> 00:05:13,062 You have no idea. 93 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:14,188 - Really? - Yeah. 94 00:05:14,272 --> 00:05:19,235 I mean, we're talking like, it's, like, post-merger madness, you know? 95 00:05:19,319 --> 00:05:22,405 Everybody's just angling for a position 96 00:05:22,488 --> 00:05:26,784 and they're all trying to show off for the new boss. 97 00:05:26,868 --> 00:05:29,370 And she's great, though, you know? She's... 98 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:31,539 She wants to expand internationally. 99 00:05:31,622 --> 00:05:33,916 She wants to do all those things I've wanted to do, 100 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,045 just on a... I don't know, like a much, much larger scale. 101 00:05:38,838 --> 00:05:40,006 Wow. 102 00:05:40,089 --> 00:05:41,299 [Cooper] Yeah. 103 00:05:41,382 --> 00:05:45,762 You know, people are swarming, but she sees me, I can feel it. 104 00:05:48,431 --> 00:05:49,431 What? 105 00:05:51,434 --> 00:05:52,434 Nothing. 106 00:05:53,853 --> 00:05:55,355 I just miss you. 107 00:05:56,147 --> 00:05:57,774 - [cell phone ringing] - Excuse me. 108 00:06:01,444 --> 00:06:02,904 Okay, and that's her. 109 00:06:04,113 --> 00:06:05,656 My new boss. 110 00:06:05,740 --> 00:06:07,700 Come on. Have you listened to a word I said? 111 00:06:07,784 --> 00:06:09,619 - Right. - Francesca, hey! 112 00:06:09,702 --> 00:06:11,245 How are you? [laughs] 113 00:06:11,329 --> 00:06:15,917 [Billie] The problem is Cooper Connelly is married to me. 114 00:06:17,126 --> 00:06:18,126 And before I met him, 115 00:06:18,169 --> 00:06:23,091 I'd been contorted into at least 73% of the positions in the Kama Sutra. 116 00:06:24,175 --> 00:06:26,427 As should we all. 117 00:06:26,511 --> 00:06:28,179 - There were rich guys. - [moaning] 118 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:30,473 Poor guys. 119 00:06:32,100 --> 00:06:33,601 Tattooed guys. 120 00:06:34,727 --> 00:06:36,813 Just-flying-through guys. 121 00:06:37,855 --> 00:06:42,568 And every other kind of bad boy deliciousness you can imagine. 122 00:06:46,406 --> 00:06:49,575 We'll just talk tomorrow and set a time, then we'll discuss. 123 00:06:50,326 --> 00:06:53,413 All right, great. Thanks. We'll see you then. Bye. 124 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:57,083 She loves me. 125 00:07:02,672 --> 00:07:04,549 - [Cooper whistling] - Who doesn't? 126 00:07:05,967 --> 00:07:08,553 So why go marry someone so straight-laced? 127 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:12,640 Honestly, because of them. 128 00:07:12,723 --> 00:07:14,934 I didn't call you back for a reason! 129 00:07:15,017 --> 00:07:16,144 I see a lot of women. 130 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:17,854 Open the goddamn door, Billie! 131 00:07:18,479 --> 00:07:19,856 [moaning] 132 00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:20,940 Holy... 133 00:07:21,023 --> 00:07:24,152 You never appreciated anything that I did. 134 00:07:24,235 --> 00:07:25,235 Hello? 135 00:07:27,655 --> 00:07:30,700 My nerves were so fucking shot by the time I met Cooper, 136 00:07:30,783 --> 00:07:32,785 my heart was riding on fumes. 137 00:07:33,536 --> 00:07:36,247 And the stability and sanity he offered 138 00:07:36,330 --> 00:07:40,751 was a soothing balm to my spent, scorched soul. 139 00:07:40,835 --> 00:07:42,462 [uplifting music playing] 140 00:07:42,545 --> 00:07:45,631 I'll never forget the first time he brought me to this house. 141 00:07:46,424 --> 00:07:50,094 It's actually an Algonquin word, "Connecticut." 142 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:53,264 "Land of the long tidal river." 143 00:07:53,973 --> 00:07:55,183 I always loved that. 144 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:15,411 There she is. 145 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:29,383 [Billie laughs] 146 00:08:29,467 --> 00:08:31,427 - What do you think? Yeah? - Wow. 147 00:08:32,094 --> 00:08:35,431 It's like he'd been waiting for me. For us. 148 00:08:36,140 --> 00:08:39,185 [shouting] Yep! Ha! 149 00:08:40,311 --> 00:08:43,397 Can't have you tracking snow in the house, come on, now. 150 00:08:45,024 --> 00:08:47,235 [Billie exclaims] Oh, my God! 151 00:08:48,069 --> 00:08:50,863 He cooked me this incredible meal. 152 00:08:52,990 --> 00:08:55,117 I mean, come on. 153 00:08:58,079 --> 00:09:00,873 How could you not fall in love with this guy? 154 00:09:01,999 --> 00:09:03,334 - May I? - Yes. 155 00:09:08,965 --> 00:09:10,508 It's nice to finally meet you. 156 00:09:11,259 --> 00:09:15,054 I've heard so much about the both of you. I'm a big fan of your daughter's. Clearly. 157 00:09:15,137 --> 00:09:17,682 - Us too. - Most days, anyway. 158 00:09:17,765 --> 00:09:18,933 Mom. 159 00:09:19,016 --> 00:09:20,935 - She's joking. - Or I'm not. 160 00:09:21,018 --> 00:09:22,311 Well, you'll see. 161 00:09:24,146 --> 00:09:25,506 [Billie] Cooper is the kind of guy 162 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:28,317 who actually enjoys dinner with your parents. 163 00:09:28,943 --> 00:09:31,529 [man over PA] This is North Station. North Station. 164 00:09:32,029 --> 00:09:33,948 Ma'am, ma'am. Why don't you sit right here? 165 00:09:34,031 --> 00:09:37,743 [Billie] He stands on the train, no matter how many seats are empty. 166 00:09:37,827 --> 00:09:38,827 Yeah? 167 00:09:41,080 --> 00:09:42,832 - Have a great day. - And somehow 168 00:09:42,915 --> 00:09:48,254 manages to be the most handsome and humble man in any room. 169 00:09:48,337 --> 00:09:49,380 Gotta say, 170 00:09:50,464 --> 00:09:54,093 never thought I'd leave Morgan Stanley to come be one of the good guys. 171 00:09:54,176 --> 00:09:55,177 [all chuckling] 172 00:09:55,261 --> 00:09:59,640 But Cooper sucked me in with his "change the world" hoo-ha. 173 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:02,977 And the dental plan's not that bad either. 174 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:04,895 [all laughing] 175 00:10:04,979 --> 00:10:08,941 - But we have had a very big year. - We have. 176 00:10:09,525 --> 00:10:14,488 High risk, high reward, so huzzah to you. 177 00:10:16,449 --> 00:10:19,327 - Merry fucking Christmas, dude. - Thanks, buddy. Appreciate you. 178 00:10:19,410 --> 00:10:21,412 [applause] 179 00:10:28,252 --> 00:10:31,172 [Billie] He is my all-time favorite person. 180 00:10:31,255 --> 00:10:33,257 [inaudible dialogue] 181 00:10:34,884 --> 00:10:39,847 And I want us to live a hundred years and die at the exact same moment. 182 00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:44,560 [applause] 183 00:10:45,269 --> 00:10:47,104 - [Cooper] Push! - [Billie grunting] 184 00:10:49,106 --> 00:10:50,358 Oh, there he is! 185 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:53,653 - Hey, buddy! - [baby crying] 186 00:10:54,195 --> 00:10:55,488 Hi! 187 00:10:56,697 --> 00:10:57,615 Hi! 188 00:10:57,698 --> 00:11:00,242 I know, I know. Okay, go see Mommy. Go see Mommy. 189 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:01,369 Hey, bud! 190 00:11:01,869 --> 00:11:02,869 Hey! 191 00:11:03,788 --> 00:11:05,331 Oh, my God. 192 00:11:05,414 --> 00:11:06,874 [Billie] And I want our souls 193 00:11:06,957 --> 00:11:10,086 to find each other on the other side as soon as possible, 194 00:11:10,169 --> 00:11:14,090 so we can fall in love and make more babies, 195 00:11:14,173 --> 00:11:17,259 and do it all over again. 196 00:11:18,636 --> 00:11:20,680 I just also want him to fuck my brains out. 197 00:11:22,098 --> 00:11:24,058 Is that so much to ask? 198 00:11:24,141 --> 00:11:26,143 [man speaking indistinctly over TV] 199 00:11:27,103 --> 00:11:28,103 Hey. 200 00:11:29,146 --> 00:11:33,859 Didn't you have the, um...? No, no, no! Stop him! 201 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:41,117 I'm sorry. Didn't you have the...? The girls night in tonight? 202 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:42,493 Yeah, but you know... 203 00:11:42,576 --> 00:11:44,578 - Um... - [sensual music playing] 204 00:11:45,329 --> 00:11:47,581 - I can be late. - Oh. [chuckles] 205 00:11:47,665 --> 00:11:50,209 - Okay. - Oh. Okay. 206 00:11:51,919 --> 00:11:53,671 Okay. Mm-hm. 207 00:11:53,754 --> 00:11:55,673 [Billie] Oh, yeah. 208 00:11:55,756 --> 00:11:57,967 Oh, yeah. [moaning] 209 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:01,846 Oh, it's so good. That feels so good. 210 00:12:05,975 --> 00:12:07,309 So good. 211 00:12:18,487 --> 00:12:19,864 Are you...? Are you okay? 212 00:12:20,656 --> 00:12:21,657 Yes. 213 00:12:21,741 --> 00:12:24,160 Yeah, no, don't stop. Don't stop. Keep going. 214 00:12:24,243 --> 00:12:25,619 - Okay. - Keep going. 215 00:12:25,703 --> 00:12:26,787 Okay. 216 00:12:26,871 --> 00:12:28,330 [moaning] 217 00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:31,834 [Cooper grunts] 218 00:12:34,211 --> 00:12:35,880 Shit. 219 00:12:39,550 --> 00:12:41,469 I'm sorry, babe. 220 00:12:43,721 --> 00:12:45,222 - I'm just so tired. - Yeah. 221 00:12:51,437 --> 00:12:52,730 Okay. Hold on. 222 00:12:53,647 --> 00:12:54,774 - Hold on. - Okay. 223 00:12:58,569 --> 00:13:00,821 [moaning] Oh, yeah. 224 00:13:01,739 --> 00:13:03,282 Oh, that's good. 225 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,577 Oh, that's good. Yeah. 226 00:13:08,621 --> 00:13:09,872 That's good. 227 00:13:10,623 --> 00:13:11,957 Oh, yeah. 228 00:13:22,134 --> 00:13:23,552 - Cooper! - What? 229 00:13:24,136 --> 00:13:28,140 - Sorry. I'm sorry. - Just... Okay, just get the vibrator. 230 00:13:28,224 --> 00:13:29,224 - Really? - Yeah. 231 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,101 - Is that okay? - Yeah. 232 00:13:33,103 --> 00:13:34,103 Okay. 233 00:13:37,358 --> 00:13:41,070 [Billie] It's been 18 months since Cooper went down on me, for example. 234 00:13:42,404 --> 00:13:45,074 I expelled an entire human being from my body 235 00:13:45,157 --> 00:13:46,367 in half that time. 236 00:13:46,450 --> 00:13:47,743 [vibrator buzzing] 237 00:13:48,953 --> 00:13:50,120 [moaning] 238 00:13:54,124 --> 00:13:56,126 [vibrator dying, then stops] 239 00:13:56,794 --> 00:13:57,962 Oh, my God. 240 00:13:58,587 --> 00:14:00,130 [baby crying] 241 00:14:00,214 --> 00:14:01,841 Oh, my God. 242 00:14:03,717 --> 00:14:04,718 No. 243 00:14:08,055 --> 00:14:10,975 - Do you want me to, uh...? - It's fine. 244 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:12,852 Forget it. 245 00:14:30,202 --> 00:14:32,204 [tender music playing] 246 00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,592 [Billie] It wasn't always like this. 247 00:14:48,345 --> 00:14:49,471 [Billie moaning] 248 00:15:05,487 --> 00:15:06,947 - Hi. - Hey. 249 00:15:08,866 --> 00:15:10,451 I love you, Billie. 250 00:15:10,534 --> 00:15:12,286 Cooper. 251 00:15:45,361 --> 00:15:48,614 But then you have one kid. And then another. 252 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:53,118 I used to simply accept Cooper's waning passion as proof. 253 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:58,582 This is what happens when you grow up, get married, get into a routine. 254 00:16:00,125 --> 00:16:02,127 But now I'm starving. 255 00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:06,465 Now I'm screaming at him from inside my head, 256 00:16:06,548 --> 00:16:09,760 trying to make him feel something. 257 00:16:09,843 --> 00:16:13,514 Mommy. You didn't kiss me good night. 258 00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,265 I did. 259 00:16:15,349 --> 00:16:17,559 Well, you didn't check on me. 260 00:16:20,437 --> 00:16:22,690 I did, honey. I did. 261 00:16:23,273 --> 00:16:24,400 Come here. 262 00:16:24,483 --> 00:16:26,694 Come here, baby. Come here. Come on. 263 00:16:26,777 --> 00:16:27,820 There you go. 264 00:16:27,903 --> 00:16:29,154 Oh, yeah. 265 00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:31,657 That's my big boy. 266 00:16:34,034 --> 00:16:34,868 All right. 267 00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:36,161 You're okay, baby. 268 00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:38,455 You're okay. 269 00:16:40,249 --> 00:16:41,834 You're so beautiful. 270 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:51,885 - What's wrong? - [sobbing] Nothing, baby. Nothing. 271 00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:53,345 I'm okay. 272 00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:56,306 - Please don't cry, Mommy. - I'm okay, baby. 273 00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:57,391 I'm okay. 274 00:17:01,603 --> 00:17:03,063 I love you, Mommy. 275 00:17:06,066 --> 00:17:07,109 I love you. 276 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:10,738 I love you, baby. 277 00:17:15,868 --> 00:17:18,871 I want you to come and tuck me in whenever you're done. 278 00:17:47,274 --> 00:17:49,276 [snoring] 279 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:56,116 [cell phone unlocks] 280 00:18:08,545 --> 00:18:10,255 [line ringing] 281 00:18:13,217 --> 00:18:14,259 [Sasha] Hey, boo! 282 00:18:14,343 --> 00:18:17,054 - Hey, you still up? - [chuckles] Oh, yeah. 283 00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:19,014 This stupid band hasn't even gone on yet, 284 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:22,768 and I'm too obsessed to give up, go home, get a decent night's sleep, 285 00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:24,645 like any grown-ass woman 286 00:18:24,728 --> 00:18:27,314 who had to get out of bed at 7 a.m. and go to work would. 287 00:18:29,233 --> 00:18:30,692 Why are you still up? 288 00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:32,569 I can't sleep. 289 00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:34,613 Hey, has Cooper ever choked you? 290 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:38,659 - 'Cause if he hasn't, he needs to. - Oh, my God. 291 00:18:38,742 --> 00:18:41,161 - You saw Alex again. - Mm-hm. 292 00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:43,247 Didn't one of your exes used to do it? 293 00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:45,124 I mean, not on purpose! 294 00:18:45,207 --> 00:18:48,460 - Oh, honey. You need to be choked. - Oh! 295 00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,088 - Was it that good? - Yes, it was. 296 00:18:52,589 --> 00:18:54,591 Maybe we should get married. 297 00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:57,177 He could choke me for the next seven to ten years. 298 00:18:58,262 --> 00:19:01,223 I love that erotic asphyxiation is what it takes 299 00:19:01,306 --> 00:19:04,726 to finally get Sasha Snow to settle down. 300 00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:07,396 Uh-uh. For seven to ten years. Let's not go crazy. 301 00:19:11,191 --> 00:19:14,319 So, girl, you want to tell me what's really going on? 302 00:19:14,403 --> 00:19:15,320 I, um... 303 00:19:15,404 --> 00:19:16,613 I feel... 304 00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:18,574 different. 305 00:19:18,657 --> 00:19:21,535 - You are different. - No, I mean, like, 306 00:19:21,618 --> 00:19:24,246 I don't feel like myself. I feel like, uh... 307 00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:30,210 Like a watered-down, wife-mom version of me. And... 308 00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:32,588 I'm, uh... 309 00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,593 I'm just not sure that this is who I'm supposed to be. 310 00:19:38,510 --> 00:19:42,014 Oh, God. You need to go back to work. 311 00:19:42,097 --> 00:19:44,391 You clearly have too much time on your hands. 312 00:19:44,474 --> 00:19:45,475 I can't. 313 00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:49,563 Cooper and I agreed that I would take this time to be with the kids. 314 00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:52,816 - Please. Where do I even start? - I wanted this time, you know? 315 00:19:53,734 --> 00:19:56,904 I thought I would love it. And I do but... 316 00:19:56,987 --> 00:20:00,490 It's not enough. It's okay. You can say it. 317 00:20:00,574 --> 00:20:02,993 I just... I don't know. 318 00:20:03,952 --> 00:20:07,789 I've been thinking a lot, about... 319 00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:09,875 [dramatic music playing] 320 00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:10,958 ...him. 321 00:20:11,752 --> 00:20:14,421 - Who? - Oh, come on, Sash. 322 00:20:15,672 --> 00:20:16,965 Are you kidding me? 323 00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:21,637 Do not fuck up your gorgeous family. 324 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:24,181 - I'm not. - Cooper is such a good guy. 325 00:20:24,264 --> 00:20:25,849 I know that. 326 00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:29,102 Then appreciate it for a second, how lucky you are to have found him. 327 00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:32,522 How many millions of women would kill for what you have. 328 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:34,191 Look, I know. Right? 329 00:20:34,274 --> 00:20:38,320 But I just... I can't stop thinking about how things used to be. 330 00:20:38,403 --> 00:20:40,155 [dance music playing over speakers] 331 00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:42,532 - With Brad? - With me. 332 00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:44,243 I was different. 333 00:20:44,326 --> 00:20:47,371 - I don't know what happened. - Girl! 334 00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:51,833 You said yes, moved to the burbs, had kids. 335 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:55,337 This is what you wanted, B. It was your choice. 336 00:20:55,420 --> 00:20:56,463 I know. 337 00:20:56,546 --> 00:20:58,382 And I know Cooper's exhausted, you know? 338 00:20:58,465 --> 00:21:00,968 I'm exhausted too, but I just... 339 00:21:02,844 --> 00:21:03,844 I need to... 340 00:21:04,805 --> 00:21:06,223 To feel it again. 341 00:21:06,306 --> 00:21:07,599 What? 342 00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:11,603 Some small piece of that magical... 343 00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:16,650 interconnected, love bubble rush. 344 00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:19,528 You know? It was just... It was such a high! 345 00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:24,283 - How's it going? - Hey. 346 00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:27,744 Sash, are you...? Are you even listening to me? 347 00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:33,208 Yes. Now you listen to me, all right? 348 00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:38,964 Brad was one sexy motherfucker. 349 00:21:39,047 --> 00:21:40,882 But that kind of love is a fickle bitch. 350 00:21:41,508 --> 00:21:45,304 It hurts, betrays and is ultimately unsustainable. 351 00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:48,598 What you have with Cooper will go the distance. 352 00:21:48,682 --> 00:21:53,186 I know. I know it in my cells, I know it in my fucking soul. 353 00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:54,270 Good. 354 00:21:56,606 --> 00:21:58,066 What are you gonna do? 355 00:21:59,735 --> 00:22:00,735 I don't know. 356 00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:29,431 [Billie] Love is a drug. 357 00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:31,725 That's what they say, right? 358 00:22:32,267 --> 00:22:35,270 Dopamine, oxytocin, adrenaline. 359 00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:41,276 But I can get that feeling again. 360 00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,903 Every time I close my eyes 361 00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:46,198 and go back to one of those nights, I feel it. 362 00:22:46,281 --> 00:22:48,700 It's not some elusive high I'm chasing. 363 00:22:48,784 --> 00:22:54,581 It's real. And it was a whole other me. 364 00:22:55,999 --> 00:22:58,001 [rock music playing] 365 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:06,385 Ooh. Girl. 366 00:23:06,468 --> 00:23:09,805 You glam-goddess-Barbie'd your ass and I am digging it! 367 00:23:09,888 --> 00:23:12,682 [Billie] Sasha Snow is smart as shit. 368 00:23:12,766 --> 00:23:15,977 The only one of us who actually finished her PhD 369 00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:19,981 and is now a fancy psych professor at our alma mater. 370 00:23:20,065 --> 00:23:22,150 She's also the wildest, 371 00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:26,196 most unapologetic woman you'll ever meet. 372 00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:31,535 And all that wildness brought us downtown, 373 00:23:31,618 --> 00:23:36,748 almost every Saturday night to the Ludlow Street Cafe, 374 00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:43,088 and one equally wild lead singer, drummer, bassist after another. 375 00:23:43,171 --> 00:23:45,173 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] 376 00:23:50,762 --> 00:23:53,807 ♪ Her tongue ring feels so cold On a nigga neck ♪ 377 00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:56,685 ♪ No hickies Or you'll never see my ass again ♪ 378 00:23:57,394 --> 00:23:59,771 ♪ I gotta keep up appearances ♪ 379 00:23:59,855 --> 00:24:03,233 ♪ She tell her friends That she is my bitch ♪ 380 00:24:03,316 --> 00:24:05,610 ♪ She think I don't know I be hearin' shit ♪ 381 00:24:05,694 --> 00:24:08,822 ♪ That's why we only happened one time Like a premiere ♪ 382 00:24:08,905 --> 00:24:11,658 ♪ I showed my ass at the mall again ♪ 383 00:24:11,741 --> 00:24:14,411 ♪ I spent so much that they called it in ♪ 384 00:24:14,494 --> 00:24:17,080 ♪ Seventh grade, Mrs. Penny called me in ♪ 385 00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:19,541 ♪ I said, "Fuck you" I knew I'd be on, yeah, yeah ♪ 386 00:24:19,624 --> 00:24:22,878 ♪ Throwin' money on her Fifties, hundreds ♪ 387 00:24:22,961 --> 00:24:25,714 ♪ Throw a Civic, Honda If I like her, not love her ♪ 388 00:24:25,797 --> 00:24:28,550 ♪ If I love her Then I'm gonna throw a Benz ♪ 389 00:24:28,633 --> 00:24:31,011 ♪ Throw a crib, down payment Fuck the rent ♪ 390 00:24:31,094 --> 00:24:34,055 ♪ I woke up from a long night Of sex this mornin' ♪ 391 00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:37,058 ♪ Brush my teeth, got fresh this mornin' ♪ 392 00:24:37,142 --> 00:24:38,268 ♪ Two hands on it... ♪ 393 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:41,271 [pinball machine beeping] 394 00:24:41,354 --> 00:24:43,356 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] 395 00:24:53,575 --> 00:24:54,575 Oh, hello. 396 00:24:57,245 --> 00:24:59,998 - You think you're worth it? - Yes, please. 397 00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:09,799 [Billie] Oh, sorry. 398 00:25:09,883 --> 00:25:10,884 Um... 399 00:25:11,968 --> 00:25:14,304 I'm gonna go. 400 00:25:14,846 --> 00:25:16,097 You...? 401 00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:17,390 You're okay? 402 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:22,479 - [Kossi] You're fantastic. - [grunts] 403 00:25:22,562 --> 00:25:23,562 Hey! 404 00:25:24,981 --> 00:25:26,024 Are you okay? 405 00:25:26,107 --> 00:25:29,611 Oh, yeah, totally. I'm like what, like a hundred blocks away from home? 406 00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:33,323 I'll see you later. Love you. 407 00:25:33,406 --> 00:25:34,406 Love you. 408 00:25:38,078 --> 00:25:40,872 Put your hand on my head again, I'll bite the whole thing off. 409 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:44,084 Not a problem. 410 00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:48,380 You are a fucking goddess. 411 00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,132 Hmm. 412 00:25:51,883 --> 00:25:54,469 - Let me worship at your throne. - Ooh. 413 00:25:55,887 --> 00:25:57,264 [moaning] 414 00:26:09,693 --> 00:26:11,570 [ominous music playing] 415 00:26:11,653 --> 00:26:12,696 [man] Hey. 416 00:26:12,779 --> 00:26:14,197 Do you like bad boys? 417 00:26:15,365 --> 00:26:18,285 Sure do. Let me know if you find one. 418 00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,163 Hey, just piss off, dude. 419 00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:23,540 [Brad] Hey! 420 00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:26,293 - Whoa! - Leave her alone. 421 00:26:27,752 --> 00:26:29,713 Here. Go get something to eat. 422 00:26:30,213 --> 00:26:31,213 Go! 423 00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:34,467 [man] This is bullshit, man. 424 00:26:39,347 --> 00:26:40,347 You Billie? 425 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,435 Your friend said you might need a ride. 426 00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:46,021 Are you with the band? 427 00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:50,191 Yeah. Something like that. 428 00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:52,986 Car's parked over there if you want. 429 00:26:53,945 --> 00:26:56,406 If not... nighty night. 430 00:26:57,907 --> 00:26:58,907 [Billie] Wait. 431 00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:02,037 You have a car? 432 00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:06,416 In the city? Okay... Okay, no one drives in the city. 433 00:27:06,499 --> 00:27:09,210 How do you find parking or justify the cost? 434 00:27:09,294 --> 00:27:12,172 To the environment, for starters? I mean, not to mention... 435 00:27:12,255 --> 00:27:13,465 [car alarm chirps] 436 00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:21,389 You want a ride or what? 437 00:27:31,399 --> 00:27:35,070 Okay, so you're not with the band. You're not exactly a roadie. 438 00:27:35,570 --> 00:27:39,366 Not exactly, no. I own a record label that's trying to sign them. 439 00:27:40,408 --> 00:27:42,577 - You own a record company? - Mm-hm. 440 00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:46,831 And this car, a place around the corner, this jacket, these boots. 441 00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:50,043 - But that's pretty much it. Mm-hm. - Mm. 442 00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:53,004 You think he's good? Kossi? 443 00:27:53,963 --> 00:27:57,676 That is why you're sucking up to him like this by doing his betty a solid. 444 00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,219 Who, Sasha? 445 00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:03,640 She's a hard lady to say no to. 446 00:28:03,723 --> 00:28:07,686 But still, you're driving home her friend, which means that that dude's got leverage. 447 00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,022 Yeah, for now, but he shouldn't get used to it, 448 00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:14,109 and neither should you 'cause chauffeur is not my MO. 449 00:28:14,609 --> 00:28:15,735 Understood. 450 00:28:18,279 --> 00:28:19,614 She's a good friend. 451 00:28:21,282 --> 00:28:24,244 To think of you in the middle of... 452 00:28:24,327 --> 00:28:25,245 Yeah. 453 00:28:25,328 --> 00:28:27,247 She's... She's the best. 454 00:28:27,330 --> 00:28:31,126 We were roommates together in grad school at Columbia. 455 00:28:31,209 --> 00:28:32,210 For what? 456 00:28:32,293 --> 00:28:34,963 - Psychology. - Oh, shit. 457 00:28:35,839 --> 00:28:37,340 I better shut up now. 458 00:28:37,424 --> 00:28:41,010 You know, you might start lecturing me about my mean mommy 459 00:28:41,094 --> 00:28:45,890 and how much better adjusted I'd be if only she had held me more. 460 00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:49,978 Oh, fuck. 461 00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:52,856 What, is that what you think? 462 00:28:54,107 --> 00:28:59,112 I think you like nice shit because either you grew up with it or you didn't. 463 00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:01,072 And you own a record label, 464 00:29:01,156 --> 00:29:04,242 so I'm gonna guess that you had a leg up on that, mate. 465 00:29:04,868 --> 00:29:06,703 But you found your way to the Big Apple. 466 00:29:06,786 --> 00:29:09,789 You didn't stay behind to take care of the family kiwi farm. 467 00:29:10,290 --> 00:29:13,960 So that is a classic "fuck you" to either Mom or Dad, 468 00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:19,841 but I'm guessing, um, with that hair and those rings, 469 00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:22,343 that you didn't have trouble with your feminine side. 470 00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:25,930 So Daddy dearest it is, then. 471 00:29:26,014 --> 00:29:27,182 How am I doing? 472 00:29:27,265 --> 00:29:29,267 [pensive music playing] 473 00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:33,813 Uh... 474 00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:35,732 You wanna get a drink? 475 00:29:38,359 --> 00:29:41,070 Sure. Yeah, did you have some place in mind? 476 00:29:41,738 --> 00:29:42,738 Yeah. 477 00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:44,281 Mine. 478 00:29:49,204 --> 00:29:50,622 [elevator dings] 479 00:30:01,716 --> 00:30:04,135 Just the jacket and the boots, huh? 480 00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:06,095 I like nice shit. 481 00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:07,889 You said it yourself. 482 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:19,150 And you have a stage in your living room. 483 00:30:19,234 --> 00:30:20,860 I own a record label. 484 00:30:20,944 --> 00:30:23,488 Yeah, sometimes I like my guys to play here. 485 00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,866 - This town is insane. - Yeah. 486 00:30:26,950 --> 00:30:28,743 In the best possible way. 487 00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:33,498 So let me guess. 488 00:30:37,126 --> 00:30:39,128 [sighs] Iowa? 489 00:30:40,421 --> 00:30:41,714 - Please. - Oh. 490 00:30:42,590 --> 00:30:43,590 Ohio? 491 00:30:44,175 --> 00:30:46,052 Uh, Georgia. 492 00:30:48,137 --> 00:30:49,137 [Brad] No accent? 493 00:30:49,806 --> 00:30:51,099 [Billie] Not anymore. 494 00:30:53,518 --> 00:30:54,894 You know, when I was little... 495 00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:01,442 I used to dream about living in New York City. 496 00:31:02,443 --> 00:31:05,154 I never thought I actually would, but now that I'm here... 497 00:31:08,616 --> 00:31:09,616 I don't know. 498 00:31:12,078 --> 00:31:13,413 I never want to leave. 499 00:31:15,665 --> 00:31:17,417 There's a lot of shrinky dinks here. 500 00:31:18,751 --> 00:31:23,256 There's a lot of screwed up people too, so you've got your work cut out. 501 00:31:25,675 --> 00:31:27,051 I don't know. I mean... 502 00:31:28,094 --> 00:31:29,846 I like helping people, but... 503 00:31:31,389 --> 00:31:33,600 I'm just not sure that I actually do. 504 00:31:36,477 --> 00:31:37,604 I think you do. 505 00:31:39,856 --> 00:31:41,649 In fact, I'm pretty sure... 506 00:31:43,109 --> 00:31:44,777 you do it every goddamn day. 507 00:31:54,412 --> 00:31:56,039 [softly] I wanna show you something. 508 00:32:01,669 --> 00:32:02,962 [elevator dings] 509 00:32:03,046 --> 00:32:05,048 [wind rustling] 510 00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:13,014 You said you like New York. 511 00:32:13,681 --> 00:32:16,225 I thought you deserved to see her like this. 512 00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:19,354 I mean, this... This is... 513 00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:27,654 This is not how I thought my night was gonna end. 514 00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:30,490 Well, the night's not over yet. 515 00:32:31,032 --> 00:32:33,034 [pensive music playing] 516 00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:55,223 [Billie] It's crazy, but I started to believe this could be my life. 517 00:32:56,933 --> 00:33:00,853 I prayed that it would never be anything other than this. 518 00:33:10,196 --> 00:33:11,572 [Billie moans] 519 00:33:17,078 --> 00:33:18,078 Hey. 520 00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:20,372 I got you. 521 00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:22,958 Trust me. 522 00:33:25,253 --> 00:33:26,253 I want to. 523 00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:32,385 ["Swelling" playing] 524 00:33:34,595 --> 00:33:36,097 [both chuckling] 525 00:33:39,934 --> 00:33:41,519 ♪ Cold sweat... ♪ 526 00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:43,062 [Billie] I shouldn't have. 527 00:33:43,146 --> 00:33:44,856 But I did. 528 00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:48,860 I trusted him... 529 00:33:51,195 --> 00:33:52,447 completely. 530 00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:56,951 ♪ Are you trying to tell me ♪ 531 00:33:57,035 --> 00:34:00,496 ♪ Something with your eyes? ♪ 532 00:34:00,580 --> 00:34:04,000 ♪ All I wanna do now ♪ 533 00:34:04,083 --> 00:34:07,962 ♪ Is lay down and die ♪ 534 00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:10,882 ♪ If you're gonna do it ♪ 535 00:34:10,965 --> 00:34:13,176 ♪ You better do it right ♪ 536 00:34:13,843 --> 00:34:16,262 ♪ But my heart won't ♪ 537 00:34:17,930 --> 00:34:18,931 ♪ Stop ♪ 538 00:34:21,476 --> 00:34:23,436 ♪ Swelling ♪ 539 00:34:35,031 --> 00:34:36,324 ♪ Hello ♪ 540 00:34:41,496 --> 00:34:43,581 ♪ How do you feel? ♪ 541 00:34:48,711 --> 00:34:50,213 ♪ What does that mean? ♪ 542 00:34:55,551 --> 00:34:57,220 ♪ What does that mean? ♪ 543 00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:04,185 ♪ High, high ♪ 544 00:35:08,773 --> 00:35:11,067 ♪ Cold sweat ♪ 545 00:35:12,276 --> 00:35:17,990 ♪ Dripping down my body ♪ 546 00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:26,666 [Billie] And eventually, he trusted me too. 547 00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:32,296 ♪ All I wanna do now ♪ 548 00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:35,842 ♪ Is lay down and die... ♪ 549 00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:40,138 [Billie] The intensity of our conversations... 550 00:35:41,722 --> 00:35:43,224 was intoxicating. 551 00:35:47,311 --> 00:35:51,774 I got off on the fact that I was the only person on planet Earth... 552 00:35:52,483 --> 00:35:56,612 who got to see what was underneath his rock-hard shell. 553 00:35:56,696 --> 00:35:59,323 - ♪ All I wanna do now ♪ - [thunder crashing] 554 00:35:59,407 --> 00:36:03,161 ♪ Is lay down and die ♪ 555 00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:05,746 ♪ If you're gonna do it... ♪ 556 00:36:06,622 --> 00:36:07,957 [Billie] I had a vision... 557 00:36:09,083 --> 00:36:10,585 of who I could be. 558 00:36:11,627 --> 00:36:13,045 Who we could be... 559 00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:16,173 together. 560 00:36:17,383 --> 00:36:20,303 And the truth is, I miss it. 561 00:36:21,470 --> 00:36:22,513 And him. 562 00:36:23,222 --> 00:36:24,348 I miss him. 563 00:36:24,432 --> 00:36:25,474 [moaning] 564 00:36:25,558 --> 00:36:26,559 So... 565 00:36:27,059 --> 00:36:28,059 damn... 566 00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:29,477 much. 567 00:36:40,448 --> 00:36:42,450 [dramatic music playing] 568 00:36:43,117 --> 00:36:44,117 Cooper. 569 00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:57,548 Who the fuck are you? 570 00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:06,390 [moaning] 571 00:37:17,985 --> 00:37:20,029 Is that what you want, huh? 572 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:23,074 Yes. 573 00:37:23,157 --> 00:37:24,325 [moaning] 574 00:37:54,397 --> 00:37:55,398 Yeah. 575 00:37:55,982 --> 00:37:56,982 Yeah. 576 00:37:58,859 --> 00:37:59,859 No. 577 00:38:00,987 --> 00:38:02,363 Oh, no. No, no, no. 578 00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:05,950 No, no, no. Keep going. Keep going, don't stop. Don't stop. 579 00:38:12,581 --> 00:38:13,791 Yes! 580 00:38:17,169 --> 00:38:18,337 Yes! 581 00:38:20,089 --> 00:38:21,424 You're mine, Billie. 582 00:38:22,383 --> 00:38:24,135 You're all mine. 583 00:38:25,219 --> 00:38:26,219 And don't... 584 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:29,098 you forget it. 585 00:38:32,685 --> 00:38:33,978 Oh! 586 00:38:34,061 --> 00:38:35,061 [Billie] Yeah! 587 00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:52,830 [footsteps approaching] 588 00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,260 I have to go to work. 589 00:39:08,721 --> 00:39:10,723 [folk music playing] 590 00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,821 Olga, hi. Um... 591 00:39:25,905 --> 00:39:27,448 I know this is last minute. 592 00:39:27,531 --> 00:39:30,951 But any chance you're available to come sit the kids today? 593 00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:35,206 Yes. Oh, thank you. Thank you so much. 594 00:39:37,041 --> 00:39:40,836 ♪ These times are wild ♪ 595 00:39:43,589 --> 00:39:45,341 [man speaking indistinctly over PA] 596 00:39:45,424 --> 00:39:49,095 ♪ The legends are true ♪ 597 00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,057 Billie! 598 00:39:54,809 --> 00:39:56,018 Hi! 599 00:39:57,728 --> 00:39:59,688 Are you headed into the city too? 600 00:40:00,481 --> 00:40:03,442 We're playing hooky, off to Radio City. 601 00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:05,277 You should come. 602 00:40:05,361 --> 00:40:07,446 I'm sorry, but I just... I can't. 603 00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:09,949 - I'm having, um... - Oh, God, honey! 604 00:40:10,032 --> 00:40:11,033 What is it? 605 00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:17,039 My mom... My mother is, um... very ill. 606 00:40:17,706 --> 00:40:18,874 I'm so sorry. 607 00:40:18,958 --> 00:40:21,335 - No, I'm... I'm sorry. - It's okay. 608 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:24,130 - Just let us help you. - Oh, no, no. You can't. 609 00:40:25,381 --> 00:40:27,925 Have a... Have a great time. 610 00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:40,312 ♪ See, my body is a temple ♪ 611 00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:50,322 ♪ Some people burn Burn it down ♪ 612 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:58,372 ♪ Some people burn Burn it down ♪ 613 00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:03,461 ♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪ 614 00:41:03,961 --> 00:41:06,881 ♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪ 615 00:41:06,964 --> 00:41:08,174 ♪ Hey, hey, miss ♪ 616 00:41:08,632 --> 00:41:11,302 ♪ Where'd you get the way? ♪ 617 00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:15,556 - [Sasha] Who is it? - It's... It's me. 618 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:18,976 Okay, just let me in! 619 00:41:20,686 --> 00:41:21,896 [door unlocks] 620 00:41:23,355 --> 00:41:24,355 Billie. 621 00:41:25,816 --> 00:41:28,611 - What the hell are you doing? - I don't know. 622 00:41:28,694 --> 00:41:29,820 I don't know. 623 00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,906 Okay, I need a drink. 624 00:41:32,823 --> 00:41:35,409 Oh, my God. I'm like, I'm... 625 00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:37,369 I'm sweating, you know? 626 00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:42,750 And my heart. 627 00:41:43,375 --> 00:41:46,754 I can't breathe and I just, I feel like... I don't know. 628 00:41:46,837 --> 00:41:49,715 Like I just need, like... It's... 629 00:41:49,798 --> 00:41:52,176 [dramatic music playing] 630 00:42:00,809 --> 00:42:01,809 Okay. Uh... 631 00:42:03,729 --> 00:42:04,729 Uh... 632 00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:06,815 All right, the thing is... 633 00:42:06,899 --> 00:42:07,899 Uh... 634 00:42:12,446 --> 00:42:14,198 Billie, wait. 635 00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:20,538 I want to go home.