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She's my mom.
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I love her, and now I have to protect her.
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Passion or power.
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Life is a game,
and beauty is a goddamn machine gun.
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Never look backwards, only forward.
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Life is a battle. You can't trust anyone.
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Sting first.
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But how
do you walk away unscathed?
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How does it not alter you forever?
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How do I live with this?
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I feel like I'm drowning
and no one can hear me scream.
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I finally understand
why Georgia's always running.
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Look at you in spandex.
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I went for a run.
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Ha-ha.
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And your hair, no more blue.
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Yeah. Guess I was over it.
What's all this?
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Oh, just a paper trail
of my nervous breakdown.
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This pile's wedding.
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This pile's my
"welcome to the Neighborhood Club party,"
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which still doesn't have a theme
and is gonna be horrible.
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What's with you?
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Just… stuff.
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I can't stop thinking about…
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about Kenny.
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Ginny, hush.
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Kenny's our Voldemort, 'kay?
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We don't say his name in this house.
We don't talk about him.
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-Hey.
-Well, look at these two stunners.
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-Hey.
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I don't know how she does it.
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Act like everything's normal.
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Mm-hmm.
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-My favorite.
-Yeah.
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I can't help
feeling like it's all wrong.
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-Oh, wow!
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Ah, all is well in the world again.
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MANG is back together.
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I am grounded, though,
till the end of time, forever,
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so, you know, goodbye cruel world.
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Take me to the window, Winnie.
I wanna say goodbye.
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Yeah, Bev left a boarding-school pamphlet
on the kitchen table today, so….
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Ouch. Abigail, what about you?
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Oh, I still have broken-home guilt
working for me,
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so I'm just grounded for the weekend.
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Oh, I'm… I'm not grounded.
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Of course not.
A true queen stays unbothered.
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I love Georgia.
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Yeah. I wish my mom
was just, like, one of my friends.
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-You know.
-Yeah.
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Alas,
Ellen is very much a mother.
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"Marcus, Maxine."
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"How are we ever gonna trust
you again?"
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Having your mom as your friend
is not all it's cracked up to be.
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Well, hey, at least my party was dope.
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Did you guys hear that Maria Fontaine
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gave Dan Summer a blow job
in your bathroom?
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-My bathroom?
-Your bathroom.
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-Ew.
-I thought he doesn't go for blondes.
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Isn't that his whole thing?
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When I wore a blonde wig on Halloween,
he was like, "You ruined yourself."
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-Well…
-Jordan and I can confirm.
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-We walked in on them.
-Oh, what were you two doing upstairs?
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Yeah, we were definitely not hooking up
in your mom's bed.
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Definitely not doing that.
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But Georgia does have a duvet
that I'm obsessed with.
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Do you know where she got it? No?
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-Can't believe Sophie didn't come.
-Oh my God, dude, you gotta stop.
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I know. I do.
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I will. I can't.
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-Hey, you got rid of the blue.
-Yeah. I don't know, I just got over it.
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Also, I have news.
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It's official, me and Marcus.
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I'm really happy for you,
75
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but if I open my mouth even slightly more,
I'm gonna vomit.
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-We saw you two disappearing together.
-Mm.
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Oh, let's not talk about
my brother's peen.
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Ew, every time I see your brother now,
I'm gonna think about his penis.
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-Oh.
-Hey.
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Oh!
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-Hey, Poo.
-Hi.
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Well, this has been fun.
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-Are you ready to go?
-Yeah, let's go.
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Keep going, kids! You're doing great! Aw!
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At 3:30, you've got a meeting
with the Senior Citizens Council
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to discuss making the city
more accessible.
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Great. Anything else?
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Uh, the Ladies of the Fountain
would like to--
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I'm sorry. The what?
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The Ladies of the Fountain.
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They're a group of very rich, very old,
very, very rich old women
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who've appointed themselves in charge
of Wellsbury beautification.
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What do they want now?
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I've signed off on the Plant More Flowers
Grow More Beauty initiative.
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This is about the medians in the street.
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What would they like to do to the medians?
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They don't feel
they're up to Wellsbury standards.
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They don't want our children
to drive by ugly medians.
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So they'd like
to plant flowers, re-mulch--
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-Fine.
-Install an irrigation system?
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Absolutely not. I draw the line
at a new irrigation system.
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You got it, Captain.
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What?
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-I just really love this town.
-I got into politics to make a difference.
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You're making a difference to the medians.
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We have the holiday canned-food drive
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for the Boston Women
and Children's Shelter next week.
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-Yes, Georgia?
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Merry Christmas. Here's a can of peas.
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We do it every year.
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The last thing I would've wanted
at Christmas was a can of peas.
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What would you have wanted?
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What are you saying?
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-You know what I'm saying.
-I don't know what anyone's saying.
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Tampons, diapers, presents, money.
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A donations drop-off?
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An event, so we could charge admission.
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A Christmas carnival.
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Winter carnival. Inclusivity.
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-Mm.
-A winter charity carnival.
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I like it. Let's do it.
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Is that all?
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Um, no, one more thing.
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Georgia is now in charge
of all mayoral social media.
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Really? You mean it?
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I don't advise--
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You know how people think,
and you're creative.
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-So of course you can do it.
-Good, 'cause I already did.
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Excuse me?
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@MayorRandolph, you already have
200 followers. Don't worry about it.
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Um…
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Hey, Georgia, just… one second.
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Are you sure that you have the bandwidth
for this winter carnival?
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You're already planning the wedding,
you've got your Neighborhood Club party.
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For the Women and Children's shelter?
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I wanna do this.
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Mommy, I'm still hungry.
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Well, I'm stuffed,
so why don't you help me out?
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Ginny, would you mind hanging back?
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You've missed a lot of class,
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and you still haven't handed in
your Grapes of Wrath essay.
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I know. I'll get it in. Is that all?
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No. I've been thinking
about our conversation,
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and in the spirit of diversity,
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I would like you to pick a book
for the class to read,
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to add to the syllabus.
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A book?
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Anything that captures
the Black American experience.
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You interested?
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Uh, yeah, maybe.
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-I'll think about it.
-Good.
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I'm just trying to meet you halfway here.
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Hey, guys. Max, do you know
which scene we're doing today?
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I think the big wedding.
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Are we not gonna talk about the waltzing
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that was happening
in my kitchen on Friday night?
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-That was, like, very flirty, right?
-Mm-hmm. Very flirty.
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Okay, how the heck did I not know
you have a cast crush on Bryon?
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-That is very cute.
-Keep it down. It's not a crush.
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Okay, you're such a smitten little kitten.
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Did you fall out of the cute tree
and hit every branch on your way down?
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-Oh, I'm excited for rehearsal now.
-I'm not.
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I have to sing Josephine's ballad,
and I am freaking out about it.
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Well, I could always play Josephine
if you don't want--
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No, I'm good. Thanks.
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Ladies.
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Families look a lot of different ways,
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and the leaves on your tree will represent
your beautiful, unique family.
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Why do I have to make a family tree?
My dad's dying.
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My dad's in prison.
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Wanna come over after school
and play Back 4 Blood?
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-You've got Back 4 Blood?
-Yeah.
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My mom's having a nervous breakdown,
so she buys me any game I want.
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-Cool.
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You want a massage?
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Yes.
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Your skin's really soft.
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Uh, yeah, I use a lot of lotion.
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If you stay moisturized,
you don't have to get moisturized.
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Right? There will be
no ash in this temple.
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There you go.
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Thanks. That was really nice.
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Uh, no prob.
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-Want me to give you--
-Can I have one?
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Yeah.
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Secret Santa.
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Thank you.
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Bracia and Bryon.
Love an alliterative couple.
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Hardly. Loo-- Look at him.
190
00:10:23,707 --> 00:10:25,751
Don't actually look at him, Max.
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00:10:25,834 --> 00:10:28,587
Bracia, that's nothing.
That's just like cast stuff.
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Everyone gives everyone massages.
It's really weird.
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Guess what?
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I got Bryon for Secret Santa.
You wanna switch?
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No, Max. That's--
That's too much pressure.
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Come on, do it, do it, do it.
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Give it to me.
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Locally grown lavender bath salts,
Cape Cod chips.
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00:11:00,202 --> 00:11:03,580
Which are the indisputable best
kettle-cooked-style potato chip.
200
00:11:03,664 --> 00:11:06,250
Don't quote me to me. It's unsettling.
201
00:11:08,377 --> 00:11:11,672
-What's your angle here?
-I know things have been tense.
202
00:11:11,755 --> 00:11:15,134
You embezzled funds
and then threatened me.
203
00:11:15,926 --> 00:11:18,512
-And I apologized for that.
-No, actually, you didn't.
204
00:11:20,431 --> 00:11:21,849
Nick, I'm very sorry.
205
00:11:22,433 --> 00:11:25,060
I swear to you
I'd never do anything to harm Paul.
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I love him, I do.
207
00:11:27,187 --> 00:11:29,440
And what's more, I love this job.
208
00:11:29,940 --> 00:11:31,859
And I'm good at it,
and I wanna keep doing it.
209
00:11:32,443 --> 00:11:34,111
I was a different person
when I moved here.
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I didn't have a… a future before,
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a career, real friends.
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I count you as a real friend.
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00:11:43,704 --> 00:11:44,913
So…
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I want you to be my bridesman.
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00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:49,293
Come again?
216
00:11:50,544 --> 00:11:51,837
Can I get you another round?
217
00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:54,131
-Yes.
-Hey, are you okay?
218
00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:56,383
I feel like
you've been a little off lately.
219
00:11:56,467 --> 00:11:59,928
You don't seem like
your normal chipper little chappy self.
220
00:12:00,012 --> 00:12:01,555
Uh, okay.
221
00:12:01,638 --> 00:12:04,141
Whatever that means.
Yeah, everything's fine.
222
00:12:04,808 --> 00:12:07,978
I'll get ya… your drinks.
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00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:12,107
Nick, it would mean a lot to me.
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I just, um…
225
00:12:15,068 --> 00:12:16,945
-I need to think about it.
-Okay.
226
00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:34,838
That's really sad and pretty. What is it?
227
00:12:36,673 --> 00:12:38,926
Oh God. Is this the heartbreak song
Hunter wrote about me?
228
00:12:39,510 --> 00:12:40,844
Uh, no.
229
00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:44,389
Actually, it's a… song I wrote.
230
00:12:49,603 --> 00:12:51,522
It's really pretty, Padma. I love it.
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Thanks.
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00:12:53,649 --> 00:12:56,026
-What are you writing?
-Oh, just a poem.
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Ginny, your mom's table
needs another round.
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How out of character.
I'm shocked.
235
00:13:02,741 --> 00:13:04,451
Hey, Joe, I had an idea.
236
00:13:04,535 --> 00:13:07,079
What if Blue Farm
hosted an open mic night?
237
00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:09,414
-No.
-What? Why not?
238
00:13:09,498 --> 00:13:12,084
-Sounds like a lot of work.
-Sounds like extra customers.
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00:13:12,167 --> 00:13:14,461
Hey, Mark Cuban, go give Mommy wine.
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00:13:14,545 --> 00:13:17,631
Joe, come on. It'll be fun.
People can perform songs,
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00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:20,300
they could do poetry, right, Ginny?
They could do comedy.
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00:13:20,384 --> 00:13:22,344
Comedy? Is this you trying to convince me?
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00:13:22,928 --> 00:13:25,514
Come on, Joe. It'll make Blue Farm cool.
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00:13:26,598 --> 00:13:28,517
What, is Blue Farm not cool?
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00:13:29,393 --> 00:13:30,602
Joe, just say yes.
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No.
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We tried.
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00:13:37,359 --> 00:13:38,652
-Hey.
-Hey.
249
00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:45,659
-What's up?
-You have to go.
250
00:13:46,368 --> 00:13:47,536
What?
251
00:13:47,619 --> 00:13:48,787
Why?
252
00:13:50,706 --> 00:13:53,417
-What-- Padma and I are cool.
-Just go.
253
00:13:53,500 --> 00:13:55,794
She doesn't need to be tormented
while she's working.
254
00:13:55,878 --> 00:13:58,881
Also, I'm having dinner
at my dad's tonight, so come over after?
255
00:14:00,215 --> 00:14:03,010
-Okay, come on. Come on.
-But it's--
256
00:14:03,093 --> 00:14:04,469
And use the front door.
257
00:14:04,553 --> 00:14:07,055
A rustic walnut original with the house.
You can't miss it.
258
00:14:13,645 --> 00:14:16,732
Cynthia. Hi. How's it going?
259
00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:18,150
Swell.
260
00:14:18,233 --> 00:14:20,068
Are you gonna be
at my Neighborhood Club party?
261
00:14:20,152 --> 00:14:22,279
After all,
I couldn't have gotten in without you.
262
00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:23,238
Yeah.
263
00:14:23,780 --> 00:14:24,698
Hooray.
264
00:14:24,781 --> 00:14:27,200
It might be good for you
to get out of the house.
265
00:14:28,201 --> 00:14:29,411
Come on, it's gonna be so fun.
266
00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:33,457
It's a whodunit,
Clue-themed, murder mystery.
267
00:14:34,541 --> 00:14:36,668
-A murder-themed party?
-Mm-hmm.
268
00:14:38,295 --> 00:14:40,422
Joe, you can still cater, right?
269
00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:43,383
Oh. Uh, no, sorry.
270
00:14:43,467 --> 00:14:47,012
Yeah, would have loved to,
but that is the night
271
00:14:47,095 --> 00:14:50,098
that Blue Farm is hosting
its very first open mic night.
272
00:14:51,099 --> 00:14:51,934
Wait, really?
273
00:14:52,851 --> 00:14:54,728
Oh my God. Okay, so I can make posters.
274
00:14:55,479 --> 00:14:56,313
Right?
275
00:14:56,813 --> 00:14:58,065
Okay, great.
276
00:15:01,360 --> 00:15:03,612
Your mom doesn't cook like this.
277
00:15:03,695 --> 00:15:07,532
Mm, since Paul moved in, it's been less
Hamburger Helper and more gourmet.
278
00:15:07,616 --> 00:15:08,575
Lots of couscous.
279
00:15:08,659 --> 00:15:11,662
-Oh, he's all moved in then?
-Oh, he's all moved in.
280
00:15:11,745 --> 00:15:12,913
Very man of the house.
281
00:15:12,996 --> 00:15:15,207
When I got caught
throwing that party on Friday,
282
00:15:15,290 --> 00:15:17,751
he was all father figure,
283
00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:19,878
"We're not mad at you,
we're disappointed."
284
00:15:19,962 --> 00:15:21,213
-What?
285
00:15:23,131 --> 00:15:25,801
Oh. Yeah, I'm sure Mom told you about it.
286
00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:28,762
I'm sorry about lying to you.
287
00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:30,555
Right, okay then.
So how's everything else?
288
00:15:30,639 --> 00:15:33,225
-How's school?
-Mm. My AP English teacher--
289
00:15:33,308 --> 00:15:34,726
-Slam-poem guy?
-Yeah.
290
00:15:34,810 --> 00:15:38,438
He wants me to pick a book that represents
the Black American experience,
291
00:15:39,064 --> 00:15:42,025
you know, to solve racism. Hooray.
292
00:15:44,069 --> 00:15:45,445
At least he's trying.
293
00:15:45,946 --> 00:15:46,863
What?
294
00:15:46,947 --> 00:15:49,783
What book represents
the white American experience?
295
00:15:50,367 --> 00:15:51,868
I don't know, Catcher in the Rye?
296
00:15:52,661 --> 00:15:53,495
Eh.
297
00:15:54,663 --> 00:15:56,748
You're the only student he asked
to do this assignment?
298
00:15:57,416 --> 00:15:58,250
Yeah.
299
00:15:59,084 --> 00:16:01,795
So this teacher wants to find
the one true Black book,
300
00:16:01,878 --> 00:16:03,171
and he wants you to do it?
301
00:16:04,089 --> 00:16:05,215
So I don't do it?
302
00:16:05,298 --> 00:16:07,384
I didn't say that.
What if he adds the book you pick?
303
00:16:07,467 --> 00:16:09,594
You'd be helping
to make his class more inclusive.
304
00:16:09,678 --> 00:16:11,763
-So I should do it?
-I didn't say that.
305
00:16:11,847 --> 00:16:14,182
It's not your job
to diversify his reading list, okay?
306
00:16:14,266 --> 00:16:17,102
-That's his job. He's the teacher.
-So I shouldn't do it?
307
00:16:18,812 --> 00:16:22,482
When the system isn't built for you,
you're faced with two options.
308
00:16:22,566 --> 00:16:24,484
You can try to change it brick by brick,
309
00:16:24,568 --> 00:16:26,153
or you can say not today
310
00:16:26,236 --> 00:16:28,739
and protect yourself
for the bigger battles to come.
311
00:16:29,406 --> 00:16:30,991
So, what do you think I should do?
312
00:16:32,701 --> 00:16:35,662
Whatever you decide,
I'm sure it'll be the right thing.
313
00:16:36,788 --> 00:16:39,458
Very helpful, very clear.
314
00:16:39,541 --> 00:16:41,460
You could always pick my book.
315
00:16:46,381 --> 00:16:48,425
-Who's that?
-No one.
316
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:49,926
I know that smile.
317
00:16:50,010 --> 00:16:52,429
That's the "person I like
just texted me" smile.
318
00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:53,680
It's Marcus.
319
00:16:53,764 --> 00:16:54,848
Across the street?
320
00:16:55,599 --> 00:16:57,893
He's my boyfriend now, officially.
321
00:16:59,436 --> 00:17:02,439
-Okay, don't go all Mom on me.
-I'm not gonna tell you what to do.
322
00:17:02,981 --> 00:17:05,150
But you're working through
some stuff right now.
323
00:17:05,233 --> 00:17:07,694
-I want you focused on that.
-Yeah, Dad, I get it.
324
00:17:12,866 --> 00:17:14,910
Mm… "No one" Simone again?
325
00:17:15,494 --> 00:17:16,787
You're doing the smile, Dad.
326
00:17:16,870 --> 00:17:19,539
-No.
-Yeah, you are.
327
00:17:19,623 --> 00:17:22,584
That's not a smile.
It's just a slight grin.
328
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:27,881
It's all about the sizzle.
329
00:17:29,091 --> 00:17:31,343
-Ginny, crepes.
-Crepes?
330
00:17:31,426 --> 00:17:33,386
-Mm-hmm.
-Oh…
331
00:17:40,435 --> 00:17:42,979
-Ta-da!
-Wow, Mom, you look pretty.
332
00:17:43,063 --> 00:17:45,774
-Thank you.
-I believe you'd lure men to their deaths.
333
00:17:45,857 --> 00:17:47,984
Me too.
334
00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:49,736
Mom, you can't wear that.
335
00:17:49,820 --> 00:17:51,863
-What about Voldemort?
-Don't say his name.
336
00:17:51,947 --> 00:17:53,115
Exactly.
337
00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,785
-Peach, it's a party, relax.
338
00:18:00,247 --> 00:18:01,540
Marcus.
339
00:18:02,332 --> 00:18:03,166
Can I come in?
340
00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:08,380
Now, I don't want you to panic,
but this big frame right here is a door.
341
00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:10,257
You walk through it.
342
00:18:10,340 --> 00:18:12,050
I know you're not used to that.
343
00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:14,469
You usually just shimmy
right on up the drainpipe.
344
00:18:14,553 --> 00:18:16,138
It's not a secret portal.
345
00:18:16,221 --> 00:18:20,058
It won't teleport you to yesterday,
on loop, on repeat,
346
00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,476
until you break the cycle.
347
00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:24,980
It's not magic.
It's not a trap, not a trick.
348
00:18:25,063 --> 00:18:27,149
-Just a door.
349
00:18:27,232 --> 00:18:30,777
-You think you're really funny.
-I am quite enjoying this.
350
00:18:33,530 --> 00:18:34,447
Come on.
351
00:18:35,866 --> 00:18:38,243
Hey, buddy, good to see you again. Um…
352
00:18:39,035 --> 00:18:41,788
Do we need a house-rules refresher?
353
00:18:41,872 --> 00:18:42,789
Can we not?
354
00:18:43,874 --> 00:18:47,544
I knew you were gonna shake my hand.
Been trapped in this loop for three years.
355
00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:50,839
Okay, yeah,
let's not encourage them.
356
00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:58,972
She's actually lost her mind.
357
00:18:59,055 --> 00:19:02,809
If you get away with murder,
you don't host a murder mystery party.
358
00:19:02,893 --> 00:19:05,145
-It's ballsy.
-It's sadistic.
359
00:19:05,228 --> 00:19:06,188
Hey.
360
00:19:09,357 --> 00:19:11,943
You don't get it. It's my fault.
361
00:19:13,695 --> 00:19:16,072
She did it to protect me,
362
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,576
and if it wasn't for me,
Kenny would still be alive.
363
00:19:21,036 --> 00:19:23,163
-I'm the reason a man is dead.
-Hey, no.
364
00:19:24,539 --> 00:19:25,415
It's not true.
365
00:19:27,042 --> 00:19:29,377
You can't control her or what she does.
366
00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:46,478
I think you and Padma should have
some sort of closure talk or something.
367
00:19:47,812 --> 00:19:49,272
I do not wanna do that.
368
00:19:50,023 --> 00:19:51,107
She deserves it.
369
00:19:52,025 --> 00:19:53,193
I would want it.
370
00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:15,423
Hello!
371
00:20:25,642 --> 00:20:26,559
Thanks.
372
00:20:28,687 --> 00:20:29,521
Bye-bye.
373
00:20:34,150 --> 00:20:36,486
Therapy's gonna be fun this week.
374
00:20:39,489 --> 00:20:42,033
I have some news
that you are not going to like.
375
00:20:42,117 --> 00:20:42,951
Uh-oh.
376
00:20:43,535 --> 00:20:46,955
Austin has requested
a playdate with Zach Fuller.
377
00:20:47,038 --> 00:20:48,290
Cynthia's son?
378
00:20:48,373 --> 00:20:50,500
Austin hates that kid.
He stabbed him with a pencil.
379
00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,544
-Apparently, they made up.
-I don't like it.
380
00:20:52,627 --> 00:20:54,004
Your displeasure is on the record.
381
00:20:54,087 --> 00:20:55,422
For the party,
382
00:20:55,505 --> 00:20:58,341
you're gonna be Colonel Mustard.
What do we think?
383
00:20:58,425 --> 00:21:00,719
I think I've been to a million
of these things,
384
00:21:00,802 --> 00:21:02,804
and they're just crab cakes and champagne.
385
00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:04,681
I wanna impress them.
386
00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:07,934
You are already very impressive.
387
00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:10,228
That's why I'm so in love with you.
388
00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:15,525
I'm finally feeling like I belong here.
I'm feeling really good.
389
00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:19,446
Now that is impressive.
390
00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:21,364
Oh yeah.
391
00:21:23,616 --> 00:21:25,660
-Like what you see, huh?
-Mm-hmm.
392
00:21:25,744 --> 00:21:26,995
-I like this too.
-You do?
393
00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:28,830
-Mm-hmm.
-Oh.
394
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:32,959
Why don't you allow me
395
00:21:34,252 --> 00:21:35,712
to impress you further?
396
00:21:36,463 --> 00:21:37,297
Okay.
397
00:21:47,932 --> 00:21:50,477
Zion, can I call you later?
398
00:21:51,311 --> 00:21:53,021
Did you have to take that?
399
00:21:53,897 --> 00:21:55,732
-I wanna talk to you.
-Why is he calling?
400
00:21:55,815 --> 00:21:56,733
About what?
401
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:57,776
Ginny threw a party?
402
00:21:57,859 --> 00:21:59,402
-She did what?
Who did what?
403
00:21:59,486 --> 00:22:01,571
Is that Paul? Is he there?
Ginny said he moved in.
404
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,698
-Yeah, he moved in.
-What? He didn't know I moved in?
405
00:22:03,782 --> 00:22:05,408
Why didn't you tell me he moved in?
406
00:22:05,492 --> 00:22:07,994
Or that Ginny threw a party?
Or that she has a new boyfriend?
407
00:22:08,078 --> 00:22:09,621
-I wanna be in the loop.
-You're in the loop.
408
00:22:09,704 --> 00:22:11,956
Paul moved in, Ginny threw a party,
she has a new boyfriend.
409
00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:13,750
Yeah, bike boy. I don't like it.
410
00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:14,793
I don't like it.
411
00:22:14,876 --> 00:22:16,419
Yeah, well, none of us like it.
412
00:22:16,503 --> 00:22:19,130
Look, it's not just you and Paul now,
okay? I live here.
413
00:22:19,214 --> 00:22:20,382
We're all in this together.
414
00:22:20,465 --> 00:22:22,384
-Okay, what is Zion saying?
-What's Paul saying?
415
00:22:23,676 --> 00:22:26,888
He's saying you should go for a beer.
Bond. Get to know one another.
416
00:22:26,971 --> 00:22:28,556
-He said that?
-He said that?
417
00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:30,892
I think it's a great idea.
You two need to co-exist.
418
00:22:30,975 --> 00:22:33,812
We're all in this together,
it takes a village, etc.
419
00:22:33,895 --> 00:22:34,729
Zion, here's Paul.
420
00:22:36,147 --> 00:22:36,981
-Oh no.
-Yeah.
421
00:22:37,065 --> 00:22:39,359
-No.
-Take it.
422
00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:42,695
Hey, man.
423
00:22:43,905 --> 00:22:44,864
Hey.
424
00:22:52,330 --> 00:22:56,334
"Nick Throop, 35, is an integral part
of the mayor's office."
425
00:22:56,418 --> 00:22:59,129
"A Cornell grad,
Nick keeps an eye on our town,
426
00:22:59,212 --> 00:23:02,006
making sure that Wellsbury
is a well-oiled machine."
427
00:23:02,590 --> 00:23:05,385
I thought I'd profile
different people at the office.
428
00:23:05,468 --> 00:23:07,512
Mm-hmm. I see what you're doing.
429
00:23:08,096 --> 00:23:10,056
Appealing to my enormous ego,
430
00:23:10,140 --> 00:23:12,183
which is of course working
because I'm a Leo.
431
00:23:15,186 --> 00:23:18,398
Okay, fine.
I would love to be your bridesman.
432
00:23:18,481 --> 00:23:21,860
Nick! This means we're friends again?
433
00:23:21,943 --> 00:23:23,903
Does this mean you're coming
to my Neighborhood Club party?
434
00:23:23,987 --> 00:23:26,197
Mm. I have a concept for Mrs. White.
435
00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:30,785
-Jesse and I will be there.
-Oh right, Jesse.
436
00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:36,916
Hey, how do you come up with all this?
437
00:23:37,667 --> 00:23:41,337
It's fun. I get to come up with
whatever I want
438
00:23:41,421 --> 00:23:43,381
and make a world out of it.
439
00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:46,509
Like, it's just in your brain,
440
00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:50,346
and it doesn't exist,
so you get to make it real.
441
00:23:56,936 --> 00:23:58,354
So, what do you think?
442
00:23:59,272 --> 00:24:00,523
It's beyond.
443
00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:04,777
I just sort of had this fantasy
that I'd look all hot,
444
00:24:04,861 --> 00:24:07,363
and my ex would see the show
and wanna die.
445
00:24:09,365 --> 00:24:10,783
Sophie Sanchez, right?
446
00:24:12,869 --> 00:24:15,288
Well, personally,
447
00:24:16,706 --> 00:24:17,749
I'd go with this.
448
00:24:23,421 --> 00:24:25,673
-Can I have your arm?
Yeah.
449
00:24:32,722 --> 00:24:34,807
-I'm not choking you, am I?
-Mm-hmm.
450
00:24:41,523 --> 00:24:44,442
Max, oh my God. That looks so good.
451
00:24:44,526 --> 00:24:45,401
Right?
452
00:24:45,485 --> 00:24:47,237
Isn't Silver bananas?
453
00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:48,613
I'm obsessed.
454
00:24:49,405 --> 00:24:51,074
-Yeah, no--
-Bracia!
455
00:24:51,908 --> 00:24:56,120
I wanna take it from the ballad.
You ready to try with piano?
456
00:24:56,955 --> 00:24:58,289
-Yeah.
-Okay.
457
00:24:59,457 --> 00:25:00,291
Psst!
458
00:25:01,084 --> 00:25:02,126
Psst!
459
00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:08,591
-I'll take this off.
-Yeah, okay. Yeah.
460
00:25:09,384 --> 00:25:12,011
All right, so this moment
461
00:25:12,095 --> 00:25:16,349
is when Josephine realizes
that she has feelings for the duke.
462
00:25:17,308 --> 00:25:20,895
It's kind of the pivotal song.
Without it, we have nothing.
463
00:25:21,729 --> 00:25:23,606
And go.
464
00:25:46,462 --> 00:25:47,630
How have you been?
465
00:25:49,632 --> 00:25:51,551
Cool, cool, cool. Fun, fun, fun.
466
00:25:52,844 --> 00:25:55,430
You've been on my mind
since our phone call.
467
00:25:56,347 --> 00:25:57,181
I know.
468
00:25:58,933 --> 00:26:00,727
I didn't burn though, so…
469
00:26:00,810 --> 00:26:01,894
I haven't been.
470
00:26:07,233 --> 00:26:11,821
-Have you been writing in your journal?
-Yeah, poems.
471
00:26:12,655 --> 00:26:13,865
Poems?
472
00:26:14,532 --> 00:26:15,950
It was my dad's idea.
473
00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:19,912
I wrote this poem one time about identity,
474
00:26:20,413 --> 00:26:23,541
and it felt amazing
to actually articulate everything,
475
00:26:24,417 --> 00:26:27,253
until my racist teacher
called it unconventional.
476
00:26:28,463 --> 00:26:32,342
And now he's singling me out again,
and I don't know what to do about it.
477
00:26:33,134 --> 00:26:35,261
And no one in the class
ever says anything.
478
00:26:35,803 --> 00:26:38,556
-So I'm on my own. So that's annoying.
479
00:26:42,769 --> 00:26:46,564
I know what it's like to grow up
in a predominantly white town.
480
00:26:47,857 --> 00:26:51,778
It's important to have safe spaces
in the people in your life.
481
00:26:53,404 --> 00:26:55,573
What about your mom? Is she safe?
482
00:26:56,491 --> 00:26:59,118
-Is Georgia safe?
-Is she a safe space for you?
483
00:26:59,202 --> 00:27:01,663
Do you feel like you can go to her
with your problems?
484
00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:03,665
No.
485
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:05,083
How come?
486
00:27:10,046 --> 00:27:13,341
When you're little and the boy pushes you,
and you scrape your knee,
487
00:27:13,424 --> 00:27:17,136
you run to Mommy and want her to hug you
and tell you everything's gonna be okay.
488
00:27:17,762 --> 00:27:20,598
You don't want Mommy
to cut the brakes on the boy's bike.
489
00:27:23,351 --> 00:27:26,521
Frankly, there are some things
Georgia Miller is not qualified to fix.
490
00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:31,984
Have you tried telling her this?
491
00:27:33,903 --> 00:27:36,072
You deserve understanding, Ginny.
492
00:27:37,073 --> 00:27:37,949
Understanding.
493
00:27:40,410 --> 00:27:41,244
Yeah.
494
00:27:46,207 --> 00:27:47,500
There are so many…
495
00:27:49,293 --> 00:27:52,588
ugly, horrible things in my life
that no one knows about,
496
00:27:54,215 --> 00:27:58,094
and I feel like I have to hold
everything back all the time.
497
00:28:00,972 --> 00:28:03,057
What would happen if you didn't?
498
00:28:17,280 --> 00:28:18,531
You look so pretty.
499
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:24,662
Mom, why didn't you punish me
for the party?
500
00:28:26,372 --> 00:28:27,874
I like seeing you happy.
501
00:28:28,374 --> 00:28:31,252
You've had a hard couple of weeks.
You needed to blow off steam.
502
00:28:31,335 --> 00:28:32,170
I get that.
503
00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:37,508
But I deserve punishment.
I did something wrong.
504
00:28:38,718 --> 00:28:40,386
That's how the world works.
505
00:28:40,970 --> 00:28:41,971
Ow.
506
00:28:42,847 --> 00:28:44,766
There you go, punished.
507
00:28:44,849 --> 00:28:46,100
That's not what I meant.
508
00:28:47,643 --> 00:28:51,481
Oh, remind me now, we need
to seriously start talking wedding.
509
00:28:51,564 --> 00:28:54,317
Am I edgy or tacky if I want
my bridesmaids and bridesman in white?
510
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,318
What do we think?
511
00:28:55,401 --> 00:28:58,613
And can you ask your friends
to face paint at the winter carnival?
512
00:28:58,696 --> 00:29:01,616
Oh, and do you know what your costume
is yet for the Clue party?
513
00:29:03,201 --> 00:29:06,454
Um, I can't go to that. I'm sorry.
514
00:29:06,996 --> 00:29:07,830
What?
515
00:29:07,914 --> 00:29:11,751
Yeah, Joe needs me to help
at open mic night, so…
516
00:29:11,834 --> 00:29:13,294
-Oh.
517
00:29:13,836 --> 00:29:16,714
That's a bummer. I wanted to show you off.
518
00:29:20,676 --> 00:29:23,304
All right, let's go make latkes.
519
00:29:23,888 --> 00:29:25,848
-What is a latke?
520
00:29:25,932 --> 00:29:29,560
-Mm. This is so amazing.
-I go all out.
521
00:29:30,144 --> 00:29:32,480
Thank you so much for hosting this year.
522
00:29:32,563 --> 00:29:34,232
-It's been a tough one.
-Love you, Mama.
523
00:29:34,941 --> 00:29:36,234
I love you too, Mama.
524
00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:39,987
Hey, Mama,
our friend Brodie is having people over.
525
00:29:40,071 --> 00:29:40,905
-I thought--
-No.
526
00:29:40,988 --> 00:29:44,283
Did you girls apologize to Georgia
for disrespecting her house?
527
00:29:45,493 --> 00:29:47,370
-Sorry, Georgia.
-We're so sorry, Georgia.
528
00:29:47,453 --> 00:29:50,623
-Don't let it happen again.
-This is amazing.
529
00:29:50,706 --> 00:29:54,377
-These latkes are lit.
-Oh, Mom, no.
530
00:29:55,294 --> 00:29:58,548
Yes, so lit.
You're so cool, Mom.
531
00:29:58,631 --> 00:30:01,217
-You're still grounded.
-Okay.
532
00:30:01,300 --> 00:30:03,886
Did you ladies hear that
I got into the Neighborhood Club?
533
00:30:03,970 --> 00:30:05,805
-Ooh.
-My God, that's amazing.
534
00:30:05,888 --> 00:30:08,349
-Nice.
-Does anyone want more lemonade?
535
00:30:08,432 --> 00:30:12,395
Do you remember when Max and Abby
and Norah had that lemonade stand?
536
00:30:12,478 --> 00:30:16,023
-Oh yes, it was very creative.
-Wait, do you guys remember our song?
537
00:30:25,867 --> 00:30:27,785
Hey, Mom, remember our lemonade stand?
538
00:30:29,203 --> 00:30:32,415
Except we didn't have any lemons,
so we used the lemon squeeze bottle,
539
00:30:32,999 --> 00:30:35,710
and then you'd write on the sign,
"Freshly squeezed, organic."
540
00:30:35,793 --> 00:30:38,838
Yeah. Kids are so funny.
I'm so happy to have them.
541
00:30:39,881 --> 00:30:43,467
And then our racist trailer park neighbor
told me I was loitering.
542
00:30:45,303 --> 00:30:50,016
Thank you, Ginny, for sharing
that cherished childhood memory.
543
00:30:50,099 --> 00:30:53,227
Oh, speaking of childhood,
did you hear about Mr. Adams?
544
00:30:53,311 --> 00:30:55,354
My seventh grade Spanish teacher
who made me cry?
545
00:30:55,438 --> 00:30:56,814
He got fired.
546
00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:59,984
They found a dirty magazine in his desk.
547
00:31:00,067 --> 00:31:02,194
-Oh, you're joking.
-That's horrible.
548
00:31:02,278 --> 00:31:03,195
How could that happen?
549
00:31:03,279 --> 00:31:05,448
Totally. Who even reads magazines anymore?
550
00:31:05,531 --> 00:31:08,326
Oh, I bet Mr. Gitten
reads dirty magazines.
551
00:31:08,409 --> 00:31:11,037
Ginny, you should recommend that
for your book.
552
00:31:12,747 --> 00:31:13,998
What book?
553
00:31:15,416 --> 00:31:18,377
It's nothing.
Just my English teacher being annoying.
554
00:31:19,754 --> 00:31:21,964
I already talked to Dad about it,
so don't worry.
555
00:31:22,632 --> 00:31:24,133
Mom, I don't want you to do anything.
556
00:31:24,216 --> 00:31:25,927
What would I do?
557
00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:35,269
-I have to go to the bathroom.
-Mm-hmm.
558
00:31:36,395 --> 00:31:39,815
Okay, Mom, Brodie just texted me.
We'd literally be gone an hour.
559
00:31:39,899 --> 00:31:40,733
-Please--
-No.
560
00:31:40,816 --> 00:31:43,110
Please, Mom.
We're young. Just let us live.
561
00:31:43,194 --> 00:31:44,695
Ellen, for what it's worth,
562
00:31:44,779 --> 00:31:47,448
the girls all wrote me
handwritten apology notes after the party.
563
00:31:47,531 --> 00:31:49,241
-They did?
-Mm-hmm.
564
00:31:49,325 --> 00:31:51,619
-It was pretty sweet.
-Aw.
565
00:31:51,702 --> 00:31:54,080
I don't know.
Do I pick a book? Do I not pick a book?
566
00:31:54,789 --> 00:31:55,748
Pick the dictionary
567
00:31:56,332 --> 00:31:59,210
as a metaphor for how racism
permeates every aspect of America.
568
00:31:59,293 --> 00:32:00,378
Let him chew on that.
569
00:32:01,754 --> 00:32:05,716
I don't want to give Gitten
the satisfaction of thinking he's an ally
570
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:08,010
just because he thumbed through
White Fragility.
571
00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:09,845
Hey.
572
00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:13,474
I'm here for you.
573
00:32:27,071 --> 00:32:29,240
-Hi.
-Hi.
574
00:32:29,323 --> 00:32:30,992
-Hi.
-Hi.
575
00:32:33,995 --> 00:32:37,289
Is it safe to come in? I don't wanna see
any exchanging of bodily fluids.
576
00:32:37,373 --> 00:32:39,500
We're drinking each other's blood.
577
00:32:39,583 --> 00:32:40,459
Okay.
578
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:44,380
So we're no longer grounded
because Georgia told our moms
579
00:32:44,463 --> 00:32:46,716
that we all wrote her
handwritten apology notes.
580
00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:48,467
Oh, a lie.
581
00:32:48,551 --> 00:32:50,136
-We're going to Brodie's.
-No, we're not.
582
00:32:50,219 --> 00:32:52,221
-Well, you're not.
-Okay, out.
583
00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:55,307
-Hi.
-Hi!
584
00:32:56,017 --> 00:32:57,768
Okay, we're going to Brodie's.
585
00:33:05,276 --> 00:33:06,444
-So I--
-So I, um…
586
00:33:07,194 --> 00:33:09,739
-No, you go ahead. No.
-I--
587
00:33:09,822 --> 00:33:11,282
-I could--
-You know what? I--
588
00:33:11,365 --> 00:33:13,325
All right. I'll start.
589
00:33:16,287 --> 00:33:19,206
I know that you and Georgia slept together
right before we got engaged.
590
00:33:23,502 --> 00:33:25,796
Wow, we're doing this. Okay, um--
591
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:28,382
And I'm assuming
that you moved here to be with her.
592
00:33:28,466 --> 00:33:33,554
So question is,
do I have anything to be worried about?
593
00:33:34,388 --> 00:33:36,640
Look, man,
I just want Georgia to be happy.
594
00:33:37,391 --> 00:33:39,477
Now, I'm not trying to mess with anything.
595
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:42,938
I wouldn't be here having a beer with you
if I didn't want this to succeed.
596
00:33:43,939 --> 00:33:47,109
But you're gonna be my kids' stepdad,
you're living in the same house.
597
00:33:47,193 --> 00:33:48,402
That's why I'm here.
598
00:33:51,864 --> 00:33:54,533
Ginny's a great kid, by the way.
You did a great job.
599
00:33:58,704 --> 00:33:59,663
Beers.
600
00:33:59,747 --> 00:34:02,374
Beers would help.
Hey, Joe, two beers, please.
601
00:34:02,958 --> 00:34:05,377
Whatever's on tap. Thanks.
602
00:34:06,253 --> 00:34:07,588
You two make a really nice couple.
603
00:34:08,964 --> 00:34:10,007
You fit.
604
00:34:12,051 --> 00:34:14,804
Well, thanks man.
That, uh, means a lot, actually.
605
00:34:16,305 --> 00:34:17,348
Thanks, Joe.
606
00:34:17,431 --> 00:34:19,308
And, you know, I may have met someone.
607
00:34:19,391 --> 00:34:20,392
You have?
608
00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:22,394
Yeah, she feels special.
609
00:34:24,313 --> 00:34:26,273
Wow, okay. That's great.
610
00:34:27,233 --> 00:34:29,193
-Yeah.
611
00:34:33,572 --> 00:34:35,658
Sorry. Oh my God.
612
00:34:35,741 --> 00:34:37,409
Don't be mean to me.
613
00:34:37,493 --> 00:34:39,578
-Here.
614
00:34:39,662 --> 00:34:42,081
-Sorry.
-That's really rude.
615
00:34:42,164 --> 00:34:44,125
How long do we have to stay here?
616
00:34:45,167 --> 00:34:46,961
Here, baby, have a bong.
617
00:34:48,504 --> 00:34:50,798
-Delivery.
-Ooh.
618
00:34:50,881 --> 00:34:52,383
Jordan, you're out of control.
619
00:34:52,466 --> 00:34:55,469
-No, you're out of control.
-You're out of control.
620
00:34:55,553 --> 00:34:56,929
Who's up?
621
00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:58,764
-Nice.
-Beer me, bro.
622
00:35:00,182 --> 00:35:01,767
Hey, uh, Marcus, you want one?
623
00:35:01,851 --> 00:35:05,062
Is that bro code
for "sorry I punched you in the face"?
624
00:35:08,232 --> 00:35:11,318
Hey, Abs, out of control. A little bit.
625
00:35:11,402 --> 00:35:12,403
-Hey.
-Yeah?
626
00:35:17,241 --> 00:35:18,993
That's mine. Where's my beer?
627
00:35:21,287 --> 00:35:23,873
It's just really hard to do
on the back of a yak.
628
00:35:24,707 --> 00:35:28,169
How you guys doing? Anything else
I can get for you? Maybe your check?
629
00:35:28,252 --> 00:35:31,463
Uh, Joe,
I don't think that you have met Zion.
630
00:35:31,547 --> 00:35:32,965
Zion is Ginny's dad.
631
00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:35,301
-He has climbed the Matterhorn.
-Hi.
632
00:35:35,384 --> 00:35:36,886
And Annapurna.
633
00:35:36,969 --> 00:35:39,180
-It's very impressive.
-It's not.
634
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:42,892
-But Ginny loves working here.
-We love having her. She's a great kid.
635
00:35:42,975 --> 00:35:43,976
Yeah, she's not that bad.
636
00:35:46,937 --> 00:35:47,771
Mm.
637
00:35:49,315 --> 00:35:51,317
-Mm. Yeah.
-Thank you, Joe.
638
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:52,443
Um…
639
00:35:52,526 --> 00:35:57,406
What do we think about the new boyfriend?
Hmm? Bad influence? She's partying now.
640
00:35:57,990 --> 00:36:00,534
-Pretty sure she's smoking weed.
-Ginny doesn't smoke.
641
00:36:00,618 --> 00:36:04,121
Never thought I'd be the stepdad.
Teenagers?
642
00:36:04,205 --> 00:36:08,834
It's so crazy to watch her grow up,
you know, and become her own person.
643
00:36:10,544 --> 00:36:13,797
-She is going through it right now.
-Really?
644
00:36:15,174 --> 00:36:18,052
-She seems okay.
-She tries to cover it up.
645
00:36:18,761 --> 00:36:19,887
She's stoic like that.
646
00:36:20,596 --> 00:36:22,181
Yeah, Georgia's like that.
647
00:36:29,230 --> 00:36:32,316
Keep an eye on her. Keep me in the loop.
648
00:36:36,445 --> 00:36:37,279
I will.
649
00:36:37,363 --> 00:36:38,280
Thank you.
650
00:36:46,622 --> 00:36:49,333
There's literally nothing worse
than everyone thinking all we wanna do
651
00:36:49,416 --> 00:36:51,627
is sit in a basement
and hear them play music.
652
00:36:51,710 --> 00:36:54,046
-I feel so untalented.
-You are.
653
00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:55,965
She's not untalented.
654
00:36:57,299 --> 00:36:59,885
Uh, Marcus, you… you play, right?
655
00:37:00,386 --> 00:37:01,929
No, not really. No.
656
00:37:02,012 --> 00:37:04,556
Oh, that's actually a huge bold-faced lie.
657
00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:06,976
Uh, he plays everything.
He even has a little harmonica.
658
00:37:07,059 --> 00:37:09,019
-It's very annoying.
-Really?
659
00:37:10,729 --> 00:37:11,647
All right.
660
00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:20,698
-All right. Okay.
-I didn't say do--
661
00:37:25,494 --> 00:37:27,496
-One sec.
-That's what I'm saying.
662
00:37:27,579 --> 00:37:29,456
-Are they bonding?
-Really hope not.
663
00:37:29,540 --> 00:37:30,416
Gosh.
664
00:37:32,126 --> 00:37:34,044
-God.
665
00:37:52,187 --> 00:37:55,065
-I get it. Yes.
-No. No, you don't. No, you don't.
666
00:37:55,649 --> 00:37:58,193
-Oh!
667
00:37:59,111 --> 00:38:00,195
Doesn't play.
668
00:38:01,155 --> 00:38:04,783
Okay, well, um,
my manlihood is now threatened, so…
669
00:38:04,867 --> 00:38:07,953
Abs, Abby, Abigail,
get on my back. Come on.
670
00:38:08,037 --> 00:38:11,415
Play like, uh, E minor A7.
671
00:38:18,881 --> 00:38:20,215
Oh.
672
00:38:20,299 --> 00:38:21,216
Ready?
673
00:38:22,551 --> 00:38:23,969
Oh.
674
00:38:29,850 --> 00:38:31,352
Oh my--
675
00:38:34,813 --> 00:38:37,608
How much do you weigh, girl? Jeez.
676
00:38:50,079 --> 00:38:52,456
My God, Marcus,
you are out of control, man.
677
00:38:57,211 --> 00:38:58,754
-Okay.
-Ginny plays piano.
678
00:38:59,797 --> 00:39:01,715
Ginny, quit holding out on us.
679
00:39:02,508 --> 00:39:04,134
-Oh, yeah.
-You go, girl.
680
00:39:04,218 --> 00:39:05,928
What you're playing in your mind.
681
00:39:06,512 --> 00:39:08,764
-That's what your mom said.
-Yeah, sure.
682
00:39:28,117 --> 00:39:30,285
How did you even learn
how to play the piano?
683
00:39:30,369 --> 00:39:33,038
Didn't you grow up, like, super poor?
684
00:39:33,122 --> 00:39:34,790
-What?
-What?
685
00:39:35,582 --> 00:39:36,959
Actually, my dad taught me.
686
00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:38,544
Also, shut up.
687
00:39:41,463 --> 00:39:45,259
Yeah! I love it
when we're mean to Samantha.
688
00:39:45,342 --> 00:39:47,010
Do not start with me, Abigail.
689
00:39:47,094 --> 00:39:49,513
This is fun. Your friends are great.
690
00:39:51,640 --> 00:39:54,393
-Oh, he's--
691
00:39:54,476 --> 00:39:55,602
Can we go now?
692
00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:08,866
Honey, I'm home.
693
00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:10,576
You're drunk.
694
00:40:11,285 --> 00:40:14,246
Yeah.
Zion, though? He's the man.
695
00:40:14,830 --> 00:40:16,915
Seriously. Good dude, fascinating life.
696
00:40:16,999 --> 00:40:19,251
I know.
That's why I'm still in love with him.
697
00:40:20,794 --> 00:40:22,129
And now I'm sober.
698
00:40:45,402 --> 00:40:46,487
Holy shit.
699
00:40:47,070 --> 00:40:48,489
-You have a gun in here?
-Okay--
700
00:40:48,572 --> 00:40:52,659
But before you freak out,
imagine you're me, alone in the kitchen.
701
00:40:52,743 --> 00:40:54,953
A burglar breaks in. I'm vulnerable.
702
00:40:55,037 --> 00:40:57,539
I have made my stance on this
very clear, Georgia.
703
00:40:57,623 --> 00:41:00,876
You have no idea
what it's like to be a single mom.
704
00:41:02,294 --> 00:41:03,587
You're right, I don't.
705
00:41:04,338 --> 00:41:05,631
But I can tell you this.
706
00:41:05,714 --> 00:41:08,008
Defensive gun ownership is a myth.
707
00:41:08,091 --> 00:41:09,885
Every single
statistic out there will tell you
708
00:41:09,968 --> 00:41:11,887
that you or your children, Georgia,
709
00:41:11,970 --> 00:41:14,765
are more likely to get hurt or die
'cause you have this gun in the house.
710
00:41:14,848 --> 00:41:16,642
You're more likely
to have it turned on you.
711
00:41:16,725 --> 00:41:20,145
Okay, you wanna play statistics,
we can play statistics.
712
00:41:20,229 --> 00:41:23,941
Statistically, the most dangerous place
for a woman is in her own home.
713
00:41:24,441 --> 00:41:26,568
Is it licensed at least?
714
00:41:27,152 --> 00:41:28,529
Is this even legal?
715
00:41:28,612 --> 00:41:31,490
I passed legislation
banning open carry in Wellsbury.
716
00:41:31,573 --> 00:41:34,034
-How do you think this makes me look?
-Okay, fine.
717
00:41:34,117 --> 00:41:35,994
Fine. I'll get rid of it.
718
00:41:36,078 --> 00:41:38,247
How many more are there?
719
00:41:38,330 --> 00:41:41,416
Just the one, I promise.
720
00:41:42,876 --> 00:41:44,002
I'll get rid of it.
721
00:41:44,628 --> 00:41:49,591
Okay. But if a scary,
violent man breaks in, you'll be sorry.
722
00:41:53,345 --> 00:41:54,972
You look pretty, Mommy.
723
00:41:55,556 --> 00:41:59,810
All right, what do you want
in the doggy bag? Steak? Lobster? Pasta?
724
00:42:03,397 --> 00:42:04,690
Hi, Natalie.
725
00:42:05,357 --> 00:42:06,400
No.
726
00:42:06,483 --> 00:42:11,154
No, no, no, Natalie don't have strep.
My date's gonna be here any minute.
727
00:42:11,697 --> 00:42:14,616
Natalie, I know you don't understand this
'cause you're 13,
728
00:42:15,117 --> 00:42:16,451
but he has a good job.
729
00:42:16,994 --> 00:42:19,246
He wears a suit. He has a 401.
730
00:42:21,665 --> 00:42:23,375
-Shit.
731
00:42:25,752 --> 00:42:27,963
Hey there. You look nice.
732
00:42:28,589 --> 00:42:32,467
Hi. I told you not to come to the door,
I was gonna run out.
733
00:42:33,385 --> 00:42:34,761
Let's run out together.
734
00:42:35,470 --> 00:42:36,972
I actually can't tonight.
735
00:42:38,724 --> 00:42:41,351
-I'm sick.
-You're sick?
736
00:42:41,435 --> 00:42:42,936
Mom, I'm hungry.
737
00:42:44,396 --> 00:42:46,064
And who's in there?
738
00:42:51,028 --> 00:42:53,614
-What's your name?
-Ginny.
739
00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:57,367
-I was gonna tell you I had a daughter.
-Mm-hmm.
740
00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:58,994
When?
741
00:42:59,953 --> 00:43:02,914
After you fell madly in love with me
and it wouldn't matter.
742
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:08,837
-Where are you going?
-Where is it?
743
00:43:10,922 --> 00:43:12,424
Everybody has a drawer.
744
00:43:16,428 --> 00:43:17,679
We are ordering in.
745
00:43:19,014 --> 00:43:21,516
-We are?
-Ginny, do you like egg rolls?
746
00:43:22,267 --> 00:43:23,268
Yes.
747
00:43:31,693 --> 00:43:35,197
Ginny. I am obsessed
with your mom's coats, okay?
748
00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:37,699
The one she's wearing today,
the green one, I love it.
749
00:43:37,783 --> 00:43:39,910
Today? She's here?
750
00:43:39,993 --> 00:43:41,912
Yeah,
I just saw her down the hall.
751
00:43:57,844 --> 00:43:59,930
-Mom.
-Get out of here, Ginny.
752
00:44:00,013 --> 00:44:01,765
-What are you doing?
-I called Zion.
753
00:44:01,848 --> 00:44:04,893
He told me about this book.
He doesn't deserve to be a teacher.
754
00:44:05,477 --> 00:44:06,770
You don't think I know that?
755
00:44:08,188 --> 00:44:10,732
What happens if you're caught?
You think they'll go easy on me?
756
00:44:10,816 --> 00:44:13,652
You can't just go around
doing whatever you want all the time.
757
00:44:14,152 --> 00:44:16,071
This is exactly why I didn't tell you.
758
00:44:16,571 --> 00:44:18,824
You have no idea
what things are like for me sometimes.
759
00:44:18,907 --> 00:44:20,242
And I can't tell you anything,
760
00:44:20,325 --> 00:44:22,202
'cause you might do
something insane like this.
761
00:44:22,285 --> 00:44:24,955
I'm not gonna sit back and let someone
treat my daughter this way.
762
00:44:25,539 --> 00:44:28,875
I'm your mother. No one on this Earth
loves you more than I do.
763
00:44:29,376 --> 00:44:32,421
-I know.
-I would do anything for you.
764
00:44:33,547 --> 00:44:34,381
Okay?
765
00:44:35,382 --> 00:44:36,258
You know that.
766
00:44:38,218 --> 00:44:39,261
That's horrible.
767
00:44:40,804 --> 00:44:42,848
That's a horrible thing to put on me.
768
00:44:44,057 --> 00:44:46,143
-Hello.
-Mr. Gitten. Hi.
769
00:44:46,727 --> 00:44:47,686
This is my mom.
770
00:44:47,769 --> 00:44:49,062
Nice to meet you.
771
00:44:49,855 --> 00:44:51,481
Ginny's told me all about you.
772
00:44:52,524 --> 00:44:55,527
Great, now we've all met,
so we're gonna go
773
00:44:55,610 --> 00:44:57,446
and we're gonna take
all our stuff with us.
774
00:45:07,164 --> 00:45:10,375
-Wow, very cool.
-I know, right? I'm so excited.
775
00:45:11,293 --> 00:45:14,296
-What are you writing? More poems?
-Yeah.
776
00:45:15,130 --> 00:45:16,798
Cool. Can I…
777
00:45:26,725 --> 00:45:28,852
Wow, this is powerful.
778
00:45:30,645 --> 00:45:31,480
Thanks.
779
00:45:33,023 --> 00:45:36,276
I've been doing this
to help process stuff.
780
00:45:37,027 --> 00:45:39,446
This one came easy.
781
00:45:40,030 --> 00:45:42,073
-You should read it at the open mic.
782
00:45:42,157 --> 00:45:44,993
-No.
-Why not? You just said it came easy.
783
00:45:53,293 --> 00:45:54,669
How do I look?
784
00:45:55,670 --> 00:45:56,963
Don't be like that.
785
00:45:57,047 --> 00:45:59,257
This is what we've been
kicked out of our whole lives.
786
00:45:59,341 --> 00:46:01,802
But now, we aren't at the party,
we are the party.
787
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:03,595
We made it.
788
00:46:04,221 --> 00:46:06,139
This is what it was all for.
789
00:46:13,688 --> 00:46:15,440
Hey! Come on in.
790
00:46:17,067 --> 00:46:18,193
Oh my God.
791
00:46:18,276 --> 00:46:19,110
Hello!
792
00:46:19,194 --> 00:46:20,946
Wow. Wow.
793
00:46:21,029 --> 00:46:22,697
You guys look incredible.
794
00:46:22,781 --> 00:46:25,575
He says our costumes look great.
795
00:46:26,785 --> 00:46:29,871
Oh, those handcuffs are great.
Did they come with the costume?
796
00:46:29,955 --> 00:46:31,748
Did we buy them with the costume?
797
00:46:32,707 --> 00:46:34,584
-Yes.
798
00:46:35,210 --> 00:46:37,879
-Paul, can you get the Ubers?
-Yeah.
799
00:46:38,463 --> 00:46:41,633
Oh my gosh,
come in, come in.
800
00:46:41,716 --> 00:46:44,719
-Wow.
-Nick and Jesse.
801
00:46:46,221 --> 00:46:48,640
You guys in the mood
for some murderous fun?
802
00:46:48,723 --> 00:46:51,309
I think it was in the kitchen
with the gun.
803
00:46:51,393 --> 00:46:54,980
I think it was Miss Scarlet
with the poison.
804
00:46:55,897 --> 00:46:56,731
All right.
805
00:46:56,815 --> 00:46:59,568
Let's not have all the fun
before we get to the Neighborhood Club.
806
00:46:59,651 --> 00:47:00,819
Come on, let's go.
807
00:47:00,902 --> 00:47:02,153
Wait until we arrive. Let's go.
808
00:47:05,240 --> 00:47:07,200
Bye, Peach.
Have fun at your open mic.
809
00:47:41,234 --> 00:47:42,527
Hey, you okay?
810
00:47:43,403 --> 00:47:46,114
I thought this thing would have
some comedy or something.
811
00:48:21,399 --> 00:48:24,569
That felt really good,
you know, just to get everything out.
812
00:48:25,654 --> 00:48:26,488
Sorry.
813
00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:27,864
Hey, do you.
814
00:48:30,408 --> 00:48:33,662
Ginny, you should do your poem.
Seriously. It feels really good.
815
00:48:36,706 --> 00:48:40,210
Well, that was Blue Farms'
very own Padma Atlurie,
816
00:48:41,252 --> 00:48:42,796
tonight's mastermind.
817
00:48:46,299 --> 00:48:49,552
Uh, have you guys
all been following the news recently?
818
00:48:49,636 --> 00:48:53,848
Uh, a cheese factory blew up
in France, yeah.
819
00:48:53,932 --> 00:48:57,352
There was de-brie everywhere.
820
00:48:59,270 --> 00:49:00,438
Boo.
821
00:49:02,983 --> 00:49:03,817
That's rude.
822
00:49:04,442 --> 00:49:05,986
-Um…
823
00:49:06,611 --> 00:49:08,780
Just wanna thank you all
for coming out tonight.
824
00:49:08,863 --> 00:49:10,448
This is painful.
825
00:49:10,532 --> 00:49:11,783
You should do your poem.
826
00:49:11,866 --> 00:49:14,369
Uh, we just got a notice
from the bank, actually,
827
00:49:14,452 --> 00:49:16,830
that our last balance was outstanding.
828
00:49:18,206 --> 00:49:21,292
Uh, okay. Uh, next up is Ginny Miller
829
00:49:21,376 --> 00:49:25,171
-doing something great, probably.
830
00:49:32,178 --> 00:49:33,346
I saw you smile.
831
00:49:35,265 --> 00:49:37,225
-So bad.
-You loved it.
832
00:49:39,644 --> 00:49:40,937
Hi, everyone.
833
00:49:41,021 --> 00:49:45,734
Um, I've been trying to use my voice more,
so here goes.
834
00:49:45,817 --> 00:49:47,068
Whoo!
835
00:49:50,321 --> 00:49:52,699
Am I too old to hide under the bed?
836
00:49:53,366 --> 00:49:55,827
I'm stuck in a storm
But the storm's in my head
837
00:49:56,494 --> 00:49:59,039
All I see is lightning
All I hear is thunder
838
00:49:59,122 --> 00:50:01,499
Just one boom coming one after the other
839
00:50:02,208 --> 00:50:06,963
I once was blind, but now I see
The blindfolds folds have unfolded from me
840
00:50:07,047 --> 00:50:11,342
But try as I might to close my eyes
And shut them tight and go back to black
841
00:50:11,426 --> 00:50:12,886
To not knowing, to trust
842
00:50:12,969 --> 00:50:15,597
Because now that I know
I know what I must do for you
843
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:16,806
What you've made me be
844
00:50:16,890 --> 00:50:19,476
And I'd give anything to wash it away
845
00:50:21,394 --> 00:50:24,189
Scrub and scrub that damn spot out
846
00:50:24,773 --> 00:50:26,399
But you can't wash off a tattoo
847
00:50:26,483 --> 00:50:29,235
Because now, you see, I'm culpable too
848
00:50:42,665 --> 00:50:47,128
I gnash and gnarl and gnaw until I'm raw
849
00:50:47,754 --> 00:50:51,424
My vocal cords vibrating
With vicious and vital truths
850
00:50:51,508 --> 00:50:54,594
That I need to speak
That you need to hear
851
00:50:55,261 --> 00:50:58,807
My tongue undulating
With the undue burden of silence
852
00:50:58,890 --> 00:51:01,351
But the sound chokes back into my throat
853
00:51:01,434 --> 00:51:04,229
A hard swollen lump I swallow down
854
00:51:04,312 --> 00:51:06,564
They say mother knows best
855
00:51:06,648 --> 00:51:08,858
But what if there are things
Mother doesn't know?
856
00:51:08,942 --> 00:51:11,861
Like if she can braid your hair
But still stans Scarlett O'Hara
857
00:51:11,945 --> 00:51:14,489
You always say I am your reflection
858
00:51:14,572 --> 00:51:16,991
But I can't hide behind your smile
859
00:51:17,075 --> 00:51:21,162
And from where I'm standing
We're on opposite sides of mirrored glass
860
00:51:21,830 --> 00:51:23,581
Me and you against the world?
861
00:51:24,249 --> 00:51:28,253
But the world is out to get me
In ways you can never know or feel
862
00:51:28,336 --> 00:51:30,380
So how can you know it's real?
863
00:51:31,381 --> 00:51:34,342
I am sick of suffering in silence
864
00:51:34,425 --> 00:51:38,346
Today, I will stomp and scream and shout
865
00:51:38,429 --> 00:51:41,432
Until every word inside of me is out
866
00:51:41,516 --> 00:51:44,185
Just by knowing, by seeing
867
00:51:44,269 --> 00:51:45,979
That was my agreeing
868
00:51:46,062 --> 00:51:48,064
My hands wet, once clean
869
00:51:48,148 --> 00:51:49,816
Dirty with sins I don't mean
870
00:51:49,899 --> 00:51:52,819
Words I didn't say, dragons I didn't slay
871
00:51:52,902 --> 00:51:55,446
I inherit the sin
872
00:51:55,530 --> 00:51:58,741
And I become the monster
That I was born from
873
00:52:24,517 --> 00:52:26,477
-You still here?
-I don't wanna go home.
874
00:52:29,272 --> 00:52:30,315
I liked your standup.
875
00:52:31,858 --> 00:52:34,819
-No, you didn't.
-You know what I've always wanted to do?
876
00:52:35,361 --> 00:52:36,196
What?
877
00:52:39,282 --> 00:52:40,116
Excuse me.
878
00:52:40,992 --> 00:52:42,827
You're not kicking me out of my own bar.
879
00:52:42,911 --> 00:52:45,455
Ding.
880
00:52:46,915 --> 00:52:49,792
Oh no. What are you doing?
881
00:52:50,585 --> 00:52:53,796
Jeez, guys, she's going down?
882
00:52:53,880 --> 00:52:55,506
Wait, it gets better.
883
00:52:56,966 --> 00:53:00,011
She's a rower?
This is what you always wanted to do?
884
00:53:00,094 --> 00:53:02,472
-That's really beautiful,
885
00:53:02,555 --> 00:53:05,475
but I think it's time for you
to get out from behind the bar now.
886
00:53:08,102 --> 00:53:09,562
I'm sorry, I didn't mean…
887
00:53:57,277 --> 00:54:00,989
Mom, I'm sorry.
I didn't think you were coming tonight.
888
00:54:02,657 --> 00:54:05,243
My party ended.
I thought I'd surprise you.
889
00:54:10,373 --> 00:54:13,334
Sometimes I can't believe
how fast you've grown up.
890
00:54:14,043 --> 00:54:17,463
You're so smart and creative.
891
00:54:18,589 --> 00:54:20,717
I didn't even go to high school, but you…
892
00:54:24,095 --> 00:54:25,346
you're a miracle.
893
00:54:29,475 --> 00:54:33,062
I can't believe someone like you
came from someone like me.
894
00:54:37,025 --> 00:54:37,859
Mom…
895
00:54:43,448 --> 00:54:45,783
I wish my mom could understand.
896
00:54:47,618 --> 00:54:49,078
I don't know how she does it.
897
00:54:50,788 --> 00:54:53,333
Keep everything bad tightly locked away.
898
00:54:55,835 --> 00:54:56,961
She's a force.
899
00:55:00,256 --> 00:55:01,758
She keeps moving.
900
00:55:03,217 --> 00:55:05,053
Nothing could ever break her.
901
00:55:07,805 --> 00:55:10,183
Hey there. I'm Gil Timmins.
902
00:55:14,979 --> 00:55:15,855
Dad?