1 00:00:10,094 --> 00:00:12,096 [mellow music plays] 2 00:00:15,266 --> 00:00:17,393 I'll be late. I have a meeting at Austin's school. 3 00:00:17,477 --> 00:00:18,936 Okay, see you then. 4 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:22,899 -[door opens] -[Paul grunts] 5 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:25,485 [door closes] 6 00:00:25,568 --> 00:00:27,278 What are you playing at, little girl? 7 00:00:28,529 --> 00:00:30,531 -What? -Don't do that. 8 00:00:30,615 --> 00:00:33,951 -Don't do what? -Virginia, is this a game to you? 9 00:00:34,035 --> 00:00:36,913 Is this a game, Mom? No, it's not a game. 10 00:00:36,996 --> 00:00:38,873 No one here is playing games but you. 11 00:00:38,956 --> 00:00:41,667 What is it exactly that you want from me? 12 00:00:44,212 --> 00:00:47,340 I need you to grow the hell up, okay? Grow up. 13 00:00:47,423 --> 00:00:49,425 God, I am so mad, I could just-- 14 00:00:49,509 --> 00:00:50,343 Kill me? 15 00:00:52,053 --> 00:00:53,513 ["Devil I Know" by Allie X plays] 16 00:00:53,596 --> 00:00:55,515 Austin, let's go! 17 00:00:57,225 --> 00:01:00,853 [Ginny] It's a funny thing to realize your entire life has been a lie. 18 00:01:02,730 --> 00:01:04,982 ♪ I think I made a big mistake ♪ 19 00:01:07,777 --> 00:01:10,363 ♪ You keep messing with my brain… ♪ 20 00:01:11,030 --> 00:01:13,074 [Georgia] The only thing you can trust in this world 21 00:01:13,157 --> 00:01:14,534 is that you can't trust anyone. 22 00:01:15,326 --> 00:01:16,160 Except me. 23 00:01:16,786 --> 00:01:18,371 I'm always gonna be here for you. 24 00:01:18,454 --> 00:01:22,458 ♪ Every time I take your lead Feels like a curse… ♪ 25 00:01:23,501 --> 00:01:24,710 Come on, get your jacket. 26 00:01:25,628 --> 00:01:27,630 ♪ Feels even worse ♪ 27 00:01:28,840 --> 00:01:31,300 ♪ Baby, you're the devil I know ♪ 28 00:01:31,384 --> 00:01:32,510 ♪ I know ♪ 29 00:01:34,053 --> 00:01:36,556 -♪ Baby, you're the devil I know… ♪ -[door closes] 30 00:01:37,098 --> 00:01:39,058 [Ginny] Trust is a funny thing. 31 00:01:39,142 --> 00:01:40,726 It's so easily abused. 32 00:01:40,810 --> 00:01:41,894 [sighs] 33 00:01:41,978 --> 00:01:45,273 And betrayal leaves a metallic taste. 34 00:01:48,693 --> 00:01:50,278 ♪ Baby, I'm the devil now ♪ 35 00:01:51,362 --> 00:01:55,867 [opening theme music plays, stops] 36 00:01:56,909 --> 00:01:59,120 I'm really enjoying having Austin in class, 37 00:01:59,203 --> 00:02:01,372 but he's behind in a few subjects. 38 00:02:01,455 --> 00:02:04,167 I know he's moved around a lot, so that could be part of it. 39 00:02:04,250 --> 00:02:05,293 He's a smart kid. 40 00:02:05,376 --> 00:02:07,587 Whatever he doesn't know, he'll pick up fast. 41 00:02:07,670 --> 00:02:11,090 It's not just that. Has he shown any signs of anxiety? 42 00:02:11,674 --> 00:02:13,551 Of anxiety? [scoffs] 43 00:02:13,634 --> 00:02:14,635 He's nine. 44 00:02:14,719 --> 00:02:17,930 I would love to have the guidance counselor meet with him, 45 00:02:18,014 --> 00:02:21,142 maybe evaluate him for a possible 504 Plan. 46 00:02:21,225 --> 00:02:24,395 No, no, Austin doesn't need whatever that is. 47 00:02:24,478 --> 00:02:27,857 He's fine. Look, if he's behind, we'll study harder at home. 48 00:02:27,940 --> 00:02:30,109 -I'll make sure of it. -Ms. Miller, uh-- 49 00:02:30,568 --> 00:02:32,904 -Uh… -Sorry to interrupt. 50 00:02:34,113 --> 00:02:35,990 Give it back. Now. 51 00:02:38,576 --> 00:02:41,370 He said that he took it from the reflection corner. 52 00:02:41,913 --> 00:02:43,372 I found it in his backpack. 53 00:02:43,456 --> 00:02:45,249 She made me sit there forever. 54 00:02:45,333 --> 00:02:47,084 It was 15 minutes, Zach, 55 00:02:47,168 --> 00:02:49,837 to reflect on why we don't call people "bloody booger face." 56 00:02:49,921 --> 00:02:51,923 Tiffany Griffin is a bloody booger. 57 00:02:52,006 --> 00:02:53,132 [chuckles] 58 00:02:53,216 --> 00:02:55,092 [Cynthia sighs] I'm so sorry. 59 00:02:55,176 --> 00:02:57,470 He's having such a hard time with everything. 60 00:02:57,553 --> 00:02:59,597 -I understand. -[Zach] No, I'm not. 61 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:00,848 Don't blame Dad. 62 00:03:01,349 --> 00:03:05,519 Zach, we do not take what doesn't belong to us. 63 00:03:05,603 --> 00:03:08,356 -You're busy, I'm just gonna-- -Oh no. Just-- It'll-- 64 00:03:09,106 --> 00:03:10,149 [sighs] 65 00:03:10,233 --> 00:03:12,235 Thank you. Thank you for this. 66 00:03:12,860 --> 00:03:14,111 [Zach] What's a 504 Plan? 67 00:03:14,195 --> 00:03:16,405 [Georgia] Sneaking in? You really are my kid. 68 00:03:17,073 --> 00:03:19,200 ["I Rly Rly Like U" by Baby Bulldog plays] 69 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:23,412 ♪ Butterflies in my chest ♪ 70 00:03:23,496 --> 00:03:25,581 ♪ Beating on me, beating beating on me… ♪ 71 00:03:25,665 --> 00:03:26,540 [Ginny] Hunter. 72 00:03:27,750 --> 00:03:28,584 Hey. 73 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:30,920 Uh, hey. 74 00:03:32,797 --> 00:03:33,631 Thank you. 75 00:03:34,257 --> 00:03:36,008 Yeah, no-- No problem. 76 00:03:36,592 --> 00:03:38,803 [girls laugh] 77 00:03:42,431 --> 00:03:43,808 Um… 78 00:03:47,478 --> 00:03:48,729 Was that my arch-nemesis? 79 00:03:49,772 --> 00:03:51,399 Yeah, it was nothing. 80 00:03:53,192 --> 00:03:55,820 ♪ I really really like you ♪ 81 00:03:58,114 --> 00:04:01,117 ♪ Turn around and catch my face ♪ 82 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:04,161 ♪ Cheesin' at you Cheesin' cheesin' at you ♪ 83 00:04:04,245 --> 00:04:05,871 ♪ Laying in my bed… ♪ 84 00:04:05,955 --> 00:04:07,081 Are you okay? 85 00:04:07,581 --> 00:04:10,084 -What was that about? -It's nothing. [exhales] 86 00:04:14,255 --> 00:04:15,381 [laughs] 87 00:04:17,508 --> 00:04:18,342 What? 88 00:04:20,177 --> 00:04:22,763 -Are we hanging out later? -I can't, I have therapy. 89 00:04:26,434 --> 00:04:28,311 I gotta go. I'll see you later. 90 00:04:36,193 --> 00:04:38,988 Guys, Sophie looks so happy. 91 00:04:39,071 --> 00:04:40,698 [laughs] I hate it. 92 00:04:42,074 --> 00:04:44,577 "Be kind, it's free." 93 00:04:44,660 --> 00:04:47,788 Yeah, real kind, Sophie, when you ripped my heart out. 94 00:04:48,831 --> 00:04:51,375 She kept our pictures up. [sighs] What do you think that means? 95 00:04:51,459 --> 00:04:54,170 That she loves you and misses you and wants to get back together. 96 00:04:54,253 --> 00:04:55,379 Really? 97 00:04:55,463 --> 00:04:56,297 No. 98 00:04:58,174 --> 00:04:59,175 Perfect. 99 00:04:59,258 --> 00:05:01,719 'Cause I play the evil, unlovable witch in the musical. 100 00:05:01,802 --> 00:05:04,805 So, you know, different from my everyday life. 101 00:05:07,683 --> 00:05:09,518 [kids talking indistinctly] 102 00:05:11,687 --> 00:05:13,022 Why do you wear these? 103 00:05:14,023 --> 00:05:15,608 There's no glass in them. 104 00:05:15,691 --> 00:05:16,901 You're so weird. 105 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:23,324 What? Zach, you're his friend now? 106 00:05:23,407 --> 00:05:24,367 Shut up. 107 00:05:24,950 --> 00:05:26,118 Zach? 108 00:05:26,202 --> 00:05:28,287 [laughs] 109 00:05:29,622 --> 00:05:31,624 [mellow music plays] 110 00:05:38,297 --> 00:05:39,131 [sighs] 111 00:05:51,102 --> 00:05:53,521 [whispers] Something tells me this is not work-related. 112 00:05:53,604 --> 00:05:55,272 -Hey. [chuckles] -Hey. 113 00:05:56,899 --> 00:05:57,733 You okay? 114 00:05:58,484 --> 00:06:00,569 Yeah. Just looking at dresses. 115 00:06:00,653 --> 00:06:04,407 Dresses that are far outside of our budget. [scoffs] 116 00:06:04,490 --> 00:06:06,325 Yeah, we should talk about the budget. 117 00:06:06,409 --> 00:06:07,701 -Yeah, what about it? -I hate it. 118 00:06:07,785 --> 00:06:08,619 [Paul] Mm. 119 00:06:09,787 --> 00:06:13,999 Alas, milady, I am but a humble civil servant, 120 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:17,044 so you… you need to think smaller. 121 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,505 Think… intimate. 122 00:06:20,297 --> 00:06:21,257 What about your parents? 123 00:06:21,340 --> 00:06:23,092 What are they getting us for a wedding gift? 124 00:06:23,175 --> 00:06:25,761 Not a wedding, which is where you're going with this. 125 00:06:26,345 --> 00:06:29,765 Georgia, we talked about it, okay? I do not take money from my parents. 126 00:06:29,849 --> 00:06:31,767 -[sighs] -I never have, and I'm not starting now. 127 00:06:31,851 --> 00:06:34,687 Mm-hmm. Who paid for your college again? 128 00:06:34,770 --> 00:06:36,939 Remind me whose Netflix account we're on. 129 00:06:38,023 --> 00:06:38,858 Georgia. 130 00:06:38,941 --> 00:06:41,318 I'm sorry, I'm just saying, if someone has money 131 00:06:41,402 --> 00:06:43,696 and they wanna give it to you, it's none of your business. 132 00:06:43,779 --> 00:06:45,406 She's right. You only get married once. 133 00:06:45,489 --> 00:06:48,075 Unless you get married twice before you're 30, like a tramp. 134 00:06:48,659 --> 00:06:49,618 [Paul clears throat] 135 00:06:49,702 --> 00:06:52,913 Is this the draft of the long-term financial plan that I asked you for, Nick? 136 00:06:52,997 --> 00:06:55,916 The summary is that Wellsbury is very expensive. 137 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:57,626 -Yeah, we knew that. -[phone rings] 138 00:06:57,710 --> 00:06:59,211 Looks like Cynthia was not wrong. 139 00:06:59,295 --> 00:07:01,505 Most of this budget is going to the schools. 140 00:07:02,756 --> 00:07:03,966 What is the school budget? 141 00:07:04,049 --> 00:07:05,593 $89,000,000. 142 00:07:08,554 --> 00:07:12,057 [clicking tongue] 143 00:07:15,186 --> 00:07:16,020 Jesus. 144 00:07:16,729 --> 00:07:18,731 [upbeat music plays] 145 00:07:20,024 --> 00:07:21,025 [girl 1] Ooh. 146 00:07:22,234 --> 00:07:25,154 -[girl 2] Oh, what do you think? -[girl 1] My God, Jess, I love that one. 147 00:07:25,237 --> 00:07:27,948 So do we know who's gonna be in the limo yet? 148 00:07:28,032 --> 00:07:29,617 Derek said he's getting a Hummer. 149 00:07:29,700 --> 00:07:30,951 -[girl 2] No way. -[girl 1] Oh my God. 150 00:07:31,035 --> 00:07:33,454 -[girl 2] No way. -I'm so excited! 151 00:07:33,996 --> 00:07:34,830 That's pretty. 152 00:07:36,081 --> 00:07:37,583 I love that color. 153 00:07:37,666 --> 00:07:39,627 -Thanks. -Are you shopping for prom too? 154 00:07:40,920 --> 00:07:41,837 Mom. 155 00:07:41,921 --> 00:07:43,130 [steps approaching] 156 00:07:43,214 --> 00:07:46,175 Can I pretty, pretty please get this purse? 157 00:07:47,134 --> 00:07:48,093 [mouthing] "Mom?" 158 00:07:54,808 --> 00:07:56,268 [upbeat music ends] 159 00:07:57,228 --> 00:08:00,981 So last session I heard about your childhood and what got you here. 160 00:08:01,941 --> 00:08:04,235 That was like the tip of the childhood iceberg. 161 00:08:04,318 --> 00:08:06,779 [inhales] You said you grew up in poverty. 162 00:08:07,321 --> 00:08:09,823 Did you ever feel like you weren't taken care of? 163 00:08:09,907 --> 00:08:11,951 No. No, it wasn't like that. 164 00:08:12,576 --> 00:08:13,786 Georgia took care of us. 165 00:08:14,453 --> 00:08:16,580 It's just her methods were questionable. 166 00:08:16,664 --> 00:08:19,333 I'm sorry, how is any of this related to my self-harm? 167 00:08:20,125 --> 00:08:22,503 We wanna keep identifying your triggers. 168 00:08:23,128 --> 00:08:25,839 Let's talk about the last time you self-harmed. 169 00:08:26,382 --> 00:08:27,299 Thanksgiving. 170 00:08:28,425 --> 00:08:31,011 [therapist] Okay. And what was going on then? 171 00:08:34,557 --> 00:08:36,976 Do you remember what you were feeling at Thanksgiving? 172 00:08:37,935 --> 00:08:38,811 No. 173 00:08:42,690 --> 00:08:44,358 I'm sensing that you're angry. 174 00:08:44,441 --> 00:08:47,611 Oh, are you? That doctorate really coming through. [sniffles] 175 00:08:50,364 --> 00:08:51,282 [sharp exhale] 176 00:08:52,533 --> 00:08:53,367 I'm sorry. 177 00:08:54,368 --> 00:08:59,206 We have to figure out how we work together so that I can help you help yourself. 178 00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:02,334 You're saying I need to trust you. 179 00:09:02,418 --> 00:09:05,296 Is that a problem for you? It sounds like it is. 180 00:09:06,046 --> 00:09:09,174 Mm. Don't I have to? That's why people come to therapy. 181 00:09:09,842 --> 00:09:11,510 Why did you come to therapy? 182 00:09:14,388 --> 00:09:15,347 To get better. 183 00:09:16,181 --> 00:09:17,349 To not hurt myself. 184 00:09:18,350 --> 00:09:20,352 [mellow music plays] 185 00:09:24,148 --> 00:09:25,316 Thank you. 186 00:09:25,399 --> 00:09:27,651 [therapist] These are tools I want you to try. 187 00:09:28,193 --> 00:09:30,237 The rubber band is a distractor. 188 00:09:30,321 --> 00:09:32,573 When you feel you wanna self-harm, 189 00:09:32,656 --> 00:09:35,743 snap the rubber band to distract yourself, get out of that moment. 190 00:09:36,368 --> 00:09:39,955 And then when you're out of danger, write your feelings in the notebook. 191 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:44,293 And if you really think you are going to self-harm, 192 00:09:44,835 --> 00:09:46,378 I want you to call me instead. 193 00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:48,464 Does that sound doable? 194 00:09:50,883 --> 00:09:53,218 I need a commitment that you're going to try. 195 00:09:53,302 --> 00:09:55,763 Giving them to you does nothing if you don't use them. 196 00:09:57,431 --> 00:09:58,599 I'll try the tools. 197 00:09:59,391 --> 00:10:02,186 [therapist] And, Ginny, it's good that you're angry. 198 00:10:02,269 --> 00:10:04,063 You're letting yourself feel. 199 00:10:04,146 --> 00:10:05,898 Keep watching out for your triggers. 200 00:10:11,028 --> 00:10:13,489 [upbeat music plays] 201 00:10:13,572 --> 00:10:14,698 [Ginny] I can't see. 202 00:10:14,782 --> 00:10:16,950 [Georgia] You can't see? Well, that's silly. 203 00:10:26,710 --> 00:10:27,586 Okay. 204 00:10:28,295 --> 00:10:30,381 Now, do you trust me? Okay. 205 00:10:37,388 --> 00:10:39,807 -[alarm blaring] -[chuckles] 206 00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:42,476 I'm sorry, my daughter must have grabbed this. 207 00:10:42,559 --> 00:10:43,727 -I didn't notice. -Yeah. 208 00:10:43,811 --> 00:10:45,020 No problem. 209 00:10:48,857 --> 00:10:49,817 [cutlery tinkling] 210 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:54,321 Did you know that Edith Wharton's home is available for weddings? 211 00:10:54,405 --> 00:10:55,614 The Mount. 212 00:10:55,698 --> 00:10:57,157 Isn't that romantic? 213 00:10:57,241 --> 00:11:00,577 I… I didn't take you for an Edith Wharton fan. 214 00:11:01,161 --> 00:11:03,914 A bunch of the Neighborhood Club women have been to weddings there. 215 00:11:03,997 --> 00:11:06,166 -They were talking about it. -I see. 216 00:11:06,250 --> 00:11:09,128 Hey, by the way, I'm sorry you didn't get into the Neighborhood Club. 217 00:11:09,211 --> 00:11:12,715 -I know you really wanted it. -It's not over till it's over. 218 00:11:14,133 --> 00:11:16,093 I do not want to know what that means. 219 00:11:16,802 --> 00:11:18,137 Hey. [sighs] 220 00:11:18,220 --> 00:11:20,222 -[plates clattering] -What about a barn? 221 00:11:21,098 --> 00:11:24,768 -A barn? -Yeah, like a charming, rustic barn. 222 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:27,479 -Like a barn, like pigs? -[Paul] No, not pigs. Okay, no. 223 00:11:27,563 --> 00:11:30,983 My friend and his wife, they… they found this barn in Maine, 224 00:11:31,066 --> 00:11:33,902 and they got married there, and it was… it was beautiful. 225 00:11:33,986 --> 00:11:36,363 -I like pigs. You do your homework, you. 226 00:11:36,447 --> 00:11:39,116 I don't wanna get called in for any more "talks." 227 00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:41,535 -[Georgia exhales] -[door opens, closes] 228 00:11:44,747 --> 00:11:46,915 -What's this? -It's for Austin. 229 00:11:46,999 --> 00:11:48,375 [Georgia] Oh. 230 00:11:49,168 --> 00:11:51,962 ["No Negotiations" by Anna Sofia plays] 231 00:11:52,713 --> 00:11:54,590 Whoa, awesome! 232 00:11:55,299 --> 00:11:57,050 Paul, are you bribing this boy? 233 00:11:57,634 --> 00:11:59,344 What? No, I didn't get him that. 234 00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:03,348 ♪ They're wishin' that I was for free But they better beg… ♪ 235 00:12:03,432 --> 00:12:05,058 [Austin] I love this game. 236 00:12:05,976 --> 00:12:11,690 ♪ I'm tryna walk out the back 'Cause the front door is crowded ♪ 237 00:12:13,692 --> 00:12:19,281 ♪ And get in the back seat And make sure my dollars are counted ♪ 238 00:12:19,364 --> 00:12:20,199 [door opens] 239 00:12:21,992 --> 00:12:23,577 Oh, hi, Mom. Come on in. 240 00:12:23,660 --> 00:12:25,162 You went into my purse? 241 00:12:25,245 --> 00:12:26,538 You used Austin's name. 242 00:12:26,622 --> 00:12:28,916 I figured he might as well get something out of it. 243 00:12:28,999 --> 00:12:30,918 I did that out of necessity. 244 00:12:31,001 --> 00:12:32,795 You like it here? You like this house? 245 00:12:32,878 --> 00:12:34,338 'Cause we almost lost it all. 246 00:12:34,421 --> 00:12:35,923 But why do you still have it? 247 00:12:36,006 --> 00:12:38,801 My credit score is a 315. How'd you figure that? 248 00:12:38,884 --> 00:12:40,260 [breathes heavily] 249 00:12:40,344 --> 00:12:43,347 You think you are so clever, but you are playing with fire. 250 00:12:44,932 --> 00:12:46,266 I'm not scared of you. 251 00:12:47,267 --> 00:12:48,310 Scared of me? 252 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:52,314 I'm scared of you. You can't be trusted. 253 00:12:55,025 --> 00:12:56,151 [door closes] 254 00:12:57,611 --> 00:12:58,695 [heavy exhale] 255 00:12:58,779 --> 00:13:00,781 [tense music plays] 256 00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:20,217 -What was that about? -What'd you hear? 257 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:24,471 Nothing. Just heard the door slam. You guys fighting? 258 00:13:25,180 --> 00:13:26,223 No, it's nothing. 259 00:13:27,850 --> 00:13:28,725 Okay. 260 00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:33,772 -There's a lot of nothing going on. -What's that supposed to mean? 261 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:35,315 It's… 262 00:13:37,025 --> 00:13:38,569 It's just getting hard to pretend… 263 00:13:38,652 --> 00:13:40,904 [exhales] …that something's not going on with you. 264 00:13:42,614 --> 00:13:43,448 Oh. 265 00:13:44,366 --> 00:13:46,451 It's hard for you, is it? 266 00:13:47,494 --> 00:13:50,998 [chuckles] Well, if I'm so hard, why don't you just leave? 267 00:13:51,081 --> 00:13:53,375 -What are you doing? -I'm not doing anything, Marcus. 268 00:13:53,458 --> 00:13:55,252 You keep coming here and getting up in my shit, 269 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:56,962 and honestly, it's annoying. 270 00:13:59,214 --> 00:14:00,507 Yeah, I'm not doing this. 271 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:02,634 ["DCMO" by Lu Kala plays] 272 00:14:02,718 --> 00:14:06,221 ♪ But I, lie when I say That I don't care what you think ♪ 273 00:14:06,305 --> 00:14:09,057 ♪ Can't you see that I'm the best thing ♪ 274 00:14:09,141 --> 00:14:11,476 [vocalizing] 275 00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:14,229 ♪ Don't count me Don't count me ♪ 276 00:14:14,313 --> 00:14:16,773 -♪ Don't count me ♪ -♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 277 00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:19,401 ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 278 00:14:19,484 --> 00:14:21,695 ♪ The best thing ♪ 279 00:14:22,446 --> 00:14:23,572 ♪ No ♪ 280 00:14:23,655 --> 00:14:25,699 -♪ Don't count me, don't count me ♪ -♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 281 00:14:25,782 --> 00:14:27,492 ♪ Yeah, don't count me ♪ 282 00:14:29,119 --> 00:14:31,580 License for a pickleball court. Wanted to hand-deliver it. 283 00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:33,957 [gasps] How exciting. 284 00:14:34,708 --> 00:14:36,335 Oh, that's wonderful. 285 00:14:36,418 --> 00:14:37,961 -Thank you. -Of course. 286 00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:41,340 -Did Paul go for the Mount? -Mm-mm. 287 00:14:42,716 --> 00:14:46,970 Listen, I know this might be a long shot after Cynthia, but I was thinking-- 288 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:50,223 It's nothing personal, Georgia. It's just the process. 289 00:14:50,724 --> 00:14:52,059 There's a waitlist. 290 00:14:52,142 --> 00:14:54,561 [sighs] Besides, I'm dealing with a mini-crisis right now. 291 00:14:54,645 --> 00:14:57,105 The book of Emily Dickinson's poems is missing. 292 00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:58,315 What? 293 00:14:58,398 --> 00:15:01,735 Just gone. Middle of the night, someone picked the lock. 294 00:15:01,818 --> 00:15:04,863 Oh no, that's terrible. Who would do something like that? 295 00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:07,574 Well, I'm hoping not one of our members, but… 296 00:15:08,158 --> 00:15:09,534 Maybe it's just a prank. 297 00:15:09,618 --> 00:15:12,454 The historical society is pulling everything we have on loan. 298 00:15:12,537 --> 00:15:14,414 It's horrible. [sighs] 299 00:15:14,498 --> 00:15:16,875 The whole club's reputation is at stake. 300 00:15:16,959 --> 00:15:18,502 I'm sure it'll turn up. 301 00:15:19,127 --> 00:15:19,962 [Dena sighs] 302 00:15:20,045 --> 00:15:21,546 [upbeat music plays] 303 00:15:23,924 --> 00:15:25,008 [door opens] 304 00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:28,011 [door closes] 305 00:15:28,095 --> 00:15:29,096 Hey, are you okay? 306 00:15:29,680 --> 00:15:31,682 I'm fine. [clears throat] 307 00:15:35,477 --> 00:15:36,395 Switch with me? 308 00:15:37,771 --> 00:15:39,523 -[Padma] Hey. -[Abby] Hi, Padma. 309 00:15:39,606 --> 00:15:42,526 Could I just grab a… a salted caramel latte? 310 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:50,534 [upbeat music continues] 311 00:15:54,705 --> 00:15:57,082 -[Stacy] Oh, Bracia… -Hey, guys. 312 00:15:57,165 --> 00:15:58,333 -Hey. -Hey, Ginny. 313 00:15:58,417 --> 00:15:59,251 Hi. 314 00:16:00,544 --> 00:16:02,796 -What's wrong? -Only everything. 315 00:16:04,006 --> 00:16:06,008 We got our cast photos back today. 316 00:16:06,883 --> 00:16:08,719 They got me looking like a Milk Dud. 317 00:16:10,345 --> 00:16:12,848 It's not… that bad. 318 00:16:12,931 --> 00:16:14,725 This ain't it. What did Beyoncé say? 319 00:16:14,808 --> 00:16:17,519 -You can't put blue lights on Black girls. -Period. 320 00:16:17,602 --> 00:16:19,271 Mm. The caucacity. 321 00:16:20,230 --> 00:16:22,482 Look what they did to Bryon. [whimpers] 322 00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:27,029 Oh. Still fine though. 323 00:16:27,112 --> 00:16:28,447 At least you'll match. 324 00:16:30,407 --> 00:16:31,783 Hey, what are you doing tonight? 325 00:16:33,076 --> 00:16:34,286 Slowly dying, I guess. 326 00:16:34,369 --> 00:16:35,912 I have an idea. 327 00:16:37,247 --> 00:16:38,248 [door opens] 328 00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:41,334 The food is so good here. 329 00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:47,382 [boy] It's nice here. This isn't Sarabeth's. 330 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,217 -This one. -[Ginny] Hi. 331 00:16:49,301 --> 00:16:50,260 Hey, Ginny. 332 00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:53,013 Uh, what can I get for you guys? 333 00:16:53,096 --> 00:16:55,390 Can we get the sweet potato fries? 334 00:16:55,474 --> 00:16:56,767 [boy and Sophie laugh] 335 00:17:01,897 --> 00:17:04,691 -Yeah, I'll just, uh, be right back. -Cool. 336 00:17:09,071 --> 00:17:10,405 [boy and Sophie laugh] 337 00:17:14,034 --> 00:17:17,245 ♪ Deck the halls with boughs of holly ♪ 338 00:17:17,329 --> 00:17:20,040 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ♪ 339 00:17:20,832 --> 00:17:22,709 ♪ 'Tis the season… ♪ 340 00:17:22,793 --> 00:17:25,087 Hey, why so glum? 341 00:17:25,754 --> 00:17:26,713 -Nothing. -Nothing. 342 00:17:27,214 --> 00:17:30,634 -Couple of grinches. -[laughs] 343 00:17:31,468 --> 00:17:32,344 [mouthing] Yeah. 344 00:17:32,427 --> 00:17:34,179 How was rehearsal? 345 00:17:34,262 --> 00:17:37,390 Well, my character is the evil, ugly witch. 346 00:17:37,474 --> 00:17:41,853 One of my lines is literally, "My jowls quiver with spite." 347 00:17:41,937 --> 00:17:43,230 Oh, well, that's fun. 348 00:17:43,313 --> 00:17:44,898 Mom, it's tragic. 349 00:17:46,066 --> 00:17:49,986 There are no small roles, only small actors. 350 00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:52,197 Dad, gross. 351 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:57,077 I wanted to be the lead and be all hot, and maybe win Sophie back. 352 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:58,745 You need to get over Sophie. 353 00:17:58,829 --> 00:18:02,165 Mom, that is the most insensitive thing you could say to me. 354 00:18:02,249 --> 00:18:05,502 I loved her, and I can't just get over her. 355 00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,046 That would be like me telling you to just get over Dad. 356 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:11,133 I mean, it's not exactly like getting over Dad. I hope. 357 00:18:11,216 --> 00:18:12,676 You guys are so mean. 358 00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,846 I'm heartbroken, and I cry like every night. 359 00:18:15,929 --> 00:18:16,888 I don't hear you cry. 360 00:18:16,972 --> 00:18:19,307 Oh, that's 'cause you're too busy jerking off! 361 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:22,894 ["Deck the Halls" continues playing] 362 00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:25,480 And what's bothering you? 363 00:18:26,106 --> 00:18:27,107 Global warming. 364 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:28,275 [music ends] 365 00:18:29,192 --> 00:18:30,193 [Georgia sighs] 366 00:18:38,201 --> 00:18:39,452 [phone line ringing] 367 00:18:39,536 --> 00:18:42,581 [phone buzzing] 368 00:18:46,835 --> 00:18:49,629 -Hello. -Periwinkle, lavender, or thistle? 369 00:18:49,713 --> 00:18:52,465 Last one sounds weirdly erotic, but I'm kinda into it. 370 00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:53,842 Come again? 371 00:18:53,925 --> 00:18:55,677 [Georgia] Figuring out my wedding colors. 372 00:18:56,261 --> 00:18:57,095 Ah. 373 00:18:57,179 --> 00:19:00,098 I just wanted to know if you were coming. 374 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:03,310 Oh, Peach… Uh… 375 00:19:03,393 --> 00:19:04,311 No, I know. 376 00:19:05,353 --> 00:19:06,271 I know. 377 00:19:06,980 --> 00:19:08,398 [Zion] I don't think I can. 378 00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:10,942 Yeah, I get it. I just-- 379 00:19:11,985 --> 00:19:14,946 Is it weird I think you might be one of my only friends? 380 00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:19,284 [Zion] No. No, it's not weird. You mean a lot to me. You know that. 381 00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:22,245 I love you. I'll always love you. 382 00:19:23,413 --> 00:19:25,373 Yeah. Same. 383 00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:29,294 How fun for us. 384 00:19:29,377 --> 00:19:31,713 [laughs] 385 00:19:31,796 --> 00:19:34,007 That is exactly why I can't be there. 386 00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:36,384 [sighs] Yeah, I just-- 387 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:41,264 I don't really have family, you know, and that's you. 388 00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:42,349 [inhales] 389 00:19:42,432 --> 00:19:44,768 [inhales deeply] 390 00:19:44,851 --> 00:19:45,685 Thistle. 391 00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:49,022 -Yeah, you think? -[Zion] Definitely. 392 00:19:49,105 --> 00:19:50,565 Trust the photographer. 393 00:19:50,649 --> 00:19:52,651 Okay, now let's decide on the table settings. 394 00:19:52,734 --> 00:19:55,278 Okay, I'm trying to be understanding here. 395 00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:56,363 All right, fine. 396 00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:59,366 No more wedding talk. We'll just stick to co-parenting. 397 00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:01,618 Oh, hey, your daughter's a demon. 398 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:03,745 [girls laughing] 399 00:20:03,828 --> 00:20:07,666 Well, Beelzebub and Bracia just got here, so I gotta go. 400 00:20:08,291 --> 00:20:09,209 Ginny's there? 401 00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:11,586 Hold-- Who's Bracia? 402 00:20:13,004 --> 00:20:13,880 Hello? 403 00:20:15,257 --> 00:20:19,386 Thank you so much, Mr. Miller. This is beyond. 404 00:20:19,469 --> 00:20:20,512 Hey, no problem. 405 00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:24,349 -You're in great hands. My dad's the best. -Clearly. [chuckles] 406 00:20:24,933 --> 00:20:26,643 Um, where was this one shot? 407 00:20:27,477 --> 00:20:30,563 I shot that for National Geographic on my last trip to India. 408 00:20:30,647 --> 00:20:32,732 Oh, casual. [chuckles] 409 00:20:32,816 --> 00:20:35,860 -Uh, so where else have you been? -Everywhere. 410 00:20:35,944 --> 00:20:38,363 Oh yeah. The most dangerous of places. 411 00:20:38,446 --> 00:20:41,116 From the mountains of the Himalayas to the biker bars of Georgia. 412 00:20:41,199 --> 00:20:43,201 Okay, Dad, save it for the book. 413 00:20:43,285 --> 00:20:44,744 Okay, let's go. 414 00:20:47,289 --> 00:20:48,123 All right. 415 00:20:49,291 --> 00:20:50,792 [clears throat] 416 00:20:54,004 --> 00:20:56,214 Hey, do whatever feels natural. 417 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,385 Pick up your shoulders, 418 00:21:01,678 --> 00:21:02,762 now drop them. 419 00:21:03,346 --> 00:21:04,306 Breathe. 420 00:21:06,308 --> 00:21:07,600 Forget you've ever felt joy. 421 00:21:07,684 --> 00:21:08,768 [camera shutter clicks] 422 00:21:08,852 --> 00:21:10,228 Yeah, now glare at me. 423 00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:12,939 -You hate me. Okay. -[camera shutter clicks] 424 00:21:13,523 --> 00:21:16,234 Okay, uh, now your leg is broken and you're in pain, 425 00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:19,404 but like a cute kind of pain, like a pouty pain. 426 00:21:20,572 --> 00:21:21,489 Yeah. 427 00:21:23,241 --> 00:21:24,326 Ginny, get in there. 428 00:21:24,409 --> 00:21:26,953 What? -Ginny, get in here, please. [sighs] 429 00:21:27,579 --> 00:21:29,998 ["You're The One" by Kaytranada & Syd plays] 430 00:21:30,665 --> 00:21:31,499 Okay. 431 00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:34,085 ♪ I want you to want me ♪ 432 00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:38,340 ♪ But you just wanna love me for the day ♪ 433 00:21:38,923 --> 00:21:42,469 -[camera shutter clicks] -♪ And I can't just walk away ♪ 434 00:21:43,011 --> 00:21:46,514 ♪ Even though I know you're trouble, babe… ♪ 435 00:21:46,598 --> 00:21:48,016 -[both laugh] -Okay. Yes. 436 00:21:48,099 --> 00:21:50,226 -[camera shutter clicks] -♪ So I'mma take my time ♪ 437 00:21:51,061 --> 00:21:54,564 ♪ Go with the flow Can't get too involved… ♪ 438 00:21:55,732 --> 00:21:56,691 Ginny, come on. 439 00:21:56,775 --> 00:21:58,318 ♪ You got a face that I ♪ 440 00:21:59,235 --> 00:22:03,698 ♪ Just can't say no to Just can't say no to you ♪ 441 00:22:04,783 --> 00:22:07,827 ♪ You know I want you, baby You know I do ♪ 442 00:22:08,870 --> 00:22:10,663 ♪ I'll give you my heart… ♪ 443 00:22:10,747 --> 00:22:12,832 Oh my God. 444 00:22:12,916 --> 00:22:14,793 ♪ You ain't no good for me ♪ 445 00:22:14,876 --> 00:22:17,962 ♪ I know it's true But you don't have… ♪ 446 00:22:19,255 --> 00:22:20,215 No! 447 00:22:20,799 --> 00:22:23,259 She's everywhere. She's haunting me. 448 00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:27,389 -[chuckles] -Oh my-- She looks phenomenal. 449 00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:28,890 I mean, they both do. 450 00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:31,267 Okay, I did not need to see her looking that good today. 451 00:22:31,351 --> 00:22:32,727 I did not need to see that. 452 00:22:34,020 --> 00:22:36,356 Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow. 453 00:22:36,439 --> 00:22:39,359 -What? What? -Ow, ow, ow. Cramp attack. Ow. 454 00:22:39,442 --> 00:22:40,485 And you wore white? 455 00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:43,363 I know, okay? Don't remind me. [moans] 456 00:22:43,446 --> 00:22:45,949 -You want an Advil or something? -No. 457 00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:46,866 Or a muzzle. 458 00:22:48,701 --> 00:22:50,578 Babe, I can't reach. 459 00:22:51,830 --> 00:22:53,998 -Press, you couldn't handle a period. -[Maxine] Mm. 460 00:22:54,082 --> 00:22:56,126 -[Hunter] Okay, ready? -[Maxine] Mm-hmm. 461 00:22:56,209 --> 00:22:58,461 -Think so. -Yeah, here we go. 462 00:22:59,796 --> 00:23:01,798 [mellow music plays] 463 00:23:05,969 --> 00:23:08,638 ♪ Remember the hard times that we had ♪ 464 00:23:11,182 --> 00:23:14,185 [both] ♪ Looking back now They don't seem so bad ♪ 465 00:23:15,645 --> 00:23:17,313 [Hunter] ♪ But even so ♪ 466 00:23:17,397 --> 00:23:18,606 [both] ♪ I want you to know ♪ 467 00:23:18,690 --> 00:23:22,444 [Hunter] ♪ I do not regret a single thing we did ♪ 468 00:23:22,527 --> 00:23:26,197 ♪ 'Cause we're just kids From the moment that we met ♪ 469 00:23:28,241 --> 00:23:30,702 [both] ♪ And if I had The chance to speak ♪ 470 00:23:31,786 --> 00:23:32,829 [Hunter] ♪ I'd tell you that ♪ 471 00:23:33,580 --> 00:23:36,207 [both] ♪ That you're no good for me ♪ 472 00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:42,505 [Hunter] ♪ And love's a poison For which there is no cure ♪ 473 00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:46,885 ♪ That's why I'm gettin' out 'Cause I can't take no more ♪ 474 00:23:48,178 --> 00:23:52,599 [both] ♪ I'm gonna run away To the open valley ♪ 475 00:23:54,225 --> 00:23:57,395 [Hunter] ♪ 'Cause I can't find a reason For me to stay ♪ 476 00:23:59,647 --> 00:24:03,359 [both] ♪ Staying here now Just seems like child's play ♪ 477 00:24:16,206 --> 00:24:19,542 Uh, Hunter, bro, you… you good? 478 00:24:19,626 --> 00:24:20,460 What? 479 00:24:21,544 --> 00:24:23,129 It's not like it's about anybody. 480 00:24:23,713 --> 00:24:27,217 No, no, no. Guys, come on, gas up the band. Gas up the band. 481 00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:29,177 -Great job! Yeah! -[all cheer] 482 00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:31,471 -Guys, it's a great song! -Babe, so good. 483 00:24:31,554 --> 00:24:33,515 -It's a sad song, but it's great. -[Norah] Yay. 484 00:24:33,598 --> 00:24:36,100 Jordan, man, you were sloppy on the chorus. 485 00:24:36,184 --> 00:24:38,645 Dog, I am tits-deep in a weed gummy right now. 486 00:24:38,728 --> 00:24:40,313 -I-- [splutters] -[Brodie laughs] 487 00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:43,316 Oh, babe, do you want one? It might be good for the cramps. 488 00:24:43,399 --> 00:24:45,026 -[Norah] Oh. Mm-hmm. -[Samantha] Aw. 489 00:24:45,109 --> 00:24:49,489 Hey, how high do I have to be to never think anything ever again? 490 00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:52,825 Um… 491 00:24:56,579 --> 00:24:58,581 That was really special. Thank you. 492 00:24:58,665 --> 00:24:59,874 Hey, no sweat. 493 00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:03,336 It's good to see you expanding your friend circle. 494 00:25:03,419 --> 00:25:05,755 Is that code for "finally making Black friends"? 495 00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:06,756 [sighs] 496 00:25:07,465 --> 00:25:09,759 So how are things going with Dr. Lily? 497 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,970 She wants me to write my feelings in a journal. 498 00:25:12,470 --> 00:25:13,805 What am I supposed to say? 499 00:25:13,888 --> 00:25:16,099 "Are you there, God? It's me, Ginny." 500 00:25:16,182 --> 00:25:18,476 "Dear Diary, today I wanna burn myself." 501 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:22,146 How about poetry? You liked making a poem for that contest, right? 502 00:25:22,939 --> 00:25:24,065 Yeah, I didn't win. 503 00:25:24,148 --> 00:25:26,359 Right, because therapy is about winning. 504 00:25:26,985 --> 00:25:30,154 Look, the poem you wrote was beautiful and it came from the heart. 505 00:25:30,697 --> 00:25:31,864 Why not try that? 506 00:25:31,948 --> 00:25:33,616 [breathes deeply] 507 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:36,077 Dear Diary, today I wanna burn 508 00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:37,870 When, oh, when will I ever learn? 509 00:25:38,454 --> 00:25:41,332 God, she's healed. It's a miracle. 510 00:25:41,416 --> 00:25:44,836 Thank you, God. Thank you, Freud. Thank you, Amanda Gorman. 511 00:25:44,919 --> 00:25:45,962 [laughs] 512 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:48,673 [Zion ] There's that smile. 513 00:25:50,925 --> 00:25:52,719 It's good to see that smile. 514 00:25:54,846 --> 00:25:56,639 Thanks for not telling Mom. 515 00:25:56,723 --> 00:25:59,809 Hey, as long as you're safe and healthy. 516 00:26:01,603 --> 00:26:03,605 ["Zanzibar" by Kamaliza plays] 517 00:26:08,026 --> 00:26:09,944 ♪ Don't change for me ♪ 518 00:26:13,740 --> 00:26:17,535 ♪ I like you just the way you are now ♪ 519 00:26:21,539 --> 00:26:23,541 ♪ Don't pray for me ♪ 520 00:26:26,961 --> 00:26:30,715 ♪ I did this on my own And I got this far now ♪ 521 00:26:30,798 --> 00:26:31,966 ♪ Far now ♪ 522 00:26:34,510 --> 00:26:37,972 ♪ And I'll get higher with it… ♪ 523 00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:40,475 [sighs] 524 00:26:41,934 --> 00:26:44,354 [Georgia] Ginny, music down! 525 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:51,653 ♪ Just to let you know I did it… ♪ 526 00:26:53,404 --> 00:26:54,947 You don't want me to come in there. 527 00:26:55,031 --> 00:26:58,493 ♪ Just to let you know I live it ♪ 528 00:27:03,915 --> 00:27:04,749 [exhales] 529 00:27:07,502 --> 00:27:09,629 [song continues in earphones] 530 00:27:16,219 --> 00:27:18,346 - ♪ Stay safe for me ♪ -[breathes deeply] 531 00:27:21,933 --> 00:27:25,603 ♪ I see the inner you And it hurts to let go ♪ 532 00:27:27,063 --> 00:27:29,065 [indistinct chatter] 533 00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:31,150 [upbeat music plays on earphones] 534 00:27:37,198 --> 00:27:38,032 So this is sad. 535 00:27:43,496 --> 00:27:46,124 -You have lunch this block? -No, I'm in chem. 536 00:27:48,334 --> 00:27:50,294 -I don't wanna talk. -Okey doke. 537 00:27:50,378 --> 00:27:52,380 [music continues on earphones] 538 00:27:58,094 --> 00:28:00,596 [sighs] I'm sorry. 539 00:28:01,431 --> 00:28:02,515 -What? -I'm sorry. 540 00:28:02,598 --> 00:28:04,434 -What? [chuckles] -Okay, yeah. 541 00:28:05,017 --> 00:28:05,852 [chuckles] 542 00:28:08,187 --> 00:28:10,815 -What are you writing? -Poetry. Ew. 543 00:28:11,524 --> 00:28:14,777 -I said it out loud, and I hate it. -Why? Poetry's cool. 544 00:28:19,073 --> 00:28:20,241 Can I hear one? 545 00:28:20,324 --> 00:28:21,284 A poem? 546 00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:22,201 Yeah. 547 00:28:25,788 --> 00:28:26,998 [sighs] 548 00:28:27,081 --> 00:28:28,541 Okay. Um… 549 00:28:29,792 --> 00:28:31,335 Give me a word, any word. 550 00:28:31,961 --> 00:28:32,795 Uh… 551 00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:36,549 Christmas. 552 00:28:37,175 --> 00:28:38,176 -"Christmas?" -Yeah. 553 00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:39,677 That rhymes with like nothing. 554 00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:41,596 -Poems don't have to rhyme. -I know that. 555 00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:44,724 Christmas. Christmas. 556 00:28:44,807 --> 00:28:47,018 Christmas feels like Halloween 557 00:28:47,602 --> 00:28:48,436 I'm haunted 558 00:28:48,519 --> 00:28:50,646 -I like that. [chuckles] -Shut up, I'm doing poetry. 559 00:28:50,730 --> 00:28:53,065 Christmas feels like Halloween 560 00:28:53,608 --> 00:28:54,942 I'm haunted 561 00:28:55,526 --> 00:28:57,737 The air is dusty, the room is musty 562 00:28:57,820 --> 00:28:58,654 The crab is crusty 563 00:28:58,738 --> 00:29:00,531 -See, that rhymes. Yeah? -Mm. Mm-hmm. 564 00:29:03,367 --> 00:29:06,162 In your absence, everything's tense 565 00:29:06,662 --> 00:29:07,914 Nothing makes sense 566 00:29:08,998 --> 00:29:10,249 Are you coming back? 567 00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:13,586 Am I in denial, or just incredibly dense? 568 00:29:14,212 --> 00:29:16,756 There's a shiver, dust in the air 569 00:29:16,839 --> 00:29:17,882 Am I dumb? Yes 570 00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:19,675 But have things been damaged Beyond repair? 571 00:29:19,759 --> 00:29:21,010 Oh shit. 572 00:29:21,093 --> 00:29:25,056 I stubbornly stay stuck in a place Not wanting to break free 573 00:29:25,139 --> 00:29:28,226 Not wanting to leave the space Where you used to be 574 00:29:28,309 --> 00:29:31,521 Allowing you room to come back to me And make it right 575 00:29:31,604 --> 00:29:33,064 But I know you're never coming back 576 00:29:33,147 --> 00:29:34,565 Not after that night 577 00:29:34,649 --> 00:29:36,234 Not after that fight 578 00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:38,361 I'm coming back. I'm back. 579 00:29:38,444 --> 00:29:40,905 -No, it's not about you. It's just a poem. -[laughs] 580 00:29:40,988 --> 00:29:41,989 -Okay. -So… 581 00:29:47,161 --> 00:29:48,663 Christmas feels like Halloween 582 00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:51,958 I'm haunted 583 00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,631 This is sickening. [chuckles] 584 00:29:59,924 --> 00:30:02,844 Are you gonna blow him? Kinda looks like you're gonna blow him. 585 00:30:04,095 --> 00:30:04,929 Piss off, Max. 586 00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:06,013 Bite me, Marcus. 587 00:30:08,766 --> 00:30:09,725 Oh. 588 00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:12,019 Max, can I talk to you for a sec? 589 00:30:12,103 --> 00:30:13,813 -No, thanks. -Oh. I know, I know. 590 00:30:13,896 --> 00:30:15,606 I just wanted to tell you, um, 591 00:30:15,690 --> 00:30:18,234 that I was at Blue Farm, and I saw Sophie there. 592 00:30:18,317 --> 00:30:19,151 What? 593 00:30:19,235 --> 00:30:20,778 And she was on a date with a guy. 594 00:30:20,862 --> 00:30:23,656 -I wanted you to hear it from me first-- -Screw you, Abby. 595 00:30:24,532 --> 00:30:27,410 -That's a new low, even for you. -Oh no, Max, I did not-- 596 00:30:27,493 --> 00:30:28,911 No, please leave me alone. 597 00:30:31,122 --> 00:30:33,541 ["The Best" by Erica Banks plays] 598 00:30:36,711 --> 00:30:38,838 Do you wanna skip next block and go smoke weed? 599 00:30:39,755 --> 00:30:41,090 Uh, yup. 600 00:30:41,173 --> 00:30:42,842 ♪ I'm the best that you know ♪ 601 00:30:42,925 --> 00:30:44,635 ♪ And I got it on my own ♪ 602 00:30:44,719 --> 00:30:46,345 ♪ Stay in Gucci head to toe ♪ 603 00:30:46,429 --> 00:30:48,139 ♪ Get my way or it don't go ♪ 604 00:30:48,222 --> 00:30:49,640 ♪ I'm the best… ♪ 605 00:30:49,724 --> 00:30:51,726 [mellow music plays] 606 00:30:54,687 --> 00:30:56,188 This is really cute. 607 00:30:56,272 --> 00:30:57,565 What, my room? 608 00:30:58,441 --> 00:30:59,400 Eh. 609 00:31:02,987 --> 00:31:03,988 Okay. 610 00:31:04,071 --> 00:31:04,906 Yes. 611 00:31:08,659 --> 00:31:11,454 If you're to look like anybody, who would you wanna look like? 612 00:31:11,996 --> 00:31:14,415 -I don't know. Willow Smith. -[Abby] Mm. 613 00:31:14,498 --> 00:31:16,375 -How about you? -Oh, Hailey Bieber, easy. 614 00:31:16,459 --> 00:31:17,335 She's such a queen. 615 00:31:17,418 --> 00:31:20,630 I feel like it's a privilege to exist at the same time that she exists. 616 00:31:21,130 --> 00:31:21,964 True. 617 00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:27,929 [exhales, blows] 618 00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:31,807 -Thank you. -Yeah. 619 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:33,935 [Abby clears throat] 620 00:31:34,018 --> 00:31:36,270 Blow, marry, kill. 621 00:31:36,354 --> 00:31:38,397 Jordan, Press, Brodie. 622 00:31:38,481 --> 00:31:40,483 [coughs] Ew. 623 00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:41,609 Do it. 624 00:31:42,193 --> 00:31:43,736 -Do it. - [coughs] That's gross. 625 00:31:43,819 --> 00:31:45,196 -Ugh! Okay. -[laughs] 626 00:31:45,279 --> 00:31:48,783 -I'd… I'd blow Brodie. -[Abby] Yeah, you would. 627 00:31:48,866 --> 00:31:51,661 -I'd… I'd kill Press. [laughs] -Yeah, you would. 628 00:31:51,744 --> 00:31:53,120 And I'd marry Jordan. 629 00:31:53,204 --> 00:31:56,624 -[laughs] Ew! -What? Jordan. I'd marry Jordan. 630 00:31:56,707 --> 00:31:58,209 [both laugh] 631 00:32:02,713 --> 00:32:04,465 It's like a full-on 7-Eleven in there. 632 00:32:04,548 --> 00:32:08,302 Oh, I try to avoid leaving these four walls as much as possible, dude. 633 00:32:08,386 --> 00:32:11,555 It's been so weird with my mom these past couple of days. 634 00:32:11,639 --> 00:32:14,225 It's just like weirdly… quiet. 635 00:32:15,393 --> 00:32:16,352 I'm sorry. 636 00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:18,729 Mm, not your fault. It's my dad's fault for leaving. 637 00:32:18,813 --> 00:32:21,732 -[sucks teeth] -Yeah, but that sucks, and I get that. 638 00:32:21,816 --> 00:32:22,650 Yeah. 639 00:32:23,943 --> 00:32:24,860 [Abby sighs] 640 00:32:24,944 --> 00:32:29,323 Well, I'm probably just gonna end up blowing a bunch of guys 641 00:32:29,407 --> 00:32:31,826 and it's gonna be his fault for giving me daddy issues. 642 00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:33,911 Speaking of… 643 00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:39,166 you're, like, totally with boy Baker now, aren't you? 644 00:32:40,626 --> 00:32:43,546 -Right? -[chuckles] Yeah, I think so. 645 00:32:44,046 --> 00:32:45,214 Definitive. 646 00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:49,135 I-- I mean, we're talking, and… he sleeps over a lot. 647 00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:51,846 -Oh, scandalous! -No, no, no, no. 648 00:32:51,929 --> 00:32:54,348 -No, it's not-- It's not like that. -What do you mean? 649 00:32:54,432 --> 00:32:56,934 No, it's nice. It's nice. He's… 650 00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:58,019 He's… 651 00:32:59,645 --> 00:33:00,813 You really like him, huh? 652 00:33:02,231 --> 00:33:03,149 Yeah. 653 00:33:03,941 --> 00:33:08,029 We should start a girl band called Daddy Issues. 654 00:33:08,112 --> 00:33:10,114 -[chokes] -We could have matching teen pregnancies. 655 00:33:10,197 --> 00:33:12,992 And if I got a teen pregnancy, my mom would abort me. 656 00:33:13,075 --> 00:33:13,909 [Abby laughs] 657 00:33:13,993 --> 00:33:15,536 She'd keep the baby, but she'd abort me. 658 00:33:15,619 --> 00:33:18,205 I wonder what we'd even look like if we were pregnant. 659 00:33:18,748 --> 00:33:19,790 [Ginny] Mm. 660 00:33:19,874 --> 00:33:20,791 [Abby grunts] 661 00:33:22,084 --> 00:33:22,918 Hot. 662 00:33:26,130 --> 00:33:27,131 [exhales] 663 00:33:27,715 --> 00:33:29,717 You're really pretty, you know that? 664 00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:31,427 Ew. 665 00:33:32,553 --> 00:33:36,682 It is so wild to me, bro, that your mom was pregnant right now. 666 00:33:37,224 --> 00:33:39,393 At our age. Like that could literally be us, 667 00:33:39,477 --> 00:33:41,479 except I don't have sex 'cause everybody's terrible. 668 00:33:41,562 --> 00:33:42,480 [chuckles] 669 00:33:42,563 --> 00:33:44,899 And not to, like, 670 00:33:44,982 --> 00:33:47,651 -talk shit or anything… -Oh, no, Abby, talk shit. Give it to me. 671 00:33:47,735 --> 00:33:50,654 …Maxine is being… 672 00:33:50,738 --> 00:33:54,575 -Say it. -…a raging bitch. 673 00:33:54,658 --> 00:33:59,163 -Thank you. I know. I agree. -But it's just, like, get over yourself. 674 00:33:59,246 --> 00:34:01,916 -You know what I mean? Get over yourself. -Thank you. 675 00:34:01,999 --> 00:34:02,833 [Abby scoffs] 676 00:34:02,917 --> 00:34:04,460 ["Blondes" by Peach PRC plays] 677 00:34:05,044 --> 00:34:07,922 I really hate Norah for just going along with everything Max is saying. 678 00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,924 I know. It stings. 679 00:34:10,716 --> 00:34:13,344 And I hate Hunter for blaming me for everything that happened. 680 00:34:13,427 --> 00:34:19,141 I hate Press for being such a bullshit sociopath. 681 00:34:19,225 --> 00:34:20,893 -He full on scares me. -[Abby] What the-- 682 00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:22,311 But so do you, so… 683 00:34:24,313 --> 00:34:25,314 I scare you? 684 00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:27,525 Oh, very much. Yes, definitely. 685 00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:30,694 Okay, what are you-- 686 00:34:30,778 --> 00:34:34,115 [Ginny grunts, laughs] 687 00:34:34,198 --> 00:34:35,658 Are you scared, Miller? 688 00:34:36,283 --> 00:34:37,201 [both laugh] 689 00:34:37,284 --> 00:34:38,494 Do you feel better? 690 00:34:39,161 --> 00:34:40,329 What do you think? 691 00:34:41,038 --> 00:34:41,914 [huffs] 692 00:34:43,958 --> 00:34:45,668 You wanna do something crazy? 693 00:34:45,751 --> 00:34:46,627 Um… 694 00:34:48,087 --> 00:34:51,298 [hesitates] Yeah. I-- Maybe. Why, what is it? 695 00:34:51,799 --> 00:34:56,137 ♪ He's just no longer your type You've got someone else on your mind… ♪ 696 00:34:56,887 --> 00:34:59,557 Mm. This is an example of you scaring me. 697 00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:01,976 ♪ Tell him he did nothing wrong ♪ 698 00:35:02,059 --> 00:35:04,311 ♪ You just decided you prefer blondes… ♪ 699 00:35:04,395 --> 00:35:05,688 [scoffs] 700 00:35:05,771 --> 00:35:08,482 Josh Spear. That's who Sophie was on a date with. 701 00:35:08,566 --> 00:35:10,109 I found a Venmo payment. 702 00:35:10,192 --> 00:35:12,695 -I'm sorry, babe. -I just don't get it, you know? 703 00:35:12,778 --> 00:35:14,947 Like, how can she go from me to him so quick? 704 00:35:15,030 --> 00:35:17,199 We just broke up. I feel really stupid. 705 00:35:17,283 --> 00:35:20,286 Look, I'm sure you're gonna get over her a lot faster than you think you will. 706 00:35:20,369 --> 00:35:22,413 That's, like, not very supportive. 707 00:35:23,831 --> 00:35:24,999 I'm not being supportive? 708 00:35:25,082 --> 00:35:27,251 ["Cross My Heart I Hope U Die" by Meg Smith plays] 709 00:35:27,334 --> 00:35:29,378 ♪ You're gone and buried ♪ 710 00:35:29,461 --> 00:35:31,297 ♪ The cemetery ♪ 711 00:35:31,380 --> 00:35:32,882 ♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪ 712 00:35:32,965 --> 00:35:34,967 ♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪ 713 00:35:35,050 --> 00:35:37,386 -♪ Hey ♪ -♪ You're gone and buried ♪ 714 00:35:38,179 --> 00:35:39,847 ♪ I hope you're ready ♪ 715 00:35:40,347 --> 00:35:41,640 ♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪ 716 00:35:41,724 --> 00:35:43,726 ♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪ 717 00:35:43,809 --> 00:35:46,645 ♪ Cross my broken heart ♪ 718 00:35:46,729 --> 00:35:51,400 ♪ I hope you die, die ♪ 719 00:35:52,443 --> 00:35:55,529 ♪ Cross my broken heart… ♪ 720 00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,032 Ginny Miller. Abby Littman. 721 00:35:58,115 --> 00:35:59,491 Were you just skipping class? 722 00:36:00,951 --> 00:36:01,827 Come with me. 723 00:36:02,536 --> 00:36:04,538 [whimsical music plays] 724 00:36:08,667 --> 00:36:11,045 [phone buzzing] 725 00:36:11,128 --> 00:36:12,046 Hello. 726 00:36:12,838 --> 00:36:13,839 This is she. 727 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:15,799 Okay. 728 00:36:16,550 --> 00:36:18,802 I'm sorry, if Ginny says she was at a dentist appointment, 729 00:36:18,886 --> 00:36:19,970 why are you calling me? 730 00:36:20,054 --> 00:36:22,348 Are you insinuating that my daughter is lying? 731 00:36:26,352 --> 00:36:27,603 No, that's okay. 732 00:36:28,479 --> 00:36:31,148 I understand. No, of course you have to check. 733 00:36:31,232 --> 00:36:32,566 All right. 734 00:36:32,650 --> 00:36:34,944 Thanks so much. Bye-bye. 735 00:36:39,281 --> 00:36:40,783 -Hi. -[Georgia] Hi. 736 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:42,785 Here you go. 737 00:36:46,288 --> 00:36:48,415 All right, let's go. 738 00:36:48,499 --> 00:36:50,501 [mellow music plays] 739 00:36:58,717 --> 00:36:59,677 Hey there. 740 00:37:00,469 --> 00:37:01,553 Hi, Mom. 741 00:37:07,017 --> 00:37:09,353 I know that you've been having a hard time lately, 742 00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:12,189 so… I bought you a present. 743 00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:16,652 And it comes with a really pretty girl on the bag. 744 00:37:22,908 --> 00:37:25,327 Mom, this is really cute. [laughs] 745 00:37:27,121 --> 00:37:28,247 Thanks, Mom. 746 00:37:30,207 --> 00:37:32,209 [sniffles] I love you. 747 00:37:32,293 --> 00:37:33,877 [Ellen] I love you too, sweetie. 748 00:37:35,254 --> 00:37:37,381 [Georgia inhales, exhales] 749 00:37:37,464 --> 00:37:39,466 I'm so sorry for stopping by like this. 750 00:37:39,550 --> 00:37:42,094 It seems like Zach was playing with Austin's new game, 751 00:37:42,177 --> 00:37:44,138 -and now Austin can't find it. -Oh. 752 00:37:44,221 --> 00:37:46,932 God. Okay. Please excuse the mess. I haven't had any time to clean, 753 00:37:47,016 --> 00:37:49,059 and I'm in the middle of a mental breakdown. 754 00:37:49,143 --> 00:37:50,894 And now I have to find his backpack. Uh… 755 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:52,438 Oh yeah. 756 00:37:58,527 --> 00:38:01,697 Christ, that's brutal. I'd want someone to pull the plug. 757 00:38:01,780 --> 00:38:05,868 [exhales] It would be a mercy, but we're not here to play God. 758 00:38:09,747 --> 00:38:10,706 [gasps] 759 00:38:11,457 --> 00:38:13,792 -[whispers] I'm so sorry about this. -Oh, don't be. 760 00:38:15,502 --> 00:38:16,503 Oh, what's that? 761 00:38:18,005 --> 00:38:19,298 [gasps] 762 00:38:19,381 --> 00:38:21,592 Oh, crap. [breathing deeply] 763 00:38:21,675 --> 00:38:23,344 Oh, crap. [breathing deeply] 764 00:38:23,427 --> 00:38:24,261 Crap. 765 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,388 -Crap, crap! -[Georgia sighing] Oh. 766 00:38:26,472 --> 00:38:29,683 They sent an email out about this. He must have nicked it. 767 00:38:31,018 --> 00:38:32,311 Oh, you must be loving this. 768 00:38:32,394 --> 00:38:34,104 No, I'm honestly not. 769 00:38:34,188 --> 00:38:36,732 I know how hard it is for a kid to lose their dad. 770 00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:39,443 Austin didn't speak for a month when his dad was arrested. 771 00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:42,571 Yeah, I was just gonna say that I'll have his dad talk to him, but I… 772 00:38:43,238 --> 00:38:44,698 I can't say that, can I? 773 00:38:45,616 --> 00:38:48,994 Hey, we moms have to stick together, okay? 774 00:38:49,536 --> 00:38:50,371 Yeah, right. 775 00:38:51,622 --> 00:38:53,749 I'm not a monster, Cynthia. [scoffs] 776 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:55,834 Okay, well, I'm gonna ignore that. 777 00:38:56,835 --> 00:38:58,003 How about this? 778 00:38:58,087 --> 00:39:00,089 I'll take the book and return it to the club. 779 00:39:00,172 --> 00:39:02,257 Say it was turned in to the mayor's office anonymously. 780 00:39:02,341 --> 00:39:04,885 -Zach never needs to be mentioned. -You'd do that? 781 00:39:04,968 --> 00:39:07,012 Of course. [chuckles] 782 00:39:07,805 --> 00:39:11,100 You know, and maybe you could do a little, tiny something for me. 783 00:39:11,183 --> 00:39:13,143 [tense music plays] 784 00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:18,816 No eating unless you're on break. 785 00:39:18,899 --> 00:39:20,901 [country music plays in the background] 786 00:39:26,448 --> 00:39:27,324 Are you high? 787 00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:30,119 -No. -You're totally stoned right now. 788 00:39:32,329 --> 00:39:33,789 What is going on with you? 789 00:39:34,790 --> 00:39:35,624 [Ginny] I'm fine. 790 00:39:36,708 --> 00:39:37,835 Are you having another date? 791 00:39:42,089 --> 00:39:44,174 [laughs] 792 00:39:44,258 --> 00:39:46,552 Yikes. Stern Joe. 793 00:39:47,469 --> 00:39:50,222 Mm. I am stoned. Yeah. 794 00:39:51,056 --> 00:39:52,766 Marcus is really rubbing off on you. 795 00:39:53,350 --> 00:39:54,935 Maybe I'm rubbing off on Marcus. 796 00:39:56,937 --> 00:39:58,313 Hey, can I ask you something? 797 00:39:59,398 --> 00:40:01,775 What happened between you and Hunter? 798 00:40:02,734 --> 00:40:06,572 'Cause at rehearsal, he was, like… very sad. 799 00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:08,198 Why? What did he say? 800 00:40:09,241 --> 00:40:10,325 He wrote a song. 801 00:40:10,409 --> 00:40:12,578 [sighs] Not another song. 802 00:40:13,662 --> 00:40:14,997 It sucks when you're with someone 803 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,082 and you're into them way more than they're into you. 804 00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:18,584 I was into Hunter. 805 00:40:19,710 --> 00:40:21,336 I was just into Marcus way more. 806 00:40:24,381 --> 00:40:25,215 I'm sorry. 807 00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:30,304 I just get why Hunter's upset. 808 00:40:31,388 --> 00:40:35,100 Yeah, you know, I'm the bad guy who cheated on perfect Hunter, okay? 809 00:40:35,184 --> 00:40:38,729 I'm the villain, I'm evil. Oh, it's just so fun to hate Ginny. 810 00:40:38,812 --> 00:40:41,857 It wasn't just me, you know? He's not completely blameless. 811 00:40:41,940 --> 00:40:43,734 Sorry to unload on you. I'm just-- 812 00:40:44,735 --> 00:40:46,904 I'm going through a lot right now, you know? 813 00:40:46,987 --> 00:40:49,573 And I can't even talk to anyone about what's really going on, 814 00:40:49,656 --> 00:40:51,033 not even my therapist. 815 00:40:51,116 --> 00:40:52,743 By the way, I'm in therapy now. 816 00:40:53,952 --> 00:40:55,913 [sighs] I don't know why I'm telling you this. 817 00:40:56,705 --> 00:40:57,873 I'm really stoned. 818 00:41:04,379 --> 00:41:05,631 I don't think you're evil. 819 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:09,718 Thank you. 820 00:41:11,220 --> 00:41:12,179 [Georgia exhales] 821 00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:15,182 Well, I did it. We're in the Neighborhood Club. 822 00:41:15,891 --> 00:41:17,267 Really? [scoffs] 823 00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:19,686 Even after Cynthia ripped you a new one? 824 00:41:19,770 --> 00:41:22,731 She had a change of heart. Poor thing, she's going through a hard time. 825 00:41:23,732 --> 00:41:25,442 And how, may I ask, did you do that? 826 00:41:26,401 --> 00:41:27,778 Never mind. Never mind. 827 00:41:27,861 --> 00:41:29,488 As usual, you got what you wanted. 828 00:41:30,906 --> 00:41:33,617 -That's gotta make you happy, right? -So happy. 829 00:41:33,700 --> 00:41:35,077 Everything's perfect. 830 00:41:35,869 --> 00:41:36,703 [Paul] Mm. 831 00:41:41,833 --> 00:41:43,085 Your hair. 832 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,003 Ya like? 833 00:41:45,587 --> 00:41:46,713 I hate it. 834 00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:50,342 Excuse me, miss, not so fast. 835 00:41:50,968 --> 00:41:53,387 I covered for you today, thank you very much. 836 00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:56,306 Where were you? I know you weren't at the dentist. 837 00:41:56,390 --> 00:41:59,851 I was smoking weed and skipping school. Is that what you wanna hear? 838 00:41:59,935 --> 00:42:01,937 Oh yeah, that's my dream. 839 00:42:03,021 --> 00:42:04,773 Sure you want Paul here for this? 840 00:42:05,357 --> 00:42:06,650 I'm done. I can go. 841 00:42:06,733 --> 00:42:09,736 Paul's marrying me. He's here for all of it. 842 00:42:10,737 --> 00:42:12,698 You sure about that? All of it? 843 00:42:13,198 --> 00:42:15,200 [tense music plays] 844 00:42:17,452 --> 00:42:18,328 Go to your room. 845 00:42:19,079 --> 00:42:20,497 -Right now. -Why? 846 00:42:20,581 --> 00:42:24,626 We're all such a happy family. You, me, Paul, Austin, Mary. 847 00:42:24,710 --> 00:42:26,712 [tense music playing] 848 00:42:28,463 --> 00:42:31,133 [tense music continues] 849 00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:35,596 [scoffs] Who's Mary? 850 00:42:36,346 --> 00:42:39,808 [panicked breathing] 851 00:42:47,482 --> 00:42:48,317 Hey-- 852 00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:50,193 [panicked breathing] 853 00:42:50,777 --> 00:42:51,695 [door opens] 854 00:42:57,868 --> 00:43:01,079 [breathing deeply] 855 00:43:13,342 --> 00:43:15,302 [cries] 856 00:43:15,385 --> 00:43:19,640 [breathing deeply] 857 00:43:19,723 --> 00:43:21,016 [sniffles] 858 00:43:21,767 --> 00:43:26,146 [breathing deeply] 859 00:43:33,236 --> 00:43:35,656 [panting] 860 00:43:37,449 --> 00:43:39,326 What do you think makes a bad person? 861 00:43:41,203 --> 00:43:42,037 A bad person? 862 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:42,954 Yeah. 863 00:43:44,539 --> 00:43:46,667 I guess a desire to do bad things. 864 00:43:46,750 --> 00:43:50,128 What if they… they do these things, but they think they need to? 865 00:43:50,212 --> 00:43:54,508 Uh, I think it's rare for things to be as clean-cut as good or bad. 866 00:43:54,591 --> 00:43:56,635 It's usually something in the middle. 867 00:43:56,718 --> 00:43:58,637 What if it's something that's undeniably terrible? 868 00:43:58,720 --> 00:44:00,472 Is there any redemption for that? 869 00:44:02,057 --> 00:44:03,433 I think I need details. 870 00:44:08,230 --> 00:44:09,648 [exhales] 871 00:44:11,316 --> 00:44:12,317 It's my mom. 872 00:44:16,154 --> 00:44:19,574 [inhales] She's done some really messed up… 873 00:44:21,410 --> 00:44:22,703 I can't even say it. 874 00:44:23,995 --> 00:44:26,164 Just think about the worst thing you could do. 875 00:44:26,248 --> 00:44:28,041 [scoffs] What, did she murder someone? 876 00:44:31,795 --> 00:44:32,629 Oh. 877 00:44:34,715 --> 00:44:35,549 Okay. 878 00:44:37,551 --> 00:44:38,510 Damn. Um… 879 00:44:40,554 --> 00:44:41,972 Something just changed. 880 00:44:42,973 --> 00:44:45,642 Like, I know, it's… it's so bad and it's dark, 881 00:44:45,726 --> 00:44:48,687 and now there's this something in the room with us. 882 00:44:48,770 --> 00:44:49,896 No. Come on. 883 00:44:49,980 --> 00:44:51,064 This is my mother. 884 00:44:51,565 --> 00:44:55,402 This is the woman that gave birth to me, and she… she did this… 885 00:44:55,902 --> 00:44:59,656 this horrific thing, and-- 886 00:45:00,157 --> 00:45:01,032 [Ginny exhales] 887 00:45:01,908 --> 00:45:04,870 -Who else knows about it? -I don't know. [inhales] 888 00:45:05,871 --> 00:45:09,040 This detective guy, he's a private investigator. 889 00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:13,003 Who'd she kill? 890 00:45:13,086 --> 00:45:14,880 -Jesus. -What? 891 00:45:14,963 --> 00:45:18,467 Who'd she kill? Like that's a normal question? 892 00:45:18,550 --> 00:45:20,260 No, it's not normal. 893 00:45:20,343 --> 00:45:23,597 I don't like how calm you're being. It's really freaking me out. 894 00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:26,725 I mean, how can you be so calm after what I've just told you? 895 00:45:27,434 --> 00:45:28,685 [sighs] 896 00:45:29,644 --> 00:45:31,313 I wouldn't put much past your mom. 897 00:45:32,272 --> 00:45:33,774 -She's a-- -Psycho. 898 00:45:33,857 --> 00:45:34,775 A force. 899 00:45:36,610 --> 00:45:38,737 Anything that gets in her way gets taken down. 900 00:45:38,820 --> 00:45:41,031 -This… kinda makes sense. -[scoffs] 901 00:45:41,114 --> 00:45:43,366 Nothing makes sense. Are you kidding me? 902 00:45:43,450 --> 00:45:46,536 -Literally, nothing makes sense. -Hey, breathe. 903 00:45:49,790 --> 00:45:50,707 Am I like that? 904 00:45:53,293 --> 00:45:54,169 Am I a force? 905 00:45:55,754 --> 00:45:56,630 [Marcus] Are you? 906 00:46:00,759 --> 00:46:01,593 I don't know. 907 00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:06,765 -Who'd she kill? -[scoffs] 908 00:46:09,226 --> 00:46:10,101 My stepdad. 909 00:46:11,603 --> 00:46:12,729 Was he a good guy? 910 00:46:15,857 --> 00:46:17,234 No, not really. 911 00:46:17,943 --> 00:46:18,777 Okay, then. 912 00:46:19,861 --> 00:46:20,737 What? 913 00:46:20,821 --> 00:46:21,988 "Okay, then?" 914 00:46:22,572 --> 00:46:25,992 Like, so it's just fine? He's not a good guy, so uh-oh time to die? 915 00:46:26,076 --> 00:46:28,870 You're acting like you want me to get mad at you or something. 916 00:46:29,496 --> 00:46:30,747 You didn't do this. 917 00:46:30,831 --> 00:46:33,750 No, but I know about it, and I feel like I did it. 918 00:46:37,337 --> 00:46:38,296 How'd she do it? 919 00:46:39,005 --> 00:46:40,423 [Ginny huffs] 920 00:46:40,507 --> 00:46:41,341 Poison. 921 00:46:42,551 --> 00:46:44,135 -Badass. -Marcus. 922 00:46:47,138 --> 00:46:48,306 Shit. I can't… 923 00:46:49,558 --> 00:46:51,810 I can't believe your mom killed a guy. 924 00:46:54,771 --> 00:46:55,605 Yeah. 925 00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:58,316 [somber music plays] 926 00:47:07,492 --> 00:47:08,577 Hey. 927 00:47:08,660 --> 00:47:11,705 -What… What are you doing? -[Ginny] I don't wanna think, hmm? 928 00:47:11,788 --> 00:47:13,665 Hey, no. No. 929 00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:15,709 Come on. 930 00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:19,504 -Never mind. I gotta-- I need to go. -No. Hey, come on. 931 00:47:19,588 --> 00:47:21,298 -Ginny-- Ginny, stop. -Just let me-- 932 00:47:21,381 --> 00:47:22,841 -Marcus-- -Stop. 933 00:47:22,924 --> 00:47:25,760 [Ginny panting] 934 00:47:25,844 --> 00:47:26,720 [exhales] 935 00:47:29,639 --> 00:47:30,849 [exhales] 936 00:47:33,476 --> 00:47:35,103 I wonder what it felt like… 937 00:47:39,024 --> 00:47:43,111 for the air to leave your lungs like that. 938 00:47:47,073 --> 00:47:49,576 For you to know that that's your last breath. 939 00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:51,703 -Come on. -[Ginny cries] 940 00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:53,371 -Come here. -[Ginny sobs] 941 00:47:57,375 --> 00:47:59,294 Marcus, you can't tell anyone, okay? 942 00:48:00,170 --> 00:48:01,046 I mean it. 943 00:48:01,129 --> 00:48:02,088 I won't. 944 00:48:04,841 --> 00:48:06,009 Come on. 945 00:48:06,092 --> 00:48:08,094 [sobs] 946 00:48:09,471 --> 00:48:10,972 -[sobs] -It's okay. 947 00:48:14,893 --> 00:48:16,436 I don't wanna be like her. 948 00:48:19,022 --> 00:48:20,732 I don't wanna be a force. 949 00:48:23,485 --> 00:48:28,239 ♪ So hold on, baby 'Cause lately I feel crazy ♪ 950 00:48:28,323 --> 00:48:31,201 ♪ Oh, you hold on ♪ 951 00:48:31,284 --> 00:48:34,245 ♪ Never let me go ♪ 952 00:48:34,329 --> 00:48:39,084 ♪ So strong, baby I feel you holdin' on ♪ 953 00:48:39,167 --> 00:48:41,544 ♪ When I'm so done ♪ 954 00:48:42,128 --> 00:48:45,090 ♪ You never let me go ♪ 955 00:48:45,924 --> 00:48:48,760 ♪ Sirens shout ♪ 956 00:48:48,843 --> 00:48:52,389 ♪ I can't sleep no more ♪ 957 00:48:53,515 --> 00:48:56,226 [vocalizing] 958 00:48:56,309 --> 00:48:58,937 ♪ Oh, I'm hypersensitive ♪ [car door closes] 959 00:48:59,020 --> 00:49:00,146 [song stops abruptly] 960 00:49:09,489 --> 00:49:10,740 Why'd you do it, Mom? 961 00:49:11,658 --> 00:49:14,160 Don't ask questions you don't want the answers to. 962 00:49:15,620 --> 00:49:17,080 [inhales] I need to know. 963 00:49:21,793 --> 00:49:22,919 For you. 964 00:49:23,003 --> 00:49:24,045 For me. 965 00:49:24,129 --> 00:49:25,255 For my family. 966 00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:27,632 It wasn't something I did lightly. 967 00:49:29,217 --> 00:49:32,220 I'm not proud of how I got us here, but I'm proud I got us here. 968 00:49:34,431 --> 00:49:36,391 I never said I was a good person. 969 00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:38,685 You're my mom. 970 00:49:39,686 --> 00:49:41,730 I need to believe you're a good person. 971 00:49:42,772 --> 00:49:44,190 It would be nice, huh? 972 00:49:44,691 --> 00:49:46,067 If it was that simple, huh? 973 00:49:48,236 --> 00:49:49,696 You wanna know why I did it? 974 00:49:50,530 --> 00:49:53,116 I don't know that I ever felt I had another option. 975 00:49:53,992 --> 00:49:55,452 You could always not murder. 976 00:49:56,453 --> 00:49:58,079 Not murdering is an option. 977 00:49:59,039 --> 00:50:00,874 Do you even feel remorse? 978 00:50:00,957 --> 00:50:03,585 There was no one protecting me, Ginny. 979 00:50:03,668 --> 00:50:04,586 No one. 980 00:50:05,170 --> 00:50:08,173 You have no idea how lucky you are to have me. I'd kill for you. 981 00:50:08,256 --> 00:50:10,884 I'd actually kill for you. 982 00:50:11,593 --> 00:50:14,304 Let that sink in. That's not nothing. 983 00:50:14,929 --> 00:50:17,682 And I may be wrong, and I may be horrible, 984 00:50:17,766 --> 00:50:19,809 and I may be ugly and not worthy of anything. 985 00:50:19,893 --> 00:50:21,853 Fine, I'm not worthy of anything. 986 00:50:24,355 --> 00:50:25,315 But you are. 987 00:50:26,816 --> 00:50:28,902 And it was up to me to make sure you got that. 988 00:50:28,985 --> 00:50:32,155 And I did that. Like it or not, I did that. 989 00:50:32,739 --> 00:50:35,533 I took all the darkness, and I ate it. 990 00:50:35,617 --> 00:50:38,203 I became it, like fricking Bane. 991 00:50:38,703 --> 00:50:42,207 Okay? So that you, my daughter, could live a good life. 992 00:50:44,375 --> 00:50:47,378 I kept you safe. 'Cause that hand doesn't stop on the thigh, 993 00:50:47,462 --> 00:50:50,840 and I spent my whole childhood wishing my mom would stop that hand. 994 00:50:54,135 --> 00:50:57,680 I've got a lot of demons. A lot of nightmares in my past. 995 00:50:59,224 --> 00:51:00,517 And I had a choice. 996 00:51:01,518 --> 00:51:05,688 I could live in the past, drown in it, feel it every day, be there. 997 00:51:09,943 --> 00:51:13,780 But you have to live for the future, 'cause the past'll eat you. 998 00:51:14,447 --> 00:51:16,116 There's more to life than that hell. 999 00:51:18,660 --> 00:51:22,080 You and Austin, you're my future. 1000 00:51:23,123 --> 00:51:25,041 You're what I live for. 1001 00:51:26,251 --> 00:51:28,211 The second that test told me I was pregnant… 1002 00:51:28,878 --> 00:51:33,341 I mean, I was 15. I was younger than you are right now. 1003 00:51:33,925 --> 00:51:38,096 [sighs] And then that strip turned pink in a rest station bathroom in Georgia, 1004 00:51:38,179 --> 00:51:39,639 and everything had to change. 1005 00:51:41,057 --> 00:51:44,561 I left that bathroom, and I saw this group of kids. They were so happy. 1006 00:51:45,270 --> 00:51:47,147 They didn't have a care in the world. 1007 00:51:47,689 --> 00:51:50,358 They wore nice clothes, and they were smiling, 1008 00:51:51,609 --> 00:51:52,861 and they were loved. 1009 00:51:53,486 --> 00:51:56,573 You could tell these kids were loved, they were taken care of. 1010 00:51:57,615 --> 00:52:02,245 They were my age, but they were loved and I wasn't. 1011 00:52:04,164 --> 00:52:06,791 I decided right then you were never gonna be like me, 1012 00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,293 you were gonna be like them. 1013 00:52:09,127 --> 00:52:13,381 And I knew I would do anything, anything to make that happen. 1014 00:52:15,049 --> 00:52:17,677 And it took a long time, and it wasn't easy, but I did it. 1015 00:52:18,178 --> 00:52:20,638 I got you on that bus with those kids. 1016 00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:23,099 So you can hate me, 1017 00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:26,144 you can think I'm the worst mother in the entire world, and maybe I am, 1018 00:52:26,728 --> 00:52:28,229 but I got you on that bus. 1019 00:52:28,313 --> 00:52:30,273 I did what I had to do, and I'd do it again. 1020 00:52:30,356 --> 00:52:31,649 I have no remorse. 1021 00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:35,320 Everything I do is for you and your brother. 1022 00:52:36,529 --> 00:52:38,156 You don't trust me? Trust that. 1023 00:52:46,414 --> 00:52:48,750 [voice breaks] And I really do like your hair. 1024 00:52:51,085 --> 00:52:51,961 Thanks, Mom. 1025 00:52:55,798 --> 00:52:56,633 Come here. 1026 00:53:01,596 --> 00:53:02,764 [hesitates] 1027 00:53:06,434 --> 00:53:08,061 [whispers] But you can't tell anyone. 1028 00:53:08,144 --> 00:53:10,021 You know that, right? Promise me. 1029 00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:13,650 I promise. 1030 00:53:15,860 --> 00:53:17,987 Me and you against the world, right? 1031 00:53:23,993 --> 00:53:25,745 [exhales] 1032 00:53:25,828 --> 00:53:27,163 [sighs] 1033 00:53:30,041 --> 00:53:33,044 Mom, if you're done borrowing my game, can I have it now? 1034 00:53:33,127 --> 00:53:34,087 Mm. 1035 00:53:34,754 --> 00:53:36,422 [Ginny] Trust is a tricky thing… 1036 00:53:40,051 --> 00:53:42,595 -because trust goes both ways. -[car door closes] 1037 00:53:45,765 --> 00:53:47,392 We're in this together now. 1038 00:53:47,475 --> 00:53:48,977 ["Welcome To My Life" by Bleum playing] 1039 00:53:49,060 --> 00:53:51,145 ♪ Do you wanna fight me? I'm ready ♪ 1040 00:53:51,771 --> 00:53:53,481 ♪ I'll test your strength Hold steady ♪ 1041 00:53:54,023 --> 00:53:56,276 ♪ Stand on the sidelines betting ♪ 1042 00:53:56,359 --> 00:53:58,319 ♪ Or you could just leave ♪ 1043 00:53:58,403 --> 00:54:00,738 ♪ I've been through shit And I came out strong ♪ 1044 00:54:00,822 --> 00:54:03,408 ♪ Some say that I turned out wrong ♪ 1045 00:54:03,491 --> 00:54:05,827 ♪ Until now I've been letting them ♪ 1046 00:54:05,910 --> 00:54:07,328 ♪ Have a hold on me ♪ 1047 00:54:07,412 --> 00:54:10,039 ♪ Now I say Welcome to my life ♪ 1048 00:54:10,123 --> 00:54:12,417 ♪ This is who I am ♪ 1049 00:54:15,003 --> 00:54:17,005 [melancholic music plays] 1050 00:55:39,212 --> 00:55:42,173 [melancholic music ends]