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I'll be late.
I have a meeting at Austin's school.
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Okay, see you then.
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What are you playing at, little girl?
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-What?
-Don't do that.
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-Don't do what?
-Virginia, is this a game to you?
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Is this a game, Mom? No, it's not a game.
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No one here is playing games but you.
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What is it exactly that you want from me?
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I need you to grow the hell up, okay?
Grow up.
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God, I am so mad, I could just--
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Kill me?
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Austin, let's go!
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It's a funny thing to realize
your entire life has been a lie.
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The only thing you can trust
in this world
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is that you can't trust anyone.
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Except me.
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I'm always gonna be here for you.
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Come on, get your jacket.
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Trust is a funny thing.
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It's so easily abused.
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And betrayal leaves a metallic taste.
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I'm really enjoying
having Austin in class,
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but he's behind in a few subjects.
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I know he's moved around a lot,
so that could be part of it.
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He's a smart kid.
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Whatever he doesn't know,
he'll pick up fast.
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It's not just that.
Has he shown any signs of anxiety?
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Of anxiety?
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He's nine.
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I would love to have
the guidance counselor meet with him,
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maybe evaluate him
for a possible 504 Plan.
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No, no,
Austin doesn't need whatever that is.
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He's fine. Look, if he's behind,
we'll study harder at home.
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-I'll make sure of it.
-Ms. Miller, uh--
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-Uh…
-Sorry to interrupt.
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Give it back. Now.
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He said that he took it
from the reflection corner.
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I found it in his backpack.
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She made me sit there forever.
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It was 15 minutes, Zach,
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to reflect on why we don't call people
"bloody booger face."
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Tiffany Griffin is a bloody booger.
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I'm so sorry.
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He's having such a hard time
with everything.
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-I understand.
-No, I'm not.
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Don't blame Dad.
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Zach, we do not take
what doesn't belong to us.
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-You're busy, I'm just gonna--
-Oh no. Just-- It'll--
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Thank you. Thank you for this.
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What's a 504 Plan?
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Sneaking in?
You really are my kid.
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Hunter.
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Hey.
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Uh, hey.
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Thank you.
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Yeah, no-- No problem.
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Um…
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Was that my arch-nemesis?
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Yeah, it was nothing.
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Are you okay?
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-What was that about?
-It's nothing.
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What?
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-Are we hanging out later?
-I can't, I have therapy.
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I gotta go. I'll see you later.
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Guys, Sophie looks so happy.
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I hate it.
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"Be kind, it's free."
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Yeah, real kind, Sophie,
when you ripped my heart out.
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She kept our pictures up.
What do you think that means?
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That she loves you and misses you
and wants to get back together.
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Really?
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No.
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Perfect.
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'Cause I play the evil,
unlovable witch in the musical.
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So, you know,
different from my everyday life.
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Why do you wear these?
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There's no glass in them.
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You're so weird.
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What? Zach, you're his friend now?
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Shut up.
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Zach?
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Something tells me
this is not work-related.
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-Hey.
-Hey.
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You okay?
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Yeah. Just looking at dresses.
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Dresses that are far outside
of our budget.
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Yeah, we should talk about the budget.
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-Yeah, what about it?
-I hate it.
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Mm.
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Alas, milady,
I am but a humble civil servant,
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so you… you need to think smaller.
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Think… intimate.
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What about your parents?
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What are they getting us
for a wedding gift?
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Not a wedding,
which is where you're going with this.
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Georgia, we talked about it, okay?
I do not take money from my parents.
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-I never have, and I'm not starting now.
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Mm-hmm. Who paid for your college again?
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Remind me whose Netflix account we're on.
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Georgia.
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I'm sorry, I'm just saying,
if someone has money
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and they wanna give it to you,
it's none of your business.
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She's right. You only get married once.
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Unless you get married twice
before you're 30, like a tramp.
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Is this the draft of the long-term
financial plan that I asked you for, Nick?
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The summary is that Wellsbury
is very expensive.
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-Yeah, we knew that.
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Looks like Cynthia was not wrong.
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Most of this budget
is going to the schools.
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What is the school budget?
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$89,000,000.
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Jesus.
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Ooh.
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-Oh, what do you think?
-My God, Jess, I love that one.
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So do we know
who's gonna be in the limo yet?
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Derek said he's getting a Hummer.
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-No way.
-Oh my God.
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-No way.
-I'm so excited!
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That's pretty.
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I love that color.
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-Thanks.
-Are you shopping for prom too?
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Mom.
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Can I pretty, pretty please
get this purse?
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"Mom?"
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So last session I heard about
your childhood and what got you here.
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That was like the tip
of the childhood iceberg.
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You said you grew up in poverty.
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Did you ever feel like
you weren't taken care of?
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No. No, it wasn't like that.
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Georgia took care of us.
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It's just her methods were questionable.
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I'm sorry, how is any of this
related to my self-harm?
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We wanna keep identifying your triggers.
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Let's talk about
the last time you self-harmed.
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Thanksgiving.
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Okay.
And what was going on then?
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Do you remember what you were feeling
at Thanksgiving?
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No.
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I'm sensing that you're angry.
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Oh, are you? That doctorate
really coming through.
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I'm sorry.
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We have to figure out how we work together
so that I can help you help yourself.
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You're saying I need to trust you.
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Is that a problem for you?
It sounds like it is.
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Mm. Don't I have to?
That's why people come to therapy.
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Why did you come to therapy?
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To get better.
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To not hurt myself.
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Thank you.
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These are tools
I want you to try.
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The rubber band is a distractor.
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When you feel you wanna self-harm,
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snap the rubber band to distract yourself,
get out of that moment.
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And then when you're out of danger,
write your feelings in the notebook.
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And if you really think
you are going to self-harm,
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I want you to call me instead.
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Does that sound doable?
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I need a commitment
that you're going to try.
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Giving them to you does nothing
if you don't use them.
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I'll try the tools.
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And, Ginny,
it's good that you're angry.
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You're letting yourself feel.
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Keep watching out for your triggers.
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I can't see.
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You can't see? Well, that's silly.
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Okay.
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Now, do you trust me? Okay.
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I'm sorry, my daughter
must have grabbed this.
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-I didn't notice.
-Yeah.
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No problem.
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Did you know that Edith Wharton's home
is available for weddings?
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The Mount.
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Isn't that romantic?
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I… I didn't take you
for an Edith Wharton fan.
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A bunch of the Neighborhood Club women
have been to weddings there.
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-They were talking about it.
-I see.
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Hey, by the way, I'm sorry you didn't
get into the Neighborhood Club.
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-I know you really wanted it.
-It's not over till it's over.
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I do not want to know what that means.
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Hey.
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-What about a barn?
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-A barn?
-Yeah, like a charming, rustic barn.
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-Like a barn, like pigs?
-No, not pigs. Okay, no.
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My friend and his wife,
they… they found this barn in Maine,
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and they got married there,
and it was… it was beautiful.
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-I like pigs.
You do your homework, you.
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I don't wanna get called in
for any more "talks."
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-What's this?
-It's for Austin.
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Oh.
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Whoa, awesome!
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Paul, are you bribing this boy?
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What? No, I didn't get him that.
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I love this game.
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Oh, hi, Mom. Come on in.
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You went into my purse?
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You used Austin's name.
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I figured he might as well
get something out of it.
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I did that out of necessity.
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You like it here? You like this house?
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'Cause we almost lost it all.
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But why do you still have it?
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My credit score is a 315.
How'd you figure that?
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You think you are so clever,
but you are playing with fire.
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I'm not scared of you.
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Scared of me?
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I'm scared of you. You can't be trusted.
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-What was that about?
-What'd you hear?
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Nothing. Just heard the door slam.
You guys fighting?
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No, it's nothing.
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Okay.
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-There's a lot of nothing going on.
-What's that supposed to mean?
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It's…
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It's just getting hard to pretend…
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…that something's not
going on with you.
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Oh.
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It's hard for you, is it?
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Well, if I'm so hard,
why don't you just leave?
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-What are you doing?
-I'm not doing anything, Marcus.
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You keep coming here
and getting up in my shit,
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and honestly, it's annoying.
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Yeah, I'm not doing this.
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License for a pickleball court.
Wanted to hand-deliver it.
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How exciting.
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Oh, that's wonderful.
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-Thank you.
-Of course.
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-Did Paul go for the Mount?
-Mm-mm.
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Listen, I know this might be a long shot
after Cynthia, but I was thinking--
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It's nothing personal, Georgia.
It's just the process.
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There's a waitlist.
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Besides,
I'm dealing with a mini-crisis right now.
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The book of Emily Dickinson's poems
is missing.
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What?
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Just gone. Middle of the night,
someone picked the lock.
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Oh no, that's terrible.
Who would do something like that?
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Well, I'm hoping
not one of our members, but…
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Maybe it's just a prank.
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The historical society
is pulling everything we have on loan.
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It's horrible.
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The whole club's reputation is at stake.
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I'm sure it'll turn up.
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Hey, are you okay?
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I'm fine.
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Switch with me?
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-Hey.
-Hi, Padma.
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Could I just grab a…
a salted caramel latte?
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-Oh, Bracia…
-Hey, guys.
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-Hey.
-Hey, Ginny.
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Hi.
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-What's wrong?
-Only everything.
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We got our cast photos back today.
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They got me looking like a Milk Dud.
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It's not… that bad.
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This ain't it. What did Beyoncé say?
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00:16:14,808 --> 00:16:17,519
-You can't put blue lights on Black girls.
-Period.
255
00:16:17,602 --> 00:16:19,271
Mm. The caucacity.
256
00:16:20,230 --> 00:16:22,482
Look what they did to Bryon.
257
00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:27,029
Oh. Still fine though.
258
00:16:27,112 --> 00:16:28,447
At least you'll match.
259
00:16:30,407 --> 00:16:31,783
Hey, what are you doing tonight?
260
00:16:33,076 --> 00:16:34,286
Slowly dying, I guess.
261
00:16:34,369 --> 00:16:35,912
I have an idea.
262
00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:41,334
The food is so good here.
263
00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:47,382
It's nice here.
This isn't Sarabeth's.
264
00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,217
-This one.
-Hi.
265
00:16:49,301 --> 00:16:50,260
Hey, Ginny.
266
00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:53,013
Uh, what can I get for you guys?
267
00:16:53,096 --> 00:16:55,390
Can we get the sweet potato fries?
268
00:17:01,897 --> 00:17:04,691
-Yeah, I'll just, uh, be right back.
-Cool.
269
00:17:22,793 --> 00:17:25,087
Hey, why so glum?
270
00:17:25,754 --> 00:17:26,713
-Nothing.
-Nothing.
271
00:17:27,214 --> 00:17:30,634
-Couple of grinches.
272
00:17:31,468 --> 00:17:32,344
Yeah.
273
00:17:32,427 --> 00:17:34,179
How was rehearsal?
274
00:17:34,262 --> 00:17:37,390
Well, my character is
the evil, ugly witch.
275
00:17:37,474 --> 00:17:41,853
One of my lines is literally,
"My jowls quiver with spite."
276
00:17:41,937 --> 00:17:43,230
Oh, well, that's fun.
277
00:17:43,313 --> 00:17:44,898
Mom, it's tragic.
278
00:17:46,066 --> 00:17:49,986
There are no small roles,
only small actors.
279
00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:52,197
Dad, gross.
280
00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:57,077
I wanted to be the lead
and be all hot, and maybe win Sophie back.
281
00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:58,745
You need to get over Sophie.
282
00:17:58,829 --> 00:18:02,165
Mom, that is the most insensitive thing
you could say to me.
283
00:18:02,249 --> 00:18:05,502
I loved her,
and I can't just get over her.
284
00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,046
That would be like me telling you
to just get over Dad.
285
00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:11,133
I mean, it's not exactly
like getting over Dad. I hope.
286
00:18:11,216 --> 00:18:12,676
You guys are so mean.
287
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,846
I'm heartbroken,
and I cry like every night.
288
00:18:15,929 --> 00:18:16,888
I don't hear you cry.
289
00:18:16,972 --> 00:18:19,307
Oh, that's 'cause
you're too busy jerking off!
290
00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:25,480
And what's bothering you?
291
00:18:26,106 --> 00:18:27,107
Global warming.
292
00:18:46,835 --> 00:18:49,629
-Hello.
-Periwinkle, lavender, or thistle?
293
00:18:49,713 --> 00:18:52,465
Last one sounds weirdly erotic,
but I'm kinda into it.
294
00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:53,842
Come again?
295
00:18:53,925 --> 00:18:55,677
Figuring out my wedding colors.
296
00:18:56,261 --> 00:18:57,095
Ah.
297
00:18:57,179 --> 00:19:00,098
I just wanted to know if you were coming.
298
00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:03,310
Oh, Peach… Uh…
299
00:19:03,393 --> 00:19:04,311
No, I know.
300
00:19:05,353 --> 00:19:06,271
I know.
301
00:19:06,980 --> 00:19:08,398
I don't think I can.
302
00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:10,942
Yeah, I get it. I just--
303
00:19:11,985 --> 00:19:14,946
Is it weird I think you might be
one of my only friends?
304
00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:19,284
No. No, it's not weird.
You mean a lot to me. You know that.
305
00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:22,245
I love you. I'll always love you.
306
00:19:23,413 --> 00:19:25,373
Yeah. Same.
307
00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:29,294
How fun for us.
308
00:19:31,796 --> 00:19:34,007
That is exactly why I can't be there.
309
00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:36,384
Yeah, I just--
310
00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:41,264
I don't really have family, you know,
and that's you.
311
00:19:44,851 --> 00:19:45,685
Thistle.
312
00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:49,022
-Yeah, you think?
- Definitely.
313
00:19:49,105 --> 00:19:50,565
Trust the photographer.
314
00:19:50,649 --> 00:19:52,651
Okay, now let's decide
on the table settings.
315
00:19:52,734 --> 00:19:55,278
Okay, I'm trying to be understanding here.
316
00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:56,363
All right, fine.
317
00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:59,366
No more wedding talk.
We'll just stick to co-parenting.
318
00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:01,618
Oh, hey, your daughter's a demon.
319
00:20:03,828 --> 00:20:07,666
Well, Beelzebub and Bracia just got here,
so I gotta go.
320
00:20:08,291 --> 00:20:09,209
Ginny's there?
321
00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:11,586
Hold-- Who's Bracia?
322
00:20:13,004 --> 00:20:13,880
Hello?
323
00:20:15,257 --> 00:20:19,386
Thank you so much, Mr. Miller.
This is beyond.
324
00:20:19,469 --> 00:20:20,512
Hey, no problem.
325
00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:24,349
-You're in great hands. My dad's the best.
-Clearly.
326
00:20:24,933 --> 00:20:26,643
Um, where was this one shot?
327
00:20:27,477 --> 00:20:30,563
I shot that for National Geographic
on my last trip to India.
328
00:20:30,647 --> 00:20:32,732
Oh, casual.
329
00:20:32,816 --> 00:20:35,860
-Uh, so where else have you been?
-Everywhere.
330
00:20:35,944 --> 00:20:38,363
Oh yeah. The most dangerous of places.
331
00:20:38,446 --> 00:20:41,116
From the mountains of the Himalayas
to the biker bars of Georgia.
332
00:20:41,199 --> 00:20:43,201
Okay, Dad, save it for the book.
333
00:20:43,285 --> 00:20:44,744
Okay, let's go.
334
00:20:47,289 --> 00:20:48,123
All right.
335
00:20:54,004 --> 00:20:56,214
Hey, do whatever feels natural.
336
00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,385
Pick up your shoulders,
337
00:21:01,678 --> 00:21:02,762
now drop them.
338
00:21:03,346 --> 00:21:04,306
Breathe.
339
00:21:06,308 --> 00:21:07,600
Forget you've ever felt joy.
340
00:21:08,852 --> 00:21:10,228
Yeah, now glare at me.
341
00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:12,939
-You hate me. Okay.
342
00:21:13,523 --> 00:21:16,234
Okay, uh, now your leg is broken
and you're in pain,
343
00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:19,404
but like a cute kind of pain,
like a pouty pain.
344
00:21:20,572 --> 00:21:21,489
Yeah.
345
00:21:23,241 --> 00:21:24,326
Ginny, get in there.
346
00:21:24,409 --> 00:21:26,953
What?
-Ginny, get in here, please.
347
00:21:30,665 --> 00:21:31,499
Okay.
348
00:21:46,598 --> 00:21:48,016
-Okay. Yes.
349
00:21:55,732 --> 00:21:56,691
Ginny, come on.
350
00:22:10,747 --> 00:22:12,832
Oh my God.
351
00:22:19,255 --> 00:22:20,215
No!
352
00:22:20,799 --> 00:22:23,259
She's everywhere. She's haunting me.
353
00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:27,389
-Oh my-- She looks phenomenal.
354
00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:28,890
I mean, they both do.
355
00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:31,267
Okay, I did not need to see her
looking that good today.
356
00:22:31,351 --> 00:22:32,727
I did not need to see that.
357
00:22:34,020 --> 00:22:36,356
Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow.
358
00:22:36,439 --> 00:22:39,359
-What? What?
-Ow, ow, ow. Cramp attack. Ow.
359
00:22:39,442 --> 00:22:40,485
And you wore white?
360
00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:43,363
I know, okay? Don't remind me.
361
00:22:43,446 --> 00:22:45,949
-You want an Advil or something?
-No.
362
00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:46,866
Or a muzzle.
363
00:22:48,701 --> 00:22:50,578
Babe, I can't reach.
364
00:22:51,830 --> 00:22:53,998
-Press, you couldn't handle a period.
-Mm.
365
00:22:54,082 --> 00:22:56,126
-Okay, ready?
-Mm-hmm.
366
00:22:56,209 --> 00:22:58,461
-Think so.
-Yeah, here we go.
367
00:24:16,206 --> 00:24:19,542
Uh, Hunter, bro, you… you good?
368
00:24:19,626 --> 00:24:20,460
What?
369
00:24:21,544 --> 00:24:23,129
It's not like it's about anybody.
370
00:24:23,713 --> 00:24:27,217
No, no, no. Guys, come on,
gas up the band. Gas up the band.
371
00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:29,177
-Great job! Yeah!
372
00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:31,471
-Guys, it's a great song!
-Babe, so good.
373
00:24:31,554 --> 00:24:33,515
-It's a sad song, but it's great.
-Yay.
374
00:24:33,598 --> 00:24:36,100
Jordan, man,
you were sloppy on the chorus.
375
00:24:36,184 --> 00:24:38,645
Dog, I am tits-deep
in a weed gummy right now.
376
00:24:38,728 --> 00:24:40,313
-I--
377
00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:43,316
Oh, babe, do you want one?
It might be good for the cramps.
378
00:24:43,399 --> 00:24:45,026
-Oh. Mm-hmm.
-Aw.
379
00:24:45,109 --> 00:24:49,489
Hey, how high do I have to be
to never think anything ever again?
380
00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:52,825
Um…
381
00:24:56,579 --> 00:24:58,581
That was really special. Thank you.
382
00:24:58,665 --> 00:24:59,874
Hey, no sweat.
383
00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:03,336
It's good to see you
expanding your friend circle.
384
00:25:03,419 --> 00:25:05,755
Is that code
for "finally making Black friends"?
385
00:25:07,465 --> 00:25:09,759
So how are things going with Dr. Lily?
386
00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,970
She wants me to write
my feelings in a journal.
387
00:25:12,470 --> 00:25:13,805
What am I supposed to say?
388
00:25:13,888 --> 00:25:16,099
"Are you there, God? It's me, Ginny."
389
00:25:16,182 --> 00:25:18,476
"Dear Diary, today I wanna burn myself."
390
00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:22,146
How about poetry? You liked making
a poem for that contest, right?
391
00:25:22,939 --> 00:25:24,065
Yeah, I didn't win.
392
00:25:24,148 --> 00:25:26,359
Right, because therapy is about winning.
393
00:25:26,985 --> 00:25:30,154
Look, the poem you wrote was beautiful
and it came from the heart.
394
00:25:30,697 --> 00:25:31,864
Why not try that?
395
00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:36,077
Dear Diary, today I wanna burn
396
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:37,870
When, oh, when will I ever learn?
397
00:25:38,454 --> 00:25:41,332
God, she's healed. It's a miracle.
398
00:25:41,416 --> 00:25:44,836
Thank you, God. Thank you, Freud.
Thank you, Amanda Gorman.
399
00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:48,673
There's that smile.
400
00:25:50,925 --> 00:25:52,719
It's good to see that smile.
401
00:25:54,846 --> 00:25:56,639
Thanks for not telling Mom.
402
00:25:56,723 --> 00:25:59,809
Hey, as long as you're safe and healthy.
403
00:26:41,934 --> 00:26:44,354
Ginny, music down!
404
00:26:53,404 --> 00:26:54,947
You don't want me to come in there.
405
00:27:37,198 --> 00:27:38,032
So this is sad.
406
00:27:43,496 --> 00:27:46,124
-You have lunch this block?
-No, I'm in chem.
407
00:27:48,334 --> 00:27:50,294
-I don't wanna talk.
-Okey doke.
408
00:27:58,094 --> 00:28:00,596
I'm sorry.
409
00:28:01,431 --> 00:28:02,515
-What?
-I'm sorry.
410
00:28:02,598 --> 00:28:04,434
-What?
-Okay, yeah.
411
00:28:08,187 --> 00:28:10,815
-What are you writing?
-Poetry. Ew.
412
00:28:11,524 --> 00:28:14,777
-I said it out loud, and I hate it.
-Why? Poetry's cool.
413
00:28:19,073 --> 00:28:20,241
Can I hear one?
414
00:28:20,324 --> 00:28:21,284
A poem?
415
00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:22,201
Yeah.
416
00:28:27,081 --> 00:28:28,541
Okay. Um…
417
00:28:29,792 --> 00:28:31,335
Give me a word, any word.
418
00:28:31,961 --> 00:28:32,795
Uh…
419
00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:36,549
Christmas.
420
00:28:37,175 --> 00:28:38,176
-"Christmas?"
-Yeah.
421
00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:39,677
That rhymes with like nothing.
422
00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:41,596
-Poems don't have to rhyme.
-I know that.
423
00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:44,724
Christmas. Christmas.
424
00:28:44,807 --> 00:28:47,018
Christmas feels like Halloween
425
00:28:47,602 --> 00:28:48,436
I'm haunted
426
00:28:48,519 --> 00:28:50,646
-I like that.
-Shut up, I'm doing poetry.
427
00:28:50,730 --> 00:28:53,065
Christmas feels like Halloween
428
00:28:53,608 --> 00:28:54,942
I'm haunted
429
00:28:55,526 --> 00:28:57,737
The air is dusty, the room is musty
430
00:28:57,820 --> 00:28:58,654
The crab is crusty
431
00:28:58,738 --> 00:29:00,531
-See, that rhymes. Yeah?
-Mm. Mm-hmm.
432
00:29:03,367 --> 00:29:06,162
In your absence, everything's tense
433
00:29:06,662 --> 00:29:07,914
Nothing makes sense
434
00:29:08,998 --> 00:29:10,249
Are you coming back?
435
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:13,586
Am I in denial, or just incredibly dense?
436
00:29:14,212 --> 00:29:16,756
There's a shiver, dust in the air
437
00:29:16,839 --> 00:29:17,882
Am I dumb? Yes
438
00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:19,675
But have things been damaged
Beyond repair?
439
00:29:19,759 --> 00:29:21,010
Oh shit.
440
00:29:21,093 --> 00:29:25,056
I stubbornly stay stuck in a place
Not wanting to break free
441
00:29:25,139 --> 00:29:28,226
Not wanting to leave the space
Where you used to be
442
00:29:28,309 --> 00:29:31,521
Allowing you room to come back to me
And make it right
443
00:29:31,604 --> 00:29:33,064
But I know you're never coming back
444
00:29:33,147 --> 00:29:34,565
Not after that night
445
00:29:34,649 --> 00:29:36,234
Not after that fight
446
00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:38,361
I'm coming back. I'm back.
447
00:29:38,444 --> 00:29:40,905
-No, it's not about you. It's just a poem.
448
00:29:40,988 --> 00:29:41,989
-Okay.
-So…
449
00:29:47,161 --> 00:29:48,663
Christmas feels like Halloween
450
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:51,958
I'm haunted
451
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,631
This is sickening.
452
00:29:59,924 --> 00:30:02,844
Are you gonna blow him?
Kinda looks like you're gonna blow him.
453
00:30:04,095 --> 00:30:04,929
Piss off, Max.
454
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:06,013
Bite me, Marcus.
455
00:30:08,766 --> 00:30:09,725
Oh.
456
00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:12,019
Max, can I talk to you for a sec?
457
00:30:12,103 --> 00:30:13,813
-No, thanks.
-Oh. I know, I know.
458
00:30:13,896 --> 00:30:15,606
I just wanted to tell you, um,
459
00:30:15,690 --> 00:30:18,234
that I was at Blue Farm,
and I saw Sophie there.
460
00:30:18,317 --> 00:30:19,151
What?
461
00:30:19,235 --> 00:30:20,778
And she was on a date with a guy.
462
00:30:20,862 --> 00:30:23,656
-I wanted you to hear it from me first--
-Screw you, Abby.
463
00:30:24,532 --> 00:30:27,410
-That's a new low, even for you.
-Oh no, Max, I did not--
464
00:30:27,493 --> 00:30:28,911
No, please leave me alone.
465
00:30:36,711 --> 00:30:38,838
Do you wanna skip next block
and go smoke weed?
466
00:30:39,755 --> 00:30:41,090
Uh, yup.
467
00:30:54,687 --> 00:30:56,188
This is really cute.
468
00:30:56,272 --> 00:30:57,565
What, my room?
469
00:30:58,441 --> 00:30:59,400
Eh.
470
00:31:02,987 --> 00:31:03,988
Okay.
471
00:31:04,071 --> 00:31:04,906
Yes.
472
00:31:08,659 --> 00:31:11,454
If you're to look like anybody,
who would you wanna look like?
473
00:31:11,996 --> 00:31:14,415
-I don't know. Willow Smith.
-Mm.
474
00:31:14,498 --> 00:31:16,375
-How about you?
-Oh, Hailey Bieber, easy.
475
00:31:16,459 --> 00:31:17,335
She's such a queen.
476
00:31:17,418 --> 00:31:20,630
I feel like it's a privilege to exist
at the same time that she exists.
477
00:31:21,130 --> 00:31:21,964
True.
478
00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:31,807
-Thank you.
-Yeah.
479
00:31:34,018 --> 00:31:36,270
Blow, marry, kill.
480
00:31:36,354 --> 00:31:38,397
Jordan, Press, Brodie.
481
00:31:38,481 --> 00:31:40,483
Ew.
482
00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:41,609
Do it.
483
00:31:42,193 --> 00:31:43,736
-Do it.
- That's gross.
484
00:31:43,819 --> 00:31:45,196
-Ugh! Okay.
485
00:31:45,279 --> 00:31:48,783
-I'd… I'd blow Brodie.
-Yeah, you would.
486
00:31:48,866 --> 00:31:51,661
-I'd… I'd kill Press.
-Yeah, you would.
487
00:31:51,744 --> 00:31:53,120
And I'd marry Jordan.
488
00:31:53,204 --> 00:31:56,624
-Ew!
-What? Jordan. I'd marry Jordan.
489
00:32:02,713 --> 00:32:04,465
It's like a full-on 7-Eleven in there.
490
00:32:04,548 --> 00:32:08,302
Oh, I try to avoid leaving these
four walls as much as possible, dude.
491
00:32:08,386 --> 00:32:11,555
It's been so weird with my mom
these past couple of days.
492
00:32:11,639 --> 00:32:14,225
It's just like weirdly… quiet.
493
00:32:15,393 --> 00:32:16,352
I'm sorry.
494
00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:18,729
Mm, not your fault.
It's my dad's fault for leaving.
495
00:32:18,813 --> 00:32:21,732
-Yeah, but that sucks, and I get that.
496
00:32:21,816 --> 00:32:22,650
Yeah.
497
00:32:24,944 --> 00:32:29,323
Well, I'm probably just gonna end up
blowing a bunch of guys
498
00:32:29,407 --> 00:32:31,826
and it's gonna be his fault
for giving me daddy issues.
499
00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:33,911
Speaking of…
500
00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:39,166
you're, like, totally
with boy Baker now, aren't you?
501
00:32:40,626 --> 00:32:43,546
-Right?
-Yeah, I think so.
502
00:32:44,046 --> 00:32:45,214
Definitive.
503
00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:49,135
I-- I mean, we're talking,
and… he sleeps over a lot.
504
00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:51,846
-Oh, scandalous!
-No, no, no, no.
505
00:32:51,929 --> 00:32:54,348
-No, it's not-- It's not like that.
-What do you mean?
506
00:32:54,432 --> 00:32:56,934
No, it's nice. It's nice. He's…
507
00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:58,019
He's…
508
00:32:59,645 --> 00:33:00,813
You really like him, huh?
509
00:33:02,231 --> 00:33:03,149
Yeah.
510
00:33:03,941 --> 00:33:08,029
We should start a girl band
called Daddy Issues.
511
00:33:08,112 --> 00:33:10,114
-We could have matching teen pregnancies.
512
00:33:10,197 --> 00:33:12,992
And if I got a teen pregnancy,
my mom would abort me.
513
00:33:13,993 --> 00:33:15,536
She'd keep the baby, but she'd abort me.
514
00:33:15,619 --> 00:33:18,205
I wonder what we'd even look like
if we were pregnant.
515
00:33:18,748 --> 00:33:19,790
Mm.
516
00:33:22,084 --> 00:33:22,918
Hot.
517
00:33:27,715 --> 00:33:29,717
You're really pretty, you know that?
518
00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:31,427
Ew.
519
00:33:32,553 --> 00:33:36,682
It is so wild to me, bro,
that your mom was pregnant right now.
520
00:33:37,224 --> 00:33:39,393
At our age.
Like that could literally be us,
521
00:33:39,477 --> 00:33:41,479
except I don't have sex
'cause everybody's terrible.
522
00:33:42,563 --> 00:33:44,899
And not to, like,
523
00:33:44,982 --> 00:33:47,651
-talk shit or anything…
-Oh, no, Abby, talk shit. Give it to me.
524
00:33:47,735 --> 00:33:50,654
…Maxine is being…
525
00:33:50,738 --> 00:33:54,575
-Say it.
-…a raging bitch.
526
00:33:54,658 --> 00:33:59,163
-Thank you. I know. I agree.
-But it's just, like, get over yourself.
527
00:33:59,246 --> 00:34:01,916
-You know what I mean? Get over yourself.
-Thank you.
528
00:34:05,044 --> 00:34:07,922
I really hate Norah for just going along
with everything Max is saying.
529
00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,924
I know. It stings.
530
00:34:10,716 --> 00:34:13,344
And I hate Hunter for blaming me
for everything that happened.
531
00:34:13,427 --> 00:34:19,141
I hate Press
for being such a bullshit sociopath.
532
00:34:19,225 --> 00:34:20,893
-He full on scares me.
-What the--
533
00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:22,311
But so do you, so…
534
00:34:24,313 --> 00:34:25,314
I scare you?
535
00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:27,525
Oh, very much. Yes, definitely.
536
00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:30,694
Okay, what are you--
537
00:34:34,198 --> 00:34:35,658
Are you scared, Miller?
538
00:34:37,284 --> 00:34:38,494
Do you feel better?
539
00:34:39,161 --> 00:34:40,329
What do you think?
540
00:34:43,958 --> 00:34:45,668
You wanna do something crazy?
541
00:34:45,751 --> 00:34:46,627
Um…
542
00:34:48,087 --> 00:34:51,298
Yeah. I--
Maybe. Why, what is it?
543
00:34:56,887 --> 00:34:59,557
Mm. This is an example of you scaring me.
544
00:35:05,771 --> 00:35:08,482
Josh Spear.
That's who Sophie was on a date with.
545
00:35:08,566 --> 00:35:10,109
I found a Venmo payment.
546
00:35:10,192 --> 00:35:12,695
-I'm sorry, babe.
-I just don't get it, you know?
547
00:35:12,778 --> 00:35:14,947
Like, how can she go
from me to him so quick?
548
00:35:15,030 --> 00:35:17,199
We just broke up. I feel really stupid.
549
00:35:17,283 --> 00:35:20,286
Look, I'm sure you're gonna get over her
a lot faster than you think you will.
550
00:35:20,369 --> 00:35:22,413
That's, like, not very supportive.
551
00:35:23,831 --> 00:35:24,999
I'm not being supportive?
552
00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,032
Ginny Miller. Abby Littman.
553
00:35:58,115 --> 00:35:59,491
Were you just skipping class?
554
00:36:00,951 --> 00:36:01,827
Come with me.
555
00:36:11,128 --> 00:36:12,046
Hello.
556
00:36:12,838 --> 00:36:13,839
This is she.
557
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:15,799
Okay.
558
00:36:16,550 --> 00:36:18,802
I'm sorry, if Ginny says
she was at a dentist appointment,
559
00:36:18,886 --> 00:36:19,970
why are you calling me?
560
00:36:20,054 --> 00:36:22,348
Are you insinuating
that my daughter is lying?
561
00:36:26,352 --> 00:36:27,603
No, that's okay.
562
00:36:28,479 --> 00:36:31,148
I understand.
No, of course you have to check.
563
00:36:31,232 --> 00:36:32,566
All right.
564
00:36:32,650 --> 00:36:34,944
Thanks so much. Bye-bye.
565
00:36:39,281 --> 00:36:40,783
-Hi.
-Hi.
566
00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:42,785
Here you go.
567
00:36:46,288 --> 00:36:48,415
All right, let's go.
568
00:36:58,717 --> 00:36:59,677
Hey there.
569
00:37:00,469 --> 00:37:01,553
Hi, Mom.
570
00:37:07,017 --> 00:37:09,353
I know that you've been having
a hard time lately,
571
00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:12,189
so… I bought you a present.
572
00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:16,652
And it comes
with a really pretty girl on the bag.
573
00:37:22,908 --> 00:37:25,327
Mom, this is really cute.
574
00:37:27,121 --> 00:37:28,247
Thanks, Mom.
575
00:37:30,207 --> 00:37:32,209
I love you.
576
00:37:32,293 --> 00:37:33,877
I love you too, sweetie.
577
00:37:37,464 --> 00:37:39,466
I'm so sorry for stopping by like this.
578
00:37:39,550 --> 00:37:42,094
It seems like Zach was playing
with Austin's new game,
579
00:37:42,177 --> 00:37:44,138
-and now Austin can't find it.
-Oh.
580
00:37:44,221 --> 00:37:46,932
God. Okay. Please excuse the mess.
I haven't had any time to clean,
581
00:37:47,016 --> 00:37:49,059
and I'm in the middle
of a mental breakdown.
582
00:37:49,143 --> 00:37:50,894
And now I have to find his backpack. Uh…
583
00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:52,438
Oh yeah.
584
00:37:58,527 --> 00:38:01,697
Christ, that's brutal.
I'd want someone to pull the plug.
585
00:38:01,780 --> 00:38:05,868
It would be a mercy,
but we're not here to play God.
586
00:38:11,457 --> 00:38:13,792
-I'm so sorry about this.
-Oh, don't be.
587
00:38:15,502 --> 00:38:16,503
Oh, what's that?
588
00:38:19,381 --> 00:38:21,592
Oh, crap.
589
00:38:21,675 --> 00:38:23,344
Oh, crap.
590
00:38:23,427 --> 00:38:24,261
Crap.
591
00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,388
-Crap, crap!
-Oh.
592
00:38:26,472 --> 00:38:29,683
They sent an email out about this.
He must have nicked it.
593
00:38:31,018 --> 00:38:32,311
Oh, you must be loving this.
594
00:38:32,394 --> 00:38:34,104
No, I'm honestly not.
595
00:38:34,188 --> 00:38:36,732
I know how hard it is
for a kid to lose their dad.
596
00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:39,443
Austin didn't speak for a month
when his dad was arrested.
597
00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:42,571
Yeah, I was just gonna say
that I'll have his dad talk to him, but I…
598
00:38:43,238 --> 00:38:44,698
I can't say that, can I?
599
00:38:45,616 --> 00:38:48,994
Hey, we moms have to stick together, okay?
600
00:38:49,536 --> 00:38:50,371
Yeah, right.
601
00:38:51,622 --> 00:38:53,749
I'm not a monster, Cynthia.
602
00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:55,834
Okay, well, I'm gonna ignore that.
603
00:38:56,835 --> 00:38:58,003
How about this?
604
00:38:58,087 --> 00:39:00,089
I'll take the book
and return it to the club.
605
00:39:00,172 --> 00:39:02,257
Say it was turned in
to the mayor's office anonymously.
606
00:39:02,341 --> 00:39:04,885
-Zach never needs to be mentioned.
-You'd do that?
607
00:39:04,968 --> 00:39:07,012
Of course.
608
00:39:07,805 --> 00:39:11,100
You know, and maybe you could do
a little, tiny something for me.
609
00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:18,816
No eating unless you're on break.
610
00:39:26,448 --> 00:39:27,324
Are you high?
611
00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:30,119
-No.
-You're totally stoned right now.
612
00:39:32,329 --> 00:39:33,789
What is going on with you?
613
00:39:34,790 --> 00:39:35,624
I'm fine.
614
00:39:36,708 --> 00:39:37,835
Are you having another date?
615
00:39:44,258 --> 00:39:46,552
Yikes. Stern Joe.
616
00:39:47,469 --> 00:39:50,222
Mm. I am stoned. Yeah.
617
00:39:51,056 --> 00:39:52,766
Marcus is really rubbing off on you.
618
00:39:53,350 --> 00:39:54,935
Maybe I'm rubbing off on Marcus.
619
00:39:56,937 --> 00:39:58,313
Hey, can I ask you something?
620
00:39:59,398 --> 00:40:01,775
What happened between you and Hunter?
621
00:40:02,734 --> 00:40:06,572
'Cause at rehearsal,
he was, like… very sad.
622
00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:08,198
Why? What did he say?
623
00:40:09,241 --> 00:40:10,325
He wrote a song.
624
00:40:10,409 --> 00:40:12,578
Not another song.
625
00:40:13,662 --> 00:40:14,997
It sucks when you're with someone
626
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,082
and you're into them way more
than they're into you.
627
00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:18,584
I was into Hunter.
628
00:40:19,710 --> 00:40:21,336
I was just into Marcus way more.
629
00:40:24,381 --> 00:40:25,215
I'm sorry.
630
00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:30,304
I just get why Hunter's upset.
631
00:40:31,388 --> 00:40:35,100
Yeah, you know, I'm the bad guy
who cheated on perfect Hunter, okay?
632
00:40:35,184 --> 00:40:38,729
I'm the villain, I'm evil.
Oh, it's just so fun to hate Ginny.
633
00:40:38,812 --> 00:40:41,857
It wasn't just me, you know?
He's not completely blameless.
634
00:40:41,940 --> 00:40:43,734
Sorry to unload on you. I'm just--
635
00:40:44,735 --> 00:40:46,904
I'm going through a lot right now,
you know?
636
00:40:46,987 --> 00:40:49,573
And I can't even talk to anyone
about what's really going on,
637
00:40:49,656 --> 00:40:51,033
not even my therapist.
638
00:40:51,116 --> 00:40:52,743
By the way, I'm in therapy now.
639
00:40:53,952 --> 00:40:55,913
I don't know why
I'm telling you this.
640
00:40:56,705 --> 00:40:57,873
I'm really stoned.
641
00:41:04,379 --> 00:41:05,631
I don't think you're evil.
642
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:09,718
Thank you.
643
00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:15,182
Well, I did it.
We're in the Neighborhood Club.
644
00:41:15,891 --> 00:41:17,267
Really?
645
00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:19,686
Even after Cynthia ripped you a new one?
646
00:41:19,770 --> 00:41:22,731
She had a change of heart. Poor thing,
she's going through a hard time.
647
00:41:23,732 --> 00:41:25,442
And how, may I ask, did you do that?
648
00:41:26,401 --> 00:41:27,778
Never mind. Never mind.
649
00:41:27,861 --> 00:41:29,488
As usual, you got what you wanted.
650
00:41:30,906 --> 00:41:33,617
-That's gotta make you happy, right?
-So happy.
651
00:41:33,700 --> 00:41:35,077
Everything's perfect.
652
00:41:35,869 --> 00:41:36,703
Mm.
653
00:41:41,833 --> 00:41:43,085
Your hair.
654
00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,003
Ya like?
655
00:41:45,587 --> 00:41:46,713
I hate it.
656
00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:50,342
Excuse me, miss, not so fast.
657
00:41:50,968 --> 00:41:53,387
I covered for you today,
thank you very much.
658
00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:56,306
Where were you?
I know you weren't at the dentist.
659
00:41:56,390 --> 00:41:59,851
I was smoking weed and skipping school.
Is that what you wanna hear?
660
00:41:59,935 --> 00:42:01,937
Oh yeah, that's my dream.
661
00:42:03,021 --> 00:42:04,773
Sure you want Paul here for this?
662
00:42:05,357 --> 00:42:06,650
I'm done. I can go.
663
00:42:06,733 --> 00:42:09,736
Paul's marrying me.
He's here for all of it.
664
00:42:10,737 --> 00:42:12,698
You sure about that? All of it?
665
00:42:17,452 --> 00:42:18,328
Go to your room.
666
00:42:19,079 --> 00:42:20,497
-Right now.
-Why?
667
00:42:20,581 --> 00:42:24,626
We're all such a happy family.
You, me, Paul, Austin, Mary.
668
00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:35,596
Who's Mary?
669
00:42:47,482 --> 00:42:48,317
Hey--
670
00:43:37,449 --> 00:43:39,326
What do you think makes a bad person?
671
00:43:41,203 --> 00:43:42,037
A bad person?
672
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:42,954
Yeah.
673
00:43:44,539 --> 00:43:46,667
I guess a desire to do bad things.
674
00:43:46,750 --> 00:43:50,128
What if they… they do these things,
but they think they need to?
675
00:43:50,212 --> 00:43:54,508
Uh, I think it's rare for things
to be as clean-cut as good or bad.
676
00:43:54,591 --> 00:43:56,635
It's usually something in the middle.
677
00:43:56,718 --> 00:43:58,637
What if it's something
that's undeniably terrible?
678
00:43:58,720 --> 00:44:00,472
Is there any redemption for that?
679
00:44:02,057 --> 00:44:03,433
I think I need details.
680
00:44:11,316 --> 00:44:12,317
It's my mom.
681
00:44:16,154 --> 00:44:19,574
She's done
some really messed up…
682
00:44:21,410 --> 00:44:22,703
I can't even say it.
683
00:44:23,995 --> 00:44:26,164
Just think about
the worst thing you could do.
684
00:44:26,248 --> 00:44:28,041
What, did she murder someone?
685
00:44:31,795 --> 00:44:32,629
Oh.
686
00:44:34,715 --> 00:44:35,549
Okay.
687
00:44:37,551 --> 00:44:38,510
Damn. Um…
688
00:44:40,554 --> 00:44:41,972
Something just changed.
689
00:44:42,973 --> 00:44:45,642
Like, I know, it's…
it's so bad and it's dark,
690
00:44:45,726 --> 00:44:48,687
and now there's this something
in the room with us.
691
00:44:48,770 --> 00:44:49,896
No. Come on.
692
00:44:49,980 --> 00:44:51,064
This is my mother.
693
00:44:51,565 --> 00:44:55,402
This is the woman that gave birth to me,
and she… she did this…
694
00:44:55,902 --> 00:44:59,656
this horrific thing, and--
695
00:45:01,908 --> 00:45:04,870
-Who else knows about it?
-I don't know.
696
00:45:05,871 --> 00:45:09,040
This detective guy,
he's a private investigator.
697
00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:13,003
Who'd she kill?
698
00:45:13,086 --> 00:45:14,880
-Jesus.
-What?
699
00:45:14,963 --> 00:45:18,467
Who'd she kill?
Like that's a normal question?
700
00:45:18,550 --> 00:45:20,260
No, it's not normal.
701
00:45:20,343 --> 00:45:23,597
I don't like how calm you're being.
It's really freaking me out.
702
00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:26,725
I mean, how can you be so calm
after what I've just told you?
703
00:45:29,644 --> 00:45:31,313
I wouldn't put much past your mom.
704
00:45:32,272 --> 00:45:33,774
-She's a--
-Psycho.
705
00:45:33,857 --> 00:45:34,775
A force.
706
00:45:36,610 --> 00:45:38,737
Anything that gets in her way
gets taken down.
707
00:45:38,820 --> 00:45:41,031
-This… kinda makes sense.
708
00:45:41,114 --> 00:45:43,366
Nothing makes sense. Are you kidding me?
709
00:45:43,450 --> 00:45:46,536
-Literally, nothing makes sense.
-Hey, breathe.
710
00:45:49,790 --> 00:45:50,707
Am I like that?
711
00:45:53,293 --> 00:45:54,169
Am I a force?
712
00:45:55,754 --> 00:45:56,630
Are you?
713
00:46:00,759 --> 00:46:01,593
I don't know.
714
00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:06,765
-Who'd she kill?
715
00:46:09,226 --> 00:46:10,101
My stepdad.
716
00:46:11,603 --> 00:46:12,729
Was he a good guy?
717
00:46:15,857 --> 00:46:17,234
No, not really.
718
00:46:17,943 --> 00:46:18,777
Okay, then.
719
00:46:19,861 --> 00:46:20,737
What?
720
00:46:20,821 --> 00:46:21,988
"Okay, then?"
721
00:46:22,572 --> 00:46:25,992
Like, so it's just fine?
He's not a good guy, so uh-oh time to die?
722
00:46:26,076 --> 00:46:28,870
You're acting like you want me
to get mad at you or something.
723
00:46:29,496 --> 00:46:30,747
You didn't do this.
724
00:46:30,831 --> 00:46:33,750
No, but I know about it,
and I feel like I did it.
725
00:46:37,337 --> 00:46:38,296
How'd she do it?
726
00:46:40,507 --> 00:46:41,341
Poison.
727
00:46:42,551 --> 00:46:44,135
-Badass.
-Marcus.
728
00:46:47,138 --> 00:46:48,306
Shit. I can't…
729
00:46:49,558 --> 00:46:51,810
I can't believe your mom killed a guy.
730
00:46:54,771 --> 00:46:55,605
Yeah.
731
00:47:07,492 --> 00:47:08,577
Hey.
732
00:47:08,660 --> 00:47:11,705
-What… What are you doing?
-I don't wanna think, hmm?
733
00:47:11,788 --> 00:47:13,665
Hey, no. No.
734
00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:15,709
Come on.
735
00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:19,504
-Never mind. I gotta-- I need to go.
-No. Hey, come on.
736
00:47:19,588 --> 00:47:21,298
-Ginny-- Ginny, stop.
-Just let me--
737
00:47:21,381 --> 00:47:22,841
-Marcus--
-Stop.
738
00:47:33,476 --> 00:47:35,103
I wonder what it felt like…
739
00:47:39,024 --> 00:47:43,111
for the air to leave your lungs like that.
740
00:47:47,073 --> 00:47:49,576
For you to know that
that's your last breath.
741
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:51,703
-Come on.
742
00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:53,371
-Come here.
743
00:47:57,375 --> 00:47:59,294
Marcus, you can't tell anyone, okay?
744
00:48:00,170 --> 00:48:01,046
I mean it.
745
00:48:01,129 --> 00:48:02,088
I won't.
746
00:48:04,841 --> 00:48:06,009
Come on.
747
00:48:09,471 --> 00:48:10,972
-It's okay.
748
00:48:14,893 --> 00:48:16,436
I don't wanna be like her.
749
00:48:19,022 --> 00:48:20,732
I don't wanna be a force.
750
00:49:09,489 --> 00:49:10,740
Why'd you do it, Mom?
751
00:49:11,658 --> 00:49:14,160
Don't ask questions
you don't want the answers to.
752
00:49:15,620 --> 00:49:17,080
I need to know.
753
00:49:21,793 --> 00:49:22,919
For you.
754
00:49:23,003 --> 00:49:24,045
For me.
755
00:49:24,129 --> 00:49:25,255
For my family.
756
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:27,632
It wasn't something I did lightly.
757
00:49:29,217 --> 00:49:32,220
I'm not proud of how I got us here,
but I'm proud I got us here.
758
00:49:34,431 --> 00:49:36,391
I never said I was a good person.
759
00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:38,685
You're my mom.
760
00:49:39,686 --> 00:49:41,730
I need to believe you're a good person.
761
00:49:42,772 --> 00:49:44,190
It would be nice, huh?
762
00:49:44,691 --> 00:49:46,067
If it was that simple, huh?
763
00:49:48,236 --> 00:49:49,696
You wanna know why I did it?
764
00:49:50,530 --> 00:49:53,116
I don't know that I ever felt
I had another option.
765
00:49:53,992 --> 00:49:55,452
You could always not murder.
766
00:49:56,453 --> 00:49:58,079
Not murdering is an option.
767
00:49:59,039 --> 00:50:00,874
Do you even feel remorse?
768
00:50:00,957 --> 00:50:03,585
There was no one protecting me, Ginny.
769
00:50:03,668 --> 00:50:04,586
No one.
770
00:50:05,170 --> 00:50:08,173
You have no idea how lucky you are
to have me. I'd kill for you.
771
00:50:08,256 --> 00:50:10,884
I'd actually kill for you.
772
00:50:11,593 --> 00:50:14,304
Let that sink in. That's not nothing.
773
00:50:14,929 --> 00:50:17,682
And I may be wrong, and I may be horrible,
774
00:50:17,766 --> 00:50:19,809
and I may be ugly
and not worthy of anything.
775
00:50:19,893 --> 00:50:21,853
Fine, I'm not worthy of anything.
776
00:50:24,355 --> 00:50:25,315
But you are.
777
00:50:26,816 --> 00:50:28,902
And it was up to me
to make sure you got that.
778
00:50:28,985 --> 00:50:32,155
And I did that.
Like it or not, I did that.
779
00:50:32,739 --> 00:50:35,533
I took all the darkness, and I ate it.
780
00:50:35,617 --> 00:50:38,203
I became it, like fricking Bane.
781
00:50:38,703 --> 00:50:42,207
Okay? So that you, my daughter,
could live a good life.
782
00:50:44,375 --> 00:50:47,378
I kept you safe. 'Cause that hand
doesn't stop on the thigh,
783
00:50:47,462 --> 00:50:50,840
and I spent my whole childhood wishing
my mom would stop that hand.
784
00:50:54,135 --> 00:50:57,680
I've got a lot of demons.
A lot of nightmares in my past.
785
00:50:59,224 --> 00:51:00,517
And I had a choice.
786
00:51:01,518 --> 00:51:05,688
I could live in the past, drown in it,
feel it every day, be there.
787
00:51:09,943 --> 00:51:13,780
But you have to live for the future,
'cause the past'll eat you.
788
00:51:14,447 --> 00:51:16,116
There's more to life than that hell.
789
00:51:18,660 --> 00:51:22,080
You and Austin, you're my future.
790
00:51:23,123 --> 00:51:25,041
You're what I live for.
791
00:51:26,251 --> 00:51:28,211
The second that test
told me I was pregnant…
792
00:51:28,878 --> 00:51:33,341
I mean, I was 15.
I was younger than you are right now.
793
00:51:33,925 --> 00:51:38,096
And then that strip turned pink
in a rest station bathroom in Georgia,
794
00:51:38,179 --> 00:51:39,639
and everything had to change.
795
00:51:41,057 --> 00:51:44,561
I left that bathroom, and I saw
this group of kids. They were so happy.
796
00:51:45,270 --> 00:51:47,147
They didn't have a care in the world.
797
00:51:47,689 --> 00:51:50,358
They wore nice clothes,
and they were smiling,
798
00:51:51,609 --> 00:51:52,861
and they were loved.
799
00:51:53,486 --> 00:51:56,573
You could tell these kids were loved,
they were taken care of.
800
00:51:57,615 --> 00:52:02,245
They were my age,
but they were loved and I wasn't.
801
00:52:04,164 --> 00:52:06,791
I decided right then
you were never gonna be like me,
802
00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,293
you were gonna be like them.
803
00:52:09,127 --> 00:52:13,381
And I knew I would do anything,
anything to make that happen.
804
00:52:15,049 --> 00:52:17,677
And it took a long time,
and it wasn't easy, but I did it.
805
00:52:18,178 --> 00:52:20,638
I got you on that bus with those kids.
806
00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:23,099
So you can hate me,
807
00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:26,144
you can think I'm the worst mother
in the entire world, and maybe I am,
808
00:52:26,728 --> 00:52:28,229
but I got you on that bus.
809
00:52:28,313 --> 00:52:30,273
I did what I had to do,
and I'd do it again.
810
00:52:30,356 --> 00:52:31,649
I have no remorse.
811
00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:35,320
Everything I do
is for you and your brother.
812
00:52:36,529 --> 00:52:38,156
You don't trust me? Trust that.
813
00:52:46,414 --> 00:52:48,750
And I really do like your hair.
814
00:52:51,085 --> 00:52:51,961
Thanks, Mom.
815
00:52:55,798 --> 00:52:56,633
Come here.
816
00:53:06,434 --> 00:53:08,061
But you can't tell anyone.
817
00:53:08,144 --> 00:53:10,021
You know that, right? Promise me.
818
00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:13,650
I promise.
819
00:53:15,860 --> 00:53:17,987
Me and you against the world, right?
820
00:53:30,041 --> 00:53:33,044
Mom, if you're done borrowing my game,
can I have it now?
821
00:53:33,127 --> 00:53:34,087
Mm.
822
00:53:34,754 --> 00:53:36,422
Trust is a tricky thing…
823
00:53:40,051 --> 00:53:42,595
-because trust goes both ways.
824
00:53:45,765 --> 00:53:47,392
We're in this together now.