1 00:00:02,254 --> 00:00:03,804 RADIO HOST: So we understand you're on a crusade 2 00:00:03,799 --> 00:00:05,719 about the radiation of food. 3 00:00:05,720 --> 00:00:07,430 CALLER: Uh, yeah, they have this new process 4 00:00:07,431 --> 00:00:09,231 running gamma rays through vegetables. 5 00:00:09,227 --> 00:00:11,647 It kills off everything alive, every little microbe. 6 00:00:11,649 --> 00:00:14,109 And then they assume it's okay for us to eat it. 7 00:00:14,111 --> 00:00:17,241 Now, how would you like eating radioactive broccoli? 8 00:00:17,243 --> 00:00:19,123 RADIO HOST: Well, it's not radiated--it's not-- 9 00:00:19,121 --> 00:00:20,331 [car door slams] 10 00:00:24,465 --> 00:00:25,465 [bell rings] 11 00:00:29,058 --> 00:00:32,058 [melancholy guitar music] 12 00:00:32,064 --> 00:00:39,084 ♪ ♪ 13 00:01:09,973 --> 00:01:11,143 - Bye, Dad. 14 00:01:18,114 --> 00:01:20,374 [car door slams] [engine turns over] 15 00:01:20,369 --> 00:01:22,959 [school bell rings] 16 00:01:22,957 --> 00:01:25,917 [students chattering] 17 00:01:25,922 --> 00:01:28,932 [soft music] 18 00:01:28,928 --> 00:01:33,558 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:33,562 --> 00:01:35,822 - That was a perfectly good fruit roll-up. 20 00:01:38,989 --> 00:01:40,449 Hi, Liz. 21 00:01:42,287 --> 00:01:46,587 I really--I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry. 22 00:01:46,588 --> 00:01:49,968 For my mother. 23 00:01:49,970 --> 00:01:52,020 Like, she was-- 24 00:01:52,015 --> 00:01:54,185 she did so much damage. 25 00:01:54,186 --> 00:01:56,646 You know, she was so destructive. 26 00:01:56,650 --> 00:01:58,570 - I appreciate that. 27 00:01:58,571 --> 00:02:02,161 - I mean, our friendship was my whole world. 28 00:02:02,161 --> 00:02:03,251 - Me too. 29 00:02:03,246 --> 00:02:05,706 BETH: [laughing] Yeah. 30 00:02:05,710 --> 00:02:07,550 I still miss you. 31 00:02:09,885 --> 00:02:12,715 [chuckles] I don't know. 32 00:02:12,724 --> 00:02:14,064 Tell me... 33 00:02:14,059 --> 00:02:15,559 what-what happened after that? 34 00:02:15,563 --> 00:02:18,993 Wh-what has your life been? 35 00:02:18,986 --> 00:02:21,196 - Um, let's see. 36 00:02:21,199 --> 00:02:23,119 My dad came back. 37 00:02:23,119 --> 00:02:26,539 And, um, we just sort of, like, lived 38 00:02:26,543 --> 00:02:28,713 inside, like, a simmering hostility. 39 00:02:28,714 --> 00:02:31,764 - [Beth laughs] - That was fun for a few years. 40 00:02:31,762 --> 00:02:34,642 And, uh, I don't know. 41 00:02:34,643 --> 00:02:37,113 I have two kids. 42 00:02:37,105 --> 00:02:38,815 I like one of them. 43 00:02:38,817 --> 00:02:41,737 The other one's just kinda, like, a hole in the team. 44 00:02:41,740 --> 00:02:44,960 And, uh, I have a husband, and he's... 45 00:02:46,833 --> 00:02:48,553 I mean, I don't know, I have one. 46 00:02:48,546 --> 00:02:51,886 I have a husband. [both laugh] 47 00:02:51,885 --> 00:02:55,265 - So your--your dad, I mean, 48 00:02:55,267 --> 00:02:57,267 you forgave him? 49 00:02:57,271 --> 00:03:01,321 - I mean...it wasn't easy. 50 00:03:01,320 --> 00:03:03,950 Like, my mom asked us to forgive him. 51 00:03:03,951 --> 00:03:07,541 And, uh, then he came back and then I just, 52 00:03:07,542 --> 00:03:10,132 like, punished him for a really long time. 53 00:03:12,594 --> 00:03:14,054 And then one day, I just tried to, like, 54 00:03:14,054 --> 00:03:16,064 focus on everything he was doing right 55 00:03:16,058 --> 00:03:18,648 instead of everything he did wrong. 56 00:03:18,647 --> 00:03:20,187 And he actually did a lot of things right. 57 00:03:20,191 --> 00:03:23,111 Like, he's, like, a weirdly good grandpa. 58 00:03:23,114 --> 00:03:26,254 - Oh, that's nice. 59 00:03:26,245 --> 00:03:28,115 - Wait, did you get married? 60 00:03:28,124 --> 00:03:29,964 - No, no. 61 00:03:29,961 --> 00:03:32,841 I--I was engaged 62 00:03:32,842 --> 00:03:37,392 for like, an hour, but... 63 00:03:37,392 --> 00:03:38,692 [scoffs] 64 00:03:38,687 --> 00:03:41,227 You would ha-- you would have hated this guy. 65 00:03:41,233 --> 00:03:42,443 I mean, really. 66 00:03:42,444 --> 00:03:44,034 - Did he wear, like, layered necklaces? 67 00:03:44,031 --> 00:03:46,331 BETH: Oh, worse. Worse. 68 00:03:46,327 --> 00:03:47,617 You remember Maximino? 69 00:03:47,622 --> 00:03:48,872 - Oh. BETH: He's like-- 70 00:03:48,874 --> 00:03:50,674 - Dis--that's disgusting. BETH: Yeah, it was-- 71 00:03:50,670 --> 00:03:52,380 - Why would you bring that up right now? BETH: No, it was like that. 72 00:03:52,381 --> 00:03:56,601 - Oh. - I'm seeing someone right now. 73 00:03:56,598 --> 00:03:58,428 He's, like, a farmer. 74 00:03:58,434 --> 00:04:01,734 I--I don't think it's gonna work out, though. 75 00:04:01,733 --> 00:04:04,743 It's like, everything is telling me it's not. 76 00:04:04,739 --> 00:04:06,329 All the signs are already there. 77 00:04:06,325 --> 00:04:08,905 Like, in the beginning, it should be easy, right? 78 00:04:08,914 --> 00:04:11,294 LIZ: No. God, like, no. [scoffs] 79 00:04:11,293 --> 00:04:12,963 It's not easy, ever. 80 00:04:12,964 --> 00:04:15,144 I mean, like, yeah, my husband was, 81 00:04:15,135 --> 00:04:18,135 like, an active nightmare the day I met him. 82 00:04:18,141 --> 00:04:21,481 I mean, like, and I just sort of zoomed past, 83 00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:22,610 like, every red flag. 84 00:04:22,608 --> 00:04:24,608 - [laughing] 85 00:04:24,612 --> 00:04:26,702 Yeah. - But, uh, I love him. 86 00:04:26,700 --> 00:04:29,710 He's, like, my favorite person, but he's, like, infuriating. 87 00:04:29,706 --> 00:04:31,206 - [Beth laughs] 88 00:04:31,208 --> 00:04:32,458 Yeah. - Not okay. 89 00:04:32,461 --> 00:04:33,961 BETH: I don't know, I've just spent, 90 00:04:33,964 --> 00:04:35,724 like, a lot of time on men 91 00:04:35,718 --> 00:04:38,258 and jobs 92 00:04:38,264 --> 00:04:41,564 and, uh, just things that I knew weren't right. 93 00:04:41,563 --> 00:04:43,733 You know, so I'm, like, trying to... 94 00:04:45,654 --> 00:04:47,124 I mean, the first time I met this guy, 95 00:04:47,115 --> 00:04:48,405 he was covered in blood. 96 00:04:48,409 --> 00:04:49,909 - [laughing] 97 00:04:49,913 --> 00:04:52,463 He was covered in blood? [both laugh] 98 00:04:52,459 --> 00:04:56,009 - It's--I mean, I'm pretty sure it was animal blood. 99 00:04:56,008 --> 00:04:57,338 Like, I just have to hope. LIZ: Kay. 100 00:04:57,344 --> 00:04:59,394 - I just don't really want those details, but-- 101 00:04:59,389 --> 00:05:01,439 - Okay, well, that's-- 102 00:05:01,435 --> 00:05:04,475 actually sounds like my friend Katie's boyfriend. 103 00:05:04,483 --> 00:05:06,243 - Well, I should go. 104 00:05:06,237 --> 00:05:08,577 Um... 105 00:05:08,575 --> 00:05:12,205 can I, like, call you, 106 00:05:12,207 --> 00:05:16,677 or do we hang out sometime? 107 00:05:16,675 --> 00:05:18,085 I don't really know. 108 00:05:18,094 --> 00:05:21,734 - I mean, it's not realistic 109 00:05:21,726 --> 00:05:23,936 that you and I are gonna be friends. 110 00:05:25,818 --> 00:05:27,778 - No, I know. 111 00:05:27,780 --> 00:05:29,200 I know you're right. 112 00:05:35,044 --> 00:05:36,054 Yeah. 113 00:05:38,635 --> 00:05:40,305 - But can I give you some advice? 114 00:05:40,305 --> 00:05:41,635 - Yeah. 115 00:05:41,641 --> 00:05:43,901 - Just let your old shit go. 116 00:05:45,189 --> 00:05:46,229 Let it go. 117 00:05:46,233 --> 00:05:47,863 Like, your mom wasn't the person 118 00:05:47,862 --> 00:05:49,412 she should have been for you. 119 00:05:49,406 --> 00:05:50,576 My dad wasn't. 120 00:05:51,828 --> 00:05:53,328 But you're gonna be 40. 121 00:05:53,331 --> 00:05:55,131 Wait, wait, are you gonna be 40? 122 00:05:55,126 --> 00:05:56,456 - Yes. LIZ: Oh, my God. 123 00:05:56,462 --> 00:05:57,972 Your birthday--wait, I still know your birthday. 124 00:05:57,965 --> 00:06:00,005 It's September 20th. 125 00:06:00,011 --> 00:06:01,311 - April 19th. 126 00:06:02,850 --> 00:06:04,350 [soft music] 127 00:06:04,353 --> 00:06:06,483 - I'm really glad I got to see you. 128 00:06:08,402 --> 00:06:10,412 - Me too. Can I... 129 00:06:10,406 --> 00:06:17,376 ♪ ♪ 130 00:06:21,888 --> 00:06:23,808 - Hey, Liz, I wanted to ask if-- 131 00:06:23,809 --> 00:06:25,019 BETH: Hey, Coach. 132 00:06:25,019 --> 00:06:26,229 - Oh, God. 133 00:06:33,369 --> 00:06:35,579 - Ah, fuck you. 134 00:06:35,582 --> 00:06:37,092 MAYA: No, no, no, you gotta breathe. - Ooh! 135 00:06:37,085 --> 00:06:38,625 MAYA: Breathe. Just let it go, B. 136 00:06:38,630 --> 00:06:40,380 Vickie's the shit. She know what she doing. 137 00:06:40,383 --> 00:06:41,473 Let her work. 138 00:06:41,468 --> 00:06:42,808 - This is a scar treatment. 139 00:06:42,805 --> 00:06:43,925 You can feel it right here. 140 00:06:43,932 --> 00:06:46,312 The needle lit right up. - Ooh. 141 00:06:46,312 --> 00:06:48,482 - Your MRI shows that you have ruptured discs 142 00:06:48,482 --> 00:06:50,282 in your lower back at L5 and S1. 143 00:06:50,278 --> 00:06:51,568 - Yeah. 144 00:06:51,573 --> 00:06:53,623 - And that's connected to this girdle vessel 145 00:06:53,618 --> 00:06:55,158 that wraps around the waist... - Girdle? 146 00:06:55,163 --> 00:06:57,213 - And brings circulation all the way down the leg. 147 00:06:57,208 --> 00:06:58,378 BETH: Yeah. 148 00:06:58,377 --> 00:07:00,207 So all that pain in my back came from here. 149 00:07:00,214 --> 00:07:01,514 VICKIE: Yes. 150 00:07:01,509 --> 00:07:02,929 - Oh, God. 151 00:07:02,928 --> 00:07:04,638 It's just-- 152 00:07:04,640 --> 00:07:06,440 ooh, it's a lot. 153 00:07:08,189 --> 00:07:10,939 - Yo, what's-- girl, what's going on? 154 00:07:10,944 --> 00:07:12,164 Are you okay? 155 00:07:12,155 --> 00:07:13,695 - It's--I think it's mostly the needles 156 00:07:13,700 --> 00:07:14,910 that are making me cry. 157 00:07:14,911 --> 00:07:17,001 It's not, like-- - Oh, okay. 158 00:07:16,998 --> 00:07:18,958 - But yeah, I just--I saw Liz. 159 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:20,840 I saw Liz today. - You talked to her. 160 00:07:20,839 --> 00:07:22,549 Was it-- was it good at least, or-- 161 00:07:22,551 --> 00:07:25,561 - Yeah, it was so good to see her. 162 00:07:25,557 --> 00:07:28,807 You know, we have so much love for each other. 163 00:07:28,814 --> 00:07:30,024 - Yeah. 164 00:07:30,024 --> 00:07:32,404 BETH: But...I don't know. 165 00:07:32,403 --> 00:07:34,533 I just wish I gave my mom a better funeral. 166 00:07:34,534 --> 00:07:37,214 - Oh, my God, Beth. - No, I know. but it's just... 167 00:07:37,205 --> 00:07:39,995 - Beth, you gotta-- you gotta let that go, okay? 168 00:07:40,002 --> 00:07:41,632 You know, you annoying everybody with that. 169 00:07:41,631 --> 00:07:42,971 I didn't wanna say nothing. 170 00:07:42,967 --> 00:07:44,887 But, like, even Grandpa Don's sick of your shit, 171 00:07:44,887 --> 00:07:45,887 and he's dead. 172 00:07:45,889 --> 00:07:48,349 - [laughing] Stop. 173 00:07:48,352 --> 00:07:50,112 - Get some more needles in there, girl. 174 00:07:50,106 --> 00:07:53,776 - Oh. [gasps] 175 00:07:53,780 --> 00:07:55,780 [exhales] 176 00:07:55,784 --> 00:07:58,794 [somber music] 177 00:07:58,790 --> 00:08:00,630 ♪ ♪ 178 00:08:00,627 --> 00:08:03,627 [distant dog barking] 179 00:08:06,221 --> 00:08:10,231 [door creaks] 180 00:08:42,418 --> 00:08:45,088 - You sure Mom's not home? 181 00:08:45,091 --> 00:08:48,681 - I'm pretty sure 182 00:08:48,682 --> 00:08:51,902 - It's the same. 183 00:08:51,896 --> 00:08:53,186 - When's the last time you were here? 184 00:08:53,190 --> 00:08:57,410 - I don't know, like, 2000... 185 00:08:57,407 --> 00:08:59,197 um... 186 00:08:59,202 --> 00:09:01,122 what's-his-name was hosting "TRL." 187 00:09:01,123 --> 00:09:02,543 Carson Daly. - Carson Daly. 188 00:09:02,543 --> 00:09:03,753 - Yeah. - Wow. 189 00:09:12,980 --> 00:09:16,740 - Um, I saw Liz. 190 00:09:16,738 --> 00:09:18,908 - Oh, wow. 191 00:09:18,908 --> 00:09:21,958 - Yeah. She's good. 192 00:09:21,956 --> 00:09:23,076 She's the same. 193 00:09:24,754 --> 00:09:27,184 They, uh... 194 00:09:27,175 --> 00:09:29,675 they wound up, like, completely forgiving her dad. 195 00:09:29,680 --> 00:09:31,430 [chuckles] Yeah. 196 00:09:31,433 --> 00:09:35,403 And he came home and everybody... 197 00:09:35,399 --> 00:09:37,399 really just moved on. 198 00:09:37,403 --> 00:09:40,333 - Um, yeah. That's insane. 199 00:09:43,082 --> 00:09:45,292 [pans clanking, thudding] 200 00:09:45,294 --> 00:09:47,384 I'm hungry. [sighs] 201 00:09:47,382 --> 00:09:48,932 BETH: I'm always hungry. 202 00:09:53,310 --> 00:09:56,150 Think it would be good for us to let go of it all too. 203 00:09:57,485 --> 00:09:59,865 It's really harmful to keep it in. 204 00:10:01,577 --> 00:10:03,407 I mean, I pulled all my hair out. 205 00:10:05,126 --> 00:10:06,336 - I know you did, babe. 206 00:10:18,318 --> 00:10:19,988 - I'm worried about you too. 207 00:10:21,909 --> 00:10:24,369 You've spent so much energy hating her. 208 00:10:26,042 --> 00:10:28,882 That's not good. 209 00:10:28,882 --> 00:10:31,472 - Yeah, like, 210 00:10:31,470 --> 00:10:34,890 I'm not happy that she died. 211 00:10:38,943 --> 00:10:41,323 Like, I hated her, but I liked, you know, 212 00:10:41,323 --> 00:10:42,743 knowing she was there. 213 00:10:42,743 --> 00:10:45,043 BETH: Yeah - Yeah, I got it. 214 00:10:51,468 --> 00:10:54,928 - I just-- I can't get over... 215 00:10:57,146 --> 00:11:00,696 I just wish I had done more when she died. 216 00:11:00,695 --> 00:11:02,615 - The funeral you did was fine. 217 00:11:02,616 --> 00:11:04,156 For Mom. 218 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:05,830 - For Mom. 219 00:11:05,830 --> 00:11:09,130 Yeah, but I want-- I need it to be fine for me. 220 00:11:09,128 --> 00:11:13,928 You know, and you, for-for us, for...for our loss. 221 00:11:13,930 --> 00:11:15,730 You know, it's... 222 00:11:15,725 --> 00:11:16,805 - Yeah. 223 00:11:16,811 --> 00:11:18,861 - She's our mom. 224 00:11:18,857 --> 00:11:20,477 - It's not like you can do it over, 225 00:11:20,484 --> 00:11:21,904 so you need to move on. 226 00:11:25,704 --> 00:11:27,294 - Let's do it over. 227 00:11:28,543 --> 00:11:30,253 - What? 228 00:11:30,254 --> 00:11:31,514 - The funeral. 229 00:11:31,507 --> 00:11:34,007 - You want a do-over funeral? BETH: Yeah. 230 00:11:34,012 --> 00:11:35,852 I want to have a do-over funeral. 231 00:11:35,849 --> 00:11:37,269 - All right, I'll get the shovel. 232 00:11:39,063 --> 00:11:40,533 - [sighs] 233 00:11:42,654 --> 00:11:44,494 I'm pretty ready for a new start. 234 00:11:46,161 --> 00:11:47,331 How 'bout you? 235 00:11:53,801 --> 00:11:56,061 - I guess so. 236 00:11:56,056 --> 00:11:57,766 - Part of that is me saying goodbye to John. 237 00:11:57,768 --> 00:12:01,318 - Oh, my God, you are so annoying. 238 00:12:01,316 --> 00:12:05,616 - Okay, um... I'm just-- 239 00:12:05,617 --> 00:12:08,077 I'm finally listening to my instincts. 240 00:12:08,080 --> 00:12:09,420 It's all right in front of me. 241 00:12:09,415 --> 00:12:11,245 It's very clear to me. 242 00:12:11,252 --> 00:12:14,132 Yeah, I'm gonna talk to him today. 243 00:12:15,344 --> 00:12:17,434 I'm not gonna be a passive passenger 244 00:12:17,431 --> 00:12:19,441 in the car of my life anymore. 245 00:12:19,435 --> 00:12:21,515 - What the fuck does that even mean? 246 00:12:21,524 --> 00:12:23,704 - I don't--I don't know what that meant, 247 00:12:23,695 --> 00:12:26,025 but you get it. 248 00:12:26,032 --> 00:12:28,162 He-he already has too many red flags. 249 00:12:28,161 --> 00:12:29,331 - He has too many red flags? 250 00:12:29,330 --> 00:12:31,210 He does? BETH: Yeah. 251 00:12:31,209 --> 00:12:34,089 - You are a red planet. 252 00:12:34,090 --> 00:12:35,720 Oh, my God. 253 00:12:35,719 --> 00:12:37,509 Oh, my God. 254 00:12:37,514 --> 00:12:40,604 No one likes you. This is why. 255 00:12:40,603 --> 00:12:43,863 - Wow, that's not a kind thing to say. 256 00:12:43,860 --> 00:12:46,320 - Okay, well, just go if you're going. 257 00:12:46,322 --> 00:12:47,702 - Go break up with him right now? 258 00:12:47,701 --> 00:12:50,081 - Go break up with him right now if you're so... 259 00:12:51,041 --> 00:12:52,251 - O-okay. 260 00:12:52,251 --> 00:12:54,761 I--okay. 261 00:12:54,757 --> 00:12:55,837 ANN: Good luck. 262 00:12:57,219 --> 00:12:58,969 - Okay. Um, yeah. ANN: Yeah. 263 00:12:58,973 --> 00:13:00,353 BETH: Will you save me some pasta? 264 00:13:00,350 --> 00:13:01,350 - No. 265 00:13:01,352 --> 00:13:02,442 BETH: Okay. 266 00:13:02,438 --> 00:13:06,238 ♪ ♪ 267 00:13:08,993 --> 00:13:13,133 SINGER: ♪ You think you know where I'm going ♪ 268 00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:17,006 ♪ The truth is, I haven't got a clue ♪ 269 00:13:17,009 --> 00:13:18,929 [The Wild Reeds' "Where I'm Going"] 270 00:13:18,930 --> 00:13:24,610 ♪ One thing I know, where I'm going ♪ 271 00:13:24,608 --> 00:13:28,698 ♪ There won't be another you ♪ 272 00:13:30,285 --> 00:13:33,995 ♪ And that don't mean that I found another man ♪ 273 00:13:34,001 --> 00:13:35,761 ♪ ♪ 274 00:13:35,755 --> 00:13:39,175 ♪ And that don't mean that I'll fall in love again ♪ 275 00:13:39,178 --> 00:13:41,768 [chickens clucking] 276 00:13:41,767 --> 00:13:46,607 ♪ ♪ 277 00:13:46,610 --> 00:13:47,740 - John? 278 00:13:47,737 --> 00:13:52,997 ♪ ♪ 279 00:13:52,998 --> 00:13:58,588 SINGER: ♪ Where this ship is sailing ♪ 280 00:13:58,593 --> 00:14:00,683 ♪ It don't need a captain of the crew ♪ 281 00:14:00,680 --> 00:14:03,520 BETH: Cesar, you seen John? 282 00:14:03,519 --> 00:14:04,979 CESAR: He's not here. 283 00:14:04,980 --> 00:14:06,440 You want me to help you look for him? 284 00:14:06,441 --> 00:14:07,781 BETH: No, no, no, it's fine. 285 00:14:07,777 --> 00:14:09,867 Hi, Bruce. 286 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:13,745 SINGER: ♪ The tracks lead me far away from you ♪ 287 00:14:13,748 --> 00:14:16,088 ♪ ♪ 288 00:14:16,085 --> 00:14:17,705 - John? 289 00:14:17,714 --> 00:14:21,354 SINGER: ♪ And that don't mean that I'll find another man ♪ 290 00:14:21,346 --> 00:14:25,186 ♪ And that don't mean that I'll fall in love again ♪ 291 00:14:26,982 --> 00:14:30,202 - Oh, sh-shit. Okay. 292 00:14:30,197 --> 00:14:35,287 ♪ ♪ 293 00:14:37,629 --> 00:14:41,849 Oh, shit. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. 294 00:14:41,845 --> 00:14:48,225 ♪ ♪ 295 00:14:49,695 --> 00:14:54,495 SINGER: ♪ 'Cause I'm not running ♪ 296 00:14:54,495 --> 00:14:58,245 ♪ From a home we built for two ♪ 297 00:14:58,253 --> 00:15:00,513 ♪ ♪ 298 00:15:00,508 --> 00:15:05,808 ♪ I'm chasing the winds, I'm leaving on whims ♪ 299 00:15:05,810 --> 00:15:09,440 ♪ And I'm learning a thing or two ♪ 300 00:15:09,442 --> 00:15:11,532 ♪ ♪ 301 00:15:11,530 --> 00:15:17,210 ♪ You see, I'm not running ♪ 302 00:15:17,207 --> 00:15:21,677 ♪ From a home we built for two ♪ 303 00:15:21,675 --> 00:15:24,505 BETH: Oh, come on, you stupid fucking boat. 304 00:15:24,514 --> 00:15:25,984 SINGER: ♪ I'm chasing the winds ♪ 305 00:15:25,975 --> 00:15:28,605 ♪ I'm leaving on whims ♪ 306 00:15:28,606 --> 00:15:32,606 ♪ And I'm learning a thing or two ♪ 307 00:15:32,614 --> 00:15:34,124 - Ew! What are you? 308 00:15:34,116 --> 00:15:35,486 Ew, something touched me. 309 00:15:35,494 --> 00:15:37,464 Ew, ew, ew, ew, ew! 310 00:15:37,456 --> 00:15:40,456 [grunting] 311 00:15:40,462 --> 00:15:45,812 SINGER: ♪ The truth is, you haven't got a clue ♪ 312 00:15:45,807 --> 00:15:51,357 ♪ And I never needed your company ♪ 313 00:15:51,359 --> 00:15:55,489 ♪ But I surely longed for you ♪ 314 00:15:55,492 --> 00:15:57,122 ♪ ♪ 315 00:15:57,121 --> 00:16:00,921 ♪ Yeah, I surely longed for you ♪ 316 00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:02,880 ♪ ♪ 317 00:16:02,882 --> 00:16:05,932 ♪ Yeah, I surely longed for you ♪ 318 00:16:05,930 --> 00:16:08,140 - Why didn't you tell me you were there? 319 00:16:08,143 --> 00:16:09,403 - You looked so focused. 320 00:16:09,395 --> 00:16:11,065 I didn't--I didn't know what you were doing. 321 00:16:11,065 --> 00:16:12,935 Here, take my shirt. 322 00:16:12,944 --> 00:16:14,534 - Your-your boat was-- 323 00:16:14,531 --> 00:16:16,081 thank you. 324 00:16:16,075 --> 00:16:18,075 Your boat was drifting off the shore, 325 00:16:18,079 --> 00:16:19,579 so I went out and got it. 326 00:16:19,583 --> 00:16:20,923 - Okay. 327 00:16:20,918 --> 00:16:25,718 - Yeah, it's--it's safe now. I t--I tied it up. 328 00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:28,560 Guess I know how to tie a knot. 329 00:16:28,559 --> 00:16:29,809 - Thank you. 330 00:16:29,811 --> 00:16:32,441 - [sighs] I don't like that boat. 331 00:16:32,441 --> 00:16:34,741 - I don't like that boat either. 332 00:16:34,738 --> 00:16:37,868 I mean, that's not my boat or anything. 333 00:16:37,869 --> 00:16:39,919 - What are you talking about? Yes, it is. 334 00:16:39,915 --> 00:16:41,125 I just tied it up. 335 00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:42,665 I just swam out there and I tied it up. 336 00:16:42,670 --> 00:16:44,800 - I mean, I think Skyler will really appreciate that, 337 00:16:44,799 --> 00:16:46,599 because that's Skyler's boat. 338 00:16:46,595 --> 00:16:50,475 My boat's in the shed because of the weather. 339 00:16:50,477 --> 00:16:52,227 Came to check on Skyler's boat. 340 00:16:54,026 --> 00:16:55,146 Beth? 341 00:16:58,493 --> 00:16:59,703 - [sighs] 342 00:17:04,171 --> 00:17:05,681 Can I have my cardigan back? 343 00:17:07,344 --> 00:17:08,764 - Yeah. Can I have my shirt? 344 00:17:08,764 --> 00:17:09,984 It's a little buggy. 345 00:17:18,491 --> 00:17:19,911 It's a little wet. 346 00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:24,670 - I came here to break up with you. 347 00:17:25,965 --> 00:17:28,135 - Oh. 348 00:17:28,136 --> 00:17:31,346 BETH: Yeah, but then I saw... your boat out there, 349 00:17:31,350 --> 00:17:33,310 and I couldn't stand the idea of you coming here 350 00:17:33,313 --> 00:17:34,523 and seeing that it was gone. 351 00:17:36,987 --> 00:17:38,197 JOHN: Thank you. 352 00:17:44,376 --> 00:17:47,296 - If we're... 353 00:17:47,299 --> 00:17:51,179 if we're gonna do this, like, I mean business with you. 354 00:17:51,182 --> 00:17:54,562 - I mean business with you. 355 00:17:54,564 --> 00:17:57,244 - Yeah? 356 00:17:57,235 --> 00:17:58,775 'Cause I don't really know what to do 357 00:17:58,781 --> 00:18:00,031 when you're repeating yourself. 358 00:18:00,033 --> 00:18:02,203 I... 359 00:18:02,204 --> 00:18:03,674 - We can figure it out. 360 00:18:05,711 --> 00:18:07,211 - Really? - Yeah. 361 00:18:07,214 --> 00:18:10,514 I-I know I don't always act the way I'm supposed to. 362 00:18:10,513 --> 00:18:11,893 Like, I know when someone shows me 363 00:18:11,890 --> 00:18:13,180 a picture of their kid, 364 00:18:13,184 --> 00:18:15,154 I'm supposed to act like I'm looking at fireworks 365 00:18:15,146 --> 00:18:18,736 even if the kid is unattractive to me. 366 00:18:18,737 --> 00:18:20,157 - You're attracted to kids? 367 00:18:20,156 --> 00:18:22,236 - No, not-- 368 00:18:22,244 --> 00:18:23,874 not romantically. 369 00:18:23,872 --> 00:18:26,252 - Do you want kids? - Yes. 370 00:18:28,005 --> 00:18:30,295 - Cool, I'm just asking for a friend. 371 00:18:37,482 --> 00:18:38,822 - Can we go back to my house? 372 00:18:38,819 --> 00:18:40,239 There's something I want to show you. 373 00:18:42,910 --> 00:18:44,910 - Yeah. 374 00:18:44,914 --> 00:18:46,134 Is this where I get murdered? 375 00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:47,745 - No. No, no. 376 00:18:49,465 --> 00:18:52,215 That's later. BETH: What? 377 00:18:52,220 --> 00:18:56,310 [inaudible] 378 00:18:56,312 --> 00:18:59,402 JOHN: Okay. Now just wait. 379 00:19:01,113 --> 00:19:02,283 And there we go. 380 00:19:02,282 --> 00:19:03,952 - [Beth gasps] 381 00:19:03,952 --> 00:19:07,542 JOHN: Right, and then you can also--nine. 382 00:19:07,543 --> 00:19:11,513 BETH: You get nine? JOHN: I think there's up to 13. 383 00:19:11,510 --> 00:19:15,060 [sentimental music] 384 00:19:15,058 --> 00:19:18,358 You happy? BETH: I'm so happy. 385 00:19:18,356 --> 00:19:20,566 JOHN: Let's go back down 'cause I feel a little more comfortable-- 386 00:19:20,569 --> 00:19:22,159 BETH: Yeah, I think I'm too high up. 387 00:19:22,155 --> 00:19:25,035 JOHN: Five is good. - [Beth laughs] 388 00:19:25,036 --> 00:19:26,286 Oh. 389 00:19:26,288 --> 00:19:28,128 JOHN: How long do you normally watch for? 390 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:30,665 BETH: Just, like, four to six hours. 391 00:19:30,673 --> 00:19:32,013 JOHN: Okay. 392 00:19:36,643 --> 00:19:39,653 [people chattering] 393 00:19:39,649 --> 00:19:41,699 [sentimental music] 394 00:19:41,695 --> 00:19:42,905 - Good to meet you. Gerald. 395 00:19:42,905 --> 00:19:44,315 - Oh, hi, Gerald, I'm Shlomo. 396 00:19:44,324 --> 00:19:45,374 - Nice to meet you. 397 00:19:45,368 --> 00:19:46,828 - I'm Shlomo. - We know. 398 00:19:46,830 --> 00:19:48,170 We met you the other day. 399 00:19:48,165 --> 00:19:49,835 - Now, these are beautiful. We got these today. 400 00:19:49,836 --> 00:19:52,416 - Yeah. What are these called? - They're heirloom tomatoes. 401 00:19:52,424 --> 00:19:53,974 - Heirloom, right. 'Cause they're old. 402 00:19:53,969 --> 00:19:55,309 - Can we start? - 'Cause they're old. 403 00:19:55,305 --> 00:19:56,725 - No, it's... - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 404 00:19:56,725 --> 00:19:58,595 - Okay, 'scuse me, thank you. 405 00:19:58,604 --> 00:20:00,484 PERSON: Here we go. Here we go. ANN: Your attention. 406 00:20:00,481 --> 00:20:02,361 Thank you, thank you. BETH: Attention. 407 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:04,320 - So thank you, everybody, for coming. 408 00:20:04,323 --> 00:20:07,503 Um, or to some of you for coming back, Rabbi. 409 00:20:07,495 --> 00:20:08,745 - Mm-hmm. 410 00:20:08,749 --> 00:20:11,209 - Let's--just no social media right now. 411 00:20:11,211 --> 00:20:13,381 - Okay, powering down. 412 00:20:13,382 --> 00:20:16,892 - So our mom had a few requests for her funeral. 413 00:20:16,890 --> 00:20:19,480 - Uh, you need me to sing "Kiss from a Rose"? 414 00:20:19,478 --> 00:20:21,858 - No. Please, please. 415 00:20:21,858 --> 00:20:23,438 We have it covered. DJ? 416 00:20:23,444 --> 00:20:25,374 - What's up, Three Trees? 417 00:20:25,365 --> 00:20:28,285 DJ Trev in the funer-izzay. 418 00:20:28,287 --> 00:20:29,827 [DJ scratching] 419 00:20:29,832 --> 00:20:32,462 RIP, Jane. she's in a better place. 420 00:20:32,462 --> 00:20:34,762 BOOMING VOICE: Rest in peace. 421 00:20:34,759 --> 00:20:36,929 - Bring the fire. Feel the explosion. 422 00:20:36,930 --> 00:20:38,640 [loud boom] Welcome to Club Trev. 423 00:20:38,642 --> 00:20:40,652 [record scratch] 424 00:20:41,982 --> 00:20:43,362 - That was cool. - That guy's awesome. 425 00:20:43,359 --> 00:20:45,199 - He's good. Very good, right? 426 00:20:45,196 --> 00:20:46,826 - Good work. - It's good. 427 00:20:46,825 --> 00:20:47,905 Happy to have you. 428 00:20:47,910 --> 00:20:49,250 [thunderclap] 429 00:20:49,246 --> 00:20:51,076 - Um, anyway... 430 00:20:51,083 --> 00:20:53,673 it's weird that we, uh-- we put so much thought 431 00:20:53,672 --> 00:20:55,432 into every other aspect of life, 432 00:20:55,425 --> 00:20:59,385 but when it comes to death, uh, we forget to make a plan, 433 00:20:59,391 --> 00:21:03,111 so we're doing it over so that Beth will shut up about it. 434 00:21:03,107 --> 00:21:04,937 [air horn blares] 435 00:21:04,944 --> 00:21:08,744 Okay, so... [clears throat] 436 00:21:08,744 --> 00:21:11,294 [sighs] 437 00:21:11,290 --> 00:21:13,670 Shoot. - You got it. You got it. 438 00:21:15,549 --> 00:21:19,469 - Sorry. So our mom loved us... 439 00:21:23,314 --> 00:21:26,244 Excuse me. Sorry. As best she could. 440 00:21:27,782 --> 00:21:31,792 And, um, she wanted to be a really good mom. 441 00:21:34,086 --> 00:21:36,006 And, um--and sometimes she was. 442 00:21:36,006 --> 00:21:37,636 [clears throat] 443 00:21:39,304 --> 00:21:41,274 - Yeah. [clapping] 444 00:21:41,266 --> 00:21:43,516 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. That's really good. 445 00:21:43,522 --> 00:21:45,402 That's really good. 446 00:21:45,399 --> 00:21:47,819 ANN: Um, okay, well, let's hear from Jane's family. 447 00:21:47,822 --> 00:21:49,662 John, you wanna-- - Yeah. 448 00:21:49,659 --> 00:21:52,119 - Oh, yeah, well, Beth told me to wear a-- 449 00:21:52,122 --> 00:21:54,462 you're supposed to wear a suit when someone passes away. 450 00:21:54,459 --> 00:21:56,129 So I am, and-- 451 00:21:56,130 --> 00:21:57,590 - No, just pass her the mic. 452 00:21:57,591 --> 00:21:58,721 - Oh, yeah. - Oh, sorry. 453 00:21:58,718 --> 00:21:59,718 Yeah, no, I actually just wanted 454 00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:01,010 to tell everyone about the menu. 455 00:22:01,014 --> 00:22:03,734 It's braised lamb from the Heinzerling farm 456 00:22:03,728 --> 00:22:07,188 with baby carrots and fennel from our garden here, 457 00:22:07,193 --> 00:22:08,783 and an heirloom tomato salad, 458 00:22:08,780 --> 00:22:09,950 and the bread is from Amagansett, 459 00:22:09,949 --> 00:22:10,949 which we're gonna pass around. 460 00:22:10,951 --> 00:22:12,581 So enjoy. 461 00:22:12,580 --> 00:22:14,420 - Sorry. - Thank you. You look so good. 462 00:22:14,416 --> 00:22:16,746 - And, of course, wine from Three Trees. 463 00:22:16,754 --> 00:22:18,554 - Okay, I'm going. 464 00:22:18,550 --> 00:22:20,510 [chuckles] Um... 465 00:22:21,556 --> 00:22:22,726 Okay. 466 00:22:22,725 --> 00:22:24,055 Uh... 467 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:29,240 So our-our mom, 468 00:22:29,237 --> 00:22:32,237 Jane Jones... 469 00:22:32,243 --> 00:22:34,253 [somber music] 470 00:22:34,247 --> 00:22:38,047 She could be ornery and mean, 471 00:22:38,047 --> 00:22:40,507 in a way that women aren't really supposed to be. 472 00:22:43,057 --> 00:22:44,267 She was funny. 473 00:22:44,267 --> 00:22:46,937 She could make you laugh with just, like, 474 00:22:46,940 --> 00:22:49,570 one little expression. 475 00:22:49,570 --> 00:22:52,740 And she was beautiful. 476 00:22:52,743 --> 00:22:54,373 So beautiful. 477 00:22:56,668 --> 00:23:00,048 She, uh...she made our meals 478 00:23:00,049 --> 00:23:03,349 and-and...and put our Band-Aids on us. 479 00:23:03,347 --> 00:23:05,887 She picked us up from practice. 480 00:23:05,894 --> 00:23:07,484 We had fun. 481 00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:11,110 We had a lot of fun, too-too much fun, 482 00:23:11,113 --> 00:23:12,493 probably, too much of the time. 483 00:23:14,452 --> 00:23:17,842 But, uh, she lived 484 00:23:17,835 --> 00:23:21,675 in her own idea of reality. 485 00:23:21,676 --> 00:23:24,966 She lived in her daydreams. 486 00:23:24,974 --> 00:23:28,274 And that's how she survived. 487 00:23:28,272 --> 00:23:30,072 That's how she got by. 488 00:23:30,067 --> 00:23:34,237 And--and I loved her. 489 00:23:34,242 --> 00:23:37,042 Always, I loved her. 490 00:23:37,040 --> 00:23:40,510 Her warmth, her smell, 491 00:23:40,505 --> 00:23:44,045 her skin, 492 00:23:44,054 --> 00:23:45,684 and I miss her. 493 00:23:45,682 --> 00:23:51,402 ♪ ♪ 494 00:23:51,401 --> 00:23:54,661 Um, and I actually had the honor of going 495 00:23:54,658 --> 00:23:59,208 to Maya's grandfather's homegoing service. 496 00:23:59,209 --> 00:24:00,459 And what that is-- 497 00:24:00,461 --> 00:24:02,971 - No, no, no, no, no. No. Mm-mm, don't. 498 00:24:02,966 --> 00:24:05,296 That's for Black people-- let us have that, okay? 499 00:24:05,304 --> 00:24:06,354 Keep doing your white shit. 500 00:24:06,348 --> 00:24:08,268 - Oh, right. 501 00:24:08,268 --> 00:24:11,108 Okay, got it. All right. 502 00:24:11,108 --> 00:24:13,318 People aren't perfect, 503 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:16,280 and parents are people. 504 00:24:16,284 --> 00:24:18,504 And, you know, I just knew her as my mom, 505 00:24:18,497 --> 00:24:19,787 but she wasn't just my mom. 506 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:23,422 She was a woman and a little girl before that, 507 00:24:23,423 --> 00:24:26,683 you know, with her own heartbreaks and-- 508 00:24:26,681 --> 00:24:29,731 and school dances and her own parents. 509 00:24:29,728 --> 00:24:31,188 - Are you almost done? 510 00:24:33,402 --> 00:24:34,532 - Are you serious? 511 00:24:34,530 --> 00:24:36,120 - I'm scared the food will get cold. 512 00:24:36,116 --> 00:24:38,116 - Well, is it okay to eat during this? 513 00:24:38,120 --> 00:24:40,170 I think that will solve both problems. 514 00:24:40,166 --> 00:24:43,506 - Okay, no-- I'm-I'm--this is for me. 515 00:24:43,506 --> 00:24:45,006 Okay? I'm finishing this. 516 00:24:45,009 --> 00:24:47,509 I'm--let me--you know, I want to get through this, okay? 517 00:24:47,514 --> 00:24:48,774 - Maybe we should vote on it. 518 00:24:48,766 --> 00:24:49,976 BETH: What--we don't have to vote. 519 00:24:49,977 --> 00:24:51,647 - Put your hand down. Put it down. 520 00:24:51,647 --> 00:24:53,777 - I would have been done by now if you'd just let me finish. 521 00:24:53,776 --> 00:24:56,526 It's--really, it was just another, like, second. 522 00:24:56,532 --> 00:24:57,952 Okay? 523 00:24:57,951 --> 00:24:59,081 This is the point, okay? 524 00:24:59,078 --> 00:25:00,248 This is what I wanted to say. 525 00:25:02,043 --> 00:25:04,213 [sighs] 526 00:25:04,214 --> 00:25:07,144 I was just gonna say that no one loves you 527 00:25:07,136 --> 00:25:09,886 like your mom, 528 00:25:09,892 --> 00:25:13,902 and no one hurts you like your mom. 529 00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:17,870 And, uh... 530 00:25:17,866 --> 00:25:21,366 and finally, I-I realized what I wanted to say to her. 531 00:25:21,373 --> 00:25:23,673 After all of this, I just want to say... 532 00:25:23,670 --> 00:25:27,890 ♪ ♪ 533 00:25:27,886 --> 00:25:30,766 I love you. 534 00:25:30,767 --> 00:25:33,357 Thank you. 535 00:25:33,355 --> 00:25:34,565 Thank you, Mom. PERSON: Yes. 536 00:25:34,567 --> 00:25:36,187 - Thank you, Mom. GERALD: There's your girl. 537 00:25:36,194 --> 00:25:39,664 - Beth's starting to understand that her mother's complex life 538 00:25:39,660 --> 00:25:42,330 may have reflected the difficult relationship 539 00:25:42,331 --> 00:25:44,801 a lot of daughters have with their mother. 540 00:25:44,795 --> 00:25:47,505 And just the intrinsic challenges 541 00:25:47,509 --> 00:25:50,809 that a woman faces in the world. 542 00:25:50,807 --> 00:25:53,807 [air horn blares] [clapping] 543 00:25:53,813 --> 00:25:54,943 - Now, can we eat? 544 00:25:54,940 --> 00:25:56,570 - Yes, eat, eat. 545 00:25:56,569 --> 00:25:58,699 [people chattering] 546 00:25:58,698 --> 00:26:01,698 [children laughing] 547 00:26:01,704 --> 00:26:05,134 ♪ ♪ 548 00:26:05,127 --> 00:26:08,127 [upbeat violin music] 549 00:26:08,133 --> 00:26:09,683 ♪ ♪ 550 00:26:09,678 --> 00:26:12,678 [people chattering] 551 00:26:12,684 --> 00:26:19,704 ♪ ♪ 552 00:26:24,833 --> 00:26:26,173 - Oh, hi. - Good night. 553 00:26:26,169 --> 00:26:27,419 I'm gonna split. Is that okay? 554 00:26:27,421 --> 00:26:29,301 - Of course it's okay. ANN: Okay. 555 00:26:29,300 --> 00:26:32,600 So this is Kylie, and it's new. 556 00:26:32,599 --> 00:26:35,269 - Hey, Kylie and it's new. [laughter] 557 00:26:35,270 --> 00:26:36,900 - That's--I said-- that's okay, right? 558 00:26:36,899 --> 00:26:38,439 - Yeah, it's--it's new. - Yeah. 559 00:26:38,443 --> 00:26:39,953 - Okay, Annie, I'm not mad at you. 560 00:26:39,947 --> 00:26:41,577 - Okay, thank you. 561 00:26:41,575 --> 00:26:42,945 - I love you and I want to be closer to you. 562 00:26:42,953 --> 00:26:44,333 - I know. 563 00:26:44,330 --> 00:26:46,960 I have something for you, 'cause I know you work hard. 564 00:26:46,961 --> 00:26:49,301 - Was is this? - You don't have to share it. 565 00:26:49,298 --> 00:26:50,888 It's up to you. 566 00:26:50,885 --> 00:26:52,345 Bye. 567 00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:55,730 I really love you. 568 00:26:57,983 --> 00:27:01,073 Bye, bitch. - I love you. I love you. Bye. 569 00:27:01,072 --> 00:27:02,162 What is this shit? 570 00:27:02,158 --> 00:27:03,408 - Oh, shit. - Oh. 571 00:27:03,410 --> 00:27:04,660 SINGER: ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up ♪ 572 00:27:04,663 --> 00:27:06,923 ♪ Wanna get fucked up, fucked up? ♪ 573 00:27:06,917 --> 00:27:09,007 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 574 00:27:09,005 --> 00:27:10,545 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 575 00:27:10,550 --> 00:27:12,550 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 576 00:27:12,554 --> 00:27:14,224 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 577 00:27:14,223 --> 00:27:16,063 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 578 00:27:16,060 --> 00:27:17,440 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 579 00:27:17,438 --> 00:27:20,438 [Miley Cyrus' "Slab of Butter (Scorpion)"] 580 00:27:20,444 --> 00:27:23,454 [romantic pop music] 581 00:27:23,450 --> 00:27:30,460 ♪ ♪ 582 00:27:32,051 --> 00:27:35,601 ♪ The only laws ♪ 583 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:37,520 ♪ I obey ♪ 584 00:27:37,521 --> 00:27:40,941 ♪ The ones I'm makin' for myself ♪ 585 00:27:40,944 --> 00:27:46,294 ♪ ♪ 586 00:27:46,287 --> 00:27:52,047 ♪ So why you make me play ♪ 587 00:27:52,049 --> 00:27:54,719 ♪ On the rules of something else? ♪ 588 00:27:54,721 --> 00:28:00,901 ♪ ♪ 589 00:28:00,900 --> 00:28:06,620 ♪ Self-control is not ♪ 590 00:28:06,620 --> 00:28:08,960 ♪ Something I'm working on ♪ 591 00:28:08,958 --> 00:28:11,628 ♪ ♪ 592 00:28:11,630 --> 00:28:14,850 - [Beth clears throat] 593 00:28:14,845 --> 00:28:16,765 JOHN: Ready? 594 00:28:16,765 --> 00:28:19,185 - It's my serve, right? - Yes. 595 00:28:19,186 --> 00:28:21,186 - Okay. Let's go. 596 00:28:21,190 --> 00:28:23,780 SINGER: ♪ Just the light that leads me back again ♪ 597 00:28:23,779 --> 00:28:25,239 - Four serving four. 598 00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:27,910 SINGER: ♪ Changed my mind ♪ 599 00:28:27,912 --> 00:28:30,632 ♪ When I fell for you ♪ 600 00:28:30,627 --> 00:28:32,337 ♪ I wanna know what is right ♪ 601 00:28:32,338 --> 00:28:35,758 ♪ But I can't pull through ♪ 602 00:28:35,762 --> 00:28:39,022 ♪ So I'm wide awake ♪ 603 00:28:39,018 --> 00:28:41,938 ♪ And the day is done ♪ 604 00:28:41,940 --> 00:28:43,990 ♪ Just the light leads me back again ♪ 605 00:28:43,986 --> 00:28:45,736 [cheering, clapping] 606 00:28:45,740 --> 00:28:47,700 JOHN: You were there for it. 607 00:28:47,702 --> 00:28:49,752 SINGER: ♪ Ooh, never going back again ♪ 608 00:28:49,748 --> 00:28:53,798 - There for it. 609 00:28:53,798 --> 00:28:55,218 SINGER: ♪ Ooh ♪ 610 00:28:55,217 --> 00:28:59,767 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 611 00:28:59,768 --> 00:29:02,268 ♪ Changed my mind ♪ 612 00:29:02,272 --> 00:29:05,452 ♪ Just to see what's new ♪ 613 00:29:05,445 --> 00:29:10,495 ♪ I wanna do it first to make it through ♪ 614 00:29:10,497 --> 00:29:13,627 ♪ Till I'm wide awake ♪ 615 00:29:13,629 --> 00:29:16,429 ♪ And the feeling's gone ♪ 616 00:29:16,426 --> 00:29:22,266 ♪ Just the light that leads me back again ♪ 617 00:29:22,271 --> 00:29:23,861 ♪ Ooh ♪ 618 00:29:23,858 --> 00:29:28,488 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 619 00:29:28,491 --> 00:29:29,871 ♪ Ooh ♪ 620 00:29:29,870 --> 00:29:32,630 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 621 00:29:32,625 --> 00:29:39,635 ♪ ♪ 622 00:29:49,074 --> 00:29:51,084 - It's so easy.