1 00:00:02,297 --> 00:00:03,842 RADIO HOST: So we understand you're on a crusade 2 00:00:03,842 --> 00:00:05,763 about the radiation of food. 3 00:00:05,763 --> 00:00:07,474 CALLER: Uh, yeah, they have this new process 4 00:00:07,474 --> 00:00:09,270 running gamma rays through vegetables. 5 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:11,692 It kills off everything alive, every little microbe. 6 00:00:11,692 --> 00:00:14,154 And then they assume it's okay for us to eat it. 7 00:00:14,154 --> 00:00:17,286 Now, how would you like eating radioactive broccoli? 8 00:00:17,286 --> 00:00:19,164 RADIO HOST: Well, it's not radiated--it's not-- 9 00:00:19,164 --> 00:00:20,375 [car door slams] 10 00:00:24,508 --> 00:00:25,510 [bell rings] 11 00:00:29,101 --> 00:00:32,107 [melancholy guitar music] 12 00:00:32,107 --> 00:00:39,121 ♪ ♪ 13 00:01:10,016 --> 00:01:11,185 - Bye, Dad. 14 00:01:18,157 --> 00:01:20,412 [car door slams] [engine turns over] 15 00:01:20,412 --> 00:01:23,000 [school bell rings] 16 00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:25,965 [students chattering] 17 00:01:25,965 --> 00:01:28,971 [soft music] 18 00:01:28,971 --> 00:01:33,605 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:33,605 --> 00:01:35,860 - That was a perfectly good fruit roll-up. 20 00:01:39,032 --> 00:01:40,493 Hi, Liz. 21 00:01:42,330 --> 00:01:46,631 I really--I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry. 22 00:01:46,631 --> 00:01:50,013 For my mother. 23 00:01:50,013 --> 00:01:52,058 Like, she was-- 24 00:01:52,058 --> 00:01:54,229 she did so much damage. 25 00:01:54,229 --> 00:01:56,693 You know, she was so destructive. 26 00:01:56,693 --> 00:01:58,614 - I appreciate that. 27 00:01:58,614 --> 00:02:02,204 - I mean, our friendship was my whole world. 28 00:02:02,204 --> 00:02:03,289 - Me too. 29 00:02:03,289 --> 00:02:05,753 BETH: [laughing] Yeah. 30 00:02:05,753 --> 00:02:07,590 I still miss you. 31 00:02:09,928 --> 00:02:12,767 [chuckles] I don't know. 32 00:02:12,767 --> 00:02:14,102 Tell me... 33 00:02:14,102 --> 00:02:15,606 what-what happened after that? 34 00:02:15,606 --> 00:02:19,029 Wh-what has your life been? 35 00:02:19,029 --> 00:02:21,242 - Um, let's see. 36 00:02:21,242 --> 00:02:23,162 My dad came back. 37 00:02:23,162 --> 00:02:26,586 And, um, we just sort of, like, lived 38 00:02:26,586 --> 00:02:28,757 inside, like, a simmering hostility. 39 00:02:28,757 --> 00:02:31,805 - [Beth laughs] - That was fun for a few years. 40 00:02:31,805 --> 00:02:34,686 And, uh, I don't know. 41 00:02:34,686 --> 00:02:37,148 I have two kids. 42 00:02:37,148 --> 00:02:38,860 I like one of them. 43 00:02:38,860 --> 00:02:41,783 The other one's just kinda, like, a hole in the team. 44 00:02:41,783 --> 00:02:44,998 And, uh, I have a husband, and he's... 45 00:02:46,876 --> 00:02:48,589 I mean, I don't know, I have one. 46 00:02:48,589 --> 00:02:51,928 I have a husband. [both laugh] 47 00:02:51,928 --> 00:02:55,310 - So your--your dad, I mean, 48 00:02:55,310 --> 00:02:57,314 you forgave him? 49 00:02:57,314 --> 00:03:01,363 - I mean...it wasn't easy. 50 00:03:01,363 --> 00:03:03,994 Like, my mom asked us to forgive him. 51 00:03:03,994 --> 00:03:07,585 And, uh, then he came back and then I just, 52 00:03:07,585 --> 00:03:10,173 like, punished him for a really long time. 53 00:03:12,637 --> 00:03:14,097 And then one day, I just tried to, like, 54 00:03:14,097 --> 00:03:16,101 focus on everything he was doing right 55 00:03:16,101 --> 00:03:18,690 instead of everything he did wrong. 56 00:03:18,690 --> 00:03:20,234 And he actually did a lot of things right. 57 00:03:20,234 --> 00:03:23,157 Like, he's, like, a weirdly good grandpa. 58 00:03:23,157 --> 00:03:26,288 - Oh, that's nice. 59 00:03:26,288 --> 00:03:28,167 - Wait, did you get married? 60 00:03:28,167 --> 00:03:30,004 - No, no. 61 00:03:30,004 --> 00:03:32,885 I--I was engaged 62 00:03:32,885 --> 00:03:37,435 for like, an hour, but... 63 00:03:37,435 --> 00:03:38,730 [scoffs] 64 00:03:38,730 --> 00:03:41,276 You would ha-- you would have hated this guy. 65 00:03:41,276 --> 00:03:42,487 I mean, really. 66 00:03:42,487 --> 00:03:44,074 - Did he wear, like, layered necklaces? 67 00:03:44,074 --> 00:03:46,370 BETH: Oh, worse. Worse. 68 00:03:46,370 --> 00:03:47,665 You remember Maximino? 69 00:03:47,665 --> 00:03:48,917 - Oh. BETH: He's like-- 70 00:03:48,917 --> 00:03:50,713 - Dis--that's disgusting. BETH: Yeah, it was-- 71 00:03:50,713 --> 00:03:52,424 - Why would you bring that up right now? BETH: No, it was like that. 72 00:03:52,424 --> 00:03:56,641 - Oh. - I'm seeing someone right now. 73 00:03:56,641 --> 00:03:58,477 He's, like, a farmer. 74 00:03:58,477 --> 00:04:01,776 I--I don't think it's gonna work out, though. 75 00:04:01,776 --> 00:04:04,782 It's like, everything is telling me it's not. 76 00:04:04,782 --> 00:04:06,368 All the signs are already there. 77 00:04:06,368 --> 00:04:08,957 Like, in the beginning, it should be easy, right? 78 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:11,336 LIZ: No. God, like, no. [scoffs] 79 00:04:11,336 --> 00:04:13,007 It's not easy, ever. 80 00:04:13,007 --> 00:04:15,178 I mean, like, yeah, my husband was, 81 00:04:15,178 --> 00:04:18,184 like, an active nightmare the day I met him. 82 00:04:18,184 --> 00:04:21,523 I mean, like, and I just sort of zoomed past, 83 00:04:21,523 --> 00:04:22,651 like, every red flag. 84 00:04:22,651 --> 00:04:24,655 - [laughing] 85 00:04:24,655 --> 00:04:26,743 Yeah. - But, uh, I love him. 86 00:04:26,743 --> 00:04:29,749 He's, like, my favorite person, but he's, like, infuriating. 87 00:04:29,749 --> 00:04:31,251 - [Beth laughs] 88 00:04:31,251 --> 00:04:32,504 Yeah. - Not okay. 89 00:04:32,504 --> 00:04:34,007 BETH: I don't know, I've just spent, 90 00:04:34,007 --> 00:04:35,761 like, a lot of time on men 91 00:04:35,761 --> 00:04:38,307 and jobs 92 00:04:38,307 --> 00:04:41,606 and, uh, just things that I knew weren't right. 93 00:04:41,606 --> 00:04:43,777 You know, so I'm, like, trying to... 94 00:04:45,697 --> 00:04:47,158 I mean, the first time I met this guy, 95 00:04:47,158 --> 00:04:48,452 he was covered in blood. 96 00:04:48,452 --> 00:04:49,956 - [laughing] 97 00:04:49,956 --> 00:04:52,502 He was covered in blood? [both laugh] 98 00:04:52,502 --> 00:04:56,051 - It's--I mean, I'm pretty sure it was animal blood. 99 00:04:56,051 --> 00:04:57,387 Like, I just have to hope. LIZ: Kay. 100 00:04:57,387 --> 00:04:59,432 - I just don't really want those details, but-- 101 00:04:59,432 --> 00:05:01,478 - Okay, well, that's-- 102 00:05:01,478 --> 00:05:04,526 actually sounds like my friend Katie's boyfriend. 103 00:05:04,526 --> 00:05:06,280 - Well, I should go. 104 00:05:06,280 --> 00:05:08,618 Um... 105 00:05:08,618 --> 00:05:12,250 can I, like, call you, 106 00:05:12,250 --> 00:05:16,718 or do we hang out sometime? 107 00:05:16,718 --> 00:05:18,137 I don't really know. 108 00:05:18,137 --> 00:05:21,769 - I mean, it's not realistic 109 00:05:21,769 --> 00:05:23,982 that you and I are gonna be friends. 110 00:05:25,861 --> 00:05:27,823 - No, I know. 111 00:05:27,823 --> 00:05:29,242 I know you're right. 112 00:05:35,087 --> 00:05:36,089 Yeah. 113 00:05:38,678 --> 00:05:40,348 - But can I give you some advice? 114 00:05:40,348 --> 00:05:41,684 - Yeah. 115 00:05:41,684 --> 00:05:43,939 - Just let your old shit go. 116 00:05:45,232 --> 00:05:46,276 Let it go. 117 00:05:46,276 --> 00:05:47,905 Like, your mom wasn't the person 118 00:05:47,905 --> 00:05:49,449 she should have been for you. 119 00:05:49,449 --> 00:05:50,619 My dad wasn't. 120 00:05:51,871 --> 00:05:53,374 But you're gonna be 40. 121 00:05:53,374 --> 00:05:55,169 Wait, wait, are you gonna be 40? 122 00:05:55,169 --> 00:05:56,505 - Yes. LIZ: Oh, my God. 123 00:05:56,505 --> 00:05:58,008 Your birthday--wait, I still know your birthday. 124 00:05:58,008 --> 00:06:00,054 It's September 20th. 125 00:06:00,054 --> 00:06:01,348 - April 19th. 126 00:06:02,893 --> 00:06:04,396 [soft music] 127 00:06:04,396 --> 00:06:06,525 - I'm really glad I got to see you. 128 00:06:08,445 --> 00:06:10,449 - Me too. Can I... 129 00:06:10,449 --> 00:06:17,422 ♪ ♪ 130 00:06:21,931 --> 00:06:23,852 - Hey, Liz, I wanted to ask if-- 131 00:06:23,852 --> 00:06:25,062 BETH: Hey, Coach. 132 00:06:25,062 --> 00:06:26,273 - Oh, God. 133 00:06:33,412 --> 00:06:35,625 - Ah, fuck you. 134 00:06:35,625 --> 00:06:37,128 MAYA: No, no, no, you gotta breathe. - Ooh! 135 00:06:37,128 --> 00:06:38,673 MAYA: Breathe. Just let it go, B. 136 00:06:38,673 --> 00:06:40,426 Vickie's the shit. She know what she doing. 137 00:06:40,426 --> 00:06:41,511 Let her work. 138 00:06:41,511 --> 00:06:42,848 - This is a scar treatment. 139 00:06:42,848 --> 00:06:43,975 You can feel it right here. 140 00:06:43,975 --> 00:06:46,355 The needle lit right up. - Ooh. 141 00:06:46,355 --> 00:06:48,525 - Your MRI shows that you have ruptured discs 142 00:06:48,525 --> 00:06:50,321 in your lower back at L5 and S1. 143 00:06:50,321 --> 00:06:51,616 - Yeah. 144 00:06:51,616 --> 00:06:53,661 - And that's connected to this girdle vessel 145 00:06:53,661 --> 00:06:55,206 that wraps around the waist... - Girdle? 146 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:57,251 - And brings circulation all the way down the leg. 147 00:06:57,251 --> 00:06:58,420 BETH: Yeah. 148 00:06:58,420 --> 00:07:00,257 So all that pain in my back came from here. 149 00:07:00,257 --> 00:07:01,552 VICKIE: Yes. 150 00:07:01,552 --> 00:07:02,971 - Oh, God. 151 00:07:02,971 --> 00:07:04,683 It's just-- 152 00:07:04,683 --> 00:07:06,478 ooh, it's a lot. 153 00:07:08,232 --> 00:07:10,987 - Yo, what's-- girl, what's going on? 154 00:07:10,987 --> 00:07:12,198 Are you okay? 155 00:07:12,198 --> 00:07:13,743 - It's--I think it's mostly the needles 156 00:07:13,743 --> 00:07:14,954 that are making me cry. 157 00:07:14,954 --> 00:07:17,041 It's not, like-- - Oh, okay. 158 00:07:17,041 --> 00:07:19,003 - But yeah, I just--I saw Liz. 159 00:07:19,003 --> 00:07:20,882 I saw Liz today. - You talked to her. 160 00:07:20,882 --> 00:07:22,594 Was it-- was it good at least, or-- 161 00:07:22,594 --> 00:07:25,600 - Yeah, it was so good to see her. 162 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:28,857 You know, we have so much love for each other. 163 00:07:28,857 --> 00:07:30,067 - Yeah. 164 00:07:30,067 --> 00:07:32,446 BETH: But...I don't know. 165 00:07:32,446 --> 00:07:34,577 I just wish I gave my mom a better funeral. 166 00:07:34,577 --> 00:07:37,248 - Oh, my God, Beth. - No, I know. but it's just... 167 00:07:37,248 --> 00:07:40,045 - Beth, you gotta-- you gotta let that go, okay? 168 00:07:40,045 --> 00:07:41,674 You know, you annoying everybody with that. 169 00:07:41,674 --> 00:07:43,010 I didn't wanna say nothing. 170 00:07:43,010 --> 00:07:44,930 But, like, even Grandpa Don's sick of your shit, 171 00:07:44,930 --> 00:07:45,932 and he's dead. 172 00:07:45,932 --> 00:07:48,395 - [laughing] Stop. 173 00:07:48,395 --> 00:07:50,149 - Get some more needles in there, girl. 174 00:07:50,149 --> 00:07:53,823 - Oh. [gasps] 175 00:07:53,823 --> 00:07:55,827 [exhales] 176 00:07:55,827 --> 00:07:58,833 [somber music] 177 00:07:58,833 --> 00:08:00,670 ♪ ♪ 178 00:08:00,670 --> 00:08:03,676 [distant dog barking] 179 00:08:06,264 --> 00:08:10,272 [door creaks] 180 00:08:42,461 --> 00:08:45,134 - You sure Mom's not home? 181 00:08:45,134 --> 00:08:48,725 - I'm pretty sure 182 00:08:48,725 --> 00:08:51,939 - It's the same. 183 00:08:51,939 --> 00:08:53,233 - When's the last time you were here? 184 00:08:53,233 --> 00:08:57,450 - I don't know, like, 2000... 185 00:08:57,450 --> 00:08:59,245 um... 186 00:08:59,245 --> 00:09:01,166 what's-his-name was hosting "TRL." 187 00:09:01,166 --> 00:09:02,586 Carson Daly. - Carson Daly. 188 00:09:02,586 --> 00:09:03,796 - Yeah. - Wow. 189 00:09:13,023 --> 00:09:16,781 - Um, I saw Liz. 190 00:09:16,781 --> 00:09:18,951 - Oh, wow. 191 00:09:18,951 --> 00:09:21,999 - Yeah. She's good. 192 00:09:21,999 --> 00:09:23,126 She's the same. 193 00:09:24,797 --> 00:09:27,218 They, uh... 194 00:09:27,218 --> 00:09:29,723 they wound up, like, completely forgiving her dad. 195 00:09:29,723 --> 00:09:31,476 [chuckles] Yeah. 196 00:09:31,476 --> 00:09:35,442 And he came home and everybody... 197 00:09:35,442 --> 00:09:37,446 really just moved on. 198 00:09:37,446 --> 00:09:40,369 - Um, yeah. That's insane. 199 00:09:43,125 --> 00:09:45,337 [pans clanking, thudding] 200 00:09:45,337 --> 00:09:47,425 I'm hungry. [sighs] 201 00:09:47,425 --> 00:09:48,970 BETH: I'm always hungry. 202 00:09:53,353 --> 00:09:56,192 Think it would be good for us to let go of it all too. 203 00:09:57,528 --> 00:09:59,908 It's really harmful to keep it in. 204 00:10:01,620 --> 00:10:03,457 I mean, I pulled all my hair out. 205 00:10:05,169 --> 00:10:06,379 - I know you did, babe. 206 00:10:18,361 --> 00:10:20,032 - I'm worried about you too. 207 00:10:21,952 --> 00:10:24,415 You've spent so much energy hating her. 208 00:10:26,085 --> 00:10:28,925 That's not good. 209 00:10:28,925 --> 00:10:31,513 - Yeah, like, 210 00:10:31,513 --> 00:10:34,937 I'm not happy that she died. 211 00:10:38,986 --> 00:10:41,366 Like, I hated her, but I liked, you know, 212 00:10:41,366 --> 00:10:42,786 knowing she was there. 213 00:10:42,786 --> 00:10:45,082 BETH: Yeah - Yeah, I got it. 214 00:10:51,511 --> 00:10:54,977 - I just-- I can't get over... 215 00:10:57,189 --> 00:11:00,738 I just wish I had done more when she died. 216 00:11:00,738 --> 00:11:02,659 - The funeral you did was fine. 217 00:11:02,659 --> 00:11:04,203 For Mom. 218 00:11:04,203 --> 00:11:05,873 - For Mom. 219 00:11:05,873 --> 00:11:09,171 Yeah, but I want-- I need it to be fine for me. 220 00:11:09,171 --> 00:11:13,973 You know, and you, for-for us, for...for our loss. 221 00:11:13,973 --> 00:11:15,768 You know, it's... 222 00:11:15,768 --> 00:11:16,854 - Yeah. 223 00:11:16,854 --> 00:11:18,900 - She's our mom. 224 00:11:18,900 --> 00:11:20,527 - It's not like you can do it over, 225 00:11:20,527 --> 00:11:21,947 so you need to move on. 226 00:11:25,747 --> 00:11:27,333 - Let's do it over. 227 00:11:28,586 --> 00:11:30,297 - What? 228 00:11:30,297 --> 00:11:31,550 - The funeral. 229 00:11:31,550 --> 00:11:34,055 - You want a do-over funeral? BETH: Yeah. 230 00:11:34,055 --> 00:11:35,892 I want to have a do-over funeral. 231 00:11:35,892 --> 00:11:37,311 - All right, I'll get the shovel. 232 00:11:39,106 --> 00:11:40,568 - [sighs] 233 00:11:42,697 --> 00:11:44,533 I'm pretty ready for a new start. 234 00:11:46,204 --> 00:11:47,373 How 'bout you? 235 00:11:53,844 --> 00:11:56,099 - I guess so. 236 00:11:56,099 --> 00:11:57,811 - Part of that is me saying goodbye to John. 237 00:11:57,811 --> 00:12:01,359 - Oh, my God, you are so annoying. 238 00:12:01,359 --> 00:12:05,660 - Okay, um... I'm just-- 239 00:12:05,660 --> 00:12:08,123 I'm finally listening to my instincts. 240 00:12:08,123 --> 00:12:09,458 It's all right in front of me. 241 00:12:09,458 --> 00:12:11,295 It's very clear to me. 242 00:12:11,295 --> 00:12:14,176 Yeah, I'm gonna talk to him today. 243 00:12:15,387 --> 00:12:17,474 I'm not gonna be a passive passenger 244 00:12:17,474 --> 00:12:19,478 in the car of my life anymore. 245 00:12:19,478 --> 00:12:21,567 - What the fuck does that even mean? 246 00:12:21,567 --> 00:12:23,738 - I don't--I don't know what that meant, 247 00:12:23,738 --> 00:12:26,075 but you get it. 248 00:12:26,075 --> 00:12:28,204 He-he already has too many red flags. 249 00:12:28,204 --> 00:12:29,373 - He has too many red flags? 250 00:12:29,373 --> 00:12:31,252 He does? BETH: Yeah. 251 00:12:31,252 --> 00:12:34,133 - You are a red planet. 252 00:12:34,133 --> 00:12:35,762 Oh, my God. 253 00:12:35,762 --> 00:12:37,557 Oh, my God. 254 00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:40,646 No one likes you. This is why. 255 00:12:40,646 --> 00:12:43,903 - Wow, that's not a kind thing to say. 256 00:12:43,903 --> 00:12:46,365 - Okay, well, just go if you're going. 257 00:12:46,365 --> 00:12:47,744 - Go break up with him right now? 258 00:12:47,744 --> 00:12:50,123 - Go break up with him right now if you're so... 259 00:12:51,084 --> 00:12:52,294 - O-okay. 260 00:12:52,294 --> 00:12:54,800 I--okay. 261 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:55,885 ANN: Good luck. 262 00:12:57,262 --> 00:12:59,016 - Okay. Um, yeah. ANN: Yeah. 263 00:12:59,016 --> 00:13:00,393 BETH: Will you save me some pasta? 264 00:13:00,393 --> 00:13:01,395 - No. 265 00:13:01,395 --> 00:13:02,481 BETH: Okay. 266 00:13:02,481 --> 00:13:06,280 ♪ ♪ 267 00:13:09,036 --> 00:13:13,169 SINGER: ♪ You think you know where I'm going ♪ 268 00:13:13,169 --> 00:13:17,052 ♪ The truth is, I haven't got a clue ♪ 269 00:13:17,052 --> 00:13:18,973 [The Wild Reeds' "Where I'm Going"] 270 00:13:18,973 --> 00:13:24,651 ♪ One thing I know, where I'm going ♪ 271 00:13:24,651 --> 00:13:28,742 ♪ There won't be another you ♪ 272 00:13:30,328 --> 00:13:34,044 ♪ And that don't mean that I found another man ♪ 273 00:13:34,044 --> 00:13:35,798 ♪ ♪ 274 00:13:35,798 --> 00:13:39,221 ♪ And that don't mean that I'll fall in love again ♪ 275 00:13:39,221 --> 00:13:41,810 [chickens clucking] 276 00:13:41,810 --> 00:13:46,653 ♪ ♪ 277 00:13:46,653 --> 00:13:47,780 - John? 278 00:13:47,780 --> 00:13:53,041 ♪ ♪ 279 00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:58,636 SINGER: ♪ Where this ship is sailing ♪ 280 00:13:58,636 --> 00:14:00,723 ♪ It don't need a captain of the crew ♪ 281 00:14:00,723 --> 00:14:03,562 BETH: Cesar, you seen John? 282 00:14:03,562 --> 00:14:05,023 CESAR: He's not here. 283 00:14:05,023 --> 00:14:06,484 You want me to help you look for him? 284 00:14:06,484 --> 00:14:07,820 BETH: No, no, no, it's fine. 285 00:14:07,820 --> 00:14:09,908 Hi, Bruce. 286 00:14:09,908 --> 00:14:13,791 SINGER: ♪ The tracks lead me far away from you ♪ 287 00:14:13,791 --> 00:14:16,128 ♪ ♪ 288 00:14:16,128 --> 00:14:17,757 - John? 289 00:14:17,757 --> 00:14:21,389 SINGER: ♪ And that don't mean that I'll find another man ♪ 290 00:14:21,389 --> 00:14:25,230 ♪ And that don't mean that I'll fall in love again ♪ 291 00:14:27,025 --> 00:14:30,240 - Oh, sh-shit. Okay. 292 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:35,333 ♪ ♪ 293 00:14:37,672 --> 00:14:41,888 Oh, shit. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. 294 00:14:41,888 --> 00:14:48,276 ♪ ♪ 295 00:14:49,738 --> 00:14:54,538 SINGER: ♪ 'Cause I'm not running ♪ 296 00:14:54,538 --> 00:14:58,296 ♪ From a home we built for two ♪ 297 00:14:58,296 --> 00:15:00,551 ♪ ♪ 298 00:15:00,551 --> 00:15:05,853 ♪ I'm chasing the winds, I'm leaving on whims ♪ 299 00:15:05,853 --> 00:15:09,485 ♪ And I'm learning a thing or two ♪ 300 00:15:09,485 --> 00:15:11,573 ♪ ♪ 301 00:15:11,573 --> 00:15:17,250 ♪ You see, I'm not running ♪ 302 00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:21,718 ♪ From a home we built for two ♪ 303 00:15:21,718 --> 00:15:24,557 BETH: Oh, come on, you stupid fucking boat. 304 00:15:24,557 --> 00:15:26,018 SINGER: ♪ I'm chasing the winds ♪ 305 00:15:26,018 --> 00:15:28,649 ♪ I'm leaving on whims ♪ 306 00:15:28,649 --> 00:15:32,657 ♪ And I'm learning a thing or two ♪ 307 00:15:32,657 --> 00:15:34,159 - Ew! What are you? 308 00:15:34,159 --> 00:15:35,537 Ew, something touched me. 309 00:15:35,537 --> 00:15:37,499 Ew, ew, ew, ew, ew! 310 00:15:37,499 --> 00:15:40,505 [grunting] 311 00:15:40,505 --> 00:15:45,850 SINGER: ♪ The truth is, you haven't got a clue ♪ 312 00:15:45,850 --> 00:15:51,402 ♪ And I never needed your company ♪ 313 00:15:51,402 --> 00:15:55,535 ♪ But I surely longed for you ♪ 314 00:15:55,535 --> 00:15:57,164 ♪ ♪ 315 00:15:57,164 --> 00:16:00,963 ♪ Yeah, I surely longed for you ♪ 316 00:16:00,963 --> 00:16:02,925 ♪ ♪ 317 00:16:02,925 --> 00:16:05,973 ♪ Yeah, I surely longed for you ♪ 318 00:16:05,973 --> 00:16:08,186 - Why didn't you tell me you were there? 319 00:16:08,186 --> 00:16:09,438 - You looked so focused. 320 00:16:09,438 --> 00:16:11,108 I didn't--I didn't know what you were doing. 321 00:16:11,108 --> 00:16:12,987 Here, take my shirt. 322 00:16:12,987 --> 00:16:14,574 - Your-your boat was-- 323 00:16:14,574 --> 00:16:16,118 thank you. 324 00:16:16,118 --> 00:16:18,122 Your boat was drifting off the shore, 325 00:16:18,122 --> 00:16:19,626 so I went out and got it. 326 00:16:19,626 --> 00:16:20,961 - Okay. 327 00:16:20,961 --> 00:16:25,763 - Yeah, it's--it's safe now. I t--I tied it up. 328 00:16:25,763 --> 00:16:28,602 Guess I know how to tie a knot. 329 00:16:28,602 --> 00:16:29,854 - Thank you. 330 00:16:29,854 --> 00:16:32,484 - [sighs] I don't like that boat. 331 00:16:32,484 --> 00:16:34,781 - I don't like that boat either. 332 00:16:34,781 --> 00:16:37,912 I mean, that's not my boat or anything. 333 00:16:37,912 --> 00:16:39,958 - What are you talking about? Yes, it is. 334 00:16:39,958 --> 00:16:41,168 I just tied it up. 335 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,713 I just swam out there and I tied it up. 336 00:16:42,713 --> 00:16:44,842 - I mean, I think Skyler will really appreciate that, 337 00:16:44,842 --> 00:16:46,638 because that's Skyler's boat. 338 00:16:46,638 --> 00:16:50,520 My boat's in the shed because of the weather. 339 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:52,274 Came to check on Skyler's boat. 340 00:16:54,069 --> 00:16:55,196 Beth? 341 00:16:58,536 --> 00:16:59,747 - [sighs] 342 00:17:04,214 --> 00:17:05,718 Can I have my cardigan back? 343 00:17:07,387 --> 00:17:08,807 - Yeah. Can I have my shirt? 344 00:17:08,807 --> 00:17:10,018 It's a little buggy. 345 00:17:18,534 --> 00:17:19,954 It's a little wet. 346 00:17:22,793 --> 00:17:24,714 - I came here to break up with you. 347 00:17:26,008 --> 00:17:28,179 - Oh. 348 00:17:28,179 --> 00:17:31,393 BETH: Yeah, but then I saw... your boat out there, 349 00:17:31,393 --> 00:17:33,356 and I couldn't stand the idea of you coming here 350 00:17:33,356 --> 00:17:34,567 and seeing that it was gone. 351 00:17:37,030 --> 00:17:38,240 JOHN: Thank you. 352 00:17:44,419 --> 00:17:47,342 - If we're... 353 00:17:47,342 --> 00:17:51,225 if we're gonna do this, like, I mean business with you. 354 00:17:51,225 --> 00:17:54,607 - I mean business with you. 355 00:17:54,607 --> 00:17:57,278 - Yeah? 356 00:17:57,278 --> 00:17:58,824 'Cause I don't really know what to do 357 00:17:58,824 --> 00:18:00,076 when you're repeating yourself. 358 00:18:00,076 --> 00:18:02,247 I... 359 00:18:02,247 --> 00:18:03,709 - We can figure it out. 360 00:18:05,754 --> 00:18:07,257 - Really? - Yeah. 361 00:18:07,257 --> 00:18:10,556 I-I know I don't always act the way I'm supposed to. 362 00:18:10,556 --> 00:18:11,933 Like, I know when someone shows me 363 00:18:11,933 --> 00:18:13,227 a picture of their kid, 364 00:18:13,227 --> 00:18:15,189 I'm supposed to act like I'm looking at fireworks 365 00:18:15,189 --> 00:18:18,780 even if the kid is unattractive to me. 366 00:18:18,780 --> 00:18:20,199 - You're attracted to kids? 367 00:18:20,199 --> 00:18:22,287 - No, not-- 368 00:18:22,287 --> 00:18:23,915 not romantically. 369 00:18:23,915 --> 00:18:26,295 - Do you want kids? - Yes. 370 00:18:28,048 --> 00:18:30,344 - Cool, I'm just asking for a friend. 371 00:18:37,525 --> 00:18:38,862 - Can we go back to my house? 372 00:18:38,862 --> 00:18:40,281 There's something I want to show you. 373 00:18:42,953 --> 00:18:44,957 - Yeah. 374 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,168 Is this where I get murdered? 375 00:18:46,168 --> 00:18:47,797 - No. No, no. 376 00:18:49,508 --> 00:18:52,263 That's later. BETH: What? 377 00:18:52,263 --> 00:18:56,355 [inaudible] 378 00:18:56,355 --> 00:18:59,444 JOHN: Okay. Now just wait. 379 00:19:01,156 --> 00:19:02,325 And there we go. 380 00:19:02,325 --> 00:19:03,995 - [Beth gasps] 381 00:19:03,995 --> 00:19:07,586 JOHN: Right, and then you can also--nine. 382 00:19:07,586 --> 00:19:11,553 BETH: You get nine? JOHN: I think there's up to 13. 383 00:19:11,553 --> 00:19:15,101 [sentimental music] 384 00:19:15,101 --> 00:19:18,399 You happy? BETH: I'm so happy. 385 00:19:18,399 --> 00:19:20,612 JOHN: Let's go back down 'cause I feel a little more comfortable-- 386 00:19:20,612 --> 00:19:22,198 BETH: Yeah, I think I'm too high up. 387 00:19:22,198 --> 00:19:25,079 JOHN: Five is good. - [Beth laughs] 388 00:19:25,079 --> 00:19:26,331 Oh. 389 00:19:26,331 --> 00:19:28,168 JOHN: How long do you normally watch for? 390 00:19:28,168 --> 00:19:30,716 BETH: Just, like, four to six hours. 391 00:19:30,716 --> 00:19:32,051 JOHN: Okay. 392 00:19:36,686 --> 00:19:39,692 [people chattering] 393 00:19:39,692 --> 00:19:41,738 [sentimental music] 394 00:19:41,738 --> 00:19:42,948 - Good to meet you. Gerald. 395 00:19:42,948 --> 00:19:44,367 - Oh, hi, Gerald, I'm Shlomo. 396 00:19:44,367 --> 00:19:45,411 - Nice to meet you. 397 00:19:45,411 --> 00:19:46,873 - I'm Shlomo. - We know. 398 00:19:46,873 --> 00:19:48,208 We met you the other day. 399 00:19:48,208 --> 00:19:49,879 - Now, these are beautiful. We got these today. 400 00:19:49,879 --> 00:19:52,467 - Yeah. What are these called? - They're heirloom tomatoes. 401 00:19:52,467 --> 00:19:54,012 - Heirloom, right. 'Cause they're old. 402 00:19:54,012 --> 00:19:55,348 - Can we start? - 'Cause they're old. 403 00:19:55,348 --> 00:19:56,768 - No, it's... - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 404 00:19:56,768 --> 00:19:58,647 - Okay, 'scuse me, thank you. 405 00:19:58,647 --> 00:20:00,524 PERSON: Here we go. Here we go. ANN: Your attention. 406 00:20:00,524 --> 00:20:02,403 Thank you, thank you. BETH: Attention. 407 00:20:02,403 --> 00:20:04,366 - So thank you, everybody, for coming. 408 00:20:04,366 --> 00:20:07,538 Um, or to some of you for coming back, Rabbi. 409 00:20:07,538 --> 00:20:08,792 - Mm-hmm. 410 00:20:08,792 --> 00:20:11,254 - Let's--just no social media right now. 411 00:20:11,254 --> 00:20:13,425 - Okay, powering down. 412 00:20:13,425 --> 00:20:16,933 - So our mom had a few requests for her funeral. 413 00:20:16,933 --> 00:20:19,521 - Uh, you need me to sing "Kiss from a Rose"? 414 00:20:19,521 --> 00:20:21,901 - No. Please, please. 415 00:20:21,901 --> 00:20:23,487 We have it covered. DJ? 416 00:20:23,487 --> 00:20:25,408 - What's up, Three Trees? 417 00:20:25,408 --> 00:20:28,330 DJ Trev in the funer-izzay. 418 00:20:28,330 --> 00:20:29,875 [DJ scratching] 419 00:20:29,875 --> 00:20:32,505 RIP, Jane. she's in a better place. 420 00:20:32,505 --> 00:20:34,802 BOOMING VOICE: Rest in peace. 421 00:20:34,802 --> 00:20:36,973 - Bring the fire. Feel the explosion. 422 00:20:36,973 --> 00:20:38,685 [loud boom] Welcome to Club Trev. 423 00:20:38,685 --> 00:20:40,689 [record scratch] 424 00:20:42,025 --> 00:20:43,402 - That was cool. - That guy's awesome. 425 00:20:43,402 --> 00:20:45,239 - He's good. Very good, right? 426 00:20:45,239 --> 00:20:46,868 - Good work. - It's good. 427 00:20:46,868 --> 00:20:47,953 Happy to have you. 428 00:20:47,953 --> 00:20:49,289 [thunderclap] 429 00:20:49,289 --> 00:20:51,126 - Um, anyway... 430 00:20:51,126 --> 00:20:53,715 it's weird that we, uh-- we put so much thought 431 00:20:53,715 --> 00:20:55,468 into every other aspect of life, 432 00:20:55,468 --> 00:20:59,434 but when it comes to death, uh, we forget to make a plan, 433 00:20:59,434 --> 00:21:03,150 so we're doing it over so that Beth will shut up about it. 434 00:21:03,150 --> 00:21:04,987 [air horn blares] 435 00:21:04,987 --> 00:21:08,787 Okay, so... [clears throat] 436 00:21:08,787 --> 00:21:11,333 [sighs] 437 00:21:11,333 --> 00:21:13,713 Shoot. - You got it. You got it. 438 00:21:15,592 --> 00:21:19,516 - Sorry. So our mom loved us... 439 00:21:23,357 --> 00:21:26,279 Excuse me. Sorry. As best she could. 440 00:21:27,825 --> 00:21:31,833 And, um, she wanted to be a really good mom. 441 00:21:34,129 --> 00:21:36,049 And, um--and sometimes she was. 442 00:21:36,049 --> 00:21:37,678 [clears throat] 443 00:21:39,347 --> 00:21:41,309 - Yeah. [clapping] 444 00:21:41,309 --> 00:21:43,565 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. That's really good. 445 00:21:43,565 --> 00:21:45,442 That's really good. 446 00:21:45,442 --> 00:21:47,865 ANN: Um, okay, well, let's hear from Jane's family. 447 00:21:47,865 --> 00:21:49,702 John, you wanna-- - Yeah. 448 00:21:49,702 --> 00:21:52,165 - Oh, yeah, well, Beth told me to wear a-- 449 00:21:52,165 --> 00:21:54,502 you're supposed to wear a suit when someone passes away. 450 00:21:54,502 --> 00:21:56,173 So I am, and-- 451 00:21:56,173 --> 00:21:57,634 - No, just pass her the mic. 452 00:21:57,634 --> 00:21:58,761 - Oh, yeah. - Oh, sorry. 453 00:21:58,761 --> 00:21:59,763 Yeah, no, I actually just wanted 454 00:21:59,763 --> 00:22:01,057 to tell everyone about the menu. 455 00:22:01,057 --> 00:22:03,771 It's braised lamb from the Heinzerling farm 456 00:22:03,771 --> 00:22:07,236 with baby carrots and fennel from our garden here, 457 00:22:07,236 --> 00:22:08,823 and an heirloom tomato salad, 458 00:22:08,823 --> 00:22:09,992 and the bread is from Amagansett, 459 00:22:09,992 --> 00:22:10,994 which we're gonna pass around. 460 00:22:10,994 --> 00:22:12,623 So enjoy. 461 00:22:12,623 --> 00:22:14,459 - Sorry. - Thank you. You look so good. 462 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:16,797 - And, of course, wine from Three Trees. 463 00:22:16,797 --> 00:22:18,593 - Okay, I'm going. 464 00:22:18,593 --> 00:22:20,555 [chuckles] Um... 465 00:22:21,599 --> 00:22:22,768 Okay. 466 00:22:22,768 --> 00:22:24,103 Uh... 467 00:22:26,483 --> 00:22:29,280 So our-our mom, 468 00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:32,286 Jane Jones... 469 00:22:32,286 --> 00:22:34,290 [somber music] 470 00:22:34,290 --> 00:22:38,090 She could be ornery and mean, 471 00:22:38,090 --> 00:22:40,553 in a way that women aren't really supposed to be. 472 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:44,310 She was funny. 473 00:22:44,310 --> 00:22:46,983 She could make you laugh with just, like, 474 00:22:46,983 --> 00:22:49,613 one little expression. 475 00:22:49,613 --> 00:22:52,786 And she was beautiful. 476 00:22:52,786 --> 00:22:54,414 So beautiful. 477 00:22:56,711 --> 00:23:00,092 She, uh...she made our meals 478 00:23:00,092 --> 00:23:03,390 and-and...and put our Band-Aids on us. 479 00:23:03,390 --> 00:23:05,937 She picked us up from practice. 480 00:23:05,937 --> 00:23:07,523 We had fun. 481 00:23:07,523 --> 00:23:11,156 We had a lot of fun, too-too much fun, 482 00:23:11,156 --> 00:23:12,533 probably, too much of the time. 483 00:23:14,495 --> 00:23:17,878 But, uh, she lived 484 00:23:17,878 --> 00:23:21,719 in her own idea of reality. 485 00:23:21,719 --> 00:23:25,017 She lived in her daydreams. 486 00:23:25,017 --> 00:23:28,315 And that's how she survived. 487 00:23:28,315 --> 00:23:30,110 That's how she got by. 488 00:23:30,110 --> 00:23:34,285 And--and I loved her. 489 00:23:34,285 --> 00:23:37,083 Always, I loved her. 490 00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:40,548 Her warmth, her smell, 491 00:23:40,548 --> 00:23:44,097 her skin, 492 00:23:44,097 --> 00:23:45,725 and I miss her. 493 00:23:45,725 --> 00:23:51,444 ♪ ♪ 494 00:23:51,444 --> 00:23:54,701 Um, and I actually had the honor of going 495 00:23:54,701 --> 00:23:59,252 to Maya's grandfather's homegoing service. 496 00:23:59,252 --> 00:24:00,504 And what that is-- 497 00:24:00,504 --> 00:24:03,009 - No, no, no, no, no. No. Mm-mm, don't. 498 00:24:03,009 --> 00:24:05,347 That's for Black people-- let us have that, okay? 499 00:24:05,347 --> 00:24:06,391 Keep doing your white shit. 500 00:24:06,391 --> 00:24:08,311 - Oh, right. 501 00:24:08,311 --> 00:24:11,151 Okay, got it. All right. 502 00:24:11,151 --> 00:24:13,363 People aren't perfect, 503 00:24:13,363 --> 00:24:16,327 and parents are people. 504 00:24:16,327 --> 00:24:18,540 And, you know, I just knew her as my mom, 505 00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:19,835 but she wasn't just my mom. 506 00:24:19,835 --> 00:24:23,466 She was a woman and a little girl before that, 507 00:24:23,466 --> 00:24:26,724 you know, with her own heartbreaks and-- 508 00:24:26,724 --> 00:24:29,771 and school dances and her own parents. 509 00:24:29,771 --> 00:24:31,232 - Are you almost done? 510 00:24:33,445 --> 00:24:34,573 - Are you serious? 511 00:24:34,573 --> 00:24:36,159 - I'm scared the food will get cold. 512 00:24:36,159 --> 00:24:38,163 - Well, is it okay to eat during this? 513 00:24:38,163 --> 00:24:40,209 I think that will solve both problems. 514 00:24:40,209 --> 00:24:43,549 - Okay, no-- I'm-I'm--this is for me. 515 00:24:43,549 --> 00:24:45,052 Okay? I'm finishing this. 516 00:24:45,052 --> 00:24:47,557 I'm--let me--you know, I want to get through this, okay? 517 00:24:47,557 --> 00:24:48,809 - Maybe we should vote on it. 518 00:24:48,809 --> 00:24:50,020 BETH: What--we don't have to vote. 519 00:24:50,020 --> 00:24:51,690 - Put your hand down. Put it down. 520 00:24:51,690 --> 00:24:53,819 - I would have been done by now if you'd just let me finish. 521 00:24:53,819 --> 00:24:56,575 It's--really, it was just another, like, second. 522 00:24:56,575 --> 00:24:57,994 Okay? 523 00:24:57,994 --> 00:24:59,121 This is the point, okay? 524 00:24:59,121 --> 00:25:00,290 This is what I wanted to say. 525 00:25:02,086 --> 00:25:04,257 [sighs] 526 00:25:04,257 --> 00:25:07,179 I was just gonna say that no one loves you 527 00:25:07,179 --> 00:25:09,935 like your mom, 528 00:25:09,935 --> 00:25:13,943 and no one hurts you like your mom. 529 00:25:13,943 --> 00:25:17,909 And, uh... 530 00:25:17,909 --> 00:25:21,416 and finally, I-I realized what I wanted to say to her. 531 00:25:21,416 --> 00:25:23,713 After all of this, I just want to say... 532 00:25:23,713 --> 00:25:27,929 ♪ ♪ 533 00:25:27,929 --> 00:25:30,810 I love you. 534 00:25:30,810 --> 00:25:33,398 Thank you. 535 00:25:33,398 --> 00:25:34,610 Thank you, Mom. PERSON: Yes. 536 00:25:34,610 --> 00:25:36,237 - Thank you, Mom. GERALD: There's your girl. 537 00:25:36,237 --> 00:25:39,703 - Beth's starting to understand that her mother's complex life 538 00:25:39,703 --> 00:25:42,374 may have reflected the difficult relationship 539 00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:44,838 a lot of daughters have with their mother. 540 00:25:44,838 --> 00:25:47,552 And just the intrinsic challenges 541 00:25:47,552 --> 00:25:50,850 that a woman faces in the world. 542 00:25:50,850 --> 00:25:53,856 [air horn blares] [clapping] 543 00:25:53,856 --> 00:25:54,983 - Now, can we eat? 544 00:25:54,983 --> 00:25:56,612 - Yes, eat, eat. 545 00:25:56,612 --> 00:25:58,741 [people chattering] 546 00:25:58,741 --> 00:26:01,747 [children laughing] 547 00:26:01,747 --> 00:26:05,170 ♪ ♪ 548 00:26:05,170 --> 00:26:08,176 [upbeat violin music] 549 00:26:08,176 --> 00:26:09,721 ♪ ♪ 550 00:26:09,721 --> 00:26:12,727 [people chattering] 551 00:26:12,727 --> 00:26:19,741 ♪ ♪ 552 00:26:24,876 --> 00:26:26,212 - Oh, hi. - Good night. 553 00:26:26,212 --> 00:26:27,464 I'm gonna split. Is that okay? 554 00:26:27,464 --> 00:26:29,343 - Of course it's okay. ANN: Okay. 555 00:26:29,343 --> 00:26:32,642 So this is Kylie, and it's new. 556 00:26:32,642 --> 00:26:35,313 - Hey, Kylie and it's new. [laughter] 557 00:26:35,313 --> 00:26:36,942 - That's--I said-- that's okay, right? 558 00:26:36,942 --> 00:26:38,486 - Yeah, it's--it's new. - Yeah. 559 00:26:38,486 --> 00:26:39,990 - Okay, Annie, I'm not mad at you. 560 00:26:39,990 --> 00:26:41,618 - Okay, thank you. 561 00:26:41,618 --> 00:26:42,996 - I love you and I want to be closer to you. 562 00:26:42,996 --> 00:26:44,373 - I know. 563 00:26:44,373 --> 00:26:47,004 I have something for you, 'cause I know you work hard. 564 00:26:47,004 --> 00:26:49,341 - Was is this? - You don't have to share it. 565 00:26:49,341 --> 00:26:50,928 It's up to you. 566 00:26:50,928 --> 00:26:52,389 Bye. 567 00:26:54,603 --> 00:26:55,771 I really love you. 568 00:26:58,026 --> 00:27:01,115 Bye, bitch. - I love you. I love you. Bye. 569 00:27:01,115 --> 00:27:02,201 What is this shit? 570 00:27:02,201 --> 00:27:03,453 - Oh, shit. - Oh. 571 00:27:03,453 --> 00:27:04,706 SINGER: ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up ♪ 572 00:27:04,706 --> 00:27:06,960 ♪ Wanna get fucked up, fucked up? ♪ 573 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:09,048 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 574 00:27:09,048 --> 00:27:10,593 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 575 00:27:10,593 --> 00:27:12,597 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 576 00:27:12,597 --> 00:27:14,266 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 577 00:27:14,266 --> 00:27:16,103 ♪ I'm 'bout to get fucked up, wanna get fucked up? ♪ 578 00:27:16,103 --> 00:27:17,481 ♪ Fucked up ♪ 579 00:27:17,481 --> 00:27:20,487 [Miley Cyrus' "Slab of Butter (Scorpion)"] 580 00:27:20,487 --> 00:27:23,493 [romantic pop music] 581 00:27:23,493 --> 00:27:30,507 ♪ ♪ 582 00:27:32,094 --> 00:27:35,643 ♪ The only laws ♪ 583 00:27:35,643 --> 00:27:37,564 ♪ I obey ♪ 584 00:27:37,564 --> 00:27:40,987 ♪ The ones I'm makin' for myself ♪ 585 00:27:40,987 --> 00:27:46,330 ♪ ♪ 586 00:27:46,330 --> 00:27:52,092 ♪ So why you make me play ♪ 587 00:27:52,092 --> 00:27:54,764 ♪ On the rules of something else? ♪ 588 00:27:54,764 --> 00:28:00,943 ♪ ♪ 589 00:28:00,943 --> 00:28:06,663 ♪ Self-control is not ♪ 590 00:28:06,663 --> 00:28:09,001 ♪ Something I'm working on ♪ 591 00:28:09,001 --> 00:28:11,673 ♪ ♪ 592 00:28:11,673 --> 00:28:14,888 - [Beth clears throat] 593 00:28:14,888 --> 00:28:16,808 JOHN: Ready? 594 00:28:16,808 --> 00:28:19,229 - It's my serve, right? - Yes. 595 00:28:19,229 --> 00:28:21,233 - Okay. Let's go. 596 00:28:21,233 --> 00:28:23,822 SINGER: ♪ Just the light that leads me back again ♪ 597 00:28:23,822 --> 00:28:25,283 - Four serving four. 598 00:28:25,283 --> 00:28:27,955 SINGER: ♪ Changed my mind ♪ 599 00:28:27,955 --> 00:28:30,670 ♪ When I fell for you ♪ 600 00:28:30,670 --> 00:28:32,381 ♪ I wanna know what is right ♪ 601 00:28:32,381 --> 00:28:35,805 ♪ But I can't pull through ♪ 602 00:28:35,805 --> 00:28:39,061 ♪ So I'm wide awake ♪ 603 00:28:39,061 --> 00:28:41,983 ♪ And the day is done ♪ 604 00:28:41,983 --> 00:28:44,029 ♪ Just the light leads me back again ♪ 605 00:28:44,029 --> 00:28:45,783 [cheering, clapping] 606 00:28:45,783 --> 00:28:47,745 JOHN: You were there for it. 607 00:28:47,745 --> 00:28:49,791 SINGER: ♪ Ooh, never going back again ♪ 608 00:28:49,791 --> 00:28:53,841 - There for it. 609 00:28:53,841 --> 00:28:55,260 SINGER: ♪ Ooh ♪ 610 00:28:55,260 --> 00:28:59,811 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 611 00:28:59,811 --> 00:29:02,315 ♪ Changed my mind ♪ 612 00:29:02,315 --> 00:29:05,488 ♪ Just to see what's new ♪ 613 00:29:05,488 --> 00:29:10,540 ♪ I wanna do it first to make it through ♪ 614 00:29:10,540 --> 00:29:13,672 ♪ Till I'm wide awake ♪ 615 00:29:13,672 --> 00:29:16,469 ♪ And the feeling's gone ♪ 616 00:29:16,469 --> 00:29:22,314 ♪ Just the light that leads me back again ♪ 617 00:29:22,314 --> 00:29:23,901 ♪ Ooh ♪ 618 00:29:23,901 --> 00:29:28,534 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 619 00:29:28,534 --> 00:29:29,913 ♪ Ooh ♪ 620 00:29:29,913 --> 00:29:32,668 ♪ Never going back again ♪ 621 00:29:32,668 --> 00:29:39,682 ♪ ♪ 622 00:29:49,117 --> 00:29:51,121 - It's so easy.