1 00:00:05,308 --> 00:00:08,375 ‐ Damn. It's getting cold. 2 00:00:09,808 --> 00:00:11,341 ‐ Yep. 3 00:00:15,275 --> 00:00:17,141 ‐ That was an intense group of kids. 4 00:00:17,175 --> 00:00:19,375 ‐ Dude, it's always an intense group of kids. 5 00:00:19,408 --> 00:00:20,575 ‐ [chuckles] Yeah. 6 00:00:22,675 --> 00:00:26,475 Abby thinks I'm some glorified babysitter of fucked up kids. 7 00:00:26,508 --> 00:00:30,075 ‐ Yeah, well, maybe Abby should come lead a group. 8 00:00:30,108 --> 00:00:31,441 Then she can talk. 9 00:00:31,475 --> 00:00:32,741 ‐ Exactly. ‐ Yeah. 10 00:00:35,541 --> 00:00:39,075 ‐ So how long of a drive is it back to your mom's house? 11 00:00:39,108 --> 00:00:41,541 ‐ Uh, I was gonna try to do it in two days. 12 00:00:43,441 --> 00:00:44,408 I don't know. 13 00:00:45,775 --> 00:00:47,175 Maybe it's dumb to go‐‐ 14 00:00:47,208 --> 00:00:48,175 SHAWN: To go to your high school reunion? 15 00:00:48,208 --> 00:00:49,375 ‐ Yeah. 16 00:00:49,408 --> 00:00:50,508 ‐ Man, let me tell you something. 17 00:00:50,541 --> 00:00:52,141 I went to mine last year... 18 00:00:53,475 --> 00:00:55,508 Dude, it's hella fun. 19 00:00:55,541 --> 00:00:57,275 ‐ Yeah. 20 00:00:58,441 --> 00:01:00,375 You're right. 21 00:01:00,408 --> 00:01:02,508 SHAWN: [yawns] 22 00:01:02,541 --> 00:01:04,675 Oh, man. 23 00:01:04,708 --> 00:01:06,141 I'm beat. 24 00:01:06,175 --> 00:01:08,308 I'm gonna turn in. ‐ All right. 25 00:01:08,341 --> 00:01:09,741 Night. 26 00:01:09,775 --> 00:01:11,175 SHAWN: Night, man. 27 00:01:11,208 --> 00:01:14,141 [poignant music] 28 00:01:14,175 --> 00:01:21,108 ♪ ♪ 29 00:01:25,441 --> 00:01:27,508 [girls giggling, object bangs] 30 00:01:27,541 --> 00:01:31,208 [footsteps thudding] 31 00:01:31,241 --> 00:01:33,008 CLAIRE: No running, girls. LIZZY: Juice, please. 32 00:01:33,041 --> 00:01:35,008 CLAIRE: Ah, sweetie, I'm just in the middle of this. 33 00:01:35,041 --> 00:01:37,341 JEFFREY: I got it. ‐ Hey, did you confirm dinner 34 00:01:37,375 --> 00:01:38,341 next week with the O'Neils? 35 00:01:38,375 --> 00:01:40,075 ‐ Yep. ‐ Great. 36 00:01:40,108 --> 00:01:41,308 ‐ Here you go, honey. 37 00:01:43,408 --> 00:01:45,775 [softly] Here you go. Okay. 38 00:01:45,808 --> 00:01:46,741 CLAIRE: Do either of you have to go 39 00:01:46,775 --> 00:01:48,008 to the bathroom before we go? 40 00:01:48,041 --> 00:01:49,408 No? 41 00:01:49,441 --> 00:01:51,241 ‐ Hey, did you hear from the club 42 00:01:51,275 --> 00:01:52,575 about the swim lessons? 43 00:01:52,608 --> 00:01:54,575 ‐ Yes, I convinced them to put Sarah 44 00:01:54,608 --> 00:01:56,108 in the intermediate class. 45 00:01:56,141 --> 00:01:59,208 So it'll be every day after school, 46 00:01:59,241 --> 00:02:02,075 and then we'll do ballet on weekends. 47 00:02:02,108 --> 00:02:05,008 ‐ Wow, you girls are gonna be busy this winter. 48 00:02:05,041 --> 00:02:06,475 CLAIRE: Super busy. ‐ Out you go. 49 00:02:06,508 --> 00:02:07,708 CLAIRE: Let's go. 50 00:02:07,741 --> 00:02:14,675 ♪ ♪ 51 00:02:18,341 --> 00:02:21,308 [birds chirping] 52 00:02:21,341 --> 00:02:23,208 That is crazy. 53 00:02:23,241 --> 00:02:24,408 JEFFREY: All right. 54 00:02:26,575 --> 00:02:29,041 I'll get you. All right. 55 00:02:30,575 --> 00:02:32,508 JEFFREY: Okay, grab your bags. 56 00:02:32,541 --> 00:02:34,575 Here you go. 57 00:02:34,608 --> 00:02:36,108 CLAIRE: You got yours? 58 00:02:36,141 --> 00:02:37,241 LIZZY: Yeah. ‐ Yeah? 59 00:02:37,275 --> 00:02:39,075 SARAH: So excited! 60 00:02:39,108 --> 00:02:40,508 CLAIRE: Thank you. 61 00:02:43,175 --> 00:02:44,541 I got it. 62 00:02:44,575 --> 00:02:46,008 LIZZY: Happy birthday! SARAH: Happy birthday! 63 00:02:46,041 --> 00:02:48,275 WYATT: My girls. Come, come, come. 64 00:02:50,141 --> 00:02:53,075 [birds chirping] 65 00:02:58,675 --> 00:03:00,441 You know what? I heard there's some 66 00:03:00,475 --> 00:03:02,441 fresh‐baked cookies in the kitchen. 67 00:03:02,475 --> 00:03:03,575 LIZZY: Cookies? ‐ Yeah. 68 00:03:03,608 --> 00:03:04,608 ‐ Come on! JEFFREY: Oh, boy. 69 00:03:04,641 --> 00:03:06,275 WYATT: [laughs] 70 00:03:06,308 --> 00:03:07,408 CLAIRE: Happy birthday, Dad! 71 00:03:07,441 --> 00:03:09,041 WYATT: Thanks, darling. ‐ Hi. 72 00:03:09,075 --> 00:03:10,275 WYATT: Hi. Oh. 73 00:03:10,308 --> 00:03:12,041 CLAIRE: Hey. ‐ Come on and sit down. 74 00:03:12,075 --> 00:03:13,308 JEFFREY: Oh. ‐ Take the big chair. 75 00:03:13,341 --> 00:03:16,308 [dramatic music] 76 00:03:16,341 --> 00:03:23,275 ♪ ♪ 77 00:03:35,175 --> 00:03:38,108 ‐ [whistling] 78 00:03:51,441 --> 00:03:54,241 [man speaking indistinctly over PA system] 79 00:04:09,208 --> 00:04:10,475 [clears throat] 80 00:04:13,041 --> 00:04:15,508 CLAIRE: What kind of cake would Grandpa like? 81 00:04:15,541 --> 00:04:17,641 LIZZY: Chocolate! CLAIRE: Mmm. 82 00:04:17,675 --> 00:04:19,041 Okay, you wanna grab the rice? 83 00:04:19,075 --> 00:04:20,141 LIZZY: Uh‐huh. 84 00:04:22,775 --> 00:04:24,741 CLAIRE: Good helper. Thank you. 85 00:04:26,708 --> 00:04:30,175 [uneasy music] 86 00:04:30,208 --> 00:04:31,575 Oh, wow. 87 00:04:31,608 --> 00:04:33,641 Eric, hi. 88 00:04:35,208 --> 00:04:36,408 ‐ Hi. CLAIRE: Um... 89 00:04:36,441 --> 00:04:40,075 ♪ ♪ 90 00:04:40,108 --> 00:04:41,675 How are you? 91 00:04:41,708 --> 00:04:43,275 ‐ I'm okay. 92 00:04:46,541 --> 00:04:49,475 [cash registers beeping] 93 00:04:49,508 --> 00:04:55,741 ♪ ♪ 94 00:04:55,775 --> 00:04:59,241 Uh...I should probably get going. 95 00:05:00,475 --> 00:05:01,441 ‐ We should‐‐ 96 00:05:01,475 --> 00:05:06,308 ♪ ♪ 97 00:05:06,341 --> 00:05:07,541 LIZZY: Who is that man? 98 00:05:07,575 --> 00:05:11,341 ‐ Um, he's...just a... 99 00:05:11,375 --> 00:05:13,408 he's a old friend. 100 00:05:13,441 --> 00:05:20,375 ♪ ♪ 101 00:05:23,075 --> 00:05:26,008 [keys jingling] 102 00:05:26,041 --> 00:05:32,441 ♪ ♪ 103 00:05:32,475 --> 00:05:33,708 ‐ Fuck! 104 00:05:44,541 --> 00:05:47,508 [solemn music] 105 00:05:47,541 --> 00:05:49,175 ♪ ♪ 106 00:05:49,208 --> 00:05:51,408 SARAH: Mom, my arm's getting tired. 107 00:05:51,441 --> 00:05:53,075 Could you do it? 108 00:05:54,675 --> 00:05:56,308 Mom? ‐ Yeah. 109 00:05:56,341 --> 00:05:57,975 Sure, sweetie. 110 00:06:00,641 --> 00:06:02,275 Why don't you go check on your sister, okay? 111 00:06:02,308 --> 00:06:04,375 ‐ Okay. 112 00:06:04,408 --> 00:06:11,308 ♪ ♪ 113 00:06:19,475 --> 00:06:22,408 [dog barking distantly] 114 00:06:22,441 --> 00:06:29,408 ♪ ♪ 115 00:06:29,441 --> 00:06:32,375 [birds chirping] 116 00:06:48,075 --> 00:06:49,775 ‐ Oh, hey, I'm sorry I didn't get a chance 117 00:06:49,808 --> 00:06:51,308 to pick up that stuff you needed 118 00:06:51,341 --> 00:06:53,175 from the grocery store. I'll go back tonight. 119 00:06:53,208 --> 00:06:54,408 ‐ No, no, no, don't be ridiculous. 120 00:06:54,441 --> 00:06:56,175 I'll go later tonight. ERIC: All right. 121 00:06:56,208 --> 00:06:57,741 DEVIN: Bro! ‐ Hey. 122 00:06:57,775 --> 00:06:59,508 Devin. 123 00:06:59,541 --> 00:07:01,241 Dude! 124 00:07:01,275 --> 00:07:02,575 Holy shit. You've filled out. 125 00:07:02,608 --> 00:07:04,741 ‐ Ah, just a little bit. I don't know. 126 00:07:04,775 --> 00:07:07,441 ‐ You're looking‐‐looking good, man. 127 00:07:07,475 --> 00:07:08,775 DEVIN: [laughing] Okay. 128 00:07:08,808 --> 00:07:10,508 ‐ Where's Phil? 129 00:07:10,541 --> 00:07:12,641 PHIL: I'm here. ERIC: Hey. 130 00:07:12,675 --> 00:07:14,575 Dude. 131 00:07:14,608 --> 00:07:16,275 Dude, you've grown another, like, five inches 132 00:07:16,308 --> 00:07:17,675 since I last saw you. 133 00:07:17,708 --> 00:07:19,408 SANDY: I think they're both taller than you are now. 134 00:07:19,441 --> 00:07:21,608 ‐ It's not cool, guys. [laughter] 135 00:07:21,641 --> 00:07:23,775 Let me see, uh‐‐let me see what you did with the place. 136 00:07:23,808 --> 00:07:25,208 I wanna see the room. 137 00:07:25,241 --> 00:07:26,541 DEVIN: Oh, this isn't gonna be good. 138 00:07:28,208 --> 00:07:29,675 SANDY: Hey. 139 00:07:29,708 --> 00:07:31,108 ERIC: What's up? 140 00:07:32,508 --> 00:07:34,141 ‐ You okay? 141 00:07:34,175 --> 00:07:36,041 ‐ Yeah. Yeah, totally. 142 00:07:36,075 --> 00:07:38,975 I'm just, you know, tired from the drive. 143 00:07:40,575 --> 00:07:42,008 It's good to be home. 144 00:07:43,308 --> 00:07:44,375 [door clicks open] 145 00:07:44,408 --> 00:07:45,641 NATE: Knock, knock. LISA: Hey. 146 00:07:45,675 --> 00:07:48,008 WYATT: [laughs] Hello, hello! 147 00:07:48,041 --> 00:07:49,175 NATE: Good to see you. 148 00:07:49,208 --> 00:07:50,241 LISA: Hey. NATE: Good to see you. 149 00:07:50,275 --> 00:07:51,541 Here, got those for ya. ‐ Hey. 150 00:07:51,575 --> 00:07:52,775 NATE: Hey. 151 00:07:52,808 --> 00:07:54,308 CLAIRE: Good. Nice to see you. 152 00:07:54,341 --> 00:07:55,708 ‐ It's been a long time. ‐ Yeah, too long. 153 00:07:55,741 --> 00:07:57,341 NATE: [chuckles] 154 00:07:57,375 --> 00:07:59,075 JEFFREY: You guys are done with these. 155 00:07:59,108 --> 00:08:02,475 So do you wanna do blue lips? SARAH: Yes. 156 00:08:02,508 --> 00:08:05,141 [dog barking distantly] 157 00:08:05,175 --> 00:08:06,175 WYATT: You doing okay? 158 00:08:07,441 --> 00:08:08,608 ‐ Mm‐hmm. 159 00:08:12,041 --> 00:08:15,308 ‐ Thanks for organizing this whole thing. 160 00:08:15,341 --> 00:08:17,108 ‐ It was a team effort. 161 00:08:19,708 --> 00:08:21,675 75. 162 00:08:21,708 --> 00:08:23,375 How does it feel? 163 00:08:25,275 --> 00:08:26,741 ‐ I feel mighty happy to have my family 164 00:08:26,775 --> 00:08:28,075 all together like this. 165 00:08:31,208 --> 00:08:35,341 Claire...I'm proud of you. 166 00:08:40,741 --> 00:08:43,641 [spacey electronic music] 167 00:08:43,675 --> 00:08:50,608 ♪ ♪ 168 00:09:14,308 --> 00:09:17,175 [muffled indistinct chatter] 169 00:09:35,075 --> 00:09:38,375 SINGERS: ♪ Da, da, da, da, da ♪ 170 00:09:38,408 --> 00:09:41,475 KENDRICK: ♪ Alls my life I has to fight ♪ 171 00:09:41,508 --> 00:09:42,675 [Kendrick Lamar's "Alright" playing] 172 00:09:42,708 --> 00:09:44,741 ♪ Alls my life I ♪ 173 00:09:44,775 --> 00:09:47,141 ♪ Hard times like, "Yeah" ♪ 174 00:09:47,175 --> 00:09:49,441 ♪ Bad trips like, "Yeah" ♪ ‐ [exhales deeply] 175 00:09:49,475 --> 00:09:51,608 KENDRICK: ♪ Nazareth, I'm [...] up, homey ♪ 176 00:09:51,641 --> 00:09:53,441 ♪ You [...] up, but if God got us ♪ 177 00:09:53,475 --> 00:09:55,041 ♪ Then we gon' be all right ♪ 178 00:09:55,075 --> 00:09:57,741 PHARRELL: ♪ We gon' be all right ♪ 179 00:09:57,775 --> 00:10:00,041 ♪ We gon' be all right ♪ 180 00:10:00,075 --> 00:10:02,208 ♪ We gon' be all right, do you hear me? ♪ 181 00:10:02,241 --> 00:10:04,441 ♪ Do you feel me? We gon' be all right ♪ 182 00:10:04,475 --> 00:10:06,475 ♪ We gon' be all right ♪ 183 00:10:06,508 --> 00:10:08,708 ♪ Huh? We gon' be all right ♪ 184 00:10:08,741 --> 00:10:11,041 ♪ We gon' be all right, do you hear me? ♪ 185 00:10:11,075 --> 00:10:12,641 ♪ Do you feel me? We gon' be all right ♪ 186 00:10:12,675 --> 00:10:14,575 KENDRICK: ♪ Uh, and when I wake up, I recognize ♪ 187 00:10:14,608 --> 00:10:16,008 ♪ You're looking at me for the pay cut ♪ 188 00:10:16,041 --> 00:10:17,508 ♪ But homicide be looking at you ♪ 189 00:10:17,541 --> 00:10:19,508 ♪ From the face down, what MAC‐11 even boom ♪ 190 00:10:19,541 --> 00:10:20,575 JOSH: Whoa. 191 00:10:20,608 --> 00:10:22,541 Is that Eric? 192 00:10:22,575 --> 00:10:24,608 ‐ Yo. JOSH: What's up? 193 00:10:24,641 --> 00:10:26,208 [stammers] ‐ What's up, man? 194 00:10:26,241 --> 00:10:27,341 JOSH: The prodigal son returns. 195 00:10:27,375 --> 00:10:28,608 [groans] 196 00:10:28,641 --> 00:10:30,341 ERIC: Good to see ya. 197 00:10:30,375 --> 00:10:32,641 JOSH: [laughs] ‐ What's up, man? 198 00:10:32,675 --> 00:10:35,241 What's it been, like five fucking years? 199 00:10:35,275 --> 00:10:36,508 ERIC: Dude, it's good to see ya. 200 00:10:36,541 --> 00:10:37,775 It's good to see you too, guys‐‐damn. 201 00:10:37,808 --> 00:10:38,741 ‐ Hey, baby. NICOLE: Hey. 202 00:10:40,675 --> 00:10:42,275 Hey, I'm Nicole. 203 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:43,308 ‐ Hey. Eric. 204 00:10:43,341 --> 00:10:44,741 ‐ Dude, we had a kid last year. 205 00:10:44,775 --> 00:10:46,741 ‐ Dude, I know. I saw on the 'gram. 206 00:10:46,775 --> 00:10:49,108 Major congrats. JOSH: Yeah, truly... 207 00:10:49,141 --> 00:10:50,308 ‐ Yeah, let me show you some pictures. 208 00:10:50,341 --> 00:10:52,175 ERIC: Yeah. ‐ I got to. 209 00:10:52,208 --> 00:10:54,141 Here it is. ‐ Oh, God. 210 00:10:54,175 --> 00:10:55,175 Good thing she takes after Nicole. 211 00:10:55,208 --> 00:10:56,375 She's beautiful. [laughter] 212 00:10:56,408 --> 00:10:57,541 ‐ I can't wait to tell your kids stories 213 00:10:57,575 --> 00:10:59,008 about you from high school. 214 00:10:59,041 --> 00:11:00,341 LOGAN: No, never‐‐never. ‐ Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 215 00:11:00,375 --> 00:11:02,041 ‐ No, no, no. You should come by 216 00:11:02,075 --> 00:11:03,275 this weekend. ERIC: Yeah, I will. 217 00:11:03,308 --> 00:11:04,508 ‐ Yeah, I mean it. ERIC: For sure. 218 00:11:04,541 --> 00:11:06,475 ‐ How are you, man? You good? 219 00:11:06,508 --> 00:11:08,441 ‐ Yeah. Yeah, man, I'm doing all right. 220 00:11:08,475 --> 00:11:09,741 ‐ So what's the deal? How long are you in town for? 221 00:11:09,775 --> 00:11:11,641 ‐ Um, just a couple of days. 222 00:11:11,675 --> 00:11:13,741 ‐ That's it? ‐ Yeah, man, it's a quick trip. 223 00:11:13,775 --> 00:11:15,441 JOSH: Okay. ERIC: Whoa, there she is. 224 00:11:15,475 --> 00:11:18,041 ‐ [laughs] My favorite trio. 225 00:11:18,075 --> 00:11:19,308 LOGAN: Hi. ALISON: How are you? 226 00:11:19,341 --> 00:11:20,775 LOGAN: Good to see you. ‐ It's been so long. 227 00:11:20,808 --> 00:11:23,208 JOSH: How's it going? ALISON: Good to see you. 228 00:11:23,241 --> 00:11:24,475 ‐ Hi. ALISON: Hi! 229 00:11:24,508 --> 00:11:26,108 [laughs] 230 00:11:26,141 --> 00:11:29,141 [Kendrick Lamar's "Alright" continues] 231 00:11:29,175 --> 00:11:30,341 Hi. NICOLE: Hi. 232 00:11:30,375 --> 00:11:31,741 ‐ Alison. Nice to meet you. 233 00:11:31,775 --> 00:11:34,541 ‐ Nicole. Nice to meet you too. 234 00:11:34,575 --> 00:11:36,475 ‐ All right, we gotta roll. It's pump time, baby. 235 00:11:36,508 --> 00:11:38,108 ‐ Don't say that. ‐ Sorry. 236 00:11:38,141 --> 00:11:39,641 [laughter] Seriously, come by. 237 00:11:39,675 --> 00:11:41,641 ‐ Uh, yeah. Yeah, I will. 238 00:11:41,675 --> 00:11:43,108 ‐ Bye, guys. ALISON: Bye, guys. 239 00:11:43,141 --> 00:11:45,308 JOSH: I should probably head out too. 240 00:11:45,341 --> 00:11:47,108 You should have came earlier. 241 00:11:47,141 --> 00:11:49,041 ‐ You, uh‐‐you're right. I messed up. 242 00:11:49,075 --> 00:11:50,608 ‐ No, no, honestly, it's all good. 243 00:11:50,641 --> 00:11:52,141 It's‐‐it's good to see you. 244 00:11:52,175 --> 00:11:53,341 ‐ You too, man. 245 00:11:53,375 --> 00:11:55,041 JOSH: Come on, get in here. 246 00:11:55,075 --> 00:11:56,441 ALISON: [laughs] JOSH: Ah. 247 00:11:56,475 --> 00:11:59,108 [softly] Dude, I hear she's single. 248 00:11:59,141 --> 00:12:00,541 Okay. 249 00:12:00,575 --> 00:12:03,608 [indistinct chatter] 250 00:12:03,641 --> 00:12:05,308 ‐ You know, I heard he made millions 251 00:12:05,341 --> 00:12:06,775 off Bitcoin, like, five years ago. 252 00:12:06,808 --> 00:12:08,475 ERIC: I heard that. ‐ Yeah. 253 00:12:08,508 --> 00:12:10,041 ‐ It wouldn't surprise me. 254 00:12:10,075 --> 00:12:11,308 ‐ [laughs] 255 00:12:13,108 --> 00:12:15,108 How does‐‐how's everything with you? 256 00:12:15,141 --> 00:12:16,475 ‐ I'm good. ALISON: Yeah? 257 00:12:16,508 --> 00:12:18,208 ‐ Yeah, I started leading these, um 258 00:12:18,241 --> 00:12:19,741 therapeutic wilderness trips. 259 00:12:19,775 --> 00:12:21,075 ALISON: Yeah, I heard about that. 260 00:12:21,108 --> 00:12:23,208 ‐ Oh, you've been keeping tabs on me. 261 00:12:23,241 --> 00:12:27,208 ‐ Well, maybe. [both laugh] 262 00:12:31,775 --> 00:12:34,108 [glasses clatter] Do you want vodka or whiskey? 263 00:12:34,141 --> 00:12:36,041 ‐ Either's fine. ALISON: All right. 264 00:12:38,308 --> 00:12:41,275 It feels really weird being back here in Austin, 265 00:12:41,308 --> 00:12:44,575 having to stay at a hotel room instead of my parents' home. 266 00:12:44,608 --> 00:12:46,041 ‐ How are they? 267 00:12:47,541 --> 00:12:49,208 ‐ Exactly the same. 268 00:12:55,341 --> 00:12:56,608 Is everything okay? 269 00:12:58,675 --> 00:13:00,108 ‐ Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 270 00:13:00,141 --> 00:13:01,541 I'm just‐‐sorry. 271 00:13:01,575 --> 00:13:03,175 I just, um... 272 00:13:06,741 --> 00:13:09,341 I‐‐I didn't think this was gonna happen again. 273 00:13:09,375 --> 00:13:11,675 ‐ Yeah. [laughs] 274 00:13:15,108 --> 00:13:18,175 ‐ I think I'm just... in my head. 275 00:13:18,208 --> 00:13:19,975 ALISON: That's fine. 276 00:13:22,808 --> 00:13:24,141 Here. 277 00:13:26,308 --> 00:13:27,308 ERIC: [clears throat] 278 00:13:35,408 --> 00:13:37,308 Hey, I'm sorry about what happened senior year. 279 00:13:37,341 --> 00:13:39,208 ‐ Oh, Jesus Christ. ‐ Oh, come on. 280 00:13:39,241 --> 00:13:42,175 ‐ What? ‐ I'm just‐‐I'm being serious. 281 00:13:42,208 --> 00:13:44,508 ‐ Yeah, but that was, like, a whole lifetime ago. 282 00:13:46,508 --> 00:13:48,008 Yeah. ‐ Yeah. 283 00:13:48,041 --> 00:13:49,141 ‐ [laughs] 284 00:13:51,241 --> 00:13:52,208 ‐ [sniffles] 285 00:14:01,608 --> 00:14:04,508 ‐ [laughing softly] 286 00:14:16,475 --> 00:14:18,241 You're a good guy, Walker. 287 00:14:20,775 --> 00:14:22,275 You are. 288 00:14:27,775 --> 00:14:29,275 Did I mention I have 289 00:14:29,308 --> 00:14:31,441 an insanely early flight in the morning? 290 00:14:32,741 --> 00:14:34,508 ‐ Oh, yeah? ‐ Yeah. 291 00:14:36,808 --> 00:14:39,308 ‐ Do you want me to leave? ‐ No. 292 00:14:39,341 --> 00:14:41,675 I want the opposite. 293 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:45,008 I was just apologizing just in case I wake you up. 294 00:14:47,441 --> 00:14:49,441 Come here. [laughs] 295 00:14:57,275 --> 00:15:00,175 [insects chirping] 296 00:15:05,375 --> 00:15:08,341 [melancholy music] 297 00:15:08,375 --> 00:15:11,308 ‐ [breathes shakily] 298 00:15:11,341 --> 00:15:18,275 ♪ ♪ 299 00:15:23,308 --> 00:15:24,775 JEFFREY: Claire? 300 00:15:24,808 --> 00:15:27,008 ‐ I'm just getting some water. 301 00:15:27,041 --> 00:15:33,975 ♪ ♪ 302 00:15:39,541 --> 00:15:40,508 [glass clinks] 303 00:15:40,541 --> 00:15:46,108 ♪ ♪ 304 00:15:46,141 --> 00:15:47,241 [glass thuds] 305 00:15:49,408 --> 00:15:51,241 [breathes shakily] 306 00:15:51,275 --> 00:15:58,175 ♪ ♪ 307 00:16:09,041 --> 00:16:10,141 [cell phone clicks] 308 00:16:10,175 --> 00:16:17,108 ♪ ♪ 309 00:16:46,775 --> 00:16:48,708 [cell phone dings] 310 00:16:56,175 --> 00:16:57,175 [cell phone clicks] 311 00:16:59,375 --> 00:17:01,108 [cell phone dings] 312 00:17:10,608 --> 00:17:11,541 [cell phone clicks] 313 00:17:11,575 --> 00:17:18,508 ♪ ♪ 314 00:17:54,454 --> 00:17:57,388 [dishes clinking] 315 00:18:05,288 --> 00:18:08,221 [indistinct chatter] 316 00:18:26,021 --> 00:18:27,354 Hi. 317 00:18:29,088 --> 00:18:30,421 ERIC: Hi. 318 00:18:34,054 --> 00:18:36,488 ‐ Did you find parking okay? 319 00:18:38,021 --> 00:18:39,554 ‐ Uh, yeah. Yeah. 320 00:18:39,588 --> 00:18:42,321 ‐ Oh, good. I‐‐I've had trouble parking 321 00:18:42,354 --> 00:18:44,021 around here before. So... 322 00:18:44,054 --> 00:18:45,921 ERIC: I found a spot around the corner. 323 00:18:45,954 --> 00:18:47,588 SERVER: Something to drink? 324 00:18:47,621 --> 00:18:51,254 ‐ Uh, water, please. Tap is fine. 325 00:18:51,288 --> 00:18:53,221 ‐ You sure you don't want anything else? 326 00:18:55,054 --> 00:18:56,088 [mouths word] 327 00:19:01,488 --> 00:19:03,954 ‐ [exhales deeply] 328 00:19:06,721 --> 00:19:08,521 So you're married now? 329 00:19:08,554 --> 00:19:10,088 You have a kid. 330 00:19:11,288 --> 00:19:12,488 ‐ Well, two, actually. 331 00:19:15,054 --> 00:19:16,388 ‐ You guys live in Houston? 332 00:19:19,288 --> 00:19:21,221 I, uh‐‐I Googled you. [snorts softly] 333 00:19:23,054 --> 00:19:24,288 ‐ I've Googled you too. 334 00:19:34,688 --> 00:19:36,554 ‐ Why did you text me? 335 00:19:41,288 --> 00:19:43,954 ‐ I‐‐I have been... 336 00:19:46,321 --> 00:19:48,354 I've‐‐I've been wanting to for years. 337 00:19:52,054 --> 00:19:53,054 I feel like such a coward. 338 00:19:53,088 --> 00:19:55,254 I can't tell you how many times 339 00:19:55,288 --> 00:19:58,588 I have thought about reaching out to apologize, 340 00:19:58,621 --> 00:20:00,288 and I know that I should have. 341 00:20:01,621 --> 00:20:03,588 But I just‐‐ 342 00:20:03,621 --> 00:20:06,454 I wanted us both to be able to move on. 343 00:20:06,488 --> 00:20:09,254 And I was so happy that you were able to go to UT 344 00:20:09,288 --> 00:20:11,221 and move forward with your life. 345 00:20:18,288 --> 00:20:19,888 ‐ Thank you. 346 00:20:24,021 --> 00:20:25,988 ‐ I just didn't wanna pull you back. 347 00:20:26,021 --> 00:20:29,121 ‐ I didn't move forward with my life. 348 00:20:32,954 --> 00:20:35,954 Our relationship fucking destroyed me. 349 00:20:39,054 --> 00:20:41,121 ‐ [softly] I'm so sorry. 350 00:20:44,621 --> 00:20:48,021 My marriage wasn't working, and‐‐ 351 00:20:48,054 --> 00:20:49,554 and so I blew it up 352 00:20:49,588 --> 00:20:51,621 because it‐‐it was the only way I knew how to end it. 353 00:20:53,554 --> 00:20:55,688 That's not an excuse. 354 00:20:55,721 --> 00:20:57,554 You were the victim of that, 355 00:20:57,588 --> 00:20:59,954 and I shouldn't have let it happen. 356 00:21:01,688 --> 00:21:05,288 I violated my‐‐my role as an educator, and I... 357 00:21:08,054 --> 00:21:09,988 I should have never betrayed those boundaries. 358 00:21:10,021 --> 00:21:12,054 I should have... 359 00:21:12,088 --> 00:21:13,154 I should have stopped you. 360 00:21:13,188 --> 00:21:14,388 I shouldn't have let you kiss me. 361 00:21:14,421 --> 00:21:15,454 I should have... 362 00:21:15,488 --> 00:21:17,121 [exhales deeply] 363 00:21:17,154 --> 00:21:18,421 I should have just turned you down. 364 00:21:18,454 --> 00:21:20,654 ‐ Is‐‐is that what you think happened? 365 00:21:20,688 --> 00:21:22,688 ‐ You came into the classroom and kissed me, 366 00:21:22,721 --> 00:21:24,388 but I should have ended it. 367 00:21:24,421 --> 00:21:26,054 ‐ You agreed to tutor me. 368 00:21:26,088 --> 00:21:28,288 You took me to UT. 369 00:21:28,321 --> 00:21:30,588 You insisted that I call you "Claire." 370 00:21:30,621 --> 00:21:32,921 You took me away from that dance, 371 00:21:32,954 --> 00:21:35,154 and you told me to get in the back seat of the car. 372 00:21:35,188 --> 00:21:37,121 ‐ I never wanted you to do anything you didn't wanna do. 373 00:21:37,154 --> 00:21:39,154 ERIC: You're in denial. 374 00:21:41,021 --> 00:21:42,288 Do you know how long it took me to figure out 375 00:21:42,321 --> 00:21:44,388 that I wasn't responsible... 376 00:21:44,421 --> 00:21:47,988 that‐‐that you were the one creating those moments? 377 00:21:48,754 --> 00:21:51,454 Do you know how long I hated myself 378 00:21:51,488 --> 00:21:53,221 because I thought that I hurt you. 379 00:21:56,421 --> 00:21:58,421 I lost years, Claire. 380 00:22:04,188 --> 00:22:05,988 I saw my brother the other day. 381 00:22:08,154 --> 00:22:09,488 He's 17 now. 382 00:22:11,721 --> 00:22:13,354 Same age I was. 383 00:22:15,554 --> 00:22:17,654 He looks so fucking young. 384 00:22:20,154 --> 00:22:22,354 I was just a kid, Claire. 385 00:22:25,488 --> 00:22:27,621 ‐ I know. I know. 386 00:22:30,621 --> 00:22:32,121 [inhales sharply] 387 00:22:34,088 --> 00:22:35,654 And now being a mother, 388 00:22:35,688 --> 00:22:38,154 knowing I did that, I... 389 00:22:40,321 --> 00:22:42,354 I cannot understand it myself. 390 00:22:45,554 --> 00:22:47,254 It's taken me so long to figure out 391 00:22:47,288 --> 00:22:49,254 how to live with that. 392 00:22:51,488 --> 00:22:53,988 Every day, I...think about 393 00:22:54,021 --> 00:22:55,988 what I should have done differently. 394 00:22:57,721 --> 00:23:00,088 I just want you to be okay. ‐ Oh, my God. 395 00:23:01,421 --> 00:23:03,554 You're kidding, right? 396 00:23:03,588 --> 00:23:05,521 You called me here today 397 00:23:05,554 --> 00:23:07,521 because you're sick of feeling guilty. 398 00:23:09,154 --> 00:23:10,654 I've seen you. 399 00:23:10,688 --> 00:23:12,988 You know, I've seen your photos, 400 00:23:13,021 --> 00:23:15,588 your perfect family and your big house. 401 00:23:15,621 --> 00:23:17,288 ‐ My life is not perfect. 402 00:23:19,321 --> 00:23:20,554 Yeah, sure, I got lucky. 403 00:23:20,588 --> 00:23:23,288 I‐‐I found a husband who, for reasons 404 00:23:23,321 --> 00:23:25,121 I will never understand, doesn't judge me 405 00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:27,088 the way other people do, but, like... 406 00:23:30,021 --> 00:23:31,421 I can't get a job. 407 00:23:33,021 --> 00:23:35,654 I can't go to PTA meetings. 408 00:23:35,688 --> 00:23:37,988 The way other parents look at me‐‐ 409 00:23:38,021 --> 00:23:40,588 it is a‐‐a Google search away. 410 00:23:40,621 --> 00:23:44,121 I am one click away from ruin. 411 00:23:44,154 --> 00:23:46,388 It's hell. 412 00:23:46,421 --> 00:23:47,888 ‐ [sniffs] 413 00:23:50,154 --> 00:23:52,288 ‐ You're still making this about you. 414 00:23:56,354 --> 00:23:59,254 ‐ No, wait. Eric, please. 415 00:23:59,288 --> 00:24:01,954 ‐ I will never be just one click away from this, Claire. 416 00:24:05,554 --> 00:24:07,254 I have to live with this forever. 417 00:24:12,454 --> 00:24:14,388 So do you. 418 00:24:14,421 --> 00:24:17,288 [Moses Sumney's "Indulge Me"] 419 00:24:17,321 --> 00:24:24,254 ♪ ♪ 420 00:24:31,721 --> 00:24:37,654 MOSES: ♪ Indulge me ♪ 421 00:24:37,688 --> 00:24:44,621 ♪ ♪ 422 00:24:47,454 --> 00:24:53,388 ♪ Indulge me ♪ 423 00:24:53,421 --> 00:24:59,121 ♪ ♪ 424 00:24:59,154 --> 00:25:05,121 ♪ Indulge me ♪ 425 00:25:05,154 --> 00:25:10,654 ♪ ♪ 426 00:25:10,688 --> 00:25:16,654 ♪ Indulge me ♪ 427 00:25:16,688 --> 00:25:23,621 ♪ ♪