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Apat na buwan na
no'ng umalis ka sa clinic.

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Oo nga po, dapat mag-bake ako ng cake.

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Alam kong sarcastic,
pero magandang idea nga 'yon.

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- Sayang, nagpapaka-sarcastic lang ako.
- Pero okay 'yon pang-celebrate.

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Ang laki na ng inimprove mo, Charlie.

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Bakit, hindi ba?

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- Di ko po alam.
- Sige, iba na lang.

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Magbigay ka ng tatlong improvement mo
sa nakalipas na apat na buwan.

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Sige na, pagbigyan mo na 'ko.

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Alam mong gusto ko
'yong mental exercises ko.

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Pa'nong improvement?

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Simulan ko, ha?

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Bale, pumasok ka na ulit sa school
no'ng January.

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Kung kailangan mo ng extrang tulong,
andito ako, ha?

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Kahit ano pa 'yan.

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Salamat po.

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Kaya mo 'yan.

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Obvious naman, 'yan 'yong...

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- Uy, Charlie!
- Charlie!

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- Uy!
- Kumusta?

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- Charlie!
- Welcome back.

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Charlie, mag-break ka muna
nang five minutes, ha?

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Wag mo masyadong sagarin ang sarili mo.

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Okay ka lang?

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Oo.

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Ayun po, ano, maraming tumulong sa 'kin.

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Pero dalawang linggo lang,
nangyari na uli.

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Alam ko. Normal lang 'yon.
Napag-usapan na natin.

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Pero dina-down mo pa rin
ang sarili mo dahil do'n.

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Nakakasagabal ba sa 'yo?

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Kahit kalahati lang, o?

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Di ko nga kaya, e!

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- Subukan mo kasi.
- Ginagawa mo 'kong ewan.

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Kung pagmumukhain mo 'kong baliw,
umalis ka na!

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Sorry.

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Sorry.

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Di ko sinasadya.

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Normal sumpungin ulit ng self-harm.

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- Pero may progress ka pa rin...
- Alam ko po.

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Tatlong buwan mo nang di ginagawa.

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'Yon 'yong pangalawang improvement, tama?

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Okay. Sige na.

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Happy?

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Oo, masaya ako.

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Sa pangatlo naman tayo. Sige na.

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Ako na 'yong nagsabi ng unang dalawa.

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Kami ni Nick.

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Ewan ko.

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Hindi, okay 'yon.

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So tingin mo, may improvement
sa relationship n'yo ni Nick?

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Opo. Ano...

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Mula siguro no'ng gabing nagtalo kami.

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Tingin ko, naging mas close kami.

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Di siya umalis kahit nakita niya ako
sa pinakamababang point ng buhay ko.

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Ngayon, para akong
nasa relationship therapy.

56
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Saka na 'yan pag ten years na kayong kasal
at nagkakaproblema na.

57
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Pero umaasa akong naging daan
ang improvement mo

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para mapalalim
'yong connection mo sa kanya.

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Kung nabawasan na
'yong intrusive thoughts mo,

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mas marami ka nang energy
na maibibigay sa relasyon n'yo.

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Mas maraming energy?

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Tama.

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Pakiramdam ko,
marami pa akong pagdadaanan.

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Pagdadaanang di magaganda.

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Nakaranas ka na ng trauma, Charlie.

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Pero ayoko talagang ma-define
ng katotohanang na-bully ako no'ng 14 ako

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at nagkaro'n ng isang toxic
na ex-boyfriend.

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Di basehan ng pagkatao ang trauma.

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Pero di rin 'yon naglalaho
sa loob ng limang minuto, so...

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bigyan mo ng konsiderasyon ang sarili mo.

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Saka may mga nagmamahal
at nagmamalasakit sa 'yo,

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kaya pahalagahan mo sila.

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Nagpa-practice kayo
ng motivational pep talks,

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o naiisip n'yo lang bigla?

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Alam mo, naiisip ko lang bigla.
Talented lang talaga ako.

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Ayun, wala na yata tayong oras,
so next week na lang.

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Ay, mag-enjoy ka sa birthday mo,
at itodo ang pag-party.

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Big deal din ang mag-16.

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Ga'no katagal mo nang ginagawa 'yan?

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Elle, wow, kuhang-kuha nito kung sino ka

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pati 'yong itsura mo.

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Ma'am, bakit never n'yo pinuri nang ganyan
'yong gawa ko?

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Felix, pupurihin ko 'yong gawa mo
kung may maipapakita kang natapos mo.

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May point siya.

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Elle, may sasabihin ako sa 'yo.

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May local radio station
na nagtanong tungkol sa 'yo.

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- Po?
- Oo.

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Sa pagdami ng followers mo,
gusto ka nilang ma-interview.

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"Nakikilala online
ang isang local young artist."

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Okay po.

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Nasa sa 'yo na kung magpapa-interview ka,

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pero gusto kong pag-isipan mo
kung komportable ka ba sa gano'n.

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- Ii-email ko sa 'yo 'yong details.
- Salamat po.

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Elle, sobrang exciting no'n.

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Sikat ka na talaga.

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- Di ako sikat.
- Sikat ka.

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Hindi nga.

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Tapusin mo na 'yang painting mo.

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<i>Maligayang pagbabalik sa inyong lahat
matapos ang Easter holidays.</i>

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<i>Kasagsagan na ng tagsibol,</i>

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<i>habang ang tag-init, sumisilip
dala ang nag-uumapaw na sorpresa.</i>

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<i>Kaya galingan at paghusayan ninyo,
pero wag kakalimutang magsaya.</i>

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Happy birthday.

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- Happy birthday!
- Nick!

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Di ka ba magsasawang gawin 'yon?

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Hindi, hindi talaga.

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Pero may regalo ako sa 'yo.

108
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Okay.

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'Yong gusto mong historian
na sikat sa Instagram, si Jack Maddox.

110
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May book signing siya sa Linggo.

111
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Pwede siguro tayong pumunta
pagka-sleepover.

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Teka, mami-meet natin siya?

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Oo.

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I love you so much!

115
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Well, malinaw naman na mas love mo
si Jack Maddox, pero pwede na rin.

116
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May birthday kiss din ba 'ko d'yan?

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Oo naman.

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Ano, dapat siguro...

119
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Oo nga. Wag sa school.

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Oras na rin naman ng klase, so...

121
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'Yong sleepover sa Sabado, ha?

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Oo.

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Naulit na naman.

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- Kailan?
- Kahapon, bago magklase.

125
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Ano'ng nangyari?

126
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Nagki-kiss kami ni Nick sa practice room,
naging intense bigla.

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Natigil kami, tapos medyo naging awkward,
at parang nabigla kami.

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- Gusto mo bang sabihin o ako na?
- Hindi na, mukhang alam naman na niya.

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Charlie,

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naisip mo na ba

131
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na ready na kayo ni Nick
na i-level up ang relationship n'yo?

132
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- Sex 'yong tinutukoy niya.
- Oo, alam ko.

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Obvious namang gusto namin.
Hindi sa wala pa kaming ginawa.

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I mean, nakadamit kami,
pero minsan, pag nagki-kiss kami...

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- Wag mo nang idetalye.
- Ha? Hindi, gusto kong malaman lahat.

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Takot lang ako na di siya ready na...

137
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gumawa ng higit sa kiss.

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Natatakot ako na baka di ko alam
'yong gagawin.

139
00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:03,120
Inaalala ko rin
na isang tingin niya lang, tapos...

140
00:08:03,120 --> 00:08:07,920
Well, no'ng una kaming mag-sex ni Elle,
biglaan lang.

141
00:08:07,920 --> 00:08:11,440
Pagsabog ng nag-aalab na damdamin
sa liwanag ng fireworks ng New Year.

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Oo na, Tao. Narinig na namin 'yan.

143
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Sa sex life niya, curious ka.
Sa 'kin, hindi?

144
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Tama na. Labas na. Magbibihis pa 'ko.

145
00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:21,400
- Ha? Sexy time 'yon, e.
- Gusto kong pag-usapan! Charlie, bakit...

146
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Alam naming gusto mo ang sexy time.

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Guys,

148
00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:14,720
wala 'yong parents ko,

149
00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:18,080
pero iwasan n'yong makabasag
o magsuka kahit saan, please.

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- Okay.
- Yes, sir!

151
00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:22,880
- Parang para kay Imogen 'yon.
- Bakit may gano'ng label na ako?

152
00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:26,960
Uy, hinay-hinay, o may magsusuka na naman.

153
00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:29,200
Isang gabi lang para makahinga ako.

154
00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:32,080
Ano'ng ginagawa n'yo?

155
00:09:32,080 --> 00:09:34,720
Gumagawa kami ng potion
na iinumin ng loser.

156
00:09:34,720 --> 00:09:37,240
Wag naman pati chips, Darcy. Kadiri.

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- Darcy!
- Sobrang kadiri.

158
00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:41,960
Mula New Year, naging awkward na
ang lahat sa 'min ni Sahar.

159
00:09:41,960 --> 00:09:43,560
Pero magkaibigan pa rin kami.

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Sa tingin ko.

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Di ko sigurado.

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Mukhang kailangan mo yata siyang kausapin.

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- Tama.
- Di ko iinumin 'yan. Di talaga!

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Sobrang kadiri tingnan!

165
00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:03,400
Charlie, kailangan namin ng drummer
sa summer fair slot namin.

166
00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:05,360
Ikaw lang 'yong kilala namin!

167
00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:06,960
Ano, e... Di ko alam.

168
00:10:07,480 --> 00:10:09,840
Ayoko talagang nagpe-perform
sa harap ng mga tao.

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00:10:09,840 --> 00:10:12,920
- Okay, pero pag-isipan mo.
- Kadiri 'yong amoy.

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00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:14,800
- Cheers?
- Cheers.

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00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:19,160
Ay, sorry.

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00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:20,440
Ano'ng halo nito?

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Lahat!

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00:10:21,560 --> 00:10:27,200
<i>Happy birthday to you</i>

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00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:29,960
<i>Happy birthday, dear Charlie</i>

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00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:33,560
- Charlie Spring!
- <i>Happy birthday to you!</i>

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00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:39,520
Happy birthday, Charlie! Yes!

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- Happy birthday.
- Love ka namin.

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00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,200
- Sino'ng gumawa nitong cake?
- Ako.

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00:10:44,200 --> 00:10:47,200
- Nagustuhan n'yo ba? Gawa ko 'yan.
- Best day ever!

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00:10:48,600 --> 00:10:50,560
Kaya ko. Gusto kong subukan.

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- Dapat may game tayo.
- Ay, oo nga, games!

183
00:10:56,240 --> 00:10:59,800
May magandang idea ako!
Gusto n'yong mag-Never Have I Ever?

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00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:00,720
Hello.

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00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:02,960
Charlie?

186
00:11:04,600 --> 00:11:06,760
May kaibigan ka bang di namin kilala?

187
00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:08,400
Hi, Michael.

188
00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:09,600
Happy birthday.

189
00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,680
Pagka-16, doon nagiging malinaw
ang mga bagay.

190
00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:19,120
O do'n na nagiging malabo ang lahat.

191
00:11:20,840 --> 00:11:24,040
Kahit alin do'n, pareho lang ang feeling.
Magulo, pero maganda.

192
00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:26,160
Oo nga. Salamat.

193
00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:28,400
Para sa 'yo 'to.

194
00:11:28,920 --> 00:11:30,640
Nakita ko 'to sa isang charity shop.

195
00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:34,160
Pareho kayo ng energy,
kaya naisip kong perfect 'to sa 'yo.

196
00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:38,080
Saka nalungkot ako
kasi mag-isa lang siya sa shelf, so...

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00:11:38,080 --> 00:11:39,600
Okay, bale,

198
00:11:39,600 --> 00:11:41,920
bye, guys. Mag-enjoy kayo!

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00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:46,840
Sino 'yon?

200
00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:47,760
Si Michael.

201
00:11:48,880 --> 00:11:50,560
Nagkakilala sila months ago.

202
00:11:51,160 --> 00:11:52,840
Boyfriend ba siya ni Tori?

203
00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,120
Ayaw niyang sabihin
kung nagde-date sila o hindi.

204
00:11:56,120 --> 00:11:57,080
- Meow.
- Meow.

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00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:58,000
Meow.

206
00:12:01,880 --> 00:12:04,800
Eto na. Sobrang liit mo,
magkakasya ka d'yan.

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00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:09,560
Ang laki nito.

208
00:12:09,560 --> 00:12:11,480
- Oo nga.
- Ang ganda.

209
00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:14,280
- Sobrang ganda.
- Ibaba mo na 'yan.

210
00:12:14,280 --> 00:12:16,680
Kasi moment dapat 'to nina Tao at Elle.

211
00:12:16,680 --> 00:12:19,560
So nakapag-decide ka na ba
sa radio interview mo bukas?

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00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:22,800
Tingin ko, dapat i-go ko.

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00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:27,160
- Magandang opportunity talaga 'yon.
- Tingin ko rin. Sobrang talented mo.

214
00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:28,640
- Malaman dapat nila.
- Ano ba!

215
00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:31,840
Magiging bagong chapter 'yon
ng Elle documentary ko.

216
00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:33,880
Elle Argent.

217
00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:36,480
- Ano ba 'yan?
- Ano'ng masasabi mo sa radio interview mo?

218
00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:39,160
- Ibubuhos ko sa 'yo 'tong drinks ko.
- Wag!

219
00:12:46,680 --> 00:12:48,680
Naging awkward na tayo sa isa't isa.

220
00:12:49,920 --> 00:12:50,760
Oo nga.

221
00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:56,920
Nag-iisip at nagre-reflect talaga ako
nitong mga nakaraan.

222
00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:00,840
Wala akong idea kung sino ako.

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00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:05,600
Sa totoo lang, sa ngayon,
medyo malabo ang lahat sa 'kin.

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00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:09,960
Pero ang alam ko,

225
00:13:11,680 --> 00:13:13,360
ayoko nang masaktan pa kita.

226
00:13:17,960 --> 00:13:19,200
Galit ka ba sa 'kin?

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Hindi.

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Parang di ko naman kayang magalit sa 'yo.

229
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Tinulungan mo akong maka-realize
ng importanteng bagay sa sarili ko.

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I mean...

231
00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:40,760
gano'n din yata ang masasabi ko sa 'yo.

232
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Pero alam mong
di tayo bagay na couple, di ba?

233
00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:51,400
Oo. Tama ka.

234
00:13:57,480 --> 00:13:59,400
Mas gusto kong magkaibigan tayo.

235
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- Okay, pwede na ba tayong magpakalasing?
- Oo, game na, pero unahin natin 'to.

236
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- Wine?
- Oo. 'Yan 'yong gusto mong drinks.

237
00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:13,160
Environment-friendly ba 'to?
Gano'n na ako, e.

238
00:14:13,680 --> 00:14:15,360
Inumin mo na lang, Imogen.

239
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Charlie Spring!

240
00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:39,280
Sure akong may iba ka pang
magandang qualities.

241
00:14:39,280 --> 00:14:40,560
- Ano'ng lasa?
- Okay ba?

242
00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:48,600
- Hello.
- Hello.

243
00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:14,200
Shot!

244
00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:18,240
Iniisip n'yo na ba
kung saang university kayo?

245
00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:21,280
Pahinga muna nang isang taon.
Nag-e-enjoy ako sa bahay ni Lola.

246
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Parang gusto ko
sa sobrang lumang university

247
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at mag-aral ng history.

248
00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,360
Parang mala-dark academia.

249
00:15:28,360 --> 00:15:29,440
Oo nga.

250
00:15:30,160 --> 00:15:32,960
Iniisip kong kumuha
ng business o politics.

251
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E, ikaw, Tara?

252
00:15:36,840 --> 00:15:37,680
Di ko alam.

253
00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:39,720
Nick?

254
00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:43,240
Baka mag-local university lang ako
para dito lang ako.

255
00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:47,520
- Ayaw mong malayo kay Charlie!
- Pwedeng wala munang usapang university?

256
00:15:47,520 --> 00:15:51,040
- Di n'yo ba kayang mag-long distance?
- Di ko pa naiisip 'yon, e.

257
00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:52,880
Sa Oxford ka, di ba?

258
00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:57,320
Nag-o-Oxford prep ka.
Sobrang talino mo, makakapasok ka.

259
00:15:58,520 --> 00:15:59,600
Tara?

260
00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:00,840
Ang gandang angle n'yan.

261
00:16:05,200 --> 00:16:06,040
Tara?

262
00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:08,160
Uy.

263
00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,040
Okay, mukhang... Mukhang panic attack 'yan.

264
00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:20,360
Okay lang 'yan. May pinapagawa sa 'kin
'yong therapist ko na pampakalma ng isip

265
00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:23,080
pag di ko na makontrol
'yong mga naiisip ko.

266
00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,160
Sabay tayong huminga nang malalim.

267
00:16:27,680 --> 00:16:29,560
Inhale nang three seconds.

268
00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:32,080
Tapos, exhale.

269
00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:35,280
Inhale ulit.

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00:16:37,160 --> 00:16:38,120
Tapos, exhale.

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Ulitin natin.

272
00:16:46,760 --> 00:16:47,680
Okay ba?

273
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:51,720
Nandito tayo sa 'min.
Nagchi-chill. Medyo nakainom tayo.

274
00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,280
Pero okay naman lahat. Walang problema.

275
00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:55,400
Uy, Tara.

276
00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:58,120
Uy.

277
00:16:59,040 --> 00:16:59,880
Okay ka lang?

278
00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:02,200
Sorry. Ano lang kasi...

279
00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,960
Stressed lang talaga ako sa lahat ngayon.

280
00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:08,160
Tinulungan ako ni Charlie.

281
00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:09,600
Okay lang ako.

282
00:17:10,120 --> 00:17:11,120
Di ako mapapa'no.

283
00:17:21,360 --> 00:17:22,480
Ang galing no'n.

284
00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:24,680
Lasing na lasing na ako.

285
00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:39,520
Okay na siguro 'yong nainom mo?

286
00:17:42,320 --> 00:17:43,720
Gusto talaga kita.

287
00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:45,880
Gusto din kita.

288
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:48,080
Wag na wag mo 'kong iiwan.

289
00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,480
Wala akong balak.

290
00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:54,880
Teka.

291
00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:57,520
Ikukuha kita ng tubig. Okay?

292
00:18:04,240 --> 00:18:05,160
Lumapit ka.

293
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:22,120
May matagal na akong iniisip.

294
00:18:24,360 --> 00:18:25,200
Ano 'yon?

295
00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:27,720
Tayong dalawa.

296
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:30,680
Pwedeng...

297
00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:33,120
may gawin tayo.

298
00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:35,760
Gaya ng?

299
00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:38,400
Pwede tayong...

300
00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:41,800
mag-sex.

301
00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:45,400
Lagi kong...

302
00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:48,040
Lagi kong naiisip 'yon.

303
00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:50,440
Oo.

304
00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:53,640
Oo. Ako rin.

305
00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:58,120
- Talaga?
- Oo.

306
00:18:59,920 --> 00:19:02,720
Alam kong no'ng sa Paris,
di pa ako ready, pero...

307
00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:06,720
ang tagal na no'n.

308
00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:11,720
Pwede tayong umakyat.

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00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:14,560
Char...

310
00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,520
lasing ka na talaga.

311
00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:22,880
Pag di na ako lasing, natatakot ako...

312
00:19:24,560 --> 00:19:25,800
na baka lang...

313
00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:30,680
tumingin ka sa 'kin, tapos...

314
00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,720
Susuka yata ako.

315
00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:39,840
Ay, hala.

316
00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:41,840
Tara sa banyo. Bilis!

317
00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:53,080
Teka! Itataas ko 'yong buhok mo!

318
00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:56,200
Sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko.

319
00:19:58,880 --> 00:20:00,400
Naaalala mo ba 'yong kagabi?

320
00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,480
Naaalala kong tumatakbo ako sa garden,

321
00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,640
tapos andun tayo sa kusina.

322
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:10,720
Tapos...

323
00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:17,120
Oh my God, sobrang nakakahiya ako!

324
00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:18,040
Hindi.

325
00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:20,720
Masaya akong nabanggit mo 'yon.

326
00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:23,760
Talaga?

327
00:20:28,440 --> 00:20:29,960
Morning, campers.

328
00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:32,360
Pabalik na sina Mama at Papa.

329
00:20:32,360 --> 00:20:33,400
Para lang alam n'yo.

330
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:34,320
Ay, naku.

331
00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,400
Magligpit ka bago mo puntahan
'yong historian na kinakaadikan mo.

332
00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:39,200
Pwede akong gumawa ng egg on toast.

333
00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:41,640
Parang kailangan n'yo ng egg on toast.

334
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:45,560
Dito ba siya natulog?

335
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:46,480
Oo.

336
00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:50,200
So? Pwede rin akong magpatulog
ng mga kaibigan dito.

337
00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:51,600
Kaibigan.

338
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:00,960
Kinakabahan ako.

339
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,080
- Okay lang 'yan.
- Sa'n tayo pupunta?

340
00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:05,920
Ano'ng nararamdaman mo?

341
00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:08,920
Mababawasan 'yong kaba ko
kung ilalayo mo 'yang camera.

342
00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:10,880
History in the making 'to.

343
00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:14,280
Ang sikat na artist na si Elle Argent
sa unang bigating interview niya.

344
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:16,960
Pag di mo na alam ang sasabihin,
pwede mong sabihin

345
00:21:16,960 --> 00:21:21,720
kung ga'no kami kagaling na parents,
at na kami ang dahilan ng achievements mo.

346
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:22,640
Tama na nga!

347
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:24,080
Salamat, Pa.

348
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,720
Tara.

349
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:33,320
Kung okay lang, dito na lang maghintay
'yong parents at boyfriend mo.

350
00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:37,200
Kayang-kaya mo 'yon. Alam na alam ni Katy
kung pa'no gawing interesting ang usapan.

351
00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,000
At papasok lang tayo dito.

352
00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:42,760
Kaya 'yan.

353
00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:44,320
Magaling ka, e.

354
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:47,640
Okay na.

355
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:48,680
- Okay.
- Pasok na.

356
00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:55,720
Dito.

357
00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,240
Sorry. D'yan kami.

358
00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:02,320
Ready ka na sa pinakamamahal mo?

359
00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:03,920
Grabe 'yong selos mo, ha.

360
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:06,880
Pwede akong magka-crush sa celebrity.

361
00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:09,320
Di ako makapaniwala, mapapalitan na ako.

362
00:22:15,360 --> 00:22:16,200
Hello.

363
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,640
Oh my God, sobrang hot niya.

364
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:25,200
Ang saya, ang dami natin dito
dahil sa pagmamahal sa classical art ng...

365
00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:26,480
kasaysayan,

366
00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:27,440
philosophy,

367
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:29,320
at ng literature.

368
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:31,840
Linawan mo lang
'yong pagsasalita, Elle, ha?

369
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:33,080
Start na tayo?

370
00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:35,120
Okay.

371
00:22:43,120 --> 00:22:46,280
Hello at welcome sa <i>Local Voices.</i>
Ako si Katy Newnham.

372
00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:48,760
Kasama ko ngayong hapon si Elle Argent,

373
00:22:48,760 --> 00:22:51,760
isang sixth-form student
sa Lambert School of Art.

374
00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:55,080
Mabilis na sumikat sa social media
ang mga artwork niya.

375
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:56,320
Ikuwento mo 'yon, Elle.

376
00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:59,880
Bale, nag-start akong mag-post ng art ko
sa social media ko

377
00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:02,760
para lang i-share
sa mga kaibigan at pamilya ko,

378
00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:05,440
pero biglang dumami nang dumami
'yong likes,

379
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:08,000
at ngayon,
may higit 50,000 followers na 'ko.

380
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,000
Ang galing.

381
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:12,000
- Nakakabigla ba 'yong attention?
- Konti siguro.

382
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,280
I mean, ang daming tao no'n.

383
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:18,560
Ngayon, karamihan sa art mo, nagpapakita
ng identity mo bilang trans woman.

384
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:20,080
Bakit 'yon ang focus mo?

385
00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:24,640
Sobrang proud ako na trans woman ako.
Malaking parte 'yon ng pagkatao ko,

386
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:28,600
kaya gusto kong i-explore at ipakita 'yon
sa art na ginagawa ko.

387
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:30,240
At sobrang importante no'n ngayon.

388
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:31,200
Di ba?

389
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:36,360
Oo.

390
00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:39,160
Mainit na usapin ngayon
'yong trans identities.

391
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:41,240
Culture war ang tawag ng iba do'n.

392
00:23:41,240 --> 00:23:44,400
Feminists versus trans activists,
at kung ano-ano pa.

393
00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,320
Last week, may feminist speaker kami dito

394
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,920
na nag-discuss ng importance
ng same-sex spaces.

395
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,880
Tingin ko, sobrang importante
na marinig natin lahat ng opinyon,

396
00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,880
so gusto kong marinig 'yong masasabi mo
sa debateng 'yon.

397
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:02,720
Hindi subject ng debate ang trans people.
Mga tao kami.

398
00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:06,680
Well, 'yong speaker namin last week,

399
00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:09,600
naniniwala siyang
kung may gender-neutral comfort rooms,

400
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,480
mapapataas no'n ang mga kaso
ng sexual assault sa mga babae.

401
00:24:12,480 --> 00:24:15,560
Gusto ko talagang malaman
'yong masasabi mo do'n.

402
00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:19,480
Kung gano'n, transphobic
'yong speaker n'yo last week.

403
00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:22,720
Medyo mabigat na topic, 'no?

404
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,400
Iba na lang ang pag-usapan natin.

405
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:27,600
Okay.

406
00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:29,520
Ngayon, may mga usap-usapan...

407
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:33,080
- Sabi sa 'min, art ang idi-discuss niya.
- Pasok po ba tayo? Patigilin natin?

408
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,280
...na nagsasabing dapat i-inform
ng teachers ang parents

409
00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:38,440
sa pagpapalit ng pronouns
ng mga estudyante.

410
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,040
Ngayon, dahil nag-transition ka
sa murang edad,

411
00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:45,160
gusto kong malaman 'yong opinyon mo
sa posibleng maging bagong batas,

412
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,560
na pwedeng maipatupad pagka...

413
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:49,320
Dapat siguro, umalis na 'ko.

414
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:51,320
Sorry kung na-offend kita.

415
00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,520
Teenager lang siya.
Di ito ang usapan natin.

416
00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,600
Mali 'yon, manipulative, at...

417
00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:04,840
- Dapat...
- Okay lang 'yon, baby. Halika na.

418
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:07,520
- Halika na, tara na.
- Tara na. Umuwi na tayo.

419
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,240
Kokontakin kita.

420
00:25:19,120 --> 00:25:21,840
Alam n’yo na hindi n'yo maaasahan
ang Mesopotamian

421
00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:23,680
para hanapan kayo ng copper bars.

422
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,600
Okay, sino pa ang may tanong?

423
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,480
Yes. Ikaw na nakamaong na jacket.

424
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,080
Iniisip ko lang

425
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:41,600
kung may mare-recommend kayong libro
tungkol sa queerness sa Ancient Greece?

426
00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:44,080
Ang gandang tanong n'yan.

427
00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:47,400
Magandang tanong 'yan
kasi kakatapos ko lang basahin

428
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,320
'yong pinaka-interesting na libro
last week habang nasa Milan ako.

429
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:56,120
- Eto, o. Salamat sa pagpunta.
- Maraming salamat.

430
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,080
Hi. Sobrang fan n'yo ako.

431
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:05,200
Baka mag-Classics ako sa university.
Talagang inspirasyon ko kayo.

432
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:09,160
Sobrang nakakatuwa naman.
Classics 'yong paborito ko noon sa school.

433
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,000
- Ano'ng pangalan mo?
- Charlie.

434
00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:12,280
Well,

435
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:13,600
Charlie,

436
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,200
mag-aral kang mabuti,

437
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,120
at...

438
00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:21,120
wag mong babalewalain ang Latin vocab mo.

439
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:22,720
Salamat po.

440
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,040
Ikaw, ano'ng sa 'tin?

441
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:30,120
Ako po? Wala. Wala naman. Ano...

442
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:33,480
Ang interesting no'ng talk.

443
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,040
Sobrang nakaka-enjoy.
'Yong "Mesopotome" na joke...

444
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:39,360
Ayun. Salamat po.

445
00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:40,400
Walang anuman.

446
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:44,120
Nice to meet you po. Tara?
Ayun. Nice to meet you.

447
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:47,120
Sorry.

448
00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:48,480
Hello.

449
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,120
Ano'ng gusto mo?

450
00:26:52,120 --> 00:26:54,480
- Oo nga, sobrang hot niya.
- Oh my God!

451
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,280
Ano... Itigil ba natin?

452
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:30,360
Wag. Ano...

453
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:33,200
- Gusto mong itigil?
- Hindi.

454
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:48,080
Pwede ko bang tanggalin 'to?

455
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:54,440
- Itigil na lang natin.
- Hindi. Teka...

456
00:27:55,520 --> 00:27:57,200
Pabukas ng pinto, Charlie.

457
00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:58,120
Sige po.

458
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:03,640
Nag-enjoy ka ba kanina?

459
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:05,080
Opo.

460
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:07,720
Okay.

461
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:19,480
Kinakabahan akong hubarin 'yong damit ko.

462
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:25,400
Malayo ang itsura ko kay Jack Maddox
o sa mga gano'n.

463
00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:29,840
- Charlie...
- Saka...

464
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,520
Saka alam mong may mga peklat ako.

465
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:36,160
Alam ko.

466
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:40,840
Alam mong gusto talaga kita.

467
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:44,680
Sobra-sobra pa kesa kay Jack Maddox.

468
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:47,600
Kahit may six-pack abs siya?

469
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:51,520
Wala akong pake do'n.

470
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:53,560
Talagang...

471
00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:56,840
gustong-gusto kita. I love you.

472
00:28:58,720 --> 00:28:59,760
Gusto kita.

473
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,080
Gusto ko talagang ituloy.
Gusto ko talagang...

474
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:10,160
Ma, nakita mo 'yong charger ng laptop ko?

475
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:12,680
Tiningnan mo na ba
sa ilalim ng kutson ng sofa?

476
00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:15,720
- Okay na pala.
- Wag lang siguro sa bahay n'yo, 'no?

477
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:18,400
Oo.

478
00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:20,880
ASTIG ANG THERAPY

479
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:25,160
'Yong isip ko, di tumitigil sa pag-iisip
na mandidiri siya sa itsura ko

480
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:27,240
dahil payat ako at may mga peklat.

481
00:29:27,760 --> 00:29:30,240
Di nakakadiri pag payat at may mga peklat.

482
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:33,480
Alam ko po, saka di ko naman iniisip
na nakakadiri ako,

483
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,720
at alam kong di rin 'yon maiisip ni Nick.

484
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:38,040
Mahal ko siya, at mahal niya ako.

485
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:41,720
Di ko lang ma-gets
bakit sobrang inaalala ko 'yon.

486
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:46,720
Napag-usapan natin na nagiging anxious ka
pag pakiramdam mo, wala kang kontrol.

487
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:51,720
Parte ng intimacy 'yong pagtitiwala
sa isang tao para magpaubaya kahit papa'no

488
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,080
at nakakatakot 'yon,

489
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:56,680
pero basta may respeto
at tiwala kayo ni Nick sa isa't isa,

490
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:59,240
nag-uusap kayo, at nakikinig sa bawat isa,

491
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:00,160
safe ka.

492
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:01,520
Saka...

493
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:04,680
basta nagpa-practice kayo ng safe sex.

494
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,120
Pwede kang kumuha
ng libreng condom sa reception.

495
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:09,600
Gagawin po namin.

496
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:14,680
Sana lang mas confident ako.

497
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:18,000
Charlie, tingin ko,
nag-uumapaw ka sa confidence.

498
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:21,560
Di ba, nauna kang nagtapat
ng feelings mo kay Nick,

499
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,400
kahit di mo alam kung gusto ka rin niya?

500
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:32,160
Di ako confident, e.

501
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,720
Pagsubok lang 'yan
na kailangan mong harapin.

502
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:39,160
Di lang pagdating kay Nick,
kundi sa bawat aspeto ng buhay mo.

503
00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:41,120
Alam kong kaya mo, Charlie.

504
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:43,000
Seryoso.

505
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:47,040
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