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(傑夫的辦公室)

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你已經出院四個月了

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對啊,是該烤個蛋糕慶祝一下

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(四月)

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我知道你是在反諷

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不過這個主意其實不錯

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可惜我是在反諷

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但能紀念一下也很好

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查理,你已經進步不少了

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你不認同嗎?

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- 我也不知道
- 那好,我們來試試看

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請你說出這四個月來
你所做出的三大進展

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拜託,配合一下嘛

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你也知道我喜歡腦力激盪

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哪種進展?

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不然我先說吧

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我想想,你一月時復學了

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需要幫助時,隨時可以找我

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無論有什麼需要都行

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謝謝

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加油

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- 查理
- 查理

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- 你好
- 你好嗎?

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- 查理
- 歡迎回來

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查理,你休息五分鐘,好嗎?

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別太勉強自己

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你還好嗎?

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嗯

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有很多人幫我

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但我兩週後還是復發了

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我知道這種事難免,很正常
我們都談過了

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但你還是不停為此自責

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你感到有負擔嗎?

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可以至少吃一半嗎?

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我就說沒辦法了

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- 你根本試都不試
- 你害我心情爛透了

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你要是只會把我逼瘋,乾脆滾開算了

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對不起

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對不起,我不是有意的

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自殘復發很正常

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但不會抵銷任何進展...

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- 我知道
- 你已經三個月沒發作了

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這是第二個進展,不是嗎?

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好吧,我同意,滿意了嗎?

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非常滿意

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那換你說說第三個進展吧

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我已經幫你說前兩個了

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我和尼克

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我也不敢確定

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不會,這很好

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所以你認為你和尼克的感情有進展?

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對,我...

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大概是從吵架那夜之後吧

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我們感到彼此更親近了

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畢竟他看到我在谷底的表現
卻沒有被我嚇跑

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現在我覺得自己是在做感情諮商了

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那個可以等你十年後有婚姻問題再說

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但我期望你的進展
能讓你和他加深感情

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既然你的強迫性想法減少了

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就有更多能量能投入你們的感情

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更多能量?對

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我還是覺得前途茫茫

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還是常常很不順心

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畢竟你經歷過創傷,查理

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但我真的很不希望14歲時被霸凌

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又交了個渣男友,就決定了我的終生

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創傷不會決定你的終生

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但也不會在五分鐘內消失,所以...

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體諒自己一下吧

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而且你身邊還有關愛你的人

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好好跟他們相處吧

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你這些信心喊話是有先練過

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還是信手拈來?

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都是信手拈來,我就是那麼有一套

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這次的時間到了,所以下次見囉

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對了,好好享受生日,盡情狂歡

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16歲生日是里程碑之一哦

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{\an8}《戀愛修課》

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{\an8}第 6 集:身體

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等等,你花多少時間了?

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艾兒

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這幅畫不僅捕捉了你的神髓

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外貌也畫得維妙維肖

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老師,你怎麼從來
沒那樣稱讚過我的作品?

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菲利

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要是你能完成作品給我看
我也會稱讚你啊

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她說的也有道理

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艾兒,我有件事想跟你談

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地方電台聯絡我們說要找你

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什麼?

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他們聽說你的社交媒體爆紅
想要訪問你

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“地方青年藝術家打出網路名氣”

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瞭解

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答不答應完全由你決定

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但我希望你能想想
訪問會不會令你不自在

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我會再把詳細資訊寄給你

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謝謝

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艾兒,太棒了,你真的出名了

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- 我才不出名
- 明明就是

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明明就不是

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繼續畫完你的畫啦

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歡迎同學過完復活節回來上學

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現在正值春暖花開

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夏天正在地平線彼端蠢蠢欲動

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可能性無窮無盡

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所以請努力用功讀書

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但也別忘了要玩得開心

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生日快樂

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生日快樂

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尼克

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你這招百玩不膩嗎?

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絕對不會膩

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不過我有個禮物要送你

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好

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是你喜歡的IG名人史學家傑克麥多斯

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他這週日要辦簽書會
我們或許能在過夜派對完後去參加

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等等,可以看到他本人?

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對

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我好愛你

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顯然不及傑克麥多斯,不過也還可以

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我能再討個生日之吻嗎?

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當然

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我們該...大概該...

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對,在學校不太好

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反正也快班級集合了,所以...

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不過週六有過夜派對哦

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好

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- 又發生了
- 什麼時候?

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昨天班級集合前

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發生什麼事?

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我和尼克在親熱,瞬間打得火熱

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然後就停了

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有點尷尬,讓人不知所措

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你說還我說?

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不用,我覺得他自己也差不多懂了

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查理,你有沒有想過

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你和尼克可以更進一步了?

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他說的是做愛

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知道啦

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我知道我們顯然都想要

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也不是什麼都沒做過

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雖然都隔著衣服,但有時親熱時會...

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細節就不用說了

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什麼?我想聽個清清楚楚

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我只是會怕他還沒準備要...

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繼續往下做

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也怕我做得亂七八糟

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還怕他看了我一眼就會...

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艾兒和我第一次做愛是出於一時衝動

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在新年煙火光芒中爆發激情

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阿陶,這段故事我們都聽過了

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你為何只對查理有興趣
對我卻不屑一顧?

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我不想繼續談了,出去,我要換衣服

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- 什麼?我們在聊色色話題耶
- 我想談啊!查理,為什麼...

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我們知道你喜歡色色話題

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各位,我爸媽出門了

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但請不要弄壞任何東西
或是隨處嘔吐,拜託

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- 瞭解
- 遵命

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聽起來是針對伊莫珍哦,查理

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我怎麼會有這種臭名?

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慢點,不然又要有人嘔吐了

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我只是需要好好放鬆一晚而已

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你們在做什麼?

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我們在做輸家要喝的飲料

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達西,別加洋芋片啦,好噁

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- 達西
- 好噁心

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我和莎哈從新年之後就變得很尷尬

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我們還是朋友

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大概吧

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我也不確定

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你可能該找她談談才對

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- 對
- 我才不要喝這個,休想

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看起來好噁心

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查理,我們夏日祭演出缺一名鼓手

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你又是我們唯一認識的鼓手

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我...不好吧?

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我真的不喜歡當眾表演

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好吧,你考慮一下

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聞起來好噁心

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- 乾杯
- 乾杯

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噁,實在很抱歉

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裡面加了什麼?

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雜七雜八什麼都有

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祝你生日快樂

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- 祝查理生日快樂
- 查理史普林

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祝你生日快樂

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- 祝查理生日快樂,讚啦
- 生日快樂

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我們愛你

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- 這個蛋糕是誰烤的?
- 我

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你們喜歡嗎?是我烤的

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今天超讚

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我可以的,我想試試看

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我有個超讚的好主意

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查理

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你有我們不認識的朋友?

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- 嗨,麥可
- 生日快樂

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人從16歲開始,就會漸漸懂事

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也可能越來越茫然

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有點像是一體兩面,美麗的混亂

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好,謝謝

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這是要送你的

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我在一家慈善商店看到它

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它散發著你的氣息
所以我想說它跟你是天生一對

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而且看到它孤零零在架上
也讓我很難過,所以...

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好喔,大家再見,慶生快樂囉

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他是誰?

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麥可

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幾個月前和多莉認識的

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他是多莉的男友嗎?

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她不願確認他們是不是在交往

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這裡好大

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就是說啊

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好舒服

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- 非常舒服
- 你最好把攝影機放下

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{\an8}因為現在是阿陶和艾兒的獨處時光

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{\an8}那你決定要接受明天的電台採訪嗎?

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我覺得我該接受

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這是個非常棒的機會

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我也這麼認為,你那麼有才華

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- 必須讓全世界知道
- 少來

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這會在我的艾兒紀錄片佔整整一章

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艾兒阿金特

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- 你在講什麼?
- 要接受電台採訪心情如何?

224
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- 我要把酒倒在你身上
- 不要...

225
00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:48,360
我們之間變得好尷尬

226
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嗯

227
00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,920
我最近一直在思考,也在反省

228
00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:00,560
我不知道自己是什麼人

229
00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:05,400
其實對一切幾乎都沒什麼把握

230
00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:10,000
但我知道...

231
00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:13,360
我不想繼續傷害你

232
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你討厭我嗎?

233
00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:22,760
不會

234
00:13:24,560 --> 00:13:26,320
我可能永遠都無法討厭你

235
00:13:28,360 --> 00:13:31,360
你幫助我瞭解自己的很大一部分

236
00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:36,080
我想...

237
00:13:38,680 --> 00:13:40,520
你對我來說也一樣

238
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但你知道我們不適合在一起吧?

239
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是,我知道

240
00:13:57,480 --> 00:13:59,160
我們還是當朋友比較好

241
00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,600
現在可以喝個爛醉了嗎?

242
00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:07,680
好,走吧,不過先從這裡開始

243
00:14:08,280 --> 00:14:09,280
葡萄酒?

244
00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:11,000
對,這是你最愛的酒

245
00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:13,000
這有永續認證嗎?我想盡一份心力

246
00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:15,360
直接喝吧,伊莫珍

247
00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:30,560
查理史普林

248
00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:14,200
喝...

249
00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:17,800
你們開始考慮要讀哪所大學了嗎?

250
00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:21,280
當然要先壯遊一年,我好愛住奶奶家

251
00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:26,040
我想去超古老大學讀歷史

252
00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,360
走暗黑學院風

253
00:15:28,360 --> 00:15:29,320
不錯啊

254
00:15:30,160 --> 00:15:32,800
我在考慮要讀商或政治

255
00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:34,400
塔拉,你呢?

256
00:15:36,840 --> 00:15:37,680
我不知道

257
00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:39,720
尼克?

258
00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:43,240
我大概會在本地找個大學
就可以留在這裡了

259
00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:45,520
你想待在查理身邊

260
00:15:45,520 --> 00:15:47,520
可以先別聊大學的事嗎?

261
00:15:47,520 --> 00:15:49,280
你覺得沒辦法談遠距戀愛嗎?

262
00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:51,360
我其實沒認真想過

263
00:15:51,360 --> 00:15:52,880
你要去讀牛津吧?

264
00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:55,400
對啊,你還參加牛橋預備班

265
00:15:55,920 --> 00:15:57,320
頭腦超好,一定會錄取

266
00:15:58,520 --> 00:15:59,600
塔拉?

267
00:16:05,200 --> 00:16:06,040
塔拉?

268
00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,040
好,你可能是恐慌發作了

269
00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:20,360
沒事的,諮商師有教我一些方法
可以幫助澄清心思

270
00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:23,080
緩解我無法控制思緒的時候

271
00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:25,560
我們一起深呼吸

272
00:16:27,680 --> 00:16:28,960
吸氣三秒鐘

273
00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:32,080
吐氣

274
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吸氣

275
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吐氣

276
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再來一次

277
00:16:46,760 --> 00:16:47,680
好嗎?

278
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:51,720
這裡是我家,我們在玩,喝了幾杯酒

279
00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,280
一切都沒事,一切都很好

280
00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:55,400
塔拉

281
00:16:59,000 --> 00:16:59,840
你沒事吧?

282
00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:02,320
對不起,我只是...

283
00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,720
只是現在壓力很大

284
00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:07,680
查理在幫我

285
00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:10,760
我沒事,我會沒事的

286
00:17:21,360 --> 00:17:22,480
你真厲害

287
00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:24,600
我現在醉翻了

288
00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:39,240
你可能喝得差不多了?

289
00:17:42,320 --> 00:17:43,720
我真的好喜歡你

290
00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:45,880
我也喜歡你

291
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:47,960
永遠別離開我

292
00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:53,320
我沒那個打算

293
00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:54,880
先...

294
00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:57,520
我先倒杯水給你,好嗎?

295
00:18:04,240 --> 00:18:05,160
過來

296
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:22,000
我一直在想一件事

297
00:18:24,360 --> 00:18:25,200
什麼事?

298
00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:27,720
你和我

299
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:33,120
我們可以...做一些事

300
00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:35,760
哪種事?

301
00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:38,400
我們可以...

302
00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:41,800
做愛

303
00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:48,040
我...一直在想這件事

304
00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:50,440
嗯

305
00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:53,640
我也是

306
00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:57,960
- 真的嗎?
- 真的

307
00:18:59,920 --> 00:19:02,680
我知道我在巴黎還沒準備好,但...

308
00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:06,720
已經過好一段時間了

309
00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:11,720
我們可以到樓上去

310
00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:14,560
小查

311
00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:19,520
你醉到神智不清了

312
00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:22,240
我清醒的時候會怕...

313
00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:25,800
怕你...

314
00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:30,480
怕你看到我以後...

315
00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,720
我要吐了

316
00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:41,520
糟糕,快去廁所,走

317
00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:52,640
等等,我幫你捧住頭髮

318
00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:55,920
我好不舒服

319
00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,280
記得昨晚的事嗎?

320
00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,680
我記得在花園跑來跑去

321
00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,640
然後我們進廚房

322
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:10,720
然後...

323
00:20:14,720 --> 00:20:17,120
天啊,我好丟臉

324
00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:20,320
不會,我很慶幸你先提起了

325
00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:23,840
是嗎?

326
00:20:28,280 --> 00:20:29,360
露營客,早安

327
00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:33,400
告訴你一聲,爸媽半小時後就回來了

328
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:34,320
天啊

329
00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,400
你得先收拾乾淨
才能去看你瘋狂迷戀的史學家

330
00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:39,200
我可以做雞蛋吐司

331
00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:41,280
總覺得你們需要雞蛋吐司

332
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:45,560
他昨晚在這過夜?

333
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:49,600
對啊,所以呢?我也能找朋友過夜啊

334
00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:51,680
朋友啊

335
00:20:58,560 --> 00:20:59,680
(聲霓電台)

336
00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:00,840
我好緊張

337
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:03,880
- 沒事啦
- 這是要去哪?

338
00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:05,480
心情如何?

339
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,880
要是你別拍我,我就不會那麼緊張

340
00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:10,960
我們正在締造歷史耶

341
00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:14,280
藝術名家艾兒阿金特
首度接受重大採訪

342
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:18,920
你要是詞窮,可以說說爸媽有多棒

343
00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:21,720
你所有的成就都要歸功於我們

344
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:22,640
別鬧了

345
00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:24,000
謝啦,爸

346
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,720
走吧

347
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:32,880
可以的話,請你父母和男友在這邊等

348
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:36,760
你一定沒問題,凱蒂很懂怎麼接話

349
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:38,720
這邊就是了

350
00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:44,000
沒事的,你很棒

351
00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:48,640
- 好
- 走吧

352
00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:52,720
{\an8}(傑克麥多斯簽聊會)

353
00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:55,720
在這邊

354
00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,240
抱歉,我們坐這

355
00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:02,280
準備跟畢生摯愛見面了嗎?

356
00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,920
你現在超級吃醋耶

357
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:06,600
我有資格暗戀名人好嗎?

358
00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:08,720
我竟然要被取代了

359
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,200
天啊,他好帥

360
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:23,880
看到這麼多古典藝術同好真開心

361
00:22:23,880 --> 00:22:29,320
愛好歷史、哲學、文學

362
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:31,840
只要說話清晰就沒問題,艾兒

363
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:33,280
要開始了嗎?

364
00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:35,120
好

365
00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:41,320
(廣播中)

366
00:22:43,120 --> 00:22:46,280
歡迎收聽《本地之聲》
我是主持人凱蒂紐漢

367
00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:48,800
這個下午請來了艾兒阿金特

368
00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:51,720
她是藍博藝術學校的預科生

369
00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:55,080
作品人氣度在社群媒體上一飛沖天

370
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:56,320
艾兒,請你介紹一下吧

371
00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:59,720
我一開始把作品發表在社群媒體上

372
00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:02,760
只是想和親友分享而已

373
00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:05,440
結果越來越多人按讚

374
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:08,000
現在我有超過五萬名粉絲了

375
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,000
太了不起了

376
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:10,840
這些關注會讓你難以招架嗎?

377
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:14,280
可能有一點,畢竟這個人數不少

378
00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:18,560
你有許多作品都在探索
你的跨性別女子認同

379
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:19,880
你為何以此為創作焦點?

380
00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:24,640
我以自己是跨性別為傲
那是我很重要的一部分

381
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:28,680
所以我喜歡透過創作來探索及表達

382
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,000
那是目前的重要議題,對吧?

383
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:36,360
嗯

384
00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:39,160
跨性別是時下熱門話題

385
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:41,200
有人稱之為文化戰爭

386
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,400
女權主義者對決跨性別人士之類的

387
00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,320
本節目上週請到一位女權講者

388
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,520
她講述了同性空間的重要性

389
00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:53,880
我認為我們有必要聽取各方意見

390
00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,520
所以我想聽你對此議題的看法

391
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:02,720
跨性別者不是議題,我們是人類

392
00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:06,600
我們上週請到的講者

393
00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:09,560
相信設置性別友善廁所

394
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,440
會增加女性受性侵案

395
00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:15,120
我很想知道你對此有何看法

396
00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:19,480
那你上週請來的講者就是恐同症

397
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:22,720
這個話題好像有點沉重

398
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,400
換個話題好了

399
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:27,600
好

400
00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:29,520
有傳言指出...

401
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:33,080
- 不是說她是來討論藝術的嗎?
- 我們該進去嗎?叫停訪問?

402
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,200
...教師必須通知家長

403
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:38,520
學生更換代名詞的事

404
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:40,600
因為你年紀輕輕就跨性了

405
00:24:41,120 --> 00:24:47,560
我想知道你對即將可能推出的新法...

406
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:49,200
我得走了

407
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,320
如果有所冒犯,我在此致歉

408
00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,400
她還只是少女,我們說好的不是這樣

409
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:55,880
這很不恰當,還刻意操弄...

410
00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:04,840
- 你們應該...
- 沒事了,寶貝,乖

411
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:07,520
- 我們走
- 走吧,我們回家

412
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,120
我跟你們沒完沒了

413
00:25:19,120 --> 00:25:19,960
你們也都知道

414
00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:23,080
美索不達米亞人賣的銅錠不值得信賴

415
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,520
好,還有誰想提問?

416
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,480
好,穿牛仔外套的年輕人

417
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,080
我想知道

418
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:41,000
有沒有推薦的古希臘同性戀書籍?

419
00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:45,160
這個問題問得非常好

420
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:47,400
因為我上週在米蘭剛讀完

421
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,320
一本最引人入勝的書

422
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:53,120
(傑克麥多斯簽聊會)

423
00:25:53,120 --> 00:25:55,520
- 好了,謝謝與會
- 非常感謝

424
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,080
你好,我是你的死忠粉絲

425
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,000
我上大學可能會攻讀古典學

426
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:05,000
所以你給了我非常大的鼓舞

427
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,240
這真是太棒了

428
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:08,720
我在學時最愛的就是古典學

429
00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:10,560
- 你叫什麼名字?
- 查理

430
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:13,000
好,查理

431
00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:16,120
用功讀書,還有...

432
00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:20,640
不要荒廢拉丁詞彙

433
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:22,720
謝謝

434
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,000
那你呢?

435
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:30,120
我?沒事,就...

436
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:33,480
這場演講非常有意思

437
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,040
很有趣,那個美索波達姆笑話...

438
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:40,400
- 謝謝
- 不客氣

439
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:42,960
很高興認識你

440
00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:44,120
- 走吧
- 很高興認識你

441
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:47,120
抱歉

442
00:26:52,120 --> 00:26:53,440
他確實很帥

443
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:54,480
天啊

444
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,280
我們...該停下來嗎?

445
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,920
不要,我...你想停嗎?

446
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:33,200
不想

447
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:47,960
我可以把這件脫掉嗎?

448
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,320
- 我們該停了
- 不要,別停,我...

449
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,800
- 請把門開著,查理
- 是

450
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:03,640
今天開心嗎?

451
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:04,640
開心

452
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:07,720
那就好

453
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:19,040
我想到脫衣服就會緊張

454
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:25,400
我不像傑克麥多斯那麼有魅力

455
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:29,840
- 查理...
- 而且...

456
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,080
你也知道我身上有疤

457
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:36,160
我知道

458
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:40,720
你知道我真的很喜歡你

459
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:44,680
傑克麥多斯遠遠比不上你

460
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:47,600
就算他有六塊肌?

461
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:51,520
我才不在乎六塊肌

462
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:55,800
我喜歡你...好喜歡

463
00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:56,840
我愛你

464
00:28:58,720 --> 00:28:59,760
我想要你

465
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,120
我真的很想繼續,真的很想...

466
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:10,160
媽,有看到我的筆電充電器嗎?

467
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:12,360
沙發座墊下找過嗎?

468
00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:13,840
沒事了,就在...

469
00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:15,360
還是別在你家吧?

470
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:18,400
對

471
00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:20,880
(諮商很酷)

472
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:22,120
我會陷入一種狀態

473
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:25,200
滿心只想著他覺得我的外表多噁

474
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:27,200
因為我骨瘦如材,還有疤痕

475
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:30,240
身材削瘦跟疤痕並不噁心

476
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:33,080
我知道,我不是真心認為我長得很噁

477
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:35,720
也知道尼克不會那麼想

478
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:38,240
我愛他,他也愛我

479
00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,720
我只是不明白我為何會為此那麼焦慮

480
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:45,920
我們談過你覺得自己沒控制權時
就會感到焦慮

481
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,360
親密關係有一部分

482
00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:51,720
就是要足以信任他人,放下矜持

483
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,080
這確實會令人害怕

484
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:56,680
但只要你和尼克彼此尊重、信任

485
00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:00,280
並互相傾聽、溝通,那就能安心了

486
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:04,080
當然也得是安全性行為

487
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,840
櫃台有免費保險套可以拿

488
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:09,160
我們當然會注意安全

489
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:14,680
但願我能更有信心

490
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:18,000
查理,我認為你很有信心

491
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:21,560
不是你先對尼克告白的嗎?

492
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,400
你連他喜不喜歡你都不知道耶

493
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:32,160
我感受不到信心

494
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,480
那只是一道你必須克服的難關而已

495
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:36,760
不只是和尼克的感情

496
00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:38,400
人生的各方各面都會遇到

497
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,240
但我知道你有那個能耐,查理

498
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:43,160
真心不騙

499
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:45,160
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