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[Geoff] It's been four months
since you left inpatient.
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[chuckles] Yeah,
I should bake a cake or something.
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I know you're being sarcastic,
but that's actually a lovely idea.
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Too bad I was being sarcastic, then.
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But it'd be nice to mark the occasion.
You've come a long way.
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What, you don't agree?
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- I don't know.
- Ah, let's try something.
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I want you to name three bits of progress
you've made over the past four months.
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- [sighs]
- [Geoff] Come on, humor me.
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You know I like my thought exercises.
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Progress how?
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Well, how about I start?
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So you settled back in at school
in January.
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I'm here if you want any extra support,
okay? Whatever you need.
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[uplifting music playing]
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Thanks.
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- [chuckles softly]
- Go get 'em.
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[Sai] Obviously--
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- Hey, Charlie!
- [Christian] Charlie!
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- Hey!
- How you doing?
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- Charlie!
- Welcome back.
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[whistle blows]
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[Coach Singh] Take a five-minute break,
all right, Charlie?
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Don't push yourself too hard.
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You okay?
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Yeah.
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[music fades out]
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Yeah, I mean, I had a lot of help.
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I still relapsed two weeks after.
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I know. It happens.
It's normal. We've talked about it.
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But you continue
to criticize yourself about it.
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- Does it weigh on you?
- [disquieting music playing]
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- Can you just eat half?
- I said I can't!
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- You're not even trying.
- You're making me feel like shit.
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If you're gonna make me feel insane,
just fuck off!
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[music intensifies]
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[disorientating rumbling]
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[door opens]
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[Nick panting]
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[Nick] I'm sorry.
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[Charlie] Sorry. I didn't mean to.
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[Geoff] Self-harm relapses are normal.
They don't negate any progress you--
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- I know.
- You are three months clean.
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That's our second bit of progress,
isn't it?
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[sighs] Okay. Fine.
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Happy?
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Yeah, I'm delighted.
So progress number three. Let's hear it.
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I've done the first two for you.
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[Charlie] Me and Nick.
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I don't know.
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No, no, that's great.
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So you feel you and Nick
have progressed in your relationship?
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Yeah. I...
Probably since that night of the argument.
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I guess we feel a lot closer.
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[sighs] I mean, he's seen me
at my absolute rock bottom
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and hasn't run away screaming.
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Now I feel like
I'm in relationship therapy or something.
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Save that until you're ten years in
and having marital problems.
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[Charlie chuckles]
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But I expect your progress has allowed you
to deepen your connection with him.
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If your intrusive thoughts have lessened,
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you've more energy
to give to your relationship.
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[suspenseful music playing]
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[passionate music playing]
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[music fades out]
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More energy? Yeah.
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I still feel like
I've got a long way to go.
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Still have a lot of bad days.
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Well, you've experienced trauma, Charlie.
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Yeah, but I really don't want
to be defined by the fact
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that I was bullied at 14
and had one toxic ex-boyfriend.
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Trauma doesn't define you.
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But it also doesn't vanish
in five minutes, so...
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so give yourself some grace.
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And you've got people around you
who love and care for you, so enjoy them.
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Do you practice motivational pep talks,
or do they just come to you in the moment?
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Oh...
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You know, they just come to me.
I'm just a talented person.
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[both chuckling]
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Yeah, I think we're out of time here,
so I'll see you next week.
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Oh, and enjoy your birthday,
and party hard.
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Sixteen's one of the big ones.
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[pensive music playing]
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{\an8}[disorientating fluttering]
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[Naomi] How long
have you been working on that?
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[Felix] None of your...
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[woman] Elle, wow, this captures
your spirit as well as your likeness.
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Miss, how come
you never compliment my work like that?
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Felix, I'd compliment your work
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if you could actually show me
a completed piece.
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She has a point.
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Elle, I wanted
to talk to you about something.
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We've had contact
from a local radio station about you.
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- What?
- [tutor] Yeah.
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They heard about your social media
and want to interview you.
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"Local young artist
achieves Internet fame."
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Okay.
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[tutor] Now, it's completely up to you,
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but I want you to think about whether
it's something you feel comfortable with.
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- I'll email you the details.
- Thank you.
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Elle, that's so exciting.
You're literally famous.
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- I'm not famous.
- You are.
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- I am not.
- [chuckles]
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Finish your painting. [chuckles]
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[Headmaster Barnes] Welcome back
from the Easter holidays, everyone.
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Spring is in full bloom
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while summer peeps out from the horizon
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with all its endless possibilities.
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So knuckle down, work hard,
and... and don't forget to have some fun.
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- [hopeful music playing]
- [distant drumming]
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[chuckles softly]
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[drumming continues]
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- Happy birthday.
- [chuckles]
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- Happy birthday!
- Oh! Nick!
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[Nick grunting]
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Are you ever gonna get tired
of doing that?
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Absolutely not, no,
but I did get you a present.
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Okay.
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[gentle music playing]
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[Nick] It's that Instagram-famous
historian you like, Jack Maddox.
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He's doing a book signing on Sunday.
Maybe we could go after the sleepover?
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- Wait. We get to meet him?
- Yeah.
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[Charlie] I love you so much!
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Well, clearly not as much as Jack Maddox,
but I'll take it.
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Do I also get a birthday kiss?
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Yeah. [chuckles softly]
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[electricity fizzing, crackling]
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[fireworks exploding]
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[Nick gasps]
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We should... we should probably...
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Uh, yeah, yeah. Not at school.
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[awkward instrumental music playing]
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It's almost form time anyway, so...
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Sleepover on Saturday though.
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Yeah.
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[door opens]
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[door closes]
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- [crunching]
- [Tao] Mm.
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- [Charlie] It happened again.
- When?
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- Yesterday before form.
- What happened?
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Me and Nick were making out,
and it got really intense really quickly.
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Then it stopped, and it was
kind of awkward and overwhelming.
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- Do you wanna say it? Or shall I?
- No, I think he's nearly worked it out.
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Charlie, have you considered the idea
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that you and Nick
are ready to take things further?
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- [chuckles]
- [Isaac] He's talking about sex.
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Yeah, I know. I know.
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And I know it's obvious we both want to.
It's not like we've done nothing.
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I mean, it's all been over the clothes,
but sometimes when we're making out, we--
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- [Tao] Ugh!
- [Isaac snickers]
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- Spare us the details.
- What? I want all the details.
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I'm just scared
that he's not ready to... do anything more.
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I'm scared
I'm not gonna know what I'm doing.
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And I'm scared
he's gonna take one look at me and...
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Well, when me and Elle started having sex,
it was in the spur of the moment.
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An outburst of fiery passion
in the light of the New Year's fireworks.
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Yes, we've all heard this story before.
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Why you interested
in Charlie's sex life, not mine?
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[Charlie] Get out. I need to change.
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- What? We're talking about sexy time.
- I wanna talk about it! Charlie, why--
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- [Tao] We know you like sexy time.
- [Isaac giggles]
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[sighs]
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[disquieting music playing]
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[sighs]
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- [pop music playing]
- [indistinct chattering]
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Everyone, uh, my parents are out,
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but please don't break anything
or be sick anywhere, please.
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- [Tao] Fine.
- [Darcy] Yes, sir!
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- [Isaac] Sounds like a note for Imogen.
- [Imogen] How have I got this reputation?
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- [Isaac] Drink that, you'll be sick.
- Careful.
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- We'll have another vomit situation.
- Shh.
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Just need a night off from everything.
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[Darcy] Ew!
- [Tara] What are you guys doing?
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We're making a potion
that the loser has to drink.
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- Oh, Darcy, not crisps. That's so gross.
- [Tao] Ugh!
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- [Tara] Darcy!
- [Isaac] You guys are gross.
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Things have been awkward
between me and Sahar since New Year's.
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Like, we're still friends.
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- I... I think.
- [Tara] Ooh!
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I... I dunno.
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Um...
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Sounds like you should
probably talk to her.
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[group] Oh!
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- Right.
- [Isaac] I am not drinking that. No way!
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That looks so gross!
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- [Elle] Try it!
- [laughter]
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Charlie, we need a drummer
for our summer-fête slot.
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You're literally the only person we know!
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I... I don't know. I don't really like
performing in front of people.
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Well, think about it.
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[Imogen] That smells disgusting.
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- Cheers?
- Cheers.
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[Sahar chuckles]
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- Ugh!
- Oh, I'm so sorry.
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- What is in that?
- [coughing] Everything!
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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
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- ♪ Happy birthday, dear Charlie... ♪
- [Tao] Charlie Spring!
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♪ Happy birthday to you! ♪
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[cheering, whooping]
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- [Tara] Happy birthday, Charlie! Yes!
- [Sahar] Happy birthday.
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[Darcy] We love you.
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- [Elle] Who made this cake?
- [Imogen] I did.
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- Guys, do you like it? I made it.
- [Tao] Best day ever!
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[laughter]
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I can do it. I wanna try.
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- [Tara] We need a game.
- [Darcy] Oh, yeah, games!
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[indistinct chatter]
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- [doorbell rings]
- [Imogen] I have a really good idea!
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- Would you like to play Never Have I Ever?
- Hello.
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Charlie!
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Do you have a friend we don't know about?
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[chuckles] Hi, Michael.
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Happy birthday.
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Um...
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Sixteen is when everything
starts to make sense.
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Or when nothing makes any sense anymore.
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Kind of the same feeling either way.
Beautiful chaos.
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Yeah. Thanks.
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[Michael] Uh, this is for you.
I found him at a charity shop,
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and he just had your energy,
so I figured he belonged with you.
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Also, it made me sad seeing him
sitting on a shelf on his own, so--
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Uh, okay. Well, um, bye, everyone.
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Have a fun time!
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Whoo! Bee-boo-bee-boo.
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[distant door opens, closes]
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- So who's that?
- It's Michael.
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It's... Met Tori a few months ago.
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[chuckles softly] Is he Tori's boyfriend?
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She won't confirm whether they're dating.
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- Meow.
- Meow.
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Meow!
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♪ ...by the open road... ♪
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[Elle] Here goes. You're so tiny.
You'll fit right in.
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- [whooping, laughter]
- ♪ You've lost control... ♪
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- This is big. [chuckles]
- [Tao] I know.
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It's nice.
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- Very nice.
- You'd better put that down.
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'Cause this needs to be Tao and Elle time.
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[Tao] Have you decided
about the radio interview tomorrow?
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I think I should do it.
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It's a really cool opportunity.
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I think so too. You're so talented.
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- The world needs to know.
- Stop.
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It's gonna be a whole chapter
of my Elle documentary.
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Elle Argent, how are you feeling
about your radio interview?
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- I will pour my drink on you. I will.
- No, no, no!
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Things have been really awkward with us.
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Yeah.
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[pensive music playing]
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I've been doing a lot of thinking
and reflecting recently.
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I have no idea who I am.
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I don't know much about anything
at the moment, actually.
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But what I do know...
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is I don't wanna keep hurting you.
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[Sahar sighs]
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Do you hate me?
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[chuckles softly]
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No.
259
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I don't think I could ever hate you.
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You helped me realize
something pretty big about myself.
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I mean...
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I guess I could say the same about you.
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But you know
we'd be awful together, right?
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[laughs]
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Yeah. I know.
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- I like us better as friends.
- Mm.
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[both whispering, giggling]
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- Can we go get crazy drunk now?
- [giggling] Yeah, let's go.
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- Yes!
- But let's start right here.
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- Wine?
- Yeah. That's your drink of choice.
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Is it sustainable?
I'm trying to do my bit.
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Just drink it, Imogen.
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[upbeat music playing]
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- Happy birthday!
- [cheering]
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[Isaac] La-la-la!
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[Nick] Whoo!
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[playful squealing]
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- [Sahar] Amazing!
- [Imogen]
That's the ticket!
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[Darcy] It's Charlie's birthday!
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Charlie Spring! Yay!
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[cheering]
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I'm sure you're lovely in other ways.
How is it?
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[all laughing]
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[Isaac] Aww!
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[chuckles]
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- Hello.
- Hello.
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♪ Well, good for you
You look happy and healthy ♪
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♪ Not me, if you ever cared to ask ♪
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♪ Good for you ♪
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♪ You're doing great
Out there without me, baby ♪
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♪ God, I wish that I could do that ♪
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♪ I've lost my mind ♪
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♪ I've spent the night... ♪
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[both slurping]
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♪ Crying on the floor of my bathroom ♪
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♪ But you're so unaffected
I really don't get it ♪
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- ♪ But, I guess, good for you ♪
- Drink, drink, drink!
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[pop music playing quietly]
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[Imogen] Have you started thinking
about uni options?
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[Darcy] Mm. Gap year for sure.
I love staying at my gran's.
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I think I wanna go to
a super old university and study history.
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Like, dark-academia vibes.
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- Yeah, totally.
- [Sahar] Mm.
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I'm thinking of doing,
like, business or politics.
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Tara, what about you?
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- [tense music playing]
- Uh-huh.
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I dunno.
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- Nick?
- [Nick] Uh...
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I'll probably just try and get in
somewhere local so I can stay here.
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[Darcy] You want to stay close to Charlie!
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Can we not talk about uni stuff right now?
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- [Sahar] Think you could do long distance?
- [Nick] I hadn't really thought about it.
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You're going to Oxford, aren't you?
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[Imogen] You're doing
all that Oxbridge prep stuff.
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You're so smart. You'll get in.
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- [Tara panting]
- Tara?
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- [Tao] That was a good shot.
- [panicked breathing]
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00:16:05,200 --> 00:16:06,400
- Tara?
- [Tara whimpers]
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[Charlie] Hey.
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[panicked breathing]
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00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:15,040
Oh, okay. I think...
I think you're having a panic attack.
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00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:20,360
It's okay. My... my therapist gave me
some exercises to help clear my brain
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whenever I'm having thoughts
that I can't control.
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Let's do deep breaths together.
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Breathe in for three.
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[inhaling shakily]
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- [Charlie] And breathe out.
- [exhales]
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And breathe in.
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- And breathe out.
- [exhales slowly]
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- [Charlie] Let's do it one more time.
- [Tara inhales slowly]
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[exhales slowly]
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[chuckles softly] Okay?
333
00:16:47,760 --> 00:16:51,720
We're in my house.
We're chilling. We've had a few drinks.
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00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,280
But everything's fine. Everything's good.
335
00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:56,280
- Hey, Tara.
- [pensive music playing]
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00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:58,200
- Hey.
- [sniffles]
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00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:00,000
Are you okay?
338
00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:02,200
Sorry. I was just...
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00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,960
Just stressed about everything right now.
340
00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:07,680
Charlie was helping.
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00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:10,760
- [chuckles softly]
- [Tara] I'm fine. I'll be fine.
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00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:14,800
[Tara whimpers]
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00:17:16,360 --> 00:17:17,920
[Tara sniffles]
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That was amazing.
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00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:25,400
- I'm so drunk right now.
- [chuckles]
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00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:27,560
[music fades out]
347
00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:35,960
- [Charlie grunts]
- [snickers]
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00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:37,000
[Charlie chuckles]
349
00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:39,520
[Nick] Maybe you've had enough now?
350
00:17:42,320 --> 00:17:43,720
I really like you.
351
00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:45,880
I like you too.
352
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:47,960
Don't ever leave me.
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00:17:49,160 --> 00:17:50,800
[Nick chuckles]
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00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,440
I wasn't planning on it.
355
00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:54,880
Let's, um...
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00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:57,520
let's get you some water. Okay?
357
00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:03,480
[faucet running]
358
00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:05,840
- Come here.
- [faucet stops]
359
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,280
[group chattering indistinctly outside]
360
00:18:17,920 --> 00:18:18,840
[Charlie chuckles]
361
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:22,680
- I've been thinking about something.
- Mm-hmm?
362
00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:24,280
[gentle music playing]
363
00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:25,200
What's that?
364
00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:27,720
You and me.
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00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:33,120
- We could... do things.
- [Nick chuckles softly]
366
00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:35,760
What kind of things?
367
00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:38,400
We could...
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00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:41,800
have sex. [chuckles]
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00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:45,480
I, uh...
370
00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:48,040
I think about it all the time.
371
00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:50,440
Yeah.
372
00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:53,640
Yeah. So do I.
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00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:57,200
[chuckles softly] Do you?
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00:18:57,200 --> 00:18:58,120
[Nick] Yeah.
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00:18:59,920 --> 00:19:02,680
I know I wasn't ready in Paris, but...
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00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:06,720
that was a long time ago.
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00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,440
- We can go upstairs.
- [Nick chuckles]
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00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:14,560
Char...
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00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,520
you... you're incredibly drunk.
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00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:22,240
When I'm sober, I'm scared that...
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00:19:24,680 --> 00:19:25,800
that you might just...
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00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:30,680
that you'll look at me and...
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00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:38,720
[heaves] I... I think...
I think I'm gonna be sick.
384
00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:41,520
Oh. Oh shit. Um...
Let's go to the toilet. Come on!
385
00:19:42,360 --> 00:19:43,360
[music fades out]
386
00:19:44,440 --> 00:19:46,360
- [leaves rustling]
- [birds singing]
387
00:19:48,920 --> 00:19:50,200
[heaving]
388
00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:52,600
Wait! I'll hold your hair back!
389
00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:55,920
Oh, I feel so ill.
390
00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,280
Do you remember last night?
391
00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,560
I remember running around in the garden,
392
00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,640
and then we were in the kitchen.
393
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:10,720
And then...
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00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:17,120
Oh my God, I'm so embarrassing!
395
00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:20,240
No. No, I'm... I'm glad you brought it up.
396
00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:23,760
Yeah?
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00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:26,840
[zipper opening]
398
00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:29,360
Morning, campers.
399
00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:33,400
Mum and Dad will be back in half an hour.
Just so you know.
400
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:34,320
Oh God.
401
00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,440
[Tori] Clear up before going to see
that historian you're obsessed with.
402
00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:39,200
[Michael] I could make egg on toast.
403
00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:41,560
I feel like you guys need
the egg on toast.
404
00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,560
Did he stay over?
405
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:46,560
Yeah.
406
00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:49,600
So? I can have friends over too.
407
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:51,680
Mm. Friends.
408
00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:53,160
[Nick chuckles]
409
00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:02,800
- [Elle sighs] I'm nervous. [chuckles]
- [woman] It's all right.
410
00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:04,560
- [Tao] Where are we going?
- [chuckling]
411
00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:05,840
[quietly] How do you feel?
412
00:21:05,840 --> 00:21:08,880
I'd feel less nervous
if you got that camera out of my face.
413
00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:10,960
[Tao] But this is history in the making.
414
00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:14,280
Famous artist Elle Argent
for her big first interview.
415
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:18,920
And if you're lost for words, you can just
talk about what great parents we are
416
00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:21,720
and how everything you've achieved
is thanks to us.
417
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:24,000
- Stop! Thanks, Dad.
- [laughing]
418
00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:26,360
All right. Come on.
419
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:33,000
Your parents and your boyfriend will have
to wait out here, if that's all right.
420
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:36,760
Um, you'll be great. Katy knows exactly
how to keep the conversation going.
421
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,000
And, uh, we're just through here.
422
00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:44,000
It'll be great. You're amazing.
423
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:48,000
- Yeah.
- Okay.
424
00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,040
Here we go.
425
00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:51,840
[indistinct chattering]
426
00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:55,720
Through here.
427
00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,240
Sorry. We're just here.
428
00:22:00,600 --> 00:22:03,920
- Ready to meet the love of your life?
- You're so jealous right now.
429
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:08,720
- I'm allowed a crush on a celebrity.
- I can't believe I'm about to be replaced.
430
00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:10,560
Oh! [chuckling]
431
00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:13,240
[applause]
432
00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:15,280
[cheering, whooping]
433
00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:16,200
Hello.
434
00:22:16,200 --> 00:22:18,200
- [applause, cheering continue]
- Hi. Hi.
435
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,200
Oh my God, he's so hot.
436
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:23,960
So good to see so many of us
united in our love of classical art.
437
00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:29,320
Of history, philosophy, and of literature.
438
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:33,280
Just make sure you speak nice and clearly,
Elle. Shall we get started?
439
00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:35,120
Okay.
440
00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:38,440
[intermittent beeping]
441
00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:40,120
[steady beep]
442
00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:42,240
[soothing piano intro playing]
443
00:22:43,120 --> 00:22:46,280
Hello and welcome to Local Voices
with me, Katy Newnham.
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00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:48,800
I'm here this afternoon with Elle Argent,
445
00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:51,720
a sixth-form student
of the Lambert School of Art
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00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:55,000
whose art has skyrocketed to popularity
on social media.
447
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,360
Tell us about that, Elle.
448
00:22:56,360 --> 00:22:59,800
Um, well, I just started to post my art
to my social media,
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00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:02,760
um, just wanting to share it
with my friends and family.
450
00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:05,440
But it just started to get
more and more likes,
451
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:08,000
and now I have over 50,000 followers.
452
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,840
That's amazing.
Is the attention at all overwhelming?
453
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:14,760
Maybe a bit. I mean,
that... that's a lot of people. [chuckles]
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00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:18,560
[Katy] Now, much of your art explores
your identity as a young trans woman.
455
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:20,000
Why is that your focus?
456
00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:24,640
Um, I'm very, very proud to be trans.
It's a big part of who I am,
457
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:28,680
so I like to explore and express that
in the art that I create.
458
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,160
And that's so important
right now, isn't it?
459
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:36,360
Yeah.
460
00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:39,160
Trans identities are the hot topic
of the moment.
461
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:41,200
Some call it a culture war.
462
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,400
Feminists versus trans activists
and so on.
463
00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,320
Last week, we had a feminist speaker
on the show
464
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,480
who talked to us
about the importance of same-sex spaces.
465
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,880
I think it's so important
we hear all voices and opinions,
466
00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,680
so I'd love to hear your thoughts
on the debate.
467
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:58,800
[tense music playing]
468
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:01,000
Trans people aren't a debate.
469
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,720
We're human beings.
470
00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:06,720
- Well, I mean, our speaker last week...
- [inaudible]
471
00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:09,560
...believed that the presence
of gender-neutral bathrooms
472
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,320
will increase cases of sexual assault
against women.
473
00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:15,120
I'm very interested
to get your thoughts about that.
474
00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:19,480
Well, your speaker last week
was transphobic, then.
475
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:25,520
[Katy] It's a bit of a heavy topic,
isn't it? Let's move on to something else.
476
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:27,600
Okay.
477
00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:29,520
[Katy] Now, there've been rumors...
478
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:33,080
- We were told she was here to discuss art.
- Should we go in? Stop it?
479
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,200
...which states that teachers
must inform parents
480
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:38,440
about students changing their pronouns.
481
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,040
Now, as someone
who transitioned very young,
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00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:45,160
I'd love to know how you feel
about the potential new law,
483
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,280
which could come in as soon as--
484
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:51,280
- Um, I... I think I need to go.
- [Katy] I'm sorry if I offended you.
485
00:24:51,280 --> 00:24:53,560
She's a teenager.
This is not what we agreed.
486
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,160
It is inappropriate,
and it is manipulative, and...
487
00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:57,760
[melancholy music playing]
488
00:24:58,800 --> 00:24:59,760
[door closes]
489
00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:01,720
[Elle sniffles]
490
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:04,840
- [mum] You should be--
- It's okay, baby. Come on.
491
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:07,520
- Come on, let's go.
- Let's go. Let's go home.
492
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,240
- [Elle sobs]
- You'll be hearing from me.
493
00:25:17,360 --> 00:25:19,040
[music fades out]
494
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:23,080
You know you can't trust a Mesopotamian
to source your copper ingot.
495
00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:24,760
[laughter]
496
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,760
Okay, who's got another question?
497
00:25:30,120 --> 00:25:31,320
[Jack] Uh...
498
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:33,480
Yes. Young man in the denim jacket.
499
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,000
I was just wondering
500
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:41,000
if you had any book recommendations
about queerness in Ancient Greece?
501
00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:44,080
Now, that is a wonderful question.
502
00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:47,400
That's a wonderful question
because I have just finished reading
503
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,320
the most enthralling book
last week while I was in Milan.
504
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:52,680
[indistinct chattering]
505
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:55,520
- There. Thanks for coming.
- [man] Thank you so much.
506
00:25:57,120 --> 00:25:57,960
[Charlie] Um...
507
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,080
Hi. Uh, I'm a really big fan.
508
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:04,840
I probably wanna do classics at uni,
so you're a big inspiration to me.
509
00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:08,720
Ah! That is so lovely to hear.
Classics was my favorite at school.
510
00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:10,560
- What's your name?
- Charlie.
511
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:13,000
Well, Charlie,
512
00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:16,120
study hard, and...
513
00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:20,560
don't ignore your Latin vocab.
514
00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:21,720
[Charlie chuckles]
515
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:24,080
- Thanks.
- [Jack] Uh, what can I do for you?
516
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:27,840
Uh... m... Uh, me?
517
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:30,120
No. Um, nothing. It's...
518
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:33,480
Um, really... really interesting talk.
519
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,040
Really fun. The "Mesopotome" joke was...
520
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,400
- Yeah. Thanks.
- You're very welcome.
521
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:42,320
- Nice to meet you.
- [Jack chuckles]
522
00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:44,120
Uh, shall we... Yeah. Nice to meet you.
523
00:26:44,120 --> 00:26:45,240
Oh! Um...
524
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:48,040
- Sorry. Um...
- [Jack] Hello.
525
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:51,160
- What would you like?
- [jaunty music playing]
526
00:26:52,120 --> 00:26:54,200
- Yeah, he's... he's really hot
- Oh my God!
527
00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:55,280
[Nick chuckles]
528
00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,760
- [tranquil music playing]
- [door opens]
529
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:03,480
[chuckles]
530
00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:05,400
[music fades]
531
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:06,960
[passionate music playing]
532
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:12,840
[chuckling]
533
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:19,000
[fireworks exploding]
534
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,040
[electricity fizzing, crackling]
535
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:23,200
[disorientating rumbling]
536
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,720
{\an8}- [Charlie hesitates]
- Oh.
537
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:29,320
{\an8}- [music fades]
- Should we stop?
538
00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,920
{\an8}No. I... Do you... do you want to?
539
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:33,200
{\an8}No. No.
540
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:37,720
- [music resumes]
- [electricity fizzing, crackling]
541
00:27:38,360 --> 00:27:40,160
[disorientating rumbling]
542
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:44,960
[rumbling intensifies]
543
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:48,920
{\an8}- Can I take this off?
- [music stops]
544
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:50,320
{\an8}[hesitates] Oh...
545
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:51,280
{\an8}[sniffs]
546
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:53,960
{\an8}- All right, we should stop.
- No, no. Wait.
547
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,400
- I... I--
- [knocking on door]
548
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:57,800
- [mum] Door open, please, Charlie.
- Yeah.
549
00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:01,560
Ah.
550
00:28:02,360 --> 00:28:03,640
Had a nice time today?
551
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:04,640
Yeah.
552
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:07,720
Okay.
553
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:11,000
[footsteps retreating]
554
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:19,040
I'm nervous about taking my shirt off.
555
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:24,960
I... I don't look like...
Jack Maddox or anything.
556
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:29,840
- Charlie...
- [Charlie] And...
557
00:28:32,120 --> 00:28:34,080
And you know that I've got scars.
558
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:36,160
I know.
559
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:40,840
You know I really fancy you.
560
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,920
- [chuckles softly]
- Like, infinitely more than Jack Maddox.
561
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:47,600
Even though he's got a six-pack?
562
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:48,560
[chuckles softly]
563
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:51,520
I don't care about that.
564
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:53,680
I like you
565
00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:56,560
so much. I... I love you.
566
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:57,560
[Charlie chuckles]
567
00:28:58,720 --> 00:28:59,760
I want you.
568
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,120
I... I really did wanna carry on.
I really want--
569
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:10,160
Mum, have you seen my laptop charger?
570
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:13,840
- [mum] Looked under the sofa cushions?
- [Tori] Don't worry. It was...
571
00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:15,640
Maybe just not at your house, eh?
572
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:17,480
[both chuckle]
573
00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:19,400
- Yeah.
- [both chuckle]
574
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:22,280
[Charlie] I get into this headspace
575
00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:25,240
where all I can think about
is how disgusting he'll think I look
576
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,200
'cause I'm skinny and I've got scars.
577
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:30,240
Being skinny and having scars
isn't disgusting.
578
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:33,440
I know, and I don't actually think
I do look disgusting,
579
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,720
and I know
that Nick won't think that either.
580
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:38,240
I love him, and he loves me.
581
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:41,760
I don't understand why I get so anxious.
582
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:45,920
We've talked about how you get anxious
when you feel like you don't have control.
583
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:49,680
Part of intimacy
is trusting someone enough
584
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:51,720
to let go of some control,
585
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,080
and that's scary.
586
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:56,680
{\an8}But as long as you and Nick respect
and trust each other
587
00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:00,160
and you communicate and listen
to each other, then you're safe.
588
00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:04,080
And as long as you practice safe sex.
589
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,600
You can get some free condoms
from the reception.
590
00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:09,160
Oh, I-- Obviously we will.
591
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,520
[hopeful music playing]
592
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:14,760
Just wish I was more confident.
593
00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:18,000
Charlie, I think
you have a lot of confidence.
594
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:21,560
Aren't you the one
who confessed your feelings to Nick first
595
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,400
when you didn't even know
whether he liked you back?
596
00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:27,880
[electricity fizzing, crackling]
597
00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:29,960
[sighs softly]
598
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:32,160
I don't feel confident.
599
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,760
[Geoff] That's just a challenge
you're gonna have to face.
600
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:38,400
And not just with Nick,
but with every aspect of your life.
601
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,280
But I know you have it in you, Charlie.
602
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:43,200
I really do.
603
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:44,760
[hopeful music continues]
604
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,560
- [birds singing sweetly]
- [female singers vocalizing]
605
00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:58,360
[hopeful music continues]
606
00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:22,360
[hopeful music fades]
607
00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:24,160
[pensive music playing]
608
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:45,160
[music fades out]