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narrator: Since learning
of Becca's pregnancy
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as well as his own lack
of agency in relation to it,
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Marcus had tried
to go about his life as usual
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to control
the things he could.
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- Marcus, you okay?
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- Oh, uh--
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uh, yes, yeah.
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Um...
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could you print out Trey Lane's
new pages for me?
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And, um...
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could I also get a tea
with honey and lemon?
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- Oh, the hot water thing's
broken.
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- Fine, uh, coffee.
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- The coffee thing's connected
to the hot water thing.
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- Go to a coffee shop then.
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- Okay.
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Wait,
do you want the tea again?
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Or would--
- I, uh--
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narrator:
But everywhere he turned,
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Marcus was hard-pressed to
find even a shred of evidence
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that he was
in the driver's seat
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of his own life.
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Even his own thoughts
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seemed to have
a life of their own,
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playing and endless game
of "What if?"
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What if he'd never met Becca?
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What if he'd never had
that threesome?
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What if he'd just
worn a condom?
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What if he just disappeared?
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Better yet,
what if Becca disappeared?
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A carbon monoxide leak.
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A piano falling from the sky.
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Something quick and painless,
of course.
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He wasn't a monster.
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Or maybe he was.
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Maybe he was just another
awful man
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trying to weasel
out of the consequences
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of his own actions.
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- You can't hide in here
forever.
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- I don't want to have a baby.
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- And I don't want
to be in love with the ex
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who cut half my dreads off
in my sleep one time.
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But life throws shit at ya.
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- So your parents never,
I guess,
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told you about the birds
and the bees and shit.
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Okay, so, like,
you have the--
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okay you have--
for you it's this, right?
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And you put the condom over it
and then you have sex.
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And that way...
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- Ki-Kian--
- babies don't happen.
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- Look,
after that last breakup,
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I went through
a string of women.
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- Yeah, but did you
get any of them pregnant?
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- I was gonna do IVF
with Nicole.
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But that would have been
a huge mistake.
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- Oh, my God.
- That would've been horrible.
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- But listen man,
you're about to have a kid
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that's gonna be literally,
like,
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genetically coded
to accept you.
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That's cool.
- Right.
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Because nobody hates
their parents, right?
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- Oh, I'm just trying to
look on the bright side, man.
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Seriously, maybe this will
bring you and this Becca chick
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closer together.
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I mean,
it's fucking rough out there.
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You know,
I can't find anyone to love me.
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- [chuckles]
- Seriously.
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At first, I was kinda like,
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"I don't want a woman to love
me because of my money."
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And now, I'm like, "Fine,
love me because of my money."
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Love me for something,
you know?
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- Shit, Kian, I'm sorry.
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- No, no, no, no, no,
it's fine.
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It's all right.
It's cool.
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- I still have some IVF
in the freezer.
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Can you see me with a baby?
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[chuckles]
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But come to think of it...
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your baby would have had
a cousin.
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- Yo, what is this?
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MSG change the dress code?
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Look at yourself.
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- Nah, nah, bro.
Not quite.
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You are looking at
front office Yogi now.
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- [laughs]
Man,
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that's what I'm talking about.
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You made the leap.
I'm so proud of you.
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- I'm glad somebody is.
Tina saw my check
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and couldn't even look me
in the face for like a week.
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She was like,
"Damn, assistant pay!"
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It's cool though, man.
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This is about the future,
though, you know?
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Trying to set it up, man.
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Sometimes you gotta play
the long game.
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- Exactly, exactly.
She'll come around, man.
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- Oh yeah, yeah, I don't
even worry about that.
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I don't worry about that,
bro.
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But you know,
if I hadn't had my kids,
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I would literally be cool,
just, you know,
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hanging out,
being where I was at.
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Drinking a beer
with a dumb-ass sweatshirt on
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looking stupid.
- All right, all right.
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- Ha!
Hear me out. Hear me out.
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I'm not trying to lecture you.
Okay? I'm not.
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But it's like, bro--
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Like, I love my kids, man.
You know I do.
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Like, they really inspire me,
man.
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They're in the car right now
with the window cracked.
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They're fine, they're fine.
It's the--
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wait, is that for kidnappers
or dogs?
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- No, you leave
the window cracked for dogs.
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You're not supposed to leave
your kids in the car at all.
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I thought, but--
- No, if you turn the car off
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and leave the radio on--
like, leave it on ACC,
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I think you're fine.
Anyway, the point
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I'm trying to make, bro,
is that they inspire me.
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I wouldn't be who I am
without them, bro.
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Like,
you cannot tap out right now.
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You gotta
see this shit through.
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- But look, man,
I mean, I--
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Becca already has two kids.
She doesn't need me.
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- Bro, that might be the most
deadbeat as deadbeat shit
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I ever heard in my life.
What are you talking about?
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- No, no, no, it's not--
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- Come on, man.
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You gotta be there
for this kid, bro.
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The stakes
are a little different for us.
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The kid's gonna be Black.
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It's a big deal.
You understand me?
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He can't be around
these hedge fund motherfuckers
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and these bankers.
They gonna have
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this motherfucker
watching "The Help"
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to find out
what it's like to be
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a Black man in America.
Is that what you want?
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- This is why I tried to have,
like,
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a real-ass conversation
with Becca.
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- This is why you can't try,
though, you have to just do it.
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- You gotta mold this kid.
It's gonna look like you.
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It needs to act like you.
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Come on, man, you a great dude.
You got a lot to offer.
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This kid is gonna be excited
to have a dad like you.
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Plus,
the whole fatherhood shit--
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this is, like--
that's where you get, like,
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your man badge at.
This is, like--
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this is where you earn it, bro.
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What kind of man
do you want to be?
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Hm?
[car honking]
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Oh, shit, wait,
that's my kids.
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All right, I gotta go, man.
I'm double-parked.
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I hope I got through to you,
bro.
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Clean this shit up,
and I'm not playing.
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All right?
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And shave too.
You look stupid.
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- [laughs]
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[door clicks open]
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[door clicks shut]
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narrator: In a split second,
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Marcus' life
had taken a sharp turn.
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And for the first time ever,
he simply gave in,
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as messy as it was.
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- Hello?
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- Hi.
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Hi, it's Marcus.
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- I know who it is.
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It's been a while.
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- Yeah.
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How are you doing?
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- I'm doing okay.
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- Marcus.
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- Becca, hey.
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Uh, wow, you look--
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uh...
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- Like a soccer mom
in distress?
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[laughs]
- No, no, no.
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I was gonna say, uh--
- [clears throat]
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- You look very normal and--
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and healthy.
- Hmm.
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That's the nicest thing
you've said to me in a month.
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- Becca Evans.
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- [clears throat]
Hi.
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- Here's the questionnaire
for the genetic counseling.
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- Thank you.
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Um, he needs one too.
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- Oh, hi, yeah.
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I'm, uh, the other parent.
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- Oh, of course you are.
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- "Oh, of course you are."
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What the fuck was that?
- It--it's--it's fine.
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- Well, I don't know who should
be more insulted, you or me.
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- Well,
I'm pretty sure it's me,
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but it seems like it's you.
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- Fucking bitch.
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Thank you for coming.
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I'm actually relieved
not to be doing this alone.
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- No, I mean, no, it's--
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it's good for me too.
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- Every woman carries the risk
of having a baby
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with chromosomal abnormality
or genetic issues,
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but as we know, the risk
increases with maternal age.
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Um, paternal genetics
can affect this too.
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So...
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Looks like you skipped a few.
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What about Tay-Sachs,
does that ring a bell?
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Do you have any
Jewish ancestry?
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- Um, uh, no.
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- Right, of course not.
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What about cystic fibrosis?
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- Uh,
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I'm not sure
about that one either,
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but I don't--
I don't think so.
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- Well, can you find out?
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- Oh, yeah, sure.
I'll ask my mom.
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Oh, you want me to ask
right now.
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- It certainly would
speed up the process.
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- Yeah, yeah, sure.
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Um...
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I feel like I should have
gotten an email
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with this questionnaire
in advance.
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[line ringing]
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[hip-hop music playing]
- Yo.
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- Hey, sis, quick question--
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what did Uncle Harry die of?
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Was that cystic fibrosis?
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♪ ♪
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- What?
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- Um,
I'm at the OB-GYN with Becca.
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- Oh, that is really sweet.
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Have a good time, Marcus.
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- No, no, no, no.
Wait, wait, wait.
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What about Uncle Henry?
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- Fool, I don't know
how that old bastard died.
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Call Mom. I'm busy.
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- [sighs]
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- Okay,
so you want to be a dad,
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but you don't want anyone
to know about the kid.
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[laughs]
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You sound like Drake 2.0.
I'm telling you.
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- Well, I will tell them
when the time is right.
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- Uh-huh.
Listen, Marcus,
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I don't know anything
about our family history, okay?
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So just, I don't know,
make something up.
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- [sighs]
255
00:09:32,104 --> 00:09:33,639
No history of it.
256
00:09:37,109 --> 00:09:38,444
You live up here, huh?
257
00:09:38,544 --> 00:09:39,545
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
258
00:09:39,612 --> 00:09:41,414
Just a few blocks up that way.
259
00:09:41,480 --> 00:09:43,082
- Oh.
260
00:09:43,149 --> 00:09:44,951
- You've never been
to my place, have you?
261
00:09:45,051 --> 00:09:47,486
- No I--I honestly thought
you lived at the Palace Hotel.
262
00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:48,754
- [laughs]
263
00:09:48,821 --> 00:09:51,557
Do you--
do you wanna come see it?
264
00:09:51,624 --> 00:09:54,093
I make a mean cocktail.
265
00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:56,329
For you, not for me.
- I know.
266
00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:57,897
Anyway, you should probably
see where you're gonna be
267
00:09:57,964 --> 00:09:59,498
picking this kid up from
on weekends.
268
00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:01,934
- Oh, already jumping into
the custody conversation.
269
00:10:02,001 --> 00:10:03,302
Cool, cool, cool, cool.
270
00:10:03,402 --> 00:10:05,271
- Ugh, I'm a planner.
What can I say?
271
00:10:05,338 --> 00:10:06,472
- Yeah, clearly.
272
00:10:06,572 --> 00:10:08,307
- Asshole. Come on.
- [laughs]
273
00:10:08,407 --> 00:10:09,442
- Such an asshole.
274
00:10:09,508 --> 00:10:12,011
[liquid pouring]
275
00:10:14,580 --> 00:10:17,149
- I promise we are going to
276
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baby-proof the shit
out of this place.
277
00:10:20,753 --> 00:10:22,855
I mean, I don't know.
I might even move.
278
00:10:22,955 --> 00:10:24,156
- What?
279
00:10:24,256 --> 00:10:25,992
And deprive the kid
of this view?
280
00:10:26,092 --> 00:10:28,995
- I don't know, just trying
to make the best of my do-over.
281
00:10:29,095 --> 00:10:30,496
Cheers?
[door thuds shut]
282
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[footsteps approaching]
283
00:10:33,265 --> 00:10:34,700
- Oh, God, Mom.
284
00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:36,202
Is this the guy?
285
00:10:36,302 --> 00:10:37,803
- This is Marcus.
286
00:10:37,870 --> 00:10:40,373
- You literally said
we'd never have to meet him.
287
00:10:40,473 --> 00:10:42,608
Do we have any food?
I'm fucking starving
288
00:10:42,675 --> 00:10:44,710
and the animal shelter
only has shitty snacks.
289
00:10:44,810 --> 00:10:46,212
- It's community service,
Maddie,
290
00:10:46,312 --> 00:10:47,680
not an all-inclusive resort.
291
00:10:47,780 --> 00:10:49,882
- Well,
I feel like a fucking prisoner.
292
00:10:49,982 --> 00:10:52,284
- Maddie got a DUI after
swerving onto a lawn
293
00:10:52,351 --> 00:10:53,786
and hitting a mini Labradoodle.
294
00:10:53,853 --> 00:10:55,154
- Oh.
- Shut up, Mom!
295
00:10:55,221 --> 00:10:57,556
- Hey!
I know you're angry, Maddie.
296
00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:59,458
But I am not the enemy here.
297
00:11:00,393 --> 00:11:01,894
I'm so sorry
you had to see that.
298
00:11:01,994 --> 00:11:03,195
I just--I don't know
299
00:11:03,295 --> 00:11:05,231
where she gets
that attitude from.
300
00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:07,566
- Oh, well,
it's from her dad, right?
301
00:11:07,667 --> 00:11:09,735
It obviously can't be from you.
302
00:11:09,835 --> 00:11:12,071
- Yeah.
[both laugh]
303
00:11:13,039 --> 00:11:14,674
- I don't know.
She splits her time
304
00:11:14,740 --> 00:11:17,743
between here with me
and Connecticut with him.
305
00:11:17,843 --> 00:11:20,913
And he just lets her run wild
as, like, a "fuck you" to me.
306
00:11:21,013 --> 00:11:24,316
And they break your heart
every day.
307
00:11:24,383 --> 00:11:26,218
But she'll always
be my little baby.
308
00:11:26,318 --> 00:11:27,353
- Yeah.
309
00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:28,854
[footsteps approaching]
310
00:11:28,921 --> 00:11:32,058
- [sighs] I'm sorry
that I yelled at you, Mom.
311
00:11:32,158 --> 00:11:35,061
I just feel awful
about that dog.
312
00:11:35,161 --> 00:11:36,762
- I know.
- Will you help me think
313
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of something nice to do
for the family?
314
00:11:38,564 --> 00:11:39,765
- Of course I will.
315
00:11:39,865 --> 00:11:41,367
- I'm Maddie.
Sorry about that.
316
00:11:41,434 --> 00:11:43,002
I'm just a total cunt
when I'm hungry.
317
00:11:43,069 --> 00:11:44,370
- Oh, God.
- Oh, no.
318
00:11:44,437 --> 00:11:45,604
It's all good.
319
00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,239
- All right, I'm leaving.
- All right.
320
00:11:47,339 --> 00:11:48,607
Goodbye.
321
00:11:53,679 --> 00:11:56,115
- Hey.
322
00:11:58,350 --> 00:12:01,187
- Can I come with you
to your next appointment?
323
00:12:02,755 --> 00:12:05,091
- Sure.
- All right.
324
00:12:06,726 --> 00:12:08,127
narrator: Marcus had already
325
00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:10,796
called in sick to work
that day.
326
00:12:10,896 --> 00:12:13,132
And as perverse as it was,
327
00:12:13,232 --> 00:12:15,568
there was only one person
he wanted to see.
328
00:12:15,634 --> 00:12:18,104
Luckily,
it didn't take much convincing
329
00:12:18,204 --> 00:12:21,607
to get her
to play hooky as well.
330
00:12:21,707 --> 00:12:22,575
- Hey, there he is.
331
00:12:22,641 --> 00:12:24,443
Hi.
- Hey, Mia.
332
00:12:24,543 --> 00:12:27,813
- Hey, sorry I'm late.
Holy shit, I always forget
333
00:12:27,913 --> 00:12:29,949
how beautiful Central Park is.
- Oh, yeah, no.
334
00:12:30,049 --> 00:12:32,551
It's crazy that it's even here.
335
00:12:32,618 --> 00:12:34,086
- It's insane.
- Yeah.
336
00:12:34,153 --> 00:12:36,455
- It's like a bit of
a normcore choice for you,
337
00:12:36,555 --> 00:12:38,157
but I love it.
- [chuckles]
338
00:12:38,257 --> 00:12:40,326
- Anyway, how are you?
What's up?
339
00:12:40,426 --> 00:12:42,628
- Um...
340
00:12:42,728 --> 00:12:44,430
I'm having a baby.
341
00:12:45,397 --> 00:12:47,333
- What?
- Yeah.
342
00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:48,801
- With who?
343
00:12:48,901 --> 00:12:51,570
- Uh, with a woman
that lives on the tenth floor
344
00:12:51,637 --> 00:12:53,606
of that building right there.
345
00:12:53,672 --> 00:12:54,940
- Wow.
346
00:12:55,007 --> 00:12:56,008
Is she rich?
347
00:12:56,108 --> 00:12:58,310
- It's I--
y-yes, yeah.
348
00:12:58,410 --> 00:13:00,279
- Uh...
349
00:13:00,346 --> 00:13:01,614
are you--
350
00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:03,349
I mean, look, we're not--
I mean, we're not--
351
00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:05,918
we're not together or anything.
352
00:13:05,985 --> 00:13:07,620
We never really were.
353
00:13:07,686 --> 00:13:09,455
- Okay.
- Yeah.
354
00:13:11,323 --> 00:13:15,094
- I mean, you seem like a guy
who wears at least two condoms.
355
00:13:15,161 --> 00:13:16,695
- Well, actually,
wearing two condoms
356
00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,964
puts the user at greater risk
for malfunctions.
357
00:13:19,031 --> 00:13:20,866
- Yeah, uh-huh, yeah.
No, I know that.
358
00:13:20,966 --> 00:13:22,835
- See,
that's what I'm talking about.
359
00:13:26,172 --> 00:13:27,273
I can't believe it.
360
00:13:27,339 --> 00:13:28,874
- You know, me neither.
361
00:13:33,846 --> 00:13:35,181
- Are you doing okay?
362
00:13:36,515 --> 00:13:37,983
- I'm coming around.
363
00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:41,153
I guess.
I mean, it's fucking messy,
364
00:13:41,220 --> 00:13:42,655
but...
365
00:13:42,721 --> 00:13:46,458
I guess I've decided
that that's okay?
366
00:13:48,394 --> 00:13:50,396
- I gotta say,
I really appreciate
367
00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:51,864
your blasé approach
to fatherhood.
368
00:13:51,964 --> 00:13:54,033
- Oh, come on, man.
- [laughs]
369
00:13:55,467 --> 00:13:57,203
You know,
I have never seen anybody
370
00:13:57,303 --> 00:13:58,904
get down
on a New York street knish,
371
00:13:59,004 --> 00:14:00,406
like, harder than you.
372
00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:01,907
- Oh, but--but um,
373
00:14:02,007 --> 00:14:04,743
a hot dog is like--
that's Michelin star cuisine.
374
00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,045
- Yeah, this is iconic.
This is--
375
00:14:06,145 --> 00:14:07,746
I'm a New York City icon
right now.
376
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,682
- No, no.
- Look at me. This is amazing.
377
00:14:12,918 --> 00:14:14,486
So...
378
00:14:14,553 --> 00:14:15,821
do you want kids?
379
00:14:15,888 --> 00:14:17,590
Did you want kids?
- You know, honestly,
380
00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:20,059
I hadn't thought about it.
381
00:14:20,159 --> 00:14:22,061
Emily and I promised
not to bring it up
382
00:14:22,161 --> 00:14:25,197
until after she turned 30,
and then she turned 30 and...
383
00:14:25,264 --> 00:14:27,399
she just kept getting new IUDs.
384
00:14:27,499 --> 00:14:29,068
- And yet you still somehow
385
00:14:29,168 --> 00:14:30,603
managed to impregnate
a white woman.
386
00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:32,538
- Oh, come on.
How do you know she's white?
387
00:14:32,605 --> 00:14:33,672
- Marcus.
388
00:14:33,739 --> 00:14:35,274
She white, Marcus.
- It's--[laughs]
389
00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:37,109
I know.
I know, she white.
390
00:14:37,209 --> 00:14:38,444
- She white, Marcus.
391
00:14:39,578 --> 00:14:40,679
- I know, I just--
392
00:14:40,746 --> 00:14:42,381
I just don't want
to suck at this.
393
00:14:42,448 --> 00:14:43,716
You know?
394
00:14:43,782 --> 00:14:45,718
I just want to show up
in the right way.
395
00:14:47,786 --> 00:14:50,623
- Don't put too much pressure
on yourself, you know?
396
00:14:51,724 --> 00:14:52,892
I mean, look at me,
397
00:14:52,958 --> 00:14:54,126
I grew up
pretty much without a dad,
398
00:14:54,226 --> 00:14:56,896
and I have, like,
no issues at all,
399
00:14:56,962 --> 00:14:58,264
which is tight.
400
00:15:02,034 --> 00:15:03,135
So what's your plan?
401
00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:04,470
- Oh, God, I mean,
402
00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:07,239
Becca was saying
about moving to Connecticut
403
00:15:07,306 --> 00:15:09,074
or upstate.
- Wait, you would move?
404
00:15:11,610 --> 00:15:12,711
Wow.
405
00:15:12,778 --> 00:15:14,146
Uh, sorry, I'm just, like--
406
00:15:14,246 --> 00:15:15,614
I'm, like, freaking out
a little bit.
407
00:15:15,714 --> 00:15:17,049
- Wait, you're freaking out?
- Yeah.
408
00:15:17,116 --> 00:15:18,217
- I'm the one
who's having the baby.
409
00:15:18,284 --> 00:15:19,451
- I know, I just--
I--
410
00:15:19,551 --> 00:15:21,887
it's--it's a lot.
411
00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:24,123
- Yeah.
- Wow.
412
00:15:24,223 --> 00:15:25,824
- Yeah.
- [laughs]
413
00:15:33,065 --> 00:15:34,667
You know, um,
414
00:15:34,767 --> 00:15:37,569
for a while there,
I thought you were ghosting me.
415
00:15:37,636 --> 00:15:39,138
- I was.
- [scoffs]
416
00:15:39,238 --> 00:15:41,607
- Oh, it was--
it was for your own good.
417
00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:42,908
- Whatever.
- Trust me.
418
00:15:42,975 --> 00:15:45,644
- No, I have my own shit
going on anyway.
419
00:15:45,744 --> 00:15:47,179
- Oh.
420
00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,114
Yeah, yeah, I got that text.
421
00:15:49,181 --> 00:15:51,350
- Oh, do you mean the text
that you didn't respond to?
422
00:15:51,450 --> 00:15:53,986
Was it that text?
- Oh, are you pissed at me?
423
00:15:54,086 --> 00:15:55,287
- No.
424
00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:56,855
I shouldn't have
sent you that anyway.
425
00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:58,457
You don't need a play-by-play
of my love life.
426
00:15:58,524 --> 00:15:59,758
That's insane.
427
00:15:59,825 --> 00:16:01,193
- Well, if it makes you
feel any better,
428
00:16:01,293 --> 00:16:04,363
I do like knowing
when you dump somebody.
429
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:07,833
- I don't know, I just--
430
00:16:07,933 --> 00:16:10,469
I'm done dating guys
that are all over the place.
431
00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,371
- Oh, you finally hit a wall,
huh?
432
00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:14,640
- No, I mean, me and this dude,
we're just different.
433
00:16:14,707 --> 00:16:15,975
I...
434
00:16:16,041 --> 00:16:17,810
That's sort of my thing.
- You don't say.
435
00:16:17,876 --> 00:16:19,878
- Hey, you have to at least
give me credit...
436
00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:21,847
- [laughs]
- For recognizing the pattern.
437
00:16:21,947 --> 00:16:23,015
You know that, right?
That's like,
438
00:16:23,115 --> 00:16:24,717
an essential step to growth.
439
00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:26,552
- Well, I don't know,
maybe you should
440
00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:28,721
date someone more like you.
441
00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:29,955
- Oh, what,
and actually have it
442
00:16:30,022 --> 00:16:31,490
maybe work out for once?
443
00:16:31,557 --> 00:16:33,225
Um...
444
00:16:33,325 --> 00:16:34,660
hard pass.
445
00:16:34,727 --> 00:16:36,061
- Ooh.
- Oh, sh--
446
00:16:38,297 --> 00:16:39,898
[laughs]
- Oh, God.
447
00:16:41,033 --> 00:16:42,735
What is--
- Are we in "The Notebook"?
448
00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:44,069
This is insane.
- What the fuck?
449
00:16:44,169 --> 00:16:45,971
And out of nowhere.
- [laughs]
450
00:16:51,844 --> 00:16:53,412
- Hey, come on.
451
00:16:57,182 --> 00:16:58,484
- [laughs]
452
00:16:58,550 --> 00:16:59,818
- [shivers]
453
00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:04,022
Uh, all right.
454
00:17:05,057 --> 00:17:07,526
All right, how much is that?
- $10.
455
00:17:07,593 --> 00:17:08,827
- All right.
- [winces]
456
00:17:08,894 --> 00:17:10,162
- What's up?
- Damn.
457
00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:11,764
No, I--nothing.
I wasn't expecting
458
00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:13,999
to do, like, six laps around
Central Park.
459
00:17:14,066 --> 00:17:16,168
- [laughs] Um...
460
00:17:16,235 --> 00:17:17,603
What--what size shoe are you?
461
00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,439
- Uh, I am an 11 in women's
but men's 9.
462
00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:21,774
- Okay, men's 9, okay.
463
00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:23,542
Uh...
464
00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:26,245
Oh, snap.
Look at that.
465
00:17:26,345 --> 00:17:27,413
- Wow.
- Yeah.
466
00:17:27,513 --> 00:17:28,947
- Great.
Hey, but, you do know
467
00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,749
it's bad luck
to buy somebody shoes, right?
468
00:17:30,849 --> 00:17:31,950
- What?
- No, seriously.
469
00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:33,552
They say
if you buy somebody shoes,
470
00:17:33,619 --> 00:17:35,120
they'll just get up
and walk out of your life.
471
00:17:35,220 --> 00:17:38,791
- Okay, now I know
you're making shit up.
472
00:17:41,093 --> 00:17:43,796
[bell tolling]
473
00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:45,898
Let's go!
- Oh, my God.
474
00:17:45,964 --> 00:17:47,599
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
475
00:17:47,699 --> 00:17:49,935
Oh, are you skipping stairs?
476
00:17:50,035 --> 00:17:51,970
- Yup.
- Ah, these shoes hurt.
477
00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:53,872
- [laughs]
- [groans]
478
00:17:53,939 --> 00:17:56,408
Oh, my God.
479
00:17:56,475 --> 00:17:58,911
Oh, and it's gonna close
in five minutes.
480
00:17:58,977 --> 00:18:00,045
- What?
- Yeah.
481
00:18:00,112 --> 00:18:01,780
- Churches don't close.
482
00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:02,981
- I think
you have that confused
483
00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:04,483
with casinos, actually.
484
00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:06,985
- Well, that's not worth it
for five minutes.
485
00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:08,587
- Really?
- Ehh.
486
00:18:08,654 --> 00:18:11,323
- Now that I ran up
all these stairs
487
00:18:11,423 --> 00:18:12,891
in these corner store shoes?
488
00:18:12,958 --> 00:18:14,293
- You are talking about it like
489
00:18:14,393 --> 00:18:15,828
it's the "Rocky" stairs
or something.
490
00:18:15,928 --> 00:18:17,563
That's like 30 steps max.
- Guess what.
491
00:18:17,629 --> 00:18:19,731
A lot of us
aren't secretly buff.
492
00:18:19,798 --> 00:18:21,834
I've seen you in a Henley, man.
493
00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,335
- Oh, come on, come on.
494
00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:24,636
- Oh, I'm--sh--
495
00:18:24,736 --> 00:18:26,105
- Oh, you're--
- Let's just sit.
496
00:18:26,171 --> 00:18:27,639
- You are really sucking wind
right now.
497
00:18:27,739 --> 00:18:28,907
- Well, yeah.
498
00:18:28,974 --> 00:18:30,642
- You need to get
your heart checked.
499
00:18:40,252 --> 00:18:42,187
Hey, can I show you something?
500
00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:44,089
- Uh...
501
00:18:44,156 --> 00:18:45,791
I guess so.
502
00:18:45,858 --> 00:18:47,659
- Okay.
- Okay.
503
00:18:52,931 --> 00:18:54,466
Oh, wow.
- Yeah.
504
00:19:00,105 --> 00:19:01,874
- This is gonna sound
really corny,
505
00:19:01,974 --> 00:19:03,842
but I am really proud
506
00:19:03,942 --> 00:19:06,678
of the way you're handling
this whole thing.
507
00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:10,115
- Thank you.
508
00:19:11,550 --> 00:19:12,985
And now you see
why I didn't call you
509
00:19:13,051 --> 00:19:14,553
and tell you about it
last month.
510
00:19:14,653 --> 00:19:16,855
- I would just assume
you were on suicide watch.
511
00:19:16,955 --> 00:19:18,490
- I was.
512
00:19:18,557 --> 00:19:20,225
- Yeah, definitely.
- Yeah.
513
00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:24,229
- I don't know,
I guess I just feel like
514
00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:25,898
I'm doing the right thing,
you know?
515
00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:30,135
I mean, not just for the baby,
but...
516
00:19:30,202 --> 00:19:31,737
for me.
- Mm-hmm.
517
00:19:36,875 --> 00:19:38,677
- I had an abortion once.
518
00:19:39,745 --> 00:19:42,147
Not a segue, but, uh--
519
00:19:42,214 --> 00:19:43,415
- Really?
- Yeah.
520
00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:44,683
I was--I was 18
521
00:19:44,750 --> 00:19:46,151
and I just
got out of high school.
522
00:19:46,218 --> 00:19:48,887
And my mom wasn't having it,
523
00:19:48,987 --> 00:19:51,857
and I sure as fuck
wasn't ready for a baby.
524
00:19:54,026 --> 00:19:56,828
And I just didn't want
people telling me what to do.
525
00:19:58,497 --> 00:20:00,566
- How'd you feel afterwards?
526
00:20:00,666 --> 00:20:03,602
- I didn't really
feel anything,
527
00:20:03,702 --> 00:20:07,206
and then...
I just felt relief.
528
00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,343
And, uh...
529
00:20:11,410 --> 00:20:14,713
now I honestly don't even
really think about it anymore.
530
00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,619
- I mean, do you--
I mean,
531
00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:23,755
do you think you're gonna
want kids in the future
532
00:20:23,855 --> 00:20:25,524
or...
533
00:20:25,591 --> 00:20:26,959
- Sometimes I think
I still want kids,
534
00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:28,727
and then I'm like,
535
00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:32,898
"Who am I to be looking after
another human?"
536
00:20:34,566 --> 00:20:36,235
- Who is anyone?
537
00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:39,471
- [chuckles]
538
00:20:39,571 --> 00:20:42,541
[sentimental music]
539
00:20:42,608 --> 00:20:49,715
♪ ♪
540
00:20:57,222 --> 00:20:58,790
- Okay,
let me ask you something.
541
00:20:58,890 --> 00:20:59,958
- Okay.
542
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:02,661
- If you could bring back
543
00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:05,063
anybody ever from the dead,
- Uh-huh.
544
00:21:05,130 --> 00:21:07,899
- But you had to kill somebody
who was living,
545
00:21:07,966 --> 00:21:09,468
who would you choose?
546
00:21:10,836 --> 00:21:12,337
- God damn.
547
00:21:14,273 --> 00:21:15,941
Mm, all right.
548
00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:17,576
Bring back Bernie Mac.
549
00:21:17,643 --> 00:21:19,077
- Okay.
550
00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:21,246
- Kill Steve Harvey.
551
00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:22,581
- God,
you gonna kill Steve Harvey?
552
00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:24,016
- Yeah.
- Oh, holy shit.
553
00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:25,350
- Would you miss him?
- No--I--
554
00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:26,685
maybe, I don't know.
He's, like,
555
00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:29,354
a pretty good
"Family Feud" host.
556
00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:31,089
- Eh, I like Louie Anderson.
557
00:21:31,156 --> 00:21:32,624
- Marcus, I can't with you.
558
00:21:32,691 --> 00:21:34,960
- He's idiosyncratic.
He's interesting.
559
00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,863
- [laughs]
- He's his own being.
560
00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:40,932
What about you?
- Oh, my God.
561
00:21:42,601 --> 00:21:46,204
I would kill you
to bring Aaliyah back.
562
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:48,106
- Oh, that's fair.
That's fair.
563
00:21:48,173 --> 00:21:49,508
- [laughs]
564
00:21:50,442 --> 00:21:51,777
Well, that was really fun.
565
00:21:51,843 --> 00:21:53,378
I think I got
eleventy-bajillion steps in.
566
00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:54,880
- Oh, good.
567
00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:56,848
- You should tell me you're
having a baby more often.
568
00:21:56,948 --> 00:21:58,050
[laughs]
569
00:21:58,150 --> 00:21:59,351
I'm sorry.
570
00:21:59,451 --> 00:22:00,719
- No, no.
571
00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:04,189
No, I'm sorry.
572
00:22:04,289 --> 00:22:07,359
[quiet music]
573
00:22:07,459 --> 00:22:11,196
♪ ♪
574
00:22:11,296 --> 00:22:13,665
I really like you, Mia.
575
00:22:13,732 --> 00:22:17,402
♪ ♪
576
00:22:17,502 --> 00:22:19,871
- I really like you too.
577
00:22:19,971 --> 00:22:26,078
♪ ♪
578
00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,147
[music rises]
579
00:22:29,214 --> 00:22:36,321
♪ ♪
580
00:22:54,506 --> 00:22:57,409
[cars honking]
581
00:23:00,712 --> 00:23:01,947
- Hey, what's up?
- Hey.
582
00:23:02,047 --> 00:23:04,282
Um, I missed a call.
- What call?
583
00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:07,419
- The doctors called to tell me
the results of the blood test.
584
00:23:07,519 --> 00:23:09,221
- Oh, they leave a message?
- They did,
585
00:23:09,287 --> 00:23:10,789
but they didn't say,
"Everything's fine."
586
00:23:10,889 --> 00:23:12,391
They--they said to call back.
587
00:23:12,457 --> 00:23:13,925
- Oh, okay.
588
00:23:14,025 --> 00:23:15,527
Um...
589
00:23:15,594 --> 00:23:18,296
Well, I'm--
I'm sure everything's perfect.
590
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,432
I mean, nothing came back
in our family history.
591
00:23:20,532 --> 00:23:22,267
So just--
just call 'em back.
592
00:23:22,367 --> 00:23:24,302
- I know.
593
00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:26,138
I'm a little scared.
594
00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:27,773
- Okay, well,
do you want me to come over
595
00:23:27,873 --> 00:23:29,141
and we can call them back
together?
596
00:23:29,241 --> 00:23:30,542
- I mean,
is that totally ridiculous?
597
00:23:30,609 --> 00:23:32,310
I'm so sorry
to make you do that.
598
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:33,979
- I'm just--
- No, no.
599
00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:35,881
I'm on my way.
600
00:23:35,947 --> 00:23:37,482
[elevator bell dings]
601
00:23:38,817 --> 00:23:40,552
[doorbell rings]
602
00:23:46,124 --> 00:23:48,226
- [breathes shakily]
603
00:23:48,293 --> 00:23:49,561
- Becca, what's up?
604
00:23:49,628 --> 00:23:50,662
- [sobs]
605
00:23:50,762 --> 00:23:52,164
- Hey.
606
00:23:54,065 --> 00:23:55,801
Okay, okay.
607
00:23:55,901 --> 00:23:57,169
All right.
608
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,770
All right.
- [sniffles]
609
00:23:58,837 --> 00:24:01,006
I'm really sorry
I didn't wait for you.
610
00:24:01,106 --> 00:24:04,509
I just had a bad feeling.
So...
611
00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:07,679
I couldn't take it.
- It's okay.
612
00:24:07,779 --> 00:24:10,415
It's okay.
What did they say?
613
00:24:10,482 --> 00:24:11,917
- Uh...
614
00:24:11,983 --> 00:24:14,753
they doctor said
the results show
615
00:24:14,820 --> 00:24:18,290
Trisomy 13, 18, um...
616
00:24:19,958 --> 00:24:21,593
Just a bunch of stuff.
617
00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:23,962
- Okay, well, didn't--
didn't the doctor say
618
00:24:24,029 --> 00:24:25,363
that the test isn't diagnostic?
619
00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:27,532
Isn't there another test
that you can take?
620
00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:30,969
- No, this one
was 99% accurate.
621
00:24:39,945 --> 00:24:42,647
- What do we do?
622
00:24:46,718 --> 00:24:50,155
- If I don't have a D&C,
I'll probably miscarry.
623
00:24:50,222 --> 00:24:53,191
[soft, emotional music]
624
00:24:53,291 --> 00:24:55,227
♪ ♪
625
00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:56,728
- Okay,
I'm coming with you.
626
00:24:56,828 --> 00:24:58,630
- That's so sweet.
627
00:24:59,664 --> 00:25:03,168
But you know,
I think, um...
628
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:07,072
I think I really just
want to do this on my own.
629
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,807
Is that okay?
630
00:25:11,243 --> 00:25:12,677
I'm really sorry, Marcus.
631
00:25:12,744 --> 00:25:14,145
- No, what? No.
632
00:25:14,212 --> 00:25:49,414
♪ ♪
633
00:25:50,582 --> 00:25:52,050
[knocks on door]
634
00:25:55,687 --> 00:25:58,423
- Hey.
635
00:25:59,257 --> 00:26:01,192
- I--I picked you up
some good knishes
636
00:26:01,259 --> 00:26:03,295
from Yonah Schimmel
because those park knishes
637
00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:04,729
were so nasty.
638
00:26:04,796 --> 00:26:05,964
[both laugh]
639
00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,933
- Uh, thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
640
00:26:08,033 --> 00:26:09,534
- Okay.
641
00:26:12,037 --> 00:26:13,738
Uh, come on in.
642
00:26:18,743 --> 00:26:19,811
This is so much better.
643
00:26:19,911 --> 00:26:21,112
- [laughs]
644
00:26:21,212 --> 00:26:22,647
I know.
- Oh, God.
645
00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:24,115
- [laughs]
646
00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,484
How are you feeling?
647
00:26:27,552 --> 00:26:28,820
Um...
648
00:26:32,490 --> 00:26:33,992
Okay.
649
00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:35,293
Um...
650
00:26:36,394 --> 00:26:38,663
This is gonna sound
a little fucked up,
651
00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:40,966
but...
652
00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:43,101
maybe kind of...
653
00:26:46,004 --> 00:26:47,172
Relieved.
654
00:26:48,006 --> 00:26:51,076
[Jay Robinson's
"You Are Mine"]
655
00:26:51,142 --> 00:26:57,782
♪ ♪
656
00:26:57,849 --> 00:27:00,352
So what do we do now?
657
00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:05,156
- ♪ You are more ♪
658
00:27:05,256 --> 00:27:07,792
♪ ♪
659
00:27:07,859 --> 00:27:12,197
♪ Than the kind of love
I pray ♪
660
00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:14,165
♪ Pray for ♪
661
00:27:14,265 --> 00:27:15,867
♪ ♪
662
00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:18,303
♪ You're the kind of love ♪
663
00:27:18,370 --> 00:27:22,540
♪ That will endure ♪
664
00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:24,009
♪ ♪
665
00:27:24,109 --> 00:27:25,977
♪ Yeah, honey ♪
666
00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:28,146
♪ You're mine ♪
667
00:27:28,213 --> 00:27:30,048
♪ Mine ♪
668
00:27:30,148 --> 00:27:34,185
♪ Mine, mine, mine, mine ♪
669
00:27:34,285 --> 00:27:36,888
♪ Even still ♪
670
00:27:36,988 --> 00:27:38,723
♪ Uh-huh ♪
671
00:27:38,823 --> 00:27:42,060
♪ You made me, darling ♪
672
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,329
♪ Lose my will ♪
673
00:27:44,396 --> 00:27:46,998
♪ ♪
674
00:27:47,065 --> 00:27:48,900
♪ I do things ♪
675
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:54,739
♪ I never thought I'd do ♪
676
00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:56,307
♪ And it's all ♪
677
00:27:56,374 --> 00:27:59,310
♪ All because of you ♪