1 00:00:04,804 --> 00:00:08,174 [light, echoing music] 2 00:00:08,241 --> 00:00:10,577 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:10,677 --> 00:00:13,179 narrator: Since learning of Becca's pregnancy 4 00:00:13,246 --> 00:00:16,750 as well as his own lack of agency in relation to it, 5 00:00:16,850 --> 00:00:20,420 Marcus had tried to go about his life as usual 6 00:00:20,520 --> 00:00:22,756 to control the things he could. 7 00:00:22,856 --> 00:00:25,759 [ambient music] 8 00:00:25,859 --> 00:00:32,599 ♪ ♪ 9 00:00:33,767 --> 00:00:35,602 - Marcus, you okay? 10 00:00:36,536 --> 00:00:37,570 - Oh, uh-- 11 00:00:37,670 --> 00:00:38,838 uh, yes, yeah. 12 00:00:38,905 --> 00:00:40,240 Um... 13 00:00:40,340 --> 00:00:43,076 could you print out Trey Lane's new pages for me? 14 00:00:43,176 --> 00:00:44,778 And, um... 15 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:47,680 could I also get a tea with honey and lemon? 16 00:00:47,747 --> 00:00:49,783 - Oh, the hot water thing's broken. 17 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:51,618 - Fine, uh, coffee. 18 00:00:51,718 --> 00:00:54,587 - The coffee thing's connected to the hot water thing. 19 00:00:55,789 --> 00:00:58,191 - Go to a coffee shop then. 20 00:00:58,258 --> 00:00:59,392 - Okay. 21 00:00:59,459 --> 00:01:01,928 Wait, do you want the tea again? 22 00:01:02,028 --> 00:01:03,730 Or would-- - I, uh-- 23 00:01:06,699 --> 00:01:09,369 [energetic music] 24 00:01:09,436 --> 00:01:10,770 ♪ ♪ 25 00:01:10,870 --> 00:01:12,906 narrator: But everywhere he turned, 26 00:01:12,972 --> 00:01:17,043 Marcus was hard-pressed to find even a shred of evidence 27 00:01:17,110 --> 00:01:19,112 that he was in the driver's seat 28 00:01:19,212 --> 00:01:20,947 of his own life. 29 00:01:21,047 --> 00:01:23,950 [lively music] 30 00:01:24,050 --> 00:01:25,618 ♪ ♪ 31 00:01:25,718 --> 00:01:27,153 Even his own thoughts 32 00:01:27,253 --> 00:01:29,322 seemed to have a life of their own, 33 00:01:29,422 --> 00:01:32,125 playing and endless game of "What if?" 34 00:01:32,225 --> 00:01:34,160 What if he'd never met Becca? 35 00:01:34,260 --> 00:01:36,830 What if he'd never had that threesome? 36 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,632 What if he'd just worn a condom? 37 00:01:39,732 --> 00:01:42,502 What if he just disappeared? 38 00:01:42,602 --> 00:01:45,772 Better yet, what if Becca disappeared? 39 00:01:45,839 --> 00:01:47,807 A carbon monoxide leak. 40 00:01:47,907 --> 00:01:50,009 A piano falling from the sky. 41 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:52,412 Something quick and painless, of course. 42 00:01:52,479 --> 00:01:54,681 He wasn't a monster. 43 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:56,182 Or maybe he was. 44 00:01:56,282 --> 00:01:58,351 Maybe he was just another awful man 45 00:01:58,451 --> 00:02:00,453 trying to weasel out of the consequences 46 00:02:00,520 --> 00:02:02,455 of his own actions. 47 00:02:03,590 --> 00:02:06,192 - You can't hide in here forever. 48 00:02:06,926 --> 00:02:08,528 - I don't want to have a baby. 49 00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:10,330 - And I don't want to be in love with the ex 50 00:02:10,430 --> 00:02:13,032 who cut half my dreads off in my sleep one time. 51 00:02:13,133 --> 00:02:15,268 But life throws shit at ya. 52 00:02:15,335 --> 00:02:16,769 - So your parents never, I guess, 53 00:02:16,836 --> 00:02:18,671 told you about the birds and the bees and shit. 54 00:02:18,771 --> 00:02:20,106 Okay, so, like, you have the-- 55 00:02:20,173 --> 00:02:22,041 okay you have-- for you it's this, right? 56 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,644 And you put the condom over it and then you have sex. 57 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:25,879 And that way... 58 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:27,180 - Ki-Kian-- - babies don't happen. 59 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:28,548 - Look, after that last breakup, 60 00:02:28,648 --> 00:02:30,049 I went through a string of women. 61 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:31,885 - Yeah, but did you get any of them pregnant? 62 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:35,321 - I was gonna do IVF with Nicole. 63 00:02:35,388 --> 00:02:36,956 But that would have been a huge mistake. 64 00:02:37,023 --> 00:02:38,691 - Oh, my God. - That would've been horrible. 65 00:02:38,791 --> 00:02:41,227 - But listen man, you're about to have a kid 66 00:02:41,327 --> 00:02:42,695 that's gonna be literally, like, 67 00:02:42,795 --> 00:02:44,364 genetically coded to accept you. 68 00:02:44,464 --> 00:02:45,798 That's cool. - Right. 69 00:02:45,865 --> 00:02:47,534 Because nobody hates their parents, right? 70 00:02:47,634 --> 00:02:49,802 - Oh, I'm just trying to look on the bright side, man. 71 00:02:49,869 --> 00:02:53,173 Seriously, maybe this will bring you and this Becca chick 72 00:02:53,239 --> 00:02:54,507 closer together. 73 00:02:54,574 --> 00:02:56,743 I mean, it's fucking rough out there. 74 00:02:56,843 --> 00:02:58,845 You know, I can't find anyone to love me. 75 00:02:58,912 --> 00:03:00,413 - [chuckles] - Seriously. 76 00:03:00,513 --> 00:03:02,048 At first, I was kinda like, 77 00:03:02,148 --> 00:03:04,717 "I don't want a woman to love me because of my money." 78 00:03:04,817 --> 00:03:07,854 And now, I'm like, "Fine, love me because of my money." 79 00:03:08,721 --> 00:03:10,156 Love me for something, you know? 80 00:03:11,090 --> 00:03:12,258 - Shit, Kian, I'm sorry. 81 00:03:12,358 --> 00:03:13,526 - No, no, no, no, no, it's fine. 82 00:03:13,593 --> 00:03:15,228 It's all right. It's cool. 83 00:03:15,328 --> 00:03:17,263 - I still have some IVF in the freezer. 84 00:03:17,363 --> 00:03:18,765 Can you see me with a baby? 85 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:20,433 [chuckles] 86 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:23,269 But come to think of it... 87 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:25,004 your baby would have had a cousin. 88 00:03:26,105 --> 00:03:28,274 - Yo, what is this? 89 00:03:28,374 --> 00:03:29,943 MSG change the dress code? 90 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:31,044 Look at yourself. 91 00:03:31,110 --> 00:03:33,346 - Nah, nah, bro. Not quite. 92 00:03:33,413 --> 00:03:35,515 You are looking at front office Yogi now. 93 00:03:35,582 --> 00:03:36,616 - [laughs] Man, 94 00:03:36,716 --> 00:03:38,451 that's what I'm talking about. 95 00:03:38,551 --> 00:03:40,753 You made the leap. I'm so proud of you. 96 00:03:40,853 --> 00:03:42,789 - I'm glad somebody is. Tina saw my check 97 00:03:42,889 --> 00:03:44,757 and couldn't even look me in the face for like a week. 98 00:03:44,857 --> 00:03:47,393 She was like, "Damn, assistant pay!" 99 00:03:47,460 --> 00:03:48,728 It's cool though, man. 100 00:03:48,795 --> 00:03:50,129 This is about the future, though, you know? 101 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:51,431 Trying to set it up, man. 102 00:03:51,531 --> 00:03:52,932 Sometimes you gotta play the long game. 103 00:03:53,032 --> 00:03:54,467 - Exactly, exactly. She'll come around, man. 104 00:03:54,567 --> 00:03:55,969 - Oh yeah, yeah, I don't even worry about that. 105 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:57,303 I don't worry about that, bro. 106 00:03:57,403 --> 00:03:59,138 But you know, if I hadn't had my kids, 107 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:01,741 I would literally be cool, just, you know, 108 00:04:01,808 --> 00:04:04,210 hanging out, being where I was at. 109 00:04:04,277 --> 00:04:07,213 Drinking a beer with a dumb-ass sweatshirt on 110 00:04:07,280 --> 00:04:08,481 looking stupid. - All right, all right. 111 00:04:08,581 --> 00:04:10,049 - Ha! Hear me out. Hear me out. 112 00:04:10,116 --> 00:04:12,485 I'm not trying to lecture you. Okay? I'm not. 113 00:04:12,585 --> 00:04:14,487 But it's like, bro-- 114 00:04:14,587 --> 00:04:17,423 Like, I love my kids, man. You know I do. 115 00:04:17,490 --> 00:04:18,992 Like, they really inspire me, man. 116 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:20,994 They're in the car right now with the window cracked. 117 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:22,662 They're fine, they're fine. It's the-- 118 00:04:22,762 --> 00:04:24,497 wait, is that for kidnappers or dogs? 119 00:04:24,597 --> 00:04:26,299 - No, you leave the window cracked for dogs. 120 00:04:26,399 --> 00:04:27,900 You're not supposed to leave your kids in the car at all. 121 00:04:27,967 --> 00:04:30,103 I thought, but-- - No, if you turn the car off 122 00:04:30,169 --> 00:04:31,938 and leave the radio on-- like, leave it on ACC, 123 00:04:32,005 --> 00:04:33,406 I think you're fine. Anyway, the point 124 00:04:33,473 --> 00:04:35,341 I'm trying to make, bro, is that they inspire me. 125 00:04:35,441 --> 00:04:37,443 I wouldn't be who I am without them, bro. 126 00:04:37,510 --> 00:04:40,480 Like, you cannot tap out right now. 127 00:04:40,580 --> 00:04:42,515 You gotta see this shit through. 128 00:04:42,615 --> 00:04:44,284 - But look, man, I mean, I-- 129 00:04:44,350 --> 00:04:47,186 Becca already has two kids. She doesn't need me. 130 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,622 - Bro, that might be the most deadbeat as deadbeat shit 131 00:04:49,689 --> 00:04:51,190 I ever heard in my life. What are you talking about? 132 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:52,358 - No, no, no, it's not-- 133 00:04:52,458 --> 00:04:53,660 - Come on, man. 134 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:55,194 You gotta be there for this kid, bro. 135 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:56,829 The stakes are a little different for us. 136 00:04:56,929 --> 00:04:58,331 The kid's gonna be Black. 137 00:04:58,431 --> 00:04:59,999 It's a big deal. You understand me? 138 00:05:00,099 --> 00:05:01,634 He can't be around these hedge fund motherfuckers 139 00:05:01,701 --> 00:05:03,002 and these bankers. They gonna have 140 00:05:03,102 --> 00:05:04,370 this motherfucker watching "The Help" 141 00:05:04,470 --> 00:05:05,938 to find out what it's like to be 142 00:05:06,005 --> 00:05:07,373 a Black man in America. Is that what you want? 143 00:05:07,473 --> 00:05:09,108 - This is why I tried to have, like, 144 00:05:09,175 --> 00:05:10,877 a real-ass conversation with Becca. 145 00:05:10,977 --> 00:05:13,346 - This is why you can't try, though, you have to just do it. 146 00:05:13,446 --> 00:05:15,648 - You gotta mold this kid. It's gonna look like you. 147 00:05:15,715 --> 00:05:17,317 It needs to act like you. 148 00:05:17,383 --> 00:05:20,219 Come on, man, you a great dude. You got a lot to offer. 149 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:23,456 This kid is gonna be excited to have a dad like you. 150 00:05:23,523 --> 00:05:25,191 Plus, the whole fatherhood shit-- 151 00:05:25,291 --> 00:05:26,959 this is, like-- that's where you get, like, 152 00:05:27,026 --> 00:05:28,828 your man badge at. This is, like-- 153 00:05:28,895 --> 00:05:31,064 this is where you earn it, bro. 154 00:05:31,164 --> 00:05:32,865 What kind of man do you want to be? 155 00:05:34,133 --> 00:05:36,302 Hm? [car honking] 156 00:05:36,369 --> 00:05:38,004 Oh, shit, wait, that's my kids. 157 00:05:38,071 --> 00:05:40,006 All right, I gotta go, man. I'm double-parked. 158 00:05:40,073 --> 00:05:41,474 I hope I got through to you, bro. 159 00:05:41,541 --> 00:05:43,509 Clean this shit up, and I'm not playing. 160 00:05:43,576 --> 00:05:44,644 All right? 161 00:05:44,711 --> 00:05:46,479 And shave too. You look stupid. 162 00:05:46,546 --> 00:05:47,580 - [laughs] 163 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:48,881 [door clicks open] 164 00:05:51,751 --> 00:05:52,719 [door clicks shut] 165 00:05:52,819 --> 00:05:55,221 [pensive music] 166 00:05:56,089 --> 00:05:57,490 narrator: In a split second, 167 00:05:57,557 --> 00:06:00,259 Marcus' life had taken a sharp turn. 168 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:05,698 And for the first time ever, he simply gave in, 169 00:06:05,765 --> 00:06:07,734 as messy as it was. 170 00:06:07,834 --> 00:06:08,935 - Hello? 171 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:12,438 - Hi. 172 00:06:13,506 --> 00:06:15,608 Hi, it's Marcus. 173 00:06:15,708 --> 00:06:17,176 - I know who it is. 174 00:06:17,243 --> 00:06:18,945 It's been a while. 175 00:06:19,045 --> 00:06:20,246 - Yeah. 176 00:06:22,615 --> 00:06:24,016 How are you doing? 177 00:06:25,418 --> 00:06:26,953 - I'm doing okay. 178 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:30,790 [light, emotional music] 179 00:06:30,890 --> 00:06:37,730 ♪ ♪ 180 00:06:37,797 --> 00:06:39,265 - Marcus. 181 00:06:40,233 --> 00:06:41,234 - Becca, hey. 182 00:06:41,300 --> 00:06:43,269 Uh, wow, you look-- 183 00:06:43,369 --> 00:06:44,537 uh... 184 00:06:44,604 --> 00:06:46,472 - Like a soccer mom in distress? 185 00:06:46,572 --> 00:06:47,974 [laughs] - No, no, no. 186 00:06:48,074 --> 00:06:49,776 I was gonna say, uh-- - [clears throat] 187 00:06:49,876 --> 00:06:52,912 - You look very normal and-- 188 00:06:52,979 --> 00:06:54,881 and healthy. - Hmm. 189 00:06:54,947 --> 00:06:57,617 That's the nicest thing you've said to me in a month. 190 00:06:59,886 --> 00:07:01,621 - Becca Evans. 191 00:07:03,723 --> 00:07:05,491 - [clears throat] Hi. 192 00:07:05,591 --> 00:07:08,594 - Here's the questionnaire for the genetic counseling. 193 00:07:08,661 --> 00:07:10,062 - Thank you. 194 00:07:10,129 --> 00:07:11,564 Um, he needs one too. 195 00:07:12,665 --> 00:07:13,666 - Oh, hi, yeah. 196 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:16,002 I'm, uh, the other parent. 197 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:18,838 - Oh, of course you are. 198 00:07:23,609 --> 00:07:25,178 - "Oh, of course you are." 199 00:07:25,278 --> 00:07:28,314 What the fuck was that? - It--it's--it's fine. 200 00:07:28,414 --> 00:07:31,184 - Well, I don't know who should be more insulted, you or me. 201 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:33,319 - Well, I'm pretty sure it's me, 202 00:07:33,419 --> 00:07:35,021 but it seems like it's you. 203 00:07:35,121 --> 00:07:36,522 - Fucking bitch. 204 00:07:41,360 --> 00:07:43,196 Thank you for coming. 205 00:07:43,296 --> 00:07:45,965 I'm actually relieved not to be doing this alone. 206 00:07:46,966 --> 00:07:49,268 - No, I mean, no, it's-- 207 00:07:49,335 --> 00:07:50,670 it's good for me too. 208 00:07:52,638 --> 00:07:54,507 - Every woman carries the risk of having a baby 209 00:07:54,607 --> 00:07:56,976 with chromosomal abnormality or genetic issues, 210 00:07:57,043 --> 00:08:00,480 but as we know, the risk increases with maternal age. 211 00:08:00,546 --> 00:08:03,382 Um, paternal genetics can affect this too. 212 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:05,051 So... 213 00:08:05,151 --> 00:08:06,819 Looks like you skipped a few. 214 00:08:06,886 --> 00:08:08,488 What about Tay-Sachs, does that ring a bell? 215 00:08:08,554 --> 00:08:10,389 Do you have any Jewish ancestry? 216 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:12,325 - Um, uh, no. 217 00:08:13,526 --> 00:08:15,027 - Right, of course not. 218 00:08:15,962 --> 00:08:17,697 What about cystic fibrosis? 219 00:08:17,797 --> 00:08:18,898 - Uh, 220 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:21,534 I'm not sure about that one either, 221 00:08:21,634 --> 00:08:22,735 but I don't-- I don't think so. 222 00:08:22,835 --> 00:08:23,870 - Well, can you find out? 223 00:08:23,970 --> 00:08:25,571 - Oh, yeah, sure. I'll ask my mom. 224 00:08:29,008 --> 00:08:30,409 Oh, you want me to ask right now. 225 00:08:30,510 --> 00:08:32,578 - It certainly would speed up the process. 226 00:08:32,678 --> 00:08:33,713 - Yeah, yeah, sure. 227 00:08:33,813 --> 00:08:34,914 Um... 228 00:08:35,748 --> 00:08:37,183 I feel like I should have gotten an email 229 00:08:37,250 --> 00:08:39,585 with this questionnaire in advance. 230 00:08:39,685 --> 00:08:42,655 [line ringing] 231 00:08:42,722 --> 00:08:44,490 [hip-hop music playing] - Yo. 232 00:08:44,557 --> 00:08:46,158 - Hey, sis, quick question-- 233 00:08:46,225 --> 00:08:47,426 what did Uncle Harry die of? 234 00:08:47,527 --> 00:08:49,095 Was that cystic fibrosis? 235 00:08:49,195 --> 00:08:50,596 ♪ ♪ 236 00:08:50,696 --> 00:08:51,864 - What? 237 00:08:51,931 --> 00:08:54,066 - Um, I'm at the OB-GYN with Becca. 238 00:08:54,166 --> 00:08:56,435 - Oh, that is really sweet. 239 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:57,603 Have a good time, Marcus. 240 00:08:57,703 --> 00:08:59,105 - No, no, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. 241 00:08:59,205 --> 00:09:00,606 What about Uncle Henry? 242 00:09:00,706 --> 00:09:02,441 - Fool, I don't know how that old bastard died. 243 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:04,110 Call Mom. I'm busy. 244 00:09:05,044 --> 00:09:06,512 - [sighs] 245 00:09:06,579 --> 00:09:08,781 - Okay, so you want to be a dad, 246 00:09:08,881 --> 00:09:11,250 but you don't want anyone to know about the kid. 247 00:09:11,350 --> 00:09:12,785 [laughs] 248 00:09:12,885 --> 00:09:15,054 You sound like Drake 2.0. I'm telling you. 249 00:09:15,121 --> 00:09:18,724 - Well, I will tell them when the time is right. 250 00:09:18,791 --> 00:09:20,593 - Uh-huh. Listen, Marcus, 251 00:09:20,693 --> 00:09:23,129 I don't know anything about our family history, okay? 252 00:09:23,229 --> 00:09:26,032 So just, I don't know, make something up. 253 00:09:26,098 --> 00:09:27,433 ♪ ♪ 254 00:09:29,035 --> 00:09:30,136 - [sighs] 255 00:09:32,104 --> 00:09:33,639 No history of it. 256 00:09:37,109 --> 00:09:38,444 You live up here, huh? 257 00:09:38,544 --> 00:09:39,545 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 258 00:09:39,612 --> 00:09:41,414 Just a few blocks up that way. 259 00:09:41,480 --> 00:09:43,082 - Oh. 260 00:09:43,149 --> 00:09:44,951 - You've never been to my place, have you? 261 00:09:45,051 --> 00:09:47,486 - No I--I honestly thought you lived at the Palace Hotel. 262 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:48,754 - [laughs] 263 00:09:48,821 --> 00:09:51,557 Do you-- do you wanna come see it? 264 00:09:51,624 --> 00:09:54,093 I make a mean cocktail. 265 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:56,329 For you, not for me. - I know. 266 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:57,897 Anyway, you should probably see where you're gonna be 267 00:09:57,964 --> 00:09:59,498 picking this kid up from on weekends. 268 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:01,934 - Oh, already jumping into the custody conversation. 269 00:10:02,001 --> 00:10:03,302 Cool, cool, cool, cool. 270 00:10:03,402 --> 00:10:05,271 - Ugh, I'm a planner. What can I say? 271 00:10:05,338 --> 00:10:06,472 - Yeah, clearly. 272 00:10:06,572 --> 00:10:08,307 - Asshole. Come on. - [laughs] 273 00:10:08,407 --> 00:10:09,442 - Such an asshole. 274 00:10:09,508 --> 00:10:12,011 [liquid pouring] 275 00:10:14,580 --> 00:10:17,149 - I promise we are going to 276 00:10:17,249 --> 00:10:20,653 baby-proof the shit out of this place. 277 00:10:20,753 --> 00:10:22,855 I mean, I don't know. I might even move. 278 00:10:22,955 --> 00:10:24,156 - What? 279 00:10:24,256 --> 00:10:25,992 And deprive the kid of this view? 280 00:10:26,092 --> 00:10:28,995 - I don't know, just trying to make the best of my do-over. 281 00:10:29,095 --> 00:10:30,496 Cheers? [door thuds shut] 282 00:10:30,596 --> 00:10:33,165 [footsteps approaching] 283 00:10:33,265 --> 00:10:34,700 - Oh, God, Mom. 284 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:36,202 Is this the guy? 285 00:10:36,302 --> 00:10:37,803 - This is Marcus. 286 00:10:37,870 --> 00:10:40,373 - You literally said we'd never have to meet him. 287 00:10:40,473 --> 00:10:42,608 Do we have any food? I'm fucking starving 288 00:10:42,675 --> 00:10:44,710 and the animal shelter only has shitty snacks. 289 00:10:44,810 --> 00:10:46,212 - It's community service, Maddie, 290 00:10:46,312 --> 00:10:47,680 not an all-inclusive resort. 291 00:10:47,780 --> 00:10:49,882 - Well, I feel like a fucking prisoner. 292 00:10:49,982 --> 00:10:52,284 - Maddie got a DUI after swerving onto a lawn 293 00:10:52,351 --> 00:10:53,786 and hitting a mini Labradoodle. 294 00:10:53,853 --> 00:10:55,154 - Oh. - Shut up, Mom! 295 00:10:55,221 --> 00:10:57,556 - Hey! I know you're angry, Maddie. 296 00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:59,458 But I am not the enemy here. 297 00:11:00,393 --> 00:11:01,894 I'm so sorry you had to see that. 298 00:11:01,994 --> 00:11:03,195 I just--I don't know 299 00:11:03,295 --> 00:11:05,231 where she gets that attitude from. 300 00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:07,566 - Oh, well, it's from her dad, right? 301 00:11:07,667 --> 00:11:09,735 It obviously can't be from you. 302 00:11:09,835 --> 00:11:12,071 - Yeah. [both laugh] 303 00:11:13,039 --> 00:11:14,674 - I don't know. She splits her time 304 00:11:14,740 --> 00:11:17,743 between here with me and Connecticut with him. 305 00:11:17,843 --> 00:11:20,913 And he just lets her run wild as, like, a "fuck you" to me. 306 00:11:21,013 --> 00:11:24,316 And they break your heart every day. 307 00:11:24,383 --> 00:11:26,218 But she'll always be my little baby. 308 00:11:26,318 --> 00:11:27,353 - Yeah. 309 00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:28,854 [footsteps approaching] 310 00:11:28,921 --> 00:11:32,058 - [sighs] I'm sorry that I yelled at you, Mom. 311 00:11:32,158 --> 00:11:35,061 I just feel awful about that dog. 312 00:11:35,161 --> 00:11:36,762 - I know. - Will you help me think 313 00:11:36,862 --> 00:11:38,497 of something nice to do for the family? 314 00:11:38,564 --> 00:11:39,765 - Of course I will. 315 00:11:39,865 --> 00:11:41,367 - I'm Maddie. Sorry about that. 316 00:11:41,434 --> 00:11:43,002 I'm just a total cunt when I'm hungry. 317 00:11:43,069 --> 00:11:44,370 - Oh, God. - Oh, no. 318 00:11:44,437 --> 00:11:45,604 It's all good. 319 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,239 - All right, I'm leaving. - All right. 320 00:11:47,339 --> 00:11:48,607 Goodbye. 321 00:11:53,679 --> 00:11:56,115 - Hey. 322 00:11:58,350 --> 00:12:01,187 - Can I come with you to your next appointment? 323 00:12:02,755 --> 00:12:05,091 - Sure. - All right. 324 00:12:06,726 --> 00:12:08,127 narrator: Marcus had already 325 00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:10,796 called in sick to work that day. 326 00:12:10,896 --> 00:12:13,132 And as perverse as it was, 327 00:12:13,232 --> 00:12:15,568 there was only one person he wanted to see. 328 00:12:15,634 --> 00:12:18,104 Luckily, it didn't take much convincing 329 00:12:18,204 --> 00:12:21,607 to get her to play hooky as well. 330 00:12:21,707 --> 00:12:22,575 - Hey, there he is. 331 00:12:22,641 --> 00:12:24,443 Hi. - Hey, Mia. 332 00:12:24,543 --> 00:12:27,813 - Hey, sorry I'm late. Holy shit, I always forget 333 00:12:27,913 --> 00:12:29,949 how beautiful Central Park is. - Oh, yeah, no. 334 00:12:30,049 --> 00:12:32,551 It's crazy that it's even here. 335 00:12:32,618 --> 00:12:34,086 - It's insane. - Yeah. 336 00:12:34,153 --> 00:12:36,455 - It's like a bit of a normcore choice for you, 337 00:12:36,555 --> 00:12:38,157 but I love it. - [chuckles] 338 00:12:38,257 --> 00:12:40,326 - Anyway, how are you? What's up? 339 00:12:40,426 --> 00:12:42,628 - Um... 340 00:12:42,728 --> 00:12:44,430 I'm having a baby. 341 00:12:45,397 --> 00:12:47,333 - What? - Yeah. 342 00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:48,801 - With who? 343 00:12:48,901 --> 00:12:51,570 - Uh, with a woman that lives on the tenth floor 344 00:12:51,637 --> 00:12:53,606 of that building right there. 345 00:12:53,672 --> 00:12:54,940 - Wow. 346 00:12:55,007 --> 00:12:56,008 Is she rich? 347 00:12:56,108 --> 00:12:58,310 - It's I-- y-yes, yeah. 348 00:12:58,410 --> 00:13:00,279 - Uh... 349 00:13:00,346 --> 00:13:01,614 are you-- 350 00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:03,349 I mean, look, we're not-- I mean, we're not-- 351 00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:05,918 we're not together or anything. 352 00:13:05,985 --> 00:13:07,620 We never really were. 353 00:13:07,686 --> 00:13:09,455 - Okay. - Yeah. 354 00:13:11,323 --> 00:13:15,094 - I mean, you seem like a guy who wears at least two condoms. 355 00:13:15,161 --> 00:13:16,695 - Well, actually, wearing two condoms 356 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,964 puts the user at greater risk for malfunctions. 357 00:13:19,031 --> 00:13:20,866 - Yeah, uh-huh, yeah. No, I know that. 358 00:13:20,966 --> 00:13:22,835 - See, that's what I'm talking about. 359 00:13:26,172 --> 00:13:27,273 I can't believe it. 360 00:13:27,339 --> 00:13:28,874 - You know, me neither. 361 00:13:33,846 --> 00:13:35,181 - Are you doing okay? 362 00:13:36,515 --> 00:13:37,983 - I'm coming around. 363 00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:41,153 I guess. I mean, it's fucking messy, 364 00:13:41,220 --> 00:13:42,655 but... 365 00:13:42,721 --> 00:13:46,458 I guess I've decided that that's okay? 366 00:13:48,394 --> 00:13:50,396 - I gotta say, I really appreciate 367 00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:51,864 your blasé approach to fatherhood. 368 00:13:51,964 --> 00:13:54,033 - Oh, come on, man. - [laughs] 369 00:13:55,467 --> 00:13:57,203 You know, I have never seen anybody 370 00:13:57,303 --> 00:13:58,904 get down on a New York street knish, 371 00:13:59,004 --> 00:14:00,406 like, harder than you. 372 00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:01,907 - Oh, but--but um, 373 00:14:02,007 --> 00:14:04,743 a hot dog is like-- that's Michelin star cuisine. 374 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,045 - Yeah, this is iconic. This is-- 375 00:14:06,145 --> 00:14:07,746 I'm a New York City icon right now. 376 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,682 - No, no. - Look at me. This is amazing. 377 00:14:12,918 --> 00:14:14,486 So... 378 00:14:14,553 --> 00:14:15,821 do you want kids? 379 00:14:15,888 --> 00:14:17,590 Did you want kids? - You know, honestly, 380 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:20,059 I hadn't thought about it. 381 00:14:20,159 --> 00:14:22,061 Emily and I promised not to bring it up 382 00:14:22,161 --> 00:14:25,197 until after she turned 30, and then she turned 30 and... 383 00:14:25,264 --> 00:14:27,399 she just kept getting new IUDs. 384 00:14:27,499 --> 00:14:29,068 - And yet you still somehow 385 00:14:29,168 --> 00:14:30,603 managed to impregnate a white woman. 386 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:32,538 - Oh, come on. How do you know she's white? 387 00:14:32,605 --> 00:14:33,672 - Marcus. 388 00:14:33,739 --> 00:14:35,274 She white, Marcus. - It's--[laughs] 389 00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:37,109 I know. I know, she white. 390 00:14:37,209 --> 00:14:38,444 - She white, Marcus. 391 00:14:39,578 --> 00:14:40,679 - I know, I just-- 392 00:14:40,746 --> 00:14:42,381 I just don't want to suck at this. 393 00:14:42,448 --> 00:14:43,716 You know? 394 00:14:43,782 --> 00:14:45,718 I just want to show up in the right way. 395 00:14:47,786 --> 00:14:50,623 - Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you know? 396 00:14:51,724 --> 00:14:52,892 I mean, look at me, 397 00:14:52,958 --> 00:14:54,126 I grew up pretty much without a dad, 398 00:14:54,226 --> 00:14:56,896 and I have, like, no issues at all, 399 00:14:56,962 --> 00:14:58,264 which is tight. 400 00:15:02,034 --> 00:15:03,135 So what's your plan? 401 00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:04,470 - Oh, God, I mean, 402 00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:07,239 Becca was saying about moving to Connecticut 403 00:15:07,306 --> 00:15:09,074 or upstate. - Wait, you would move? 404 00:15:11,610 --> 00:15:12,711 Wow. 405 00:15:12,778 --> 00:15:14,146 Uh, sorry, I'm just, like-- 406 00:15:14,246 --> 00:15:15,614 I'm, like, freaking out a little bit. 407 00:15:15,714 --> 00:15:17,049 - Wait, you're freaking out? - Yeah. 408 00:15:17,116 --> 00:15:18,217 - I'm the one who's having the baby. 409 00:15:18,284 --> 00:15:19,451 - I know, I just-- I-- 410 00:15:19,551 --> 00:15:21,887 it's--it's a lot. 411 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:24,123 - Yeah. - Wow. 412 00:15:24,223 --> 00:15:25,824 - Yeah. - [laughs] 413 00:15:33,065 --> 00:15:34,667 You know, um, 414 00:15:34,767 --> 00:15:37,569 for a while there, I thought you were ghosting me. 415 00:15:37,636 --> 00:15:39,138 - I was. - [scoffs] 416 00:15:39,238 --> 00:15:41,607 - Oh, it was-- it was for your own good. 417 00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:42,908 - Whatever. - Trust me. 418 00:15:42,975 --> 00:15:45,644 - No, I have my own shit going on anyway. 419 00:15:45,744 --> 00:15:47,179 - Oh. 420 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,114 Yeah, yeah, I got that text. 421 00:15:49,181 --> 00:15:51,350 - Oh, do you mean the text that you didn't respond to? 422 00:15:51,450 --> 00:15:53,986 Was it that text? - Oh, are you pissed at me? 423 00:15:54,086 --> 00:15:55,287 - No. 424 00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:56,855 I shouldn't have sent you that anyway. 425 00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:58,457 You don't need a play-by-play of my love life. 426 00:15:58,524 --> 00:15:59,758 That's insane. 427 00:15:59,825 --> 00:16:01,193 - Well, if it makes you feel any better, 428 00:16:01,293 --> 00:16:04,363 I do like knowing when you dump somebody. 429 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:07,833 - I don't know, I just-- 430 00:16:07,933 --> 00:16:10,469 I'm done dating guys that are all over the place. 431 00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,371 - Oh, you finally hit a wall, huh? 432 00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:14,640 - No, I mean, me and this dude, we're just different. 433 00:16:14,707 --> 00:16:15,975 I... 434 00:16:16,041 --> 00:16:17,810 That's sort of my thing. - You don't say. 435 00:16:17,876 --> 00:16:19,878 - Hey, you have to at least give me credit... 436 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:21,847 - [laughs] - For recognizing the pattern. 437 00:16:21,947 --> 00:16:23,015 You know that, right? That's like, 438 00:16:23,115 --> 00:16:24,717 an essential step to growth. 439 00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:26,552 - Well, I don't know, maybe you should 440 00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:28,721 date someone more like you. 441 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:29,955 - Oh, what, and actually have it 442 00:16:30,022 --> 00:16:31,490 maybe work out for once? 443 00:16:31,557 --> 00:16:33,225 Um... 444 00:16:33,325 --> 00:16:34,660 hard pass. 445 00:16:34,727 --> 00:16:36,061 - Ooh. - Oh, sh-- 446 00:16:38,297 --> 00:16:39,898 [laughs] - Oh, God. 447 00:16:41,033 --> 00:16:42,735 What is-- - Are we in "The Notebook"? 448 00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:44,069 This is insane. - What the fuck? 449 00:16:44,169 --> 00:16:45,971 And out of nowhere. - [laughs] 450 00:16:51,844 --> 00:16:53,412 - Hey, come on. 451 00:16:57,182 --> 00:16:58,484 - [laughs] 452 00:16:58,550 --> 00:16:59,818 - [shivers] 453 00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:04,022 Uh, all right. 454 00:17:05,057 --> 00:17:07,526 All right, how much is that? - $10. 455 00:17:07,593 --> 00:17:08,827 - All right. - [winces] 456 00:17:08,894 --> 00:17:10,162 - What's up? - Damn. 457 00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:11,764 No, I--nothing. I wasn't expecting 458 00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:13,999 to do, like, six laps around Central Park. 459 00:17:14,066 --> 00:17:16,168 - [laughs] Um... 460 00:17:16,235 --> 00:17:17,603 What--what size shoe are you? 461 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,439 - Uh, I am an 11 in women's but men's 9. 462 00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:21,774 - Okay, men's 9, okay. 463 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:23,542 Uh... 464 00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:26,245 Oh, snap. Look at that. 465 00:17:26,345 --> 00:17:27,413 - Wow. - Yeah. 466 00:17:27,513 --> 00:17:28,947 - Great. Hey, but, you do know 467 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,749 it's bad luck to buy somebody shoes, right? 468 00:17:30,849 --> 00:17:31,950 - What? - No, seriously. 469 00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:33,552 They say if you buy somebody shoes, 470 00:17:33,619 --> 00:17:35,120 they'll just get up and walk out of your life. 471 00:17:35,220 --> 00:17:38,791 - Okay, now I know you're making shit up. 472 00:17:41,093 --> 00:17:43,796 [bell tolling] 473 00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:45,898 Let's go! - Oh, my God. 474 00:17:45,964 --> 00:17:47,599 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 475 00:17:47,699 --> 00:17:49,935 Oh, are you skipping stairs? 476 00:17:50,035 --> 00:17:51,970 - Yup. - Ah, these shoes hurt. 477 00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:53,872 - [laughs] - [groans] 478 00:17:53,939 --> 00:17:56,408 Oh, my God. 479 00:17:56,475 --> 00:17:58,911 Oh, and it's gonna close in five minutes. 480 00:17:58,977 --> 00:18:00,045 - What? - Yeah. 481 00:18:00,112 --> 00:18:01,780 - Churches don't close. 482 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:02,981 - I think you have that confused 483 00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:04,483 with casinos, actually. 484 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:06,985 - Well, that's not worth it for five minutes. 485 00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:08,587 - Really? - Ehh. 486 00:18:08,654 --> 00:18:11,323 - Now that I ran up all these stairs 487 00:18:11,423 --> 00:18:12,891 in these corner store shoes? 488 00:18:12,958 --> 00:18:14,293 - You are talking about it like 489 00:18:14,393 --> 00:18:15,828 it's the "Rocky" stairs or something. 490 00:18:15,928 --> 00:18:17,563 That's like 30 steps max. - Guess what. 491 00:18:17,629 --> 00:18:19,731 A lot of us aren't secretly buff. 492 00:18:19,798 --> 00:18:21,834 I've seen you in a Henley, man. 493 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,335 - Oh, come on, come on. 494 00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:24,636 - Oh, I'm--sh-- 495 00:18:24,736 --> 00:18:26,105 - Oh, you're-- - Let's just sit. 496 00:18:26,171 --> 00:18:27,639 - You are really sucking wind right now. 497 00:18:27,739 --> 00:18:28,907 - Well, yeah. 498 00:18:28,974 --> 00:18:30,642 - You need to get your heart checked. 499 00:18:40,252 --> 00:18:42,187 Hey, can I show you something? 500 00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:44,089 - Uh... 501 00:18:44,156 --> 00:18:45,791 I guess so. 502 00:18:45,858 --> 00:18:47,659 - Okay. - Okay. 503 00:18:52,931 --> 00:18:54,466 Oh, wow. - Yeah. 504 00:19:00,105 --> 00:19:01,874 - This is gonna sound really corny, 505 00:19:01,974 --> 00:19:03,842 but I am really proud 506 00:19:03,942 --> 00:19:06,678 of the way you're handling this whole thing. 507 00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:10,115 - Thank you. 508 00:19:11,550 --> 00:19:12,985 And now you see why I didn't call you 509 00:19:13,051 --> 00:19:14,553 and tell you about it last month. 510 00:19:14,653 --> 00:19:16,855 - I would just assume you were on suicide watch. 511 00:19:16,955 --> 00:19:18,490 - I was. 512 00:19:18,557 --> 00:19:20,225 - Yeah, definitely. - Yeah. 513 00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:24,229 - I don't know, I guess I just feel like 514 00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:25,898 I'm doing the right thing, you know? 515 00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:30,135 I mean, not just for the baby, but... 516 00:19:30,202 --> 00:19:31,737 for me. - Mm-hmm. 517 00:19:36,875 --> 00:19:38,677 - I had an abortion once. 518 00:19:39,745 --> 00:19:42,147 Not a segue, but, uh-- 519 00:19:42,214 --> 00:19:43,415 - Really? - Yeah. 520 00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:44,683 I was--I was 18 521 00:19:44,750 --> 00:19:46,151 and I just got out of high school. 522 00:19:46,218 --> 00:19:48,887 And my mom wasn't having it, 523 00:19:48,987 --> 00:19:51,857 and I sure as fuck wasn't ready for a baby. 524 00:19:54,026 --> 00:19:56,828 And I just didn't want people telling me what to do. 525 00:19:58,497 --> 00:20:00,566 - How'd you feel afterwards? 526 00:20:00,666 --> 00:20:03,602 - I didn't really feel anything, 527 00:20:03,702 --> 00:20:07,206 and then... I just felt relief. 528 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,343 And, uh... 529 00:20:11,410 --> 00:20:14,713 now I honestly don't even really think about it anymore. 530 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,619 - I mean, do you-- I mean, 531 00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:23,755 do you think you're gonna want kids in the future 532 00:20:23,855 --> 00:20:25,524 or... 533 00:20:25,591 --> 00:20:26,959 - Sometimes I think I still want kids, 534 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:28,727 and then I'm like, 535 00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:32,898 "Who am I to be looking after another human?" 536 00:20:34,566 --> 00:20:36,235 - Who is anyone? 537 00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:39,471 - [chuckles] 538 00:20:39,571 --> 00:20:42,541 [sentimental music] 539 00:20:42,608 --> 00:20:49,715 ♪ ♪ 540 00:20:57,222 --> 00:20:58,790 - Okay, let me ask you something. 541 00:20:58,890 --> 00:20:59,958 - Okay. 542 00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:02,661 - If you could bring back 543 00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:05,063 anybody ever from the dead, - Uh-huh. 544 00:21:05,130 --> 00:21:07,899 - But you had to kill somebody who was living, 545 00:21:07,966 --> 00:21:09,468 who would you choose? 546 00:21:10,836 --> 00:21:12,337 - God damn. 547 00:21:14,273 --> 00:21:15,941 Mm, all right. 548 00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:17,576 Bring back Bernie Mac. 549 00:21:17,643 --> 00:21:19,077 - Okay. 550 00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:21,246 - Kill Steve Harvey. 551 00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:22,581 - God, you gonna kill Steve Harvey? 552 00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:24,016 - Yeah. - Oh, holy shit. 553 00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:25,350 - Would you miss him? - No--I-- 554 00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:26,685 maybe, I don't know. He's, like, 555 00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:29,354 a pretty good "Family Feud" host. 556 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:31,089 - Eh, I like Louie Anderson. 557 00:21:31,156 --> 00:21:32,624 - Marcus, I can't with you. 558 00:21:32,691 --> 00:21:34,960 - He's idiosyncratic. He's interesting. 559 00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,863 - [laughs] - He's his own being. 560 00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:40,932 What about you? - Oh, my God. 561 00:21:42,601 --> 00:21:46,204 I would kill you to bring Aaliyah back. 562 00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:48,106 - Oh, that's fair. That's fair. 563 00:21:48,173 --> 00:21:49,508 - [laughs] 564 00:21:50,442 --> 00:21:51,777 Well, that was really fun. 565 00:21:51,843 --> 00:21:53,378 I think I got eleventy-bajillion steps in. 566 00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:54,880 - Oh, good. 567 00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:56,848 - You should tell me you're having a baby more often. 568 00:21:56,948 --> 00:21:58,050 [laughs] 569 00:21:58,150 --> 00:21:59,351 I'm sorry. 570 00:21:59,451 --> 00:22:00,719 - No, no. 571 00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:04,189 No, I'm sorry. 572 00:22:04,289 --> 00:22:07,359 [quiet music] 573 00:22:07,459 --> 00:22:11,196 ♪ ♪ 574 00:22:11,296 --> 00:22:13,665 I really like you, Mia. 575 00:22:13,732 --> 00:22:17,402 ♪ ♪ 576 00:22:17,502 --> 00:22:19,871 - I really like you too. 577 00:22:19,971 --> 00:22:26,078 ♪ ♪ 578 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,147 [music rises] 579 00:22:29,214 --> 00:22:36,321 ♪ ♪ 580 00:22:54,506 --> 00:22:57,409 [cars honking] 581 00:23:00,712 --> 00:23:01,947 - Hey, what's up? - Hey. 582 00:23:02,047 --> 00:23:04,282 Um, I missed a call. - What call? 583 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:07,419 - The doctors called to tell me the results of the blood test. 584 00:23:07,519 --> 00:23:09,221 - Oh, they leave a message? - They did, 585 00:23:09,287 --> 00:23:10,789 but they didn't say, "Everything's fine." 586 00:23:10,889 --> 00:23:12,391 They--they said to call back. 587 00:23:12,457 --> 00:23:13,925 - Oh, okay. 588 00:23:14,025 --> 00:23:15,527 Um... 589 00:23:15,594 --> 00:23:18,296 Well, I'm-- I'm sure everything's perfect. 590 00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,432 I mean, nothing came back in our family history. 591 00:23:20,532 --> 00:23:22,267 So just-- just call 'em back. 592 00:23:22,367 --> 00:23:24,302 - I know. 593 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:26,138 I'm a little scared. 594 00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:27,773 - Okay, well, do you want me to come over 595 00:23:27,873 --> 00:23:29,141 and we can call them back together? 596 00:23:29,241 --> 00:23:30,542 - I mean, is that totally ridiculous? 597 00:23:30,609 --> 00:23:32,310 I'm so sorry to make you do that. 598 00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:33,979 - I'm just-- - No, no. 599 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:35,881 I'm on my way. 600 00:23:35,947 --> 00:23:37,482 [elevator bell dings] 601 00:23:38,817 --> 00:23:40,552 [doorbell rings] 602 00:23:46,124 --> 00:23:48,226 - [breathes shakily] 603 00:23:48,293 --> 00:23:49,561 - Becca, what's up? 604 00:23:49,628 --> 00:23:50,662 - [sobs] 605 00:23:50,762 --> 00:23:52,164 - Hey. 606 00:23:54,065 --> 00:23:55,801 Okay, okay. 607 00:23:55,901 --> 00:23:57,169 All right. 608 00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,770 All right. - [sniffles] 609 00:23:58,837 --> 00:24:01,006 I'm really sorry I didn't wait for you. 610 00:24:01,106 --> 00:24:04,509 I just had a bad feeling. So... 611 00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:07,679 I couldn't take it. - It's okay. 612 00:24:07,779 --> 00:24:10,415 It's okay. What did they say? 613 00:24:10,482 --> 00:24:11,917 - Uh... 614 00:24:11,983 --> 00:24:14,753 they doctor said the results show 615 00:24:14,820 --> 00:24:18,290 Trisomy 13, 18, um... 616 00:24:19,958 --> 00:24:21,593 Just a bunch of stuff. 617 00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:23,962 - Okay, well, didn't-- didn't the doctor say 618 00:24:24,029 --> 00:24:25,363 that the test isn't diagnostic? 619 00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:27,532 Isn't there another test that you can take? 620 00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:30,969 - No, this one was 99% accurate. 621 00:24:39,945 --> 00:24:42,647 - What do we do? 622 00:24:46,718 --> 00:24:50,155 - If I don't have a D&C, I'll probably miscarry. 623 00:24:50,222 --> 00:24:53,191 [soft, emotional music] 624 00:24:53,291 --> 00:24:55,227 ♪ ♪ 625 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:56,728 - Okay, I'm coming with you. 626 00:24:56,828 --> 00:24:58,630 - That's so sweet. 627 00:24:59,664 --> 00:25:03,168 But you know, I think, um... 628 00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:07,072 I think I really just want to do this on my own. 629 00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,807 Is that okay? 630 00:25:11,243 --> 00:25:12,677 I'm really sorry, Marcus. 631 00:25:12,744 --> 00:25:14,145 - No, what? No. 632 00:25:14,212 --> 00:25:49,414 ♪ ♪ 633 00:25:50,582 --> 00:25:52,050 [knocks on door] 634 00:25:55,687 --> 00:25:58,423 - Hey. 635 00:25:59,257 --> 00:26:01,192 - I--I picked you up some good knishes 636 00:26:01,259 --> 00:26:03,295 from Yonah Schimmel because those park knishes 637 00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:04,729 were so nasty. 638 00:26:04,796 --> 00:26:05,964 [both laugh] 639 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,933 - Uh, thank you. - Mm-hmm. 640 00:26:08,033 --> 00:26:09,534 - Okay. 641 00:26:12,037 --> 00:26:13,738 Uh, come on in. 642 00:26:18,743 --> 00:26:19,811 This is so much better. 643 00:26:19,911 --> 00:26:21,112 - [laughs] 644 00:26:21,212 --> 00:26:22,647 I know. - Oh, God. 645 00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:24,115 - [laughs] 646 00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,484 How are you feeling? 647 00:26:27,552 --> 00:26:28,820 Um... 648 00:26:32,490 --> 00:26:33,992 Okay. 649 00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:35,293 Um... 650 00:26:36,394 --> 00:26:38,663 This is gonna sound a little fucked up, 651 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:40,966 but... 652 00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:43,101 maybe kind of... 653 00:26:46,004 --> 00:26:47,172 Relieved. 654 00:26:48,006 --> 00:26:51,076 [Jay Robinson's "You Are Mine"] 655 00:26:51,142 --> 00:26:57,782 ♪ ♪ 656 00:26:57,849 --> 00:27:00,352 So what do we do now? 657 00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:05,156 - ♪ You are more ♪ 658 00:27:05,256 --> 00:27:07,792 ♪ ♪ 659 00:27:07,859 --> 00:27:12,197 ♪ Than the kind of love I pray ♪ 660 00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:14,165 ♪ Pray for ♪ 661 00:27:14,265 --> 00:27:15,867 ♪ ♪ 662 00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:18,303 ♪ You're the kind of love ♪ 663 00:27:18,370 --> 00:27:22,540 ♪ That will endure ♪ 664 00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:24,009 ♪ ♪ 665 00:27:24,109 --> 00:27:25,977 ♪ Yeah, honey ♪ 666 00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:28,146 ♪ You're mine ♪ 667 00:27:28,213 --> 00:27:30,048 ♪ Mine ♪ 668 00:27:30,148 --> 00:27:34,185 ♪ Mine, mine, mine, mine ♪ 669 00:27:34,285 --> 00:27:36,888 ♪ Even still ♪ 670 00:27:36,988 --> 00:27:38,723 ♪ Uh-huh ♪ 671 00:27:38,823 --> 00:27:42,060 ♪ You made me, darling ♪ 672 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,329 ♪ Lose my will ♪ 673 00:27:44,396 --> 00:27:46,998 ♪ ♪ 674 00:27:47,065 --> 00:27:48,900 ♪ I do things ♪ 675 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:54,739 ♪ I never thought I'd do ♪ 676 00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:56,307 ♪ And it's all ♪ 677 00:27:56,374 --> 00:27:59,310 ♪ All because of you ♪