1 00:01:05,579 --> 00:01:10,579 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 2 00:01:15,997 --> 00:01:20,568 [WAVES SPLASHING] 3 00:01:22,204 --> 00:01:26,075 [DREAMY MUSIC PLAYING] 4 00:02:20,395 --> 00:02:22,131 [TV PLAYING IN THE DISTANCE] 5 00:02:26,068 --> 00:02:28,237 I'm pouring a glass. Do you want some? 6 00:02:28,270 --> 00:02:29,404 MAN: No, I'm good! 7 00:02:34,842 --> 00:02:38,013 [DOOR RATTLING] 8 00:02:42,417 --> 00:02:44,219 - [KNOCK ON DOOR] - Who's there? 9 00:02:44,253 --> 00:02:45,254 [KNOCKING CONTINUES] 10 00:02:45,953 --> 00:02:47,189 Hello? 11 00:02:47,222 --> 00:02:48,257 WOMAN: Mom, it's me. 12 00:02:48,990 --> 00:02:50,025 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 13 00:02:50,058 --> 00:02:51,059 Mom! 14 00:02:53,794 --> 00:02:55,397 AUTOMATED VOICE: Door one. 15 00:02:55,430 --> 00:02:57,366 [STUTTERS] Uh, my key doesn't work. 16 00:03:00,935 --> 00:03:01,936 No, we, uh... 17 00:03:03,738 --> 00:03:05,274 We changed the locks last year 18 00:03:05,307 --> 00:03:07,209 after you and Eric stole the guitars. 19 00:03:10,078 --> 00:03:12,747 The deal was you wouldn't come back 20 00:03:12,780 --> 00:03:13,881 until you were clean. 21 00:03:13,915 --> 00:03:15,050 [GASPS] Wait, wait, wait. 22 00:03:15,083 --> 00:03:17,286 [STUTTERING] That is why I'm here. I am... 23 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:19,121 I'm done. 24 00:03:19,621 --> 00:03:21,356 I wanna come home. 25 00:03:21,390 --> 00:03:23,192 Are you done? Are you out of drugs? 26 00:03:24,259 --> 00:03:26,195 I ended it with Eric. 27 00:03:26,228 --> 00:03:28,330 He's gone. I've been living on my own on the streets 28 00:03:28,363 --> 00:03:32,334 for maybe like a week or maybe even more. 29 00:03:32,367 --> 00:03:34,403 You know, I've been thinking about all the things 30 00:03:34,436 --> 00:03:36,804 that you said to me since I was like a little girl 31 00:03:36,837 --> 00:03:38,806 and I've had these, like, realizations like, 32 00:03:38,839 --> 00:03:43,245 these big, big realizations that I wanna go back to school 33 00:03:43,278 --> 00:03:44,313 and I wanna get a job 34 00:03:44,346 --> 00:03:47,182 and I just wanna get my kids back... 35 00:03:47,216 --> 00:03:49,017 Molly, stop. Just stop. 36 00:03:49,051 --> 00:03:50,885 I've heard this speech for 10 years. 37 00:03:50,918 --> 00:03:53,088 [WHEEZING] Mom, I need to be home. 38 00:03:53,121 --> 00:03:55,856 You know, I do not do well when I'm left on my own 39 00:03:56,458 --> 00:03:58,060 and I wanna detox 40 00:04:00,429 --> 00:04:02,830 and I can do that here. [CRYING] 41 00:04:02,863 --> 00:04:05,833 No. Come back when you're clean. 42 00:04:05,866 --> 00:04:06,867 No, Mom, please. 43 00:04:08,136 --> 00:04:11,240 I'll see you when you're clean. 44 00:04:11,273 --> 00:04:13,941 - MOLLY: Mom! Please! Mom! - [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 45 00:04:13,975 --> 00:04:16,144 - [SIGHS WEARILY] - MOLLY: It's me! 46 00:04:16,178 --> 00:04:17,479 - [KNOCKING CONTINUES] - Come here, come here. 47 00:04:17,979 --> 00:04:19,314 Oh! 48 00:04:19,348 --> 00:04:20,848 - [KNOCKING STOPS] - You're doing the right thing. 49 00:04:20,881 --> 00:04:22,850 If you let her in, she's gonna blow up your life. 50 00:04:22,883 --> 00:04:25,087 Oh, you know, don't talk about her like that. 51 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:26,288 She's not a bomb. 52 00:04:26,321 --> 00:04:28,290 I'm just saying this is what you have to do. 53 00:04:28,323 --> 00:04:30,359 She won't walk if you carry her. 54 00:04:30,392 --> 00:04:31,759 Oh, fuck off. 55 00:04:34,129 --> 00:04:35,130 Okay. 56 00:04:35,997 --> 00:04:37,299 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 57 00:04:45,540 --> 00:04:47,309 [KNOCKING INTENSIFIES] 58 00:04:47,342 --> 00:04:48,343 [SIGHS WEARILY] 59 00:04:52,281 --> 00:04:53,282 [SIGHS] 60 00:04:56,917 --> 00:04:58,986 Don't make me call the police. 61 00:04:59,021 --> 00:05:00,855 MOLLY: Oh, my God. Who are you? 62 00:05:00,888 --> 00:05:03,458 Every time you come into this house, something disappears. 63 00:05:03,492 --> 00:05:05,027 MOLLY: I'll stay at a hotel. 64 00:05:05,060 --> 00:05:08,263 I just need some place safe that I can get clean. 65 00:05:08,297 --> 00:05:09,997 Just money for a hotel then. 66 00:05:12,900 --> 00:05:14,169 You want me to give you money? 67 00:05:15,037 --> 00:05:16,138 Are you crazy? 68 00:05:16,171 --> 00:05:19,408 Like the money you needed for shoes or for glasses? 69 00:05:19,441 --> 00:05:23,278 Or for, uh, oh, online cosmetology classes? 70 00:05:23,312 --> 00:05:26,081 Or Zumba lessons to get back in shape? 71 00:05:27,649 --> 00:05:30,085 How much heroin have I paid for? 72 00:05:30,118 --> 00:05:31,919 You're right. 73 00:05:31,952 --> 00:05:34,623 I'll just detox under a highway 74 00:05:34,656 --> 00:05:36,091 with prostitutes and rats, 75 00:05:36,124 --> 00:05:37,626 'cause that's a much better plan, Mom. 76 00:05:37,659 --> 00:05:39,161 Why are you covering your mouth? 77 00:05:41,962 --> 00:05:43,031 Let me see. 78 00:05:44,199 --> 00:05:45,200 Show me. 79 00:05:49,237 --> 00:05:50,238 Oh, my God. 80 00:05:59,014 --> 00:06:01,383 [SOBBING] Can I please just have a pillow and a blanket? 81 00:06:01,416 --> 00:06:03,151 It gets really cold at night. 82 00:06:03,984 --> 00:06:04,985 Get well, Molly. 83 00:06:09,458 --> 00:06:11,059 [TV PLAYING] 84 00:06:18,233 --> 00:06:19,267 [SIGHS IN EXASPERATION] 85 00:06:19,301 --> 00:06:20,302 I set the alarm. 86 00:06:23,638 --> 00:06:24,639 [EXHALES] 87 00:06:27,175 --> 00:06:31,313 Why did you say before that she blows up my life? 88 00:06:31,346 --> 00:06:33,914 I mean what you really meant was our life? 89 00:06:33,948 --> 00:06:35,983 - Yes. - So why didn't you just say that... 90 00:06:36,017 --> 00:06:37,386 Do I need to? 91 00:06:37,419 --> 00:06:39,554 I'm tired of what we've been through. 92 00:06:39,588 --> 00:06:41,523 I'm scared for you whenever she's around. 93 00:06:41,556 --> 00:06:44,959 Just don't let her suck you in. 94 00:06:44,992 --> 00:06:46,395 She doesn't suck me in. 95 00:06:47,129 --> 00:06:48,530 [EXHALES] 96 00:06:48,563 --> 00:06:52,134 Whenever I've decided to reengage with her, 97 00:06:52,167 --> 00:06:55,036 I've always done it with my eyes wide open. 98 00:06:59,040 --> 00:07:00,041 [EXHALES] 99 00:07:36,578 --> 00:07:38,447 - [DOOR BEEPS] - AUTOMATED VOICE: Door one. 100 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:41,383 If you're hoping for pity, there's none coming. 101 00:07:41,416 --> 00:07:43,718 - Go to a shelter. - I need to be home. 102 00:07:45,187 --> 00:07:46,688 Go, please. 103 00:08:43,311 --> 00:08:44,312 [SIGHS SOFTLY] 104 00:08:48,383 --> 00:08:50,752 [SIGHS IN FRUSTRATION] Oh, God damn it, you are stubborn. 105 00:08:51,653 --> 00:08:52,721 You're like a mule. 106 00:08:53,421 --> 00:08:55,423 If there's anyone or anything 107 00:08:55,457 --> 00:08:58,693 more fucking relentless than heroin, it's you. 108 00:08:58,727 --> 00:09:01,263 That's my one glimmer of hope in all this here. 109 00:09:04,499 --> 00:09:06,434 If you're serious, 110 00:09:06,468 --> 00:09:09,170 I'll drive you to detox right now. 111 00:09:09,204 --> 00:09:13,642 Okay, but first can I stay here a couple of days. 112 00:09:13,675 --> 00:09:16,478 - No. - Getting into detox is not that simple... 113 00:09:16,511 --> 00:09:18,647 Molly, we can definitely try. 114 00:09:18,680 --> 00:09:19,881 Beds open up every day. 115 00:09:19,915 --> 00:09:21,650 - They do not open up everyday. - Either we leave right now, 116 00:09:21,683 --> 00:09:23,718 or you can get used to sleeping on the porch. 117 00:09:23,752 --> 00:09:27,556 Fuck! Were you always this heartless bitch? Huh? 118 00:09:29,891 --> 00:09:31,793 I guess I must have forgotten. 119 00:09:31,826 --> 00:09:35,096 Can I at least come inside and shower? 120 00:09:35,130 --> 00:09:37,132 I haven't showered in weeks. 121 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:40,702 [SOBBING] I'm... I'm on my period. 122 00:09:43,204 --> 00:09:46,408 No. I'll go get my things. 123 00:09:48,276 --> 00:09:49,377 Molly, wait here. 124 00:09:49,411 --> 00:09:51,546 - I'll go with you. - Wait here. 125 00:10:02,357 --> 00:10:03,358 [ENGINE REVVING] 126 00:10:15,370 --> 00:10:16,371 [SNIFFS] 127 00:10:25,313 --> 00:10:26,314 Seat belt. 128 00:10:36,891 --> 00:10:39,327 We'll pick up tampons on the way. Okay? 129 00:10:40,662 --> 00:10:42,797 No. I don't need any. 130 00:10:42,831 --> 00:10:43,832 You're not on... 131 00:10:47,402 --> 00:10:48,403 Okay. 132 00:11:02,250 --> 00:11:04,185 - Hello. - Hello. 133 00:11:04,819 --> 00:11:06,221 - Name? - Molly... 134 00:11:06,254 --> 00:11:08,356 Molly Wheeler Margaret. 135 00:11:09,457 --> 00:11:10,859 Do you have your Medicaid card? 136 00:11:10,892 --> 00:11:11,893 Yeah. 137 00:11:15,397 --> 00:11:16,665 What drugs are you using? 138 00:11:16,698 --> 00:11:20,702 Heroin, methadone and some crack. 139 00:11:20,735 --> 00:11:24,572 Uh, if I get any, then maybe Adderall. 140 00:11:24,606 --> 00:11:26,408 Last time you used? 141 00:11:26,441 --> 00:11:29,611 Yesterday morning so I'm hurting. 142 00:11:30,712 --> 00:11:32,247 How long have you been addicted? 143 00:11:32,981 --> 00:11:34,849 - Hmm. - Ten years or more. 144 00:11:36,584 --> 00:11:38,219 Have you ever been through detox? 145 00:11:38,253 --> 00:11:39,788 - Uh-huh. - How many times? 146 00:11:40,422 --> 00:11:41,423 Um... 147 00:11:42,290 --> 00:11:43,625 Fourteen. 148 00:11:43,658 --> 00:11:46,327 - Excuse me? - Fourteen times. 149 00:11:50,565 --> 00:11:52,634 Okay, so you know the drill. 150 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:54,269 Medicaid pays for three nights. 151 00:11:54,302 --> 00:11:55,770 - After that, you're on your own. - Mm-hmm. 152 00:11:55,804 --> 00:11:59,374 You get a cot, two towels, three meals a day, if you can tolerate them. 153 00:11:59,407 --> 00:12:00,942 Muscle spasms, cold sweats, 154 00:12:00,975 --> 00:12:03,978 fever, vomiting, paranoia, insomnia. All that's normal. 155 00:12:04,013 --> 00:12:07,782 But if you start to have trouble breathing, speak up. 156 00:12:07,816 --> 00:12:10,385 The only open bed is in a shared woman's room. 157 00:12:12,287 --> 00:12:13,288 Sign here. 158 00:12:28,303 --> 00:12:29,304 Okay. 159 00:12:29,637 --> 00:12:30,839 Let's go. 160 00:12:30,872 --> 00:12:34,809 Okay. You've made your point. Can I please come home now? 161 00:12:34,843 --> 00:12:38,013 No. I'll pick you up in three days. 162 00:12:38,047 --> 00:12:40,415 Really? [STUTTERS] You're not gonna help? 163 00:12:41,083 --> 00:12:43,351 You're gonna walk away? 164 00:12:43,384 --> 00:12:44,552 It's your thing, huh? 165 00:12:45,020 --> 00:12:46,588 Fucking walk away! 166 00:12:50,992 --> 00:12:51,993 Come on. 167 00:13:07,909 --> 00:13:12,747 [CRYING] Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. 168 00:13:24,859 --> 00:13:26,628 You motherfucker. 169 00:13:38,073 --> 00:13:39,074 [EXHALES] 170 00:13:51,920 --> 00:13:53,855 [WHIMPERING] 171 00:14:00,728 --> 00:14:02,097 She's in hell right now. 172 00:14:05,834 --> 00:14:06,835 What? 173 00:14:08,037 --> 00:14:10,105 She's in pain from head to toe 174 00:14:11,739 --> 00:14:13,374 and I kicked her to the curb. 175 00:14:14,776 --> 00:14:18,580 You should call your mothers' group. 176 00:14:19,248 --> 00:14:20,915 Don't want their goddamn pity. 177 00:14:20,949 --> 00:14:22,417 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 178 00:14:22,450 --> 00:14:23,985 It helps, you know. It helps. 179 00:14:25,553 --> 00:14:27,956 - You're all in the same boat. - Yeah. 180 00:14:28,656 --> 00:14:30,092 Sinking 24/7. 181 00:14:31,693 --> 00:14:32,694 [SIGHS SOFTLY] 182 00:14:34,796 --> 00:14:36,497 Sometimes I get the feeling that... 183 00:14:39,701 --> 00:14:41,103 I don't want to love her anymore. 184 00:14:42,837 --> 00:14:44,006 Scares the shit out of me. 185 00:14:46,574 --> 00:14:47,909 I'm gonna keep loving her, right? 186 00:14:48,943 --> 00:14:50,012 Of course. 187 00:14:52,547 --> 00:14:53,548 Oh. 188 00:14:56,484 --> 00:14:58,087 This is the mess you married into. 189 00:14:58,920 --> 00:15:00,421 I'm okay with it. 190 00:15:00,455 --> 00:15:02,091 Yeah, then you really are an idiot. 191 00:15:05,227 --> 00:15:06,828 You always talk to me like that 192 00:15:06,861 --> 00:15:08,863 whenever she's around. Have you noticed that? 193 00:15:11,233 --> 00:15:12,433 Stop doing it. 194 00:15:13,935 --> 00:15:14,936 Okay? 195 00:15:16,571 --> 00:15:17,839 I'm sorry, honey. 196 00:15:28,683 --> 00:15:31,387 [SIGHS IN RELIEF] Oh, that feels so good. 197 00:15:32,620 --> 00:15:33,721 You're the best, Deb. 198 00:15:36,191 --> 00:15:38,726 Oh, did I tell you we just got back from a trip to Napa? 199 00:15:39,161 --> 00:15:40,595 Oh, really? 200 00:15:40,628 --> 00:15:43,464 - How was it? - It was incredible. 201 00:15:43,498 --> 00:15:45,934 Walter's client let us say in his house. 202 00:15:45,967 --> 00:15:48,636 [CHUCKLES] House was not really a word for it. 203 00:15:48,670 --> 00:15:49,704 It's ridiculous. 204 00:16:05,054 --> 00:16:05,954 DOCTOR: I'm gonna level with you, Molly, 205 00:16:05,987 --> 00:16:07,889 because you don't have time for more bull. 206 00:16:09,757 --> 00:16:12,161 You have gone through this 15 times. 207 00:16:12,194 --> 00:16:15,230 Statistically, you are likely to be back again. 208 00:16:15,264 --> 00:16:18,533 Heroin has a 97 percent relapse rate. 209 00:16:18,566 --> 00:16:21,602 You've already blown through the veins in your arms, your ankles, 210 00:16:22,304 --> 00:16:24,539 hands, feet. 211 00:16:24,572 --> 00:16:26,641 Yeah, you stayed away from your neck so far, 212 00:16:26,674 --> 00:16:29,144 but most people go there sooner or later. 213 00:16:29,178 --> 00:16:31,180 You have put yourself in quite a situation. 214 00:16:31,213 --> 00:16:34,816 - No, actually, you all put her in this situation. - Oh, my God, Mom. Please. 215 00:16:34,849 --> 00:16:37,186 Her problem started in a doctor's office just like this. 216 00:16:37,219 --> 00:16:38,920 When she was 17, 217 00:16:38,953 --> 00:16:41,223 she sprained her knee water skiing 218 00:16:41,256 --> 00:16:44,859 and walked out with a prescription for 75 Oxy 219 00:16:44,892 --> 00:16:47,262 and never a refill denied. 220 00:16:47,296 --> 00:16:49,231 Now that's, that's terrible. 221 00:16:49,264 --> 00:16:51,266 - I'm sorry. - You and me both. 222 00:16:52,967 --> 00:16:54,036 What are your triggers? 223 00:16:55,570 --> 00:17:00,975 Boredom, anxiety, shame, loneliness. 224 00:17:01,010 --> 00:17:03,811 My life. Basically my life's a trigger. 225 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:06,081 You're not alone. 226 00:17:06,814 --> 00:17:07,982 I'm 31 years old, 227 00:17:08,017 --> 00:17:10,252 and I've done nothing but go down in life. 228 00:17:10,285 --> 00:17:12,587 So I can sit around and feel all of that, 229 00:17:12,620 --> 00:17:15,124 or I can do something about it and feel good 230 00:17:15,990 --> 00:17:17,026 and numb. 231 00:17:18,693 --> 00:17:22,864 She's always been really sensitive to things like that. 232 00:17:22,897 --> 00:17:24,299 To feelings. 233 00:17:24,333 --> 00:17:26,901 It's always what she said since she was a teenager. 234 00:17:26,934 --> 00:17:28,636 How would you know? You weren't even there... 235 00:17:28,669 --> 00:17:30,905 Molly, I'm here now. 236 00:17:30,938 --> 00:17:34,309 Let's talk about our options. Hmm? 237 00:17:34,343 --> 00:17:37,079 Do either of you know what an opioid antagonist is? 238 00:17:37,678 --> 00:17:38,746 No. 239 00:17:38,780 --> 00:17:40,315 It's a shot we give you once a month, 240 00:17:40,349 --> 00:17:43,252 and it blocks opioids from getting into your system. 241 00:17:43,285 --> 00:17:46,255 Heroin, Oxy, narco. 242 00:17:46,288 --> 00:17:49,590 The shot essentially makes you immune to getting high. 243 00:17:49,624 --> 00:17:51,093 Now it's not a magic bullet. 244 00:17:51,126 --> 00:17:53,228 You still have to do the active work of recovery. 245 00:17:53,262 --> 00:17:54,829 Twelve-steps therapy, all of it. 246 00:17:57,266 --> 00:17:58,267 Is it safe? 247 00:17:59,901 --> 00:18:01,170 Are you fucking kidding me? 248 00:18:02,737 --> 00:18:04,206 You've spent 10 years 249 00:18:04,239 --> 00:18:07,775 shooting up heroin laced with what, 250 00:18:07,809 --> 00:18:10,978 rat poison and baby powder and God knows what else. 251 00:18:11,013 --> 00:18:13,748 And now all of a sudden, your body's a temple. 252 00:18:13,781 --> 00:18:16,684 Is it fucking safe? Oh, God. 253 00:18:17,652 --> 00:18:18,920 Jesus, Molly. 254 00:18:18,953 --> 00:18:20,322 Yes, it's safe. 255 00:18:20,355 --> 00:18:21,356 FDA approved. 256 00:18:22,723 --> 00:18:24,959 You have to be clean for at least a week. 257 00:18:24,992 --> 00:18:26,328 Now if you still have drugs in your system 258 00:18:26,361 --> 00:18:27,396 when you get this shot, 259 00:18:27,429 --> 00:18:29,797 it puts you into something called rapid withdrawal. 260 00:18:29,831 --> 00:18:30,965 That's very dangerous. 261 00:18:31,533 --> 00:18:32,767 Emergency room stuff. 262 00:18:34,236 --> 00:18:36,038 And then a shot once a month. 263 00:18:41,210 --> 00:18:42,211 It's a chance. 264 00:18:43,345 --> 00:18:44,779 Take it, Moll. 265 00:18:44,812 --> 00:18:46,315 It's my call, Mom. 266 00:18:46,348 --> 00:18:47,349 [SIGHS] 267 00:18:53,388 --> 00:18:55,190 Fine. Yeah, okay. 268 00:18:55,224 --> 00:18:56,757 DOCTOR: I think that's a good choice. 269 00:18:57,692 --> 00:19:00,728 You have been in detox four days already. 270 00:19:00,761 --> 00:19:03,031 You should do four more to be safe. 271 00:19:03,065 --> 00:19:05,067 So let's shoot for 9:00 a.m., Friday. 272 00:19:05,100 --> 00:19:06,701 Wait. Four more days? Seriously? 273 00:19:06,734 --> 00:19:09,104 She can't wait that long. She might be using in an hour. 274 00:19:09,138 --> 00:19:11,006 - Thanks for the vote of confidence. - Can't she stay here? 275 00:19:11,039 --> 00:19:14,243 - No. - No. Unfortunately, we need the bed. 276 00:19:14,276 --> 00:19:16,278 You need to be somewhere not alone 277 00:19:16,311 --> 00:19:17,745 and away from other users. 278 00:19:25,987 --> 00:19:26,988 Four more days. 279 00:19:29,358 --> 00:19:31,093 I can do that. All right? 280 00:19:31,126 --> 00:19:32,194 - Yeah. - Yeah. 281 00:19:33,162 --> 00:19:34,829 - Yeah, you can. - Yeah. 282 00:19:37,832 --> 00:19:39,234 That guy should be shot. 283 00:19:42,371 --> 00:19:43,905 [GROANING] 284 00:19:45,073 --> 00:19:47,209 - Okay. - Yeah. So sorry. 285 00:19:47,242 --> 00:19:49,344 Your gums are very inflamed. 286 00:19:49,378 --> 00:19:51,446 I'm gonna give you some ointment to take home. 287 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,383 - Non-narcotic, but use it sparingly anyway. - Hmm. 288 00:19:55,816 --> 00:19:58,320 Now, these are temps. 289 00:19:58,353 --> 00:20:00,155 Let's try them for size. 290 00:20:00,189 --> 00:20:02,157 Uh, okay. 291 00:20:02,191 --> 00:20:03,925 Ow! 292 00:20:03,958 --> 00:20:05,927 I'll give you call in a couple of weeks 293 00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:07,196 when the real ones come in. 294 00:20:08,096 --> 00:20:09,097 They hurt. 295 00:20:10,032 --> 00:20:12,167 Yes, they'll take some getting used to. 296 00:20:12,900 --> 00:20:13,901 Let me see. 297 00:20:21,543 --> 00:20:23,878 - [DOOR BEEPS] - AUTOMATED VOICE: Door one. 298 00:20:28,150 --> 00:20:30,018 Get in here. 299 00:20:30,052 --> 00:20:33,322 - You sure? I don't wanna impose. - [CHUCKLES] 300 00:20:33,355 --> 00:20:34,889 If now's a bad time, 301 00:20:34,922 --> 00:20:36,958 - I can always come back later. - Oh, screw you. 302 00:21:16,265 --> 00:21:18,367 Molly's amazing salon. 303 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,069 Remember the time I accidentally dyed your hair pink? 304 00:21:21,103 --> 00:21:23,472 [CHUCKLES] Accidentally? Sure. 305 00:21:23,505 --> 00:21:26,508 Why do you keep all this crap? It's like a museum. 306 00:21:26,541 --> 00:21:29,344 Oh, you know, a lot of good memories. 307 00:21:29,378 --> 00:21:31,146 Yeah, from before I was a fuck up. 308 00:21:33,248 --> 00:21:34,383 Remember what this is? 309 00:21:35,417 --> 00:21:36,451 Argh! 310 00:21:36,485 --> 00:21:38,120 BOTH: Smallest violin in the world. 311 00:21:39,454 --> 00:21:42,923 Where the fuck are my perfumes? My... My jewelry. 312 00:21:42,957 --> 00:21:47,496 You sold the perfume and you pawned all the jewelry 313 00:21:49,031 --> 00:21:53,468 along with my wedding ring, my engagement ring, 314 00:21:55,637 --> 00:21:56,904 your grandmother's. 315 00:22:10,218 --> 00:22:11,219 Jesus. 316 00:22:13,021 --> 00:22:14,189 Did you shoot up in here? 317 00:22:15,457 --> 00:22:18,226 I don't know. I guess I must have after rehab. 318 00:22:18,260 --> 00:22:21,263 Oh! [LAUGHS] That's reassuring. 319 00:22:21,296 --> 00:22:22,997 [PACKET RUSTLING] 320 00:22:23,031 --> 00:22:24,832 Oh, what the fuck? 321 00:22:27,602 --> 00:22:28,603 Oh! 322 00:22:34,242 --> 00:22:36,877 So, um, I'm supposed to work tonight. 323 00:22:37,679 --> 00:22:40,215 The casino's booked solid, 324 00:22:40,248 --> 00:22:42,883 but I'll have my phone on me, 325 00:22:42,917 --> 00:22:45,420 and it'll only be a couple of hours. 326 00:22:47,656 --> 00:22:48,856 Chris will be here. 327 00:22:49,257 --> 00:22:50,625 He's out back. 328 00:22:50,659 --> 00:22:52,594 But if you need anything, call me... 329 00:22:52,627 --> 00:22:54,429 Did you tell him that I was staying here? 330 00:22:55,163 --> 00:22:56,398 Of course, I did. 331 00:22:56,431 --> 00:22:58,100 [CHUCKLES] I called him. 332 00:22:59,334 --> 00:23:00,335 He's... 333 00:23:02,104 --> 00:23:03,105 He's fine with it. 334 00:23:10,112 --> 00:23:11,113 [CLEARS THROAT] 335 00:23:13,981 --> 00:23:15,150 I'm happy you're home. 336 00:23:47,416 --> 00:23:48,683 I'm gonna go have a cigarette. 337 00:23:49,484 --> 00:23:50,685 [BEEPING] 338 00:23:50,719 --> 00:23:52,721 Jesus. What is that sound? 339 00:23:52,754 --> 00:23:54,022 It's the alarm. 340 00:23:54,055 --> 00:23:57,259 What? Can you turn it off? 341 00:23:57,292 --> 00:23:59,428 I need it to beep every time the door opens. 342 00:23:59,461 --> 00:24:01,962 Why? This is like the safest neighborhood in the world. 343 00:24:13,742 --> 00:24:15,343 [ALARM BEEPS] 344 00:24:15,377 --> 00:24:16,378 [DOOR SLAMS] 345 00:24:22,517 --> 00:24:24,719 - [DOOR OPENS] - [ALARM BEEPING] 346 00:24:28,356 --> 00:24:30,125 This puzzle been here this whole time? 347 00:24:30,158 --> 00:24:32,160 Oh. Yeah. I didn't want to touch it. 348 00:24:32,194 --> 00:24:34,196 I thought maybe you'd like to finish it someday. 349 00:24:34,229 --> 00:24:35,230 No, I hate it. 350 00:24:36,731 --> 00:24:39,267 This is a pay as you go. 351 00:24:39,301 --> 00:24:41,503 So, uh, let me know if you run out of minutes. 352 00:24:41,536 --> 00:24:42,737 [CHUCKLES] 353 00:24:42,771 --> 00:24:45,273 Ran out of minutes? Who am I gonna call? 354 00:24:45,307 --> 00:24:48,143 I entered my number. 355 00:24:48,176 --> 00:24:51,446 Your sister's, the kids', the clinic and your dad's. 356 00:24:53,348 --> 00:24:54,716 When was the last time I was here? 357 00:24:55,817 --> 00:25:01,723 Um, well, I guess it was about a year and a half ago. 358 00:25:01,756 --> 00:25:04,292 I woke up the next morning and you were gone. 359 00:25:09,664 --> 00:25:11,099 Can you open the garage door? 360 00:25:13,502 --> 00:25:15,770 [DOOR OPENING] 361 00:25:26,348 --> 00:25:27,549 Hi. 362 00:25:29,117 --> 00:25:30,118 Is that her? 363 00:25:31,653 --> 00:25:32,721 Close it. 364 00:25:42,264 --> 00:25:43,398 Are you gonna be all right? 365 00:25:43,431 --> 00:25:44,699 Mmm-hmm. 366 00:25:45,433 --> 00:25:47,469 Okay, I'm leaving. 367 00:25:52,607 --> 00:25:55,210 [BEEPING] 368 00:25:57,312 --> 00:25:59,481 - [BEEPING] - What? 369 00:26:01,550 --> 00:26:03,552 Sorry. 370 00:26:03,585 --> 00:26:05,353 Let me know if you need anything, huh? 371 00:26:05,387 --> 00:26:07,122 Yeah. Thank you. 372 00:26:07,889 --> 00:26:09,090 Okay. 373 00:26:10,825 --> 00:26:12,060 [BEEPING] 374 00:26:41,389 --> 00:26:42,457 [BEEPING] 375 00:26:42,490 --> 00:26:43,658 AUTOMATED VOICE: Door one. 376 00:26:56,805 --> 00:26:59,441 [BEEPING] 377 00:27:08,516 --> 00:27:09,851 [MOLLY SHIVERING] 378 00:27:12,754 --> 00:27:13,888 [GASPS] 379 00:27:17,459 --> 00:27:18,460 [GASPS] 380 00:27:20,362 --> 00:27:21,630 - [GASPS] - It's me. 381 00:27:23,365 --> 00:27:24,366 I... 382 00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:26,635 I'm freezing. 383 00:27:26,668 --> 00:27:28,403 I thought withdrawals were supposed to be over. 384 00:27:30,372 --> 00:27:31,473 [MOLLY GASPS] 385 00:27:34,943 --> 00:27:36,778 No. Stay. Stay. 386 00:27:36,811 --> 00:27:38,413 Oh, Molly. 387 00:27:38,446 --> 00:27:39,814 [SIGHS] I'm tired. 388 00:27:41,249 --> 00:27:43,318 Did I really sell your wedding rings? 389 00:27:46,454 --> 00:27:47,455 [SIGHS] 390 00:27:48,256 --> 00:27:49,591 You know, just... 391 00:27:49,624 --> 00:27:51,559 just don't worry about it. 392 00:27:51,593 --> 00:27:53,228 - Oh. - This is a disease. 393 00:27:53,261 --> 00:27:54,295 This isn't you. 394 00:27:54,796 --> 00:27:56,431 - It's not. - No. 395 00:27:56,464 --> 00:27:58,333 No, it's another you. 396 00:27:58,366 --> 00:27:59,768 It's not the real you. 397 00:28:00,168 --> 00:28:02,337 She isn't you. 398 00:28:03,005 --> 00:28:05,407 Ah, mind bending, Mom. 399 00:28:06,808 --> 00:28:07,909 Do you remember... 400 00:28:08,977 --> 00:28:10,845 right after I left your dad, 401 00:28:11,913 --> 00:28:13,715 I opened that... 402 00:28:13,748 --> 00:28:16,418 [CHUCKLES] ...that pottery painting store 403 00:28:16,451 --> 00:28:18,286 way out of the mall. 404 00:28:18,319 --> 00:28:19,921 Oh, God, that was such a bad idea. 405 00:28:19,954 --> 00:28:21,790 It was a terrible location, 406 00:28:22,691 --> 00:28:26,261 but I was so tired of... 407 00:28:26,294 --> 00:28:29,264 trying to get out from under your dad, 408 00:28:29,297 --> 00:28:31,299 finding something of my own. 409 00:28:32,534 --> 00:28:36,905 You know that place was so quiet, 410 00:28:36,938 --> 00:28:38,573 just like a mausoleum. 411 00:28:39,607 --> 00:28:40,675 [SHIVERING] 412 00:28:40,709 --> 00:28:42,577 All those empty chairs. 413 00:28:43,945 --> 00:28:46,715 And even after all, I put you through, 414 00:28:48,283 --> 00:28:49,451 leaving you, 415 00:28:51,953 --> 00:28:54,656 you started coming all the way out there after school, 416 00:28:56,658 --> 00:28:59,861 dragging your friends with you. 417 00:28:59,894 --> 00:29:03,298 You even hosted a birthday party there for God's sake. 418 00:29:04,566 --> 00:29:05,467 And after a couple of months, 419 00:29:05,500 --> 00:29:09,804 you had so many of those damn coffee mugs. 420 00:29:13,808 --> 00:29:15,243 That was pretty great. 421 00:29:16,745 --> 00:29:18,680 That was you. 422 00:29:25,453 --> 00:29:27,589 Almost one day down, 423 00:29:28,790 --> 00:29:29,924 three more to go. 424 00:29:31,893 --> 00:29:33,795 Does Dad know that I'm home? 425 00:29:38,399 --> 00:29:39,567 I'll tell him. 426 00:29:43,905 --> 00:29:45,607 - [SIGHS WEARILY] - Good night, kiddo. 427 00:30:03,625 --> 00:30:04,893 [MACHINE WHIRRING SOFTLY] 428 00:30:06,361 --> 00:30:07,462 It's 10:00 am. 429 00:30:08,797 --> 00:30:09,831 They're not here. 430 00:30:11,033 --> 00:30:13,334 It's, uh, 10:03. 431 00:30:13,868 --> 00:30:15,303 Oh, relax. 432 00:30:16,638 --> 00:30:17,839 I bet they don't come. Why? 433 00:30:17,872 --> 00:30:19,874 - Why would they come? - Oh, stop that. 434 00:30:22,443 --> 00:30:23,745 Have you heard from your sister? 435 00:30:24,813 --> 00:30:27,049 No. Why? 436 00:30:27,082 --> 00:30:29,018 Well, she wants to see you. 437 00:30:30,919 --> 00:30:33,055 Since when did she have the time to see anyone? 438 00:30:34,556 --> 00:30:35,723 Where are your teeth? 439 00:30:37,458 --> 00:30:38,760 Oh, okay. 440 00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,129 They hurt. 441 00:30:40,162 --> 00:30:41,896 [SIGHS] 442 00:30:46,035 --> 00:30:47,669 Hi! 443 00:30:47,702 --> 00:30:49,004 [LAUGHING] 444 00:30:49,038 --> 00:30:51,006 - COLTON: Grandma! - CHLOE: Grandma! 445 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:52,674 - CHLOE: Hi, Grandma! - It's so good to see you. 446 00:30:52,707 --> 00:30:54,843 - DEB: Oh, hi, sweetie. - COLTON: I missed you. 447 00:30:54,876 --> 00:30:57,645 DEB: Oh, how are you? [KISSES] 448 00:30:57,679 --> 00:31:00,015 Ah, go hug your mom. 449 00:31:04,485 --> 00:31:05,753 - Hi, kiddo. - DEB: Hi, Sean. 450 00:31:06,188 --> 00:31:07,522 Hi, Deb. 451 00:31:09,124 --> 00:31:11,093 Hey, we, uh... 452 00:31:11,126 --> 00:31:13,962 we can't stay long, couple hours or so. 453 00:31:14,696 --> 00:31:17,398 DEB: Okay, well, let's go inside. 454 00:31:17,765 --> 00:31:18,933 Come on. 455 00:31:19,901 --> 00:31:21,103 You want some coffee? 456 00:31:21,136 --> 00:31:22,670 Yeah, sure. 457 00:31:27,475 --> 00:31:28,610 You look good. 458 00:31:28,643 --> 00:31:29,744 [SCOFFS] 459 00:31:30,645 --> 00:31:32,047 No, but thanks. 460 00:31:38,053 --> 00:31:39,621 Ta-da! 461 00:31:40,189 --> 00:31:42,091 - All right. - Ah... 462 00:31:42,124 --> 00:31:44,425 - Here, eat up. - One. 463 00:31:44,459 --> 00:31:45,860 - Mmm. - One. 464 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,003 So how's work? 465 00:31:55,137 --> 00:31:57,505 It's... it's real good. 466 00:31:57,538 --> 00:31:59,741 There's so much of it. 467 00:31:59,774 --> 00:32:01,943 Thinking about opening up a second body shop. 468 00:32:01,976 --> 00:32:04,445 Uh-hmm. Wait, why are you doing that? 469 00:32:04,479 --> 00:32:05,713 You love nuts. 470 00:32:05,747 --> 00:32:09,084 I do. But the doctor says I can't have any. 471 00:32:09,118 --> 00:32:11,753 Well, we found out last year that some nuts 472 00:32:11,786 --> 00:32:13,688 make her tummy hurt. 473 00:32:17,092 --> 00:32:20,962 Um, I broke my ankle, I was in a cast. 474 00:32:20,995 --> 00:32:23,698 - Oh, wow. - CHLOE: It wasn't broken. 475 00:32:23,731 --> 00:32:24,966 - Was too. - No. 476 00:32:24,999 --> 00:32:26,668 - Shut up, moron. - Come on, guys. 477 00:32:26,701 --> 00:32:27,902 We talked about this. 478 00:32:29,804 --> 00:32:33,541 He got a hairline fracture flying off a swing set. 479 00:32:33,574 --> 00:32:34,842 - Hmm. - SEAN: Knucklehead. 480 00:32:36,045 --> 00:32:37,478 They're good kids, though. 481 00:32:37,979 --> 00:32:39,547 Yeah. 482 00:32:39,580 --> 00:32:42,117 Yeah, I know. I know they're good kids. 483 00:32:47,089 --> 00:32:48,190 How's Dad? 484 00:32:50,925 --> 00:32:52,560 Go for it. 485 00:32:52,593 --> 00:32:54,063 - He's grumpy. - What? 486 00:32:54,096 --> 00:32:55,697 - You are. - COLTON: But he's okay. 487 00:32:55,730 --> 00:32:57,532 He helps us with homework and stuff. 488 00:32:57,565 --> 00:32:59,634 - I am not grumpy. - He farts a lot. 489 00:32:59,667 --> 00:33:00,902 Now that's a lie. 490 00:33:00,935 --> 00:33:02,204 COLTON: Chill, bruh. We like you. 491 00:33:02,237 --> 00:33:04,006 I'm not your "bruh," bruh. 492 00:33:04,039 --> 00:33:05,673 - You're a "duh." - Duh. 493 00:33:05,707 --> 00:33:07,542 [BOTH LAUGHING] 494 00:33:08,543 --> 00:33:10,179 Oh, and he has a girlfriend. 495 00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:12,547 She's a chef. 496 00:33:13,781 --> 00:33:15,084 Her food is yummy. 497 00:33:20,888 --> 00:33:22,291 MOLLY: Get him, get him. 498 00:33:22,324 --> 00:33:23,858 Come on, get him! 499 00:33:23,891 --> 00:33:25,626 Come on! Come on! 500 00:33:25,660 --> 00:33:28,163 - Uh, boom! You got got. - Oh... no. 501 00:33:29,331 --> 00:33:30,698 [JOYSTICK CLATTERS] 502 00:33:30,732 --> 00:33:31,966 Kiddo. 503 00:33:34,136 --> 00:33:35,770 [TALKING INDISTINCTLY] 504 00:33:35,803 --> 00:33:36,904 - Mm. - SEAN: Hold on, baby. 505 00:33:37,772 --> 00:33:39,141 Can I play? 506 00:33:39,174 --> 00:33:40,541 Sure. 507 00:33:46,914 --> 00:33:48,883 Phew. Ready. 508 00:33:48,916 --> 00:33:50,518 [SHOOTING ON VIDEO GAME] 509 00:33:52,154 --> 00:33:53,955 [ELECTRONIC GUNSHOTS] 510 00:33:53,988 --> 00:33:54,856 - [BLAST] - Come on. 511 00:33:54,889 --> 00:33:56,924 Come on. No, no, no, don't press that. 512 00:33:56,958 --> 00:33:58,893 - [MOLLY LAUGHS] - [VIDEO GAME CONTINUES] 513 00:33:58,926 --> 00:34:01,063 No, no, no, no, no. That's cheating. 514 00:34:01,096 --> 00:34:03,265 You can't do that. You can't do that. 515 00:34:03,298 --> 00:34:05,967 You can't do that. [LAUGHS] 516 00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,236 Come on. 517 00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:08,703 Come on. Come on. 518 00:34:08,736 --> 00:34:10,738 - Oh, no, no, no. - [ALARM SOUNDING IN VIDEO GAME] 519 00:34:10,772 --> 00:34:12,940 - Oh, no! - Ha. 520 00:34:12,974 --> 00:34:15,943 Mom, you suck. You totally suck. 521 00:34:16,677 --> 00:34:17,879 MOLLY: Hey. 522 00:34:17,912 --> 00:34:19,281 You suck. You suck. 523 00:34:19,314 --> 00:34:21,050 You suck. You suck! 524 00:34:21,083 --> 00:34:22,984 You suck! You suck. 525 00:34:23,018 --> 00:34:25,220 You suck! You suck! 526 00:34:25,254 --> 00:34:26,888 You suck. 527 00:34:31,826 --> 00:34:32,827 I... 528 00:34:41,403 --> 00:34:43,105 - You suck. You suck. - Stop it. Stop it. 529 00:34:43,138 --> 00:34:45,174 [SCREAMS] You suck. You suck. You suck. 530 00:34:45,207 --> 00:34:46,974 Now who sucks, huh? Cheater? 531 00:34:47,009 --> 00:34:48,377 You suck. Give me the remote. 532 00:34:48,410 --> 00:34:50,079 - COLTON: I won. No. - Give me this. 533 00:34:50,112 --> 00:34:51,313 That's what you get for sucking. 534 00:34:51,346 --> 00:34:53,714 - No. You stop it. Stop it. - No. No. 535 00:34:53,748 --> 00:34:55,250 Mom! Mom, he's touching me. 536 00:34:56,085 --> 00:34:58,920 [KIDS LAUGHING] 537 00:34:58,953 --> 00:35:01,823 MOLLY: It's so beautiful out here. 538 00:35:03,858 --> 00:35:05,027 Right now. 539 00:35:05,394 --> 00:35:07,262 DEB: Yeah. 540 00:35:07,296 --> 00:35:09,664 Just wish life could be more like this. 541 00:35:10,432 --> 00:35:12,234 One moment... 542 00:35:12,267 --> 00:35:14,001 then another. 543 00:35:14,869 --> 00:35:16,138 DEB: Isn't it? 544 00:35:16,171 --> 00:35:18,107 I mean, what's the alternative? 545 00:35:19,274 --> 00:35:20,342 MOLLY: Uh, I don't know. 546 00:35:20,375 --> 00:35:22,377 I'm always thinking about the past, 547 00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:24,612 or worrying about the future. 548 00:35:26,081 --> 00:35:28,783 You know, even before I did drugs, 549 00:35:28,816 --> 00:35:31,253 I remember worrying about what was next. 550 00:35:31,286 --> 00:35:34,323 Like, I just couldn't live with the uncertainty. 551 00:35:36,757 --> 00:35:39,027 I just want now to be now. 552 00:35:40,129 --> 00:35:41,829 The way it is for kids, 553 00:35:41,863 --> 00:35:44,699 or animals, plants. 554 00:35:46,934 --> 00:35:48,337 Yeah, I never thought of that. 555 00:35:51,173 --> 00:35:53,875 You've always been so smart, Moll. 556 00:35:55,776 --> 00:35:57,312 Yeah. And look at where that's gotten me. 557 00:36:00,082 --> 00:36:01,183 [RECORDED] Hey, this is Dale. 558 00:36:01,216 --> 00:36:03,318 - Leave a message or don't. - [BEEP] 559 00:36:03,352 --> 00:36:05,154 Hey, it's me. 560 00:36:05,187 --> 00:36:07,289 Um... 561 00:36:07,322 --> 00:36:09,757 I think you should know that Molly is home. 562 00:36:09,790 --> 00:36:11,059 She's clean. 563 00:36:11,093 --> 00:36:13,428 As rickety as hell. 564 00:36:13,462 --> 00:36:15,230 And I know you don't like talking about this stuff, 565 00:36:15,264 --> 00:36:17,899 but it really seems different this time. 566 00:36:17,932 --> 00:36:21,003 I haven't seen her like this since... 567 00:36:21,036 --> 00:36:22,737 [SIGHS] I don't know when. 568 00:36:22,770 --> 00:36:24,772 She's really trying, Dale, 569 00:36:24,805 --> 00:36:26,475 and she keeps asking about you. 570 00:36:26,508 --> 00:36:29,311 So I was wondering if you could give her a call? 571 00:36:29,344 --> 00:36:31,812 Um, you know, she's... 572 00:36:31,846 --> 00:36:33,382 she needs support. 573 00:36:33,415 --> 00:36:35,816 And I think it might really help. 574 00:36:35,850 --> 00:36:38,986 All right, so don't be an asshole. 575 00:36:39,021 --> 00:36:40,656 Just call. 576 00:36:41,290 --> 00:36:42,890 Okay. Bye. 577 00:36:44,393 --> 00:36:45,960 [MOLLY SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 578 00:36:45,993 --> 00:36:47,862 How do you guys still have so much energy? 579 00:36:47,895 --> 00:36:49,764 - CHLOE: I don't know. - How's that possible. 580 00:36:49,797 --> 00:36:51,333 We had PE today. 581 00:36:51,366 --> 00:36:53,402 MOLLY: Well, you must love running. 582 00:36:53,435 --> 00:36:55,437 So I know we talked about them 583 00:36:55,470 --> 00:36:57,406 staying with you over the holiday weekend. 584 00:36:58,806 --> 00:37:02,211 Or they can also stay with my sister, 585 00:37:02,244 --> 00:37:04,079 depending on how things were going. 586 00:37:04,112 --> 00:37:05,414 Oh, no, no, I'll be fine. 587 00:37:05,447 --> 00:37:07,115 You know, I could totally... 588 00:37:12,187 --> 00:37:13,322 Yeah, I'm okay. 589 00:37:13,355 --> 00:37:15,057 - Let me know. - I'll call you next week. 590 00:37:15,090 --> 00:37:17,292 [KIDS TALKING INDISTINCTLY] 591 00:37:17,326 --> 00:37:19,927 - Bye. - Thanks for coming. 592 00:37:19,961 --> 00:37:21,896 All right. Come on, guys. Let's go, Let's go. 593 00:37:23,232 --> 00:37:24,799 Oh. 594 00:37:24,832 --> 00:37:26,201 [DEB CHUCKLES] 595 00:37:26,235 --> 00:37:27,735 Bye, kiddo. 596 00:37:28,437 --> 00:37:30,105 - Bye, baby. - CHLOE: Bye. 597 00:37:34,909 --> 00:37:36,144 Hey. 598 00:37:43,118 --> 00:37:46,021 When can we come back? 599 00:37:46,054 --> 00:37:47,055 Soon. 600 00:37:48,490 --> 00:37:51,026 - Can we sleep over? - Uh... 601 00:37:51,059 --> 00:37:53,428 - Sure. - Yeah, that'd be fine. 602 00:37:53,462 --> 00:37:55,197 - Please, Dad? - We'll see, buddy. 603 00:37:55,230 --> 00:37:56,531 [ENGINE STARTS] 604 00:38:04,506 --> 00:38:06,541 [CHUCKLES] 605 00:38:06,575 --> 00:38:09,177 Ah, those kids are golden. 606 00:38:10,245 --> 00:38:12,047 After all, they've been through. 607 00:38:14,849 --> 00:38:16,051 They're wonderful. 608 00:38:16,084 --> 00:38:17,085 Yeah. 609 00:38:18,487 --> 00:38:20,088 How was it with Sean? 610 00:38:22,624 --> 00:38:24,159 What, not good? 611 00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:27,095 He hurt his back. 612 00:38:27,129 --> 00:38:28,863 He wants me to get him pain killers. 613 00:38:29,598 --> 00:38:31,199 Are you kidding me? 614 00:38:32,100 --> 00:38:33,502 I should call the police on him right now. 615 00:38:33,535 --> 00:38:36,471 You're not gonna do that because the kids will end up in foster care. 616 00:38:36,505 --> 00:38:38,206 DEB: No, they won't. They could stay with me. 617 00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:40,008 Maybe. But until the court rules on it, 618 00:38:40,042 --> 00:38:41,076 they'll be in a foster home. 619 00:38:41,109 --> 00:38:42,843 You know this, please just stop. 620 00:38:50,085 --> 00:38:51,286 [BEEPING] 621 00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:53,588 That sound is driving me crazy. 622 00:38:53,622 --> 00:38:55,357 How am I supposed to get better 623 00:38:55,390 --> 00:38:57,359 with that thing beeping every five minutes, 624 00:38:57,392 --> 00:39:00,928 reminding me you suck, you suck, you suck. 625 00:39:02,464 --> 00:39:04,232 Jesus, it's like I'm in prison. 626 00:39:04,266 --> 00:39:06,368 I hate it as well, but it's just our reality. 627 00:39:08,170 --> 00:39:10,372 You want something from the store? 628 00:39:10,405 --> 00:39:11,640 Can you please just give me 20 bucks 629 00:39:11,673 --> 00:39:13,141 and I'll go by myself? 630 00:39:13,175 --> 00:39:14,942 I feel like a toddler. 631 00:39:14,975 --> 00:39:16,311 Well, that's a pretty good idea, 632 00:39:16,345 --> 00:39:17,379 but I think it might be easier 633 00:39:17,412 --> 00:39:19,181 if I just ordered in some heroin. 634 00:39:26,355 --> 00:39:27,389 MOLLY: Okay, 635 00:39:27,422 --> 00:39:29,191 cigarettes, cupcakes. 636 00:39:29,524 --> 00:39:30,559 Soda. 637 00:39:35,996 --> 00:39:36,997 What? 638 00:39:37,699 --> 00:39:38,933 You all right? 639 00:39:38,966 --> 00:39:40,035 MOLLY: Yeah. 640 00:39:40,068 --> 00:39:41,203 Your eyes look a little red. 641 00:39:42,437 --> 00:39:43,472 I'm tired. 642 00:39:45,674 --> 00:39:47,376 Jesus, what do you want me to say? 643 00:39:47,409 --> 00:39:49,644 That I'm bored shitless and craving? 644 00:39:51,213 --> 00:39:53,948 I'm bored shitless and craving. 645 00:39:54,516 --> 00:39:56,017 Okay. 646 00:39:56,051 --> 00:39:57,319 Just two more days. 647 00:39:57,352 --> 00:39:59,054 You just have to hang in there, 648 00:39:59,087 --> 00:40:00,355 two more days. 649 00:40:00,389 --> 00:40:01,956 No. It's... It's more than that. 650 00:40:03,492 --> 00:40:06,261 Sixty hours. Less. 651 00:40:06,294 --> 00:40:08,363 - You can do it. - Yeah, but can you? 652 00:40:09,197 --> 00:40:10,632 You're so wound up, 653 00:40:10,665 --> 00:40:12,667 you're gonna drop dead of a heart attack. 654 00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:14,169 - [CHUCKLES] - [MOLLY SCOFFS] 655 00:40:21,176 --> 00:40:22,177 [SIGHS] 656 00:40:27,549 --> 00:40:30,419 All right, Moll, come with me. 657 00:40:32,387 --> 00:40:33,388 Come on. 658 00:40:37,058 --> 00:40:38,059 [MAN ON PA] 659 00:41:16,765 --> 00:41:18,066 [CART RATTLING] 660 00:41:19,734 --> 00:41:22,337 Pick any one, it's just food coloring and sugar. 661 00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:25,474 WOMAN: Molly. 662 00:41:26,608 --> 00:41:27,642 Wow. 663 00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:30,312 Coach Miller. 664 00:41:30,345 --> 00:41:32,447 - Hi. - How are you? 665 00:41:32,481 --> 00:41:33,582 I'm good. 666 00:41:33,849 --> 00:41:35,283 Good. 667 00:41:35,317 --> 00:41:36,485 - Hey, Deb. - Hey. 668 00:41:36,518 --> 00:41:38,119 Long time, my goodness. 669 00:41:39,354 --> 00:41:42,224 We've all been rooting for you over the years. 670 00:41:43,792 --> 00:41:45,026 Thank you. 671 00:41:45,694 --> 00:41:47,362 Well, you look good. 672 00:41:47,395 --> 00:41:48,430 - You do. - DEB: Yeah. 673 00:41:48,463 --> 00:41:49,498 COACH: Did you know that 674 00:41:49,531 --> 00:41:51,032 I moved over to Lincoln last year. 675 00:41:51,066 --> 00:41:52,567 They got me teaching health and wellness. 676 00:41:53,802 --> 00:41:55,237 Did you ever take that class? 677 00:41:55,270 --> 00:41:56,605 The car crash videos? 678 00:41:56,638 --> 00:41:57,539 Exactly. 679 00:41:57,572 --> 00:41:59,574 Except the videos just put them to sleep. 680 00:41:59,608 --> 00:42:01,343 These kids think they're invincible. 681 00:42:01,376 --> 00:42:03,278 - Hmm. - That doesn't change, right? 682 00:42:05,614 --> 00:42:07,315 I'm in recovery. 683 00:42:07,349 --> 00:42:09,117 - COACH: Good for you. - Hm. 684 00:42:09,150 --> 00:42:11,553 I wish someone like you would come and talk to these kids. 685 00:42:11,586 --> 00:42:14,122 I mean, someone who's gone through... 686 00:42:14,155 --> 00:42:16,258 addiction troubles and come out the other side. 687 00:42:16,291 --> 00:42:17,425 You should think about it. 688 00:42:18,660 --> 00:42:19,761 It's just that, uh... 689 00:42:19,794 --> 00:42:21,830 I'm not one for public speaking. So... 690 00:42:21,863 --> 00:42:24,165 We've already had two kids overdose this year. 691 00:42:27,602 --> 00:42:29,704 You said Lincoln in, um... 692 00:42:29,738 --> 00:42:31,373 In southeast, is that right? 693 00:42:31,406 --> 00:42:32,541 Yeah. Tough neighborhood. 694 00:42:33,508 --> 00:42:34,676 You'll make a big impact. 695 00:42:39,714 --> 00:42:40,715 I'll think about it. 696 00:42:40,982 --> 00:42:42,684 Okay. 697 00:42:42,717 --> 00:42:43,718 COACH: Good to see you. 698 00:42:44,586 --> 00:42:45,587 Great to see you. 699 00:42:50,392 --> 00:42:51,593 [CUTLERY CLATTERING] 700 00:42:55,430 --> 00:42:57,732 [PHONE VIBRATING] 701 00:43:03,905 --> 00:43:05,140 Who was that? 702 00:43:05,707 --> 00:43:06,875 My dealer. 703 00:43:06,908 --> 00:43:08,543 He said he'll be here in 15 minutes. 704 00:43:08,577 --> 00:43:11,313 [CHUCKLES] Ha-ha. 705 00:43:11,346 --> 00:43:13,748 MOLLY: If I wasn't a junkie, would you even ask? 706 00:43:14,649 --> 00:43:15,650 Probably not. 707 00:43:17,819 --> 00:43:19,120 Has your dad called? 708 00:43:19,621 --> 00:43:20,622 No. 709 00:43:25,493 --> 00:43:26,661 Oh, don't go out there yet. 710 00:43:27,696 --> 00:43:28,763 Come on, sit with me. 711 00:43:33,435 --> 00:43:35,537 Oh, I forgot. 712 00:43:36,605 --> 00:43:37,806 I have something for you. 713 00:43:44,179 --> 00:43:45,213 What is it? 714 00:43:46,181 --> 00:43:47,248 Open it. 715 00:43:51,519 --> 00:43:53,822 Are you selling the house or buying me one? 716 00:43:53,855 --> 00:43:55,557 [CHUCKLES] 717 00:43:55,590 --> 00:43:57,392 Do you recognize her? 718 00:43:57,425 --> 00:43:59,260 - No. - Take a closer look. 719 00:44:01,596 --> 00:44:03,264 Mom, I don't know who this is. 720 00:44:03,298 --> 00:44:04,666 It's Colson Kirsebom. 721 00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:06,901 No. 722 00:44:07,535 --> 00:44:08,737 DEB: Mm-hmm. 723 00:44:08,770 --> 00:44:10,405 Oh, my God. 724 00:44:10,438 --> 00:44:13,808 I think it was pretty hard for his, her parents. 725 00:44:14,776 --> 00:44:15,810 But you know what? 726 00:44:15,844 --> 00:44:17,412 I think everything's okay now. 727 00:44:17,445 --> 00:44:18,580 Holy shit. 728 00:44:20,315 --> 00:44:22,817 The prom king is now a queen. 729 00:44:22,851 --> 00:44:24,786 [LAUGHS] Why is that so funny? 730 00:44:24,819 --> 00:44:26,554 I don't know, but we shouldn't laugh. 731 00:44:26,588 --> 00:44:27,922 - Uh-huh. - Good for her. 732 00:44:29,891 --> 00:44:32,260 That's one way to reboot your life, huh? 733 00:44:32,293 --> 00:44:34,295 Yeah, right. Yeah. 734 00:44:34,629 --> 00:44:35,664 Hmph. 735 00:44:35,697 --> 00:44:37,499 Do you know I used to date him? 736 00:44:37,532 --> 00:44:39,367 - You did? - Mm-hmm. 737 00:44:39,401 --> 00:44:40,635 Freshman year. 738 00:44:40,669 --> 00:44:43,471 Right around the time you left for, like, a couple of weeks. 739 00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:46,675 Oh, okay. 740 00:44:46,708 --> 00:44:48,276 I'm so sorry. 741 00:44:49,544 --> 00:44:50,745 Wish I'd been around. 742 00:44:53,448 --> 00:44:55,483 Yeah, you should have been. 743 00:44:57,852 --> 00:44:59,487 Like, it was just so sudden. 744 00:45:00,588 --> 00:45:02,223 You know, one day you were... 745 00:45:02,924 --> 00:45:04,492 putting notes in my lunch box, 746 00:45:04,526 --> 00:45:05,860 and then the next, you disappeared 747 00:45:05,894 --> 00:45:08,396 on your little two-year hiatus. 748 00:45:10,598 --> 00:45:13,835 I thought you couldn't stand to be around us, around me. 749 00:45:13,868 --> 00:45:14,903 That wasn't it. 750 00:45:14,936 --> 00:45:16,905 You know that's not true. 751 00:45:16,938 --> 00:45:17,972 Do I? 752 00:45:19,874 --> 00:45:21,776 Haven't we been over this a lot? 753 00:45:30,518 --> 00:45:32,353 I got pregnant with your sister. 754 00:45:33,388 --> 00:45:34,422 Unplanned. 755 00:45:35,924 --> 00:45:38,493 And in a couple of months, 756 00:45:38,526 --> 00:45:41,262 I found myself with a baby, 757 00:45:41,730 --> 00:45:43,565 and I quit my job, 758 00:45:43,598 --> 00:45:46,401 and I was married to a man 759 00:45:46,434 --> 00:45:49,304 who I really didn't know very well, 760 00:45:49,938 --> 00:45:51,506 and he was... 761 00:45:52,474 --> 00:45:54,843 [SIGHS] He was difficult. 762 00:45:56,344 --> 00:45:57,912 Me too, maybe. 763 00:45:58,947 --> 00:46:01,816 And when your sister was eight, 764 00:46:01,850 --> 00:46:03,952 I got pregnant again and we were, 765 00:46:03,985 --> 00:46:05,487 were really happy about that. 766 00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:06,821 We were... 767 00:46:06,855 --> 00:46:08,823 I think we were at a pretty good point. 768 00:46:08,857 --> 00:46:11,359 Me and your dad, you know, for a moment. 769 00:46:12,327 --> 00:46:14,596 Then for 15 years, 770 00:46:14,629 --> 00:46:15,830 I held everything together... 771 00:46:16,765 --> 00:46:18,666 trying not to disappoint, 772 00:46:20,835 --> 00:46:23,605 swallowing your father's fucking bullshit. 773 00:46:23,638 --> 00:46:26,641 His temper tantrums, his moods. 774 00:46:29,044 --> 00:46:31,379 And then one night I came home 775 00:46:31,412 --> 00:46:34,083 and I heard him started to rev up one of his fits. 776 00:46:34,116 --> 00:46:35,850 Something about the house. 777 00:46:35,884 --> 00:46:37,318 I don't know... 778 00:46:38,486 --> 00:46:39,554 and I just... 779 00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:46,394 That was it. 780 00:46:48,663 --> 00:46:49,764 I left that night. 781 00:46:53,501 --> 00:46:55,904 You were the head of the fucking PTA. 782 00:46:57,839 --> 00:46:59,474 You were so put together. 783 00:47:00,009 --> 00:47:01,609 I was pretending. 784 00:47:02,410 --> 00:47:03,411 [SCOFFS] 785 00:47:08,050 --> 00:47:10,518 I just... I am so sorry 786 00:47:10,552 --> 00:47:12,453 for causing you so much pain, 787 00:47:13,855 --> 00:47:17,492 but I can't apologize for trying to survive. 788 00:47:17,525 --> 00:47:18,560 I just can't. 789 00:47:21,429 --> 00:47:22,497 That would be lying. 790 00:47:28,636 --> 00:47:30,505 You think it's my fault 791 00:47:30,538 --> 00:47:31,706 that you're an addict. 792 00:47:42,483 --> 00:47:43,518 MOLLY: Mm. 793 00:47:44,019 --> 00:47:46,454 This is amazing. 794 00:47:49,457 --> 00:47:51,093 Take some deep breaths. 795 00:47:54,963 --> 00:47:55,997 [EXHALES SOFTLY] 796 00:48:00,035 --> 00:48:01,469 [EXHALES SOFTLY] 797 00:48:24,893 --> 00:48:25,927 MOLLY: Hm. 798 00:48:44,479 --> 00:48:45,647 [EXHALING] 799 00:48:58,660 --> 00:48:59,861 So she's too busy to come? 800 00:49:01,163 --> 00:49:02,830 Oh, I'm fine, Ashley. 801 00:49:02,864 --> 00:49:03,898 How are you? 802 00:49:05,533 --> 00:49:06,567 Sorry. 803 00:49:07,202 --> 00:49:08,469 How are you, Mom? 804 00:49:08,503 --> 00:49:09,604 Oh, same old. 805 00:49:10,505 --> 00:49:12,807 - You? - I'm good. 806 00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:14,943 Kids, work. I'm tired all the time. 807 00:49:14,976 --> 00:49:16,811 But looking really good on Instagram. 808 00:49:16,844 --> 00:49:18,047 My kids are a gift. 809 00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:19,948 I'm thriving. I'm living my best life. 810 00:49:22,550 --> 00:49:23,851 Ladies. 811 00:49:23,885 --> 00:49:25,486 Uh, I'll just have coffee, thanks. 812 00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:26,554 Uh, make that two, 813 00:49:26,587 --> 00:49:28,157 - and have a side of fries. - Okay. 814 00:49:29,091 --> 00:49:30,259 Fries for breakfast? 815 00:49:30,292 --> 00:49:32,560 Why not? That'd make me feel good. 816 00:49:33,995 --> 00:49:35,030 So where is she? 817 00:49:35,064 --> 00:49:36,631 She wanted to come, 818 00:49:36,664 --> 00:49:39,734 but she chickened out at the last minute. 819 00:49:40,868 --> 00:49:42,637 No, she, um... 820 00:49:42,670 --> 00:49:44,106 she tried to build up her self-esteem. 821 00:49:45,140 --> 00:49:46,607 And I'm working against that? 822 00:49:46,641 --> 00:49:48,077 No. 823 00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:49,544 It's not about you. 824 00:49:49,577 --> 00:49:51,046 No, it never is. 825 00:49:52,747 --> 00:49:55,783 [SIGHS] Anyway, I'm really glad that it's just us 826 00:49:55,817 --> 00:49:58,853 because I need a break from all the craziness. 827 00:49:58,886 --> 00:50:00,722 What craziness? I thought you said she's doing good. 828 00:50:00,755 --> 00:50:03,658 Well, no, she is. She is. It's just, you know... 829 00:50:03,691 --> 00:50:06,028 it's a little crazy at the house right now. 830 00:50:06,061 --> 00:50:08,297 She sits around smoking, twitching, 831 00:50:08,330 --> 00:50:10,698 and I am there watching her like a hawk 832 00:50:10,732 --> 00:50:12,834 and pretending that I'm not. 833 00:50:12,867 --> 00:50:15,237 You know Chris. He's addicted to the news. 834 00:50:15,270 --> 00:50:17,272 He's on his iPad all the time. 835 00:50:17,306 --> 00:50:21,310 He can't get enough of the world falling apart. 836 00:50:21,343 --> 00:50:23,711 I really don't think they should allow men to retire. 837 00:50:25,646 --> 00:50:27,749 So how, how is she? 838 00:50:29,717 --> 00:50:31,986 Pale, thin. 839 00:50:32,887 --> 00:50:34,555 Toothless. 840 00:50:34,589 --> 00:50:38,593 But, you know, pretty damn good under the circumstances. 841 00:50:39,761 --> 00:50:42,131 I was seeing glimpses of the old Moll. 842 00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:43,598 Really? 843 00:50:43,965 --> 00:50:44,999 That's good. 844 00:50:45,034 --> 00:50:46,834 I don't know, Ash. 845 00:50:46,868 --> 00:50:49,338 I think she might make it this time. 846 00:50:49,371 --> 00:50:53,175 If she can only hang on for a couple more days. 847 00:50:53,208 --> 00:50:55,077 Then she could get the shot, 848 00:50:55,110 --> 00:50:58,147 and one month clean will turn into two months 849 00:51:00,848 --> 00:51:02,184 and two months into six. 850 00:51:05,154 --> 00:51:06,221 God willing. 851 00:51:08,323 --> 00:51:09,358 Mom. 852 00:51:09,391 --> 00:51:10,925 Since when do you believe in God? 853 00:51:11,993 --> 00:51:13,828 Since not believing didn't work. 854 00:51:17,132 --> 00:51:19,234 I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, 855 00:51:19,268 --> 00:51:21,136 but... 856 00:51:21,170 --> 00:51:24,705 [SIGHS] at this point, all I have left is hope. 857 00:51:27,242 --> 00:51:28,776 WAITRESS: Here we go. 858 00:51:28,810 --> 00:51:29,844 Thank you. 859 00:51:29,877 --> 00:51:31,080 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 860 00:51:41,123 --> 00:51:43,825 So I won my trial last week. 861 00:51:44,393 --> 00:51:45,561 The class action suit. 862 00:51:45,593 --> 00:51:48,796 - Oh, I am so sorry, Ash. I didn't even ask. - It's fine. 863 00:51:48,830 --> 00:51:50,898 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 864 00:51:50,932 --> 00:51:53,402 I am such a self-absorbed asshole. 865 00:51:53,435 --> 00:51:54,969 You're Molly-absorbed asshole. 866 00:51:55,002 --> 00:51:57,005 It's just that I don't have to worry about you. 867 00:51:59,707 --> 00:52:00,942 No rush, whenever you're ready. 868 00:52:00,975 --> 00:52:02,810 - Thank you. - Thank you. 869 00:52:02,844 --> 00:52:04,846 [CLEARING THROAT] 870 00:52:06,948 --> 00:52:08,150 Oh, my God. 871 00:52:10,085 --> 00:52:12,121 I think I left my wallet at home. 872 00:52:12,154 --> 00:52:15,023 - I think I can buy us a cup of coffee, Mom. - Fuck! You're right. 873 00:52:15,057 --> 00:52:17,192 - I-I gotta go. - Mom, I'm sure it's fine. 874 00:52:17,226 --> 00:52:18,993 It's probably under the pillow or something. 875 00:52:19,027 --> 00:52:21,130 No. How could I possibly forget it? 876 00:52:21,163 --> 00:52:23,798 No. Relax. You, you just said she was doing good. 877 00:52:23,831 --> 00:52:24,932 Remember? 878 00:52:24,966 --> 00:52:26,834 Please let it go. Please. 879 00:52:26,868 --> 00:52:28,237 Okay. 880 00:52:42,384 --> 00:52:46,687 So, um, how... 881 00:52:48,190 --> 00:52:50,725 - How's your boyfriend? - Oh. 882 00:52:51,460 --> 00:52:54,062 - Gone. Good riddance. - Oh. 883 00:52:55,164 --> 00:52:56,998 He was so clingy. 884 00:52:57,032 --> 00:53:00,302 But I have a new boyfriend. 885 00:53:00,335 --> 00:53:03,438 I met him up Rachel Nixon's engagement party. 886 00:53:03,472 --> 00:53:05,840 And he owns his own plumbing company. 887 00:53:05,873 --> 00:53:09,810 He's funny, you know, which is always great, right? 888 00:53:09,844 --> 00:53:16,318 And we're, without giving too much away, very in sync, intimately. 889 00:53:16,351 --> 00:53:19,087 But there is one catch if it's going to last 890 00:53:19,121 --> 00:53:21,056 because he says that we're... 891 00:53:41,543 --> 00:53:42,810 [BEEPING] 892 00:53:42,843 --> 00:53:45,013 AUTOMATED VOICE: Door One. 893 00:53:45,846 --> 00:53:47,748 - Hey. - Hey. 894 00:53:49,151 --> 00:53:50,152 [TV PLAYING] 895 00:54:14,109 --> 00:54:16,478 The blue Caribbean and the pearl green... 896 00:54:16,511 --> 00:54:20,082 Any one of these would be totally captivating... 897 00:54:22,317 --> 00:54:23,985 You okay? 898 00:54:24,019 --> 00:54:26,021 Yeah. 899 00:54:26,054 --> 00:54:30,325 You look like shit. You should really chill. 900 00:54:53,482 --> 00:54:55,417 Yeah. Okay, so, um... 901 00:54:57,419 --> 00:55:01,390 I guess some of you may have heard about the heroin epidemic. 902 00:55:03,924 --> 00:55:04,925 Um... 903 00:55:06,628 --> 00:55:08,263 So, I, uh... 904 00:55:09,464 --> 00:55:15,037 I was a straight A student who never graduated high school. 905 00:55:17,639 --> 00:55:19,541 I live at home with my mom, 906 00:55:19,574 --> 00:55:23,011 but last week I was sleeping on the streets. 907 00:55:27,015 --> 00:55:28,083 Don't have a job. 908 00:55:30,619 --> 00:55:33,921 Or any job skills or a dollar to my name. 909 00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:41,363 Some of my teeth aren't even mine. 910 00:55:53,008 --> 00:55:55,577 See that, um, that lady in the back. 911 00:55:58,080 --> 00:55:59,081 It's my mom. 912 00:56:01,416 --> 00:56:04,919 She drove me here today 913 00:56:04,952 --> 00:56:09,391 because I, uh... my license was suspended because of so many DUIs. 914 00:56:13,095 --> 00:56:15,163 But even if I did have my license, 915 00:56:15,197 --> 00:56:17,432 she wouldn't trust me with her car. 916 00:56:19,334 --> 00:56:20,669 Because I have... 917 00:56:20,702 --> 00:56:22,337 I have robbed her blind. 918 00:56:24,039 --> 00:56:27,908 Money, jewelry, credit cards. 919 00:56:30,379 --> 00:56:33,648 And I have... 920 00:56:33,682 --> 00:56:37,319 degraded myself 921 00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,520 for drugs, in ways... 922 00:56:44,159 --> 00:56:45,893 In ways that you don't want to know. 923 00:56:48,730 --> 00:56:51,333 The only thing... 924 00:56:51,366 --> 00:56:55,670 The only thing I care about is getting high 925 00:56:55,704 --> 00:56:58,573 because getting high makes me forget 926 00:56:58,607 --> 00:57:01,942 about the mess that I have made of my life getting high. 927 00:57:03,211 --> 00:57:04,279 Then just don't. 928 00:57:06,181 --> 00:57:07,182 Excuse me? 929 00:57:08,483 --> 00:57:10,951 Sorry. It's just... 930 00:57:10,985 --> 00:57:13,255 I would never let myself fall that far. 931 00:57:16,324 --> 00:57:20,395 Right. Right, of course. 932 00:57:20,429 --> 00:57:23,165 Do you know how many times that I have told myself that? 933 00:57:23,198 --> 00:57:29,104 That I'm not going to let myself steal to get high? 934 00:57:29,137 --> 00:57:35,177 That I'm not gonna let myself lose custody of my children to get high? 935 00:57:35,210 --> 00:57:39,014 That I'm not gonna let myself stab a needle into my arm? 936 00:57:39,047 --> 00:57:41,716 I'm not going to let myself stab it into my chest. 937 00:57:43,752 --> 00:57:48,223 I have woken up almost every morning 938 00:57:48,256 --> 00:57:51,493 for the past couple of years and told myself 939 00:57:54,729 --> 00:57:57,265 that this is it. That today... 940 00:57:58,433 --> 00:58:00,302 Today I'm not going to get high. 941 00:58:02,270 --> 00:58:06,508 And an hour, an hour later, I am meeting up with my dealer 942 00:58:06,541 --> 00:58:07,609 to get high. 943 00:58:11,146 --> 00:58:14,749 I fail every single day. 944 00:58:19,754 --> 00:58:21,423 I'm so sorry, Mom. 945 00:58:28,196 --> 00:58:30,332 DEB: Oh, my God. 946 00:58:30,365 --> 00:58:33,368 I haven't seen you like that for so long. 947 00:58:33,401 --> 00:58:34,703 Like what? 948 00:58:34,736 --> 00:58:39,708 Confident, honest. Taking full responsibility. 949 00:58:39,741 --> 00:58:44,779 Just... I don't know. Just being yourself. 950 00:58:44,813 --> 00:58:46,748 You should have seen the way they were looking at you. 951 00:58:46,781 --> 00:58:48,149 Just riveted. 952 00:58:49,851 --> 00:58:51,052 Yeah, I feel good. 953 00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:53,522 Strong. 954 00:58:53,555 --> 00:58:56,525 If there's anyone who has the strength to break free of this shit, 955 00:58:56,558 --> 00:58:58,159 it's you. 956 00:58:58,193 --> 00:58:59,427 I really believe that. 957 00:59:02,230 --> 00:59:03,231 I'm proud of you. 958 00:59:18,413 --> 00:59:19,414 Can you make a right up here? 959 00:59:20,882 --> 00:59:22,651 What for? 960 00:59:22,684 --> 00:59:24,052 I want to show you something. 961 00:59:27,556 --> 00:59:28,657 Pull over right here. 962 00:59:28,690 --> 00:59:30,026 - Here? - Yeah. 963 00:59:35,363 --> 00:59:36,565 You see that building over there? 964 00:59:38,767 --> 00:59:40,135 Eric and I used to live there. 965 00:59:41,169 --> 00:59:42,237 For how long? 966 00:59:43,605 --> 00:59:45,740 Year, year and a half. 967 00:59:48,276 --> 00:59:49,444 Were you terrified? 968 00:59:50,879 --> 00:59:52,080 I was high. 969 00:59:53,615 --> 00:59:56,484 Did you have running water at least? 970 00:59:56,518 --> 00:59:59,287 Yeah, and room service. Come on. 971 01:00:04,593 --> 01:00:07,629 You know, I've been wanting to ask you something, 972 01:00:07,662 --> 01:00:10,899 but I do not want you to take it in the wrong way. 973 01:00:10,932 --> 01:00:13,868 - Yeah. - I just... No judgement. 974 01:00:13,902 --> 01:00:16,104 Okay. Just come out with it. 975 01:00:18,540 --> 01:00:19,541 Did you ever... 976 01:00:21,643 --> 01:00:22,877 prostitute yourself? 977 01:00:27,616 --> 01:00:29,217 I never had sex for money, 978 01:00:31,453 --> 01:00:33,355 but I have had sex for drugs. 979 01:00:33,388 --> 01:00:35,757 - Well, that's not prostitution. - Well... 980 01:00:35,790 --> 01:00:37,392 No, that's survival. 981 01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:41,796 That's, uh, a sick person trying to survive. 982 01:00:41,830 --> 01:00:44,366 Yeah, but if I had had sex for money to buy drugs, 983 01:00:44,399 --> 01:00:46,134 would that make me a prostitute? 984 01:00:49,204 --> 01:00:50,639 So what's the verdict, Mom? 985 01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:55,744 Whore? Not whore? 986 01:00:58,613 --> 01:01:00,248 Wait, wait, wait, sorry. 987 01:01:00,281 --> 01:01:02,217 Since we're already here, I meant to ask you, 988 01:01:02,250 --> 01:01:04,653 can we go and find a friend of mine? 989 01:01:04,686 --> 01:01:08,189 Her name is Sammy, we used to live together sometimes. 990 01:01:08,223 --> 01:01:09,658 - Who? - Sammy? 991 01:01:09,691 --> 01:01:10,825 We used to look out for each other. 992 01:01:10,859 --> 01:01:13,728 She texted me two days ago from someone else's phone, 993 01:01:13,762 --> 01:01:15,363 and then she just vanished. 994 01:01:15,397 --> 01:01:16,564 I think that she's in trouble. 995 01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:18,933 Look, I want to go help her. 996 01:01:18,967 --> 01:01:22,237 - No, I don't want to stay. - Come on, Mom, I would just like to help her. 997 01:01:22,270 --> 01:01:27,609 We're already here... She's 15, Mom, she's 15. 998 01:01:31,613 --> 01:01:33,782 This isn't one of your schemes. 999 01:01:34,883 --> 01:01:37,252 You are so close to getting that shot. 1000 01:01:38,987 --> 01:01:40,188 Mom, look at me. 1001 01:01:43,591 --> 01:01:44,726 I'm doing good. 1002 01:01:45,727 --> 01:01:47,529 I just want to build momentum. 1003 01:01:47,562 --> 01:01:50,632 I want to start helping people, to just start making up 1004 01:01:50,665 --> 01:01:53,668 for all the shit that I have put everybody through. 1005 01:01:53,702 --> 01:01:55,503 That's all. 1006 01:01:55,537 --> 01:01:58,339 Please. I am begging you. Just give me 15 minutes. 1007 01:01:59,574 --> 01:02:02,744 Fine, five minutes. I know where she lives. 1008 01:02:04,979 --> 01:02:08,483 Mom, maybe if she sees me doing good, it will help her get help. 1009 01:02:13,955 --> 01:02:15,223 Please. 1010 01:02:17,492 --> 01:02:19,928 - Five minutes. - Okay, five minutes. 1011 01:02:21,463 --> 01:02:22,464 Let's go. 1012 01:02:36,411 --> 01:02:37,846 - Five minutes. - Okay? 1013 01:02:47,455 --> 01:02:50,325 She texted you. How did she even get your phone number? 1014 01:02:54,496 --> 01:02:56,865 - You're shopping? - Excuse me? 1015 01:02:56,898 --> 01:02:59,601 Are you buying? You looking for a fix? 1016 01:02:59,634 --> 01:03:01,503 Do I look like I'm shopping? 1017 01:03:02,804 --> 01:03:06,307 Oh, shit. Mrs. Wheeler. 1018 01:03:07,776 --> 01:03:11,546 It's me, Eric. Molly's old boyfriend. 1019 01:03:15,383 --> 01:03:18,386 - Jesus, Eric. - What are you doing here? 1020 01:03:18,419 --> 01:03:19,487 Molly's in there. 1021 01:03:20,421 --> 01:03:22,423 She's just looking for a friend. 1022 01:03:22,457 --> 01:03:25,326 She's clean, so stay away from her. 1023 01:03:26,061 --> 01:03:27,762 Oh... 1024 01:03:27,796 --> 01:03:29,964 Oh, I don't think that she wants to see me. 1025 01:03:31,533 --> 01:03:33,635 I haven't seen her since she was pregnant. 1026 01:03:35,003 --> 01:03:36,838 She warned me at the clinic. 1027 01:03:40,042 --> 01:03:42,077 Oh, shit. 1028 01:03:42,111 --> 01:03:43,645 She didn't tell you. 1029 01:03:44,712 --> 01:03:47,582 Of course she did. 1030 01:03:47,615 --> 01:03:51,086 You wouldn't happen to have a couple of dollars that I could borrow. 1031 01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:53,388 Mrs. Wheeler, I'm hungry. 1032 01:04:00,562 --> 01:04:01,896 Molly, come on! 1033 01:04:10,405 --> 01:04:12,407 - Hey. - Get in the car. 1034 01:04:12,440 --> 01:04:13,641 They said that she's staying down the street. 1035 01:04:13,675 --> 01:04:14,909 I'm just gonna go and check real quick. 1036 01:04:14,943 --> 01:04:16,711 No way. Are you crazy? 1037 01:04:16,744 --> 01:04:18,346 Does Sammy even exist? 1038 01:04:19,714 --> 01:04:20,849 Fuck you! 1039 01:04:20,882 --> 01:04:23,085 Get in the goddamn car! 1040 01:04:33,728 --> 01:04:34,996 Just get in the car! 1041 01:04:42,204 --> 01:04:43,571 [HORN TOOTING] 1042 01:04:43,605 --> 01:04:45,773 Molly! Please! 1043 01:04:48,710 --> 01:04:50,012 I'll leave you! 1044 01:04:50,045 --> 01:04:52,147 You think I fucking give a shit? 1045 01:04:52,181 --> 01:04:53,381 Watch me! 1046 01:04:55,884 --> 01:04:59,121 You fucking ungrateful bitch! 1047 01:04:59,154 --> 01:05:00,155 [DOOR SLAMS] 1048 01:05:11,833 --> 01:05:13,068 [BEEPS] 1049 01:05:14,769 --> 01:05:16,571 [DOG BARKS DISTANTLY] 1050 01:06:02,284 --> 01:06:04,053 Moly, what the fuck are you... 1051 01:06:06,921 --> 01:06:09,158 [WOMAN CRYING] 1052 01:06:13,095 --> 01:06:16,664 Molly, I am so done with your fucking... 1053 01:06:16,698 --> 01:06:18,167 - What are you doing here? - This is Sammy. 1054 01:06:18,200 --> 01:06:19,934 I'm just trying to get her temperature down. 1055 01:06:19,968 --> 01:06:22,071 - What you got in your hand? - She's dope sick with drugs. 1056 01:06:22,104 --> 01:06:24,206 - Come with me right now. - Calm the fuck down. 1057 01:06:24,239 --> 01:06:25,807 - Stop it! - What the fuck! 1058 01:06:25,840 --> 01:06:26,975 - What are you doing here? - Who are you? 1059 01:06:27,009 --> 01:06:28,810 Do you think I'm scared of you? 1060 01:06:28,843 --> 01:06:31,013 MOLLY: No! No, no! 1061 01:06:31,046 --> 01:06:33,514 GREG: You fucked up! You got me fucked up now. 1062 01:06:33,548 --> 01:06:36,218 - Greg, that's my mom. Stop! - What? What? 1063 01:06:36,251 --> 01:06:39,587 You people are monsters, you hear me? 1064 01:06:39,620 --> 01:06:42,523 - You deserve to die. I'll kill you myself! - What is wrong with you? 1065 01:06:42,557 --> 01:06:44,126 You almost got both of us killed. 1066 01:06:44,159 --> 01:06:48,030 Jesus! You are unhinged! You are scaring me! 1067 01:06:48,063 --> 01:06:49,231 DEB: Now know what it's like. 1068 01:06:50,732 --> 01:06:52,633 MOLLY: I was just trying to help Sammy. 1069 01:07:04,279 --> 01:07:05,546 [INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV] 1070 01:07:26,035 --> 01:07:27,036 [CHUCKLES] 1071 01:07:36,611 --> 01:07:38,613 I saw Eric today. 1072 01:07:39,981 --> 01:07:41,050 Who? 1073 01:07:42,117 --> 01:07:44,253 Guitar Eric, your boyfriend. 1074 01:07:46,921 --> 01:07:50,825 - Where? - Outside that flop house. 1075 01:07:50,858 --> 01:07:55,130 He came over to the car trying to sell me some drugs. 1076 01:07:55,164 --> 01:07:57,598 Mom, I swear to God, I did not know that he was there. 1077 01:07:59,201 --> 01:08:02,337 If you think that I was trying to scheme you, I wasn't. 1078 01:08:02,371 --> 01:08:03,638 He... 1079 01:08:04,939 --> 01:08:09,278 He said something about you being pregnant. 1080 01:08:12,381 --> 01:08:13,614 I'm not judging you. 1081 01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:19,254 Eric said you... you didn't want him to be with you. 1082 01:08:19,288 --> 01:08:22,690 I'm just sorry that you had to go through that alone. 1083 01:08:22,723 --> 01:08:24,859 An abortion is hard enough as it is. 1084 01:08:30,232 --> 01:08:34,236 I didn't have an abortion, I carried it to term. 1085 01:08:37,772 --> 01:08:40,975 Spent seven months puking every morning 1086 01:08:41,009 --> 01:08:44,079 from morning sickness and withdrawals 1087 01:08:45,380 --> 01:08:46,914 and staying on couches. 1088 01:08:49,451 --> 01:08:51,186 That was hardest thing I've ever done. 1089 01:08:58,193 --> 01:08:59,261 Beautiful baby though. 1090 01:09:00,928 --> 01:09:01,996 A boy. 1091 01:09:04,266 --> 01:09:06,368 Where is he? 1092 01:09:06,401 --> 01:09:09,904 In New Jersey, with a family in their forties. 1093 01:09:11,273 --> 01:09:13,175 No kids, rich enough to have a boat. 1094 01:09:13,208 --> 01:09:14,775 That's what the agency told me. 1095 01:09:16,711 --> 01:09:18,080 When... When did this happen? 1096 01:09:19,248 --> 01:09:21,450 Why didn't you call me? 1097 01:09:21,483 --> 01:09:25,720 Because I didn't want another thing to feel shitty about. 1098 01:09:27,022 --> 01:09:28,190 What's his name? 1099 01:09:28,223 --> 01:09:29,224 I don't know. 1100 01:09:30,325 --> 01:09:32,361 Can I meet him? Do you get visits? 1101 01:09:32,394 --> 01:09:35,763 No. It's a closed adoption just like I wanted. 1102 01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:36,898 Well, can I write them a letter? 1103 01:09:36,931 --> 01:09:38,267 No! 1104 01:09:38,300 --> 01:09:39,767 Molly, that's my grandson. 1105 01:10:06,028 --> 01:10:07,129 MOLLY: Yeah, hello. 1106 01:10:08,130 --> 01:10:09,264 Yeah, this is Molly. 1107 01:10:11,466 --> 01:10:15,836 We already scheduled the shot with Dr. Ortiz for 9:00 a.m. tomorrow. 1108 01:10:17,972 --> 01:10:20,775 No, no, no, I can't wait. 1109 01:10:21,410 --> 01:10:22,910 No! 1110 01:10:22,944 --> 01:10:24,745 Can you, can you please just talk to Dr. Ortiz? 1111 01:10:24,779 --> 01:10:26,281 Because he knows that this is urgent. 1112 01:10:26,914 --> 01:10:28,983 Please. 1113 01:10:29,017 --> 01:10:30,851 Oh, my God! Are you serious? 1114 01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:33,988 Stop! 1115 01:10:34,855 --> 01:10:36,458 Okay. 1116 01:10:36,491 --> 01:10:38,060 Yeah, we'll see you on Monday. 1117 01:10:38,993 --> 01:10:40,028 Okay. So what was that? 1118 01:10:41,363 --> 01:10:42,464 Three more days. 1119 01:10:42,497 --> 01:10:43,699 Three more days that they're waiting 1120 01:10:43,731 --> 01:10:45,900 - for my insurance papers to go through. - That's bullshit. 1121 01:10:45,933 --> 01:10:47,001 I don't think I can make it. 1122 01:10:47,035 --> 01:10:49,904 Do you have any fucking idea how hard it is for us 1123 01:10:49,937 --> 01:10:51,939 to get through one goddamn day? 1124 01:10:51,973 --> 01:10:54,042 Three days is a death sentence. 1125 01:10:54,076 --> 01:10:56,044 - It's an eternity. - Jesus, you're not helping. 1126 01:10:59,081 --> 01:11:00,515 [MOLLY GROWLING] 1127 01:11:00,549 --> 01:11:02,817 [BEEPING] 1128 01:11:09,991 --> 01:11:12,060 MOLLY: Insurance companies. They run the fucking world. 1129 01:11:12,094 --> 01:11:13,528 DEB: Why didn't I hear your phone ring? 1130 01:11:16,031 --> 01:11:17,332 - What? - Your phone? 1131 01:11:17,366 --> 01:11:18,899 Why didn't I hear it ring? 1132 01:11:18,933 --> 01:11:20,469 Because it was on vibrate. 1133 01:11:20,502 --> 01:11:22,803 Why is the office still open? 1134 01:11:22,837 --> 01:11:24,506 It's after six o'clock. 1135 01:11:24,539 --> 01:11:26,807 - I don't know. - I want to see your phone. 1136 01:11:26,841 --> 01:11:28,310 - Give me your phone. - Are you fucking crazy? 1137 01:11:28,343 --> 01:11:29,745 - Am I crazy? - Yes. 1138 01:11:29,777 --> 01:11:32,481 How many fake phone calls have you made since you hurt your knee? 1139 01:11:32,514 --> 01:11:34,249 Or did you ever even hurt your knee? 1140 01:11:34,283 --> 01:11:36,018 - Must've been lies from the very beginning. - You serious? 1141 01:11:36,051 --> 01:11:37,219 Are you doing this to me right now? 1142 01:11:37,252 --> 01:11:39,087 - Oh, my God. - Just never ends. 1143 01:11:39,121 --> 01:11:40,955 No! You're such a trigger! 1144 01:11:40,988 --> 01:11:42,090 But it just goes on and on. 1145 01:11:42,124 --> 01:11:44,393 I am so sorry 1146 01:11:44,426 --> 01:11:46,428 that my drug addiction 1147 01:11:46,461 --> 01:11:49,231 is so incredibly difficult on you. 1148 01:11:52,067 --> 01:11:55,470 Look, I, I am not going to make it to Monday if I stay here. 1149 01:12:00,208 --> 01:12:03,345 I'm gonna go to Sean's, I'm gonna go stay with Sean. 1150 01:12:03,378 --> 01:12:05,180 He... he said that he can pick me up. 1151 01:12:05,213 --> 01:12:07,115 It will be good. I can see the kids. 1152 01:12:07,149 --> 01:12:09,318 - I could be with the kids... - What Sean? 1153 01:12:09,351 --> 01:12:12,120 The same Sean who wanted you to score for him? 1154 01:12:12,154 --> 01:12:14,022 Do you hear yourself? 1155 01:12:14,056 --> 01:12:16,425 I mean, do you fucking hear yourself? 1156 01:12:17,192 --> 01:12:18,859 Do you? 1157 01:12:18,893 --> 01:12:23,265 If I say it's sunny outside, are you gonna go and check? 1158 01:12:23,298 --> 01:12:24,499 I might have to. 1159 01:12:26,068 --> 01:12:27,935 Well, then, maybe when I'm dead, 1160 01:12:27,968 --> 01:12:31,939 you can tell yourself, "Hmm, she's just pretending." 1161 01:12:35,310 --> 01:12:36,378 All right. 1162 01:12:39,081 --> 01:12:40,915 Do what you're gonna do. 1163 01:12:49,224 --> 01:12:50,225 - [DOOR OPENS] - [BEEPING] 1164 01:12:54,196 --> 01:12:55,197 [DEB CRYING] 1165 01:13:00,535 --> 01:13:01,536 [HORN HONKING] 1166 01:13:15,517 --> 01:13:16,585 So, uh... 1167 01:13:19,187 --> 01:13:20,188 I'll see you Monday at 8:00. 1168 01:13:23,525 --> 01:13:24,526 Yes. 1169 01:13:33,168 --> 01:13:34,236 I love you. 1170 01:13:48,517 --> 01:13:49,551 SEAN: You all right? 1171 01:13:49,584 --> 01:13:50,685 MOLLY: Yeah. 1172 01:13:59,127 --> 01:14:00,562 [CAR STARTING] 1173 01:14:11,573 --> 01:14:12,674 You okay? 1174 01:14:12,707 --> 01:14:13,708 Yeah. 1175 01:14:14,810 --> 01:14:18,547 You can't go down the hole with her every time, Deb. 1176 01:14:18,580 --> 01:14:20,081 You got to put yourself first. 1177 01:14:21,583 --> 01:14:23,652 You know, sometimes it just... 1178 01:14:23,685 --> 01:14:25,253 [SIGHS] 1179 01:14:25,287 --> 01:14:27,456 Sometimes, I feel that you're patronizing me. 1180 01:14:27,489 --> 01:14:29,224 - Really? - Yeah. 1181 01:14:29,257 --> 01:14:32,160 Just feeding me pat little phrases. 1182 01:14:32,194 --> 01:14:34,995 - Does that make you happy? - Okay. 1183 01:14:35,030 --> 01:14:36,531 Oh, don't fucking walk away. 1184 01:14:43,038 --> 01:14:44,039 Well, say something. 1185 01:14:46,241 --> 01:14:47,476 You're such a wimp. 1186 01:14:51,079 --> 01:14:52,147 What? 1187 01:14:53,048 --> 01:14:55,550 What, Chris? Say something. 1188 01:14:55,584 --> 01:14:57,219 Saint fucking Chris. 1189 01:14:57,252 --> 01:14:59,087 You wanna have a fight, is that it? 1190 01:14:59,120 --> 01:15:00,355 Huh? 1191 01:15:00,388 --> 01:15:02,757 You want... You want us to have a knockdown, drag out fight 1192 01:15:02,791 --> 01:15:04,759 so you can blow off some fucking steam? 1193 01:15:04,793 --> 01:15:08,196 I'm not your fucking punching bag, Deb! 1194 01:15:08,230 --> 01:15:11,066 I'm not your fucking punching bag! 1195 01:15:13,568 --> 01:15:14,703 Oh, God! 1196 01:15:15,804 --> 01:15:17,339 - I'm sorry. - Stop. 1197 01:15:17,372 --> 01:15:20,609 - I'm sorry. - Just stop apologizing, it's annoying. 1198 01:15:22,777 --> 01:15:24,212 How did I get here? 1199 01:15:25,146 --> 01:15:26,248 What did I do? 1200 01:15:28,416 --> 01:15:29,584 Nothing. 1201 01:15:29,885 --> 01:15:31,253 You... 1202 01:15:32,454 --> 01:15:33,755 You... 1203 01:15:33,788 --> 01:15:35,390 have done nothing. 1204 01:15:36,791 --> 01:15:40,629 You know, maybe it's just the way her brain is wired. 1205 01:15:40,962 --> 01:15:41,897 You know? 1206 01:15:41,930 --> 01:15:46,334 Maybe she'd taken the pills the year before, 1207 01:15:46,368 --> 01:15:48,703 or a year after, she wouldn't have gotten hooked. 1208 01:15:50,605 --> 01:15:54,809 But she needed to be high because she was too sensitive, but not... 1209 01:15:54,843 --> 01:15:58,280 sensitive enough or if you'd stayed in your bad marriage, 1210 01:15:58,313 --> 01:16:02,450 she would have been an even bigger addict. 1211 01:16:02,484 --> 01:16:05,554 Or if you bought her those blue shoes that time 1212 01:16:05,587 --> 01:16:08,156 when she was three, instead of the red. 1213 01:16:09,558 --> 01:16:11,826 It's none of that. 1214 01:16:11,860 --> 01:16:17,699 Because maybe, the moment her father's sperm reached your egg, 1215 01:16:17,732 --> 01:16:22,237 she was already an addict, waiting to happen. 1216 01:16:22,571 --> 01:16:23,705 [CRYING] 1217 01:16:33,381 --> 01:16:34,382 Okay. 1218 01:16:59,741 --> 01:17:00,742 Thank you. 1219 01:17:01,743 --> 01:17:03,211 WOMAN: ...never ends. 1220 01:17:03,244 --> 01:17:05,847 I still get panic attacks when there's a siren. 1221 01:17:05,880 --> 01:17:07,782 Even one on TV. 1222 01:17:07,816 --> 01:17:10,785 Every time the phone rings, my heart stops. 1223 01:17:10,819 --> 01:17:14,556 My old ring tone makes me pee, literally. [LAUGHS] 1224 01:17:14,589 --> 01:17:17,459 I was at the pharmacy and the lady next to me, 1225 01:17:17,492 --> 01:17:20,528 had it on her phone, I nearly wet myself when I heard it. 1226 01:17:20,562 --> 01:17:21,830 [ALL CHUCKLE] 1227 01:17:23,632 --> 01:17:27,769 This new shrink diagnosed me with chronic anxiety. 1228 01:17:27,802 --> 01:17:31,506 [CHUCKLES] He wants to give me something to help me sleep. 1229 01:17:31,539 --> 01:17:33,541 I said I can't keep pills at the house. 1230 01:17:34,743 --> 01:17:36,211 So I keep them at work. 1231 01:17:37,345 --> 01:17:39,447 Take one pill home every evening. 1232 01:17:42,417 --> 01:17:43,685 Let go and let God... 1233 01:17:46,254 --> 01:17:47,689 This too shall pass. 1234 01:17:49,391 --> 01:17:50,925 Time takes time. 1235 01:17:55,330 --> 01:17:56,398 It helps me... 1236 01:17:57,332 --> 01:18:02,270 [SNIFFLES] to believe in these platitudes. 1237 01:18:04,506 --> 01:18:06,508 I'd be even more resentful and angry 1238 01:18:06,541 --> 01:18:09,177 if I didn't repeat this stuff to myself. 1239 01:18:10,412 --> 01:18:12,414 I'd be furious... 1240 01:18:12,447 --> 01:18:15,684 for all, all the dead dreams. 1241 01:18:21,923 --> 01:18:24,793 - AUTOMATED VOICE: At the tone, please record your message. - [BEEPS] 1242 01:18:24,826 --> 01:18:26,928 Hey, I hope you're having fun with the kids. 1243 01:18:26,961 --> 01:18:30,465 I'm just checking in with with you about tomorrow. 1244 01:18:30,498 --> 01:18:34,736 Um, I'm really happy you're doing this. 1245 01:18:34,769 --> 01:18:36,705 I know it's not been an easy week, 1246 01:18:36,738 --> 01:18:39,808 and I can be a real hard-ass. 1247 01:18:40,742 --> 01:18:41,910 It's just that... 1248 01:18:43,545 --> 01:18:46,948 someday, I want things to be easier for you, you know? 1249 01:18:46,981 --> 01:18:49,484 You deserve good things. 1250 01:18:49,517 --> 01:18:52,520 All right. So, um, bye, call me back. 1251 01:18:53,455 --> 01:18:54,622 I love you. 1252 01:18:57,859 --> 01:18:59,561 [CRYING] 1253 01:19:24,486 --> 01:19:25,820 [SIGHS] 1254 01:19:51,813 --> 01:19:53,281 [PHONE RINGING] 1255 01:19:58,353 --> 01:20:00,622 Dale, pick up the fucking phone. 1256 01:20:00,655 --> 01:20:03,525 ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, this is Dale. Leave a message... or don't. 1257 01:20:03,558 --> 01:20:05,426 - [BEEP] - Damn it! 1258 01:20:24,979 --> 01:20:26,681 - What the fuck? - [TV PLAYING] 1259 01:20:26,714 --> 01:20:28,716 - Do you know what time it is? - Is he here? 1260 01:20:34,123 --> 01:20:35,390 Dale. 1261 01:20:40,095 --> 01:20:41,329 DALE: Fuck. 1262 01:20:43,932 --> 01:20:45,366 Have you heard from Molly? 1263 01:20:46,467 --> 01:20:47,468 No. Why? 1264 01:20:48,037 --> 01:20:49,737 Why? 1265 01:20:49,771 --> 01:20:52,407 Oh, Jesus Christ. Did you even bother to call her? 1266 01:20:53,908 --> 01:20:55,844 Why the hell not? 1267 01:20:55,877 --> 01:20:57,445 This is your daughter's life. 1268 01:20:57,478 --> 01:20:58,847 Because I can't control it, Deb. 1269 01:20:58,880 --> 01:21:01,449 Oh, come on, Dale. 1270 01:21:01,482 --> 01:21:05,386 She's one day away from getting a shot that might actually save her life. 1271 01:21:05,420 --> 01:21:08,389 And God knows where she is and you don't give a shit. 1272 01:21:08,423 --> 01:21:10,692 I give a shit. 1273 01:21:10,725 --> 01:21:13,895 I give a shit. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about her. 1274 01:21:13,928 --> 01:21:15,797 But it's not up to me to change any of that. 1275 01:21:15,830 --> 01:21:18,600 And God knows I've fooled myself time and time again before. 1276 01:21:18,633 --> 01:21:20,102 And so did you. 1277 01:21:20,135 --> 01:21:22,971 - I'm done. - Oh, God. That's so convenient. 1278 01:21:23,004 --> 01:21:25,907 I thought you said that you weren't gonna let her back in until she was clean. 1279 01:21:25,940 --> 01:21:28,110 - She's been clean a week. - Oh. 1280 01:21:28,143 --> 01:21:30,778 Oh, boy. Well, when it's real, you let me know. 1281 01:21:30,812 --> 01:21:32,580 So you want us to do all the work? 1282 01:21:32,614 --> 01:21:35,483 You're not doing the fucking work, Deb. 1283 01:21:35,516 --> 01:21:37,752 She's doing it. If in fact, she's even doing it. 1284 01:21:37,785 --> 01:21:39,787 So don't fucking flatter yourself here. 1285 01:21:39,821 --> 01:21:42,191 By the way, you're not going to make me feel guilty about this either, 1286 01:21:42,224 --> 01:21:43,625 so why don't you kiss my ass? 1287 01:21:43,658 --> 01:21:45,927 You know what? We wouldn't even be standing here 1288 01:21:45,960 --> 01:21:48,097 if you paid more attention to her when she got that injury. 1289 01:21:48,130 --> 01:21:49,831 You wanna say this is my fault? 1290 01:21:49,864 --> 01:21:51,267 Is that the game you want to play? 1291 01:21:51,300 --> 01:21:56,071 Let's. You walked out on us because you wanted to find the new you. 1292 01:21:56,105 --> 01:21:58,773 She wanted her mom back, she wanted her mom's attention, 1293 01:21:58,806 --> 01:22:01,010 and that's exactly what she friggin' got, didn't she? 1294 01:22:01,043 --> 01:22:02,710 Fuck, you, Dale! 1295 01:22:02,744 --> 01:22:04,679 Save the speeches for her funeral. 1296 01:22:04,712 --> 01:22:06,581 Oh, you're planning her funeral now, huh? 1297 01:22:06,614 --> 01:22:09,218 You have a flair for drama there, don't you, Deb? 1298 01:22:09,251 --> 01:22:11,053 Whoa, whoa, whoa... 1299 01:22:46,188 --> 01:22:47,455 Any news? 1300 01:22:48,523 --> 01:22:49,557 Mm-mm. 1301 01:22:51,126 --> 01:22:53,695 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 1302 01:22:58,033 --> 01:22:59,600 - [BEEP] - AUTOMATED VOICE: Door... 1303 01:22:59,634 --> 01:23:01,836 - Where the hell have you been? - Hey! 1304 01:23:01,869 --> 01:23:02,904 DEB: What the fuck? 1305 01:23:03,604 --> 01:23:05,174 I've been trying to call you. 1306 01:23:05,207 --> 01:23:06,674 My phone died. 1307 01:23:06,708 --> 01:23:08,010 Why aren't you ready? 1308 01:23:08,043 --> 01:23:10,045 We have to be there in, like, 45 minutes. 1309 01:23:11,313 --> 01:23:12,580 All right. 1310 01:23:13,548 --> 01:23:14,582 [CHUCKLES] 1311 01:23:14,615 --> 01:23:15,683 Come on. 1312 01:23:23,025 --> 01:23:24,559 Okay, I'm almost there. 1313 01:23:25,827 --> 01:23:26,861 How are the kids? 1314 01:23:28,097 --> 01:23:29,530 They're good. 1315 01:23:29,564 --> 01:23:30,898 Yeah, they, um... 1316 01:23:32,201 --> 01:23:33,601 They say hi. 1317 01:23:39,341 --> 01:23:40,541 What? 1318 01:23:41,976 --> 01:23:42,977 Um... 1319 01:23:46,981 --> 01:23:48,250 I need your pee. 1320 01:23:50,019 --> 01:23:51,552 What? 1321 01:23:51,586 --> 01:23:54,756 I said I need your pee, like, in a plastic container. 1322 01:23:54,789 --> 01:23:56,858 I need your pee, now. 1323 01:24:00,928 --> 01:24:02,697 Do I have to spell it out for you? 1324 01:24:04,599 --> 01:24:05,767 I'm not clean. 1325 01:24:09,238 --> 01:24:12,307 The other day when when we went looking for Sammy, I, um... 1326 01:24:14,009 --> 01:24:15,210 I met up with a dealer. 1327 01:24:17,112 --> 01:24:18,280 With what money? 1328 01:24:20,815 --> 01:24:21,849 Oh. 1329 01:24:22,617 --> 01:24:24,019 You fucking thief. 1330 01:24:27,189 --> 01:24:28,623 And the appointment? 1331 01:24:29,391 --> 01:24:30,725 I faked it. 1332 01:24:32,194 --> 01:24:33,228 I'm sorry. 1333 01:24:34,396 --> 01:24:37,598 And the weekend, visiting the kids? 1334 01:24:38,766 --> 01:24:40,169 No, I saw them. 1335 01:24:40,202 --> 01:24:43,805 I did. I even took them to the movies, but then, um... 1336 01:24:45,374 --> 01:24:48,609 Then Sean and I got a sitter and we went out, uh... 1337 01:24:52,214 --> 01:24:53,348 I got high. 1338 01:24:57,652 --> 01:24:59,620 [CRYING] I'm sorry I suck. 1339 01:25:01,956 --> 01:25:03,991 I'm a terrible person. 1340 01:25:05,160 --> 01:25:06,195 [SCOFFS] 1341 01:25:11,100 --> 01:25:13,801 I am a fucking moron. 1342 01:25:14,470 --> 01:25:17,738 No, no, because I'm here now. 1343 01:25:17,772 --> 01:25:19,941 Look, I could have stayed back at Sean's, 1344 01:25:19,974 --> 01:25:22,643 or met back up with Eric or just disappeared. 1345 01:25:22,677 --> 01:25:24,812 But... But I didn't... 1346 01:25:24,846 --> 01:25:28,083 I don't want to do this anymore, okay? 1347 01:25:28,117 --> 01:25:30,285 Please. I just want to get the shot. 1348 01:25:30,319 --> 01:25:32,020 - Well, you can't, Molly. It's over. - Yes, I can. 1349 01:25:32,054 --> 01:25:34,056 You have drugs in your system. 1350 01:25:34,089 --> 01:25:36,024 Maybe you could wait for another week. 1351 01:25:36,058 --> 01:25:38,093 I am not gonna make it another week, 1352 01:25:38,127 --> 01:25:40,028 and you and I both know that. 1353 01:25:40,062 --> 01:25:41,629 [SNIFFLES] Mom, please. 1354 01:25:43,232 --> 01:25:45,100 Please, just give me your pee. 1355 01:25:45,134 --> 01:25:47,702 If you give me your pee, I can pass the drug test. 1356 01:25:47,735 --> 01:25:48,970 I can get the shot. 1357 01:25:49,003 --> 01:25:53,408 And that means that I can't get high for an entire month. 1358 01:25:53,442 --> 01:25:56,145 No, you, you have drugs in your system. 1359 01:25:56,178 --> 01:25:58,046 - No. - Mom, please. 1360 01:25:58,080 --> 01:26:01,283 Please, I am begging you for help to get clean. 1361 01:26:02,950 --> 01:26:06,188 Look, this could be it, okay? 1362 01:26:06,221 --> 01:26:08,290 It's like what you said on the message last night 1363 01:26:08,323 --> 01:26:10,758 about this being the start of something new. 1364 01:26:11,893 --> 01:26:13,728 It is. 1365 01:26:13,761 --> 01:26:15,397 I thought your phone was dead. 1366 01:26:17,832 --> 01:26:18,900 Fuck. 1367 01:26:24,406 --> 01:26:25,407 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1368 01:26:26,908 --> 01:26:27,975 Oh. 1369 01:26:58,473 --> 01:26:59,740 [DOOR OPENS] 1370 01:27:12,087 --> 01:27:13,121 Thank you. 1371 01:27:17,359 --> 01:27:18,726 [EXHALES] 1372 01:27:20,429 --> 01:27:21,496 Oh, my God. 1373 01:27:26,168 --> 01:27:28,070 What if they check the temperature of the pee? 1374 01:27:30,938 --> 01:27:33,275 - What? - The pee was barely lukewarm. 1375 01:27:33,308 --> 01:27:35,177 What if they check... 1376 01:27:35,210 --> 01:27:37,012 Why am I freaking out? 1377 01:27:37,045 --> 01:27:38,846 - Well, don't. - [KNOCK ON DOOR] 1378 01:27:38,879 --> 01:27:39,880 [DOOR OPENS] 1379 01:27:40,582 --> 01:27:41,816 Okay. 1380 01:27:43,218 --> 01:27:44,419 Everything here looks good. 1381 01:27:46,488 --> 01:27:47,489 Ready to go? 1382 01:27:48,090 --> 01:27:49,458 Yeah. 1383 01:27:49,491 --> 01:27:51,426 - Uh, I'll step out. - No. 1384 01:27:52,461 --> 01:27:53,495 Mm-mm. 1385 01:28:05,307 --> 01:28:06,375 All right. 1386 01:28:13,115 --> 01:28:14,116 All set. 1387 01:28:21,889 --> 01:28:22,990 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1388 01:28:45,347 --> 01:28:46,847 What? 1389 01:28:46,881 --> 01:28:47,915 How are you feeling? 1390 01:28:48,650 --> 01:28:51,353 Fine. Yeah. 1391 01:28:51,386 --> 01:28:52,887 All right. 1392 01:28:52,920 --> 01:28:55,357 You'll get a follow up call at the end of the day to see how you're doing. 1393 01:28:55,390 --> 01:28:57,192 I'll see you in a month. Congratulations. 1394 01:28:57,225 --> 01:28:58,293 Thank you. 1395 01:29:06,601 --> 01:29:07,902 Oh, my God. 1396 01:29:10,971 --> 01:29:12,007 I'm okay. 1397 01:29:12,407 --> 01:29:13,841 I am. I, um... 1398 01:29:15,344 --> 01:29:16,378 I feel good. 1399 01:29:16,411 --> 01:29:17,646 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1400 01:29:17,679 --> 01:29:18,946 Oh, my God. 1401 01:29:20,082 --> 01:29:21,249 Yeah. 1402 01:29:21,283 --> 01:29:23,085 Oh, my God. You look good. 1403 01:29:23,118 --> 01:29:24,286 - Yeah. - I can't believe it. 1404 01:29:24,319 --> 01:29:27,888 Thirty days without having to worry about this nightmare. 1405 01:29:27,922 --> 01:29:29,157 Yeah. 1406 01:29:29,191 --> 01:29:31,093 Can't believe I went through with it. 1407 01:29:31,126 --> 01:29:32,394 Pretty damn brave. 1408 01:29:33,128 --> 01:29:34,529 Oh, my God. 1409 01:29:34,563 --> 01:29:38,500 I always knew your talent for lying would, you know, come in handy. 1410 01:29:40,268 --> 01:29:42,037 We fucking pulled it off. 1411 01:29:43,038 --> 01:29:45,040 [LAUGHS] You hungry? 1412 01:29:45,073 --> 01:29:46,274 Wanna grab some breakfast? 1413 01:29:51,113 --> 01:29:52,414 [GROANS] 1414 01:29:52,947 --> 01:29:53,948 What? 1415 01:30:01,223 --> 01:30:03,625 Oh, my God! Get in the car. Get in the car. Quick. 1416 01:30:03,658 --> 01:30:07,162 - Oh, my God! - Here. Quick, quick. Get in. Get in. 1417 01:30:07,195 --> 01:30:10,998 - [GROANS] - Can you close the door? Get in. 1418 01:30:11,032 --> 01:30:13,968 - Let me just get... - Don't fucking touch me. Fuck! 1419 01:30:14,469 --> 01:30:15,704 Oh, my God. 1420 01:30:15,737 --> 01:30:18,407 Oh, just fucking drive. 1421 01:30:18,440 --> 01:30:20,709 God. Just drive! 1422 01:30:20,742 --> 01:30:22,077 Oh! 1423 01:30:26,515 --> 01:30:28,283 [GROANING, CRYING] 1424 01:30:29,618 --> 01:30:32,020 I can't. I can't... 1425 01:30:32,053 --> 01:30:34,122 Oh, my God. I can't. I can't... 1426 01:30:34,156 --> 01:30:35,290 I know, I know, I know... 1427 01:30:35,323 --> 01:30:36,691 Why did we do this? 1428 01:30:36,725 --> 01:30:38,660 Oh, why the fuck did we do this? 1429 01:30:38,693 --> 01:30:41,329 Can we have some help out here, please? 1430 01:30:42,197 --> 01:30:43,931 Anyone? I need some help. 1431 01:30:49,671 --> 01:30:51,740 - [GROANS] - Please, somebody help us. 1432 01:30:51,773 --> 01:30:53,442 She's in acute withdrawal. 1433 01:30:53,475 --> 01:30:55,010 - Heroin? - Yes, heroin. 1434 01:30:55,043 --> 01:30:57,045 Just get us back there. I've never seen her like this. 1435 01:30:57,078 --> 01:30:58,680 We can restrain her. We can give her fluids. 1436 01:30:58,713 --> 01:31:00,148 But she's gonna have to go through it. 1437 01:31:00,182 --> 01:31:01,650 She just had the Naltrexone shot. 1438 01:31:01,683 --> 01:31:03,685 She's not supposed to get that if she has drugs in her system. 1439 01:31:03,718 --> 01:31:05,654 No shit, Sherlock. 1440 01:31:05,687 --> 01:31:08,023 Doctor, please, can you help? She's in acute withdrawal. 1441 01:31:08,056 --> 01:31:09,758 Miss, can you sign this form? 1442 01:31:09,791 --> 01:31:11,992 - [GRUNTS] - But, ma'am, she has to sign herself. 1443 01:31:12,027 --> 01:31:13,562 - She can't sign it. - Fine! 1444 01:31:15,030 --> 01:31:16,131 - [GROANS] - Okay, we'll call you. 1445 01:31:16,164 --> 01:31:17,632 Seriously? 1446 01:31:17,666 --> 01:31:19,134 [MOLLY GROANS] 1447 01:31:20,602 --> 01:31:23,472 - It's okay. Okay. It's okay. - [SHIVERS] 1448 01:31:23,505 --> 01:31:25,973 Oh. Oh, Mom, please, make it stop. 1449 01:31:27,209 --> 01:31:29,311 [SCREAMS, RETCHES] 1450 01:31:29,344 --> 01:31:31,580 Can we have some fucking help here? 1451 01:31:31,613 --> 01:31:33,114 [GROANS] 1452 01:31:33,148 --> 01:31:35,350 - Make it stop. - I know, I know. 1453 01:31:35,383 --> 01:31:36,451 - Here. - Thank you. 1454 01:31:36,485 --> 01:31:38,353 I'm begging you. [RETCHES] 1455 01:31:38,386 --> 01:31:40,722 - No. - I'm so sorry, Mom. 1456 01:31:40,755 --> 01:31:42,190 Please, I can't do this. 1457 01:31:42,224 --> 01:31:44,192 - Yes, you can. - [VOMITS] 1458 01:31:44,726 --> 01:31:46,194 Are you enjoying this? 1459 01:31:46,228 --> 01:31:47,729 I don't fucking believe you people. 1460 01:31:47,762 --> 01:31:51,600 She's been convulsing and puking for, I don't know how long. 1461 01:31:51,633 --> 01:31:53,735 What does it take to get seen? 1462 01:31:53,768 --> 01:31:55,604 It is called a waiting room for a reason. 1463 01:31:55,637 --> 01:31:58,073 - Sometimes you wait. - There's no one else here. 1464 01:31:58,106 --> 01:31:59,641 We take people based on the complaint 1465 01:31:59,674 --> 01:32:01,743 and some thing's demand more immediate attention. 1466 01:32:01,776 --> 01:32:04,179 Thank you for your compassion. 1467 01:32:06,381 --> 01:32:08,416 Do you want to know why she's an addict? 1468 01:32:08,450 --> 01:32:09,751 It's because of you people. 1469 01:32:09,784 --> 01:32:11,319 So don't you sit there 1470 01:32:11,353 --> 01:32:13,455 - and fucking tell me... - Hey, whoa! Whoa! 1471 01:32:14,823 --> 01:32:16,057 Is everything okay? 1472 01:32:19,294 --> 01:32:21,263 - Doctor, please. - Molly Wheeler. 1473 01:32:21,296 --> 01:32:23,465 Oh... Okay, sweetie. 1474 01:32:23,498 --> 01:32:24,733 - The doctor's here. - I got it. 1475 01:32:24,766 --> 01:32:26,301 - He's gonna take good care of you, all right? - Thank you. 1476 01:32:26,334 --> 01:32:28,336 We're gonna take real good care of you. 1477 01:32:28,370 --> 01:32:30,071 MOLLY: Ma. 1478 01:32:30,105 --> 01:32:31,339 - Ma. - I'm here. I'm here, sweetie. 1479 01:32:31,373 --> 01:32:32,541 Mom, don't leave. 1480 01:33:34,903 --> 01:33:36,404 [DOOR OPENS] 1481 01:33:37,906 --> 01:33:39,107 [DOOR CLOSES] 1482 01:33:41,643 --> 01:33:43,178 - MOLLY: Hey. - Hey. 1483 01:33:44,779 --> 01:33:45,847 How are the kids? 1484 01:33:46,781 --> 01:33:48,416 They're good. 1485 01:33:48,450 --> 01:33:50,452 You know, Cory's still got that cold. 1486 01:33:51,419 --> 01:33:52,854 Chloe never got it. 1487 01:33:52,887 --> 01:33:55,657 I don't get it. That kid lives off of junk food. 1488 01:33:55,690 --> 01:33:57,258 And never gets sick. 1489 01:33:57,292 --> 01:33:58,460 [CHUCKLES] 1490 01:33:58,493 --> 01:33:59,861 Kids are indestructible. 1491 01:34:02,731 --> 01:34:04,833 Hey, so, um... 1492 01:34:04,866 --> 01:34:09,204 Sean wants me to come back again on Friday and watch the kids. 1493 01:34:09,237 --> 01:34:11,873 I think it's good, you know, him trusting me more. 1494 01:34:11,906 --> 01:34:13,174 Mm-hm. 1495 01:34:15,577 --> 01:34:18,880 Say, isn't Friday when you need to get your shot? 1496 01:34:18,913 --> 01:34:20,415 Yes, but it's no big deal. 1497 01:34:20,448 --> 01:34:22,751 They said they can see me first thing next week. 1498 01:34:22,784 --> 01:34:24,486 - Are you sure? - Mm-hm. 1499 01:34:24,519 --> 01:34:26,855 - You called them? - Yes. 1500 01:34:26,888 --> 01:34:28,523 Yeah. Monday, three o'clock. 1501 01:34:31,526 --> 01:34:32,560 What? 1502 01:34:33,228 --> 01:34:34,229 Uh... 1503 01:34:35,397 --> 01:34:36,431 Nothing. 1504 01:34:37,232 --> 01:34:38,700 Not a thing. 1505 01:34:38,733 --> 01:34:39,934 You look wonderful. 1506 01:34:51,579 --> 01:34:52,814 [GARAGE DOOR OPENS] 1507 01:36:32,754 --> 01:36:37,754 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull