1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,435 --> 00:00:04,337 MICHAEL: James, are we keeping the glasses on or off? 3 00:00:04,337 --> 00:00:08,341 CAMERAMAN: The only issue is that because they're bifocals 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 5 00:00:08,341 --> 00:00:09,642 there's a line going through his eyes. 6 00:00:09,642 --> 00:00:11,444 MICHAEL: Do you need them on, Justice Thomas? 7 00:00:11,444 --> 00:00:13,146 No. 8 00:00:13,146 --> 00:00:14,714 I wear them, that's my normal-- 9 00:00:14,714 --> 00:00:16,616 I normally have glasses on. 10 00:00:16,616 --> 00:00:19,552 Not on the cover of your book. 11 00:00:19,552 --> 00:00:22,155 CLARENCE: Well, except for the cover of my book I normally wear-- 12 00:00:22,155 --> 00:00:25,158 [laughs] 13 00:00:25,158 --> 00:00:28,128 MICHAEL: Justice Thomas, how did you decide you wanted 14 00:00:28,128 --> 00:00:30,130 to become a lawyer? 15 00:00:30,130 --> 00:00:34,234 You look around society and you see, its laws. 16 00:00:34,234 --> 00:00:36,803 Laws affect everybody. 17 00:00:36,803 --> 00:00:38,505 If you're poor, and you look at people 18 00:00:38,505 --> 00:00:40,140 like my grandfather, 19 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:43,209 I think of when he came home one day, 20 00:00:44,477 --> 00:00:47,480 and he was very upset, 21 00:00:47,480 --> 00:00:49,315 and he was taking a drink. 22 00:00:49,315 --> 00:00:51,818 He never took a drink in the middle of the day. 23 00:00:54,254 --> 00:00:59,259 CLARENCE: Well what had happened was, he was driving the oil truck, 24 00:00:59,259 --> 00:01:01,461 a police officer stops him 25 00:01:01,461 --> 00:01:04,197 for having too many clothes on, 26 00:01:05,298 --> 00:01:07,300 and that's ridiculous. 27 00:01:09,302 --> 00:01:12,372 He has no way of challenging that. 28 00:01:13,840 --> 00:01:17,544 So the law, he ran into the law 29 00:01:17,544 --> 00:01:21,314 and he always was afraid of that. 30 00:01:21,314 --> 00:01:24,150 You couldn't walk across certain parks; 31 00:01:24,150 --> 00:01:26,286 you couldn't go to certain schools; 32 00:01:26,286 --> 00:01:31,091 people's property being taken; people taking advantage of him 33 00:01:31,091 --> 00:01:35,328 because they could say "The law did this" or "Did that." 34 00:01:35,328 --> 00:01:37,730 So I decided I was going to go to law school. 35 00:01:37,730 --> 00:01:44,537 Senator BIDEN: Judge Thomas, do you solemnly swear to tell the truth, 36 00:01:44,537 --> 00:01:48,541 the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help you God? 37 00:01:48,541 --> 00:01:49,676 Judge THOMAS: I do. 38 00:01:49,676 --> 00:01:52,312 Senator BIDEN: Please be seated. 39 00:02:12,332 --> 00:02:15,568 Let me look a little bit from your life and history, 40 00:02:15,568 --> 00:02:20,573 you are somewhat an enigma. 41 00:02:20,573 --> 00:02:24,577 You have gone through many changes in your life. 42 00:02:24,577 --> 00:02:26,746 Which brings us to the question: 43 00:02:26,746 --> 00:02:30,783 what is the real Clarence Thomas like? 44 00:02:30,783 --> 00:02:33,520 Judge THOMAS: The person you see is Clarence Thomas. 45 00:02:33,520 --> 00:02:37,323 I don't know that I would call myself an enigma. 46 00:02:37,323 --> 00:02:44,164 I am just simply different from what people painted me to be. 47 00:02:45,598 --> 00:02:50,336 My earliest memories are those of Pin Point, Georgia, 48 00:02:50,336 --> 00:02:54,941 a life far removed in space and time from this room, 49 00:02:54,941 --> 00:02:58,344 this day and this moment. 50 00:02:58,344 --> 00:03:03,917 ♪ Moon river ♪ 51 00:03:03,917 --> 00:03:08,855 ♪ Wider than a mile ♪ 52 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:13,860 ♪ I'm crossing you in style ♪ 53 00:03:13,860 --> 00:03:16,930 ♪ Someday ♪ 54 00:03:18,798 --> 00:03:19,799 ♪ Oh ♪ 55 00:03:19,799 --> 00:03:21,334 CLARENCE: We were isolated. 56 00:03:21,334 --> 00:03:22,869 It was a community. 57 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:25,905 You could see the river from there. 58 00:03:25,905 --> 00:03:27,774 You hear of the song Moon River, 59 00:03:27,774 --> 00:03:31,211 Johnny Mercer's from Savannah. 60 00:03:31,211 --> 00:03:36,749 ♪ Wherever you're goin', ♪ 61 00:03:36,749 --> 00:03:39,686 ♪ I'm goin' ♪ 62 00:03:39,686 --> 00:03:42,889 CLARENCE: I am descended from the west African slaves 63 00:03:42,889 --> 00:03:45,925 who lived on the Barrier Islands and in the low country 64 00:03:45,925 --> 00:03:49,996 of Georgia, South Carolina and coastal northern Florida. 65 00:03:53,299 --> 00:03:55,835 In Georgia my people were called Geechees, 66 00:03:55,835 --> 00:03:58,438 in South Carolina, Gullahs. 67 00:04:00,707 --> 00:04:04,877 It was just a distinctive culture, it was West African. 68 00:04:04,877 --> 00:04:07,947 It had a mixture of English, and other words, 69 00:04:07,947 --> 00:04:10,583 with kind of a diction that was somewhat 70 00:04:10,583 --> 00:04:12,418 difficult to understand. 71 00:04:12,418 --> 00:04:15,421 (Geechee music) 72 00:04:15,421 --> 00:04:23,429 (♪) 73 00:04:27,767 --> 00:04:29,636 I know when I first went down to Pin Point I said 74 00:04:29,636 --> 00:04:35,708 "Clarence, I can't understand a word that they just said" 75 00:04:35,708 --> 00:04:37,877 because they talk in a dialect. 76 00:04:37,877 --> 00:04:41,514 So I just try to listen and smile. 77 00:04:46,619 --> 00:04:51,691 CLARENCE: I was born at home, right on Shipyard Creek in 1948. 78 00:04:51,691 --> 00:04:56,863 My mother always I was too stubborn to cry, and I guess 79 00:04:56,863 --> 00:05:02,568 that was a sort of indication of the kind of person I would be. 80 00:05:02,568 --> 00:05:04,771 A middle child. 81 00:05:04,771 --> 00:05:09,042 My mother had all of us, we think, before she was 20. 82 00:05:09,042 --> 00:05:14,814 And then she and my father separated when I was a toddler. 83 00:05:14,814 --> 00:05:17,684 So I would have no early memories of him. 84 00:05:17,684 --> 00:05:22,021 I have memories of other family members, but he wasn't there. 85 00:05:22,021 --> 00:05:24,524 He wasn't among the family members. 86 00:05:26,893 --> 00:05:36,969 [♪] 87 00:05:38,471 --> 00:05:40,606 CLARENCE: Many of the men raked oysters 88 00:05:40,606 --> 00:05:43,076 during the winter, and caught crabs, 89 00:05:43,076 --> 00:05:46,713 and fish in the spring and summer. 90 00:05:46,713 --> 00:05:49,515 Their boats, which were called bateaus, 91 00:05:49,515 --> 00:05:52,952 could be heard far away in the marshes. 92 00:05:52,952 --> 00:05:55,521 They would slowly emerge from the labyrinths 93 00:05:55,521 --> 00:05:59,425 of surrounding creeks and pull up to the dock 94 00:05:59,425 --> 00:06:01,928 where the day's haul was unloaded. 95 00:06:07,066 --> 00:06:11,437 The women picked crab; people like my mother, and my relatives 96 00:06:11,437 --> 00:06:14,440 did that at the crab factory. 97 00:06:14,440 --> 00:06:19,912 And they also shucked oysters-- all of which is hard work. 98 00:06:19,912 --> 00:06:23,082 Well, when they were gone, we were on our own. 99 00:06:29,455 --> 00:06:32,392 We were off on our adventures. 100 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:39,832 [♪] 101 00:06:39,832 --> 00:06:42,668 We would catch minnows in the creek. 102 00:06:42,668 --> 00:06:45,104 We would walk along the water's edge, 103 00:06:45,104 --> 00:06:47,173 throwing oyster shells. 104 00:06:50,510 --> 00:06:53,679 Most people didn't have store-bought toys. 105 00:06:53,679 --> 00:06:56,783 So, you had lots of old tires that had gone bad. 106 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:04,524 If you go back to the movie, To Kill a Mockingbird-- 107 00:07:04,524 --> 00:07:05,625 JEM FINCH: You Ready? 108 00:07:05,625 --> 00:07:06,759 SCOUT FINCH: Uh-huh, let her go. 109 00:07:06,759 --> 00:07:08,728 CLARENCE: Scout, the young girl, 110 00:07:08,728 --> 00:07:14,200 when she is pushed into Boo Radley's yard, she's in a tire. 111 00:07:17,570 --> 00:07:21,174 I have no idea how kids today can have any idea 112 00:07:21,174 --> 00:07:24,777 what they were doing with her inside a tire. 113 00:07:24,777 --> 00:07:26,679 We always did that. 114 00:07:26,679 --> 00:07:31,217 I remember years later reading Huck Finn, and Tom Sawyer, 115 00:07:31,217 --> 00:07:32,985 and wondering what the fuss was about. 116 00:07:32,985 --> 00:07:34,921 We had done a lot of those things. 117 00:07:38,057 --> 00:07:42,128 One day I came home someone said there had been a fire. 118 00:07:45,064 --> 00:07:47,600 And we get there, and this little shack that we had 119 00:07:47,600 --> 00:07:50,903 all been living in was just ashes and twisted tin. 120 00:07:54,740 --> 00:07:59,979 Everything that you ever knew in life is just there, 121 00:07:59,979 --> 00:08:01,681 I mean it's smoldering. 122 00:08:01,681 --> 00:08:11,757 [♪] 123 00:08:23,135 --> 00:08:28,941 CLARENCE: When I was a boy Savannah was hell. 124 00:08:28,941 --> 00:08:33,579 My mother lived in one room in an old tenement 125 00:08:33,579 --> 00:08:36,816 with an outdoor bathroom. 126 00:08:36,816 --> 00:08:41,888 That is the worst place I've ever lived. 127 00:08:41,888 --> 00:08:46,192 And so, you had the contrast between rural poverty, 128 00:08:46,192 --> 00:08:51,264 which is what we had in Pin Point, which was very livable. 129 00:08:53,866 --> 00:08:58,971 And then you had urban squalor, and that was horrible. 130 00:09:02,041 --> 00:09:05,177 Whenever you flushed the toilet, or someone else flushed, 131 00:09:05,177 --> 00:09:08,948 it didn't actually go in the sewer system. 132 00:09:08,948 --> 00:09:14,086 It went in somebody else's yard. 133 00:09:14,086 --> 00:09:17,123 My all encompassing word is gross, 134 00:09:17,123 --> 00:09:18,858 I mean it was putrid. 135 00:09:18,858 --> 00:09:21,594 It was the smell of raw sewage. 136 00:09:21,594 --> 00:09:23,696 There were these boards, people would make these sort of 137 00:09:23,696 --> 00:09:27,233 makeshift paths to get across the just, 138 00:09:27,233 --> 00:09:31,137 the gross wetness in the back yard. 139 00:09:36,042 --> 00:09:39,145 Savannah is still a segregated city. 140 00:09:39,145 --> 00:09:49,221 [♪] 141 00:09:53,993 --> 00:09:59,665 One of the major parks downtown is a rectangle, Forsyth Park. 142 00:09:59,665 --> 00:10:05,905 You were never allowed to walk to the interior of that park. 143 00:10:05,905 --> 00:10:10,076 That's how I figured out the word "circumnavigate." 144 00:10:10,076 --> 00:10:11,677 You would walk around. 145 00:10:11,677 --> 00:10:14,747 You could not go across the park. 146 00:10:15,681 --> 00:10:21,988 [♪] 147 00:10:21,988 --> 00:10:24,857 I was supposed to go to school in the afternoons 148 00:10:24,857 --> 00:10:27,293 and my mother wasn't there to make me go, 149 00:10:27,293 --> 00:10:29,862 because she had to go to work, so I wandered 150 00:10:29,862 --> 00:10:31,063 the streets by myself. 151 00:10:31,063 --> 00:10:32,999 I was six. 152 00:10:32,999 --> 00:10:40,006 [♪] 153 00:10:40,006 --> 00:10:43,175 You were hungry, and didn't know when you'd eat, and cold, 154 00:10:43,175 --> 00:10:45,244 and didn't know when you'd be warm again. 155 00:10:47,413 --> 00:10:51,117 My mother had difficulty with two little boys 156 00:10:51,117 --> 00:10:53,285 and working as a maid. 157 00:10:53,285 --> 00:10:57,323 So she asked my grandparents for help. 158 00:10:57,323 --> 00:11:03,029 And my grandmother suggested that she let-- 159 00:11:03,029 --> 00:11:06,198 her raise these two boys. 160 00:11:06,198 --> 00:11:09,335 And one day, one Saturday morning we w--, we woke up, 161 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:13,105 and my mother said "Put all your things in the grocery bag." 162 00:11:13,105 --> 00:11:16,275 And remember the paper grocery bags in those days, 163 00:11:16,275 --> 00:11:19,779 and my brother took one, and neither one was full. 164 00:11:19,779 --> 00:11:22,281 But we, all of our items, just imagine everything you have 165 00:11:22,281 --> 00:11:24,717 in less than a paper bag. 166 00:11:27,853 --> 00:11:29,922 So, we took our grocery bag each, 167 00:11:29,922 --> 00:11:33,926 and walked the couple of blocks from Henry Lane, 168 00:11:33,926 --> 00:11:35,861 to East Thirty-Second Street. 169 00:11:35,861 --> 00:11:42,101 [♪] 170 00:11:45,938 --> 00:11:50,209 That was the longest, and most significant journey 171 00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:54,213 I ever made, because it changed my entire life. 172 00:11:54,213 --> 00:12:04,223 [♪] 173 00:12:04,223 --> 00:12:07,927 My grandfather was this myth. 174 00:12:07,927 --> 00:12:11,330 He was very stern. 175 00:12:11,330 --> 00:12:14,233 And he sat us there at the kitchen table, 176 00:12:14,233 --> 00:12:18,871 and he said "Boys, the damn vacation is over." 177 00:12:18,871 --> 00:12:20,806 And he said from then on it was going to be 178 00:12:20,806 --> 00:12:24,443 "Rules and regulations" and "Manners and behavior." 179 00:12:24,443 --> 00:12:27,913 Oh my goodness, and he meant it, and he just explained what 180 00:12:27,913 --> 00:12:32,184 the rules were: my grandmother was always right, 181 00:12:32,184 --> 00:12:37,156 that he was in charge. 182 00:12:37,156 --> 00:12:40,526 He made it very clear that it was by grace that we were there 183 00:12:40,526 --> 00:12:43,395 - his grace. 184 00:12:43,395 --> 00:12:49,101 And the door in 1955 when we went to live with him 185 00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:56,342 was swinging open, inward, and if we didn't behave ourselves 186 00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:58,344 there'd be a day when it would swing outward 187 00:12:58,344 --> 00:13:01,180 and we'd be asked to leave. 188 00:13:03,149 --> 00:13:07,386 They lived in this new house, and it was beautiful. 189 00:13:07,386 --> 00:13:11,457 For us, it could have been a palace. 190 00:13:11,457 --> 00:13:15,327 We had never been in a house with a bathtub, 191 00:13:15,327 --> 00:13:18,464 beautiful white porcelain toilet. 192 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:21,801 My brother and I, one of our activities was to flush 193 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:25,304 that toilet every time we had a chance. 194 00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:27,873 I mean we would walk by and flush the toilet. 195 00:13:27,873 --> 00:13:35,147 And my grandfather said, he would chastise us and said you, 196 00:13:35,147 --> 00:13:39,351 as he would say "You're runnin' up my damn water bill." 197 00:13:39,351 --> 00:13:43,022 Beautiful, as we used to say back then, modern kitchen 198 00:13:43,022 --> 00:13:49,461 with a refrigerator, etc. and lots of food. 199 00:13:49,461 --> 00:13:53,532 And my grandmother would just lavish you with those things. 200 00:13:57,169 --> 00:14:00,139 My grandmother was as sweet as she could be 201 00:14:00,139 --> 00:14:02,274 she would always be saintly. 202 00:14:05,277 --> 00:14:08,147 By the time we went to live with my grandfather 203 00:14:08,147 --> 00:14:10,516 he was delivering fuel oil. 204 00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:14,486 The rule was: we got out of school at 2:30; 205 00:14:14,486 --> 00:14:17,523 you had to be home, dressed, and ready to be 206 00:14:17,523 --> 00:14:20,292 on the oil truck by 3:00. 207 00:14:20,292 --> 00:14:30,369 [♪] 208 00:14:36,609 --> 00:14:40,946 When you rode with him, he was the professor. 209 00:14:40,946 --> 00:14:43,415 You could not initiate a conversation, 210 00:14:43,415 --> 00:14:47,253 so you were constantly getting this one-way input. 211 00:14:49,488 --> 00:14:55,394 He thought that we were destined to have to work for everything 212 00:14:55,394 --> 00:14:59,298 because of what happened in the Garden of Eden, 213 00:14:59,298 --> 00:15:02,368 and because of our fallen nature; we would have to earn 214 00:15:02,368 --> 00:15:04,670 everything by the sweat of our brow 215 00:15:04,670 --> 00:15:06,472 - that was biblical. 216 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:10,042 And we would have to work from sun to sun-- biblical. 217 00:15:10,042 --> 00:15:14,213 The philosophy of life that he had came from biblical sources. 218 00:15:20,052 --> 00:15:24,156 On Christmas Day 1957, we went to the place where 219 00:15:24,156 --> 00:15:28,160 he had grown up, which we called the farm. 220 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:34,366 [♪] 221 00:15:38,237 --> 00:15:44,109 The 60 acres had been passed down undivided from generation to 222 00:15:44,109 --> 00:15:49,248 generation as was customary with land owned by Southern blacks. 223 00:15:49,248 --> 00:15:57,389 [♪] 224 00:15:57,389 --> 00:16:00,459 And every summer after that we farmed. 225 00:16:03,529 --> 00:16:09,535 He thought that we needed to be kept busy during the summer. 226 00:16:09,535 --> 00:16:13,439 And he didn't want us around our no good friends in the city, 227 00:16:13,439 --> 00:16:15,174 and "That riff raff." 228 00:16:17,309 --> 00:16:21,180 He said idle hands were the devil's workshop. 229 00:16:25,451 --> 00:16:27,453 Your time is dominated by labor 230 00:16:32,524 --> 00:16:35,594 and there's a lot of it, from sun to sun. 231 00:16:39,431 --> 00:16:42,634 He started plowing with Cousin Jack's horse, Lizzie, 232 00:16:42,634 --> 00:16:47,006 which was a very spirited animal, 233 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:50,042 and we would go running behind them. 234 00:16:51,777 --> 00:16:55,047 We cut down trees, and he would always do it manually, 235 00:16:55,047 --> 00:16:59,418 you didn't use a chainsaw, you used a cross-cut saw. 236 00:16:59,418 --> 00:17:04,623 It seems like everything was made to be doubly hard. 237 00:17:04,623 --> 00:17:07,693 You're a little kid you say you can't do it. 238 00:17:07,693 --> 00:17:09,294 And he would just say over and 239 00:17:09,294 --> 00:17:13,298 "Old man can't is dead, I helped bury him". 240 00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:16,502 CLARENCE: You're building a fence line. 241 00:17:16,502 --> 00:17:20,606 You had to learn how to stretch barbed wire. 242 00:17:20,606 --> 00:17:26,512 If you did something stupid he would say to you "You know what? 243 00:17:26,512 --> 00:17:33,452 If I could cultivate your head down to the size of your brain, 244 00:17:33,452 --> 00:17:38,290 a peanut hull would make you a sun hat." 245 00:17:38,290 --> 00:17:40,759 Now that's not exactly a compliment. 246 00:17:40,759 --> 00:17:43,729 CLARENCE: You had to learn how to gut fish. 247 00:17:43,729 --> 00:17:48,333 You don't want to be there and up to your eyebrow in scales 248 00:17:48,333 --> 00:17:50,803 and fish guts, and the smell. 249 00:17:50,803 --> 00:17:54,773 And then the accompaniments: the flies, the gnats, 250 00:17:54,773 --> 00:17:57,709 the mosquitos etc. 251 00:17:57,709 --> 00:17:59,278 And you'd say would you want to give up. 252 00:17:59,278 --> 00:18:02,781 And he said, "You can give out but you can't give up." 253 00:18:02,781 --> 00:18:06,218 My grandmother would say like "You should give them 254 00:18:06,218 --> 00:18:07,686 a compliment or do this." 255 00:18:07,686 --> 00:18:10,756 And he said "No, that's their job to do it right." 256 00:18:14,493 --> 00:18:17,729 The family farm and our unheated oil truck 257 00:18:17,729 --> 00:18:22,201 became my most important classrooms, 258 00:18:22,201 --> 00:18:26,405 the schools in which my grandfather passed on the wisdom 259 00:18:26,405 --> 00:18:30,275 he had acquired as an ill-educated modestly successful 260 00:18:30,275 --> 00:18:33,345 black man in the deep south. 261 00:18:36,748 --> 00:18:43,856 My grandfather understood that education was the key because 262 00:18:43,856 --> 00:18:46,825 he didn't have it, and that's what held him back. 263 00:18:46,825 --> 00:18:51,296 And he said that he went to third grade but school 264 00:18:51,296 --> 00:18:55,601 was three months out of the year because you had to work. 265 00:18:55,601 --> 00:18:57,469 MICHAEL: Could he read the Bible? 266 00:18:57,469 --> 00:19:00,873 He could he could make out certain words in the Bible. 267 00:19:00,873 --> 00:19:05,544 When he got a portion of it, like most of the, 268 00:19:05,544 --> 00:19:08,714 of the people I knew, most were uneducated, 269 00:19:08,714 --> 00:19:11,250 and most were functionally illiterate, 270 00:19:11,250 --> 00:19:13,785 and many were totally illiterate. 271 00:19:13,785 --> 00:19:17,723 They would get a part of the Bible that they would memorize 272 00:19:17,723 --> 00:19:22,394 or that they knew the story and that would become apart 273 00:19:22,394 --> 00:19:24,363 of their lexicon. 274 00:19:26,865 --> 00:19:29,301 CLARENCE: He had gone his own way and converted 275 00:19:29,301 --> 00:19:32,371 to Roman Catholicism in 1949. 276 00:19:36,575 --> 00:19:39,211 It followed that Catholic schools had to be 277 00:19:39,211 --> 00:19:44,716 better than public schools so he sent my brother and me to one. 278 00:19:48,253 --> 00:19:50,289 Remember now I am seven years old. 279 00:19:50,289 --> 00:19:55,427 My brother is six and he says to us "You are going to go 280 00:19:55,427 --> 00:20:00,199 to school every day, and if you are sick, 281 00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:03,969 you are still going, and if you die, you will go. 282 00:20:03,969 --> 00:20:06,805 I will take your body for three days and make sure 283 00:20:06,805 --> 00:20:09,608 you're not faking", and he meant it. 284 00:20:09,608 --> 00:20:12,978 The thing about it is, it's one thing if somebody says it, 285 00:20:12,978 --> 00:20:16,248 and you think they're exaggerating. 286 00:20:16,248 --> 00:20:17,916 He wasn't that kind of guy. 287 00:20:17,916 --> 00:20:25,390 [♪] 288 00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:27,793 CLARENCE: The Catholic schools were very orderly. 289 00:20:27,793 --> 00:20:29,962 My brother used to say "When you walked in there 290 00:20:29,962 --> 00:20:32,531 you could hear a gnat tiptoeing across cotton." 291 00:20:32,531 --> 00:20:39,371 [♪] 292 00:20:39,371 --> 00:20:41,473 It was segregated. 293 00:20:41,473 --> 00:20:45,010 The nuns didn't much appreciate the fact that blacks 294 00:20:45,010 --> 00:20:47,980 were treated that way. 295 00:20:47,980 --> 00:20:51,683 They were mostly Irish nuns, and they were outspoken too. 296 00:20:51,683 --> 00:20:53,452 Oh God, I love it. 297 00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:56,421 They were on our side from day one. 298 00:20:56,421 --> 00:21:06,498 [♪] 299 00:21:09,034 --> 00:21:11,270 You knew they loved you. 300 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:12,838 And when somebody, when you think somebody loves you 301 00:21:12,838 --> 00:21:16,708 and deeply cares about your interests, somehow, 302 00:21:16,708 --> 00:21:20,746 they can get you to do hard things. 303 00:21:20,746 --> 00:21:24,049 Sister Mary Virgilius, my eighth-grade teacher, 304 00:21:24,049 --> 00:21:27,819 when she saw my entrance exam scores to high school, 305 00:21:27,819 --> 00:21:34,326 she looks me in the eye in 1962 and says "You lazy thing you." 306 00:21:34,326 --> 00:21:36,295 In other words, I was underachieving. 307 00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:40,032 It was actually accurate, and I've never forgotten it. 308 00:21:44,770 --> 00:21:49,641 most dependable altar boys, I had also been thinking about 309 00:21:49,641 --> 00:21:52,611 the possibility of becoming a priest. 310 00:21:54,946 --> 00:21:58,417 A few months shy of my 16th birthday I decided 311 00:21:58,417 --> 00:22:01,320 I wanted to enter St. John Vianney, 312 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:06,391 the diocesan minor seminary, to prepare for the priesthood. 313 00:22:09,895 --> 00:22:13,665 So, I told my grandfather who wasn't initially 314 00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:18,737 all that excited, because it was expensive, 315 00:22:18,737 --> 00:22:22,574 and I remember when he took me to the front porch, 316 00:22:22,574 --> 00:22:26,078 to have a talk, 317 00:22:26,078 --> 00:22:28,880 and I told him that I thought I had a vocation, 318 00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:30,649 and it would be great. 319 00:22:30,649 --> 00:22:33,085 And he said, "Well, if you go you know you can't quit." 320 00:22:33,085 --> 00:22:43,362 [♪] 321 00:22:45,430 --> 00:22:49,401 I showed up one Sunday evening with my grandfather. 322 00:22:49,401 --> 00:22:54,406 He drove me there and he dropped me off, and then he left. 323 00:22:54,406 --> 00:22:57,642 And so I'm there by myself, and I look around- 324 00:23:00,445 --> 00:23:05,650 I'm the new kid, so I'm the outsider, and I'm black. 325 00:23:05,650 --> 00:23:07,386 So, obviously I didn't fit right in. 326 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:11,390 So, I was like "What the heck?" 327 00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:17,162 MICHAEL: Did you have kind of a fear of failure, in the early days? 328 00:23:17,162 --> 00:23:20,832 It's a new world in every way. 329 00:23:20,832 --> 00:23:23,635 It's a foreign world. 330 00:23:23,635 --> 00:23:27,706 And the work level, the work is much more demanding. 331 00:23:27,706 --> 00:23:32,677 So obviously that would create the sense in you 332 00:23:32,677 --> 00:23:38,917 that I may not be able to, to live up to the expectation. 333 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:46,925 [♪] 334 00:23:46,925 --> 00:23:51,930 Father Coleman said to me that I would not be considered 335 00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:55,934 the equal of whites if I didn't learn 336 00:23:55,934 --> 00:23:59,571 how to speak standard English. 337 00:23:59,571 --> 00:24:05,544 As much as it hurt, there was some truth to it. 338 00:24:05,544 --> 00:24:10,048 I'm some place between my dialect, 339 00:24:10,048 --> 00:24:13,685 and quote unquote talking "Southern." 340 00:24:13,685 --> 00:24:18,690 But certainly nothing close to standard English. 341 00:24:18,690 --> 00:24:24,095 But internally, I vowed to learn English, 342 00:24:24,095 --> 00:24:29,000 and that no one would be able to ever say that about me. 343 00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:39,244 CLARENCE: We were doing Robert Frost and we came across this poem: 344 00:24:39,244 --> 00:24:42,781 "Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one 345 00:24:42,781 --> 00:24:46,785 less traveled by, and that has made all the difference." 346 00:24:46,785 --> 00:24:56,862 [♪] 347 00:25:01,233 --> 00:25:06,671 And what I was thinking was; someplace in my life 348 00:25:06,671 --> 00:25:10,976 the roads had split off, I was no longer in the world 349 00:25:10,976 --> 00:25:12,978 that was my comfort zone. 350 00:25:12,978 --> 00:25:23,054 [♪] 351 00:25:23,054 --> 00:25:27,993 I had gone to the seminary, I had gone to all-white schools 352 00:25:27,993 --> 00:25:30,529 and then it's made all the difference. 353 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:32,063 What was that difference? 354 00:25:32,063 --> 00:25:33,732 That, I didn't know. 355 00:25:35,133 --> 00:25:37,202 I was never going to be a part of that world; 356 00:25:37,202 --> 00:25:39,604 I was never going to be white. 357 00:25:39,604 --> 00:25:41,740 The problem is I could never go back completely 358 00:25:41,740 --> 00:25:43,675 to the world I came from. 359 00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:02,894 I loved the contemplative life. 360 00:26:02,894 --> 00:26:07,299 I loved Lauds, which was the morning prayers, 361 00:26:07,299 --> 00:26:09,801 vespers, evening prayers. 362 00:26:09,801 --> 00:26:12,137 I loved the Gregorian chant. 363 00:26:21,713 --> 00:26:24,215 Academically, I did very well. 364 00:26:29,154 --> 00:26:32,757 MICHAEL: So what was the caption alongside your photo? 365 00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:37,762 CLARENCE: I think it's "Blew that test, only a 98." 366 00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:41,166 Here was my thinking, you assume you're going to be 367 00:26:41,166 --> 00:26:43,969 discriminated against, 368 00:26:43,969 --> 00:26:46,705 or at the very least you're not going to 369 00:26:46,705 --> 00:26:49,841 be treated the same way as whites. 370 00:26:49,841 --> 00:26:55,213 So, I can't get a 98. 371 00:26:55,213 --> 00:26:57,649 And if I'm going to force someone to have to 372 00:26:57,649 --> 00:27:02,988 discriminate against me, then I have to have a hundred. 373 00:27:02,988 --> 00:27:06,291 In other words, leave them nothing but race, 374 00:27:06,291 --> 00:27:12,897 to force them. It's sort of like, checkmate. 375 00:27:12,897 --> 00:27:14,132 OK? 376 00:27:18,737 --> 00:27:20,639 In those days the Catholic church 377 00:27:20,639 --> 00:27:23,775 had little to say about racism. 378 00:27:23,775 --> 00:27:26,878 It seemed self-evident that the treatment of blacks 379 00:27:26,878 --> 00:27:31,916 in America cried out for the unequivocal condemnation 380 00:27:31,916 --> 00:27:34,252 of a righteous institution. 381 00:27:34,252 --> 00:27:38,890 MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR: Well, there may be some tear gassing ahead. 382 00:27:38,890 --> 00:27:42,360 I say to you this afternoon that I would rather die on the 383 00:27:42,360 --> 00:27:46,197 highways of Alabama than make a butchery of my conscience. 384 00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:54,072 POLICE: See that they turn around and disperse. 385 00:28:05,784 --> 00:28:09,020 CLARENCE: Yet, the church remained silent 386 00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:14,759 and its silence haunted me. 387 00:28:14,759 --> 00:28:16,761 I prayed for guidance in the presence 388 00:28:16,761 --> 00:28:18,763 of the Blessed Sacrament 389 00:28:18,763 --> 00:28:20,131 but instead of comfort I found 390 00:28:20,131 --> 00:28:22,333 only sorrow and confusion. 391 00:28:28,073 --> 00:28:30,942 One day we were sitting in class, I don't know, 392 00:28:30,942 --> 00:28:35,880 maybe history class, or something. 393 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:41,319 People pass notes from time to time, so I get a note; 394 00:28:41,319 --> 00:28:46,725 the note said "I like Martin Luther King", 395 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:48,226 and then you open up, it's a small note, 396 00:28:48,226 --> 00:28:53,031 you open up the inside, and it just had the word, dead. 397 00:28:53,031 --> 00:28:58,036 You have a range of emotions: disappointment, anger. 398 00:28:58,036 --> 00:28:59,304 You want to lash out. 399 00:28:59,304 --> 00:29:00,772 You want to yell. 400 00:29:03,441 --> 00:29:06,978 In the spring, when I was walking back into the hall. 401 00:29:06,978 --> 00:29:09,914 Someone was down watching TV, and he yelled out 402 00:29:09,914 --> 00:29:13,351 from the basement as I was walking in the dorm. 403 00:29:13,351 --> 00:29:17,188 He said "Martin Luther King has just been shot." 404 00:29:17,188 --> 00:29:20,859 NEWSCASTER: Dr. King was standing on the balcony of a second-floor 405 00:29:20,859 --> 00:29:22,927 hotel room tonight when, 406 00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:25,897 according to a companion, a shot was fired from 407 00:29:25,897 --> 00:29:27,899 across the street. 408 00:29:27,899 --> 00:29:33,204 CLARENCE: And the seminarian in front of me said "That's good. 409 00:29:33,204 --> 00:29:35,240 I hope the son of a bitch dies." 410 00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:37,242 And that was pretty much the end of me. 411 00:29:37,242 --> 00:29:38,910 That was it. 412 00:29:38,910 --> 00:29:42,413 Because that was the opposite of what I thought you said 413 00:29:42,413 --> 00:29:45,884 about a man of God and what a seminarian, 414 00:29:45,884 --> 00:29:47,552 or the church, should do. 415 00:29:47,552 --> 00:29:52,557 To the extent that I had any ambivalence, it ended that day. 416 00:29:52,557 --> 00:29:55,960 The priesthood had been my only goal, and when that went away 417 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:59,364 it was like I was in a free fall. 418 00:29:59,364 --> 00:30:05,370 So anyway I, I go home, and now I face my grandfather. 419 00:30:05,370 --> 00:30:09,841 GINNI THOMAS: As Clarence tells me about going to his grandfather to tell him 420 00:30:09,841 --> 00:30:14,946 he was quitting the seminary it probably was the hardest point 421 00:30:14,946 --> 00:30:20,285 of his life, to tell that man that he was disappointing him. 422 00:30:24,522 --> 00:30:26,558 And I'd like to say, "It was facing the music", 423 00:30:26,558 --> 00:30:28,126 but it wasn't music. 424 00:30:28,126 --> 00:30:34,933 It was a stony silence almost, and it was a coldness. 425 00:30:34,933 --> 00:30:39,103 So he took me to the living room, 426 00:30:39,103 --> 00:30:43,007 and he said that, as he had promised when we came to live 427 00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:47,278 in '55, 1955, the door opened inward then, 428 00:30:47,278 --> 00:30:49,347 now it was opening outward. 429 00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:51,583 And I was to leave his house if I was, 430 00:30:51,583 --> 00:30:57,355 since I had made decisions of a man, I should live like one. 431 00:30:57,355 --> 00:31:03,094 And he said, I will never forget, "To-day, this day." 432 00:31:03,094 --> 00:31:04,562 I think I was fumbling around, I said 433 00:31:04,562 --> 00:31:06,231 "Well, are you still going to help me with college?" 434 00:31:06,231 --> 00:31:09,601 He said "No. You're a man. You figure it out." 435 00:31:14,272 --> 00:31:18,543 CLARENCE: Where could I go? What would I do? 436 00:31:18,543 --> 00:31:23,147 First the seminary, then the country, 437 00:31:23,147 --> 00:31:27,151 now the only real home I'd ever known. 438 00:31:27,151 --> 00:31:29,153 All were crashing around me. 439 00:31:29,153 --> 00:31:39,230 [♪] 440 00:31:43,568 --> 00:31:47,238 My mother had an extra room in her apartment, 441 00:31:47,238 --> 00:31:50,341 so I went over there. 442 00:31:50,341 --> 00:31:53,077 MICHAEL: I think you've said it felt like you were reversing 443 00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:54,913 your first walk to your grandfather's. 444 00:31:54,913 --> 00:32:00,318 Yeah, I was going from 1955, I had come to 445 00:32:00,318 --> 00:32:03,554 this wonderful place that was a sanctuary, 446 00:32:03,554 --> 00:32:06,991 and now I was going back to live with my mother 447 00:32:06,991 --> 00:32:08,526 in her apartment. 448 00:32:08,526 --> 00:32:13,097 NEWSCASTER 1: Washington, Chicago, Boston, New York, these are 449 00:32:13,097 --> 00:32:16,000 just a few of the cities in which the negro anguish 450 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:20,638 over Dr. King's murder expressed itself in violent destruction. 451 00:32:20,638 --> 00:32:24,943 CLARENCE: Summer of '68 was when you had a lot of the riots, 452 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:27,378 I mean I thought everything was coming apart 453 00:32:27,378 --> 00:32:30,315 NEWSCASTER 2: Some buildings were put to the torch while the looters 454 00:32:30,315 --> 00:32:34,319 stripped block after block of stores along 7th Street. 455 00:32:34,319 --> 00:32:38,723 CLARENCE: I was getting ready for work and I was listening to the radio 456 00:32:38,723 --> 00:32:40,291 while I did that. 457 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:43,461 NEWSCASTER: Oh my God. Senator Kennedy has been shot. 458 00:32:48,032 --> 00:32:50,535 CLARENCE: And they announced that he had been assassinated. 459 00:32:50,535 --> 00:32:56,441 Well I mean, I dropped to my knees, I said "it's over." 460 00:32:56,441 --> 00:32:58,276 Bad things were happening. 461 00:32:58,276 --> 00:33:00,511 My grandfather had kicked me out. 462 00:33:00,511 --> 00:33:04,515 I remember sitting there, "Kennedy, King, Kennedy." 463 00:33:04,515 --> 00:33:07,051 "KKK" I remember writing it. 464 00:33:07,051 --> 00:33:08,519 Oh my God, there it is! 465 00:33:08,519 --> 00:33:10,688 'KKK'you know. 466 00:33:10,688 --> 00:33:15,393 And it was, it was, that was probably the last straw. 467 00:33:15,393 --> 00:33:18,429 I mean, I didn't need a last straw but that was it. 468 00:33:18,429 --> 00:33:20,999 That was the nail in the coffin for me. 469 00:33:26,170 --> 00:33:31,509 And for the first time in my life racism and race 470 00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:33,011 explained everything. 471 00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:37,715 It became, sort of, the substitute religion; 472 00:33:37,715 --> 00:33:41,352 I shoved aside Catholicism and now it was this, 473 00:33:41,352 --> 00:33:43,354 it was all about race. 474 00:33:43,354 --> 00:33:52,063 [♪] 475 00:33:52,063 --> 00:33:55,633 Every southern black had known such moments and felt the rage 476 00:33:55,633 --> 00:33:58,669 that threatened to burn through the mask of meekness 477 00:33:58,669 --> 00:34:04,809 and submission behind which we hid our true feelings. 478 00:34:04,809 --> 00:34:06,411 I'm angry with my grandfather. 479 00:34:06,411 --> 00:34:09,347 I'm angry with the church. 480 00:34:09,347 --> 00:34:10,515 If it's a warm day, I'm angry. 481 00:34:10,515 --> 00:34:12,316 If it's a cold day, I'm angry. 482 00:34:12,316 --> 00:34:17,088 I'm sort of flying, lashing out at every single thing. 483 00:34:17,088 --> 00:34:20,191 Nothing is right. 484 00:34:20,191 --> 00:34:22,226 I'm staying in a room with a mynah bird, 485 00:34:22,226 --> 00:34:25,663 with my mother, with her two big dogs. 486 00:34:25,663 --> 00:34:29,534 But the one out, that I do have, 487 00:34:29,534 --> 00:34:33,304 is that I was accepted to Holy Cross. 488 00:34:33,304 --> 00:34:37,642 I've got one door is open, only one, and that was Holy Cross. 489 00:34:53,391 --> 00:34:57,862 GINNI THOMAS: When he left the seminary and found his way to Holy Cross, 490 00:34:57,862 --> 00:35:05,837 he was entering society that was in turmoil, 491 00:35:05,837 --> 00:35:09,774 and he found his way to other blacks at Holy Cross 492 00:35:09,774 --> 00:35:13,277 who were very radical and Marxist. 493 00:35:13,277 --> 00:35:20,218 [♪] 494 00:35:20,218 --> 00:35:22,787 We're supposed to be revolutionaries. 495 00:35:22,787 --> 00:35:27,592 So you go to the local army navy store in Worcester, 496 00:35:27,592 --> 00:35:32,296 and you get army fatigues, and boots. 497 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:34,332 Why that was the dress is beyond me, 498 00:35:34,332 --> 00:35:38,202 but that's the way we dressed. 499 00:35:38,202 --> 00:35:41,906 I wore carpenter's pants, and bib overalls. 500 00:35:47,378 --> 00:35:49,280 STOKELY CARMICHAEL: We are going to shoot the cops who are shooting 501 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,517 our black brothers in the back in this country! 502 00:35:56,521 --> 00:35:59,390 We were for anybody who was kind of, in your face. 503 00:35:59,390 --> 00:36:03,361 It could be Stokely Carmichael, it could be H. Rap Brown. 504 00:36:03,361 --> 00:36:06,364 H RAP BROWN: The brothers in here maintain that they will stay here until 505 00:36:06,364 --> 00:36:09,934 the university is willing to talk on their terms. 506 00:36:09,934 --> 00:36:13,871 It could be Angela Davis, it could be Huey Newton. 507 00:36:13,871 --> 00:36:17,942 So the more radical tended to be the people we gravitated toward. 508 00:36:21,546 --> 00:36:26,651 Art Martin decided to start a black student union, and he had 509 00:36:26,651 --> 00:36:31,389 some ideas, but I could type. I said "I'll type it up." 510 00:36:31,389 --> 00:36:35,226 I had my trusty Smith-Corona typewriter 511 00:36:35,226 --> 00:36:36,594 with automatic return. 512 00:36:36,594 --> 00:36:37,795 I said "What do you want in it?" 513 00:36:37,795 --> 00:36:40,731 He said "anything you put in it." 514 00:36:40,731 --> 00:36:44,235 So I typed it up and that became the Black Student Union. 515 00:36:46,304 --> 00:36:50,908 MICHAEL: When did you first meet Kathy Ambush, and what was she like? 516 00:36:50,908 --> 00:36:55,713 CLARENCE: I met her in my sophomore year. 517 00:36:55,713 --> 00:36:58,783 Our politics overlapped, our politics tended to be 518 00:36:58,783 --> 00:37:01,819 more radical, to the left. 519 00:37:01,819 --> 00:37:04,889 We started dating, and would date throughout my time 520 00:37:04,889 --> 00:37:06,324 at Holy Cross. 521 00:37:09,794 --> 00:37:14,498 When I would go back home, the exchanges with my grand father 522 00:37:14,498 --> 00:37:18,769 were really horrible. 523 00:37:18,769 --> 00:37:21,806 Because I'd talk about the revolution, and I would 524 00:37:21,806 --> 00:37:25,443 be drinking, and would, and wouldn't comb my hair, 525 00:37:25,443 --> 00:37:28,813 and it was bad. 526 00:37:28,813 --> 00:37:31,682 And he looked at me would say and he "I didn't raise 527 00:37:31,682 --> 00:37:33,484 you to be like this." 528 00:37:38,556 --> 00:37:45,630 "After all our sacrifices, this is what you've become." 529 00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:50,568 I thought he was weak. 530 00:37:50,568 --> 00:37:54,872 And he thought I was, I'd gone up north and become, 531 00:37:54,872 --> 00:37:57,508 as he said, "one of those damn educated fools." 532 00:37:57,508 --> 00:38:00,278 That I went up north and they put all that foolishness 533 00:38:00,278 --> 00:38:02,313 in my head. 534 00:38:02,313 --> 00:38:07,285 And my brother who came from the Vietnam War didn't like it. 535 00:38:07,285 --> 00:38:12,790 CLARENCE: He told me that all of us should leave the country. 536 00:38:12,790 --> 00:38:14,025 MICHAEL: All you radicals? 537 00:38:14,025 --> 00:38:16,827 All of us should leave the country. 538 00:38:16,827 --> 00:38:21,999 He had no use for any of us. 539 00:38:21,999 --> 00:38:25,803 CLARENCE: But I went right back to my radical friends. 540 00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:27,705 In the spring of 1970 I was one 541 00:38:27,705 --> 00:38:31,676 of several Black Students Union members who went to Boston 542 00:38:31,676 --> 00:38:36,080 to take part in an anti-war rally. 543 00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:39,450 The organizers of the rally urged us to march to 544 00:38:39,450 --> 00:38:42,386 Harvard square to protest the treatment 545 00:38:42,386 --> 00:38:46,757 of America's domestic political prisoners. 546 00:38:46,757 --> 00:38:50,728 Off we went chanting "Ho, Ho, Ho Chi Minh." 547 00:38:50,728 --> 00:38:53,397 And demanding freedom for Angela Davis, 548 00:38:53,397 --> 00:38:57,635 Erica Huggins and anyone else we could think of. 549 00:38:57,635 --> 00:39:02,673 On the way to Cambridge we stopped at this liquor store, 550 00:39:02,673 --> 00:39:08,012 and this poor guy, he saw us, and he gave us the liquor. 551 00:39:08,012 --> 00:39:11,015 I think he gave us some potato chips, or something, too. 552 00:39:11,015 --> 00:39:13,684 But he said "just go." 553 00:39:13,684 --> 00:39:16,354 And then on the way we consumed this liquid courage, you know? 554 00:39:17,922 --> 00:39:23,461 Then we proceeded to be back and forth in Cambridge all night. 555 00:39:23,461 --> 00:39:28,466 I mean there was teargas, sirens, it was bad. 556 00:39:28,466 --> 00:39:38,542 [♪] 557 00:39:46,817 --> 00:39:53,457 getting hurt, or anything else, or what was happening 558 00:39:53,457 --> 00:39:55,126 to other people. 559 00:39:57,962 --> 00:40:01,098 I got back to campus at 4 in the morning, 560 00:40:01,098 --> 00:40:04,635 horrified by what I had just done. 561 00:40:04,635 --> 00:40:08,005 I had let myself be swept up by an angry mob 562 00:40:08,005 --> 00:40:13,077 for no good reason other than, that I too was angry. 563 00:40:16,914 --> 00:40:20,418 I stopped in front of the chapel and prayed for the first time 564 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:25,556 in nearly 2 years. 565 00:40:25,556 --> 00:40:29,593 I asked God, I said "If you take anger out of my heart, 566 00:40:29,593 --> 00:40:32,663 I'll never hate again." 567 00:40:37,034 --> 00:40:40,471 And that was the beginning of the slow return 568 00:40:40,471 --> 00:40:42,540 to where I started. 569 00:40:42,540 --> 00:40:52,616 [♪] 570 00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:10,067 [♪] 571 00:41:10,067 --> 00:41:13,571 CLARENCE: You know what Yale was back in the 1970s. 572 00:41:13,571 --> 00:41:19,243 Yale was, four generations of Groton and, and 573 00:41:19,243 --> 00:41:26,951 Phillips Exeter, and "my father's grandfather was here." 574 00:41:26,951 --> 00:41:32,990 And there were secret societies, and all that sort of stuff. 575 00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:35,659 It was a different world, and it was a world that 576 00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:39,730 I didn't quite understand. 577 00:41:39,730 --> 00:41:46,103 When Jamal was born in February of my second year of law school. 578 00:41:46,103 --> 00:41:49,006 It woke me up about the direction that we were 579 00:41:49,006 --> 00:41:51,742 headed in in our country, and what the prospects 580 00:41:51,742 --> 00:41:53,811 would be for him. 581 00:41:59,250 --> 00:42:02,553 I watched busing on TV, and busing was a big deal, 582 00:42:02,553 --> 00:42:05,589 remember because it was so violent in Boston. 583 00:42:05,589 --> 00:42:09,527 NEWSCASTER: By federal court order a fleet of buses was hired to transport 584 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:11,629 black students to all white schools, 585 00:42:11,629 --> 00:42:13,831 and whites to black neighborhoods. 586 00:42:13,831 --> 00:42:16,133 Coming to South Boston, a traditionally conservative 587 00:42:16,133 --> 00:42:19,603 and Irish enclave, blacks who made 588 00:42:19,603 --> 00:42:22,873 the trip were met with cat calls, curses and worse. 589 00:42:22,873 --> 00:42:29,079 [♪] 590 00:42:32,950 --> 00:42:37,988 CLARENCE: I'd been to South Boston, and I was scared to death 591 00:42:37,988 --> 00:42:41,292 to be over there, 592 00:42:41,292 --> 00:42:45,629 and the schools were as bad as the schools in Roxbury 593 00:42:45,629 --> 00:42:47,898 where the black kids were from. 594 00:42:47,898 --> 00:42:50,334 So why were you sending a kid through all that trouble, 595 00:42:50,334 --> 00:42:53,304 to go to school that's as bad, or worse? 596 00:42:53,304 --> 00:42:55,072 That didn't make any sense to me. 597 00:42:55,072 --> 00:42:59,176 Someone has a theory, and then they insert human beings 598 00:42:59,176 --> 00:43:06,050 You know sort of like "have theory, add people." 599 00:43:06,050 --> 00:43:08,319 You know, it's like, instant, 600 00:43:08,319 --> 00:43:11,155 instant coffee or something. 601 00:43:11,155 --> 00:43:12,189 "Have coffee." 602 00:43:12,189 --> 00:43:13,824 "Add water." 603 00:43:15,693 --> 00:43:18,796 But I knew one thing, nobody was going to have 604 00:43:18,796 --> 00:43:22,366 some social experiment and throw my son in there. 605 00:43:22,366 --> 00:43:32,643 [♪] 606 00:43:32,643 --> 00:43:40,851 In law school, I would describe myself as a lazy libertarian. 607 00:43:40,851 --> 00:43:43,253 And it was because I was looking at structures, 608 00:43:43,253 --> 00:43:45,222 or restrictions on me. 609 00:43:45,222 --> 00:43:48,292 Whether there were religious restrictions, or structures or 610 00:43:48,292 --> 00:43:51,195 strictures on me. 611 00:43:51,195 --> 00:43:56,166 My grandfather and his rules, society and its rules, 612 00:43:56,166 --> 00:43:58,736 and I guess in a sense, I was saying 613 00:43:58,736 --> 00:44:01,872 "all of you leave me alone." 614 00:44:01,872 --> 00:44:06,677 In fact, my mantra, when I was in law school, is "leave me alone." 615 00:44:08,412 --> 00:44:11,281 BOARD MEMBER 1: Mr. Roark, the commission is yours. 616 00:44:11,281 --> 00:44:12,750 MICHAEL: Were you influenced by 617 00:44:12,750 --> 00:44:14,952 Ayn Rand's libertarian philosophy? 618 00:44:14,952 --> 00:44:17,221 CLARENCE: You know, Ayn Rand and Fountainhead started 619 00:44:17,221 --> 00:44:20,424 and this would play out later in law school. 620 00:44:20,424 --> 00:44:25,095 BOARD MEMBER 2: We want you to adapt your building like this. 621 00:44:25,095 --> 00:44:26,964 BOARD MEMBER 1: And we must always compromise with the general taste 622 00:44:26,964 --> 00:44:28,832 Mr. Roark, you understand that I'm sure. 623 00:44:28,832 --> 00:44:31,935 HOWARD ROARK: No. 624 00:44:31,935 --> 00:44:34,371 If you want my work you must take it as it is or not at all. 625 00:44:34,371 --> 00:44:38,208 CLARENCE: And so, when you read these books, you say "Yeah, OK. 626 00:44:38,208 --> 00:44:42,780 I'll become a day laborer rather than be told what to do." 627 00:44:42,780 --> 00:44:44,915 BOARD MEMBER 3: Roark, this is sheer insanity can't you give in just once? 628 00:44:44,915 --> 00:44:46,383 After all, you have to live. 629 00:44:46,383 --> 00:44:51,355 BOARD MEMBER 3: How else? Don't you have to work? 630 00:44:51,355 --> 00:44:57,194 HOWARD ROARK: I'd rather work as a day laborer if necessary. 631 00:44:57,194 --> 00:45:00,297 CLARENCE: I would rather total failure in your world than to be told 632 00:45:00,297 --> 00:45:04,935 what to do, or to be made to do something that I think is wrong. 633 00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:15,379 Yale was the end of the line, and I made it through. 634 00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:18,482 So, I really wanted my grandfather to be there to 635 00:45:18,482 --> 00:45:24,788 witness the end, to witness that the kid that he took in in 1955, 636 00:45:24,788 --> 00:45:26,924 crossed the finish line. 637 00:45:26,924 --> 00:45:33,097 [♪] 638 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:42,005 My grandfather did not come. 639 00:45:42,005 --> 00:45:44,441 He always had a reason. 640 00:45:44,441 --> 00:45:48,879 And you know, I think in sort of, I think he was upset 641 00:45:48,879 --> 00:45:51,115 with me, I could understand that. 642 00:45:51,115 --> 00:45:55,185 And I certainly had not given him many good reasons to have 643 00:45:55,185 --> 00:45:59,223 any deep, and warm or fuzzy feelings about me, 644 00:45:59,223 --> 00:46:01,825 or my graduation. 645 00:46:01,825 --> 00:46:05,062 So, nobody could come. 646 00:46:05,062 --> 00:46:13,270 That was probably more difficult for me, and embittered me, 647 00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:15,139 more than anything else. 648 00:46:17,775 --> 00:46:23,347 I interviewed for jobs in D.C., Atlanta, New York, L.A., 649 00:46:23,347 --> 00:46:29,787 with anyone, anywhere who might hire me. 650 00:46:29,787 --> 00:46:33,557 If you were black, and you were at Yale, the presumptions 651 00:46:33,557 --> 00:46:36,160 were quite different than, if you were white. 652 00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:38,862 So if you're white, and you graduated from Yale, 653 00:46:38,862 --> 00:46:40,531 the presumption is what? 654 00:46:40,531 --> 00:46:44,168 It is that you are really among the best. 655 00:46:44,168 --> 00:46:48,338 On the other hand, if you're black and you're there, 656 00:46:48,338 --> 00:46:50,808 you didn't really quite belong there. 657 00:46:50,808 --> 00:46:53,577 So, we'll discount that a bit. 658 00:46:53,577 --> 00:46:56,814 They can say 10 percent, 5 percent whatever. 659 00:46:56,814 --> 00:47:01,852 But the reality was the discounted approach resulted in 660 00:47:01,852 --> 00:47:05,856 certainly me not being able to get a job. 661 00:47:05,856 --> 00:47:08,058 MICHAEL: But, eventually, the Missouri Attorney General, 662 00:47:08,058 --> 00:47:10,527 Jack Danforth, offered you a job. 663 00:47:10,527 --> 00:47:12,162 CLARENCE: It was the only job offer I got. 664 00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:15,999 It was the quintessential Hobson's choice. 665 00:47:15,999 --> 00:47:19,570 He went on to promise me "Clarence, I promise you more 666 00:47:19,570 --> 00:47:23,540 work for less money, than anybody in the country." 667 00:47:24,875 --> 00:47:29,847 The pay was ten thousand eight hundred. 668 00:47:29,847 --> 00:47:34,117 The hardest part about taking the job was, 669 00:47:34,117 --> 00:47:36,486 he was a Republican, 670 00:47:36,486 --> 00:47:41,024 and the idea of working for a Republican 671 00:47:41,024 --> 00:47:43,894 was repulsive, at best. 672 00:47:43,894 --> 00:47:45,529 I was a registered Democrat. 673 00:47:45,529 --> 00:47:48,031 I was left wing. 674 00:47:48,031 --> 00:47:52,169 As nice as he was, he was still a Republican. 675 00:47:53,403 --> 00:47:57,574 Putting that nicety aside, I wound up going. 676 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:13,390 Cases poured through there; in those days 677 00:48:13,390 --> 00:48:17,895 the Attorney General's office handled all the appeals 678 00:48:17,895 --> 00:48:20,964 from the local prosecutors across the state. 679 00:48:22,099 --> 00:48:25,502 At the time, my thinking was that all blacks 680 00:48:25,502 --> 00:48:27,137 were political prisoners. 681 00:48:27,137 --> 00:48:29,439 That's, that's sort of the sophisticated level 682 00:48:29,439 --> 00:48:33,377 at which I looked at the criminal justice system. 683 00:48:33,377 --> 00:48:36,513 I worried about what I would do, when I got a case 684 00:48:36,513 --> 00:48:42,452 involving black defendants, and then it happened. 685 00:48:42,452 --> 00:48:47,357 This guy was sitting on a bench, or something, 686 00:48:47,357 --> 00:48:49,359 and this black woman comes by. 687 00:48:49,359 --> 00:48:51,295 He's black, she's black. 688 00:48:51,295 --> 00:48:53,297 She's got her two, or three, year old kid in the car 689 00:48:53,297 --> 00:48:57,935 In those days, most people didn't have air conditioning. 690 00:48:57,935 --> 00:48:59,536 So, the windows are down. 691 00:48:59,536 --> 00:49:02,706 He comes up to the car, at the stop light, 692 00:49:02,706 --> 00:49:06,410 with an old style can opener, with a point, puts it to 693 00:49:06,410 --> 00:49:10,614 the kid's neck, and forces his way in the car, 694 00:49:10,614 --> 00:49:13,483 threatening the kid. 695 00:49:13,483 --> 00:49:16,586 And then he takes her to a remote location, 696 00:49:16,586 --> 00:49:22,125 rapes and sodomizes her, and he takes her to another location, 697 00:49:22,125 --> 00:49:25,629 and rapes and sodomizes her again. 698 00:49:25,629 --> 00:49:29,299 This case was far from unusual. 699 00:49:29,299 --> 00:49:33,103 Blacks were responsible for almost 80% of violent crimes 700 00:49:33,103 --> 00:49:36,673 committed against blacks, and killed over 90% 701 00:49:36,673 --> 00:49:39,242 of black murder victims. 702 00:49:39,242 --> 00:49:45,315 For most people that would be obvious, for me it was one of 703 00:49:45,315 --> 00:49:47,417 these road to Damascus experiences. 704 00:49:51,722 --> 00:49:56,560 Jack Danforth got elected to the Senate, and I had already 705 00:49:56,560 --> 00:49:59,663 been there two and a half years, and I really wanted 706 00:49:59,663 --> 00:50:02,566 to move more toward business. 707 00:50:02,566 --> 00:50:04,668 I had better options now. 708 00:50:04,668 --> 00:50:14,011 [♪] 709 00:50:14,011 --> 00:50:20,650 It was a fine job but it was not enough work for me. 710 00:50:20,650 --> 00:50:22,753 I had too much energy. 711 00:50:22,753 --> 00:50:26,590 They spoon-fed the work and they parceled it out. 712 00:50:26,590 --> 00:50:29,593 I was used to the work pouring in. 713 00:50:29,593 --> 00:50:33,663 My Grandfather's Son, I noticed that Monsanto employed a number 714 00:50:33,663 --> 00:50:37,367 of talented blacks who should have been moving up 715 00:50:37,367 --> 00:50:39,703 the corporate ladder far more quickly. 716 00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:44,808 MICHAEL: Did you go to speak to the affirmative action manager? 717 00:50:44,808 --> 00:50:49,479 I confronted him about it and he pulls out this EEO report 718 00:50:49,479 --> 00:50:51,348 with the numbers on it; it was one of these 719 00:50:51,348 --> 00:50:55,519 computer print-outs, as though those are people. 720 00:50:55,519 --> 00:50:58,288 You know he's not talking about who is getting training, 721 00:50:58,288 --> 00:51:02,559 whose got mentors, what assignments they have, 722 00:51:02,559 --> 00:51:04,628 who is getting promoted. 723 00:51:04,628 --> 00:51:07,731 He's got this report that he shows to the labor department, 724 00:51:07,731 --> 00:51:09,766 and that is these statistics. 725 00:51:09,766 --> 00:51:13,637 MICHAEL: The affirmative action manager, he was African American? 726 00:51:13,637 --> 00:51:15,372 Yes, yeah, mhm. 727 00:51:15,372 --> 00:51:17,474 MICHAEL: He wasn't sympathetic? 728 00:51:17,474 --> 00:51:22,746 He was doing his job and his reports said he was OK. 729 00:51:22,746 --> 00:51:26,650 MICHAEL: He didn't care that these other black managers were stalled? 730 00:51:26,650 --> 00:51:29,119 Well I don't know if he cared. 731 00:51:29,119 --> 00:51:31,822 He was doing his job, and the reports were OK. 732 00:51:31,822 --> 00:51:33,723 That's the most I got. 733 00:51:33,723 --> 00:51:36,693 But I just thought that we're kidding ourselves. 734 00:51:36,693 --> 00:51:43,133 We're looking at numbers and the numbers prove everything, 735 00:51:43,133 --> 00:51:46,570 and human beings are having a lot of difficulties. 736 00:51:48,438 --> 00:51:50,774 CLARENCE: I could feel the golden handcuffs 737 00:51:50,774 --> 00:51:54,111 of a comfortable but unfulfilling life snapping 738 00:51:54,111 --> 00:51:56,213 shut on my wrists. 739 00:51:56,213 --> 00:52:00,283 I had to quit now or I never would. 740 00:52:05,322 --> 00:52:10,494 And shortly after that I get a call from Senator Danforth 741 00:52:10,494 --> 00:52:13,530 to see if I would be interested in working for him. 742 00:52:13,530 --> 00:52:23,607 [♪] 743 00:52:30,147 --> 00:52:33,550 RONALD REAGAN: More than anything else I want my candidacy 744 00:52:33,550 --> 00:52:38,288 to unify our country, to renew the American spirit, 745 00:52:38,288 --> 00:52:40,657 and sense of purpose. 746 00:52:40,657 --> 00:52:42,893 CLARENCE: In the fall of 1980 I had decided 747 00:52:42,893 --> 00:52:45,162 to vote for Ronald Reagan. 748 00:52:45,162 --> 00:52:48,431 It was a giant step for a black man. 749 00:52:48,431 --> 00:52:52,903 But I was distressed by the Democratic party's promises 750 00:52:52,903 --> 00:52:57,407 to legislate the problems of blacks out of existence. 751 00:52:57,407 --> 00:53:01,444 RONALD REAGAN: I pledge to you to restore the federal government the capacity 752 00:53:01,444 --> 00:53:06,349 to do the people's work without dominating their lives. 753 00:53:06,349 --> 00:53:09,186 CLARENCE: Reagan by contrast was promising 754 00:53:09,186 --> 00:53:12,222 an end to the indiscriminate social engineering 755 00:53:12,222 --> 00:53:14,291 of the 60's and 70's. 756 00:53:17,260 --> 00:53:21,598 Reagan won in a landslide. 757 00:53:21,598 --> 00:53:23,233 RONALD REAGAN: So help me God. 758 00:53:23,233 --> 00:53:24,768 CHIEF JUSTICE: May I congratulate you, Sir. 759 00:53:38,248 --> 00:53:40,417 CLARENCE: For the first time in my adult life 760 00:53:40,417 --> 00:53:42,919 Washington was full of serious talk about 761 00:53:42,919 --> 00:53:45,288 the possibility of getting government off the backs 762 00:53:45,288 --> 00:53:47,224 of the poor. 763 00:53:48,625 --> 00:53:50,760 THOMAS SOWELL: This is really an historic opportunity. 764 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:53,697 The economic and social advancement of blacks 765 00:53:53,697 --> 00:53:56,766 in this country is still a great unfinished task. 766 00:53:56,766 --> 00:54:00,770 CLARENCE: Tom Sowell invited me to this conference. 767 00:54:00,770 --> 00:54:03,773 And it would be named the Fairmont Conference 768 00:54:03,773 --> 00:54:10,013 because it was held at the Fairmont Hotel in San Francisco. 769 00:54:10,013 --> 00:54:15,785 It was how do we rethink the policies toward blacks 770 00:54:15,785 --> 00:54:19,489 in this country in a new administration? 771 00:54:19,489 --> 00:54:22,726 THOMAS SOWELL: Many social problems are worsening, 772 00:54:22,726 --> 00:54:24,894 continued disintegration of families 773 00:54:24,894 --> 00:54:26,830 CLARENCE: I sat at this table. 774 00:54:26,830 --> 00:54:30,267 And there was a young black reporter there. 775 00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:32,636 And I knew nothing about the press. 776 00:54:32,636 --> 00:54:37,040 One question he asked me was "why was I so interested 777 00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:38,775 in all these social issues?" 778 00:54:38,775 --> 00:54:41,911 And I explained to him because of the destruction I saw 779 00:54:41,911 --> 00:54:45,048 it doing at home in Savannah. 780 00:54:45,048 --> 00:54:47,784 And as an example of that, I used my sister and her 781 00:54:47,784 --> 00:54:53,790 kids being objects of these programs. 782 00:54:56,059 --> 00:54:59,729 Little did I know, he would write an article about this, 783 00:54:59,729 --> 00:55:01,965 and would turn it into an op-ed. 784 00:55:01,965 --> 00:55:12,042 [♪] 785 00:55:12,042 --> 00:55:16,479 GINNI THOMAS: The article by Juan Williams became a point 786 00:55:16,479 --> 00:55:20,050 at which Clarence became a public persona. 787 00:55:20,050 --> 00:55:30,327 [♪] 788 00:55:35,498 --> 00:55:38,968 Then license is given to others, to attack you in whatever 789 00:55:38,968 --> 00:55:40,603 way they want to. 790 00:55:40,603 --> 00:55:42,906 You're not really black because you're not doing 791 00:55:42,906 --> 00:55:45,008 what you expect black people to do. 792 00:55:45,008 --> 00:55:49,813 You weren't supposed to oppose busing; you weren't supposed 793 00:55:49,813 --> 00:55:51,448 to oppose welfare. 794 00:55:54,718 --> 00:56:00,623 MICHAEL: Perhaps it marked a course for you, Justice Thomas. 795 00:56:00,623 --> 00:56:03,093 CLARENCE: Oh, I don't know if it marked the course, 796 00:56:03,093 --> 00:56:05,662 but there was no going back. 797 00:56:05,662 --> 00:56:15,739 [♪] 798 00:56:25,682 --> 00:56:35,759 [♪] 799 00:56:50,173 --> 00:56:54,844 The Reagan administration was running into the storm. 800 00:56:54,844 --> 00:56:57,847 Everything the president did, he was called a racist. 801 00:56:57,847 --> 00:57:00,650 That was from the very beginning. 802 00:57:00,650 --> 00:57:02,952 I was under constant attack. 803 00:57:02,952 --> 00:57:11,094 We have attempted in the last 2 years to remedy a wide range 804 00:57:11,094 --> 00:57:16,499 NEWSCASTER: Congressman Barney Frank says he remains skeptical of progress 805 00:57:16,499 --> 00:57:18,735 under the current administration. 806 00:57:18,735 --> 00:57:23,673 RONALD REAGAN: I'm pleased that this is also an opportunity to acknowledge 807 00:57:23,673 --> 00:57:28,511 CLARENCE: We have a positive record that we should never back down from. 808 00:57:28,511 --> 00:57:31,881 That point is one that I cannot stress enough. 809 00:57:31,881 --> 00:57:34,918 Any black misguided enough to accept a job 810 00:57:34,918 --> 00:57:38,888 in the Reagan administration was automatically branded 811 00:57:38,888 --> 00:57:40,890 an Uncle Tom. 812 00:57:42,592 --> 00:57:45,962 After I wrote a letter to the editor of Playboy, 813 00:57:45,962 --> 00:57:49,899 taking issue with a 1986 article by Hodding Carter, 814 00:57:49,899 --> 00:57:54,804 called "Reagan and the Revival of Racism", 815 00:57:54,804 --> 00:57:59,742 Carter responded as follows: 816 00:57:59,742 --> 00:58:09,819 [♪] 817 00:58:17,627 --> 00:58:21,598 Not a single civil rights leader objected to this 818 00:58:21,598 --> 00:58:24,667 nakedly racist language. 819 00:58:28,171 --> 00:58:30,173 MICHAEL: On the personal side, your marriage was strained 820 00:58:30,173 --> 00:58:31,708 at this point? 821 00:58:31,708 --> 00:58:34,210 It is one of those things and I just I didn't think 822 00:58:34,210 --> 00:58:38,047 it was going to work. 823 00:58:38,047 --> 00:58:40,183 I think many people go through that. 824 00:58:41,150 --> 00:58:45,922 But what do you think was the reason in this case? 825 00:58:45,922 --> 00:58:51,528 I, the, it just wasn't there, and I think that 826 00:58:51,528 --> 00:58:57,033 you have to be honest with yourself, and not wait 827 00:58:57,033 --> 00:58:59,969 until it deteriorates, or you do harm to somebody 828 00:58:59,969 --> 00:59:02,705 who did you no harm. 829 00:59:02,705 --> 00:59:05,675 MICHAEL: I can imagine how difficult it must have been, 830 00:59:05,675 --> 00:59:07,076 for all three of you. 831 00:59:07,076 --> 00:59:10,747 Yeah, it was-- You know, you live with it. 832 00:59:14,117 --> 00:59:16,586 CLARENCE: Jamal came to live with me. 833 00:59:16,586 --> 00:59:18,588 His mother thought it would be best 834 00:59:18,588 --> 00:59:21,658 for me to have primary responsibility. 835 00:59:24,060 --> 00:59:27,630 Being with him, was my happy place, being at home with him. 836 00:59:27,630 --> 00:59:36,105 [♪] 837 00:59:36,105 --> 00:59:40,076 MICHAEL: How did you first hear that your grandfather was dying? 838 00:59:40,076 --> 00:59:42,345 Well I had been, I don't know why how we get 839 00:59:42,345 --> 00:59:45,014 so busy in D.C. 840 00:59:45,014 --> 00:59:50,253 I totally regret not going home more, I just regret it. 841 00:59:53,289 --> 00:59:56,859 CLARENCE: I was with my brother, and um, 842 00:59:56,859 --> 00:59:59,762 he told me my grandfather had died. 843 01:00:02,699 --> 01:00:04,701 And that was like, 844 01:00:04,701 --> 01:00:06,703 I think from then on I was in a bit of a fog. 845 01:00:06,703 --> 01:00:08,371 It was really horrible. 846 01:00:13,176 --> 01:00:17,180 When I got to the funeral, no sooner did the service begin 847 01:00:17,180 --> 01:00:21,884 than I started to weep shamelessly and uncontrollably. 848 01:00:25,254 --> 01:00:30,727 was think of the things I wish I had done differently. 849 01:00:30,727 --> 01:00:35,231 Why had I spent so much time arguing with him? 850 01:00:35,231 --> 01:00:39,235 I would never be able to tell him how right he'd been, 851 01:00:39,235 --> 01:00:43,740 or how much I admired and loved him. 852 01:00:43,740 --> 01:00:51,214 [♪] 853 01:00:51,214 --> 01:00:54,317 Shortly after my grandfather's death 854 01:00:54,317 --> 01:00:59,756 my grandmother had a stroke while lying in bed. 855 01:00:59,756 --> 01:01:05,061 Within an hour or so, she was dead. 856 01:01:05,061 --> 01:01:07,230 Certainly, it was like a trap door, 857 01:01:07,230 --> 01:01:10,033 somebody opened the trap door, and you fell through it. 858 01:01:10,033 --> 01:01:13,870 And there was no foundation. 859 01:01:13,870 --> 01:01:17,240 And by the time I went back to Washington, 860 01:01:17,240 --> 01:01:19,909 I had thought a lot more about things. 861 01:01:22,912 --> 01:01:30,086 I would go outside and gaze at the Capitol Dome. 862 01:01:30,086 --> 01:01:32,422 So, I'm asking myself why am I doing this? 863 01:01:32,422 --> 01:01:35,758 There is nothing positive going on, 864 01:01:35,758 --> 01:01:38,127 and I am getting the heck beat out of me. 865 01:01:38,127 --> 01:01:40,963 I had to then flip it around a little bit. 866 01:01:40,963 --> 01:01:43,833 For what will you die? 867 01:01:43,833 --> 01:01:47,303 Is there something in life that you will die for? 868 01:01:49,272 --> 01:01:52,075 What about your principles? 869 01:01:52,075 --> 01:01:56,212 So, I decided that the principles 870 01:01:56,212 --> 01:01:58,948 on which I was raised, my grandparents, 871 01:01:58,948 --> 01:02:00,983 the principles of this country, 872 01:02:00,983 --> 01:02:03,920 were worth dying for. 873 01:02:08,925 --> 01:02:13,229 So what are these principles? 874 01:02:13,229 --> 01:02:17,066 I was interested in, why this government? 875 01:02:17,066 --> 01:02:19,135 Why this government? 876 01:02:19,135 --> 01:02:20,970 Why not a parliamentary system? 877 01:02:20,970 --> 01:02:23,172 Why not a dictatorship? 878 01:02:23,172 --> 01:02:27,143 When Clarence was at EEOC, one of the best things, 879 01:02:27,143 --> 01:02:28,945 looking back, that he did 880 01:02:28,945 --> 01:02:32,982 was to hire two speech writers who worked with him 881 01:02:32,982 --> 01:02:36,285 on reading founding documents, 882 01:02:36,285 --> 01:02:40,323 and understanding American exceptionalism. 883 01:02:40,323 --> 01:02:46,796 So, John Marini and Ken Masugi were anchors 884 01:02:46,796 --> 01:02:51,334 for what came out to be his jurisprudence. 885 01:02:51,334 --> 01:02:56,773 And we would literally spend hours discussing the founding. 886 01:02:56,773 --> 01:02:58,541 And then they would give me reading materials, 887 01:02:58,541 --> 01:03:02,145 and we would write articles, and we would go off to 888 01:03:02,145 --> 01:03:04,981 American Political Science Association events, 889 01:03:04,981 --> 01:03:08,885 and argue with positivists, and libertarians. 890 01:03:08,885 --> 01:03:09,919 Oh, gosh. 891 01:03:09,919 --> 01:03:11,387 It was, now that was a lot of fun, 892 01:03:11,387 --> 01:03:17,293 in the sea of all this stuff. 893 01:03:17,293 --> 01:03:21,430 Thomas Jefferson had written in 1776 894 01:03:21,430 --> 01:03:24,834 "All men are created equal. 895 01:03:24,834 --> 01:03:26,502 They are endowed by their creator 896 01:03:26,502 --> 01:03:30,139 with certain unalienable rights." 897 01:03:30,139 --> 01:03:32,942 That's natural law in a nutshell. 898 01:03:37,213 --> 01:03:39,949 How then could a country founded on these principles 899 01:03:39,949 --> 01:03:43,986 have permitted slavery and segregation to exist? 900 01:03:43,986 --> 01:03:47,290 The answer was that it couldn't, 901 01:03:47,290 --> 01:03:50,393 not without being untrue to its own ideals. 902 01:03:50,393 --> 01:03:58,234 [♪] 903 01:03:58,234 --> 01:04:00,937 I was looking for a way of thinking, 904 01:04:00,937 --> 01:04:04,974 a set of ideals that fundamentally, at its core, 905 01:04:04,974 --> 01:04:08,911 said slavery is wrong, at its core-- 906 01:04:08,911 --> 01:04:11,013 which natural law of course does. 907 01:04:11,013 --> 01:04:18,287 [♪] 908 01:04:20,289 --> 01:04:23,326 I was scheduled to go up to New York to a meeting, 909 01:04:23,326 --> 01:04:26,295 and she happened to be there. 910 01:04:26,295 --> 01:04:30,066 GINNI THOMAS: We met in 1986 at a conference 911 01:04:30,066 --> 01:04:33,169 on how long does America need race preference policies 912 01:04:33,169 --> 01:04:34,871 to get over slavery. 913 01:04:34,871 --> 01:04:39,508 And his experiences were so resonant, and so powerful, 914 01:04:39,508 --> 01:04:42,578 and so genuine. 915 01:04:42,578 --> 01:04:44,480 I was struck by him. 916 01:04:47,250 --> 01:04:51,654 CLARENCE: She was a gift from God that I had prayed for. 917 01:04:51,654 --> 01:04:53,990 And, you know then I was iffy, 918 01:04:53,990 --> 01:04:57,426 because I started questioning God's package. 919 01:04:57,426 --> 01:04:58,995 You know, like what are you doing? 920 01:04:58,995 --> 01:05:01,998 (Chuckles) 921 01:05:01,998 --> 01:05:04,066 You pray for God to send you someone, 922 01:05:04,066 --> 01:05:07,904 he sends you someone, and you say "Oh but she's white" 923 01:05:07,904 --> 01:05:08,971 or "she's younger." 924 01:05:08,971 --> 01:05:10,072 He's sent you someone. 925 01:05:10,072 --> 01:05:11,641 What are you talking about? 926 01:05:11,641 --> 01:05:13,142 So that was the end of that, 927 01:05:13,142 --> 01:05:18,547 and she has been a fabulous gift from God. 928 01:05:18,547 --> 01:05:28,624 [♪] 929 01:05:43,239 --> 01:05:46,375 George H.W. Bush's transition team 930 01:05:46,375 --> 01:05:51,247 asked if I would be interested in becoming a federal judge? 931 01:05:51,247 --> 01:05:53,582 "That's a job for old people", I said. 932 01:05:53,582 --> 01:05:59,622 I can't see myself spending the rest of my life as a judge." 933 01:05:59,622 --> 01:06:02,425 They asked me to talk to Larry Silberman 934 01:06:02,425 --> 01:06:05,461 who was a judge on the D.C. Circuit. 935 01:06:05,461 --> 01:06:07,630 I said "Larry, I don't want a lifetime appointment." 936 01:06:07,630 --> 01:06:09,198 He said "Clarence, it's not slavery. 937 01:06:09,198 --> 01:06:12,234 You can leave if you don't like it." 938 01:06:12,234 --> 01:06:21,344 [♪] 939 01:06:21,344 --> 01:06:23,746 But once I got to the D.C. Circuit, 940 01:06:23,746 --> 01:06:25,348 I really enjoyed it. 941 01:06:25,348 --> 01:06:26,415 I enjoyed the work. 942 01:06:26,415 --> 01:06:28,584 I liked the people. 943 01:06:28,584 --> 01:06:31,454 Virginia worked across the street from me. 944 01:06:31,454 --> 01:06:33,756 So we commuted in every day 945 01:06:33,756 --> 01:06:35,658 and we really enjoyed our little house. 946 01:06:35,658 --> 01:06:37,660 We really enjoyed our projects. 947 01:06:37,660 --> 01:06:41,430 We enjoyed our anonymity, and our time together. 948 01:06:41,430 --> 01:06:43,632 Here at home the search is on for a Supreme Court nominee 949 01:06:43,632 --> 01:06:46,402 With the retirement of Justice Thurgood Marshall. 950 01:06:46,402 --> 01:06:51,140 CLARENCE: All I know is that Justice Marshall retired, 951 01:06:51,140 --> 01:06:53,376 and that was a shock. 952 01:06:53,376 --> 01:06:55,378 So, I went to work on Sunday, 953 01:06:55,378 --> 01:06:58,581 one of my law clerks was all up in arms, 954 01:06:58,581 --> 01:07:01,217 and he says "Kennebunkport is on the line." 955 01:07:01,217 --> 01:07:03,519 It was the president telling me to come up on Monday, 956 01:07:03,519 --> 01:07:08,424 to have lunch to discuss this Supreme Court thing. 957 01:07:08,424 --> 01:07:11,527 PRESIDENT BUSH: I am very pleased to announce 958 01:07:11,527 --> 01:07:14,730 that I will nominate Judge Clarence Thomas 959 01:07:14,730 --> 01:07:18,734 to serve as associate justice of the United States Supreme Court. 960 01:07:18,734 --> 01:07:22,438 What do you say to critics who say the only reason you're being 961 01:07:22,438 --> 01:07:25,775 picked is because you're black? 962 01:07:25,775 --> 01:07:28,077 I think a lot worse things have been said. 963 01:07:28,077 --> 01:07:31,781 I disagree with that, but I'll have to live with it. 964 01:07:31,781 --> 01:07:33,215 PRESIDENT: Refer them to the President. 965 01:07:33,215 --> 01:07:34,583 [Laughter] 966 01:07:34,583 --> 01:07:36,185 How about that for an answer? 967 01:07:36,185 --> 01:07:37,686 Well, I'll also say I didn't make the selection. 968 01:07:37,686 --> 01:07:41,824 CLARENCE: I mean the attacks started immediately. 969 01:07:41,824 --> 01:07:44,794 And the things they accuse you of-- 970 01:07:44,794 --> 01:07:50,366 they accuse of everything but murder, I guess. 971 01:07:50,366 --> 01:07:52,601 NEWSCASTER 1: The Senate Majority Leader, George Mitchell told reporters 972 01:07:52,601 --> 01:07:54,437 that the nomination shows that President Bush 973 01:07:54,437 --> 01:07:56,238 is against quotas for every position 974 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:57,673 except the Supreme Court. 975 01:07:57,673 --> 01:08:00,509 NEWSCASTER 2: Judge Thomas praises Louis Farrakhan, 976 01:08:00,509 --> 01:08:04,113 the Black Muslim minister notorious for his pro-Hitler, 977 01:08:04,113 --> 01:08:06,082 anti-Semitic rhetoric. 978 01:08:06,082 --> 01:08:09,118 NEWSCASTER 3: Thomas' strict Catholic education terrifies 979 01:08:09,118 --> 01:08:14,090 abortion rights groups afraid of more abortion restrictions. 980 01:08:14,090 --> 01:08:18,294 MICHAEL: Did you meet with the board members of the NAACP? 981 01:08:18,294 --> 01:08:20,563 They said they were going to be noncommittal, 982 01:08:20,563 --> 01:08:22,331 and were not going to oppose me. 983 01:08:22,331 --> 01:08:25,334 Well, shortly after that they opposed me. 984 01:08:25,334 --> 01:08:29,138 His inconsistent views on civil rights policies, 985 01:08:29,138 --> 01:08:32,174 which make him an unpredictable element 986 01:08:32,174 --> 01:08:36,812 in an increasingly radical and conservative court. 987 01:08:36,812 --> 01:08:38,581 And what I was told by friends, 988 01:08:38,581 --> 01:08:42,218 who gave me a copy of the AFLCIO's letter to them, 989 01:08:42,218 --> 01:08:45,821 requiring them to oppose me. 990 01:08:45,821 --> 01:08:47,656 What I was told was that they needed cover 991 01:08:47,656 --> 01:08:51,127 for the women's groups to oppose me. 992 01:08:51,127 --> 01:08:54,163 So they needed the NAACP out front. 993 01:08:54,163 --> 01:08:56,832 ACTIVIST: Write your senators and representatives, 994 01:08:56,832 --> 01:08:59,902 tell them Clarence Thomas is unacceptable. 995 01:08:59,902 --> 01:09:02,738 He has indicated that he believes in natural law 996 01:09:02,738 --> 01:09:06,175 and he does not believe in privacy. 997 01:09:06,175 --> 01:09:09,345 We don't need a lot of questions to be asked 998 01:09:09,345 --> 01:09:13,782 before we Bork this guy, we simply immediately Bork him. 999 01:09:13,782 --> 01:09:16,152 CALL ROOM: We want you to organize pickets of their offices, 1000 01:09:16,152 --> 01:09:18,587 follow them from the airport to their supermarket. 1001 01:09:18,587 --> 01:09:20,422 PATRICIA IRELAND: There is substantial opposition to Clarence Thomas. 1002 01:09:20,422 --> 01:09:23,926 His history of supporting a judicial philosophy 1003 01:09:23,926 --> 01:09:25,694 that is really out of step with the Bill of Rights 1004 01:09:25,694 --> 01:09:29,865 and the Constitution. 1005 01:09:29,865 --> 01:09:32,801 CLARENCE: We know exactly what's going on here, 1006 01:09:32,801 --> 01:09:35,905 and to pretend that it is for some other reason, stop. 1007 01:09:35,905 --> 01:09:39,708 Do I have like "stupid" written on the back of my shirt? 1008 01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:43,812 I mean, come on, we know what this is all about. 1009 01:09:43,812 --> 01:09:45,481 This isn't about what they say it's about, 1010 01:09:45,481 --> 01:09:47,583 so people should just tell the truth. 1011 01:09:47,583 --> 01:09:49,318 This is the wrong black guy. 1012 01:09:49,318 --> 01:09:50,619 He has to be destroyed. 1013 01:09:50,619 --> 01:09:54,690 Then now at least we are honest with each other. 1014 01:09:58,294 --> 01:10:00,763 [cameras clicking] 1015 01:10:08,437 --> 01:10:12,675 GINNI THOMAS: He knew he was going into the trial of his life 1016 01:10:12,675 --> 01:10:15,744 with the Senate run by the Democrats. 1017 01:10:18,647 --> 01:10:21,717 SENATOR BIDEN: The hearing will come to order. 1018 01:10:22,985 --> 01:10:26,255 GINNI THOMAS: We knew it was in the lion's den. 1019 01:10:28,524 --> 01:10:30,859 SENATOR BIDEN: Good morning, Judge. 1020 01:10:30,859 --> 01:10:32,962 Welcome to the blinding lights. 1021 01:10:36,599 --> 01:10:39,702 Finding out what you mean when you say 1022 01:10:39,702 --> 01:10:41,870 that you would apply the natural law philosophy 1023 01:10:41,870 --> 01:10:44,940 to the Constitution is, in my view, 1024 01:10:44,940 --> 01:10:48,544 the single most important task of this committee. 1025 01:10:48,544 --> 01:10:51,247 MICHAEL: Senator Biden was very focused natural law. 1026 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:56,385 Who knows, I have no idea what he was talking about. 1027 01:10:56,385 --> 01:10:58,654 SENATOR BIDEN: I just want to make sure we all know 1028 01:10:58,654 --> 01:11:01,957 That you and I know, at least, what we are talking about here. 1029 01:11:01,957 --> 01:11:06,795 There is a fervent and aggressive school of thought 1030 01:11:06,795 --> 01:11:12,468 that wishes to see natural law further inform the Constitution 1031 01:11:12,468 --> 01:11:17,706 Argued against by the positivists, led by Judge Bork. 1032 01:11:17,706 --> 01:11:20,476 Now again, that may be lost on all the people, 1033 01:11:20,476 --> 01:11:24,880 you know and I know what we are talking about. 1034 01:11:24,880 --> 01:11:26,949 CLARENCE: I have to be perfectly honest with you. 1035 01:11:26,949 --> 01:11:30,986 You sit there, and you have no idea 1036 01:11:30,986 --> 01:11:34,790 what they are talking about. 1037 01:11:34,790 --> 01:11:37,526 All I know is that he was asking me these questions 1038 01:11:37,526 --> 01:11:42,331 Someone may apply it in a way, like Moore, 1039 01:11:42,331 --> 01:11:46,402 who leads him in a direction that is, quote, "liberal." 1040 01:11:46,402 --> 01:11:48,904 You may apply it in a way that leads you in a direction 1041 01:11:48,904 --> 01:11:52,908 that is conservative, or you may, 1042 01:11:52,908 --> 01:11:57,746 like many argue, not apply it at all. 1043 01:11:57,746 --> 01:12:01,050 But it is a fundamental question 1044 01:12:01,050 --> 01:12:03,585 that is going to be almost impossible 1045 01:12:03,585 --> 01:12:07,523 for non-lawyers to grasp in an exchange, 1046 01:12:07,523 --> 01:12:11,060 but you know and I know it is a big, big deal, 1047 01:12:11,060 --> 01:12:14,863 CLARENCE: One of the things you do in hearings 1048 01:12:14,863 --> 01:12:18,867 is you have to sit there and look attentively at people 1049 01:12:18,867 --> 01:12:22,671 you know have no idea what they're talking about. 1050 01:12:22,671 --> 01:12:24,540 And it was fine. 1051 01:12:24,540 --> 01:12:26,542 I understood what he was trying to do. 1052 01:12:26,542 --> 01:12:29,445 I didn't really appreciate it. 1053 01:12:29,445 --> 01:12:33,082 Natural law was nothing more than a way of tricking me 1054 01:12:33,082 --> 01:12:36,085 into talking about abortion, 1055 01:12:36,085 --> 01:12:39,021 since many Catholic moral philosophers 1056 01:12:39,021 --> 01:12:43,058 saw the two things as intimately related. 1057 01:12:43,058 --> 01:12:46,895 But my interest in natural law was different. 1058 01:12:46,895 --> 01:12:51,734 SENATOR BIDEN: Those who subscribe to this moral-code view 1059 01:12:51,734 --> 01:12:53,736 of natural law call into question 1060 01:12:53,736 --> 01:12:57,439 a wide range of personal and family rights, 1061 01:12:57,439 --> 01:12:59,641 from reproductive freedom 1062 01:12:59,641 --> 01:13:03,112 to each individual's choice over procreation. 1063 01:13:03,112 --> 01:13:12,521 [♪] 1064 01:13:12,521 --> 01:13:15,724 NEWSCASTER: On day two, Judiciary committee Democrats tried again, 1065 01:13:15,724 --> 01:13:17,126 but again couldn't convince Clarence Thomas 1066 01:13:17,126 --> 01:13:19,061 of their need to know how he would rule 1067 01:13:19,061 --> 01:13:22,064 on a woman's right to an abortion. 1068 01:13:22,064 --> 01:13:27,136 REPORTER: How are you? Are you holding up okay? 1069 01:13:27,136 --> 01:13:29,538 NEWSCASTER: Clarence Thomas signaled he is holding up just fine 1070 01:13:29,538 --> 01:13:31,473 as he went before the Senate Judiciary committee 1071 01:13:31,473 --> 01:13:32,741 for a third day. 1072 01:13:32,741 --> 01:13:36,578 Abortion, once again, topped the agenda. 1073 01:13:36,578 --> 01:13:40,082 CLARENCE: Most of my opponents on the judiciary committee 1074 01:13:40,082 --> 01:13:41,884 cared about only one thing. 1075 01:13:41,884 --> 01:13:45,087 How would I rule on abortion rights? 1076 01:13:45,087 --> 01:13:46,889 You really didn't matter, 1077 01:13:46,889 --> 01:13:49,091 and your life didn't matter. 1078 01:13:49,091 --> 01:13:52,594 What mattered was what they wanted, 1079 01:13:52,594 --> 01:13:56,865 and what they wanted was this particular issue. 1080 01:13:56,865 --> 01:14:00,202 SENATOR LEAHY: Have you ever had discussion of Roe v. Wade, 1081 01:14:00,202 --> 01:14:04,506 other than in this room? 1082 01:14:04,506 --> 01:14:07,576 JUDGE THOMAS: Only, I guess, Senator, in the fact 1083 01:14:07,576 --> 01:14:10,012 that in the most general sense. 1084 01:14:10,012 --> 01:14:11,647 If you are asking me whether or not 1085 01:14:11,647 --> 01:14:13,582 I have ever debated the contents of it, 1086 01:14:13,582 --> 01:14:16,051 the answer to that is no, Senator. 1087 01:14:16,051 --> 01:14:18,687 SENATOR LEAHY: Well, with all due respect, Judge, 1088 01:14:18,687 --> 01:14:23,025 I have some difficulty with your answer. 1089 01:14:23,025 --> 01:14:27,029 You ask us to believe that an intelligent and outspoken person 1090 01:14:27,029 --> 01:14:30,966 like yourself has never discussed Roe v. Wade 1091 01:14:30,966 --> 01:14:33,735 with another human being? 1092 01:14:33,735 --> 01:14:36,805 MICHAEL: They refused to believe you had not discussed Roe v. Wade. 1093 01:14:36,805 --> 01:14:38,106 Well you know what? 1094 01:14:38,106 --> 01:14:39,508 They should-- 1095 01:14:39,508 --> 01:14:41,743 They refuse to believe a lot of things. 1096 01:14:41,743 --> 01:14:44,179 It's really-- Isn't that fascinating? 1097 01:14:44,179 --> 01:14:46,715 I had to, I had to have discussed it 1098 01:14:46,715 --> 01:14:48,750 because they wanted me to had to have discussed it. 1099 01:14:48,750 --> 01:14:51,887 It goes back to thing about affirmative action. 1100 01:14:51,887 --> 01:14:53,956 You have to believe in affirmative action, 1101 01:14:53,956 --> 01:14:56,492 because we think you ought to believe in affirmative action. 1102 01:14:56,492 --> 01:14:59,528 Well how is that different from slavery? 1103 01:14:59,528 --> 01:15:01,563 How is that different from segregation? 1104 01:15:01,563 --> 01:15:02,865 How is that different from being told 1105 01:15:02,865 --> 01:15:04,700 "you can't walk across that park"? 1106 01:15:04,700 --> 01:15:06,134 "Oh, you can't think those thoughts." 1107 01:15:06,134 --> 01:15:07,202 How is that any different? 1108 01:15:07,202 --> 01:15:10,906 I'd prefer to be excluded from the park 1109 01:15:10,906 --> 01:15:13,642 because I can live my life quite freely 1110 01:15:13,642 --> 01:15:16,044 without having set foot in a park. 1111 01:15:16,044 --> 01:15:17,112 But you can't live it freely 1112 01:15:17,112 --> 01:15:20,682 without having your own thoughts. 1113 01:15:20,682 --> 01:15:24,219 I felt as though in my life, 1114 01:15:24,219 --> 01:15:29,992 I had been looking at the wrong people, 1115 01:15:29,992 --> 01:15:33,762 as the people who would be problematic toward me. 1116 01:15:33,762 --> 01:15:37,666 We were told that "Oh it's going to be the bigot 1117 01:15:37,666 --> 01:15:39,034 in the pickup truck. 1118 01:15:39,034 --> 01:15:41,970 It's going be the Klansman. 1119 01:15:41,970 --> 01:15:45,140 It's going to be the rural sheriff." 1120 01:15:45,140 --> 01:15:47,009 And I'm not saying that there weren't 1121 01:15:47,009 --> 01:15:49,811 some of those who were bad, 1122 01:15:49,811 --> 01:15:53,248 but it turned out, that through all of that, 1123 01:15:53,248 --> 01:15:56,151 ultimately the biggest impediment, 1124 01:15:56,151 --> 01:15:59,021 was the modern day liberal. 1125 01:15:59,021 --> 01:16:03,825 That they were the ones who would discount all those things, 1126 01:16:03,825 --> 01:16:06,828 because they have one issue, 1127 01:16:06,828 --> 01:16:08,864 or because they can they have the authority, 1128 01:16:08,864 --> 01:16:11,099 the power to caricature you. 1129 01:16:13,035 --> 01:16:14,570 Thank you all, and thank you and your family 1130 01:16:14,570 --> 01:16:17,706 We will recess for five minutes. 1131 01:16:17,706 --> 01:16:27,783 [♪] 1132 01:16:31,153 --> 01:16:33,155 CLARENCE: We were just exhausted. 1133 01:16:33,155 --> 01:16:36,858 So, we went over just briefly, and it was out of season 1134 01:16:36,858 --> 01:16:38,994 to Cape May, 1135 01:16:38,994 --> 01:16:41,330 just to get away from the Washington area. 1136 01:16:41,330 --> 01:16:51,607 [♪] 1137 01:16:58,146 --> 01:17:00,282 We had just gotten back, 1138 01:17:00,282 --> 01:17:05,220 and that's when all heck broke loose. 1139 01:17:05,220 --> 01:17:07,756 GINNI THOMAS: A call came from the White House 1140 01:17:07,756 --> 01:17:10,959 that we were going to be visited by the FBI. 1141 01:17:10,959 --> 01:17:12,828 MICHAEL: What was that like when the FBI came? 1142 01:17:12,828 --> 01:17:14,329 As soon as they stepped in, they said 1143 01:17:14,329 --> 01:17:15,831 "do you know Anita Hill?" 1144 01:17:15,831 --> 01:17:19,267 And then they said "Did you ever try to go out with her 1145 01:17:19,267 --> 01:17:22,304 or did you ever discuss pornographic stuff with her?" 1146 01:17:22,304 --> 01:17:24,139 "No, no way." 1147 01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:26,008 And that was, I said "you got to be kidding me." 1148 01:17:26,008 --> 01:17:28,243 And then it's just like, you're deflated. 1149 01:17:28,243 --> 01:17:30,979 You said "This is where we're going now." 1150 01:17:30,979 --> 01:17:34,349 And, so I maybe, I felt more like Joseph K in The Trial, 1151 01:17:38,754 --> 01:17:41,056 that suddenly you're minding your business, 1152 01:17:41,056 --> 01:17:43,759 and you were arrested one morning. 1153 01:17:47,663 --> 01:17:51,400 You're entering an unknown world. 1154 01:17:51,400 --> 01:17:54,136 Well, this obviously isn't anything of any importance. 1155 01:17:56,672 --> 01:17:58,407 Quite honestly, I can't remember a single offense 1156 01:17:58,407 --> 01:18:00,375 that could be charged against me. 1157 01:18:02,310 --> 01:18:05,914 It's obviously a mistake, something very trivial. 1158 01:18:08,684 --> 01:18:11,953 CLARENCE: I have no idea what I was supposed to have done. 1159 01:18:11,953 --> 01:18:15,023 I'm sorry to disappoint you but I am afraid 1160 01:18:15,023 --> 01:18:16,258 that you wont find any subversive literature 1161 01:18:16,258 --> 01:18:17,359 or pornography. 1162 01:18:17,359 --> 01:18:18,694 Don't touch those record albums! 1163 01:18:18,694 --> 01:18:21,196 AGENT 1: What is this thing? 1164 01:18:21,196 --> 01:18:24,032 -My phonograph. -AGENT 2: Well, what's this? 1165 01:18:24,032 --> 01:18:26,368 CLARENCE: The FBI called back that afternoon, 1166 01:18:26,368 --> 01:18:29,705 they said that "This is uncorroborated. 1167 01:18:29,705 --> 01:18:32,274 There are no facts," 1168 01:18:32,274 --> 01:18:34,810 that "We don't think there's anything to it." 1169 01:18:52,260 --> 01:18:54,329 NINA TOTENBERG: In an affidavit filed with Senate Judiciary committee 1170 01:18:54,329 --> 01:18:56,832 law professor Anita Hill 1171 01:18:56,832 --> 01:18:59,234 said Thomas began asking her out socially 1172 01:18:59,234 --> 01:19:00,902 and refused to accept her explanation 1173 01:19:00,902 --> 01:19:02,170 that she did not think it appropriate 1174 01:19:02,170 --> 01:19:04,372 to go out with her boss. 1175 01:19:04,372 --> 01:19:07,242 The relationship, she said, became even more strained 1176 01:19:07,242 --> 01:19:13,014 when Thomas, in work situations, began to discuss sex. 1177 01:19:13,014 --> 01:19:14,216 It was leaked. 1178 01:19:14,216 --> 01:19:17,152 This was a, this was a crime. 1179 01:19:17,152 --> 01:19:20,522 This was a criminal act that did this. 1180 01:19:20,522 --> 01:19:25,494 But in any case, it was leaked, and that changed everything. 1181 01:19:25,494 --> 01:19:29,898 REPORTER: Judge, do you think you are being treated unfairly, sir? 1182 01:19:29,898 --> 01:19:33,235 MICHAEL: After the leak the media just camped out at your house? 1183 01:19:33,235 --> 01:19:35,170 CLARENCE: Yeah, they stayed, and then whenever we left, 1184 01:19:35,170 --> 01:19:36,972 there would be a chase car, 1185 01:19:36,972 --> 01:19:40,041 and there was a motorcycle behind us. 1186 01:19:40,041 --> 01:19:43,145 So, you're literally under siege. 1187 01:19:43,145 --> 01:19:45,447 NEWSCASTER: The opponents of Supreme Court nominee Clarence Thomas 1188 01:19:45,447 --> 01:19:48,083 want to delay a vote on this confirmation 1189 01:19:48,083 --> 01:19:51,086 because of charges of sexual harassment. 1190 01:19:51,086 --> 01:19:53,255 In light of these revelations which we consider to be 1191 01:19:53,255 --> 01:19:55,357 very, very serious, 1192 01:19:55,357 --> 01:19:58,193 then at the minimum we need to see a delay, 1193 01:19:58,193 --> 01:20:00,829 a delay of this nomination. 1194 01:20:00,829 --> 01:20:02,297 PROTESTERS: Hey! Hey! 1195 01:20:02,297 --> 01:20:03,398 Ho! Ho! 1196 01:20:03,398 --> 01:20:04,833 Anita Hill yes! 1197 01:20:04,833 --> 01:20:07,969 Thomas no! 1198 01:20:07,969 --> 01:20:09,171 NEWSCASTER: Several interest groups 1199 01:20:09,171 --> 01:20:11,106 including the Women's Legal Defense Fund 1200 01:20:11,106 --> 01:20:12,040 and the National Organization for Women 1201 01:20:12,040 --> 01:20:14,276 are also calling for a delay. 1202 01:20:14,276 --> 01:20:16,978 CLARENCE: You worry about, what can they convince people 1203 01:20:16,978 --> 01:20:18,346 that I have done. 1204 01:20:18,346 --> 01:20:22,184 You got all these PR firms, and slick law firms, 1205 01:20:22,184 --> 01:20:27,088 I'm just sitting there, I mean it's my wife and me. 1206 01:20:27,088 --> 01:20:29,825 We're like at home, 1207 01:20:29,825 --> 01:20:34,229 and we have a couple of prayer partners who would come over. 1208 01:20:34,229 --> 01:20:37,399 GINNI THOMAS: And they helped us in our home, 1209 01:20:37,399 --> 01:20:41,102 read through the Bible, and put on the armor of God 1210 01:20:41,102 --> 01:20:45,974 because it felt like the demons were loose. 1211 01:20:45,974 --> 01:20:48,476 NEWSCASTER: The eroding support for Thomas finally forced 1212 01:20:48,476 --> 01:20:52,013 Republicans to admit a Tuesday vote would be a bad idea 1213 01:20:52,013 --> 01:20:55,016 and there was unanimous consent to wait until next Tuesday 1214 01:20:55,016 --> 01:20:58,887 to allow a full hearing on the allegations in the meantime. 1215 01:20:58,887 --> 01:21:00,121 But Thomas's key backer 1216 01:21:00,121 --> 01:21:01,623 delivered an impassioned prediction 1217 01:21:01,623 --> 01:21:04,159 of what a public hearing would turn into. 1218 01:21:04,159 --> 01:21:06,428 SENATOR DANFORTH: Oh, it's going to be a field day. 1219 01:21:06,428 --> 01:21:10,165 Read all about it! 1220 01:21:10,165 --> 01:21:12,300 Tune in tomorrow, 1221 01:21:12,300 --> 01:21:16,071 and every day for the next seven days 1222 01:21:16,071 --> 01:21:19,107 to get everything and anything 1223 01:21:19,107 --> 01:21:22,611 that anybody wants to say about Clarence Thomas! 1224 01:21:30,552 --> 01:21:33,655 [mantle being struck] 1225 01:21:33,655 --> 01:21:36,091 SENATOR BIDEN: The hearing will come to order. 1226 01:21:38,126 --> 01:21:45,100 Mr. Chairman, Senator Thurmond, members of the committee, 1227 01:21:45,100 --> 01:21:50,505 I welcome the opportunity to clear my name today. 1228 01:21:50,505 --> 01:21:53,174 The first I learned of the allegations 1229 01:21:53,174 --> 01:22:00,448 by Prof. Anita Hill was on September 25, 1991, 1230 01:22:00,448 --> 01:22:06,621 when the FBI came to my home to investigate her allegations. 1231 01:22:06,621 --> 01:22:15,697 I was shocked, surprised, hurt, and enormously saddened. 1232 01:22:15,697 --> 01:22:20,368 I have not been the same since that day. 1233 01:22:20,368 --> 01:22:24,673 Let me describe my relationship with Anita Hill. 1234 01:22:24,673 --> 01:22:29,277 In 1981, after I went to the Department of Education 1235 01:22:29,277 --> 01:22:33,281 as an Assistant Secretary in the Office of Civil Rights, 1236 01:22:33,281 --> 01:22:36,418 I hired Anita Hill. 1237 01:22:36,418 --> 01:22:39,154 Anita Hill was an attorney advisor 1238 01:22:39,154 --> 01:22:42,157 who worked directly with me. 1239 01:22:42,157 --> 01:22:46,628 Anita Hill joined me at EEOC. 1240 01:22:46,628 --> 01:22:50,532 At EEOC, our relationship was more distant. 1241 01:22:50,532 --> 01:22:53,301 And our contacts less frequent. 1242 01:22:53,301 --> 01:22:58,406 Although I did not see Anita Hill often after she left EEOC, 1243 01:22:58,406 --> 01:23:02,344 I did see her on 1 or 2 subsequent visits 1244 01:23:02,344 --> 01:23:06,214 to Tulsa, Oklahoma and on one visit, 1245 01:23:06,214 --> 01:23:09,751 I believe she drove me to the airport. 1246 01:23:09,751 --> 01:23:14,556 I find it particularly troubling that she never raised any hint 1247 01:23:14,556 --> 01:23:17,659 that she was uncomfortable with me. 1248 01:23:17,659 --> 01:23:20,028 She did not raise or mention it 1249 01:23:20,028 --> 01:23:22,764 when considering moving with me to EEOC 1250 01:23:22,764 --> 01:23:25,567 from the Department of Education 1251 01:23:25,567 --> 01:23:29,371 and she never raised it with me when she left EEOC 1252 01:23:29,371 --> 01:23:32,774 and was moving on in her life. 1253 01:23:32,774 --> 01:23:36,411 But, I have not said or done the things 1254 01:23:36,411 --> 01:23:40,048 that Anita Hill has alleged. 1255 01:23:40,048 --> 01:23:45,787 God has gotten me through the days since September 25th 1256 01:23:45,787 --> 01:23:49,157 and he is my judge. 1257 01:23:49,157 --> 01:23:53,061 GINNI THOMAS: I have to tell you from my perch behind him. 1258 01:23:53,061 --> 01:23:57,499 I was just watching the senators and feeling rage towards them. 1259 01:23:57,499 --> 01:24:01,236 And I especially focused on Senator Kennedy, 1260 01:24:01,236 --> 01:24:04,372 and the things that I knew he had done in his life, 1261 01:24:04,372 --> 01:24:07,609 and the nerve of any of this to come out 1262 01:24:07,609 --> 01:24:10,111 to a man like I know and I love. 1263 01:24:10,111 --> 01:24:16,117 JUDGE Thomas: Mr. Chairman, I have never, in all my life, felt such hurt, 1264 01:24:16,117 --> 01:24:20,488 such pain, such agony. 1265 01:24:20,488 --> 01:24:24,292 My family and I have been done a grave 1266 01:24:24,292 --> 01:24:28,430 and irreparable injustice. 1267 01:24:28,430 --> 01:24:30,365 SENATOR BIDEN: Thank you, Judge. 1268 01:24:30,365 --> 01:24:36,704 The hearing is in recess for 5 minutes. 1269 01:24:36,704 --> 01:24:38,273 MICHAEL: So, then you left, and went back home. 1270 01:24:38,273 --> 01:24:39,707 Yeah. 1271 01:24:39,707 --> 01:24:42,143 MICHAEL: And Anita Hill testified. 1272 01:24:42,143 --> 01:24:43,244 Did you watch that? 1273 01:24:43,244 --> 01:24:45,647 CLARENCE: Oh, God, no. 1274 01:24:45,647 --> 01:24:47,415 SENATOR BIDEN: Professor, do you swear to tell the whole truth 1275 01:24:47,415 --> 01:24:49,551 and nothing but the truth, so help you, God? 1276 01:24:49,551 --> 01:24:50,552 PROFESSOR HILL: I do. 1277 01:24:50,552 --> 01:24:54,622 SENATOR BIDEN: Thank you. 1278 01:24:54,622 --> 01:24:58,827 My name is Anita F. Hill, and I am a professor of law 1279 01:24:58,827 --> 01:25:01,663 at the University of Oklahoma. 1280 01:25:01,663 --> 01:25:04,232 At the Department of Education 1281 01:25:04,232 --> 01:25:09,737 Judge Thomas asked me to go out socially with him. 1282 01:25:09,737 --> 01:25:13,675 I declined the invitation to go out socially with him. 1283 01:25:13,675 --> 01:25:18,446 My working relationship became even more strained 1284 01:25:18,446 --> 01:25:25,520 when Judge Thomas began to use work situations to discuss sex. 1285 01:25:25,520 --> 01:25:28,723 His conversations were very vivid. 1286 01:25:28,723 --> 01:25:32,160 When Senate staff asked me about these matters, 1287 01:25:32,160 --> 01:25:34,896 I felt that I had a duty to report. 1288 01:25:34,896 --> 01:25:37,198 I could not keep silent. 1289 01:25:40,502 --> 01:25:43,304 GINNI THOMAS: This was a kill-shot. 1290 01:25:43,304 --> 01:25:44,606 We could feel it. 1291 01:25:44,606 --> 01:25:46,875 So, they were coming to destroy my husband, 1292 01:25:46,875 --> 01:25:51,513 not just discredit him or differ with his point of view. 1293 01:25:51,513 --> 01:25:53,515 This was the kill-shot. 1294 01:25:55,250 --> 01:25:57,652 Can you tell me what incidences occurred, 1295 01:25:57,652 --> 01:26:01,289 of the ones you have described to us, occurred in his office? 1296 01:26:01,289 --> 01:26:05,927 Well, I recall specifically that the incident about the Coke can 1297 01:26:05,927 --> 01:26:10,398 occurred in his office at the EEOC. 1298 01:26:10,398 --> 01:26:12,600 SENATOR BIDEN: And what was that incident again? 1299 01:26:12,600 --> 01:26:14,769 The incident with regard to the Coke can, 1300 01:26:14,769 --> 01:26:25,947 PROFESSOR HILL: The incident involved his going to his desk, 1301 01:26:25,947 --> 01:26:28,883 getting up from a worktable, going to his desk, 1302 01:26:28,883 --> 01:26:35,890 looking at this can and saying, "Who put pubic hair on my Coke?" 1303 01:26:37,825 --> 01:26:41,896 GINNI THOMAS: I was the one that tried to watch what was going on 1304 01:26:41,896 --> 01:26:45,767 for as long as I could and it looked bad. 1305 01:26:45,767 --> 01:26:48,570 It looked like it could be credible. 1306 01:26:48,570 --> 01:26:52,307 She was painting a compelling picture 1307 01:26:52,307 --> 01:26:54,909 and yet coming up with different iterations 1308 01:26:54,909 --> 01:26:57,979 from what we had been told her allegations were. 1309 01:26:57,979 --> 01:26:59,781 So it was growing. 1310 01:26:59,781 --> 01:27:03,384 Someone had worked with her, or she had found new aspects 1311 01:27:03,384 --> 01:27:08,656 of her story that she was putting out there. 1312 01:27:08,656 --> 01:27:13,328 SENATOR BIDEN: Are there any other incidents that occurred in his office, 1313 01:27:13,328 --> 01:27:15,597 with just-in his office, period? 1314 01:27:15,597 --> 01:27:19,234 There is... I recall at least one instance 1315 01:27:19,234 --> 01:27:22,303 in his office at the EEOC 1316 01:27:22,303 --> 01:27:25,974 where he discussed some pornographic material, 1317 01:27:25,974 --> 01:27:29,544 or he brought up the substance or the content 1318 01:27:29,544 --> 01:27:32,380 of pornographic material. 1319 01:27:32,380 --> 01:27:34,782 SENATOR BIDEN: Again, it is difficult, but for the record, 1320 01:27:34,782 --> 01:27:37,719 what substance did he bring up in this instance, at EEOC, 1321 01:27:37,719 --> 01:27:39,887 in his office? 1322 01:27:39,887 --> 01:27:43,258 PROFESSOR HILL: This was a reference to an individual 1323 01:27:43,258 --> 01:27:48,896 who had a very large penis 1324 01:27:48,896 --> 01:27:53,401 and he used the name that he had referred to 1325 01:27:53,401 --> 01:27:56,271 in the pornographic material... 1326 01:27:59,507 --> 01:28:01,376 SENATOR BIDEN: Do you recall what it was? 1327 01:28:01,376 --> 01:28:02,844 Yes, I do. 1328 01:28:02,844 --> 01:28:09,717 The name that was referred to was Long Dong Silver. 1329 01:28:09,717 --> 01:28:16,391 GINNI THOMAS: Honestly it was a nightmare to hear about any of her charges 1330 01:28:16,391 --> 01:28:19,994 whether it was the pubic hair on the Coke can 1331 01:28:19,994 --> 01:28:23,431 or Long Dong Silver. 1332 01:28:23,431 --> 01:28:25,667 It was all jarring. 1333 01:28:25,667 --> 01:28:30,571 It was all so wrong, it was so shocking. 1334 01:28:30,571 --> 01:28:35,076 And I'm sure America was tuning in to C-SPAN. 1335 01:28:35,076 --> 01:28:39,614 And it was horrendous because it was so untrue. 1336 01:28:39,614 --> 01:28:41,449 CLARENCE: Then she told me what they were saying, 1337 01:28:41,449 --> 01:28:46,621 I know that didn't happen", because I'd never known. 1338 01:28:46,621 --> 01:28:48,056 So yeah, I was tormenting myself, 1339 01:28:48,056 --> 01:28:50,992 trying to dig through my endless memories. 1340 01:28:50,992 --> 01:28:52,026 Did I do something? 1341 01:28:52,026 --> 01:28:53,828 Did I say something? 1342 01:28:53,828 --> 01:28:55,596 Was it a joke? 1343 01:28:55,596 --> 01:28:57,899 And when they said whatever it was, they said-- 1344 01:28:57,899 --> 01:28:59,534 I said "that didn't happen." 1345 01:28:59,534 --> 01:29:05,506 So, it was the first relief I felt. 1346 01:29:05,506 --> 01:29:08,443 SENATOR SIMPSON: Why in God's name, 1347 01:29:08,443 --> 01:29:12,847 when he left his position of power or status 1348 01:29:12,847 --> 01:29:18,753 or authority over you, and you left it in 1983, 1349 01:29:18,753 --> 01:29:24,492 why in God's name would you ever speak to a man like that 1350 01:29:24,492 --> 01:29:27,128 the rest of your life? 1351 01:29:27,128 --> 01:29:30,631 That is a very good question, 1352 01:29:30,631 --> 01:29:32,867 and I am sure that I cannot answer that 1353 01:29:32,867 --> 01:29:35,470 to your satisfaction. 1354 01:29:35,470 --> 01:29:40,441 I have suggested that I was afraid of retaliation, 1355 01:29:40,441 --> 01:29:44,479 I was afraid of damage to my professional life. 1356 01:29:44,479 --> 01:29:48,049 It just seems so incredible to me 1357 01:29:48,049 --> 01:29:52,053 that you would not only have visited with him twice 1358 01:29:52,053 --> 01:29:56,624 after that period and after he was no longer able 1359 01:29:56,624 --> 01:29:59,093 to manipulate you or to destroy you, 1360 01:29:59,093 --> 01:30:00,862 that you then not only visited with him 1361 01:30:00,862 --> 01:30:03,765 but took him to the airport, 1362 01:30:03,765 --> 01:30:05,600 and then 11 times contacted him. 1363 01:30:05,600 --> 01:30:09,570 That part of it is the most contradictory 1364 01:30:09,570 --> 01:30:13,841 and puzzling thing for me. 1365 01:30:13,841 --> 01:30:16,144 SENATOR BIDEN: Adjourned until 9 o'clock. 1366 01:30:21,682 --> 01:30:25,953 CLARENCE: Senator Danforth called me at home, after that testimony 1367 01:30:25,953 --> 01:30:28,790 and they wanted me to testify that night, 1368 01:30:28,790 --> 01:30:34,095 to not let the testimony, her testimony be the new- 1369 01:30:34,095 --> 01:30:36,464 fill up the news cycle. 1370 01:30:36,464 --> 01:30:38,933 NEWSCASTER: This afternoon Mr. Bush left for Camp David, 1371 01:30:38,933 --> 01:30:41,135 but you would have to describe the mood here as resigned, 1372 01:30:41,135 --> 01:30:43,438 I think, and somber, not at all sure 1373 01:30:43,438 --> 01:30:46,841 that Clarence Thomas is going to survive this. 1374 01:30:46,841 --> 01:30:51,979 CLARENCE: So, I reluctantly agreed to come back at 8 o'clock. 1375 01:30:51,979 --> 01:30:54,649 GINNI THOMAS: He may have thought it was necessary to go back 1376 01:30:54,649 --> 01:30:56,651 in front of the Senate, 1377 01:30:56,651 --> 01:30:58,853 but honestly from his wife's point of view 1378 01:30:58,853 --> 01:31:04,091 watching the man who is my loved, beloved husband, 1379 01:31:04,091 --> 01:31:08,029 I didn't know he had it within him to keep going. 1380 01:31:08,029 --> 01:31:12,867 So, I get to Jack, Senator Danforth's office 1381 01:31:12,867 --> 01:31:17,672 and we sit, and we begin to discuss that, 1382 01:31:17,672 --> 01:31:19,740 you know what's ahead. 1383 01:31:21,042 --> 01:31:22,944 So, I was exhausted, 1384 01:31:22,944 --> 01:31:26,981 and I asked him to get rid of all the people. 1385 01:31:26,981 --> 01:31:31,886 He turned off the lights 1386 01:31:31,886 --> 01:31:34,689 and I just laid down on the couch, 1387 01:31:34,689 --> 01:31:37,091 and just closed my eyes. 1388 01:31:41,863 --> 01:31:44,732 Surrounded by the darkness of early evening 1389 01:31:44,732 --> 01:31:48,636 drifting in the liminal space between sleep and waking. 1390 01:31:51,572 --> 01:31:54,876 I must have been thinking of "To Kill a Mockingbird" 1391 01:31:57,979 --> 01:32:01,215 in which Atticus Finch, a small-town southern lawyer, 1392 01:32:01,215 --> 01:32:03,618 defends Tom Robinson 1393 01:32:03,618 --> 01:32:07,655 a black man on trial for the rape of a white woman. 1394 01:32:13,261 --> 01:32:17,265 Gentlemen of the jury, have you reached a verdict? 1395 01:32:17,265 --> 01:32:21,002 CLARENCE: I had lived my whole life knowing that Tom's fate 1396 01:32:21,002 --> 01:32:23,671 might be mine. 1397 01:32:23,671 --> 01:32:25,306 Strip away the fancy talk 1398 01:32:25,306 --> 01:32:29,710 and you were left with the same old story. 1399 01:32:29,710 --> 01:32:32,146 You can't trust black men around women. 1400 01:32:33,981 --> 01:32:37,018 JURY: We find the defendant guilty as charged. 1401 01:32:40,755 --> 01:32:44,692 CLARENCE: This one may be a big city judge with a law degree from Yale 1402 01:32:44,692 --> 01:32:47,862 but when you get right down to it, 1403 01:32:47,862 --> 01:32:50,164 he's just like the rest of them. 1404 01:32:52,199 --> 01:32:56,837 One of the things that came to mind 1405 01:32:56,837 --> 01:32:58,306 after I'd rested a little bit, 1406 01:32:58,306 --> 01:33:01,876 I said "Jack, this is a high-tech lynching" 1407 01:33:01,876 --> 01:33:05,146 and he said "If that's what you think, say it." 1408 01:33:05,146 --> 01:33:08,182 And so, I wrote that on a legal pad, 1409 01:33:08,182 --> 01:33:12,320 and he just exhorted me to go in the name of the Holy Ghost. 1410 01:33:12,320 --> 01:33:17,858 [crowd applauding] 1411 01:33:17,858 --> 01:33:21,862 GINNI THOMAS: There were conservative groups who were marshalling activists 1412 01:33:21,862 --> 01:33:23,864 from around the country to come in 1413 01:33:23,864 --> 01:33:25,633 and line the hallways. 1414 01:33:25,633 --> 01:33:28,703 [crowd shouting and cheering] 1415 01:33:31,639 --> 01:33:34,709 And when we came out of Senator Danforth's office, 1416 01:33:34,709 --> 01:33:36,711 and we were going down the hallway, 1417 01:33:36,711 --> 01:33:40,247 and all these people were clapping, and very excited. 1418 01:33:40,247 --> 01:33:43,317 [crowd cheering] 1419 01:33:49,023 --> 01:33:51,692 And he said to me "who are those people?" 1420 01:33:51,692 --> 01:33:54,328 And I said "I think they're angels." 1421 01:33:54,328 --> 01:33:57,398 [mantle struck] 1422 01:34:01,168 --> 01:34:03,971 SENATOR BIDEN: The committee will please come to order. 1423 01:34:05,339 --> 01:34:10,411 JUDGE THOMAS: Senator, I would like to start by saying unequivocally, 1424 01:34:10,411 --> 01:34:16,083 uncategorically that I deny each and every single allegation 1425 01:34:16,083 --> 01:34:17,652 against me today 1426 01:34:17,652 --> 01:34:20,821 that suggested in any way 1427 01:34:20,821 --> 01:34:26,027 that I had conversations of a sexual nature 1428 01:34:26,027 --> 01:34:30,164 or about pornographic material with Anita Hill. 1429 01:34:30,164 --> 01:34:33,801 That I ever attempted to date her. 1430 01:34:33,801 --> 01:34:39,940 That I ever had any personal sexual interest in her, 1431 01:34:39,940 --> 01:34:44,278 or that I in any way ever harassed her. 1432 01:34:44,278 --> 01:34:45,446 This is a circus. 1433 01:34:45,446 --> 01:34:47,782 It is a national disgrace. 1434 01:34:49,083 --> 01:34:53,154 And from my standpoint, as a black American, 1435 01:34:53,154 --> 01:34:57,024 as far as I am concerned, it is a high-tech lynching 1436 01:34:57,024 --> 01:35:02,463 for uppity-blacks who in any way deign to think for themselves, 1437 01:35:02,463 --> 01:35:06,200 to do for themselves, to have different ideas, 1438 01:35:06,200 --> 01:35:08,202 and it is a message that, 1439 01:35:08,202 --> 01:35:11,772 unless you kowtow to an old order, 1440 01:35:11,772 --> 01:35:14,975 this is what will happen to you. 1441 01:35:14,975 --> 01:35:21,749 You will be lynched, destroyed, caricatured 1442 01:35:21,749 --> 01:35:25,252 by a committee of the U.S. Senate, 1443 01:35:25,252 --> 01:35:29,323 rather than hung from a tree. 1444 01:35:36,263 --> 01:35:40,201 GINNI THOMAS: When Clarence gave the high-tech lynching speech, 1445 01:35:40,201 --> 01:35:46,741 I knew how little of my husband was sitting in front of me. 1446 01:35:46,741 --> 01:35:49,910 And I knew that God was with him 1447 01:35:49,910 --> 01:35:52,413 because I knew he wasn't doing that on his own, 1448 01:35:52,413 --> 01:35:56,150 because I knew how weak he was at that point. 1449 01:35:59,820 --> 01:36:05,426 And, Judge, what is your response 1450 01:36:05,426 --> 01:36:08,796 to those specific charges again? 1451 01:36:08,796 --> 01:36:12,366 Senator, my response is that I categorically, 1452 01:36:12,366 --> 01:36:14,001 unequivocally deny them. 1453 01:36:14,001 --> 01:36:14,935 SENATOR PATRICK: Thank you. 1454 01:36:14,935 --> 01:36:17,037 They did not occur. 1455 01:36:17,037 --> 01:36:22,443 Senator, I wasn't harmed by the Klan, 1456 01:36:22,443 --> 01:36:25,379 I wasn't harmed by the Knights of Camelia, 1457 01:36:25,379 --> 01:36:28,415 I wasn't harmed by the Aryan race, 1458 01:36:28,415 --> 01:36:30,818 I wasn't harmed by a racist group, 1459 01:36:30,818 --> 01:36:34,855 I was harmed by this process, 1460 01:36:34,855 --> 01:36:40,027 this process which accommodated these attacks on me. 1461 01:36:40,027 --> 01:36:45,032 I would have preferred an assassin's bullet 1462 01:36:45,032 --> 01:36:49,336 to this kind of living hell 1463 01:36:49,336 --> 01:36:53,340 that they have put me and my family through. 1464 01:36:58,879 --> 01:37:01,982 SENATOR GRASSLEY: You haven't mentioned your grandfather. 1465 01:37:01,982 --> 01:37:04,885 I would like to have you tell me what you think advice, 1466 01:37:04,885 --> 01:37:12,326 he would give to you if he were advising you today. 1467 01:37:12,326 --> 01:37:16,831 JUDGE THOMAS: When I was getting hammered in the public 1468 01:37:16,831 --> 01:37:21,035 and getting criticized, and I complained to him, 1469 01:37:21,035 --> 01:37:24,905 he told me to stand up for what I believe in. 1470 01:37:24,905 --> 01:37:27,241 That is what he would tell me today. 1471 01:37:27,241 --> 01:37:29,944 Not to quit, not to turn tail, 1472 01:37:29,944 --> 01:37:32,279 not to cry "uncle," 1473 01:37:32,279 --> 01:37:35,049 and not to give up until I am dead. 1474 01:37:35,049 --> 01:37:37,251 He had another statement. 1475 01:37:37,251 --> 01:37:41,322 "Give out but don't give up." 1476 01:37:41,322 --> 01:37:44,058 That is what he would say to me. 1477 01:37:49,096 --> 01:37:52,499 SENATOR HATCH: I would like you to describe now, 1478 01:37:52,499 --> 01:37:55,436 for this gathering, 1479 01:37:55,436 --> 01:38:04,211 what it is like to be accused of sexual harassment. 1480 01:38:04,211 --> 01:38:06,614 And let me add the word, unjustly accused 1481 01:38:06,614 --> 01:38:12,019 of sexual harassment. 1482 01:38:12,019 --> 01:38:16,657 The day I received a phone call on Saturday night, 1483 01:38:16,657 --> 01:38:21,262 last Saturday night, about 7:30 1484 01:38:21,262 --> 01:38:28,269 and told that this was going to be in the press, I had-I died. 1485 01:38:28,269 --> 01:38:31,405 The person you knew, whether you voted for me 1486 01:38:31,405 --> 01:38:34,475 or against me... 1487 01:38:34,475 --> 01:38:37,278 died. 1488 01:38:52,660 --> 01:38:56,397 In my view, that is an injustice. 1489 01:39:01,669 --> 01:39:04,505 SENATOR HATCH: Judge, you are here though. 1490 01:39:04,505 --> 01:39:06,106 Some people have been spreading the rumor 1491 01:39:06,106 --> 01:39:09,043 that perhaps you are going to withdraw. 1492 01:39:12,313 --> 01:39:15,049 What's Clarence Thomas going to do? 1493 01:39:15,049 --> 01:39:18,652 JUDGE THOMAS: I would rather die than withdraw. 1494 01:39:18,652 --> 01:39:21,355 If they are going to kill me, they're going to kill me. 1495 01:39:29,229 --> 01:39:31,732 So, you would still like to serve on the Supreme Court? 1496 01:39:31,732 --> 01:39:36,270 I would rather die than withdraw from the process. 1497 01:39:40,240 --> 01:39:44,478 Not for the purpose of serving on the Supreme Court 1498 01:39:44,478 --> 01:39:49,683 but for the purpose of not being driven out of this process. 1499 01:39:49,683 --> 01:39:51,618 I will not be scared. 1500 01:39:51,618 --> 01:39:53,487 I don't like bullies. 1501 01:39:53,487 --> 01:39:56,323 I have never run from bullies. 1502 01:39:56,323 --> 01:39:59,293 I never cry uncle and I am not going to cry uncle today 1503 01:39:59,293 --> 01:40:02,663 whether I want to be on the Supreme Court or not. 1504 01:40:06,166 --> 01:40:09,436 We are recessed for 15 minutes. 1505 01:40:12,539 --> 01:40:14,541 CROWD: We support Thomas! 1506 01:40:14,541 --> 01:40:23,550 We support Thomas! 1507 01:40:23,550 --> 01:40:26,353 CLARENCE: The poll numbers had changed dramatically, 1508 01:40:26,353 --> 01:40:28,155 after I testified. 1509 01:40:28,155 --> 01:40:29,590 NEWSCASTER: More than twice as many respondents 1510 01:40:29,590 --> 01:40:31,792 to a CBS News/New York Times poll say 1511 01:40:31,792 --> 01:40:33,027 they would likely believe Judge Thomas 1512 01:40:33,027 --> 01:40:35,763 if they were forced to choose. 1513 01:40:35,763 --> 01:40:40,367 It's like two thirds of the country was normally on my side. 1514 01:40:40,367 --> 01:40:43,037 The question is on the confirmation of the nomination 1515 01:40:43,037 --> 01:40:46,540 of Clarence Thomas of Georgia to be an Associate Justice 1516 01:40:46,540 --> 01:40:49,043 of the United States Supreme Court. 1517 01:40:49,043 --> 01:40:50,611 SPEAKER: Mr. Deconcini. 1518 01:40:50,611 --> 01:40:51,678 DECONCINI: Aye. 1519 01:40:51,678 --> 01:40:54,081 SPEAKER: Mr. Kerry of Massachusetts. 1520 01:40:54,081 --> 01:40:55,582 KERRY: No. 1521 01:40:55,582 --> 01:40:56,750 SPEAKER: Mr. McCain 1522 01:40:56,750 --> 01:40:59,553 McCAIN: Aye. 1523 01:40:59,553 --> 01:41:02,423 MICHAEL: Where were you during the actual Senate vote? 1524 01:41:02,423 --> 01:41:05,392 CLARENCE: During the vote, I was in the tub, and finally, 1525 01:41:05,392 --> 01:41:13,700 So I got in the bath, and just sort of soaked. 1526 01:41:13,700 --> 01:41:19,506 QUAYLE: On this vote the yeas are 52 and the nays are 48. 1527 01:41:19,506 --> 01:41:22,242 The nomination of Clarence Thomas of Georgia 1528 01:41:22,242 --> 01:41:25,279 to be associate justice of the United States Supreme Court 1529 01:41:25,279 --> 01:41:27,114 is hereby confirmed. 1530 01:41:27,114 --> 01:41:29,183 GINNI THOMAS: So, when the vote happened, 1531 01:41:29,183 --> 01:41:33,687 someone who worked with me called and told me that he won. 1532 01:41:33,687 --> 01:41:38,092 And I went and told Clarence, and he was in a bath-tub. 1533 01:41:38,092 --> 01:41:40,694 And you know, my reaction is, 1534 01:41:40,694 --> 01:41:44,798 still pretty much the way it is now "whoop-dee-damn-doo." 1535 01:41:44,798 --> 01:41:46,767 And I wasn't really all that interested in it. 1536 01:41:46,767 --> 01:41:49,536 I just think what they did was wrong. 1537 01:41:49,536 --> 01:41:50,871 So that you get confirmed, but the bottom line 1538 01:41:50,871 --> 01:41:52,840 doesn't change the fact that what you did was wrong. 1539 01:41:52,840 --> 01:41:55,709 Repeat after me: 1540 01:41:55,709 --> 01:41:58,712 I, Clarence Thomas... 1541 01:41:58,712 --> 01:42:01,815 Do solemnly swear... 1542 01:42:01,815 --> 01:42:03,450 JUSTICE WHITE: That I will support and defend... 1543 01:42:03,450 --> 01:42:05,285 That I will support and defend... 1544 01:42:05,285 --> 01:42:10,190 The Constitution of the United States. 1545 01:42:12,359 --> 01:42:17,464 Without warning memories of home, my grandparents 1546 01:42:17,464 --> 01:42:19,399 and the accumulated toil 1547 01:42:19,399 --> 01:42:22,736 of the last 4 decades swirled through my mind. 1548 01:42:22,736 --> 01:42:32,813 [♪] 1549 01:42:42,756 --> 01:42:46,727 [♪] 1550 01:42:46,727 --> 01:42:50,364 those same groups that opposed you during confirmation, 1551 01:42:50,364 --> 01:42:52,533 continued their attack. 1552 01:42:52,533 --> 01:42:53,400 Yeah. 1553 01:42:53,400 --> 01:42:57,671 Nothing they do surprises me anymore. 1554 01:42:57,671 --> 01:43:02,342 It's just, it's unpleasant, but that's life. 1555 01:43:02,342 --> 01:43:12,419 [♪] 1556 01:43:22,362 --> 01:43:29,836 [♪] 1557 01:43:29,836 --> 01:43:32,406 The idea was to get rid of me, 1558 01:43:32,406 --> 01:43:36,510 and then it was after I was there, it was to undermine me, 1559 01:43:36,510 --> 01:43:39,379 my credibility, my effectiveness. 1560 01:43:39,379 --> 01:43:40,714 You want another bran muffin? 1561 01:43:40,714 --> 01:43:41,915 I could use some more coffee, Clarence. 1562 01:43:41,915 --> 01:43:43,784 Sure thing! 1563 01:43:43,784 --> 01:43:50,724 of Springfield police department vs. Hector Rodriguez Gonzalez. 1564 01:43:50,724 --> 01:43:51,992 Justice Thomas? 1565 01:43:51,992 --> 01:43:56,496 Uhh, well how were the rest of you guys going to vote? 1566 01:43:56,496 --> 01:43:58,732 I'm voting for the police department. 1567 01:43:58,732 --> 01:44:03,570 I say whatever the rest of you guys say. 1568 01:44:03,570 --> 01:44:05,572 Justice Thomas... 1569 01:44:08,242 --> 01:44:10,777 CLARENCE: Well, it's stereotypes draped in sanctimony 1570 01:44:10,777 --> 01:44:13,380 and self-congratulation. 1571 01:44:21,788 --> 01:44:24,258 It's a different sets of rules for different people. 1572 01:44:24,258 --> 01:44:29,329 If you criticize a-- a black person who's more liberal, 1573 01:44:29,329 --> 01:44:30,464 you are racist. 1574 01:44:30,464 --> 01:44:33,367 Whereas if you can do whatever to me, 1575 01:44:33,367 --> 01:44:37,437 or to now, Ben Carson, 1576 01:44:37,437 --> 01:44:39,740 ah, and that's fine because you're not really black, 1577 01:44:39,740 --> 01:44:42,776 because you're not doing what we expect black people to do. 1578 01:44:42,776 --> 01:44:52,853 [♪] 1579 01:44:56,423 --> 01:44:59,593 It's a tactic and when people see it being successful, 1580 01:44:59,593 --> 01:45:01,561 they don't realize they're going to be the next ones 1581 01:45:01,561 --> 01:45:04,331 in the Tower of London. 1582 01:45:04,331 --> 01:45:05,866 It is just a matter of time. 1583 01:45:05,866 --> 01:45:10,337 You allow this to be a precedent in your society, 1584 01:45:10,337 --> 01:45:11,872 and you, people might say, "Oh, it's wonderful. 1585 01:45:11,872 --> 01:45:14,374 This particular guy is getting tarred and feathered." 1586 01:45:14,374 --> 01:45:17,077 Well, there's a lot of tar, and there's a lot of feather, 1587 01:45:17,077 --> 01:45:19,579 and eventually you will be there. 1588 01:45:21,515 --> 01:45:23,517 NEWSCASTER: A watershed moment at the Supreme Court- 1589 01:45:23,517 --> 01:45:26,353 Justice Clarence Thomas asked a question 1590 01:45:26,353 --> 01:45:28,822 this is the first time Thomas has asked a question 1591 01:45:28,822 --> 01:45:31,525 in ten years. 1592 01:45:31,525 --> 01:45:33,560 He has said he relies on written briefs. 1593 01:45:33,560 --> 01:45:35,595 The case involves the Federal Law... 1594 01:45:35,595 --> 01:45:43,036 [♪] 1595 01:45:43,036 --> 01:45:46,506 MICHAEL: Some people say you don't ask enough questions 1596 01:45:46,506 --> 01:45:48,508 during oral argument. 1597 01:45:48,508 --> 01:45:50,844 We are judges, not advocates 1598 01:45:50,844 --> 01:45:52,646 and I think we should act accordingly. 1599 01:45:52,646 --> 01:45:54,715 Yeah, we might have opinions, 1600 01:45:54,715 --> 01:45:57,818 but it's not my job to argue with lawyers; 1601 01:45:57,818 --> 01:45:59,853 it's their job to make their cases, 1602 01:45:59,853 --> 01:46:03,457 and there's an advocate on each side. 1603 01:46:03,457 --> 01:46:05,792 The referee in the game should not be a participant 1604 01:46:05,792 --> 01:46:08,595 in the game. 1605 01:46:08,595 --> 01:46:11,765 The way things are changed is when the opinion, 1606 01:46:11,765 --> 01:46:13,066 the senior member in the majority 1607 01:46:13,066 --> 01:46:15,669 assigns who writes the opinion, 1608 01:46:15,669 --> 01:46:20,841 when that opinion is, is in draft form, it circulates. 1609 01:46:20,841 --> 01:46:22,843 And that's where the negotiations 1610 01:46:22,843 --> 01:46:24,845 and the real work takes place. 1611 01:46:24,845 --> 01:46:31,084 [♪] 1612 01:46:34,921 --> 01:46:39,559 One of the joys I get is, I get four new clerks every year. 1613 01:46:39,559 --> 01:46:41,595 I hire four new clerks every year. 1614 01:46:41,595 --> 01:46:45,766 Everybody who's chosen here, was chosen for a reason, 1615 01:46:45,766 --> 01:46:48,735 I'm very careful. 1616 01:46:48,735 --> 01:46:51,605 Everybody here is just, just what a great group. 1617 01:46:51,605 --> 01:46:56,510 GINNI THOMAS: When Clarence started picking non-Ivy League clerks, 1618 01:46:56,510 --> 01:47:00,714 some people would call them "third tier trash" 1619 01:47:00,714 --> 01:47:04,117 and those clerks who were clerking for Clarence, 1620 01:47:04,117 --> 01:47:07,521 took it as a badge of honor. 1621 01:47:07,521 --> 01:47:08,722 CLARENCE: So why did you go to USC? 1622 01:47:08,722 --> 01:47:11,191 [laughing] 1623 01:47:11,191 --> 01:47:13,960 MADELINE LANSKY: Your favorite question. 1624 01:47:13,960 --> 01:47:18,632 CHRISTOPHER MILLS: For law school I applied sort of all over the place 1625 01:47:18,632 --> 01:47:22,068 and just went to the, 1626 01:47:22,068 --> 01:47:26,773 went to the best place I could get in. 1627 01:47:26,773 --> 01:47:29,042 CLARENCE: And that was Harvard? 1628 01:47:29,042 --> 01:47:31,077 CHRISTOPHER MILLS: I guess. 1629 01:47:31,077 --> 01:47:32,946 That's what people told me. 1630 01:47:32,946 --> 01:47:34,748 Couldn't have done any better, huh? 1631 01:47:34,748 --> 01:47:37,717 [laughter] 1632 01:47:41,087 --> 01:47:44,191 We had some suggestions for you, but you didn't call us. 1633 01:47:44,191 --> 01:47:46,493 [laughing] 1634 01:47:50,964 --> 01:47:52,466 PROTESTORS: What do we want? 1635 01:47:52,466 --> 01:47:53,066 Affirmative action! 1636 01:47:53,066 --> 01:47:54,034 When do we want it? 1637 01:47:54,034 --> 01:47:54,935 Now! 1638 01:47:54,935 --> 01:47:55,802 What do we want? 1639 01:47:55,802 --> 01:47:56,870 Affirmative action! 1640 01:47:56,870 --> 01:47:57,871 When do we want it? 1641 01:47:57,871 --> 01:48:00,941 NEWSCASTER: What is expected to be a landmark case 1642 01:48:00,941 --> 01:48:04,144 before the Supreme Court to be argued this April. 1643 01:48:04,144 --> 01:48:06,880 NEWSCASTER #2: The plaintiffs in this case are three white applicants 1644 01:48:06,880 --> 01:48:08,982 to the University of Michigan who were rejected, 1645 01:48:08,982 --> 01:48:11,818 they say, because of their race. 1646 01:48:11,818 --> 01:48:21,695 [♪] 1647 01:48:21,695 --> 01:48:27,267 CLARENCE: "Racial discrimination is not a permissible solution... 1648 01:48:27,267 --> 01:48:30,737 that can only weaken the principle of equality 1649 01:48:30,737 --> 01:48:34,708 embodied in the Declaration of Independence 1650 01:48:34,708 --> 01:48:37,177 and the Equal Protection Clause." 1651 01:48:40,280 --> 01:48:43,216 Show me in the Constitution where you get a right 1652 01:48:43,216 --> 01:48:46,119 to separate citizens based on race. 1653 01:48:46,119 --> 01:48:48,822 I think what we've become comfortable with is 1654 01:48:48,822 --> 01:48:51,691 thinking that there is some good discrimination 1655 01:48:51,691 --> 01:48:54,060 and some bad discrimination. 1656 01:48:54,060 --> 01:49:00,233 And if you look in the briefs in the race cases, uh, 1657 01:49:00,233 --> 01:49:02,802 the segregationists, the people who thought 1658 01:49:02,802 --> 01:49:04,638 you should have a separate system, they, 1659 01:49:04,638 --> 01:49:08,975 they said that they thought it was good for both races. 1660 01:49:08,975 --> 01:49:11,177 So they thought it was good discrimination. 1661 01:49:11,177 --> 01:49:21,254 [♪] 1662 01:49:35,268 --> 01:49:39,739 You have to really be careful not to supplant 1663 01:49:39,739 --> 01:49:45,779 what is there, what was, uh, rightfully done, 1664 01:49:45,779 --> 01:49:50,850 simply because you don't think it's a great rule. 1665 01:49:50,850 --> 01:49:53,186 A bad policy can be constitutional. 1666 01:49:53,186 --> 01:49:56,923 A good policy can be unconstitutional. 1667 01:49:56,923 --> 01:50:01,061 So that's why we start with the text. 1668 01:50:01,061 --> 01:50:07,934 GINNI THOMAS: Justice Scalia called Clarence a "blood thirsty originalist." 1669 01:50:07,934 --> 01:50:10,804 He took that as a compliment. 1670 01:50:15,609 --> 01:50:17,243 CLARENCE: The framers understood natural law, 1671 01:50:17,243 --> 01:50:19,613 and natural rights a certain way, 1672 01:50:19,613 --> 01:50:22,782 and it is underpinning of our Declaration, 1673 01:50:22,782 --> 01:50:26,886 which then becomes the foundation for the Constitution. 1674 01:50:26,886 --> 01:50:29,789 They start with the rights of the individual. 1675 01:50:29,789 --> 01:50:31,658 And where do those rights come from? 1676 01:50:31,658 --> 01:50:34,361 They come from God, they're transcendent. 1677 01:50:39,766 --> 01:50:41,334 And you give up some of those rights 1678 01:50:41,334 --> 01:50:43,003 in order to be governed. 1679 01:50:43,003 --> 01:50:45,305 They're inalienable rights. 1680 01:50:45,305 --> 01:50:49,943 And now you give up only so many as necessary 1681 01:50:49,943 --> 01:50:54,347 to be governed by your consent. 1682 01:50:54,347 --> 01:51:00,220 And hence limited government, enumerated powers, 1683 01:51:00,220 --> 01:51:05,091 separation of powers, federalism, judicial review. 1684 01:51:05,091 --> 01:51:08,061 It all makes sense. 1685 01:51:15,402 --> 01:51:24,277 [♪] 1686 01:51:24,277 --> 01:51:28,982 GINNI THOMAS: One of Clarence's biggest loves is when he can get away 1687 01:51:28,982 --> 01:51:33,987 from Washington DC and be on the road in his motor home. 1688 01:51:33,987 --> 01:51:40,226 [♪] 1689 01:51:40,226 --> 01:51:42,829 CLARENCE: You know, I don't have any problem with going to Europe, 1690 01:51:42,829 --> 01:51:45,965 but I prefer the United States. 1691 01:51:45,965 --> 01:51:49,402 And I prefer seeing the regular parts of the United States. 1692 01:51:49,402 --> 01:51:53,173 I prefer going across the rural areas. 1693 01:51:53,173 --> 01:51:57,410 I prefer the RV parks, and I prefer the Walmart parking 1694 01:51:57,410 --> 01:52:01,915 lots to the beaches and things like that. 1695 01:52:01,915 --> 01:52:04,718 There's something, normal to me about it. 1696 01:52:04,718 --> 01:52:08,321 I come from regular stock, and I prefer that. 1697 01:52:08,321 --> 01:52:12,392 I prefer being around that. 1698 01:52:12,392 --> 01:52:15,895 GINNI THOMAS: I think he has a natural capacity to hear more 1699 01:52:15,895 --> 01:52:18,965 than most of us do from regular people. 1700 01:52:21,134 --> 01:52:25,105 Clarence's grandfather is the perfect example 1701 01:52:25,105 --> 01:52:26,940 of an anchor in his life 1702 01:52:26,940 --> 01:52:30,877 that was not seen by the elites as having value 1703 01:52:30,877 --> 01:52:33,213 because he had such poor education. 1704 01:52:33,213 --> 01:52:34,948 He was illiterate. 1705 01:52:34,948 --> 01:52:41,321 But for Clarence, the wisdom from that man 1706 01:52:41,321 --> 01:52:43,456 and the experience, and the way he lived his life, 1707 01:52:43,456 --> 01:52:47,127 did make him the greatest man in his life. 1708 01:52:48,928 --> 01:52:53,299 GINNI THOMAS: I think he hopes that when he gets to heaven, 1709 01:52:53,299 --> 01:52:57,837 that his grandfather would say, "Well done." 1710 01:53:00,907 --> 01:53:03,843 CLARENCE: I keep a bust of my grandfather that my wife had made, 1711 01:53:03,843 --> 01:53:06,780 over me and I've done since I've been at the court. 1712 01:53:10,316 --> 01:53:13,953 He was uncorrupted by modern thinking. 1713 01:53:13,953 --> 01:53:20,260 When you can't read and write, you take in life as it is. 1714 01:53:22,829 --> 01:53:24,397 You did things a certain way. 1715 01:53:24,397 --> 01:53:28,301 You planted corn a certain way, you fed the hogs a certain way, 1716 01:53:28,301 --> 01:53:30,136 you pulled the fence line a certain way, 1717 01:53:30,136 --> 01:53:32,005 you plowed the field a certain way, 1718 01:53:32,005 --> 01:53:34,340 and it always had to be the right way. 1719 01:53:37,210 --> 01:53:40,113 I want to be able to say to him I lived up to my oath 1720 01:53:40,113 --> 01:53:42,315 and did my best. 1721 01:53:42,315 --> 01:53:48,555 [♪] 1722 01:53:48,555 --> 01:53:51,491 To do it the way you did the field, properly, 1723 01:53:51,491 --> 01:53:53,393 to do the law the right way, 1724 01:53:53,393 --> 01:53:56,162 to conduct yourself the right way. 1725 01:54:00,200 --> 01:54:03,970 I want to be able to say that it's a job well done. 1726 01:54:03,970 --> 01:54:14,047 [♪] 1727 01:54:14,047 --> 01:54:17,050 And to be a part of this, this country, 1728 01:54:17,050 --> 01:54:18,985 and this Constitution, 1729 01:54:18,985 --> 01:54:24,924 there is a sense of fulfillment that you get to write, 1730 01:54:24,924 --> 01:54:31,264 and to defend the very thing that protects our liberties. 1731 01:54:31,264 --> 01:54:34,267 [vocalizing] 1732 01:54:34,267 --> 01:54:44,344 [♪] 1733 01:54:54,287 --> 01:55:04,364 [♪] 1734 01:55:14,307 --> 01:55:24,384 [♪] 1735 01:55:34,327 --> 01:55:44,404 [♪]