1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,600 You decided to sleep with your dead girlfriend's husband? 2 00:00:04,600 --> 00:00:06,080 - You can't tell him. 3 00:00:06,080 --> 00:00:08,840 - Why didn't you tell me Andy was here the other night? - What? 4 00:00:08,840 --> 00:00:10,400 - The weird thing is why you hid it. 5 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:12,200 - I like YOU! 6 00:00:12,200 --> 00:00:13,840 - I'm illicit now. 7 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:15,600 What? Oh, come on! 8 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:19,520 - It's not a good idea. - You want it. You dick! I hate you! 9 00:00:20,840 --> 00:00:22,920 - Any idea where she might be? - No. 10 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:25,160 - Have you looked at your bank statements? 11 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:27,200 That might give you some idea where. 12 00:00:27,200 --> 00:00:31,120 - She hits her head and five minutes later, she died. 13 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:32,360 She was in Liverpool, 14 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:35,560 and I couldn't understand why she was there in the first place. 15 00:00:35,560 --> 00:00:38,320 - Leave me alone! Ow! 16 00:00:38,320 --> 00:00:43,000 - David, this isn't working. - It's her, isn't it? Belle. 17 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:44,560 - It's not going anywhere. 18 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:44,560 - HORN BLARES 19 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:47,760 - Helen! I just wondered 20 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:51,520 if you wanted to meet up sometime. Have a bit of fun. 21 00:00:57,320 --> 00:01:00,520 Please... It's not fair, Gail! 22 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:25,400 - # What's been happening in your world? 23 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:27,400 # Oh-oh-oh 24 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:32,280 # What have you been up to? 25 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:38,400 # I gotta tell you 26 00:01:38,400 --> 00:01:40,160 # Ooh, yeah 27 00:01:42,080 --> 00:01:45,800 # I wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby 28 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:50,000 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it... # 29 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:51,840 - DOORBELL RINGS 30 00:01:53,440 --> 00:01:54,840 Thank you. 31 00:01:56,400 --> 00:01:58,360 And that's for you. 32 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:05,520 TV: - Hello! And welcome to Transform This Girl. 33 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:05,520 I'm Sue Bede... 34 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:07,720 - PHONE BEEPS 35 00:02:07,720 --> 00:02:11,600 - ..head girl, and I'm very strict. 36 00:02:11,600 --> 00:02:15,000 I'm your hostess for the evening's festivities. 37 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:18,720 Oh, it's been a hair roller-coaster so far. 38 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:21,240 We started with ten contestants, 39 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:23,720 and we've whittled it down to a final three. 40 00:02:23,720 --> 00:02:25,320 - SHE CHUCKLES 41 00:02:25,320 --> 00:02:28,720 # ..I wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby 42 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:31,920 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it 43 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:35,960 - # I get the feeling I left it too late but, baby 44 00:02:35,960 --> 00:02:38,920 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it 45 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:42,120 - # If that watch don't continue to swing 46 00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:46,240 # Or the fat lady fancies having a sing 47 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:49,400 # I'll be here waiting ever so patiently 48 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:53,680 # For you to snap out of it! - # 49 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:56,640 Hi, I'm Tom. - Hi, Gail. Nice to meet you. 50 00:02:56,640 --> 00:02:58,360 - And you too. Er, shall I, er...? 51 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:00,920 - # ..Blind 52 00:03:00,920 --> 00:03:04,280 # I wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby 53 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:07,440 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it 54 00:03:07,440 --> 00:03:11,680 - # I get the feeling I left it too late but, baby 55 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:14,240 # Snap out of it... 56 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:33,480 # ..I wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby 57 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:37,080 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it 58 00:03:37,080 --> 00:03:40,800 - # I get the feeling I left it too late but, baby 59 00:03:40,800 --> 00:03:44,400 # Snap out of it - Snap out of it 60 00:03:44,400 --> 00:03:47,720 - # If that watch don't continue to swing 61 00:03:47,720 --> 00:03:51,200 # Or the fat lady fancies having a sing 62 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:55,600 # I'll be here waiting ever so patiently for you to 63 00:03:55,600 --> 00:03:59,600 # Snap out of it! # 64 00:04:00,760 --> 00:04:02,400 TYRES SCREECH 65 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:17,200 TOILET FLUSHES 66 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,640 - Tea? 67 00:04:27,640 --> 00:04:29,280 - Lovely. 68 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:40,440 - # I'll stand outside this window 69 00:04:40,440 --> 00:04:44,680 # Till I'm fairly sure 70 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:50,720 # Just tell me what you heard 71 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,160 # Life 72 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:57,080 # The sun'll rise again for us 73 00:04:57,080 --> 00:05:00,880 # Each day as if the first 74 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:07,240 # If I can only find the words 75 00:05:07,240 --> 00:05:09,320 # Life 76 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:12,960 # My angel. # 77 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:15,160 - I just want the truth. 78 00:05:15,160 --> 00:05:17,080 - This has nothing to do with me. 79 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:20,440 - We've been neighbours for years. - And yet I barely know you, 80 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,680 which speaks volumes. I'm sorry for what happened to Kelly, 81 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:25,720 but beyond that, you can't ask for me to get involved. 82 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:27,440 - You are involved! You spoke to Saira. 83 00:05:27,440 --> 00:05:29,160 - But she didn't speak to you! - Well, exactly! 84 00:05:29,160 --> 00:05:32,040 - Argh! - I know. About what?! 85 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:38,160 - David, you need to go now. 86 00:05:47,920 --> 00:05:49,920 - DOOR CLOSES 87 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:59,600 - We need a new rule. 88 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:04,280 If I am hungover, nothing happens. 89 00:06:05,440 --> 00:06:06,680 Understood? 90 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:07,960 - OK. 91 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:10,080 - Now leave me alone. 92 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:15,920 I need at least 24 hours of complete peace. 93 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:18,280 - Just remember your job interview today. 94 00:06:18,280 --> 00:06:18,280 - DOOR CLOSES 95 00:06:18,280 --> 00:06:21,560 - Ow, ugh... 96 00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:28,840 What's that? 97 00:06:28,840 --> 00:06:29,880 - Breakfast! 98 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:32,800 You wanted to talk? 99 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:34,720 Always helps me. - Right. 100 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:37,080 - There's a boy at the end of the road. 101 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:39,680 Well, I say boy, he's probably 40. 102 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:41,360 He sorts me out. 103 00:06:41,360 --> 00:06:43,080 Oh, thanks. 104 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:49,640 If anyone asks, it's medicinal. 105 00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:52,080 So... 106 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:54,960 Oh, come on. It won't kill you. 107 00:06:56,120 --> 00:06:58,880 - Well, that is definitely true, but, er... 108 00:06:58,880 --> 00:07:00,880 ..no, thank you - not my thing. 109 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:05,120 - Oh, good old Henry - 110 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:06,800 unflappable to the end. 111 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:09,400 - What do you mean? 112 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:12,800 - Well, the world changes, but nothing changes you. 113 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,280 Bravo. 114 00:07:16,320 --> 00:07:17,960 - SHE INHALES SHARPLY 115 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:26,040 - Have an amazing day today. Swapping over at five, right? - OK. 116 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:30,800 Er, can we say, if you're worried about anything in the future, 117 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,800 we'll talk about it? We're always better when we talk. 118 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:35,520 - Yeah. 119 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:38,000 And not hide things from each other. 120 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,360 - Yeah. Exactly. 121 00:07:40,360 --> 00:07:42,840 Er, I've got to go. 122 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:49,440 I'm sorry, I'm stupid. 123 00:07:49,440 --> 00:07:51,360 - About what? 124 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:54,800 - Not telling you Andy was here. 125 00:07:57,160 --> 00:07:59,680 We're going to be OK, aren't we? 126 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:02,280 - Yeah, more than OK. 127 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,840 Go on, you'll be late. - Yeah. 128 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:08,360 Right. Bye! 129 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:16,160 The dress is disgusting. - I'm sure that's not true. 130 00:08:16,160 --> 00:08:18,960 - It makes me look like a curtain. - Oh, Maya... 131 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:22,000 - Seriously - it's the sort of thing you'd wear. 132 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,400 - Well, it's up to the bride. 133 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:26,040 - The bride said I could wear jeans. - Well, she's being polite. 134 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:28,680 Wear jeans, and you'll ruin it for everyone. 135 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:32,280 - Did you find out where you could get some help? 136 00:08:32,280 --> 00:08:35,160 - Look, occasionally, I'll fall off the wagon, but that doesn't mean... 137 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:37,200 - Falling off the wagon wasn't the problem. 138 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,600 - Yeah, all right. - Falling into the wall... 139 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:42,600 I'd better go. Good luck with your interview. 140 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:44,760 I know you want it, and you can get it. 141 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:47,800 Just relax this time, yeah? 142 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:49,520 Chill. 143 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:51,240 - I am chilled. 144 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:55,160 - You're basically never chilled. 145 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:03,120 - DOOR CLOSES 146 00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:25,840 PHONE RINGS 147 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,080 Hello? 148 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:37,480 What?! 149 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:38,960 When? 150 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:53,800 DOOR CLOSES 151 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:55,360 - Didn't they call? 152 00:09:55,360 --> 00:09:57,080 - Literally just now. 153 00:09:57,080 --> 00:10:00,440 - Right. So, apparently, I'm not supposed to be on my own. 154 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:04,360 And I don't want to go back to mine anyway, so...I have to stay here. 155 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:09,360 Why are you wearing a suit? - Ruth, it's hard enough as it is... 156 00:10:09,360 --> 00:10:11,440 - Oh, OK, what do you want me to do, then? 157 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:13,040 - BELLE SIGHS 158 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:14,720 Maya's in the spare room. 159 00:10:14,720 --> 00:10:16,800 You'll, er... You'll have to go in mine. 160 00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:19,880 - Oh, we are not sharing. - God, no. I'll take the sofa. 161 00:10:19,880 --> 00:10:22,080 I'm wearing a suit because I've got an interview. 162 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:23,520 - Again? 163 00:10:23,520 --> 00:10:25,120 - Same place, actually. 164 00:10:25,120 --> 00:10:27,880 - You want to have another go at persuading them you're fun? 165 00:10:27,880 --> 00:10:30,240 - It means you will be on your own today, there's no avoiding that. 166 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,280 - Where's Maya? - At a dress fitting 167 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,600 for a wedding, and then a hen do... - A wedding? 168 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:36,480 - She's a bridesmaid for the woman across the hall. 169 00:10:36,480 --> 00:10:39,160 Try to keep it tidy today. 170 00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:41,120 Don't go through my cupboards. 171 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:47,440 I'll get some Curly Wurlys on the way home, I know you like them. 172 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:49,640 - I'm not a child. 173 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:51,960 - All right, I won't, then. - No, fuck off, do. 174 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:55,040 I'm just saying. - Just, if you need to go anywhere... 175 00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:58,000 Oh, shit. 176 00:11:13,720 --> 00:11:19,160 - I just assumed that was the sort of person she was. You know, quiet, 177 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:21,560 normal. - Quiet, perhaps, but... 178 00:11:22,760 --> 00:11:24,720 ..she always had a spark to her. 179 00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:26,200 - That's not what you said to me. 180 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,880 - What? - Well, I remember, when we were together, 181 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:30,480 you called her dull. - No. 182 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:32,680 No, I wouldn't... - You did. 183 00:11:32,680 --> 00:11:35,200 - KEY RATTLES IN LOCK 184 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:36,440 - You expecting someone? 185 00:11:41,040 --> 00:11:43,120 Speak of the devil. 186 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:44,960 - Hi. 187 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:46,080 - Oh. 188 00:11:47,240 --> 00:11:49,560 - Oh, hello, Helen. 189 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:53,240 Is that...? 190 00:11:53,240 --> 00:11:55,040 Is that weed, Helen? 191 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,240 - Yes. Do you want some? 192 00:11:57,240 --> 00:12:00,640 - Oh, that's kind, but not right now. 193 00:12:00,640 --> 00:12:02,240 - Have you been here all night? 194 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:04,320 - Helen came over this morning. 195 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:05,960 I wanted someone to talk to. 196 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:08,480 - Oh, right. Well, that makes sense. 197 00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:10,480 Er, well, don't let me interrupt. 198 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:12,400 I'll, er, just go and unpack. 199 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:14,880 Oh, we're due at Rachel's. 200 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:18,440 Shall we aim to leave in an hour? We can catch up in the car. 201 00:12:21,880 --> 00:12:23,240 - You're back, then? 202 00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:26,640 - Yes. 203 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:29,080 - For good? 204 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:30,120 - Yes. 205 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:37,920 - I...should go. 206 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:43,240 Good luck! 207 00:12:47,280 --> 00:12:49,120 - HE SIGHS 208 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:56,480 - In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, amen. 209 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:58,600 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. 210 00:13:02,480 --> 00:13:05,800 I haven't been to confession for...two months, 211 00:13:05,800 --> 00:13:07,120 since Kelly died. 212 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:10,480 - All right. 213 00:13:13,320 --> 00:13:15,400 - I've been finding it very difficult to pray. 214 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:18,560 - Why's that? 215 00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:22,160 - I've always tried to dedicate my life to God. 216 00:13:22,160 --> 00:13:25,680 I mean, I haven't been perfect, but I've sincerely made the attempt. 217 00:13:25,680 --> 00:13:26,920 - Yes. 218 00:13:26,920 --> 00:13:28,680 David, I know that's true. 219 00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:31,240 - So when I think about what's happened to me 220 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:33,000 and when I think about God... 221 00:13:34,120 --> 00:13:35,520 ..I have three options. 222 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:40,320 Either he's punishing me - but for what, I have no idea. 223 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,680 - I don't think he's punishing you. 224 00:13:42,680 --> 00:13:46,320 - Or he's malevolent, enjoying what's happening. 225 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:49,600 - What's your third option? 226 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:51,320 - That there is no God at all. 227 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:58,080 - One can't have blessings without suffering. 228 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:03,760 Kelly was taken from you, but before that, 229 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,240 you were given a loving, happy relationship... 230 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:07,480 - She cheated on me. 231 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:11,760 I discovered recently that she'd been lying to me. 232 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:14,680 She was with someone else. 233 00:14:16,040 --> 00:14:18,000 After I found that out, 234 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,000 I had sex with one of my students. 235 00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:22,840 I liked her... 236 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:25,880 ..but she's left me now as well. 237 00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:29,920 So, I mean, yeah, I have blessings... 238 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:34,400 ..but when I think of how hard I've tried to be good... 239 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,960 ..I'd say there's something unfair going on. 240 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:41,320 - God loves you, David. 241 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:47,480 - Then whatever he's up to, or even if he exists at all... 242 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:51,880 ..what authority does he have left to judge me? 243 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:58,520 I mean, why shouldn't I just do exactly what I want? 244 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:25,880 - Henry, whatever you do, it's up to you. - Nothing happened. 245 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:27,560 - You've only got a few months to live, 246 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:29,640 and if seeing Helen is what you wanted, then... 247 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:32,480 - I'm telling you she came round this morning. 248 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:33,600 - All right. 249 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:34,840 I believe you. 250 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:35,880 No problem. 251 00:15:37,080 --> 00:15:38,640 HE SIGHS 252 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:43,360 DOOR CLOSES 253 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:53,280 CAR LOCK BEEPS 254 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,560 - Hi. - Hey! I'm Ruth. 255 00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:18,280 I'm just staying across the hall. 256 00:16:18,280 --> 00:16:22,200 I'm not really supposed to be left alone, so... 257 00:16:22,200 --> 00:16:25,120 ..do you fancy a cup of tea and a chat? 258 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:37,360 - Belle? 259 00:16:37,360 --> 00:16:39,360 SLURRED: - Ah, hello! 260 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,080 What's your name? 261 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:47,720 - Barclay. - Ah, it's like the bank. 262 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:49,480 - No, not really. 263 00:16:49,480 --> 00:16:52,280 - How do I look? Cos last time I completely fucked it up - 264 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:54,960 I had a stain on my arm and I was really boring. 265 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,200 - You look fine. 266 00:16:56,200 --> 00:17:00,520 - Shall we? Lead the way, beautiful man. 267 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:11,120 Oh, you've got such long legs - I have to run to keep up! 268 00:17:11,120 --> 00:17:13,360 Maybe that's why you're so fit, all the walking. 269 00:17:13,360 --> 00:17:16,520 Actually, everyone here is incredibly attractive. 270 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:18,320 - So you've interviewed before? 271 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:20,040 - Yeah, and they said I wasn't fun enough. 272 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:22,880 Can you believe that? Cos I'm...I'm so fun. 273 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:25,000 The truth is that I need the money. 274 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:26,840 Everything in my life is going very wrong. 275 00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:29,280 I'm a Pilates teacher, but that doesn't even begin to cover 276 00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:32,680 my outgoings, so, yep, I need this job. 277 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:34,880 But I think I'd...I'd enjoy it, too. 278 00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:39,320 So, we're in here? - Yes. 279 00:17:39,320 --> 00:17:40,880 - Right. 280 00:17:40,880 --> 00:17:43,000 Thank you, Barclays. Wish me luck! 281 00:17:50,280 --> 00:17:51,760 What's going on? 282 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:52,800 Where's Jan? 283 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:54,000 - You can't see Jan today. 284 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,800 - Um, yes, I can. 285 00:17:55,800 --> 00:17:58,240 I can see Jan. Jan's the man. 286 00:17:58,240 --> 00:17:59,400 I've got the email. 287 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:02,200 - You had an appointment, but you're not doing the interview. 288 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:07,520 - Why not? - Because you're drunk. 289 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:08,640 - Be-becau... 290 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:13,320 Look, I'm...I'm sorry, I don't actually, er, know who you are. 291 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:15,440 I'm not...I'm not really... - You need to go home. 292 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:17,360 - No! No! I've prepared! 293 00:18:17,360 --> 00:18:18,840 If you won't take me, I'll... 294 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:18,840 I'll... 295 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:21,240 - THUD 296 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:24,160 - If you try to see her, I will advise that it's not possible 297 00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:26,320 to conduct the interview with you in this state, 298 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:28,280 and she'll listen to me, and that will be it. 299 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:30,600 You go home, and we reschedule. - I... 300 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:37,120 You're a dick. 301 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:05,560 - Hi. 302 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:06,040 - Hello? - Hi. Hi, erm, does Saira live here? - Yeah. 303 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:08,080 Who are you? - Er, I'm David Aston. 304 00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:09,880 I teach her English. 305 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:12,520 Is she...? - She's gone to her gran's for a few days. 306 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:14,080 - Oh. OK. 307 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:16,400 Only I, er... 308 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:19,880 I have to get her these papers, er, by tomorrow. 309 00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:22,680 And I can't get through on her phone. So, do you have an address? 310 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:24,040 Maybe I could... 311 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,720 - Here. No paper. 312 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:39,760 - Oh, great, thank you very...much. 313 00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:58,520 - Happy birthday! - Thanks! 314 00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:00,160 Mum, are you feeling better? 315 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:01,840 - Better? - I'll go through. 316 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:07,000 - Dad said you'd been ill. - Ill? No. 317 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,720 - Wow, Mum! Makeover! 318 00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:12,200 So, what's been going on? 319 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,480 - Oh, my God, Mum, your clothes! 320 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:15,840 - You look great, Gail. 321 00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:17,640 - Oh, thanks, Chris. You too! 322 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:21,320 - I wasn't saying I didn't like it, it's just... - Oh, come here! Oh... 323 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:26,640 You think I don't love you as much as Rachel. 324 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:30,200 It's not true, but you've always felt it, 325 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:32,640 I know. We should talk about that sometime. 326 00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:35,200 - Mum, are...are you OK? - Oh... 327 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:38,680 - What are you doing? 328 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:41,640 - Kissing our son, Henry. You should try it sometime. 329 00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,240 Are we going to have some music? It's a birthday party, isn't it? 330 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,560 Kyle? - We thought you didn't like it. 331 00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:49,200 - We don't. - Yeah! Come on! 332 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:51,720 Lenny, you wanna boogie? 333 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:53,240 - Yeah! - Yeah! 334 00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:55,320 Lenny wants to rock, and Lenny's the boss! 335 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:58,960 Hey, fist bump, Lenny, fist bump. 336 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,720 - So, the toddler's in charge? 337 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:03,040 - Yeah! Hey, Lenny, 338 00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:06,400 ready to rock? - Yeah! - Yeah! 339 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,080 MUSIC PLAYS 340 00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:16,920 - When you said she'd been ill... 341 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,200 - Exactly. 342 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:55,560 - You shouldn't sleep here - you'll have something stolen. 343 00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:57,360 - What are you do...? 344 00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:59,800 - Your...your sister said that you'd gone for a job interview, 345 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,560 and when I asked at reception, 346 00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,120 they said you'd just left the building. 347 00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:09,240 - I feel like someone's put an axe through my skull. 348 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,480 - Yeah, I thought that might be the case. 349 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:13,320 That's why I brought you... 350 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:14,640 ..a hangover cure. 351 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:19,600 - You laughing at me? 352 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:22,640 - I'm bribing you. 353 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:25,240 I need you to tell me that I'm wrong. 354 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:27,840 Saira's university records said 355 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:30,920 that she asked to join my seminar group. 356 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:34,240 She always said it was chance. 357 00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:38,160 So from the very beginning, she was lying. 358 00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:42,000 And then I went to her student house 359 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,160 and found that she's gone to her gran's 360 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:46,600 in Liverpool. 361 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:49,960 Kelly died in Liverpool. 362 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:53,640 And I never knew why she was there. 363 00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,400 At that point, I started to... 364 00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:04,000 ..think that there was the possibility of something bad. 365 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,680 And so I've come back to you. 366 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,240 Cos you know, don't you? 367 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:30,680 - Don't mention religion, don't mention men or marriage. 368 00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:34,800 I have spent 28 years trying to get away from her. 369 00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,200 And now I have, I have nightmares 370 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:37,840 that one day I'm going to have to go back. 371 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:37,840 - DOOR ENTRY RINGS 372 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:40,640 - Oh, I need a drink in my hand. 373 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,080 - HANNAH MOANS 374 00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:44,800 - All right. OK? - Mm-hm. 375 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:46,280 Mm! Mm-hm. 376 00:24:46,280 --> 00:24:47,880 - Wow. 377 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:51,640 - Hey! 378 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:53,600 Aww... 379 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:56,240 Oh, I thought you were going to lose weight for the wedding. 380 00:24:56,240 --> 00:25:00,160 - Jesus, Mum... - I'm joking! You're lovely just the way you are. 381 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:01,600 Now, where's my other little girl? 382 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:04,680 - She's asleep. - Oh? Is she? 383 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:04,680 DOOR ENTRY RINGS 384 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,240 Rose I know. 385 00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:08,280 Hello, Rose. - Hey. Good to see you. 386 00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:11,720 - Susie. And Anya. - Hi. - And who's this? 387 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:14,080 - This is Maya. She lives across the hall. 388 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,320 She really helped when Evie arrived. 389 00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:17,520 - Oh, right. 390 00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:19,760 And there's another one just come, yeah? - Yeah. 391 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:22,600 - Oh, well, look at her! 392 00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:24,360 She's not a bridesmaid, is she? 393 00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:27,280 - No. This is Gaby. - Well, thank God for that! 394 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:30,160 Well, I don't want Liam changing his mind. 395 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,560 I mean, I don't mean to be offensive to the rest of you, 396 00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:34,240 but look at her. 397 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:35,800 She's gorgeous! 398 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,200 Chris, you're happy to support him 399 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:43,520 until he finds something he wants to do, right? - Of course. 400 00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,280 - Because he loves you! - All right, 401 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:47,880 but seriously, having your own income in a relationship is vital. 402 00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,360 - I never had my own income. 403 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:51,720 - That's different. - How? - You never wanted it. 404 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:55,080 - Well, I did, but every time I got a part-time job or something, 405 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:57,400 you'd laugh at the uniform and say how boring it was. 406 00:25:57,400 --> 00:26:00,120 - Nonsense. - It's not nonsense, Henry, it's simply what... 407 00:26:00,120 --> 00:26:01,600 - You want everyone to think you were hard done by, 408 00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:02,640 but you lived it up for 40 years... 409 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:04,120 - Well, shall we move on? - Life of luxury, 410 00:26:04,120 --> 00:26:06,600 while I went to work every day. - OK, seriously, what's going on? 411 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,800 - Your mother has decided this is the perfect moment 412 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:11,040 to completely change her personality. 413 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,680 - I wanted to be me - your father wasn't keen. 414 00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:14,960 - No, I never said that. 415 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,160 - So I tried telling him, 416 00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:17,520 but he wasn't listening. - I was listening 417 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,480 that whole evening, Gail. - So, I walked out, 418 00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,040 left him for a few days. 419 00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:26,120 I needed time to work things out. And now I have, I'm better. 420 00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,560 - Why? Work out what? 421 00:26:29,360 --> 00:26:33,760 - I decided I needed to start paying myself some respect... 422 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,240 - Right... - ..because it's true, 423 00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,680 the biggest problem was the way your father treated me, 424 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,360 but that's not an issue... - She thinks I laugh at her. 425 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:43,440 - Well, you do, you always mock... - Talk over her. 426 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,400 She says I ruined her entire life. 427 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,560 - You probably haven't noticed... - Yes, of course we've noticed. 428 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:50,960 Dad's always been like that. 429 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:53,360 - If you noticed it, why didn't you say anything? 430 00:26:53,360 --> 00:26:54,400 - You're my mum and dad, 431 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:56,600 and everyone thinks their mum and dad are completely weird. 432 00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:57,760 But you enjoyed it. 433 00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,400 - Er, no... - She laughed. Exactly! 434 00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,920 This is what I've been saying. Whatever's going on in her head, 435 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:03,200 it's a complete fantasy. 436 00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:10,680 - Mum, point is, either way, if you're happy, then good! 437 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,400 And I love the clothes. 438 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:13,640 - Good. 439 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:16,120 Yes, it's true, I do feel more...more relaxed, 440 00:27:16,120 --> 00:27:19,080 more confident. - Why don't you just tell them the truth? 441 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:21,160 - I mean, our family has always made jokes 442 00:27:21,160 --> 00:27:22,840 at each other's expense, but it stops us... 443 00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:25,000 - What she's not telling you is why she really left. 444 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:27,040 - It stops us being honest with each other. 445 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:28,320 I mean, imagine if, when we meet... 446 00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:30,720 - She left so she could sleep with someone else! 447 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,520 - What?! - Oh, I'm sorry, 448 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,760 I thought you just said we should be honest. 449 00:27:36,360 --> 00:27:37,720 After your mum left me, 450 00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:40,440 she got a flat and she met some new man. - She...? 451 00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:42,440 Dad, I think that's unlikely. - I beg your pardon... 452 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:43,560 - I saw them together! 453 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:45,240 I stupidly thought that perhaps there was something 454 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:47,320 in what she was saying, so I found out where she was, 455 00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,600 I got some flowers to apologise, but when I got there, 456 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:51,520 I saw them in the street - he kissed her. 457 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,880 - No! Henry, it was on the cheek. - You see? 458 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,680 - Mum? - And I suddenly realised, 459 00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,400 what was I doing... - He's just a friend. You got Helen over. 460 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:01,280 - ..chasing after this woman who's going to be that selfish? 461 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:02,680 - Someone to talk to... 462 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:04,840 - I thought, "It's time to look after yourself," and I went home 463 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,440 and I came to a decision. - What decision? 464 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:11,240 - I'm not doing the chemotherapy. 465 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:13,240 - You...? 466 00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:16,160 - What?! Not doing it? 467 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:18,960 - I mean, I'll miss you children, 468 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:21,160 but I'd rather have five months living life as I want to 469 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,200 than turning myself into some weak, pathetic... 470 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:24,880 - Dad, you have to. 471 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:27,480 - Why should I put myself through all that, when you, my whole family, 472 00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:31,080 think I'm horrible and she's brilliant? - Dad... 473 00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:33,840 - God's gift. - No, we don't. 474 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,240 - Yes, we do, we do think she's brilliant. 475 00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:38,920 So do you, that's what you've always said. 476 00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:40,560 - Well, she's changed. 477 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:44,960 - Yes, but not for the worse. - Jonathan, whose side are you on? 478 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:53,000 - Dad, can we talk about the chemo? 479 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:55,720 Please. 480 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,680 - I was really looking forward to today. 481 00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:03,880 Your last birthday, Rachel. 482 00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:05,840 The last one I'll see. 483 00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:10,440 Really looking forward to it. 484 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:14,400 Excuse me. 485 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:28,280 - My favourite bit of my body, I would say, is...my chest. 486 00:29:28,280 --> 00:29:31,120 - ALL: Oh! - Wrong again! 487 00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:33,040 - So this is supposed to test how well she knows him? 488 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,440 - It's not a test. 489 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:37,000 - Well, it's not looking good - she hasn't got one right! 490 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,200 - Next question! What do you argue about the most - 491 00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:43,000 money, food or sex? 492 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,480 - Ah! - Oh, food. It's always food with a guy. - No, 493 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:47,920 it's none of those, er... 494 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,440 - Yes, it is! Money, food or sex. 495 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,040 - Money. He'll say money. 496 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,720 - Let's see. 497 00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,160 - Oh, er, OK. 498 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,200 We argue the most about food. 499 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,080 - Oh! No! 500 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,440 - Mate, I told ya. 501 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,720 - What were you going to say? - Oh, it doesn't matter. 502 00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,880 - Well, I'm sure this lot would get them right. 503 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,000 And I bet Gaby with what's-his-name would... 504 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,240 - Mum! - Andy. 505 00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:13,760 - Yeah, well, I don't know about that. We've broken up, actually. 506 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:16,120 - Oh. - Yeah. 507 00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:19,680 We went back last night, and then he called me up this morning 508 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:21,720 and said he's... 509 00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:26,240 Hasn't he called you? - No. - I thought he would have. 510 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:28,800 Yeah, anyway, 511 00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:31,960 his friend's found him some work in New York. 512 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:33,280 He's moving. 513 00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:35,080 And he says he wants to finish it. 514 00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:38,880 He's coming to your wedding and then he's on a plane. 515 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:43,440 I really thought he'd let you know. 516 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,720 - SUSIE: - Shall we do the next one, yeah? 517 00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:49,720 Ready? Hannah? 518 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:51,920 - What? Yeah. 519 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:57,120 Yeah. - OK, so, favourite sexual position. 520 00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,320 - Oh, right, this is going to be fascinating. 521 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,760 - Sorry - I didn't know your mum would be here. 522 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:06,200 - LAUGHTER 523 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:08,640 TV ON 524 00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,560 LAURENCE LLEWELYN-BOWEN: - ..A rather facetious coffee table 525 00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:12,760 landscape installation 526 00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,720 and generally, this whole sort of, you know, art theme. 527 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:17,280 - And what did you spend all your money on? 528 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:19,000 - Well, it was the sort of humdrum stuff. 529 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:21,320 It was things like timber, it was paint, it was fabric. 530 00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:24,040 - Oh, God... - But then there was some really nice new materials, 531 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:26,440 like the corrugated Perspex over there, which was 7.99... 532 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:29,800 - I have had the best day! 533 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:32,520 Back-to-back Changing Rooms from the '90s. 534 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:35,960 You've been gone ages! 535 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:37,920 What happened to your suit? 536 00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:39,160 Oh, did you get the job? 537 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:41,040 - No. 538 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,640 - It's very them, from what I've got to know of them in the last couple of days. 539 00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:45,080 - It's also very Charlotte. 540 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:48,800 - Did she tell you this was the look she wanted? 541 00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:50,440 - BOTTLES CLINK 542 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:51,960 - 400... 543 00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:53,640 - No! No... - ..and £66. 544 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:54,880 - No! No! 545 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:58,040 - These programmes are, like, 25 years old, 546 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:01,880 so all these rooms would look awful now. 547 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:01,880 - It's called entropy. 548 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:04,160 TV OFF 549 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:08,360 - The natural process by which things inevitably fall apart. 550 00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:12,480 What's this? 551 00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,880 - Well, since you've got it out and looked at it, 552 00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:20,280 I assume you know it's a map. - Kingswood Hall. 553 00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:24,320 Is that the kind of place they do functions, or, I don't know, 554 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:25,760 weddings? 555 00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:27,720 - So you've already... - Man on the phone 556 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,560 said they've got a booking tomorrow for Neil Baker. 557 00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:33,480 - Well, yeah... - Seriously? 558 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:36,080 He's getting married again, and you're going? 559 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,360 Ooh! Having a party? 560 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:42,520 - For one. 561 00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:50,520 - When I was in hospital, I did a lot of thinking. 562 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:53,040 - Oh, no, if this is going to be a thing, I don't want to get into... 563 00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:54,680 - And I realised something. 564 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:57,400 As I mentioned, I have borderline personality disorder. 565 00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,400 It's hard to live with... - Yes! 566 00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:04,600 - And there is no cure, but despite that, I kind of make sense. 567 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:05,960 To me. 568 00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:07,800 - I comfort eat for anxiety. 569 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:10,480 - I have very intense relationships, 570 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,160 most of which just don't survive, 571 00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:15,240 but I meet new people and I enjoy life where I can. 572 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,160 And when I think or feel something, I don't just bottle it up. 573 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:19,520 - To say the least. 574 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:23,880 - And then I was thinking about you, and you don't make sense at all. 575 00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:25,840 I mean, you drink too much. But why? 576 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,360 You don't have many friends. Why not? 577 00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:32,280 You've had one proper relationship in your life, and that was so weird 578 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:33,480 that you changed your name for him. 579 00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,040 And not just your second name, your first name. 580 00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:37,440 And then that broke up because he cheated on you, 581 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:38,840 and now, for some reason, 582 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:41,400 you are still going to his new fucking wedding. 583 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:44,800 I mean, WTF, Annabelle?! 584 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:50,360 There's some big questions there, very unanswered. 585 00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:54,960 - It's nice you want to talk. 586 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:56,400 - Yeah. 587 00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:57,480 - BELLE SIGHS 588 00:33:57,480 --> 00:34:00,280 - I don't. 589 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,680 - I didn't know they played cricket this time of year. 590 00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:15,040 - They play cricket all year round. 591 00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,040 - What about the weather? 592 00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,040 - Luckily, these days, there are other countries. 593 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:27,240 Who was he? 594 00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:30,960 - Well... 595 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:34,120 After I left, I thought I should try new things, 596 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:35,440 so I went for a date. 597 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,080 It was stupid. 598 00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:40,840 The moment I was sat there waiting, I knew it was ridiculous. 599 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:43,560 I mean, I missed you. 600 00:34:45,240 --> 00:34:48,200 Anyway, this man turns up, I don't find him attractive, 601 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:49,600 but he's good company. 602 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,040 You'd like him. 603 00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:52,560 We're into the same music. 604 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:54,080 He wants to open a record shop. 605 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:55,240 - A record shop? 606 00:34:55,240 --> 00:34:58,040 - Yes. So, I said I might help. 607 00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:02,120 We met the next morning for breakfast and started to plan it. 608 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,600 When he said goodbye, that's what you saw, 609 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:07,360 so it wasn't... - A record shop? 610 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,800 - A record shop, Henry, yes. 611 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:15,320 - You didn't sleep together? - God, no! 612 00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:17,760 I don't want to sleep with anyone else. 613 00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:19,560 - Well, neither do I. 614 00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:20,760 - Good. 615 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,240 So what matters is, I feel like me now. 616 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:25,600 I'm happy. 617 00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:29,080 I know the timing isn't great. 618 00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,480 It's a lot for you to deal with. 619 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:34,040 But I'm honestly hoping it'll make us both better. 620 00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:35,520 - I agree. 621 00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,200 Time is precious. - Right. 622 00:35:43,120 --> 00:35:45,280 - The problem is, I don't like you. 623 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,120 Not like this. 624 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:53,280 I don't like the new clothes, the childish jokes, 625 00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:56,800 the sickening emotional outpouring. 626 00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:00,560 I preferred you as you were. 627 00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,400 Our relationship as it was. 628 00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:09,920 You want honesty? There it is. 629 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:18,720 - We'll wait for you... 630 00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:20,800 ..to do the cake. 631 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,840 - Hi there. - Hello? 632 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,120 - Er, I know this is... 633 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,360 It's really late, but, er, I'm a friend of Saira's. 634 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,240 - It's... It's all right, Nan. OK. 635 00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,160 Hi. What are you doing here? 636 00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:59,040 - I-I got your address from your flatmate. 637 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,240 - I made it clear. - Yeah, I know. 638 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:03,040 I just want to talk. 639 00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:06,800 I've come all the way here. 640 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:28,280 - MUSIC AND LAUGHTER 641 00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,040 - Has he called you yet? 642 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,800 - I texted, but, er, no. No reply. 643 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,560 - He's probably in tonight. - You know? 644 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:45,200 - Packing. - What do you mean? 645 00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:51,720 - Right. OK, it's time for an extra surprise. Gather round. 646 00:37:51,720 --> 00:37:53,120 - Ooh, what's this? 647 00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,440 - OK... 648 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,440 So have you got any final message for Hannah? 649 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:02,040 She'll be watching this the night before. 650 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:03,600 - Oh, OK, erm... 651 00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:07,240 Heya, Bobo. 652 00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:10,080 - ALL: Aww... - He's so cute. 653 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,600 - Er, there's all these people round right now, 654 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:15,880 but when it comes down to it, it'll just be us. 655 00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:18,960 Er... 656 00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:25,480 I never thought I'd find someone as right for me as you. 657 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:32,280 And, like, you know, I'm not perfect. 658 00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:33,800 But none of us are. 659 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:38,400 And whatever's happened, 660 00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:40,680 tomorrow we make a new start. 661 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,200 Total commitment. 662 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,240 You and me. 663 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:50,520 So, yeah, sleep well. 664 00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:55,920 And, er, I'll see you at the church! 665 00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:01,240 - Aww! - That was so sweet. 666 00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,240 - I wish I had someone who loved me like that. 667 00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:08,120 - What does he mean, whatever's happened? 668 00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:12,040 - Hey, look, I'm so sorry. Can we...can we call it a night? 669 00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:13,840 Er, I've just had a message. 670 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:16,480 I've got to get over to Denise's - questions about the flowers. 671 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,760 - Oh! Now? Really? - You want one of us to go? 672 00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:21,840 - No. Er, I need to get it right. 673 00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:24,960 Er, I'm just going to order a taxi. Mum, you all right with Evie? 674 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:26,800 - Well, yeah, yeah, but... - Take any food with you. 675 00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:28,360 Er, drinks, whatever. 676 00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:31,800 - Oh. 677 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,840 - Good luck. 678 00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:36,840 - Thanks. 679 00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:50,800 - I have my flaws, but... 680 00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:54,320 ..at least I'm instinctive, impulsive, 681 00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:59,720 like, relationships and playing and sex and adventures. 682 00:39:59,720 --> 00:40:03,600 You know, you...you've always seemed sort of cut off from that. 683 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:06,360 - No! 684 00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:08,640 - But why? That is what I don't understand. 685 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:12,040 What is stopping you? Engage with me! 686 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:15,640 What is stopping you being fully fucking in the middle of life, 687 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:18,920 just grabbing it? You seem so... - You! 688 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,080 - What? - You stop me! 689 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:24,040 Ever since I was 16, I've had to look after you, 690 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:27,240 while making sure, as you said to me in hospital only three weeks ago, 691 00:40:27,240 --> 00:40:30,080 I don't break. Because I can't. 692 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:33,640 So I take the responsibility. 693 00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,520 Nurse Mum when she's dying 694 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:38,000 because you can't bear to see her like that. 695 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:41,560 Shoulder to cry on when the latest man leaves you, 696 00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:43,640 or gives you a baby and then dies. 697 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,480 I checked your pills. I pay your rent for 20 years. 698 00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:50,240 - Oh, yeah, and then you meet a man and leave. 699 00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:52,400 - I was trying to get my own life! 700 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:53,760 - And how did that work out? 701 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,680 - I don't see why I am the subject of this conversation! 702 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:59,200 - Because you always make it seem like I am the one with the problem! 703 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:00,720 - Well, there's clinical evidence for that! 704 00:41:00,720 --> 00:41:03,880 - And because you're going to your ex-husband's new fucking wedding, 705 00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,120 and that's really strange. - It's all I have. 706 00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:13,720 Free drink and the company of my ex-husband makes me happy. 707 00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:16,840 That's not so unusual... 708 00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,960 - No, it's not unusual, but it's not ideal! 709 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,080 This is really cool, by the way, this conversation, 710 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:25,240 I feel like a therapist. - I'm so glad you're having a good time. 711 00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:28,440 - The ex-husband and the booze aren't the solutions, Belle, 712 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:30,360 they're the symptoms. 713 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:33,720 - You'd make a terrible therapist. - Look, the problem isn't me, 714 00:41:33,720 --> 00:41:38,520 or Neil, or Maya, it's you, Belle. You need to fix you. 715 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,080 And to do that, you need to let the people who love you help. 716 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:45,000 - Who loves me? - I do! 717 00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,280 - I mean, who looks after me? 718 00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:53,680 Who's there? 719 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,840 Who puts me first... 720 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,080 ..in the end? 721 00:42:09,240 --> 00:42:12,920 And I'll give you green buttons... - I'm going to give you... 722 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:17,360 - ..and some orange... - ..some yellow. Let's do... 723 00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:22,320 - Mum, we really need to do the cake now. 724 00:42:27,720 --> 00:42:29,840 - Mum, I don't want to be... 725 00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:33,600 But do you think all this is a bit much, 726 00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:35,480 with what he's going through, 727 00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:38,480 to have to deal with this change in you? 728 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,560 - Yes, I know, and I've said that. 729 00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:45,200 But, Jon, this is me. This is not something that I'm putting on. 730 00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:47,960 This is what I'm like when I'm happy. Rachel, you understand. 731 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,080 - Of course. 732 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:52,120 It's just the chemotherapy... 733 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:57,960 - So what do you want me to do? 734 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:01,640 - Well, Dad needs to come first, really, doesn't he? 735 00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:09,400 - TV ON 736 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,200 This one looks after me. 737 00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:12,320 Always has. 738 00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:14,560 Never any trouble from her. - Do you want a tea? 739 00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:16,320 Cos, er, he'll want one, so... 740 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,360 - Oh, yes, please, love. - OK. 741 00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:24,160 82 years old. 742 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,280 She's amazing. 743 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:30,320 - You come here a lot? 744 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:31,680 - Whenever I can. 745 00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:35,720 When Dad died, we were there for each other. 746 00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:37,120 - You never mentioned her. 747 00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:40,000 - David, we can't get back together. 748 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,680 - I don't want to get back together. - OK, then. 749 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:47,560 - And, er, your flatmate, she didn't know about us. 750 00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:51,240 - Yeah, cos I've had quite a hard life and I don't trust people easily. 751 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:52,920 I wouldn't be alone in that. 752 00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:55,760 What are you here for? - Everyone can say they've had a hard life. 753 00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,440 - No, I don't think so, not like me. 754 00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:01,480 I never had any money, no brothers or sisters, me mum died, 755 00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:02,560 then me dad. 756 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:06,320 You know, it took me five years to save up to go to uni. 757 00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:09,160 David, why are you here? 758 00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:25,760 - Look, I'm not trying to get back together with you. 759 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:27,720 I get it. 760 00:44:27,720 --> 00:44:29,600 It's just that, er... 761 00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:31,040 - HE SIGHS 762 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,520 - ..there's this wedding tomorrow, 763 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:37,200 and it's in the same church that Kelly and I got married in. 764 00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:39,280 It's going to be quite weird for me. 765 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:44,200 I'm allowed to bring someone, and I would love it if it was you. 766 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,920 I don't really have anyone else, 767 00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:49,880 not anyone who understands, 768 00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,160 so...do you think you could be there? 769 00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:53,280 As...as a friend? 770 00:44:57,400 --> 00:44:59,160 I'll totally understand if you say no. 771 00:45:00,240 --> 00:45:03,000 - Yeah, of course. 772 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:04,560 - Thank you. 773 00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:07,880 Yeah, we can meet at the church at two o'clock. 774 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:09,760 I'll text you the details. 775 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:11,200 - Sure. 776 00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,920 - Well, I should leave you to it. 777 00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:21,600 Bye! - Bye-bye. 778 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:27,200 - See you tomorrow. 779 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:44,120 - David... 780 00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:57,760 Can I switch it off? 781 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:11,040 The children want you to sing Happy Birthday, 782 00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,680 so they can do the cake before Lenny goes to bed. 783 00:46:13,680 --> 00:46:18,600 And they also want you to do the chemotherapy. 784 00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,000 They feel maybe I've been inconsiderate. 785 00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:26,520 - I don't seem to make you laugh any more. 786 00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:27,840 Not once today. 787 00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:30,440 - Because you always used to laugh at me. 788 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:34,680 - If you say so. 789 00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,160 - LENNY CHATTERS 790 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:43,680 - He's not going to die now. 791 00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:45,600 - LENNY: - Me and Mummy 792 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:48,200 and Daddy, Grandad, 793 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:52,320 Granny - the whole family. 794 00:46:59,720 --> 00:47:01,200 - Your hair's funny. 795 00:47:01,200 --> 00:47:05,120 - What? - It's sort of stuck up at the back. Can I? 796 00:47:12,000 --> 00:47:13,320 There. 797 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:17,720 - It's your hair needs sorting out. 798 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:23,160 - Well, maybe. 799 00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:27,600 - Like Lenny's had a go with a pair of scissors. 800 00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:30,040 - I know. 801 00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:33,040 I'll grow it out. Don't worry. 802 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:40,760 I thought maybe it would go with the record shop. 803 00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,800 - Record shop! 804 00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:45,080 - Yeah, you know. Rock chick. 805 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:50,880 - Not quite a chick, if you don't mind my saying. 806 00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:56,080 Rock hen, maybe. - I'm not going to open a record shop. 807 00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:59,040 - I know. 808 00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:01,240 - Rock hen. 809 00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:05,720 - Rock hen. 810 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:09,160 - I'm sorry. 811 00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:11,600 Forget it all. 812 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:14,440 I'm still your Gail. 813 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:37,720 - Panic over! Normal service resumed. 814 00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,040 Shall we do this, then? 815 00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:43,600 - Yes! Kyle, we're on. 816 00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:48,400 - Oh, Lenny, Lenny, Lenny! Now, Grandad doesn't really sing, 817 00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:50,760 so you're doing this on your own, right? 818 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:55,240 - ALL: # Happy birthday to you 819 00:48:55,240 --> 00:48:59,800 # Happy birthday to you 820 00:48:59,800 --> 00:49:04,360 # Happy birthday, dear Rachel 821 00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:08,920 # Happy birthday to you! # 822 00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:18,400 - Thanks! Len, you want to help me blow them out? 823 00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:22,560 - Yay! - Well done, buddy! 824 00:49:24,320 --> 00:49:25,360 - Yay! 825 00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:30,800 - Right, shall we cut it? 826 00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:39,080 Thanks, Mum. 827 00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,680 - I thought it was your hen do. - It was. 828 00:49:49,680 --> 00:49:52,320 And then I hear you're leaving. 829 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:56,240 - Yes, er, my friend's got a place in New York, 830 00:49:56,240 --> 00:49:58,320 and he said that he can get me some work, 831 00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:00,920 bit more than I'm making now... - What about Evie? 832 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:02,520 - I'll send money back. 833 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:06,000 - Evie's fine for money. She wants her dad. 834 00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:08,520 - Well, she'll have a dad. 835 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:10,840 You're marrying him tomorrow. 836 00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:13,160 - But I mean her... 837 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:18,840 Why do you suddenly want to go? 838 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,560 - HE SCOFFS 839 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:22,160 - There's nothing for me here. 840 00:50:22,160 --> 00:50:25,360 I'm just hanging about, like some spare part. 841 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,840 - We've done everything to try and make you feel like... 842 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:30,240 ..like you're part of the... - It hasn't worked. 843 00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:37,360 - I know that there's been a lot going on. 844 00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:42,120 But I want you in Evie's life. 845 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:44,040 - Yeah? 846 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,360 I want that, too. 847 00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:48,880 - Then this makes no sense at all. 848 00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:51,880 - Are you sure? 849 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:54,720 - Am I sure about what? 850 00:50:54,720 --> 00:50:56,080 - That you want to marry Liam. 851 00:50:57,840 --> 00:50:59,560 - Yes! - Why? 852 00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,240 - What? - Well, you just don't seem to... 853 00:51:02,240 --> 00:51:03,840 - Why?! 854 00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:07,160 Do you know how hard it is to find a properly good man? 855 00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:10,960 Whilst you were backpacking around wherever you went, he was here, 856 00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:14,360 earning money, taking on someone else's baby, sorting a flat, 857 00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,080 being at every single appointment. 858 00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,240 Why would I marry him? 859 00:51:18,240 --> 00:51:19,800 Why wouldn't I marry him?! 860 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:21,720 I'd be stupid not to. 861 00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:24,280 - OK. 862 00:51:25,720 --> 00:51:26,760 Right. 863 00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:34,880 - I mean... 864 00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:37,320 ..really... 865 00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:41,960 ..is there any reason I shouldn't? 866 00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:49,760 - I need to pack. 867 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:52,280 And you should get some sleep. 868 00:51:57,480 --> 00:51:58,520 - Yeah. 869 00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:10,320 - See you. - Bye. 870 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:26,400 - BELLE: I was shat on today. 871 00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:29,480 From the beginning. 872 00:52:29,480 --> 00:52:32,640 I woke up to my neighbour blaming me for his problems, 873 00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:34,200 then Maya having a go, 874 00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:36,040 then you need to stay, 875 00:52:36,040 --> 00:52:38,160 I mess up my interview 876 00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:41,240 and I end up sleeping on a bench in the park 877 00:52:41,240 --> 00:52:44,000 cos I'm so tired and I can't face coming back here, 878 00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:47,280 and at that point, a bird literally shits on me. 879 00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:51,800 I cleaned it off with a leaf. 880 00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:53,040 DOOR OPENS 881 00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:57,800 - All done? - Yeah. 882 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,200 - Hey! How was it? It's exciting about the wedding! 883 00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:05,280 I spoke to Liam and... - You spoke to...? 884 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,640 - Yeah, earlier, and he said, since Belle isn't going 885 00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:10,800 and you'd be on your own, that I could come instead. 886 00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:13,080 So I'll be there to see you. 887 00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:14,160 - Why are you here? 888 00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:17,200 - Maya, your mum's staying for a bit, until she's feeling a little better. 889 00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,120 - Yeah. I heard the dress is lovely... - I might go to bed. 890 00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:21,280 It's been a long day. 891 00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:27,560 - DOOR CLOSES 892 00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:35,200 - Huh! You're right - 893 00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,040 about Mum... 894 00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:41,280 ..and Maya and me. 895 00:53:42,640 --> 00:53:45,160 You might be on your own sometimes. 896 00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:46,400 - Yeah. 897 00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:53,080 - So maybe you need to find someone new. 898 00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:27,920 There'll come a point when she can't get all the candles on the cake. 899 00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:29,680 Fire safety. 900 00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:31,320 - I suppose. 901 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:33,640 - Stick you next to it with a fire extinguisher. 902 00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:37,720 I'm glad you're home. 903 00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:42,600 I'm exhausted! Can you bring some water? 904 00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:43,840 - Of course. 905 00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:03,320 # I'm running out of miracles 906 00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:12,440 # Oh, my soul 907 00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:16,560 # And the street's alive with one-man shows 908 00:55:18,480 --> 00:55:24,800 # Oh, my soul 909 00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:28,480 # Corner boys were moved along 910 00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:31,880 # Oh, my soul... # 911 00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:34,480 What?! - You can't sleep there. 912 00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:40,840 - # ..We're plummeting like crippled crows 913 00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:48,400 # Oh, my soul... # 914 00:55:50,720 --> 00:55:52,240 Sleep well. 915 00:55:53,280 --> 00:55:54,640 Love ya. 916 00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:57,120 # ..Oh, long before 917 00:55:57,120 --> 00:56:02,600 # You and I were born 918 00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:08,280 # Others beat these benches with their empty cups 919 00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:13,240 # To the night and its stars To be here... # 920 00:56:13,240 --> 00:56:15,120 I miss Mum. 921 00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:20,440 # ..Another sunrise with my sad captains... # 922 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:21,880 - Me too. 923 00:56:21,880 --> 00:56:26,480 - # ..With who I choose to lose my mind 924 00:56:26,480 --> 00:56:33,080 # And if it's all we only pass this way but once 925 00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:38,800 # What a perfect waste of time 926 00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:53,760 # The BMX apothecary 927 00:56:56,760 --> 00:57:03,080 # Oh, my soul 928 00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:06,640 # The architect of infamy 929 00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:12,560 # Oh, my soul... - # 930 00:57:15,720 --> 00:57:18,640 Hello? - Oh, God. 931 00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:23,440 - I saw the light on. 932 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,040 Smelt it. 933 00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:29,960 I didn't know you... - Oh, please don't tell my husband. 934 00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:32,920 - You've been married how long? 935 00:57:32,920 --> 00:57:36,040 - Er, nearly 50 years. 936 00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:39,280 - And you still hide things from him? 937 00:57:43,680 --> 00:57:45,200 Can I...? 938 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:46,600 - Sure. 939 00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:07,320 You ever want to... 940 00:58:08,640 --> 00:58:12,080 ..just scream? 941 00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:16,320 - All the time. 942 00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:24,080 - # ..Another sunrise with my sad captains 943 00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:29,040 # With who I choose to lose my mind 944 00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:35,600 # And if it's all we only pass this way but once 945 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:41,160 # What a perfect waste of time 946 00:58:43,640 --> 00:58:49,000 # Another sunrise with my sad captains 947 00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:54,440 # With who I choose to lose my mind 948 00:58:54,440 --> 00:59:00,080 # And if it's all we only pass this way but once 949 00:59:00,080 --> 00:59:04,440 # What a perfect waste of time. #