1 00:00:01,100 --> 00:00:03,850 (soothing music) 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:39,566 --> 00:00:41,220 (birds chirping) 5 00:00:41,220 --> 00:00:43,460 - [Officiant] Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today 6 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:46,740 to join this man and this woman in holy matrimony. 7 00:00:46,740 --> 00:00:48,560 Love is patient, love is kind. 8 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:51,530 It does not envy, it does not boast. 9 00:00:51,530 --> 00:00:54,110 It is not proud, it is not rude. 10 00:00:54,110 --> 00:00:57,390 It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. 11 00:00:57,390 --> 00:00:59,128 It keeps no record of wrongs. 12 00:00:59,128 --> 00:01:03,240 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, 13 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:04,904 and always preserves. 14 00:01:04,904 --> 00:01:05,737 - I love you. 15 00:01:07,363 --> 00:01:09,020 - I love you too. 16 00:01:09,020 --> 00:01:11,180 - By the powers vested in me by this church, 17 00:01:11,180 --> 00:01:13,090 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 18 00:01:13,090 --> 00:01:14,290 You may kiss your bride. 19 00:01:17,848 --> 00:01:20,848 (people applauding) 20 00:01:22,590 --> 00:01:25,173 - The other day, I went shopping with my wife. 21 00:01:27,330 --> 00:01:32,330 Now some men loathe this, because when your wife 22 00:01:32,420 --> 00:01:36,207 asks your opinion, you must tread lightly 23 00:01:36,207 --> 00:01:40,023 or you will find yourself sleeping on the couch. 24 00:01:41,270 --> 00:01:42,780 But when I go shopping with my wife, 25 00:01:42,780 --> 00:01:43,930 I get to notice people. 26 00:01:45,070 --> 00:01:48,623 I get to look at what they do, and how they act. 27 00:01:50,260 --> 00:01:53,993 And when we look at another human being, we do one thing. 28 00:01:55,370 --> 00:01:56,203 We judge them. 29 00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:03,560 We judge their appearance, eating habits, 30 00:02:03,630 --> 00:02:06,600 what they drive, how many kids they have. 31 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:10,173 We make an assumption without even saying a word. 32 00:02:12,330 --> 00:02:17,180 I will admit that I am guilty of this myself, sometimes, 33 00:02:17,180 --> 00:02:18,563 though I try not to be. 34 00:02:21,720 --> 00:02:24,997 Matthew 7:1-2. 35 00:02:24,997 --> 00:02:26,857 "Do not judge or you will be judged, 36 00:02:26,857 --> 00:02:30,567 "for in the same way you judged others 37 00:02:30,567 --> 00:02:31,657 "you will be judged. 38 00:02:31,657 --> 00:02:34,007 "And with the same measure you use 39 00:02:34,007 --> 00:02:35,457 "it will be measured to you." 40 00:02:37,903 --> 00:02:39,703 And that's pretty simple and direct. 41 00:02:43,618 --> 00:02:45,640 But why are we so quick to judge others 42 00:02:45,640 --> 00:02:48,823 when some of us can't keep our own lives together? 43 00:02:53,850 --> 00:02:55,110 This week I challenge you 44 00:02:56,610 --> 00:02:57,623 to not judge, 45 00:02:58,870 --> 00:03:02,673 but instead to remember what I've just reminded you of. 46 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:08,863 God is always watching, always. 47 00:03:13,801 --> 00:03:15,327 Hi there. 48 00:03:15,327 --> 00:03:17,603 - Pastor. - Oh it's okay, thank you. 49 00:03:29,310 --> 00:03:30,607 Something wrong, honey? 50 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:37,560 - I'm so sorry, Thomas. 51 00:03:37,560 --> 00:03:38,443 - Sorry for what? 52 00:03:40,160 --> 00:03:42,540 - I took three pregnancy tests this morning, 53 00:03:42,540 --> 00:03:44,934 and they call came back negative. 54 00:03:44,934 --> 00:03:46,470 - It's okay. 55 00:03:46,470 --> 00:03:47,940 - It's not okay! 56 00:03:47,940 --> 00:03:49,330 We're trying to start a family together 57 00:03:49,330 --> 00:03:50,900 and I can't even give us that. 58 00:03:50,900 --> 00:03:53,353 - It's just not the right time. 59 00:03:53,353 --> 00:03:55,714 - I am so sick of hearing that, 60 00:03:55,714 --> 00:03:58,413 and I'm just so sick of the disappointment, 61 00:03:58,413 --> 00:03:59,873 and the heartache. 62 00:04:01,168 --> 00:04:02,001 - I, 63 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:05,130 I'm not even gonna try to understand 64 00:04:05,130 --> 00:04:06,930 what you're going through. 65 00:04:06,930 --> 00:04:11,623 All I can do is be here for you, and comfort you. 66 00:04:13,850 --> 00:04:16,030 - What if I can't have a baby, Thomas? 67 00:04:16,950 --> 00:04:19,474 - Then we'll cross that bridge when we get to it, 68 00:04:19,474 --> 00:04:23,690 and if that bridge collapses, we'll build another one. 69 00:04:23,690 --> 00:04:26,523 (emotional music) 70 00:05:12,035 --> 00:05:12,868 Ariana? 71 00:05:16,504 --> 00:05:17,337 Ariana. 72 00:05:25,300 --> 00:05:26,510 How is she? 73 00:05:26,510 --> 00:05:28,270 - Has your wife been suffering from headaches 74 00:05:28,270 --> 00:05:29,470 in the last few days? 75 00:05:29,470 --> 00:05:30,410 - No sir. 76 00:05:30,410 --> 00:05:31,700 She's been fine. 77 00:05:31,700 --> 00:05:34,640 - Your wife has suffered a ruptured aneurysm, 78 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:36,480 and the severity of it has placed her in a coma. 79 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:37,873 - A coma? 80 00:05:39,940 --> 00:05:41,910 What's the timeline on something like this? 81 00:05:41,910 --> 00:05:43,780 - It's hard to say. 82 00:05:43,780 --> 00:05:45,300 I've seen cases where they stay in a coma 83 00:05:45,300 --> 00:05:47,100 three to six weeks, 84 00:05:47,100 --> 00:05:49,460 or worse cases, 12 or more. 85 00:05:49,460 --> 00:05:51,220 Your wife seems to be strong, 86 00:05:51,220 --> 00:05:53,420 and I think we'll go with the lesser amount. 87 00:06:13,877 --> 00:06:16,960 (gentle piano music) 88 00:06:27,190 --> 00:06:28,690 - I'm here, honey. 89 00:06:29,658 --> 00:06:30,908 I'm right here. 90 00:06:34,641 --> 00:06:37,474 Please God, please watch over her. 91 00:06:39,648 --> 00:06:42,481 (emotional music) 92 00:07:43,380 --> 00:07:44,293 - Ariana Mitchell? 93 00:07:46,385 --> 00:07:47,552 - Who are you? 94 00:07:49,883 --> 00:07:51,733 - You can just call me the Carpenter. 95 00:07:53,020 --> 00:07:54,224 - Why am I here? 96 00:07:54,224 --> 00:07:55,723 How do you know my name? 97 00:07:56,979 --> 00:07:59,410 - I've known your name for a long time. 98 00:07:59,410 --> 00:08:00,590 - Where's my husband? 99 00:08:00,590 --> 00:08:01,763 I wanna see my husband. 100 00:08:03,220 --> 00:08:04,370 - Your husband is fine. 101 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:07,133 - What am I doing here? 102 00:08:09,380 --> 00:08:10,380 - Tell me something, 103 00:08:11,630 --> 00:08:13,773 what is the last thing that you remember? 104 00:08:16,920 --> 00:08:20,500 - I was in the kitchen, and I got dizzy. 105 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:25,500 I fell to the ground, and that's the last thing I remember. 106 00:08:27,950 --> 00:08:29,963 Just tell me what's going on, please! 107 00:08:30,990 --> 00:08:33,940 - Well at this point, you should already know what this is. 108 00:08:36,705 --> 00:08:38,293 - You know everything about me. 109 00:08:40,660 --> 00:08:44,253 My past, my present, and now my future? 110 00:08:45,670 --> 00:08:46,503 - Yes, I do. 111 00:08:48,470 --> 00:08:51,653 And as you stand here in front of me, I ask you, 112 00:08:53,180 --> 00:08:54,480 how do you view your life? 113 00:08:55,940 --> 00:08:59,100 How did you view your life? 114 00:08:59,100 --> 00:09:01,122 - I don't understand. 115 00:09:01,122 --> 00:09:02,850 (man clapping) 116 00:09:02,850 --> 00:09:04,933 - Some things just never change. 117 00:09:06,790 --> 00:09:07,640 - You would know. 118 00:09:09,100 --> 00:09:12,333 - Ariana Mitchell, it's a pleasure to meet you. 119 00:09:13,250 --> 00:09:14,083 - Who are you? 120 00:09:14,083 --> 00:09:16,443 - You can just call me the Thief. 121 00:09:17,410 --> 00:09:18,660 - You have no place here. 122 00:09:19,940 --> 00:09:22,760 - I'm just getting acquainted with Miss Mitchell. 123 00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:24,640 Besides, you're playing question and answer 124 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:26,250 with this poor woman, 125 00:09:26,250 --> 00:09:28,410 and you still haven't answered her simple question. 126 00:09:28,410 --> 00:09:29,450 - [Carpenter] I've answered everything 127 00:09:29,450 --> 00:09:30,813 that needed to be answered. 128 00:09:32,400 --> 00:09:33,800 - I will be seeing you soon. 129 00:09:37,680 --> 00:09:41,680 (Thief humming "Amazing Grace") 130 00:09:45,030 --> 00:09:46,223 - Why am I here? 131 00:09:47,590 --> 00:09:48,423 - Follow me. 132 00:10:02,730 --> 00:10:05,263 This is where things changed in your life. 133 00:10:06,610 --> 00:10:10,033 Everything was as it should be, until this moment. 134 00:10:11,940 --> 00:10:14,663 - If you know that, then why are you making me relive it? 135 00:10:16,500 --> 00:10:18,080 - Sometimes we don't see things 136 00:10:18,080 --> 00:10:20,700 for what they are with a first look. 137 00:10:20,700 --> 00:10:23,843 Just watch, and see how bad things can happen 138 00:10:23,843 --> 00:10:26,233 to your heart in an instant. 139 00:10:28,470 --> 00:10:30,320 - This was the day my father left us. 140 00:10:32,206 --> 00:10:34,093 I was never the same after this. 141 00:10:34,990 --> 00:10:38,623 - Tomorrow holds the strength to be better than yesterday. 142 00:10:46,210 --> 00:10:47,210 - I'll come get the rest of my things 143 00:10:47,210 --> 00:10:49,360 when Ariana's at school and you're at work. 144 00:10:50,350 --> 00:10:51,193 - So that's it? 145 00:10:52,290 --> 00:10:53,890 No chance to try to work it out? 146 00:10:54,790 --> 00:10:57,300 - Geez Wendy, I told you, it's completely over. 147 00:10:57,300 --> 00:10:58,983 I don't want to work things out. 148 00:11:00,410 --> 00:11:02,170 - We don't deserve this. 149 00:11:02,170 --> 00:11:05,163 You have a little girl that needs her father! 150 00:11:06,760 --> 00:11:09,430 You have the balls to leave us, 151 00:11:09,430 --> 00:11:11,800 but they aren't big enough to look me in the eye. 152 00:11:11,800 --> 00:11:13,180 - What do you want me to say to you? 153 00:11:13,180 --> 00:11:14,443 I'm tired of living this life. 154 00:11:14,443 --> 00:11:17,160 I'm tired of routine, I'm tired of church. 155 00:11:17,160 --> 00:11:18,710 I've done things the Christian way for years, 156 00:11:18,710 --> 00:11:20,083 and it's got me nothing! 157 00:11:21,050 --> 00:11:22,010 - Is that what you think? 158 00:11:22,010 --> 00:11:23,310 - You know what I mean. 159 00:11:23,310 --> 00:11:25,550 - No, I don't! 160 00:11:25,550 --> 00:11:27,800 I know that this life we live is hard, 161 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:30,140 but who said life was easy? 162 00:11:30,140 --> 00:11:32,720 We do our best, and make it work. 163 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:36,710 God will do the rest if we remain faithful to him! 164 00:11:36,710 --> 00:11:37,870 - And there you go again. 165 00:11:37,870 --> 00:11:39,320 You throw God into everything. 166 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:40,450 If there's one thing I've done, 167 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,780 it's waste my time praying for a better life. 168 00:11:42,780 --> 00:11:43,860 Well, I found someone. 169 00:11:43,860 --> 00:11:46,560 I found someone who wants to live life to the fullest. 170 00:11:47,720 --> 00:11:50,640 - You have a great life now. 171 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:54,063 You just choose to throw it away for one moment of lust. 172 00:11:55,800 --> 00:11:59,390 If you told me right now that you will stay to work it out, 173 00:11:59,390 --> 00:12:01,410 then I will forgive you, 174 00:12:01,410 --> 00:12:02,720 no matter how hard it will be 175 00:12:02,720 --> 00:12:05,600 to look at you and tolerate you, 176 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:08,903 I would still forgive you and work on getting it right. 177 00:12:10,490 --> 00:12:14,323 But if you walk out that door, it's over. 178 00:12:15,260 --> 00:12:17,210 Forgiveness isn't an option after that. 179 00:12:30,130 --> 00:12:32,470 - Please don't leave us, Daddy. 180 00:12:32,470 --> 00:12:33,543 Please stay with us. 181 00:12:43,024 --> 00:12:44,910 - Don't be sad, sweetheart. 182 00:12:44,910 --> 00:12:46,480 It's gonna be okay. 183 00:12:46,480 --> 00:12:48,920 - Will God take care of us since Daddy won't? 184 00:12:48,920 --> 00:12:50,850 - Yes baby, he will. 185 00:12:50,850 --> 00:12:52,200 - Then don't be sad, Mommy. 186 00:13:04,785 --> 00:13:08,430 - As a child, your faith was so strong. 187 00:13:08,430 --> 00:13:10,873 - No child should live the life that I've had to. 188 00:13:12,510 --> 00:13:14,910 - You think your life is worse than others? 189 00:13:14,910 --> 00:13:17,200 - At times, yes. 190 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:20,083 I had to shut everyone off from school, church. 191 00:13:21,500 --> 00:13:23,310 The outside world, it was a dark place, 192 00:13:23,310 --> 00:13:27,053 but my heart was even darker. 193 00:13:30,710 --> 00:13:32,540 - Are you okay, Mama? 194 00:13:32,540 --> 00:13:33,870 - I'm okay, sweetheart. 195 00:13:33,870 --> 00:13:35,380 You go on to sleep. 196 00:13:35,380 --> 00:13:36,410 - You can stay in here with me 197 00:13:36,410 --> 00:13:38,073 so you don't have to sleep alone. 198 00:13:39,110 --> 00:13:41,583 - You have a big heart, Ariana, do you know that? 199 00:13:41,583 --> 00:13:42,416 - I get it from you. 200 00:13:42,416 --> 00:13:44,480 I wanna be just like you when I get older. 201 00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:46,880 - I want you to be your own person. 202 00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:49,723 You should never be what someone else wants you to be. 203 00:13:52,746 --> 00:13:53,883 - Can I ask you something? 204 00:13:53,883 --> 00:13:56,230 - You can always ask me anything. 205 00:13:56,230 --> 00:13:58,063 - How do you feel since Dad's gone? 206 00:14:01,120 --> 00:14:03,373 - Right now, I feel angry and hurt. 207 00:14:05,350 --> 00:14:08,907 Your father has fallen in love, or thinks that he has, 208 00:14:08,907 --> 00:14:10,347 with someone else. 209 00:14:10,347 --> 00:14:12,393 - Does he still love me? 210 00:14:13,470 --> 00:14:15,563 - I wanna tell you yes honey, but. 211 00:14:16,843 --> 00:14:17,760 - But what? 212 00:14:19,803 --> 00:14:21,690 - Love is a very strong word. 213 00:14:21,690 --> 00:14:26,062 When you love someone, you wanna be there for that person 214 00:14:26,062 --> 00:14:28,179 through the toughest of times, 215 00:14:28,179 --> 00:14:32,600 because love can get you through life in the worst of times. 216 00:14:32,600 --> 00:14:35,595 - God's love for us will get us through this. 217 00:14:35,595 --> 00:14:37,620 You love me, and God loves me. 218 00:14:37,620 --> 00:14:39,670 That's all I need and could ever ask for. 219 00:14:41,059 --> 00:14:43,559 - I pray that you keep the heart you have, Ariana. 220 00:14:45,150 --> 00:14:46,263 This world needs it. 221 00:14:48,035 --> 00:14:50,617 - You know your mother never stopped praying for you. 222 00:14:51,642 --> 00:14:53,593 - Then why didn't you answer her prayers then? 223 00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:56,540 - What makes you think that I didn't? 224 00:14:57,742 --> 00:15:00,403 - If you did, I didn't notice. 225 00:15:02,970 --> 00:15:04,440 - Ariana, selfish prayers 226 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:06,330 are the ones that we do in despair. 227 00:15:07,630 --> 00:15:10,210 Now your mother, she prayed for you 228 00:15:10,210 --> 00:15:12,393 during her darkest of times, 229 00:15:13,482 --> 00:15:14,653 the happiest of times. 230 00:15:16,728 --> 00:15:19,113 She prayed for you before she even did herself. 231 00:15:20,390 --> 00:15:22,800 Just because your prayers weren't answered 232 00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:25,443 when you wanted, or needed 'em to be, 233 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:28,880 doesn't mean that they weren't answered. 234 00:15:42,500 --> 00:15:46,580 - Well there she is, hardest working RN in the building. 235 00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:49,710 - Now, we know your life would be boring without me here. 236 00:15:49,710 --> 00:15:50,930 Has it been a busy night? 237 00:15:50,930 --> 00:15:53,020 - I wish it had been busy. 238 00:15:53,020 --> 00:15:56,010 We've only had one case come in, a brain aneurysm. 239 00:15:56,010 --> 00:15:58,480 A young lady, too, about your age. 240 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:00,700 - Oh no, that's awful. 241 00:16:00,700 --> 00:16:02,350 - It really is a shame. 242 00:16:02,350 --> 00:16:04,030 Husband's good-lookin', too. 243 00:16:04,030 --> 00:16:05,750 Tall, dark, and handsome. 244 00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:06,660 - [Lisa] Yeah? 245 00:16:06,660 --> 00:16:07,960 What's the patient's name? 246 00:16:08,840 --> 00:16:10,213 - It's a unique name. 247 00:16:12,051 --> 00:16:12,884 Let's see. 248 00:16:14,020 --> 00:16:15,803 Mitchell, Ariana Mitchell. 249 00:16:21,022 --> 00:16:23,605 (somber music) 250 00:16:35,601 --> 00:16:36,934 - [Lisa] Thomas. 251 00:16:40,445 --> 00:16:41,695 - [Thomas] Hey. 252 00:16:45,588 --> 00:16:48,430 - I'm sorry. - Thank you. 253 00:16:48,430 --> 00:16:50,363 I didn't know you were back in town. 254 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:53,020 - I've been back for a few months. 255 00:16:54,130 --> 00:16:55,933 Brian's still in Honduras. 256 00:16:58,440 --> 00:17:00,803 We wanted to get moved back and settled in. 257 00:17:00,803 --> 00:17:02,943 I meant to call. 258 00:17:02,943 --> 00:17:05,240 - You don't have to explain anything. 259 00:17:06,244 --> 00:17:08,394 She was just as stubborn about calling you. 260 00:17:11,805 --> 00:17:15,788 - This is a moment when you stand here, 261 00:17:15,788 --> 00:17:17,325 and you think to yourself 262 00:17:17,325 --> 00:17:20,037 that you should've written that letter. 263 00:17:20,037 --> 00:17:22,750 You should've made that call, before it was too late. 264 00:17:24,843 --> 00:17:28,393 - There was no way you could've known this was gonna happen. 265 00:17:30,510 --> 00:17:32,487 - I feel so much remorse. 266 00:17:32,487 --> 00:17:35,320 (emotional music) 267 00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:46,230 - What are we doing here? 268 00:17:48,990 --> 00:17:52,660 - At one point in time, this was like a second home to you. 269 00:17:52,660 --> 00:17:53,853 - Yes, it was. 270 00:17:54,770 --> 00:17:56,970 But my mother needed me to be there for her. 271 00:17:58,253 --> 00:17:59,823 - I don't know what to do next. 272 00:18:01,060 --> 00:18:02,833 How am I gonna support my daughter? 273 00:18:03,830 --> 00:18:05,313 She's all that matters now. 274 00:18:06,173 --> 00:18:08,423 - Your mother knew that times would get hard, 275 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:13,120 but at any moment, she would pray for help. 276 00:18:13,120 --> 00:18:14,570 She never lost her faith. 277 00:18:14,570 --> 00:18:16,770 - You don't have to remind me about prayer. 278 00:18:16,770 --> 00:18:18,460 I pray every day. 279 00:18:18,460 --> 00:18:20,600 - Yes, yes you do. 280 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:21,863 I know what you pray for. 281 00:18:23,120 --> 00:18:24,780 How do you pray? 282 00:18:24,780 --> 00:18:27,643 Do you pray with faith, or fear? 283 00:18:28,870 --> 00:18:32,010 - I've never been one to ask for anything, Lord, 284 00:18:32,010 --> 00:18:34,660 but now I ask that you watch over me and my daughter. 285 00:18:35,780 --> 00:18:38,423 I ask that you open your arms and take hold of us. 286 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:43,220 I'm so scared, but I know that you'll always provide, 287 00:18:43,220 --> 00:18:44,653 and never forsake us. 288 00:18:46,990 --> 00:18:47,990 - I'm not my mother. 289 00:18:49,580 --> 00:18:50,473 I never will be. 290 00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:54,047 - Ariana? 291 00:18:54,047 --> 00:18:56,840 You have no idea of what you're capable of. 292 00:18:56,840 --> 00:18:58,030 - Tell me what you want to hear. 293 00:18:58,030 --> 00:19:01,850 Just tell me what I need to do so I can see my husband. 294 00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:03,600 - This young lady's made a request. 295 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:06,590 So why is it so hard for you to grant that? 296 00:19:07,810 --> 00:19:09,660 - Things aren't as easy as they seem. 297 00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:13,300 - Things are easy, but your words, 298 00:19:13,300 --> 00:19:14,910 they complicate things. 299 00:19:14,910 --> 00:19:16,940 - Mind your tongue. 300 00:19:16,940 --> 00:19:19,170 - And this garbage of prayer, 301 00:19:19,170 --> 00:19:23,370 he only wants you to do wrong so that you repent your sins. 302 00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:25,350 All the while, he's driving that nail 303 00:19:25,350 --> 00:19:27,052 through his hand the next day. 304 00:19:27,052 --> 00:19:28,760 - We aren't perfect. 305 00:19:28,760 --> 00:19:30,490 - You're not perfect. 306 00:19:30,490 --> 00:19:33,830 You're flawed, and flawed's okay. 307 00:19:33,830 --> 00:19:36,890 He gave you choice, but had he not given you choice, 308 00:19:36,890 --> 00:19:38,513 you would live the perfect life. 309 00:19:38,513 --> 00:19:40,940 - No one's life is perfect. 310 00:19:40,940 --> 00:19:43,143 - Your lies won't stray her away from me. 311 00:19:44,810 --> 00:19:46,523 - Words only say so much. 312 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:50,550 I'll show you a time when he didn't help you. 313 00:19:50,550 --> 00:19:52,450 - You're not wanted here. 314 00:19:52,450 --> 00:19:54,013 Leave me alone! 315 00:19:54,013 --> 00:19:56,596 (somber music) 316 00:20:01,750 --> 00:20:02,823 Is this my judgment? 317 00:20:04,890 --> 00:20:05,890 - What do you think? 318 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:08,277 - Yes? 319 00:20:08,277 --> 00:20:09,380 - You seem afraid. 320 00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:10,330 - [Ariana] I'm not. 321 00:20:12,325 --> 00:20:13,543 - [Carpenter] We will see. 322 00:20:21,773 --> 00:20:24,440 (Lisa sniffles) 323 00:20:25,671 --> 00:20:28,088 (Lisa sighs) 324 00:20:29,650 --> 00:20:30,940 - It's been a long time 325 00:20:32,430 --> 00:20:35,153 since we've seen or spoken to each other. 326 00:20:36,220 --> 00:20:40,833 So many words should've been said between us, 327 00:20:42,760 --> 00:20:44,350 and it wouldn't have taken 328 00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:48,913 but a second to say I'm sorry. 329 00:20:55,148 --> 00:20:57,420 I don't know if you're gonna make it through the night, 330 00:21:02,626 --> 00:21:07,626 and I didn't want my last time seeing you to be like this. 331 00:21:15,699 --> 00:21:19,616 I'm sorry for walkin' away from you that night. 332 00:21:24,405 --> 00:21:26,988 I should've prayed harder, and. 333 00:21:28,764 --> 00:21:31,264 (Lisa crying) 334 00:21:32,282 --> 00:21:36,000 - She wanted to pick up that phone every night, 335 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:40,290 but she couldn't find the words. 336 00:21:40,290 --> 00:21:41,583 - We're so stubborn. 337 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:46,853 I'll be back in a few minutes, 338 00:21:48,110 --> 00:21:49,946 after I finish my other rounds. 339 00:21:49,946 --> 00:21:52,779 (emotional music) 340 00:22:17,947 --> 00:22:20,630 Excuse me, I'm sorry to bother you. 341 00:22:20,630 --> 00:22:22,700 Could you tell me where Bromley Hall is? 342 00:22:22,700 --> 00:22:25,123 - Oh yeah sure, just go this way, keep straight. 343 00:22:26,070 --> 00:22:27,700 You know what, I'll just take you there myself, 344 00:22:27,700 --> 00:22:30,040 'cause I have to meet my roommate there in a couple minutes. 345 00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:31,610 - I don't want to keep you from studying. 346 00:22:31,610 --> 00:22:34,230 - No, no, it's fine, I don't mind, really. 347 00:22:34,230 --> 00:22:35,150 - [Lisa] Okay. 348 00:22:35,150 --> 00:22:36,060 - My name's Ariana. 349 00:22:36,060 --> 00:22:38,070 - I'm Lisa, it's nice to meet you. 350 00:22:38,070 --> 00:22:39,890 - It's nice to meet you, too. 351 00:22:39,890 --> 00:22:43,330 So, what brings you to this fine university? 352 00:22:43,330 --> 00:22:46,310 - [Lisa] Are you being sarcastic, or serious? 353 00:22:46,310 --> 00:22:47,597 - [Ariana] A little bit of both. 354 00:22:47,597 --> 00:22:50,680 - Well, I'm transferring in from another college. 355 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:53,563 It just wasn't the right fit for me. 356 00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,300 - So what's your major? 357 00:22:56,300 --> 00:22:59,620 - Well, I'm looking into something in the medical field. 358 00:22:59,620 --> 00:23:00,453 - Yeah? 359 00:23:00,453 --> 00:23:02,419 - I really wanna do mission work overseas. 360 00:23:02,419 --> 00:23:05,600 - Oh wow, that's a lot to take on. 361 00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:08,090 I mean, it takes a special kind of person to do that. 362 00:23:08,090 --> 00:23:10,420 - It really does, yeah. 363 00:23:10,420 --> 00:23:12,020 So what about you? 364 00:23:12,020 --> 00:23:14,420 What brings you to this fine university? 365 00:23:14,420 --> 00:23:17,580 - Well, honestly I didn't have the best childhood. 366 00:23:17,580 --> 00:23:19,150 My mom, she was a single mom 367 00:23:19,150 --> 00:23:21,210 and she was just working day and night 368 00:23:21,210 --> 00:23:24,250 so I could go into college, but I got scholarships 369 00:23:24,250 --> 00:23:25,560 and now I'm looking into business. 370 00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:28,100 - Nice, that's great. - Thanks. 371 00:23:28,100 --> 00:23:29,859 - She must be so proud of you. 372 00:23:29,859 --> 00:23:32,480 - She's definitely my biggest fan. 373 00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:33,770 But look, here we are. 374 00:23:33,770 --> 00:23:36,720 So, do you have your dorm room number? 375 00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:39,083 I can tell you the good, and the bad. 376 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:41,433 - 23. 377 00:23:42,660 --> 00:23:44,420 - Well, what do you know? 378 00:23:44,420 --> 00:23:45,760 Nice to meet you, roomie. 379 00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:47,193 - It's nice to meet you. 380 00:23:48,835 --> 00:23:51,002 - [Ariana] That's awesome. 381 00:23:57,450 --> 00:23:59,510 - I've seen that look a million times. 382 00:23:59,510 --> 00:24:00,573 What's on your mind? 383 00:24:01,410 --> 00:24:04,643 - I have four hours left on my shift. 384 00:24:06,070 --> 00:24:07,893 Time just doesn't wait for anyone. 385 00:24:09,470 --> 00:24:12,303 - Did you lose a patient, or is it something else? 386 00:24:13,380 --> 00:24:14,223 - A friend. 387 00:24:15,730 --> 00:24:18,463 She's in a coma, close friend. 388 00:24:19,300 --> 00:24:21,730 - You know, when I decided to become a nurse 389 00:24:21,730 --> 00:24:24,623 I had a general idea of what to expect. 390 00:24:25,750 --> 00:24:27,830 The first time I saw a patient die, 391 00:24:27,830 --> 00:24:29,920 it was different, very different 392 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,750 from losing a family member. 393 00:24:31,750 --> 00:24:34,360 He was a 34 year old male who had a heart attack, 394 00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:37,369 and we tried to revive him so many times, 395 00:24:37,369 --> 00:24:40,553 but it just wasn't enough. 396 00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:44,953 I couldn't sleep for days. 397 00:24:46,690 --> 00:24:49,590 No matter how much we know, or how much we do, 398 00:24:49,590 --> 00:24:53,273 the one thing we can't always do is save lives. 399 00:24:54,230 --> 00:24:59,230 Sometimes God's plan just doesn't align with ours. 400 00:25:00,190 --> 00:25:04,920 - That's the one thing I rely my faith on is His love. 401 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:06,973 - It doesn't get greater than that. 402 00:25:09,710 --> 00:25:13,383 I'm sure your friend will be fine, no matter the outcome. 403 00:25:14,890 --> 00:25:16,820 Would you let me pray with you? 404 00:25:16,820 --> 00:25:18,292 - [Lisa] Yes ma'am. 405 00:25:18,292 --> 00:25:21,090 I think that'd be a good idea. 406 00:25:21,090 --> 00:25:22,640 - Our most gracious heavenly Father, 407 00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:25,092 thank you so much for this beautiful person, 408 00:25:25,092 --> 00:25:27,590 and for her friend, and God just please 409 00:25:27,590 --> 00:25:29,369 be with her and her family. 410 00:25:29,369 --> 00:25:31,952 (gentle music) 411 00:25:39,540 --> 00:25:41,913 - I don't know why life got so complicated. 412 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:45,923 He always made everything so easy. 413 00:25:48,090 --> 00:25:50,030 He kept everything so balanced, 414 00:25:50,030 --> 00:25:53,633 and I can't even balance my own life. 415 00:25:55,890 --> 00:25:57,620 I'm just so afraid right now, 416 00:25:57,620 --> 00:26:00,833 and I know I shouldn't be. 417 00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:05,743 I love you, Mom. 418 00:26:07,628 --> 00:26:10,077 I know I told you that every time I saw you, 419 00:26:10,077 --> 00:26:11,903 but it still wasn't enough. 420 00:26:13,940 --> 00:26:16,040 - [Wendy] It was always enough, baby girl. 421 00:26:17,185 --> 00:26:18,470 - Mom? 422 00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:20,040 - I will say what needs to be said, 423 00:26:20,040 --> 00:26:21,900 and then I must go. 424 00:26:21,900 --> 00:26:23,860 - I don't understand. 425 00:26:23,860 --> 00:26:24,693 - You will. 426 00:26:25,948 --> 00:26:30,730 I'm so proud of you, and the woman and wife you've become. 427 00:26:30,730 --> 00:26:33,180 You have lived your life like you're supposed to. 428 00:26:34,140 --> 00:26:34,973 - Have I? 429 00:26:36,024 --> 00:26:41,024 I'm here as if this were real, but I know that it's not. 430 00:26:41,564 --> 00:26:44,720 - The one thing you always questioned was belief. 431 00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:47,280 You still doubt so much. 432 00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,380 - I just don't understand what's going on. 433 00:26:50,550 --> 00:26:54,223 I need my husband, he's all I have left. 434 00:26:55,630 --> 00:26:57,430 - Don't be afraid of this. 435 00:26:57,430 --> 00:27:02,064 Don't even try to understand, just let it take its course. 436 00:27:02,064 --> 00:27:03,623 - I'm so afraid. 437 00:27:05,185 --> 00:27:06,760 I don't think I'm ready for this. 438 00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:10,200 - Don't let fear keep you from your promise. 439 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:12,163 - I miss you so much. 440 00:27:13,284 --> 00:27:14,134 - I miss you too. 441 00:27:15,420 --> 00:27:16,783 Close your eyes. 442 00:27:16,783 --> 00:27:19,616 (emotional music) 443 00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:46,604 - I don't even know if you can hear me right now. 444 00:27:46,604 --> 00:27:48,143 I'm not prepared for this. 445 00:27:51,150 --> 00:27:53,690 Knowing that it's something that I can't fix 446 00:27:53,690 --> 00:27:55,993 makes it 10 times worse. 447 00:27:58,750 --> 00:28:00,280 You were always the better part of me 448 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:01,523 when it came to comfort. 449 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:06,730 I wish I could take your place, 450 00:28:06,730 --> 00:28:09,863 but I know you'd be mad at me for even saying that. 451 00:28:14,670 --> 00:28:15,503 Why? 452 00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:20,633 I wanna cuss God so much, but I can't. 453 00:28:22,610 --> 00:28:23,443 I won't. 454 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:27,170 - [David] It's always the easiest thing to do. 455 00:28:27,170 --> 00:28:28,220 It's also the dumbest. 456 00:28:28,220 --> 00:28:29,336 - Hey, Brother David. 457 00:28:29,336 --> 00:28:30,169 - Hey. 458 00:28:32,224 --> 00:28:34,150 I already know the answer to this question, 459 00:28:34,150 --> 00:28:35,990 but I'm gonna ask anyway. 460 00:28:35,990 --> 00:28:37,140 How are you holding up? 461 00:28:38,380 --> 00:28:40,640 - It's a rhetorical question. 462 00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:42,283 - Like I said, I had to ask. 463 00:28:43,570 --> 00:28:45,180 - I know. 464 00:28:45,180 --> 00:28:47,520 - So what can I do for you, Thomas? 465 00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,430 I can always offer you words of comfort, 466 00:28:49,430 --> 00:28:51,963 but I realize they only offer comfort for so long. 467 00:28:52,870 --> 00:28:54,920 - Prayer is the only thing that's needed. 468 00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:57,490 - Are you prepared for the worst? 469 00:28:58,750 --> 00:28:59,583 - I have to be. 470 00:29:01,004 --> 00:29:04,387 I may not understand it, but I have to accept it. 471 00:29:07,380 --> 00:29:10,780 - You know, I've had so many stories that affected me. 472 00:29:10,780 --> 00:29:13,230 Seen couples thrive, and I've seen couples drown. 473 00:29:14,370 --> 00:29:16,090 They all had the stability of God in their lives, 474 00:29:16,090 --> 00:29:17,163 but He wasn't center. 475 00:29:18,270 --> 00:29:20,420 He was always last call, or need as needed. 476 00:29:21,630 --> 00:29:24,330 When I look at you and Ariana, 477 00:29:24,330 --> 00:29:25,680 it's given me so much hope. 478 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,710 There were so many times I wanted to throw in the towel. 479 00:29:29,710 --> 00:29:31,390 But I've got a congregation that needs me, 480 00:29:31,390 --> 00:29:34,383 and a family that needs me, and God needs me. 481 00:29:36,740 --> 00:29:37,893 - Like everyone else, 482 00:29:39,170 --> 00:29:40,163 you get tested too. 483 00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:41,963 - It's very true. 484 00:29:43,260 --> 00:29:44,520 You know when my wife died, 485 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:48,513 I asked all the questions and whys, and the hows. 486 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:51,696 Then I had to take a step back and remind myself 487 00:29:51,696 --> 00:29:55,313 it was never my place to question the one who died for me. 488 00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:01,060 - Why does anger manifest itself at times like this? 489 00:30:01,060 --> 00:30:02,710 - Are you mad now? 490 00:30:02,710 --> 00:30:03,543 - I was. 491 00:30:04,467 --> 00:30:05,423 But not anymore. 492 00:30:07,260 --> 00:30:09,390 - You know, when we have no one to blame, 493 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:11,610 that's when we got out and try to find someone to blame, 494 00:30:11,610 --> 00:30:13,810 but sometimes there's just nothing to blame. 495 00:30:15,340 --> 00:30:17,113 Sometimes that's just life, Thomas. 496 00:30:18,620 --> 00:30:23,150 Take the good with the bad, live each day as best we can. 497 00:30:23,150 --> 00:30:26,730 I know you and Ariana have been through so much together, 498 00:30:26,730 --> 00:30:28,360 and no matter what happens, 499 00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:30,010 things will be as they should be. 500 00:30:31,877 --> 00:30:33,173 - Will you pray for us? 501 00:30:34,117 --> 00:30:35,567 - I'd like to my friend, yes. 502 00:30:36,460 --> 00:30:39,230 Our most dear and gracious heavenly Father, 503 00:30:39,230 --> 00:30:41,633 we love thee and thank thee for every day of life. 504 00:30:57,500 --> 00:30:58,573 - Don't move, Mom. 505 00:31:01,977 --> 00:31:02,810 - What happened? 506 00:31:03,990 --> 00:31:04,823 Where am I? 507 00:31:04,823 --> 00:31:07,970 - You, you passed out on the couch 508 00:31:07,970 --> 00:31:11,860 and they found a mass in your brain 509 00:31:11,860 --> 00:31:13,313 and they had to remove it. 510 00:31:15,300 --> 00:31:16,133 - Oh. 511 00:31:17,300 --> 00:31:21,243 - I found you just lying there, not moving. 512 00:31:23,380 --> 00:31:24,493 I was so scared. 513 00:31:26,210 --> 00:31:28,750 It was like you were fine in an instant, 514 00:31:28,750 --> 00:31:31,940 and then you were having a tumor removed. 515 00:31:31,940 --> 00:31:34,593 - Life always has its unexpected surprises. 516 00:31:35,530 --> 00:31:38,200 We have to deal with them as they come. 517 00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:39,903 - Sometimes life sucks. 518 00:31:42,010 --> 00:31:43,793 - Did you let Brother David know? 519 00:31:43,793 --> 00:31:44,626 - I did. 520 00:31:45,550 --> 00:31:47,050 He and Thomas came by. 521 00:31:47,050 --> 00:31:49,063 They prayed over you after your surgery. 522 00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:51,470 - Aren't I the popular one? 523 00:31:52,900 --> 00:31:55,393 - How can you be so calm, even after all this? 524 00:31:56,540 --> 00:31:57,940 - I have no other way to be. 525 00:32:00,390 --> 00:32:02,453 I don't want you to think the worst, 526 00:32:03,870 --> 00:32:05,763 but I want you to be prepared for it. 527 00:32:07,820 --> 00:32:09,013 - Don't talk like that. 528 00:32:11,020 --> 00:32:13,343 - You know I have to be realistic about this. 529 00:32:15,852 --> 00:32:20,393 I was so afraid I would fail you as a single mother. 530 00:32:23,010 --> 00:32:27,460 I remember crying myself to sleep every night 531 00:32:27,460 --> 00:32:28,743 after tucking you in. 532 00:32:31,540 --> 00:32:33,163 Every day was a struggle. 533 00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:41,170 But looking at your innocence made all the fear go away. 534 00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:43,390 - Stop it, don't talk like that. 535 00:32:43,390 --> 00:32:45,613 - I will be all right. 536 00:32:48,535 --> 00:32:52,012 You be happy, and live your life 537 00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:55,012 the way you know you should live it. 538 00:32:57,015 --> 00:32:59,765 Keep living, and be happy for me. 539 00:33:03,212 --> 00:33:04,795 I love you so much. 540 00:33:06,034 --> 00:33:07,701 I'm so proud of you. 541 00:33:11,874 --> 00:33:13,707 - I love you too, Mom. 542 00:33:18,852 --> 00:33:19,685 Mom? 543 00:33:20,992 --> 00:33:21,825 Mom, Mom. 544 00:33:25,152 --> 00:33:25,985 Mom. 545 00:33:27,195 --> 00:33:29,945 (Ariana sobbing) 546 00:33:36,660 --> 00:33:39,403 Thank you so much for doing this. 547 00:33:39,403 --> 00:33:40,236 - Don't mention it. 548 00:33:40,236 --> 00:33:42,610 I'm happy I could bring you a little comfort. 549 00:33:42,610 --> 00:33:44,310 - It really does mean a lot to me. 550 00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:48,950 - What will you do now? 551 00:33:48,950 --> 00:33:51,240 - Well my mom, she had a will, 552 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:54,200 so I think I'll figure out the logistics of that 553 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:56,520 and move forward. 554 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:00,050 Probably just sell the house, and then move into the city. 555 00:34:00,050 --> 00:34:03,410 There's nothing really here helping me heal, so. 556 00:34:03,410 --> 00:34:05,710 I didn't mean it like that, Thomas. 557 00:34:05,710 --> 00:34:06,902 - Hey, don't apologize. 558 00:34:06,902 --> 00:34:10,182 Whatever helps you heal, I'm with you 100%. 559 00:34:10,182 --> 00:34:11,182 - Thank you. 560 00:34:12,510 --> 00:34:13,410 Means a lot to me. 561 00:34:14,810 --> 00:34:17,430 So, what are you thinking right now in this moment? 562 00:34:17,430 --> 00:34:19,950 - That I care for you more than I should. 563 00:34:19,950 --> 00:34:20,783 - Really? 564 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,120 I know your faith's important to you, Thomas. 565 00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,130 I don't wanna ever come in between that. 566 00:34:26,130 --> 00:34:28,781 - I don't want you to have emotions that are sadness, 567 00:34:28,781 --> 00:34:31,660 'cause you were happy when I met you. 568 00:34:31,660 --> 00:34:36,182 - I'm happy here now, with you, standing here. 569 00:34:36,182 --> 00:34:38,784 - [Thomas] And what about tomorrow? 570 00:34:38,784 --> 00:34:41,367 - [Ariana] What about tomorrow? 571 00:34:53,957 --> 00:34:56,624 (Lisa knocking) 572 00:35:01,008 --> 00:35:02,758 - I'll see you later. 573 00:35:04,753 --> 00:35:07,430 - [Lisa] I came as soon as I could. 574 00:35:07,430 --> 00:35:08,860 - I called you. 575 00:35:08,860 --> 00:35:12,030 The one person that I wanted, and you weren't there for me. 576 00:35:12,030 --> 00:35:13,560 - I'm sorry! 577 00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:16,120 I tried to call you too, but you didn't answer. 578 00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:18,200 - Yeah, I was a little busy. 579 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:22,660 - Listen, I'm sorry I wasn't here when it happened, 580 00:35:22,660 --> 00:35:23,990 but I'm here now. 581 00:35:23,990 --> 00:35:26,970 - Yeah, you are, but it's a little too late for that. 582 00:35:26,970 --> 00:35:28,070 - You don't mean that! 583 00:35:29,150 --> 00:35:32,610 Listen, I know you have a lot of emotions right now, 584 00:35:32,610 --> 00:35:35,330 but pushing me away is not gonna help. 585 00:35:35,330 --> 00:35:36,302 - You know you're probably right, 586 00:35:36,302 --> 00:35:38,783 but I think it's the best thing to do right now. 587 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,150 - Your mother wouldn't want you to be like this. 588 00:35:42,150 --> 00:35:44,390 - Don't you dare say a word about my mother! 589 00:35:44,390 --> 00:35:46,780 You weren't there when she took her last breath. 590 00:35:46,780 --> 00:35:47,973 - I'm sorry! 591 00:35:48,930 --> 00:35:50,030 - I want you to leave. 592 00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:53,150 - You can't be serious. 593 00:35:53,150 --> 00:35:54,721 - I'm very serious. 594 00:35:54,721 --> 00:35:55,783 - I loved her too. 595 00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:12,790 - Memories, they're such a wonderful thing. 596 00:36:12,790 --> 00:36:14,090 - [Ariana] Leave me alone. 597 00:36:14,980 --> 00:36:16,340 - What fun would that be? 598 00:36:16,340 --> 00:36:18,430 And besides, it looks like you're having a lot of fun 599 00:36:18,430 --> 00:36:20,250 enjoying those painful memories. 600 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:23,000 - They aren't painful, not all of them. 601 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:26,530 - You should never hide the truth when it's obvious. 602 00:36:26,530 --> 00:36:28,039 - You seem to know a lot about me, 603 00:36:28,039 --> 00:36:30,730 but I know about you as well. 604 00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:31,893 - I'm an open book. 605 00:36:32,763 --> 00:36:34,750 I'm the open book. 606 00:36:34,750 --> 00:36:35,740 - Yes, you are. 607 00:36:35,740 --> 00:36:37,837 Why are you here to torment me? 608 00:36:37,837 --> 00:36:41,120 - 'Cause you stand here, living these memories, 609 00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:43,183 and yet you question so many things. 610 00:36:44,490 --> 00:36:49,490 Your God, your faith, your promised land. 611 00:36:51,400 --> 00:36:52,859 So what's wrong with being so-- 612 00:36:52,859 --> 00:36:54,290 - Bad? 613 00:36:54,290 --> 00:36:55,123 - Imperfect? 614 00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:59,330 I have seen the flaws that men have, 615 00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:03,462 and I make it known that it's fine to be imperfect. 616 00:37:03,462 --> 00:37:05,840 - Are you honestly justifying malice? 617 00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:07,303 - Life is about choice. 618 00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:11,510 Right or wrong, a choice is a choice. 619 00:37:11,510 --> 00:37:15,470 - Creation was a choice, decisions are a choice. 620 00:37:15,470 --> 00:37:17,700 My Father created this path for me, 621 00:37:17,700 --> 00:37:19,980 and I choose to follow Him. 622 00:37:19,980 --> 00:37:22,070 - So you tell me you believe in something 623 00:37:22,070 --> 00:37:23,043 that you don't see? 624 00:37:24,550 --> 00:37:26,150 Something that you can't talk to 625 00:37:27,060 --> 00:37:29,910 when there's so many things in this world 626 00:37:29,910 --> 00:37:31,910 that give you comfort, that are visible? 627 00:37:33,090 --> 00:37:36,490 - I find comfort in knowing they're in a better place 628 00:37:36,490 --> 00:37:40,800 without any sin, any sorrow, any shame. 629 00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:42,853 That is the most rewarding comfort to me. 630 00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:47,150 You stand here reminding me of the worst of my past, 631 00:37:47,150 --> 00:37:49,760 but should I remind you of your future? 632 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:54,219 - The faithful will always fall, 633 00:37:54,219 --> 00:37:58,379 and I will be in the darkness waiting to put out the light. 634 00:37:58,379 --> 00:38:01,212 (emotional music) 635 00:38:07,040 --> 00:38:09,940 - [Doctor] Her brain activity seems to be decreasing, 636 00:38:09,940 --> 00:38:12,923 so I think it's time you consider that it's time. 637 00:38:13,870 --> 00:38:15,680 - [Thomas] Until she's taken her last breath, 638 00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:17,280 and been called home, 639 00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,323 I'm keeping my faith in God to heal her. 640 00:38:20,700 --> 00:38:24,063 You've done your job, now God will do his. 641 00:38:26,290 --> 00:38:27,563 - He loves you so much. 642 00:38:30,830 --> 00:38:33,153 - This is the last time I'm gonna see him, isn't it? 643 00:38:34,871 --> 00:38:36,743 - [Carpenter] You'll always be able to see him. 644 00:38:39,933 --> 00:38:43,016 (gentle piano music) 645 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:54,303 - Thomas. - I know. 646 00:38:55,999 --> 00:38:57,399 I just can't let her go yet. 647 00:38:59,288 --> 00:39:01,047 Can, can I have a minute? 648 00:39:01,047 --> 00:39:02,123 - Of course. 649 00:39:08,620 --> 00:39:09,523 - Is this the end? 650 00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:13,393 - Yes. 651 00:39:15,550 --> 00:39:16,860 - Can I see him one last time 652 00:39:16,860 --> 00:39:18,310 and tell him that I love him? 653 00:39:20,121 --> 00:39:21,471 - It doesn't work that way. 654 00:39:23,390 --> 00:39:27,502 In your life, you cherish these moments with him 655 00:39:27,502 --> 00:39:29,400 that made him whole. 656 00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:30,433 He honored my word. 657 00:39:33,390 --> 00:39:34,223 He honored you. 658 00:39:36,240 --> 00:39:38,973 - I wish I'd said more to you today. 659 00:39:40,620 --> 00:39:44,103 I wish I'd prayed more with you today. 660 00:39:46,265 --> 00:39:48,803 I wish I didn't have to say goodbye to you right now. 661 00:39:50,770 --> 00:39:54,323 You were always the best part of me 662 00:39:54,323 --> 00:39:55,733 that I didn't know I had, 663 00:39:57,426 --> 00:40:02,290 and God has blessed me with these wonderful years with you, 664 00:40:02,290 --> 00:40:05,163 and I'll never forget 'em. 665 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,880 - You always said the right things I needed to hear. 666 00:40:10,620 --> 00:40:13,693 You showed me a love that I'll always remember. 667 00:40:16,795 --> 00:40:19,943 I'm so sorry if let you down in any way. 668 00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:25,357 'Cause you would've been the best father there ever was. 669 00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:32,100 - Two are better than one, 670 00:40:33,310 --> 00:40:36,193 because they have a good return for their labor. 671 00:40:38,700 --> 00:40:40,100 If either one of them falls, 672 00:40:43,210 --> 00:40:44,860 if either one of them falls down, 673 00:40:48,460 --> 00:40:49,760 one can help the other up. 674 00:40:52,870 --> 00:40:54,530 - Husbands love their wives, 675 00:40:54,530 --> 00:40:57,050 just as Christ loved the church. 676 00:40:57,050 --> 00:40:59,680 As He gave Himself up for her, 677 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,840 sanctifying her, cleansing her in the water, 678 00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:04,870 and the washing of the word 679 00:41:04,870 --> 00:41:09,120 so that he could present the church to Himself in splendor 680 00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:11,860 without spot or wrinkle of any kind, 681 00:41:11,860 --> 00:41:15,423 so that she would be holy and without blemish. 682 00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:19,253 Husbands love their wives, 683 00:41:20,830 --> 00:41:22,580 just as their own bodies. 684 00:41:22,580 --> 00:41:25,561 For a man who loves his wife loves himself. 685 00:41:25,561 --> 00:41:28,478 (emotional music)