1 00:00:01,268 --> 00:00:03,335 (music plays) 2 00:00:13,214 --> 00:00:15,280 (bubbling sound) 3 00:00:56,690 --> 00:00:58,757 (techo music plays) 4 00:01:01,462 --> 00:01:02,528 (knocking on door) 5 00:01:06,067 --> 00:01:07,800 - What's the safe word? 6 00:01:08,702 --> 00:01:10,702 - There is no safe word. 7 00:01:10,704 --> 00:01:12,571 We don't do that anymore. 8 00:01:13,774 --> 00:01:16,208 - What's the safe word? 9 00:01:16,210 --> 00:01:18,644 - We don't do that anymore. 10 00:01:25,419 --> 00:01:27,486 - You don't get to change your mind. 11 00:01:29,123 --> 00:01:31,323 - Pretending that this is happening to someone else 12 00:01:31,325 --> 00:01:32,825 keeps me strong. 13 00:01:32,827 --> 00:01:33,892 (knocks on door) 14 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:41,433 Pretending keeps me alive, 15 00:01:41,435 --> 00:01:43,635 but I'm tired of pretending. 16 00:01:52,012 --> 00:01:54,413 Nothing will change until you change it. 17 00:02:00,387 --> 00:02:01,687 I'll just keep pretending I'm strong 18 00:02:01,689 --> 00:02:04,723 and one day I'll have the strength to go home. 19 00:02:05,092 --> 00:02:07,159 (music continues) 20 00:02:17,238 --> 00:02:18,804 - Where is she? 21 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:21,206 - I don't know. 22 00:02:21,208 --> 00:02:22,808 And I do a lot better when you're sucking dicks 23 00:02:22,810 --> 00:02:24,943 for a living like the rest of us. 24 00:02:28,782 --> 00:02:31,083 - We all do what we have to do. 25 00:02:33,821 --> 00:02:36,955 - You know what? I'll just leave. 26 00:02:37,825 --> 00:02:39,625 - How could you let her leave? 27 00:02:40,294 --> 00:02:41,527 - It's what she does. 28 00:02:41,529 --> 00:02:43,595 She leaves. 29 00:02:45,366 --> 00:02:48,033 - You should've stopped her. 30 00:02:48,035 --> 00:02:49,768 - Fuck you, Marcus. 31 00:02:55,876 --> 00:02:56,942 (water runs) 32 00:03:00,881 --> 00:03:02,814 - Wanna go back on the drugs, Priya? 33 00:03:09,590 --> 00:03:10,656 (brakes squeak) 34 00:03:24,972 --> 00:03:27,606 - Hi there, can I help you? 35 00:03:27,608 --> 00:03:29,741 - I'm here to see Priya. 36 00:03:29,743 --> 00:03:32,244 - Whatever Priya does for you, I can do. 37 00:03:32,780 --> 00:03:34,146 - I'm here to see Priya. 38 00:03:36,016 --> 00:03:37,316 - Follow me. 39 00:03:41,855 --> 00:03:43,922 (music plays) 40 00:03:49,663 --> 00:03:52,064 - Are you crazy? Why did you come back? 41 00:03:52,066 --> 00:03:54,233 - Where is Marcus? 42 00:03:54,235 --> 00:03:56,368 - He's picking up another shipment, 43 00:03:56,370 --> 00:03:58,103 which means at least for tonight, 44 00:03:58,105 --> 00:03:59,972 you're one lucky little bitch. 45 00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:03,642 - How many in this shipment? 46 00:04:03,644 --> 00:04:04,776 - He said 20. 47 00:04:04,778 --> 00:04:06,712 I don't know where I'm gonna put them. 48 00:04:08,782 --> 00:04:10,716 I'd never come back. 49 00:04:12,419 --> 00:04:14,386 - You have to leave to come back. 50 00:04:28,435 --> 00:04:30,002 - Get the fuck out! 51 00:05:25,326 --> 00:05:27,759 - I feel at peace at the gun range. 52 00:05:27,761 --> 00:05:29,227 I can see the future. 53 00:05:30,130 --> 00:05:33,031 I understand what to do. 54 00:05:33,033 --> 00:05:36,234 Pretend so loud everyone else can feel your thoughts, 55 00:05:36,970 --> 00:05:39,137 each breath leading to the next. 56 00:05:39,673 --> 00:05:40,739 (gun shots) 57 00:05:45,713 --> 00:05:46,778 (gun clicks) 58 00:05:46,780 --> 00:05:51,016 Every shot you fire leads you closer to the target. 59 00:05:52,086 --> 00:05:54,052 Every dream becomes real. 60 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:58,790 Keep pretending until it's real. 61 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:31,256 (shower runs) 62 00:06:37,698 --> 00:06:39,765 (alarm blares) 63 00:07:04,725 --> 00:07:08,093 - When I started here, I didn't know what to do, 64 00:07:08,095 --> 00:07:10,061 but I kept at it. 65 00:07:10,063 --> 00:07:12,898 Will you at least try? 66 00:07:12,900 --> 00:07:15,934 This is placement number two for you. 67 00:07:15,936 --> 00:07:18,603 There is no third placement. 68 00:07:18,605 --> 00:07:22,140 You have to keep this job or it's back to counseling. 69 00:07:23,577 --> 00:07:27,879 No matter what happens, don't hit anyone, 70 00:07:27,881 --> 00:07:29,815 just walk away. 71 00:07:44,431 --> 00:07:45,764 - Thank you. 72 00:07:49,203 --> 00:07:50,936 (knocking door) 73 00:07:55,576 --> 00:07:57,309 (knocking door) 74 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:23,935 Bathroom's to the right. 75 00:08:23,937 --> 00:08:26,438 Take a shower and then walk down the hallway 76 00:08:26,440 --> 00:08:27,873 to the empty bedroom. 77 00:08:27,875 --> 00:08:29,808 Your hour starts now. 78 00:08:41,021 --> 00:08:42,153 - Your desk is over here. 79 00:08:42,155 --> 00:08:44,189 I'll log you in and then you can get started. 80 00:08:54,768 --> 00:08:56,434 - There seems to be a difference between what you hear 81 00:08:56,436 --> 00:08:58,537 and what people say. 82 00:08:58,539 --> 00:09:00,005 - You've said that before. 83 00:09:00,007 --> 00:09:02,674 - Not that I know of. 84 00:09:05,946 --> 00:09:08,947 We talked last week about projecting anger 85 00:09:08,949 --> 00:09:10,982 onto simple situations. 86 00:09:11,585 --> 00:09:12,817 - You weren't there. 87 00:09:16,490 --> 00:09:17,923 - You can just copy and paste depending on whether 88 00:09:17,925 --> 00:09:19,991 there's a formula or not. 89 00:09:26,466 --> 00:09:27,899 Look, let me show you a few tricks 90 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:29,668 and then I can disappear for about an hour 91 00:09:29,670 --> 00:09:33,672 and I'll pop in and check on you after lunch, OK? 92 00:09:33,674 --> 00:09:35,657 - Thanks. 93 00:09:35,658 --> 00:09:37,641 - When I'm filling these out I copy paste my face off. 94 00:09:37,644 --> 00:09:38,977 Most products are 29.99. 95 00:09:38,979 --> 00:09:43,148 So, just copy paste and then correct as you go. 96 00:09:43,150 --> 00:09:44,583 See? 97 00:09:44,585 --> 00:09:46,585 All done. 98 00:09:46,587 --> 00:09:48,053 I'm sure you'll figure it out. 99 00:09:48,355 --> 00:09:50,422 (intense music plays) 100 00:09:54,828 --> 00:09:58,797 - I just saw myself bashing her head against the desk. 101 00:09:58,799 --> 00:10:01,166 - The police report said that you used the stapler. 102 00:10:02,502 --> 00:10:05,036 Doesn't say you banged her head against the desk. 103 00:10:05,038 --> 00:10:06,771 - There's a difference between what I see myself doing 104 00:10:06,773 --> 00:10:08,573 and what I do. 105 00:10:08,575 --> 00:10:10,542 - Well, can you see that she was just training you 106 00:10:10,544 --> 00:10:13,845 and not trying to judge you or make fun of you? 107 00:10:13,847 --> 00:10:16,848 - You actually think there's a difference? 108 00:10:16,850 --> 00:10:20,485 - Please, tell me about the stapler. 109 00:10:22,956 --> 00:10:24,723 - It's all on the report. 110 00:10:26,560 --> 00:10:27,759 - Hi, Anna, how was your lunch? 111 00:10:27,761 --> 00:10:30,362 If you skipped, you should probably take one now. 112 00:10:31,732 --> 00:10:33,531 I checked the files you uploaded earlier 113 00:10:33,533 --> 00:10:34,799 and the totals are a bit off. 114 00:10:34,801 --> 00:10:36,267 Can I help you figure that out? 115 00:10:40,407 --> 00:10:42,040 (screams) 116 00:10:42,042 --> 00:10:43,775 (staples click) 117 00:10:47,648 --> 00:10:49,314 - Did you black out? 118 00:10:50,751 --> 00:10:53,652 Did you know what was happening? 119 00:10:53,654 --> 00:10:57,722 There were 22 staples removed from that girl's head. 120 00:10:57,724 --> 00:11:00,025 - She just wouldn't leave me alone. 121 00:11:00,027 --> 00:11:03,294 - Do you think that's the best idea, to leave you alone? 122 00:11:04,631 --> 00:11:07,565 You will have to face those assault charges 123 00:11:07,567 --> 00:11:11,903 and there is no way of getting out of group therapy. 124 00:11:14,274 --> 00:11:18,276 Lucky for you, your mother posted your bail. 125 00:11:18,912 --> 00:11:21,379 - Fuck. 126 00:11:21,381 --> 00:11:22,947 - I understand it's been some time. 127 00:11:22,949 --> 00:11:23,948 - How did she even find me? 128 00:11:23,950 --> 00:11:25,917 - Does it matter? - Yes. 129 00:11:27,254 --> 00:11:29,721 - Those sessions start in a week 130 00:11:29,723 --> 00:11:32,957 and I expect to see you again in two days. 131 00:11:47,074 --> 00:11:49,207 - I can take you home now. 132 00:11:55,816 --> 00:11:58,450 I'll just go get the car and you can meet me out front. 133 00:12:00,587 --> 00:12:02,654 (soft music plays) 134 00:12:24,911 --> 00:12:26,978 (car engine turns) 135 00:13:08,655 --> 00:13:11,823 - Please stop, just stop. 136 00:13:16,530 --> 00:13:20,765 Are you done now? Fuck. 137 00:13:40,053 --> 00:13:41,853 - Just like old times. 138 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:27,765 I already made the bed so it's all ready for you. 139 00:14:30,971 --> 00:14:32,837 I know it looks a little bare in here right now, 140 00:14:32,839 --> 00:14:36,374 but it's still your room. 141 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:39,244 If you're hungry, there's leftovers downstairs. 142 00:14:41,081 --> 00:14:45,149 If not, I guess I'll see you later? 143 00:14:56,663 --> 00:14:57,729 (door closes) 144 00:15:30,497 --> 00:15:32,563 (intense music plays) 145 00:16:23,016 --> 00:16:24,115 Oh, good, you're awake. 146 00:16:24,117 --> 00:16:26,417 - What's all this? 147 00:16:26,419 --> 00:16:30,188 - This is called breakfast, eat it. 148 00:16:30,190 --> 00:16:31,956 Eat. 149 00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:38,029 - Can we just fight and get it over with? 150 00:16:38,031 --> 00:16:41,632 - I think it's best if we just let things happen naturally. 151 00:16:41,634 --> 00:16:43,568 Never force things. 152 00:16:45,138 --> 00:16:48,272 Can't we just pretend? 153 00:16:48,274 --> 00:16:50,208 Can I have one day? 154 00:16:51,578 --> 00:16:53,044 You've been gone so long, I don't even know 155 00:16:53,046 --> 00:16:54,879 what we'd fight about. 156 00:16:56,816 --> 00:16:59,917 I promise, we can fight tomorrow. 157 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:15,333 (knock on door) 158 00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:21,072 (knock on door) 159 00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:29,614 - He's here, isn't he? 160 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:40,258 - He's still in love with you. 161 00:17:40,260 --> 00:17:43,127 It turns out playing hard to get is his kryptonite. 162 00:17:43,129 --> 00:17:45,663 - It's probably why I married you. 163 00:17:45,665 --> 00:17:48,032 - The only reason that happened is so you can stay 164 00:17:48,034 --> 00:17:50,068 in the fucking country. 165 00:17:50,070 --> 00:17:53,237 - Come back, show everyone that you still work for me 166 00:17:56,209 --> 00:17:58,976 and then we figure things out from there. 167 00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:04,449 - You don't even need me. 168 00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:09,954 - You have to come back so that no one else leaves. 169 00:18:11,558 --> 00:18:15,426 - She gets it, Marcus. Back off. 170 00:18:17,530 --> 00:18:21,466 I'll bring her back in a week, two at the most. 171 00:18:28,208 --> 00:18:29,841 - One week. 172 00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:34,312 That's it. 173 00:18:35,949 --> 00:18:37,815 - One week. 174 00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:47,558 - You have to go back. 175 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:49,627 They know, they know where you live. 176 00:18:49,629 --> 00:18:50,962 If you're gonna run, just run, 177 00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:52,997 but stop this fucking bullshit. 178 00:18:53,967 --> 00:18:57,401 There's no way out of this, Anna. 179 00:18:59,572 --> 00:19:01,072 Run. 180 00:19:01,074 --> 00:19:03,808 - I run when I'm ready. 181 00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:07,211 I decide what happens to me, no one else. 182 00:19:11,651 --> 00:19:12,717 (bell rings) 183 00:19:15,755 --> 00:19:18,122 Hi, I'm here to see Christine. 184 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,258 (high pitch sound) 185 00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:22,093 - Name? 186 00:19:22,095 --> 00:19:23,528 - Anna. 187 00:19:23,530 --> 00:19:26,230 - I'll see if she's in, you can take a seat. 188 00:19:52,859 --> 00:19:56,294 - What did you think would happen when you saw her? 189 00:19:57,063 --> 00:19:58,863 - I just wanted to say sorry. 190 00:19:58,865 --> 00:20:00,598 - There's a restraining order against you, 191 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:02,066 you can't go back. 192 00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:04,235 Promise me you won't go back. 193 00:20:04,237 --> 00:20:06,337 Promise me. 194 00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:12,109 - OK, I promise. Just stop asking. 195 00:20:14,781 --> 00:20:16,547 - How is your mother? 196 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:23,321 - She's happy, quiet, but happy, I think. 197 00:20:24,057 --> 00:20:27,825 - Why do you think that is? 198 00:20:27,827 --> 00:20:30,728 - She's quiet 'cause she doesn't want to upset me. 199 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:34,765 - I mean, why do you think she's happy? 200 00:20:34,767 --> 00:20:37,535 - She's not screaming or yelling and it totally confuses me 201 00:20:37,537 --> 00:20:39,570 and I don't know what to do. 202 00:20:41,140 --> 00:20:44,141 - She missed you. 203 00:20:45,144 --> 00:20:47,778 She wanted you back. 204 00:20:47,780 --> 00:20:50,181 - Nobody misses me. 205 00:20:50,183 --> 00:20:51,749 - How do you know that? 206 00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:54,018 - I just know. 207 00:20:55,622 --> 00:20:58,189 - When was the last time you had any violent thoughts 208 00:20:58,191 --> 00:21:00,191 or episodes? 209 00:21:05,031 --> 00:21:06,597 - What do you want? 210 00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:15,206 - I'm just here to listen, I promise. 211 00:21:15,208 --> 00:21:20,711 - People who make promises usually want something. 212 00:21:20,713 --> 00:21:23,547 - I want to help you let go of the violent delusions. 213 00:21:23,549 --> 00:21:29,120 - I wanna leave, I need to take a walk. 214 00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:33,891 - Remember the group therapy sessions are coming up. 215 00:21:33,893 --> 00:21:37,561 When you're there, take time outs when you need them. 216 00:21:39,098 --> 00:21:41,465 It will be an adjustment at first. 217 00:21:44,003 --> 00:21:48,105 Any time you feel stressed or panicked, 218 00:21:48,107 --> 00:21:53,110 just use those breathing exercises we practiced. 219 00:21:54,314 --> 00:21:56,447 Or just walk away. 220 00:22:10,763 --> 00:22:12,897 The session isn't over. 221 00:22:16,169 --> 00:22:19,370 - Years later, I still feel his hands on me. 222 00:22:19,372 --> 00:22:21,706 I hear his breathing. 223 00:22:21,708 --> 00:22:24,241 I wasn't even scared when it happened. 224 00:22:24,243 --> 00:22:27,144 Confused, mostly. 225 00:22:27,146 --> 00:22:30,014 A game with new rules I hadn't learned yet. 226 00:22:30,750 --> 00:22:32,683 I'm still afraid of the dark. 227 00:22:32,685 --> 00:22:38,222 It hurts and there's nothing I can do about it. 228 00:22:38,224 --> 00:22:42,326 I can embrace the pain and use it to push me forward. 229 00:22:43,930 --> 00:22:49,667 A way out, that's what the pain is. 230 00:22:51,204 --> 00:22:53,371 A way to set myself free. 231 00:22:54,407 --> 00:22:56,307 It's their turn to hurt. 232 00:22:59,946 --> 00:23:02,246 Their turn to embrace the pain. 233 00:23:10,757 --> 00:23:13,324 Keep pretending until it's real. 234 00:23:59,539 --> 00:24:01,005 - Hello, Anna. 235 00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:04,341 I love your hair. 236 00:24:04,343 --> 00:24:06,944 So perfect. 237 00:24:09,682 --> 00:24:15,419 I'm already late, so make this fast. 238 00:25:43,709 --> 00:25:45,609 - Get the fuck out of here. 239 00:25:52,852 --> 00:25:55,019 Get the fuck out of here! 240 00:25:58,624 --> 00:26:00,224 - I love you. 241 00:26:01,227 --> 00:26:05,796 We can work this out. 242 00:26:05,798 --> 00:26:07,431 - No, we fucking can't. 243 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:09,567 - Keep working for me. 244 00:26:11,003 --> 00:26:13,003 I'll get you an apartment and... 245 00:26:13,005 --> 00:26:15,306 - I don't work for anyone. 246 00:26:15,308 --> 00:26:16,173 (gun shot) 247 00:26:22,682 --> 00:26:24,281 - Anna?! 248 00:26:26,786 --> 00:26:30,287 It's OK, you're at home, you're safe. 249 00:26:30,289 --> 00:26:32,456 No one's gonna hurt you. 250 00:26:42,168 --> 00:26:44,101 Get some rest, OK? 251 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:01,919 - Hello? 252 00:27:01,921 --> 00:27:05,522 - Can you take her with you, just for tonight? 253 00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:11,095 - I want to, I do, but we have to ask her. 254 00:27:11,097 --> 00:27:13,297 Maybe she doesn't want to see me. 255 00:27:13,299 --> 00:27:15,699 - Of course she wants to. 256 00:27:22,808 --> 00:27:25,109 - I'll pick you up in an hour. 257 00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:26,710 - Okey-doke. 258 00:27:34,020 --> 00:27:36,320 - We all need our moments of silence, 259 00:27:36,322 --> 00:27:40,357 but hiding is not the answer. 260 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:43,594 We need to find a way to start again. 261 00:27:44,463 --> 00:27:46,530 A way of moving forward. 262 00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:57,608 - Hello, I'm Elizabeth. Please don't call me Liz. 263 00:27:58,611 --> 00:28:04,314 I really hate all of you. 264 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:06,016 I mean, we just fucking sit around here 265 00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:07,818 and pretend like this is helping. 266 00:28:07,820 --> 00:28:10,554 - Elizabeth, we've talked about that word. 267 00:28:10,556 --> 00:28:13,557 - Then what am I supposed to fucking say? 268 00:28:13,559 --> 00:28:17,061 I'm displeased with all of you and this situation? 269 00:28:17,063 --> 00:28:20,531 All I have left in my life are restraining orders. 270 00:28:20,533 --> 00:28:23,033 I'm not even allowed within a mile of my own family 271 00:28:23,035 --> 00:28:29,373 and I hate not being able to see them. 272 00:28:29,375 --> 00:28:31,909 I fucking hate it. 273 00:28:40,519 --> 00:28:45,022 - Let's remember to take a breath and walk away. 274 00:28:45,024 --> 00:28:50,794 Elizabeth messed up a little bit, but she walked away. 275 00:28:50,796 --> 00:28:54,198 She took the time to think before acting. 276 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:58,302 We'd like to thank everyone for sharing today. 277 00:28:58,304 --> 00:29:00,804 Let's take a short break. 278 00:29:00,806 --> 00:29:02,673 We'll meet back here in 15. 279 00:29:28,968 --> 00:29:30,267 - I love him, I do. 280 00:29:30,269 --> 00:29:31,935 I just wish he'd grow up. 281 00:29:31,937 --> 00:29:32,936 - They grow up? 282 00:29:32,938 --> 00:29:36,840 - Hey, you know who I saw the other day? 283 00:29:36,842 --> 00:29:37,908 Thomas. 284 00:29:37,910 --> 00:29:40,010 - Who's Thomas? 285 00:29:40,012 --> 00:29:41,845 - Don't pretend with me. 286 00:29:41,847 --> 00:29:43,280 We love us some Thomas. 287 00:29:43,282 --> 00:29:45,115 - It's been a while, but he's still hot. 288 00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:46,650 - We wrote a song about him. 289 00:29:49,989 --> 00:29:51,955 - You're drunk. 290 00:29:51,957 --> 00:29:53,023 - All right. 291 00:29:53,025 --> 00:29:54,558 - Here she goes. 292 00:29:57,863 --> 00:29:59,763 ¶ Love you for so long, old time. ¶ 293 00:29:59,765 --> 00:30:03,700 ¶ Thomas, Thomas, Thomas. ¶ 294 00:30:03,702 --> 00:30:09,406 ¶ Thomas, Thomas, Thomas, make him love. ¶ 295 00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:10,774 ¶ Make him love. 296 00:30:10,776 --> 00:30:13,443 ¶ You. ¶ Me. ¶ 297 00:30:13,445 --> 00:30:17,181 And I'm almost out. 298 00:30:17,183 --> 00:30:21,018 - So, wait, how do I get a song written about me? 299 00:30:21,020 --> 00:30:24,655 - Not gonna happen. 300 00:30:24,657 --> 00:30:28,058 - Where have you been hiding this one? 301 00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:30,060 - I'm not hiding. 302 00:30:31,096 --> 00:30:32,896 - No, seriously, why haven't you set me up 303 00:30:32,898 --> 00:30:35,365 with your sister? 304 00:30:35,367 --> 00:30:37,768 - Oh, I like her too much to make her hang out with you. 305 00:30:37,770 --> 00:30:38,936 - Oh. 306 00:30:38,938 --> 00:30:40,904 I'm deeply offended. 307 00:30:40,906 --> 00:30:43,073 - Fuck off, Steve. 308 00:30:45,678 --> 00:30:47,678 I'm just glad you're back. 309 00:30:49,949 --> 00:30:51,348 To Anna. 310 00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:53,383 - Anna. - Anna. 311 00:30:58,357 --> 00:31:00,224 - I'll be right back. 312 00:31:24,483 --> 00:31:26,984 - Come back inside. 313 00:31:26,986 --> 00:31:28,952 We aren't done celebrating yet. 314 00:31:29,655 --> 00:31:31,588 - I've got somewhere to be. 315 00:31:55,481 --> 00:31:56,513 Take a shower. 316 00:31:56,515 --> 00:31:58,548 Your hour starts now. 317 00:32:25,411 --> 00:32:26,977 - What the fuck?! 318 00:32:33,118 --> 00:32:33,850 (gun shot) 319 00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:54,064 - Just wait a second. 320 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:03,140 - Anna, get in. 321 00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,016 - This door stays open. 322 00:34:13,018 --> 00:34:15,285 - That's fine. Feeling better? 323 00:34:15,287 --> 00:34:17,320 - Does it matter how I feel? 324 00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:18,989 - We wanna help you, Anna. 325 00:34:18,991 --> 00:34:20,457 Or we can stake out your apartment 326 00:34:20,459 --> 00:34:22,659 and arrest anyone who shows up. 327 00:34:22,661 --> 00:34:24,728 - And that's gonna be bad for business. 328 00:34:24,730 --> 00:34:26,696 - I'm retired. 329 00:34:26,698 --> 00:34:28,632 - Oh, we can help you with that, too. 330 00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:33,103 - I have to do this on my own. 331 00:34:33,105 --> 00:34:34,871 Am I under arrest? 332 00:34:34,873 --> 00:34:36,473 - Not yet, but it could happen. 333 00:34:36,475 --> 00:34:37,441 - Good to know. 334 00:34:37,443 --> 00:34:39,042 - We don't want you, Anna. 335 00:34:39,044 --> 00:34:40,410 We want Marcus. 336 00:34:40,412 --> 00:34:42,979 - I have to go. 337 00:34:54,093 --> 00:34:55,692 - Come on. 338 00:35:04,036 --> 00:35:06,369 - You can't leave group therapy mid session. 339 00:35:06,371 --> 00:35:08,238 - Why not? 340 00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:10,073 - Because you can't. 341 00:35:10,075 --> 00:35:12,275 This is part of your parole. 342 00:35:12,277 --> 00:35:15,245 You get one freebie. 343 00:35:15,247 --> 00:35:16,947 If you miss anything else, 344 00:35:16,949 --> 00:35:20,250 we'll have to notify the police. 345 00:35:20,252 --> 00:35:22,018 - Who's we? 346 00:35:22,020 --> 00:35:24,554 - We, me, I. Does it matter? 347 00:35:24,556 --> 00:35:27,791 - I didn't know you used the royal 'we'. 348 00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:34,297 - I know the first session could be a lot. 349 00:35:34,299 --> 00:35:37,100 Have you had any other violent thoughts? 350 00:35:37,102 --> 00:35:40,403 Anyone in your family, me? 351 00:35:40,405 --> 00:35:43,006 - Don't worry. 352 00:35:43,008 --> 00:35:46,009 You're safe for now. 353 00:35:46,011 --> 00:35:47,444 - Do you feel safe? 354 00:35:47,446 --> 00:35:49,379 - No. 355 00:35:51,783 --> 00:35:53,150 I don't know. 356 00:35:56,321 --> 00:35:58,989 - Do you have another placement lined up for you? 357 00:35:58,991 --> 00:36:01,591 - I'm not sure I could get another one. 358 00:36:01,593 --> 00:36:06,096 It'd have to be some place safe without any staplers. 359 00:36:06,098 --> 00:36:09,332 - What we're doing here isn't a joke. 360 00:36:09,334 --> 00:36:11,535 - I know. 361 00:36:12,604 --> 00:36:15,472 - Why did you leave group therapy? 362 00:36:16,441 --> 00:36:18,308 - I had to go. 363 00:36:18,310 --> 00:36:21,545 - No, you had to stay. 364 00:36:34,026 --> 00:36:36,826 - Bathroom's on the right, take a shower. 365 00:36:36,828 --> 00:36:39,229 Then walk down the hallway to the empty bedroom. 366 00:36:39,231 --> 00:36:41,131 Your hour starts now. 367 00:36:48,273 --> 00:36:50,774 - What are you gonna do about this thing? 368 00:36:51,810 --> 00:36:54,311 - It's taken care of. 369 00:36:54,313 --> 00:36:56,980 - I gave you this business. 370 00:36:56,982 --> 00:36:58,682 You run it for me. 371 00:36:58,684 --> 00:37:02,018 And if I have to, I'll take it back. 372 00:37:07,392 --> 00:37:09,492 - It's taken care of. 373 00:37:11,997 --> 00:37:15,298 - Either she goes back to work or you do. 374 00:37:16,435 --> 00:37:19,069 I don't care which. 375 00:37:30,215 --> 00:37:31,915 - Can I help you, Marcus? 376 00:37:31,917 --> 00:37:33,617 Do you need anything? 377 00:37:49,067 --> 00:37:51,268 - I know you're there. 378 00:37:54,339 --> 00:37:55,605 Either come in or leave. 379 00:37:55,607 --> 00:37:57,707 I just don't know what you want. 380 00:38:05,350 --> 00:38:06,850 - I just wanna keep you safe. 381 00:38:06,852 --> 00:38:10,353 - You can't do that, it's too late. 382 00:38:11,890 --> 00:38:13,890 - 15 years have passed. 383 00:38:13,892 --> 00:38:15,325 The police stopped looking. 384 00:38:15,327 --> 00:38:17,894 They told me I had to accept that you weren't coming back. 385 00:38:17,896 --> 00:38:21,231 - I didn't come back, not really. 386 00:38:21,233 --> 00:38:24,801 - If I wake up tomorrow and you're not here... 387 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:27,170 - Don't make this about you. 388 00:38:27,172 --> 00:38:30,173 It happened to me, not you. 389 00:38:46,725 --> 00:38:49,059 You can get used to fear. 390 00:38:49,061 --> 00:38:51,127 It can become a part of you. 391 00:38:51,129 --> 00:38:53,430 You begin to need it. 392 00:38:53,432 --> 00:38:56,232 Without my fear, who will I be? 393 00:38:56,234 --> 00:38:58,068 Who will I run away from? 394 00:38:58,970 --> 00:39:01,371 Being scared makes me feel safe. 395 00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:05,175 (gun shots) 396 00:39:10,015 --> 00:39:11,081 (gun clicks) 397 00:39:44,850 --> 00:39:46,416 - Anna. 398 00:39:46,418 --> 00:39:47,951 - Yeah? 399 00:39:47,953 --> 00:39:50,387 - Do you have a death wish? 400 00:39:50,389 --> 00:39:51,921 - No. 401 00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:54,257 - Then why did you pick up your phone? 402 00:39:54,259 --> 00:39:56,726 - I don't know, it was ringing. 403 00:39:57,496 --> 00:40:00,163 - You have two choices. 404 00:40:00,165 --> 00:40:03,500 Trash your phone, get a new number and get a new life. 405 00:40:05,971 --> 00:40:08,071 Or meet me at your place and we'll talk. 406 00:40:08,073 --> 00:40:09,339 - When do you wanna meet? 407 00:40:09,341 --> 00:40:11,408 - 2:00 at your place. 408 00:40:12,477 --> 00:40:14,144 - 2:00. 409 00:40:20,385 --> 00:40:22,652 - So, when are you gonna leave town? 410 00:40:22,654 --> 00:40:23,887 - Soon. 411 00:40:23,889 --> 00:40:25,855 - I don't get it, Anna. You got away. 412 00:40:25,857 --> 00:40:28,525 - How much longer do you think you can keep doing this? 413 00:40:28,527 --> 00:40:30,326 - I guess I'll do what I have to do 414 00:40:30,328 --> 00:40:34,531 for as long as I have to do it. 415 00:40:34,533 --> 00:40:36,433 - Then what? 416 00:40:36,435 --> 00:40:38,134 - Then I'll pretend this is happening 417 00:40:38,136 --> 00:40:39,269 to someone else for a bit. 418 00:40:39,271 --> 00:40:44,774 - Thank God this is happening to someone else. 419 00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:47,477 I don't think either of us could handle it. 420 00:40:51,550 --> 00:40:53,249 - I'm sorry. 421 00:41:09,301 --> 00:41:10,500 - Priya? 422 00:41:11,102 --> 00:41:12,735 Get to the kitchen. 423 00:41:38,497 --> 00:41:40,296 Why do you always do this to me? 424 00:41:40,298 --> 00:41:43,833 - Maybe I'm not trying to do something to you. 425 00:41:43,835 --> 00:41:47,470 Maybe I'm trying to do something to me. 426 00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:50,106 (groans) 427 00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:40,356 (splashing) 428 00:42:41,493 --> 00:42:43,560 (high pitch sound) 429 00:43:02,113 --> 00:43:05,848 - I'm here. Don't you worry. I'm here. 430 00:43:26,671 --> 00:43:28,838 - What the hell happened to her? 431 00:43:29,541 --> 00:43:32,408 - I don't know. 432 00:43:32,410 --> 00:43:36,012 - She's alive, all right? Just stop. 433 00:43:36,014 --> 00:43:37,714 - You never listen. 434 00:43:37,716 --> 00:43:41,818 - Do the other people know? - You're sick, asshole. 435 00:43:41,820 --> 00:43:43,853 - Do they know, Priya? 436 00:43:43,855 --> 00:43:47,090 - Yes, they know. 437 00:43:51,830 --> 00:43:54,530 - Anything you can tell us can help. 438 00:43:55,600 --> 00:43:58,901 - I told you I don't remember anything. 439 00:43:58,903 --> 00:44:00,036 - We'll check in on you soon 440 00:44:00,038 --> 00:44:01,838 to see if your memory comes back. 441 00:44:04,309 --> 00:44:06,676 - Anything you can think of, give us a call. 442 00:44:41,579 --> 00:44:43,146 - Bathroom's on the right. 443 00:44:43,148 --> 00:44:46,482 Take a shower and then walk to the empty bedroom 444 00:44:46,484 --> 00:44:48,151 down the hallway. 445 00:44:48,853 --> 00:44:50,353 Your hour starts now. 446 00:45:01,099 --> 00:45:03,466 - We can take you home in the morning. 447 00:45:06,905 --> 00:45:09,472 - We can talk about it tomorrow. 448 00:45:09,474 --> 00:45:13,943 - Anna, please let me take care of you. 449 00:45:13,945 --> 00:45:16,579 - It's too late for that. 450 00:45:25,790 --> 00:45:28,558 - You can't go on acting like nothing happened to you. 451 00:45:33,631 --> 00:45:36,232 Turn away from me all you want. 452 00:45:36,234 --> 00:45:38,568 When you turn back, I'm still gonna be here. 453 00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:45,374 - I just wanna go to sleep. 454 00:45:45,376 --> 00:45:47,844 You can take me anywhere you want in the morning. 455 00:45:47,846 --> 00:45:50,113 I just need to go to sleep. 456 00:46:14,139 --> 00:46:16,339 Your hour starts now. 457 00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:09,652 Pretending that this is happening to someone else 458 00:48:09,654 --> 00:48:11,420 keeps me strong. 459 00:48:12,924 --> 00:48:16,459 Pretending keeps me alive, but I'm tired of pretending. 460 00:48:17,528 --> 00:48:20,429 Nothing will change until you change it. 461 00:48:22,066 --> 00:48:23,900 I'll just keep pretending I'm strong and one day 462 00:48:23,902 --> 00:48:26,435 I'll have the strength to go home. 463 00:48:28,072 --> 00:48:31,040 - We know you feel trapped. We get it. 464 00:48:31,042 --> 00:48:34,277 You don't wanna be here. 465 00:48:35,580 --> 00:48:38,481 Where else you gotta be right now? 466 00:48:40,885 --> 00:48:42,518 I'm glad I'm here. 467 00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:48,658 I can go at any time, but I'm still here. 468 00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:50,826 So, who's here today? 469 00:48:50,828 --> 00:48:54,463 Who's been listening for a long time, 470 00:48:54,465 --> 00:48:56,365 but wants to speak? 471 00:48:58,369 --> 00:48:59,802 - I'm Tammy. 472 00:48:59,804 --> 00:49:02,605 I've been coming to these sessions for three months 473 00:49:02,607 --> 00:49:05,675 and I love my kids. 474 00:49:09,213 --> 00:49:10,813 I really do. 475 00:49:10,815 --> 00:49:15,217 I just wanna see them, just to keep them safe, you know. 476 00:49:18,389 --> 00:49:20,289 - Thank you, Tammy. 477 00:49:21,192 --> 00:49:22,692 - Thank you. 478 00:49:25,596 --> 00:49:28,264 - Is there anyone else who would like to speak? 479 00:49:31,736 --> 00:49:34,670 Thank you all for coming and we'll see you next week. 480 00:49:49,954 --> 00:49:54,190 - You know, they won't let you leave until you talk. 481 00:49:55,093 --> 00:49:57,426 - What? 482 00:49:57,428 --> 00:50:00,029 - They keep track of who says stuff. 483 00:50:00,031 --> 00:50:01,397 You can't just hang out. 484 00:50:01,399 --> 00:50:04,633 Eventually, you have to say something. 485 00:50:04,635 --> 00:50:06,369 - How do you know? 486 00:50:06,371 --> 00:50:08,337 - I just know. 487 00:50:09,140 --> 00:50:12,141 Well, looks like it's too late now, 488 00:50:12,143 --> 00:50:14,343 class is over for the day. 489 00:50:14,345 --> 00:50:15,511 - Too late now. 490 00:50:15,513 --> 00:50:17,680 - Maybe next time. 491 00:50:25,957 --> 00:50:27,523 - I don't think there's room for that. 492 00:50:27,525 --> 00:50:29,025 - You better eat my cake next week 493 00:50:29,027 --> 00:50:30,526 or there's gonna be trouble. 494 00:50:31,396 --> 00:50:34,430 - It's my birthday next week. 495 00:50:34,432 --> 00:50:36,699 You're invited. 496 00:50:38,036 --> 00:50:41,103 - Oh, sorry, happy birthday. 497 00:50:41,105 --> 00:50:42,505 - It's not my birthday yet. 498 00:50:42,507 --> 00:50:44,407 We're just gonna have a small dinner. 499 00:50:44,409 --> 00:50:46,108 - My dinners are never small. 500 00:50:46,110 --> 00:50:48,010 - Steve might come. 501 00:50:48,012 --> 00:50:49,845 He likes you. 502 00:50:49,847 --> 00:50:51,414 - Don't you dare. 503 00:50:51,416 --> 00:50:53,115 - Oops. 504 00:50:53,117 --> 00:50:55,251 - I'm going to kill you. 505 00:50:55,253 --> 00:50:57,453 You leave me no other choice. 506 00:51:07,598 --> 00:51:08,564 - Hello? 507 00:51:08,566 --> 00:51:10,466 - I hear you're back on your feet. 508 00:51:10,468 --> 00:51:12,368 Anna... 509 00:51:14,172 --> 00:51:16,072 Don't just pretend that you can't hear me. 510 00:51:16,074 --> 00:51:18,340 - What do you want? 511 00:51:18,342 --> 00:51:20,409 - I wasn't good enough for you. 512 00:51:24,449 --> 00:51:26,882 We had something. 513 00:51:31,689 --> 00:51:34,590 - What do you want? 514 00:51:37,161 --> 00:51:39,795 - I love you, Anna. 515 00:51:42,133 --> 00:51:44,667 It's time for you to get back to work. 516 00:51:45,636 --> 00:51:47,136 - I'm not ready. 517 00:51:47,138 --> 00:51:50,739 - Not yet, but soon. 518 00:52:04,589 --> 00:52:06,355 - I'm sorry. 519 00:52:07,391 --> 00:52:10,059 I can tell Steve not to come. 520 00:52:10,061 --> 00:52:12,862 - He's your friend, he should be there. 521 00:52:30,681 --> 00:52:33,716 - Hey, hey, it's OK, it's OK. 522 00:52:37,688 --> 00:52:39,822 Come here, come here. 523 00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:24,400 - So, how does this work? 524 00:53:24,402 --> 00:53:30,573 - Well, I usually say something and then you say something 525 00:53:30,575 --> 00:53:32,441 in return. 526 00:53:32,443 --> 00:53:36,845 And then I basically beg you for your phone number. 527 00:53:36,847 --> 00:53:39,215 - Does that usually work for you? 528 00:53:39,217 --> 00:53:40,916 - Depends. 529 00:53:40,918 --> 00:53:42,117 - On what? 530 00:53:42,119 --> 00:53:44,119 How bad they wanna leave? 531 00:53:44,121 --> 00:53:50,593 - Oh, ouch. I'm starting to think you might not like me. 532 00:53:50,595 --> 00:53:54,930 - We're here so that Mary gets us out of her system. 533 00:53:54,932 --> 00:53:59,268 It's easier to do this than to have her try again. 534 00:53:59,270 --> 00:54:01,570 She'll never stop. 535 00:54:01,572 --> 00:54:05,474 - So, I don't have a chance, do I? 536 00:54:05,476 --> 00:54:08,143 - No one does. 537 00:54:09,647 --> 00:54:15,751 - Come on, why don't you tell me anything about yourself? 538 00:54:18,422 --> 00:54:20,522 - Because I'm a prostitute and I don't really like 539 00:54:20,524 --> 00:54:22,291 to talk about it. 540 00:54:25,096 --> 00:54:29,598 - I mean...Ah, well. 541 00:54:30,468 --> 00:54:32,801 That's a big one. 542 00:54:34,338 --> 00:54:36,972 Well, I thought we were getting along fine. 543 00:54:36,974 --> 00:54:38,407 I thought you liked me. 544 00:54:38,409 --> 00:54:40,442 - "Oh, why doesn't she like me?" 545 00:54:40,444 --> 00:54:42,177 What are you, 12? 546 00:54:42,179 --> 00:54:45,481 - Look, I'm sorry if I... 547 00:54:45,483 --> 00:54:48,050 - Sorry? Fuck sorry. 548 00:54:48,052 --> 00:54:50,886 You know what I would like? 549 00:54:50,888 --> 00:54:52,855 A choice. 550 00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:55,958 A chance to make my own decisions. 551 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,395 I wanna decide what happens to me. 552 00:55:00,965 --> 00:55:02,731 (gun shots) 553 00:55:02,733 --> 00:55:03,799 (gun clicks) 554 00:55:07,138 --> 00:55:08,604 I like my gun. 555 00:55:08,606 --> 00:55:10,406 I like the sound. 556 00:55:10,408 --> 00:55:13,575 Which version of me will show up today? 557 00:55:14,679 --> 00:55:16,845 How angry am I going to be? 558 00:55:17,248 --> 00:55:19,048 How sad? 559 00:55:19,050 --> 00:55:22,785 I wish I could choose, but it's not up to me. 560 00:55:27,425 --> 00:55:30,959 I know I have to say something, but I don't want to. 561 00:55:34,365 --> 00:55:37,966 I wish I could cry, but I can't. 562 00:55:41,038 --> 00:55:44,773 I've been angry for a really long time. 563 00:55:50,581 --> 00:55:53,882 You all seem so sad to me. 564 00:55:56,053 --> 00:55:57,586 I don't wanna be sad. 565 00:55:57,588 --> 00:56:00,389 I don't wanna be anything. 566 00:56:01,625 --> 00:56:03,625 - Thank you, Anna. 567 00:56:04,228 --> 00:56:05,694 - Thank you. 568 00:56:06,597 --> 00:56:08,764 - Would anyone else like to speak? 569 00:56:10,401 --> 00:56:12,101 - Did you really have to punch him? 570 00:56:12,103 --> 00:56:14,470 - He tried to hold my hand. 571 00:56:14,472 --> 00:56:17,239 I don't think I actually punched him. 572 00:56:17,241 --> 00:56:19,541 I'm pretty sure he's making it up. 573 00:56:19,543 --> 00:56:20,909 - He's not making it up. 574 00:56:20,911 --> 00:56:23,011 I saw the Instagram photo, it was black eye. 575 00:56:23,013 --> 00:56:24,980 Somebody punched him. 576 00:56:26,917 --> 00:56:31,453 Glad you're back, please don't go. 577 00:56:31,455 --> 00:56:35,391 - Maybe I'm not really here. 578 00:56:43,968 --> 00:56:45,401 - Michael, finally. 579 00:56:45,403 --> 00:56:48,237 Apparently it only takes 20 phone calls. 580 00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:51,807 - Years later I still feel his hands on me. 581 00:56:51,809 --> 00:56:53,609 - Sit down, I'll get you a cup of coffee. 582 00:56:54,678 --> 00:56:56,578 - I hear his breathing. 583 00:56:56,580 --> 00:56:58,680 - Glad to have you back. 584 00:56:58,682 --> 00:57:03,385 - Mary, Mary? 585 00:57:03,387 --> 00:57:05,354 - I wasn't even scared when it happened. 586 00:57:05,356 --> 00:57:07,156 Confused, mostly. 587 00:57:07,158 --> 00:57:09,425 - Who's that girl? 588 00:57:12,663 --> 00:57:15,631 - A game with new rules I hadn't learned yet. 589 00:57:19,570 --> 00:57:22,237 - Anna, please don't say anything. 590 00:57:33,150 --> 00:57:35,551 I'm gonna have to take a rain check on that coffee. 591 00:57:35,553 --> 00:57:37,352 I'm late for a meeting. 592 00:57:43,627 --> 00:57:45,861 - Come on, we'll get you cleaned up. 593 00:58:07,418 --> 00:58:10,652 - I'm not leaving until this door opens. 594 00:58:11,288 --> 00:58:12,821 - Hello, Carol. 595 00:58:14,458 --> 00:58:17,693 - What did you do to my girl? 596 00:58:17,695 --> 00:58:19,194 - Nothing. 597 00:58:19,196 --> 00:58:21,029 - What did you do? 598 00:58:21,031 --> 00:58:23,632 - That's ancient history. 599 00:58:27,071 --> 00:58:28,837 - If I see you near her again, 600 00:58:28,839 --> 00:58:31,039 I will kill you myself. 601 00:58:43,521 --> 00:58:45,254 - Congratulations. 602 00:58:45,256 --> 00:58:47,155 - For what? 603 00:58:47,157 --> 00:58:49,124 - You said something. 604 00:58:49,126 --> 00:58:50,592 - Doesn't really matter, does it? 605 00:58:50,594 --> 00:58:52,227 - I might've lied to you 606 00:58:52,229 --> 00:58:54,229 just to see what happens. 607 00:58:54,231 --> 00:58:57,266 Just 'cause you said something, doesn't mean this ends. 608 00:58:57,868 --> 00:58:59,835 - You are such a bitch. 609 00:59:00,337 --> 00:59:02,070 (high pitch sound) 610 00:59:08,479 --> 00:59:10,245 - What's going on up there? 611 00:59:10,247 --> 00:59:12,114 Some powerful ADD you've got. 612 00:59:12,116 --> 00:59:14,917 - I'm just planning out how I'm going to kill you. 613 00:59:16,487 --> 00:59:18,020 - You can't kill me. 614 00:59:18,022 --> 00:59:19,721 I'm your best friend. 615 00:59:21,325 --> 00:59:23,825 - Hi, Anna, I know you're having some trouble. 616 00:59:23,827 --> 00:59:25,460 Why don't you try reading the script through 617 00:59:25,462 --> 00:59:28,096 a few times at first and then you can make it your own? 618 00:59:28,098 --> 00:59:30,599 - So, I just read this? 619 00:59:30,601 --> 00:59:33,302 - Yes. Until you make the sale, then you go down the list 620 00:59:33,304 --> 00:59:35,470 and get the credit card number and then move along. 621 00:59:35,472 --> 00:59:37,606 The computer will auto dial for you. 622 00:59:37,608 --> 00:59:39,641 - OK. 623 00:59:39,643 --> 00:59:41,677 - I'll be listening in a few times at first. 624 00:59:41,679 --> 00:59:44,179 After that you can make your own, OK? 625 00:59:44,181 --> 00:59:45,380 - Great. 626 00:59:45,382 --> 00:59:46,782 - OK. 627 01:00:02,600 --> 01:00:04,099 - Hello. 628 01:00:04,101 --> 01:00:06,234 - Hi, I'm calling... 629 01:00:07,705 --> 01:00:09,471 I'm calling... 630 01:01:18,709 --> 01:01:20,208 Bathroom's to the right. 631 01:01:20,210 --> 01:01:22,377 Take a shower and then walk down the hallway 632 01:01:22,379 --> 01:01:24,179 to the empty bedroom. 633 01:01:24,181 --> 01:01:26,014 Your hour starts now. 634 01:01:32,723 --> 01:01:34,790 (music plays) 635 01:02:12,696 --> 01:02:14,429 (phone rings) 636 01:02:42,192 --> 01:02:44,726 - Anna? Anna? 637 01:02:45,462 --> 01:02:47,329 No, you don't. 638 01:02:49,133 --> 01:02:50,632 Anna. 639 01:02:50,634 --> 01:02:52,434 Anna. 640 01:03:27,371 --> 01:03:30,005 You've almost got the color back in your cheeks. 641 01:03:32,543 --> 01:03:34,676 They're saying that I can take you home. 642 01:03:36,180 --> 01:03:38,446 - Why would you even want me back? 643 01:03:41,118 --> 01:03:43,518 - I have to take care of you now. 644 01:03:44,288 --> 01:03:45,954 It's what I do. 645 01:03:47,191 --> 01:03:49,524 I need to take care of you. 646 01:03:50,627 --> 01:03:52,794 - Mom, just one more day. 647 01:03:52,796 --> 01:03:54,596 Two at most. 648 01:03:54,598 --> 01:03:56,898 - I'm not sure, but I think you just referred to me 649 01:03:56,900 --> 01:03:58,667 as your mother. 650 01:04:00,671 --> 01:04:02,270 Now go get your things. 651 01:04:02,272 --> 01:04:03,839 Meet me in the car. 652 01:04:48,252 --> 01:04:50,118 - Whatever it is, just say it. 653 01:04:50,120 --> 01:04:52,020 - I didn't know why you left. 654 01:04:52,022 --> 01:04:54,322 I thought it was my fault. 655 01:04:54,324 --> 01:04:56,958 - I know you don't want to talk about this. 656 01:04:56,960 --> 01:04:59,094 So, why do you keep bringing it up? 657 01:04:59,096 --> 01:05:01,730 - Anna, let me help you. 658 01:05:01,732 --> 01:05:03,431 I'm here for you. 659 01:05:03,433 --> 01:05:07,602 - How many times did I hide in this room while dad hit you? 660 01:05:07,604 --> 01:05:09,604 - Don't, just... 661 01:05:12,409 --> 01:05:13,775 - Let me go. 662 01:05:20,183 --> 01:05:22,617 - I'll go make us something to eat. 663 01:05:28,492 --> 01:05:29,891 - I think it's a good idea. 664 01:05:29,893 --> 01:05:31,760 - I'm not sleeping on your couch. 665 01:05:31,762 --> 01:05:33,228 I'd just be in the way. 666 01:05:33,230 --> 01:05:34,162 - That's not possible. 667 01:05:34,164 --> 01:05:36,798 OK, maybe, but it doesn't matter. 668 01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:38,967 My couch is your couch. 669 01:05:48,879 --> 01:05:50,078 Anna? 670 01:05:51,048 --> 01:05:52,781 (high pitch sound) 671 01:05:54,418 --> 01:05:56,952 - You don't get to change your mind. 672 01:06:00,657 --> 01:06:02,724 (gun shots) 673 01:06:18,875 --> 01:06:20,875 I think we should go. 674 01:06:25,615 --> 01:06:28,750 - No, Mom, not really. 675 01:06:29,419 --> 01:06:30,986 No. 676 01:06:31,788 --> 01:06:33,555 She's fine. 677 01:06:33,557 --> 01:06:35,623 Anna, are you fine? 678 01:06:35,625 --> 01:06:37,826 - I'm fine. 679 01:06:37,828 --> 01:06:42,464 - I'll bring her back, I promise. 680 01:06:50,707 --> 01:06:53,241 - Do you actually wear these things in bed? 681 01:06:53,243 --> 01:06:56,011 - No, your mother bought me those. 682 01:06:57,381 --> 01:07:01,516 You're not coming back, are you? 683 01:07:01,518 --> 01:07:03,151 - I have to finish a few things. 684 01:07:03,487 --> 01:07:04,953 - OK. 685 01:07:06,423 --> 01:07:10,325 But you have to tell her because I'm not. 686 01:07:10,327 --> 01:07:11,726 - I'll call her. 687 01:07:13,563 --> 01:07:15,497 I promise. 688 01:07:19,403 --> 01:07:21,536 I just can't stay here anymore. 689 01:07:21,538 --> 01:07:23,204 - Why not? 690 01:07:23,206 --> 01:07:24,472 - Because I can't. 691 01:07:24,474 --> 01:07:28,009 And I can't wear these things anymore. 692 01:07:51,101 --> 01:07:52,500 How do you do it? 693 01:07:54,104 --> 01:07:57,105 How do you keep pretending? 694 01:08:00,343 --> 01:08:03,611 Why didn't anyone touch you? 695 01:08:05,849 --> 01:08:08,049 - Is that what you think? 696 01:08:11,154 --> 01:08:15,023 You think that Dad and Uncle Michael never touched me? 697 01:08:17,094 --> 01:08:20,161 I guess I'm just better at pretending than you are. 698 01:08:27,871 --> 01:08:29,604 (bell rings) 699 01:08:46,890 --> 01:08:48,156 - So? 700 01:08:49,359 --> 01:08:50,825 - So? 701 01:08:54,698 --> 01:08:57,499 - I know where your mother lives now. 702 01:08:59,402 --> 01:09:02,036 She seems really nice. 703 01:09:07,677 --> 01:09:10,578 I totally understand why you didn't introduce me to mom. 704 01:09:14,351 --> 01:09:16,217 But I'm a little offended that 705 01:09:16,219 --> 01:09:19,053 I didn't get to meet your sister. 706 01:09:25,896 --> 01:09:27,862 - I'll think about what I wanna do... 707 01:09:30,300 --> 01:09:32,500 - You don't think about things anymore. 708 01:09:33,136 --> 01:09:35,703 You don't make choices. 709 01:09:39,309 --> 01:09:40,742 - She's kidding, Marcus. 710 01:09:40,744 --> 01:09:43,111 She'll be back tomorrow. 711 01:09:50,187 --> 01:09:54,856 Tomorrow, Anna. Tomorrow. 712 01:09:58,261 --> 01:10:00,461 - Giving up would be easier. 713 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:08,136 Accepting the world as it is would be easier. 714 01:10:08,138 --> 01:10:12,674 Nothing will change until you change it. 715 01:10:20,650 --> 01:10:22,450 - Thank you, Anna. 716 01:10:22,452 --> 01:10:24,686 - Thank you. 717 01:10:24,688 --> 01:10:27,589 - We'll take a short break and be back in 15. 718 01:10:40,370 --> 01:10:43,905 - Hey. - Hey. 719 01:10:43,907 --> 01:10:45,740 - Still pre-visualizing my death? 720 01:10:47,444 --> 01:10:50,111 You know you don't have to talk at every session. 721 01:10:50,113 --> 01:10:51,446 - Fuck you. 722 01:10:51,448 --> 01:10:52,847 - Fuck you, too. 723 01:11:05,729 --> 01:11:08,763 - Anna? - Hi, mom. 724 01:11:09,499 --> 01:11:11,065 - When are you coming home? 725 01:11:11,067 --> 01:11:12,700 - I don't know when I can. 726 01:11:12,702 --> 01:11:14,302 - Well then, go back to Mary's. 727 01:11:14,304 --> 01:11:16,404 Just stay there. I won't even come visit. 728 01:11:16,406 --> 01:11:19,774 - I just have to go away for awhile. 729 01:11:23,713 --> 01:11:25,580 I'm so sorry. 730 01:11:26,449 --> 01:11:27,749 Thank you. 731 01:11:27,751 --> 01:11:30,118 - What for? I didn't do a thing. 732 01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:32,086 I just want you to come home. 733 01:11:33,223 --> 01:11:35,056 - Thank you. 734 01:11:46,469 --> 01:11:49,170 There's a separation between me and what happens to Anna. 735 01:11:50,473 --> 01:11:53,007 There's at least three of us. 736 01:11:53,009 --> 01:11:56,644 Past Anna, Anna in the now and future Anna. 737 01:11:58,715 --> 01:12:01,182 I wish the three of us could get along, 738 01:12:01,184 --> 01:12:03,618 but that's not possible. 739 01:12:03,620 --> 01:12:05,219 This is all past Anna's fault. 740 01:12:05,221 --> 01:12:07,955 This is future Anna's problem to fix. 741 01:12:15,532 --> 01:12:18,466 There are people who stop doing this. 742 01:12:18,468 --> 01:12:21,936 They move on and become a face in the crowd. 743 01:12:22,972 --> 01:12:26,174 I wanna be a face in the crowd 744 01:12:26,176 --> 01:12:28,076 and feel like I belong there. 745 01:12:49,232 --> 01:12:51,299 - Anna, where have you been? 746 01:12:51,301 --> 01:12:53,167 - I don't know really. 747 01:12:54,704 --> 01:12:56,304 - I've missed you. 748 01:12:56,306 --> 01:12:59,140 I love your hair. 749 01:12:59,142 --> 01:13:01,943 So beautiful, so perfect. 750 01:13:02,779 --> 01:13:04,679 - It's time to stop pretending. 751 01:13:04,814 --> 01:13:05,880 (gun shot) 752 01:13:14,324 --> 01:13:15,757 - Anna. 753 01:13:21,131 --> 01:13:21,863 (gun shot) 754 01:13:23,099 --> 01:13:24,832 (intense music plays) 755 01:14:49,118 --> 01:14:53,554 - See? I told you she'd be back. 756 01:15:04,434 --> 01:15:05,166 (gun shot) 757 01:15:27,824 --> 01:15:29,924 - You can get used to fear. 758 01:15:31,928 --> 01:15:33,661 It can become a part of you. 759 01:15:34,264 --> 01:15:35,963 You begin to need it. 760 01:15:38,801 --> 01:15:40,968 Without my fear, who will I be? 761 01:15:46,509 --> 01:15:48,009 - Are you Anna? 762 01:15:48,945 --> 01:15:50,811 - No, I'm not. 763 01:16:07,263 --> 01:16:09,130 - We control our own realities. 764 01:16:10,433 --> 01:16:12,633 We decide which door to open, 765 01:16:12,635 --> 01:16:14,435 which path to walk. 766 01:16:16,239 --> 01:16:18,706 When reality knocks on your door, 767 01:16:18,708 --> 01:16:20,875 remember that you have a choice. 768 01:16:23,479 --> 01:16:26,514 Nothing will change until you change it. 769 01:16:28,418 --> 01:16:30,151 (soft music plays) 770 01:16:43,433 --> 01:16:45,166 (soft knock on door) 771 01:16:49,706 --> 01:16:51,439 (soft knock on door) 772 01:16:57,947 --> 01:17:00,014 (soft music plays)