1 00:00:01,689 --> 00:00:06,277 [♪ musical Swirl ♪] 2 00:00:08,988 --> 00:00:11,699 [rocks clattering] 3 00:00:23,502 --> 00:00:28,299 [woman vocalizing] 4 00:00:28,382 --> 00:00:33,971 ♪ ♪ 5 00:00:37,975 --> 00:00:40,770 ♪ Oh, child, come on in. ♪ 6 00:00:40,853 --> 00:00:43,689 ♪ Jump in the water. ♪ 7 00:00:43,773 --> 00:00:46,650 ♪ Got no trouble with the mess you been. ♪ 8 00:00:46,734 --> 00:00:49,570 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 9 00:00:49,653 --> 00:00:52,364 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:52,448 --> 00:00:56,577 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 11 00:00:56,660 --> 00:00:58,287 ♪ ♪ 12 00:00:58,370 --> 00:01:01,332 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 13 00:01:01,415 --> 00:01:04,043 ♪ Oh, child... ♪ 14 00:01:04,126 --> 00:01:07,129 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 15 00:01:07,213 --> 00:01:08,506 ♪ Got no trouble. ♪ 16 00:01:08,589 --> 00:01:09,965 ♪ ♪ 17 00:01:10,049 --> 00:01:12,968 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 18 00:01:13,052 --> 00:01:15,930 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:16,013 --> 00:01:19,350 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪♪ 20 00:01:23,771 --> 00:01:27,650 [background voices] 21 00:01:41,747 --> 00:01:44,041 MATTHEW: But where would be a good place to start? 22 00:01:44,124 --> 00:01:45,000 PHILIP: For you? 23 00:01:45,084 --> 00:01:46,293 - Yes, for me. 24 00:01:46,377 --> 00:01:47,419 The Law of Moses? 25 00:01:47,503 --> 00:01:49,046 The prophecies of Isaiah? 26 00:01:49,129 --> 00:01:50,297 The wisdom of Solomon? 27 00:01:50,381 --> 00:01:51,382 - Mm. 28 00:01:53,676 --> 00:01:55,469 For you, I think Psalms of David. 29 00:01:55,553 --> 00:01:56,929 A good start. 30 00:01:58,639 --> 00:01:59,765 - I'm ready. 31 00:02:00,933 --> 00:02:02,059 - For example, 32 00:02:02,142 --> 00:02:04,812 "To the choirmaster, a psalm of David. 33 00:02:04,895 --> 00:02:07,690 "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 34 00:02:07,773 --> 00:02:11,026 If I make my bed in the depths, you are there." 35 00:02:12,236 --> 00:02:13,237 - And...? 36 00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:14,864 - Just that. 37 00:02:14,947 --> 00:02:15,906 Just a few more minutes. 38 00:02:15,990 --> 00:02:18,367 Thank you for your patience, folks, thank you. 39 00:02:18,450 --> 00:02:20,411 - But I'm not planning on ascending to heaven 40 00:02:20,494 --> 00:02:22,288 or making my bed deep in the depths. 41 00:02:22,371 --> 00:02:23,956 -You asked for a passage. 42 00:02:24,039 --> 00:02:25,749 - Yes, but one that could help me understand how 43 00:02:25,833 --> 00:02:28,335 you and everyone else knows more. 44 00:02:28,419 --> 00:02:29,378 - That's what I know, 45 00:02:29,461 --> 00:02:30,880 and what you must come to believe 46 00:02:30,963 --> 00:02:34,383 if you want to make any meaningful study of Torah. 47 00:02:34,466 --> 00:02:36,051 - I don't understand. 48 00:02:36,135 --> 00:02:37,344 Excuse me. 49 00:02:37,428 --> 00:02:38,929 Can you tell me what happened with Jesus. 50 00:02:39,013 --> 00:02:40,055 EMOTIONAL WOMAN: He healed me! 51 00:02:40,139 --> 00:02:41,182 - Healed you of what? 52 00:02:41,265 --> 00:02:42,558 EMOTIONAL WOMAN Epilepsy! 53 00:02:42,641 --> 00:02:43,642 - Yes, and how long have-- 54 00:02:45,728 --> 00:02:47,146 - Say it back to me. 55 00:02:50,566 --> 00:02:52,651 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 56 00:02:52,735 --> 00:02:54,320 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 57 00:02:54,403 --> 00:02:55,946 you are there." 58 00:02:56,030 --> 00:02:57,740 - There's nowhere you can go, 59 00:02:57,823 --> 00:03:00,367 no heights you can climb to in your intellectual mind, 60 00:03:00,451 --> 00:03:02,369 no depths you can reach in your soul, 61 00:03:02,453 --> 00:03:04,079 where God is not with you. 62 00:03:05,414 --> 00:03:06,832 Do you get it? 63 00:03:06,916 --> 00:03:08,125 - I think so. 64 00:03:09,585 --> 00:03:13,172 - No amount of learning can bring you closer to God, 65 00:03:13,255 --> 00:03:16,091 or you make you more or less precious to Him. 66 00:03:16,175 --> 00:03:18,177 He's always right here, right now, 67 00:03:18,260 --> 00:03:21,639 with you, and for you. 68 00:03:21,722 --> 00:03:23,974 - But I don't feel it. 69 00:03:24,058 --> 00:03:25,517 - The feeling doesn't always come first. 70 00:03:25,601 --> 00:03:27,603 Sometimes you have to believe first. 71 00:03:27,686 --> 00:03:29,563 - Believing a thing does not make it true. 72 00:03:29,647 --> 00:03:30,773 - That is wisdom. 73 00:03:30,856 --> 00:03:33,192 But these aren't not just any words. 74 00:03:33,275 --> 00:03:35,194 They are David's, in Scripture. 75 00:03:35,277 --> 00:03:36,278 - But how do you know 76 00:03:36,362 --> 00:03:37,780 whether David was only talking about himself, 77 00:03:37,863 --> 00:03:39,114 and not about everyone else? 78 00:03:39,198 --> 00:03:42,618 He did say, “If I ascend” not “If people ascend.” 79 00:03:42,701 --> 00:03:43,494 - It almost sounds like 80 00:03:43,577 --> 00:03:45,454 you don't want it to be true. 81 00:03:45,537 --> 00:03:46,580 - Excuse me, 82 00:03:46,664 --> 00:03:48,499 can you please tell me what happened with Jesus? 83 00:03:48,582 --> 00:03:49,500 EXCITED MAN: Are you with Him? 84 00:03:49,583 --> 00:03:51,210 - Yes, yes, we are His students. 85 00:03:51,293 --> 00:03:52,419 - Oh, thank you!! 86 00:03:52,503 --> 00:03:55,005 [laughing] 87 00:03:57,174 --> 00:03:58,050 - Are you okay? 88 00:03:58,133 --> 00:03:59,134 [annoyed] - I'm fine. 89 00:04:02,096 --> 00:04:03,305 So, with the passage from David... 90 00:04:03,389 --> 00:04:05,307 I'm just trying to understand. 91 00:04:05,391 --> 00:04:08,268 - The trying is the thing. 92 00:04:08,352 --> 00:04:10,479 Meditate on it for a few days and come back to me. 93 00:04:10,562 --> 00:04:12,231 You're always writing things down. 94 00:04:12,314 --> 00:04:13,857 Try writing it down several times. 95 00:04:13,941 --> 00:04:16,568 Something about writing it down that goes a long way. 96 00:04:16,652 --> 00:04:18,487 - That's what I say, too. 97 00:04:18,570 --> 00:04:21,198 - Matthew, I think we've only just begun to know 98 00:04:21,281 --> 00:04:22,616 all you can do. 99 00:04:22,700 --> 00:04:24,368 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed, I've been healed!! 100 00:04:24,451 --> 00:04:27,621 Thaddeus, Little James, you're up! 101 00:04:28,664 --> 00:04:29,790 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed!! 102 00:04:31,917 --> 00:04:32,918 - How's the line? 103 00:04:33,002 --> 00:04:33,961 - It's getting longer. 104 00:04:34,044 --> 00:04:35,295 I'll come back out soon and help you, 105 00:04:35,379 --> 00:04:37,089 I won't take my full break. 106 00:04:37,172 --> 00:04:38,215 - Where's Nathanael? 107 00:04:38,298 --> 00:04:39,508 It's my turn to replace him. 108 00:04:39,591 --> 00:04:40,592 - Said he's staying through, 109 00:04:40,676 --> 00:04:41,802 doesn't want to stop his shift. 110 00:04:41,885 --> 00:04:43,095 - Philip, take my place, 111 00:04:43,178 --> 00:04:44,513 see if you can make some headway, 112 00:04:44,596 --> 00:04:45,597 he's scary good. 113 00:04:48,267 --> 00:04:49,977 - There have been over 60 people already, 114 00:04:50,060 --> 00:04:51,895 with 50 waiting in line currently, 115 00:04:51,979 --> 00:04:53,063 not including lepers 116 00:04:53,147 --> 00:04:55,107 and others who are still in line. 117 00:04:56,734 --> 00:04:58,777 - Did you say over 50 in the line right now? 118 00:04:58,861 --> 00:05:00,195 - Yes. 119 00:05:00,279 --> 00:05:01,780 - How long is this going to last? 120 00:05:01,864 --> 00:05:03,657 - Well, it depends on each encounter you have-- 121 00:05:03,741 --> 00:05:05,576 - Never mind, I get it. 122 00:05:07,703 --> 00:05:08,704 [background voices] 123 00:05:09,788 --> 00:05:10,831 - Matthew. 124 00:05:10,914 --> 00:05:12,082 - Yes. 125 00:05:12,166 --> 00:05:13,959 - Did you get some ideas from Philip? 126 00:05:14,043 --> 00:05:16,628 - Yes, from the songs of David... 127 00:05:16,712 --> 00:05:19,339 the passage to study before we learn more. 128 00:05:19,423 --> 00:05:21,508 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 129 00:05:21,592 --> 00:05:22,926 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 130 00:05:23,010 --> 00:05:23,844 you are there..." 131 00:05:23,927 --> 00:05:24,762 - It's still bleeding. 132 00:05:24,845 --> 00:05:25,721 - What? 133 00:05:25,804 --> 00:05:26,972 is that from the firewood from before? 134 00:05:27,056 --> 00:05:29,558 - Yes, and then, when I pushed back the man 135 00:05:29,641 --> 00:05:30,768 that was rushing the line, 136 00:05:30,851 --> 00:05:33,520 I cut it more on his bag. 137 00:05:33,604 --> 00:05:35,981 Hand me that rag. 138 00:05:36,065 --> 00:05:37,191 PHILIP: That same man you speak of 139 00:05:37,274 --> 00:05:38,901 bumped into me on his way out, 140 00:05:38,984 --> 00:05:40,569 after Jesus healed his wife. 141 00:05:43,197 --> 00:05:46,492 I believe he's one of the men who arrived here last night. 142 00:05:46,575 --> 00:05:48,327 BIG JAMES: Almost a four-hour walk this morning 143 00:05:48,410 --> 00:05:51,455 and we didn't even have a moment to settle in. 144 00:05:51,538 --> 00:05:53,707 I mean, it's great what He's doing, obviously, 145 00:05:53,791 --> 00:05:57,294 but I wish it would have happened tomorrow. 146 00:05:57,377 --> 00:05:58,545 - What is happening? 147 00:05:58,629 --> 00:06:00,464 [chuckles] 148 00:06:00,547 --> 00:06:02,216 What are we part of? 149 00:06:02,299 --> 00:06:04,468 - Is it wrong to say I have no idea? 150 00:06:04,551 --> 00:06:06,303 - No, it makes me feel better. 151 00:06:06,386 --> 00:06:10,099 - I think that I haven't had time to think about it. 152 00:06:10,182 --> 00:06:13,477 All this time my parents, I just know, hate it. 153 00:06:13,560 --> 00:06:14,561 Other than that, 154 00:06:14,645 --> 00:06:16,271 I figured Thomas and I would get our answers 155 00:06:16,355 --> 00:06:17,648 from the rest of you. 156 00:06:17,731 --> 00:06:20,609 - The word is already spreading so fast. 157 00:06:20,692 --> 00:06:22,111 I didn't think about that. 158 00:06:24,780 --> 00:06:27,491 Have you thought about the fame from all of this? 159 00:06:27,574 --> 00:06:28,826 - I wouldn't mind being famous. 160 00:06:28,909 --> 00:06:30,744 - Ha! I'm not surprised. 161 00:06:30,828 --> 00:06:32,913 PHILIP: It's not as fun as you might think. 162 00:06:32,996 --> 00:06:34,206 - I cannot remember a time 163 00:06:34,289 --> 00:06:35,582 I did not think about the Messiah 164 00:06:35,666 --> 00:06:37,251 at least once a week. 165 00:06:37,334 --> 00:06:38,961 My whole life I prayed and prayed 166 00:06:39,044 --> 00:06:40,671 that He would come during this time, 167 00:06:40,754 --> 00:06:44,007 and I just hoped that I would at least get to see Him. 168 00:06:44,091 --> 00:06:46,301 But to be close to Him, like this? 169 00:06:46,385 --> 00:06:47,928 A nobody like me, I-- 170 00:06:49,138 --> 00:06:50,889 What's not fun about that? 171 00:06:50,973 --> 00:06:52,599 - You call today fun? 172 00:06:52,683 --> 00:06:54,977 - Maybe not fun, but good. 173 00:06:55,060 --> 00:06:58,272 But with this fame comes enemies. 174 00:06:58,355 --> 00:07:00,274 You will be hated, too. 175 00:07:00,357 --> 00:07:01,567 MATTHEW: I'm used to that. 176 00:07:01,650 --> 00:07:03,193 - Well, you were protected. 177 00:07:03,277 --> 00:07:04,945 And your enemies weren't powerful. 178 00:07:05,028 --> 00:07:06,488 - Speaking of enemies... 179 00:07:06,572 --> 00:07:08,907 if someone had told you growing up, 180 00:07:08,991 --> 00:07:11,702 that you would be a student of the Messiah. 181 00:07:11,785 --> 00:07:13,078 You. 182 00:07:13,162 --> 00:07:14,288 You would be close to Him, 183 00:07:14,371 --> 00:07:16,874 and you will help Him in His mission, 184 00:07:16,957 --> 00:07:19,293 what would you have thought? 185 00:07:19,376 --> 00:07:21,211 - I would have said, 186 00:07:21,295 --> 00:07:24,214 “Sorry, I'm a girl, ask my brother.” 187 00:07:24,298 --> 00:07:26,008 BIG JAMES: Fair enough. 188 00:07:26,091 --> 00:07:26,967 But, really, Thomas... 189 00:07:27,050 --> 00:07:28,552 - Hmm? 190 00:07:28,635 --> 00:07:30,262 - What would you have thought? 191 00:07:30,345 --> 00:07:31,889 - I would have thought, 192 00:07:31,972 --> 00:07:34,141 “I don't have military training.” 193 00:07:34,224 --> 00:07:36,894 That's still a problem, actually. 194 00:07:36,977 --> 00:07:38,395 - Exactly. 195 00:07:38,478 --> 00:07:39,897 When I was a child, 196 00:07:39,980 --> 00:07:43,025 I used to think how amazing it would be to see Messiah 197 00:07:43,108 --> 00:07:44,860 kill all the Romans on my street. 198 00:07:44,943 --> 00:07:46,320 And I wanted to help Him. 199 00:07:46,403 --> 00:07:48,906 I trained every day with a wooden sword. 200 00:07:48,989 --> 00:07:51,742 - Yes, and I have this scar that proves he was pretty good. 201 00:07:53,285 --> 00:07:54,620 - I used to imagine 202 00:07:54,703 --> 00:07:56,872 that the Romans would break into our home, 203 00:07:56,955 --> 00:08:00,209 and I would be hiding under the bed with a knife. 204 00:08:00,292 --> 00:08:03,337 And just when they came to get me, 205 00:08:03,420 --> 00:08:08,926 Messiah would rescue me at the last moment. 206 00:08:09,009 --> 00:08:11,637 - I didn't think we'd be spending our time healing-- 207 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:14,097 well, watching Him heal. 208 00:08:14,181 --> 00:08:15,474 And they'll never stop. 209 00:08:15,557 --> 00:08:17,309 The people come the more they hear about it, 210 00:08:17,392 --> 00:08:20,145 and we're just going to be doing this the next five years 211 00:08:20,229 --> 00:08:22,022 and we'll never get to the fighting part. 212 00:08:22,105 --> 00:08:25,234 PHILIP: Eager to bring out that wooden sword of yours, are you? 213 00:08:25,317 --> 00:08:28,987 - Do you honestly not know what I'm talking about? 214 00:08:29,071 --> 00:08:32,407 - I guess I haven't had any expectations, 215 00:08:32,491 --> 00:08:35,077 that's probably why it's a little easier for me. 216 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:36,620 I can remember as a little girl 217 00:08:36,703 --> 00:08:38,622 hearing about how someone would save us someday, 218 00:08:38,705 --> 00:08:42,209 but I don't remember much about it. 219 00:08:42,292 --> 00:08:44,711 Why is it you expect a warrior? 220 00:08:44,795 --> 00:08:47,047 - Zechariah. 221 00:08:47,130 --> 00:08:49,758 “For I will gather all the nations against Jerusalem 222 00:08:49,841 --> 00:08:51,051 "to battle, 223 00:08:51,134 --> 00:08:52,928 "and the city will be captured. 224 00:08:53,011 --> 00:08:54,930 "Then the Lord will go forth 225 00:08:55,013 --> 00:08:57,474 "and fight against those nations, 226 00:08:57,557 --> 00:09:00,477 "as when He fights on a day of battle. 227 00:09:00,560 --> 00:09:03,021 "On that day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, 228 00:09:03,105 --> 00:09:05,274 which is in front of Jerusalem on the east--" 229 00:09:05,357 --> 00:09:06,525 - Yes, yes, yes, 230 00:09:06,608 --> 00:09:08,777 the Mount of Olives will be split in two 231 00:09:08,860 --> 00:09:09,987 from east to west, 232 00:09:10,070 --> 00:09:12,030 and half of it will move, all this craziness, 233 00:09:12,114 --> 00:09:14,700 but we don't even know when this is going to be, 234 00:09:14,783 --> 00:09:16,368 if it's even in this lifetime. 235 00:09:16,451 --> 00:09:17,953 JOHN: Here's what I also do not understand. 236 00:09:18,036 --> 00:09:19,538 Isn't the Messiah supposed to come 237 00:09:19,621 --> 00:09:21,957 at a time when all is holy? 238 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:23,792 That's at least what you've been telling me. 239 00:09:23,875 --> 00:09:25,127 RAMAH: What is that from? 240 00:09:25,210 --> 00:09:28,672 - Even a prophetic poem from the rabbis 241 00:09:28,755 --> 00:09:31,008 not so long ago. 242 00:09:31,091 --> 00:09:34,303 “And there shall be no unrighteousness in them 243 00:09:34,386 --> 00:09:36,471 "on his day, 244 00:09:36,555 --> 00:09:38,598 "for they shall all be holy 245 00:09:38,682 --> 00:09:41,768 and their king shall be the Lord Messiah.” 246 00:09:41,852 --> 00:09:42,769 - I guess that's why the Pharisees 247 00:09:42,853 --> 00:09:44,062 do not think He is the one, Mary. 248 00:09:44,146 --> 00:09:46,315 You have to help clean out the Red Quarter first. 249 00:09:46,398 --> 00:09:48,817 [laughing] 250 00:09:48,900 --> 00:09:51,737 - I don't think He's waiting for us to be holy. 251 00:09:51,820 --> 00:09:55,032 I think He's here because we can't be holy without Him. 252 00:09:59,286 --> 00:10:02,706 - Whoa... that's good. 253 00:10:02,789 --> 00:10:04,708 The Baptizer will want to use that. 254 00:10:07,961 --> 00:10:09,129 LITTLE JAMES: Big James, 255 00:10:09,212 --> 00:10:10,756 they need you to help with crowd control... 256 00:10:10,839 --> 00:10:12,966 people were bickering, and getting physical, 257 00:10:13,050 --> 00:10:14,885 and I can't help much in that department. 258 00:10:14,968 --> 00:10:15,719 - Bickering? 259 00:10:15,802 --> 00:10:16,553 - Are you serious? 260 00:10:16,636 --> 00:10:17,721 - Yes. 261 00:10:17,804 --> 00:10:18,680 I'm going to use my sword on them 262 00:10:18,764 --> 00:10:19,848 before the Romans. 263 00:10:21,975 --> 00:10:24,144 - So... 264 00:10:24,227 --> 00:10:26,104 Let's see here, how are we doing? 265 00:10:26,188 --> 00:10:27,189 [laughing] 266 00:10:27,272 --> 00:10:29,483 PHILIP: Well, how do I put this? 267 00:10:29,566 --> 00:10:31,151 Ehh.... 268 00:10:31,234 --> 00:10:32,444 - What? Are you serious? 269 00:10:32,527 --> 00:10:33,570 I'm worse off than I was! 270 00:10:33,653 --> 00:10:35,572 - Yes, yes, you are. 271 00:10:35,655 --> 00:10:37,032 - I thought you said you were good at this. 272 00:10:37,115 --> 00:10:38,408 - I thought I was. 273 00:10:38,492 --> 00:10:39,660 - I can't get out of this now. 274 00:10:39,743 --> 00:10:40,535 - Sorry, James. 275 00:10:40,619 --> 00:10:41,495 - Ugh. 276 00:10:43,413 --> 00:10:44,414 [sighs] 277 00:10:46,041 --> 00:10:47,709 So, what was everyone talking about? 278 00:10:47,793 --> 00:10:49,127 - Eh, not much, 279 00:10:49,211 --> 00:10:52,172 just prophecy, our growing fame, 280 00:10:52,255 --> 00:10:53,340 the Messiah healing disease 281 00:10:53,423 --> 00:10:54,841 instead of overthrowing the Romans, 282 00:10:54,925 --> 00:10:56,301 small topics like that. 283 00:10:56,385 --> 00:10:58,053 - Well, I'm not sorry I missed it. 284 00:11:00,764 --> 00:11:02,265 I'm ready for this day to be over. 285 00:11:04,059 --> 00:11:05,811 - What about out there? 286 00:11:05,894 --> 00:11:07,270 Anything happen in your short shift? 287 00:11:07,354 --> 00:11:08,772 -No, it's the same as all day. 288 00:11:11,233 --> 00:11:12,526 One thing that is annoying me, though, 289 00:11:12,609 --> 00:11:15,445 is these people, they are believing in Him, 290 00:11:15,529 --> 00:11:16,696 and praising Him-- 291 00:11:16,780 --> 00:11:19,658 and don't get me wrong, that's great-- 292 00:11:19,741 --> 00:11:22,744 but it's because He's healing them. 293 00:11:22,828 --> 00:11:23,829 The Samaritans. 294 00:11:23,912 --> 00:11:26,790 - Yeah, it was pretty much what He said. 295 00:11:26,873 --> 00:11:27,791 That's all they needed. 296 00:11:27,874 --> 00:11:29,751 - I know. 297 00:11:29,835 --> 00:11:31,169 I just don't know how many of them 298 00:11:31,253 --> 00:11:33,588 would believe in Him if He wasn't healing them. 299 00:11:37,134 --> 00:11:39,886 - So, I have to ask... 300 00:11:39,970 --> 00:11:42,681 [chuckling] - I think I can guess. 301 00:11:42,764 --> 00:11:44,391 - I have two questions. 302 00:11:44,474 --> 00:11:48,145 Forgive me, but I speak plainly. 303 00:11:48,228 --> 00:11:50,814 What is your malady? 304 00:11:50,897 --> 00:11:52,482 Forgive me, I don't mean to offend. 305 00:11:52,566 --> 00:11:53,608 - It's fine. 306 00:11:53,692 --> 00:11:56,278 It's a form of paralysis, 307 00:11:56,361 --> 00:11:57,737 it's caused problems since birth. 308 00:11:59,197 --> 00:12:00,907 MARY MAGDALENE: It's almost time for evening meal. 309 00:12:00,991 --> 00:12:02,075 Are you hungry? 310 00:12:04,744 --> 00:12:07,622 - So then why... 311 00:12:07,706 --> 00:12:12,836 I mean... why hasn't He healed you? 312 00:12:12,919 --> 00:12:15,005 How do you watch all these healings today? 313 00:12:15,088 --> 00:12:16,131 Does it bother you? 314 00:12:17,466 --> 00:12:21,720 - Whew! Fair questions. 315 00:12:21,803 --> 00:12:24,806 Um... I'm still trying to figure out 316 00:12:24,890 --> 00:12:27,559 how I feel about all of this. 317 00:12:27,642 --> 00:12:31,813 I mean, I suppose one big thing is that I haven't asked. 318 00:12:31,897 --> 00:12:32,939 - Why not? 319 00:12:35,066 --> 00:12:36,443 - I don't know. 320 00:12:39,654 --> 00:12:44,367 - If I had your... struggle, 321 00:12:44,451 --> 00:12:47,621 and I was watching what was happening today, 322 00:12:47,704 --> 00:12:49,748 I'd demand it. 323 00:12:49,831 --> 00:12:51,708 - I don't know if I should. 324 00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:53,835 It just doesn't feel right. 325 00:12:53,919 --> 00:12:55,462 You know, and I suppose I've just been grateful 326 00:12:55,545 --> 00:12:58,423 that He called me to follow Him in spite of it, but-- 327 00:12:58,507 --> 00:13:00,926 it's never come up, not even once. 328 00:13:01,009 --> 00:13:02,719 I'm just afraid that if I mention it to Him, 329 00:13:02,802 --> 00:13:08,475 it will make Him change His mind about me, or something. 330 00:13:08,558 --> 00:13:11,728 [Thomas laughing] 331 00:13:11,811 --> 00:13:15,232 - I'm pretty sure He knows your situation. 332 00:13:15,315 --> 00:13:16,566 It's not like if you point it out, 333 00:13:16,650 --> 00:13:17,484 He'd be surprised. 334 00:13:17,567 --> 00:13:18,401 - That's true. 335 00:13:18,485 --> 00:13:19,277 [laughing] 336 00:13:19,361 --> 00:13:20,779 MARY MOTHER: Mary! 337 00:13:20,862 --> 00:13:22,155 - Let's go. 338 00:13:23,657 --> 00:13:25,325 MARY MOTHER: So good to see you! 339 00:13:25,408 --> 00:13:27,702 MARY MAGDALENE: So good to see you! 340 00:13:27,786 --> 00:13:29,037 MARY MOTHER: So glad to be here. 341 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:31,164 MARY MAGDALENE: We thought you were coming tomorrow. 342 00:13:31,248 --> 00:13:32,249 MARY MOTHER: Well, some friends 343 00:13:32,332 --> 00:13:35,544 were able to come with me earlier, 344 00:13:35,627 --> 00:13:37,212 so they dropped me off today 345 00:13:37,295 --> 00:13:39,714 and they are seeing some family in the area. 346 00:13:39,798 --> 00:13:42,425 - You'll be with us for a little while, yes? 347 00:13:42,509 --> 00:13:45,011 - Through the Feast, and then we'll see. 348 00:13:45,095 --> 00:13:47,514 Oh, Philip, shalom! 349 00:13:47,597 --> 00:13:48,640 What are you doing here?! 350 00:13:48,723 --> 00:13:50,392 - I'm with your Son now. 351 00:13:50,475 --> 00:13:51,810 - Is John all right? 352 00:13:51,893 --> 00:13:53,728 I haven't spoken to him in a while. 353 00:13:53,812 --> 00:13:54,688 - John is fine, 354 00:13:54,771 --> 00:13:55,814 but he said the time was now, 355 00:13:55,897 --> 00:13:58,483 so here I am, trying to make myself useful. 356 00:13:58,567 --> 00:13:59,484 MARY MOTHER: Uh-huh. 357 00:13:59,568 --> 00:14:01,027 THADDEUS: Mary, this is Matthew, 358 00:14:01,111 --> 00:14:02,654 he wasn't with us at the wedding. 359 00:14:02,737 --> 00:14:05,615 MARY MOTHER: Oh, shalom, Matthew, welcome. 360 00:14:05,699 --> 00:14:09,077 Oh, look, that's fine clothing. 361 00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:10,161 - Thank you. 362 00:14:10,245 --> 00:14:11,621 MARY MOTHER: What do you do? 363 00:14:11,705 --> 00:14:12,664 - I don't, I was-- 364 00:14:12,747 --> 00:14:15,333 - He's a new student; Jesus called him. 365 00:14:15,417 --> 00:14:17,294 - Ah, lovely. 366 00:14:17,377 --> 00:14:19,421 Well, I'm sure you're someone special. 367 00:14:19,504 --> 00:14:22,257 So, was today a very long day? 368 00:14:22,340 --> 00:14:24,426 I saw a lot of people, 369 00:14:24,509 --> 00:14:26,094 Simon told me to come back here. 370 00:14:26,177 --> 00:14:28,638 Do we know when Jesus will be finished? 371 00:14:28,722 --> 00:14:30,724 - We walked from Philippi this morning, 372 00:14:30,807 --> 00:14:32,934 and He hasn't stopped since then. 373 00:14:33,018 --> 00:14:34,185 - Hmm. 374 00:14:34,269 --> 00:14:35,437 He has always been a worker. 375 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:37,731 He gets that from his father... 376 00:14:37,814 --> 00:14:40,191 both of them, I suppose, hm. 377 00:14:40,275 --> 00:14:44,154 Speaking of work, I see the food. 378 00:14:44,237 --> 00:14:45,363 You all look exhausted. 379 00:14:45,447 --> 00:14:46,656 I'm here to help. 380 00:14:46,740 --> 00:14:48,742 We'll have it ready very, very soon. 381 00:14:50,744 --> 00:14:56,041 [♪ soft music ♪] 382 00:15:06,426 --> 00:15:10,680 ♪ ♪ 383 00:15:10,680 --> 00:15:13,975 [woman softly vocalizes] 384 00:15:22,359 --> 00:15:25,612 ♪ ♪ 385 00:15:36,623 --> 00:15:38,458 SIMON: Andrew, I need a mental break. 386 00:15:39,501 --> 00:15:42,212 Do one of your “meaningless question” games. 387 00:15:42,295 --> 00:15:45,882 - They're not meaningless... they're interesting. 388 00:15:47,676 --> 00:15:50,637 And I've got one I've been thinking about lately. 389 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:53,473 What would you do for unlimited money? 390 00:15:53,556 --> 00:15:56,184 Or what would you give up 391 00:15:56,267 --> 00:15:58,812 to have all the money you could ever want, 392 00:15:58,895 --> 00:16:00,230 for the rest of your life? 393 00:16:00,313 --> 00:16:01,314 BIG JAMES: Meaning... 394 00:16:01,398 --> 00:16:03,024 would I do something painful? 395 00:16:03,108 --> 00:16:05,527 - Yes, or crazy. 396 00:16:05,610 --> 00:16:08,113 Would you run through the marketplace 397 00:16:08,196 --> 00:16:09,906 with no clothes on, screaming? 398 00:16:09,989 --> 00:16:11,866 THOMAS: Of course not, 399 00:16:11,950 --> 00:16:13,243 I'd be killed by a soldier. 400 00:16:13,326 --> 00:16:15,870 - Plus, it would be immodest, it would be a sin. 401 00:16:15,954 --> 00:16:19,332 - Fine, something that wasn't a sin. 402 00:16:19,416 --> 00:16:21,167 Would you give up your left hand 403 00:16:21,251 --> 00:16:23,336 if you would be rich the rest of your life? 404 00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:27,173 - Maybe not a full hand, but a couple fingers, sure. 405 00:16:27,257 --> 00:16:28,258 - What about love? 406 00:16:30,093 --> 00:16:32,429 Would you give up ever getting married? 407 00:16:32,512 --> 00:16:34,139 - I don't know... 408 00:16:34,222 --> 00:16:36,641 Simon, is it worth it? 409 00:16:36,725 --> 00:16:37,892 - Absolutely, 410 00:16:37,976 --> 00:16:40,895 but you'll never be so lucky to find someone like Eden, 411 00:16:40,979 --> 00:16:43,606 so... take the money. 412 00:16:43,690 --> 00:16:44,983 [laughing] 413 00:16:45,066 --> 00:16:47,235 - I have never had much money my whole life, 414 00:16:47,318 --> 00:16:49,237 and I've been happy. 415 00:16:49,320 --> 00:16:50,363 THOMAS: I don't expect we'll have much money 416 00:16:50,447 --> 00:16:52,407 for as long as we're following Him. 417 00:16:52,490 --> 00:16:56,786 - But you had some money before, yes? 418 00:16:56,870 --> 00:16:59,956 Are you happier now or then? 419 00:17:00,039 --> 00:17:02,333 - Ask Matthew. 420 00:17:02,417 --> 00:17:04,294 - John. 421 00:17:04,377 --> 00:17:05,295 - What? 422 00:17:05,378 --> 00:17:07,046 That was a bad question? 423 00:17:07,130 --> 00:17:08,006 You brought up money. 424 00:17:08,089 --> 00:17:10,675 Matthew's had it; we have not. 425 00:17:10,759 --> 00:17:12,761 - I feel better now, 426 00:17:12,844 --> 00:17:15,221 I don't know if that means happy. 427 00:17:15,305 --> 00:17:17,640 - It's not polite to talk about personal money. 428 00:17:17,724 --> 00:17:18,683 ANDREW: Just a question. 429 00:17:21,019 --> 00:17:23,188 [crickets chirping] 430 00:17:23,271 --> 00:17:25,440 I think about it sometimes... 431 00:17:27,567 --> 00:17:29,861 and then I feel guilty. 432 00:17:29,944 --> 00:17:32,739 - For what? 433 00:17:32,822 --> 00:17:36,534 - For thinking about things I shouldn't, 434 00:17:36,618 --> 00:17:38,828 for wanting things I shouldn't care so much about. 435 00:17:44,959 --> 00:17:49,005 Sometimes, I feel like... 436 00:17:49,088 --> 00:17:53,551 like I'm living someone else's life. 437 00:17:53,635 --> 00:17:55,553 Like... 438 00:17:57,931 --> 00:17:59,724 when I look at myself from the outside... 439 00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:04,437 it doesn't always feel like me. 440 00:18:06,648 --> 00:18:09,442 It feels like someone who's... 441 00:18:09,526 --> 00:18:12,111 trying to live up to the heroes of our history, 442 00:18:14,739 --> 00:18:16,491 like, I have to do something great, 443 00:18:19,452 --> 00:18:20,870 but I know I'm not great. 444 00:18:23,581 --> 00:18:26,376 Know it even more now, being with Him. 445 00:18:28,253 --> 00:18:29,671 - I understand. 446 00:18:31,256 --> 00:18:34,425 I feel like I need to not make anymore mistakes. 447 00:18:36,177 --> 00:18:37,136 - How do you think I felt? 448 00:18:38,680 --> 00:18:41,641 - You must feel that every day, no? 449 00:18:41,724 --> 00:18:43,726 - Not anymore. 450 00:18:43,810 --> 00:18:45,603 He always reassured me, 451 00:18:45,687 --> 00:18:47,355 and God always made me feel like 452 00:18:47,438 --> 00:18:49,274 I shouldn't be burdened. 453 00:18:51,234 --> 00:18:54,529 - So how did you feel when it happened? 454 00:18:54,612 --> 00:18:56,155 - When what happened? 455 00:18:56,239 --> 00:18:58,408 - His birth. 456 00:18:58,491 --> 00:19:01,286 Even before that. 457 00:19:01,369 --> 00:19:04,330 How did you know, when did you know who He was? 458 00:19:06,708 --> 00:19:09,085 - Oh, I don't know. 459 00:19:09,168 --> 00:19:10,128 We're all tired, 460 00:19:10,211 --> 00:19:11,880 do you really want to hear all that? 461 00:19:11,963 --> 00:19:14,215 ALL: Yes!! 462 00:19:14,299 --> 00:19:17,176 - Oh. [chuckling] 463 00:19:17,260 --> 00:19:19,178 Uh, hmm. 464 00:19:19,262 --> 00:19:22,432 Well... 465 00:19:22,515 --> 00:19:24,225 nothing about it was easy, 466 00:19:24,309 --> 00:19:26,728 I can tell you that. 467 00:19:26,811 --> 00:19:29,480 It wasn't in my hometown, 468 00:19:29,564 --> 00:19:31,691 my mother wasn't there, 469 00:19:31,774 --> 00:19:34,194 we had no midwife. 470 00:19:34,277 --> 00:19:37,113 I don't know if I'm ready to give all the details, 471 00:19:37,196 --> 00:19:39,741 maybe some other time. 472 00:19:39,824 --> 00:19:42,869 But I do remember this... 473 00:19:42,952 --> 00:19:45,455 When Joseph handed Him to me, 474 00:19:47,081 --> 00:19:49,417 it was like nothing I expected. 475 00:19:51,085 --> 00:19:54,213 It was like everything I'd heard about having a baby, 476 00:19:54,297 --> 00:19:58,927 but I thought this would be completely different. 477 00:19:59,010 --> 00:20:01,054 - What do you mean? 478 00:20:01,137 --> 00:20:04,098 - I had to clean Him off. 479 00:20:04,182 --> 00:20:06,059 He was covered in, um... 480 00:20:08,394 --> 00:20:12,357 I will be polite; He needed to be cleaned. 481 00:20:16,194 --> 00:20:22,617 And He was cold, and He was crying. 482 00:20:22,700 --> 00:20:28,247 And... He needed my help. 483 00:20:28,331 --> 00:20:30,375 My help... 484 00:20:30,458 --> 00:20:32,043 a teenager from Nazareth. 485 00:20:37,423 --> 00:20:40,051 It actually made me think for just one moment, 486 00:20:41,803 --> 00:20:43,680 “Is this really the Son of God?” 487 00:20:46,891 --> 00:20:48,017 And Joseph later told me 488 00:20:48,101 --> 00:20:50,103 he briefly thought the same thing. 489 00:20:54,315 --> 00:20:56,484 But we knew He was. 490 00:21:00,029 --> 00:21:01,906 I don't know what I expected... 491 00:21:05,159 --> 00:21:07,537 but He was crying and He needed me. 492 00:21:09,789 --> 00:21:11,749 And I wondered how long that would last. 493 00:21:17,797 --> 00:21:19,424 He doesn't need me anymore... 494 00:21:19,507 --> 00:21:22,176 not since we taught Him how to walk and eat. 495 00:21:24,512 --> 00:21:27,098 He hasn't needed me for a long time, I suppose. 496 00:21:30,435 --> 00:21:35,106 And after Joseph passed-- may he rest in peace-- 497 00:21:35,189 --> 00:21:38,443 He grew up even quicker. 498 00:21:38,526 --> 00:21:41,279 And I wish I could say that made me happy. 499 00:21:41,362 --> 00:21:42,572 Of course, as a Jew, 500 00:21:42,655 --> 00:21:45,158 I'm excited to see everything He does for our people, 501 00:21:45,241 --> 00:21:47,076 and I'm proud of Him. 502 00:21:50,246 --> 00:21:54,333 But... as a mom, 503 00:21:56,502 --> 00:21:58,129 [sighs] 504 00:21:58,212 --> 00:22:00,089 it makes me a little sad sometimes. 505 00:22:07,221 --> 00:22:09,640 So, it's good to be with all of you for a bit, 506 00:22:09,724 --> 00:22:12,643 I can find ways to help. 507 00:22:12,727 --> 00:22:14,604 - We'll take it. 508 00:22:19,358 --> 00:22:21,527 - Simon, when you were just with Him, 509 00:22:21,611 --> 00:22:24,489 did it seem it would go for very long? 510 00:22:24,572 --> 00:22:26,491 - It's tough to tell. 511 00:22:26,574 --> 00:22:29,911 The line was dying down, but... 512 00:22:29,994 --> 00:22:33,581 He won't send anyone away anyway, so-- 513 00:22:33,664 --> 00:22:34,791 [blows flame out] 514 00:22:34,874 --> 00:22:36,125 --we'll see. 515 00:22:38,628 --> 00:22:39,879 - I'll go check on them. 516 00:22:41,839 --> 00:22:44,967 [fire crackling] 517 00:22:45,051 --> 00:22:46,844 [crickets chirping] 518 00:22:46,928 --> 00:22:48,679 MARY MOTHER: Can I take your plate? 519 00:22:48,763 --> 00:22:49,972 - Yes, thank you. 520 00:22:52,433 --> 00:22:56,229 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 521 00:23:01,275 --> 00:23:03,069 - I didn't know He lost His Father. 522 00:23:05,822 --> 00:23:07,740 I lost mine several years ago, 523 00:23:09,325 --> 00:23:10,993 I'll have to ask Him about that. 524 00:23:15,623 --> 00:23:17,166 Has anyone else lost a parent? 525 00:23:19,544 --> 00:23:20,670 - Mm-hmm. 526 00:23:22,588 --> 00:23:23,840 - I'm sorry. 527 00:23:25,174 --> 00:23:26,884 Was it recent? 528 00:23:26,968 --> 00:23:30,847 - No, no, it was when I was a little girl. 529 00:23:30,930 --> 00:23:34,725 - It's painful, I'm sorry. 530 00:23:34,809 --> 00:23:36,394 - Thank you, it was. 531 00:23:39,147 --> 00:23:41,691 I didn't fully understand it right away. 532 00:23:41,774 --> 00:23:48,906 But, eventually, it made me really angry, 533 00:23:48,990 --> 00:23:54,662 and... I left when I was young. 534 00:23:54,745 --> 00:23:55,705 - Left home? 535 00:23:55,788 --> 00:23:58,541 MARY MAGDALENE: Left everything. 536 00:23:58,624 --> 00:24:01,252 Everything. 537 00:24:01,335 --> 00:24:08,259 I, uh... I tried to stop acting like a Jew, 538 00:24:08,342 --> 00:24:12,805 I tried to stop being myself. 539 00:24:12,889 --> 00:24:18,394 And then, later, as some of the people from our town, 540 00:24:18,477 --> 00:24:22,982 including some of you, knew about, 541 00:24:23,065 --> 00:24:24,734 worse things happened. 542 00:24:27,737 --> 00:24:31,240 Most of it is a blur, 543 00:24:31,324 --> 00:24:33,367 but I forgot so much of everything I learned 544 00:24:33,451 --> 00:24:34,619 as a little girl. 545 00:24:37,246 --> 00:24:38,748 - But now you can catch up. 546 00:24:42,919 --> 00:24:43,961 - Yes. 547 00:24:45,546 --> 00:24:46,547 I hope. 548 00:24:48,257 --> 00:24:49,383 With Matthew and Ramah. 549 00:24:51,552 --> 00:24:54,096 You all are so far ahead, 550 00:24:54,180 --> 00:24:56,432 and you're so good at all of this. 551 00:24:56,515 --> 00:24:58,267 We're not as good as you think. 552 00:24:58,351 --> 00:24:59,936 [laughing] 553 00:25:00,019 --> 00:25:01,729 - Yeah, most of us, 554 00:25:01,812 --> 00:25:03,731 but you were the one with your nose in the writings. 555 00:25:03,814 --> 00:25:04,732 Still are. 556 00:25:04,815 --> 00:25:08,694 - Ah, a little; not as good as others. 557 00:25:08,778 --> 00:25:10,112 - Oh, come on, 558 00:25:10,196 --> 00:25:12,907 you can recite half of Torah, if you had to. 559 00:25:12,990 --> 00:25:13,783 - Maybe. 560 00:25:13,866 --> 00:25:15,701 - Maybe, yeah, maybe. 561 00:25:15,785 --> 00:25:17,954 THADDEUS: Still going. 562 00:25:18,037 --> 00:25:20,122 I couldn't do anymore, 563 00:25:20,206 --> 00:25:21,916 but they said they've got it. 564 00:25:25,378 --> 00:25:27,880 - I really want to be a good student. 565 00:25:27,964 --> 00:25:29,924 - I don't think any of us went to bet midrash 566 00:25:30,007 --> 00:25:33,427 or did much study after school. 567 00:25:33,511 --> 00:25:36,138 That's what's so surprising about all this. 568 00:25:36,222 --> 00:25:38,099 Thomas, did you? 569 00:25:38,182 --> 00:25:39,767 - No, I was in the family business 570 00:25:39,850 --> 00:25:42,561 the day after I graduated. 571 00:25:42,645 --> 00:25:43,771 Thirteen years old, 572 00:25:43,854 --> 00:25:47,108 and I was preparing and serving food at weddings, 573 00:25:47,191 --> 00:25:49,860 I was not a student at all, believe me. 574 00:25:49,944 --> 00:25:52,905 - I wasn't even good at praying until recently, 575 00:25:52,989 --> 00:25:54,573 I would get bored with it. 576 00:25:54,657 --> 00:25:57,576 You know, the same thing over and over. 577 00:25:57,660 --> 00:26:00,496 I learned to love it as I got older. 578 00:26:00,579 --> 00:26:02,707 - I wasn't great at any of it when I was a student. 579 00:26:02,790 --> 00:26:05,751 - I wasn't, either, I didn't like all the rules. 580 00:26:05,835 --> 00:26:08,004 - I never struggled with it. 581 00:26:08,087 --> 00:26:09,130 I do what I'm told. 582 00:26:09,213 --> 00:26:11,299 - Yes, I'm the same, 583 00:26:11,382 --> 00:26:13,718 I've always been a rule follower. 584 00:26:13,801 --> 00:26:16,429 - I've always loved the history, the stories, 585 00:26:16,512 --> 00:26:18,723 so I've always loved the rules, too. 586 00:26:23,019 --> 00:26:24,061 - Simon? 587 00:26:26,772 --> 00:26:27,857 - I've had my moments. 588 00:26:27,940 --> 00:26:32,361 [laughing] 589 00:26:32,445 --> 00:26:36,240 - One time when my parents were asleep, 590 00:26:36,324 --> 00:26:41,162 I had meat with cheese, just to see what I was missing. 591 00:26:41,245 --> 00:26:42,246 Have you ever done that? 592 00:26:42,330 --> 00:26:44,373 - No, I'd feel too guilty. 593 00:26:44,457 --> 00:26:46,167 - You feel guilty about everything. 594 00:26:46,250 --> 00:26:47,251 Right after you were born, 595 00:26:47,335 --> 00:26:49,962 you said sorry to Eema for causing her pain. 596 00:26:50,046 --> 00:26:51,672 THOMAS: Forget the guilt, 597 00:26:51,756 --> 00:26:53,382 I was sick for days. 598 00:26:53,466 --> 00:26:55,843 I haven't violated a single food rule since. 599 00:26:55,926 --> 00:26:57,636 - I tried pork once. 600 00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:58,929 - How? 601 00:26:59,013 --> 00:27:02,016 - We were traveling and we were in a Gentile marketplace, 602 00:27:02,099 --> 00:27:04,018 and I just grabbed a piece. 603 00:27:04,101 --> 00:27:05,436 - Really. 604 00:27:05,519 --> 00:27:06,812 - Ah, it was marvelous. 605 00:27:06,896 --> 00:27:08,814 [laughing] 606 00:27:08,898 --> 00:27:10,524 - One time, on the boats, 607 00:27:10,608 --> 00:27:13,110 we were approaching a Shabbat sunset. 608 00:27:13,194 --> 00:27:15,738 Abba and John had finished their tasks, 609 00:27:15,821 --> 00:27:18,366 and I still had to put my fish in the barrels 610 00:27:18,449 --> 00:27:19,533 because I had so many. 611 00:27:19,617 --> 00:27:21,535 - No, it was because you were going too slow, 612 00:27:21,619 --> 00:27:22,578 because you're too careful. 613 00:27:22,661 --> 00:27:24,580 - No, it was because I had so many... 614 00:27:24,663 --> 00:27:25,998 - Okay. 615 00:27:26,082 --> 00:27:28,959 - So, you have to put them away, obviously, 616 00:27:29,043 --> 00:27:30,044 before the sun sets, 617 00:27:30,127 --> 00:27:31,337 or they'll rot the next day, 618 00:27:31,420 --> 00:27:32,838 and you can't clean them during Shabbat. 619 00:27:32,838 --> 00:27:34,882 So, I started yelling to the others, 620 00:27:34,965 --> 00:27:37,676 "Hey, come on, help me." 621 00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:38,886 No. 622 00:27:38,969 --> 00:27:41,555 They just laughed at me and walked home. 623 00:27:41,639 --> 00:27:44,266 And I had to work so hard and so fast, 624 00:27:44,350 --> 00:27:45,935 I ended up spilling some of the fish 625 00:27:46,018 --> 00:27:47,103 back in the water. 626 00:27:47,186 --> 00:27:51,273 But I finished, just in time. 627 00:27:51,357 --> 00:27:55,486 And I was breathing so hard, I vomited on the shore. 628 00:27:55,569 --> 00:27:56,779 JOHN: He had to wait two whole days 629 00:27:56,862 --> 00:27:58,030 to clean it up. 630 00:27:59,490 --> 00:28:00,699 Oh, um, sorry. 631 00:28:00,783 --> 00:28:02,743 [chuckling] 632 00:28:02,827 --> 00:28:04,995 - I've grown to love being Jewish, 633 00:28:05,079 --> 00:28:07,206 and I've grown to love following the Law, 634 00:28:07,289 --> 00:28:09,667 but it can be exhausting. 635 00:28:09,750 --> 00:28:11,377 - Following the Law or being Jewish? 636 00:28:11,460 --> 00:28:12,920 ANDREW: Both. 637 00:28:13,003 --> 00:28:14,922 BIG JAMES: It always has been. 638 00:28:15,005 --> 00:28:17,341 Even before the occupation. 639 00:28:17,425 --> 00:28:20,553 MARY MAGDALENE: Yes, but aren't we used to it by now? 640 00:28:20,636 --> 00:28:22,179 Hasn't it made us stronger? 641 00:28:24,181 --> 00:28:25,808 THOMAS: I don't get it, if I'm honest. 642 00:28:28,102 --> 00:28:30,396 I don't know why God has allowed the occupation. 643 00:28:33,274 --> 00:28:36,527 I'll have to ask Him more about that... 644 00:28:36,610 --> 00:28:38,988 why this has been allowed for so long. 645 00:28:43,325 --> 00:28:46,078 It's hard to feel like "the chosen people." 646 00:28:46,162 --> 00:28:47,997 - I've been there. 647 00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:50,583 - But it's all worth it now, yes? 648 00:28:52,168 --> 00:28:53,335 The wait is over. 649 00:28:54,587 --> 00:28:58,007 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 650 00:28:58,090 --> 00:28:59,675 [owl hoots] 651 00:29:07,057 --> 00:29:08,142 - What about you? 652 00:29:10,769 --> 00:29:12,605 - What do you mean? 653 00:29:12,688 --> 00:29:16,400 - Has it been difficult for you all this time? 654 00:29:16,484 --> 00:29:19,528 The occupation, following Jewish Law? 655 00:29:19,612 --> 00:29:22,948 - My life has not been easy. 656 00:29:23,032 --> 00:29:24,825 SIMON: Oh, it hasn't? 657 00:29:24,909 --> 00:29:27,703 What was more painful for you: 658 00:29:27,786 --> 00:29:30,247 escaping Roman persecution by working for them, 659 00:29:30,331 --> 00:29:33,584 or escaping your guilt with all the money? 660 00:29:33,667 --> 00:29:36,045 And now you're catching up on Torah 661 00:29:36,128 --> 00:29:37,838 and wanting to follow the Law? 662 00:29:37,922 --> 00:29:39,256 Why now, all of a sudden? 663 00:29:39,340 --> 00:29:41,467 Why not all the other times you had the chance? 664 00:29:41,550 --> 00:29:42,426 - Simon. 665 00:29:42,510 --> 00:29:44,011 - No, no, John, I want to know. 666 00:29:44,094 --> 00:29:45,721 Mary had horrible trauma, 667 00:29:45,804 --> 00:29:48,891 she didn't choose all that happened to her. 668 00:29:48,974 --> 00:29:50,184 What's your excuse? 669 00:29:51,936 --> 00:29:53,729 - What do you want me to say? 670 00:29:53,812 --> 00:29:55,898 I don't know what you want from me. 671 00:29:55,981 --> 00:29:57,441 - An apology. 672 00:29:57,525 --> 00:29:58,901 - What? 673 00:30:00,236 --> 00:30:02,112 - Simon's not wrong. 674 00:30:02,196 --> 00:30:06,325 He could be more... delicate about it, but... 675 00:30:06,408 --> 00:30:09,787 you did choose to work for them, 676 00:30:09,870 --> 00:30:13,082 and you made my life even harder than it already was, 677 00:30:13,165 --> 00:30:14,667 and you haven't apologized. 678 00:30:17,336 --> 00:30:18,212 SIMON: No, no, don't say it, 679 00:30:18,295 --> 00:30:19,380 I don't want you to apologize, 680 00:30:19,463 --> 00:30:20,339 it doesn't matter. 681 00:30:20,422 --> 00:30:21,757 What will hearing him say "sorry" do? 682 00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:22,967 I won't forgive it anyway. 683 00:30:23,050 --> 00:30:25,386 - What keeps putting you in authority? 684 00:30:25,469 --> 00:30:27,346 Who are you to forgive or not to forgive? 685 00:30:27,429 --> 00:30:28,264 - What, you're on his side? 686 00:30:28,347 --> 00:30:29,223 - No, of course not, 687 00:30:29,306 --> 00:30:31,141 but you've had your problems too! 688 00:30:31,225 --> 00:30:33,602 What about apologizing for what you almost did to us 689 00:30:33,686 --> 00:30:34,603 with the Romans? 690 00:30:34,687 --> 00:30:36,105 SIMON: I didn't go through with it! 691 00:30:36,188 --> 00:30:37,898 I was trying to save my family's life, 692 00:30:37,982 --> 00:30:39,483 and I love you, John, 693 00:30:39,567 --> 00:30:41,402 but that's not something you have to worry about 694 00:30:41,485 --> 00:30:44,321 when Zeb and Salome are looking out for you. 695 00:30:44,405 --> 00:30:46,532 But you put me in a desperate position 696 00:30:46,615 --> 00:30:49,326 where I did things I would never have done otherwise, 697 00:30:49,410 --> 00:30:50,369 and I've repented for them. 698 00:30:50,452 --> 00:30:51,996 And John and James, I am sorry, 699 00:30:52,079 --> 00:30:53,539 but I didn't go through with it! 700 00:30:55,374 --> 00:30:56,625 THOMAS: What is your excuse? 701 00:30:58,168 --> 00:30:59,420 I was a successful businessman, 702 00:30:59,503 --> 00:31:00,713 and yet I was always behind. 703 00:31:00,796 --> 00:31:01,880 - He wasn't your tax collector. 704 00:31:01,964 --> 00:31:03,674 Quit defending him; I want an answer! 705 00:31:03,757 --> 00:31:05,384 - Hey! You're new. 706 00:31:08,053 --> 00:31:09,513 SIMON: Do you even know what it's like 707 00:31:09,597 --> 00:31:11,557 to be Jewish? 708 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:14,518 To suffer for centuries and centuries because of it, 709 00:31:14,602 --> 00:31:16,979 but to still commit to it? 710 00:31:17,062 --> 00:31:18,105 To protect our heritage, 711 00:31:18,188 --> 00:31:20,274 even though it never stops being painful? 712 00:31:20,357 --> 00:31:22,401 Because the one comfort we have 713 00:31:22,484 --> 00:31:24,653 is to know that we're doing it together, 714 00:31:24,737 --> 00:31:26,905 that we're all suffering together. 715 00:31:26,989 --> 00:31:29,908 But if we just wait a little longer, 716 00:31:29,992 --> 00:31:31,994 if we hold tight just a little more, 717 00:31:32,077 --> 00:31:32,995 we'll have rescue, 718 00:31:33,078 --> 00:31:35,623 because we're chosen, all of us. 719 00:31:35,706 --> 00:31:39,084 And you betrayed that, and you spit on it! 720 00:31:39,168 --> 00:31:40,169 I can't forgive it! 721 00:31:40,252 --> 00:31:41,253 I'll never forgive it! 722 00:31:41,337 --> 00:31:42,796 BIG JAMES: All right! 723 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:46,091 You've said what you needed to say. 724 00:31:46,175 --> 00:31:47,259 Sit down, Simon. 725 00:31:47,343 --> 00:31:49,261 - You sit down first! 726 00:31:52,681 --> 00:31:55,809 [approaching footsteps] 727 00:32:13,077 --> 00:32:14,078 [wearily] - Good night. 728 00:32:30,928 --> 00:32:34,348 [shaky, painful breathing] 729 00:32:37,101 --> 00:32:38,185 Ugh! 730 00:32:50,364 --> 00:32:52,241 Oh, Eema. 731 00:32:53,659 --> 00:32:55,411 Thank you. 732 00:32:55,494 --> 00:33:00,082 [woman vocalizing] 733 00:33:14,805 --> 00:33:16,432 [trickling water] 734 00:33:18,058 --> 00:33:20,811 [shaky breathing] 735 00:33:24,231 --> 00:33:27,985 ♪ ♪ 736 00:33:32,114 --> 00:33:33,615 [trickling water] 737 00:33:43,792 --> 00:33:45,002 MARY MOTHER: [whispering] You've got blood on your hands. 738 00:33:49,882 --> 00:33:51,550 One more. 739 00:33:51,633 --> 00:33:53,051 There we go. 740 00:33:53,135 --> 00:33:54,094 - I'm a mess. 741 00:33:54,178 --> 00:33:55,721 [chuckles] 742 00:33:55,804 --> 00:33:56,597 Good? 743 00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:58,682 - Good. 744 00:33:58,766 --> 00:34:01,351 [kiss] What would I do without you, Eema. 745 00:34:03,270 --> 00:34:04,188 - Now, get some sleep. 746 00:34:04,271 --> 00:34:05,689 - Okay. 747 00:34:05,773 --> 00:34:06,899 I'm so tired. 748 00:34:11,069 --> 00:34:14,072 Oh. [shuddered breaths] 749 00:34:17,493 --> 00:34:20,579 Blessed are You, Lord our God, 750 00:34:20,662 --> 00:34:22,998 King of the Universe, 751 00:34:23,081 --> 00:34:25,918 who brings sleep to My eyes, 752 00:34:26,001 --> 00:34:29,129 and slumber to My eyelids. 753 00:34:29,213 --> 00:34:33,091 May it be Your will, Lord My God, 754 00:34:33,175 --> 00:34:35,719 and God of My ancestors, 755 00:34:35,803 --> 00:34:38,472 that I lie down in peace, 756 00:34:38,555 --> 00:34:38,581 and that I arise in peace.