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♪ Oh, child,
come on in. ♪
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♪ Jump in the water. ♪
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♪ Got no trouble
with the mess you been. ♪
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♪ Walk on the water. ♪
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♪ Walk on the water. ♪
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♪ Oh, child... ♪
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♪ Walk on the water. ♪
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♪ Got no trouble. ♪
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♪ Walk on the water. ♪
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♪ Walk on the water. ♪♪
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[background voices]
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MATTHEW: But where would be
a good place to start?
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PHILIP:
For you?
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- Yes,
for me.
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The Law of Moses?
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The prophecies
of Isaiah?
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The wisdom
of Solomon?
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- Mm.
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For you, I think
Psalms of David.
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A good start.
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- I'm ready.
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- For example,
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"To the choirmaster,
a psalm of David.
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"If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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If I make my bed in the depths,
you are there."
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- And...?
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- Just that.
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Just a few more
minutes.
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Thank you for your patience,
folks, thank you.
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- But I'm not planning on
ascending to heaven
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or making my bed
deep in the depths.
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-You asked
for a passage.
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- Yes, but one that could
help me understand how
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you and everyone else
knows more.
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- That's what I know,
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and what you must
come to believe
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if you want to make
any meaningful study of Torah.
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- I don't understand.
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Excuse me.
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EMOTIONAL WOMAN:
Yes?
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Can you tell me
what happened with Jesus.
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EMOTIONAL WOMAN:
He healed me!
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- Healed you of what?
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EMOTIONAL WOMAN
Epilepsy!
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- Yes,
and how long have--
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- Say it back to me.
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- "If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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"If I make my bed
deep in the depths,
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you are there."
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- There's nowhere
you can go,
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no heights you can climb to
in your intellectual mind,
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no depths you can reach
in your soul,
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where God
is not with you.
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Do you get it?
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- I think so.
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- No amount of learning
can bring you closer to God,
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or you make you more or less
precious to Him.
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He's always right here,
right now,
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with you,
and for you.
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- But I don't feel it.
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- The feeling doesn't
always come first.
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Sometimes you have
to believe first.
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- Believing a thing
does not make it true.
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- That is wisdom.
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But these aren't
not just any words.
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They are David's,
in Scripture.
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- But how do you know
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whether David was only
talking about himself,
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and not about
everyone else?
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He did say, “If I ascend”
not “If people ascend.”
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- It almost sounds like
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you don't want it
to be true.
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- Excuse me,
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can you please tell me
what happened with Jesus?
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EXCITED MAN:
Are you with Him?
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- Yes, yes,
we are His students.
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- Oh, thank you!!
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[laughing]
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- Are you okay?
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[annoyed]
- I'm fine.
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So, with the passage
from David...
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I'm just trying
to understand.
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- The trying
is the thing.
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Meditate on it for a few days
and come back to me.
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You're always
writing things down.
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Try writing it down
several times.
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Something about writing it down
that goes a long way.
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- That's what I say,
too.
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- Matthew, I think we've
only just begun to know
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all you can do.
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MAN WITH JESUS: I've been
healed, I've been healed!!
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Thaddeus, Little James,
you're up!
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MAN WITH JESUS:
I've been healed!!
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- How's the line?
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- It's getting longer.
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I'll come back out soon
and help you,
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I won't take
my full break.
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- Where's Nathanael?
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It's my turn
to replace him.
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- Said he's
staying through,
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doesn't want
to stop his shift.
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- Philip,
take my place,
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see if you can make
some headway,
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he's scary good.
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- There have been
over 60 people already,
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with 50 waiting
in line currently,
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not including lepers
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and others
who are still in line.
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- Did you say over 50
in the line right now?
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- Yes.
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- How long
is this going to last?
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- Well, it depends
on each encounter you have--
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- Never mind,
I get it.
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- Matthew.
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- Yes.
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- Did you get some ideas
from Philip?
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- Yes,
from the songs of David...
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the passage to study
before we learn more.
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- "If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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"If I make my bed
deep in the depths,
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you are there..."
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- It's still bleeding.
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- What?
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is that from the firewood
from before?
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- Yes, and then,
when I pushed back the man
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that was rushing
the line,
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I cut it more
on his bag.
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Hand me that rag.
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PHILIP:
That same man you speak of
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bumped into me
on his way out,
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after Jesus
healed his wife.
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I believe he's one of the men
who arrived here last night.
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BIG JAMES: Almost
a four-hour walk this morning
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and we didn't even have
a moment to settle in.
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I mean, it's great
what He's doing, obviously,
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but I wish it would have
happened tomorrow.
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- What is happening?
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[chuckles]
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What are we part of?
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- Is it wrong to say
I have no idea?
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- No, it makes me
feel better.
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- I think that I haven't
had time to think about it.
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All this time my parents,
I just know, hate it.
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Other than that,
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I figured Thomas and I
would get our answers
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from the rest of you.
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- The word is already
spreading so fast.
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I didn't think
about that.
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Have you thought about the fame
from all of this?
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- I wouldn't mind
being famous.
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- Ha!
I'm not surprised.
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PHILIP: It's not as fun
as you might think.
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- I cannot remember
a time
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I did not think
about the Messiah
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at least
once a week.
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My whole life
I prayed and prayed
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that He would come
during this time,
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and I just hoped that I would
at least get to see Him.
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But to be close to Him,
like this?
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A nobody like me,
I--
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What's not fun
about that?
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- You call today fun?
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- Maybe not fun,
but good.
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But with this fame
comes enemies.
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You will be hated,
too.
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MATTHEW:
I'm used to that.
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- Well,
you were protected.
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And your enemies
weren't powerful.
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- Speaking of enemies...
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if someone had told you
growing up,
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that you would be
a student of the Messiah.
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You.
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You would be close
to Him,
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and you will help Him
in His mission,
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what would
you have thought?
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- I would have said,
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“Sorry, I'm a girl,
ask my brother.”
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BIG JAMES:
Fair enough.
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But, really,
Thomas...
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- Hmm?
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- What would you
have thought?
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- I would have thought,
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“I don't have
military training.”
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That's still a problem,
actually.
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- Exactly.
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When I was a child,
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I used to think how amazing
it would be to see Messiah
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kill all the Romans
on my street.
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And I wanted
to help Him.
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I trained every day
with a wooden sword.
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- Yes, and I have this scar that
proves he was pretty good.
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- I used to imagine
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that the Romans would
break into our home,
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and I would be hiding
under the bed with a knife.
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And just when
they came to get me,
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Messiah would rescue me
at the last moment.
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- I didn't think we'd be
spending our time healing--
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well,
watching Him heal.
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And they'll never stop.
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The people come
the more they hear about it,
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and we're just going to be
doing this the next five years
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and we'll never get
to the fighting part.
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PHILIP: Eager to bring out that
wooden sword of yours, are you?
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- Do you honestly not know
what I'm talking about?
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- I guess I haven't
had any expectations,
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that's probably why
it's a little easier for me.
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I can remember
as a little girl
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hearing about how someone
would save us someday,
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but I don't remember
much about it.
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Why is it you expect
a warrior?
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- Zechariah.
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“For I will gather all
the nations against Jerusalem
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"to battle,
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"and the city
will be captured.
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"Then the Lord
will go forth
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"and fight against
those nations,
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"as when He fights
on a day of battle.
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"On that day His feet will stand
on the Mount of Olives,
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which is in front of Jerusalem
on the east--"
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- Yes, yes, yes,
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the Mount of Olives
will be split in two
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from east to west,
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and half of it will move,
all this craziness,
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but we don't even know
when this is going to be,
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if it's even
in this lifetime.
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JOHN: Here's what I also
do not understand.
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Isn't the Messiah
supposed to come
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at a time
when all is holy?
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That's at least
what you've been telling me.
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RAMAH:
What is that from?
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- Even a prophetic poem
from the rabbis
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not so long ago.
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“And there shall be no
unrighteousness in them
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"on his day,
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"for they shall
all be holy
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and their king
shall be the Lord Messiah.”
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- I guess that's why
the Pharisees
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do not think
He is the one, Mary.
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You have to help clean out
the Red Quarter first.
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[laughing]
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- I don't think He's waiting
for us to be holy.
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I think He's here because
we can't be holy without Him.
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- Whoa...
that's good.
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The Baptizer
will want to use that.
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LITTLE JAMES:
Big James,
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they need you to help
with crowd control...
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00:10:10,882 --> 00:10:13,009
people were bickering,
and getting physical,
258
00:10:13,093 --> 00:10:14,928
and I can't help much
in that department.
259
00:10:15,011 --> 00:10:15,762
- Bickering?
260
00:10:15,011 --> 00:10:15,762
- Yeah.
261
00:10:15,845 --> 00:10:16,596
- Are you
serious?
262
00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:17,764
- Yes.
263
00:10:17,847 --> 00:10:18,723
I'm going to use
my sword on them
264
00:10:18,807 --> 00:10:19,891
before the Romans.
265
00:10:22,018 --> 00:10:24,187
- So...
266
00:10:24,270 --> 00:10:26,147
Let's see here,
how are we doing?
267
00:10:26,231 --> 00:10:27,232
[laughing]
268
00:10:27,315 --> 00:10:29,526
PHILIP:
Well, how do I put this?
269
00:10:29,609 --> 00:10:31,194
Ehh....
270
00:10:31,277 --> 00:10:32,487
- What?
Are you serious?
271
00:10:32,570 --> 00:10:33,613
I'm worse off
than I was!
272
00:10:33,696 --> 00:10:35,615
- Yes,
yes, you are.
273
00:10:35,698 --> 00:10:37,075
- I thought you said
you were good at this.
274
00:10:37,158 --> 00:10:38,451
- I thought I was.
275
00:10:38,535 --> 00:10:39,703
- I can't get
out of this now.
276
00:10:39,786 --> 00:10:40,578
- Sorry, James.
277
00:10:40,662 --> 00:10:41,538
- Ugh.
278
00:10:43,456 --> 00:10:44,457
[sighs]
279
00:10:46,084 --> 00:10:47,752
So, what was everyone
talking about?
280
00:10:47,836 --> 00:10:49,170
- Eh, not much,
281
00:10:49,254 --> 00:10:52,215
just prophecy,
our growing fame,
282
00:10:52,298 --> 00:10:53,383
the Messiah
healing disease
283
00:10:53,466 --> 00:10:54,884
instead of overthrowing
the Romans,
284
00:10:54,968 --> 00:10:56,344
small topics
like that.
285
00:10:56,428 --> 00:10:58,096
- Well, I'm not sorry
I missed it.
286
00:11:00,807 --> 00:11:02,308
I'm ready for this day
to be over.
287
00:11:04,102 --> 00:11:05,854
- What about
out there?
288
00:11:05,937 --> 00:11:07,313
Anything happen
in your short shift?
289
00:11:07,397 --> 00:11:08,815
-No, it's the same
as all day.
290
00:11:11,276 --> 00:11:12,569
One thing that is
annoying me, though,
291
00:11:12,652 --> 00:11:15,488
is these people,
they are believing in Him,
292
00:11:15,572 --> 00:11:16,739
and praising Him--
293
00:11:16,823 --> 00:11:19,701
and don't get me wrong,
that's great--
294
00:11:19,784 --> 00:11:22,787
but it's because
He's healing them.
295
00:11:22,871 --> 00:11:23,872
The Samaritans.
296
00:11:23,955 --> 00:11:26,833
- Yeah, it was pretty much
what He said.
297
00:11:26,916 --> 00:11:27,834
That's all
they needed.
298
00:11:27,917 --> 00:11:29,794
- I know.
299
00:11:29,878 --> 00:11:31,212
I just don't know
how many of them
300
00:11:31,296 --> 00:11:33,631
would believe in Him
if He wasn't healing them.
301
00:11:37,177 --> 00:11:39,929
- So, I have to ask...
302
00:11:40,013 --> 00:11:42,724
[chuckling]
- I think I can guess.
303
00:11:42,807 --> 00:11:44,434
- I have two questions.
304
00:11:44,517 --> 00:11:48,188
Forgive me,
but I speak plainly.
305
00:11:48,271 --> 00:11:50,857
What is your malady?
306
00:11:50,940 --> 00:11:52,525
Forgive me,
I don't mean to offend.
307
00:11:52,609 --> 00:11:53,651
- It's fine.
308
00:11:53,735 --> 00:11:56,321
It's a form
of paralysis,
309
00:11:56,404 --> 00:11:57,780
it's caused problems
since birth.
310
00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,950
MARY MAGDALENE: It's almost
time for evening meal.
311
00:12:01,034 --> 00:12:02,118
Are you hungry?
312
00:12:04,787 --> 00:12:07,665
- So then why...
313
00:12:07,749 --> 00:12:12,879
I mean...
why hasn't He healed you?
314
00:12:12,962 --> 00:12:15,048
How do you watch
all these healings today?
315
00:12:15,131 --> 00:12:16,174
Does it bother you?
316
00:12:17,509 --> 00:12:21,763
- Whew!
Fair questions.
317
00:12:21,846 --> 00:12:24,849
Um...
I'm still trying to figure out
318
00:12:24,933 --> 00:12:27,602
how I feel
about all of this.
319
00:12:27,685 --> 00:12:31,856
I mean, I suppose one big thing
is that I haven't asked.
320
00:12:31,940 --> 00:12:32,982
- Why not?
321
00:12:35,109 --> 00:12:36,486
- I don't know.
322
00:12:39,697 --> 00:12:44,410
- If I had your...
struggle,
323
00:12:44,494 --> 00:12:47,664
and I was watching
what was happening today,
324
00:12:47,747 --> 00:12:49,791
I'd demand it.
325
00:12:49,874 --> 00:12:51,751
- I don't know
if I should.
326
00:12:51,834 --> 00:12:53,878
It just doesn't
feel right.
327
00:12:53,962 --> 00:12:55,505
You know, and I suppose
I've just been grateful
328
00:12:55,588 --> 00:12:58,466
that He called me to follow Him
in spite of it, but--
329
00:12:58,550 --> 00:13:00,969
it's never come up,
not even once.
330
00:13:01,052 --> 00:13:02,762
I'm just afraid that
if I mention it to Him,
331
00:13:02,845 --> 00:13:08,518
it will make Him change
His mind about me, or something.
332
00:13:08,601 --> 00:13:11,771
[Thomas laughing]
333
00:13:11,854 --> 00:13:15,275
- I'm pretty sure
He knows your situation.
334
00:13:15,358 --> 00:13:16,609
It's not like
if you point it out,
335
00:13:16,693 --> 00:13:17,527
He'd be surprised.
336
00:13:17,610 --> 00:13:18,444
- That's true.
337
00:13:18,528 --> 00:13:19,320
[laughing]
338
00:13:19,404 --> 00:13:20,822
MARY MOTHER:
Mary!
339
00:13:20,905 --> 00:13:22,198
- Let's go.
340
00:13:23,700 --> 00:13:25,368
MARY MOTHER:
So good to see you!
341
00:13:25,451 --> 00:13:27,745
MARY MAGDALENE:
So good to see you!
342
00:13:27,829 --> 00:13:29,080
MARY MOTHER:
So glad to be here.
343
00:13:29,163 --> 00:13:31,207
MARY MAGDALENE: We thought
you were coming tomorrow.
344
00:13:31,291 --> 00:13:32,292
MARY MOTHER:
Well, some friends
345
00:13:32,375 --> 00:13:35,587
were able to come
with me earlier,
346
00:13:35,670 --> 00:13:37,255
so they dropped me off
today
347
00:13:37,338 --> 00:13:39,757
and they are seeing
some family in the area.
348
00:13:39,841 --> 00:13:42,468
- You'll be with us
for a little while, yes?
349
00:13:42,552 --> 00:13:45,054
- Through the Feast,
and then we'll see.
350
00:13:45,138 --> 00:13:47,557
Oh, Philip,
shalom!
351
00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:48,683
What are you
doing here?!
352
00:13:48,766 --> 00:13:50,435
- I'm with
your Son now.
353
00:13:50,518 --> 00:13:51,853
- Is John all right?
354
00:13:51,936 --> 00:13:53,771
I haven't spoken to him
in a while.
355
00:13:53,855 --> 00:13:54,731
- John is fine,
356
00:13:54,814 --> 00:13:55,857
but he said
the time was now,
357
00:13:55,940 --> 00:13:58,526
so here I am, trying
to make myself useful.
358
00:13:58,610 --> 00:13:59,527
MARY MOTHER:
Uh-huh.
359
00:13:59,611 --> 00:14:01,070
THADDEUS: Mary,
this is Matthew,
360
00:14:01,154 --> 00:14:02,697
he wasn't with us
at the wedding.
361
00:14:02,780 --> 00:14:05,658
MARY MOTHER: Oh, shalom,
Matthew, welcome.
362
00:14:05,742 --> 00:14:09,120
Oh, look,
that's fine clothing.
363
00:14:09,203 --> 00:14:10,204
- Thank you.
364
00:14:10,288 --> 00:14:11,664
MARY MOTHER:
What do you do?
365
00:14:11,748 --> 00:14:12,707
- I don't,
I was--
366
00:14:12,790 --> 00:14:15,376
- He's a new student;
Jesus called him.
367
00:14:15,460 --> 00:14:17,337
- Ah, lovely.
368
00:14:17,420 --> 00:14:19,464
Well, I'm sure
you're someone special.
369
00:14:19,547 --> 00:14:22,300
So, was today
a very long day?
370
00:14:22,383 --> 00:14:24,469
I saw
a lot of people,
371
00:14:24,552 --> 00:14:26,137
Simon told me
to come back here.
372
00:14:26,220 --> 00:14:28,681
Do we know when Jesus
will be finished?
373
00:14:28,765 --> 00:14:30,767
- We walked from Philippi
this morning,
374
00:14:30,850 --> 00:14:32,977
and He hasn't stopped
since then.
375
00:14:33,061 --> 00:14:34,228
- Hmm.
376
00:14:34,312 --> 00:14:35,480
He has always
been a worker.
377
00:14:35,563 --> 00:14:37,774
He gets that
from his father...
378
00:14:37,857 --> 00:14:40,234
both of them,
I suppose, hm.
379
00:14:40,318 --> 00:14:44,197
Speaking of work,
I see the food.
380
00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:45,406
You all look exhausted.
381
00:14:45,490 --> 00:14:46,699
I'm here to help.
382
00:14:46,783 --> 00:14:48,785
We'll have it ready
very, very soon.
383
00:14:50,787 --> 00:14:56,084
[♪ soft music ♪]
384
00:15:06,469 --> 00:15:10,723
♪ ♪
385
00:15:10,723 --> 00:15:14,018
[woman softly vocalizes]
386
00:15:22,402 --> 00:15:25,655
♪ ♪
387
00:15:36,666 --> 00:15:38,501
SIMON: Andrew,
I need a mental break.
388
00:15:39,544 --> 00:15:42,255
Do one of your
“meaningless question” games.
389
00:15:42,338 --> 00:15:45,925
- They're not meaningless...
they're interesting.
390
00:15:47,719 --> 00:15:50,680
And I've got one I've been
thinking about lately.
391
00:15:50,763 --> 00:15:53,516
What would you do
for unlimited money?
392
00:15:53,599 --> 00:15:56,227
Or what would you
give up
393
00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:58,855
to have all the money
you could ever want,
394
00:15:58,938 --> 00:16:00,273
for the rest
of your life?
395
00:16:00,356 --> 00:16:01,357
BIG JAMES:
Meaning...
396
00:16:01,441 --> 00:16:03,067
would I do
something painful?
397
00:16:03,151 --> 00:16:05,570
- Yes,
or crazy.
398
00:16:05,653 --> 00:16:08,156
Would you run through
the marketplace
399
00:16:08,239 --> 00:16:09,949
with no clothes on,
screaming?
400
00:16:10,032 --> 00:16:11,909
THOMAS:
Of course not,
401
00:16:11,993 --> 00:16:13,286
I'd be killed
by a soldier.
402
00:16:13,369 --> 00:16:15,913
- Plus, it would be immodest,
it would be a sin.
403
00:16:15,997 --> 00:16:19,375
- Fine, something
that wasn't a sin.
404
00:16:19,459 --> 00:16:21,210
Would you give up
your left hand
405
00:16:21,294 --> 00:16:23,379
if you would be rich
the rest of your life?
406
00:16:23,463 --> 00:16:27,216
- Maybe not a full hand,
but a couple fingers, sure.
407
00:16:27,300 --> 00:16:28,301
- What about love?
408
00:16:30,136 --> 00:16:32,472
Would you give up
ever getting married?
409
00:16:32,555 --> 00:16:34,182
- I don't know...
410
00:16:34,265 --> 00:16:36,684
Simon,
is it worth it?
411
00:16:36,768 --> 00:16:37,935
- Absolutely,
412
00:16:38,019 --> 00:16:40,938
but you'll never be so lucky
to find someone like Eden,
413
00:16:41,022 --> 00:16:43,649
so...
take the money.
414
00:16:43,733 --> 00:16:45,026
[laughing]
415
00:16:45,109 --> 00:16:47,278
- I have never had much money
my whole life,
416
00:16:47,361 --> 00:16:49,280
and I've been happy.
417
00:16:49,363 --> 00:16:50,406
THOMAS: I don't expect
we'll have much money
418
00:16:50,490 --> 00:16:52,450
for as long
as we're following Him.
419
00:16:52,533 --> 00:16:56,829
- But you had some money
before, yes?
420
00:16:56,913 --> 00:16:59,999
Are you happier now
or then?
421
00:17:00,082 --> 00:17:02,376
- Ask Matthew.
422
00:17:02,460 --> 00:17:04,337
- John.
423
00:17:04,420 --> 00:17:05,338
- What?
424
00:17:05,421 --> 00:17:07,089
That was
a bad question?
425
00:17:07,173 --> 00:17:08,049
You brought up money.
426
00:17:08,132 --> 00:17:10,718
Matthew's had it;
we have not.
427
00:17:10,802 --> 00:17:12,804
- I feel better now,
428
00:17:12,887 --> 00:17:15,264
I don't know
if that means happy.
429
00:17:15,348 --> 00:17:17,683
- It's not polite
to talk about personal money.
430
00:17:17,767 --> 00:17:18,726
ANDREW:
Just a question.
431
00:17:21,062 --> 00:17:23,231
[crickets chirping]
432
00:17:23,314 --> 00:17:25,483
I think about it
sometimes...
433
00:17:27,610 --> 00:17:29,904
and then
I feel guilty.
434
00:17:29,987 --> 00:17:32,782
- For what?
435
00:17:32,865 --> 00:17:36,577
- For thinking about things
I shouldn't,
436
00:17:36,661 --> 00:17:38,871
for wanting things
I shouldn't care so much about.
437
00:17:45,002 --> 00:17:49,048
Sometimes,
I feel like...
438
00:17:49,131 --> 00:17:53,594
like I'm living
someone else's life.
439
00:17:53,678 --> 00:17:55,596
Like...
440
00:17:57,974 --> 00:17:59,767
when I look at myself
from the outside...
441
00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,480
it doesn't always
feel like me.
442
00:18:06,691 --> 00:18:09,485
It feels like
someone who's...
443
00:18:09,569 --> 00:18:12,154
trying to live up to
the heroes of our history,
444
00:18:14,782 --> 00:18:16,534
like, I have to do
something great,
445
00:18:19,495 --> 00:18:20,913
but I know
I'm not great.
446
00:18:23,624 --> 00:18:26,419
Know it even more now,
being with Him.
447
00:18:28,296 --> 00:18:29,714
- I understand.
448
00:18:31,299 --> 00:18:34,468
I feel like I need to not
make anymore mistakes.
449
00:18:36,220 --> 00:18:37,179
- How do you think
I felt?
450
00:18:38,723 --> 00:18:41,684
- You must feel that
every day, no?
451
00:18:41,767 --> 00:18:43,769
- Not anymore.
452
00:18:43,853 --> 00:18:45,646
He always
reassured me,
453
00:18:45,730 --> 00:18:47,398
and God always
made me feel like
454
00:18:47,481 --> 00:18:49,317
I shouldn't
be burdened.
455
00:18:51,277 --> 00:18:54,572
- So how did you feel
when it happened?
456
00:18:54,655 --> 00:18:56,198
- When what happened?
457
00:18:56,282 --> 00:18:58,451
- His birth.
458
00:18:58,534 --> 00:19:01,329
Even before that.
459
00:19:01,412 --> 00:19:04,373
How did you know,
when did you know who He was?
460
00:19:06,751 --> 00:19:09,128
- Oh, I don't know.
461
00:19:09,211 --> 00:19:10,171
We're all tired,
462
00:19:10,254 --> 00:19:11,923
do you really
want to hear all that?
463
00:19:12,006 --> 00:19:14,258
ALL:
Yes!!
464
00:19:14,342 --> 00:19:17,219
- Oh.
[chuckling]
465
00:19:17,303 --> 00:19:19,221
Uh, hmm.
466
00:19:19,305 --> 00:19:22,475
Well...
467
00:19:22,558 --> 00:19:24,268
nothing about it
was easy,
468
00:19:24,352 --> 00:19:26,771
I can tell you that.
469
00:19:26,854 --> 00:19:29,523
It wasn't
in my hometown,
470
00:19:29,607 --> 00:19:31,734
my mother
wasn't there,
471
00:19:31,817 --> 00:19:34,237
we had no midwife.
472
00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:37,156
I don't know if I'm ready
to give all the details,
473
00:19:37,239 --> 00:19:39,784
maybe some other time.
474
00:19:39,867 --> 00:19:42,912
But I do remember this...
475
00:19:42,995 --> 00:19:45,498
When Joseph
handed Him to me,
476
00:19:47,124 --> 00:19:49,460
it was like nothing
I expected.
477
00:19:51,128 --> 00:19:54,256
It was like everything
I'd heard about having a baby,
478
00:19:54,340 --> 00:19:58,970
but I thought this would be
completely different.
479
00:19:59,053 --> 00:20:01,097
- What do you mean?
480
00:20:01,180 --> 00:20:04,141
- I had to clean Him off.
481
00:20:04,225 --> 00:20:06,102
He was covered in, um...
482
00:20:08,437 --> 00:20:12,400
I will be polite;
He needed to be cleaned.
483
00:20:16,237 --> 00:20:22,660
And He was cold,
and He was crying.
484
00:20:22,743 --> 00:20:28,290
And...
He needed my help.
485
00:20:28,374 --> 00:20:30,418
My help...
486
00:20:30,501 --> 00:20:32,086
a teenager
from Nazareth.
487
00:20:37,466 --> 00:20:40,094
It actually made me think
for just one moment,
488
00:20:41,846 --> 00:20:43,723
“Is this really
the Son of God?”
489
00:20:46,934 --> 00:20:48,060
And Joseph
later told me
490
00:20:48,144 --> 00:20:50,146
he briefly thought
the same thing.
491
00:20:54,358 --> 00:20:56,527
But we knew
He was.
492
00:21:00,072 --> 00:21:01,949
I don't know
what I expected...
493
00:21:05,202 --> 00:21:07,580
but He was crying
and He needed me.
494
00:21:09,832 --> 00:21:11,792
And I wondered how long
that would last.
495
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:19,467
He doesn't need me
anymore...
496
00:21:19,550 --> 00:21:22,219
not since we taught Him
how to walk and eat.
497
00:21:24,555 --> 00:21:27,141
He hasn't needed me
for a long time, I suppose.
498
00:21:30,478 --> 00:21:35,149
And after Joseph passed--
may he rest in peace--
499
00:21:35,232 --> 00:21:38,486
He grew up
even quicker.
500
00:21:38,569 --> 00:21:41,322
And I wish I could say
that made me happy.
501
00:21:41,405 --> 00:21:42,615
Of course,
as a Jew,
502
00:21:42,698 --> 00:21:45,201
I'm excited to see everything
He does for our people,
503
00:21:45,284 --> 00:21:47,119
and I'm proud of Him.
504
00:21:50,289 --> 00:21:54,376
But...
as a mom,
505
00:21:56,545 --> 00:21:58,172
[sighs]
506
00:21:58,255 --> 00:22:00,132
it makes me a little sad
sometimes.
507
00:22:07,264 --> 00:22:09,683
So, it's good to be
with all of you for a bit,
508
00:22:09,767 --> 00:22:12,686
I can find ways
to help.
509
00:22:12,770 --> 00:22:14,647
- We'll take it.
510
00:22:19,401 --> 00:22:21,570
- Simon, when you were
just with Him,
511
00:22:21,654 --> 00:22:24,532
did it seem it would go
for very long?
512
00:22:24,615 --> 00:22:26,534
- It's tough to tell.
513
00:22:26,617 --> 00:22:29,954
The line was dying down,
but...
514
00:22:30,037 --> 00:22:33,624
He won't send anyone
away anyway, so--
515
00:22:33,707 --> 00:22:34,834
[blows flame out]
516
00:22:34,917 --> 00:22:36,168
--we'll see.
517
00:22:38,671 --> 00:22:39,922
- I'll go check
on them.
518
00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:45,010
[fire crackling]
519
00:22:45,094 --> 00:22:46,887
[crickets chirping]
520
00:22:46,971 --> 00:22:48,722
MARY MOTHER:
Can I take your plate?
521
00:22:48,806 --> 00:22:50,015
- Yes, thank you.
522
00:22:52,476 --> 00:22:56,272
[wind blowing]
[fire crackling]
523
00:23:01,318 --> 00:23:03,112
- I didn't know
He lost His Father.
524
00:23:05,865 --> 00:23:07,783
I lost mine
several years ago,
525
00:23:09,368 --> 00:23:11,036
I'll have to ask Him
about that.
526
00:23:15,666 --> 00:23:17,209
Has anyone else
lost a parent?
527
00:23:19,587 --> 00:23:20,713
- Mm-hmm.
528
00:23:22,631 --> 00:23:23,883
- I'm sorry.
529
00:23:25,217 --> 00:23:26,927
Was it recent?
530
00:23:27,011 --> 00:23:30,890
- No, no, it was when
I was a little girl.
531
00:23:30,973 --> 00:23:34,768
- It's painful,
I'm sorry.
532
00:23:34,852 --> 00:23:36,437
- Thank you,
it was.
533
00:23:39,190 --> 00:23:41,734
I didn't fully
understand it right away.
534
00:23:41,817 --> 00:23:48,949
But, eventually,
it made me really angry,
535
00:23:49,033 --> 00:23:54,705
and... I left
when I was young.
536
00:23:54,788 --> 00:23:55,748
- Left home?
537
00:23:55,831 --> 00:23:58,584
MARY MAGDALENE:
Left everything.
538
00:23:58,667 --> 00:24:01,295
Everything.
539
00:24:01,378 --> 00:24:08,302
I, uh... I tried to stop
acting like a Jew,
540
00:24:08,385 --> 00:24:12,848
I tried to stop
being myself.
541
00:24:12,932 --> 00:24:18,437
And then, later, as some
of the people from our town,
542
00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:23,025
including some of you,
knew about,
543
00:24:23,108 --> 00:24:24,777
worse things happened.
544
00:24:27,780 --> 00:24:31,283
Most of it
is a blur,
545
00:24:31,367 --> 00:24:33,410
but I forgot so much
of everything I learned
546
00:24:33,494 --> 00:24:34,662
as a little girl.
547
00:24:37,289 --> 00:24:38,791
- But now
you can catch up.
548
00:24:42,962 --> 00:24:44,004
- Yes.
549
00:24:45,589 --> 00:24:46,590
I hope.
550
00:24:48,300 --> 00:24:49,426
With Matthew
and Ramah.
551
00:24:51,595 --> 00:24:54,139
You all are
so far ahead,
552
00:24:54,223 --> 00:24:56,475
and you're so good
at all of this.
553
00:24:56,558 --> 00:24:58,310
We're not as good
as you think.
554
00:24:58,394 --> 00:24:59,979
[laughing]
555
00:25:00,062 --> 00:25:01,772
- Yeah,
most of us,
556
00:25:01,855 --> 00:25:03,774
but you were the one
with your nose in the writings.
557
00:25:03,857 --> 00:25:04,775
Still are.
558
00:25:04,858 --> 00:25:08,737
- Ah, a little;
not as good as others.
559
00:25:08,821 --> 00:25:10,155
- Oh, come on,
560
00:25:10,239 --> 00:25:12,950
you can recite half of Torah,
if you had to.
561
00:25:13,033 --> 00:25:13,826
- Maybe.
562
00:25:13,909 --> 00:25:15,744
- Maybe,
yeah, maybe.
563
00:25:15,828 --> 00:25:17,997
THADDEUS:
Still going.
564
00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,165
I couldn't do
anymore,
565
00:25:20,249 --> 00:25:21,959
but they said
they've got it.
566
00:25:25,421 --> 00:25:27,923
- I really want to be
a good student.
567
00:25:28,007 --> 00:25:29,967
- I don't think any of us
went to bet midrash
568
00:25:30,050 --> 00:25:33,470
or did much study
after school.
569
00:25:33,554 --> 00:25:36,181
That's what's so surprising
about all this.
570
00:25:36,265 --> 00:25:38,142
Thomas,
did you?
571
00:25:38,225 --> 00:25:39,810
- No, I was in
the family business
572
00:25:39,893 --> 00:25:42,604
the day after
I graduated.
573
00:25:42,688 --> 00:25:43,814
Thirteen years old,
574
00:25:43,897 --> 00:25:47,151
and I was preparing
and serving food at weddings,
575
00:25:47,234 --> 00:25:49,903
I was not a student at all,
believe me.
576
00:25:49,987 --> 00:25:52,948
- I wasn't even good at praying
until recently,
577
00:25:53,032 --> 00:25:54,616
I would get bored
with it.
578
00:25:54,700 --> 00:25:57,619
You know, the same thing
over and over.
579
00:25:57,703 --> 00:26:00,539
I learned to love it
as I got older.
580
00:26:00,622 --> 00:26:02,750
- I wasn't great at any of it
when I was a student.
581
00:26:02,833 --> 00:26:05,794
- I wasn't, either,
I didn't like all the rules.
582
00:26:05,878 --> 00:26:08,047
- I never struggled
with it.
583
00:26:08,130 --> 00:26:09,173
I do what I'm told.
584
00:26:09,256 --> 00:26:11,342
- Yes,
I'm the same,
585
00:26:11,425 --> 00:26:13,761
I've always been
a rule follower.
586
00:26:13,844 --> 00:26:16,472
- I've always loved
the history, the stories,
587
00:26:16,555 --> 00:26:18,766
so I've always loved
the rules, too.
588
00:26:23,062 --> 00:26:24,104
- Simon?
589
00:26:26,815 --> 00:26:27,900
- I've had my moments.
590
00:26:27,983 --> 00:26:32,404
[laughing]
591
00:26:32,488 --> 00:26:36,283
- One time when my parents
were asleep,
592
00:26:36,367 --> 00:26:41,205
I had meat with cheese,
just to see what I was missing.
593
00:26:41,288 --> 00:26:42,289
Have you ever
done that?
594
00:26:42,373 --> 00:26:44,416
- No,
I'd feel too guilty.
595
00:26:44,500 --> 00:26:46,210
- You feel guilty
about everything.
596
00:26:46,293 --> 00:26:47,294
Right after you were born,
597
00:26:47,378 --> 00:26:50,005
you said sorry to Eema
for causing her pain.
598
00:26:50,089 --> 00:26:51,715
THOMAS:
Forget the guilt,
599
00:26:51,799 --> 00:26:53,425
I was sick for days.
600
00:26:53,509 --> 00:26:55,886
I haven't violated
a single food rule since.
601
00:26:55,969 --> 00:26:57,679
- I tried pork once.
602
00:26:57,763 --> 00:26:58,972
- How?
603
00:26:59,056 --> 00:27:02,059
- We were traveling and we were
in a Gentile marketplace,
604
00:27:02,142 --> 00:27:04,061
and I just
grabbed a piece.
605
00:27:04,144 --> 00:27:05,479
- Really.
606
00:27:05,562 --> 00:27:06,855
- Ah,
it was marvelous.
607
00:27:06,939 --> 00:27:08,857
[laughing]
608
00:27:08,941 --> 00:27:10,567
- One time,
on the boats,
609
00:27:10,651 --> 00:27:13,153
we were approaching
a Shabbat sunset.
610
00:27:13,237 --> 00:27:15,781
Abba and John had
finished their tasks,
611
00:27:15,864 --> 00:27:18,409
and I still had to put
my fish in the barrels
612
00:27:18,492 --> 00:27:19,576
because I had so many.
613
00:27:19,660 --> 00:27:21,578
- No, it was because
you were going too slow,
614
00:27:21,662 --> 00:27:22,621
because you're
too careful.
615
00:27:22,704 --> 00:27:24,623
- No, it was because
I had so many...
616
00:27:24,706 --> 00:27:26,041
- Okay.
617
00:27:26,125 --> 00:27:29,002
- So, you have to
put them away, obviously,
618
00:27:29,086 --> 00:27:30,087
before the sun sets,
619
00:27:30,170 --> 00:27:31,380
or they'll rot
the next day,
620
00:27:31,463 --> 00:27:32,881
and you can't clean them
during Shabbat.
621
00:27:32,881 --> 00:27:34,925
So, I started yelling
to the others,
622
00:27:35,008 --> 00:27:37,719
"Hey, come on,
help me."
623
00:27:37,803 --> 00:27:38,929
No.
624
00:27:39,012 --> 00:27:41,598
They just laughed at me
and walked home.
625
00:27:41,682 --> 00:27:44,309
And I had to work
so hard and so fast,
626
00:27:44,393 --> 00:27:45,978
I ended up spilling
some of the fish
627
00:27:46,061 --> 00:27:47,146
back in the water.
628
00:27:47,229 --> 00:27:51,316
But I finished,
just in time.
629
00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:55,529
And I was breathing so hard,
I vomited on the shore.
630
00:27:55,612 --> 00:27:56,822
JOHN: He had to wait
two whole days
631
00:27:56,905 --> 00:27:58,073
to clean it up.
632
00:27:59,533 --> 00:28:00,742
Oh, um,
sorry.
633
00:28:00,826 --> 00:28:02,786
[chuckling]
634
00:28:02,870 --> 00:28:05,038
- I've grown to love
being Jewish,
635
00:28:05,122 --> 00:28:07,249
and I've grown to love
following the Law,
636
00:28:07,332 --> 00:28:09,710
but it can be
exhausting.
637
00:28:09,793 --> 00:28:11,420
- Following the Law
or being Jewish?
638
00:28:11,503 --> 00:28:12,963
ANDREW:
Both.
639
00:28:13,046 --> 00:28:14,965
BIG JAMES:
It always has been.
640
00:28:15,048 --> 00:28:17,384
Even before
the occupation.
641
00:28:17,468 --> 00:28:20,596
MARY MAGDALENE: Yes, but
aren't we used to it by now?
642
00:28:20,679 --> 00:28:22,222
Hasn't it
made us stronger?
643
00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:25,851
THOMAS: I don't get it,
if I'm honest.
644
00:28:28,145 --> 00:28:30,439
I don't know why God
has allowed the occupation.
645
00:28:33,317 --> 00:28:36,570
I'll have to ask Him
more about that...
646
00:28:36,653 --> 00:28:39,031
why this has been allowed
for so long.
647
00:28:43,368 --> 00:28:46,121
It's hard to feel like
"the chosen people."
648
00:28:46,205 --> 00:28:48,040
- I've been there.
649
00:28:48,123 --> 00:28:50,626
- But it's all
worth it now, yes?
650
00:28:52,211 --> 00:28:53,378
The wait is over.
651
00:28:54,630 --> 00:28:58,050
[wind blowing]
[fire crackling]
652
00:28:58,133 --> 00:28:59,718
[owl hoots]
653
00:29:07,100 --> 00:29:08,185
- What about you?
654
00:29:10,812 --> 00:29:12,648
- What do you mean?
655
00:29:12,731 --> 00:29:16,443
- Has it been difficult for you
all this time?
656
00:29:16,527 --> 00:29:19,571
The occupation,
following Jewish Law?
657
00:29:19,655 --> 00:29:22,991
- My life
has not been easy.
658
00:29:23,075 --> 00:29:24,868
SIMON:
Oh, it hasn't?
659
00:29:24,952 --> 00:29:27,746
What was more painful
for you:
660
00:29:27,829 --> 00:29:30,290
escaping Roman persecution
by working for them,
661
00:29:30,374 --> 00:29:33,627
or escaping your guilt
with all the money?
662
00:29:33,710 --> 00:29:36,088
And now you're catching up
on Torah
663
00:29:36,171 --> 00:29:37,881
and wanting to follow
the Law?
664
00:29:37,965 --> 00:29:39,299
Why now,
all of a sudden?
665
00:29:39,383 --> 00:29:41,510
Why not all the other times
you had the chance?
666
00:29:41,593 --> 00:29:42,469
- Simon.
667
00:29:42,553 --> 00:29:44,054
- No, no, John,
I want to know.
668
00:29:44,137 --> 00:29:45,764
Mary had
horrible trauma,
669
00:29:45,847 --> 00:29:48,934
she didn't choose
all that happened to her.
670
00:29:49,017 --> 00:29:50,227
What's your excuse?
671
00:29:51,979 --> 00:29:53,772
- What do you want me
to say?
672
00:29:53,855 --> 00:29:55,941
I don't know
what you want from me.
673
00:29:56,024 --> 00:29:57,484
- An apology.
674
00:29:57,568 --> 00:29:58,944
- What?
675
00:30:00,279 --> 00:30:02,155
- Simon's not wrong.
676
00:30:02,239 --> 00:30:06,368
He could be more...
delicate about it, but...
677
00:30:06,451 --> 00:30:09,830
you did choose
to work for them,
678
00:30:09,913 --> 00:30:13,125
and you made my life even
harder than it already was,
679
00:30:13,208 --> 00:30:14,710
and you haven't
apologized.
680
00:30:17,379 --> 00:30:18,255
SIMON:
No, no, don't say it,
681
00:30:18,338 --> 00:30:19,423
I don't want you
to apologize,
682
00:30:19,506 --> 00:30:20,382
it doesn't matter.
683
00:30:20,465 --> 00:30:21,800
What will hearing him
say "sorry" do?
684
00:30:21,883 --> 00:30:23,010
I won't forgive it
anyway.
685
00:30:23,093 --> 00:30:25,429
- What keeps putting you
in authority?
686
00:30:25,512 --> 00:30:27,389
Who are you to forgive
or not to forgive?
687
00:30:27,472 --> 00:30:28,307
- What,
you're on his side?
688
00:30:28,390 --> 00:30:29,266
- No,
of course not,
689
00:30:29,349 --> 00:30:31,184
but you've had
your problems too!
690
00:30:31,268 --> 00:30:33,645
What about apologizing
for what you almost did to us
691
00:30:33,729 --> 00:30:34,646
with the Romans?
692
00:30:34,730 --> 00:30:36,148
SIMON:
I didn't go through with it!
693
00:30:36,231 --> 00:30:37,941
I was trying to save
my family's life,
694
00:30:38,025 --> 00:30:39,526
and I love you,
John,
695
00:30:39,610 --> 00:30:41,445
but that's not something
you have to worry about
696
00:30:41,528 --> 00:30:44,364
when Zeb and Salome
are looking out for you.
697
00:30:44,448 --> 00:30:46,575
But you put me
in a desperate position
698
00:30:46,658 --> 00:30:49,369
where I did things I would
never have done otherwise,
699
00:30:49,453 --> 00:30:50,412
and I've repented
for them.
700
00:30:50,495 --> 00:30:52,039
And John and James,
I am sorry,
701
00:30:52,122 --> 00:30:53,582
but I didn't
go through with it!
702
00:30:55,417 --> 00:30:56,668
THOMAS:
What is your excuse?
703
00:30:58,211 --> 00:30:59,463
I was a successful
businessman,
704
00:30:59,546 --> 00:31:00,756
and yet I was
always behind.
705
00:31:00,839 --> 00:31:01,923
- He wasn't
your tax collector.
706
00:31:02,007 --> 00:31:03,717
Quit defending him;
I want an answer!
707
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:05,427
- Hey!
You're new.
708
00:31:08,096 --> 00:31:09,556
SIMON: Do you even know
what it's like
709
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,600
to be Jewish?
710
00:31:11,683 --> 00:31:14,561
To suffer for centuries
and centuries because of it,
711
00:31:14,645 --> 00:31:17,022
but to still
commit to it?
712
00:31:17,105 --> 00:31:18,148
To protect our heritage,
713
00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:20,317
even though it never stops
being painful?
714
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,444
Because the one comfort
we have
715
00:31:22,527 --> 00:31:24,696
is to know that
we're doing it together,
716
00:31:24,780 --> 00:31:26,948
that we're all
suffering together.
717
00:31:27,032 --> 00:31:29,951
But if we just wait
a little longer,
718
00:31:30,035 --> 00:31:32,037
if we hold tight
just a little more,
719
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:33,038
we'll have rescue,
720
00:31:33,121 --> 00:31:35,666
because we're chosen,
all of us.
721
00:31:35,749 --> 00:31:39,127
And you betrayed that,
and you spit on it!
722
00:31:39,211 --> 00:31:40,212
I can't
forgive it!
723
00:31:40,295 --> 00:31:41,296
I'll never
forgive it!
724
00:31:41,380 --> 00:31:42,839
BIG JAMES:
All right!
725
00:31:42,923 --> 00:31:46,134
You've said
what you needed to say.
726
00:31:46,218 --> 00:31:47,302
Sit down,
Simon.
727
00:31:47,386 --> 00:31:49,304
- You sit down
first!
728
00:31:52,724 --> 00:31:55,852
[approaching footsteps]
729
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:14,121
[wearily]
- Good night.
730
00:32:30,971 --> 00:32:34,391
[shaky, painful breathing]
731
00:32:37,144 --> 00:32:38,228
Ugh!
732
00:32:50,407 --> 00:32:52,284
Oh, Eema.
733
00:32:53,702 --> 00:32:55,454
Thank you.
734
00:32:55,537 --> 00:33:00,125
[woman vocalizing]
735
00:33:14,848 --> 00:33:16,475
[trickling water]
736
00:33:18,101 --> 00:33:20,854
[shaky breathing]
737
00:33:24,274 --> 00:33:28,028
♪ ♪
738
00:33:32,157 --> 00:33:33,658
[trickling water]
739
00:33:43,835 --> 00:33:45,045
MARY MOTHER: [whispering]
You've got blood on your hands.
740
00:33:49,925 --> 00:33:51,593
One more.
741
00:33:51,676 --> 00:33:53,094
There we go.
742
00:33:53,178 --> 00:33:54,137
- I'm a mess.
743
00:33:54,221 --> 00:33:55,764
[chuckles]
744
00:33:55,847 --> 00:33:56,640
Good?
745
00:33:56,723 --> 00:33:58,725
- Good.
746
00:33:58,809 --> 00:34:01,394
[kiss] What would I do
without you, Eema.
747
00:34:03,313 --> 00:34:04,231
- Now, get some sleep.
748
00:34:04,314 --> 00:34:05,732
- Okay.
749
00:34:05,816 --> 00:34:06,942
I'm so tired.
750
00:34:11,112 --> 00:34:14,115
Oh.
[shuddered breaths]
751
00:34:17,536 --> 00:34:20,622
Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
752
00:34:20,705 --> 00:34:23,041
King of the Universe,
753
00:34:23,124 --> 00:34:25,961
who brings sleep
to My eyes,
754
00:34:26,044 --> 00:34:29,172
and slumber
to My eyelids.
755
00:34:29,256 --> 00:34:33,134
May it be Your will,
Lord My God,
756
00:34:33,218 --> 00:34:35,762
and God of
My ancestors,
757
00:34:35,846 --> 00:34:38,515
that I lie down
in peace,
758
00:34:38,598 --> 00:34:40,684
and that I arise
in peace.
759
00:34:42,435 --> 00:34:44,145
[wind blowing]
[fire crackling]
760
00:34:44,229 --> 00:34:46,356
[crickets chirping]