1 00:00:01,732 --> 00:00:06,320 [♪ musical Swirl ♪] 2 00:00:09,031 --> 00:00:11,742 [rocks clattering] 3 00:00:23,545 --> 00:00:28,342 [woman vocalizing] 4 00:00:28,425 --> 00:00:34,014 ♪ ♪ 5 00:00:38,018 --> 00:00:40,813 ♪ Oh, child, come on in. ♪ 6 00:00:40,896 --> 00:00:43,732 ♪ Jump in the water. ♪ 7 00:00:43,816 --> 00:00:46,693 ♪ Got no trouble with the mess you been. ♪ 8 00:00:46,777 --> 00:00:49,613 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 9 00:00:49,696 --> 00:00:52,407 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:52,491 --> 00:00:56,620 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 11 00:00:56,703 --> 00:00:58,330 ♪ ♪ 12 00:00:58,413 --> 00:01:01,375 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 13 00:01:01,458 --> 00:01:04,086 ♪ Oh, child... ♪ 14 00:01:04,169 --> 00:01:07,172 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 15 00:01:07,256 --> 00:01:08,549 ♪ Got no trouble. ♪ 16 00:01:08,632 --> 00:01:10,008 ♪ ♪ 17 00:01:10,092 --> 00:01:13,011 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 18 00:01:13,095 --> 00:01:15,973 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:16,056 --> 00:01:19,393 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪♪ 20 00:01:23,814 --> 00:01:27,693 [background voices] 21 00:01:41,790 --> 00:01:44,084 MATTHEW: But where would be a good place to start? 22 00:01:44,167 --> 00:01:45,043 PHILIP: For you? 23 00:01:45,127 --> 00:01:46,336 - Yes, for me. 24 00:01:46,420 --> 00:01:47,462 The Law of Moses? 25 00:01:47,546 --> 00:01:49,089 The prophecies of Isaiah? 26 00:01:49,172 --> 00:01:50,340 The wisdom of Solomon? 27 00:01:50,424 --> 00:01:51,425 - Mm. 28 00:01:53,719 --> 00:01:55,512 For you, I think Psalms of David. 29 00:01:55,596 --> 00:01:56,972 A good start. 30 00:01:58,682 --> 00:01:59,808 - I'm ready. 31 00:02:00,976 --> 00:02:02,102 - For example, 32 00:02:02,185 --> 00:02:04,855 "To the choirmaster, a psalm of David. 33 00:02:04,938 --> 00:02:07,733 "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 34 00:02:07,816 --> 00:02:11,069 If I make my bed in the depths, you are there." 35 00:02:12,279 --> 00:02:13,280 - And...? 36 00:02:13,363 --> 00:02:14,907 - Just that. 37 00:02:14,990 --> 00:02:15,949 Just a few more minutes. 38 00:02:16,033 --> 00:02:18,410 Thank you for your patience, folks, thank you. 39 00:02:18,493 --> 00:02:20,454 - But I'm not planning on ascending to heaven 40 00:02:20,537 --> 00:02:22,331 or making my bed deep in the depths. 41 00:02:22,414 --> 00:02:23,999 -You asked for a passage. 42 00:02:24,082 --> 00:02:25,792 - Yes, but one that could help me understand how 43 00:02:25,876 --> 00:02:28,378 you and everyone else knows more. 44 00:02:28,462 --> 00:02:29,421 - That's what I know, 45 00:02:29,504 --> 00:02:30,923 and what you must come to believe 46 00:02:31,006 --> 00:02:34,426 if you want to make any meaningful study of Torah. 47 00:02:34,509 --> 00:02:36,094 - I don't understand. 48 00:02:36,178 --> 00:02:37,387 Excuse me. 49 00:02:36,178 --> 00:02:37,387 EMOTIONAL WOMAN: Yes? 50 00:02:37,471 --> 00:02:38,972 Can you tell me what happened with Jesus. 51 00:02:39,056 --> 00:02:40,098 EMOTIONAL WOMAN: He healed me! 52 00:02:40,182 --> 00:02:41,225 - Healed you of what? 53 00:02:41,308 --> 00:02:42,601 EMOTIONAL WOMAN Epilepsy! 54 00:02:42,684 --> 00:02:43,685 - Yes, and how long have-- 55 00:02:45,771 --> 00:02:47,189 - Say it back to me. 56 00:02:50,609 --> 00:02:52,694 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 57 00:02:52,778 --> 00:02:54,363 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 58 00:02:54,446 --> 00:02:55,989 you are there." 59 00:02:56,073 --> 00:02:57,783 - There's nowhere you can go, 60 00:02:57,866 --> 00:03:00,410 no heights you can climb to in your intellectual mind, 61 00:03:00,494 --> 00:03:02,412 no depths you can reach in your soul, 62 00:03:02,496 --> 00:03:04,122 where God is not with you. 63 00:03:05,457 --> 00:03:06,875 Do you get it? 64 00:03:06,959 --> 00:03:08,168 - I think so. 65 00:03:09,628 --> 00:03:13,215 - No amount of learning can bring you closer to God, 66 00:03:13,298 --> 00:03:16,134 or you make you more or less precious to Him. 67 00:03:16,218 --> 00:03:18,220 He's always right here, right now, 68 00:03:18,303 --> 00:03:21,682 with you, and for you. 69 00:03:21,765 --> 00:03:24,017 - But I don't feel it. 70 00:03:24,101 --> 00:03:25,560 - The feeling doesn't always come first. 71 00:03:25,644 --> 00:03:27,646 Sometimes you have to believe first. 72 00:03:27,729 --> 00:03:29,606 - Believing a thing does not make it true. 73 00:03:29,690 --> 00:03:30,816 - That is wisdom. 74 00:03:30,899 --> 00:03:33,235 But these aren't not just any words. 75 00:03:33,318 --> 00:03:35,237 They are David's, in Scripture. 76 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:36,321 - But how do you know 77 00:03:36,405 --> 00:03:37,823 whether David was only talking about himself, 78 00:03:37,906 --> 00:03:39,157 and not about everyone else? 79 00:03:39,241 --> 00:03:42,661 He did say, “If I ascend” not “If people ascend.” 80 00:03:42,744 --> 00:03:43,537 - It almost sounds like 81 00:03:43,620 --> 00:03:45,497 you don't want it to be true. 82 00:03:45,580 --> 00:03:46,623 - Excuse me, 83 00:03:46,707 --> 00:03:48,542 can you please tell me what happened with Jesus? 84 00:03:48,625 --> 00:03:49,543 EXCITED MAN: Are you with Him? 85 00:03:49,626 --> 00:03:51,253 - Yes, yes, we are His students. 86 00:03:51,336 --> 00:03:52,462 - Oh, thank you!! 87 00:03:52,546 --> 00:03:55,048 [laughing] 88 00:03:57,217 --> 00:03:58,093 - Are you okay? 89 00:03:58,176 --> 00:03:59,177 [annoyed] - I'm fine. 90 00:04:02,139 --> 00:04:03,348 So, with the passage from David... 91 00:04:03,432 --> 00:04:05,350 I'm just trying to understand. 92 00:04:05,434 --> 00:04:08,311 - The trying is the thing. 93 00:04:08,395 --> 00:04:10,522 Meditate on it for a few days and come back to me. 94 00:04:10,605 --> 00:04:12,274 You're always writing things down. 95 00:04:12,357 --> 00:04:13,900 Try writing it down several times. 96 00:04:13,984 --> 00:04:16,611 Something about writing it down that goes a long way. 97 00:04:16,695 --> 00:04:18,530 - That's what I say, too. 98 00:04:18,613 --> 00:04:21,241 - Matthew, I think we've only just begun to know 99 00:04:21,324 --> 00:04:22,659 all you can do. 100 00:04:22,743 --> 00:04:24,411 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed, I've been healed!! 101 00:04:24,494 --> 00:04:27,664 Thaddeus, Little James, you're up! 102 00:04:28,707 --> 00:04:29,833 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed!! 103 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:32,961 - How's the line? 104 00:04:33,045 --> 00:04:34,004 - It's getting longer. 105 00:04:34,087 --> 00:04:35,338 I'll come back out soon and help you, 106 00:04:35,422 --> 00:04:37,132 I won't take my full break. 107 00:04:37,215 --> 00:04:38,258 - Where's Nathanael? 108 00:04:38,341 --> 00:04:39,551 It's my turn to replace him. 109 00:04:39,634 --> 00:04:40,635 - Said he's staying through, 110 00:04:40,719 --> 00:04:41,845 doesn't want to stop his shift. 111 00:04:41,928 --> 00:04:43,138 - Philip, take my place, 112 00:04:43,221 --> 00:04:44,556 see if you can make some headway, 113 00:04:44,639 --> 00:04:45,640 he's scary good. 114 00:04:48,310 --> 00:04:50,020 - There have been over 60 people already, 115 00:04:50,103 --> 00:04:51,938 with 50 waiting in line currently, 116 00:04:52,022 --> 00:04:53,106 not including lepers 117 00:04:53,190 --> 00:04:55,150 and others who are still in line. 118 00:04:56,777 --> 00:04:58,820 - Did you say over 50 in the line right now? 119 00:04:58,904 --> 00:05:00,238 - Yes. 120 00:05:00,322 --> 00:05:01,823 - How long is this going to last? 121 00:05:01,907 --> 00:05:03,700 - Well, it depends on each encounter you have-- 122 00:05:03,784 --> 00:05:05,619 - Never mind, I get it. 123 00:05:07,746 --> 00:05:08,747 [background voices] 124 00:05:09,831 --> 00:05:10,874 - Matthew. 125 00:05:10,957 --> 00:05:12,125 - Yes. 126 00:05:12,209 --> 00:05:14,002 - Did you get some ideas from Philip? 127 00:05:14,086 --> 00:05:16,671 - Yes, from the songs of David... 128 00:05:16,755 --> 00:05:19,382 the passage to study before we learn more. 129 00:05:19,466 --> 00:05:21,551 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 130 00:05:21,635 --> 00:05:22,969 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 131 00:05:23,053 --> 00:05:23,887 you are there..." 132 00:05:23,970 --> 00:05:24,805 - It's still bleeding. 133 00:05:24,888 --> 00:05:25,764 - What? 134 00:05:25,847 --> 00:05:27,015 is that from the firewood from before? 135 00:05:27,099 --> 00:05:29,601 - Yes, and then, when I pushed back the man 136 00:05:29,684 --> 00:05:30,811 that was rushing the line, 137 00:05:30,894 --> 00:05:33,563 I cut it more on his bag. 138 00:05:33,647 --> 00:05:36,024 Hand me that rag. 139 00:05:36,108 --> 00:05:37,234 PHILIP: That same man you speak of 140 00:05:37,317 --> 00:05:38,944 bumped into me on his way out, 141 00:05:39,027 --> 00:05:40,612 after Jesus healed his wife. 142 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:46,535 I believe he's one of the men who arrived here last night. 143 00:05:46,618 --> 00:05:48,370 BIG JAMES: Almost a four-hour walk this morning 144 00:05:48,453 --> 00:05:51,498 and we didn't even have a moment to settle in. 145 00:05:51,581 --> 00:05:53,750 I mean, it's great what He's doing, obviously, 146 00:05:53,834 --> 00:05:57,337 but I wish it would have happened tomorrow. 147 00:05:57,420 --> 00:05:58,588 - What is happening? 148 00:05:58,672 --> 00:06:00,507 [chuckles] 149 00:06:00,590 --> 00:06:02,259 What are we part of? 150 00:06:02,342 --> 00:06:04,511 - Is it wrong to say I have no idea? 151 00:06:04,594 --> 00:06:06,346 - No, it makes me feel better. 152 00:06:06,429 --> 00:06:10,142 - I think that I haven't had time to think about it. 153 00:06:10,225 --> 00:06:13,520 All this time my parents, I just know, hate it. 154 00:06:13,603 --> 00:06:14,604 Other than that, 155 00:06:14,688 --> 00:06:16,314 I figured Thomas and I would get our answers 156 00:06:16,398 --> 00:06:17,691 from the rest of you. 157 00:06:17,774 --> 00:06:20,652 - The word is already spreading so fast. 158 00:06:20,735 --> 00:06:22,154 I didn't think about that. 159 00:06:24,823 --> 00:06:27,534 Have you thought about the fame from all of this? 160 00:06:27,617 --> 00:06:28,869 - I wouldn't mind being famous. 161 00:06:28,952 --> 00:06:30,787 - Ha! I'm not surprised. 162 00:06:30,871 --> 00:06:32,956 PHILIP: It's not as fun as you might think. 163 00:06:33,039 --> 00:06:34,249 - I cannot remember a time 164 00:06:34,332 --> 00:06:35,625 I did not think about the Messiah 165 00:06:35,709 --> 00:06:37,294 at least once a week. 166 00:06:37,377 --> 00:06:39,004 My whole life I prayed and prayed 167 00:06:39,087 --> 00:06:40,714 that He would come during this time, 168 00:06:40,797 --> 00:06:44,050 and I just hoped that I would at least get to see Him. 169 00:06:44,134 --> 00:06:46,344 But to be close to Him, like this? 170 00:06:46,428 --> 00:06:47,971 A nobody like me, I-- 171 00:06:49,181 --> 00:06:50,932 What's not fun about that? 172 00:06:51,016 --> 00:06:52,642 - You call today fun? 173 00:06:52,726 --> 00:06:55,020 - Maybe not fun, but good. 174 00:06:55,103 --> 00:06:58,315 But with this fame comes enemies. 175 00:06:58,398 --> 00:07:00,317 You will be hated, too. 176 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:01,610 MATTHEW: I'm used to that. 177 00:07:01,693 --> 00:07:03,236 - Well, you were protected. 178 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:04,988 And your enemies weren't powerful. 179 00:07:05,071 --> 00:07:06,531 - Speaking of enemies... 180 00:07:06,615 --> 00:07:08,950 if someone had told you growing up, 181 00:07:09,034 --> 00:07:11,745 that you would be a student of the Messiah. 182 00:07:11,828 --> 00:07:13,121 You. 183 00:07:13,205 --> 00:07:14,331 You would be close to Him, 184 00:07:14,414 --> 00:07:16,917 and you will help Him in His mission, 185 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:19,336 what would you have thought? 186 00:07:19,419 --> 00:07:21,254 - I would have said, 187 00:07:21,338 --> 00:07:24,257 “Sorry, I'm a girl, ask my brother.” 188 00:07:24,341 --> 00:07:26,051 BIG JAMES: Fair enough. 189 00:07:26,134 --> 00:07:27,010 But, really, Thomas... 190 00:07:27,093 --> 00:07:28,595 - Hmm? 191 00:07:28,678 --> 00:07:30,305 - What would you have thought? 192 00:07:30,388 --> 00:07:31,932 - I would have thought, 193 00:07:32,015 --> 00:07:34,184 “I don't have military training.” 194 00:07:34,267 --> 00:07:36,937 That's still a problem, actually. 195 00:07:37,020 --> 00:07:38,438 - Exactly. 196 00:07:38,521 --> 00:07:39,940 When I was a child, 197 00:07:40,023 --> 00:07:43,068 I used to think how amazing it would be to see Messiah 198 00:07:43,151 --> 00:07:44,903 kill all the Romans on my street. 199 00:07:44,986 --> 00:07:46,363 And I wanted to help Him. 200 00:07:46,446 --> 00:07:48,949 I trained every day with a wooden sword. 201 00:07:49,032 --> 00:07:51,785 - Yes, and I have this scar that proves he was pretty good. 202 00:07:53,328 --> 00:07:54,663 - I used to imagine 203 00:07:54,746 --> 00:07:56,915 that the Romans would break into our home, 204 00:07:56,998 --> 00:08:00,252 and I would be hiding under the bed with a knife. 205 00:08:00,335 --> 00:08:03,380 And just when they came to get me, 206 00:08:03,463 --> 00:08:08,969 Messiah would rescue me at the last moment. 207 00:08:09,052 --> 00:08:11,680 - I didn't think we'd be spending our time healing-- 208 00:08:11,763 --> 00:08:14,140 well, watching Him heal. 209 00:08:14,224 --> 00:08:15,517 And they'll never stop. 210 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:17,352 The people come the more they hear about it, 211 00:08:17,435 --> 00:08:20,188 and we're just going to be doing this the next five years 212 00:08:20,272 --> 00:08:22,065 and we'll never get to the fighting part. 213 00:08:22,148 --> 00:08:25,277 PHILIP: Eager to bring out that wooden sword of yours, are you? 214 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:29,030 - Do you honestly not know what I'm talking about? 215 00:08:29,114 --> 00:08:32,450 - I guess I haven't had any expectations, 216 00:08:32,534 --> 00:08:35,120 that's probably why it's a little easier for me. 217 00:08:35,203 --> 00:08:36,663 I can remember as a little girl 218 00:08:36,746 --> 00:08:38,665 hearing about how someone would save us someday, 219 00:08:38,748 --> 00:08:42,252 but I don't remember much about it. 220 00:08:42,335 --> 00:08:44,754 Why is it you expect a warrior? 221 00:08:44,838 --> 00:08:47,090 - Zechariah. 222 00:08:47,173 --> 00:08:49,801 “For I will gather all the nations against Jerusalem 223 00:08:49,884 --> 00:08:51,094 "to battle, 224 00:08:51,177 --> 00:08:52,971 "and the city will be captured. 225 00:08:53,054 --> 00:08:54,973 "Then the Lord will go forth 226 00:08:55,056 --> 00:08:57,517 "and fight against those nations, 227 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:00,520 "as when He fights on a day of battle. 228 00:09:00,603 --> 00:09:03,064 "On that day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, 229 00:09:03,148 --> 00:09:05,317 which is in front of Jerusalem on the east--" 230 00:09:05,400 --> 00:09:06,568 - Yes, yes, yes, 231 00:09:06,651 --> 00:09:08,820 the Mount of Olives will be split in two 232 00:09:08,903 --> 00:09:10,030 from east to west, 233 00:09:10,113 --> 00:09:12,073 and half of it will move, all this craziness, 234 00:09:12,157 --> 00:09:14,743 but we don't even know when this is going to be, 235 00:09:14,826 --> 00:09:16,411 if it's even in this lifetime. 236 00:09:16,494 --> 00:09:17,996 JOHN: Here's what I also do not understand. 237 00:09:18,079 --> 00:09:19,581 Isn't the Messiah supposed to come 238 00:09:19,664 --> 00:09:22,000 at a time when all is holy? 239 00:09:22,083 --> 00:09:23,835 That's at least what you've been telling me. 240 00:09:23,918 --> 00:09:25,170 RAMAH: What is that from? 241 00:09:25,253 --> 00:09:28,715 - Even a prophetic poem from the rabbis 242 00:09:28,798 --> 00:09:31,051 not so long ago. 243 00:09:31,134 --> 00:09:34,346 “And there shall be no unrighteousness in them 244 00:09:34,429 --> 00:09:36,514 "on his day, 245 00:09:36,598 --> 00:09:38,641 "for they shall all be holy 246 00:09:38,725 --> 00:09:41,811 and their king shall be the Lord Messiah.” 247 00:09:41,895 --> 00:09:42,812 - I guess that's why the Pharisees 248 00:09:42,896 --> 00:09:44,105 do not think He is the one, Mary. 249 00:09:44,189 --> 00:09:46,358 You have to help clean out the Red Quarter first. 250 00:09:46,441 --> 00:09:48,860 [laughing] 251 00:09:48,943 --> 00:09:51,780 - I don't think He's waiting for us to be holy. 252 00:09:51,863 --> 00:09:55,075 I think He's here because we can't be holy without Him. 253 00:09:59,329 --> 00:10:02,749 - Whoa... that's good. 254 00:10:02,832 --> 00:10:04,751 The Baptizer will want to use that. 255 00:10:08,004 --> 00:10:09,172 LITTLE JAMES: Big James, 256 00:10:09,255 --> 00:10:10,799 they need you to help with crowd control... 257 00:10:10,882 --> 00:10:13,009 people were bickering, and getting physical, 258 00:10:13,093 --> 00:10:14,928 and I can't help much in that department. 259 00:10:15,011 --> 00:10:15,762 - Bickering? 260 00:10:15,011 --> 00:10:15,762 - Yeah. 261 00:10:15,845 --> 00:10:16,596 - Are you serious? 262 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:17,764 - Yes. 263 00:10:17,847 --> 00:10:18,723 I'm going to use my sword on them 264 00:10:18,807 --> 00:10:19,891 before the Romans. 265 00:10:22,018 --> 00:10:24,187 - So... 266 00:10:24,270 --> 00:10:26,147 Let's see here, how are we doing? 267 00:10:26,231 --> 00:10:27,232 [laughing] 268 00:10:27,315 --> 00:10:29,526 PHILIP: Well, how do I put this? 269 00:10:29,609 --> 00:10:31,194 Ehh.... 270 00:10:31,277 --> 00:10:32,487 - What? Are you serious? 271 00:10:32,570 --> 00:10:33,613 I'm worse off than I was! 272 00:10:33,696 --> 00:10:35,615 - Yes, yes, you are. 273 00:10:35,698 --> 00:10:37,075 - I thought you said you were good at this. 274 00:10:37,158 --> 00:10:38,451 - I thought I was. 275 00:10:38,535 --> 00:10:39,703 - I can't get out of this now. 276 00:10:39,786 --> 00:10:40,578 - Sorry, James. 277 00:10:40,662 --> 00:10:41,538 - Ugh. 278 00:10:43,456 --> 00:10:44,457 [sighs] 279 00:10:46,084 --> 00:10:47,752 So, what was everyone talking about? 280 00:10:47,836 --> 00:10:49,170 - Eh, not much, 281 00:10:49,254 --> 00:10:52,215 just prophecy, our growing fame, 282 00:10:52,298 --> 00:10:53,383 the Messiah healing disease 283 00:10:53,466 --> 00:10:54,884 instead of overthrowing the Romans, 284 00:10:54,968 --> 00:10:56,344 small topics like that. 285 00:10:56,428 --> 00:10:58,096 - Well, I'm not sorry I missed it. 286 00:11:00,807 --> 00:11:02,308 I'm ready for this day to be over. 287 00:11:04,102 --> 00:11:05,854 - What about out there? 288 00:11:05,937 --> 00:11:07,313 Anything happen in your short shift? 289 00:11:07,397 --> 00:11:08,815 -No, it's the same as all day. 290 00:11:11,276 --> 00:11:12,569 One thing that is annoying me, though, 291 00:11:12,652 --> 00:11:15,488 is these people, they are believing in Him, 292 00:11:15,572 --> 00:11:16,739 and praising Him-- 293 00:11:16,823 --> 00:11:19,701 and don't get me wrong, that's great-- 294 00:11:19,784 --> 00:11:22,787 but it's because He's healing them. 295 00:11:22,871 --> 00:11:23,872 The Samaritans. 296 00:11:23,955 --> 00:11:26,833 - Yeah, it was pretty much what He said. 297 00:11:26,916 --> 00:11:27,834 That's all they needed. 298 00:11:27,917 --> 00:11:29,794 - I know. 299 00:11:29,878 --> 00:11:31,212 I just don't know how many of them 300 00:11:31,296 --> 00:11:33,631 would believe in Him if He wasn't healing them. 301 00:11:37,177 --> 00:11:39,929 - So, I have to ask... 302 00:11:40,013 --> 00:11:42,724 [chuckling] - I think I can guess. 303 00:11:42,807 --> 00:11:44,434 - I have two questions. 304 00:11:44,517 --> 00:11:48,188 Forgive me, but I speak plainly. 305 00:11:48,271 --> 00:11:50,857 What is your malady? 306 00:11:50,940 --> 00:11:52,525 Forgive me, I don't mean to offend. 307 00:11:52,609 --> 00:11:53,651 - It's fine. 308 00:11:53,735 --> 00:11:56,321 It's a form of paralysis, 309 00:11:56,404 --> 00:11:57,780 it's caused problems since birth. 310 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,950 MARY MAGDALENE: It's almost time for evening meal. 311 00:12:01,034 --> 00:12:02,118 Are you hungry? 312 00:12:04,787 --> 00:12:07,665 - So then why... 313 00:12:07,749 --> 00:12:12,879 I mean... why hasn't He healed you? 314 00:12:12,962 --> 00:12:15,048 How do you watch all these healings today? 315 00:12:15,131 --> 00:12:16,174 Does it bother you? 316 00:12:17,509 --> 00:12:21,763 - Whew! Fair questions. 317 00:12:21,846 --> 00:12:24,849 Um... I'm still trying to figure out 318 00:12:24,933 --> 00:12:27,602 how I feel about all of this. 319 00:12:27,685 --> 00:12:31,856 I mean, I suppose one big thing is that I haven't asked. 320 00:12:31,940 --> 00:12:32,982 - Why not? 321 00:12:35,109 --> 00:12:36,486 - I don't know. 322 00:12:39,697 --> 00:12:44,410 - If I had your... struggle, 323 00:12:44,494 --> 00:12:47,664 and I was watching what was happening today, 324 00:12:47,747 --> 00:12:49,791 I'd demand it. 325 00:12:49,874 --> 00:12:51,751 - I don't know if I should. 326 00:12:51,834 --> 00:12:53,878 It just doesn't feel right. 327 00:12:53,962 --> 00:12:55,505 You know, and I suppose I've just been grateful 328 00:12:55,588 --> 00:12:58,466 that He called me to follow Him in spite of it, but-- 329 00:12:58,550 --> 00:13:00,969 it's never come up, not even once. 330 00:13:01,052 --> 00:13:02,762 I'm just afraid that if I mention it to Him, 331 00:13:02,845 --> 00:13:08,518 it will make Him change His mind about me, or something. 332 00:13:08,601 --> 00:13:11,771 [Thomas laughing] 333 00:13:11,854 --> 00:13:15,275 - I'm pretty sure He knows your situation. 334 00:13:15,358 --> 00:13:16,609 It's not like if you point it out, 335 00:13:16,693 --> 00:13:17,527 He'd be surprised. 336 00:13:17,610 --> 00:13:18,444 - That's true. 337 00:13:18,528 --> 00:13:19,320 [laughing] 338 00:13:19,404 --> 00:13:20,822 MARY MOTHER: Mary! 339 00:13:20,905 --> 00:13:22,198 - Let's go. 340 00:13:23,700 --> 00:13:25,368 MARY MOTHER: So good to see you! 341 00:13:25,451 --> 00:13:27,745 MARY MAGDALENE: So good to see you! 342 00:13:27,829 --> 00:13:29,080 MARY MOTHER: So glad to be here. 343 00:13:29,163 --> 00:13:31,207 MARY MAGDALENE: We thought you were coming tomorrow. 344 00:13:31,291 --> 00:13:32,292 MARY MOTHER: Well, some friends 345 00:13:32,375 --> 00:13:35,587 were able to come with me earlier, 346 00:13:35,670 --> 00:13:37,255 so they dropped me off today 347 00:13:37,338 --> 00:13:39,757 and they are seeing some family in the area. 348 00:13:39,841 --> 00:13:42,468 - You'll be with us for a little while, yes? 349 00:13:42,552 --> 00:13:45,054 - Through the Feast, and then we'll see. 350 00:13:45,138 --> 00:13:47,557 Oh, Philip, shalom! 351 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:48,683 What are you doing here?! 352 00:13:48,766 --> 00:13:50,435 - I'm with your Son now. 353 00:13:50,518 --> 00:13:51,853 - Is John all right? 354 00:13:51,936 --> 00:13:53,771 I haven't spoken to him in a while. 355 00:13:53,855 --> 00:13:54,731 - John is fine, 356 00:13:54,814 --> 00:13:55,857 but he said the time was now, 357 00:13:55,940 --> 00:13:58,526 so here I am, trying to make myself useful. 358 00:13:58,610 --> 00:13:59,527 MARY MOTHER: Uh-huh. 359 00:13:59,611 --> 00:14:01,070 THADDEUS: Mary, this is Matthew, 360 00:14:01,154 --> 00:14:02,697 he wasn't with us at the wedding. 361 00:14:02,780 --> 00:14:05,658 MARY MOTHER: Oh, shalom, Matthew, welcome. 362 00:14:05,742 --> 00:14:09,120 Oh, look, that's fine clothing. 363 00:14:09,203 --> 00:14:10,204 - Thank you. 364 00:14:10,288 --> 00:14:11,664 MARY MOTHER: What do you do? 365 00:14:11,748 --> 00:14:12,707 - I don't, I was-- 366 00:14:12,790 --> 00:14:15,376 - He's a new student; Jesus called him. 367 00:14:15,460 --> 00:14:17,337 - Ah, lovely. 368 00:14:17,420 --> 00:14:19,464 Well, I'm sure you're someone special. 369 00:14:19,547 --> 00:14:22,300 So, was today a very long day? 370 00:14:22,383 --> 00:14:24,469 I saw a lot of people, 371 00:14:24,552 --> 00:14:26,137 Simon told me to come back here. 372 00:14:26,220 --> 00:14:28,681 Do we know when Jesus will be finished? 373 00:14:28,765 --> 00:14:30,767 - We walked from Philippi this morning, 374 00:14:30,850 --> 00:14:32,977 and He hasn't stopped since then. 375 00:14:33,061 --> 00:14:34,228 - Hmm. 376 00:14:34,312 --> 00:14:35,480 He has always been a worker. 377 00:14:35,563 --> 00:14:37,774 He gets that from his father... 378 00:14:37,857 --> 00:14:40,234 both of them, I suppose, hm. 379 00:14:40,318 --> 00:14:44,197 Speaking of work, I see the food. 380 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:45,406 You all look exhausted. 381 00:14:45,490 --> 00:14:46,699 I'm here to help. 382 00:14:46,783 --> 00:14:48,785 We'll have it ready very, very soon. 383 00:14:50,787 --> 00:14:56,084 [♪ soft music ♪] 384 00:15:06,469 --> 00:15:10,723 ♪ ♪ 385 00:15:10,723 --> 00:15:14,018 [woman softly vocalizes] 386 00:15:22,402 --> 00:15:25,655 ♪ ♪ 387 00:15:36,666 --> 00:15:38,501 SIMON: Andrew, I need a mental break. 388 00:15:39,544 --> 00:15:42,255 Do one of your “meaningless question” games. 389 00:15:42,338 --> 00:15:45,925 - They're not meaningless... they're interesting. 390 00:15:47,719 --> 00:15:50,680 And I've got one I've been thinking about lately. 391 00:15:50,763 --> 00:15:53,516 What would you do for unlimited money? 392 00:15:53,599 --> 00:15:56,227 Or what would you give up 393 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:58,855 to have all the money you could ever want, 394 00:15:58,938 --> 00:16:00,273 for the rest of your life? 395 00:16:00,356 --> 00:16:01,357 BIG JAMES: Meaning... 396 00:16:01,441 --> 00:16:03,067 would I do something painful? 397 00:16:03,151 --> 00:16:05,570 - Yes, or crazy. 398 00:16:05,653 --> 00:16:08,156 Would you run through the marketplace 399 00:16:08,239 --> 00:16:09,949 with no clothes on, screaming? 400 00:16:10,032 --> 00:16:11,909 THOMAS: Of course not, 401 00:16:11,993 --> 00:16:13,286 I'd be killed by a soldier. 402 00:16:13,369 --> 00:16:15,913 - Plus, it would be immodest, it would be a sin. 403 00:16:15,997 --> 00:16:19,375 - Fine, something that wasn't a sin. 404 00:16:19,459 --> 00:16:21,210 Would you give up your left hand 405 00:16:21,294 --> 00:16:23,379 if you would be rich the rest of your life? 406 00:16:23,463 --> 00:16:27,216 - Maybe not a full hand, but a couple fingers, sure. 407 00:16:27,300 --> 00:16:28,301 - What about love? 408 00:16:30,136 --> 00:16:32,472 Would you give up ever getting married? 409 00:16:32,555 --> 00:16:34,182 - I don't know... 410 00:16:34,265 --> 00:16:36,684 Simon, is it worth it? 411 00:16:36,768 --> 00:16:37,935 - Absolutely, 412 00:16:38,019 --> 00:16:40,938 but you'll never be so lucky to find someone like Eden, 413 00:16:41,022 --> 00:16:43,649 so... take the money. 414 00:16:43,733 --> 00:16:45,026 [laughing] 415 00:16:45,109 --> 00:16:47,278 - I have never had much money my whole life, 416 00:16:47,361 --> 00:16:49,280 and I've been happy. 417 00:16:49,363 --> 00:16:50,406 THOMAS: I don't expect we'll have much money 418 00:16:50,490 --> 00:16:52,450 for as long as we're following Him. 419 00:16:52,533 --> 00:16:56,829 - But you had some money before, yes? 420 00:16:56,913 --> 00:16:59,999 Are you happier now or then? 421 00:17:00,082 --> 00:17:02,376 - Ask Matthew. 422 00:17:02,460 --> 00:17:04,337 - John. 423 00:17:04,420 --> 00:17:05,338 - What? 424 00:17:05,421 --> 00:17:07,089 That was a bad question? 425 00:17:07,173 --> 00:17:08,049 You brought up money. 426 00:17:08,132 --> 00:17:10,718 Matthew's had it; we have not. 427 00:17:10,802 --> 00:17:12,804 - I feel better now, 428 00:17:12,887 --> 00:17:15,264 I don't know if that means happy. 429 00:17:15,348 --> 00:17:17,683 - It's not polite to talk about personal money. 430 00:17:17,767 --> 00:17:18,726 ANDREW: Just a question. 431 00:17:21,062 --> 00:17:23,231 [crickets chirping] 432 00:17:23,314 --> 00:17:25,483 I think about it sometimes... 433 00:17:27,610 --> 00:17:29,904 and then I feel guilty. 434 00:17:29,987 --> 00:17:32,782 - For what? 435 00:17:32,865 --> 00:17:36,577 - For thinking about things I shouldn't, 436 00:17:36,661 --> 00:17:38,871 for wanting things I shouldn't care so much about. 437 00:17:45,002 --> 00:17:49,048 Sometimes, I feel like... 438 00:17:49,131 --> 00:17:53,594 like I'm living someone else's life. 439 00:17:53,678 --> 00:17:55,596 Like... 440 00:17:57,974 --> 00:17:59,767 when I look at myself from the outside... 441 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,480 it doesn't always feel like me. 442 00:18:06,691 --> 00:18:09,485 It feels like someone who's... 443 00:18:09,569 --> 00:18:12,154 trying to live up to the heroes of our history, 444 00:18:14,782 --> 00:18:16,534 like, I have to do something great, 445 00:18:19,495 --> 00:18:20,913 but I know I'm not great. 446 00:18:23,624 --> 00:18:26,419 Know it even more now, being with Him. 447 00:18:28,296 --> 00:18:29,714 - I understand. 448 00:18:31,299 --> 00:18:34,468 I feel like I need to not make anymore mistakes. 449 00:18:36,220 --> 00:18:37,179 - How do you think I felt? 450 00:18:38,723 --> 00:18:41,684 - You must feel that every day, no? 451 00:18:41,767 --> 00:18:43,769 - Not anymore. 452 00:18:43,853 --> 00:18:45,646 He always reassured me, 453 00:18:45,730 --> 00:18:47,398 and God always made me feel like 454 00:18:47,481 --> 00:18:49,317 I shouldn't be burdened. 455 00:18:51,277 --> 00:18:54,572 - So how did you feel when it happened? 456 00:18:54,655 --> 00:18:56,198 - When what happened? 457 00:18:56,282 --> 00:18:58,451 - His birth. 458 00:18:58,534 --> 00:19:01,329 Even before that. 459 00:19:01,412 --> 00:19:04,373 How did you know, when did you know who He was? 460 00:19:06,751 --> 00:19:09,128 - Oh, I don't know. 461 00:19:09,211 --> 00:19:10,171 We're all tired, 462 00:19:10,254 --> 00:19:11,923 do you really want to hear all that? 463 00:19:12,006 --> 00:19:14,258 ALL: Yes!! 464 00:19:14,342 --> 00:19:17,219 - Oh. [chuckling] 465 00:19:17,303 --> 00:19:19,221 Uh, hmm. 466 00:19:19,305 --> 00:19:22,475 Well... 467 00:19:22,558 --> 00:19:24,268 nothing about it was easy, 468 00:19:24,352 --> 00:19:26,771 I can tell you that. 469 00:19:26,854 --> 00:19:29,523 It wasn't in my hometown, 470 00:19:29,607 --> 00:19:31,734 my mother wasn't there, 471 00:19:31,817 --> 00:19:34,237 we had no midwife. 472 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:37,156 I don't know if I'm ready to give all the details, 473 00:19:37,239 --> 00:19:39,784 maybe some other time. 474 00:19:39,867 --> 00:19:42,912 But I do remember this... 475 00:19:42,995 --> 00:19:45,498 When Joseph handed Him to me, 476 00:19:47,124 --> 00:19:49,460 it was like nothing I expected. 477 00:19:51,128 --> 00:19:54,256 It was like everything I'd heard about having a baby, 478 00:19:54,340 --> 00:19:58,970 but I thought this would be completely different. 479 00:19:59,053 --> 00:20:01,097 - What do you mean? 480 00:20:01,180 --> 00:20:04,141 - I had to clean Him off. 481 00:20:04,225 --> 00:20:06,102 He was covered in, um... 482 00:20:08,437 --> 00:20:12,400 I will be polite; He needed to be cleaned. 483 00:20:16,237 --> 00:20:22,660 And He was cold, and He was crying. 484 00:20:22,743 --> 00:20:28,290 And... He needed my help. 485 00:20:28,374 --> 00:20:30,418 My help... 486 00:20:30,501 --> 00:20:32,086 a teenager from Nazareth. 487 00:20:37,466 --> 00:20:40,094 It actually made me think for just one moment, 488 00:20:41,846 --> 00:20:43,723 “Is this really the Son of God?” 489 00:20:46,934 --> 00:20:48,060 And Joseph later told me 490 00:20:48,144 --> 00:20:50,146 he briefly thought the same thing. 491 00:20:54,358 --> 00:20:56,527 But we knew He was. 492 00:21:00,072 --> 00:21:01,949 I don't know what I expected... 493 00:21:05,202 --> 00:21:07,580 but He was crying and He needed me. 494 00:21:09,832 --> 00:21:11,792 And I wondered how long that would last. 495 00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:19,467 He doesn't need me anymore... 496 00:21:19,550 --> 00:21:22,219 not since we taught Him how to walk and eat. 497 00:21:24,555 --> 00:21:27,141 He hasn't needed me for a long time, I suppose. 498 00:21:30,478 --> 00:21:35,149 And after Joseph passed-- may he rest in peace-- 499 00:21:35,232 --> 00:21:38,486 He grew up even quicker. 500 00:21:38,569 --> 00:21:41,322 And I wish I could say that made me happy. 501 00:21:41,405 --> 00:21:42,615 Of course, as a Jew, 502 00:21:42,698 --> 00:21:45,201 I'm excited to see everything He does for our people, 503 00:21:45,284 --> 00:21:47,119 and I'm proud of Him. 504 00:21:50,289 --> 00:21:54,376 But... as a mom, 505 00:21:56,545 --> 00:21:58,172 [sighs] 506 00:21:58,255 --> 00:22:00,132 it makes me a little sad sometimes. 507 00:22:07,264 --> 00:22:09,683 So, it's good to be with all of you for a bit, 508 00:22:09,767 --> 00:22:12,686 I can find ways to help. 509 00:22:12,770 --> 00:22:14,647 - We'll take it. 510 00:22:19,401 --> 00:22:21,570 - Simon, when you were just with Him, 511 00:22:21,654 --> 00:22:24,532 did it seem it would go for very long? 512 00:22:24,615 --> 00:22:26,534 - It's tough to tell. 513 00:22:26,617 --> 00:22:29,954 The line was dying down, but... 514 00:22:30,037 --> 00:22:33,624 He won't send anyone away anyway, so-- 515 00:22:33,707 --> 00:22:34,834 [blows flame out] 516 00:22:34,917 --> 00:22:36,168 --we'll see. 517 00:22:38,671 --> 00:22:39,922 - I'll go check on them. 518 00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:45,010 [fire crackling] 519 00:22:45,094 --> 00:22:46,887 [crickets chirping] 520 00:22:46,971 --> 00:22:48,722 MARY MOTHER: Can I take your plate? 521 00:22:48,806 --> 00:22:50,015 - Yes, thank you. 522 00:22:52,476 --> 00:22:56,272 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 523 00:23:01,318 --> 00:23:03,112 - I didn't know He lost His Father. 524 00:23:05,865 --> 00:23:07,783 I lost mine several years ago, 525 00:23:09,368 --> 00:23:11,036 I'll have to ask Him about that. 526 00:23:15,666 --> 00:23:17,209 Has anyone else lost a parent? 527 00:23:19,587 --> 00:23:20,713 - Mm-hmm. 528 00:23:22,631 --> 00:23:23,883 - I'm sorry. 529 00:23:25,217 --> 00:23:26,927 Was it recent? 530 00:23:27,011 --> 00:23:30,890 - No, no, it was when I was a little girl. 531 00:23:30,973 --> 00:23:34,768 - It's painful, I'm sorry. 532 00:23:34,852 --> 00:23:36,437 - Thank you, it was. 533 00:23:39,190 --> 00:23:41,734 I didn't fully understand it right away. 534 00:23:41,817 --> 00:23:48,949 But, eventually, it made me really angry, 535 00:23:49,033 --> 00:23:54,705 and... I left when I was young. 536 00:23:54,788 --> 00:23:55,748 - Left home? 537 00:23:55,831 --> 00:23:58,584 MARY MAGDALENE: Left everything. 538 00:23:58,667 --> 00:24:01,295 Everything. 539 00:24:01,378 --> 00:24:08,302 I, uh... I tried to stop acting like a Jew, 540 00:24:08,385 --> 00:24:12,848 I tried to stop being myself. 541 00:24:12,932 --> 00:24:18,437 And then, later, as some of the people from our town, 542 00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:23,025 including some of you, knew about, 543 00:24:23,108 --> 00:24:24,777 worse things happened. 544 00:24:27,780 --> 00:24:31,283 Most of it is a blur, 545 00:24:31,367 --> 00:24:33,410 but I forgot so much of everything I learned 546 00:24:33,494 --> 00:24:34,662 as a little girl. 547 00:24:37,289 --> 00:24:38,791 - But now you can catch up. 548 00:24:42,962 --> 00:24:44,004 - Yes. 549 00:24:45,589 --> 00:24:46,590 I hope. 550 00:24:48,300 --> 00:24:49,426 With Matthew and Ramah. 551 00:24:51,595 --> 00:24:54,139 You all are so far ahead, 552 00:24:54,223 --> 00:24:56,475 and you're so good at all of this. 553 00:24:56,558 --> 00:24:58,310 We're not as good as you think. 554 00:24:58,394 --> 00:24:59,979 [laughing] 555 00:25:00,062 --> 00:25:01,772 - Yeah, most of us, 556 00:25:01,855 --> 00:25:03,774 but you were the one with your nose in the writings. 557 00:25:03,857 --> 00:25:04,775 Still are. 558 00:25:04,858 --> 00:25:08,737 - Ah, a little; not as good as others. 559 00:25:08,821 --> 00:25:10,155 - Oh, come on, 560 00:25:10,239 --> 00:25:12,950 you can recite half of Torah, if you had to. 561 00:25:13,033 --> 00:25:13,826 - Maybe. 562 00:25:13,909 --> 00:25:15,744 - Maybe, yeah, maybe. 563 00:25:15,828 --> 00:25:17,997 THADDEUS: Still going. 564 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,165 I couldn't do anymore, 565 00:25:20,249 --> 00:25:21,959 but they said they've got it. 566 00:25:25,421 --> 00:25:27,923 - I really want to be a good student. 567 00:25:28,007 --> 00:25:29,967 - I don't think any of us went to bet midrash 568 00:25:30,050 --> 00:25:33,470 or did much study after school. 569 00:25:33,554 --> 00:25:36,181 That's what's so surprising about all this. 570 00:25:36,265 --> 00:25:38,142 Thomas, did you? 571 00:25:38,225 --> 00:25:39,810 - No, I was in the family business 572 00:25:39,893 --> 00:25:42,604 the day after I graduated. 573 00:25:42,688 --> 00:25:43,814 Thirteen years old, 574 00:25:43,897 --> 00:25:47,151 and I was preparing and serving food at weddings, 575 00:25:47,234 --> 00:25:49,903 I was not a student at all, believe me. 576 00:25:49,987 --> 00:25:52,948 - I wasn't even good at praying until recently, 577 00:25:53,032 --> 00:25:54,616 I would get bored with it. 578 00:25:54,700 --> 00:25:57,619 You know, the same thing over and over. 579 00:25:57,703 --> 00:26:00,539 I learned to love it as I got older. 580 00:26:00,622 --> 00:26:02,750 - I wasn't great at any of it when I was a student. 581 00:26:02,833 --> 00:26:05,794 - I wasn't, either, I didn't like all the rules. 582 00:26:05,878 --> 00:26:08,047 - I never struggled with it. 583 00:26:08,130 --> 00:26:09,173 I do what I'm told. 584 00:26:09,256 --> 00:26:11,342 - Yes, I'm the same, 585 00:26:11,425 --> 00:26:13,761 I've always been a rule follower. 586 00:26:13,844 --> 00:26:16,472 - I've always loved the history, the stories, 587 00:26:16,555 --> 00:26:18,766 so I've always loved the rules, too. 588 00:26:23,062 --> 00:26:24,104 - Simon? 589 00:26:26,815 --> 00:26:27,900 - I've had my moments. 590 00:26:27,983 --> 00:26:32,404 [laughing] 591 00:26:32,488 --> 00:26:36,283 - One time when my parents were asleep, 592 00:26:36,367 --> 00:26:41,205 I had meat with cheese, just to see what I was missing. 593 00:26:41,288 --> 00:26:42,289 Have you ever done that? 594 00:26:42,373 --> 00:26:44,416 - No, I'd feel too guilty. 595 00:26:44,500 --> 00:26:46,210 - You feel guilty about everything. 596 00:26:46,293 --> 00:26:47,294 Right after you were born, 597 00:26:47,378 --> 00:26:50,005 you said sorry to Eema for causing her pain. 598 00:26:50,089 --> 00:26:51,715 THOMAS: Forget the guilt, 599 00:26:51,799 --> 00:26:53,425 I was sick for days. 600 00:26:53,509 --> 00:26:55,886 I haven't violated a single food rule since. 601 00:26:55,969 --> 00:26:57,679 - I tried pork once. 602 00:26:57,763 --> 00:26:58,972 - How? 603 00:26:59,056 --> 00:27:02,059 - We were traveling and we were in a Gentile marketplace, 604 00:27:02,142 --> 00:27:04,061 and I just grabbed a piece. 605 00:27:04,144 --> 00:27:05,479 - Really. 606 00:27:05,562 --> 00:27:06,855 - Ah, it was marvelous. 607 00:27:06,939 --> 00:27:08,857 [laughing] 608 00:27:08,941 --> 00:27:10,567 - One time, on the boats, 609 00:27:10,651 --> 00:27:13,153 we were approaching a Shabbat sunset. 610 00:27:13,237 --> 00:27:15,781 Abba and John had finished their tasks, 611 00:27:15,864 --> 00:27:18,409 and I still had to put my fish in the barrels 612 00:27:18,492 --> 00:27:19,576 because I had so many. 613 00:27:19,660 --> 00:27:21,578 - No, it was because you were going too slow, 614 00:27:21,662 --> 00:27:22,621 because you're too careful. 615 00:27:22,704 --> 00:27:24,623 - No, it was because I had so many... 616 00:27:24,706 --> 00:27:26,041 - Okay. 617 00:27:26,125 --> 00:27:29,002 - So, you have to put them away, obviously, 618 00:27:29,086 --> 00:27:30,087 before the sun sets, 619 00:27:30,170 --> 00:27:31,380 or they'll rot the next day, 620 00:27:31,463 --> 00:27:32,881 and you can't clean them during Shabbat. 621 00:27:32,881 --> 00:27:34,925 So, I started yelling to the others, 622 00:27:35,008 --> 00:27:37,719 "Hey, come on, help me." 623 00:27:37,803 --> 00:27:38,929 No. 624 00:27:39,012 --> 00:27:41,598 They just laughed at me and walked home. 625 00:27:41,682 --> 00:27:44,309 And I had to work so hard and so fast, 626 00:27:44,393 --> 00:27:45,978 I ended up spilling some of the fish 627 00:27:46,061 --> 00:27:47,146 back in the water. 628 00:27:47,229 --> 00:27:51,316 But I finished, just in time. 629 00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:55,529 And I was breathing so hard, I vomited on the shore. 630 00:27:55,612 --> 00:27:56,822 JOHN: He had to wait two whole days 631 00:27:56,905 --> 00:27:58,073 to clean it up. 632 00:27:59,533 --> 00:28:00,742 Oh, um, sorry. 633 00:28:00,826 --> 00:28:02,786 [chuckling] 634 00:28:02,870 --> 00:28:05,038 - I've grown to love being Jewish, 635 00:28:05,122 --> 00:28:07,249 and I've grown to love following the Law, 636 00:28:07,332 --> 00:28:09,710 but it can be exhausting. 637 00:28:09,793 --> 00:28:11,420 - Following the Law or being Jewish? 638 00:28:11,503 --> 00:28:12,963 ANDREW: Both. 639 00:28:13,046 --> 00:28:14,965 BIG JAMES: It always has been. 640 00:28:15,048 --> 00:28:17,384 Even before the occupation. 641 00:28:17,468 --> 00:28:20,596 MARY MAGDALENE: Yes, but aren't we used to it by now? 642 00:28:20,679 --> 00:28:22,222 Hasn't it made us stronger? 643 00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:25,851 THOMAS: I don't get it, if I'm honest. 644 00:28:28,145 --> 00:28:30,439 I don't know why God has allowed the occupation. 645 00:28:33,317 --> 00:28:36,570 I'll have to ask Him more about that... 646 00:28:36,653 --> 00:28:39,031 why this has been allowed for so long. 647 00:28:43,368 --> 00:28:46,121 It's hard to feel like "the chosen people." 648 00:28:46,205 --> 00:28:48,040 - I've been there. 649 00:28:48,123 --> 00:28:50,626 - But it's all worth it now, yes? 650 00:28:52,211 --> 00:28:53,378 The wait is over. 651 00:28:54,630 --> 00:28:58,050 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 652 00:28:58,133 --> 00:28:59,718 [owl hoots] 653 00:29:07,100 --> 00:29:08,185 - What about you? 654 00:29:10,812 --> 00:29:12,648 - What do you mean? 655 00:29:12,731 --> 00:29:16,443 - Has it been difficult for you all this time? 656 00:29:16,527 --> 00:29:19,571 The occupation, following Jewish Law? 657 00:29:19,655 --> 00:29:22,991 - My life has not been easy. 658 00:29:23,075 --> 00:29:24,868 SIMON: Oh, it hasn't? 659 00:29:24,952 --> 00:29:27,746 What was more painful for you: 660 00:29:27,829 --> 00:29:30,290 escaping Roman persecution by working for them, 661 00:29:30,374 --> 00:29:33,627 or escaping your guilt with all the money? 662 00:29:33,710 --> 00:29:36,088 And now you're catching up on Torah 663 00:29:36,171 --> 00:29:37,881 and wanting to follow the Law? 664 00:29:37,965 --> 00:29:39,299 Why now, all of a sudden? 665 00:29:39,383 --> 00:29:41,510 Why not all the other times you had the chance? 666 00:29:41,593 --> 00:29:42,469 - Simon. 667 00:29:42,553 --> 00:29:44,054 - No, no, John, I want to know. 668 00:29:44,137 --> 00:29:45,764 Mary had horrible trauma, 669 00:29:45,847 --> 00:29:48,934 she didn't choose all that happened to her. 670 00:29:49,017 --> 00:29:50,227 What's your excuse? 671 00:29:51,979 --> 00:29:53,772 - What do you want me to say? 672 00:29:53,855 --> 00:29:55,941 I don't know what you want from me. 673 00:29:56,024 --> 00:29:57,484 - An apology. 674 00:29:57,568 --> 00:29:58,944 - What? 675 00:30:00,279 --> 00:30:02,155 - Simon's not wrong. 676 00:30:02,239 --> 00:30:06,368 He could be more... delicate about it, but... 677 00:30:06,451 --> 00:30:09,830 you did choose to work for them, 678 00:30:09,913 --> 00:30:13,125 and you made my life even harder than it already was, 679 00:30:13,208 --> 00:30:14,710 and you haven't apologized. 680 00:30:17,379 --> 00:30:18,255 SIMON: No, no, don't say it, 681 00:30:18,338 --> 00:30:19,423 I don't want you to apologize, 682 00:30:19,506 --> 00:30:20,382 it doesn't matter. 683 00:30:20,465 --> 00:30:21,800 What will hearing him say "sorry" do? 684 00:30:21,883 --> 00:30:23,010 I won't forgive it anyway. 685 00:30:23,093 --> 00:30:25,429 - What keeps putting you in authority? 686 00:30:25,512 --> 00:30:27,389 Who are you to forgive or not to forgive? 687 00:30:27,472 --> 00:30:28,307 - What, you're on his side? 688 00:30:28,390 --> 00:30:29,266 - No, of course not, 689 00:30:29,349 --> 00:30:31,184 but you've had your problems too! 690 00:30:31,268 --> 00:30:33,645 What about apologizing for what you almost did to us 691 00:30:33,729 --> 00:30:34,646 with the Romans? 692 00:30:34,730 --> 00:30:36,148 SIMON: I didn't go through with it! 693 00:30:36,231 --> 00:30:37,941 I was trying to save my family's life, 694 00:30:38,025 --> 00:30:39,526 and I love you, John, 695 00:30:39,610 --> 00:30:41,445 but that's not something you have to worry about 696 00:30:41,528 --> 00:30:44,364 when Zeb and Salome are looking out for you. 697 00:30:44,448 --> 00:30:46,575 But you put me in a desperate position 698 00:30:46,658 --> 00:30:49,369 where I did things I would never have done otherwise, 699 00:30:49,453 --> 00:30:50,412 and I've repented for them. 700 00:30:50,495 --> 00:30:52,039 And John and James, I am sorry, 701 00:30:52,122 --> 00:30:53,582 but I didn't go through with it! 702 00:30:55,417 --> 00:30:56,668 THOMAS: What is your excuse? 703 00:30:58,211 --> 00:30:59,463 I was a successful businessman, 704 00:30:59,546 --> 00:31:00,756 and yet I was always behind. 705 00:31:00,839 --> 00:31:01,923 - He wasn't your tax collector. 706 00:31:02,007 --> 00:31:03,717 Quit defending him; I want an answer! 707 00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:05,427 - Hey! You're new. 708 00:31:08,096 --> 00:31:09,556 SIMON: Do you even know what it's like 709 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,600 to be Jewish? 710 00:31:11,683 --> 00:31:14,561 To suffer for centuries and centuries because of it, 711 00:31:14,645 --> 00:31:17,022 but to still commit to it? 712 00:31:17,105 --> 00:31:18,148 To protect our heritage, 713 00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:20,317 even though it never stops being painful? 714 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,444 Because the one comfort we have 715 00:31:22,527 --> 00:31:24,696 is to know that we're doing it together, 716 00:31:24,780 --> 00:31:26,948 that we're all suffering together. 717 00:31:27,032 --> 00:31:29,951 But if we just wait a little longer, 718 00:31:30,035 --> 00:31:32,037 if we hold tight just a little more, 719 00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:33,038 we'll have rescue, 720 00:31:33,121 --> 00:31:35,666 because we're chosen, all of us. 721 00:31:35,749 --> 00:31:39,127 And you betrayed that, and you spit on it! 722 00:31:39,211 --> 00:31:40,212 I can't forgive it! 723 00:31:40,295 --> 00:31:41,296 I'll never forgive it! 724 00:31:41,380 --> 00:31:42,839 BIG JAMES: All right! 725 00:31:42,923 --> 00:31:46,134 You've said what you needed to say. 726 00:31:46,218 --> 00:31:47,302 Sit down, Simon. 727 00:31:47,386 --> 00:31:49,304 - You sit down first! 728 00:31:52,724 --> 00:31:55,852 [approaching footsteps] 729 00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:14,121 [wearily] - Good night. 730 00:32:30,971 --> 00:32:34,391 [shaky, painful breathing] 731 00:32:37,144 --> 00:32:38,228 Ugh! 732 00:32:50,407 --> 00:32:52,284 Oh, Eema. 733 00:32:53,702 --> 00:32:55,454 Thank you. 734 00:32:55,537 --> 00:33:00,125 [woman vocalizing] 735 00:33:14,848 --> 00:33:16,475 [trickling water] 736 00:33:18,101 --> 00:33:20,854 [shaky breathing] 737 00:33:24,274 --> 00:33:28,028 ♪ ♪ 738 00:33:32,157 --> 00:33:33,658 [trickling water] 739 00:33:43,835 --> 00:33:45,045 MARY MOTHER: [whispering] You've got blood on your hands. 740 00:33:49,925 --> 00:33:51,593 One more. 741 00:33:51,676 --> 00:33:53,094 There we go. 742 00:33:53,178 --> 00:33:54,137 - I'm a mess. 743 00:33:54,221 --> 00:33:55,764 [chuckles] 744 00:33:55,847 --> 00:33:56,640 Good? 745 00:33:56,723 --> 00:33:58,725 - Good. 746 00:33:58,809 --> 00:34:01,394 [kiss] What would I do without you, Eema. 747 00:34:03,313 --> 00:34:04,231 - Now, get some sleep. 748 00:34:04,314 --> 00:34:05,732 - Okay. 749 00:34:05,816 --> 00:34:06,942 I'm so tired. 750 00:34:11,112 --> 00:34:14,115 Oh. [shuddered breaths] 751 00:34:17,536 --> 00:34:20,622 Blessed are You, Lord our God, 752 00:34:20,705 --> 00:34:23,041 King of the Universe, 753 00:34:23,124 --> 00:34:25,961 who brings sleep to My eyes, 754 00:34:26,044 --> 00:34:29,172 and slumber to My eyelids. 755 00:34:29,256 --> 00:34:33,134 May it be Your will, Lord My God, 756 00:34:33,218 --> 00:34:35,762 and God of My ancestors, 757 00:34:35,846 --> 00:34:38,515 that I lie down in peace, 758 00:34:38,598 --> 00:34:40,684 and that I arise in peace. 759 00:34:42,435 --> 00:34:44,145 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 760 00:34:44,229 --> 00:34:46,356 [crickets chirping]