1 00:00:12,095 --> 00:00:13,535 There! There! Freeze it there! 2 00:00:14,180 --> 00:00:15,680 Yeah, you see? What is that? 3 00:00:16,224 --> 00:00:18,644 - Um... - Well, can you zoom in? Enhance? 4 00:00:19,602 --> 00:00:20,692 Enhance? 5 00:00:21,187 --> 00:00:23,767 What kind of fuckin' operation do you think I'm running here? 6 00:00:25,233 --> 00:00:27,283 That just looks like your shadow. 7 00:00:35,285 --> 00:00:37,195 - That's so cool. - It's so not cool. 8 00:00:37,287 --> 00:00:38,997 It is massively screwed up. 9 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:41,460 Can you stop doing that? 10 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:45,592 Sorry. 11 00:00:47,255 --> 00:00:49,295 Jesus fucking Christ. 12 00:00:50,050 --> 00:00:51,822 Uh, do you want to look at it again, or... 13 00:00:51,830 --> 00:00:53,680 We've watched it, like, a million times. 14 00:00:53,700 --> 00:00:55,880 Okay, and we're just missing this fucker. 15 00:00:55,972 --> 00:00:57,562 I... I know it. I mean, he's in there. 16 00:00:57,640 --> 00:00:58,640 But what if he isn't? 17 00:00:59,476 --> 00:01:01,846 Then I'm just completely insane, huh? 18 00:01:02,395 --> 00:01:06,935 Okay, Syd, if you honestly believe that someone was there, 19 00:01:07,025 --> 00:01:10,395 and they straight up fuckin' disappeared, then... 20 00:01:11,654 --> 00:01:12,954 I believe it, too. 21 00:01:14,449 --> 00:01:16,029 But then, what if it is true? 22 00:01:16,659 --> 00:01:18,829 You know, that means someone's been watching me. 23 00:01:19,245 --> 00:01:22,365 Uh, you know, and that means... that, uh, you know, maybe... 24 00:01:24,667 --> 00:01:25,747 Someone else knows. 25 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:31,220 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 26 00:01:32,133 --> 00:01:35,009 Dear Diary, what if I'm just going crazy? 27 00:01:35,011 --> 00:01:37,431 People don't just 28 00:01:37,514 --> 00:01:39,347 disappear into thin air. 29 00:01:39,349 --> 00:01:40,765 Right? 30 00:01:42,143 --> 00:01:44,443 But, Diary, it felt... 31 00:01:44,521 --> 00:01:46,231 ... so real. 32 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:58,584 So, if I am being followed, have they seen all my weird shit? 33 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:02,577 I mean, it has to be because of my weird shit, right? 34 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:04,753 And, Diary, who the fuck is it? 35 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:07,747 I mean, it could be anyone. 36 00:02:07,836 --> 00:02:08,836 You happy? 37 00:02:10,171 --> 00:02:12,631 You could've kept your mouth shut, but you didn't. 38 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,894 This isn't over. 39 00:02:26,312 --> 00:02:28,822 Dina's mine. Back the fuck off. 40 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,411 Oh, my God. Did you hear about Brad and Jenny Tuffield? 41 00:02:37,490 --> 00:02:38,780 Seriously, so gross. 42 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:41,027 Yeah, and I hear she has, like, mental issues. 43 00:02:41,035 --> 00:02:42,745 No, I'm saying Brad is gross. 44 00:02:42,829 --> 00:02:43,829 Sure he's hot. 45 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:46,370 I had no idea he was such a manwhore. 46 00:02:46,457 --> 00:02:47,537 Yikes. 47 00:02:50,086 --> 00:02:51,086 Syd. 48 00:02:53,130 --> 00:02:54,920 You're supposed to tell me everything. 49 00:02:54,940 --> 00:02:56,841 That's what best friends do, right? 50 00:02:57,802 --> 00:02:58,802 Right? 51 00:03:00,138 --> 00:03:01,508 Why did we steal that tape? 52 00:03:02,390 --> 00:03:04,560 - I told you already. - No, you didn't. 53 00:03:04,642 --> 00:03:06,562 I saw the library, Syd. 54 00:03:06,644 --> 00:03:07,734 You lied to me. 55 00:03:08,438 --> 00:03:11,068 You let me help you steal something with no idea why. 56 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:13,649 Can you take a moment to realize how shitty that is? 57 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:17,532 - If we get suspended... - We won't. 58 00:03:17,614 --> 00:03:21,414 But if we do, I think I deserve to know what the hell's going on. 59 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:24,792 What happened in the library, and why'd you have to cover it up? 60 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:27,205 And why won't you just tell me? 61 00:03:31,502 --> 00:03:34,762 I'm sorry, Dina, but I... I can't. 62 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:45,807 Hey, Veronica. 63 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:48,392 I know we haven't talked too much this year, and... 64 00:03:49,437 --> 00:03:51,187 um... I hope this isn't too forward, 65 00:03:51,272 --> 00:03:53,232 but maybe we should go out for pizza one day. 66 00:03:55,652 --> 00:03:58,702 And talk about this major growth spurt I'm about to have. 67 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:00,197 Hah. 68 00:04:02,450 --> 00:04:04,370 Where's your freak sister this time? 69 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:20,801 Okay, Syd. 70 00:04:22,053 --> 00:04:24,513 Whitaker's got nothing on us, all right? Don't sweat it. 71 00:04:24,597 --> 00:04:28,557 Which is why I'm telling you we should just go to the dance, right? 72 00:04:28,643 --> 00:04:30,603 We could do something before, or something after. 73 00:04:30,687 --> 00:04:32,357 A movie, if you want. 74 00:04:34,107 --> 00:04:36,107 All right, dude, seriously... 75 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:40,284 there's a rumor going around that Jenny gave you gonorrhea. 76 00:04:42,073 --> 00:04:44,123 Oh, he totally slept with her. 77 00:04:44,200 --> 00:04:47,700 I know, it's shitty, and I'm sorry I had to tell you that. 78 00:04:49,747 --> 00:04:52,997 Yeah, do you notice anything about this table, dipshit? 79 00:04:54,836 --> 00:04:57,086 Yeah, I already know about the fucking rumors. 80 00:04:58,256 --> 00:05:00,466 Because I'm down for anything. 81 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:04,600 We could just go to have fun, do the funky chicken, drink some punch. 82 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:08,808 You know, we could just give it all a big, proper go. 83 00:05:11,936 --> 00:05:12,936 Sorry, what? 84 00:05:14,272 --> 00:05:16,902 Um... homecoming. You, me, this weekend. 85 00:05:17,817 --> 00:05:21,857 Oh, I don't know, Stan. I've got a lot of shit on my mind. 86 00:05:22,850 --> 00:05:23,927 Yeah, okay. 87 00:05:23,948 --> 00:05:26,528 So we won't go. We could just go do somethin' else. 88 00:05:27,410 --> 00:05:28,410 Like? 89 00:05:29,162 --> 00:05:30,412 Like... 90 00:05:31,205 --> 00:05:34,245 we can... test your powers again? 91 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:37,714 Oh, no, let's definitely do that 'cause that went great. 92 00:05:37,795 --> 00:05:40,665 Well, I... I'm just thinkin' it might help you feel a little... 93 00:05:42,091 --> 00:05:43,131 Feel what? 94 00:05:43,217 --> 00:05:45,637 A little more... in control. 95 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,390 Like if you maybe wanted to feel like you could defend yourself 96 00:05:48,473 --> 00:05:50,773 if some creepy guy really is following you? 97 00:05:50,850 --> 00:05:53,770 Oh! Just when I thought I couldn't be any more paranoid. 98 00:05:54,437 --> 00:05:56,727 Stanley Barber, ladies and gentlemen. 99 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:00,029 What is with you today? 100 00:06:00,109 --> 00:06:02,109 I mean, I'm... I'm used to you being a dick, 101 00:06:02,195 --> 00:06:03,645 but this is like a whole new level. 102 00:06:03,738 --> 00:06:05,778 What is with me is I have bigger shit to worry about 103 00:06:05,823 --> 00:06:07,783 than hurting your fucking feelings! 104 00:06:12,830 --> 00:06:15,620 Right, I'll just go to the dance by myself, then? 105 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:18,232 - Stan, I do not care. - You... you don't care? 106 00:06:18,240 --> 00:06:19,260 - Nope. - At all? 107 00:06:19,280 --> 00:06:21,180 - No. - Then you won't mind 108 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:22,528 if I find another date? 109 00:06:22,548 --> 00:06:23,668 I want you to. 110 00:06:25,070 --> 00:06:26,115 Fine. 111 00:06:26,135 --> 00:06:27,215 Okay, I will. 112 00:06:31,933 --> 00:06:33,063 Hey, Mercedes. 113 00:06:35,812 --> 00:06:37,652 So, you going to homecoming? 114 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:39,940 How's the diary coming along? 115 00:06:40,817 --> 00:06:42,937 You try your hand at a little poetry yet? 116 00:06:44,987 --> 00:06:48,487 Look, we can just keep sitting in here week after week 117 00:06:48,574 --> 00:06:51,044 just waiting for our 20 minutes to end, 118 00:06:51,452 --> 00:06:53,962 or you can actually open up. 119 00:06:55,623 --> 00:06:58,673 Unless you have loads of other people to talk to. 120 00:07:05,675 --> 00:07:06,675 So... 121 00:07:08,177 --> 00:07:09,177 I sort of... 122 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:13,267 sort of saw someone. 123 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:15,516 Like, I... I thought I saw... 124 00:07:17,228 --> 00:07:19,518 this man following me, 125 00:07:20,106 --> 00:07:22,646 and so I... I followed him, and he sorta... 126 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:24,943 disappeared. 127 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:28,321 He... 128 00:07:29,365 --> 00:07:30,365 disappeared? 129 00:07:31,033 --> 00:07:32,033 Yeah. 130 00:07:34,162 --> 00:07:35,462 Did this man... 131 00:07:35,997 --> 00:07:38,537 Did he look anything like your father? 132 00:07:40,001 --> 00:07:41,171 No, my dad's... 133 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:43,879 dead. 134 00:07:45,381 --> 00:07:48,801 I thought I saw my grandmother for months after she passed. 135 00:07:48,885 --> 00:07:51,545 On the street, in the next room, sitting beside me. 136 00:07:51,637 --> 00:07:54,017 And I hadn't even been... 137 00:07:55,433 --> 00:08:00,403 They're called grief hallucinations, and they can be real wack-a-doo. 138 00:08:01,564 --> 00:08:03,484 What does that... mean? 139 00:08:03,900 --> 00:08:06,900 It most likely means that... 140 00:08:09,363 --> 00:08:10,663 you're still grieving, 141 00:08:11,782 --> 00:08:14,832 and that you need something from him. 142 00:08:15,953 --> 00:08:18,003 Like... what? 143 00:08:19,999 --> 00:08:20,999 Closure. 144 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:28,625 Closure. I don't need closure. What I need to know 145 00:08:28,716 --> 00:08:31,036 is why it really feels like someone is... 146 00:09:05,836 --> 00:09:07,046 It's all in my head. 147 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:15,604 It's all in my head. 148 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,680 It's all in my head. It's all in my head. 149 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,348 It's not real. 150 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:28,857 Shit. Hey, Goob. 151 00:09:29,485 --> 00:09:30,485 I... 152 00:09:32,488 --> 00:09:33,948 Oh, my God. What happened? 153 00:09:34,865 --> 00:09:37,365 Richard Rynard, that's what happened! 154 00:09:37,451 --> 00:09:39,201 For all the crap you said to him! 155 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:41,158 Liam, I... 156 00:09:41,247 --> 00:09:43,807 And you know what he said right before he punched me in the face? 157 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:45,883 Right in front of Veronica Thompson? 158 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:48,000 "Tell your freak sister I said hi." 159 00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:49,713 And you know what, Syd? 160 00:09:49,797 --> 00:09:52,877 With the way you've been acting lately, maybe he's right. 161 00:09:58,306 --> 00:10:01,096 Worst... day... ever. 162 00:10:02,518 --> 00:10:04,438 I'm a shitty friend. 163 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,191 And a shitty sister. 164 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,443 Maybe they all have a point. 165 00:10:09,358 --> 00:10:10,988 I have been such a freak lately, 166 00:10:11,902 --> 00:10:14,362 and a liar, and a dick. 167 00:10:15,656 --> 00:10:16,656 Maybe... 168 00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:20,745 Maybe Ms. Cappriotti's right. 169 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:24,212 Maybe I really do need closure. 170 00:10:27,668 --> 00:10:29,338 If I could just find something, 171 00:10:30,921 --> 00:10:32,801 a note, anything, 172 00:10:33,382 --> 00:10:37,262 because if my dad left any kind of clue somewhere in all this junk, 173 00:10:37,970 --> 00:10:40,390 maybe I could just... move on. 174 00:10:51,567 --> 00:10:54,697 Maybe all the monsters in my head would go away. 175 00:10:56,489 --> 00:10:58,819 If I could just find some answers, 176 00:10:59,283 --> 00:11:02,623 maybe... maybe things would just go back to normal. 177 00:11:03,829 --> 00:11:04,829 Somehow. 178 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,254 Come on, Syd. Focus. 179 00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:50,166 Focus. 180 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:06,520 Holy... shit. 181 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,022 What are you doing? 182 00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:52,937 Syd. 183 00:12:55,107 --> 00:12:56,277 Why are you down here? 184 00:12:58,068 --> 00:12:59,398 Mom, what is this stuff? 185 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:07,368 You wanna know about your dad, Syd? 186 00:13:08,370 --> 00:13:11,620 If you really wanna know, I'll tell you. 187 00:13:12,625 --> 00:13:15,245 But if I do, you need to know, 188 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:18,415 you might not ever think of him the same way. 189 00:13:22,343 --> 00:13:26,643 Just after we got married, your dad signed up for the Marines. 190 00:13:28,182 --> 00:13:30,772 Over the years, it started to weigh on him... 191 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:34,309 the things he saw, the things he... 192 00:13:36,690 --> 00:13:37,730 the things he did. 193 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:41,610 When he finally came home... 194 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:46,026 ... we tried to move on... 195 00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:51,332 but he was never the same. 196 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,166 He always said that... 197 00:13:56,794 --> 00:14:00,514 ... no one could possibly know what he was dealing with. 198 00:14:03,592 --> 00:14:05,682 No one could help him get better. 199 00:14:09,390 --> 00:14:11,180 Any time I would ask him about it, 200 00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,427 he'd get so mad, 201 00:14:13,018 --> 00:14:15,098 he'd run out of the room like... 202 00:14:15,604 --> 00:14:17,114 Like he was about to throw up? 203 00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:21,150 Yeah. 204 00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:23,614 He was just paranoid, Syd. 205 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:27,237 He thought someone was following him. 206 00:14:30,035 --> 00:14:31,535 He said it was dangerous. 207 00:14:36,292 --> 00:14:38,382 His last tour, there was this... 208 00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:40,712 incident, 209 00:14:41,630 --> 00:14:43,220 some sort of explosion. 210 00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:47,505 Everyone died, Syd. 211 00:14:48,304 --> 00:14:49,684 On both sides. 212 00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:54,602 His buddies, every civilian, everyone... 213 00:14:56,937 --> 00:14:58,857 ... except your father. 214 00:14:59,356 --> 00:15:01,316 He was the only one who survived. 215 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:03,690 No one could make any sense of it. 216 00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:09,781 And he... he never got over it. 217 00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:13,536 And then, that night... 218 00:15:17,166 --> 00:15:18,706 ... when I came down here... 219 00:15:25,299 --> 00:15:28,389 He had something in him, Syd. 220 00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:31,891 Something that he was always wrestling with... 221 00:15:33,974 --> 00:15:37,734 and... that thing won. 222 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,056 Fuck! 223 00:15:43,192 --> 00:15:45,322 If you ever have feelings like that... 224 00:15:47,112 --> 00:15:48,452 you need to tell me. 225 00:15:50,282 --> 00:15:51,282 Okay? 226 00:15:52,576 --> 00:15:55,906 Oh... my... God. 227 00:15:57,081 --> 00:16:00,631 Dear Diary, there is so much I need to tell you. 228 00:16:02,795 --> 00:16:03,795 Diary? 229 00:16:05,547 --> 00:16:07,007 Oh, no, no, no, no, no. 230 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:11,219 Where are you? 231 00:16:22,773 --> 00:16:23,823 Dear Diary, 232 00:16:25,234 --> 00:16:27,534 if you're not here, that means... 233 00:16:44,050 --> 00:16:49,050 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com --