1 00:00:16,640 --> 00:00:18,800 MARIANNE: I thought your story was beautiful. 2 00:00:23,560 --> 00:00:28,240 Like I'm hearing your most private, most intimate thoughts. 3 00:00:30,040 --> 00:00:32,200 This wonderful hidden life you have access to. 4 00:00:32,200 --> 00:00:33,840 [Connell laughs softly] 5 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:36,640 I'm completely jealous. 6 00:00:40,120 --> 00:00:41,200 ‐ Thanks. 7 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:44,160 For reading it. 8 00:00:48,360 --> 00:00:50,080 ‐ What will you do with it? 9 00:00:50,480 --> 00:00:51,840 ‐ Don't know. 10 00:00:54,080 --> 00:00:57,880 ‐ You should submit it to the magazine. 11 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:01,040 They liked the last one. ‐ I don't know. 12 00:01:02,720 --> 00:01:04,440 Don't know if it's good enough. 13 00:01:05,520 --> 00:01:06,920 ‐ Ah, you're just fishing now. 14 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:09,000 It's brilliant. 15 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:11,040 ♪ dramatic music playing ♪ 16 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:13,040 ♪ 17 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:29,200 ALL: ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 18 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:32,800 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 19 00:01:32,800 --> 00:01:36,440 ♪ Happy birthday dear Marianne ♪ 20 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:40,160 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 21 00:01:40,160 --> 00:01:41,720 [cheers and applause] 22 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:46,840 WOMAN: Right, make a wish. 23 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,080 [laughter] 24 00:01:49,800 --> 00:01:52,520 ELAINE: This looks so yummy. I can't believe you made this. 25 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:54,160 ‐ It's a perfect essay distraction. 26 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:55,640 [chuckling] 27 00:01:55,640 --> 00:01:57,880 ‐ It's very sweet. Totally unnecessary. 28 00:01:57,880 --> 00:01:59,560 ‐ Shut your face. You have to have a cake. 29 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:01,080 NIALL: Did you get good presents, Marianne? 30 00:02:01,080 --> 00:02:02,680 ‐ Lovely presents. Thank you, Niall. 31 00:02:02,680 --> 00:02:04,200 WOMAN: And what did you get her, Connell? 32 00:02:04,520 --> 00:02:06,360 ‐ Uh, a book. 33 00:02:06,720 --> 00:02:08,320 Some Frank O'Hara poems. 34 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:11,720 [scoffs] Anyway... 35 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:12,680 [laughter] 36 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:13,880 ‐ I love it. 37 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:16,640 NIALL: And what about your family? They get you anything nice? 38 00:02:16,640 --> 00:02:18,640 A sports car or a pony? 39 00:02:18,640 --> 00:02:20,160 JOANNA: [giggling] What are you implying? 40 00:02:20,160 --> 00:02:21,840 ‐ Well, I'm just going off my own birthday list. 41 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:24,120 ‐ [scoffs] Mm, they don't really go in for birthdays. 42 00:02:24,120 --> 00:02:25,440 NIALL: Oh, fair enough. 43 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,120 Mm, this cake's fuckin' delicious. 44 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:30,560 [laughter] 45 00:02:34,800 --> 00:02:35,880 [phone buzzes] 46 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:45,320 ‐ Birthday message? 47 00:02:47,040 --> 00:02:48,080 ‐ Yeah. 48 00:02:48,720 --> 00:02:49,800 My mother. 49 00:02:58,400 --> 00:02:59,920 Not exactly "happy birthday." 50 00:03:00,920 --> 00:03:02,120 ‐ What does it say? 51 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:07,120 ‐ "Send me back the keys to the Dublin flat as soon as possible." 52 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:08,600 So... 53 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:23,760 ‐ I'm sorry. 54 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:26,240 ‐ It's okay. 55 00:03:27,440 --> 00:03:28,400 I'm okay. 56 00:03:40,960 --> 00:03:43,000 ♪ "Dogwood Blossom" by Fionn Regan ♪ 57 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:45,000 ♪ 58 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:56,720 ‐ ♪ Keep climbing into my head without knocking ♪ 59 00:03:58,720 --> 00:04:03,200 ♪ And you fix yourself there like a map pin ♪ 60 00:04:04,640 --> 00:04:09,640 ♪ Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give ♪ 61 00:04:12,960 --> 00:04:14,640 ♪ It's inevitable... ♪ 62 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:15,800 ‐ Did you like that? 63 00:04:17,960 --> 00:04:18,960 ‐ Yeah. 64 00:04:20,320 --> 00:04:21,400 Very much. 65 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:24,600 ‐ Good. 66 00:04:25,440 --> 00:04:28,160 ‐ ♪ And a mouth that slurs ♪ 67 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:31,560 ♪ All the shit that it stirs ♪ 68 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:36,600 ♪ Let that dogwood blossom ♪ 69 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:44,240 ♪ Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give ♪ 70 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:53,600 ♪ It's inevitable, the way that you live ♪ 71 00:04:57,560 --> 00:05:00,120 ♪ Bottles in brown paper ♪ 72 00:05:00,280 --> 00:05:02,920 ♪ And a mouth that slurs ♪ 73 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:06,080 ♪ All the shit that it stirs ♪ 74 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:10,520 ♪ Let that dogwood blossom ♪ 75 00:05:10,520 --> 00:05:11,960 INSTRUCTOR: ...could be described as bureaucratic inertia. 76 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:14,040 ‐ Who? Connell? 77 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:15,600 ‐ Yeah, all right, well, you're getting better. 78 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:22,400 ‐ What do you fancy doing tonight? 79 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:24,480 ‐ Watch a film. ‐ Sounds good. 80 00:05:24,680 --> 00:05:27,320 ‐ Oh, I might go for a swim. Another one. 81 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:30,000 But I, I could pick up some food and come to you after. 82 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:31,160 ‐ Great. 83 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:35,560 Did we get married and become 50 years old without noticing? 84 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:36,640 ‐ Maybe. 85 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:39,240 I actually love it. 86 00:05:40,200 --> 00:05:42,560 ‐ Do you think our first‐year selves would hate what we've become? 87 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:44,680 I should have known, to be fair. 88 00:05:44,680 --> 00:05:47,320 ‐ I think first‐year me would have been amazed. 89 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:50,760 "Look at her, she's actually content." 90 00:05:51,520 --> 00:05:52,400 Wow. 91 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:02,160 You all right? ‐ Mm‐hmm, yeah. 92 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,120 I just got this email. ‐ From who? 93 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:11,760 Connell, from who? 94 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:13,360 ‐ It's, uh... 95 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:16,560 it's, it's from this university in New York. 96 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,200 They're offering me a place in their MFA creative writing program. 97 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:23,120 ‐ Oh. 98 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:26,680 I didn't even know you'd applied. 99 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:32,480 I mean, congratulations. I'm, I'm not surprised 100 00:06:32,480 --> 00:06:33,600 they've offered you a place. 101 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:36,760 I'm just a bit surprised you didn't mention it. 102 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,440 ‐ Well, it was such a long shot. 103 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,360 I, um, I‐I was embarrassed. 104 00:06:46,280 --> 00:06:47,440 To be honest, I, uh... 105 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:51,160 I still look up to you a lot, and I, uh... 106 00:06:52,880 --> 00:06:55,280 I wouldn't want you to see me as like, I don't know what, deluded, or... 107 00:06:55,280 --> 00:06:57,160 ‐ Connell. ‐ And I, 108 00:06:57,160 --> 00:06:59,400 I don't even know why I applied. It wasn't even my idea. 109 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:03,000 ‐ Whose idea was it? ‐ Uh, one‐‐ one of my tutors. 110 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:08,880 ‐ It's really brilliant, Connell. 111 00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:10,800 ‐ You can see me in New York, can you? 112 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:14,400 ‐ Yeah, actually. 113 00:07:15,680 --> 00:07:17,480 I can. ‐ I can't even... 114 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:21,560 [scoffs] It's making me feel... 115 00:07:22,560 --> 00:07:23,800 [exhales] 116 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:28,080 Now is not the time for me to go halfway across the world 117 00:07:28,080 --> 00:07:30,240 and live in a city where I don't know anyone. 118 00:07:32,240 --> 00:07:34,000 Like... 119 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:35,680 I could barely walk down the street in Dublin 120 00:07:35,680 --> 00:07:37,680 a couple of months ago without having a panic attack. 121 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:39,560 How's that gonna work in New York? 122 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:45,480 ‐ Put it away for a bit. 123 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:49,880 It, it's brilliant they offered you a place. 124 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:52,520 Don't think about what to do with it for now. 125 00:07:57,160 --> 00:07:58,200 ‐ I'm not going. 126 00:08:00,600 --> 00:08:01,560 ‐ Okay. 127 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,520 [applause] 128 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:23,080 ‐ And of course, we have to thank Connell. 129 00:08:23,080 --> 00:08:25,200 [cheers and applause] 130 00:08:25,840 --> 00:08:28,960 For stepping up and turning out to be 131 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:34,200 the most naturally fucking gifted editor of all times. 132 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:36,080 [cheering and applause] 133 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:42,320 Leading me to announce that our latest brilliant issue 134 00:08:42,320 --> 00:08:45,520 launches tomorrow, and we could not be prouder. 135 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:49,920 And I made punch, and it's fucking delicious. 136 00:08:49,920 --> 00:08:52,920 WOMAN: And it's fucking lethal. SOPHIE: Drink up! 137 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:56,520 [scattered cheers and applause] 138 00:08:56,520 --> 00:08:59,680 [indistinct chatter] 139 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:09,120 ‐ Marianne. 140 00:09:10,520 --> 00:09:11,840 ‐ Yeah? 141 00:09:11,840 --> 00:09:12,920 ‐ Can I ask you something? 142 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:14,480 ‐ Mm‐hmm. 143 00:09:17,040 --> 00:09:18,120 ‐ Christmas. 144 00:09:20,040 --> 00:09:21,360 ‐ What about it? 145 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:25,080 ‐ Would you like to come to ours? 146 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:29,240 ‐ I don't know, Connell. 147 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:33,640 That's kind. ‐ Lorraine would love to have you. 148 00:09:36,200 --> 00:09:37,640 ‐ You don't know that. 149 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:44,480 What? ‐ I think I do know that. 150 00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:46,360 It's her idea. 151 00:09:47,800 --> 00:09:49,840 ‐ That's kind of her. ‐ Mm‐hmm. 152 00:09:55,800 --> 00:09:57,080 So? 153 00:09:58,880 --> 00:10:00,720 ‐ [laughs softly] So... 154 00:10:00,720 --> 00:10:02,760 ♪ "You're All I Want For Christmas" by Al Martino playing on radio ♪ 155 00:10:02,760 --> 00:10:04,760 ♪ 156 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:09,400 ‐ ♪ You're all I want ♪ 157 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:12,240 [laughter] 158 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:14,360 ‐ Stop. ‐ Oh, Connell. 159 00:10:14,360 --> 00:10:16,240 ‐ Yeah? ‐ It's not funny. 160 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:18,520 ‐ ♪ All I want ♪ 161 00:10:19,240 --> 00:10:24,160 ♪ My whole life through ♪ 162 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:32,240 ♪ Each day is just ♪ 163 00:10:32,880 --> 00:10:35,920 ♪ Like Christmas ♪ 164 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:42,800 ♪ Anytime that I'm ♪ 165 00:10:43,560 --> 00:10:46,040 ♪ With you ♪ 166 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:48,520 ‐ There they are. Aw, look at the two of you. 167 00:10:48,520 --> 00:10:50,400 A little Christmas miracle. 168 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:53,520 Been cooking for weeks. Get in here. 169 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:55,080 MARIANNE: Hi. ‐ Hello, sweetheart. 170 00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:56,800 Oh. 171 00:10:59,400 --> 00:11:00,760 ‐ Thanks for having me. 172 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:02,840 [Lorraine laughs softly, kisses] 173 00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:07,960 Where should I put these, where? CONNELL: I'll take them off ya. 174 00:11:07,960 --> 00:11:10,280 [indistinct chatter] 175 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:13,760 WOMAN: Editor. Well, that's impressive. 176 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:15,880 ‐ No, well, I'm just really doing it as a favor. 177 00:11:15,880 --> 00:11:18,080 ‐ I'm sure people edit newspapers as a favor. 178 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:19,400 ‐ He's doing brilliantly. 179 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:22,000 CONNELL: It's a literary magazine. It's absolutely not a newspaper. 180 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:23,840 [indistinct chatter] 181 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:30,200 ‐ Am I, am I involved in politics? 182 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:31,480 [laughter] 183 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:32,720 What? 184 00:11:33,280 --> 00:11:34,600 Why is that funny? 185 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:35,800 ‐ Am I Dobby? 186 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:37,320 [cheering] 187 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:39,680 BERNIE: Do I like me? CHILD: Oh, no. 188 00:11:39,680 --> 00:11:41,000 WOMAN: No... 189 00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:46,800 CONNELL: You all right? 190 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:48,760 ‐ Yeah. 191 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:52,840 ‐ Is it too much? ‐ No. 192 00:11:54,280 --> 00:11:55,360 It's so nice. 193 00:11:56,920 --> 00:11:58,280 Proper Christmas. 194 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:01,160 It's lovely. 195 00:12:07,040 --> 00:12:10,200 LORRAINE: Well, you have to do something. What are your school friends up to? 196 00:12:10,520 --> 00:12:12,640 CONNELL: Brennan's, like every year. 197 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:15,800 MARIANNE: I'm just not sure I could see a New Year's in a Brennan's. 198 00:12:15,800 --> 00:12:17,840 [Connell laughs softly] 199 00:12:17,840 --> 00:12:19,720 ♪ soft music playing ♪ 200 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:21,960 ♪ 201 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:28,400 LORRAINE: Hello, Denise. Happy New Year. 202 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:09,120 ‐ [car door closes] ‐ [keys jangle] 203 00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:14,880 ‐ What do people in town think of her? 204 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:29,440 ‐ I suppose... 205 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:36,920 I suppose she'd be considered a bit odd. 206 00:13:43,600 --> 00:13:44,600 ‐ Oh. 207 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:55,280 [waves crashing] 208 00:14:53,320 --> 00:14:54,720 CONNELL: Your cheeks are red. 209 00:14:55,560 --> 00:14:56,720 ‐ It's cold. 210 00:14:57,680 --> 00:14:59,560 ‐ Will you come tonight? 211 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:03,720 You should. 212 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,720 ‐ Far be it from me to disobey an order. 213 00:15:14,760 --> 00:15:16,400 [indistinct chatter] 214 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:21,680 ‐ All right, hey, hey, you! 215 00:15:21,680 --> 00:15:23,200 ‐ How's it going, Gary? ‐ Good to see you. 216 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:25,080 ‐ Good to see you, too. Happy New Year to you. 217 00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:28,200 [indistinct chatter] 218 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:29,480 ‐ Hey! ‐ Hey! 219 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:30,640 RACHEL: So nice to see you. 220 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:34,800 KAREN: You look amazing. MARIANNE: So do you. 221 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:36,080 LISA: You look gorgeous. 222 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:38,480 Marianne, how are you getting on? 223 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:40,080 ‐ Happy New Year, how are you? 224 00:15:40,080 --> 00:15:42,760 Good to see ya. Good, good. Get you a drink? 225 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,240 ‐ Yes, please. Would you like one? LISA: No, no, no. 226 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:47,160 ‐ See you in a second. One second. 227 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:51,200 ‐ Marianne Sheridan. MARIANNE: Hi. 228 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:53,320 [cheers and applause] 229 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:03,640 ♪ soft music playing ♪ 230 00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:05,640 ♪ 231 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:14,080 [voices fade] 232 00:16:25,240 --> 00:16:26,480 ‐ I love you. 233 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:31,120 ‐ I love you, too. 234 00:16:54,840 --> 00:16:57,080 ♪ 235 00:17:26,280 --> 00:17:27,520 ‐ You all right? 236 00:17:29,120 --> 00:17:30,960 ‐ Yeah, I am. 237 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:34,800 Just never felt like home. 238 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:38,440 Didn't feel right to be here to be honest. 239 00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:45,360 ‐ What? 240 00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:51,520 ‐ I've been thinking about New York. 241 00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:54,440 The offer. 242 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:56,480 ‐ What about it? 243 00:17:57,640 --> 00:17:59,080 ‐ I don't know, I just... 244 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:04,080 I keep imagining you being there. 245 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:06,520 Writing. 246 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:12,440 ‐ Right. 247 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:17,240 ‐ You've been thinking about it. ‐ Yeah. 248 00:18:17,880 --> 00:18:19,640 Yeah. A bit. 249 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:22,160 Like, obviously, I‐ I've thought about it a bit, 250 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:23,720 but that doesn't mean that... 251 00:18:26,080 --> 00:18:27,400 Uh... 252 00:18:27,400 --> 00:18:29,320 it just feels too hard. 253 00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:35,640 Everything recently has been hard or it's been an effort 254 00:18:35,640 --> 00:18:39,040 and maybe this year just needs to be straightforward, you know? 255 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:42,760 ‐ There's, there's been a lot of stuff that's been difficult. 256 00:18:43,360 --> 00:18:44,760 And painful. 257 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:48,360 And this would be difficult and amazing. 258 00:18:48,360 --> 00:18:50,480 ‐ Potentially, yes. ‐ It's New York. 259 00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:53,320 It's writing. 260 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,480 It'd be fucking amazing, Connell. 261 00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:01,800 ‐ Yeah. 262 00:19:03,360 --> 00:19:04,400 Yeah, maybe. 263 00:19:06,320 --> 00:19:07,640 Would you come with me? 264 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:14,600 We could be there together, and, and you could study or work, and... 265 00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:21,120 Why? 266 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,760 ‐ I want to stay here. 267 00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:31,240 I want to live the life I'm living. 268 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:35,240 It's quite a thing. 269 00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:38,560 [exhales] And I'm getting better at it. 270 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:39,400 ‐ Yeah. 271 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:57,120 I'd miss you too much. 272 00:19:58,440 --> 00:19:59,920 I'd be sick. 273 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:02,720 ‐ At first. 274 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:05,480 But it would get better. 275 00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:09,600 ‐ Mm‐hmm, yeah. 276 00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:12,880 Yeah, and it's only a year, and then I'll be back. 277 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:21,680 ‐ Don't promise that. 278 00:20:24,840 --> 00:20:26,280 You don't know... 279 00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,080 where either of us will be. 280 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:32,200 Or what will happen. 281 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:38,080 ♪ soft music playing ♪ 282 00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:39,400 ♪ 283 00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:40,760 [Connell exhales shakily] 284 00:20:45,320 --> 00:20:48,040 ‐ I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. 285 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:50,760 ‐ No. 286 00:20:51,360 --> 00:20:52,720 That's true. 287 00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:57,920 I mean, you'd be somewhere else entirely. 288 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:00,960 You'd be a different person. 289 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:03,960 And me, too. 290 00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:14,480 But we have done so much good for one another. 291 00:21:18,880 --> 00:21:20,920 ‐ You know I love you. 292 00:21:23,560 --> 00:21:26,640 And I'm never gonna feel the same way for anyone else. 293 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:30,520 ‐ I know. 294 00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:35,880 [exhales] 295 00:21:40,120 --> 00:21:41,240 [laughs softly] 296 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:45,880 ‐ I'll go. 297 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:50,960 ‐ And I'll stay. 298 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:55,040 And we'll be okay. 299 00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:14,360 ♪