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See ya.
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What a view.
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That is real nice.
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Race you to the top.
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- Oh?
- Yeah. Come on.
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Knock yourself out.
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Too slow.
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Jesus.
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Mm-hmm.
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Think we'll get our own rooms?
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- Are we early?
- Pretty sure we're late.
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The backpackers are here!
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Hey!
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Come in.
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- It's so good to see you.
- You, too.
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Fuckin' hell, this place, man.
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It's all right, isn't it? Hey.
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- Hi, Peggy.
- It's amazing.
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Come through. They're all out back.
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Grazie.
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Can I get you something to drink?
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Uh, glass of water
would be grand. Thanks.
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It's a nice place.
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It's very quiet.
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Hello.
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Hi.
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There she is. Hey.
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Hi. It's so nice to see you.
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You, too. Thanks so much for having us.
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This place is incredible.
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How was your journey? You must be tired.
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Nope. Not at all.
We slept the whole way.
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- Really?
- No, Niall slept the whole way.
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- We're gonna make dinner.
- Amazing.
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I'm cooking. You should be very excited.
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I properly am.
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I'll show you where you're sleeping.
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Then you can have a drink, or a walk,
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or... shower...
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Ah, right. Sorry about that.
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Whatever you like.
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Connell, you made it.
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You all right, Jamie?
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Yeah, not bad, thanks.
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Can I get you a drink?
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I'd take a beer, if you had one.
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Good summer?
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Yeah. Good. You?
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Yeah, it was all right, thanks.
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Mm.
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Thanks.
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Marianne, is there a
Wi-Fi code I could grab?
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Sure. It's on the thingy.
The box in the hall.
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Thanks.
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It's not brilliant.
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- Did you want to make a call...
- Yeah, Helen.
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Yeah, I s-said I would
when I got here, so...
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I doubt you'll get Skype working.
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Phone signal's best in the
garden, out by the pool.
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Thanks.
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Uh, do you want me to
help with dinner, or...
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No. Thanks.
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Is it nice there?
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- Mm-hmm.
- Is it huge?
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Has she got a mansion in every country?
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Ah, wouldn't call it
a mansion. It's, uh...
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certainly a step up from hostels.
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What's the plan, then?
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You out partying in the local village?
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Don't think so.
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Think we're just gonna have dinner here.
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Oh. What are you having?
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Don't know. I, uh...
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I saw some figs.
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That's classic Marianne.
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Figs. Of course she's serving
figs in her Italian mansion.
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- Are there artichokes, as well?
- Mm-hmm. Think so.
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I hope you have fun.
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I miss you.
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I miss you, too, Helen.
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Goodbye.
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Bye.
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How was Helen?
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Good. Yeah. Good.
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Says hi.
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Oh... Hi.
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And Jamie?
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What about him?
You want a hi from Jamie?
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He's sleeping.
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You want me to give you a hand?
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Done. Shelled every
one of these fuckers.
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Congratulations.
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I was gonna bike to the shop
for some bits. Do you wanna come?
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Yeah, well, if there's
a bike I can borrow.
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Jamie's will do.
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I'll raise the saddle a bit.
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A lot.
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- Go, go, go.
- Whoo!
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- This is amazing.
- What? Whoo!
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Whoo!
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Don't be an eejit, Connell.
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Grazie.
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Grazie, mille.
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- Arrivederci.
- Grazie. Ciao.
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- Ciao.
- Ciao.
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I feel like everything's
changed since Schols.
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What do you mean?
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I don't know. Just... all this.
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It's real.
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You know, foreign cities are real.
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Famous artworks.
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The remnants of the Berlin Wall.
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Eating ice cream in little
Italian piazzas with you.
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It's money, though, isn't it?
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The substance that makes the world real.
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- Yeah.
- Mm.
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It's so corrupt.
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And sexy.
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I feel like this scholarship has made,
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like, literally everything
seem possible.
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I'm happy for you.
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I'm happy for you, too.
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Yeah, but you deserve it more.
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Why? Because of the financial stuff?
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Well, yeah, obviously.
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I actually meant that
you're a better student.
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You know, don't really
think about it that much...
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Financial side.
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Sorry.
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That was an ignorant thing to say.
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Maybe I should think about it more.
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Right.
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I am conscious of the fact that...
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we got to know each other because
your mother works for my family.
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I also don't think that my mother
is a very good employer.
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Don't think she pays Lorraine very well.
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Well, she pays her fuck all.
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Why hasn't this come up before?
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No, honestly, I...
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I think it's totally
fair if you resent me.
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I don't resent you. Why would I?
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I just don't... I don't think I'm...
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processing the change all that well.
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Well...
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You just need to get
it straight in your mind
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what you think is fair
and good in the world.
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And if you think that people
should be able to go to college,
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and get English degrees,
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and go to Europe and
look at art, then...
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you shouldn't feel guilty for yourself,
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because you have every right to.
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Well, that's easy for you to say.
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You don't feel guilty about anything.
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Is that how you see me?
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I loved the emails you sent.
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They were so good.
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You write really beautifully.
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It's really nice to hear
you say that, Marianne.
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How are the stories going?
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I'd love to read them.
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They're not as good as the emails.
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Hi.
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Mm. Thanks.
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Mm. Thank you.
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Thanks.
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- Do you mind opening this?
- My hands are wet.
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Not at all.
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Life. You live it up,
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and you drink it down.
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Whoa!
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- Nice shot.
- Thank you.
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No champagne glasses?
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These are champagne glasses.
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No, I, uh... I mean the tall ones.
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You mean flutes. These are coupes.
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What's the matter?
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I'm just saying, these
aren't for champagne.
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- You're such a philistine.
- Yeah.
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You were gonna drink
champagne out of gravy boats,
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and I'm a philistine.
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They're, they're just
an older style, Jamie.
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They were my dad's.
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There are flutes in the press
over the sink, if you'd prefer.
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- Help yourself.
- Well, I didn't realize
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that it was such an
emotional issue for you.
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I am terribly sorry.
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- This is really delicious.
- Mm.
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I underdid the pasta.
It's very al dente.
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- Too al dente, no?
- I think it's nice.
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It's great. Thanks.
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And it's such a lovely house. Did
you come here when you were little?
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Mm-hmm.
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So where was your favorite
place on your European tour?
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Impossible to choose.
I loved, um, Berlin, Amsterdam.
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Why would you want to spend your
summer on trains and in hostels?
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I don't know. To meet new
people. A bit of culture.
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Save some money and
see the world, Jamie.
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Sure. Sure.
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Um...
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Standing in front of Vermeer's
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"The Art of Painting" was pretty good.
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Thanks.
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He stared at it for a whole day.
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I'm not exaggerating.
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You serious?
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Mm-hmm.
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Sounds thrilling, man.
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Well, I got a lot out of it, so...
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Did you, though?
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'Cause that's the thing
with inter-railing.
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It's essentially a tick-box tour,
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and you don't get to experience
what a place has to offer
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'cause your head's just
stuck in a fucking guide book.
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Unlike pissing around
in your girlfriend's
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Italian villa for the entire summer.
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Well, thank fuck for scholarships, eh?
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Sure. I'd cheers to that.
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What do you mean?
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Connell knows what I mean.
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And Marianne. Cheers to you both.
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Marianne hardly would have
been working in a garage,
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living with her mum, would she?
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- Do you want me to get fresh glasses?
- This is life-changing
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- stuff for Connell, here.
- No. Thanks.
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We can... We can get
fresh glasses, can't we?
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Go for it.
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I'll go.
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We should go to Venice
while you're here.
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It's only a couple
of hours on the train.
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Ah, that'll be perfect. I've never been.
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Shocker.
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Uh, you'd like the Guggenheim.
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There's a painting there by Duchamp.
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"A Sad Young Man on a Train".
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By now it's a cliché, but honestly...
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You could stand in front
of it for a whole day.
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Is that how you think
about me, or just my taste?
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It's just a really good painting.
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- It's a nude.
- Oh.
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Oh, hey, why are we
bothering with Venice?
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Yeah, sure, that's
what everyone says, right?
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Get to fuck, Venice.
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Well, it'll be heaving,
and not even with Italians.
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Just Asians taking photos of everything.
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We're literally gonna go and
sit in a train for two hours
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to look at art through a million
people's camera phones.
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Yeah. God forbid you might
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actually encounter an
Asian person, Jamie.
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- Excuse me?
- I'm just gonna go get dessert.
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Thanks.
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Are you all right?
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Are you gonna say anything?
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About what?
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Are you serious? What is even happening?
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I'm your best friend. You
can talk to me about anything.
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There's nothing to talk about, is there?
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It's fucking horrible
out there, isn't it?
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For everyone?
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Right.
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Sorry.
267
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It's fine. He's just pissed.
268
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It's not just him, Marianne.
269
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What did you expect?
You brought Connell here.
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Right.
271
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Jamie's an asshole, but
he fucking adores you.
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Okay.
273
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Can you bring the bowls?
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Ah. You've properly
spoiled us, Marianne.
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Where's the cream?
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It's inside.
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Why wouldn't you bring it out?
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Fuck's sake.
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Thanks.
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How are they? The strawberries?
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Uh, yeah. They're, uh,
great, Peggy. Really lovely.
282
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Not local. They're Spanish.
283
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Okay. They're still,
uh, really delicious.
284
00:18:09,133 --> 00:18:10,771
What the fuck does it look like?
285
00:18:10,773 --> 00:18:14,811
You're drunk, Jamie.
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All right?
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Put that down.
288
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- I'm sorry. What?
- Put that glass down. Please.
289
00:18:30,733 --> 00:18:32,451
You want me to put it down. Okay.
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00:18:32,453 --> 00:18:33,771
Jamie!
291
00:18:33,773 --> 00:18:36,331
Eh, okay. I'll put it down.
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Watch.
293
00:18:37,773 --> 00:18:39,211
I'm going to...
294
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Come here, come here, come here!
295
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Come here, come here!
296
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It's okay. It's okay.
297
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It's all right. You're all right.
298
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You are fucking mental.
299
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You need help, 'cause
you are fucking deranged.
300
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What, where are you going? The fuck?
301
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Have you got a cigarette?
302
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Can I stay in your room tonight?
303
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Of course.
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- I'll sleep on the floor.
- Mm.
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The bed's huge. It's fine.
306
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I don't know what's wrong with me.
307
00:21:10,533 --> 00:21:15,011
In what way?
308
00:21:15,013 --> 00:21:19,013
Don't know why I can't
make people love me.
309
00:21:20,173 --> 00:21:24,173
I think there was something
wrong with me when I was born.
310
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Lots of people love you, Marianne, okay?
311
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Your family and friends love you.
312
00:21:38,493 --> 00:21:42,493
You don't know my family.
313
00:21:45,973 --> 00:21:49,891
I know that you fight with them, but...
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Last time I was home...
315
00:21:52,653 --> 00:21:56,653
my brother said he wished I was dead.
316
00:22:06,413 --> 00:22:08,891
What did he say that for?
317
00:22:08,893 --> 00:22:12,611
I don't know.
318
00:22:12,613 --> 00:22:16,971
He said... no one would miss me.
319
00:22:16,973 --> 00:22:20,973
Because I'm entirely unloved.
320
00:22:22,533 --> 00:22:23,971
Would you not tell your mother
321
00:22:23,973 --> 00:22:25,771
if he was talking to you like that?
322
00:22:25,773 --> 00:22:28,651
She was there.
323
00:22:28,653 --> 00:22:30,971
Think she just got up and left.
324
00:22:30,973 --> 00:22:34,973
What provoked it? Like,
how did the argument start?
325
00:22:36,573 --> 00:22:38,571
You think I did something to deserve it.
326
00:22:38,573 --> 00:22:43,091
No, I'm obviously not saying that.
327
00:22:43,093 --> 00:22:47,093
Sometimes I think I must deserve it.
328
00:22:48,053 --> 00:22:52,053
Or else I don't know
why it would happen.
329
00:22:54,693 --> 00:22:59,291
Why'd you never say any
of this to me before?
330
00:22:59,293 --> 00:23:01,051
The whole time we were together,
331
00:23:01,053 --> 00:23:05,053
why did you never tell me any of this?
332
00:23:07,133 --> 00:23:11,133
I don't know.
333
00:23:14,613 --> 00:23:17,251
I suppose I didn't want you to think...
334
00:23:17,253 --> 00:23:21,253
I was damaged, or something.
335
00:23:24,413 --> 00:23:28,413
I was probably afraid you
wouldn't want me anymore.
336
00:23:39,133 --> 00:23:43,133
You do think I'm damaged.
337
00:23:59,093 --> 00:24:03,093
Jesus Christ, come here.
338
00:25:02,013 --> 00:25:06,013
No. No. No.
339
00:25:07,733 --> 00:25:11,091
We shouldn't.
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Really sorry.