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NIALL: You should go
and talk to someone.
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Are you sleeping?
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There's, like, erm...
Like, a service.
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It's free.
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You might as well.
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Connell?
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Would you like to come with me?
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CROWD: Ten, nine, eight,
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seven, six,
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five, four, three, two, one...
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Happy New Year!
CHEERING
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MUSIC: Love Really Hurts Without You
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CHEERING
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Happy New Year! Happy New Year.
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Happy New Year, you.
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TEXT ALERT
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Who is it?
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Ah, it's just an old school friend.
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You OK?
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Erm, yeah.
It's just a Happy New Year thing.
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Happy New Year!
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What do you mean?
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LORRAINE: Are you on your own?
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No, I'm with Helen.
What do you mean, a body?
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Whose body? What?
Rob Hegarty, sweetheart.
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They pulled a body out
of the river this morning.
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OK...
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..why don't we talk about
how you're feeling?
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Uh, yeah, not great.
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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When did you start feeling this way?
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Uh...
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..a couple of months ago.
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January, I suppose.
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OK.
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Did something happen then
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or did it just come out
of nowhere, do you feel?
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A friend of mine killed himself
in January.
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A friend from school.
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I'm very sorry to hear that,
Connell.
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We hadn't really kept up
with each other through college
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cos he was, erm...
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He was back in Sligo and I was
up here and everything and, erm...
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I guess I just feel guilty that
I wasn't in touch with him more.
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I can understand that,
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but however you might be feeling
about your friend,
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what happened to him
is not your fault.
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You're not responsible
for the decisions he made.
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I never even replied
to the last message he sent me.
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When you lose someone to suicide,
it can be natural to wonder
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if there's any more you could have
done in order to help this person.
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I'm sure everyone
in your friend's life
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is asking themselves
the same questions now.
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Yeah, but at least other people
tried to help him.
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He'd, erm, been drinking a fair bit.
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Seemed a bit, erm, I don't know,
out of sorts, I guess.
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Right.
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Never wanted to go home, you know?
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He always wanted one more.
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Got into a few scraps.
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Nothing serious, just...
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..thought it was a laugh.
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I tried talking to him, but...
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SOBBING
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You look handsome.
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Ready, sweetheart?
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Marianne.
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VAL: Thank you.
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Thank you. Thanks for
the jerseys. Thank you.
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I'm so sorry. Thanks for
the colours. You look great.
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Thank you.
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Thanks, love. Thanks for coming.
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Thanks for coming.
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Connell.
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Good man, good man.
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I hear you're doing great things
above in Trinity.
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I'm so sorry. Good man.
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Thanks for coming.
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Thank you.
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How are things?
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Who's this?
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Erm, Helen. Helen, this is Eric.
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Girlfriend, is it? Yeah.
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Must be your fault this fella
never comes home any more.
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No, it's not her fault.
It's my fault.
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I'm just messing.
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Good of Marianne to come. Thought
she was off in Sweden or some place.
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Yeah, she was.
She's back for the funeral.
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She's gone very thin, hasn't she?
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Here's herself.
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Very good to have come all
the way from Sweden, Marianne.
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It's nice to see you.
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Do you know Helen here?
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Course I do.
We were in college together.
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Hello, Helen.
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It's all friendly, I hope.
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No rivalry, I mean.
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Behave yourself now.
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Why didn't you introduce me
to any of your friends?
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I introduced you to Eric, didn't I?
Only after he asked.
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To be honest, you didn't seem like
you really wanted him to meet me.
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If you didn't want me to come,
you shouldn't have asked me.
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OK, I'm sorry I asked you, then.
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What does that mean?
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You're sorry I was there? No.
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I'm saying if you got
the wrong impression
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of what it was going to be like,
then I'm sorry.
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You didn't want me there at all,
did you?
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I didn't want to be there myself,
to be honest.
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And I'm sorry you didn't have a good
time, but, like, it was a funeral.
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I don't really know
what you expected.
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You weren't ignoring Marianne.
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I wasn't ignoring anyone.
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But you seemed particularly happy to
see her. Oh, for fuck's sake, Helen!
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What? Why does every argument
have to come back to this?
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Our friend just killed himself and
now you want to start going at me
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about Marianne. Like, seriously?
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Yeah.
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I was happy to see her.
Does that make me a monster?
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I've been very sympathetic
about Rob and you know that.
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But what do you expect me to do,
just pretend I don't notice you're
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staring at another woman in front
of me? I was not staring at her.
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You were. In the church.
It wasn't intentional.
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Why do you have to act
so weird around her?
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How I act with her
is my normal personality.
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Maybe I'm just a weird person.
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TRAIN RUMBLES NEARBY
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Most of you will, I hope,
have picked up on the fact that...
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VOICE FADES
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This dismantling of the family trope
is fairly radical.
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The Constitution itself quite
literally defined the Irish...
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VOICE FADES
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Et tu das escam illorum
in tempore opportuno.
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Aperis tu manum tuam,
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et imples omne animal
benedictione tua.
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Miserere nostri te quaesumus Domine.
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HELEN: Like, I want to be there
for you but you just won't let me.
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I have tried.
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And I feel like I'm holding on
to other, like,
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frankly, legitimate worries...
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..or whatever,
that existed before all this.
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Before you felt like this.
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And I can't sit on them
cos you're feeling so low.
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That's just not fair.
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I really care about you.
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I hate seeing you like this.
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But I don't think this is
working any more.
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I don't know that this was all
the way working before, and now...
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..all this has just...
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..like... exacerbated it, and...
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OK.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry, too.
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Do you have friends here in Dublin?
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Anyone you're close with that
you might talk to about
how you're feeling?
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Um...
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N-Niall, maybe.
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He... he was the one
that told me about this.
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Well, that's good.
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He is looking out for you.
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Niall. Mm-hm.
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OK.
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I've another friend that
I'm pretty close with, but, um...
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..she's on Erasmus this year.
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I'm sorry. Sounds awful.
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I liked Helen.
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Hm! I did!
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I genuinely did.
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I know she wasn't entirely fond
of me, but...
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..it was hard to ignore
that she made you happy.
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I... I don't know.
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Don't feel anything.
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But, then, I, er...
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I find myself crying, or... having
a panic attack,
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so, presumably, I do feel it,
just, er...
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Hm! It just doesn't connect.
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I understand.
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I know you do.
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I'm really tired.
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Do you want to sleep?
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We can keep Skype on.
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Carry me over to your bed.
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Mm.
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Is she a friend from college?
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We were in school together.
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But, er... she's in Trinity, as well.
It's M-Marianne.
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She... she knew Rob,
our friend, who died.
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But, um...
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Er... she's away this year,
like I said.
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HE BREATHES DEEPLY
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HE MOANS
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You're awake.
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Morning.
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Mm.
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HE SIGHS
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Is she someone you might talk with
about how you're feeling?
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She's been supportive about it.
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She's, um...
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She... she's hard to describe
if you don't know her. She's, um...
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She's really smart.
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She's a lot smarter than me.
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Um...
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E-Er... We... we see the world
in a similar way, and, er...
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We've lived our life
in the same place,
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so, obviously, it's, um...
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It's a bit different being away
from her.
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It sounds difficult. Mm-hm.
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I don't really click
with a lot of people.
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I struggle with that, actually.
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Do you think that's a new problem?
Or is it familiar to you?
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Mm...
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It's, er, familiar.
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I'd say, erm...
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..in school, I definitely
felt that, uh...
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..feeling of isolation or whatever.
But, erm...
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..people seemed to like me.
Everything and, erm...
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Uh, here, I don't think that, uh...
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..people like me that much.
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Uh, like Rob, my friend, who, erm...
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..uh...
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..I wouldn't say that
we clicked on a very
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deep level or anything, but, uh...
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..we were friends.
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Uh...
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I wouldn't say that we had a
lot in common in terms of interests
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or anything and, uh...
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..definitely not politically,
not that we ever,
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uh, really examined that.
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But, erm...
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That stuff didn't really
matter in school.
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Because we were...
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..we were in the same group
of friends, so, you know.
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I understand that.
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And, uh, he did some stuff
that I, uh...
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..I wouldn't have been a fan of,
in terms of, like, with girls.
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But, uh...
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We were 18, you know, we just, uh...
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..we acted like idiots. And, uh...
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..I think... I felt a bit alienated
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by that stuff.
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And, uh...
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..I think...
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..I think I thought,
if I moved here...
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..I'd fit in better.
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I thought, erm...
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..I'd meet more like like-minded
people, but that just hasn't...
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..erm...
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HE SOBS
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I left Carricklea thinking
I could have a different life.
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But I...
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..I hate it here and...
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..I can never go back.
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Because those friendships
are gone and...
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..and Rob has gone
and I can't see him again.
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I can't get that life back.
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I'm sorry.
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HE SOBS
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You don't need to apologise.
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HE CRIES
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She sounds nice.
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Yeah.
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Sounds good.
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Yeah.
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Well done, Niall.
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THEY CHUCKLE
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How do you feel now?
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Er, OK. Just, er...
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..flat, I guess.
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Hm.
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What?
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Do you ever feel...
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..I don't know...
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..angry?
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Er, about?
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About Rob?
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After the funeral,
did you feel angry?
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With him, or...?
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No, no, jeez, no.
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I know that's... that people
feel that when someone...
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I couldn't get off Facebook.
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Everyone kept commenting
on his wall.
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Yeah. Like, it made me furious.
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Like... what did they mean,
all these people,
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like, advertising
their loss like that?
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And who is it for?
Not Rob, obviously.
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I'm, like,
what's the etiquette there?
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Should I be liking every comment
on his wall?
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Well, it sounds like you've worked
through that anger.
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HE LAUGHS
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No.
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Of course,
people can grieve how they want.
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Sorry.
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I get it.
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It feels a bit pointless.
Yeah, I think that's it.
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When everyone kept talking about...
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..what a great person he was,
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how full of life,
what a devoted son and...
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..I get it.
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But wa... was that him?
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No.
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He was insecure.
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Obsessed with being liked.
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I mean...
HE LAUGHS
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I know I can talk, but...
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I miss you.
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I miss you too, Connell.
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MUSIC: Everything I Am Is Yours
by Villagers
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HE SIGHS
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♪ I am just a man
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♪ Tipping on the wire
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♪ Tight rope walking fool
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♪ Balanced on desire
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♪ I cannot control
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♪ These ever changing ways
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♪ So how can I be sure
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♪ The feeling will remain
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♪ It'll always change
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♪ But everything I am. ♪