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MUSIC: Rare
by Selena Gomez

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Why are you on your own?

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Do you prefer it, your own company?

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Do you want a drink?

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I think you do.

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OK, then.

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♪ Tell me I'm rare

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♪ To make me feel rare

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♪ Baby

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♪ Don't make me count up all
the reasons to stay with you. ♪

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CONNELL: "I'm glad to hear things
are OK over there in Sweden

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"and that the course is good.

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"Everything is basically the same
here as before you left.

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"I looked up your friend
the photographer on Facebook,

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"by the way.

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"He seems interesting.

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"Is he your boyfriend or are you
not putting labels on it?

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"I know you like the tall,
handsome guys, as you say.

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"So why not Lukas

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"who looks tall and is
also handsome?

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"Helen has seen his photo
and agrees, but whatever.

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"I'm not pushing
the boyfriend thing.

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"I just hope you've confirmed
that he is not a psychopath.

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"You don't always have
a good radar on that.

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"Helen says hi, by the way,
and let me know

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"when you're back for Christmas.

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"It'd be good to see you."

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KNOCKING
<font color="yellow">Marianne?</font> Mm-mm?

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Oh.

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You look nice.

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You OK?

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I'm going to go grab something
to eat. You want to come?

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Sure. Sweet.

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CHATTERING

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Is something the matter?

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Oh.

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Are you breaking up with me?

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Maybe.

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Maybe, yeah.

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OK, can I do anything to stop you
from breaking up with me?

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HE SIGHS

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Come on.

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Tell me, what is it?

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Look, I just...

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I don't think a relationship
is what I want.

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What do you want?

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I really like you.

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That.

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I don't...

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I don't want that.

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I don't want you to say that.

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<font color="yellow">Really?</font> Really.

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I want...

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..if anything...

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..the opposite of that.

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WAITRESS AND LUKAS SPEAK SWEDISH

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Yeah.

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That would be better.

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We're a bunch of scientists
and pragmatists,

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do you know what I mean?

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It's nice to have somebody with
a little bit of creativity.

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Thanks, Dad.

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No, I didn't...
No, I mean, in a good way.

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Yeah?

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<font color="cyan">That was nice.</font> Yeah.

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They really like you, too.

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They never really got on with Rory.

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Right.

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Don't know why.

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Maybe he was a bit full of it.

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He's probably a gobshite.

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<font color="yellow">Did your mum like Marianne?
</font><font color="cyan">Of course.</font>

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Lorraine likes everybody.

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I guess she felt a bit sorry
for her.

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Sorry for Marianne? About what?

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HE EXHALES

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I want to have a shower.

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We're not done here.

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Don't ask that.
Don't ask me for stuff.

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Don't move.

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I'll tell you when it's over
and you can have a shower.

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You're worthless.

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You're nothing.

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"I feel so not myself
at the moment.

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"Not in a bad way.

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"I just feel outside
of my own life, somehow.

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"Sometimes someone will make
eye contact with me,

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"like a bus conductor

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"or a person looking for change.

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"And I'll feel shocked that anyone
can actually see me.

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"And there's something comforting
about it.

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"Something good about feeling
sort of numb,

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"detached from it all.

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"Does that make sense?"

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MUSIC: 99 Luftballons
by Nena

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<font color="cyan">Thank you for bringing us to the
fucking most...</font> Just reaching out,

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<font color="lime">bringing the community together.
</font>..depressing Christmas party ever.

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Look at the roof.

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Look at that roof. It's the most
single-handedly

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<font color="cyan">depressing place.
</font><font color="lime">I'm having a great time.</font>

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Sure, yeah.

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Right.

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Can I have four lagers, please?
Thanks.

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Connell Waldron!

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All right, Peggy?

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Jesus Christ.

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Haven't seen you in such
a long time.

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How's Marianne getting on? Heard
she's up to some interesting stuff

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<font color="lime">over in Sweden.
</font>HE MUMBLES

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I'm so fucking jealous.

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Jamie was saying she was into some
weird stuff,

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like bondage and shit?

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Was that you? Did you, like,
kick her off on all that stuff?

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Yeah, fuck off, Peggy.

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I'm just talking about stuff
I've heard here, Connell.

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Yeah, and I don't want to
hear about it. Thanks.

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You all right?

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What's up?

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It's just Peggy...

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..saying shit about Marianne.

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Oh. Saying what?

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Oh, just shit.

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<font color="cyan">What?</font> She just...

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..seems to be a person that
people like to talk about.

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Right.

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And...

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..I don't know
that she necessarily...

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..has a problem with that.

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What do you mean?

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I mean, she sort of fucking writes
a column.

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Enjoys it.

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Why are you so bothered?

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I'm going to go in. I'm cold.

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"From your e-mails, it doesn't
sound like you're completely

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"happy in Sweden.

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"Maybe I'm wrong."

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"I think I know the feeling
of being detached from the world,

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"although I haven't felt
that way lately."

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"Not to put pressure on you at all
because it's obviously

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"your decision, but I'm sad
to hear you're not coming home

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"for Christmas.

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"Thinking it over, I don't think
I've ever gone a whole year

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"of my life without seeing
you before."

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"At least not since
we were 11 or 12."

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"Anyway, that's just my way
of saying I miss you

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"and I'm looking forward

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"to seeing you,
whenever that will be."

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"Will you send me a message to let
me know how you're getting on?

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"Or we could even talk on the phone,
if you want.

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"I hope things are OK."

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Just doesn't make any sense

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to come back for such
a short amount of time.

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Hello?

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I heard you.

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I have a lot of work on.

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<font color="lime">It's Christmas.</font> Yeah.

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I'm aware.

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So you'll stay in Sweden?
And on Christmas Day?

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I don't know.
I'll work or something.

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And we'll see you when exactly?

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I don't know.

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Right.

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Well, I better not keep you.
You sound very busy.

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Bye.

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PHONE CLATTERS ON FLOOR

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BELLS TOLL IN DISTANCE

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DISTANT CHATTER

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"I've been thinking a lot
about the summer

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"and about Jamie and Peggy."

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"I'm trying to figure out
if I ever really thought

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"that that was friendship."

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"That it was real...

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"or if I just liked
the feeling of it."

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"The pretence of it."

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"You must be getting ready
to go home."

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"When I think of Christmas time now,
I think of Carricklea,

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"I imagine a Christmas tree in your
front room, covered in tinsel."

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"I can't picture my house at all."

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"I miss you."

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DISTANT DOGS BARKING

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THEY PANT

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I'm going to take your photo.

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What do you mean?

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I have an idea.

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When?

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Tomorrow.

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OK.

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Come in the shower.

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Come, come. Closer to the wall.

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What you been up to?

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I am on part seven, um,

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of this documentary about
the American Civil War.

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JOANNA LAUGHS Jesus.

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I've got a lot of knowledge
about American Civil War generals

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that I can't wait to share with you.

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No. What about you? How's Lukas?

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How's it going?

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Yeah. OK.

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Do you like him?

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It's not that sort of thing.

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He's fine.

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I mean, I don't really feel...

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OK.

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DOOR HINGES SQUEAK

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DOOR SLAMS Hey.

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Hi.

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Nearly done.

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OK.

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Still don't know about
the light yet.

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Maybe we can do like...

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..first one like this,

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and then another one, and we'll see.

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OK.

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Do you want me to...?
Sure, just the jumper for now.

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Untie your hair.

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Maybe take this off now.

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Can we not do this now?

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This is what you wanted.

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Good.

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"It's been a while since
I've heard from you.

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"Is everything all right?"

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"I wonder if I said something
stupid in my last e-mail.

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"I hope not,
but I'm sorry if I did."

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"I know you told me the reason
you're not coming home at Christmas

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"is to do with your family,

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"and maybe I shouldn't have
brushed over that."

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Good.

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"I'm sorry to bring this up because
I know we both feel awkward

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"about it, but I haven't
forgotten the things you told me

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"when we were in Italy.

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"And I hope you know that none
of those things are your fault.

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"And there's nothing wrong
with you."

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Open your eyes.

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I'm tired.

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Open your fucking eyes.

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"You are a good person,
and I say that as someone

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"who really knows you."

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"I know I reacted very stupidly
that night,

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"and, to be honest, I'm lucky
that we're still friends,

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"because it was such
an idiotic thing to do."

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"Just because people treat you badly
at times - and I include myself

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"in that, by the way -
it doesn't mean

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"you deserve to be treated badly."

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"A lot of people love you
and care about you."

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"I hope you know that."

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No.

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Don't make this hard on yourself.

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I don't want to do this.

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No.

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DOOR HINGES SQUEAK, DOOR SLAMS

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BIRDS CHIRPING AND CAWING