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‐ Got some more packages
for you.

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There is one here
that is addressed

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to "Cancelled, racist C‐word,"
but it's the word spelled out.

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And I‐I made a guess
that it was for you, but...

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‐ I‐I can't handle this.

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Last week somebody
sent me a turd.

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‐ Now you tell me
about this turd‐‐it was wet?

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‐ I think it was
an animal's turd.

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‐ How can you be sure?

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You see any hay in there?
‐ I don't know.

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Honestly,
I feel kind of frozen.

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Like, I can't focus,
and everybody hates me.

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‐ Yeah, well, the public
dragged your ass,

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so I think that's normal.

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‐ Thank you.
‐ Mm‐hmm.

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I saw your little perverted ass
leaving with Ryan.

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You know how I watch
everyone leave?

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‐ Oh.

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Yeah, a very dark moment
for me.

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Um...

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I just‐‐I don't know.

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I just wish I could get into,
like, a little shell and hide.

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‐ Oh, my gosh.

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Believe it or not, I was
actually born with a shell.

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I was in the hospital
for a month before I hatched.

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‐ That's cool.

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‐ And I want you to keep
your head up, all right?

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From the shit,
the flowers grow.

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And you are covered in shit.

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[rock music playing]

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♪ ♪

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[music stops]
‐ Annie, come in here.

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Listen to this.
‐ Okay.

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‐ "Parrish
writes brilliant tales

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"of punk‐rock lunacy and sex.

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"His pulsating words
grab the reader by the balls

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and whispers,
'I dare you to fuck with me.'"

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That is

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the "Newly Populous Times"
speaking.

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‐ That's amazing.

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You must be really,
really proud.

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‐ Annie, what's wrong?
You depressed?

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You're not special.
Everyone's depressed.

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‐ Well, I just came by to see

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if I could kind of just write
easy breezy,

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like, freak‐of‐the‐week‐level
dumb shit?

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[chuckles] I just don't think
I can handle anything bigger,

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if that's okay.

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‐ I get it.

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My little bin Laden's
going into hiding.

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I've got an assignment
for you‐‐

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guaranteed to make people smile

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and could possibly
even save lives.

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It's a profile on me.

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‐ Oh.
‐ "A Day with My Mentor."

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‐ Yeah. Yeah, great.
[knock at door]

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‐ Hey, sorry to interrupt.

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Uh, just inviting you two

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to my 39th birthday party
this Saturday.

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‐ Amadi, you shouldn't have
told us your age.

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We all thought you were
younger, and now we're sad.

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‐ Yeah, I know.

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I was just inviting you
to be nice.

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And also, just to be nice,

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I'm telling you
you don't have to come.

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‐ I appreciate that.

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You know me too well,
which is why I love you.

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So fuck the party.

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Uh, do you mind fucking off
right now?

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And could you fuck off?
‐ Okay. All right.

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‐ Won't see you there.

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Okay, so you gonna come?

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Cindy's out of town,

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and we weren't going to do
anything at all,

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but then the girls said
it would be sad

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if we did nothing, so...

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‐ Yeah. No, I mean, I'm
honestly relieved

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that I'm even invited.

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‐ Look, uh,
I know that you feel like

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I didn't have your back
in that meeting with Sheila.

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Uh, but I want you to know

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how absolutely complicated
that was for me.

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‐ Yeah.
‐ Okay?

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I'm the only Black editor here.

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And as much as I would have
loved to delete that article,

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that's just us, you know,
hiding the fact

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that we fucked up,
and we can't do that.

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‐ I know, and I'm the one
that fucked up,

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so I just hate that I put you
in that position.

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And the whole thing
just fucking sucks,

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and I'm really sorry.

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‐ Okay, so can we get
buzzed now

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and play cornhole
in my back yard?

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‐ Abso‐goddamn‐lutely.

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‐ And you know what?

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I'm very happy that you're
going to be there

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to watch my kids
while I get blackout drunk.

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‐ It's your birthday.

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‐ Oh, my God, I'm tearing up
thinking about it.

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It was me. It was Jesse.
It was Bongo.

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We were just smoking and
snorting everything in sight.

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I think we smoked Bongo's
dog's ashes or something.

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‐ Wow.
‐ And then we would all just

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make these amazing zines
that were just gut and...

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Oh, while I'm thinking
about it,

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I wrote you a few questions
for you to ask me.

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‐ Wow. Okay.

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Uh, as the most renowned voice
of Generation X,

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how does such a talent reckon

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with the entitled journalists
of this generation?

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‐ Oh, good question.
Maybe you should answer that.

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Oh, look, we're here.

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[upbeat rock music]

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Oh, my God.
This is where it all started.

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Wait, let's see
if it's still here.

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Yes. Annie,
this is our first issue.

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‐ Wow.
‐ I totally trashed Nirvana.

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Kurt Cobain cried‐‐
fucking baby.

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Look at my ass.

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‐ No, that's a‐‐
that's a really good ass.

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‐ And that's my tongue!
[laughs]

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‐ Oh.
‐ [laughs] This is Bongo.

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‐ [laughs]
‐ [chuckles awkwardly]

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‐ Yeah, a lot of miles
on that tongue, a lot of miles.

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How are you, man?
‐ I'm good. Get over here.

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‐ You get over here.

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‐ This guy started
"The Thorn" with me.

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‐ Well, nice
to meet you, Bongo.

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‐ Come on.
‐ Yeah.

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‐ You know?
‐ Remember what I said.

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Remember what I said last time.
‐ Oh, right.

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Annie, turn off your phone.
He's sensitive to 5G.

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‐ Oh, okay.

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‐ Just have everyone
turn it off,

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and then when you leave,
you can turn it back on again.

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‐ [grunts]
‐ No, I have to say,

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these‐‐these old covers
are really cool.

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Like, I wish "The Thorn"
would do stuff like that now.

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‐ When I was there,

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Sheila really‐‐she joined,
and she pissed me off.

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‐ It was horrible.

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I mean pre‐Sheila
we could do anything we wanted.

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We could do train hopping
in Mexico.

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You know, the last straw
was we had the edible issue,

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which was made
of LSD windowpane.

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[Bongo chuckles]
You know?

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It was a beautiful thing,
but she didn't like it.

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You know?

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‐ Mm. That's cool.
No, that's super cool.

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I mean, I remember reading
those issues,

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and I felt like
a big, fat rosacea loser,

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and they actually made me
feel very cool.

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So thank you very much.

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‐ Oh, oh, it was‐‐
you know, it was a lot of fun.

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We were having a lot of fun.
‐ We were having too much fun.

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You were having too much fun.
Do you remember?

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You don't remember any of it,
do you?

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Now he's embarrassed.

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BONGO: Right.
‐ Okay.

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‐ Are you fucking kidding me?
‐ Oh, that's it right here.

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‐ That's it!
‐ Yeah.

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‐ Oh, my God, Annie.
This is our band, Glitter Fuck.

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‐ Cool.
‐ Is this the original?

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‐ Yeah, I keep it set up.
‐ It's so shiny.

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‐ Remember this one?

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[drums playing
♪ One, two, three, four ♪

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‐ ♪ Fuck you, Tipper Gore ♪

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‐ ♪ One, two, three, four ♪

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‐ ♪ You and Alice Sissymore ♪

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‐ ♪ I said, "Ah!" ♪

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♪ I said, "Wah!" ♪
‐ Okay.

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‐ ♪ Screw the wah,
wah, wah, wah ♪

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[scatting nonsensically]

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‐ ♪ Fuck ♪

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♪ Fuck, fuck ♪

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ANNIE:
Fran...

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now, after I left Gabe,
I passed a bakery,

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and I got you this just to say
a true sorry again.

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It says "dumb white witch."

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It was supposed to say "bitch,"
but the bakery said no,

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so it just says "witch" now.

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‐ Okay, Annie,
this is very sweet

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but I don't need
any more apologies.

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I just want you to focus
on doing better.

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‐ I know. That is why I want to
be completely honest with you

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and just let you know
that a couple days ago,

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I fucked Ryan.

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‐ No.

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Wow, that's bad.

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That's really, really bad.

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Wow.

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‐ And...

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he has a girlfriend.
‐ Oh. Ugh.

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‐ And her boobs are small,

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and they're,
like, the good kind of small.

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‐ The kind of small that you
can wear a tank top and no bra?

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‐ Mm‐hmm.
Yeah, they're just up,

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and she doesn't even have
to worry about 'em.

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‐ Okay.

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Thank you for telling me.
‐ Yes.

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‐ I appreciate the honesty.
‐ Thank you.

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‐ Uh, for my mental health
I'm going to have to bow out.

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‐ Great.
‐ Moving on...

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‐ Yeah.

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‐ I'm meeting Em's parents
this weekend,

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and I want to impress them.

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So which of these wines do you
think looks the fanciest?

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‐ Okay, I'm gonna say...

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the one
called "Pee‐pee Riock Ragu."

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‐ Oh, the "Pee‐pee Rock" one.

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‐ The fact that it has a fancy
name will help.

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‐ Yes.

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Wow, I'm nervous.

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‐ You're gonna be great.
I mean, my parents love you.

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‐ They do.
That's very true.

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Okay, I just need to stop
obsessing over it.

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‐ Actually, I have to go
to my parents'

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'cause I told them I'd go
through a bunch

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of, like, my old stuff,
but do you want to come with?

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And you can poach
all their good shit?

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‐ Okay, yeah.
Absolutely, yeah.

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They have that vase that's also
a bong that I've had my eye on.

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‐ Yes, that's yours.

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They're not gonna know.
They're gone.

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‐ Okay. Yeah.
‐ Cha‐ching.

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‐ I'm in.

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‐ I think my parents have saved

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literally every single thing
I've ever written.

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‐ Mm.
‐ But even just the stuff

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that's just, like,
in the calendar.

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‐ Okay, yeah,
I'm going to need you

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to take this one out
to the car, if that's okay.

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‐ [laughs]

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‐ And also explain all of this
that I'm looking at here.

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‐ Oh, no.

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Th‐‐these are my pashminas.

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‐ Oh, of course.
‐ Yeah.

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I used to wear these
to school dances

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to cover,
you know, my upper arms.

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‐ Sure. Sure.

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‐ I think I just thought
everyone would think,

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"Oh, she's so thin,
she's cold."

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‐ Yes, yes,
I was sort of, uh...

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girl in a small bolero jacket,
that kind of vibe.

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00:09:08,986 --> 00:09:11,155
‐ Mm. Fitting for
a 13‐year‐old, I'm sure.

246
00:09:11,155 --> 00:09:13,240
[both laugh]
‐ Absolutely, yeah.

247
00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,117
Well, yeah, I guess I should
add this one to the pile.

248
00:09:15,117 --> 00:09:17,828
I feel like I should probably
wear this to meet Em's parents.

249
00:09:17,828 --> 00:09:20,498
I think it says.
"I know how to stay warm,

250
00:09:20,498 --> 00:09:22,583
which means I'm capable
of protecting your child."

251
00:09:22,583 --> 00:09:25,002
‐ Of course. Very good logic.
‐ Thank you.

252
00:09:25,002 --> 00:09:26,962
‐ They're gonna
understand that.

253
00:09:26,962 --> 00:09:28,506
[both laugh]

254
00:09:28,506 --> 00:09:31,092
‐ Oh, my God.
[gasps]

255
00:09:31,092 --> 00:09:33,094
Oh, wow.

256
00:09:33,094 --> 00:09:35,763
Oh, God, this is too sweet.

257
00:09:35,763 --> 00:09:37,306
These are little notes

258
00:09:37,306 --> 00:09:39,350
that my dad wrote to my mom
in the '80s.

259
00:09:39,350 --> 00:09:41,936
‐ Aw. They've been together
for so long.

260
00:09:41,936 --> 00:09:43,062
‐ I know.

261
00:09:43,062 --> 00:09:45,272
They're, like, locked together
in an RV,

262
00:09:45,272 --> 00:09:47,566
and they fucking love it.

263
00:09:47,566 --> 00:09:48,943
That's what I want.

264
00:09:48,943 --> 00:09:50,861
‐ Yeah, me too.
That's true love.

265
00:09:50,861 --> 00:09:52,613
‐ I know.

266
00:09:52,613 --> 00:09:54,865
‐ I'm gonna take this.
I'm gonna take this.

267
00:09:54,865 --> 00:09:56,033
‐ Mm.

268
00:09:56,033 --> 00:09:57,993
‐ And I'm also gonna
take this.

269
00:09:57,993 --> 00:09:59,203
‐ Oh.
‐ Yeah.

270
00:09:59,203 --> 00:10:03,082
‐ Fine, but I'm keeping
the little hat.

271
00:10:05,918 --> 00:10:08,754
[upbeat music]

272
00:10:08,754 --> 00:10:15,761
♪ ♪

273
00:10:20,933 --> 00:10:24,395
‐ Okay, what're we doing
at the Mayor's house?

274
00:10:24,395 --> 00:10:25,938
‐ I know. It's stupid.

275
00:10:25,938 --> 00:10:27,898
There's a reason
I don't come here that often.

276
00:10:27,898 --> 00:10:29,900
‐ [laughs]

277
00:10:32,111 --> 00:10:35,072
[scoffs]
This is where you grew up?

278
00:10:35,072 --> 00:10:36,490
I would've brought better wine.

279
00:10:36,490 --> 00:10:38,534
‐ Yeah, I should've given you
a heads‐up.

280
00:10:38,534 --> 00:10:40,077
I'm sorry.
Are you mad?

281
00:10:40,077 --> 00:10:41,537
‐ No, I'm not mad.

282
00:10:41,537 --> 00:10:43,122
Having a rich lover
is what my parents

283
00:10:43,122 --> 00:10:45,666
wanted for me all along.
‐ We're here.

284
00:10:45,666 --> 00:10:48,294
I'm not rich. My parents
are upper middle class.

285
00:10:48,294 --> 00:10:50,129
It's a big house
'cause it's in the suburbs.

286
00:10:50,129 --> 00:10:51,589
‐ Sure, yeah.

287
00:10:51,589 --> 00:10:53,465
Okay, Richie, whatever.
I can handle it.

288
00:10:53,465 --> 00:10:55,634
I'm British, which means
I'm inherently fancy.

289
00:10:55,634 --> 00:10:58,179
‐ Mm.

290
00:10:58,179 --> 00:11:00,097
Dad?

291
00:11:00,097 --> 00:11:03,184
We're here.
[bottle clatters]

292
00:11:03,184 --> 00:11:04,476
‐ Hmm?
‐ What?

293
00:11:04,476 --> 00:11:06,604
‐ No, I'm saving that
for the way home.

294
00:11:06,604 --> 00:11:08,689
‐ [laughs]
Oh.

295
00:11:08,689 --> 00:11:11,233
‐ Oh, so that's a chandelier.

296
00:11:11,233 --> 00:11:13,110
‐ Hey, Emma.

297
00:11:13,110 --> 00:11:15,196
Happy birthday, old man!
‐ Mm!

298
00:11:15,196 --> 00:11:16,488
There's my friend.
‐ Hi.

299
00:11:16,488 --> 00:11:18,699
‐ Hey, you me brought a cake.
‐ Yep.

300
00:11:18,699 --> 00:11:20,701
‐ "Sorry I'm a dumb white."
‐ Yep.

301
00:11:20,701 --> 00:11:22,286
‐ Okay, and then there's
a missing slice.

302
00:11:22,286 --> 00:11:23,579
‐ Yep. Yep.

303
00:11:23,579 --> 00:11:25,956
This cake is
on a little apology tour

304
00:11:25,956 --> 00:11:28,959
because, you know,
my shitty article,

305
00:11:28,959 --> 00:11:30,169
also the shitty time

306
00:11:30,169 --> 00:11:32,713
I screamed at you
about a blind date.

307
00:11:32,713 --> 00:11:35,049
‐ Mm, speaking of...

308
00:11:35,049 --> 00:11:38,052
[indie rock music]

309
00:11:38,052 --> 00:11:39,136
♪♪

310
00:11:39,136 --> 00:11:41,263
‐ Oh.

311
00:11:41,263 --> 00:11:42,765
‐ I got to check
on the burgers.

312
00:11:42,765 --> 00:11:44,433
You want to come with?
‐ Mm‐hmm.

313
00:11:44,433 --> 00:11:45,809
‐ All right.
‐ Yep.

314
00:11:47,603 --> 00:11:48,979
‐ Yeah, I abandoned
the cornhole idea

315
00:11:48,979 --> 00:11:50,397
because obviously...

316
00:11:50,397 --> 00:11:51,941
‐ Hi, Annie.
‐ Oh, hey.

317
00:11:51,941 --> 00:11:53,692
Hey, guys.
Long time, no see.

318
00:11:53,692 --> 00:11:56,403
‐ We heard you got
into some deep doo‐doo at work.

319
00:11:56,403 --> 00:11:58,197
‐ Yeah.
‐ Love you keeping it spicy.

320
00:11:58,197 --> 00:12:00,741
‐ Yep. Yeah.
‐ Stop it. Are you drunk?

321
00:12:00,741 --> 00:12:03,327
‐ What? It's Amadi's party.
I get to drink.

322
00:12:03,327 --> 00:12:05,663
‐ Yeah, I'm‐‐
I'm actually gonna put these

323
00:12:05,663 --> 00:12:09,208
over there,
get a drink, too, so...

324
00:12:09,208 --> 00:12:11,210
‐ Annie, look at this!

325
00:12:11,210 --> 00:12:13,254
‐ Oh, cool.
Hey, guys.

326
00:12:13,254 --> 00:12:14,421
What do you got?

327
00:12:14,421 --> 00:12:16,882
‐ Will bought us
these weird balls.

328
00:12:16,882 --> 00:12:18,592
‐ Oh, yeah, those are cool.

329
00:12:18,592 --> 00:12:20,511
‐ Yeah.
‐ Hi.

330
00:12:20,511 --> 00:12:22,137
‐ Hi.

331
00:12:22,137 --> 00:12:25,683
Um, yeah, I like how they
get small and then big again.

332
00:12:25,683 --> 00:12:27,268
‐ Hey, girls,
burgers are ready.

333
00:12:27,268 --> 00:12:28,560
Are y'all hungry?
BOTH: Yeah!

334
00:12:28,560 --> 00:12:30,479
‐ Yeah?
‐ Wow.

335
00:12:32,231 --> 00:12:33,440
Wow.

336
00:12:36,777 --> 00:12:38,821
‐ So is this awkward
because of "text gate"?

337
00:12:38,821 --> 00:12:40,781
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ Yeah, you‐‐you nailed it.

338
00:12:40,781 --> 00:12:42,741
‐ Yep. Yeah.

339
00:12:42,741 --> 00:12:45,703
Not‐‐not my best moment, so...

340
00:12:45,703 --> 00:12:47,663
‐ Probably one
of the worst moments for me.

341
00:12:47,663 --> 00:12:49,164
I'd love to keep
talking about it.

342
00:12:49,164 --> 00:12:51,041
‐ [laughs]

343
00:12:51,041 --> 00:12:54,878
Yeah, well...

344
00:12:54,878 --> 00:12:57,006
stay partyin'.

345
00:12:59,508 --> 00:13:02,052
KRISTEN: I put the sauce
on the side, just in case.

346
00:13:02,052 --> 00:13:04,555
‐ Ooh, my favorite.
KRISTEN: Mm.

347
00:13:04,555 --> 00:13:07,850
‐ I can't stop looking at it.
‐ Stop.

348
00:13:07,850 --> 00:13:09,727
She is dead.
I have risen.

349
00:13:09,727 --> 00:13:11,895
‐ So what kind of work
do you do, Hugh?

350
00:13:11,895 --> 00:13:13,605
‐ Ah, I'm retired now,

351
00:13:13,605 --> 00:13:16,650
but, uh, I used to work
at McKipsey, a consulting firm.

352
00:13:16,650 --> 00:13:19,445
‐ Yeah, they helped ICE
with the deportations.

353
00:13:19,445 --> 00:13:21,697
It's, like, a very evil place.
‐ Wow.

354
00:13:21,697 --> 00:13:25,284
‐ Uh, to be fair,
that happened after I left.

355
00:13:25,284 --> 00:13:27,703
‐ And, Kristen, what about you?

356
00:13:27,703 --> 00:13:29,788
‐ I do a lot of charity work.

357
00:13:29,788 --> 00:13:31,040
Oh, and, you know, my book club

358
00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:33,167
is actually reading
a gay book now.

359
00:13:33,167 --> 00:13:35,085
‐ God knows I love a gay book.
‐ [chuckles]

360
00:13:35,085 --> 00:13:37,713
Well, it's an immensely
personal issue for me.

361
00:13:37,713 --> 00:13:40,966
My uncle came out as gay.

362
00:13:40,966 --> 00:13:43,343
‐ Didn't he kill himself?
‐ Oh, gruesome.

363
00:13:43,343 --> 00:13:45,637
‐ Well, yes, but that was
because of money troubles.

364
00:13:47,347 --> 00:13:51,393
[scoffs] And it was his husband
who found the body.

365
00:13:53,228 --> 00:13:54,313
To true love.

366
00:13:54,313 --> 00:13:55,731
‐ To true love.

367
00:13:55,731 --> 00:13:57,107
BOTH: Yes.

368
00:14:02,613 --> 00:14:04,740
‐ More.
‐ More?

369
00:14:04,740 --> 00:14:06,366
Okay.

370
00:14:06,366 --> 00:14:08,911
‐ More, please.
‐ You're the boss.

371
00:14:08,911 --> 00:14:11,330
‐ Stop.

372
00:14:11,330 --> 00:14:13,916
Yummy.
‐ Mm‐hmm.

373
00:14:18,170 --> 00:14:19,379
‐ I don't want it.

374
00:14:23,175 --> 00:14:26,261
‐ [chuckles] Well...
‐ You're the adult.

375
00:14:26,261 --> 00:14:27,596
You're supposed to keep kids

376
00:14:27,596 --> 00:14:29,932
from eating only
mac and cheese anyway.

377
00:14:29,932 --> 00:14:32,476
‐ I think I trusted her
instincts more than mine, so...

378
00:14:32,476 --> 00:14:33,936
‐ Yeah.

379
00:14:33,936 --> 00:14:35,604
‐ Am I responsible
for eating this now?

380
00:14:35,604 --> 00:14:36,772
I can't put it back.

381
00:14:36,772 --> 00:14:39,191
‐ I don't know.
You dug your own grave.

382
00:14:39,191 --> 00:14:42,778
Uh, I tell you what,
I'll have half of it.

383
00:14:42,778 --> 00:14:45,572
‐ Really?
‐ We'll share the work.

384
00:14:45,572 --> 00:14:47,407
‐ Thank you.
‐ All right.

385
00:14:50,536 --> 00:14:52,538
‐ Thanks,
you're doing me a solid.

386
00:14:54,164 --> 00:14:55,707
‐ Bye.

387
00:14:55,707 --> 00:14:57,626
‐ Thanks...

388
00:14:57,626 --> 00:14:59,002
you.

389
00:15:01,630 --> 00:15:03,340
Fuck, "thanks you."

390
00:15:03,340 --> 00:15:06,218
‐ Emelia was at least a foot
taller than most boys, too.

391
00:15:06,218 --> 00:15:08,137
‐ What do they teach you
at cotillion?

392
00:15:08,137 --> 00:15:10,931
‐ Oh, um, obedience,
self‐hatred,

393
00:15:10,931 --> 00:15:12,391
and sexual repression.

394
00:15:12,391 --> 00:15:13,809
‐ Uh...
[chuckles]

395
00:15:13,809 --> 00:15:16,687
Well, I grew up a tomboy,
so by the time I did it,

396
00:15:16,687 --> 00:15:20,023
I desperately wanted to be
in fancy ball gowns.

397
00:15:20,023 --> 00:15:22,151
‐ Well, it was hell for me.

398
00:15:22,151 --> 00:15:23,986
HUGH: [clears throat]

399
00:15:23,986 --> 00:15:28,782
Fran, while you're here,
you must meet Henry.

400
00:15:28,782 --> 00:15:30,826
‐ Oh, I think Henry misses you.

401
00:15:30,826 --> 00:15:32,786
John says his appetite
hasn't been great.

402
00:15:32,786 --> 00:15:35,330
‐ Oh, no. Okay, I'll check
on my guy later.

403
00:15:35,330 --> 00:15:36,415
‐ Who's Henry?

404
00:15:36,415 --> 00:15:38,167
Should I be jealous?
‐ Oh!

405
00:15:38,167 --> 00:15:41,003
‐ Ah, Em's horse
since grade school.

406
00:15:41,003 --> 00:15:43,005
For a while, we thought
that Emelia and Henry

407
00:15:43,005 --> 00:15:45,090
were going to make it
to the Olympics.

408
00:15:45,090 --> 00:15:46,300
‐ Okay, Dad.

409
00:15:46,300 --> 00:15:48,635
‐ An absolute equestrian
prodigy, I tell you.

410
00:15:48,635 --> 00:15:50,220
Of all the girls out there,

411
00:15:50,220 --> 00:15:53,891
everyone said
she had the best canter.

412
00:15:53,891 --> 00:15:56,894
‐ Hon, Em prefers "them."

413
00:15:56,894 --> 00:15:59,479
It's "they" and "them."

414
00:15:59,479 --> 00:16:00,606
HUGH:
Oh.

415
00:16:00,606 --> 00:16:02,524
Sorry, dear.

416
00:16:02,524 --> 00:16:04,443
‐ Thank you. We're all good.

417
00:16:08,238 --> 00:16:11,241
[upbeat music]

418
00:16:11,241 --> 00:16:13,035
♪ ♪

419
00:16:13,035 --> 00:16:14,453
‐ I love that painting.

420
00:16:14,453 --> 00:16:16,288
‐ Oh, yeah.
It's gorgeous, isn't it?

421
00:16:16,288 --> 00:16:18,498
‐ The artist
is incarcerated now.

422
00:16:18,498 --> 00:16:21,293
‐ I sat for 48 hours.
‐ Texture, very good texture.

423
00:16:23,712 --> 00:16:24,922
‐ I was in 9th grade.

424
00:16:24,922 --> 00:16:26,924
Amadi was in 12th,
which sounds okay now,

425
00:16:26,924 --> 00:16:29,676
but that was a 14‐year‐old and
a 17‐year‐old hanging out.

426
00:16:29,676 --> 00:16:31,178
It was pretty sad.

427
00:16:31,178 --> 00:16:33,138
‐ Okay, hold on.
He looked like he was 21.

428
00:16:33,138 --> 00:16:35,515
He had a full goatee.
He used to buy us beer.

429
00:16:35,515 --> 00:16:37,851
[laughter]
WILL: That's fair.

430
00:16:37,851 --> 00:16:40,562
Do you remember we were both
in love with Gina Kwon?

431
00:16:40,562 --> 00:16:43,106
‐ Oh, yeah.
‐ The 10th‐grade flautist.

432
00:16:43,106 --> 00:16:44,691
But we were too scared
to talk to her.

433
00:16:44,691 --> 00:16:46,944
We'd just talk about how cool
she was in our car pool.

434
00:16:46,944 --> 00:16:48,278
And he seems cool now.

435
00:16:48,278 --> 00:16:50,656
It's important you know.
Amadi was a loser back then,

436
00:16:50,656 --> 00:16:52,115
you know, so...

437
00:16:52,115 --> 00:16:55,202
People change, you know.

438
00:16:55,202 --> 00:16:59,581
Um, when you went to college,
you still didn't shut me out,

439
00:16:59,581 --> 00:17:02,459
your friend
who was still a child.

440
00:17:02,459 --> 00:17:03,710
‐ [chuckles]

441
00:17:03,710 --> 00:17:05,504
‐ But that's 'cause
you're a solid friend

442
00:17:05,504 --> 00:17:08,298
and you get better
and better every year,

443
00:17:08,298 --> 00:17:09,967
and we love you, buddy.

444
00:17:09,967 --> 00:17:12,177
ALL: Aw.
‐ Shit. Okay.

445
00:17:12,177 --> 00:17:13,470
PERSON: That's sweet.
PERSON 2: We love you.

446
00:17:13,470 --> 00:17:15,347
‐ You trying to make me cry
out here?

447
00:17:15,347 --> 00:17:17,349
It's my birthday.
‐ Speaking of...

448
00:17:17,349 --> 00:17:19,977
ALL:
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

449
00:17:19,977 --> 00:17:21,770
‐ You motherfuckers.

450
00:17:21,770 --> 00:17:23,063
ALL:
♪ Happy birthday... ♪

451
00:17:23,063 --> 00:17:25,107
‐ Okay, I think
you've had enough.

452
00:17:25,107 --> 00:17:26,733
‐ I got an idea, babe.
‐ No, no.

453
00:17:26,733 --> 00:17:28,193
‐ Why don't we just
stay here tonight?

454
00:17:28,193 --> 00:17:29,319
‐ Whoa.

455
00:17:29,319 --> 00:17:30,696
‐ Stay here?
‐ Yeah.

456
00:17:30,696 --> 00:17:32,573
YASMIN: And just impose
on Amadi? What‐‐

457
00:17:32,573 --> 00:17:34,449
ROB: Amadi's my friend.
He cool with it.

458
00:17:34,449 --> 00:17:35,993
YASMIN:
Amadi has his own life.

459
00:17:35,993 --> 00:17:38,370
We can't just come over
and spend the night, like...

460
00:17:41,206 --> 00:17:43,417
‐ Wow.

461
00:17:43,417 --> 00:17:45,043
Doing dishes.

462
00:17:45,043 --> 00:17:47,963
You're‐‐you're
a very good guest.

463
00:17:47,963 --> 00:17:49,548
[chuckles]

464
00:17:49,548 --> 00:17:51,883
Do you um, want some help?

465
00:17:51,883 --> 00:17:54,386
‐ Oh, yeah, that'd be great.

466
00:17:54,386 --> 00:17:56,930
I'll rinse if you want to dry.

467
00:17:56,930 --> 00:17:59,182
‐ Yeah.

468
00:17:59,182 --> 00:18:02,811
Um...

469
00:18:02,811 --> 00:18:05,314
uh, your speech
was very sweet.

470
00:18:05,314 --> 00:18:07,858
‐ That's a compliment,
coming from a writer.

471
00:18:07,858 --> 00:18:10,485
‐ Well, I'm
a disgraced writer, so...

472
00:18:10,485 --> 00:18:12,321
‐ Well, I'll take
all the compliments I can get.

473
00:18:12,321 --> 00:18:14,698
‐ [laughs] Are you gonna wash
those plates?

474
00:18:14,698 --> 00:18:16,617
[laughs]
Yeah, that's more my speed.

475
00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:18,744
FRAN: I can't believe
I've known you for three years,

476
00:18:18,744 --> 00:18:20,537
and I didn't know
about all of this stuff.

477
00:18:20,537 --> 00:18:23,332
EMILY: I know. I think I was
just kind of, like, embarrassed

478
00:18:23,332 --> 00:18:24,791
and yucked out by it all.

479
00:18:24,791 --> 00:18:26,126
‐ Oh, why?
Because your horse

480
00:18:26,126 --> 00:18:28,211
wasn't as big
as the other kids' horses?

481
00:18:28,211 --> 00:18:30,631
‐ [laughs]
No, he's quite big.

482
00:18:30,631 --> 00:18:32,424
[horse neighs]
‐ [scoffs]

483
00:18:32,424 --> 00:18:33,842
‐ Henry?
‐ [chuffs]

484
00:18:33,842 --> 00:18:35,135
‐ Hi, baby.

485
00:18:35,135 --> 00:18:37,387
‐ He's gorgeous.
‐ You want to feed him?

486
00:18:37,387 --> 00:18:39,056
‐ Yeah.
‐ Mm.

487
00:18:39,056 --> 00:18:40,641
‐ Hi, Henry.

488
00:18:40,641 --> 00:18:42,643
That's it.
Hungry boy.

489
00:18:42,643 --> 00:18:44,311
[gasps] Wow.

490
00:18:44,311 --> 00:18:47,522
‐ I know it sounds incredibly
stupid and privileged,

491
00:18:47,522 --> 00:18:50,275
but the high‐society shit
was just a lot for me

492
00:18:50,275 --> 00:18:52,069
and I tried
to get away from it.

493
00:18:52,069 --> 00:18:53,236
‐ Sorry, did you say something?

494
00:18:53,236 --> 00:18:54,946
All I could hear
was ka‐ching, ka‐ching.

495
00:18:54,946 --> 00:18:57,616
‐ [laughs] That's the sound
of him chewing.

496
00:18:57,616 --> 00:18:58,825
Hey, sweetie.

497
00:18:58,825 --> 00:19:00,786
‐ I'm‐‐I'm really sorry
that you're rich,

498
00:19:00,786 --> 00:19:01,953
but I think you'll survive.

499
00:19:01,953 --> 00:19:04,498
‐ You don't seem
sorry at all.

500
00:19:04,498 --> 00:19:06,917
‐ [chuckles]
[horse neighs]

501
00:19:08,418 --> 00:19:10,253
Hi, hon.

502
00:19:10,253 --> 00:19:12,714
Do you want to be
in the movies?

503
00:19:12,714 --> 00:19:14,800
Yeah, I'm gonna make you
a star.

504
00:19:14,800 --> 00:19:17,844
[soft music]

505
00:19:17,844 --> 00:19:20,097
‐ Well...

506
00:19:20,097 --> 00:19:23,934
the relief I feel
now that the sink is clean

507
00:19:23,934 --> 00:19:26,478
and this kitchen is clean
is sad.

508
00:19:26,478 --> 00:19:28,480
This isn't even my house.

509
00:19:28,480 --> 00:19:31,775
‐ No, no, that's good.
I wish I was that way.

510
00:19:31,775 --> 00:19:33,610
[giggles]

511
00:19:33,610 --> 00:19:36,238
Um...

512
00:19:36,238 --> 00:19:38,865
Will...

513
00:19:38,865 --> 00:19:41,827
I‐I think I owe you
a more real apology

514
00:19:41,827 --> 00:19:44,663
for how shitty
I was on our date.

515
00:19:44,663 --> 00:19:48,667
I just thought that Amadi...

516
00:19:48,667 --> 00:19:52,504
set us up
because we were both...

517
00:19:52,504 --> 00:19:53,797
well, fat

518
00:19:53,797 --> 00:19:56,967
and I was only thinking
about myself

519
00:19:56,967 --> 00:20:01,513
and how embarrassed I would be
that if anyone saw me

520
00:20:01,513 --> 00:20:04,099
as, like, a part
of just, like, a pair of fats

521
00:20:04,099 --> 00:20:08,270
who were together because
that's what we deserved.

522
00:20:08,270 --> 00:20:12,274
Um, and I'm just‐‐
I'm really sorry...

523
00:20:12,274 --> 00:20:16,486
'cause it's extremely stupid
and shallow.

524
00:20:16,486 --> 00:20:18,488
‐ It probably didn't help
when I knocked over a glass

525
00:20:18,488 --> 00:20:20,115
of water, like, immediately.

526
00:20:20,115 --> 00:20:22,492
Um...
you know, it's okay, really.

527
00:20:22,492 --> 00:20:25,495
‐ It's really not okay.

528
00:20:25,495 --> 00:20:28,498
And I'm really embarrassed.

529
00:20:28,498 --> 00:20:31,168
Um...

530
00:20:31,168 --> 00:20:32,544
yeah.

531
00:20:32,544 --> 00:20:34,171
I just...

532
00:20:35,756 --> 00:20:37,174
[sighs]

533
00:20:37,174 --> 00:20:39,342
It's like the worst part of me

534
00:20:39,342 --> 00:20:43,764
and kind of the most hateful
towards myself and you.

535
00:20:43,764 --> 00:20:45,766
And you didn't do anything.

536
00:20:45,766 --> 00:20:48,894
I was in, like, a very...

537
00:20:48,894 --> 00:20:51,980
devaluing relationship where...

538
00:20:53,315 --> 00:20:56,151
I really didn't think
I deserved shit.

539
00:20:56,151 --> 00:20:58,528
And, um...

540
00:20:58,528 --> 00:21:01,948
part of that was because
of how I looked or look.

541
00:21:01,948 --> 00:21:04,201
And when I finally
had the chance

542
00:21:04,201 --> 00:21:05,786
and was sitting
in front of someone

543
00:21:05,786 --> 00:21:09,164
who was actually good,
like, I couldn't even see it.

544
00:21:11,958 --> 00:21:14,211
‐ Wow.

545
00:21:14,211 --> 00:21:16,213
Thank you for...

546
00:21:18,590 --> 00:21:21,760
Thank you for apologizing.

547
00:21:21,760 --> 00:21:24,596
I did cry when I got home
that night and...

548
00:21:24,596 --> 00:21:26,973
‐ You did?
‐ No.

549
00:21:26,973 --> 00:21:29,226
‐ Don't fuck with me right now.

550
00:21:29,226 --> 00:21:31,853
‐ It was too easy.

551
00:21:31,853 --> 00:21:34,523
Honestly, I could tell
something was going on,

552
00:21:34,523 --> 00:21:37,818
but I‐I just assumed
it was about me.

553
00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:39,110
‐ No.

554
00:21:39,110 --> 00:21:40,946
‐ You know, I wasn't perfect
either that night.

555
00:21:40,946 --> 00:21:44,574
‐ No, you were
so sweet and funny

556
00:21:44,574 --> 00:21:46,326
and...

557
00:21:46,326 --> 00:21:47,994
and open.

558
00:21:47,994 --> 00:21:50,872
‐ I just mean I‐I told you
I was married.

559
00:21:50,872 --> 00:21:53,375
The last time I was on a date
was high school,

560
00:21:53,375 --> 00:21:58,255
so I was a nervous wreck
and‐and wasn't myself,

561
00:21:58,255 --> 00:22:01,842
partially because
I thought that...

562
00:22:01,842 --> 00:22:05,262
that you were...

563
00:22:05,262 --> 00:22:07,389
smart and pretty.

564
00:22:07,389 --> 00:22:10,058
‐ Thank you.

565
00:22:10,058 --> 00:22:12,060
I, um...

566
00:22:14,062 --> 00:22:18,066
Well, I‐I find you
really attractive.

567
00:22:18,066 --> 00:22:19,734
Like...

568
00:22:21,027 --> 00:22:23,697
Like, I want to kiss you
right now.

569
00:22:23,697 --> 00:22:25,240
‐ I want to kiss you, too.

570
00:22:26,533 --> 00:22:29,327
‐ So then we should kiss.

571
00:22:29,327 --> 00:22:31,621
[Adrianne Lenker's "anything"]

572
00:22:31,621 --> 00:22:34,416
ADRIANNE: ♪ Staring down
the barrel of the hot sun ♪

573
00:22:34,416 --> 00:22:37,294
♪ Shining with the sheen
of a shotgun ♪

574
00:22:37,294 --> 00:22:40,088
♪ Carol has a little
if we need some ♪

575
00:22:40,088 --> 00:22:42,883
♪ Jo has a ride
if we wanna come ♪

576
00:22:42,883 --> 00:22:45,677
♪ Hanging your jeans
with a clothespin ♪

577
00:22:45,677 --> 00:22:48,680
♪ Skin still wet,
still on my skin ♪

578
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,474
♪ Mango in your mouth,
juice drippin' ♪

579
00:22:51,474 --> 00:22:54,311
♪ Shoulder of your
shirt sleeve slippin' ♪

580
00:22:54,311 --> 00:22:57,439
♪ Christmas Eve
with your mother and sis ♪

581
00:22:57,439 --> 00:23:00,275
♪ Don't wanna fight,
but your mother insists ♪

582
00:23:00,275 --> 00:23:03,278
♪ Dog's white teeth slice
right through my fist ♪

583
00:23:03,278 --> 00:23:06,072
♪ Drive to the ER,
and they put me on risk ♪

584
00:23:06,072 --> 00:23:08,742
♪ Grocery store list,
now you get pissed ♪

585
00:23:08,742 --> 00:23:11,286
♪ Unchecked calls
and messages ♪

586
00:23:11,286 --> 00:23:14,664
♪ I don't wanna be the owner
of your fantasy ♪

587
00:23:14,664 --> 00:23:17,083
♪ I just wanna be a part
of your family ♪

588
00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:20,128
♪ And I don't wanna talk
about anything ♪

589
00:23:20,128 --> 00:23:23,131
♪ I don't wanna talk
about anything ♪

590
00:23:23,131 --> 00:23:25,717
♪ I wanna kiss,
kiss your eyes again ♪

591
00:23:25,717 --> 00:23:28,929
♪ Wanna witness
your eyes looking ♪

592
00:23:28,929 --> 00:23:31,723
♪ I don't wanna talk
about anyone ♪

593
00:23:31,723 --> 00:23:34,726
♪ I don't wanna talk
about anyone ♪

594
00:23:34,726 --> 00:23:37,938
♪ I wanna sleep in your car
while you're driving ♪

595
00:23:37,938 --> 00:23:40,315
♪ Lay in your lap
when I'm crying ♪

596
00:23:40,315 --> 00:23:43,318
♪ I don't wanna talk
about anyone ♪

597
00:23:43,318 --> 00:23:46,112
♪ I don't wanna talk
about anyone ♪

598
00:23:46,112 --> 00:23:49,115
♪ I wanna sleep in your car
while you're driving ♪

599
00:23:49,115 --> 00:23:52,118
♪ Lay in your lap
when I'm crying ♪

600
00:23:52,118 --> 00:23:59,167
♪ ♪