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- ♪ MTV ♪
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- ♪ It's a good, good life ♪
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- Whoo!
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- Girls' night.
Girls' night.
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- Whoo!
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- ♪ It's a good, good life ♪
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- [trills excitedly]
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- ♪ Yeah, it feels all right ♪
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- I was waiting for the kiss.
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- Was I supposed to kiss you?
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- ♪ It's a good, good life ♪
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narrator: It was a year
of possibilities.
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- I love you.
- I love you.
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- You're definitely
the best picnic packer.
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There's just such an ease
in my relationship with Kris.
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It's hard to shake the thought
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of what could have been
with Brody and I.
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narrator: There was hope...
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- I have been wanting to have
a baby
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for, like, a year and a half.
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narrator: Celebration...
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- It's got a heartbeat.
- Whoo.
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- It's a boy!
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narrator:
And there were struggles.
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- For me, being chained down
under too much stuff
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just not--
it doesn't work for me.
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- Don't get into these places
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if there's gonna be girls
that you [bleep].
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- I don't want to talk
to either of you ever again.
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- All they do is spread
bad [bleep] juju.
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- You're [bleep] up, dude!
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- ♪ Here we go again ♪
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narrator: But before
another chapter closes,
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there are still some pages
left unwritten.
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- We'd love to host
a Pratt Daddy crystal
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healing retreat for everybody.
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- Welcome.
- Thank you guys so much
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for coming.
A reset.
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- Come to an event,
and they don't acknowledge
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or say anything.
I'm like, "It's weird."
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- ♪ Be back at it ♪
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- Where is Dani?
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- Me and Dani broke up.
- You okay?
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- I don't wanna,
like, think about it.
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- 'Cause, like, I don't wanna
get your hopes up,
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but I do feel more pregnant.
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- I'm pregnant.
- [gasps] Oh, my God.
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Brody obviously
doesn't know yet, right?
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- I definitely want
to tell him before--
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- Everybody finds out.
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- I'm--
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- Do you have
a surprise for me?
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- ♪ Here we go again ♪
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♪ Here we go again ♪
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♪ Yeah, yeah,
here we go again ♪
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♪ Be back at it, yeah, yeah ♪
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{\an7}- ♪ I wanna live in a world ♪
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{\an7}♪ Where there’s no exes
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hat all ♪
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{\an7}♪ Like you were waiting
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor me ♪
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{\an7}♪ To be the first thing
\h\h\h\h\hyou fall for ♪
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h♪ The only girl
that’s ever been in your bed ♪
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{\an7}♪ I wanna live in a world ♪
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{\an7}♪ Where all your exes
\h\h\h\h\h\hare dead ♪
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{\an7}- You are an important person
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin my life,
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{\an7}\h\hand I would love for there
to just be, you know, harmony.
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{\an7}You know what I mean?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
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{\an7}- I feel so much better,
\h\h\h\h\halso, right now
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{\an7}that it’s just you and I
\h\hstanding here than--
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{\an7}- Everybody else around.
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{\an7}- Yeah, I feel like
I haven’t been able
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{\an7}\hto enjoy this trip
really at all so far.
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{\an7}[somber music]
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{\an7}- What’s really going on, Kate?
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{\an7}\h- Based on everything
everyone’s been saying
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{\an7}for the last few days,
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{\an7}and I’m sure you’ve gathered
\h\h\h\h\hthat I’m pregnant.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- ♪ Slow down
we’re going too fast ♪
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{\an7}- [sighs]
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{\an7}- ♪ If we don’t
we might crash ♪
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h♪ Slow down
or we might crash ♪
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{\an7}- Um...
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{\an7}\hUnfortunately, I’ve kind of
heard through the grapevine.
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{\an7}- I didn’t want that
to be what happened.
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{\an7}\h- Listen, how well
do you know this guy?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hLike, how long
have you been with him?
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{\an7}Like, you know, we’ve spent
\h\h\h\hsix years together,
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{\an7}and I think that...
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hme being one of
the last people to find out,
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{\an7}that’s what hurt me most.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- But I really wanted to have
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{\an7}a private conversation
\h\hwith you about it.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- You had all the--
all the time in the world.
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{\an7}Just you and I at the house
\h\h\h\h\hand hanging out,
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{\an7}\h\h\hto be like, "Hey, Brody,
I have something to tell you."
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{\an7}But I also understand
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hit’s not--it’s
not my busi--it’s--it’s--
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{\an7}- No, no, it is your business.
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{\an7}\hIt was important
to me to tell you.
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{\an7}\h\h\hI mean, I--that was
from the very beginning.
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{\an7}That was a priority for me.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hIt just--it’s
an intense conversation.
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{\an7}I was a little anxious
\h\h\h\h\h\h\habout it.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hI’m telling you,
it was really hard for me
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{\an7}to share this for some reason.
\h\hLike, I felt with everyone,
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{\an7}it was hard for me
to tell my parents.
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{\an7}I don’t know if I couldn’t--
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{\an7}\h\hif it was, like, so surreal
or like, I couldn’t believe it,
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{\an7}but I feel like if anything,
\h\hthe reason it got put off
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwas just
because it was so important.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- You’ve always told me
how you want to be a mother,
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{\an7}that is your dream in life.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI know for a fact
you will be the best mother...
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{\an7}- Thank you.
\h\h\h- Ever.
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{\an7}It’s a little soon,
\hbut I don’t know.
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{\an7}Because what’s done is done.
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{\an7}\hI--I just hope that she’s
making the right decision.
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{\an7}- I guess you’ll get
\h\h\h\h\hto know him
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{\an7}for a little bit tonight.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[laughs]
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Yeah, you know,
I just wanna make sure
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{\an7}that you’re, you know,
with the right person.
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{\an7}- Yeah.
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{\an7}[tense music]
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{\an7}- ♪ I ♪
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{\an7}♪ I’m gonna need some help ♪
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{\an7}♪ And I ♪
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{\an7}♪ Haven’t been myself ♪
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{\an7}- Feel like we’re
\hplaying chess.
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{\an7}[laughs]
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{\an7}- Way better.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- And take another deep breath
\h\h\h\hin and hold the breath.
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{\an7}\hYou know, Reiki--
what it’s great for
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{\an7}is expanding our energy.
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{\an7}- It’s been such a hard year.
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{\an7}I think tonight’s a celebration
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hof laughs, hugs,
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{\an7}and just enjoying this,
\h\h\h\h\hwhat we have.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hWe have one life.
Let’s enjoy it to the max.
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{\an7}- Love you, bro.
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{\an7}- ♪ Every time I go out ♪
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{\an7}♪ Someone wants to pick
\h\h\h\h\h\h\ha fight ♪
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{\an7}♪ Spend all of my money ♪
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{\an7}♪ I guess my mama was right ♪
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{\an7}- Knock. Knock.
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{\an7}- Welcome.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- I gotta give it up
to the healers, you know.
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{\an7}- For the next three days,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hRachel and I
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{\an7}are here to be your guides
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{\an7}to whatever it is
\hthat you need.
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{\an7}- I’m Cherokee Indian.
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{\an7}\hIndian healers
are beyond deep,
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{\an7}mind-blowing at what they see
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand know.
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{\an7}- You may pick up anything
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{\an7}\h\h\hthat you feel
like playing with.
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{\an7}- I keep gravitating towards
\h\h\hthis little heart rock.
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{\an7}\h- This is a rose quartz,
which is the stone of love.
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{\an7}Tell me about yourself.
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{\an7}- I’m a traveler, a journeyman,
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{\an7}\h\h\hlike a nomad.
- That’s beautiful.
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{\an7}How long have you been
\h\h\h\h\h\htraveling?
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{\an7}- My entire existence.
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{\an7}But the confusion is,
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{\an7}I lose touch in relationships
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand friends,
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{\an7}and it makes it difficult
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{\an7}when I come home
\hto leave again.
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{\an7}\hAnd then what happens
to those relationships?
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{\an7}\h\h\hSurfing, motorcycles,
traveling--it’s all freedom.
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{\an7}So, for me, being chained
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\his--is--
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{\an7}it’s like in a mental jail.
\h\hTraffic, yellow lights,
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{\an7}all that stuff starts to take
\h\ha toll on relationships.
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{\an7}- Just be completely you
\h\hwithout expectations,
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{\an7}\h\hand then you see
whatever people react
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{\an7}and you just take it.
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{\an7}\hSo let them in and hold
them dear within yourself
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{\an7}- This life is about
\h\h\hshining bright.
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{\an7}- So, it feels like intimacy
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hdoesn’t mean
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{\an7}being chained down.
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{\an7}\h- Can you take that in?
- It’s a journey struggle
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{\an7}because I do love hard,
\h\hand I’m very loyal,
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{\an7}\h\hand I like people
to stay close to me.
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{\an7}And I also like understanding
\h\hbecause the unacceptance,
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{\an7}the chain, happens,
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{\an7}\h\hand that’s when I feel
like I want to break free.
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{\an7}- It doesn’t have to mean that.
\h\h\hI just have to be honest
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hwhere I am
and see where it goes.
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{\an7}- I feel like when you go
\h\h\h\h\h\hwith your gut
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hand you do exactly
what you’re supposed to do,
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{\an7}\h\hthat you live out
your personal legend.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hLiving out
your personal legend
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{\an7}is not doing what the head
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\htells you,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hbut what the body
and the being tells you.
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{\an7}It’s not an easy switch
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto flip.
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{\an7}\h\hIt’s more like
I’m manifesting it
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{\an7}at these points, you know.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hLater 30s,
and I’m understanding it more,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand I’m being
a visionary towards it.
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{\an7}\h\h\hThank you.
Appreciate that.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- Do you want mommy
\h\hto have a baby?
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{\an7}- Yeah, a girl baby.
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{\an7}- A girl baby?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hHere at Palm Springs,
the positive healing energy.
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{\an7}\h\hI’m like, "Please, God,
I pray Heidi is pregnant."
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{\an7}\h- My acupuncturist said that
my pulse is a little different,
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{\an7}so that’s great.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hI just think
it’s the right time.
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{\an7}- What do you want to name
\h\h\h\h\h\hthe girl baby?
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{\an7}- Baby table.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Table?
Come on, Gunner.
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{\an7}- What?
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{\an7}- He wants a baby sister
\h\h\h\h\h\hnamed table.
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{\an7}- [laughs]
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{\an7}- Laugh at me.
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{\an7}- That’s funny.
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{\an7}So...
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{\an7}[somber music]
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- Let me guess.
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{\an7}- Yeah, it says "not pregnant,"
222
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{\an7}but maybe it’s just too early.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
224
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Why do you keep doing
this emotional roller coaster
225
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hto yourself?
It like self-torture.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
227
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{\an7}- ♪ Gonna wash it all away ♪
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Well, looks like
we have more work to do.
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{\an7}- I know and I hear everyone
\h\h\h\h\h\htelling me, like,
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{\an7}it’s gonna happen, and like,
\h\hdon’t put pressure on it.
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{\an7}Don’t feel that way.
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{\an7}\h\hAnd I know that,
and I feel that way,
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{\an7}but like, I can’t help
\h\h\h\hho--how I feel,
234
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{\an7}and I do talk myself
\h\h\h\h\hthrough it,
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{\an7}and I know what’s gonna happen,
\h\h\h\hand I’m excited for it.
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{\an7}Sometimes I just have a moment
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwhere it just,
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{\an7}you know, can be a little sad.
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{\an7}- I get it. I get it--
\h\h\h\h- Frustrating.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- I know you’re going
through it all in your head,
240
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{\an7}but think it’s gonna be fine.
241
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{\an7}- Trying to get pregnant,
242
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{\an7}\hthis has just been
hard and emotional,
243
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{\an7}and I keep thinking each month,
244
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{\an7}like, I’m not gonna be
\h\h\h\hso disappointed
245
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{\an7}and I’m not gonna be
\h\h\h\hso emotional,
246
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{\an7}and it just doesn’t seem
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto happen.
247
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{\an7}So I’m gonna still
\h\hbe optimistic.
248
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{\an7}Just want to let go of all
\h\h\h\hthe fear in my life
249
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{\an7}and be content in the moment
\h\h\h\h\h\hand just let go.
250
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- ♪ Everybody go crazy ♪
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♪ ♪
252
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♪ Everybody get loose
tonight ♪
253
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- Whoo!
254
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- ♪ Everybody go crazy ♪
255
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♪ ♪
256
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♪ Everybody just lose
your mind ♪
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- Now we got floaties in here.
258
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- It'll be fun tonight.
You got your outfit?
259
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Are you ready to ride
that mechanical bull?
260
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- Wait, what's going on?
- It's country Western theme!
261
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How did the conversation go
with Kaitlynn?
262
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- I always knew she would be
an incredible mother...
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- Yeah.
264
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- And like that's--
that wasn't of an issue.
265
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I felt like I was left out.
266
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- Well, it would be hurtful,
'cause you--it's just like
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that respect.
Like, you want to know
268
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before everyone else is, like,
gossiping about it, you know.
269
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- Exactly.
270
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- I finally had a chance
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to tell Brody
that I'm pregnant.
272
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- How'd it go?
273
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- I just feel, like,
a big weight off my shoulders.
274
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I felt so much better
right away,
275
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just, like, having
a one-on-one conversation
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about it.
277
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- It's just one
of those things.
278
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It's like the longer you wait,
the more it builds up.
279
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- Right.
That's how I felt.
280
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I was starting
to get so stressed.
281
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- I'm really excited
to meet him finally.
282
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It's kinda crazy
that we haven't met yet.
283
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- I know.
- My main concern was him.
284
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Who is he?
Never met him.
285
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I thought this was
a little soon.
286
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You know?
It's, like, quick.
287
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- He's like, "It's happened
kind of fast, so I just want
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"to make sure for you
that you're, like,
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"in a relationship
that you feel
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"is, like, a good place
291
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to be having a child
with somebody."
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And he was just--I don't know.
293
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That was, like,
the only thing that he said
294
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he was just
kind of wondering about.
295
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I appreciate Brody's concern,
296
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but there were six years
of my life that I was waiting
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when I was with Brody
to have kids.
298
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That's what I know I want,
299
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and that's what
Kris wants as well.
300
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I'm glad you guys
will be meeting tonight.
301
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I feel also like
this whole thing
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has been built up.
303
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For me, it's
a little nerve-wracking and--
304
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- Yeah.
- Kris knows
305
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your relationship
with Kaitlynn, obviously,
306
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and respects that.
307
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- Hope so.
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- Because I feel like you guys
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are always gonna be
a part of each other's lives.
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- I trust her judgment.
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I trust that she knows
what she's doing.
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Ultimately, I just want
to see her happy,
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but if I don't think
she's making the right choice,
314
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I'll definitely
let her know that.
315
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- Well, I got to head off
to my healing session.
316
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- Oh, yeah, yeah.
317
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[upbeat music]
318
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- ♪ If we lived
like a thousand lives ♪
319
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♪ Still might never know
about this love thing ♪
320
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♪ No, no, we fall ♪
321
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- Hello again.
322
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- Oh, my God!
So excited.
323
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- I'm so excited for this.
324
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- Make yourself comfortable
right there.
325
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- Okay.
326
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- So grateful
to have you here today.
327
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What would you like
to accomplish
328
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in these few moments
that we get together?
329
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- Well, I feel like right now,
personally, in the past,
330
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I would always focus on a guy,
331
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and things
would never work out.
332
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I really am all about wellness.
333
00:13:16,252 --> 00:13:20,823
- Wow, this whole universe
adores you
334
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'cause you are fantastic.
335
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- Oh, thank you.
336
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I really want to use this trip
as an opportunity
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to focus from within
and work on my happiness.
338
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So now I'm just trying
to love myself.
339
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And eventually,
when the time is right,
340
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I would love to meet someone.
And I think I'm almost ready.
341
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- I'm gonna have you close
your eyes.
342
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We're gonna go ahead
and imagine again,
343
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you stepping out of your body.
I want you to imagine
344
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that you're walking
down a white crystal hallway.
345
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In your back is where
you see these swords.
346
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Pull 'em out.
This is the back of your heart.
347
00:14:06,836 --> 00:14:09,572
You've already cut the cords
from others,
348
00:14:09,639 --> 00:14:11,608
but they always reattach.
349
00:14:11,674 --> 00:14:14,744
So imagine in this space
of your heart,
350
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that you are removing
what you no longer need.
351
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- You know, I feel like
I'm healing
352
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and surrounding myself
with people
353
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that are going to lift me
354
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and not always drag
the past back up.
355
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- Your energy is so spot on.
356
00:14:32,128 --> 00:14:33,963
So, thank you for allowing me
into your energy.
357
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- Yeah, thank you.
358
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Moving forward,
I get to redefine myself.
359
00:14:39,969 --> 00:14:41,804
It's like
this whole new journey.
360
00:14:41,871 --> 00:14:44,641
I'm all about healing
and working on myself.
361
00:14:44,707 --> 00:14:47,944
- And you've been doing it.
- Yep.
362
00:14:48,011 --> 00:14:50,346
- ♪ If she get
a shot of whiskey ♪
363
00:14:50,413 --> 00:14:53,049
♪ She know how
to throw it back ♪
364
00:14:53,149 --> 00:14:56,152
♪ If she get
a shot of whiskey ♪
365
00:14:56,152 --> 00:14:58,488
♪ She know how
to throw it back ♪
366
00:14:58,554 --> 00:15:01,324
♪ She turn up
for Elvis Presley ♪
367
00:15:01,391 --> 00:15:04,494
♪ Told the DJ
throw it back ♪
368
00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:08,431
- You guys look amazing.
Oh my gosh, you win the night.
369
00:15:08,498 --> 00:15:09,966
- Enough, enough, enough.
370
00:15:10,033 --> 00:15:11,567
- Are you gonna do that
and throw out your back, honey?
371
00:15:11,634 --> 00:15:13,069
- I'm debating.
372
00:15:13,169 --> 00:15:16,406
I feel like I could stay on
pretty good.
373
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- Gah!
374
00:15:18,041 --> 00:15:20,243
- ♪ If she get
a shot of whiskey ♪
375
00:15:20,310 --> 00:15:23,179
♪ She know how
to throw it back ♪
376
00:15:23,179 --> 00:15:25,648
- Even if I'm not pregnant,
it will happen.
377
00:15:25,715 --> 00:15:28,518
And it's
a very personal journey.
378
00:15:28,585 --> 00:15:32,121
I think that there was a lot
of healing earlier.
379
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I do really feel
the right time.
380
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I do know that.
381
00:15:37,126 --> 00:15:41,497
- That trust that everything
is perfect as it is.
382
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Feel good with each other,
383
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have fun with each other,
have fun with life.
384
00:15:50,039 --> 00:15:51,274
- I wanna be able
to move forward,
385
00:15:51,341 --> 00:15:55,044
less fear, less stress,
and just relax.
386
00:15:55,144 --> 00:15:57,146
- ♪ You can call me crazy
but ♪
387
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♪ Don't touch my truck ♪
388
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- If you weren't pregnant,
I'd make you get up there.
389
00:16:00,950 --> 00:16:02,719
- Oh, I'd I get up there.
It's so fun.
390
00:16:02,785 --> 00:16:04,754
♪ ♪
391
00:16:04,821 --> 00:16:07,290
♪ Don't touch my truck ♪
392
00:16:07,357 --> 00:16:08,758
- Whoo-hoo!
393
00:16:08,825 --> 00:16:11,694
Whoo-hoo! Whoa!
394
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Stop.
Oh, thank you.
395
00:16:14,831 --> 00:16:17,267
[percussive music]
396
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♪ ♪
397
00:16:22,005 --> 00:16:23,940
- Hey.
- What's up?
398
00:16:24,007 --> 00:16:25,275
- Good to see you, man.
- How are you doing?
399
00:16:25,341 --> 00:16:26,809
- How are you?
- Good; nice to see you.
400
00:16:26,876 --> 00:16:28,845
- I haven't congratulated you
yet on your announcement.
401
00:16:28,911 --> 00:16:30,747
- Oh, thank you.
Thank you.
402
00:16:30,813 --> 00:16:33,883
♪ ♪
403
00:16:33,950 --> 00:16:35,151
- I'm ready.
404
00:16:35,218 --> 00:16:36,719
I'm ready
for some line dancing.
405
00:16:36,786 --> 00:16:38,521
- What's up, cowgirl?
- Hi.
406
00:16:38,588 --> 00:16:39,789
- Howdy.
- How you doing?
407
00:16:39,856 --> 00:16:40,957
- Good.
How are you?
408
00:16:41,024 --> 00:16:42,225
- Good.
You look great.
409
00:16:42,292 --> 00:16:43,559
- Thank you.
So do you.
410
00:16:43,626 --> 00:16:45,528
- I am hoping
that there's a moment
411
00:16:45,595 --> 00:16:48,531
that just feels
like the right time.
412
00:16:48,598 --> 00:16:52,035
I just really wanna get this
over with at this point,
413
00:16:52,135 --> 00:16:53,836
but I just feel like the moment
is gonna have
414
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to kind of present itself.
415
00:16:57,373 --> 00:16:58,775
All right.
416
00:16:58,841 --> 00:17:00,143
- I'm getting full.
417
00:17:00,209 --> 00:17:01,210
- He said, wow, what is that,
paella?
418
00:17:01,277 --> 00:17:02,812
- You've been having fun?
419
00:17:02,879 --> 00:17:04,147
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
420
00:17:04,147 --> 00:17:05,148
It's been nice, huh,
to get away?
421
00:17:05,214 --> 00:17:06,382
- It's been relaxing, yeah.
422
00:17:06,449 --> 00:17:09,018
- And Kaitlynn,
Ashley pregnant.
423
00:17:09,152 --> 00:17:10,320
- Have you ever been around
424
00:17:10,386 --> 00:17:12,155
this many, like,
pregnant people?
425
00:17:12,155 --> 00:17:15,825
- No, I mean, as much as
it's scary, it's endearing.
426
00:17:15,892 --> 00:17:18,628
So actually,
the first time of, like--
427
00:17:18,695 --> 00:17:20,563
you see the okayness in it.
428
00:17:20,630 --> 00:17:23,166
- Just because you have kids
doesn't make everything end.
429
00:17:23,199 --> 00:17:26,502
- It's crazy.
When I came back from Mexico
430
00:17:26,569 --> 00:17:27,904
and I have this, like,
431
00:17:27,971 --> 00:17:30,106
"I didn't want to be chained
down" kind of feeling...
432
00:17:30,139 --> 00:17:32,375
- Yeah.
- It's actually changed a lot.
433
00:17:32,976 --> 00:17:35,178
- Being around
this many pregnant women,
434
00:17:35,244 --> 00:17:37,480
normally I would joke with it
435
00:17:37,547 --> 00:17:39,782
and then kinda turn
a shoulder to it.
436
00:17:39,849 --> 00:17:43,186
But I'm getting to a point
where I'm starting to,
437
00:17:43,253 --> 00:17:45,822
like, be inspired,
and it's lighting
438
00:17:45,888 --> 00:17:50,126
a slow burner in me,
and it'll turn into a flame.
439
00:17:50,159 --> 00:17:52,295
I almost feel like
I got a male clock.
440
00:17:52,362 --> 00:17:54,130
Now it's getting to a point
where I'm like, okay.
441
00:17:54,197 --> 00:17:57,033
- You're really evolving
and growing as a person.
442
00:17:57,133 --> 00:17:58,601
- Thank you.
443
00:17:58,668 --> 00:18:01,571
[upbeat music]
444
00:18:01,638 --> 00:18:05,275
♪ ♪
445
00:18:05,341 --> 00:18:06,909
- I was just trying
to make your night.
446
00:18:06,976 --> 00:18:09,145
- No, I know.
- You know.
447
00:18:09,178 --> 00:18:10,246
- I appreciate it.
448
00:18:10,313 --> 00:18:12,215
- Just something to flirt with.
449
00:18:12,615 --> 00:18:15,018
- But, I don't flirt, I look.
- You don't?
450
00:18:16,486 --> 00:18:18,187
- What's going on, dog?
How you doing?
451
00:18:18,254 --> 00:18:19,489
- I am having a hard time.
452
00:18:19,555 --> 00:18:21,457
Honestly, I'm having
a hard time right now.
453
00:18:21,524 --> 00:18:22,725
- But you're also going
through a lot, dude.
454
00:18:22,792 --> 00:18:24,327
You're going through--
- Yeah, a breakup.
455
00:18:24,394 --> 00:18:26,095
- That--that's
[bleep] rough, dude.
456
00:18:26,095 --> 00:18:29,299
- In the beginning.
- It's just like...
457
00:18:29,365 --> 00:18:30,767
[sighs]
458
00:18:30,833 --> 00:18:32,335
- Everyone knows what it's like
to be the [...] dude
459
00:18:32,402 --> 00:18:34,137
at the party with no chick
460
00:18:34,203 --> 00:18:35,872
when everybody else
has got their chick there.
461
00:18:35,939 --> 00:18:38,808
My wheels are just spinning,
trying to get all this sadness
462
00:18:38,875 --> 00:18:41,177
out of my head,
and there's nowhere to put it.
463
00:18:41,244 --> 00:18:43,246
- She's not hooking up
with other guys.
464
00:18:43,313 --> 00:18:44,814
- Supposedly.
I don't wanna talk about it.
465
00:18:44,881 --> 00:18:46,115
- Okay.
- All right.
466
00:18:46,115 --> 00:18:47,483
- Done.
467
00:18:53,451 --> 00:18:55,220
{\an7}- ♪ Before the Sun
\h\h\hgoes down ♪
468
00:18:55,220 --> 00:18:56,517
{\an7}- I’m just gonna fake it
\h\h\h\h\htill I make it.
469
00:18:56,517 --> 00:18:59,715
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- ♪ I wanna be
in a margarita town ♪
470
00:18:59,715 --> 00:19:00,550
{\an7}♪ ♪
471
00:19:00,550 --> 00:19:04,418
{\an7}- Switch to the right.
Switch it to the left.
472
00:19:04,418 --> 00:19:05,616
{\an7}Switch it to the right.
473
00:19:05,616 --> 00:19:07,979
{\an7}Clap as you come down
\h\h\h\hon that foot.
474
00:19:07,979 --> 00:19:12,154
{\an7}- Hey, cowboy, are we ready
\h\h\h\h\hto dance or what?
475
00:19:12,352 --> 00:19:13,418
{\an7}- Look at Brandon.
476
00:19:13,418 --> 00:19:16,220
{\an7}- Oh, my God, this poor guy.
477
00:19:17,484 --> 00:19:18,979
{\an7}- I got things on my mind,
478
00:19:18,979 --> 00:19:20,319
{\an7}and when I got things
\h\h\h\h\hon my mind,
479
00:19:20,319 --> 00:19:22,012
{\an7}\h\hI like to think
about those things.
480
00:19:22,012 --> 00:19:22,979
{\an7}I don’t like to just sit there
481
00:19:22,979 --> 00:19:24,649
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hand pretend
like nothing happened,
482
00:19:24,649 --> 00:19:27,187
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hbut Dani was
a big part of my life.
483
00:19:27,187 --> 00:19:30,220
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Come on, Brandon.
Brandon, let’s slow dance.
484
00:19:30,220 --> 00:19:31,385
{\an7}Just you and me, slow dance.
485
00:19:31,385 --> 00:19:32,979
{\an7}- Go on, Brandon.
\h\h\h- Come on.
486
00:19:32,979 --> 00:19:34,715
{\an7}[all exhorting]
487
00:19:34,715 --> 00:19:36,352
{\an7}- Come on, Brandon.
488
00:19:36,352 --> 00:19:37,121
{\an7}♪ ♪
489
00:19:37,121 --> 00:19:39,154
{\an7}- ♪ As my boots beat
\h\h\h\hthe gravel ♪
490
00:19:39,154 --> 00:19:43,682
{\an7}♪ I feel every degree
\hof the summer heat ♪
491
00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:44,286
{\an7}- Aww.
492
00:19:44,286 --> 00:19:46,946
{\an7}- I love you, man.
I [bleep] love you.
493
00:19:46,946 --> 00:19:47,682
{\an7}[laughs]
494
00:19:47,682 --> 00:19:50,451
{\an7}- ♪ Better in Texas ♪
495
00:19:50,451 --> 00:19:52,550
{\an7}♪ ♪
496
00:19:52,550 --> 00:19:54,319
{\an7}- There we go.
\h\h\h\h\hTap.
497
00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:56,748
{\an7}Yeah!
Whoo!
498
00:19:56,748 --> 00:20:00,088
{\an7}\h- Oh-ho-ho!
- We got it.
499
00:20:00,088 --> 00:20:01,154
{\an7}- I love you guys.
\h\h\h\hThank you.
500
00:20:01,154 --> 00:20:03,045
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- You looked like
a lonely cowboy over there.
501
00:20:03,045 --> 00:20:06,045
{\an7}- Line dance all day long.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- That’s it.
502
00:20:07,319 --> 00:20:09,616
{\an7}- Let’s go talk to Heidi
\h\h\h\h\h\hand Spencer.
503
00:20:09,814 --> 00:20:11,781
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- What are you--
what were you even gonna say,
504
00:20:11,781 --> 00:20:14,715
{\an7}really, that--"It’s so awkward
\h\h\hthat you invited us here.
505
00:20:14,715 --> 00:20:15,649
{\an7}Thank you."
\h\h- Yeah.
506
00:20:15,649 --> 00:20:17,550
{\an7}- I was just gonna be, like,
\h\h\h\h\hthe bigger person.
507
00:20:17,550 --> 00:20:21,649
{\an7}"Tonight was really fun.
\hThanks for inviting us.
508
00:20:21,649 --> 00:20:23,748
{\an7}\h\h\h\h"This has been
a really nice weekend.
509
00:20:23,748 --> 00:20:25,286
{\an7}I feel very well."
510
00:20:25,286 --> 00:20:31,220
{\an7}♪ ♪
511
00:20:31,220 --> 00:20:35,012
{\an7}\h\h- Quick question.
Let’s just say, like,
512
00:20:35,012 --> 00:20:38,781
{\an7}\hI wanna make you
and Jason be cool.
513
00:20:38,781 --> 00:20:40,045
{\an7}If--if there is no friendship,
514
00:20:40,045 --> 00:20:42,616
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hat least I wanted
this healing trip to be like--
515
00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:44,319
{\an7}- Yeah, healing is
\h\hfor everybody--
516
00:20:44,319 --> 00:20:45,220
{\an7}- Even if it’s like,
517
00:20:45,220 --> 00:20:46,748
{\an7}"Hey, let’s acknowledge
\h\h\h\h\hit happened.
518
00:20:46,748 --> 00:20:49,154
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hWe’re gonna go
our separate ways, though."
519
00:20:49,154 --> 00:20:49,847
{\an7}Maybe that’s--
520
00:20:49,847 --> 00:20:51,253
{\an7}- I think that was
\hkinda clarified.
521
00:20:51,253 --> 00:20:52,682
{\an7}- And we--we did say that
\h\h[indistinct] to them.
522
00:20:52,682 --> 00:20:54,352
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWe’re like,
"Hey, thanks, guys, for coming.
523
00:20:54,352 --> 00:20:57,121
{\an7}\h\h"You know, we hope we can
all move forward from Tahoe.
524
00:20:57,121 --> 00:20:58,484
{\an7}Things got out of control."
525
00:20:58,484 --> 00:20:59,715
{\an7}- Thank you guys so much
\h\h\h\h\h\hfor coming--
526
00:20:59,715 --> 00:21:02,121
{\an7}\h- Glad to see you guys.
- We wanted you guys both
527
00:21:02,121 --> 00:21:03,550
{\an7}to be here, healing energy,
528
00:21:03,550 --> 00:21:06,814
{\an7}\h’cause obviously,
we--a reset, reset.
529
00:21:06,814 --> 00:21:07,583
{\an7}\h- Hey.
- Enjoy.
530
00:21:07,583 --> 00:21:08,748
{\an7}- Appreciate you guys
\h\h\h\h\hhaving us--
531
00:21:08,748 --> 00:21:10,220
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- All right,
wherever you guys wanna go.
532
00:21:10,220 --> 00:21:11,583
{\an7}- If I may, you know,
\hand they were nice
533
00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:12,517
{\an7}and receptive, so...
534
00:21:12,517 --> 00:21:15,121
{\an7}\h- It’s about as much
as I could ever imagine
535
00:21:15,121 --> 00:21:15,781
{\an7}them saying.
536
00:21:15,781 --> 00:21:18,121
{\an7}\h\h- Fair enough.
- I gotta lay down.
537
00:21:18,121 --> 00:21:19,286
{\an7}- Big day tomorrow?
538
00:21:19,286 --> 00:21:20,418
{\an7}- All right, good night,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou guys.
539
00:21:20,418 --> 00:21:22,583
{\an7}It’s been a really tough day.
540
00:21:22,583 --> 00:21:25,847
{\an7}This has just been emotional
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand draining,
541
00:21:25,847 --> 00:21:28,385
{\an7}\h\h\hand we just need
to get back, process,
542
00:21:28,385 --> 00:21:30,847
{\an7}and it’s just gonna take
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hsome time.
543
00:21:33,088 --> 00:21:35,814
{\an7}- Good night, guys.
\h\h\h- Good night.
544
00:21:36,187 --> 00:21:38,451
{\an7}- Yeah, typical.
545
00:21:38,451 --> 00:21:42,550
{\an7}- We were just gonna go say,
\h"Hi, thanks for having us."
546
00:21:43,385 --> 00:21:45,682
{\an7}- It’s not the last day, guys.
547
00:21:45,682 --> 00:21:47,220
{\an7}- Yeah...
548
00:21:47,220 --> 00:21:50,154
{\an7}♪ ♪
549
00:21:50,154 --> 00:21:52,616
{\an7}- Yeah, baby.
550
00:21:52,616 --> 00:21:55,286
{\an7}- Here we go.
\hHere we go.
551
00:21:55,286 --> 00:21:58,550
{\an7}\h- Whoo!
Whoo-hoo!
552
00:21:58,550 --> 00:21:59,253
{\an7}I’m the champ!
553
00:21:59,253 --> 00:22:02,187
{\an7}It’s nights like these where
I’m just grateful to be here,
554
00:22:02,187 --> 00:22:05,352
{\an7}\h\h\h\hgrateful to be alive,
grateful to be with friends,
555
00:22:05,352 --> 00:22:06,913
{\an7}and I would tell you right now
556
00:22:06,913 --> 00:22:09,154
{\an7}I’m the best bull rider
\h\h\h\hat this party.
557
00:22:09,154 --> 00:22:14,550
{\an7}Whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo.
558
00:22:14,550 --> 00:22:16,352
{\an7}\h- Hey, I’ll stay
on the bull longer
559
00:22:16,352 --> 00:22:19,682
{\an7}than both of y’all any day.
560
00:22:19,682 --> 00:22:21,352
{\an7}- Um...
561
00:22:23,781 --> 00:22:25,484
{\an7}I don’t know.
\hI feel like
562
00:22:25,484 --> 00:22:26,484
{\an7}anytime one of these moments
563
00:22:26,484 --> 00:22:29,352
{\an7}builds up where it’s, like,
\h\h\h\h\hso much pressure
564
00:22:29,352 --> 00:22:31,748
{\an7}going into two people meeting,
565
00:22:31,748 --> 00:22:33,913
{\an7}it automatically
becomes awkward.
566
00:22:33,913 --> 00:22:35,847
{\an7}And the last thing I want
567
00:22:35,847 --> 00:22:38,484
{\an7}\h\his for them to have
an awkward relationship.
568
00:22:38,484 --> 00:22:39,913
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI don’t know.
Maybe, again, it’s my fault
569
00:22:39,913 --> 00:22:43,154
{\an7}for waiting so long
to introduce them.
570
00:22:44,220 --> 00:22:51,352
{\an7}♪ ♪
571
00:22:54,295 --> 00:22:57,332
- Come on, cowboy, ride him.
572
00:22:57,399 --> 00:22:59,267
- Oh, hey, hey,
what's going on, brother?
573
00:22:59,334 --> 00:23:00,468
- Kris, Brody.
574
00:23:00,535 --> 00:23:02,704
- I saw that you
just were eating.
575
00:23:02,771 --> 00:23:04,172
- I'll grab some money
out of my teeth.
576
00:23:04,239 --> 00:23:05,607
- The food is--
- Congratulations.
577
00:23:05,674 --> 00:23:07,942
- Sorry, I know I dragged you
over here with us.
578
00:23:08,009 --> 00:23:13,181
♪ ♪
579
00:23:13,248 --> 00:23:14,482
- I've heard a lot
of very nice things
580
00:23:14,549 --> 00:23:15,784
about you from everybody.
581
00:23:15,850 --> 00:23:19,220
- Yeah, same, man.
How's it going?
582
00:23:19,287 --> 00:23:20,722
- It's good, man.
We just did the--we just did
583
00:23:20,789 --> 00:23:22,824
the bull and you--
have you done it yet?
584
00:23:22,891 --> 00:23:24,526
- Not yet.
585
00:23:30,498 --> 00:23:32,300
- Yeah, we've talked about Kris
a couple of times,
586
00:23:32,367 --> 00:23:33,968
and she said
that I would love him
587
00:23:34,035 --> 00:23:36,404
and that he's a lot like me.
You know, I don't know
588
00:23:36,471 --> 00:23:38,540
if that's a good thing
or a bad thing.
589
00:23:38,606 --> 00:23:40,942
Also, I mean, our relationship
didn't work out well.
590
00:23:41,009 --> 00:23:43,878
We'll just have to see.
Did you golf today with him?
591
00:23:43,945 --> 00:23:46,014
- Yeah.
592
00:23:46,081 --> 00:23:47,482
What'd you guys do?
593
00:23:47,549 --> 00:23:49,250
- Just hung by the pool.
594
00:23:49,317 --> 00:23:51,319
It was--it was chill.
Very chill day.
595
00:23:51,386 --> 00:23:52,587
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
596
00:23:52,654 --> 00:23:53,722
- Um...
597
00:23:53,788 --> 00:23:56,257
Um...
[background chatter]
598
00:23:56,324 --> 00:23:59,427
- Uh...
599
00:23:59,494 --> 00:24:03,264
- I think that given some time
and hanging out
600
00:24:03,331 --> 00:24:04,933
in maybe
different circumstances,
601
00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:06,701
things will only
improve from here.
602
00:24:06,768 --> 00:24:08,436
You know, they're not
punching each other
603
00:24:08,503 --> 00:24:10,271
in the face or anything.
604
00:24:10,739 --> 00:24:12,407
- All right, well, I'm gonna go
dig in to the food.
605
00:24:12,474 --> 00:24:13,641
- Yeah, go eat.
We'll see you.
606
00:24:13,708 --> 00:24:16,244
- All right.
Nice to meeting you.
607
00:24:16,311 --> 00:24:17,445
- ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
608
00:24:17,512 --> 00:24:19,547
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
609
00:24:19,614 --> 00:24:21,416
♪ Let's go ♪
610
00:24:21,483 --> 00:24:23,752
- As in right here, this is
the best part right here.
611
00:24:23,818 --> 00:24:25,253
That was fun.
612
00:24:25,620 --> 00:24:26,755
- Thank you so much.
613
00:24:26,821 --> 00:24:33,261
♪ ♪
614
00:24:33,261 --> 00:24:34,729
- Hi!
615
00:24:34,796 --> 00:24:37,098
- Thank you for joining me.
Have a seat, please.
616
00:24:37,165 --> 00:24:39,300
- Thank you.
I'm excited.
617
00:24:39,367 --> 00:24:42,971
- So tell me
about what's going on.
618
00:24:43,038 --> 00:24:45,540
- Well, I think today,
I'd really like to work
619
00:24:45,607 --> 00:24:48,977
on a lot of anxiety that I have
620
00:24:49,044 --> 00:24:52,614
when I'm in triggering settings
or environments.
621
00:24:52,681 --> 00:24:57,652
My husband and I--we have
come out on this healing trip,
622
00:24:57,719 --> 00:25:01,022
invited by people
that were really unkind,
623
00:25:01,089 --> 00:25:03,858
but that's kind of where
I'm standing right now
624
00:25:03,925 --> 00:25:05,226
is trying to let go
625
00:25:05,260 --> 00:25:06,895
of that control
of other people's behavior.
626
00:25:06,961 --> 00:25:10,565
- You know, with every kind
of emotions,
627
00:25:10,632 --> 00:25:12,133
they will come back
628
00:25:12,233 --> 00:25:14,769
until you're done with them.
629
00:25:14,836 --> 00:25:18,873
And that's where you go back
and look at the triggers
630
00:25:18,940 --> 00:25:22,110
and what those triggers
are telling you
631
00:25:22,243 --> 00:25:24,412
about those issues.
632
00:25:24,479 --> 00:25:25,547
- It took me a long time
633
00:25:25,613 --> 00:25:26,915
to be able
to stick up for myself
634
00:25:26,981 --> 00:25:29,918
and let other people's
poor behavior--
635
00:25:29,984 --> 00:25:31,619
like, me to have a boundary,
saying,
636
00:25:31,686 --> 00:25:33,054
"You can't treat me
that way,"
637
00:25:33,121 --> 00:25:37,258
because sometimes I feel like
I'm not like worthy.
638
00:25:37,325 --> 00:25:38,727
That, for me, is really hard.
639
00:25:38,793 --> 00:25:41,997
Like, I think so many people
in the past
640
00:25:42,063 --> 00:25:44,532
have been so hurtful to me,
641
00:25:44,599 --> 00:25:47,936
and it's hard for me
to let go of that,
642
00:25:48,003 --> 00:25:50,505
but it's also like,
I need to accept the people
643
00:25:50,572 --> 00:25:51,806
that really do love me
644
00:25:51,873 --> 00:25:53,541
and cherish
those relationships.
645
00:25:53,608 --> 00:25:56,344
- There's a really beautiful
tool that you can use.
646
00:25:57,545 --> 00:26:01,316
Every night,
before you go to bed,
647
00:26:01,383 --> 00:26:03,351
step in front of the mirror.
648
00:26:03,418 --> 00:26:05,553
- It's the hardest thing
for me.
649
00:26:06,021 --> 00:26:07,622
- Look at yourself.
650
00:26:08,289 --> 00:26:11,493
Give yourself that love.
Tell yourself, "I love you."
651
00:26:11,559 --> 00:26:14,596
You're finding that center
within yourself
652
00:26:14,663 --> 00:26:18,867
where you feel comfortable
to be in your truth.
653
00:26:18,933 --> 00:26:22,237
- I've been working on trying
to control myself
654
00:26:22,237 --> 00:26:23,672
and my behaviors all year.
655
00:26:23,738 --> 00:26:26,408
This is a healing trip,
and even if the Pratts
656
00:26:26,474 --> 00:26:28,376
aren't willing
to heal our rift,
657
00:26:28,443 --> 00:26:29,911
the one thing
that I can control
658
00:26:29,978 --> 00:26:33,915
is myself
and learning to deal with that.
659
00:26:33,982 --> 00:26:35,250
- It's a journey.
660
00:26:35,250 --> 00:26:37,085
Every single day,
661
00:26:37,152 --> 00:26:41,322
it's a little bit better,
but you gotta receive it.
662
00:26:41,389 --> 00:26:42,957
- Yeah.
663
00:26:43,024 --> 00:26:45,093
♪ ♪
664
00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:47,595
[upbeat music]
665
00:26:47,662 --> 00:26:49,264
♪ ♪
666
00:26:49,264 --> 00:26:52,300
- ♪ I got rainbows coming
out the back of my car ♪
667
00:26:52,367 --> 00:26:53,902
- Yeah!
- Ooh!
668
00:26:53,968 --> 00:26:55,503
♪ ♪
669
00:26:55,570 --> 00:26:56,905
- You looked good in
the beginning.
670
00:26:56,971 --> 00:26:59,674
Now it's over.
Bad serve.
671
00:26:59,741 --> 00:27:01,309
- Whoo!
- Dead.
672
00:27:01,376 --> 00:27:03,411
- I'm [bleep] so good
at everything, it's ridiculous.
673
00:27:03,478 --> 00:27:05,914
- Except your acting.
[laughs]
674
00:27:05,980 --> 00:27:09,250
- Game point.
675
00:27:09,317 --> 00:27:12,821
Nice return.
676
00:27:12,887 --> 00:27:15,090
An animal.
I'm a [bleep] animal.
677
00:27:15,223 --> 00:27:16,691
- Guys.
678
00:27:16,758 --> 00:27:17,892
- Well done.
Sorry about that, guys.
679
00:27:17,959 --> 00:27:19,627
Sorry you had
to experience that.
680
00:27:19,694 --> 00:27:21,262
- Dude.
- Rematch.
681
00:27:21,329 --> 00:27:22,630
My partner needs to calm down
for a little bit.
682
00:27:22,697 --> 00:27:23,965
- Whoo.
- Cool down.
683
00:27:24,032 --> 00:27:25,800
Hey Justin,
you need a time out after that.
684
00:27:25,867 --> 00:27:27,569
You can't let your emotions
get a hold of you like that.
685
00:27:27,635 --> 00:27:29,237
- Where do you think
I learned it from?
686
00:27:29,237 --> 00:27:30,338
Me.
- Yeah.
687
00:27:30,405 --> 00:27:31,940
- Good.
- But I'm a gamer.
688
00:27:32,007 --> 00:27:34,042
- Speaking of, dude,
how was it to meet Brody?
689
00:27:34,109 --> 00:27:35,543
- Was that your first time?
- Yeah, yeah.
690
00:27:35,610 --> 00:27:36,745
- No kidding.
- It was good.
691
00:27:36,811 --> 00:27:38,113
- Yeah.
- Super nice guy.
692
00:27:38,246 --> 00:27:41,683
As important as, I mean,
Brody was in her life
693
00:27:41,750 --> 00:27:43,451
and--and will still continue
to be,
694
00:27:43,518 --> 00:27:46,054
it was--I think it's important
for--for us to have that talk
695
00:27:46,121 --> 00:27:49,758
and--and kinda break
that ground, so, yeah.
696
00:27:50,592 --> 00:27:52,260
- You're feeling better.
697
00:27:52,260 --> 00:27:54,295
From last night--last night,
you're kinda in the corner.
698
00:27:54,362 --> 00:27:55,530
- Dude, no last night,
699
00:27:55,597 --> 00:27:57,298
I was just, like,
a little overwhelmed.
700
00:27:57,365 --> 00:27:59,534
- Well, were you seeing, like,
the couples coupled up
701
00:27:59,601 --> 00:28:00,869
like all costumed up?
702
00:28:00,935 --> 00:28:02,470
- I mean, I guess,
like, I saw them
703
00:28:02,537 --> 00:28:04,572
and kind of was like, "Ugh,
I don't wanna [bleep] be here."
704
00:28:04,639 --> 00:28:06,074
- That sucks, dude.
705
00:28:06,207 --> 00:28:07,575
- So at this point,
what will make you, like,
706
00:28:07,642 --> 00:28:09,711
kind of just go back
to normal, time?
707
00:28:10,979 --> 00:28:14,349
- I don't know.
Trying to figure it out.
708
00:28:15,316 --> 00:28:17,419
I feel like a good majority
of this year,
709
00:28:17,485 --> 00:28:18,953
fighting for something
710
00:28:19,020 --> 00:28:22,323
that wasn't ever gonna work
in the first place.
711
00:28:22,390 --> 00:28:25,126
And life's just about learning
how to love yourself,
712
00:28:25,226 --> 00:28:27,829
because if you don't do that,
you're just gonna get stuck
713
00:28:27,896 --> 00:28:30,031
in the same [bleep]
over and over and over again.
714
00:28:30,098 --> 00:28:34,336
I'm just at that in life, like,
you know, 25 years old is like,
715
00:28:34,402 --> 00:28:36,371
I'm moving on
to the next chapter of my life.
716
00:28:36,438 --> 00:28:37,972
I'm no longer a kid.
717
00:28:38,039 --> 00:28:39,574
- Dude, when I was 25, I wasn't
thinking of this [bleep].
718
00:28:39,641 --> 00:28:40,775
- I was finding out
what treatment center
719
00:28:40,842 --> 00:28:42,410
I was going to, bro.
720
00:28:42,477 --> 00:28:44,746
- I mean, all I can do is grow
from here, to be honest,
721
00:28:44,813 --> 00:28:46,881
you know?
It's, like, all I can do.
722
00:28:49,555 --> 00:28:50,654
{\an7}- ♪ Baby let me see it ♪
723
00:28:50,654 --> 00:28:51,687
{\an7}- ♪ Jalebi Baby ♪
724
00:28:51,687 --> 00:28:52,885
{\an7}- ♪ I just wanna eat it ♪
725
00:28:52,885 --> 00:28:54,050
{\an7}- ♪ Jalebi Baby ♪
726
00:28:54,050 --> 00:28:55,182
{\an7}- ♪ Baby, let me see it ♪
727
00:28:55,182 --> 00:28:56,786
{\an7}- ♪ Jalebi Baby ♪
728
00:28:56,786 --> 00:28:57,852
{\an7}- ♪ Oh I really need it ♪
729
00:28:57,852 --> 00:29:00,116
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- ♪ Jalebi ♪
- ♪ Oh baby let me see it ♪
730
00:29:00,116 --> 00:29:01,225
{\an7}- This place is ama--this
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\his wow.
731
00:29:01,225 --> 00:29:03,555
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hLook at that one.
- Wow, this is incredible.
732
00:29:03,555 --> 00:29:06,149
{\an7}\h\h\hHow pretty!
Look at the pool.
733
00:29:06,149 --> 00:29:08,050
{\an7}- Ah, I can’t believe...
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, my God.
734
00:29:08,050 --> 00:29:09,984
{\an7}- It’s our final night.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- I know.
735
00:29:09,984 --> 00:29:11,720
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Oh my God,
that healing session
736
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:12,423
{\an7}wiped me out.
737
00:29:12,423 --> 00:29:15,225
{\an7}\h- ♪ Tell me how you feel,
looking like a movie star ♪
738
00:29:15,225 --> 00:29:16,786
{\an7}♪ Doing it for reals ♪
739
00:29:16,786 --> 00:29:17,918
{\an7}♪ Looking like a snack ♪
740
00:29:17,918 --> 00:29:19,621
{\an7}- What’s up, bro?
- Hey, what’s up?
741
00:29:19,621 --> 00:29:21,489
{\an7}\h\h- How are you?
- What’s up, guys?
742
00:29:21,489 --> 00:29:22,522
{\an7}- Looking good, bro.
743
00:29:22,522 --> 00:29:23,720
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Who are you,
[bleep] Pablo Escobar?
744
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:26,149
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hWhat is this [bleep]?
- Yeah, bro, you like my house?
745
00:29:27,588 --> 00:29:28,588
{\an7}- Hi, how are you?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Hi!
746
00:29:28,588 --> 00:29:30,918
{\an7}\h- You guys look great.
- You guys look so great.
747
00:29:30,918 --> 00:29:31,984
{\an7}- Hello.
\h\h- Hi.
748
00:29:31,984 --> 00:29:33,050
{\an7}- We found the blankies.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Hi.
749
00:29:33,050 --> 00:29:34,720
{\an7}- Scoot over, scoot over.
\h\h\h\h- It’s freezing.
750
00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:36,654
{\an7}- No wonder you didn’t want
\h\h\h\h\h\ha blanket, bro.
751
00:29:36,654 --> 00:29:38,083
{\an7}\h- Got my ladies
keeping me warm.
752
00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:40,182
{\an7}- Yeah.
- Yeah.
753
00:29:40,182 --> 00:29:40,984
{\an7}- Hey, how are you?
754
00:29:40,984 --> 00:29:43,918
{\an7}- ♪ I just wanna eat it ♪
\h\h\h\h- ♪ Jalebi Baby ♪
755
00:29:43,918 --> 00:29:47,050
{\an7}\h- Hello, dude.
You looking good.
756
00:29:48,555 --> 00:29:50,258
{\an7}♪ ♪
757
00:29:50,258 --> 00:29:53,258
{\an7}\h\h- ♪ Jalebi ♪
- ♪ I, I know ♪
758
00:29:53,258 --> 00:29:55,687
{\an7}- Who is getting in the pool?
759
00:29:55,687 --> 00:29:57,588
{\an7}- So where’s the bar?
760
00:29:57,588 --> 00:29:59,555
{\an7}[laughs]
761
00:29:59,885 --> 00:30:02,258
{\an7}- Whoo, drink night.
762
00:30:03,225 --> 00:30:05,984
{\an7}- Where’s my main man Kris?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hIs he here?
763
00:30:06,819 --> 00:30:07,984
{\an7}- You don’t want a beer?
764
00:30:07,984 --> 00:30:10,588
{\an7}- What’s your story last night?
765
00:30:10,588 --> 00:30:12,984
{\an7}♪ ♪
766
00:30:12,984 --> 00:30:14,918
{\an7}- Lets go.
\h\h\hYeah.
767
00:30:14,918 --> 00:30:17,687
{\an7}♪ ♪
768
00:30:17,687 --> 00:30:18,852
{\an7}- We have a little friendship,
769
00:30:18,852 --> 00:30:20,225
{\an7}and you are somebody
\h\h\hI confided in.
770
00:30:20,225 --> 00:30:21,588
{\an7}- Yeah, absolutely.
\h\h\h\h\h- And...
771
00:30:21,588 --> 00:30:22,885
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- I know.
- San Diego was really cool--
772
00:30:22,885 --> 00:30:24,017
{\an7}- I know, it was really so nice
773
00:30:24,017 --> 00:30:25,258
{\an7}\hbeing able to get
to know you better
774
00:30:25,258 --> 00:30:26,654
{\an7}’cause we’ve known each other
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor a while,
775
00:30:26,654 --> 00:30:28,852
{\an7}but never really got to spend
a whole lot of time talking--
776
00:30:28,852 --> 00:30:29,885
{\an7}- Yeah, I feel like every time
777
00:30:29,885 --> 00:30:31,258
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hwe talked,
I got a lot out of it,
778
00:30:31,258 --> 00:30:32,621
{\an7}and I think I developed
\h\h\ha friend in you,
779
00:30:32,621 --> 00:30:35,984
{\an7}and I know that you got busy
and in a relationship but...
780
00:30:35,984 --> 00:30:37,720
{\an7}\h\h- Well, I feel
the exact same way.
781
00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:39,720
{\an7}- So I wish you guys
\h\h\h\hall the best.
782
00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:40,588
{\an7}- Thank you.
783
00:30:40,588 --> 00:30:42,654
{\an7}- It’s a big new chapter
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor you.
784
00:30:42,654 --> 00:30:43,182
{\an7}- It is.
785
00:30:43,182 --> 00:30:44,951
{\an7}- So do you know,
like, the gender?
786
00:30:44,951 --> 00:30:46,555
{\an7}- You can find out
\hin 11 weeks now.
787
00:30:46,555 --> 00:30:47,390
{\an7}- Wow.
- Yeah.
788
00:30:47,390 --> 00:30:49,753
{\an7}But we did find out
\hthat it’s a boy.
789
00:30:49,753 --> 00:30:51,654
{\an7}- And he has all his fingers
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand toes,
790
00:30:51,654 --> 00:30:52,654
{\an7}and he’s just a beautiful boy.
791
00:30:52,654 --> 00:30:53,786
{\an7}- So far so good.
Yeah, thank you.
792
00:30:53,786 --> 00:30:56,786
{\an7}- Yeah, well, I would love
to meet him when he comes.
793
00:30:56,786 --> 00:30:57,489
{\an7}- Oh, absolutely.
794
00:30:57,489 --> 00:30:58,918
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- You know,
I know we’re all together now,
795
00:30:58,918 --> 00:31:00,918
{\an7}\h\h\hand who knows what’s
gonna happen in the future?
796
00:31:00,918 --> 00:31:02,050
{\an7}Well, I’m excited.
\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
797
00:31:02,050 --> 00:31:04,083
{\an7}sometimes you--you cross paths
\h\h\hwith people in your lives
798
00:31:04,083 --> 00:31:06,050
{\an7}\hand, you know,
it’s kinda that--
799
00:31:06,050 --> 00:31:06,819
{\an7}- I know.
800
00:31:06,819 --> 00:31:08,819
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m excited to see
where things go from here too.
801
00:31:08,819 --> 00:31:11,753
{\an7}- And I’ve realized that being
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\htied to things
802
00:31:11,753 --> 00:31:14,918
{\an7}\hthat are positive and good
aren’t necessarily something
803
00:31:14,918 --> 00:31:16,083
{\an7}that you can see
\has a bad thing.
804
00:31:16,083 --> 00:31:19,182
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hLike, for me,
I felt a loss of freedom.
805
00:31:19,182 --> 00:31:23,050
{\an7}So doing things you don’t
\h\h\hnecessarily wanna do
806
00:31:23,050 --> 00:31:29,720
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\his more profound
than being nomadic and fleeting
807
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:32,324
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand doing what
you absolutely wanna do.
808
00:31:32,324 --> 00:31:34,258
{\an7}- Why are you guys
\hgetting all cozy?
809
00:31:34,258 --> 00:31:35,182
{\an7}- Are you jealous?
810
00:31:35,182 --> 00:31:36,687
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I’m lit.
I’m in a great mood.
811
00:31:36,687 --> 00:31:38,324
{\an7}- That looks like Flavor Flav
\h\h\h\h\hbut with crystals.
812
00:31:38,324 --> 00:31:40,324
{\an7}\h\h\hDude, he’s got, like,
ten pounds of crystals on.
813
00:31:40,324 --> 00:31:41,182
{\an7}- It’s Mr. T.
814
00:31:41,182 --> 00:31:43,324
{\an7}- Oh, Mr. T, Mr. T, Mr. T.
815
00:31:43,324 --> 00:31:44,324
{\an7}- Okay, guys.
816
00:31:44,324 --> 00:31:46,654
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSo happy
for this lovely weather
817
00:31:46,654 --> 00:31:47,357
{\an7}we’re having,
818
00:31:47,357 --> 00:31:49,390
{\an7}but I have an incredible dinner
\h\h\h\hplanned for everybody,
819
00:31:49,390 --> 00:31:52,291
{\an7}so if everyone can get up and--
\h\hyou can bring your blankets
820
00:31:52,291 --> 00:31:55,225
{\an7}’cause it’s a little chilly--
\hand head over to the table,
821
00:31:55,225 --> 00:31:58,984
{\an7}you know, so we can eat
\hthis delicious food.
822
00:31:58,984 --> 00:32:00,225
{\an7}Thanks for everyone
dressing in white.
823
00:32:00,225 --> 00:32:04,687
{\an7}\h\hThe white theme is to just
drive positive healing energy
824
00:32:04,687 --> 00:32:09,149
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto the group.
I’m just--I’m winging it here.
825
00:32:09,819 --> 00:32:11,885
{\an7}So I think it’s working.
826
00:32:12,786 --> 00:32:14,720
{\an7}Good thing it’s warm, you know?
827
00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,654
{\an7}It’s--you feeling the wind?
828
00:32:16,654 --> 00:32:19,324
{\an7}\h\h\h- Hey.
- Oh, my God.
829
00:32:20,258 --> 00:32:22,149
{\an7}- I wanna say thank you
\h\h\h\hfor having us.
830
00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:24,819
{\an7}- I--my goal, I don’t know
if we are a spoiler alert,
831
00:32:24,819 --> 00:32:27,654
{\an7}was--my intention was
everyone to have fun.
832
00:32:27,654 --> 00:32:29,225
{\an7}- Honestly, we--we--we’ve had--
833
00:32:29,225 --> 00:32:30,390
{\an7}we’ve had a really good time.
834
00:32:30,390 --> 00:32:31,654
{\an7}- We really had a nice time.
835
00:32:31,654 --> 00:32:34,390
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, oh,
that’s the best news ever.
836
00:32:34,390 --> 00:32:35,951
{\an7}- We really appreciate it.
837
00:32:35,951 --> 00:32:37,050
{\an7}- At the end of the day, like,
838
00:32:37,050 --> 00:32:38,720
{\an7}we don’t want this negativity
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith you guys.
839
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:41,885
{\an7}\h\hWe never have, like, from
the beginning of time, like,
840
00:32:41,885 --> 00:32:42,786
{\an7}we don’t want this strife
841
00:32:42,786 --> 00:32:45,258
{\an7}and I want you to, like, focus
\h\h\h\h\hon such great things
842
00:32:45,258 --> 00:32:47,390
{\an7}that you guys have going on.
\h\h\h\h\hAnd being pregnant,
843
00:32:47,390 --> 00:32:50,291
{\an7}\h\h\hI’m hyper sensitive
about you being pregnant
844
00:32:50,291 --> 00:32:53,182
{\an7}because, obviously, like,
\h\h\hI want you to like,
845
00:32:53,182 --> 00:32:54,324
{\an7}just enjoy every moment
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand like,
846
00:32:54,324 --> 00:32:59,050
{\an7}I don’t want to feel any drama
\h\h\h\hor negativity with you.
847
00:32:59,050 --> 00:33:00,225
{\an7}I can literally, like,
\h\h\h\h\h\hpeace flag.
848
00:33:00,225 --> 00:33:03,324
{\an7}Like, please, let’s just have
\h\h\h\h\hthe best pregnancy.
849
00:33:03,324 --> 00:33:04,324
{\an7}Like, I don’t want that.
850
00:33:04,324 --> 00:33:07,116
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI don’t wanna fight.
I’m, like, trying so hard to--
851
00:33:07,116 --> 00:33:08,050
{\an7}- Let’s have fun tonight.
852
00:33:08,050 --> 00:33:09,324
{\an7}- Yeah, let’s have
\h\h\ha good night.
853
00:33:09,324 --> 00:33:11,852
{\an7}\h\h\h- And Heidi, I think that
communication is so important.
854
00:33:11,852 --> 00:33:15,753
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hLike, even sometimes,
when there’s miscommunication,
855
00:33:15,753 --> 00:33:17,852
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hit’s better
to, like, over-communicate
856
00:33:17,852 --> 00:33:20,116
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hin a loving way
instead of under, you know?
857
00:33:20,116 --> 00:33:23,423
{\an7}\h\h- If something that I said
or did in that moment in Tahoe
858
00:33:23,423 --> 00:33:25,291
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhurt Heidi,
that’s not my intention.
859
00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:26,819
{\an7}It’s really important for us
860
00:33:26,819 --> 00:33:28,423
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hto not harbor
any of those resentments
861
00:33:28,423 --> 00:33:31,456
{\an7}\hor any hurt feelings
with any of the group.
862
00:33:31,456 --> 00:33:33,786
{\an7}\hAnd I think it’s just
really important for us
863
00:33:33,786 --> 00:33:35,083
{\an7}to, like, have some closure.
864
00:33:35,083 --> 00:33:37,258
{\an7}- The other thing is, I want
\hto make amends to you guys
865
00:33:37,258 --> 00:33:39,786
{\an7}\h\hfor, you know, everything
that’s happened since Tahoe.
866
00:33:39,786 --> 00:33:42,357
{\an7}\hIt’s not been fun
to have the split.
867
00:33:42,357 --> 00:33:43,182
{\an7}It sucked.
868
00:33:43,182 --> 00:33:44,324
{\an7}Friends are not, you know,
869
00:33:44,324 --> 00:33:46,017
{\an7}as we’ve known each other
\h\h\h\h\h\hfor 15 years.
870
00:33:46,017 --> 00:33:47,423
{\an7}That type of conversation
\h\h\hshouldn’t separate
871
00:33:47,423 --> 00:33:50,149
{\an7}\h\hand split everybody into
a different area like it did.
872
00:33:50,149 --> 00:33:52,852
{\an7}- Yeah. I agree. I agree.
873
00:33:53,050 --> 00:33:54,083
{\an7}- So, I--I apologize.
874
00:33:54,083 --> 00:33:56,258
{\an7}- It means a lot that you both
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hdid this
875
00:33:56,258 --> 00:34:00,918
{\an7}because now we can actually
\h\h\h\heat dinner together
876
00:34:00,918 --> 00:34:02,258
{\an7}and drink together
877
00:34:02,258 --> 00:34:06,116
{\an7}and hang out together
\h\h\hand hug it out.
878
00:34:07,456 --> 00:34:10,984
{\an7}\h\h- Yeah!
- Whoo-hoo!
879
00:34:10,984 --> 00:34:13,885
{\an7}\h\h- Oh, my God.
That’s what’s up.
880
00:34:13,885 --> 00:34:15,852
{\an7}Thank you, God.
881
00:34:15,852 --> 00:34:18,225
{\an7}all: Yeah.
882
00:34:18,225 --> 00:34:19,050
{\an7}- Whoo!
883
00:34:19,050 --> 00:34:20,083
{\an7}- At the end of the day,
884
00:34:20,083 --> 00:34:22,291
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI’m just excited
to have peace with them,
885
00:34:22,291 --> 00:34:24,555
{\an7}\hto have made amends,
to be able to move on.
886
00:34:24,555 --> 00:34:27,918
{\an7}I just wanna be able to move
\hforward in a positive way,
887
00:34:27,918 --> 00:34:31,258
{\an7}\h\h\h\hand it looks like this
Pratt Daddy retreat is working.
888
00:34:31,258 --> 00:34:32,116
{\an7}[cheering]
\h\h- Wow.
889
00:34:32,116 --> 00:34:34,149
{\an7}What is happening?
\h\h\h- Oh, my God!
890
00:34:34,149 --> 00:34:35,555
{\an7}♪ ♪
891
00:34:35,555 --> 00:34:38,050
{\an7}- All right, let’s eat.
- All right, let’s eat.
892
00:34:38,050 --> 00:34:39,324
{\an7}\h\h\h- Okay.
- Let’s eat.
893
00:34:39,324 --> 00:34:41,489
{\an7}- All right.
894
00:34:45,211 --> 00:34:47,848
{\an7}[quiet music]
895
00:34:47,848 --> 00:34:50,112
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Oh, my gosh,
we are having the same.
896
00:34:50,112 --> 00:34:52,046
{\an7}- Thank you.
\hI got soup.
897
00:34:52,046 --> 00:34:54,112
{\an7}- Why are you so hungry for me?
898
00:34:54,112 --> 00:34:55,848
{\an7}- Excuse me for a sec, guys.
899
00:34:55,848 --> 00:34:59,353
{\an7}♪ ♪
900
00:34:59,353 --> 00:35:01,980
{\an7}- Oh, he’s a liar.
\h\h\h\h- I’ll go.
901
00:35:01,980 --> 00:35:04,452
{\an7}♪ ♪
902
00:35:04,452 --> 00:35:06,386
{\an7}- Why are you sitting over here
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hall by yourself?
903
00:35:06,386 --> 00:35:08,914
{\an7}- I just needed a moment...
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, my God.
904
00:35:08,914 --> 00:35:11,244
{\an7}- To soak it all in.
\h\h- Can I sit here?
905
00:35:11,244 --> 00:35:12,287
{\an7}- Come and sit.
906
00:35:12,287 --> 00:35:15,320
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, wow.
That’s intense over there.
907
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:18,244
{\an7}- Never a dull moment.
\h\h\h\h\h\hI see why.
908
00:35:18,244 --> 00:35:20,211
{\an7}- I just--yeah, I’m glad
that they squashed that.
909
00:35:20,211 --> 00:35:22,848
{\an7}I get it, that one night
\h\h\hin Tahoe was crazy
910
00:35:22,848 --> 00:35:24,112
{\an7}\h\h\h\hand there was
a lot of stuff said,
911
00:35:24,112 --> 00:35:27,079
{\an7}but that--that needed
\h\h\hto be squashed.
912
00:35:27,079 --> 00:35:28,419
{\an7}- Yeah.
913
00:35:28,419 --> 00:35:30,518
{\an7}- What did you think
\h\h\h\h\habout Kris?
914
00:35:30,518 --> 00:35:31,848
{\an7}- I think he’s nice.
915
00:35:31,848 --> 00:35:34,947
{\an7}I don’t--he doesn’t really--
\h\h\h\h\hhe’s kind of quiet.
916
00:35:34,947 --> 00:35:37,485
{\an7}What do you think about Kris?
917
00:35:37,815 --> 00:35:39,244
{\an7}- I know you guys seem to--
918
00:35:39,244 --> 00:35:41,079
{\an7}- He seemed friendly.
\h\h\hHe seemed nice.
919
00:35:41,079 --> 00:35:42,518
{\an7}I don’t really know
anything about him.
920
00:35:42,518 --> 00:35:46,452
{\an7}I think it’s a little quick
that she’s pregnant already
921
00:35:46,452 --> 00:35:47,211
{\an7}and, like,
922
00:35:47,211 --> 00:35:49,320
{\an7}\hit’s like they’ve only been
together for, I don’t even--
923
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:50,452
{\an7}- I did talk to her about this.
924
00:35:50,452 --> 00:35:51,914
{\an7}- That was, like,
\hthat was quick.
925
00:35:51,914 --> 00:35:55,320
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I mean, it’s either
really quick or it takes time.
926
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:56,386
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Right.
But you never know.
927
00:35:56,386 --> 00:35:57,518
{\an7}\hIt’s like--
- It’s crazy.
928
00:35:57,518 --> 00:35:59,287
{\an7}Who knows where we’ll be
\h\h\h\hin another year?
929
00:35:59,287 --> 00:36:01,848
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- We’ll see.
I mean, obviously no clue.
930
00:36:01,848 --> 00:36:05,551
{\an7}\hJust hopefully healthy,
happy, and maybe in love.
931
00:36:05,551 --> 00:36:08,485
{\an7}\h\h\hI don’t know.
[bleep] we’ll see.
932
00:36:08,485 --> 00:36:11,046
{\an7}Life’s one big lesson.
933
00:36:11,046 --> 00:36:12,178
{\an7}- It really is.
934
00:36:12,178 --> 00:36:14,046
{\an7}- So hopefully, it’s hopeful--
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- If--If anyone
935
00:36:14,046 --> 00:36:17,211
{\an7}knows lessons, right here.
936
00:36:17,551 --> 00:36:18,584
{\an7}- Yeah.
937
00:36:18,584 --> 00:36:22,112
{\an7}I feel like you and I,
\h\h\h\hwe’re so close.
938
00:36:22,112 --> 00:36:24,244
{\an7}\h\h\hIt is something that
I’ve always thought about.
939
00:36:24,244 --> 00:36:27,244
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI’ve always thought
you were absolutely gorgeous,
940
00:36:27,244 --> 00:36:28,386
{\an7}cool, fun, smart.
941
00:36:28,386 --> 00:36:34,386
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI mean, like, it’s--
it’s always crossed my brain.
942
00:36:37,079 --> 00:36:38,551
{\an7}- Do you wanna be
\hin love again?
943
00:36:38,551 --> 00:36:39,518
{\an7}- For sure, at some point.
944
00:36:39,518 --> 00:36:41,452
{\an7}- But I feel like you’re going
through the motions right now.
945
00:36:41,452 --> 00:36:44,046
{\an7}When Brody and I are together,
\h\h\hthere’s so many feelings
946
00:36:44,046 --> 00:36:46,353
{\an7}and emotions going on
\h\h\hbecause we have
947
00:36:46,353 --> 00:36:49,419
{\an7}\hthis real, genuine friendship
where we care about each other.
948
00:36:49,419 --> 00:36:53,947
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hBut I want someone
that works into my lifestyle,
949
00:36:53,947 --> 00:36:57,551
{\an7}and my priority is my daughter
\h\h\h\h\h\hand being a mother,
950
00:36:57,551 --> 00:37:01,452
{\an7}\h\h\hand my lifestyle
is so opposite of his.
951
00:37:01,452 --> 00:37:03,386
{\an7}\h\hIt’s a little scary
because you get so used
952
00:37:03,386 --> 00:37:05,980
{\an7}to being on your own and having
\h\h\h\hyour own routine down,
953
00:37:05,980 --> 00:37:08,947
{\an7}and then to think,
"Okay, if I was..."
954
00:37:08,947 --> 00:37:10,353
{\an7}- I’m gonna let somebody in--
955
00:37:10,353 --> 00:37:11,386
{\an7}- "To let someone back in.
956
00:37:11,386 --> 00:37:15,178
{\an7}How am I gonna do that?"
\hYou can’t change people.
957
00:37:15,178 --> 00:37:17,145
{\an7}They need to change
\h\hfor themselves.
958
00:37:17,145 --> 00:37:20,551
{\an7}Who knows if Brody and I
\h\h\hwill ever sync up,
959
00:37:20,551 --> 00:37:21,518
{\an7}but I don’t wanna settle.
960
00:37:21,518 --> 00:37:24,980
{\an7}\h\hI’ve settled in the past,
and I’m not settling anymore
961
00:37:24,980 --> 00:37:28,947
{\an7}until I have exactly
\h\h\h\hwhat I want.
962
00:37:28,947 --> 00:37:32,419
{\an7}It’s all about timing, Brody.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWe’ll see.
963
00:37:32,980 --> 00:37:37,211
{\an7}- Timing is everything.
964
00:37:37,211 --> 00:37:39,178
{\an7}Something like that.
\h- Hugs. I love you.
965
00:37:39,178 --> 00:37:41,211
{\an7}- I love you.
966
00:37:42,112 --> 00:37:47,584
{\an7}all: Yeah!
\h\h- Whoo!
967
00:37:47,584 --> 00:37:49,178
{\an7}[all speaking at once]
968
00:37:49,178 --> 00:37:53,551
{\an7}- ♪ Gotta keep, gotta keep,
\hgotta keep your head up ♪
969
00:37:53,551 --> 00:37:57,584
{\an7}♪ Gotta keep, gotta keep,
gotta keep your head up ♪
970
00:37:57,584 --> 00:37:59,452
{\an7}- Wait, should we move this?
971
00:37:59,452 --> 00:38:01,518
{\an7}- Yeah.
- Whoo.
972
00:38:01,518 --> 00:38:04,584
{\an7}My experience just
really reminded me
973
00:38:04,584 --> 00:38:06,178
{\an7}that I need to lighten up.
974
00:38:06,178 --> 00:38:11,419
{\an7}I just need to reprioritize
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hde-stressing
975
00:38:11,419 --> 00:38:16,046
{\an7}and--and not necessarily having
\h\hanother baby at this point.
976
00:38:16,046 --> 00:38:18,013
{\an7}I need to refocus
\hon my marriage
977
00:38:18,013 --> 00:38:19,749
{\an7}\hand the life I have
that I love so much.
978
00:38:19,749 --> 00:38:24,551
{\an7}I mean, it’s a process, and so
it’s just gonna take some time.
979
00:38:24,551 --> 00:38:26,320
{\an7}- No, no, no, no.
\h\hI’m not done.
980
00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:29,749
{\an7}\h\h- Oh, you’re done.
- It’s cold. It’s cold.
981
00:38:29,749 --> 00:38:30,716
{\an7}- I’m really proud of you.
982
00:38:30,716 --> 00:38:32,980
{\an7}- I’m out here healing myself
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hall day long.
983
00:38:32,980 --> 00:38:35,485
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- This was
the most challenging year
984
00:38:35,485 --> 00:38:37,419
{\an7}of, you know, our lives.
985
00:38:37,419 --> 00:38:41,145
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd now, being
out the other end of it,
986
00:38:41,145 --> 00:38:42,419
{\an7}I feel stronger.
987
00:38:42,419 --> 00:38:44,353
{\an7}I have so much dirt in my eyes.
988
00:38:44,353 --> 00:38:45,518
{\an7}- Are you trying to cry?
989
00:38:45,518 --> 00:38:47,683
{\an7}- No, I have dirt in my eye.
\h\h\h\h- Are you all right?
990
00:38:47,683 --> 00:38:49,518
{\an7}Aww!
991
00:38:49,518 --> 00:38:51,749
{\an7}- I don’t know what I would
have done in your position.
992
00:38:51,749 --> 00:38:54,485
{\an7}\h\h- I like that you did it
before the last supper, man.
993
00:38:54,485 --> 00:38:55,452
{\an7}That was really important.
994
00:38:55,452 --> 00:38:59,716
{\an7}\h- I have learned a lot about
letting go, and I learned a lot
995
00:38:59,716 --> 00:39:01,178
{\an7}about how important it is
996
00:39:01,178 --> 00:39:02,485
{\an7}to have quality people
\h\h\h\h\hin your life,
997
00:39:02,485 --> 00:39:04,716
{\an7}because you are a product
\h\hof your environment.
998
00:39:04,716 --> 00:39:05,683
{\an7}Today was a really good day.
999
00:39:05,683 --> 00:39:07,244
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I love it.
Listen to them, dudes.
1000
00:39:07,244 --> 00:39:08,716
{\an7}Like, it’s like music
\h\h\h\h\hto my ears.
1001
00:39:08,716 --> 00:39:11,518
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI love that.
I’m feeling so open and alive
1002
00:39:11,518 --> 00:39:15,112
{\an7}that I’m like, "As much
as I can take, I want."
1003
00:39:15,112 --> 00:39:18,079
{\an7}And then if love comes in
\h\h\h\h\hand she’s right
1004
00:39:18,079 --> 00:39:19,650
{\an7}and we take the time,
1005
00:39:19,650 --> 00:39:22,079
{\an7}then that’s gonna be
\h\h\hthe fourth run.
1006
00:39:22,079 --> 00:39:23,320
{\an7}\h- Dude, you see
what’s happening,
1007
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,452
{\an7}how beautiful this is?
\hEverybody’s laughing.
1008
00:39:27,386 --> 00:39:28,782
{\an7}\hThis is the best thing
that could have happened.
1009
00:39:28,782 --> 00:39:33,145
{\an7}\hWhat I liked about this year
was, you know, I showed myself
1010
00:39:33,145 --> 00:39:37,244
{\an7}\hthat I can deal with people
coming in and out of my life.
1011
00:39:37,244 --> 00:39:40,112
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Guys, we have
an announcement. [laughs]
1012
00:39:40,112 --> 00:39:42,452
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, my God.
- Justin and I are dating.
1013
00:39:42,452 --> 00:39:46,386
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- You got
really long, sexy hair.
1014
00:39:46,386 --> 00:39:47,178
{\an7}- You guys are cute.
1015
00:39:47,178 --> 00:39:51,485
{\an7}\h- I feel like Palm Springs
went 10 or 100 times better
1016
00:39:51,485 --> 00:39:52,386
{\an7}than I thought it could.
1017
00:39:52,386 --> 00:39:56,518
{\an7}It seems like everybody’s just
kind of put their [bleep] aside
1018
00:39:56,518 --> 00:39:57,716
{\an7}and got along.
1019
00:39:57,716 --> 00:39:59,815
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Body heat.
- Get of a photo of that.
1020
00:39:59,815 --> 00:40:02,112
{\an7}\h\h\hIt’s so cute.
- One, two, three.
1021
00:40:02,112 --> 00:40:03,584
{\an7}- One of the things
\h\h\h\hI’ve learned
1022
00:40:03,584 --> 00:40:09,178
{\an7}is I really value true friends.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’ve realized
1023
00:40:09,178 --> 00:40:12,178
{\an7}\h\hwhere I’m at in life
and what I want in life.
1024
00:40:12,178 --> 00:40:14,551
{\an7}And I just want to be
\h\h\hthe healthiest,
1025
00:40:14,551 --> 00:40:15,452
{\an7}best version of myself
1026
00:40:15,452 --> 00:40:19,244
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand do things
that--that provide that for me.
1027
00:40:19,244 --> 00:40:21,419
{\an7}- ♪ When you wake up ♪
1028
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:23,815
{\an7}\h\h\h- All right.
[excited cheering]
1029
00:40:23,815 --> 00:40:27,320
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- ♪ Shadowed by
the darkness of the night ♪
1030
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:30,211
{\an7}♪ When you wake up
\hin the morning ♪
1031
00:40:30,211 --> 00:40:33,716
{\an7}♪ Darling I’ll be
\h\hby your side ♪
1032
00:40:33,716 --> 00:40:36,211
{\an7}♪ I’ll be there ♪
1033
00:40:36,211 --> 00:40:39,178
{\an7}- We’ve come a long way.
\h\h\hIn the beginning,
1034
00:40:39,178 --> 00:40:41,320
{\an7}all of us were bearing
\heverything, and now,
1035
00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:44,211
{\an7}\h\h\hI think it’s just time
for all of us to celebrate.
1036
00:40:44,211 --> 00:40:46,716
{\an7}There’s so many exciting things
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor everybody.
1037
00:40:46,716 --> 00:40:49,244
{\an7}- ♪ Be there by your side ♪
1038
00:40:49,244 --> 00:40:51,947
{\an7}♪ I’ll be there ♪
1039
00:40:51,947 --> 00:40:57,518
{\an7}- Here’s to new beginnings
\h\h\h\h\h\hand baby Wyatt.
1040
00:40:57,518 --> 00:40:59,518
{\an7}He is so happy.
1041
00:40:59,518 --> 00:41:02,244
{\an7}♪ ♪
1042
00:41:05,244 --> 00:41:12,683
{\an7}♪ ♪