1 00:00:08,931 --> 00:00:11,103 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:11,620 --> 00:00:13,793 - When you haven't seen your friends in a year... 3 00:00:13,862 --> 00:00:15,000 [cork pops] [both shrieking] 4 00:00:15,068 --> 00:00:16,931 I'm back in LA, bitches! 5 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:18,862 You never know what to expect. 6 00:00:18,931 --> 00:00:20,413 - Girls night, girls night! 7 00:00:20,482 --> 00:00:21,862 - Whoo! 8 00:00:21,931 --> 00:00:22,931 ♪ ♪ 9 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:24,344 - Oh, my God! 10 00:00:24,413 --> 00:00:26,241 - We didn't know it would get so complicated. 11 00:00:26,310 --> 00:00:27,896 - There were certain things in our marriage 12 00:00:27,965 --> 00:00:29,793 that were also driving me to drink. 13 00:00:29,862 --> 00:00:32,068 - I know you're the person that I wanna be with. 14 00:00:32,137 --> 00:00:33,689 - Audrina's in the car with you? 15 00:00:33,758 --> 00:00:35,379 - I don't think we got much sleep, to be honest with you. 16 00:00:35,448 --> 00:00:37,103 - Ooh! - Audrina! 17 00:00:37,172 --> 00:00:39,241 - I was waiting for the kiss. - Was I supposed to kiss you? 18 00:00:39,310 --> 00:00:40,620 - I mean, I'm good friends with Brody. 19 00:00:40,689 --> 00:00:41,689 I never kissed him, so... 20 00:00:41,758 --> 00:00:44,172 a little jealous. 21 00:00:44,241 --> 00:00:45,758 - She can do whatever she wants, if she wants. 22 00:00:45,827 --> 00:00:47,413 - You don't know anything about our relationship--nothing. 23 00:00:47,482 --> 00:00:48,724 - He's such an [bleep]. 24 00:00:48,793 --> 00:00:51,241 - Spencer's saying that I'm not sober. 25 00:00:51,310 --> 00:00:52,448 - What the [bleep]? 26 00:00:52,517 --> 00:00:55,034 ♪ ♪ 27 00:00:55,103 --> 00:00:56,758 - What kind of friend are you? 28 00:00:56,827 --> 00:00:58,413 - Her old antics are back. 29 00:00:58,482 --> 00:01:00,000 - I guess if I was dating someone, 30 00:01:00,068 --> 00:01:01,586 I probably would've told you. 31 00:01:01,655 --> 00:01:03,482 - Just really have been wanting to be pregnant. 32 00:01:03,551 --> 00:01:04,862 And I feel like I'm getting older. 33 00:01:04,931 --> 00:01:06,206 - I feel like you have something to tell me. 34 00:01:06,275 --> 00:01:07,344 - ♪ Here we go ♪ 35 00:01:07,413 --> 00:01:08,517 - These people act like I don't have 36 00:01:08,586 --> 00:01:10,448 a pocket full of receipts on them. 37 00:01:10,517 --> 00:01:12,827 - It's not always about Heidi and Spencer. 38 00:01:12,896 --> 00:01:14,068 - Look how angry you are. 39 00:01:14,137 --> 00:01:15,689 - Because you're [bleep] up, dude! 40 00:01:15,758 --> 00:01:17,827 - ♪ Here we go, here we go, here we go ♪ 41 00:01:17,896 --> 00:01:19,586 - Before we lost control. 42 00:01:19,655 --> 00:01:22,655 - Get this mother[bleep] camera out of my [bleep] face! 43 00:01:22,724 --> 00:01:25,034 - It started with a new beginning. 44 00:01:25,103 --> 00:01:28,758 - ♪ It's just begun ♪ 45 00:01:30,689 --> 00:01:37,620 ♪ ♪ 46 00:01:47,413 --> 00:01:48,724 - Over the past year, 47 00:01:48,793 --> 00:01:50,620 my life got turned upside down 48 00:01:50,689 --> 00:01:52,655 and it gave me so much clarity. 49 00:01:52,724 --> 00:01:56,034 - ♪ Try to silence me, I'll scream out as loud as I can ♪ 50 00:01:56,103 --> 00:01:57,896 - I've been divorced for over a year now. 51 00:01:57,965 --> 00:02:02,068 I just did some really, really good self-reflection. 52 00:02:02,137 --> 00:02:04,793 And there was so many things about myself that I disliked. 53 00:02:04,862 --> 00:02:06,724 Drinking too much and partying. 54 00:02:06,793 --> 00:02:08,275 I looked at myself and just said, 55 00:02:08,344 --> 00:02:09,965 "What are you doing? Like, this is not you. 56 00:02:10,034 --> 00:02:11,103 This is not who you are." 57 00:02:11,172 --> 00:02:18,275 ♪ ♪ 58 00:02:20,241 --> 00:02:23,344 [sizzling] 59 00:02:26,034 --> 00:02:28,931 - This looks amazing. I love it. What do we got? 60 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:32,655 - There's al pastor. - [chuckling] Oh, God! 61 00:02:32,724 --> 00:02:34,655 - Chicken. - Okay, nice. 62 00:02:34,724 --> 00:02:36,724 - And a salad. - Awesome. 63 00:02:36,793 --> 00:02:38,655 Thank you, brother. That looks delicious. 64 00:02:38,724 --> 00:02:40,896 You're stuck at home for the better part of the year. 65 00:02:40,965 --> 00:02:44,517 I was able to use that time positively, which was great. 66 00:02:44,586 --> 00:02:46,137 But now I want to see my friends. 67 00:02:46,206 --> 00:02:48,448 I want to, you know, have people over. 68 00:02:48,517 --> 00:02:51,103 I'm ready. I've done enough self-reflection. 69 00:02:51,172 --> 00:02:52,793 I'm ready to get back to real life. 70 00:02:52,862 --> 00:02:54,379 Tequila over here. 71 00:02:54,448 --> 00:02:56,448 Pratt Daddy, I'm sure, will be sucking that down. 72 00:02:56,517 --> 00:02:58,931 I got the keg. Cool. 73 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:05,413 ♪ ♪ 74 00:03:05,482 --> 00:03:08,413 - Whoo! Prince of Malibu. 75 00:03:08,482 --> 00:03:11,827 Before COVID happened, life was great. 76 00:03:11,896 --> 00:03:14,758 I mean, we were on such a high, we were making a lot of money, 77 00:03:14,827 --> 00:03:17,137 we were in a great place to have another baby, 78 00:03:17,206 --> 00:03:19,655 and then a lot of things got derailed. 79 00:03:19,724 --> 00:03:20,896 What are you wearing right now? - A cape. 80 00:03:20,965 --> 00:03:21,896 I've got a cape. - Is that a little poncho? 81 00:03:21,965 --> 00:03:23,103 Is that a--wow. 82 00:03:23,172 --> 00:03:24,241 - It's so nice, so good to see you. 83 00:03:24,310 --> 00:03:25,551 - Are you we allowed to do this? 84 00:03:25,620 --> 00:03:27,172 Aren't we supposed to just-- - Oh, my God. 85 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:29,000 - Yeah! 86 00:03:29,068 --> 00:03:32,241 ♪ ♪ 87 00:03:32,310 --> 00:03:34,241 - You made it! - Hi. 88 00:03:34,310 --> 00:03:36,172 - What up? - Hi, Brody. 89 00:03:36,241 --> 00:03:37,551 - It's the COVID safe line. 90 00:03:37,620 --> 00:03:39,827 - I just opened the champagne. Do you want some? 91 00:03:39,896 --> 00:03:41,586 - Of course she does. - Thank you. 92 00:03:41,655 --> 00:03:43,103 - Cheers. 93 00:03:43,172 --> 00:03:44,689 - I feel like I only drink champagne with you, Heidi. 94 00:03:44,758 --> 00:03:47,344 You're my champagne partner. I love you. So good to see you. 95 00:03:47,413 --> 00:03:49,448 - Ahh! What's going on? 96 00:03:49,517 --> 00:03:51,241 - I've just kind of been on lockdown 97 00:03:51,310 --> 00:03:54,137 and just kind of isolated a little bit. 98 00:03:54,206 --> 00:03:55,448 - Yeah. 99 00:03:55,517 --> 00:03:58,413 - During the pandemic, I got really sick. 100 00:03:58,482 --> 00:04:01,310 And it literally made me think 101 00:04:01,379 --> 00:04:03,931 about what's important in my life. 102 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:09,413 And it also forced me to listen to my emotions and feelings 103 00:04:09,482 --> 00:04:12,758 because I've really come to terms with myself 104 00:04:12,827 --> 00:04:14,896 and what I want and how I want to be treated 105 00:04:14,965 --> 00:04:16,689 and what I will and won't put up with. 106 00:04:16,758 --> 00:04:18,758 - ♪ Oh, yeah, we're living it up ♪ 107 00:04:18,827 --> 00:04:20,965 ♪ It's like night and day ♪ 108 00:04:21,034 --> 00:04:22,448 - Whoa, Brandon. 109 00:04:22,517 --> 00:04:23,793 - Brandon. - How are you? 110 00:04:23,862 --> 00:04:24,724 Are you and Spencer wearing the same pants? 111 00:04:24,793 --> 00:04:26,344 - Nice to see--I know, right? 112 00:04:26,413 --> 00:04:27,689 I know, we're wearing the same ol' pants. 113 00:04:27,758 --> 00:04:29,137 - Oh, my gosh. I love it. How are you? 114 00:04:29,206 --> 00:04:30,448 - You look great. - Good. 115 00:04:30,517 --> 00:04:32,241 I really haven't been doing [bleep]. 116 00:04:32,310 --> 00:04:34,586 For me, I was just bored and stressed. 117 00:04:34,655 --> 00:04:36,551 Me and my girlfriend are like-- 118 00:04:36,620 --> 00:04:38,896 - Oh, you have a girlfriend? - No. I mean, not really. 119 00:04:38,965 --> 00:04:41,586 We're, like, broken up but figuring it out, so-- 120 00:04:41,655 --> 00:04:44,344 - Ashley. - Hi. 121 00:04:44,413 --> 00:04:47,724 ♪ ♪ 122 00:04:47,793 --> 00:04:48,758 - Dude, I'm so crazy. I want the angle. 123 00:04:48,827 --> 00:04:49,965 - Exactly. 124 00:04:50,034 --> 00:04:51,448 - Do you want a glass of champagne? 125 00:04:51,517 --> 00:04:54,931 ♪ ♪ 126 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:56,655 - Oh, look at that, standing ovations. 127 00:04:56,724 --> 00:04:58,172 - Oh, oh! - I like it. 128 00:04:58,241 --> 00:04:59,965 Look at all these long hairs. 129 00:05:00,034 --> 00:05:01,620 - He always looks like he just got back from, like, 130 00:05:01,689 --> 00:05:04,758 his own, like, microbrewery. You know what I'm saying? 131 00:05:04,827 --> 00:05:07,310 - I would think moonshine. - I got some moonshine. 132 00:05:07,379 --> 00:05:08,931 - Moonshine. - Yeah. 133 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,482 - The lockdown scared the [bleep] out of me 'cause, 134 00:05:11,551 --> 00:05:13,827 for me, freedom is everything. 135 00:05:13,896 --> 00:05:15,827 So then once I found out, like, you couldn't be free, 136 00:05:15,896 --> 00:05:18,034 you couldn't leave, I found a way out. 137 00:05:18,103 --> 00:05:20,344 I was able to sneak in to Mexico, 138 00:05:20,413 --> 00:05:21,896 posted up on the beach there 139 00:05:21,965 --> 00:05:23,931 and kind of, like, let the world do its thing. 140 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,620 I just did what I did best and split. 141 00:05:26,689 --> 00:05:28,448 - I'll sit on your lap. - Okay. 142 00:05:28,517 --> 00:05:30,206 - That's okay. Hi, guys. - Oh, I saw you. 143 00:05:30,275 --> 00:05:32,034 Hi, sorry. I don't want to be rude and not say hi. 144 00:05:32,103 --> 00:05:35,379 - Sorry, bro. I'm getting all in your-- 145 00:05:35,448 --> 00:05:37,724 - Oh, my gosh. Oh, let's get cozy, guys. 146 00:05:37,793 --> 00:05:40,862 - Hello, guys. How are you? - Oh. 147 00:05:40,931 --> 00:05:43,413 Hello, hello there. Kaitlynn. 148 00:05:43,482 --> 00:05:44,482 - You know, the first few months 149 00:05:44,551 --> 00:05:45,793 after Brody and I split up 150 00:05:45,862 --> 00:05:49,275 were easily the most difficult 151 00:05:49,344 --> 00:05:51,758 and challenging months of my life. 152 00:05:51,827 --> 00:05:54,310 But I think we both accepted 153 00:05:54,379 --> 00:05:57,000 that splitting up was the right choice. 154 00:05:57,068 --> 00:05:59,793 So even though it was very sad on one hand, 155 00:05:59,862 --> 00:06:02,931 it's pretty clear to me that we're better off as friends. 156 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:05,413 - Yeah, buddy! 157 00:06:05,482 --> 00:06:07,000 [cork pops] - Whoo! 158 00:06:07,068 --> 00:06:10,000 [upbeat music] 159 00:06:10,068 --> 00:06:12,172 ♪ ♪ 160 00:06:12,241 --> 00:06:14,034 - I want to get eat more tacos and nachos 161 00:06:14,103 --> 00:06:15,310 and take another shot, 162 00:06:15,379 --> 00:06:16,965 if somebody wants to join me on the bar? 163 00:06:17,034 --> 00:06:18,275 ♪ ♪ 164 00:06:18,344 --> 00:06:19,931 - Just coming out of corona, trying to fly. 165 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:22,103 - I feel you, dude. - Trying to fly. 166 00:06:22,172 --> 00:06:23,482 - It's a trippy--it's a trippy time that we're in. 167 00:06:23,551 --> 00:06:25,344 - Spencer has that big ol' blanket. 168 00:06:25,413 --> 00:06:26,862 - It's his cape. - Audrina. 169 00:06:26,931 --> 00:06:27,896 - It's his cape. 170 00:06:27,965 --> 00:06:29,551 - So incredible. 171 00:06:29,620 --> 00:06:31,137 - ♪ I'm gonna roll the dice, don't think twice ♪ 172 00:06:31,206 --> 00:06:33,206 ♪ Gonna stay so cool, feeling so nice ♪ 173 00:06:33,275 --> 00:06:34,620 ♪ 'Cause they got a real thing ♪ 174 00:06:34,689 --> 00:06:35,965 ♪ Just hang tight ♪ 175 00:06:36,034 --> 00:06:39,068 ♪ Double up and meet me on the upside ♪ 176 00:06:39,137 --> 00:06:40,896 - Hi. - Whoa! 177 00:06:40,965 --> 00:06:43,103 - God, I haven't seen you in a minute. 178 00:06:43,172 --> 00:06:45,896 - Look who it is. - I go where the heat is. 179 00:06:45,965 --> 00:06:49,862 God, this is smoking hot. - Okay. Come, scoot closer. 180 00:06:49,931 --> 00:06:51,482 - Maybe I'll get closer to you. 181 00:06:51,551 --> 00:06:52,827 - You look good. 182 00:06:52,896 --> 00:06:54,965 - Ugh, thank you. - You're glowing. 183 00:06:55,034 --> 00:06:56,241 I mean, I know you've been through-- 184 00:06:56,310 --> 00:06:57,517 - Am I glowing right now? - You kind of are. 185 00:06:57,586 --> 00:07:00,068 Like, you look great. 186 00:07:00,137 --> 00:07:01,724 - I haven't really talked to anyone. 187 00:07:01,793 --> 00:07:03,344 I know that you texted me to ask how I was. 188 00:07:03,413 --> 00:07:04,689 - Yeah, I didn't know. 189 00:07:04,758 --> 00:07:06,379 Yeah, I texted you. But I didn't hear back. 190 00:07:06,448 --> 00:07:07,758 - I know. - You ghosted me. 191 00:07:07,827 --> 00:07:09,206 - I was--no. - You ghosted me. 192 00:07:09,275 --> 00:07:10,965 - I didn't ghost you. - You ghosted me, man. 193 00:07:11,034 --> 00:07:12,896 We had a moment, and then you just--and you ghosted me. 194 00:07:12,965 --> 00:07:14,482 - We did have a moment. - We were like--we were-- 195 00:07:14,551 --> 00:07:16,034 - We had fun. - We were hanging. 196 00:07:16,103 --> 00:07:18,344 - Brody and I have always had a flirty relationship. 197 00:07:18,413 --> 00:07:20,275 ♪ ♪ 198 00:07:20,344 --> 00:07:21,620 There's always been something, 199 00:07:21,689 --> 00:07:23,034 some kind of attraction with me and Brody, 200 00:07:23,103 --> 00:07:24,965 but I don't--I've never went there ever. 201 00:07:25,034 --> 00:07:26,862 - Did you just say you did like Brody? 202 00:07:26,931 --> 00:07:28,724 - I'm not gonna lie. I've always had a little crush. 203 00:07:28,793 --> 00:07:30,275 Pre-pandemic, 204 00:07:30,344 --> 00:07:33,103 there was definitely some kissing between Brody and I. 205 00:07:33,172 --> 00:07:35,344 - Where were you? - I was at Brody's. 206 00:07:35,413 --> 00:07:37,827 - You're at Brody's. - You're at Brody's house? 207 00:07:37,896 --> 00:07:40,827 - I had fun. - I had a lot of fun. 208 00:07:40,896 --> 00:07:43,689 I mean, I did stay over at his house. 209 00:07:43,758 --> 00:07:46,827 There was a thought that, 210 00:07:46,896 --> 00:07:50,551 "Okay, maybe me and Brody should just give this a shot. 211 00:07:50,620 --> 00:07:52,172 "You know, all these years, like, why not? 212 00:07:52,241 --> 00:07:53,620 Let's see where this goes." 213 00:07:53,689 --> 00:07:55,241 And once COVID hit, 214 00:07:55,310 --> 00:07:57,310 I just kind of closed off from everyone, 215 00:07:57,379 --> 00:08:00,172 and Brody and I haven't really talked since. 216 00:08:00,241 --> 00:08:02,655 I mean, the thing with you, Brody, like, we've always 217 00:08:02,724 --> 00:08:07,137 had such a connected, honest, real friendship. 218 00:08:07,206 --> 00:08:10,034 - Yeah. - And cutting to now, 219 00:08:10,103 --> 00:08:13,034 it's just reconnecting again... - Yeah. 220 00:08:13,103 --> 00:08:14,586 - And seeing where we're at now. 221 00:08:14,655 --> 00:08:16,068 - I feel like you and I have that type of friendship too, 222 00:08:16,137 --> 00:08:17,931 where it's like, even if we don't talk, 223 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:20,413 whenever we see each other, it's like... 224 00:08:20,482 --> 00:08:21,551 - Yeah. 225 00:08:21,620 --> 00:08:22,517 - We just pick it right back up. 226 00:08:22,586 --> 00:08:23,517 It's like that. - I know. 227 00:08:23,586 --> 00:08:25,034 - And those are-- 228 00:08:25,103 --> 00:08:26,413 and those are real, genuine friendships, you know? 229 00:08:26,482 --> 00:08:27,758 - Yeah, because you know they're a part of your life 230 00:08:27,827 --> 00:08:29,344 no matter what. 231 00:08:29,413 --> 00:08:31,482 And it doesn't matter when, but when the time is right, 232 00:08:31,551 --> 00:08:32,931 like, you just come back 233 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:34,551 and it's like no time has passed, so-- 234 00:08:34,620 --> 00:08:36,413 - Yeah, exactly. - That's you. 235 00:08:36,482 --> 00:08:40,275 Brody, he's a great guy. He has the biggest heart. 236 00:08:40,344 --> 00:08:41,793 And he's a great listener. 237 00:08:41,862 --> 00:08:44,482 And, you know, he's very attractive. 238 00:08:44,551 --> 00:08:45,862 It's hard to shake the thought 239 00:08:45,931 --> 00:08:48,241 of what could have been with Brody and I. 240 00:08:48,310 --> 00:08:50,724 You know, but I'm just trying not to live in the past 241 00:08:50,793 --> 00:08:52,413 and move forward. 242 00:08:52,482 --> 00:08:54,758 It's good to see you. - It is. 243 00:08:54,827 --> 00:08:56,862 It's really good to see you. 244 00:08:56,931 --> 00:08:58,413 Really good. Really good. 245 00:08:58,482 --> 00:09:05,655 ♪ ♪ 246 00:09:11,379 --> 00:09:12,931 - Everybody around? Everybody here? 247 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:15,931 Nice. The whole gang is here. 248 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,000 - We need that sage. 249 00:09:18,068 --> 00:09:19,931 - This is spiritual Brody, Kaitlynn. 250 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:22,034 - This feels very similar to me. 251 00:09:22,103 --> 00:09:23,724 - You never got to meet spiritual Brody. 252 00:09:23,793 --> 00:09:25,655 He was in there somewhere. 253 00:09:25,724 --> 00:09:28,172 Obviously, it's been a very crazy year. 254 00:09:28,241 --> 00:09:29,758 I've been doing some work on myself. 255 00:09:29,827 --> 00:09:31,137 I've been really enjoying that. 256 00:09:31,206 --> 00:09:32,517 And I've learned a lot of stuff along the way. 257 00:09:32,586 --> 00:09:33,862 And somebody taught me, 258 00:09:33,931 --> 00:09:36,000 when I was on the surf trip down south, 259 00:09:36,068 --> 00:09:39,344 he was a spiritual shaman guru that said, 260 00:09:39,413 --> 00:09:42,379 "To truly be able to get rid of the past or if you're trying 261 00:09:42,448 --> 00:09:44,379 to get rid of something from the past is to bury it." 262 00:09:44,448 --> 00:09:47,655 So that's why I told you all to bring something to bury. 263 00:09:47,724 --> 00:09:49,758 I know you guys all thought I was crazy. 264 00:09:49,827 --> 00:09:51,172 Let's bring whatever it is you guys brought. 265 00:09:51,241 --> 00:09:53,448 Let's go up there. And let's bury this. Bury it. 266 00:09:53,517 --> 00:09:54,620 - Yeah. - Whoo! 267 00:09:54,689 --> 00:09:56,586 - Let's go. - All right. 268 00:09:56,655 --> 00:10:03,793 ♪ ♪ 269 00:10:09,034 --> 00:10:11,931 - Okay, well, my item, as you can see, 270 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,965 I see Spencer has been eyeballing it, 271 00:10:14,034 --> 00:10:18,413 he's just been staring at this thing, is alcohol. 272 00:10:18,482 --> 00:10:20,551 This time, I definitely-- 273 00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:22,103 it was the first time in my life 274 00:10:22,172 --> 00:10:25,413 I've had the time to actually take a step back from work 275 00:10:25,482 --> 00:10:28,103 and just the constant hustle and being on the road 276 00:10:28,172 --> 00:10:30,344 and really take in a good look at myself. 277 00:10:30,413 --> 00:10:33,620 And one of the things that I really hated about myself 278 00:10:33,689 --> 00:10:37,241 is how I would behave sometimes when I would drink. 279 00:10:37,310 --> 00:10:39,275 I think you guys have all seen that. 280 00:10:39,344 --> 00:10:43,206 I just remember thinking, like, I'm so sick of apologizing, 281 00:10:43,275 --> 00:10:46,448 you know, for dumb, dumb [bleep] that I do 282 00:10:46,517 --> 00:10:48,275 when I drink to excess. 283 00:10:48,344 --> 00:10:52,724 I came home to a psychopath yelling and screaming at me. 284 00:10:52,793 --> 00:10:54,655 You were a nightmare. 285 00:10:54,724 --> 00:10:57,241 - You don't think that's, like, the rudest thing you could say? 286 00:10:57,310 --> 00:10:59,379 You know I hate when you say stuff like that. 287 00:10:59,448 --> 00:11:02,068 - Hey, don't say that. - Don't come at me like that. 288 00:11:02,137 --> 00:11:04,206 - Shut the [bleep] up, dude. Who the [bleep] are you? 289 00:11:04,275 --> 00:11:05,689 [bleep] you. 290 00:11:05,758 --> 00:11:08,000 - I've hurt a lot of people that I love in my life. 291 00:11:08,068 --> 00:11:10,448 And I think that taking the alcohol away 292 00:11:10,517 --> 00:11:13,379 and really getting to be able to self-reflect, 293 00:11:13,448 --> 00:11:15,275 those relationships will be better. 294 00:11:15,344 --> 00:11:17,482 So, Kaitlynn, I want to apologize to you also 295 00:11:17,551 --> 00:11:19,931 because I've been a nightmare to be around and to deal with. 296 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:22,172 - That's really sweet. - Yeah. 297 00:11:22,241 --> 00:11:23,862 - But I'm also really proud of you for doing this 298 00:11:23,931 --> 00:11:25,206 'cause I think it's really good. 299 00:11:25,275 --> 00:11:26,551 - Well, thank you very much, so-- 300 00:11:26,620 --> 00:11:27,793 - Good for you, man. - Cheers. 301 00:11:27,862 --> 00:11:28,965 - Absolutely. Yeah. 302 00:11:29,034 --> 00:11:30,137 - Whoo! 303 00:11:30,206 --> 00:11:31,620 - Good job. - Proud of you. 304 00:11:31,689 --> 00:11:33,586 - Okay, Brandon. - I'm burying money 305 00:11:33,655 --> 00:11:37,068 because I think that I should spend less time 306 00:11:37,137 --> 00:11:39,793 worrying about it and caring about it so much. 307 00:11:39,862 --> 00:11:42,758 So I will be bearing some money. 308 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,344 - Seriously? - Wow, 100 bucks. 309 00:11:44,413 --> 00:11:45,862 - Oh, my God. 310 00:11:45,931 --> 00:11:47,896 - I don't want to come off as a dick burying money, 311 00:11:47,965 --> 00:11:49,793 but last year was really good for me. 312 00:11:49,862 --> 00:11:51,620 You know, I was working a ton. 313 00:11:51,689 --> 00:11:54,172 And then, you know, COVID hit 314 00:11:54,241 --> 00:11:57,275 and sort of just smacked me in the face. 315 00:11:57,344 --> 00:12:00,793 I feel like that had a direct impact on my relationship. 316 00:12:00,862 --> 00:12:03,448 And I ended up sabotaging it in my own way. 317 00:12:03,517 --> 00:12:05,586 And I realized that life 318 00:12:05,655 --> 00:12:08,379 comes down to a lot larger things than money. 319 00:12:08,448 --> 00:12:11,103 Maybe Jason goes next. - Okay. All right. 320 00:12:11,172 --> 00:12:13,517 Well, as many of you know, 321 00:12:13,586 --> 00:12:16,034 I've struggled with addiction many times. 322 00:12:16,103 --> 00:12:20,586 And 2019 was the last time I took a bunch of Adderall. 323 00:12:20,655 --> 00:12:23,000 I'll be celebrating one year in December. 324 00:12:23,068 --> 00:12:25,413 This year has been very trying. 325 00:12:25,482 --> 00:12:27,379 You know, I'd just gotten over another relapse. 326 00:12:27,448 --> 00:12:31,931 And Ashley and I were in a very, very fragile state. 327 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:34,172 We didn't know if it was gonna work anymore. 328 00:12:34,241 --> 00:12:37,413 - I wish that I could have been able to talk to you 329 00:12:37,482 --> 00:12:38,689 because, like, I hate it. 330 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,206 - We weren't in a healthy place. 331 00:12:40,275 --> 00:12:41,724 I don't ever want to be in that place ever again. 332 00:12:41,793 --> 00:12:43,034 And I want to be a father to Delilah. 333 00:12:43,103 --> 00:12:44,551 I want to be a husband to you. 334 00:12:44,620 --> 00:12:47,724 Like, I wanna be able to provide and like do that. 335 00:12:47,793 --> 00:12:48,965 But by the grace of God 336 00:12:49,034 --> 00:12:51,241 and through the downtime that we had, 337 00:12:51,310 --> 00:12:54,034 we were really able to focus on our relationship. 338 00:12:54,103 --> 00:12:55,896 We're moving forward. We're doing better. 339 00:12:55,965 --> 00:12:57,310 And I think we're on the right path. 340 00:12:57,379 --> 00:12:59,448 - Nice. I'm proud of you. - Yay! 341 00:12:59,517 --> 00:13:02,862 - Yeah. - There we go. There we go. 342 00:13:02,931 --> 00:13:04,413 - Adderall, a hundo. - Audrina. 343 00:13:04,482 --> 00:13:05,931 - Oh, God, okay. 344 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:10,034 Well, this is supposed to represent a little black book, 345 00:13:10,103 --> 00:13:12,517 but it's a big white book. [laughter] 346 00:13:12,586 --> 00:13:17,206 And it's representing the past and to move onward and upward 347 00:13:17,275 --> 00:13:19,586 and never look back, never go back. 348 00:13:19,655 --> 00:13:22,689 I guess, for me, it's hard to let people in. 349 00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:25,206 So maybe that's why I always go back to people 350 00:13:25,275 --> 00:13:26,448 that I'm comfortable with. 351 00:13:26,517 --> 00:13:28,758 Moving forward, it's about the future. 352 00:13:28,827 --> 00:13:31,620 - Whoo! - Yeah! 353 00:13:31,689 --> 00:13:33,310 - Whoo! 354 00:13:33,379 --> 00:13:35,103 - I want to know what Justin's getting rid of, so-- 355 00:13:35,172 --> 00:13:37,758 - Yeah, JB. - So when corona happened, 356 00:13:37,827 --> 00:13:40,793 I took off, split to Mexico, got away as far as I could. 357 00:13:40,862 --> 00:13:44,655 If there's ever reason to split and leave, this was it. 358 00:13:44,724 --> 00:13:45,965 Every day was different. 359 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:47,655 Every day, I had new experiences, 360 00:13:47,724 --> 00:13:49,275 new thoughts, new beliefs, 361 00:13:49,344 --> 00:13:52,655 Waking up and surfing, you know, writing, music, 362 00:13:52,724 --> 00:13:54,413 the stuff that makes me thrive. 363 00:13:54,482 --> 00:13:58,448 Just tried to stay sane in the insane. 364 00:13:58,517 --> 00:14:03,103 I realized that I really enjoy being gone and being a nomad. 365 00:14:03,172 --> 00:14:05,413 And it kind of has this little link as a chain. 366 00:14:05,482 --> 00:14:08,965 So for me to be chained down to too much stuff, 367 00:14:09,034 --> 00:14:10,379 it just not-- doesn't work for me. 368 00:14:10,448 --> 00:14:12,344 So being chained down to all that stuff. 369 00:14:12,413 --> 00:14:15,275 - My man, JB. Good work, bro. 370 00:14:15,344 --> 00:14:16,689 - Nice, buddy. - Seriously. 371 00:14:16,758 --> 00:14:18,448 - Spencer. - Oh, wow. 372 00:14:18,517 --> 00:14:21,793 Pre-COVID, I was 170, and now I'm 215. 373 00:14:21,862 --> 00:14:24,793 And it's 'cause of eating four to five pot pies a day. 374 00:14:24,862 --> 00:14:26,103 - Shut up. 375 00:14:26,172 --> 00:14:28,241 - I got into pattern of eating a lot 376 00:14:28,310 --> 00:14:31,379 'cause I felt, like, end of the world energy. 377 00:14:31,448 --> 00:14:34,758 I would like to get back to the weight I was pre-pandemic, 378 00:14:34,827 --> 00:14:40,034 wear all my designer clothes I purchased, fit that. 379 00:14:40,103 --> 00:14:41,413 No, I know it sounds silly, 380 00:14:41,482 --> 00:14:43,448 but when you spend that much money on something 381 00:14:43,517 --> 00:14:46,517 and you can no longer wear it, that becomes an actual problem. 382 00:14:46,586 --> 00:14:51,482 In excess, nothing is good. [laughter] 383 00:14:51,551 --> 00:14:53,758 - One bite, one bite. - He's like, "What am I doing?" 384 00:14:53,827 --> 00:14:55,379 - "Oh, my God!" [laughter] 385 00:14:55,448 --> 00:14:57,206 - [sighs] That was hard. That was hard. 386 00:14:57,275 --> 00:14:59,275 - He had a last bite. - That was hard. 387 00:14:59,344 --> 00:15:02,724 - I have been feeling very blessed during this coronavirus 388 00:15:02,793 --> 00:15:04,000 to have our family, 389 00:15:04,068 --> 00:15:05,517 and it really prioritizes everything like 390 00:15:05,586 --> 00:15:07,827 we've all been talking about and just health. 391 00:15:07,896 --> 00:15:12,724 And so I have been wanting to have a baby for, 392 00:15:12,793 --> 00:15:14,310 like, a year and a half. 393 00:15:14,379 --> 00:15:17,241 I love my family, and I'm so thankful for you. 394 00:15:17,310 --> 00:15:19,137 And just every day, we have life 395 00:15:19,206 --> 00:15:20,551 is such a blessing. 396 00:15:20,620 --> 00:15:23,068 And on that note, I really want another baby. 397 00:15:23,137 --> 00:15:25,413 So I am ready to give up my birth control. 398 00:15:25,482 --> 00:15:27,344 And I would like to have another baby soon. 399 00:15:27,413 --> 00:15:28,896 [applause] That's what I have. 400 00:15:28,965 --> 00:15:30,379 - Whoo! - Yeah! 401 00:15:30,448 --> 00:15:34,310 - Jesus, bless us with a baby. - Nice. There you go. 402 00:15:34,379 --> 00:15:36,724 - I just feel like a baby is always such a blessing. 403 00:15:36,793 --> 00:15:38,551 And it could be a really good thing for us 404 00:15:38,620 --> 00:15:40,896 and to bring light into our family. 405 00:15:40,965 --> 00:15:43,000 And God forbid if the world is gonna get worse, 406 00:15:43,068 --> 00:15:45,793 I would want to have one sooner and to be able to have Gunner 407 00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:48,448 and a sibling have each other through this and for us too. 408 00:15:48,517 --> 00:15:51,068 So I just feel like a baby could be such a blessing 409 00:15:51,137 --> 00:15:53,482 in such a hard time as well. 410 00:15:53,551 --> 00:15:55,862 - Thank you all for taking this very seriously. 411 00:15:55,931 --> 00:15:57,448 That was--that was dope. 412 00:15:57,517 --> 00:15:59,137 You guys were all-- that was cool. 413 00:15:59,206 --> 00:16:00,344 Thank you for sharing all that. 414 00:16:00,413 --> 00:16:02,827 All right, everybody. Closing this up. 415 00:16:02,896 --> 00:16:04,827 Pratt Daddy, grab the shovel. 416 00:16:04,896 --> 00:16:05,965 - Whoo! - All right. 417 00:16:06,034 --> 00:16:13,137 ♪ ♪ 418 00:16:17,241 --> 00:16:20,000 - X marks the spot. 419 00:16:20,068 --> 00:16:27,172 ♪ ♪ 420 00:16:35,068 --> 00:16:42,172 ♪ ♪ 421 00:16:44,034 --> 00:16:46,448 - Hello. 422 00:16:46,517 --> 00:16:49,586 - Yo, yo, yo. - Hi. 423 00:16:49,655 --> 00:16:54,344 - What are you doing? - Well, Gunner is with Abby-- 424 00:16:54,413 --> 00:16:55,620 - Oh, can't hear you. One sec, honey. 425 00:16:55,689 --> 00:16:58,758 - Oh, okay. [machine whirring] 426 00:16:58,827 --> 00:17:02,000 - Tired. Gunner needs to start sleeping. 427 00:17:02,068 --> 00:17:03,931 - Well, actually he is with Abby right now. 428 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:08,586 So that's great. - Got some groceries? 429 00:17:08,655 --> 00:17:13,482 - Actually, no, but I did stop to get some pregnancy tests. 430 00:17:13,551 --> 00:17:15,068 - Baby-mode Heidi is, like, 431 00:17:15,137 --> 00:17:20,413 leading the Delta Force A squadron of making babies. 432 00:17:20,482 --> 00:17:23,344 - The good news is I am ovulating. 433 00:17:23,413 --> 00:17:28,172 - Pre-pandemic, she had charts and apps and diagrams 434 00:17:28,241 --> 00:17:31,586 and frickin' timetables. 435 00:17:31,655 --> 00:17:34,655 I mean, this is real deal strike mission that-- 436 00:17:34,724 --> 00:17:39,206 I didn't sign up for this level of, you know, expertise. 437 00:17:39,275 --> 00:17:41,862 What did the person checking you out 438 00:17:41,931 --> 00:17:43,241 think was happening here? 439 00:17:43,310 --> 00:17:45,620 - When I buried that birth control, I meant it. 440 00:17:45,689 --> 00:17:47,586 So here we are. Baby mode. 441 00:17:47,655 --> 00:17:49,344 I've been ready. I've been ready for a year. 442 00:17:49,413 --> 00:17:54,241 - I mean, I am very excited for this clearly very serious 443 00:17:54,310 --> 00:17:55,896 baby-making schedule you got going here. 444 00:17:55,965 --> 00:17:59,689 And I'm matching all of these to the fun part. 445 00:17:59,758 --> 00:18:01,551 So I'm very excited about that. 446 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:03,689 But I feel like you are just going--[whooshes] 447 00:18:03,758 --> 00:18:04,896 - I hear what you're saying. 448 00:18:04,965 --> 00:18:07,482 I understand what you're saying. 449 00:18:07,551 --> 00:18:09,620 Spencer and I are halfway on the same page 450 00:18:09,689 --> 00:18:11,379 with having another baby. 451 00:18:11,448 --> 00:18:13,896 I mean, I think he's afraid of losing Heidi 452 00:18:13,965 --> 00:18:16,344 and, like, having so much fun with me. 453 00:18:16,413 --> 00:18:18,655 I only have so much time to have a baby, 454 00:18:18,724 --> 00:18:20,862 and I already was putting my plans on hold. 455 00:18:20,931 --> 00:18:23,586 - I'm just so concerned that, once you get back into 456 00:18:23,655 --> 00:18:26,103 mom mode, like, you forget about yourself. 457 00:18:26,172 --> 00:18:30,000 Not even me. We already know I'm forgotten about, I'm gone. 458 00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:33,172 But I think you'd want to worry about yourself a little bit. 459 00:18:33,241 --> 00:18:35,758 But just throwing that out there. 460 00:18:35,827 --> 00:18:38,965 Clearly, you've already made up the plan. 461 00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,068 [dramatic music] 462 00:18:41,137 --> 00:18:42,793 ♪ ♪ 463 00:18:42,862 --> 00:18:49,758 ♪ ♪ 464 00:19:15,137 --> 00:19:16,551 - Look who it is. Hi. 465 00:19:16,620 --> 00:19:18,724 - Oh, who's that? Oh! Who's this little guy, Shoey? 466 00:19:18,793 --> 00:19:20,241 - This is Dash. - Who's this little guy? 467 00:19:20,310 --> 00:19:21,655 Get him. Kill him. Kill him. 468 00:19:21,724 --> 00:19:24,068 - Go, go. - Kill him. What's going down? 469 00:19:24,137 --> 00:19:25,344 You look good. Thought we were gonna go hiking. 470 00:19:25,413 --> 00:19:26,965 - Really? 471 00:19:27,034 --> 00:19:28,275 - But you're dressed like you're going to the club. 472 00:19:28,344 --> 00:19:30,172 - Yeah, I'm not going. I'm not going hiking. 473 00:19:30,241 --> 00:19:34,068 - Kaitlynn and I, I think our relationship ran its course. 474 00:19:34,137 --> 00:19:35,931 After we had our split, 475 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:37,965 it was obviously tough for both of us. 476 00:19:38,034 --> 00:19:40,137 She got into a relationship with somebody. 477 00:19:40,206 --> 00:19:43,413 And I didn't find out until I saw it in the press. 478 00:19:43,482 --> 00:19:45,896 Come here, Dash. [whistles] 479 00:19:45,965 --> 00:19:48,448 But after some time had passed, 480 00:19:48,517 --> 00:19:50,655 I realized this is where our lives are going. 481 00:19:50,724 --> 00:19:52,862 We're gonna be separated and we're not gonna be together. 482 00:19:52,931 --> 00:19:55,724 But let's--let's still be in each other's lives, 483 00:19:55,793 --> 00:19:59,103 and let's still maintain a friendship and a love. 484 00:19:59,172 --> 00:20:00,586 And we've been able to do that. 485 00:20:00,655 --> 00:20:02,241 - The party was actually really fun the other night. 486 00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:03,827 It was nice to see everyone. 487 00:20:03,896 --> 00:20:05,551 And, like, one of the things that I appreciated so much 488 00:20:05,620 --> 00:20:07,482 about you saying that, like apologizing 489 00:20:07,551 --> 00:20:09,448 the other night, was that I feel like, 490 00:20:09,517 --> 00:20:10,862 throughout the course of our breakup, 491 00:20:10,931 --> 00:20:12,620 there has been so much speculation about, 492 00:20:12,689 --> 00:20:14,275 like, why we broke up. 493 00:20:14,344 --> 00:20:16,827 And we've never talked about it publicly other than just, 494 00:20:16,896 --> 00:20:18,137 like, you know, we weren't lining up, 495 00:20:18,206 --> 00:20:20,000 things weren't the right--and 496 00:20:20,068 --> 00:20:22,689 granted you drinking was not the only reason. 497 00:20:22,758 --> 00:20:23,965 - Right. - But I just appreciate it 498 00:20:24,034 --> 00:20:25,689 when you, like, said that the other night 499 00:20:25,758 --> 00:20:27,137 and just took some like responsibility because-- 500 00:20:27,206 --> 00:20:28,689 - Yeah. Of course. - In front of everyone, 501 00:20:28,758 --> 00:20:29,689 because I think it's like, "Okay, cool. 502 00:20:29,758 --> 00:20:31,103 There were two people." 503 00:20:31,172 --> 00:20:32,793 - Well, I think when you're still drinking, 504 00:20:32,862 --> 00:20:33,896 you're in denial, I think you're in denial. 505 00:20:33,965 --> 00:20:35,344 - Yeah. 506 00:20:35,413 --> 00:20:36,758 - I think there were certain things in our marriage 507 00:20:36,827 --> 00:20:38,689 that were also driving me to drink more than normal, 508 00:20:38,758 --> 00:20:41,206 honestly, like, the pressure of having kids 509 00:20:41,275 --> 00:20:43,034 and stuff like that. And so I honestly think 510 00:20:43,103 --> 00:20:45,551 that that was weighing on me heavily. 511 00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:49,137 And it was causing me to drink unhealthy amounts. 512 00:20:49,206 --> 00:20:50,724 - Mm-hmm. 513 00:20:50,793 --> 00:20:54,275 I think that Brody likes to use me pressuring him 514 00:20:54,344 --> 00:20:58,241 as like a little bit of a scapegoat for his drinking. 515 00:20:58,310 --> 00:21:00,793 I would find what Brody's saying more hurtful 516 00:21:00,862 --> 00:21:03,758 if I didn't understand 517 00:21:03,827 --> 00:21:08,206 that he really did love me and love our relationship. 518 00:21:08,275 --> 00:21:11,517 And I think he was committing to having kids 519 00:21:11,586 --> 00:21:13,137 and getting married 520 00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:14,931 because he didn't want me to go anywhere. 521 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:18,827 - The circumstances of what happened after our split 522 00:21:18,896 --> 00:21:20,241 catered to that negative [bleep]. 523 00:21:20,310 --> 00:21:21,793 - Mm-hmm. 524 00:21:21,862 --> 00:21:23,724 - You know, the whole like, lesbian thing was gnarly 525 00:21:23,793 --> 00:21:25,275 'cause, like, in our entire relationship, 526 00:21:25,344 --> 00:21:26,724 you never expressed 527 00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:28,310 that you had any interest in females whatsoever. 528 00:21:28,379 --> 00:21:29,758 - I don't think that's totally fair, true to say. 529 00:21:29,827 --> 00:21:31,310 - We had some fun. - Yeah. 530 00:21:31,379 --> 00:21:34,103 - But what I'm saying is like--yes, but you--yeah, 531 00:21:34,172 --> 00:21:36,793 but you said to me that you weren't into girls. 532 00:21:36,862 --> 00:21:38,241 - Well, I think I had never just met somebody 533 00:21:38,310 --> 00:21:39,517 that I was into. Like-- 534 00:21:39,586 --> 00:21:41,103 - But it was a shock for me and I think 535 00:21:41,172 --> 00:21:43,206 for a lot of people that saw that. 536 00:21:43,275 --> 00:21:45,931 It gave them an easy way out to be able to say, 537 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,689 "Oh, she's just in it for the fame. 538 00:21:47,758 --> 00:21:49,172 And in it for the money." - Yeah. 539 00:21:49,241 --> 00:21:52,034 I had never really imagined that I would end up 540 00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:56,517 going from one pretty public relationship into another. 541 00:21:56,586 --> 00:21:58,344 But when she and I broke up, 542 00:21:58,413 --> 00:22:00,620 that was the hardest time of my life 543 00:22:00,689 --> 00:22:02,655 because I was really on my own 544 00:22:02,724 --> 00:22:06,206 and kind of in the center of a lot of attention. 545 00:22:06,275 --> 00:22:08,448 And I think being able to rediscover who I am 546 00:22:08,517 --> 00:22:12,655 as a person on my own completely 547 00:22:12,724 --> 00:22:14,862 just gave me a new outlook on everything. 548 00:22:14,931 --> 00:22:16,655 You know, it was just like a cycle 549 00:22:16,724 --> 00:22:19,206 of a number of things that weren't aligning, 550 00:22:19,275 --> 00:22:22,620 which is basically what we eventually realized. 551 00:22:22,689 --> 00:22:24,379 - I don't think it was anybody's fault either. 552 00:22:24,448 --> 00:22:25,655 You know, we still love each other. 553 00:22:25,724 --> 00:22:26,862 It was still so much love there. 554 00:22:26,931 --> 00:22:28,310 But I feel like, at that point, 555 00:22:28,379 --> 00:22:29,931 there was a lot of damage that had been done. 556 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:31,655 - Just seeing the changes that you've made, 557 00:22:31,724 --> 00:22:33,172 it does make me think like, 558 00:22:33,241 --> 00:22:36,000 what if these changes had happened before we broke up, 559 00:22:36,068 --> 00:22:37,586 what things would have been like. 560 00:22:37,655 --> 00:22:39,413 - I think we were stuck in a rut, you know? 561 00:22:39,482 --> 00:22:43,310 And now our relationship is so much stronger, I think. 562 00:22:43,379 --> 00:22:45,620 - Well, I think that that's the thing that's interesting 563 00:22:45,689 --> 00:22:47,103 'cause I feel like now we're, like, 564 00:22:47,172 --> 00:22:48,758 resolving everything and talking things through 565 00:22:48,827 --> 00:22:50,241 and having these really transparent conversations, 566 00:22:50,310 --> 00:22:54,931 which I guess I wish we could have done back then. 567 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,896 - ♪ I can be steady ♪ 568 00:22:56,965 --> 00:22:59,206 ♪ I can be stronger ♪ 569 00:22:59,275 --> 00:23:02,000 ♪ Without you ♪ 570 00:23:08,206 --> 00:23:15,103 ♪ ♪ 571 00:23:26,551 --> 00:23:27,517 - Hello. - Hi. 572 00:23:27,586 --> 00:23:29,344 - How are you? - Hi. 573 00:23:29,413 --> 00:23:30,724 - Hey. - You look so beautiful. 574 00:23:30,793 --> 00:23:33,413 - Look at this little one. - This is Rainbow. 575 00:23:33,482 --> 00:23:34,655 - So cute. Hi. - You too. 576 00:23:34,724 --> 00:23:36,275 - I brought a couple options. - Okay. 577 00:23:36,344 --> 00:23:37,724 - I need your help. - Great. 578 00:23:37,793 --> 00:23:39,965 - I have not been on a date in so long. 579 00:23:40,034 --> 00:23:42,206 - Audrina has a little bit of a tendency 580 00:23:42,275 --> 00:23:44,896 to go back to the same guys, so I was excited 581 00:23:44,965 --> 00:23:47,310 to see that she buried her little, black book. 582 00:23:47,379 --> 00:23:49,586 And I like to think of myself as a matchmaker. 583 00:23:49,655 --> 00:23:51,517 Spencer and I have been thinking for a while now 584 00:23:51,586 --> 00:23:54,620 that we should set you up with Sean Stewart. 585 00:23:54,689 --> 00:23:55,965 He's Rod Stewart's son. - Mm-mm. 586 00:23:56,034 --> 00:23:57,655 - You know, the famous rock 'n' roll king. 587 00:23:57,724 --> 00:23:59,137 - I mean, I know Rod Stewart is. 588 00:23:59,206 --> 00:24:00,620 - Okay, all right. 589 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:02,862 But it occurred to me, I have the perfect guy for her 590 00:24:02,931 --> 00:24:05,965 who isn't Justin Bobby or Ryan Cabrera. 591 00:24:06,034 --> 00:24:07,758 - I don't want to, like, go over the top 592 00:24:07,827 --> 00:24:09,413 and I want to be comfortable. - Yeah. 593 00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:11,241 And you don't want to give off the wrong message like, 594 00:24:11,310 --> 00:24:13,103 "Hey, I'm COVID ready." 595 00:24:13,172 --> 00:24:15,172 - I'm here! - I'm ready to date! 596 00:24:15,241 --> 00:24:16,655 - I think I'm gonna wear this. - Yeah. 597 00:24:16,724 --> 00:24:18,103 - It's kind of effortless. - Super pretty. 598 00:24:18,172 --> 00:24:20,896 - And then just high-waisted jeans with earrings 599 00:24:20,965 --> 00:24:22,586 and like my jewelry and just some heels. 600 00:24:22,655 --> 00:24:24,000 - Totally. - Right? 601 00:24:24,068 --> 00:24:25,689 - Well, I want to propose a toast 602 00:24:25,758 --> 00:24:27,413 to you to going on a date... 603 00:24:27,482 --> 00:24:29,137 - Thank you. 604 00:24:29,206 --> 00:24:33,206 - To put yourself out there and to move forward in your life. 605 00:24:33,275 --> 00:24:34,655 - Yeah. 606 00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:36,103 I promised myself that 607 00:24:36,172 --> 00:24:37,482 I would have a whole new way of dealing with men. 608 00:24:37,551 --> 00:24:39,448 I do have a lot of pressure from all my friends, 609 00:24:39,517 --> 00:24:41,758 my family that never wants to see me 610 00:24:41,827 --> 00:24:44,379 in another toxic relationship ever again. 611 00:24:44,448 --> 00:24:46,413 I'm gonna change. - Okay. 612 00:24:46,482 --> 00:24:48,931 - And then I guess I'll just start touching up. 613 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:52,310 My biggest priority is to be the best example 614 00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:54,241 for my daughter that I can be. 615 00:24:54,310 --> 00:24:57,931 You know, I'm gonna guide her and show her by actions 616 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,206 of how people should treat you. 617 00:25:00,275 --> 00:25:02,206 And if they don't treat you a certain way, 618 00:25:02,275 --> 00:25:03,655 this is what you do. 619 00:25:03,724 --> 00:25:06,655 You don't just let them do it over and over again. 620 00:25:06,724 --> 00:25:08,655 - Okay, what do you think? - Oh, my gosh. 621 00:25:08,724 --> 00:25:12,482 That's like so slimming, so beautiful. 622 00:25:12,551 --> 00:25:14,034 Just enough rock 'n' roll. 623 00:25:14,103 --> 00:25:15,793 - Did I hear a bottle pop? - Hi. 624 00:25:15,862 --> 00:25:17,896 - Oh, hey. - Oh, honey. 625 00:25:17,965 --> 00:25:20,034 - Oh. - How are you? 626 00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,586 - We have to cheers to this. - Hi. 627 00:25:21,655 --> 00:25:23,655 - So good to see you. Oh, my gosh. 628 00:25:23,724 --> 00:25:25,965 - Audrina is going on a date with Sean. 629 00:25:26,034 --> 00:25:29,000 - Sean is always a lot of fun. - I trust you guys. 630 00:25:29,068 --> 00:25:30,586 You've known him, and it's like, 631 00:25:30,655 --> 00:25:32,379 I'm just gonna go out and have fun, see what happens. 632 00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:35,931 - Rewind, rewind, pre-pandemic, what happened to Brody? 633 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,965 I thought that was who we were-- 634 00:25:38,034 --> 00:25:39,896 - Brody and I are just-- we've always been friendly, 635 00:25:39,965 --> 00:25:42,655 but it never went anything more than that. 636 00:25:42,724 --> 00:25:44,103 - I always hear a different version 637 00:25:44,172 --> 00:25:46,931 of that from Brody, so--but-- - What do you hear? 638 00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:49,551 - I don't know. Yeah, Spencer. - No, I'm just saying. 639 00:25:49,620 --> 00:25:51,827 - Give us the guys side. - When he talks about Audrina, 640 00:25:51,896 --> 00:25:54,206 it's not like, "Oh, that's my friend." 641 00:25:54,275 --> 00:25:55,586 - I've heard him say how hot you are. 642 00:25:55,655 --> 00:25:56,931 - Yeah, like-- 643 00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:58,413 - Getting me all hot. - Here you go. 644 00:25:58,482 --> 00:26:00,862 Wait, what are your thoughts on--what are your thoughts 645 00:26:00,931 --> 00:26:02,103 on kissing on the first date? 646 00:26:02,172 --> 00:26:03,586 - No. - Oh, Heidi, settle down. 647 00:26:03,655 --> 00:26:04,862 - No, no, no. - God, Heidi. 648 00:26:04,931 --> 00:26:06,758 - Just wondering. - No, not anymore. 649 00:26:06,827 --> 00:26:07,965 - Heidi! - No way. 650 00:26:08,034 --> 00:26:09,068 - Excuse Heidi. - Especially COVID. 651 00:26:09,137 --> 00:26:10,448 - What about other things? 652 00:26:10,517 --> 00:26:12,655 - Heidi's been watching too much Netflix. 653 00:26:12,724 --> 00:26:19,862 ♪ ♪ 654 00:26:29,206 --> 00:26:31,448 - Oh, out with the old, in with this new, huh? 655 00:26:31,517 --> 00:26:33,344 - Out with the old, in with the new, my friend. 656 00:26:33,413 --> 00:26:37,448 - Like this. Down to partake. - I actually like painting. 657 00:26:37,517 --> 00:26:40,827 Figure, uh, change it up, maybe just a little-- 658 00:26:40,896 --> 00:26:42,758 - Whoa! Yeah! - Throw up some yellow up here. 659 00:26:42,827 --> 00:26:44,206 - Look at Justin's glasses, man. 660 00:26:44,275 --> 00:26:46,724 [laughter] - That's so sick. 661 00:26:46,793 --> 00:26:48,758 - Of course, Brandon What's up, buddy? 662 00:26:48,827 --> 00:26:50,517 - What's up? Where's the roller? 663 00:26:50,586 --> 00:26:51,896 I'm not gonna lie, dude. 664 00:26:51,965 --> 00:26:52,965 I don't think I've ever painted a wall before. 665 00:26:53,034 --> 00:26:54,310 - Really? - Real work, huh? 666 00:26:54,379 --> 00:26:55,482 - It's actually--it's actually kind of nice. 667 00:26:55,551 --> 00:26:56,758 - Real work, huh? 668 00:26:56,827 --> 00:26:58,931 - Dude, I just pretend for a living. 669 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,724 - Yeah, I don't think Brandon's ever done 670 00:27:00,793 --> 00:27:04,379 manual labor in his life, to be honest. 671 00:27:04,448 --> 00:27:06,586 - So you're done? You're done with drinking now, huh? 672 00:27:06,655 --> 00:27:09,379 - This is, like, been the craziest forced vacation ever, 673 00:27:09,448 --> 00:27:11,172 where you have a lot of time to think. 674 00:27:11,241 --> 00:27:14,448 A lot of it was like, "Dude, I'm sick of, like, 675 00:27:14,517 --> 00:27:16,448 feeling like shit all the time, drinking." 676 00:27:16,517 --> 00:27:17,896 I'm 37 years old. 677 00:27:17,965 --> 00:27:20,172 I need to like really utilize my full potential. 678 00:27:20,241 --> 00:27:21,310 And Kaitlynn would tell me, like, 679 00:27:21,379 --> 00:27:22,793 "Dude, you should stop drinking." 680 00:27:22,862 --> 00:27:25,758 Honestly, throughout our whole relationship, I was like, 681 00:27:25,827 --> 00:27:28,034 "No," 'cause I wasn't ready. 682 00:27:28,103 --> 00:27:30,172 - Well, then who's-- you got a new-new then? 683 00:27:30,241 --> 00:27:31,620 With all the sobriety and-- 684 00:27:31,689 --> 00:27:34,034 - Dude, honestly, women and girls 685 00:27:34,103 --> 00:27:36,586 are like the last thing motivating me right now. 686 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,000 I think like that's-- 687 00:27:38,068 --> 00:27:39,689 all that would do is just make me drink again. 688 00:27:39,758 --> 00:27:40,931 - What about you, Brandon? 689 00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,275 I haven't seen you or heard anything. 690 00:27:42,344 --> 00:27:45,206 - It's complicated a little bit. 691 00:27:45,275 --> 00:27:48,862 Before corona, I met this girl Daniella. 692 00:27:48,931 --> 00:27:51,793 Right away, I was like, infatuated with her. 693 00:27:51,862 --> 00:27:54,862 I'm a romantic. I feel like everybody knows this already. 694 00:27:54,931 --> 00:27:57,344 When I like somebody, I'm like, 695 00:27:57,413 --> 00:28:00,000 [bleep] all the bull[bleep]. I'm moving fast. 696 00:28:00,068 --> 00:28:02,482 So we started dating for like two months, right? 697 00:28:02,551 --> 00:28:05,965 And everything was perfect, then corona happened, 698 00:28:06,034 --> 00:28:07,448 the lockdowns happened. 699 00:28:07,517 --> 00:28:09,206 I'm like, this is brutal. So she moved in with me. 700 00:28:09,275 --> 00:28:11,655 - After how long did you know her, you moved her in? 701 00:28:11,724 --> 00:28:13,931 - Three, four months. 702 00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:14,931 - I think it was just like we weren't ready 703 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,448 to live together yet. 704 00:28:16,517 --> 00:28:19,310 It got a little complicated, so we split. 705 00:28:19,379 --> 00:28:21,000 Like ever since then, dude, I've just missed her 706 00:28:21,068 --> 00:28:23,275 so [...] much, like. 707 00:28:23,344 --> 00:28:28,793 During this pandemic, I mean, I've struggled with progress, 708 00:28:28,862 --> 00:28:30,344 personally and professionally. 709 00:28:30,413 --> 00:28:32,724 It made me feel like the universe was making me 710 00:28:32,793 --> 00:28:35,551 take a giant sidestep and a step to the back. 711 00:28:35,620 --> 00:28:37,103 You know, I feel like that's a big reason 712 00:28:37,172 --> 00:28:40,137 why my relationship just got so [bleep] up. 713 00:28:40,206 --> 00:28:43,310 You know, my anxiety is not able to process my worries 714 00:28:43,379 --> 00:28:44,551 and someone else's worries. 715 00:28:44,620 --> 00:28:45,862 - Are you guys still talking right now? 716 00:28:45,931 --> 00:28:48,137 - Yeah, like, we still talk sometimes. 717 00:28:48,206 --> 00:28:50,620 - Do you think, like, if she was with somebody else, 718 00:28:50,689 --> 00:28:52,758 you'd be all right? - No. 719 00:28:52,827 --> 00:28:55,793 I didn't do the best job the first time around showing her 720 00:28:55,862 --> 00:28:59,931 how much I appreciated her and I know I can do that now. 721 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:03,000 And I want her to feel secure and special 722 00:29:03,068 --> 00:29:04,655 and like she's my girl. 723 00:29:04,724 --> 00:29:06,206 So I've been trying to figure out what to do. 724 00:29:06,275 --> 00:29:07,896 And I think I'm just gonna tell her how I feel, 725 00:29:07,965 --> 00:29:09,482 apologize for everything, 726 00:29:09,551 --> 00:29:12,413 and tell her, like, I think we should be together. 727 00:29:12,482 --> 00:29:14,275 - Well, good luck, man. I hope it works out. 728 00:29:14,344 --> 00:29:16,827 - I don't think I can really just be without her. 729 00:29:16,896 --> 00:29:18,655 - There you go. I'm proud of you. 730 00:29:18,724 --> 00:29:20,517 ♪ ♪ 731 00:29:26,620 --> 00:29:33,551 ♪ ♪ 732 00:29:47,724 --> 00:29:48,689 - Sean. 733 00:29:48,758 --> 00:29:50,103 - Hi. - Hi. 734 00:29:50,172 --> 00:29:51,586 - What are we doing, social distancing hugs? 735 00:29:51,655 --> 00:29:53,000 - Get this thing off, right? - Elbows or-- 736 00:29:53,068 --> 00:29:54,275 - I mean, I'm COVID-free. Are you? 737 00:29:54,344 --> 00:29:56,068 - Yes, I am. - Okay. 738 00:29:56,137 --> 00:29:57,413 - Okay, let's hug. - Hugs, okay. 739 00:29:57,482 --> 00:29:59,413 - I got you something. Got you some flowers. 740 00:29:59,482 --> 00:30:01,275 - Oh, thank you so much. - There you go. 741 00:30:01,344 --> 00:30:02,827 - These are beautiful. - No problem. 742 00:30:02,896 --> 00:30:03,965 You look beautiful by the way. 743 00:30:04,034 --> 00:30:05,137 - Thank you. 744 00:30:06,793 --> 00:30:09,586 [sighs] I can breathe now. 745 00:30:09,655 --> 00:30:11,551 - [sighs] - [chuckles] 746 00:30:11,620 --> 00:30:14,241 [soft upbeat music] 747 00:30:14,310 --> 00:30:18,068 I have not been on a date in I don't know how long. 748 00:30:18,137 --> 00:30:19,965 - I haven't been in a date in a long time, either. 749 00:30:20,034 --> 00:30:23,965 ♪ ♪ 750 00:30:24,034 --> 00:30:25,827 - [chuckles] 751 00:30:25,896 --> 00:30:29,137 Yeah, dating in COVID. Here we are. 752 00:30:29,206 --> 00:30:32,413 First dates are very nerve-racking. 753 00:30:32,482 --> 00:30:35,068 It's like I have to remember, this is not an interview 754 00:30:35,137 --> 00:30:36,827 to get married or something. 755 00:30:36,896 --> 00:30:38,965 What's your sign? - Virgo. 756 00:30:39,034 --> 00:30:40,344 - You've got great skin. - Thank you. 757 00:30:40,413 --> 00:30:41,655 I get it from my mom and my dad. 758 00:30:41,724 --> 00:30:42,758 [chuckling] 759 00:30:42,827 --> 00:30:43,827 - I'm just used to like-- [trills] 760 00:30:43,896 --> 00:30:45,034 [chuckles] 761 00:30:45,103 --> 00:30:47,482 This is not me committing to anything. 762 00:30:47,551 --> 00:30:50,896 It's just committing to change and taking that step forward. 763 00:30:50,965 --> 00:30:54,000 - What makes you smile? - My daughter. 764 00:30:54,068 --> 00:30:55,206 - Oh, that's cute. - I know. 765 00:30:55,275 --> 00:30:57,551 I--my little girl is everything to me. 766 00:30:57,620 --> 00:31:00,379 And yeah, it's like a huge priority for me. 767 00:31:00,448 --> 00:31:02,379 - That's awesome. - Just being a mom and-- 768 00:31:02,448 --> 00:31:04,068 I have a niece... - You have a niece? How old? 769 00:31:04,137 --> 00:31:05,137 - That's 8 1/2. - 8 1/2. 770 00:31:05,206 --> 00:31:06,413 - Yeah. - That's a fun age. 771 00:31:06,482 --> 00:31:08,482 Did you grow up in L.A.? - Grew up in Malibu. 772 00:31:08,551 --> 00:31:09,724 My parents got divorced when I was six. 773 00:31:09,793 --> 00:31:11,000 - Okay. 774 00:31:11,068 --> 00:31:12,413 - And then--here, let me get that for you. 775 00:31:12,482 --> 00:31:13,448 - Oh, thank you. 776 00:31:13,517 --> 00:31:14,793 - I'm a gentleman. - Thanks. 777 00:31:14,862 --> 00:31:16,413 - Sorry, I should have offered. - It's okay. 778 00:31:16,482 --> 00:31:20,034 Um, how is that with the divorce and everything? 779 00:31:20,103 --> 00:31:21,482 Was it hard? I'm sure, at six years old. 780 00:31:21,551 --> 00:31:23,689 - It was difficult. It was difficult. 781 00:31:23,758 --> 00:31:27,034 So it's like--for me, it's like I'm a son from divorce. 782 00:31:27,103 --> 00:31:29,172 So it's like, when I have a kid, 783 00:31:29,241 --> 00:31:31,689 no matter what the girl does, I'm not gonna divorce her 784 00:31:31,758 --> 00:31:35,000 'cause I don't want my kid to go through that, you know? 785 00:31:35,068 --> 00:31:36,517 - See, I come from a family 786 00:31:36,586 --> 00:31:39,965 that not one person in my family ever got divorced. 787 00:31:40,034 --> 00:31:41,241 And it was like when you get married, 788 00:31:41,310 --> 00:31:42,965 you stay married no matter what. 789 00:31:43,034 --> 00:31:44,551 - Yeah. 790 00:31:44,620 --> 00:31:46,724 - My parents have been together since they were-- 791 00:31:46,793 --> 00:31:47,931 gosh, they've known each other 792 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:49,517 since they were in the seventh grade. 793 00:31:49,586 --> 00:31:52,000 And, you know, my dad's my hero. 794 00:31:52,068 --> 00:31:54,413 And it's crazy that, in the past, 795 00:31:54,482 --> 00:31:59,275 I didn't choose someone that was more like my dad. 796 00:31:59,344 --> 00:32:01,931 In my 20s, I just-- I guess I kind of rebelled 797 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,241 and I went for the bad guys all the time. 798 00:32:04,310 --> 00:32:06,724 I went for these guys that treated me so bad. 799 00:32:06,793 --> 00:32:09,413 It's just--I don't know why. 800 00:32:09,482 --> 00:32:11,482 So I was at Heidi and Spencer's earlier, 801 00:32:11,551 --> 00:32:13,034 and that's what he was saying, like, 802 00:32:13,103 --> 00:32:15,482 "I've known Sean for so long. He's such a great guy." 803 00:32:15,551 --> 00:32:17,586 - Their son is so cute. - Gunner is the best. I know. 804 00:32:17,655 --> 00:32:19,034 - Oh, my God. He's such a cute little guy. 805 00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:21,586 - When he's in like that jujitsu and-- 806 00:32:21,655 --> 00:32:23,758 - That's what I want when I have a kid. 807 00:32:23,827 --> 00:32:26,206 I want it in like boxing, UFC. 808 00:32:26,275 --> 00:32:28,344 - When I was 17, my sister and I, 809 00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:31,758 my mom put us in Muay-do, which was like karate, so-- 810 00:32:31,827 --> 00:32:35,517 - So show me your moo-de-poo. 811 00:32:35,586 --> 00:32:36,827 - "Moo-de-poo"? 812 00:32:36,896 --> 00:32:38,103 - Moo-de--what is it called again? 813 00:32:38,172 --> 00:32:41,103 - Muay-do. - Show me your moo-de-do. 814 00:32:41,172 --> 00:32:43,103 - I mean, I remember some stuff, 815 00:32:43,172 --> 00:32:46,310 like the roundhouse, like, hyah! 816 00:32:46,379 --> 00:32:50,137 - Give us a mu-ay-do. Ow! - [laughs] 817 00:32:50,206 --> 00:32:51,862 - This is what I hated in high school. 818 00:32:51,931 --> 00:32:55,000 Okay, here we go. Mu-ay-do! 819 00:32:55,068 --> 00:32:58,103 - Oh, [bleep]. [laughter] 820 00:32:58,172 --> 00:32:59,931 - That was incredible. Honest to God... 821 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:01,310 - I didn't even get to kick. 822 00:33:01,379 --> 00:33:03,689 - That made my-- that made my night. 823 00:33:03,758 --> 00:33:07,448 ♪ ♪ 824 00:33:07,517 --> 00:33:10,413 - He's nothing like the guys I've dated in the past. 825 00:33:10,482 --> 00:33:12,482 He's very goofy, and he's very quirky. 826 00:33:12,551 --> 00:33:15,103 But I can see there's something charming about Sean, 827 00:33:15,172 --> 00:33:16,724 and I kind of want to know more. 828 00:33:16,793 --> 00:33:19,551 Yeah, you're definitely not like a typical L.A. guy. 829 00:33:19,620 --> 00:33:21,827 - No. We just have a--seems like we have lot in common. 830 00:33:21,896 --> 00:33:23,241 - Yeah, we do. 831 00:33:23,310 --> 00:33:30,413 ♪ ♪ 832 00:33:33,586 --> 00:33:36,551 ["Rise Up" by Nick Kingsley & Daniel Farrant] 833 00:33:36,620 --> 00:33:42,793 ♪ ♪ 834 00:33:42,862 --> 00:33:45,827 - Not having Dani around really makes me miss 835 00:33:45,896 --> 00:33:48,724 taking care of her, just being there for her. 836 00:33:48,793 --> 00:33:52,413 I need to prove to her that I know that I made a mistake. 837 00:33:52,482 --> 00:33:53,827 You know, my anxiety is definitely something 838 00:33:53,896 --> 00:33:57,172 that I'm aware of and constantly working on. 839 00:33:57,241 --> 00:34:02,448 ♪ ♪ 840 00:34:02,517 --> 00:34:04,310 I know that in order to get Dani back, 841 00:34:04,379 --> 00:34:06,448 I have to do something special. 842 00:34:06,517 --> 00:34:09,241 It needs to be one of a kind. It needs to be forever. 843 00:34:09,310 --> 00:34:12,034 - ♪ Rise up and face the demon ♪ 844 00:34:12,103 --> 00:34:13,758 ♪ Rise up ♪ 845 00:34:13,827 --> 00:34:17,482 ♪ Rise up and dry your tears, yeah ♪ 846 00:34:21,724 --> 00:34:24,586 [upbeat music] 847 00:34:24,655 --> 00:34:25,862 ♪ ♪ 848 00:34:25,931 --> 00:34:29,172 - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪ 849 00:34:29,241 --> 00:34:32,551 ♪ Do you remember ♪ 850 00:34:32,620 --> 00:34:36,551 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪ 851 00:34:36,620 --> 00:34:39,137 ♪ Do you remember ♪ 852 00:34:39,206 --> 00:34:41,103 - Hi. - Hello. 853 00:34:41,172 --> 00:34:43,206 - How are you? - Good. How are you? 854 00:34:43,275 --> 00:34:44,965 - I need you to put this blindfold on. 855 00:34:45,034 --> 00:34:46,827 - Okay. 856 00:34:46,896 --> 00:34:50,068 Where are you taking me? - You got to trust me. 857 00:34:50,137 --> 00:34:51,206 ♪ ♪ 858 00:34:51,275 --> 00:34:53,517 - I'm nervous. - Stay right here. 859 00:34:53,586 --> 00:35:00,379 ♪ ♪ 860 00:35:04,172 --> 00:35:05,724 - Don't take it off yet. 861 00:35:05,793 --> 00:35:08,379 Come here. Careful. 862 00:35:08,448 --> 00:35:13,103 ♪ ♪ 863 00:35:13,172 --> 00:35:15,931 All right. This way, this way, this way, this way. Ready? 864 00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:17,793 - Okay. 865 00:35:17,862 --> 00:35:20,965 ♪ ♪ 866 00:35:21,034 --> 00:35:26,137 Oh my--Brandon! Wow. 867 00:35:26,206 --> 00:35:28,034 - You want to have a seat? - Yeah. 868 00:35:28,103 --> 00:35:29,655 - Great. 869 00:35:29,724 --> 00:35:31,827 ♪ ♪ 870 00:35:31,896 --> 00:35:33,586 - Oh, my gosh. 871 00:35:33,655 --> 00:35:35,068 ♪ ♪ 872 00:35:35,137 --> 00:35:36,758 - [sighs] 873 00:35:36,827 --> 00:35:38,724 - This is so beautiful. 874 00:35:38,793 --> 00:35:41,827 - Right? - Yeah, this is crazy. 875 00:35:41,896 --> 00:35:44,758 - I've been thinking about doing this for a while. 876 00:35:44,827 --> 00:35:47,275 During COVID, I was so stressed, like, 877 00:35:47,344 --> 00:35:48,586 "When am I gonna go back to work?" 878 00:35:48,655 --> 00:35:50,000 - Yeah. - "I'm not gonna be able 879 00:35:50,068 --> 00:35:51,551 "to afford my house. 880 00:35:51,620 --> 00:35:54,517 What am I gonna do with Dani? Like, this is brutal." 881 00:35:54,586 --> 00:35:57,310 I felt like I had, like, no space for my problems 882 00:35:57,379 --> 00:35:59,206 to, like, go deal with those 883 00:35:59,275 --> 00:36:01,655 and not have it affect us, you know? 884 00:36:01,724 --> 00:36:04,034 That's not where I ever want to be with you. 885 00:36:04,103 --> 00:36:07,310 You're the most amazing person I've ever met in my life. 886 00:36:07,379 --> 00:36:09,172 Like out here, when I'm alone with you 887 00:36:09,241 --> 00:36:11,896 and when I'm not thinking about anything else in the world, 888 00:36:11,965 --> 00:36:15,379 like, I know you're the person that I want to be with. 889 00:36:15,448 --> 00:36:17,172 - It's just hard because, like, I feel like 890 00:36:17,241 --> 00:36:20,172 every time you get scared or stressed out or something 891 00:36:20,241 --> 00:36:21,620 and your life is stressing you out, 892 00:36:21,689 --> 00:36:24,241 you kind of just close me off and don't want me there. 893 00:36:24,310 --> 00:36:26,000 I just felt kind of like a burden almost 894 00:36:26,068 --> 00:36:29,310 'cause I was like, "He doesn't really even think of me." 895 00:36:29,379 --> 00:36:30,793 And I just like--it's hard 896 00:36:30,862 --> 00:36:33,482 for me to know that you're serious this time. 897 00:36:33,551 --> 00:36:35,344 - Dani means the world to me. 898 00:36:35,413 --> 00:36:37,034 Everything feels so natural with her. 899 00:36:37,103 --> 00:36:38,448 She's very genuine. 900 00:36:38,517 --> 00:36:40,000 During quarantine, 901 00:36:40,068 --> 00:36:41,827 we were going through it for a while. 902 00:36:41,896 --> 00:36:44,275 There were spots, you know, where we, like, 903 00:36:44,344 --> 00:36:46,206 for a couple of days, would take a break. 904 00:36:46,275 --> 00:36:48,275 I think she just wants to know 905 00:36:48,344 --> 00:36:50,655 that I'm not gonna leave her hanging again. 906 00:36:50,724 --> 00:36:52,586 More than anything in the world, 907 00:36:52,655 --> 00:36:54,310 I think if anything deserves a chance, 908 00:36:54,379 --> 00:36:55,413 it's this relationship. 909 00:36:55,482 --> 00:36:58,517 ♪ ♪ 910 00:36:58,586 --> 00:36:59,931 - But you just have to also know that, 911 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,655 like, being together and getting back together 912 00:37:02,724 --> 00:37:04,689 isn't just about doing stuff like this. 913 00:37:04,758 --> 00:37:09,448 It's about putting in the work every single day, you know? 914 00:37:09,517 --> 00:37:12,034 - I know. I know that now. 915 00:37:12,103 --> 00:37:14,482 I kind of have something else to show you. 916 00:37:14,551 --> 00:37:15,620 - What do you have? 917 00:37:15,689 --> 00:37:16,931 - I just wanted to make something 918 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,103 that really kind of showed how I felt. 919 00:37:19,172 --> 00:37:21,965 And whether it's good or not, I don't know. 920 00:37:23,620 --> 00:37:27,310 I wrote a song. [laughter] 921 00:37:27,379 --> 00:37:28,655 - Aw. 922 00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:32,724 - I think it shows how much I love you. 923 00:37:32,793 --> 00:37:34,896 ♪ Is it too late? ♪ - This is you? 924 00:37:34,965 --> 00:37:36,827 - Yeah. - ♪ Should I call you ♪ 925 00:37:36,896 --> 00:37:38,827 ♪ Should I tell you that I miss you? ♪ 926 00:37:38,896 --> 00:37:41,068 - Brandon, I'm actually gonna cry. 927 00:37:41,137 --> 00:37:43,724 - ♪ Feeling heartbroken, stumbling ♪ 928 00:37:43,793 --> 00:37:47,103 ♪ Girl, I need you ♪ 929 00:37:47,172 --> 00:37:52,344 ♪ I know that it's hard, but we'll pull through ♪ 930 00:37:52,413 --> 00:37:53,758 - Baby. 931 00:37:53,827 --> 00:37:54,827 - ♪ 'Cause I've been stuck on you ♪ 932 00:37:54,896 --> 00:37:56,241 ♪ Don't know what to do ♪ 933 00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:59,034 ♪ For the lips that keep me goin' ♪ 934 00:37:59,103 --> 00:38:02,000 ♪ Through the dark, your heart is showin' ♪ 935 00:38:02,068 --> 00:38:04,827 ♪ Warm you up when it gets cold out ♪ 936 00:38:04,896 --> 00:38:07,758 ♪ Never want to let you go now ♪ 937 00:38:07,827 --> 00:38:10,689 ♪ For the lips that keep me goin' ♪ 938 00:38:10,758 --> 00:38:13,551 ♪ Through the dark, your heart is showin' ♪ 939 00:38:13,620 --> 00:38:15,758 ♪ Warm you up when it gets cold out ♪ 940 00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:18,103 - I love you. - I love you. 941 00:38:18,172 --> 00:38:19,827 - ♪ Never want to let you go now ♪ 942 00:38:25,724 --> 00:38:27,758 - ♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪ 943 00:38:27,827 --> 00:38:32,482 ♪ ♪ 944 00:38:32,551 --> 00:38:34,517 ♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪ 945 00:38:34,586 --> 00:38:37,689 ♪ ♪ 946 00:38:37,758 --> 00:38:39,206 ♪ I need to cool it ♪ 947 00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:41,103 ♪ Pass me that ice pass me that chain ♪ 948 00:38:41,172 --> 00:38:42,724 ♪ Trying to bring me down I bet you can't hang ♪ 949 00:38:42,793 --> 00:38:44,724 ♪ The boy like Teflon ♪ 950 00:38:44,793 --> 00:38:46,551 ♪ And I'm gassed up like an Exxon ♪ 951 00:38:46,620 --> 00:38:48,931 ♪ Don't try to strike up a match, the boy like a bomb ♪ 952 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:52,482 - Um, can you bring me a wet towel or a bib? 953 00:38:52,551 --> 00:38:54,586 ♪ ♪ 954 00:38:54,655 --> 00:38:56,827 Mm. - You're eating a pot pie? 955 00:38:56,896 --> 00:38:58,965 - ♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪ 956 00:38:59,034 --> 00:39:01,413 - What's going on here? I mean, I'm not complaining, 957 00:39:01,482 --> 00:39:04,482 but what are you holding there, my dear? 958 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:06,689 - It's a pregnancy test. 959 00:39:06,758 --> 00:39:08,310 - Oh, you get pregnant overnight? 960 00:39:08,379 --> 00:39:11,793 That's--oh, I spilled it all over myself. 961 00:39:11,862 --> 00:39:15,000 - Says not pregnant. - So... 962 00:39:15,068 --> 00:39:17,793 [soft tense music] 963 00:39:17,862 --> 00:39:19,206 - I thought we were getting more serious about trying 964 00:39:19,275 --> 00:39:21,137 to get pregnant, you know? 965 00:39:21,206 --> 00:39:23,448 - I thought we were talking about that. 966 00:39:23,517 --> 00:39:25,482 - No, I thought we had decided that. 967 00:39:25,551 --> 00:39:28,137 - Last time Heidi got off birth control 968 00:39:28,206 --> 00:39:31,068 and she said that night, like, "I want to get pregnant," 969 00:39:31,137 --> 00:39:34,000 I think she was pregnant by the morning time. 970 00:39:34,068 --> 00:39:36,827 So I think she's trying to manifest that again 971 00:39:36,896 --> 00:39:39,000 and energetically make that happen. 972 00:39:39,068 --> 00:39:41,344 From my knowledge, that was probably a fluke, 973 00:39:41,413 --> 00:39:45,344 that was probably rare, that was probably very special. 974 00:39:45,413 --> 00:39:47,758 So just so much pressure. 975 00:39:47,827 --> 00:39:49,620 I think one of the main factors different 976 00:39:49,689 --> 00:39:52,068 between how easy you got pregnant last time 977 00:39:52,137 --> 00:39:55,000 and now is, like, you had no stress last time. 978 00:39:55,068 --> 00:39:57,620 Your life was so relaxing. There was no pandemic. 979 00:39:57,689 --> 00:39:59,137 You weren't trying to run a business. 980 00:39:59,206 --> 00:40:03,137 And so now I'm sure--yeah, I'm not a doctor. 981 00:40:03,206 --> 00:40:06,310 But I'm sure stress has something to factor 982 00:40:06,379 --> 00:40:10,034 into how your body's working and so-- 983 00:40:14,103 --> 00:40:16,068 - I don't know why I'm so emotional about it. 984 00:40:16,137 --> 00:40:17,758 Just really have been wanting to be pregnant 985 00:40:17,827 --> 00:40:21,689 for, like, a year, you know, or two years. [sobs] 986 00:40:21,758 --> 00:40:25,413 I just thought it wouldn't, you know, happen. 987 00:40:25,482 --> 00:40:29,724 I feel like I'm getting older and-- 988 00:40:29,793 --> 00:40:33,310 [sniffles] What if I want two? 989 00:40:33,379 --> 00:40:37,655 - Two more you're saying? - Yeah. 990 00:40:37,724 --> 00:40:42,137 I feel like I might have missed something already, 991 00:40:42,206 --> 00:40:44,896 like I missed an opportunity to have another kid 992 00:40:44,965 --> 00:40:48,482 or, you know, I just--and I feel concerned 993 00:40:48,551 --> 00:40:51,172 that I am stressed out, and we are older, 994 00:40:51,241 --> 00:40:55,000 and I don't know how long it's gonna take me to get pregnant. 995 00:40:55,068 --> 00:40:56,620 - Stop being so hard on yourself. 996 00:40:56,689 --> 00:40:58,827 It's not like--you didn't fail not getting pregnant. 997 00:40:58,896 --> 00:41:02,000 Like, I thought--what happened to God's timing and like-- 998 00:41:02,068 --> 00:41:06,344 - I know. I feel like I know that. 999 00:41:06,413 --> 00:41:10,172 This feels emotional. 1000 00:41:11,620 --> 00:41:13,758 I want us to both just try really hard 1001 00:41:13,827 --> 00:41:15,413 because I'm trying really hard. 1002 00:41:15,482 --> 00:41:18,068 I really care. 1003 00:41:18,137 --> 00:41:22,344 I'm seeing it slip away. And I'm gonna run out of time. 1004 00:41:22,413 --> 00:41:26,172 Like, I just feel like my life is getting so, like, limited. 1005 00:41:26,241 --> 00:41:28,034 And I feel frustrated that Spencer and I 1006 00:41:28,103 --> 00:41:29,896 aren't on the same page right now. 1007 00:41:29,965 --> 00:41:36,896 ♪ ♪ 1008 00:41:39,068 --> 00:41:42,862 - ♪ I'm not givin' up, givin' up ♪ 1009 00:41:42,931 --> 00:41:45,310 ♪ Don't try to pull away ♪ 1010 00:41:45,379 --> 00:41:47,241 ♪ Oh, you think it's love? ♪ 1011 00:41:47,310 --> 00:41:50,758 ♪ I'll crush whatever's in the way ♪ 1012 00:41:50,827 --> 00:41:52,172 ♪ I'm not givin' up ♪ 1013 00:41:56,379 --> 00:41:57,379 - Out of control. 1014 00:41:57,448 --> 00:41:58,517 - ♪ Now look who's back ♪ 1015 00:41:58,586 --> 00:42:00,034 [upbeat music] 1016 00:42:00,103 --> 00:42:02,275 ♪ I'm on a roll, I'm on a roll ♪ 1017 00:42:02,344 --> 00:42:03,517 - [trilling] 1018 00:42:03,586 --> 00:42:04,793 - Her boobs are completely out. 1019 00:42:04,862 --> 00:42:06,068 - Do you see the heart. - Pumpin'. 1020 00:42:06,137 --> 00:42:08,137 - We started talking about moving in together. 1021 00:42:08,206 --> 00:42:10,931 - See you back in... - In LA. 1022 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,620 - Who's a better kisser? - [laughs] 1023 00:42:12,689 --> 00:42:15,172 - Ahh! - Oh. 1024 00:42:15,241 --> 00:42:18,344 - ♪ Yeah, this is where we ride ♪ 1025 00:42:18,413 --> 00:42:20,000 - I have feelings for you. 1026 00:42:20,068 --> 00:42:21,586 - You can't say some [bleep] like that 1027 00:42:21,655 --> 00:42:23,068 when you know [bleep] absolutely nothing. 1028 00:42:23,137 --> 00:42:25,172 - Heidi, where are you going? - Please sit down. 1029 00:42:25,241 --> 00:42:26,413 - Compromise. 1030 00:42:26,482 --> 00:42:27,896 I don't know what the [bleep] that is. 1031 00:42:27,965 --> 00:42:29,482 - That's something that you really need to work on. 1032 00:42:29,551 --> 00:42:31,103 - He was definitely insinuating 1033 00:42:31,172 --> 00:42:33,379 that you still take drugs and you still drink. 1034 00:42:33,448 --> 00:42:34,827 - That's [bleep] up. 1035 00:42:34,896 --> 00:42:37,413 - Audrina told me Ashley talks a lot of smack about me. 1036 00:42:37,482 --> 00:42:39,137 - You told her? - I had to. 1037 00:42:39,206 --> 00:42:40,689 - No, you didn't have to! 1038 00:42:40,758 --> 00:42:43,137 - I'm playing Patty Cake. I have not got-- 1039 00:42:43,206 --> 00:42:44,275 - That's why you guys don't have any [bleep] friends. 1040 00:42:44,344 --> 00:42:45,310 - You're a liar, Audrina. 1041 00:42:45,379 --> 00:42:47,137 - Oh, deflect again, you guys. 1042 00:42:47,206 --> 00:42:48,655 - I'm just glad the drama's not about me for once. 1043 00:42:48,724 --> 00:42:50,068 - Right? 1044 00:42:50,137 --> 00:42:53,896 - ♪ Now this is where we rise ♪ 1045 00:43:25,034 --> 00:43:29,034 - Party's in town, party's in town!