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- ♪ MTV ♪
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- When you haven't seen
your friends in a year...
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[cork pops]
[both shrieking]
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I'm back in LA, bitches!
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You never know
what to expect.
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- Girls night, girls night!
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- Whoo!
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♪ ♪
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- Oh, my God!
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- We didn't know
it would get so complicated.
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- There were certain things
in our marriage
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that were also driving me
to drink.
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- I know you're the person
that I wanna be with.
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- Audrina's in the car
with you?
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- I don't think we got much
sleep, to be honest with you.
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- Ooh!
- Audrina!
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- I was waiting for the kiss.
- Was I supposed to kiss you?
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- I mean, I'm good friends
with Brody.
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I never kissed him, so...
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a little jealous.
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- She can do whatever
she wants, if she wants.
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- You don't know anything about
our relationship--nothing.
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- He's such an [bleep].
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- Spencer's saying
that I'm not sober.
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- What the [bleep]?
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♪ ♪
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- What kind of friend are you?
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- Her old antics are back.
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- I guess
if I was dating someone,
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I probably would've told you.
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- Just really have been
wanting to be pregnant.
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And I feel like
I'm getting older.
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- I feel like you have
something to tell me.
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- ♪ Here we go ♪
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- These people act
like I don't have
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a pocket full
of receipts on them.
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- It's not always about
Heidi and Spencer.
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- Look how angry you are.
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- Because you're
[bleep] up, dude!
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- ♪ Here we go, here we go,
here we go ♪
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- Before we lost control.
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- Get this mother[bleep] camera
out of my [bleep] face!
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- It started
with a new beginning.
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- ♪ It's just begun ♪
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♪ ♪
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- Over the past year,
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my life got turned
upside down
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and it gave me so much clarity.
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- ♪ Try to silence me, I'll
scream out as loud as I can ♪
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- I've been divorced
for over a year now.
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I just did some really,
really good self-reflection.
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And there was so many things
about myself that I disliked.
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Drinking too much
and partying.
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I looked at myself
and just said,
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"What are you doing?
Like, this is not you.
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This is not who you are."
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♪ ♪
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[sizzling]
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- This looks amazing.
I love it. What do we got?
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- There's al pastor.
- [chuckling] Oh, God!
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- Chicken.
- Okay, nice.
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- And a salad.
- Awesome.
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Thank you, brother.
That looks delicious.
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You're stuck at home for
the better part of the year.
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I was able to use that time
positively, which was great.
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But now I want
to see my friends.
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I want to, you know,
have people over.
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I'm ready. I've done enough
self-reflection.
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I'm ready to get back
to real life.
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Tequila over here.
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Pratt Daddy, I'm sure,
will be sucking that down.
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I got the keg.
Cool.
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♪ ♪
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- Whoo!
Prince of Malibu.
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Before COVID happened,
life was great.
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I mean, we were on such a high,
we were making a lot of money,
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we were in a great place
to have another baby,
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and then a lot of things
got derailed.
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What are you wearing right now?
- A cape.
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I've got a cape.
- Is that a little poncho?
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Is that a--wow.
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- It's so nice,
so good to see you.
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- Are you we allowed
to do this?
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Aren't we supposed to just--
- Oh, my God.
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- Yeah!
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♪ ♪
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- You made it!
- Hi.
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- What up?
- Hi, Brody.
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- It's the COVID safe line.
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- I just opened the champagne.
Do you want some?
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- Of course she does.
- Thank you.
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- Cheers.
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- I feel like I only drink
champagne with you, Heidi.
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You're my champagne partner.
I love you. So good to see you.
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- Ahh!
What's going on?
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- I've just kind of been
on lockdown
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and just kind of isolated
a little bit.
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- Yeah.
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- During the pandemic,
I got really sick.
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And it literally made me think
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about what's important
in my life.
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And it also forced me to listen
to my emotions and feelings
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because I've really
come to terms with myself
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and what I want
and how I want to be treated
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and what I will
and won't put up with.
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- ♪ Oh, yeah,
we're living it up ♪
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♪ It's like night and day ♪
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- Whoa, Brandon.
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- Brandon.
- How are you?
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Are you and Spencer
wearing the same pants?
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- Nice to see--I know, right?
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I know, we're wearing
the same ol' pants.
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- Oh, my gosh. I love it.
How are you?
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- You look great.
- Good.
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I really haven't been
doing [bleep].
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For me, I was just bored
and stressed.
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Me and my girlfriend are like--
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- Oh, you have a girlfriend?
- No. I mean, not really.
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We're, like, broken up
but figuring it out, so--
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- Ashley.
- Hi.
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♪ ♪
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- Dude, I'm so crazy.
I want the angle.
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- Exactly.
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- Do you want a glass
of champagne?
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♪ ♪
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- Oh, look at that,
standing ovations.
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- Oh, oh!
- I like it.
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Look at all these long hairs.
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- He always looks like he just
got back from, like,
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his own, like, microbrewery.
You know what I'm saying?
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- I would think moonshine.
- I got some moonshine.
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- Moonshine.
- Yeah.
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- The lockdown scared
the [bleep] out of me 'cause,
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for me, freedom is everything.
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So then once I found out, like,
you couldn't be free,
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you couldn't leave,
I found a way out.
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I was able to sneak in
to Mexico,
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posted up on the beach there
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and kind of, like,
let the world do its thing.
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I just did what I did best
and split.
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- I'll sit on your lap.
- Okay.
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- That's okay. Hi, guys.
- Oh, I saw you.
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Hi, sorry. I don't want
to be rude and not say hi.
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- Sorry, bro.
I'm getting all in your--
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- Oh, my gosh.
Oh, let's get cozy, guys.
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- Hello, guys. How are you?
- Oh.
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Hello, hello there.
Kaitlynn.
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- You know,
the first few months
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after Brody and I split up
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were easily the most difficult
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and challenging months
of my life.
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But I think we both accepted
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that splitting up
was the right choice.
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So even though it was very sad
on one hand,
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it's pretty clear to me that
we're better off as friends.
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- Yeah, buddy!
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[cork pops]
- Whoo!
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[upbeat music]
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♪ ♪
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- I want to get eat more tacos
and nachos
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and take another shot,
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if somebody wants to join me
on the bar?
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♪ ♪
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- Just coming out of corona,
trying to fly.
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- I feel you, dude.
- Trying to fly.
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- It's a trippy--it's a trippy
time that we're in.
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- Spencer has that
big ol' blanket.
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- It's his cape.
- Audrina.
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- It's his cape.
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- So incredible.
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- ♪ I'm gonna roll the dice,
don't think twice ♪
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♪ Gonna stay so cool,
feeling so nice ♪
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♪ 'Cause they got
a real thing ♪
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♪ Just hang tight ♪
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♪ Double up and meet me
on the upside ♪
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- Hi.
- Whoa!
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- God, I haven't seen you
in a minute.
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- Look who it is.
- I go where the heat is.
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God, this is smoking hot.
- Okay. Come, scoot closer.
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- Maybe I'll get closer to you.
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- You look good.
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- Ugh, thank you.
- You're glowing.
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I mean, I know
you've been through--
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- Am I glowing right now?
- You kind of are.
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Like, you look great.
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- I haven't really talked
to anyone.
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I know that you texted me
to ask how I was.
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- Yeah, I didn't know.
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Yeah, I texted you.
But I didn't hear back.
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- I know.
- You ghosted me.
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- I was--no.
- You ghosted me.
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- I didn't ghost you.
- You ghosted me, man.
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We had a moment, and then
you just--and you ghosted me.
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- We did have a moment.
- We were like--we were--
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- We had fun.
- We were hanging.
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- Brody and I have always had
a flirty relationship.
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There's always been something,
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some kind of attraction
with me and Brody,
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but I don't--I've never
went there ever.
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- Did you just say
you did like Brody?
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- I'm not gonna lie.
I've always had a little crush.
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Pre-pandemic,
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there was definitely some
kissing between Brody and I.
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- Where were you?
- I was at Brody's.
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- You're at Brody's.
- You're at Brody's house?
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- I had fun.
- I had a lot of fun.
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I mean, I did stay over
at his house.
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There was a thought that,
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"Okay, maybe me and Brody
should just give this a shot.
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"You know, all these years,
like, why not?
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Let's see where this goes."
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And once COVID hit,
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I just kind of closed off
from everyone,
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and Brody and I
haven't really talked since.
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I mean, the thing with you,
Brody, like, we've always
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had such a connected, honest,
real friendship.
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- Yeah.
- And cutting to now,
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it's just reconnecting again...
- Yeah.
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- And seeing
where we're at now.
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- I feel like you and I have
that type of friendship too,
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where it's like,
even if we don't talk,
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whenever we see each other,
it's like...
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- Yeah.
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- We just pick it
right back up.
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It's like that.
- I know.
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- And those are--
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and those are real, genuine
friendships, you know?
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- Yeah, because you know
they're a part of your life
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no matter what.
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And it doesn't matter when,
but when the time is right,
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like, you just come back
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and it's like
no time has passed, so--
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- Yeah, exactly.
- That's you.
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Brody, he's a great guy.
He has the biggest heart.
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And he's a great listener.
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And, you know,
he's very attractive.
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It's hard to shake the thought
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of what could have been
with Brody and I.
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You know, but I'm just trying
not to live in the past
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and move forward.
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It's good to see you.
- It is.
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It's really good to see you.
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Really good.
Really good.
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♪ ♪
246
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- Everybody around?
Everybody here?
247
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Nice.
The whole gang is here.
248
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- We need that sage.
249
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- This is spiritual Brody,
Kaitlynn.
250
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- This feels very similar
to me.
251
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- You never got to meet
spiritual Brody.
252
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He was in there somewhere.
253
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Obviously, it's been
a very crazy year.
254
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I've been doing
some work on myself.
255
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I've been really enjoying that.
256
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And I've learned a lot of stuff
along the way.
257
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And somebody taught me,
258
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when I was on the surf trip
down south,
259
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he was a spiritual shaman guru
that said,
260
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"To truly be able to get rid
of the past or if you're trying
261
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to get rid of something
from the past is to bury it."
262
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So that's why I told you all
to bring something to bury.
263
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I know you guys
all thought I was crazy.
264
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Let's bring whatever
it is you guys brought.
265
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Let's go up there.
And let's bury this. Bury it.
266
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- Yeah.
- Whoo!
267
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- Let's go.
- All right.
268
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♪ ♪
269
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- Okay, well, my item,
as you can see,
270
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I see Spencer
has been eyeballing it,
271
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he's just been staring
at this thing, is alcohol.
272
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This time, I definitely--
273
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it was the first time
in my life
274
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I've had the time to actually
take a step back from work
275
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and just the constant hustle
and being on the road
276
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and really take in
a good look at myself.
277
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And one of the things that
I really hated about myself
278
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is how I would behave sometimes
when I would drink.
279
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I think you guys
have all seen that.
280
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I just remember thinking, like,
I'm so sick of apologizing,
281
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you know, for dumb,
dumb [bleep] that I do
282
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when I drink to excess.
283
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I came home to a psychopath
yelling and screaming at me.
284
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You were a nightmare.
285
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- You don't think that's, like,
the rudest thing you could say?
286
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You know I hate when you say
stuff like that.
287
00:10:59,448 --> 00:11:02,068
- Hey, don't say that.
- Don't come at me like that.
288
00:11:02,137 --> 00:11:04,206
- Shut the [bleep] up, dude.
Who the [bleep] are you?
289
00:11:04,275 --> 00:11:05,689
[bleep] you.
290
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- I've hurt a lot of people
that I love in my life.
291
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And I think that taking
the alcohol away
292
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and really getting to be
able to self-reflect,
293
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those relationships
will be better.
294
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So, Kaitlynn,
I want to apologize to you also
295
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because I've been a nightmare
to be around and to deal with.
296
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- That's really sweet.
- Yeah.
297
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- But I'm also really proud
of you for doing this
298
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'cause I think
it's really good.
299
00:11:25,275 --> 00:11:26,551
- Well, thank you
very much, so--
300
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- Good for you, man.
- Cheers.
301
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- Absolutely. Yeah.
302
00:11:29,034 --> 00:11:30,137
- Whoo!
303
00:11:30,206 --> 00:11:31,620
- Good job.
- Proud of you.
304
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- Okay, Brandon.
- I'm burying money
305
00:11:33,655 --> 00:11:37,068
because I think
that I should spend less time
306
00:11:37,137 --> 00:11:39,793
worrying about it
and caring about it so much.
307
00:11:39,862 --> 00:11:42,758
So I will be
bearing some money.
308
00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,344
- Seriously?
- Wow, 100 bucks.
309
00:11:44,413 --> 00:11:45,862
- Oh, my God.
310
00:11:45,931 --> 00:11:47,896
- I don't want to come off
as a dick burying money,
311
00:11:47,965 --> 00:11:49,793
but last year
was really good for me.
312
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You know, I was working a ton.
313
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And then, you know, COVID hit
314
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and sort of just smacked me
in the face.
315
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I feel like that had a direct
impact on my relationship.
316
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And I ended up sabotaging it
in my own way.
317
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And I realized that life
318
00:12:05,655 --> 00:12:08,379
comes down to a lot
larger things than money.
319
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Maybe Jason goes next.
- Okay. All right.
320
00:12:11,172 --> 00:12:13,517
Well, as many of you know,
321
00:12:13,586 --> 00:12:16,034
I've struggled with addiction
many times.
322
00:12:16,103 --> 00:12:20,586
And 2019 was the last time
I took a bunch of Adderall.
323
00:12:20,655 --> 00:12:23,000
I'll be celebrating
one year in December.
324
00:12:23,068 --> 00:12:25,413
This year has been very trying.
325
00:12:25,482 --> 00:12:27,379
You know, I'd just
gotten over another relapse.
326
00:12:27,448 --> 00:12:31,931
And Ashley and I were in
a very, very fragile state.
327
00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:34,172
We didn't know
if it was gonna work anymore.
328
00:12:34,241 --> 00:12:37,413
- I wish that I could have been
able to talk to you
329
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because, like, I hate it.
330
00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,206
- We weren't in
a healthy place.
331
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I don't ever want to be
in that place ever again.
332
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And I want to be
a father to Delilah.
333
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I want to be a husband to you.
334
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Like, I wanna be able
to provide and like do that.
335
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But by the grace of God
336
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and through the downtime
that we had,
337
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we were really able to focus
on our relationship.
338
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We're moving forward.
We're doing better.
339
00:12:55,965 --> 00:12:57,310
And I think
we're on the right path.
340
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- Nice. I'm proud of you.
- Yay!
341
00:12:59,517 --> 00:13:02,862
- Yeah.
- There we go. There we go.
342
00:13:02,931 --> 00:13:04,413
- Adderall, a hundo.
- Audrina.
343
00:13:04,482 --> 00:13:05,931
- Oh, God, okay.
344
00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:10,034
Well, this is supposed to
represent a little black book,
345
00:13:10,103 --> 00:13:12,517
but it's a big white book.
[laughter]
346
00:13:12,586 --> 00:13:17,206
And it's representing the past
and to move onward and upward
347
00:13:17,275 --> 00:13:19,586
and never look back,
never go back.
348
00:13:19,655 --> 00:13:22,689
I guess, for me,
it's hard to let people in.
349
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:25,206
So maybe that's why
I always go back to people
350
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that I'm comfortable with.
351
00:13:26,517 --> 00:13:28,758
Moving forward,
it's about the future.
352
00:13:28,827 --> 00:13:31,620
- Whoo!
- Yeah!
353
00:13:31,689 --> 00:13:33,310
- Whoo!
354
00:13:33,379 --> 00:13:35,103
- I want to know what Justin's
getting rid of, so--
355
00:13:35,172 --> 00:13:37,758
- Yeah, JB.
- So when corona happened,
356
00:13:37,827 --> 00:13:40,793
I took off, split to Mexico,
got away as far as I could.
357
00:13:40,862 --> 00:13:44,655
If there's ever reason to split
and leave, this was it.
358
00:13:44,724 --> 00:13:45,965
Every day was different.
359
00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:47,655
Every day,
I had new experiences,
360
00:13:47,724 --> 00:13:49,275
new thoughts, new beliefs,
361
00:13:49,344 --> 00:13:52,655
Waking up and surfing,
you know, writing, music,
362
00:13:52,724 --> 00:13:54,413
the stuff that makes me thrive.
363
00:13:54,482 --> 00:13:58,448
Just tried to stay sane
in the insane.
364
00:13:58,517 --> 00:14:03,103
I realized that I really enjoy
being gone and being a nomad.
365
00:14:03,172 --> 00:14:05,413
And it kind of has
this little link as a chain.
366
00:14:05,482 --> 00:14:08,965
So for me to be chained down
to too much stuff,
367
00:14:09,034 --> 00:14:10,379
it just not--
doesn't work for me.
368
00:14:10,448 --> 00:14:12,344
So being chained down
to all that stuff.
369
00:14:12,413 --> 00:14:15,275
- My man, JB. Good work, bro.
370
00:14:15,344 --> 00:14:16,689
- Nice, buddy.
- Seriously.
371
00:14:16,758 --> 00:14:18,448
- Spencer.
- Oh, wow.
372
00:14:18,517 --> 00:14:21,793
Pre-COVID, I was 170,
and now I'm 215.
373
00:14:21,862 --> 00:14:24,793
And it's 'cause of eating
four to five pot pies a day.
374
00:14:24,862 --> 00:14:26,103
- Shut up.
375
00:14:26,172 --> 00:14:28,241
- I got into pattern
of eating a lot
376
00:14:28,310 --> 00:14:31,379
'cause I felt, like,
end of the world energy.
377
00:14:31,448 --> 00:14:34,758
I would like to get back to
the weight I was pre-pandemic,
378
00:14:34,827 --> 00:14:40,034
wear all my designer clothes
I purchased, fit that.
379
00:14:40,103 --> 00:14:41,413
No, I know it sounds silly,
380
00:14:41,482 --> 00:14:43,448
but when you spend
that much money on something
381
00:14:43,517 --> 00:14:46,517
and you can no longer wear it,
that becomes an actual problem.
382
00:14:46,586 --> 00:14:51,482
In excess, nothing is good.
[laughter]
383
00:14:51,551 --> 00:14:53,758
- One bite, one bite.
- He's like, "What am I doing?"
384
00:14:53,827 --> 00:14:55,379
- "Oh, my God!"
[laughter]
385
00:14:55,448 --> 00:14:57,206
- [sighs]
That was hard. That was hard.
386
00:14:57,275 --> 00:14:59,275
- He had a last bite.
- That was hard.
387
00:14:59,344 --> 00:15:02,724
- I have been feeling very
blessed during this coronavirus
388
00:15:02,793 --> 00:15:04,000
to have our family,
389
00:15:04,068 --> 00:15:05,517
and it really prioritizes
everything like
390
00:15:05,586 --> 00:15:07,827
we've all been talking about
and just health.
391
00:15:07,896 --> 00:15:12,724
And so I have been wanting
to have a baby for,
392
00:15:12,793 --> 00:15:14,310
like, a year and a half.
393
00:15:14,379 --> 00:15:17,241
I love my family,
and I'm so thankful for you.
394
00:15:17,310 --> 00:15:19,137
And just every day,
we have life
395
00:15:19,206 --> 00:15:20,551
is such a blessing.
396
00:15:20,620 --> 00:15:23,068
And on that note,
I really want another baby.
397
00:15:23,137 --> 00:15:25,413
So I am ready to give up
my birth control.
398
00:15:25,482 --> 00:15:27,344
And I would like to have
another baby soon.
399
00:15:27,413 --> 00:15:28,896
[applause]
That's what I have.
400
00:15:28,965 --> 00:15:30,379
- Whoo!
- Yeah!
401
00:15:30,448 --> 00:15:34,310
- Jesus, bless us with a baby.
- Nice. There you go.
402
00:15:34,379 --> 00:15:36,724
- I just feel like a baby
is always such a blessing.
403
00:15:36,793 --> 00:15:38,551
And it could be
a really good thing for us
404
00:15:38,620 --> 00:15:40,896
and to bring light
into our family.
405
00:15:40,965 --> 00:15:43,000
And God forbid if the world
is gonna get worse,
406
00:15:43,068 --> 00:15:45,793
I would want to have one sooner
and to be able to have Gunner
407
00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:48,448
and a sibling have each other
through this and for us too.
408
00:15:48,517 --> 00:15:51,068
So I just feel like a baby
could be such a blessing
409
00:15:51,137 --> 00:15:53,482
in such a hard time as well.
410
00:15:53,551 --> 00:15:55,862
- Thank you all for taking this
very seriously.
411
00:15:55,931 --> 00:15:57,448
That was--that was dope.
412
00:15:57,517 --> 00:15:59,137
You guys were all--
that was cool.
413
00:15:59,206 --> 00:16:00,344
Thank you for sharing all that.
414
00:16:00,413 --> 00:16:02,827
All right, everybody.
Closing this up.
415
00:16:02,896 --> 00:16:04,827
Pratt Daddy, grab the shovel.
416
00:16:04,896 --> 00:16:05,965
- Whoo!
- All right.
417
00:16:06,034 --> 00:16:13,137
♪ ♪
418
00:16:17,241 --> 00:16:20,000
- X marks the spot.
419
00:16:20,068 --> 00:16:27,172
♪ ♪
420
00:16:35,068 --> 00:16:42,172
♪ ♪
421
00:16:44,034 --> 00:16:46,448
- Hello.
422
00:16:46,517 --> 00:16:49,586
- Yo, yo, yo.
- Hi.
423
00:16:49,655 --> 00:16:54,344
- What are you doing?
- Well, Gunner is with Abby--
424
00:16:54,413 --> 00:16:55,620
- Oh, can't hear you.
One sec, honey.
425
00:16:55,689 --> 00:16:58,758
- Oh, okay.
[machine whirring]
426
00:16:58,827 --> 00:17:02,000
- Tired.
Gunner needs to start sleeping.
427
00:17:02,068 --> 00:17:03,931
- Well, actually he is
with Abby right now.
428
00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:08,586
So that's great.
- Got some groceries?
429
00:17:08,655 --> 00:17:13,482
- Actually, no, but I did stop
to get some pregnancy tests.
430
00:17:13,551 --> 00:17:15,068
- Baby-mode Heidi is, like,
431
00:17:15,137 --> 00:17:20,413
leading the Delta Force
A squadron of making babies.
432
00:17:20,482 --> 00:17:23,344
- The good news is
I am ovulating.
433
00:17:23,413 --> 00:17:28,172
- Pre-pandemic, she had charts
and apps and diagrams
434
00:17:28,241 --> 00:17:31,586
and frickin' timetables.
435
00:17:31,655 --> 00:17:34,655
I mean, this is real deal
strike mission that--
436
00:17:34,724 --> 00:17:39,206
I didn't sign up for this level
of, you know, expertise.
437
00:17:39,275 --> 00:17:41,862
What did the person
checking you out
438
00:17:41,931 --> 00:17:43,241
think was happening here?
439
00:17:43,310 --> 00:17:45,620
- When I buried that birth
control, I meant it.
440
00:17:45,689 --> 00:17:47,586
So here we are.
Baby mode.
441
00:17:47,655 --> 00:17:49,344
I've been ready.
I've been ready for a year.
442
00:17:49,413 --> 00:17:54,241
- I mean, I am very excited
for this clearly very serious
443
00:17:54,310 --> 00:17:55,896
baby-making schedule
you got going here.
444
00:17:55,965 --> 00:17:59,689
And I'm matching all of these
to the fun part.
445
00:17:59,758 --> 00:18:01,551
So I'm very excited about that.
446
00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:03,689
But I feel like you
are just going--[whooshes]
447
00:18:03,758 --> 00:18:04,896
- I hear what you're saying.
448
00:18:04,965 --> 00:18:07,482
I understand
what you're saying.
449
00:18:07,551 --> 00:18:09,620
Spencer and I are halfway
on the same page
450
00:18:09,689 --> 00:18:11,379
with having another baby.
451
00:18:11,448 --> 00:18:13,896
I mean, I think he's afraid
of losing Heidi
452
00:18:13,965 --> 00:18:16,344
and, like,
having so much fun with me.
453
00:18:16,413 --> 00:18:18,655
I only have so much time
to have a baby,
454
00:18:18,724 --> 00:18:20,862
and I already was putting
my plans on hold.
455
00:18:20,931 --> 00:18:23,586
- I'm just so concerned that,
once you get back into
456
00:18:23,655 --> 00:18:26,103
mom mode, like,
you forget about yourself.
457
00:18:26,172 --> 00:18:30,000
Not even me. We already know
I'm forgotten about, I'm gone.
458
00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:33,172
But I think you'd want to worry
about yourself a little bit.
459
00:18:33,241 --> 00:18:35,758
But just throwing
that out there.
460
00:18:35,827 --> 00:18:38,965
Clearly, you've already
made up the plan.
461
00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,068
[dramatic music]
462
00:18:41,137 --> 00:18:42,793
♪ ♪
463
00:18:42,862 --> 00:18:49,758
♪ ♪
464
00:19:15,137 --> 00:19:16,551
- Look who it is.
Hi.
465
00:19:16,620 --> 00:19:18,724
- Oh, who's that? Oh!
Who's this little guy, Shoey?
466
00:19:18,793 --> 00:19:20,241
- This is Dash.
- Who's this little guy?
467
00:19:20,310 --> 00:19:21,655
Get him. Kill him. Kill him.
468
00:19:21,724 --> 00:19:24,068
- Go, go.
- Kill him. What's going down?
469
00:19:24,137 --> 00:19:25,344
You look good. Thought we were
gonna go hiking.
470
00:19:25,413 --> 00:19:26,965
- Really?
471
00:19:27,034 --> 00:19:28,275
- But you're dressed like
you're going to the club.
472
00:19:28,344 --> 00:19:30,172
- Yeah, I'm not going.
I'm not going hiking.
473
00:19:30,241 --> 00:19:34,068
- Kaitlynn and I, I think our
relationship ran its course.
474
00:19:34,137 --> 00:19:35,931
After we had our split,
475
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:37,965
it was obviously tough
for both of us.
476
00:19:38,034 --> 00:19:40,137
She got into a relationship
with somebody.
477
00:19:40,206 --> 00:19:43,413
And I didn't find out
until I saw it in the press.
478
00:19:43,482 --> 00:19:45,896
Come here, Dash.
[whistles]
479
00:19:45,965 --> 00:19:48,448
But after some time had
passed,
480
00:19:48,517 --> 00:19:50,655
I realized this is where
our lives are going.
481
00:19:50,724 --> 00:19:52,862
We're gonna be separated and
we're not gonna be together.
482
00:19:52,931 --> 00:19:55,724
But let's--let's still be
in each other's lives,
483
00:19:55,793 --> 00:19:59,103
and let's still maintain
a friendship and a love.
484
00:19:59,172 --> 00:20:00,586
And we've been able to do that.
485
00:20:00,655 --> 00:20:02,241
- The party was actually
really fun the other night.
486
00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:03,827
It was nice to see everyone.
487
00:20:03,896 --> 00:20:05,551
And, like, one of the things
that I appreciated so much
488
00:20:05,620 --> 00:20:07,482
about you saying that,
like apologizing
489
00:20:07,551 --> 00:20:09,448
the other night,
was that I feel like,
490
00:20:09,517 --> 00:20:10,862
throughout the course
of our breakup,
491
00:20:10,931 --> 00:20:12,620
there has been
so much speculation about,
492
00:20:12,689 --> 00:20:14,275
like, why we broke up.
493
00:20:14,344 --> 00:20:16,827
And we've never talked about it
publicly other than just,
494
00:20:16,896 --> 00:20:18,137
like, you know,
we weren't lining up,
495
00:20:18,206 --> 00:20:20,000
things weren't the right--and
496
00:20:20,068 --> 00:20:22,689
granted you drinking
was not the only reason.
497
00:20:22,758 --> 00:20:23,965
- Right.
- But I just appreciate it
498
00:20:24,034 --> 00:20:25,689
when you, like,
said that the other night
499
00:20:25,758 --> 00:20:27,137
and just took some
like responsibility because--
500
00:20:27,206 --> 00:20:28,689
- Yeah. Of course.
- In front of everyone,
501
00:20:28,758 --> 00:20:29,689
because I think it's like,
"Okay, cool.
502
00:20:29,758 --> 00:20:31,103
There were two people."
503
00:20:31,172 --> 00:20:32,793
- Well, I think when you're
still drinking,
504
00:20:32,862 --> 00:20:33,896
you're in denial,
I think you're in denial.
505
00:20:33,965 --> 00:20:35,344
- Yeah.
506
00:20:35,413 --> 00:20:36,758
- I think there were certain
things in our marriage
507
00:20:36,827 --> 00:20:38,689
that were also driving me
to drink more than normal,
508
00:20:38,758 --> 00:20:41,206
honestly, like,
the pressure of having kids
509
00:20:41,275 --> 00:20:43,034
and stuff like that.
And so I honestly think
510
00:20:43,103 --> 00:20:45,551
that that was weighing
on me heavily.
511
00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:49,137
And it was causing me
to drink unhealthy amounts.
512
00:20:49,206 --> 00:20:50,724
- Mm-hmm.
513
00:20:50,793 --> 00:20:54,275
I think that Brody likes to use
me pressuring him
514
00:20:54,344 --> 00:20:58,241
as like a little bit of
a scapegoat for his drinking.
515
00:20:58,310 --> 00:21:00,793
I would find what Brody's
saying more hurtful
516
00:21:00,862 --> 00:21:03,758
if I didn't understand
517
00:21:03,827 --> 00:21:08,206
that he really did love me
and love our relationship.
518
00:21:08,275 --> 00:21:11,517
And I think he was committing
to having kids
519
00:21:11,586 --> 00:21:13,137
and getting married
520
00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:14,931
because he didn't want me
to go anywhere.
521
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:18,827
- The circumstances of what
happened after our split
522
00:21:18,896 --> 00:21:20,241
catered to that negative [bleep].
523
00:21:20,310 --> 00:21:21,793
- Mm-hmm.
524
00:21:21,862 --> 00:21:23,724
- You know, the whole like,
lesbian thing was gnarly
525
00:21:23,793 --> 00:21:25,275
'cause, like,
in our entire relationship,
526
00:21:25,344 --> 00:21:26,724
you never expressed
527
00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:28,310
that you had any interest
in females whatsoever.
528
00:21:28,379 --> 00:21:29,758
- I don't think that's
totally fair, true to say.
529
00:21:29,827 --> 00:21:31,310
- We had some fun.
- Yeah.
530
00:21:31,379 --> 00:21:34,103
- But what I'm saying
is like--yes, but you--yeah,
531
00:21:34,172 --> 00:21:36,793
but you said to me
that you weren't into girls.
532
00:21:36,862 --> 00:21:38,241
- Well, I think I had never
just met somebody
533
00:21:38,310 --> 00:21:39,517
that I was into. Like--
534
00:21:39,586 --> 00:21:41,103
- But it was a shock for me
and I think
535
00:21:41,172 --> 00:21:43,206
for a lot of people
that saw that.
536
00:21:43,275 --> 00:21:45,931
It gave them an easy way out
to be able to say,
537
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,689
"Oh, she's just in it
for the fame.
538
00:21:47,758 --> 00:21:49,172
And in it for the money."
- Yeah.
539
00:21:49,241 --> 00:21:52,034
I had never really imagined
that I would end up
540
00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:56,517
going from one pretty public
relationship into another.
541
00:21:56,586 --> 00:21:58,344
But when she and I broke up,
542
00:21:58,413 --> 00:22:00,620
that was the hardest time
of my life
543
00:22:00,689 --> 00:22:02,655
because I was really on my own
544
00:22:02,724 --> 00:22:06,206
and kind of in the center
of a lot of attention.
545
00:22:06,275 --> 00:22:08,448
And I think being able
to rediscover who I am
546
00:22:08,517 --> 00:22:12,655
as a person
on my own completely
547
00:22:12,724 --> 00:22:14,862
just gave me a new outlook
on everything.
548
00:22:14,931 --> 00:22:16,655
You know,
it was just like a cycle
549
00:22:16,724 --> 00:22:19,206
of a number of things
that weren't aligning,
550
00:22:19,275 --> 00:22:22,620
which is basically
what we eventually realized.
551
00:22:22,689 --> 00:22:24,379
- I don't think it was
anybody's fault either.
552
00:22:24,448 --> 00:22:25,655
You know,
we still love each other.
553
00:22:25,724 --> 00:22:26,862
It was still
so much love there.
554
00:22:26,931 --> 00:22:28,310
But I feel like, at that point,
555
00:22:28,379 --> 00:22:29,931
there was a lot of damage
that had been done.
556
00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:31,655
- Just seeing the changes
that you've made,
557
00:22:31,724 --> 00:22:33,172
it does make me think like,
558
00:22:33,241 --> 00:22:36,000
what if these changes had
happened before we broke up,
559
00:22:36,068 --> 00:22:37,586
what things
would have been like.
560
00:22:37,655 --> 00:22:39,413
- I think we were stuck
in a rut, you know?
561
00:22:39,482 --> 00:22:43,310
And now our relationship
is so much stronger, I think.
562
00:22:43,379 --> 00:22:45,620
- Well, I think that that's
the thing that's interesting
563
00:22:45,689 --> 00:22:47,103
'cause I feel like now
we're, like,
564
00:22:47,172 --> 00:22:48,758
resolving everything
and talking things through
565
00:22:48,827 --> 00:22:50,241
and having these really
transparent conversations,
566
00:22:50,310 --> 00:22:54,931
which I guess I wish
we could have done back then.
567
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,896
- ♪ I can be steady ♪
568
00:22:56,965 --> 00:22:59,206
♪ I can be stronger ♪
569
00:22:59,275 --> 00:23:02,000
♪ Without you ♪
570
00:23:08,206 --> 00:23:15,103
♪ ♪
571
00:23:26,551 --> 00:23:27,517
- Hello.
- Hi.
572
00:23:27,586 --> 00:23:29,344
- How are you?
- Hi.
573
00:23:29,413 --> 00:23:30,724
- Hey.
- You look so beautiful.
574
00:23:30,793 --> 00:23:33,413
- Look at this little one.
- This is Rainbow.
575
00:23:33,482 --> 00:23:34,655
- So cute. Hi.
- You too.
576
00:23:34,724 --> 00:23:36,275
- I brought a couple options.
- Okay.
577
00:23:36,344 --> 00:23:37,724
- I need your help.
- Great.
578
00:23:37,793 --> 00:23:39,965
- I have not been on a date
in so long.
579
00:23:40,034 --> 00:23:42,206
- Audrina has a little bit
of a tendency
580
00:23:42,275 --> 00:23:44,896
to go back to the same guys,
so I was excited
581
00:23:44,965 --> 00:23:47,310
to see that she buried
her little, black book.
582
00:23:47,379 --> 00:23:49,586
And I like to think of myself
as a matchmaker.
583
00:23:49,655 --> 00:23:51,517
Spencer and I have been
thinking for a while now
584
00:23:51,586 --> 00:23:54,620
that we should set you up
with Sean Stewart.
585
00:23:54,689 --> 00:23:55,965
He's Rod Stewart's son.
- Mm-mm.
586
00:23:56,034 --> 00:23:57,655
- You know, the famous
rock 'n' roll king.
587
00:23:57,724 --> 00:23:59,137
- I mean,
I know Rod Stewart is.
588
00:23:59,206 --> 00:24:00,620
- Okay, all right.
589
00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:02,862
But it occurred to me,
I have the perfect guy for her
590
00:24:02,931 --> 00:24:05,965
who isn't Justin Bobby
or Ryan Cabrera.
591
00:24:06,034 --> 00:24:07,758
- I don't want to, like,
go over the top
592
00:24:07,827 --> 00:24:09,413
and I want to be comfortable.
- Yeah.
593
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:11,241
And you don't want to give off
the wrong message like,
594
00:24:11,310 --> 00:24:13,103
"Hey, I'm COVID ready."
595
00:24:13,172 --> 00:24:15,172
- I'm here!
- I'm ready to date!
596
00:24:15,241 --> 00:24:16,655
- I think I'm gonna wear this.
- Yeah.
597
00:24:16,724 --> 00:24:18,103
- It's kind of effortless.
- Super pretty.
598
00:24:18,172 --> 00:24:20,896
- And then just high-waisted
jeans with earrings
599
00:24:20,965 --> 00:24:22,586
and like my jewelry
and just some heels.
600
00:24:22,655 --> 00:24:24,000
- Totally.
- Right?
601
00:24:24,068 --> 00:24:25,689
- Well, I want to propose
a toast
602
00:24:25,758 --> 00:24:27,413
to you to going on a date...
603
00:24:27,482 --> 00:24:29,137
- Thank you.
604
00:24:29,206 --> 00:24:33,206
- To put yourself out there and
to move forward in your life.
605
00:24:33,275 --> 00:24:34,655
- Yeah.
606
00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:36,103
I promised myself that
607
00:24:36,172 --> 00:24:37,482
I would have a whole new way
of dealing with men.
608
00:24:37,551 --> 00:24:39,448
I do have a lot of pressure
from all my friends,
609
00:24:39,517 --> 00:24:41,758
my family
that never wants to see me
610
00:24:41,827 --> 00:24:44,379
in another toxic relationship
ever again.
611
00:24:44,448 --> 00:24:46,413
I'm gonna change.
- Okay.
612
00:24:46,482 --> 00:24:48,931
- And then I guess
I'll just start touching up.
613
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:52,310
My biggest priority
is to be the best example
614
00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:54,241
for my daughter that I can be.
615
00:24:54,310 --> 00:24:57,931
You know, I'm gonna guide her
and show her by actions
616
00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,206
of how people should treat you.
617
00:25:00,275 --> 00:25:02,206
And if they don't treat you
a certain way,
618
00:25:02,275 --> 00:25:03,655
this is what you do.
619
00:25:03,724 --> 00:25:06,655
You don't just let them do it
over and over again.
620
00:25:06,724 --> 00:25:08,655
- Okay, what do you think?
- Oh, my gosh.
621
00:25:08,724 --> 00:25:12,482
That's like so slimming,
so beautiful.
622
00:25:12,551 --> 00:25:14,034
Just enough rock 'n' roll.
623
00:25:14,103 --> 00:25:15,793
- Did I hear a bottle pop?
- Hi.
624
00:25:15,862 --> 00:25:17,896
- Oh, hey.
- Oh, honey.
625
00:25:17,965 --> 00:25:20,034
- Oh.
- How are you?
626
00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,586
- We have to cheers to this.
- Hi.
627
00:25:21,655 --> 00:25:23,655
- So good to see you.
Oh, my gosh.
628
00:25:23,724 --> 00:25:25,965
- Audrina is going
on a date with Sean.
629
00:25:26,034 --> 00:25:29,000
- Sean is always a lot of fun.
- I trust you guys.
630
00:25:29,068 --> 00:25:30,586
You've known him,
and it's like,
631
00:25:30,655 --> 00:25:32,379
I'm just gonna go out
and have fun, see what happens.
632
00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:35,931
- Rewind, rewind, pre-pandemic,
what happened to Brody?
633
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,965
I thought that was
who we were--
634
00:25:38,034 --> 00:25:39,896
- Brody and I are just--
we've always been friendly,
635
00:25:39,965 --> 00:25:42,655
but it never went anything
more than that.
636
00:25:42,724 --> 00:25:44,103
- I always hear a different
version
637
00:25:44,172 --> 00:25:46,931
of that from Brody, so--but--
- What do you hear?
638
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:49,551
- I don't know. Yeah, Spencer.
- No, I'm just saying.
639
00:25:49,620 --> 00:25:51,827
- Give us the guys side.
- When he talks about Audrina,
640
00:25:51,896 --> 00:25:54,206
it's not like,
"Oh, that's my friend."
641
00:25:54,275 --> 00:25:55,586
- I've heard him say
how hot you are.
642
00:25:55,655 --> 00:25:56,931
- Yeah, like--
643
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:58,413
- Getting me all hot.
- Here you go.
644
00:25:58,482 --> 00:26:00,862
Wait, what are your thoughts
on--what are your thoughts
645
00:26:00,931 --> 00:26:02,103
on kissing on the first date?
646
00:26:02,172 --> 00:26:03,586
- No.
- Oh, Heidi, settle down.
647
00:26:03,655 --> 00:26:04,862
- No, no, no.
- God, Heidi.
648
00:26:04,931 --> 00:26:06,758
- Just wondering.
- No, not anymore.
649
00:26:06,827 --> 00:26:07,965
- Heidi!
- No way.
650
00:26:08,034 --> 00:26:09,068
- Excuse Heidi.
- Especially COVID.
651
00:26:09,137 --> 00:26:10,448
- What about other things?
652
00:26:10,517 --> 00:26:12,655
- Heidi's been watching
too much Netflix.
653
00:26:12,724 --> 00:26:19,862
♪ ♪
654
00:26:29,206 --> 00:26:31,448
- Oh, out with the old,
in with this new, huh?
655
00:26:31,517 --> 00:26:33,344
- Out with the old,
in with the new, my friend.
656
00:26:33,413 --> 00:26:37,448
- Like this. Down to partake.
- I actually like painting.
657
00:26:37,517 --> 00:26:40,827
Figure, uh, change it up,
maybe just a little--
658
00:26:40,896 --> 00:26:42,758
- Whoa! Yeah!
- Throw up some yellow up here.
659
00:26:42,827 --> 00:26:44,206
- Look at Justin's glasses,
man.
660
00:26:44,275 --> 00:26:46,724
[laughter]
- That's so sick.
661
00:26:46,793 --> 00:26:48,758
- Of course, Brandon
What's up, buddy?
662
00:26:48,827 --> 00:26:50,517
- What's up?
Where's the roller?
663
00:26:50,586 --> 00:26:51,896
I'm not gonna lie, dude.
664
00:26:51,965 --> 00:26:52,965
I don't think I've ever
painted a wall before.
665
00:26:53,034 --> 00:26:54,310
- Really?
- Real work, huh?
666
00:26:54,379 --> 00:26:55,482
- It's actually--it's actually
kind of nice.
667
00:26:55,551 --> 00:26:56,758
- Real work, huh?
668
00:26:56,827 --> 00:26:58,931
- Dude, I just pretend
for a living.
669
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,724
- Yeah, I don't think
Brandon's ever done
670
00:27:00,793 --> 00:27:04,379
manual labor in his life,
to be honest.
671
00:27:04,448 --> 00:27:06,586
- So you're done? You're done
with drinking now, huh?
672
00:27:06,655 --> 00:27:09,379
- This is, like, been the
craziest forced vacation ever,
673
00:27:09,448 --> 00:27:11,172
where you have
a lot of time to think.
674
00:27:11,241 --> 00:27:14,448
A lot of it was like,
"Dude, I'm sick of, like,
675
00:27:14,517 --> 00:27:16,448
feeling like shit
all the time, drinking."
676
00:27:16,517 --> 00:27:17,896
I'm 37 years old.
677
00:27:17,965 --> 00:27:20,172
I need to like really utilize
my full potential.
678
00:27:20,241 --> 00:27:21,310
And Kaitlynn would tell me,
like,
679
00:27:21,379 --> 00:27:22,793
"Dude,
you should stop drinking."
680
00:27:22,862 --> 00:27:25,758
Honestly, throughout our whole
relationship, I was like,
681
00:27:25,827 --> 00:27:28,034
"No," 'cause I wasn't ready.
682
00:27:28,103 --> 00:27:30,172
- Well, then who's--
you got a new-new then?
683
00:27:30,241 --> 00:27:31,620
With all the sobriety and--
684
00:27:31,689 --> 00:27:34,034
- Dude, honestly,
women and girls
685
00:27:34,103 --> 00:27:36,586
are like the last thing
motivating me right now.
686
00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,000
I think like that's--
687
00:27:38,068 --> 00:27:39,689
all that would do
is just make me drink again.
688
00:27:39,758 --> 00:27:40,931
- What about you, Brandon?
689
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,275
I haven't seen you
or heard anything.
690
00:27:42,344 --> 00:27:45,206
- It's complicated
a little bit.
691
00:27:45,275 --> 00:27:48,862
Before corona,
I met this girl Daniella.
692
00:27:48,931 --> 00:27:51,793
Right away, I was like,
infatuated with her.
693
00:27:51,862 --> 00:27:54,862
I'm a romantic. I feel like
everybody knows this already.
694
00:27:54,931 --> 00:27:57,344
When I like somebody,
I'm like,
695
00:27:57,413 --> 00:28:00,000
[bleep] all the bull[bleep].
I'm moving fast.
696
00:28:00,068 --> 00:28:02,482
So we started dating
for like two months, right?
697
00:28:02,551 --> 00:28:05,965
And everything was perfect,
then corona happened,
698
00:28:06,034 --> 00:28:07,448
the lockdowns happened.
699
00:28:07,517 --> 00:28:09,206
I'm like, this is brutal.
So she moved in with me.
700
00:28:09,275 --> 00:28:11,655
- After how long did you
know her, you moved her in?
701
00:28:11,724 --> 00:28:13,931
- Three, four months.
702
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:14,931
- I think it was just like we
weren't ready
703
00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,448
to live together yet.
704
00:28:16,517 --> 00:28:19,310
It got a little complicated,
so we split.
705
00:28:19,379 --> 00:28:21,000
Like ever since then, dude,
I've just missed her
706
00:28:21,068 --> 00:28:23,275
so [...] much, like.
707
00:28:23,344 --> 00:28:28,793
During this pandemic, I mean,
I've struggled with progress,
708
00:28:28,862 --> 00:28:30,344
personally and professionally.
709
00:28:30,413 --> 00:28:32,724
It made me feel like
the universe was making me
710
00:28:32,793 --> 00:28:35,551
take a giant sidestep
and a step to the back.
711
00:28:35,620 --> 00:28:37,103
You know, I feel like
that's a big reason
712
00:28:37,172 --> 00:28:40,137
why my relationship
just got so [bleep] up.
713
00:28:40,206 --> 00:28:43,310
You know, my anxiety is not
able to process my worries
714
00:28:43,379 --> 00:28:44,551
and someone else's worries.
715
00:28:44,620 --> 00:28:45,862
- Are you guys still
talking right now?
716
00:28:45,931 --> 00:28:48,137
- Yeah, like,
we still talk sometimes.
717
00:28:48,206 --> 00:28:50,620
- Do you think, like, if she
was with somebody else,
718
00:28:50,689 --> 00:28:52,758
you'd be all right?
- No.
719
00:28:52,827 --> 00:28:55,793
I didn't do the best job the
first time around showing her
720
00:28:55,862 --> 00:28:59,931
how much I appreciated her
and I know I can do that now.
721
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:03,000
And I want her to feel secure
and special
722
00:29:03,068 --> 00:29:04,655
and like she's my girl.
723
00:29:04,724 --> 00:29:06,206
So I've been trying
to figure out what to do.
724
00:29:06,275 --> 00:29:07,896
And I think I'm just gonna
tell her how I feel,
725
00:29:07,965 --> 00:29:09,482
apologize for everything,
726
00:29:09,551 --> 00:29:12,413
and tell her, like,
I think we should be together.
727
00:29:12,482 --> 00:29:14,275
- Well, good luck, man.
I hope it works out.
728
00:29:14,344 --> 00:29:16,827
- I don't think I can really
just be without her.
729
00:29:16,896 --> 00:29:18,655
- There you go.
I'm proud of you.
730
00:29:18,724 --> 00:29:20,517
♪ ♪
731
00:29:26,620 --> 00:29:33,551
♪ ♪
732
00:29:47,724 --> 00:29:48,689
- Sean.
733
00:29:48,758 --> 00:29:50,103
- Hi.
- Hi.
734
00:29:50,172 --> 00:29:51,586
- What are we doing,
social distancing hugs?
735
00:29:51,655 --> 00:29:53,000
- Get this thing off, right?
- Elbows or--
736
00:29:53,068 --> 00:29:54,275
- I mean, I'm COVID-free.
Are you?
737
00:29:54,344 --> 00:29:56,068
- Yes, I am.
- Okay.
738
00:29:56,137 --> 00:29:57,413
- Okay, let's hug.
- Hugs, okay.
739
00:29:57,482 --> 00:29:59,413
- I got you something.
Got you some flowers.
740
00:29:59,482 --> 00:30:01,275
- Oh, thank you so much.
- There you go.
741
00:30:01,344 --> 00:30:02,827
- These are beautiful.
- No problem.
742
00:30:02,896 --> 00:30:03,965
You look beautiful by the way.
743
00:30:04,034 --> 00:30:05,137
- Thank you.
744
00:30:06,793 --> 00:30:09,586
[sighs]
I can breathe now.
745
00:30:09,655 --> 00:30:11,551
- [sighs]
- [chuckles]
746
00:30:11,620 --> 00:30:14,241
[soft upbeat music]
747
00:30:14,310 --> 00:30:18,068
I have not been on a date
in I don't know how long.
748
00:30:18,137 --> 00:30:19,965
- I haven't been in a date
in a long time, either.
749
00:30:20,034 --> 00:30:23,965
♪ ♪
750
00:30:24,034 --> 00:30:25,827
- [chuckles]
751
00:30:25,896 --> 00:30:29,137
Yeah, dating in COVID.
Here we are.
752
00:30:29,206 --> 00:30:32,413
First dates
are very nerve-racking.
753
00:30:32,482 --> 00:30:35,068
It's like I have to remember,
this is not an interview
754
00:30:35,137 --> 00:30:36,827
to get married or something.
755
00:30:36,896 --> 00:30:38,965
What's your sign?
- Virgo.
756
00:30:39,034 --> 00:30:40,344
- You've got great skin.
- Thank you.
757
00:30:40,413 --> 00:30:41,655
I get it from my mom
and my dad.
758
00:30:41,724 --> 00:30:42,758
[chuckling]
759
00:30:42,827 --> 00:30:43,827
- I'm just used to like--
[trills]
760
00:30:43,896 --> 00:30:45,034
[chuckles]
761
00:30:45,103 --> 00:30:47,482
This is not me committing
to anything.
762
00:30:47,551 --> 00:30:50,896
It's just committing to change
and taking that step forward.
763
00:30:50,965 --> 00:30:54,000
- What makes you smile?
- My daughter.
764
00:30:54,068 --> 00:30:55,206
- Oh, that's cute.
- I know.
765
00:30:55,275 --> 00:30:57,551
I--my little girl
is everything to me.
766
00:30:57,620 --> 00:31:00,379
And yeah, it's like
a huge priority for me.
767
00:31:00,448 --> 00:31:02,379
- That's awesome.
- Just being a mom and--
768
00:31:02,448 --> 00:31:04,068
I have a niece...
- You have a niece? How old?
769
00:31:04,137 --> 00:31:05,137
- That's 8 1/2.
- 8 1/2.
770
00:31:05,206 --> 00:31:06,413
- Yeah.
- That's a fun age.
771
00:31:06,482 --> 00:31:08,482
Did you grow up in L.A.?
- Grew up in Malibu.
772
00:31:08,551 --> 00:31:09,724
My parents got divorced
when I was six.
773
00:31:09,793 --> 00:31:11,000
- Okay.
774
00:31:11,068 --> 00:31:12,413
- And then--here,
let me get that for you.
775
00:31:12,482 --> 00:31:13,448
- Oh, thank you.
776
00:31:13,517 --> 00:31:14,793
- I'm a gentleman.
- Thanks.
777
00:31:14,862 --> 00:31:16,413
- Sorry, I should have offered.
- It's okay.
778
00:31:16,482 --> 00:31:20,034
Um, how is that with
the divorce and everything?
779
00:31:20,103 --> 00:31:21,482
Was it hard?
I'm sure, at six years old.
780
00:31:21,551 --> 00:31:23,689
- It was difficult.
It was difficult.
781
00:31:23,758 --> 00:31:27,034
So it's like--for me, it's like
I'm a son from divorce.
782
00:31:27,103 --> 00:31:29,172
So it's like,
when I have a kid,
783
00:31:29,241 --> 00:31:31,689
no matter what the girl does,
I'm not gonna divorce her
784
00:31:31,758 --> 00:31:35,000
'cause I don't want my kid
to go through that, you know?
785
00:31:35,068 --> 00:31:36,517
- See, I come from a family
786
00:31:36,586 --> 00:31:39,965
that not one person
in my family ever got divorced.
787
00:31:40,034 --> 00:31:41,241
And it was like
when you get married,
788
00:31:41,310 --> 00:31:42,965
you stay married
no matter what.
789
00:31:43,034 --> 00:31:44,551
- Yeah.
790
00:31:44,620 --> 00:31:46,724
- My parents have been
together since they were--
791
00:31:46,793 --> 00:31:47,931
gosh,
they've known each other
792
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:49,517
since they were in
the seventh grade.
793
00:31:49,586 --> 00:31:52,000
And, you know,
my dad's my hero.
794
00:31:52,068 --> 00:31:54,413
And it's crazy that,
in the past,
795
00:31:54,482 --> 00:31:59,275
I didn't choose someone
that was more like my dad.
796
00:31:59,344 --> 00:32:01,931
In my 20s, I just--
I guess I kind of rebelled
797
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,241
and I went for the bad guys
all the time.
798
00:32:04,310 --> 00:32:06,724
I went for these guys
that treated me so bad.
799
00:32:06,793 --> 00:32:09,413
It's just--I don't know why.
800
00:32:09,482 --> 00:32:11,482
So I was at Heidi
and Spencer's earlier,
801
00:32:11,551 --> 00:32:13,034
and that's what he was saying,
like,
802
00:32:13,103 --> 00:32:15,482
"I've known Sean for so long.
He's such a great guy."
803
00:32:15,551 --> 00:32:17,586
- Their son is so cute.
- Gunner is the best. I know.
804
00:32:17,655 --> 00:32:19,034
- Oh, my God.
He's such a cute little guy.
805
00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:21,586
- When he's in like
that jujitsu and--
806
00:32:21,655 --> 00:32:23,758
- That's what I want
when I have a kid.
807
00:32:23,827 --> 00:32:26,206
I want it in like boxing, UFC.
808
00:32:26,275 --> 00:32:28,344
- When I was 17,
my sister and I,
809
00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:31,758
my mom put us in Muay-do,
which was like karate, so--
810
00:32:31,827 --> 00:32:35,517
- So show me your moo-de-poo.
811
00:32:35,586 --> 00:32:36,827
- "Moo-de-poo"?
812
00:32:36,896 --> 00:32:38,103
- Moo-de--what is
it called again?
813
00:32:38,172 --> 00:32:41,103
- Muay-do.
- Show me your moo-de-do.
814
00:32:41,172 --> 00:32:43,103
- I mean,
I remember some stuff,
815
00:32:43,172 --> 00:32:46,310
like the roundhouse,
like, hyah!
816
00:32:46,379 --> 00:32:50,137
- Give us a mu-ay-do. Ow!
- [laughs]
817
00:32:50,206 --> 00:32:51,862
- This is what I hated
in high school.
818
00:32:51,931 --> 00:32:55,000
Okay, here we go.
Mu-ay-do!
819
00:32:55,068 --> 00:32:58,103
- Oh, [bleep].
[laughter]
820
00:32:58,172 --> 00:32:59,931
- That was incredible.
Honest to God...
821
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:01,310
- I didn't even get to kick.
822
00:33:01,379 --> 00:33:03,689
- That made my--
that made my night.
823
00:33:03,758 --> 00:33:07,448
♪ ♪
824
00:33:07,517 --> 00:33:10,413
- He's nothing like the guys
I've dated in the past.
825
00:33:10,482 --> 00:33:12,482
He's very goofy,
and he's very quirky.
826
00:33:12,551 --> 00:33:15,103
But I can see there's
something charming about Sean,
827
00:33:15,172 --> 00:33:16,724
and I kind of
want to know more.
828
00:33:16,793 --> 00:33:19,551
Yeah, you're definitely
not like a typical L.A. guy.
829
00:33:19,620 --> 00:33:21,827
- No. We just have a--seems
like we have lot in common.
830
00:33:21,896 --> 00:33:23,241
- Yeah, we do.
831
00:33:23,310 --> 00:33:30,413
♪ ♪
832
00:33:33,586 --> 00:33:36,551
["Rise Up" by Nick Kingsley &
Daniel Farrant]
833
00:33:36,620 --> 00:33:42,793
♪ ♪
834
00:33:42,862 --> 00:33:45,827
- Not having Dani around
really makes me miss
835
00:33:45,896 --> 00:33:48,724
taking care of her,
just being there for her.
836
00:33:48,793 --> 00:33:52,413
I need to prove to her that I
know that I made a mistake.
837
00:33:52,482 --> 00:33:53,827
You know, my anxiety
is definitely something
838
00:33:53,896 --> 00:33:57,172
that I'm aware of
and constantly working on.
839
00:33:57,241 --> 00:34:02,448
♪ ♪
840
00:34:02,517 --> 00:34:04,310
I know that
in order to get Dani back,
841
00:34:04,379 --> 00:34:06,448
I have to do
something special.
842
00:34:06,517 --> 00:34:09,241
It needs to be one of a kind.
It needs to be forever.
843
00:34:09,310 --> 00:34:12,034
- ♪ Rise up
and face the demon ♪
844
00:34:12,103 --> 00:34:13,758
♪ Rise up ♪
845
00:34:13,827 --> 00:34:17,482
♪ Rise up and dry your tears,
yeah ♪
846
00:34:21,724 --> 00:34:24,586
[upbeat music]
847
00:34:24,655 --> 00:34:25,862
♪ ♪
848
00:34:25,931 --> 00:34:29,172
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪
849
00:34:29,241 --> 00:34:32,551
♪ Do you remember ♪
850
00:34:32,620 --> 00:34:36,551
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪
851
00:34:36,620 --> 00:34:39,137
♪ Do you remember ♪
852
00:34:39,206 --> 00:34:41,103
- Hi.
- Hello.
853
00:34:41,172 --> 00:34:43,206
- How are you?
- Good. How are you?
854
00:34:43,275 --> 00:34:44,965
- I need you to put this
blindfold on.
855
00:34:45,034 --> 00:34:46,827
- Okay.
856
00:34:46,896 --> 00:34:50,068
Where are you taking me?
- You got to trust me.
857
00:34:50,137 --> 00:34:51,206
♪ ♪
858
00:34:51,275 --> 00:34:53,517
- I'm nervous.
- Stay right here.
859
00:34:53,586 --> 00:35:00,379
♪ ♪
860
00:35:04,172 --> 00:35:05,724
- Don't take it off yet.
861
00:35:05,793 --> 00:35:08,379
Come here. Careful.
862
00:35:08,448 --> 00:35:13,103
♪ ♪
863
00:35:13,172 --> 00:35:15,931
All right. This way, this way,
this way, this way. Ready?
864
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:17,793
- Okay.
865
00:35:17,862 --> 00:35:20,965
♪ ♪
866
00:35:21,034 --> 00:35:26,137
Oh my--Brandon! Wow.
867
00:35:26,206 --> 00:35:28,034
- You want to have a seat?
- Yeah.
868
00:35:28,103 --> 00:35:29,655
- Great.
869
00:35:29,724 --> 00:35:31,827
♪ ♪
870
00:35:31,896 --> 00:35:33,586
- Oh, my gosh.
871
00:35:33,655 --> 00:35:35,068
♪ ♪
872
00:35:35,137 --> 00:35:36,758
- [sighs]
873
00:35:36,827 --> 00:35:38,724
- This is so beautiful.
874
00:35:38,793 --> 00:35:41,827
- Right?
- Yeah, this is crazy.
875
00:35:41,896 --> 00:35:44,758
- I've been thinking about
doing this for a while.
876
00:35:44,827 --> 00:35:47,275
During COVID,
I was so stressed, like,
877
00:35:47,344 --> 00:35:48,586
"When am I gonna go back
to work?"
878
00:35:48,655 --> 00:35:50,000
- Yeah.
- "I'm not gonna be able
879
00:35:50,068 --> 00:35:51,551
"to afford my house.
880
00:35:51,620 --> 00:35:54,517
What am I gonna do with Dani?
Like, this is brutal."
881
00:35:54,586 --> 00:35:57,310
I felt like I had, like,
no space for my problems
882
00:35:57,379 --> 00:35:59,206
to, like, go deal with those
883
00:35:59,275 --> 00:36:01,655
and not have it affect us,
you know?
884
00:36:01,724 --> 00:36:04,034
That's not where I ever want
to be with you.
885
00:36:04,103 --> 00:36:07,310
You're the most amazing person
I've ever met in my life.
886
00:36:07,379 --> 00:36:09,172
Like out here,
when I'm alone with you
887
00:36:09,241 --> 00:36:11,896
and when I'm not thinking about
anything else in the world,
888
00:36:11,965 --> 00:36:15,379
like, I know you're the person
that I want to be with.
889
00:36:15,448 --> 00:36:17,172
- It's just hard because, like,
I feel like
890
00:36:17,241 --> 00:36:20,172
every time you get scared
or stressed out or something
891
00:36:20,241 --> 00:36:21,620
and your life
is stressing you out,
892
00:36:21,689 --> 00:36:24,241
you kind of just close me off
and don't want me there.
893
00:36:24,310 --> 00:36:26,000
I just felt kind of like
a burden almost
894
00:36:26,068 --> 00:36:29,310
'cause I was like, "He doesn't
really even think of me."
895
00:36:29,379 --> 00:36:30,793
And I just like--it's hard
896
00:36:30,862 --> 00:36:33,482
for me to know
that you're serious this time.
897
00:36:33,551 --> 00:36:35,344
- Dani means the world to me.
898
00:36:35,413 --> 00:36:37,034
Everything feels so natural
with her.
899
00:36:37,103 --> 00:36:38,448
She's very genuine.
900
00:36:38,517 --> 00:36:40,000
During quarantine,
901
00:36:40,068 --> 00:36:41,827
we were going through it
for a while.
902
00:36:41,896 --> 00:36:44,275
There were spots, you know,
where we, like,
903
00:36:44,344 --> 00:36:46,206
for a couple of days,
would take a break.
904
00:36:46,275 --> 00:36:48,275
I think she just wants to know
905
00:36:48,344 --> 00:36:50,655
that I'm not gonna
leave her hanging again.
906
00:36:50,724 --> 00:36:52,586
More than anything
in the world,
907
00:36:52,655 --> 00:36:54,310
I think if anything deserves
a chance,
908
00:36:54,379 --> 00:36:55,413
it's this relationship.
909
00:36:55,482 --> 00:36:58,517
♪ ♪
910
00:36:58,586 --> 00:36:59,931
- But you just have
to also know that,
911
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,655
like, being together
and getting back together
912
00:37:02,724 --> 00:37:04,689
isn't just about
doing stuff like this.
913
00:37:04,758 --> 00:37:09,448
It's about putting in the work
every single day, you know?
914
00:37:09,517 --> 00:37:12,034
- I know.
I know that now.
915
00:37:12,103 --> 00:37:14,482
I kind of have something else
to show you.
916
00:37:14,551 --> 00:37:15,620
- What do you have?
917
00:37:15,689 --> 00:37:16,931
- I just wanted
to make something
918
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,103
that really kind of showed
how I felt.
919
00:37:19,172 --> 00:37:21,965
And whether it's good or not,
I don't know.
920
00:37:23,620 --> 00:37:27,310
I wrote a song.
[laughter]
921
00:37:27,379 --> 00:37:28,655
- Aw.
922
00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:32,724
- I think it shows how much
I love you.
923
00:37:32,793 --> 00:37:34,896
♪ Is it too late? ♪
- This is you?
924
00:37:34,965 --> 00:37:36,827
- Yeah.
- ♪ Should I call you ♪
925
00:37:36,896 --> 00:37:38,827
♪ Should I tell you
that I miss you? ♪
926
00:37:38,896 --> 00:37:41,068
- Brandon,
I'm actually gonna cry.
927
00:37:41,137 --> 00:37:43,724
- ♪ Feeling heartbroken,
stumbling ♪
928
00:37:43,793 --> 00:37:47,103
♪ Girl, I need you ♪
929
00:37:47,172 --> 00:37:52,344
♪ I know that it's hard,
but we'll pull through ♪
930
00:37:52,413 --> 00:37:53,758
- Baby.
931
00:37:53,827 --> 00:37:54,827
- ♪ 'Cause I've been stuck
on you ♪
932
00:37:54,896 --> 00:37:56,241
♪ Don't know what to do ♪
933
00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:59,034
♪ For the lips
that keep me goin' ♪
934
00:37:59,103 --> 00:38:02,000
♪ Through the dark,
your heart is showin' ♪
935
00:38:02,068 --> 00:38:04,827
♪ Warm you up
when it gets cold out ♪
936
00:38:04,896 --> 00:38:07,758
♪ Never want
to let you go now ♪
937
00:38:07,827 --> 00:38:10,689
♪ For the lips
that keep me goin' ♪
938
00:38:10,758 --> 00:38:13,551
♪ Through the dark,
your heart is showin' ♪
939
00:38:13,620 --> 00:38:15,758
♪ Warm you up
when it gets cold out ♪
940
00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:18,103
- I love you.
- I love you.
941
00:38:18,172 --> 00:38:19,827
- ♪ Never want
to let you go now ♪
942
00:38:25,724 --> 00:38:27,758
- ♪ Can't nothing
bring me down ♪
943
00:38:27,827 --> 00:38:32,482
♪ ♪
944
00:38:32,551 --> 00:38:34,517
♪ Can't nothing
bring me down ♪
945
00:38:34,586 --> 00:38:37,689
♪ ♪
946
00:38:37,758 --> 00:38:39,206
♪ I need to cool it ♪
947
00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:41,103
♪ Pass me that ice
pass me that chain ♪
948
00:38:41,172 --> 00:38:42,724
♪ Trying to bring me down
I bet you can't hang ♪
949
00:38:42,793 --> 00:38:44,724
♪ The boy like Teflon ♪
950
00:38:44,793 --> 00:38:46,551
♪ And I'm gassed up
like an Exxon ♪
951
00:38:46,620 --> 00:38:48,931
♪ Don't try to strike up
a match, the boy like a bomb ♪
952
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:52,482
- Um, can you bring me
a wet towel or a bib?
953
00:38:52,551 --> 00:38:54,586
♪ ♪
954
00:38:54,655 --> 00:38:56,827
Mm.
- You're eating a pot pie?
955
00:38:56,896 --> 00:38:58,965
- ♪ Can't nothing
bring me down ♪
956
00:38:59,034 --> 00:39:01,413
- What's going on here?
I mean, I'm not complaining,
957
00:39:01,482 --> 00:39:04,482
but what are you
holding there, my dear?
958
00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:06,689
- It's a pregnancy test.
959
00:39:06,758 --> 00:39:08,310
- Oh, you get pregnant
overnight?
960
00:39:08,379 --> 00:39:11,793
That's--oh, I spilled it
all over myself.
961
00:39:11,862 --> 00:39:15,000
- Says not pregnant.
- So...
962
00:39:15,068 --> 00:39:17,793
[soft tense music]
963
00:39:17,862 --> 00:39:19,206
- I thought we were getting
more serious about trying
964
00:39:19,275 --> 00:39:21,137
to get pregnant, you know?
965
00:39:21,206 --> 00:39:23,448
- I thought we were
talking about that.
966
00:39:23,517 --> 00:39:25,482
- No, I thought we
had decided that.
967
00:39:25,551 --> 00:39:28,137
- Last time
Heidi got off birth control
968
00:39:28,206 --> 00:39:31,068
and she said that night, like,
"I want to get pregnant,"
969
00:39:31,137 --> 00:39:34,000
I think she was pregnant
by the morning time.
970
00:39:34,068 --> 00:39:36,827
So I think she's trying
to manifest that again
971
00:39:36,896 --> 00:39:39,000
and energetically
make that happen.
972
00:39:39,068 --> 00:39:41,344
From my knowledge,
that was probably a fluke,
973
00:39:41,413 --> 00:39:45,344
that was probably rare,
that was probably very special.
974
00:39:45,413 --> 00:39:47,758
So just so much pressure.
975
00:39:47,827 --> 00:39:49,620
I think one of
the main factors different
976
00:39:49,689 --> 00:39:52,068
between how easy
you got pregnant last time
977
00:39:52,137 --> 00:39:55,000
and now is, like,
you had no stress last time.
978
00:39:55,068 --> 00:39:57,620
Your life was so relaxing.
There was no pandemic.
979
00:39:57,689 --> 00:39:59,137
You weren't trying
to run a business.
980
00:39:59,206 --> 00:40:03,137
And so now I'm sure--yeah,
I'm not a doctor.
981
00:40:03,206 --> 00:40:06,310
But I'm sure stress
has something to factor
982
00:40:06,379 --> 00:40:10,034
into how your body's working
and so--
983
00:40:14,103 --> 00:40:16,068
- I don't know why
I'm so emotional about it.
984
00:40:16,137 --> 00:40:17,758
Just really have been
wanting to be pregnant
985
00:40:17,827 --> 00:40:21,689
for, like, a year, you know,
or two years. [sobs]
986
00:40:21,758 --> 00:40:25,413
I just thought it wouldn't,
you know, happen.
987
00:40:25,482 --> 00:40:29,724
I feel like I'm getting older
and--
988
00:40:29,793 --> 00:40:33,310
[sniffles]
What if I want two?
989
00:40:33,379 --> 00:40:37,655
- Two more you're saying?
- Yeah.
990
00:40:37,724 --> 00:40:42,137
I feel like I might have missed
something already,
991
00:40:42,206 --> 00:40:44,896
like I missed an opportunity
to have another kid
992
00:40:44,965 --> 00:40:48,482
or, you know,
I just--and I feel concerned
993
00:40:48,551 --> 00:40:51,172
that I am stressed out,
and we are older,
994
00:40:51,241 --> 00:40:55,000
and I don't know how long it's
gonna take me to get pregnant.
995
00:40:55,068 --> 00:40:56,620
- Stop being so hard
on yourself.
996
00:40:56,689 --> 00:40:58,827
It's not like--you didn't fail
not getting pregnant.
997
00:40:58,896 --> 00:41:02,000
Like, I thought--what happened
to God's timing and like--
998
00:41:02,068 --> 00:41:06,344
- I know.
I feel like I know that.
999
00:41:06,413 --> 00:41:10,172
This feels emotional.
1000
00:41:11,620 --> 00:41:13,758
I want us to both
just try really hard
1001
00:41:13,827 --> 00:41:15,413
because I'm trying really hard.
1002
00:41:15,482 --> 00:41:18,068
I really care.
1003
00:41:18,137 --> 00:41:22,344
I'm seeing it slip away.
And I'm gonna run out of time.
1004
00:41:22,413 --> 00:41:26,172
Like, I just feel like my life
is getting so, like, limited.
1005
00:41:26,241 --> 00:41:28,034
And I feel frustrated
that Spencer and I
1006
00:41:28,103 --> 00:41:29,896
aren't on the same page
right now.
1007
00:41:29,965 --> 00:41:36,896
♪ ♪
1008
00:41:39,068 --> 00:41:42,862
- ♪ I'm not givin' up,
givin' up ♪
1009
00:41:42,931 --> 00:41:45,310
♪ Don't try to pull away ♪
1010
00:41:45,379 --> 00:41:47,241
♪ Oh, you think it's love? ♪
1011
00:41:47,310 --> 00:41:50,758
♪ I'll crush
whatever's in the way ♪
1012
00:41:50,827 --> 00:41:52,172
♪ I'm not givin' up ♪
1013
00:41:56,379 --> 00:41:57,379
- Out of control.
1014
00:41:57,448 --> 00:41:58,517
- ♪ Now look who's back ♪
1015
00:41:58,586 --> 00:42:00,034
[upbeat music]
1016
00:42:00,103 --> 00:42:02,275
♪ I'm on a roll,
I'm on a roll ♪
1017
00:42:02,344 --> 00:42:03,517
- [trilling]
1018
00:42:03,586 --> 00:42:04,793
- Her boobs are completely out.
1019
00:42:04,862 --> 00:42:06,068
- Do you see the heart.
- Pumpin'.
1020
00:42:06,137 --> 00:42:08,137
- We started talking
about moving in together.
1021
00:42:08,206 --> 00:42:10,931
- See you back in...
- In LA.
1022
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,620
- Who's a better kisser?
- [laughs]
1023
00:42:12,689 --> 00:42:15,172
- Ahh!
- Oh.
1024
00:42:15,241 --> 00:42:18,344
- ♪ Yeah, this
is where we ride ♪
1025
00:42:18,413 --> 00:42:20,000
- I have feelings for you.
1026
00:42:20,068 --> 00:42:21,586
- You can't say
some [bleep] like that
1027
00:42:21,655 --> 00:42:23,068
when you know
[bleep] absolutely nothing.
1028
00:42:23,137 --> 00:42:25,172
- Heidi, where are you going?
- Please sit down.
1029
00:42:25,241 --> 00:42:26,413
- Compromise.
1030
00:42:26,482 --> 00:42:27,896
I don't know
what the [bleep] that is.
1031
00:42:27,965 --> 00:42:29,482
- That's something that you
really need to work on.
1032
00:42:29,551 --> 00:42:31,103
- He was definitely
insinuating
1033
00:42:31,172 --> 00:42:33,379
that you still take drugs
and you still drink.
1034
00:42:33,448 --> 00:42:34,827
- That's [bleep] up.
1035
00:42:34,896 --> 00:42:37,413
- Audrina told me Ashley
talks a lot of smack about me.
1036
00:42:37,482 --> 00:42:39,137
- You told her?
- I had to.
1037
00:42:39,206 --> 00:42:40,689
- No, you didn't have to!
1038
00:42:40,758 --> 00:42:43,137
- I'm playing Patty Cake.
I have not got--
1039
00:42:43,206 --> 00:42:44,275
- That's why you guys don't
have any [bleep] friends.
1040
00:42:44,344 --> 00:42:45,310
- You're a liar, Audrina.
1041
00:42:45,379 --> 00:42:47,137
- Oh, deflect again, you guys.
1042
00:42:47,206 --> 00:42:48,655
- I'm just glad the drama's
not about me for once.
1043
00:42:48,724 --> 00:42:50,068
- Right?
1044
00:42:50,137 --> 00:42:53,896
- ♪ Now this
is where we rise ♪
1045
00:43:25,034 --> 00:43:29,034
- Party's in town,
party's in town!