your friends in a year...
[cork pops] [both shrieking]
I'm back in LA, bitches!
You never know what to expect.
- Girls night, girls night!
- Whoo!
♪ ♪
- Oh, my God!
- We didn't know it would get so complicated.
- There were certain things in our marriage
that were also driving me to drink.
- I know you're the person that I wanna be with.
- Audrina's in the car with you?
- I don't think we got much sleep, to be honest with you.
- Ooh! - Audrina!
- I was waiting for the kiss. - Was I supposed to kiss you?
- I mean, I'm good friends with Brody.
I never kissed him, so...
a little jealous.
- She can do whatever she wants, if she wants.
- You don't know anything about our relationship--nothing.
- He's such an [bleep].
- Spencer's saying that I'm not sober.
- What the [bleep]?
♪ ♪
- What kind of friend are you?
- Her old antics are back.
- I guess if I was dating someone,
I probably would've told you.
- Just really have been wanting to be pregnant.
And I feel like I'm getting older.
- I feel like you have something to tell me.
- ♪ Here we go ♪
- These people act like I don't have
a pocket full of receipts on them.
- It's not always about Heidi and Spencer.
- Look how angry you are.
- Because you're [bleep] up, dude!
- ♪ Here we go, here we go, here we go ♪
- Before we lost control.
- Get this mother[bleep] camera out of my [bleep] face!
- It started with a new beginning.
- ♪ It's just begun ♪
- ♪ Try to silence me ♪
♪ I'll scream out as loud as I can ♪
♪ ♪
♪ Cover my mouth with your hands ♪
♪ Try to silence me, I'll scream as loud as I can ♪
♪ Shouldn't bite the hand that feeds me ♪
♪ But you're not the man ♪
♪ ♪
- Over the past year,
my life got turned upside down
and it gave me so much clarity.
- ♪ Try to silence me, I'll scream out as loud as I can ♪
- I've been divorced for over a year now.
I just did some really, really good self-reflection.
And there was so many things about myself that I disliked.
Drinking too much and partying.
I looked at myself and just said,
"What are you doing? Like, this is not you.
This is not who you are."
♪ ♪
[sizzling]
- This looks amazing. I love it. What do we got?
- There's al pastor. - [chuckling] Oh, God!
- Chicken. - Okay, nice.
- And a salad. - Awesome.
Thank you, brother. That looks delicious.
You're stuck at home for the better part of the year.
I was able to use that time positively, which was great.
But now I want to see my friends.
I want to, you know, have people over.
I'm ready. I've done enough self-reflection.
I'm ready to get back to real life.
Tequila over here.
Pratt Daddy, I'm sure, will be sucking that down.
I got the keg. Cool.
- ♪ Why you moving like checkers? ♪
♪ This chess, ain't less ♪
♪ Everybody want to be a star these days ♪
♪ When you running out the red carpet phase ♪
- Whoo! Prince of Malibu.
Before COVID happened, life was great.
I mean, we were on such a high, we were making a lot of money,
we were in a great place to have another baby,
and then a lot of things got derailed.
What are you wearing right now? - A cape.
I've got a cape. - Is that a little poncho?
Is that a--wow.
- It's so nice, so good to see you.
- Are you we allowed to do this?
Aren't we supposed to just-- - Oh, my God.
- Yeah!
♪ ♪
- You made it! - Hi.
- What up? - Hi, Brody.
- It's the COVID safe line.
- I just opened the champagne. Do you want some?
- Of course she does. - Thank you.
- Cheers.
- I feel like I only drink champagne with you, Heidi.
You're my champagne partner. I love you. So good to see you.
- Ahh! What's going on?
- I've just kind of been on lockdown
and just kind of isolated a little bit.
- Yeah.
- During the pandemic, I got really sick.
And it literally made me think
about what's important in my life.
And it also forced me to listen to my emotions and feelings
because I've really come to terms with myself
and what I want and how I want to be treated
and what I will and won't put up with.
- ♪ Oh, yeah, we're living it up ♪
♪ It's like night and day ♪
- Whoa, Brandon.
- Brandon. - How are you?
Are you and Spencer wearing the same pants?
- Nice to see--I know, right?
I know, we're wearing the same ol' pants.
- Oh, my gosh. I love it. How are you?
- You look great. - Good.
I really haven't been doing [bleep].
For me, I was just bored and stressed.
Me and my girlfriend are like--
- Oh, you have a girlfriend? - No. I mean, not really.
We're, like, broken up but figuring it out, so--
- Ashley. - Hi.
♪ ♪
- Dude, I'm so crazy. I want the angle.
- Exactly.
- Do you want a glass of champagne?
♪ ♪
- Oh, look at that, standing ovations.
- Oh, oh! - I like it.
Look at all these long hairs.
- He always looks like he just got back from, like,
his own, like, microbrewery. You know what I'm saying?
- I would think moonshine. - I got some moonshine.
- Moonshine. - Yeah.
- The lockdown scared the [bleep] out of me 'cause,
for me, freedom is everything.
So then once I found out, like, you couldn't be free,
you couldn't leave, I found a way out.
I was able to sneak in to Mexico,
posted up on the beach there
and kind of, like, let the world do its thing.
I just did what I did best and split.
- I'll sit on your lap. - Okay.
- That's okay. Hi, guys. - Oh, I saw you.
Hi, sorry. I don't want to be rude and not say hi.
- Sorry, bro. I'm getting all in your--
- Oh, my gosh. Oh, let's get cozy, guys.
- Hello, guys. How are you? - Oh.
Hello, hello there. Kaitlynn.
- You know, the first few months
after Brody and I split up
were easily the most difficult
and challenging months of my life.
But I think we both accepted
that splitting up was the right choice.
So even though it was very sad on one hand,
it's pretty clear to me that we're better off as friends.
- Yeah, buddy!
[cork pops] - Whoo!
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- I want to get eat more tacos and nachos
and take another shot,
if somebody wants to join me on the bar?
♪ ♪
- Just coming out of corona, trying to fly.
- I feel you, dude. - Trying to fly.
- It's a trippy--it's a trippy time that we're in.
- Spencer has that big ol' blanket.
- It's his cape. - Audrina.
- It's his cape.
- So incredible.
- ♪ I'm gonna roll the dice, don't think twice ♪
♪ Gonna stay so cool, feeling so nice ♪
♪ 'Cause they got a real thing ♪
♪ Just hang tight ♪
♪ Double up and meet me on the upside ♪
- Hi. - Whoa!
- God, I haven't seen you in a minute.
- Look who it is. - I go where the heat is.
God, this is smoking hot. - Okay. Come, scoot closer.
- Maybe I'll get closer to you.
- You look good.
- Ugh, thank you. - You're glowing.
I mean, I know you've been through--
- Am I glowing right now? - You kind of are.
Like, you look great.
- I haven't really talked to anyone.
I know that you texted me to ask how I was.
- Yeah, I didn't know.
Yeah, I texted you. But I didn't hear back.
- I know. - You ghosted me.
- I was--no. - You ghosted me.
- I didn't ghost you. - You ghosted me, man.
We had a moment, and then you just--and you ghosted me.
- We did have a moment. - We were like--we were--
- We had fun. - We were hanging.
- Brody and I have always had a flirty relationship.
♪ ♪
There's always been something,
some kind of attraction with me and Brody,
but I don't--I've never went there ever.
- Did you just say you did like Brody?
- I'm not gonna lie. I've always had a little crush.
Pre-pandemic,
there was definitely some kissing between Brody and I.
- Where were you? - I was at Brody's.
- You're at Brody's. - You're at Brody's house?
- I had fun. - I had a lot of fun.
I mean, I did stay over at his house.
There was a thought that,
"Okay, maybe me and Brody should just give this a shot.
"You know, all these years, like, why not?
Let's see where this goes."
And once COVID hit,
I just kind of closed off from everyone,
and Brody and I haven't really talked since.
I mean, the thing with you, Brody, like, we've always
had such a connected, honest, real friendship.
- Yeah. - And cutting to now,
it's just reconnecting again... - Yeah.
- And seeing where we're at now.
- I feel like you and I have that type of friendship too,
where it's like, even if we don't talk,
whenever we see each other, it's like...
- Yeah.
- We just pick it right back up.
It's like that. - I know.
- And those are--
and those are real, genuine friendships, you know?
- Yeah, because you know they're a part of your life
no matter what.
And it doesn't matter when, but when the time is right,
like, you just come back
and it's like no time has passed, so--
- Yeah, exactly. - That's you.
Brody, he's a great guy. He has the biggest heart.
And he's a great listener.
And, you know, he's very attractive.
It's hard to shake the thought
of what could have been with Brody and I.
You know, but I'm just trying not to live in the past
and move forward.
It's good to see you. - It is.
It's really good to see you.
Really good. Really good.
- ♪ Everywhere I go I keep seeing ghosts ♪
♪ And up the stairs ♪
♪ I keep playing mind games with myself ♪
♪ I think I'm going crazy ♪
♪ But you're everywhere, baby ♪
- Everybody around? Everybody here?
Nice. The whole gang is here.
- We need that sage.
- This is spiritual Brody, Kaitlynn.
- This feels very similar to me.
- You never got to meet spiritual Brody.
He was in there somewhere.
Obviously, it's been a very crazy year.
I've been doing some work on myself.
I've been really enjoying that.
And I've learned a lot of stuff along the way.
And somebody taught me,
when I was on the surf trip down south,
he was a spiritual shaman guru that said,
"To truly be able to get rid of the past or if you're trying
to get rid of something from the past is to bury it."
So that's why I told you all to bring something to bury.
I know you guys all thought I was crazy.
Let's bring whatever it is you guys brought.
Let's go up there. And let's bury this. Bury it.
- Yeah. - Whoo!
- Let's go. - All right.
- ♪ I wonder if I'm being real ♪
♪ Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel? ♪
♪ I wonder, I wonder ♪
♪ ♪
- Okay, well, my item, as you can see,
I see Spencer has been eyeballing it,
he's just been staring at this thing, is alcohol.
This time, I definitely--
it was the first time in my life
I've had the time to actually take a step back from work
and just the constant hustle and being on the road
and really take in a good look at myself.
And one of the things that I really hated about myself
is how I would behave sometimes when I would drink.
I think you guys have all seen that.
I just remember thinking, like, I'm so sick of apologizing,
you know, for dumb, dumb [bleep] that I do
when I drink to excess.
I came home to a psychopath yelling and screaming at me.
You were a nightmare.
- You don't think that's, like, the rudest thing you could say?
You know I hate when you say stuff like that.
- Hey, don't say that. - Don't come at me like that.
- Shut the [bleep] up, dude. Who the [bleep] are you?
[bleep] you.
- I've hurt a lot of people that I love in my life.
And I think that taking the alcohol away
and really getting to be able to self-reflect,
those relationships will be better.
So, Kaitlynn, I want to apologize to you also
because I've been a nightmare to be around and to deal with.
- That's really sweet. - Yeah.
- But I'm also really proud of you for doing this
'cause I think it's really good.
- Well, thank you very much, so--
- Good for you, man. - Cheers.
- Absolutely. Yeah.
- Whoo! - Good job.
- Proud of you.
- Okay, Brandon. - I'm burying money
because I think that I should spend less time
worrying about it and caring about it so much.
So I will be bearing some money.
- Seriously? - Wow, 100 bucks.
- Oh, my God.
- I don't want to come off as a dick burying money,
but last year was really good for me.
You know, I was working a ton.
And then, you know, COVID hit
and sort of just smacked me in the face.
I feel like that had a direct impact on my relationship.
And I ended up sabotaging it in my own way.
And I realized that life
comes down to a lot larger things than money.
Maybe Jason goes next. - Okay. All right.
Well, as many of you know,
I've struggled with addiction many times.
And 2019 was the last time I took a bunch of Adderall.
I'll be celebrating one year in December.
This year has been very trying.
You know, I'd just gotten over another relapse.
And Ashley and I were in a very, very fragile state.
We didn't know if it was gonna work anymore.
- I wish that I could have been able to talk to you
because, like, I hate it.
- We weren't in a healthy place.
I don't ever want to be in that place ever again.
And I want to be a father to Delilah.
I want to be a husband to you.
Like, I wanna be able to provide and like do that.
But by the grace of God
and through the downtime that we had,
we were really able to focus on our relationship.
We're moving forward. We're doing better.
And I think we're on the right path.
- Nice. I'm proud of you. - Yay!
- Yeah. - There we go. There we go.
- Adderall, a hundo. - Audrina.
- Oh, God, okay.
Well, this is supposed to represent a little black book,
but it's a big white book. [laughter]
And it's representing the past and to move onward and upward
and never look back, never go back.
I guess, for me, it's hard to let people in.
So maybe that's why I always go back to people
that I'm comfortable with.
Moving forward, it's about the future.
- Whoo! - Yeah!
- Whoo!
- I want to know what Justin's getting rid of, so--
- Yeah, JB. - So when corona happened,
I took off, split to Mexico, got away as far as I could.
If there's ever reason to split and leave, this was it.
Every day was different.
Every day, I had new experiences,
new thoughts, new beliefs,
Waking up and surfing, you know, writing, music,
the stuff that makes me thrive.
Just tried to stay sane in the insane.
I realized that I really enjoy being gone and being a nomad.
And it kind of has this little link as a chain.
So for me to be chained down to too much stuff,
it just not-- doesn't work for me.
So being chained down to all that stuff.
- My man, JB. Good work, bro.
- Nice, buddy. - Seriously.
- Spencer. - Oh, wow.
Pre-COVID, I was 170, and now I'm 215.
And it's 'cause of eating four to five pot pies a day.
- Shut up.
- I got into pattern of eating a lot
'cause I felt, like, end of the world energy.
I would like to get back to the weight I was pre-pandemic,
wear all my designer clothes I purchased, fit that.
No, I know it sounds silly,
but when you spend that much money on something
and you can no longer wear it, that becomes an actual problem.
In excess, nothing is good. [laughter]
- One bite, one bite. - He's like, "What am I doing?"
- "Oh, my God!" [laughter]
- [sighs] That was hard. That was hard.
- He had a last bite. - That was hard.
- I have been feeling very blessed during this coronavirus
to have our family,
and it really prioritizes everything like
we've all been talking about and just health.
And so I have been wanting to have a baby for,
like, a year and a half.
I love my family, and I'm so thankful for you.
And just every day, we have life
is such a blessing.
And on that note, I really want another baby.
So I am ready to give up my birth control.
And I would like to have another baby soon.
[applause] That's what I have.
- Whoo! - Yeah!
- Jesus, bless us with a baby. - Nice. There you go.
- I just feel like a baby is always such a blessing.
And it could be a really good thing for us
and to bring light into our family.
And God forbid if the world is gonna get worse,
I would want to have one sooner and to be able to have Gunner
and a sibling have each other through this and for us too.
So I just feel like a baby could be such a blessing
in such a hard time as well.
- Thank you all for taking this very seriously.
That was--that was dope.
You guys were all-- that was cool.
Thank you for sharing all that.
All right, everybody. Closing this up.
Pratt Daddy, grab the shovel.
- Whoo! - All right.
- ♪ I get knocked down ♪
♪ But I just keep my head up high, high, high ♪
♪ Oh, high, high, high ♪
♪ Stuck on the ground ♪
♪ But I just keep my head up high, high, high ♪
- X marks the spot.
- ♪ Keeping my head up, head up high ♪
♪ ♪
♪ Keeping my head up, head up ♪
- ♪ Hey, oh ♪
♪ Spendin' all my days just to reach ya ♪
♪ ♪
- Hello.
- Yo, yo, yo. - Hi.
- What are you doing? - Well, Gunner is with Abby--
- Oh, can't hear you. One sec, honey.
- Oh, okay. [machine whirring]
- Tired. Gunner needs to start sleeping.
- Well, actually he is with Abby right now.
So that's great. - Got some groceries?
- Actually, no, but I did stop to get some pregnancy tests.
- Baby-mode Heidi is, like,
leading the Delta Force A squadron of making babies.
- The good news is I am ovulating.
- Pre-pandemic, she had charts and apps and diagrams
and frickin' timetables.
I mean, this is real deal strike mission that--
I didn't sign up for this level of, you know, expertise.
What did the person checking you out
think was happening here?
- When I buried that birth control, I meant it.
So here we are. Baby mode.
I've been ready. I've been ready for a year.
- I mean, I am very excited for this clearly very serious
baby-making schedule you got going here.
And I'm matching all of these to the fun part.
So I'm very excited about that.
But I feel like you are just going--[whooshes]
- I hear what you're saying.
I understand what you're saying.
Spencer and I are halfway on the same page
with having another baby.
I mean, I think he's afraid of losing Heidi
and, like, having so much fun with me.
I only have so much time to have a baby,
and I already was putting my plans on hold.
- I'm just so concerned that, once you get back into
mom mode, like, you forget about yourself.
Not even me. We already know I'm forgotten about, I'm gone.
But I think you'd want to worry about yourself a little bit.
But just throwing that out there.
Clearly, you've already made up the plan.
[dramatic music]
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
- ♪ This right here ♪
♪ That's just growing pains ♪
♪ There ain't much to figure out ♪
♪ When you're stuck in your old ways ♪
♪ You can't let them drag you down ♪
♪ 'Cause we ain't stoppin' the season's changin' ♪
♪ Love ain't patient we all come and go ♪
♪ Come and go, yeah ♪
♪ It might hurt ♪
♪ Let it hurt, babe ♪
♪ You ain't gotta go through all these growing pains ♪
- Look who it is. Hi.
- Oh, who's that? Oh! Who's this little guy, Shoey?
- This is Dash. - Who's this little guy?
Get him. Kill him. Kill him.
- Go, go. - Kill him. What's going down?
You look good. Thought we were gonna go hiking.
- Really?
- But you're dressed like you're going to the club.
- Yeah, I'm not going. I'm not going hiking.
- Kaitlynn and I, I think our relationship ran its course.
After we had our split,
it was obviously tough for both of us.
She got into a relationship with somebody.
And I didn't find out until I saw it in the press.
Come here, Dash. [whistles]
But after some time had passed,
I realized this is where our lives are going.
We're gonna be separated and we're not gonna be together.
But let's--let's still be in each other's lives,
and let's still maintain a friendship and a love.
And we've been able to do that.
- The party was actually really fun the other night.
It was nice to see everyone.
And, like, one of the things that I appreciated so much
about you saying that, like apologizing
the other night, was that I feel like,
throughout the course of our breakup,
there has been so much speculation about,
like, why we broke up.
And we've never talked about it publicly other than just,
like, you know, we weren't lining up,
things weren't the right--and
granted you drinking was not the only reason.
- Right. - But I just appreciate it
when you, like, said that the other night
and just took some like responsibility because--
- Yeah. Of course. - In front of everyone,
because I think it's like, "Okay, cool.
There were two people."
- Well, I think when you're still drinking,
you're in denial, I think you're in denial.
- Yeah.
- I think there were certain things in our marriage
that were also driving me to drink more than normal,
honestly, like, the pressure of having kids
and stuff like that. And so I honestly think
that that was weighing on me heavily.
And it was causing me to drink unhealthy amounts.
- Mm-hmm.
I think that Brody likes to use me pressuring him
as like a little bit of a scapegoat for his drinking.
I would find what Brody's saying more hurtful
if I didn't understand
that he really did love me and love our relationship.
And I think he was committing to having kids
and getting married
because he didn't want me to go anywhere.
- The circumstances of what happened after our split
catered to that negative [bleep].
- Mm-hmm.
- You know, the whole like, lesbian thing was gnarly
'cause, like, in our entire relationship,
you never expressed
that you had any interest in females whatsoever.
- I don't think that's totally fair, true to say.
- We had some fun. - Yeah.
- But what I'm saying is like--yes, but you--yeah,
but you said to me that you weren't into girls.
- Well, I think I had never just met somebody
that I was into. Like--
- But it was a shock for me and I think
for a lot of people that saw that.
It gave them an easy way out to be able to say,
"Oh, she's just in it for the fame.
And in it for the money." - Yeah.
I had never really imagined that I would end up
going from one pretty public relationship into another.
But when she and I broke up,
that was the hardest time of my life
because I was really on my own
and kind of in the center of a lot of attention.
And I think being able to rediscover who I am
as a person on my own completely
just gave me a new outlook on everything.
You know, it was just like a cycle
of a number of things that weren't aligning,
which is basically what we eventually realized.
- I don't think it was anybody's fault either.
You know, we still love each other.
It was still so much love there.
But I feel like, at that point,
there was a lot of damage that had been done.
- Just seeing the changes that you've made,
it does make me think like,
what if these changes had happened before we broke up,
what things would have been like.
- I think we were stuck in a rut, you know?
And now our relationship is so much stronger, I think.
- Well, I think that that's the thing that's interesting
'cause I feel like now we're, like,
resolving everything and talking things through
and having these really transparent conversations,
which I guess I wish we could have done back then.
- ♪ I can be steady ♪
♪ I can be stronger ♪
♪ Without you ♪
- ♪ Prisoner, prisoner ♪
♪ Locked up, can't get you off my mind ♪
♪ Off my mind ♪
♪ Lord knows I tried a million times ♪
♪ Million times ♪
♪ Oh, whoa ♪
♪ Why can't you, why can't you ♪
♪ Just let me go? ♪
♪ ♪
- ♪ Strung out on a feeling ♪
- Hello. - Hi.
- How are you? - Hi.
- Hey. - You look so beautiful.
- Look at this little one. - This is Rainbow.
- So cute. Hi. - You too.
- I brought a couple options. - Okay.
- I need your help. - Great.
- I have not been on a date in so long.
- Audrina has a little bit of a tendency
to go back to the same guys, so I was excited
to see that she buried her little, black book.
And I like to think of myself as a matchmaker.
Spencer and I have been thinking for a while now
that we should set you up with Sean Stewart.
He's Rod Stewart's son. - Mm-mm.
- You know, the famous rock 'n' roll king.
- I mean, I know Rod Stewart is.
- Okay, all right.
But it occurred to me, I have the perfect guy for her
who isn't Justin Bobby or Ryan Cabrera.
- I don't want to, like, go over the top
and I want to be comfortable. - Yeah.
And you don't want to give off the wrong message like,
"Hey, I'm COVID ready."
- I'm here! - I'm ready to date!
- I think I'm gonna wear this. - Yeah.
- It's kind of effortless. - Super pretty.
- And then just high-waisted jeans with earrings
and like my jewelry and just some heels.
- Totally. - Right?
- Well, I want to propose a toast
to you to going on a date...
- Thank you.
- To put yourself out there and to move forward in your life.
- Yeah.
I promised myself that
I would have a whole new way of dealing with men.
I do have a lot of pressure from all my friends,
my family that never wants to see me
in another toxic relationship ever again.
I'm gonna change. - Okay.
- And then I guess I'll just start touching up.
My biggest priority is to be the best example
for my daughter that I can be.
You know, I'm gonna guide her and show her by actions
of how people should treat you.
And if they don't treat you a certain way,
this is what you do.
You don't just let them do it over and over again.
- Okay, what do you think? - Oh, my gosh.
That's like so slimming, so beautiful.
Just enough rock 'n' roll.
- Did I hear a bottle pop? - Hi.
- Oh, hey. - Oh, honey.
- Oh. - How are you?
- We have to cheers to this. - Hi.
- So good to see you. Oh, my gosh.
- Audrina is going on a date with Sean.
- Sean is always a lot of fun. - I trust you guys.
You've known him, and it's like,
I'm just gonna go out and have fun, see what happens.
- Rewind, rewind, pre-pandemic, what happened to Brody?
I thought that was who we were--
- Brody and I are just-- we've always been friendly,
but it never went anything more than that.
- I always hear a different version
of that from Brody, so--but-- - What do you hear?
- I don't know. Yeah, Spencer. - No, I'm just saying.
- Give us the guys side. - When he talks about Audrina,
it's not like, "Oh, that's my friend."
- I've heard him say how hot you are.
- Yeah, like--
- Getting me all hot. - Here you go.
Wait, what are your thoughts on--what are your thoughts
on kissing on the first date?
- No. - Oh, Heidi, settle down.
- No, no, no. - God, Heidi.
- Just wondering. - No, not anymore.
- Heidi! - No way.
- Excuse Heidi. - Especially COVID.
- What about other things?
- Heidi's been watching too much Netflix.
- ♪ I just got the key They let me in, no ID ♪
♪ Doors openin' up for me and now I see ♪
♪ I've been blind for a while now ♪
♪ Let's go! ♪
♪ I just got the key they let me in, no ID ♪
♪ Doors openin' up for me and now I see ♪
- Oh, out with the old, in with this new, huh?
- Out with the old, in with the new, my friend.
- Like this. Down to partake. - I actually like painting.
Figure, uh, change it up, maybe just a little--
- Whoa! Yeah! - Throw up some yellow up here.
- Look at Justin's glasses, man.
[laughter] - That's so sick.
- Of course, Brandon What's up, buddy?
- What's up? Where's the roller?
I'm not gonna lie, dude.
I don't think I've ever painted a wall before.
- Really? - Real work, huh?
- It's actually--it's actually kind of nice.
- Real work, huh?
- Dude, I just pretend for a living.
- Yeah, I don't think Brandon's ever done
manual labor in his life, to be honest.
- So you're done? You're done with drinking now, huh?
- This is, like, been the craziest forced vacation ever,
where you have a lot of time to think.
A lot of it was like, "Dude, I'm sick of, like,
feeling like shit all the time, drinking."
I'm 37 years old.
I need to like really utilize my full potential.
And Kaitlynn would tell me, like,
"Dude, you should stop drinking."
Honestly, throughout our whole relationship, I was like,
"No," 'cause I wasn't ready.
- Well, then who's-- you got a new-new then?
With all the sobriety and--
- Dude, honestly, women and girls
are like the last thing motivating me right now.
I think like that's--
all that would do is just make me drink again.
- What about you, Brandon?
I haven't seen you or heard anything.
- It's complicated a little bit.
Before corona, I met this girl Daniella.
Right away, I was like, infatuated with her.
I'm a romantic. I feel like everybody knows this already.
When I like somebody, I'm like,
[bleep] all the bull[bleep]. I'm moving fast.
So we started dating for like two months, right?
And everything was perfect, then corona happened,
the lockdowns happened.
I'm like, this is brutal. So she moved in with me.
- After how long did you know her, you moved her in?
- Three, four months.
- I think it was just like we weren't ready
to live together yet.
It got a little complicated, so we split.
Like ever since then, dude, I've just missed her
so [...] much, like.
During this pandemic, I mean, I've struggled with progress,
personally and professionally.
It made me feel like the universe was making me
take a giant sidestep and a step to the back.
You know, I feel like that's a big reason
why my relationship just got so [bleep] up.
You know, my anxiety is not able to process my worries
and someone else's worries.
- Are you guys still talking right now?
- Yeah, like, we still talk sometimes.
- Do you think, like, if she was with somebody else,
you'd be all right? - No.
I didn't do the best job the first time around showing her
how much I appreciated her and I know I can do that now.
And I want her to feel secure and special
and like she's my girl.
So I've been trying to figure out what to do.
And I think I'm just gonna tell her how I feel,
apologize for everything,
and tell her, like, I think we should be together.
- Well, good luck, man. I hope it works out.
- I don't think I can really just be without her.
- There you go. I'm proud of you.
♪ ♪
- ♪ Hey, boy, won't you come, come around town ♪
♪ Hey, hey, boy ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Hey boy, better run, better run now ♪
♪ I say hey, boy ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ When you pull up, pull up, pull up ♪
♪ In your hoopty ride boy, okay, boy ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Hey, boy, better run, better run now ♪
♪ I say hey, boy ♪
Hey, boy!
- Sean.
- Hi. - Hi.
- What are we doing, social distancing hugs?
- Get this thing off, right? - Elbows or--
- I mean, I'm COVID-free. Are you?
- Yes, I am. - Okay.
- Okay, let's hug. - Hugs, okay.
- I got you something. Got you some flowers.
- Oh, thank you so much. - There you go.
- These are beautiful. - No problem.
You look beautiful by the way.
- Thank you.
[sighs] I can breathe now.
- [sighs] - [chuckles]
[soft upbeat music]
I have not been on a date in I don't know how long.
- I haven't been in a date in a long time, either.
♪ ♪
- [chuckles]
Yeah, dating in COVID. Here we are.
First dates are very nerve-racking.
It's like I have to remember, this is not an interview
to get married or something.
What's your sign? - Virgo.
- You've got great skin. - Thank you.
I get it from my mom and my dad.
[chuckling]
- I'm just used to like-- [trills]
[chuckles]
This is not me committing to anything.
It's just committing to change and taking that step forward.
- What makes you smile? - My daughter.
- Oh, that's cute. - I know.
I--my little girl is everything to me.
And yeah, it's like a huge priority for me.
- That's awesome. - Just being a mom and--
I have a niece... - You have a niece? How old?
- That's 8 1/2. - 8 1/2.
- Yeah. - That's a fun age.
Did you grow up in L.A.? - Grew up in Malibu.
My parents got divorced when I was six.
- Okay.
- And then--here, let me get that for you.
- Oh, thank you.
- I'm a gentleman. - Thanks.
- Sorry, I should have offered. - It's okay.
Um, how is that with the divorce and everything?
Was it hard? I'm sure, at six years old.
- It was difficult. It was difficult.
So it's like--for me, it's like I'm a son from divorce.
So it's like, when I have a kid,
no matter what the girl does, I'm not gonna divorce her
'cause I don't want my kid to go through that, you know?
- See, I come from a family
that not one person in my family ever got divorced.
And it was like when you get married,
you stay married no matter what.
- Yeah.
- My parents have been together since they were--
gosh, they've known each other
since they were in the seventh grade.
And, you know, my dad's my hero.
And it's crazy that, in the past,
I didn't choose someone that was more like my dad.
In my 20s, I just-- I guess I kind of rebelled
and I went for the bad guys all the time.
I went for these guys that treated me so bad.
It's just--I don't know why.
So I was at Heidi and Spencer's earlier,
and that's what he was saying, like,
"I've known Sean for so long. He's such a great guy."
- Their son is so cute. - Gunner is the best. I know.
- Oh, my God. He's such a cute little guy.
- When he's in like that jujitsu and--
- That's what I want when I have a kid.
I want it in like boxing, UFC.
- When I was 17, my sister and I,
my mom put us in Muay-do, which was like karate, so--
- So show me your moo-de-poo.
- "Moo-de-poo"?
- Moo-de--what is it called again?
- Muay-do. - Show me your moo-de-do.
- I mean, I remember some stuff,
like the roundhouse, like, hyah!
- Give us a mu-ay-do. Ow! - [laughs]
- This is what I hated in high school.
Okay, here we go. Mu-ay-do!
- Oh, [bleep]. [laughter]
- That was incredible. Honest to God...
- I didn't even get to kick.
- That made my-- that made my night.
- ♪ Thought that I found love before ♪
♪ Maybe I was wrong ♪
- He's nothing like the guys I've dated in the past.
He's very goofy, and he's very quirky.
But I can see there's something charming about Sean,
and I kind of want to know more.
Yeah, you're definitely not like a typical L.A. guy.
- No. We just have a--seems like we have lot in common.
- Yeah, we do.
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh I need love ♪
["Rise Up" by Nick Kingsley & Daniel Farrant]
♪ ♪
- Not having Dani around really makes me miss
taking care of her, just being there for her.
I need to prove to her that I know that I made a mistake.
You know, my anxiety is definitely something
that I'm aware of and constantly working on.
♪ ♪
I know that in order to get Dani back,
I have to do something special.
It needs to be one of a kind. It needs to be forever.
- ♪ Rise up and face the demon ♪
♪ Rise up ♪
♪ Rise up and dry your tears, yeah ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪
♪ Do you remember ♪
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh ♪
♪ Do you remember ♪
- Hi. - Hello.
- How are you? - Good. How are you?
- I need you to put this blindfold on.
- Okay.
Where are you taking me? - You got to trust me.
♪ ♪
- I'm nervous. - Stay right here.
♪ ♪
- Don't take it off yet.
Come here. Careful.
♪ ♪
All right. This way, this way, this way, this way. Ready?
- Okay.
♪ ♪
Oh my--Brandon! Wow.
- You want to have a seat? - Yeah.
- Great.
♪ ♪
- Oh, my gosh.
♪ ♪
- [sighs]
- This is so beautiful.
- Right? - Yeah, this is crazy.
- I've been thinking about doing this for a while.
During COVID, I was so stressed, like,
"When am I gonna go back to work?"
- Yeah. - "I'm not gonna be able
"to afford my house.
What am I gonna do with Dani? Like, this is brutal."
I felt like I had, like, no space for my problems
to, like, go deal with those
and not have it affect us, you know?
That's not where I ever want to be with you.
You're the most amazing person I've ever met in my life.
Like out here, when I'm alone with you
and when I'm not thinking about anything else in the world,
like, I know you're the person that I want to be with.
- It's just hard because, like, I feel like
every time you get scared or stressed out or something
and your life is stressing you out,
you kind of just close me off and don't want me there.
I just felt kind of like a burden almost
'cause I was like, "He doesn't really even think of me."
And I just like--it's hard
for me to know that you're serious this time.
- Dani means the world to me.
Everything feels so natural with her.
She's very genuine.
During quarantine,
we were going through it for a while.
There were spots, you know, where we, like,
for a couple of days, would take a break.
I think she just wants to know
that I'm not gonna leave her hanging again.
More than anything in the world,
I think if anything deserves a chance,
it's this relationship.
♪ ♪
- But you just have to also know that,
like, being together and getting back together
isn't just about doing stuff like this.
It's about putting in the work every single day, you know?
- I know. I know that now.
I kind of have something else to show you.
- What do you have?
- I just wanted to make something
that really kind of showed how I felt.
And whether it's good or not, I don't know.
I wrote a song. [laughter]
- Aw.
- I think it shows how much I love you.
♪ Is it too late? ♪ - This is you?
- Yeah. - ♪ Should I call you ♪
♪ Should I tell you that I miss you? ♪
- Brandon, I'm actually gonna cry.
- ♪ Feeling heartbroken, stumbling ♪
♪ Girl, I need you ♪
♪ I know that it's hard, but we'll pull through ♪
- Baby.
- ♪ 'Cause I've been stuck on you ♪
♪ Don't know what to do ♪
♪ For the lips that keep me goin' ♪
♪ Through the dark, your heart is showin' ♪
♪ Warm you up when it gets cold out ♪
♪ Never want to let you go now ♪
♪ For the lips that keep me goin' ♪
♪ Through the dark, your heart is showin' ♪
♪ Warm you up when it gets cold out ♪
- I love you. - I love you.
- ♪ Never want to let you go now ♪
- ♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪
♪ ♪
♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪
♪ ♪
♪ I need to cool it ♪
♪ Pass me that ice pass me that chain ♪
♪ Trying to bring me down I bet you can't hang ♪
♪ The boy like Teflon ♪
♪ And I'm gassed up like an Exxon ♪
♪ Don't try to strike up a match, the boy like a bomb ♪
- Um, can you bring me a wet towel or a bib?
♪ ♪
Mm. - You're eating a pot pie?
- ♪ Can't nothing bring me down ♪
- What's going on here? I mean, I'm not complaining,
but what are you holding there, my dear?
- It's a pregnancy test.
- Oh, you get pregnant overnight?
That's--oh, I spilled it all over myself.
- Says not pregnant. - So...
[soft tense music]
- I thought we were getting more serious about trying
to get pregnant, you know?
- I thought we were talking about that.
- No, I thought we had decided that.
- Last time Heidi got off birth control
and she said that night, like, "I want to get pregnant,"
I think she was pregnant by the morning time.
So I think she's trying to manifest that again
and energetically make that happen.
From my knowledge, that was probably a fluke,
that was probably rare, that was probably very special.
So just so much pressure.
I think one of the main factors different
between how easy you got pregnant last time
and now is, like, you had no stress last time.
Your life was so relaxing. There was no pandemic.
You weren't trying to run a business.
And so now I'm sure--yeah, I'm not a doctor.
But I'm sure stress has something to factor
into how your body's working and so--
- I don't know why I'm so emotional about it.
Just really have been wanting to be pregnant
for, like, a year, you know, or two years. [sobs]
I just thought it wouldn't, you know, happen.
I feel like I'm getting older and--
[sniffles] What if I want two?
- Two more you're saying? - Yeah.
I feel like I might have missed something already,
like I missed an opportunity to have another kid
or, you know, I just--and I feel concerned
that I am stressed out, and we are older,
and I don't know how long it's gonna take me to get pregnant.
- Stop being so hard on yourself.
It's not like--you didn't fail not getting pregnant.
Like, I thought--what happened to God's timing and like--
- I know. I feel like I know that.
This feels emotional.
I want us to both just try really hard
because I'm trying really hard.
I really care.
I'm seeing it slip away. And I'm gonna run out of time.
Like, I just feel like my life is getting so, like, limited.
And I feel frustrated that Spencer and I
aren't on the same page right now.
♪ ♪
- ♪ I'm not givin' up, givin' up ♪
♪ Don't try to pull away ♪
♪ Oh, you think it's love? ♪
♪ I'll crush whatever's in the way ♪
♪ I'm not givin' up ♪
- Party's in town, party's in town!
- Out of control.
- ♪ Now look who's back ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ I'm on a roll, I'm on a roll ♪
- [trilling]
- Her boobs are completely out.
- Do you see the heart. - Pumpin'.
- We started talking about moving in together.
- See you back in... - In LA.
- Who's a better kisser? - [laughs]
- Ahh! - Oh.
- ♪ Yeah, this is where we ride ♪
- I have feelings for you.
- You can't say some [bleep] like that
when you know [bleep] absolutely nothing.
- Heidi, where are you going? - Please sit down.
- Compromise.
I don't know what the [bleep] that is.
- That's something that you really need to work on.
- He was definitely insinuating
that you still take drugs and you still drink.
- That's [bleep] up.
- Audrina told me Ashley talks a lot of smack about me.
- You told her? - I had to.
- No, you didn't have to!
- I'm playing Patty Cake. I have not got--
- That's why you guys don't have any [bleep] friends.
- You're a liar, Audrina.
- Oh, deflect again, you guys.
- I'm just glad the drama's not about me for once.
- Right?
- ♪ Now this is where we rise ♪