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{\an8}[ethereal music playing]

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How can this be?

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Have you ever seen a dandelion
grow through a crack in the cement?

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There's a Swedish study about children
who thrive against all odds.

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They call them dandelion kids.

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Uh... My mother was a child psychologist.

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So you're saying there's no explanation?

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Maybe it's a miracle.

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Maybe the water rations
have addled your brain.

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[Kwesi exhales]

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If this one plant
makes it all the way to Mars...

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...would that help you
to grow your garden there?

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Unquestionably.
I'd build my entire garden around it.

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Then should we attempt
to account for how it has survived?

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Are you proposing an experiment, Doctor?

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If you are up for it, Doctor.

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Meanwhile,

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let's hope we're all as resilient
as this one here.

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[tablet chimes]

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Dear Lex, how are you?

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Haven't heard from you in a few days.

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I wanna hear more about this Isaac.

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All you said about him in your...

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[coughing]

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[tablet chimes]

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[melancholy music playing]

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[Emma's voice]
I told myself I'd miss things.

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But it's much harder than I ever imagined.

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[sniffles]

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Earth is so far away now, Lex.

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Just a dot,
a tiny dot of light in the sky,

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which means you're farther away.

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I just wanna stay close to you.

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[coughing]

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[coughing, retching]

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[toilet flushing]

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[knocking on door]

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You okay?
Think it was the 2:00 a.m. tacos?

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[exhales]

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[door opening]

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-[Emma sighs]
-Oh. Ouch.

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[sighs]

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Guess I can't interest you
in that omelet now, huh?

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Want me to go get you something?
A ginger ale?

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I wanna break up.

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Okay. I... I didn't know we were dating.

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Well, whatever we've been doing
for the last...

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three months, I think we should stop.

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Do you mind if I ask why?

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It's interfering with my training.

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Well, that's funny
since most of our non-dates have involved

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some form of running, swimming--

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Tequila, sex...

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My head's not clear.

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I'm off my game,
and there's no room for that.

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Not if I wanna go to Mars.
Not if I wanna be the best.

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Whoa, Em. Hey. Hey.

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Em, whoa.

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You are the best, okay?
Hey, what's going on?

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Well, you... you don't get it.

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You know, you're a man.

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You get to do it all.

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Uh... Well, since when has being a woman
ever slowed you down?

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Look, I... I don't...

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-[sighs]
-You're pregnant.

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[sighs]

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I don't know.

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I'm late.

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I'm vo... vomiting.

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So, yeah. Yeah, I'm a little concerned.

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I see. All right.
Look, I'm... I'm in this with you, okay?

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It's easy for you to be in this with me.
You have a kid, you're a better astronaut.

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They move you up the list.
Women move down the list.

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Look at Melissa. She was kicking ass,
and now they won't even let her fly.

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Melissa... That was her choice.

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[Emma] Exactly.

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There's no decision.

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I'm not giving up flying.

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[motorcycle engine revving]

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[Isaac] Nice! Always look up.

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Look where you're going,
not where you are.

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[Alexis] That was amazing!

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You're amazing.

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[kiss]

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-[group whooping]
-[Alexis laughs]

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[Alexis] I wanna go again.

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Pro tip: switch to third in the air.
That way, the clutch won't slow you down.

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[Alexis] Third in the air. Got it.

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[motorcycle engine revving]

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[Matt] The backup water system's
been running strong

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for almost a month now.

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We got two months to go, and we all know
that's a notoriously fickle system.

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There's a thousand things
that could go wrong, obviously,

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and we've accounted for
about half of them. What are we missing?

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My dad had triple bypass surgery
last year.

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Right. Sorry. Uh...

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Sometimes I have a thought
that's relevant,

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but I don't connect the dots.

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When my dad's artery got clogged up--

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You're saying if the DA goes down

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and contaminants
get into some of the pipes--

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We can shut those systems down
and reroute the flow.

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Jane, it's your system. What do you think?

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Sounds right. I'll draw up a procedure.

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[knocking at door]

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Come in.

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[Ryan] Hey, Matt.

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Uh... Just seeing if you had
that recommendation on the CO2 scrubbers.

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Oh yeah. It's right here.

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Should be a pretty simple procedure.

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A weekly vacuum should be fine.

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Here you go.

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Right. Thanks.

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I, um...

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I didn't know
there was a meeting going on.

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It's not really a meeting.

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We were just talking about the... game...
last night.

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Yeah. Uh... Can you guys believe
we went into double OT?

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[laughs]

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[Ryan] Right.

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Um... Sorry to interrupt.

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-Thanks for the report, Matt.
-You got it.

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-[door closes]
-Look, that's very kind, but listen to me:

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no one needs to cover for me.
You understand?

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If I get in trouble for overstepping
my position, that's on me.

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If Ryan knew half the recommendations
we're giving him were coming from you--

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I don't care.
I'm not trying to undermine anyone.

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-I just wanna help.
-[man] You've done more than help.

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Sometimes it seems you have more
up-to-date intel than Mission Control.

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How's that possible?

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-[computer chimes]
-[Misha] Dear Matt,

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I've received proposed procedure
for rerouting of the pipes.

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It's an excellent plan.

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All the best, Misha.

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Delete "All the best, Misha."

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[computer chimes]

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I guess us engineers
are not as compromised as they say.

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Winky-face emoji. Winky-face emoji.
Winky-face emoji.

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-All the best, Misha. Send.
-[knocking on door]

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-[computer chimes]
-You ready for this psych eval?

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No.

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Well, it wasn't really a question,
to be honest.

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So it's not insult enough

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that I have to sit all day in my room
like in prison.

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Now I'm supposed to talk to you
about my feelings?

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Everyone has to do one
at the three-quarter mark, okay?

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Lu and Kwesi have just done theirs.

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The reason
you're confined to your quarters

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is because a gravity-rich environment
may slow your decline in vision,

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which we're all aware
is a pretty big problem now.

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Okay, Dr. Mahatma Freud.

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Let's talk about my feelings.

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Right.

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How do I feel?

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How do I... Well, I'm frustrated...

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[clears throat]

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...because I'm going blind.

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I feel a little bit uncomfortable
and very, very thirsty

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because my brilliant commander

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thinks she knows better than me
how to fix the water system.

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You can't blame her
for a compromised water system.

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Well, what a passionate defense
of your commander. That's impressive.

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What does that mean?

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It must be so difficult for you

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-to keep objectivity when you--
-No, no, no.

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What is that supposed to mean?

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Oh! I sense some anger.
Would you like to lie on the couch?

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[Ram] Tell me what that means.

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-[Misha] I don't mind. I'll listen to you.
-Will you two shut up?

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My head is pounding
from all the screaming.

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[sighs] And will one of you
please fix the damn comms?

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That should be your first priority.

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-I'm sorry?
-The comms?

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The comms. They're... they're down again.

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I just received an email from Ground
a few minutes ago.

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The comms are working absolutely fine.

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No, I wrote to my daughter two hours ago,
and I haven't heard back.

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Maybe she doesn't want to write back.

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That's... that's exactly how it started
with my daughter.

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They pull away to protect themselves.

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The more we push,

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the more they pull.

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Best is just stop pushing.
You know, accept it.

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-Wish I could learn this lesson.
-Just fix the comms.

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[music playing from truck]

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[Isaac] I mean it.
You're... you're a prodigy.

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[Alexis]
You're really not just saying that?

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[Isaac] I'm really not.

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Although, I'd get some gear, prodigy,
or your dad's gonna catch on to you.

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[sighs] Yeah.

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I can't tell him
how good it makes me feel.

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He just wouldn't get it.

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My mom did all sorts of wild stuff
when she was young.

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Bungee jumping, diving off quarries...

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[laughs]

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She flew a crop duster when she was 14.

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[both laugh]

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So, I mean, she really can't talk.

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Yeah, but when has that
ever stopped parents from talking?

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I'm just saying, have an alibi ready.

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Dirt fight in math class?

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Yeah, okay.
Maybe a better alibi than that.

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[both laughing]

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How about a garden gnome attack?

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You're a terrible liar.

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My dad's gonna be home soon.

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Okay.

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-Okay.
-I'll call you later?

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[Alexis] Yeah?

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-Bye.
-Bye.

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[truck door closes]

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[engine starting]

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[music playing from truck]

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[phone chimes]

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[music continues]

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[tablet chimes]

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[Ram] Emma, the idea
with these evaluations

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is that you actually talk to me.

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[Emma] You're a medic, not a shrink.

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And your mental health is as critical
to this mission as your physical.

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And I'm responsible for monitoring both.

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Have you been taking
your full water rations?

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Check the logs.

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I don't need to check.

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If you tell me you're taking them,
I believe you.

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And how's your sleep?

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[sighs] Sleep?

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I don't sleep.

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Every time I close my eyes, I...

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You what?

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Nothing.

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Emma, I can't help you
if you don't talk to me, okay?

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It's... stupid.

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Alexis has a boyfriend.

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And all I know about him
is what Matt's told me.

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That he's two years older than her,
rides motorbikes, and...

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...his father was KIA.

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[sighs] That's pretty rough.

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We're military. We know these kids.

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Your parent is killed in action,
you're never the same.

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And you're worried
she's connecting with him because--

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I'm not dead.

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I know that, Emma.

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I don't want her thinking about
the possibility that I...

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Or hanging out with some boy
who's gonna make her think about that.

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What does Matt say?

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I don't think he was thinking about being
the go-to parent for boys.

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It's not like he's at full strength.
And, you know, that's the other thing.

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Any time I've ever needed Matt,
he's been there for me.

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And now he needs me
more than he's ever needed anyone,

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and I'm not there.

252
00:13:07,661 --> 00:13:08,537
Emma, you can't--

253
00:13:08,621 --> 00:13:11,665
I'm not there for him.
I'm not there for them.

254
00:13:18,839 --> 00:13:21,258
[tablet chiming]

255
00:13:22,301 --> 00:13:25,429
[Alexis] And my grade in calculus
is up to a B-plus,

256
00:13:26,639 --> 00:13:29,767
...which, I mean, frankly,
I deserve a medal

257
00:13:29,850 --> 00:13:34,647
because there were two trick questions
in that last exam that no one else got.

258
00:13:34,730 --> 00:13:36,023
Well, that's great.

259
00:13:36,106 --> 00:13:38,526
And I'm sorry I didn't get off work
in time to pick you up.

260
00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:40,861
That's okay. Uh, Annie dropped me off.

261
00:13:43,697 --> 00:13:46,450
I saw Isaac driving away from the house.

262
00:13:51,747 --> 00:13:52,665
I'm sorry.

263
00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:54,542
I don't know why I lied.

264
00:13:55,167 --> 00:13:56,919
Were you out riding bikes with him?

265
00:13:57,795 --> 00:13:59,922
No. I swear I wasn't.

266
00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:03,008
You know,
I don't even know if I believe you.

267
00:14:04,134 --> 00:14:06,136
You know how hard that is for me to say?

268
00:14:07,638 --> 00:14:11,016
Half the guys I was in rehab with
are paralyzed from being on motorcycles.

269
00:14:11,100 --> 00:14:13,811
You are not to get on a goddamn motorbike.
Do you understand?

270
00:14:13,894 --> 00:14:14,895
Yes.

271
00:14:16,522 --> 00:14:17,523
I promise.

272
00:14:19,066 --> 00:14:20,234
And write your mom back.

273
00:14:20,317 --> 00:14:22,361
I got three texts
saying you haven't written back.

274
00:14:22,903 --> 00:14:25,072
I wrote her back, like, three days ago.

275
00:14:25,489 --> 00:14:27,658
And her last response to me
was super weird.

276
00:14:32,371 --> 00:14:35,499
See what I mean?
I mean, it doesn't even sound like her.

277
00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:37,877
She signed it "Commander Green."

278
00:14:38,669 --> 00:14:41,589
They're on water rations. She's exhausted.

279
00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:44,592
-Dad--
-This is the toughest part of the journey.

280
00:14:45,759 --> 00:14:46,760
She needs us.

281
00:14:47,678 --> 00:14:48,762
Write her back, okay?

282
00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:51,015
Okay.

283
00:15:01,525 --> 00:15:03,027
[keyboard tapping]

284
00:15:04,028 --> 00:15:05,195
[Alexis's voice] Dear Mom,

285
00:15:05,279 --> 00:15:07,281
I'm sorry I didn't write back sooner.

286
00:15:09,867 --> 00:15:13,037
Okay, so you asked me about Isaac. Well...

287
00:15:14,413 --> 00:15:18,083
When I was little, you'd tell me about
how you'd have to get up at 4:00 a.m.

288
00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,376
to spray the crops.

289
00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:25,382
But as soon as you got in that cockpit,
the old crop duster,

290
00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:27,134
and it lifted up into the air,

291
00:15:27,217 --> 00:15:29,178
you got this rush of adrenaline.

292
00:15:32,014 --> 00:15:34,266
And it made you feel
like anything was possible.

293
00:15:34,975 --> 00:15:37,478
And that was amazing
because you grew up poor,

294
00:15:37,561 --> 00:15:40,022
and sometimes it felt
like nothing was possible.

295
00:15:40,105 --> 00:15:42,149
-But flying changed that.
-[Emma panting]

296
00:15:42,232 --> 00:15:45,069
Well, that's kinda how I feel with Isaac.

297
00:15:45,653 --> 00:15:48,614
I was feeling sort of stuck
and closed off,

298
00:15:49,865 --> 00:15:51,951
obsessing over you being away,

299
00:15:52,493 --> 00:15:54,954
or if I have Dad's CCM.

300
00:15:56,622 --> 00:15:58,165
[breathing heavily]

301
00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:03,462
[Alexis's voice]
But it's like... I can move now.

302
00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:07,967
Maybe I don't have to hold my breath
for the next three years.

303
00:16:10,719 --> 00:16:12,721
[melancholy music playing]

304
00:16:24,608 --> 00:16:25,567
Hey.

305
00:16:25,651 --> 00:16:26,610
Hi.

306
00:16:26,694 --> 00:16:27,903
-Come on in.
-Thanks.

307
00:16:29,446 --> 00:16:32,282
All I have is this gross pregnancy tea,

308
00:16:32,366 --> 00:16:34,284
uh, but I can put on coffee.

309
00:16:34,910 --> 00:16:38,080
You can dish NASA gossip.
I'm so out of touch.

310
00:16:38,956 --> 00:16:40,040
What's this?

311
00:16:40,624 --> 00:16:41,709
[Melissa] Scott made it.

312
00:16:42,459 --> 00:16:43,877
Isn't it great? [chuckles]

313
00:16:43,961 --> 00:16:46,588
He wants the baby girl to know
she's from an astronaut family

314
00:16:46,672 --> 00:16:48,632
and her mom is going to Mars one day.

315
00:16:49,633 --> 00:16:51,719
You know, what I do have is orange juice.

316
00:16:52,177 --> 00:16:54,263
Goodnight, Mars.

317
00:16:57,474 --> 00:16:58,726
[Emma] I grew up in Montana.

318
00:16:58,809 --> 00:17:00,394
Oh, Montana's gorgeous.

319
00:17:00,477 --> 00:17:03,522
Yeah.
"Big Sky Country" is not just a slogan.

320
00:17:04,356 --> 00:17:05,941
"Stars like sprinkles."

321
00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:09,111
They used to say that when I was a kid.
"Stars are sprinkles."

322
00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:12,781
My twelfth birthday,
all I wanted was a telescope

323
00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:16,201
so I could see them up close,
or at least up closer,

324
00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:18,078
but we were, um...

325
00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:25,461
Well, we had a farm, and my mom
was barely making ends meet, so...

326
00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:30,716
She knew I wanted it so bad,
so she saved up for months.

327
00:17:30,799 --> 00:17:32,176
I don't even know how.

328
00:17:33,802 --> 00:17:37,598
She got me this telescope
that they had on sale at Walmart.

329
00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:39,850
I was so excited.

330
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:43,604
I set it up on the porch facing south,

331
00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:45,939
followed all the instructions, and I...

332
00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:48,067
couldn't see a thing.

333
00:17:50,277 --> 00:17:51,528
It was a piece of crap.

334
00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:55,741
What's wrong?

335
00:17:58,243 --> 00:17:59,369
I'm pregnant.

336
00:18:04,249 --> 00:18:05,334
I'm not having it.

337
00:18:07,836 --> 00:18:08,962
-Okay.
-[Emma sighs]

338
00:18:09,046 --> 00:18:11,173
I fought tooth and nail to get here.

339
00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:15,010
Why are you here, Emma?

340
00:18:17,012 --> 00:18:18,347
Because you're my friend.

341
00:18:19,306 --> 00:18:21,058
And I'm also your colleague,

342
00:18:21,141 --> 00:18:22,726
and I'm eight months pregnant.

343
00:18:23,268 --> 00:18:26,271
And I'm popping antacids
like they're Tic Tacs, and...

344
00:18:26,855 --> 00:18:28,899
my feet don't fit in my shoes,

345
00:18:29,650 --> 00:18:32,444
but you don't find someone else
to go talk to.

346
00:18:33,153 --> 00:18:34,154
You come to me...

347
00:18:34,905 --> 00:18:37,699
to tell me that you are not having a baby.

348
00:18:39,159 --> 00:18:40,619
So, what do you want from me?

349
00:18:41,453 --> 00:18:42,788
-I'm sorry.
-My permission?

350
00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:44,248
No.

351
00:18:44,998 --> 00:18:49,086
Or did you come to see the cost up close?
I mean, am I the cautionary tale?

352
00:18:49,169 --> 00:18:50,045
No.

353
00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:51,338
[crying]

354
00:18:52,005 --> 00:18:52,881
[Emma] God...

355
00:18:53,257 --> 00:18:55,384
I just... I don't know what I want.

356
00:18:58,637 --> 00:18:59,638
Oh, honey.

357
00:19:02,349 --> 00:19:04,768
You've always known what you wanted,
haven't you?

358
00:19:07,229 --> 00:19:09,439
-This must be really hard for you.
-[door opens]

359
00:19:09,815 --> 00:19:10,941
[door closes]

360
00:19:11,024 --> 00:19:13,360
Hey, Emma Green in the house!
What's cooking?

361
00:19:13,443 --> 00:19:14,528
Hey.

362
00:19:14,945 --> 00:19:17,114
-And how are my babies?
-Hey. [laughs]

363
00:19:20,117 --> 00:19:22,870
Hey, some guy came by with sod
this morning.

364
00:19:22,953 --> 00:19:25,205
Yes. Kids need grass to play on, Mel.

365
00:19:26,582 --> 00:19:27,833
Yeah.

366
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:29,334
[laughs]

367
00:19:33,630 --> 00:19:34,923
Does Matt know?

368
00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:44,808
[sighs]

369
00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:53,984
[computer chimes]

370
00:19:54,902 --> 00:19:56,820
Hey, it's Matt.
Sorry to bother you so late.

371
00:19:56,904 --> 00:19:58,906
[counts in Russian]

372
00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:01,241
[computer chimes]

373
00:20:02,242 --> 00:20:03,285
[groans]

374
00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:17,883
-[computer chimes]
-Hey, it's Matt.

375
00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:19,426
Sorry to bother you so late.

376
00:20:19,509 --> 00:20:20,510
I just wanna let you know

377
00:20:20,594 --> 00:20:22,888
we'll have some new procedures
to send you in the morning.

378
00:20:23,555 --> 00:20:25,349
I also want to check in about Emma.

379
00:20:26,350 --> 00:20:28,769
Her last few messages
have been a little off.

380
00:20:29,519 --> 00:20:31,355
I'll be up for a while
looking at schematics.

381
00:20:31,438 --> 00:20:33,607
If you're awake
and can set my mind at ease,

382
00:20:34,650 --> 00:20:35,651
I'd appreciate it.

383
00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:37,110
[computer chimes]

384
00:20:44,701 --> 00:20:45,744
[computer chimes]

385
00:20:57,464 --> 00:21:01,593
[Misha's voice] Dear Matt,
as always, please forgive typos.

386
00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:03,804
I guess dictation system
doesn't appreciate

387
00:21:03,887 --> 00:21:05,639
my perfect American accent.

388
00:21:07,557 --> 00:21:09,977
To be honest,
we are all a little run down here.

389
00:21:11,061 --> 00:21:13,480
As you know, space takes a heavy toll.

390
00:21:15,023 --> 00:21:16,942
But your Emma is...

391
00:21:18,026 --> 00:21:18,902
tough cookie,

392
00:21:19,569 --> 00:21:23,073
maybe even tougher than me,
which, if asked,

393
00:21:23,156 --> 00:21:25,284
I will strongly deny.

394
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:30,289
Smiley-face emoji. Smiley-face emoji.
Smiley-face emoji.

395
00:21:32,124 --> 00:21:33,458
I think she'll be okay.

396
00:21:35,419 --> 00:21:39,798
But always feel free
to get in touch with me. Okay?

397
00:21:40,757 --> 00:21:42,092
Good night, Matt.

398
00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:49,141
[Alexis's voice] But flying changed that.
That's kinda how I feel with Isaac.

399
00:21:49,224 --> 00:21:51,393
Stuck. I was feeling sort of stuck.

400
00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:53,895
But it's like I can move now.

401
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:57,065
Maybe I don't have to hold my breath
for the next three years.

402
00:21:59,568 --> 00:22:00,652
[Emma exhales]

403
00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:03,989
What you're proposing is preposterous.

404
00:22:04,072 --> 00:22:06,783
I ran a complete chemical analysis
on the soil.

405
00:22:06,867 --> 00:22:10,162
Nothing is aberrant,
which leaves just one hypothesis.

406
00:22:10,245 --> 00:22:12,748
Well, the notion that this plant
spontaneously adapted

407
00:22:12,831 --> 00:22:14,249
to become more drought tolerant--

408
00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:17,085
It is the only remaining explanation.

409
00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:19,379
Yes, unless the explanation is...

410
00:22:21,548 --> 00:22:24,051
[sighs] I... I really appreciate

411
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:26,887
your receiving your PhD degree

412
00:22:26,970 --> 00:22:30,098
from "I Believe in Miracles" University!

413
00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:32,559
-Right...
-You two need to get a room.

414
00:22:32,642 --> 00:22:34,936
Oh, this is science, Ram.
Don't make it vile.

415
00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:36,605
Then make it interesting.

416
00:22:36,688 --> 00:22:38,023
Meaning what?

417
00:22:38,106 --> 00:22:41,068
Meaning, you have one theory,
he has another...

418
00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:42,235
Put a wager on it.

419
00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:44,237
You still got half your Mars bar?

420
00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:45,238
You have...

421
00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:47,324
half a Mars bar?

422
00:22:47,407 --> 00:22:49,284
Yes, well, I was saving it
for when we land.

423
00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:50,619
Okay, that's very literal,

424
00:22:50,702 --> 00:22:54,581
but if you don't believe in your theory
enough to put that on the line, then...

425
00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:58,251
All right! Fine, but if I'm right,

426
00:22:58,335 --> 00:23:00,670
you have to believe
that miracles do exist.

427
00:23:01,546 --> 00:23:02,923
[Ram] Morning, Commander.

428
00:23:04,257 --> 00:23:05,258
How'd you sleep?

429
00:23:06,510 --> 00:23:07,928
You still checking up on me?

430
00:23:08,845 --> 00:23:10,847
I thought we finished my eval yesterday.

431
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:13,225
[switch clicks]

432
00:23:13,308 --> 00:23:14,684
[whirring]

433
00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:22,901
See? Full rations, Doc.

434
00:23:24,861 --> 00:23:25,862
[Emma sighs]

435
00:23:28,740 --> 00:23:31,535
[Misha] Good morning, space buddies.

436
00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:33,453
Misha is here!

437
00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:37,416
Misha, how many times did I tell you?
You have to remain in your pod.

438
00:23:37,499 --> 00:23:41,837
No. What I need to do
is vacuum the CO2 filters

439
00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:46,716
so that this fantastic crew can
get enough oxygen to the brain

440
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:49,511
and function on the highest level.

441
00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,931
Or is this also above my pay grade?

442
00:23:53,348 --> 00:23:55,225
It's above your pay grade now.

443
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,353
You're no good to us compromised.

444
00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,981
[Kwesi]
Look, we can vacuum the filters, Misha.

445
00:24:01,064 --> 00:24:03,233
[Emma] Oh, let him go blind if he wants.

446
00:24:04,025 --> 00:24:06,153
You know how many things
I'm missing out on at home

447
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:09,573
to sit here and listen to you
tell Misha to go to his pod?

448
00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:14,453
He clearly doesn't give a shit
about any of us.

449
00:24:15,662 --> 00:24:17,289
Go ahead and crack your little jokes.

450
00:24:17,372 --> 00:24:20,041
Risk our lives. Fine. Clean the filter.

451
00:24:22,210 --> 00:24:24,463
Take a goddamn spacewalk for all I care.

452
00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:30,302
I thought you gave her her psych eval.

453
00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,846
Look, she's under the same stress
as all of us.

454
00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:34,389
Trust me, she can handle it.

455
00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:35,474
You sure?

456
00:24:35,932 --> 00:24:39,186
I don't need a psych eval
to tell you what's wrong with her.

457
00:24:40,103 --> 00:24:43,064
I love my child as fiercely as Emma does.

458
00:24:44,941 --> 00:24:45,942
But I understand,

459
00:24:47,819 --> 00:24:49,571
if I ever received a call that...

460
00:24:50,697 --> 00:24:52,199
Lei Lei's fallen ill or...

461
00:24:52,949 --> 00:24:54,117
struck by a car...

462
00:24:55,952 --> 00:24:57,537
...I cannot go home.

463
00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:00,081
I cannot hold him.

464
00:25:01,791 --> 00:25:05,670
I cannot lose focus on the task at hand.

465
00:25:07,881 --> 00:25:11,176
I accept that for the next three years,

466
00:25:11,259 --> 00:25:13,970
my husband is my son's parent.

467
00:25:15,931 --> 00:25:16,890
I'm not.

468
00:25:23,396 --> 00:25:25,857
Emma refuses to accept it...

469
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,318
and we're seeing the cost.

470
00:25:31,488 --> 00:25:32,614
[Freddie] Hey, Matt.

471
00:25:33,198 --> 00:25:36,117
Hey, I thought we'd start today
looking at the thermal pumps.

472
00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:37,202
[Freddie] Excellent.

473
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:40,080
Hey, does it ever bum you out
that we're basically brainstorming

474
00:25:40,163 --> 00:25:42,249
the hundreds of ways
a water system could break down

475
00:25:42,332 --> 00:25:44,042
and your wife could die of thirst?

476
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:47,045
'Cause that would bum me out.

477
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:50,590
[phone chimes]

478
00:25:54,219 --> 00:25:56,930
-Would you mind getting us more coffee?
-Yeah, totally.

479
00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:03,728
Or I could just go away for a while.

480
00:26:04,271 --> 00:26:06,231
-You want privacy, right?
-Thanks.

481
00:26:13,613 --> 00:26:15,699
-[Matt sighs]
-[door closes]

482
00:26:17,158 --> 00:26:18,201
[Misha's voice] Dear Matt,

483
00:26:18,910 --> 00:26:22,539
last night
I might have been overoptimistic.

484
00:26:25,875 --> 00:26:27,836
Emma starts to worry me too.

485
00:26:30,088 --> 00:26:31,131
Sorry.

486
00:26:41,808 --> 00:26:43,435
-You got a second?
-[man] Mmm.

487
00:26:45,061 --> 00:26:45,979
Matt!

488
00:26:47,022 --> 00:26:48,940
Hey. Finally taking me up on my offer?

489
00:26:49,399 --> 00:26:51,901
-What?
-For you and me to have a session.

490
00:26:51,985 --> 00:26:53,820
Uh... No, I... [chuckles]

491
00:26:54,446 --> 00:26:55,905
We need to talk about Emma.

492
00:26:57,157 --> 00:26:59,618
I know Ram's technically
doing the psych evals,

493
00:26:59,701 --> 00:27:02,120
but you and Emma still check in
once a week over email, right?

494
00:27:02,203 --> 00:27:04,164
Any check-ins I have with Emma
are confidential.

495
00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:06,666
I just wanna know
if you've checked in with her recently.

496
00:27:07,083 --> 00:27:08,877
I'm sorry. I can't even tell you that.

497
00:27:11,254 --> 00:27:13,298
Okay. What about this conversation here?

498
00:27:13,381 --> 00:27:14,758
Is this confidential too?

499
00:27:14,841 --> 00:27:16,926
-Well, that depends.
-On what?

500
00:27:17,010 --> 00:27:18,219
Are we having a session?

501
00:27:19,429 --> 00:27:20,722
Fine. Sure.

502
00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:22,515
-So this is off the record?
-It is.

503
00:27:23,016 --> 00:27:25,185
I've been in direct communication
with Misha

504
00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:27,395
in an effort
to keep the water system online.

505
00:27:27,812 --> 00:27:31,107
Recently he expressed his concern to me
about Emma's well-being.

506
00:27:31,191 --> 00:27:33,068
I wanna know if you share that concern.

507
00:27:33,860 --> 00:27:34,861
How's Alexis?

508
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:36,363
What?

509
00:27:36,446 --> 00:27:37,739
How's she doing these days?

510
00:27:38,198 --> 00:27:39,449
I'm talking about Emma.

511
00:27:39,532 --> 00:27:40,533
So am I.

512
00:27:42,285 --> 00:27:45,163
The three-quarter mark
is the hardest part of the journey.

513
00:27:45,246 --> 00:27:47,332
-I'm aware of that.
-Yeah, exactly.

514
00:27:47,415 --> 00:27:50,919
You and I are aware of that.
We have no idea how it feels.

515
00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:54,464
Emma's 20 million miles
from the people she loves.

516
00:27:54,547 --> 00:27:56,675
[scoffs] I mean,
I can talk about isolation,

517
00:27:56,758 --> 00:27:59,302
but that requires
a different word altogether.

518
00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,888
She needs to know
that her family is taken care of.

519
00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:03,640
I got it covered, Doc.

520
00:28:04,057 --> 00:28:05,517
-Do you?
-Excuse me?

521
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,894
After an injury, it is hard enough
to take care of yourself.

522
00:28:07,977 --> 00:28:09,646
-Maybe for you.
-Believe me, I know.

523
00:28:09,729 --> 00:28:12,023
And apparently, you're also doing
the job of 30 engineers.

524
00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,316
What's your point?

525
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,069
This might be a particularly
difficult time for you to ask for help.

526
00:28:17,028 --> 00:28:18,863
All right. This session's over.

527
00:28:18,947 --> 00:28:20,782
-Door's always open, Matt.
-Uh-huh.

528
00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:22,867
-[Putney] Don't take the stairs.
-Yeah!

529
00:28:23,451 --> 00:28:25,120
[motorcycle engines revving]

530
00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:43,722
You're not riding today?

531
00:28:43,805 --> 00:28:46,433
No. My dad's definitely onto me, so...

532
00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:49,060
You want me to not?
We could do something else.

533
00:28:50,437 --> 00:28:51,813
No, I really like it here.

534
00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:58,862
[phone chimes]

535
00:29:07,078 --> 00:29:09,581
[Emma's voice]
Thank you for being so open with me.

536
00:29:10,206 --> 00:29:12,333
I'm glad that Isaac makes you feel...

537
00:29:13,334 --> 00:29:14,294
...alive.

538
00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:17,839
But boys this age,

539
00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,091
they're distractions.

540
00:29:21,718 --> 00:29:24,345
[Emma's voice]
You have to keep your gaze ahead,

541
00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,014
in the direction you're going.

542
00:29:27,223 --> 00:29:30,351
It's all about where you're headed.

543
00:29:30,935 --> 00:29:32,729
You have to be careful.

544
00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:34,355
That's all I'm saying.

545
00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:36,357
Because there are things
ahead of you in life

546
00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:39,110
that will mean so much more than flying,

547
00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,071
so much more than Isaac.

548
00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:51,039
Hey. I think I will.

549
00:29:54,667 --> 00:29:55,710
What... what's going on?

550
00:29:56,127 --> 00:29:57,003
Nothing.

551
00:29:58,129 --> 00:30:00,215
I'll just have a better alibi ready
next time.

552
00:30:01,925 --> 00:30:03,343
Is everything all right?

553
00:30:03,676 --> 00:30:04,511
Yeah.

554
00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,931
I... I just don't wanna be responsible
if your dad--

555
00:30:08,014 --> 00:30:09,224
You're not responsible for me.

556
00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,066
[motorcycle engine revving]

557
00:30:22,403 --> 00:30:24,322
-[water running]
-[doorbell rings]

558
00:30:25,949 --> 00:30:26,908
[water shuts off]

559
00:30:29,327 --> 00:30:30,328
[sighs]

560
00:30:32,455 --> 00:30:33,331
Hey.

561
00:30:33,873 --> 00:30:34,749
Hey.

562
00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:37,418
I can feel Lex slipping away.

563
00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:40,964
You know, she's keeping things from me.
She's lying to me.

564
00:30:41,673 --> 00:30:44,634
I thought I was gonna be able
to take on this whole role, but...

565
00:30:45,218 --> 00:30:47,428
clearly, I'm in way over my head.

566
00:30:48,096 --> 00:30:50,014
How would you feel about talking to her?

567
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:52,892
Oh, of course.
Yeah, whatever you and Emma need.

568
00:30:54,185 --> 00:30:57,063
And I'll also make it clear to Lex
that, um,

569
00:30:57,146 --> 00:30:59,190
I'm not trying to replace her mom
in any way.

570
00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:01,985
I'm sure Emma will be relieved to know,

571
00:31:02,068 --> 00:31:04,487
when it comes to boys,
Lex isn't just stuck with me.

572
00:31:05,405 --> 00:31:07,073
Okay, you gotta stop doing that.

573
00:31:07,448 --> 00:31:08,283
What?

574
00:31:08,908 --> 00:31:10,535
You're not in over your head.

575
00:31:11,411 --> 00:31:14,080
Believe me. I married that dude.
You're not it.

576
00:31:14,497 --> 00:31:16,624
-You're the opposite of it.
-[Matt laughs]

577
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:18,459
[Melissa laughs]

578
00:31:19,335 --> 00:31:20,962
You know, for what it's worth...

579
00:31:22,046 --> 00:31:23,464
...I always thought...

580
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:26,175
...Scott was an asshole.

581
00:31:26,259 --> 00:31:27,135
[Melissa laughs]

582
00:31:28,428 --> 00:31:30,722
Okay. Yeah. Thanks for the heads-up.

583
00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,390
-[Matt laughs]
-Appreciate that.

584
00:31:34,309 --> 00:31:36,436
Yeah, I'll never make that mistake again.

585
00:31:37,687 --> 00:31:39,480
Are you saying
you're never gonna date again?

586
00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:42,901
I mean, I haven't in 15 years.
Why start now?

587
00:31:45,028 --> 00:31:48,197
Cassie has this birthmark pattern
on her back

588
00:31:48,281 --> 00:31:50,325
in the exact shape of Cassiopeia.

589
00:31:50,408 --> 00:31:52,076
It's five dots in a W.

590
00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:54,203
And Scott has it too.

591
00:31:54,829 --> 00:31:56,414
That's why we named her Cassie.

592
00:31:57,165 --> 00:31:58,166
Cassiopeia.

593
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:00,960
She's his.

594
00:32:03,796 --> 00:32:05,757
They're connected, and he just...

595
00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:09,177
So...

596
00:32:10,053 --> 00:32:12,931
Yeah. No, I'm not interested
in giving anyone else the opportunity

597
00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:14,349
to walk out on my kid.

598
00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:20,647
I get that.

599
00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:24,817
But remember...

600
00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:28,363
...a lot of better men
than Scott out there.

601
00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:31,199
And you deserve that.

602
00:32:34,035 --> 00:32:35,078
[Melissa] Mmm.

603
00:32:35,161 --> 00:32:35,995
Cheers to that.

604
00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,877
[motorcycle engine revving]

605
00:32:52,512 --> 00:32:53,721
Lex, take it slow!

606
00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:56,641
-Lex!
-[motorcycle engine revving]

607
00:32:58,017 --> 00:32:59,018
[Isaac] Lex!

608
00:32:59,102 --> 00:33:00,979
[tense music playing]

609
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:04,774
What the hell was she doing
on that damn bike?

610
00:33:04,857 --> 00:33:06,693
I mean, all we know
is that she had an accident.

611
00:33:06,776 --> 00:33:08,611
She might be fine. She's fine.

612
00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:10,238
We're gonna get there, and...

613
00:33:11,197 --> 00:33:12,824
-Shit.
-What?

614
00:33:12,907 --> 00:33:16,369
[sighs] I'm Emma's crew support.
I need to let her know what's happened.

615
00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:17,537
Uh... Melissa...

616
00:33:18,037 --> 00:33:20,456
She left explicit instructions
when it comes to Lex.

617
00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:21,749
The second that something--

618
00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:23,835
No, we're not gonna send her
a goddamn text message.

619
00:33:23,918 --> 00:33:25,378
It's the only option we have.

620
00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:27,255
No, it's not.

621
00:33:29,632 --> 00:33:31,467
-[phone chimes]
-Hey, it's Matt here.

622
00:33:32,969 --> 00:33:33,928
[Misha groans]

623
00:33:34,721 --> 00:33:35,972
Good evening.

624
00:33:36,764 --> 00:33:38,141
I'm just getting dinner.

625
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:40,393
[Misha groans]

626
00:33:40,476 --> 00:33:43,980
Wouldn't like to compromise myself
even further.

627
00:33:47,483 --> 00:33:48,443
[tablet chimes]

628
00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:57,827
Oh my God.

629
00:33:58,953 --> 00:33:59,829
What is it?

630
00:34:00,246 --> 00:34:02,915
-Emma's daughter's had an accident.
-[Kwesi] Oh no.

631
00:34:03,499 --> 00:34:04,917
What kind of accident?

632
00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:12,008
-[tablet chimes]
-Hey, it's Matt here.

633
00:34:12,425 --> 00:34:13,968
I'm on my way to the hospital.

634
00:34:14,469 --> 00:34:16,345
Lex has been in a motorbike accident.

635
00:34:17,221 --> 00:34:20,391
I... I don't have any information yet,
but Emma will wanna know.

636
00:34:21,017 --> 00:34:23,311
I think it's important
that she should hear it from you.

637
00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,855
She trusts you, and I do too.

638
00:34:27,065 --> 00:34:30,234
I'll be in touch as soon as I have
more information. Thanks.

639
00:34:30,318 --> 00:34:31,736
-Matt.
-[tablet chimes]

640
00:34:31,819 --> 00:34:33,279
-You mustn't tell her.
-Lu...

641
00:34:33,362 --> 00:34:34,822
I'm right about this.

642
00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:36,741
You just heard what he said.

643
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:38,826
She deserves to know, Lu.

644
00:34:39,327 --> 00:34:40,369
[Lu] To know what?

645
00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:43,873
That her daughter had an accident,
and we know nothing else?

646
00:34:44,791 --> 00:34:46,417
How do you think she'll respond?

647
00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:47,502
Terribly.

648
00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:49,253
Exactly.

649
00:34:52,673 --> 00:34:53,549
Let's wait.

650
00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,468
Wait till we have more information.

651
00:34:56,135 --> 00:34:59,639
She isn't well right now.
Matt doesn't know.

652
00:34:59,722 --> 00:35:00,765
[Misha] He does.

653
00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:03,518
How?

654
00:35:04,727 --> 00:35:06,354
[sighs] I told him. Lu...

655
00:35:07,230 --> 00:35:10,858
what you say
about Emma not being a parent in space...

656
00:35:11,943 --> 00:35:12,777
Trust me,

657
00:35:13,402 --> 00:35:15,947
it comes with a price you don't wanna pay.

658
00:35:16,030 --> 00:35:18,699
-Emma deserves to know.
-To know what?

659
00:35:23,913 --> 00:35:25,164
What's going on?

660
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:30,128
As your commander, I need to know anything
that may impact this mission.

661
00:35:30,211 --> 00:35:31,045
[gulps]

662
00:35:33,923 --> 00:35:35,883
Alexis was in a motorbike accident.

663
00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:38,636
[melancholy music playing]

664
00:35:40,054 --> 00:35:42,390
[Ram] Matt's on his way to the hospital.

665
00:35:42,473 --> 00:35:45,184
He's gonna contact us
when he has more information.

666
00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:49,605
We're here for you, Emma.
Anything you need.

667
00:35:50,648 --> 00:35:51,858
I shouldn't have come.

668
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,068
We don't know anything right now.

669
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:56,654
I never should have come.

670
00:35:57,446 --> 00:35:59,157
[Ram] I understand
how you feel, Emma, but--

671
00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:00,241
I knew...

672
00:36:00,324 --> 00:36:01,617
I should have never come.

673
00:36:02,910 --> 00:36:03,911
[sobs]

674
00:36:04,495 --> 00:36:05,580
I should be home.

675
00:36:05,663 --> 00:36:07,665
[music continues]

676
00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:14,463
Ram.

677
00:36:17,425 --> 00:36:21,888
We need to discuss
at least a temporary transfer of command.

678
00:36:21,971 --> 00:36:24,974
Emma is not fit, right now, to lead us.

679
00:36:26,017 --> 00:36:28,519
You're our second-in-command,
so you need to come in.

680
00:36:29,228 --> 00:36:30,438
Lu is right, Ram.

681
00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:32,857
I can't. Uh...

682
00:36:33,399 --> 00:36:34,233
I...

683
00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,319
I just need to think.

684
00:36:39,405 --> 00:36:40,615
Oh, this is terrible.

685
00:36:41,324 --> 00:36:43,826
I can't even imagine
what she's going through right now. I...

686
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,247
I suppose we are none of us dandelions.

687
00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:53,336
[Kwesi] What?

688
00:37:04,263 --> 00:37:07,099
I think I know why our plant has survived.

689
00:37:08,601 --> 00:37:10,603
[ethereal music playing]

690
00:37:15,983 --> 00:37:17,985
[music continues]

691
00:37:21,697 --> 00:37:23,532
Sir, I am so sorry.

692
00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:24,825
-Is she okay?
-I don't know.

693
00:37:24,909 --> 00:37:26,661
They won't let me back there.
I'm not family.

694
00:37:27,036 --> 00:37:29,956
Ma'am, I'm so sorry. Can you please
just let me know if she's okay?

695
00:37:30,039 --> 00:37:33,626
If you're still here when we come back,
if he doesn't kill you, I will.

696
00:37:38,422 --> 00:37:40,424
[ethereal music playing]

697
00:37:52,853 --> 00:37:54,647
[machines beeping]

698
00:37:58,025 --> 00:38:00,236
-She's all right?
-[gasps] Daddy?

699
00:38:00,945 --> 00:38:02,905
[doctor] She has a slight concussion,

700
00:38:02,989 --> 00:38:03,990
but she'll be fine.

701
00:38:04,490 --> 00:38:06,075
[approaching footsteps]

702
00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:07,827
Lexi?

703
00:38:08,369 --> 00:38:09,328
[sighs]

704
00:38:11,330 --> 00:38:12,206
[Alexis sobs]

705
00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:13,624
I'm so sorry.

706
00:38:18,879 --> 00:38:19,880
[phone chimes]

707
00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:21,173
[Emma sniffles]

708
00:38:24,218 --> 00:38:26,220
[melancholy music playing]

709
00:38:36,355 --> 00:38:37,356
[sighs]

710
00:38:42,570 --> 00:38:43,529
[sighs]

711
00:38:48,409 --> 00:38:52,246
I can't believe
I thought it had spontaneously adapted.

712
00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:55,958
No. Don't be too hard on yourself.
I thought it was an act of God.

713
00:38:56,876 --> 00:39:01,589
Never once did two of the world's
finest scientists consider...

714
00:39:01,672 --> 00:39:05,426
That even as Emma was exhibiting
symptoms of dehydration...

715
00:39:05,968 --> 00:39:09,638
That this plant is alive
because she's been watering it.

716
00:39:10,097 --> 00:39:11,182
[laughs]

717
00:39:11,807 --> 00:39:12,767
[Lu chuckles]

718
00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:20,066
[soft melody playing]

719
00:39:26,113 --> 00:39:27,239
[computer chimes]

720
00:39:39,794 --> 00:39:40,795
[sighs]

721
00:39:43,214 --> 00:39:44,131
[sighs]

722
00:39:46,884 --> 00:39:48,386
-[computer chimes]
-Oh my God, Matt.

723
00:39:48,469 --> 00:39:50,513
I am so relieved to read this.

724
00:39:51,347 --> 00:39:52,348
We'll all be.

725
00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:57,144
I understand Misha filled you in
on Emma's condition. Well...

726
00:39:57,228 --> 00:39:58,896
we've gotten to the bottom of it.

727
00:39:59,688 --> 00:40:03,609
She was using her water rations
to feed one of Kwesi's plants.

728
00:40:03,692 --> 00:40:04,693
[chuckles]

729
00:40:06,278 --> 00:40:07,738
Please don't worry about her.

730
00:40:08,697 --> 00:40:10,116
She'll be better soon.

731
00:40:10,199 --> 00:40:11,325
Ram.

732
00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:12,660
-[computer chimes]
-Send.

733
00:40:27,341 --> 00:40:29,176
She's okay. [sobs]

734
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:30,177
[Ram] I heard.

735
00:40:30,886 --> 00:40:32,888
[Emma crying]

736
00:40:33,389 --> 00:40:37,685
I'm gonna have to administer a saline drip
because you are severely dehydrated.

737
00:40:37,768 --> 00:40:38,602
[Emma] No.

738
00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,814
I don't wanna waste
what little saline we have.

739
00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:43,315
Lu and Kwesi have discovered

740
00:40:43,399 --> 00:40:45,818
you've been using your water rations
on a plant.

741
00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:48,320
Your behavior's erratic.

742
00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:52,992
You're short-tempered, distracted,
and your breathing...

743
00:40:55,119 --> 00:40:58,622
Look, Emma, I need you back.
Not crying and upset all the time.

744
00:40:58,706 --> 00:41:00,916
[sobbing]
You have a problem with my crying?

745
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:04,044
My daughter is alive,
my crew is on its last legs,

746
00:41:04,128 --> 00:41:07,089
and every decision I make,
I pray I haven't killed us.

747
00:41:08,174 --> 00:41:10,509
The least destructive thing I can do
is cry.

748
00:41:11,093 --> 00:41:12,178
Without tears?

749
00:41:14,263 --> 00:41:15,973
You're not making any tears, Emma.

750
00:41:17,808 --> 00:41:20,144
I'm sorry I missed it
the first time around.

751
00:41:21,228 --> 00:41:23,105
I'm gonna administer the saline now.

752
00:41:27,276 --> 00:41:28,235
[Emma sniffles]

753
00:41:30,529 --> 00:41:31,405
Here.

754
00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:37,786
Take this and keep yourself warm.

755
00:41:41,457 --> 00:41:42,583
[Ram sighs]

756
00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:44,752
It was the smallest amount.

757
00:41:44,835 --> 00:41:48,422
Well, a ration of a ration
is still enough to cause a problem.

758
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:54,678
[Emma sniffles]

759
00:41:55,179 --> 00:41:57,014
[Emma] I just felt so out of control

760
00:41:57,932 --> 00:41:59,975
when I couldn't fix the water system.

761
00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:05,689
And one of our main mission objectives
is to prove that life can grow on Mars.

762
00:42:07,775 --> 00:42:09,151
I couldn't let us fail.

763
00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:12,446
That plant is our future.

764
00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:14,365
But it's also our past.

765
00:42:16,367 --> 00:42:17,409
It's Earth,

766
00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:18,994
and you couldn't let it go...

767
00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:24,166
...or accept the fact that
for the next three years of this mission,

768
00:42:24,792 --> 00:42:28,212
Matt is there for Alexis,
and you can't be.

769
00:42:30,130 --> 00:42:31,048
Right.

770
00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:36,178
I used to be like you.

771
00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:38,556
When I was Lex's age.

772
00:42:44,103 --> 00:42:45,396
[Emma] Single-focused.

773
00:42:46,105 --> 00:42:48,566
No one could get too close
'cause if they did...

774
00:42:48,649 --> 00:42:50,192
It might hold you back, right?

775
00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,196
I don't have it.

776
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,239
[sobs]

777
00:42:56,448 --> 00:42:59,118
I don't have what it takes to do this.

778
00:43:01,870 --> 00:43:02,871
To leave them.

779
00:43:04,331 --> 00:43:06,292
I wanna go back. [sobs]

780
00:43:09,378 --> 00:43:10,296
[Ram sighs]

781
00:43:10,754 --> 00:43:12,423
All right. I'm gonna attach the bag.

782
00:43:12,506 --> 00:43:14,383
Just try not to move around too much.

783
00:43:21,098 --> 00:43:23,350
Matt said we should play you some Debussy.

784
00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:25,477
[Ram] Helps you relax.

785
00:43:26,770 --> 00:43:28,230
You've been writing to Matt.

786
00:43:28,314 --> 00:43:29,273
Well...

787
00:43:29,815 --> 00:43:31,358
not really. It's Misha mainly.

788
00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:33,402
I think they're becoming pen pals.

789
00:43:36,864 --> 00:43:38,907
[Debussy's "Rêverie" playing]

790
00:43:39,700 --> 00:43:40,534
[Emma] Mmm.

791
00:43:41,702 --> 00:43:42,620
Is it okay?

792
00:43:43,454 --> 00:43:45,039
What made you choose this one?

793
00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:47,416
I liked the name.

794
00:43:48,667 --> 00:43:49,668
"Rêverie."

795
00:43:50,210 --> 00:43:51,045
[chuckles]

796
00:43:54,506 --> 00:43:55,799
This piece...

797
00:43:56,884 --> 00:43:58,677
always makes me think of...

798
00:44:01,722 --> 00:44:03,182
...someplace I've never been.

799
00:44:05,434 --> 00:44:07,436
[music continues]

800
00:44:09,980 --> 00:44:10,898
[sighs]

801
00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:18,739
[exhales]

802
00:44:19,865 --> 00:44:20,866
Thank you.

803
00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:23,577
[Emma crying]

804
00:44:24,411 --> 00:44:26,163
Okay, listen. You...

805
00:44:27,081 --> 00:44:28,207
You try and sleep.

806
00:44:29,249 --> 00:44:31,251
[music continues]

807
00:44:50,604 --> 00:44:52,606
["On Brûllera" by Pomme playing]

808
00:45:52,750 --> 00:45:53,959
[Emma's voice] Dearest Lex,

809
00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:57,087
I'm reading the letters
I've sent you recently

810
00:45:57,171 --> 00:45:58,839
with incredible shame and regret.

811
00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:02,926
"It's no excuse, but I was ill.

812
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:04,845
I'm better now,

813
00:46:05,721 --> 00:46:07,431
and I hope you can forgive me.

814
00:46:07,514 --> 00:46:10,476
[Matt and Emma] Flight, possibility..."

815
00:46:10,559 --> 00:46:11,602
[Emma's voice] ...hope.

816
00:46:12,728 --> 00:46:15,189
These are things
I never want you to live without.

817
00:46:15,981 --> 00:46:18,442
"What I wanted to say,
but I did so very badly,

818
00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:21,987
is that there was a time
when I thought flying was everything."

819
00:46:22,070 --> 00:46:24,198
[Emma's voice]
When I thought Mars was everything.

820
00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:27,409
When I had no idea
how much more there was.

821
00:46:29,203 --> 00:46:30,704
How much more there could be.

822
00:46:35,959 --> 00:46:36,960
[man 1] Green!

823
00:46:37,044 --> 00:46:38,504
You're on the T-38.

824
00:46:40,506 --> 00:46:42,508
[music continues]

825
00:46:56,730 --> 00:47:00,567
[man 2] Confirming, you are not pregnant
or experiencing nausea, dizziness,

826
00:47:00,651 --> 00:47:04,154
or any other condition that would put you
at high risk in the case of an ejection.

827
00:47:10,369 --> 00:47:12,955
[man 2] Lieutenant Commander Green,
can you confirm?

828
00:47:19,169 --> 00:47:21,171
["On Brûlera" continues playing]

829
00:48:10,512 --> 00:48:12,389
-[sighs]
-I don't wanna talk about it.

830
00:48:13,015 --> 00:48:14,600
I'm just sitting here.

831
00:48:18,186 --> 00:48:19,605
I wanna have the baby.

832
00:48:21,523 --> 00:48:22,566
Who knows?

833
00:48:22,649 --> 00:48:25,527
Maybe having a kid
will make you an even better astronaut.

834
00:48:27,654 --> 00:48:28,864
No, it won't.

835
00:48:29,907 --> 00:48:30,824
Okay.

836
00:48:31,617 --> 00:48:33,619
Well, I can't say I'm entirely sorry.

837
00:48:36,622 --> 00:48:38,790
[laughs] You're a real shithead,
you know that?

838
00:48:38,874 --> 00:48:39,791
Yeah.

839
00:48:40,834 --> 00:48:41,793
I know.

840
00:48:45,547 --> 00:48:46,423
[kiss]

841
00:48:48,258 --> 00:48:50,260
[music continues]

842
00:49:05,734 --> 00:49:07,736
[soft piano music playing]