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[TYPING]
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[CLICKS TONGUE]
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All right, y'all, I'm finna head out.
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Wait, you're, uh, you're leavin'?
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[PHONE DINGS]
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Yeah, I'm about to leave right now.
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[EERIE MUSIC PLAYING]
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Is-is everything good?
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Yeah, before you go, bro,
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I, I really gotta talk
to you about somethin'.
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[SIGHS] Like what, man?
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Everything.
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The fuck is you talkin' 'bout, bruh?
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CUSTER: Bro...
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The fuckin' cops found Mouse's body.
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[GLASS SHATTERS]
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FAYE: Sorry.
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[TENSE MUSIC]
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Did you hear what I said?
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Ch-ch-ch...
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I thought you told me that
Laurie killed Mouse, right?
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- FAYE: Laurie?
- Wha...
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I never said that.
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What are you talkin' about?
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Yeah, you know, Laurie,
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the drug dealer that lives in
the apartment complex off Kemper.
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Yeah, you were the one that
told me she killed Mouse.
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I never said that.
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- Yes, you did.
- CUSTER: What are you talking about?
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- Are you high?
- FAYE: You know that Laurie and those
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fucking people, they scare me.
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Why are you trying to protect them?
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I'm not fuckin' protecting anyone.
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What the fuck is this?
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- So, you're working for Laurie?
- CUSTER: Hey, no!
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So how about you just shut the fuck up!
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Okay, then why are you trying to
cover up a murder that she committed?
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- [NERVOUS LAUGHTER]
- FEZCO: All right, now.
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Think it's time for you to
get outta here, big fella.
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Bro... we gotta figure out
what the fuck we're gonna say.
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Okay, this is becoming a fucking issue.
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- No!
- Wait, Ash. No!
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[CUSTER WHEEZING]
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[GRUNTING]
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[WHEEZING]
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[CUSTER GRUNTING]
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[CHOKING]
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[GRUNTING]
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[GAGGING, CHOKING]
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LEXI: Do you ever
think about the future?
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- FEZCO: [ON PHONE] Yeah, all the time.
- Really?
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FEZCO: Yeah.
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LEXI: [ON PHONE] Like you have a plan?
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I mean, I don't, I don't
got, like, a plan-plan,
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but I be thinking about
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living on a farm, you know?
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I don't really see you as a farmer.
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FEZCO: Yeah, fuck it.
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Get some horses, cows,
pigs, chickens, goats.
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Have a little family.
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Like some "Little House on the
Prairie"-type shit. You know?
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I don't know if I know that show.
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FEZCO: You never heard of
"Little House on the Prairie"?
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LEXI: Okay, this might
sound kind of crazy but,
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my plan is to have,
like, three kids at 30.
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Like, each one a year and a half apart.
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So from 30 to 58, I can focus on,
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you know, being a good mom and
raising my kids, et cetera, et cetera.
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And then, drop the last
one off at college at 58.
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Which will give me, like, 32 years
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to focus on me and live my life
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and take my time with writing.
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I mean, you really got this
shit all figured out, huh?
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LEXI: Yeah. [LAUGHS]
It's kind of crazy, right?
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I mean...
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they got, they got
three kids in that show.
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There's no need to forget your manners.
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Just because we're hundreds
of miles from civilized folk.
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If you lived in a place like this,
do you think you'd have a gun?
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FEZCO: Hell yeah, I'd own a gun.
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I hate guns.
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Nobody's ever got shot at
and thought to they-self,
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"Whoa! Thank goodness we didn't
have a gun to shoot back." You know?
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LEXI: Yeah, but then
what are the police for?
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Fucked if I know. Shit.
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Wait, are you on Instagram or Twitter?
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FEZCO: Hell no.
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- Really? Why?
- Oh yeah.
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Well, why would I want anybody
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knowin' what I'm thinkin' or feelin'?
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LEXI: I don't know. You can connect
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with people who have similar interests.
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FEZCO: Mmm. I just feel like people
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be sharin' way too much on there.
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- Online?
- Yeah.
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They be ruinin' the mystery, you know?
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Like, say if I like a girl,
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I wanna find out what she's
about on my own, you know?
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I don't wanna google the scraps.
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I wanna, I wanna peel back the layers.
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Yeah, but, like, why would you wanna
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waste time getting to know someone...
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if you don't have anything
in common with them?
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I don't know. That's what I like
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about you the most, though, like...
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we don't really have nothin' in common.
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LEXI: That's not true. We both...
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have the same sense of humor,
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and... are empathic and curious.
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And wanna have, like, kids.
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FEZCO: Those aren't
interests, you know, those are
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real character traits.
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It's... That's the important
shit that, that
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people don't post online.
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LEXI: Yeah, I never
thought about it that way.
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FEZCO: Well, aren't you
glad that we became friends?
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Yeah... very much so.
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Yeah, me too.
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[SHUDDERING BREATHS]
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[SWALLOWS, PANTING]
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[LIGHT CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
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Hey, Lexi! It's going so well!
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We're gettin' a lot
of really good laughs.
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Yeah, let's not get cocky, okay?
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♪♪
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[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]
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[BREATHING HEAVY]
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♪♪
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[HEAVY BREATHING CONTINUES]
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♪♪
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[DOOR OPENS]
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♪♪
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Oh, God.
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[CLASSICAL MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[MUSIC SWELLS]
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Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie
www.addic7ed.com
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- ... thousand versions of myself.
- [SLOW CLAPPING]
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Only do I look good, but
I fucking feel good...
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- [SCATTERED LAUGHTER]
- [CLAPPING CONTINUES]
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Lexi, you really outdid yourself.
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[LAUGHS] I mean...
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where did she find these knock-offs.
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Oh, shit.
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CASSIE: I had no idea
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that my sister had this in her.
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Good job, right?
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Isn't she brave?
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She's up here, unpacking
all of her trauma.
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I had no idea how hard
your life was, Lexi.
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Can we give a round of applause
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for how hard Lexi's life is?
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- [SCATTERED CHEERING]
- [CASSIE CLAPPING]
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CASSIE: Come on, guys.
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I know they hack the heads off of
women in Afghanistan or wherever.
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- STUDENT: That's racist!
- CASSIE: God.
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It is nothing compared
to living in my shadow.
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Yo, is this like a part of the play?
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- [QUIETLY]: Is this part of the play?
- [AUDIENCE LAUGHING]
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I don't know.
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- Lexi.
- STUDENT: Her name's Luna!
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CASSIE: Is this part of the play?
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- Lexi?
- LEXI: Stop, please stop.
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This is your show. Come out!
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You're the big star of the day!
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- Oh, shit.
- Please, Cassie, stop it.
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You're the star of the night.
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She's always wanted to be the star.
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STUDENT: Whoo-hoo! Go, Lexi!
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This is your big moment. Shine!
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[QUIETLY]: Please, stop. Please,
stop. Please, stop. Please, stop.
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CASSIE: I should stop? Me?
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I'm not the one putting on a play
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- to humiliate and embarrass you!
- I didn't do that.
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Oh, really?!
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Then what is this?!
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- What act are we in?
- Don't question it.
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That's the brilliance of Lexi Howard.
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SUZE: Hi, everyone.
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I'm Suze. I'm the girls' mom
in real life.
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Um, played by Ethan.
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Where is he? Ethan?
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- Who by the way...
- [AUDIENCE CHEERS]
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he... you have me down to
a, to a, to a science, honey.
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- Thank you. Thank you. I appreciate it.
- He's gonna win an award.
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Honey, let's go home.
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- I deserve this, right?
- Oh my God, please, Mom, Mom.
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- I deserve this?
- LEXI: Stop!
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- CASSIE: Mom, stop!
- Shh, you stop it.
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CASSIE: Lexi, I'm going
to fucking kill you.
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I deserve this, right?
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Because I've actually lived a life?
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Mom?
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I'm the one who takes risks.
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STUDENT: Show us your boobs!
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I'm the one who falls in love?
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I'm the one who gets
hurt, not you, Lexi!
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[AUDIENCE MURMURING]
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You never even fucking lived!
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That's why you're able to stand
up here and judge all of us!
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You're just a fuckin' bystander.
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- Alright, alright...
- Mom, stop!
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- Alright!
- [AUDIENCE BOOING]
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[SCOFFS] Oh, okay...
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Well if that makes me a villain,
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- Whoo!
- Then so fuckin' be it.
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[SCOFFS]
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I can play the fucking villain.
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- STUDENT: Yeah, do it!
- [AUDIENCE BOOING]
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Lexi, is this the part of the play
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where I steal Jake from Marta?
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No, Cassie, that's not in the play.
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It is now!
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- [AUDIENCE REACTS]
- Who said that?
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- Look, I wanna say, I get it.
- Oh, God...
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I understand what you're going through.
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- I do not want to hear from you.
- I lived it.
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Wait, Hallie steals Marta's boyfriend?
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I don't know how many
times I have to say this.
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They were not fucking together.
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Yeah, not only that,
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but she was fucking him the entire time
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Marta was talking about
getting back together with him.
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No... Why?
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Because Hallie is a two-faced cunt.
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- I'm not a cunt! You're the cunt!
- [AUDIENCE EXCLAIMING]
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You're the fucking cunt, bitch!
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- I am not a fucking cunt.
- [AUDIENCE EXCLAIMING]
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Language, missy!
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SUZE: Okay, okay, you know what?
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You're just fucking
embarrassing yourself.
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- Let's go home.
- I'm not going home.
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- The play's not over.
- Oh, my God.
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[AUDIENCE CHATTERING]
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I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
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- Mom, this isn't fair!
- It's not her fault. She's a writer.
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- She's a writer!
- This isn't fair, Mom!
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How can she do this...?
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$3.25 for a grapefruit?
What is this, Venezuela?
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[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]
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Lexi, Lexi,
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- I'm gonna fucking kill you!
- SUZE: Okay, enough!
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- CASSIE: Mom!
- I don't know. I'm panicking.
248
00:13:06,003 --> 00:13:08,287
- Go away. Just go away.
- [FANFARE PLAYS ONSTAGE]
249
00:13:08,287 --> 00:13:10,164
SUZE: Stop. Stop it!
250
00:13:10,164 --> 00:13:13,904
Oh, my God, yes! Oh, that's it!
251
00:13:13,909 --> 00:13:17,470
Oh, my God, I just
love fucking everything!
252
00:13:17,475 --> 00:13:20,210
[SCREAMING]: No! I'm going
to fucking kill you!
253
00:13:20,215 --> 00:13:21,983
- Get the fuck off of the horse.
- Ow!
254
00:13:21,988 --> 00:13:23,639
- Get off!
- [AUDIENCE EXCLAIMING]
255
00:13:23,993 --> 00:13:27,176
Get off! You fucking bitch!
256
00:13:27,181 --> 00:13:31,227
- [SHOUTING CONTINUES]
- [CARNIVAL MUSIC PLAYING]
257
00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:33,344
Oh, this bitch needs to be put down.
258
00:13:33,349 --> 00:13:35,916
KAT: No, no, no. Maddy! No!
259
00:13:35,921 --> 00:13:37,731
Maddy, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
260
00:13:38,231 --> 00:13:41,304
No, no, no, Maddy! No, no, no, no, no!
261
00:13:41,309 --> 00:13:44,015
- Maddy, no!
- Maddy, beat her ass!
262
00:13:44,020 --> 00:13:45,739
- [CARNIVAL MUSIC CONTINUES]
- Fucking bitch!
263
00:13:45,743 --> 00:13:46,994
Fuck you!
264
00:13:48,853 --> 00:13:50,563
- [LOUD SLAP]
- Oh, fuck.
265
00:13:50,568 --> 00:13:52,570
AUDIENCE: Ooh!
266
00:13:52,570 --> 00:13:54,570
[APPLAUSE]
267
00:13:55,448 --> 00:13:57,325
♪♪
268
00:13:57,333 --> 00:14:00,419
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
269
00:14:00,424 --> 00:14:03,481
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
270
00:14:03,486 --> 00:14:06,579
KAT: No, no! Stop! Stop!
Stop this! Stop, stop...
271
00:14:06,584 --> 00:14:09,410
[MUSIC CRESCENDOS, ENDS]
272
00:14:09,415 --> 00:14:12,363
KAT: Maddy! No, no, no,
no, no, no! No, no, no!
273
00:14:12,368 --> 00:14:13,911
Maddy! No!
274
00:14:13,916 --> 00:14:16,606
[ALL SHOUTING, SCREAMING]
275
00:14:16,611 --> 00:14:19,155
Beat her fuckin' ass, Maddy!
She fuckin' deserves that shit!
276
00:14:19,160 --> 00:14:21,254
She fucked your boyfriend!
277
00:14:21,557 --> 00:14:24,293
It's all make-believe.
This is all scripted.
278
00:14:24,298 --> 00:14:27,475
Can you believe this?
My baby's a genius.
279
00:14:28,105 --> 00:14:29,685
- [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
- Close the curtain!
280
00:14:29,689 --> 00:14:31,582
Close the fucking curtain!
281
00:14:31,587 --> 00:14:33,047
Now!
282
00:14:33,052 --> 00:14:35,346
[APPLAUSE]
283
00:14:39,198 --> 00:14:42,326
[LIGHT PIANO PLAYING]
284
00:14:43,066 --> 00:14:45,360
[PLAY CONTINUES, INAUDIBLE]
285
00:14:48,949 --> 00:14:51,160
RUE: A few days earlier,
286
00:14:51,165 --> 00:14:52,917
I stopped by Elliot's.
287
00:14:53,501 --> 00:14:54,502
[KNOCKING]
288
00:14:55,570 --> 00:14:57,941
ELLIOT: Yo... Hey.
289
00:14:58,845 --> 00:15:02,830
- What's goin' on?
- Ah, nothin' much. I was just, uh...
290
00:15:03,261 --> 00:15:04,804
walkin' around the neighborhood.
291
00:15:04,809 --> 00:15:06,602
Thought I'd stop by and come tell ya
292
00:15:06,607 --> 00:15:09,236
to go fuck yourself for bein' a snitch.
293
00:15:09,241 --> 00:15:10,784
[CHUCKLES]
294
00:15:12,541 --> 00:15:13,985
RUE: Uh...
295
00:15:15,731 --> 00:15:16,899
uh...
296
00:15:18,165 --> 00:15:20,570
I know, but for real, man, I, um...
297
00:15:23,429 --> 00:15:26,140
I think you might've
accidentally saved my life.
298
00:15:30,715 --> 00:15:33,176
So, uh, you know, whatever happened...
299
00:15:34,568 --> 00:15:37,529
however it happened,
you know, however...
300
00:15:37,772 --> 00:15:42,572
it got to be... whatever it is, uh...
301
00:15:42,873 --> 00:15:44,291
thank God it did.
302
00:15:48,026 --> 00:15:50,777
'Cause I wouldn't be here to
tell you that I forgive you.
303
00:15:51,465 --> 00:15:53,217
And that feels...
304
00:15:53,222 --> 00:15:56,266
that feels really,
really nice because, uh,
305
00:15:56,337 --> 00:15:59,006
I have a lot of "I'm sorry's" to do.
306
00:16:01,232 --> 00:16:03,442
But not a lot of "I forgive you's."
307
00:16:04,467 --> 00:16:05,802
So...
308
00:16:08,203 --> 00:16:09,663
thank you for that.
309
00:16:13,841 --> 00:16:15,718
So, you're not doin' anything?
310
00:16:18,472 --> 00:16:19,765
Nah, you?
311
00:16:21,742 --> 00:16:22,827
Yeah.
312
00:16:24,628 --> 00:16:26,281
Don't worry. I'm not gonna tell anyone.
313
00:16:26,590 --> 00:16:28,554
Thank you. Yeah.
314
00:16:31,129 --> 00:16:32,923
You talk to Jules?
315
00:16:36,768 --> 00:16:39,896
- No, you?
- Not really.
316
00:16:43,702 --> 00:16:46,579
Yeah, that one's gonna
take me a little bit longer.
317
00:16:47,558 --> 00:16:48,810
ELLIOT: I get that.
318
00:16:55,503 --> 00:16:57,750
- [STRUMS GUITAR]
- Can I play you something?
319
00:16:59,819 --> 00:17:01,788
Uh, yeah, sure. Go ahead.
320
00:17:09,466 --> 00:17:10,851
Okay.
321
00:17:13,291 --> 00:17:16,294
♪ I've got no place ♪
322
00:17:16,551 --> 00:17:21,764
♪ Buildin' you a rocket
up to outer space ♪
323
00:17:23,410 --> 00:17:26,988
♪ I watch you fade ♪
324
00:17:26,993 --> 00:17:31,911
♪ Keepin' the lights on
in this forsaken place ♪
325
00:17:31,916 --> 00:17:35,029
♪ Little star ♪
326
00:17:36,872 --> 00:17:41,710
♪ Feels like you fell right on my head ♪
327
00:17:42,031 --> 00:17:47,119
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪
328
00:17:47,124 --> 00:17:51,336
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
329
00:17:52,352 --> 00:17:55,646
♪ You and my guitar ♪
330
00:17:57,307 --> 00:18:02,520
♪ I think you may be my only friend ♪
331
00:18:02,525 --> 00:18:07,571
♪ I gave it all to see you shine again ♪
332
00:18:07,576 --> 00:18:12,099
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
333
00:18:14,194 --> 00:18:17,280
♪ Us against the world ♪
334
00:18:17,771 --> 00:18:23,026
♪ Just a couple sinners
makin' fun of hell ♪
335
00:18:24,738 --> 00:18:27,949
♪ If I keep you here ♪
336
00:18:27,954 --> 00:18:33,042
♪ I'll only be doing it for myself ♪
337
00:18:33,106 --> 00:18:36,275
♪ Little star ♪
338
00:18:38,209 --> 00:18:43,072
♪ Feels like you fell right on my head ♪
339
00:18:43,337 --> 00:18:47,994
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪
340
00:18:48,525 --> 00:18:52,821
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
341
00:18:53,363 --> 00:18:56,700
♪ Yeah, I hope so ♪
342
00:18:58,684 --> 00:19:03,856
♪ Think you may be my only friend ♪
343
00:19:03,861 --> 00:19:08,595
♪ I gave it all to see you shine again ♪
344
00:19:08,837 --> 00:19:13,220
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
345
00:19:14,501 --> 00:19:19,510
♪ I know this thing is broken ♪
346
00:19:19,515 --> 00:19:24,686
♪ So I leave my door wide open ♪
347
00:19:24,691 --> 00:19:29,416
♪ Been some time since we've spoken ♪
348
00:19:29,824 --> 00:19:34,829
♪ One day we'll meet again ♪
349
00:19:34,834 --> 00:19:39,922
♪ Some distance when you're older ♪
350
00:19:39,927 --> 00:19:45,025
♪ You'll come laying on my shoulder ♪
351
00:19:45,030 --> 00:19:50,160
♪ Tell me that storm is over ♪
352
00:19:50,165 --> 00:19:54,336
♪ That day we meet again ♪
353
00:19:58,533 --> 00:20:03,663
♪ Feels like you fell right on my head ♪
354
00:20:03,668 --> 00:20:08,730
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪
355
00:20:08,735 --> 00:20:12,926
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
356
00:20:14,004 --> 00:20:17,174
♪ You and my guitar ♪
357
00:20:18,814 --> 00:20:23,918
♪ I think you may be my only friend ♪
358
00:20:24,087 --> 00:20:29,133
♪ I gave you away, mm-mm-mm ♪
359
00:20:29,138 --> 00:20:33,726
♪ I hope it was worth it in the end ♪
360
00:20:34,040 --> 00:20:36,083
I'm still workin' on it.
361
00:20:36,923 --> 00:20:38,258
[SOFT CHUCKLE]
362
00:20:40,428 --> 00:20:41,513
I like it.
363
00:20:44,959 --> 00:20:48,630
[SIGHS] Um... truth or dare?
364
00:20:48,948 --> 00:20:50,157
[SCOFFS]
365
00:20:52,193 --> 00:20:53,653
Truth.
366
00:20:56,864 --> 00:20:59,116
Do you think we can still be friends?
367
00:21:02,872 --> 00:21:05,834
You know you're the one who said
we weren't any good for each other.
368
00:21:07,325 --> 00:21:09,493
ELLIOT: I still think that.
369
00:21:11,788 --> 00:21:14,749
[LIGHT PIANO PLAYING]
370
00:21:14,754 --> 00:21:16,754
♪♪
371
00:21:24,230 --> 00:21:26,315
[PLAY CONTINUES, INAUDIBLE]
372
00:21:44,523 --> 00:21:47,348
Yeah... I, I found her.
373
00:21:51,339 --> 00:21:55,177
I'm telling everyone that
that was a part of the play.
374
00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:02,973
It's the only thing I've
ever done and it's a disaster.
375
00:22:03,326 --> 00:22:05,183
It could be worse.
376
00:22:06,277 --> 00:22:07,362
How?
377
00:22:08,157 --> 00:22:10,777
It could be boring.
378
00:22:11,472 --> 00:22:12,890
LEXI: That's true.
379
00:22:13,824 --> 00:22:16,363
I mean, how many shows
380
00:22:16,368 --> 00:22:18,536
in the history of East Highland High
381
00:22:18,541 --> 00:22:20,042
has started a riot?
382
00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:21,340
[SOFT CHUCKLE]
383
00:22:22,401 --> 00:22:25,519
It's not even over yet. [LAUGHING]
384
00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:28,676
Art should be dangerous.
385
00:22:31,551 --> 00:22:33,428
The show goes on.
386
00:22:38,974 --> 00:22:42,352
[JAZZY PIANO PLAYING]
387
00:22:42,357 --> 00:22:45,357
♪♪
388
00:22:55,794 --> 00:22:58,794
♪♪
389
00:23:07,416 --> 00:23:09,001
[INAUDIBLE]
390
00:23:09,001 --> 00:23:11,170
♪♪
391
00:23:13,130 --> 00:23:16,842
[JAZZ CHOIR VOCALIZING]
392
00:23:16,842 --> 00:23:19,053
[INAUDIBLE]
393
00:23:20,262 --> 00:23:22,348
♪♪
394
00:23:24,655 --> 00:23:27,699
[CHANTS]: Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
395
00:23:27,704 --> 00:23:32,629
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
396
00:23:32,634 --> 00:23:35,105
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
397
00:23:35,110 --> 00:23:37,418
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
398
00:23:37,423 --> 00:23:39,793
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
399
00:23:39,798 --> 00:23:42,404
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!
400
00:23:42,409 --> 00:23:44,605
[MUFFLED CHANTING]
401
00:23:44,610 --> 00:23:46,784
[AUDIENCE CHEERING]
402
00:23:46,789 --> 00:23:49,789
♪♪
403
00:23:58,967 --> 00:24:01,053
[CHEERING CONTINUES]
404
00:24:05,620 --> 00:24:09,332
Hallie... dust yourself off...
405
00:24:09,337 --> 00:24:11,441
and get back on that pony.
406
00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:12,993
Giddy up.
407
00:24:14,064 --> 00:24:16,191
Let's fuckin' do this.
408
00:24:20,803 --> 00:24:23,803
[CHEERING AND APPLAUSE]
409
00:24:27,789 --> 00:24:30,144
Um, as you may have noticed,
410
00:24:30,149 --> 00:24:33,457
we're experiencing some
technical difficulties.
411
00:24:33,462 --> 00:24:34,530
[AUDIENCE LAUGHS]
412
00:24:34,535 --> 00:24:35,918
Um, but seriously,
413
00:24:35,923 --> 00:24:38,152
I think we're gonna need a few minutes.
414
00:24:38,157 --> 00:24:39,867
Um...
415
00:24:39,872 --> 00:24:42,762
I just wanted to thank
you all for being here.
416
00:24:43,463 --> 00:24:47,129
I didn't know any of that
was gonna happen, uh...
417
00:24:47,134 --> 00:24:48,746
A little bit ago,
418
00:24:48,751 --> 00:24:53,505
I was talking to a friend
about this play,
419
00:24:53,652 --> 00:24:56,020
and I asked him...
420
00:24:56,819 --> 00:24:59,488
"What if I upset people?"
421
00:24:59,493 --> 00:25:01,244
And he said to me,
422
00:25:01,525 --> 00:25:05,070
"Sometimes, people need to
get their feelings hurt."
423
00:25:07,729 --> 00:25:08,897
Um...
424
00:25:09,288 --> 00:25:12,973
so even though he couldn't
be here with us tonight...
425
00:25:12,978 --> 00:25:14,813
this one's for you.
426
00:25:15,131 --> 00:25:19,131
[CHEERING AND APPLAUSE]
427
00:25:20,924 --> 00:25:22,843
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
428
00:25:22,843 --> 00:25:24,511
[ASHTRAY PANTING]
429
00:25:33,491 --> 00:25:34,491
[GRUNTS]
430
00:25:34,496 --> 00:25:35,734
FEZCO: I'm sorry, bruh,
431
00:25:35,738 --> 00:25:38,208
but we have to make it
look like you ain't do this.
432
00:25:39,021 --> 00:25:41,120
Just get out, man.
The cops are gon' kick down
433
00:25:41,125 --> 00:25:43,026
that door any second, bro.
434
00:25:43,531 --> 00:25:46,487
Even if they know that
you did this, bruh...
435
00:25:46,768 --> 00:25:49,401
I'm still gonna go down longer.
436
00:25:49,475 --> 00:25:51,185
- [QUIETLY]: No.
- Come here, bruh.
437
00:25:53,277 --> 00:25:54,612
Listen to me.
438
00:25:55,486 --> 00:25:57,416
Just go out there and surrender.
439
00:25:57,421 --> 00:25:59,752
It's all on me, bruh. You hear me?
440
00:25:59,757 --> 00:26:01,620
- No.
- They gon' come in here.
441
00:26:01,625 --> 00:26:04,401
They gon' find me with
the knife in my hand.
442
00:26:04,572 --> 00:26:06,991
Tell 'em you had nothin'
to do with this shit.
443
00:26:06,996 --> 00:26:09,823
Listen to me. I did this shit!
444
00:26:10,063 --> 00:26:12,023
I killed this muthafucker.
445
00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:14,666
You hearin' me? Not you.
446
00:26:14,671 --> 00:26:16,350
Mm-mm. No.
447
00:26:16,355 --> 00:26:19,432
C'mon, now go wash your fucking hands.
448
00:26:20,117 --> 00:26:22,127
I love you, brother.
449
00:26:25,697 --> 00:26:27,825
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
450
00:26:47,013 --> 00:26:52,013
♪♪
451
00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:10,129
[SOFT STATIC]
452
00:27:11,044 --> 00:27:13,213
[DOOR CREAKING, METAL SCRAPING]
453
00:27:16,707 --> 00:27:18,760
[POLICE RADIO CHATTER]
454
00:27:24,339 --> 00:27:26,091
[CLATTERING]
455
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,604
Ash, stop playin'!
456
00:27:32,609 --> 00:27:35,487
I need you to walk out
this fuckin' door right now, bruh!
457
00:27:35,737 --> 00:27:38,281
Ash, we not doin' this shit, man!
458
00:27:38,286 --> 00:27:40,830
How you think this gonna end, bruh?!
459
00:27:41,033 --> 00:27:42,743
You trying to die?
460
00:27:48,525 --> 00:27:50,277
[DOOR CREAKING]
461
00:27:54,407 --> 00:27:56,367
Give me the gun, bruh.
462
00:28:00,555 --> 00:28:02,213
Ash...
463
00:28:02,745 --> 00:28:05,918
I'm not finna let nothin' happen
to you. Now, give me the gun.
464
00:28:05,923 --> 00:28:07,841
Come on, bro.
465
00:28:08,783 --> 00:28:10,102
[SHUDDERING BREATHS]
466
00:28:10,107 --> 00:28:12,495
FEZCO: I'm not fuckin' askin', bro.
467
00:28:13,887 --> 00:28:16,440
Come on, bro, please.
468
00:28:18,623 --> 00:28:20,708
♪♪
469
00:28:20,818 --> 00:28:22,479
[CLATTERING, SQUEAKING]
470
00:28:24,205 --> 00:28:25,859
[DRILL WHIRRING]
471
00:28:27,389 --> 00:28:29,391
[CLANKING]
472
00:28:29,396 --> 00:28:30,605
[METAL BANGS]
473
00:28:32,595 --> 00:28:34,388
[BANGING]
474
00:28:37,932 --> 00:28:39,932
[ACCELERATING]
475
00:28:45,566 --> 00:28:46,776
Fuck!
476
00:28:54,590 --> 00:28:58,448
Ash! Ash, open the fucking
door right now!
477
00:28:59,922 --> 00:29:01,690
I'm not playin' with you!
478
00:29:02,229 --> 00:29:03,479
- [BANGING ON DOOR]
- Ash!
479
00:29:03,484 --> 00:29:05,402
Open the fucking door!
480
00:29:08,957 --> 00:29:10,708
[FEZCO YELLING]
481
00:29:10,713 --> 00:29:12,756
[DRILL WHIRRING]
482
00:29:15,719 --> 00:29:18,719
♪♪
483
00:29:25,669 --> 00:29:27,087
[CAR DOOR CHIMING]
484
00:29:28,130 --> 00:29:29,214
[SHUTS CAR DOOR]
485
00:29:42,394 --> 00:29:44,260
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
- [MUSIC PLAYS]
486
00:29:44,265 --> 00:29:46,100
[PEOPLE LAUGHING]
487
00:29:48,953 --> 00:29:50,791
Wrong. I know.
488
00:29:50,796 --> 00:29:53,143
CAL'S FRIEND: Enough
with the dirty dad joke.
489
00:29:53,321 --> 00:29:54,781
Who is that?
490
00:29:56,656 --> 00:29:58,366
You know him?
491
00:29:58,702 --> 00:30:01,955
["I CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF
MY HEAD" PLAYING ON RADIO]
492
00:30:04,629 --> 00:30:06,745
You're not even gonna
give me a hug, Dad?
493
00:30:15,620 --> 00:30:17,529
That's your son?
494
00:30:18,380 --> 00:30:23,690
♪ Just to be there in your arms ♪
495
00:30:23,695 --> 00:30:24,821
Yep.
496
00:30:25,993 --> 00:30:27,956
Got all the best parts of him.
497
00:30:28,691 --> 00:30:30,567
Think I know what part that is.
498
00:30:30,572 --> 00:30:33,354
[ALL LAUGHING]
499
00:30:40,006 --> 00:30:42,634
You know what I think we have in common?
500
00:30:47,201 --> 00:30:49,829
When we both get off
on hurting other people.
501
00:30:50,871 --> 00:30:52,331
What do ya think?
502
00:30:55,579 --> 00:30:58,729
- You wanna talk about this upstairs?
- NATE: No.
503
00:31:10,570 --> 00:31:12,030
[KNOCKS ON TABLE]
504
00:31:14,272 --> 00:31:17,067
So, you, uh, livin' here now?
505
00:31:18,768 --> 00:31:20,603
Uh, for the moment, yeah.
506
00:31:24,796 --> 00:31:26,047
Ya happy?
507
00:31:28,672 --> 00:31:30,049
I'm figuring it out.
508
00:31:30,054 --> 00:31:31,680
[CAN OPENS]
509
00:31:34,626 --> 00:31:36,167
Sorry.
510
00:31:36,854 --> 00:31:38,987
[FRIENDS CHUCKLING]
511
00:31:47,994 --> 00:31:49,253
Are you happier?
512
00:31:49,258 --> 00:31:51,089
Why don't we go talk
about this upstairs?
513
00:31:51,094 --> 00:31:53,471
- It's a simple question.
- Yes...
514
00:31:54,944 --> 00:31:56,495
In some ways.
515
00:31:58,945 --> 00:32:01,815
- That's not fair.
- CAL: I know.
516
00:32:02,357 --> 00:32:04,620
You don't get to ruin our lives.
517
00:32:05,091 --> 00:32:08,427
And then, just... move
on and get to be happier.
518
00:32:09,656 --> 00:32:11,825
I've made a lot of mistakes.
519
00:32:14,820 --> 00:32:16,321
When I was...
520
00:32:19,221 --> 00:32:20,931
eleven years old...
521
00:32:22,864 --> 00:32:27,410
I found these videos of my dad
fucking hookers in a motel room.
522
00:32:30,888 --> 00:32:32,223
You know, for the longest time,
523
00:32:32,228 --> 00:32:35,564
I had this recurring
nightmare, just over and over...
524
00:32:36,983 --> 00:32:40,486
and in it, he was fuckin' me
the way that he fucked them.
525
00:32:46,527 --> 00:32:48,605
Did I ever tell you about that, Dad?
526
00:32:49,618 --> 00:32:54,122
I think it's time that...
uh, that everybody go.
527
00:32:54,419 --> 00:32:58,511
- Um, um, I need to talk to my son.
- Oh, God.
528
00:33:01,874 --> 00:33:03,394
[WHISPERS]: Good luck.
529
00:33:04,190 --> 00:33:06,660
- Bye.
- See ya, buddy.
530
00:33:11,336 --> 00:33:14,506
I spent my whole life
tryin' to protect you.
531
00:33:14,919 --> 00:33:18,213
And instead of loving me,
you fuckin' hated me for it.
532
00:33:21,105 --> 00:33:23,926
I'm not proud of the person I've been.
533
00:33:24,377 --> 00:33:26,629
I know that I've hurt you.
534
00:33:28,343 --> 00:33:29,720
I don't wanna hear it.
535
00:33:29,725 --> 00:33:31,644
CAL: I tried to keep it separate.
536
00:33:32,144 --> 00:33:33,687
I failed.
537
00:33:39,269 --> 00:33:41,021
I fucked up, Nate...
538
00:33:44,043 --> 00:33:45,544
but I love you.
539
00:33:47,100 --> 00:33:48,601
I love you.
540
00:33:49,515 --> 00:33:50,892
And I should've protected you,
541
00:33:50,897 --> 00:33:53,608
I should've kept you safe, and I didn't.
542
00:33:54,599 --> 00:33:56,142
I didn't.
543
00:33:58,446 --> 00:34:00,865
And there's nothing I regret more.
544
00:34:07,508 --> 00:34:09,636
I don't want your apology.
545
00:34:15,596 --> 00:34:17,723
I just want revenge.
546
00:34:18,707 --> 00:34:20,375
What does that mean?
547
00:34:31,969 --> 00:34:33,721
What is that?
548
00:34:40,036 --> 00:34:41,620
It's everything.
549
00:34:45,053 --> 00:34:46,724
Everything.
550
00:34:49,696 --> 00:34:51,823
[CAR PULLS UP]
551
00:34:53,451 --> 00:34:54,703
Nate...
552
00:34:56,124 --> 00:34:57,542
[CAR DOOR OPENS]
553
00:34:57,975 --> 00:34:59,309
don't do this.
554
00:34:59,314 --> 00:35:00,529
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]
555
00:35:00,534 --> 00:35:01,952
Nate, look at me.
556
00:35:02,964 --> 00:35:04,924
Do not do this.
557
00:35:07,135 --> 00:35:08,178
Nate, don't do this.
558
00:35:08,183 --> 00:35:09,768
I'm, I'm, I'm begging you.
559
00:35:09,773 --> 00:35:12,139
- Don't do this.
- You are...
560
00:35:12,144 --> 00:35:13,604
who you are.
561
00:35:16,434 --> 00:35:18,644
I don't think you're ever gonna change.
562
00:35:37,093 --> 00:35:40,123
Chief Greenwood? He's in here.
563
00:35:43,533 --> 00:35:46,068
Thanks, Nate. Appreciate it.
564
00:36:01,426 --> 00:36:03,645
Cal, you're under arrest.
565
00:36:03,650 --> 00:36:05,553
Put your hands behind your head.
566
00:36:05,921 --> 00:36:07,256
Both of 'em.
567
00:36:10,408 --> 00:36:12,369
[HANDCUFFS CLICKING]
568
00:36:16,502 --> 00:36:18,170
[HANDCUFFS TIGHTENING]
569
00:36:27,703 --> 00:36:30,422
[LOUD BANG]
570
00:36:30,427 --> 00:36:32,262
[GAS HISSING]
571
00:36:32,490 --> 00:36:33,764
OFFICER: Hands up!
572
00:36:34,264 --> 00:36:36,474
[OFFICERS SHOUTING, MUFFLED]
573
00:36:38,513 --> 00:36:40,092
[BANGING ON DOOR]
574
00:36:40,097 --> 00:36:41,654
Ash!
575
00:36:41,659 --> 00:36:44,245
[OFFICERS SHOUTING]
576
00:36:44,484 --> 00:36:46,029
Hands in the air!
577
00:36:46,034 --> 00:36:47,670
Hands in the air!
578
00:36:49,826 --> 00:36:51,474
Don't do this shit!
579
00:36:51,868 --> 00:36:53,411
OFFICER: Hands up!
580
00:36:54,612 --> 00:36:56,240
Hands up!
581
00:36:56,479 --> 00:36:58,201
On the ground!
582
00:36:58,206 --> 00:36:59,498
OFFICER: Open door right!
583
00:36:59,503 --> 00:37:01,740
[OFFICERS SHOUTING]
584
00:37:01,745 --> 00:37:03,663
OFFICER: Get 'em up!
585
00:37:08,418 --> 00:37:10,146
Come on! Come out!
586
00:37:10,151 --> 00:37:11,295
Ash!
587
00:37:11,502 --> 00:37:13,599
Ash, open the door!
588
00:37:13,604 --> 00:37:17,010
- Don't move!
- Drop the knife now!
589
00:37:17,015 --> 00:37:19,717
FEZCO: Don't shoot, don't
shoot! There's a kid in there!
590
00:37:19,722 --> 00:37:21,654
Don't shoot! Don't shoot! Don't shoot!
591
00:37:21,659 --> 00:37:24,453
- There's a kid in here!
- Drop the knife now!
592
00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:25,793
Please, don't shoot!
593
00:37:25,798 --> 00:37:27,826
Ash, come outta there!
594
00:37:27,831 --> 00:37:28,959
OFFICER: Drop your knife!
595
00:37:28,964 --> 00:37:31,300
Move slowly! There's a kid in here!
596
00:37:31,305 --> 00:37:32,709
Please, don't shoot!
597
00:37:32,714 --> 00:37:34,585
- Please, Ash, come out!
- Move back to my voice!
598
00:37:34,589 --> 00:37:36,709
- Keep backing out!
- Ash!
599
00:37:36,714 --> 00:37:38,465
Come out, man!
600
00:37:38,470 --> 00:37:40,232
[MUFFLED SHOUTING]
601
00:37:40,237 --> 00:37:42,197
There's a fuckin' kid up in there!
602
00:37:42,202 --> 00:37:44,053
[SHOUTING]
603
00:37:44,058 --> 00:37:45,318
[BANG]
604
00:37:45,323 --> 00:37:47,658
[RAPID GUNFIRE]
605
00:37:47,663 --> 00:37:48,789
Aaaah!
606
00:37:53,841 --> 00:37:56,343
[SCREAMING]: Ash!
607
00:37:56,348 --> 00:38:01,318
[RAPID GUNFIRE]
608
00:38:04,500 --> 00:38:06,460
[SCREAMING]: Ash!
609
00:38:10,712 --> 00:38:12,256
[GROANS]
610
00:38:16,428 --> 00:38:17,990
Don't shoot!
611
00:38:17,995 --> 00:38:21,404
Ash, come on! Get outta there!
612
00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:26,251
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
613
00:38:28,709 --> 00:38:33,537
Please! Ash, come on, please!
614
00:38:33,542 --> 00:38:36,754
Don't shoot him! It's a fucking kid!
615
00:38:37,502 --> 00:38:41,422
Don't shoot! Don't shoot! Ash!
616
00:38:42,733 --> 00:38:45,569
[RAPID GUNFIRE]
617
00:38:58,445 --> 00:39:01,060
Ash!
618
00:39:01,065 --> 00:39:04,065
[GUNFIRE CONTINUES]
619
00:39:16,971 --> 00:39:18,422
Ash!
620
00:39:21,903 --> 00:39:23,405
Ash!
621
00:39:24,794 --> 00:39:27,774
Ash! Ash!
622
00:39:29,079 --> 00:39:30,469
Answer me!
623
00:39:30,474 --> 00:39:32,684
[GLASS CRUNCHING]
624
00:39:33,795 --> 00:39:35,454
[COUGHING]
625
00:39:35,459 --> 00:39:37,000
Ash!
626
00:39:45,961 --> 00:39:47,212
Shh.
627
00:39:50,063 --> 00:39:53,025
[TENSE, PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]
628
00:40:02,779 --> 00:40:05,779
[DOOR CREAKING]
629
00:40:07,429 --> 00:40:08,680
He's down!
630
00:40:13,985 --> 00:40:15,360
[COCKS GUN]
631
00:40:21,866 --> 00:40:23,993
[BREATHING HEAVY]
632
00:40:35,917 --> 00:40:39,917
♪♪
633
00:40:43,902 --> 00:40:45,737
[GUNSHOT, BODY THUDS]
634
00:40:54,941 --> 00:40:57,199
RUE: I was in the hall when you died.
635
00:40:59,029 --> 00:41:03,533
You let out a loud cry like you
didn't know what was gonna happen...
636
00:41:04,302 --> 00:41:06,345
and then, it was silent.
637
00:41:08,654 --> 00:41:12,285
My... my first thought was...
638
00:41:12,876 --> 00:41:15,086
"This feels like a movie."
639
00:41:17,468 --> 00:41:19,095
I know a lot of people
feel that way when
640
00:41:19,100 --> 00:41:21,352
traumatic things happen to them.
641
00:41:24,168 --> 00:41:26,963
Uh, at least, I, I hear that a lot.
642
00:41:28,506 --> 00:41:30,549
It didn't feel real.
643
00:41:34,762 --> 00:41:36,722
It felt like a movie.
644
00:41:38,933 --> 00:41:41,024
Uh, and this is it. This is...
645
00:41:41,029 --> 00:41:43,941
This is the part where the
character never recovers.
646
00:41:47,931 --> 00:41:51,143
The part where... life takes them down.
647
00:41:52,603 --> 00:41:54,063
This is the s...
648
00:41:56,172 --> 00:41:58,674
This is the scene
that scars her forever.
649
00:41:58,679 --> 00:42:00,806
[CLASSICAL PIANO PLAYING]
650
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:03,903
[DOOR OPENS]
651
00:42:06,419 --> 00:42:07,837
SUZE: Lexi.
652
00:42:08,150 --> 00:42:10,925
- Get dressed. It's your dad.
- LEXI: What?
653
00:42:15,665 --> 00:42:18,665
♪♪
654
00:42:24,006 --> 00:42:28,006
[MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
655
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:35,280
♪♪
656
00:43:06,572 --> 00:43:08,613
[INAUDIBLE]
657
00:43:42,955 --> 00:43:44,496
Feel like your whole life you've been
658
00:43:44,501 --> 00:43:46,441
forced to take care of everyone.
659
00:43:50,867 --> 00:43:53,244
[MUSIC CRESCENDOS]
660
00:43:54,183 --> 00:43:56,059
[MUSIC ENDS]
661
00:44:00,558 --> 00:44:02,310
[AUDIENCE MEMBER COUGHS]
662
00:44:03,747 --> 00:44:06,083
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
663
00:44:13,522 --> 00:44:15,831
I, uh... [CLEARS THROAT]
664
00:44:16,152 --> 00:44:18,277
I watched you die...
665
00:44:18,792 --> 00:44:22,371
and all I could think about
was how none of it felt real.
666
00:44:26,431 --> 00:44:29,191
The lights, the heavy boots of the EMTs
667
00:44:29,196 --> 00:44:32,019
and their respectful, quiet voices...
668
00:44:34,002 --> 00:44:35,962
"Let's lift him on three."
669
00:44:39,150 --> 00:44:40,860
It was so quiet.
670
00:44:43,565 --> 00:44:45,050
[RUE EXHALES]
671
00:44:45,695 --> 00:44:47,331
I was numb.
672
00:44:47,859 --> 00:44:49,472
I didn't care.
673
00:44:49,895 --> 00:44:53,941
I wasn't feeling life in the way
it was meant to be felt because...
674
00:44:55,403 --> 00:44:58,531
I wasn't present.
I wasn't actually there.
675
00:44:58,631 --> 00:45:00,466
I was just watching it.
676
00:45:06,155 --> 00:45:08,073
But that's not true. [SNIFFLES]
677
00:45:10,183 --> 00:45:12,862
[CRYING] I do care.
678
00:45:16,468 --> 00:45:17,886
And what if...
679
00:45:20,954 --> 00:45:24,089
what if... the reason
it felt like a movie
680
00:45:24,094 --> 00:45:27,556
was because I wanted to
believe that losing you...
681
00:45:28,052 --> 00:45:30,698
is a part of a larger story.
682
00:45:32,927 --> 00:45:34,721
One that maybe I could...
683
00:45:35,975 --> 00:45:37,893
maybe I could still shape.
684
00:45:40,747 --> 00:45:42,248
[RUE SOBBING]
685
00:45:45,362 --> 00:45:50,867
I... I remember a couple of
days before you passed away.
686
00:45:52,170 --> 00:45:53,964
You told me...
687
00:45:55,088 --> 00:45:57,417
that if I ever wanted to be with you...
688
00:45:59,448 --> 00:46:01,951
all I would have to
do is close my eyes...
689
00:46:03,127 --> 00:46:05,171
and we'd be together.
690
00:46:06,262 --> 00:46:07,388
[CRYING]
691
00:46:12,352 --> 00:46:13,645
You said that...
692
00:46:14,941 --> 00:46:17,735
memories exist outside of time...
693
00:46:19,061 --> 00:46:21,522
and have no beginning or end.
694
00:46:23,770 --> 00:46:25,612
You said as long as I live...
695
00:46:27,018 --> 00:46:29,105
you'll be with me forever.
696
00:46:32,526 --> 00:46:33,568
[SNIFFLES]
697
00:46:34,373 --> 00:46:36,125
I miss you, Dad.
698
00:46:38,821 --> 00:46:41,253
I miss you until I close my eyes.
699
00:46:43,521 --> 00:46:44,814
That's it.
700
00:46:44,819 --> 00:46:46,654
[PAPER RUSTLING]
701
00:46:46,659 --> 00:46:48,286
Thank you.
702
00:46:51,924 --> 00:46:55,924
♪♪
703
00:47:10,644 --> 00:47:13,147
[LINE RINGING]
704
00:47:14,373 --> 00:47:15,624
LEXI [ON PHONE]: Hey.
705
00:47:16,020 --> 00:47:17,396
Hey.
706
00:47:18,410 --> 00:47:19,578
Um...
707
00:47:21,577 --> 00:47:24,539
I, I just, I just wanted
to tell you that I...
708
00:47:25,782 --> 00:47:28,410
I thought your play
was really beautiful.
709
00:47:31,254 --> 00:47:33,793
You might be the only
one who thinks that.
710
00:47:34,730 --> 00:47:36,456
Yeah, well,
could you imagine if I, like,
711
00:47:36,461 --> 00:47:38,526
hated it and Cassie loved it?
712
00:47:38,531 --> 00:47:40,241
[BOTH LAUGHING]
713
00:47:42,348 --> 00:47:44,350
Um, but what are you doing today?
714
00:47:44,355 --> 00:47:45,856
Um, I was...
715
00:47:48,069 --> 00:47:50,425
Yeah, just laying in bed.
716
00:47:50,430 --> 00:47:52,432
[LAUGHS]
717
00:47:52,437 --> 00:47:56,566
Cool, well, um, can I...
maybe, like, come over?
718
00:47:57,883 --> 00:47:58,925
Yeah.
719
00:47:59,686 --> 00:48:00,770
Totally.
720
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:03,714
Okay cool. I'll... see you later then.
721
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:05,554
- Okay.
- Okay, bye.
722
00:48:13,728 --> 00:48:16,231
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
723
00:48:16,915 --> 00:48:19,125
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
724
00:48:39,352 --> 00:48:42,352
♪♪
725
00:48:57,490 --> 00:49:00,785
I feel like all the kids in
high school are super crazy.
726
00:49:00,940 --> 00:49:02,840
It's literally the same as eighth grade.
727
00:49:02,845 --> 00:49:04,722
People are just way more dramatic.
728
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,579
All the senior guys are, like, nice.
729
00:49:08,499 --> 00:49:10,251
How are you feeling?
730
00:49:12,055 --> 00:49:14,602
I don't know. I'm okay.
731
00:49:14,630 --> 00:49:17,630
♪♪
732
00:49:24,781 --> 00:49:26,572
All right, all right.
I never see the five
733
00:49:26,577 --> 00:49:27,613
of you little babies together,
734
00:49:27,617 --> 00:49:29,325
so we're gonna take a photo, okay?
735
00:49:29,330 --> 00:49:30,723
- No, Mom, please don't take a photo.
- All right, everyone come
736
00:49:30,727 --> 00:49:32,456
together like that. Beautiful!
737
00:49:32,461 --> 00:49:34,269
Mom, no one wants
to remember this moment.
738
00:49:34,274 --> 00:49:37,105
- You little sugar sweethearts.
- Please, stop, stop.
739
00:49:37,110 --> 00:49:40,110
[AUDIENCE APPLAUDS]
740
00:49:46,505 --> 00:49:48,090
I think your play was the first time
741
00:49:48,095 --> 00:49:50,558
I was able to look at my
life and not hate myself...
742
00:49:52,455 --> 00:49:54,207
for everything I've done.
743
00:49:56,146 --> 00:49:57,480
What do you mean?
744
00:50:00,574 --> 00:50:02,417
I don't know. I think
I've been through a lot.
745
00:50:05,261 --> 00:50:07,222
And I don't know what to do with it.
746
00:50:09,576 --> 00:50:12,016
But you've been through a lot
and you know what to do with it.
747
00:50:12,138 --> 00:50:15,636
- I don't know about that.
- Lex, look what you made.
748
00:50:17,341 --> 00:50:19,927
I don't know how to do that.
749
00:50:26,173 --> 00:50:28,325
I don't know how to
get to where you are.
750
00:50:34,520 --> 00:50:35,740
But I just wanted you to know that
751
00:50:35,744 --> 00:50:37,590
seeing it meant the world to me.
752
00:50:41,378 --> 00:50:42,588
[SOFT CHUCKLE]
753
00:50:55,113 --> 00:50:57,533
Do you think about your dad often?
754
00:51:03,521 --> 00:51:04,817
Me too.
755
00:51:04,822 --> 00:51:06,532
RUE: I feel like I had so much to learn
756
00:51:06,537 --> 00:51:08,575
from him still, you know?
757
00:51:09,477 --> 00:51:11,771
I also think I'm really angry about it.
758
00:51:12,363 --> 00:51:13,974
LEXI: Yeah.
759
00:51:16,846 --> 00:51:20,058
RUE: Do you ever... get angry about it?
760
00:51:21,835 --> 00:51:24,473
It's a bit more complicated than that.
761
00:51:24,817 --> 00:51:26,610
RUE: What do you mean?
762
00:51:26,687 --> 00:51:28,480
I think, like...
763
00:51:28,697 --> 00:51:31,325
I was kind of relieved
when he stopped showing up.
764
00:51:31,723 --> 00:51:34,559
'Cause I was so worried
something bad was gonna happen.
765
00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:41,082
I get that.
766
00:51:42,656 --> 00:51:43,699
LEXI: Now...
767
00:51:44,340 --> 00:51:47,325
every time the phone rings, it's like...
768
00:51:49,260 --> 00:51:50,386
You know?
769
00:52:00,924 --> 00:52:03,051
But you figured it out.
770
00:52:05,085 --> 00:52:06,837
You fuckin' figured it out.
771
00:52:11,877 --> 00:52:14,296
When my dad died, everybody
would tell me that...
772
00:52:14,451 --> 00:52:16,286
he died for a reason.
773
00:52:18,136 --> 00:52:21,028
Ah, that shit used to piss me off.
774
00:52:21,796 --> 00:52:24,215
I would literally wanna
fucking strangle them.
775
00:52:27,701 --> 00:52:29,348
But...
776
00:52:29,875 --> 00:52:31,263
I think what they're actually saying
777
00:52:31,267 --> 00:52:33,489
is that you gotta give it a reason.
778
00:52:38,232 --> 00:52:40,443
You gotta give all this shit a reason.
779
00:52:44,355 --> 00:52:47,734
Because I don't wanna
hold on to this forever.
780
00:52:50,583 --> 00:52:53,670
I can't, I can't hold on to it forever.
781
00:52:57,713 --> 00:52:59,381
Just doesn't feel good.
782
00:53:01,656 --> 00:53:03,247
It's just...
783
00:53:03,252 --> 00:53:05,279
I know other people are,
like, built different, but...
784
00:53:05,283 --> 00:53:06,283
Yeah.
785
00:53:09,153 --> 00:53:10,780
It's too much for me.
786
00:53:14,620 --> 00:53:17,331
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- No.
787
00:53:17,336 --> 00:53:20,325
- No, sorry.
- I'm sorry. I didn't...
788
00:53:24,257 --> 00:53:25,508
Lexi...
789
00:53:27,135 --> 00:53:29,679
I promise you, it's not all his fault.
790
00:53:35,685 --> 00:53:37,802
I don't know for certain...
791
00:53:41,012 --> 00:53:42,559
but I'm, uh...
792
00:53:45,036 --> 00:53:46,662
I'm pretty sure he wakes up every day
793
00:53:46,667 --> 00:53:49,128
and he thinks,
"I'm gonna be better for her.
794
00:53:50,509 --> 00:53:52,470
I'm gonna be there for her."
795
00:53:59,289 --> 00:54:01,041
That's also the problem.
796
00:54:02,638 --> 00:54:04,891
Because he only wants
to be better for you.
797
00:54:09,685 --> 00:54:11,312
[INHALES, EXHALES]
798
00:54:13,473 --> 00:54:17,018
Because I know that he loves you
a lot more than he loves himself.
799
00:54:21,138 --> 00:54:22,639
Mm.
800
00:54:22,949 --> 00:54:25,645
I don't know if
that made you feel better.
801
00:54:28,418 --> 00:54:29,669
Thank you.
802
00:54:41,723 --> 00:54:43,474
[LEXI CRYING]
803
00:54:45,133 --> 00:54:46,551
[SOFTLY]: It's okay.
804
00:55:06,059 --> 00:55:07,757
I miss you.
805
00:55:11,296 --> 00:55:13,215
[CURTAIN PULLING]
806
00:55:17,494 --> 00:55:20,494
[APPLAUSE, CHEERING]
807
00:55:27,430 --> 00:55:30,430
[CHEERING CONTINUES]
808
00:55:49,618 --> 00:55:52,163
- [CHEERING]
- [WHISTLING]
809
00:55:54,418 --> 00:55:56,378
[CHEERING CONTINUES, MUFFLED]
810
00:56:26,194 --> 00:56:28,113
CASSIE: Do you know what's funny?
811
00:56:30,933 --> 00:56:34,228
Nate broke up with me before
I even went on that stage.
812
00:56:37,774 --> 00:56:39,067
Don't worry.
813
00:56:40,029 --> 00:56:42,115
This is just the beginning.
814
00:57:10,220 --> 00:57:13,220
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
815
00:57:45,171 --> 00:57:46,715
JULES: Sorry.
816
00:57:46,720 --> 00:57:48,054
Sorry.
817
00:57:48,749 --> 00:57:50,125
Sorry.
818
00:57:51,157 --> 00:57:52,366
Hi!
819
00:57:56,282 --> 00:57:57,408
[SNIFFLES]
820
00:58:01,086 --> 00:58:05,048
I know you're probably
still really angry at me...
821
00:58:06,446 --> 00:58:11,159
but I just wanted to
tell you that I love you.
822
00:58:13,665 --> 00:58:15,417
And I miss you.
823
00:58:16,263 --> 00:58:17,681
So much.
824
00:58:38,561 --> 00:58:40,062
[KISSES]
825
00:58:53,206 --> 00:58:54,666
[DOOR SHUTS]
826
00:58:59,662 --> 00:59:02,661
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
827
00:59:08,122 --> 00:59:10,247
RUE: Jules was my first love.
828
00:59:11,310 --> 00:59:13,544
I'd like to remember it that way.
829
00:59:14,131 --> 00:59:16,550
I don't know if that's
actually true, though.
830
00:59:17,399 --> 00:59:19,609
I think I was high for too much of it.
831
00:59:20,775 --> 00:59:22,721
I know it wasn't easy for her.
832
00:59:22,971 --> 00:59:25,003
And I hope she forgives me.
833
00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:32,190
I stayed clean through the
rest of the school year.
834
00:59:32,627 --> 00:59:35,636
I wish I could say that
was a decision I made.
835
00:59:36,285 --> 00:59:38,511
In some ways, it was just easier.
836
00:59:40,957 --> 00:59:43,668
I don't know if this
feeling will last forever...
837
00:59:45,470 --> 00:59:47,180
but I am trying.
838
00:59:52,379 --> 00:59:54,339
I remember Ali said,
839
00:59:54,508 --> 00:59:57,427
"The thought of maybe
being a good person,
840
00:59:57,591 --> 01:00:00,469
is what keeps me trying
to be a good person."
841
01:00:03,114 --> 01:00:05,018
Maybe there's something to that.
842
01:00:06,756 --> 01:00:08,620
♪ Hey, Lord ♪
843
01:00:08,625 --> 01:00:12,503
♪ You know I'm trying ♪
844
01:00:13,890 --> 01:00:16,890
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