1 00:00:19,936 --> 00:00:21,980 (inhales) 2 00:00:25,775 --> 00:00:27,861 (exhales) 3 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:33,408 Bobbi: Lexi... 4 00:00:34,659 --> 00:00:35,994 We're ready. 5 00:00:49,174 --> 00:00:52,385 ("Amore Mio Aiutami" by Piero Piccioni playing) 6 00:01:06,274 --> 00:01:08,359 ♪ ♪ 7 00:01:23,291 --> 00:01:25,418 ♪ ♪ 8 00:01:39,307 --> 00:01:41,392 ♪ ♪ 9 00:01:46,981 --> 00:01:49,818 (indistinct chatter) 10 00:01:49,901 --> 00:01:52,237 Person 1: Wasn't it a lovely memorial? 11 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:55,907 Person 2: Oh, yes. It was up. It wasn't down at all. 12 00:01:55,990 --> 00:01:58,827 (indistinct chatter) 13 00:01:58,910 --> 00:02:01,579 Grandma: A good heart, and, you know, 14 00:02:01,663 --> 00:02:04,666 she takes after him. 15 00:02:04,749 --> 00:02:06,167 Gia: Thanks, Grandma. 16 00:02:06,251 --> 00:02:08,711 (indistinct chatter) 17 00:02:08,795 --> 00:02:12,131 -It was so warm and from the heart. -Yes, it was. 18 00:02:12,215 --> 00:02:14,717 -It was just-- It was lovely, dear. -Wasn't it, wasn't it? 19 00:02:14,801 --> 00:02:18,012 You know what? He was a special man. 20 00:02:18,096 --> 00:02:20,390 Neighbor: Did he have life insurance? 21 00:02:20,473 --> 00:02:22,851 Leslie: Uh... a little bit. 22 00:02:26,312 --> 00:02:28,731 We'll figure it out. 23 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:30,692 Neighbor: But he was young. 24 00:02:30,775 --> 00:02:33,403 Leslie: Yeah, he, he was young. 25 00:02:33,486 --> 00:02:37,907 Neighbor: Are you gonna be able to-- The house, the kids? 26 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,035 -Leslie: We'll figure it out. -Neighbor: Good, good. 27 00:02:41,119 --> 00:02:44,247 -It's, it's gotta be a relief. -Thank you. 28 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:45,456 Thank you for coming. 29 00:02:52,171 --> 00:02:55,633 -Hey. -How's it goin' over there? 30 00:02:57,135 --> 00:03:00,430 -Leslie: She's asking me all these questions. -Suze: Oh, yeah? 31 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:09,856 (indistinct chatter) 32 00:03:09,939 --> 00:03:12,567 -She skipped class. -Is anyone gonna check on her? 33 00:03:12,650 --> 00:03:14,527 -Is Rue in her room? -Yeah. 34 00:03:14,611 --> 00:03:18,031 -She hasn't opened the door. -Do you think she's okay? 35 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:21,242 Don't just stand here and gossip. It's rude. 36 00:03:21,326 --> 00:03:22,535 (knocks on door) 37 00:03:22,619 --> 00:03:23,745 Rue? 38 00:03:25,204 --> 00:03:27,332 -Hey. -Rue: Hey. 39 00:03:31,711 --> 00:03:32,879 (sniffs) 40 00:03:40,511 --> 00:03:42,055 These were my dad's. 41 00:03:45,141 --> 00:03:47,268 How are you feeling? 42 00:03:54,233 --> 00:03:59,322 Yeah. I... found this poem, and I thought of you. 43 00:03:59,405 --> 00:04:01,574 Rue: If it's C.S. Lewis, I can't. 44 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:05,078 -No, it's not. I promise. -Every hospice nurse says 45 00:04:05,161 --> 00:04:08,373 that "Grief is a long valley." 46 00:04:08,456 --> 00:04:10,667 Yeah, but that's not the full quote. 47 00:04:12,251 --> 00:04:15,505 Yeah, well, it's enough for me. 48 00:04:15,588 --> 00:04:17,632 Well, the second part's kind of sweet. 49 00:04:18,424 --> 00:04:19,926 Rue: What is it? 50 00:04:21,386 --> 00:04:25,431 Uh, "A winding valley where every bend... 51 00:04:25,515 --> 00:04:28,267 may reveal a new landscape." 52 00:04:32,271 --> 00:04:33,773 That's not that bad. 53 00:04:41,531 --> 00:04:43,282 Can I read this to you? 54 00:04:47,161 --> 00:04:48,913 Uh, yeah, I'd love that. 55 00:04:54,669 --> 00:04:55,795 Uh... 56 00:04:57,338 --> 00:05:00,341 It's called "Let This Darkness Be a Bell Tower" 57 00:05:00,425 --> 00:05:02,552 by Rainer Maria Rilke. 58 00:05:09,058 --> 00:05:12,061 "Quiet friend who has come so far, 59 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:16,232 "feel how your breathing makes more space around you. 60 00:05:16,315 --> 00:05:19,444 (light music playing) 61 00:05:25,616 --> 00:05:31,956 "Let this darkness be a bell tower and you the bell. 62 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:37,295 "As you ring, what batters you becomes your strength. 63 00:05:37,378 --> 00:05:41,007 "Move back and forth into the change. 64 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:46,429 "What is it like, such intensity of pain? 65 00:05:46,512 --> 00:05:50,767 "If the drink is bitter, turn yourself into wine. 66 00:05:52,018 --> 00:05:54,562 "In this uncontainable night, 67 00:05:54,645 --> 00:05:59,734 "be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses, 68 00:05:59,817 --> 00:06:01,944 "the meaning discovered there. 69 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:06,240 "And if the world has ceased to hear you, 70 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:09,702 "say to the silent earth: I flow. 71 00:06:09,786 --> 00:06:14,082 To the rushing water, speak: I am." 72 00:06:14,165 --> 00:06:16,584 ♪ ♪ 73 00:06:16,667 --> 00:06:18,044 (person 1 coughs) 74 00:06:24,467 --> 00:06:25,802 (person 2 coughs) 75 00:06:43,277 --> 00:06:44,612 (blows) 76 00:07:03,589 --> 00:07:05,466 (door closes) 77 00:07:05,550 --> 00:07:07,718 Lexi (narrating): I knew Jade had been doing drugs, 78 00:07:07,802 --> 00:07:09,804 but it wasn't until that day, 79 00:07:09,887 --> 00:07:11,514 at her dad's memorial, 80 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:14,058 that I realized they were a greater comfort 81 00:07:14,142 --> 00:07:16,352 than I ever could be. 82 00:07:16,435 --> 00:07:18,271 Maybe that's a silly observation, 83 00:07:18,354 --> 00:07:20,439 but I was only 13. 84 00:07:22,275 --> 00:07:25,570 It was the summer before I started ninth grade... 85 00:07:25,653 --> 00:07:28,364 back when we thought we'd all be friends forever. 86 00:07:30,283 --> 00:07:33,161 (steady drumbeat) 87 00:07:34,328 --> 00:07:35,496 Move. 88 00:07:37,039 --> 00:07:38,166 Move, move, move! 89 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,085 Lights, four, go. 90 00:07:43,629 --> 00:07:45,464 Lexi: There were five of us. 91 00:07:45,548 --> 00:07:47,216 (camera shutter clicks) 92 00:07:47,300 --> 00:07:48,759 There was me, Grace... 93 00:07:48,843 --> 00:07:52,263 ("Love Will Keep Us Together" by Captain & Tennille playing) 94 00:07:52,346 --> 00:07:55,641 ♪ Love will keep us together ♪ 95 00:07:55,725 --> 00:07:57,894 ♪ Think of me babe, whenever ♪ 96 00:07:57,977 --> 00:07:59,562 Lexi: My sister, Hallie... 97 00:07:59,645 --> 00:08:03,191 ♪ Some sweet-talking girl comes along ♪ 98 00:08:03,274 --> 00:08:05,067 ♪ Singing her song ♪ 99 00:08:05,151 --> 00:08:06,652 Lexi: Her best friend, Marta... 100 00:08:06,736 --> 00:08:10,198 ♪ You've just gotta be strong, just stop ♪ 101 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:12,575 ♪ 'Cause I really love you, stop ♪ 102 00:08:12,658 --> 00:08:14,243 Lexi: Marta's best friend, Luna. 103 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:16,204 ♪ I've been thinking of you ♪ 104 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:18,915 ♪ Look in my heart and let love ♪ 105 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:20,625 Lexi: And my best friend, Jade. 106 00:08:20,708 --> 00:08:22,335 ♪ Keep us together ♪ 107 00:08:23,211 --> 00:08:25,087 ♪ Whatever ♪ 108 00:08:28,257 --> 00:08:30,301 Bring out the fucking letters now. 109 00:08:30,384 --> 00:08:33,012 (steady drumbeat) 110 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:39,393 Lexi: And this is life. 111 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:43,898 Not everyone's life... 112 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:46,859 But our life! 113 00:08:50,279 --> 00:08:53,616 (applause) 114 00:08:53,699 --> 00:08:57,203 -Audience Member: Oh, that's fuckin' cool. -(scattered laughs) 115 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:03,834 Wait, is this fucking play about us? 116 00:09:04,710 --> 00:09:05,836 (drum roll) 117 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:14,804 Rue: For the last few months, 118 00:09:14,887 --> 00:09:17,265 Lexi had been talking to Fezco every day. 119 00:09:17,348 --> 00:09:22,270 But I still don't understand what the play is actually about, though. 120 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:25,273 Lexi (on phone): It's about friendship. 121 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:28,859 Well, that's nice. Everybody's gonna love that. 122 00:09:28,943 --> 00:09:30,528 Yeah, I-I mean, I hope so. 123 00:09:30,611 --> 00:09:33,114 I just-- I keep second-guessing myself 124 00:09:33,197 --> 00:09:35,283 and getting anxious, like, if people are gonna think 125 00:09:35,366 --> 00:09:36,784 that it's good or bad, 126 00:09:36,867 --> 00:09:40,204 or if it's gonna upset people or not. 127 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:42,790 But why would anyone be upset by it? 128 00:09:42,873 --> 00:09:46,252 Lexi: Oh, you know, it's, it's based on real people. 129 00:09:46,335 --> 00:09:50,631 Fezco: Yeah, you really strokin' the bee's nest with that one. 130 00:09:50,715 --> 00:09:53,759 -Am I? -I mean... 131 00:09:53,843 --> 00:09:56,512 if someone invited me to a play, and... 132 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:59,765 they didn't even tell me I was a character in it? 133 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,726 I'd definitely have some questions. 134 00:10:01,809 --> 00:10:03,853 Lexi: Like, bad questions? 135 00:10:03,936 --> 00:10:05,855 Fezco: Depends on the play. 136 00:10:05,938 --> 00:10:08,316 Lexi: Well, would you be upset by it? 137 00:10:08,399 --> 00:10:10,860 Fezco: It depends on the play. 138 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:14,864 -Right. -Fezco: And the intentions of the person who made the play. 139 00:10:14,947 --> 00:10:17,199 My intentions are good. 140 00:10:17,283 --> 00:10:20,703 Fezco: Then you ain't got nothin' to worry about. 141 00:10:20,786 --> 00:10:25,499 But... what if they think my intentions aren't good 142 00:10:25,583 --> 00:10:27,752 when in reality they are good? 143 00:10:27,835 --> 00:10:30,046 Well, that's what I call a quandary. 144 00:10:31,088 --> 00:10:32,757 Lexi: What's the answer? 145 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:36,677 Uh, wait, what was the question again? 146 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:40,222 (whispers): Like, what happens if Cassie sees the play 147 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:43,517 and thinks I'm being cruel, even though I'm not? 148 00:10:43,601 --> 00:10:45,936 Well, how about you just don't invite her then? 149 00:10:46,020 --> 00:10:47,938 No, she'd get so mad. 150 00:10:48,022 --> 00:10:51,734 Fezco: Even more mad than if she actually saw the play? 151 00:10:52,651 --> 00:10:54,779 That's-- I don't know. 152 00:10:57,490 --> 00:10:58,532 (door closes) 153 00:10:58,616 --> 00:11:00,659 Lexi: Okay, this might kinda be 154 00:11:00,743 --> 00:11:03,204 a weird and embarrassing thing to admit, 155 00:11:03,287 --> 00:11:06,582 but I think the most defining moment of my adolescence 156 00:11:06,665 --> 00:11:09,085 was when my sister went through puberty. 157 00:11:09,168 --> 00:11:12,713 (cymbals, drumbeat) 158 00:11:12,797 --> 00:11:15,800 -Uck, I look disgusting. -(audience laughs) 159 00:11:15,883 --> 00:11:18,010 Hey, Hallie, I'm in the middle of somethin'. 160 00:11:18,094 --> 00:11:20,763 It's just this dress is so not flattering. 161 00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:25,101 -Lexi: Hallie, I'm kinda puttin' on a play right now. -Hallie: What? 162 00:11:25,184 --> 00:11:26,685 Lexi: Like, there's an entire audience 163 00:11:26,769 --> 00:11:28,104 waiting for me to continue talking. 164 00:11:28,187 --> 00:11:31,732 -Hallie: Where? -(scattered laughs) 165 00:11:31,816 --> 00:11:33,192 (quietly): Right here. 166 00:11:34,151 --> 00:11:37,113 Oh, (chuckles). Hi. Wow. 167 00:11:37,196 --> 00:11:39,824 (audience laughs) 168 00:11:39,907 --> 00:11:42,743 Whatever. The point is, I couldn't wait 169 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,370 to go through puberty. 170 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:47,957 Wow, wow, wow! 171 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:51,460 -(Suze screams) -Mother: Look at you! 172 00:11:51,544 --> 00:11:55,464 -I feel like a big baby. -Hallie... 173 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:58,759 I've been on this planet for 38 goddamn years, 174 00:11:58,843 --> 00:12:03,139 and I have never seen a baby with knockers like yours. 175 00:12:03,222 --> 00:12:04,640 (laughing) 176 00:12:04,723 --> 00:12:08,060 Hallie: Mom, that was the grossest thing I've ever heard you say. 177 00:12:08,144 --> 00:12:11,105 Mother (laughs): Okay. 178 00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:12,731 Lights, 12, go. 179 00:12:12,815 --> 00:12:16,652 Look, I know being informed, smart, hardworking, and curious 180 00:12:16,735 --> 00:12:18,404 are all very important qualities, 181 00:12:18,487 --> 00:12:23,909 but imagine having all of those qualities and also being hot. 182 00:12:23,993 --> 00:12:27,705 So, if Hallie was 433 days older than me, 183 00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:31,167 then all I would have to do is wait... 184 00:12:31,250 --> 00:12:35,504 433 days, and I'd look just like her. 185 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:37,756 -(audience laughs) -(cymbals) 186 00:12:39,550 --> 00:12:41,677 -(applause) -(cheering) 187 00:12:50,811 --> 00:12:52,980 (TV chatter) 188 00:12:56,775 --> 00:12:58,152 (steam hissing) 189 00:12:59,904 --> 00:13:04,116 -(knocks on door) -Yo, Ash, get the door, man. 190 00:13:05,910 --> 00:13:08,037 (applause) 191 00:13:09,079 --> 00:13:10,915 Okay, I need you to pull it way back. 192 00:13:10,998 --> 00:13:13,209 You're too broad. It's not funny. 193 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:18,297 Oh my god. Are you crying? 194 00:13:18,380 --> 00:13:21,842 It's a directorial note. You just take it and move on, okay? 195 00:13:23,427 --> 00:13:25,387 Hey, I need the light cues to be 40% faster, 196 00:13:25,471 --> 00:13:27,848 -and the stagehands to be 20% faster. -Bobbi: Copy that. 197 00:13:27,932 --> 00:13:32,478 Ew! God! What the-- Did someone die in this dress?! 198 00:13:32,561 --> 00:13:35,147 It smells like shit. (gags) 199 00:13:39,193 --> 00:13:40,653 I love the theater. 200 00:13:40,736 --> 00:13:43,030 What we got goin' on? 201 00:13:43,113 --> 00:13:46,659 -Freshly steamed. -Ooh. 202 00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:49,370 Yes, yes, yes. 203 00:13:50,162 --> 00:13:51,705 You da best. 204 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:56,293 Mmm. Yeah, we steppin' out tonight. 205 00:13:57,795 --> 00:13:59,755 Ooh, bless your heart. 206 00:14:02,466 --> 00:14:06,762 Nah, I really do appreciate you doin' that, though. 207 00:14:06,845 --> 00:14:08,097 (footsteps approach) 208 00:14:08,180 --> 00:14:10,599 Custer: Damn, what's good? 209 00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:12,476 Yo, wassup, man? 210 00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,436 Yo, I'm, I'm, actually, a little busy. 211 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:16,897 I'm, I'm gettin' ready to go out. 212 00:14:17,773 --> 00:14:19,191 We goin' to a party? 213 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:21,151 Where you goin'? 214 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:25,364 Don't worry about what I'm doin', man. Worry about yourself. 215 00:14:25,447 --> 00:14:28,117 All right. I'mma just chill then. 216 00:14:39,670 --> 00:14:42,798 (foreboding music playing) 217 00:14:55,436 --> 00:14:57,521 ♪ ♪ 218 00:15:09,116 --> 00:15:10,951 (whispers): This is your dream. 219 00:15:12,536 --> 00:15:13,579 Mick... 220 00:15:13,662 --> 00:15:16,040 (through headset): don't screw this up. 221 00:15:16,123 --> 00:15:17,666 Lights, 12, go. 222 00:15:19,835 --> 00:15:21,795 I could see myself now. 223 00:15:21,879 --> 00:15:23,339 (audience cheers) 224 00:15:23,422 --> 00:15:25,382 -Audience Member: Damn! Shit! -I'd be the girl... 225 00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:28,719 -no one ever... could get. -Audience Member: Is that Lexi? 226 00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:32,514 -Hi. -(loud laughter) 227 00:15:32,598 --> 00:15:35,517 -Hey, Ted, how are you? -Woo! 228 00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:37,978 Audience Member: Damn! Oh shit! 229 00:15:38,062 --> 00:15:41,607 Hey, boys. How are you? 230 00:15:41,690 --> 00:15:42,816 Audience Member: Shit! 231 00:15:42,900 --> 00:15:45,819 And I'd imagine my former classmates... 232 00:15:45,903 --> 00:15:47,488 sitting around at barbecues 233 00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:49,573 in their dirty, dirty backyards 234 00:15:49,657 --> 00:15:50,991 20 years from now. 235 00:15:51,075 --> 00:15:54,745 Man... I really wish I'd boned Lexi Howard. 236 00:15:54,828 --> 00:15:56,914 Yeah, you and the rest of East Highland. 237 00:15:56,997 --> 00:15:58,540 (audience laughs) 238 00:16:00,167 --> 00:16:02,336 All I had to do was wait. 239 00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:06,298 -(applause) -(cheering) 240 00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:09,718 Light, 86, go. 241 00:16:09,802 --> 00:16:11,762 (drums playing) 242 00:16:11,845 --> 00:16:13,931 ♪ ♪ 243 00:16:17,893 --> 00:16:21,605 -Look, Lexi, some guys prefer smaller boobs. -Lexi: Yeah? 244 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:25,109 I mean, if you and I could trade bodies, 245 00:16:25,192 --> 00:16:26,819 I'd do it in a heartbeat. 246 00:16:26,902 --> 00:16:29,488 -Well maybe they're still growing. -No, they're not. 247 00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:32,866 -Well, sometimes, it takes-- -No, they're fully formed. 248 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:37,871 To be honest, I'm not really the kind of person 249 00:16:37,955 --> 00:16:39,998 who wants to be known for their body. 250 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:50,467 But I also didn't want the troubles that came along with it. 251 00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:56,348 Hallie: I wasn't even looking at him, I swear. 252 00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:58,809 You're the only person I've ever dreamed of. 253 00:16:58,892 --> 00:17:02,104 ("The Word Hurricane" by Air playing) 254 00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:20,456 Well, she certainly looks the part. 255 00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:24,001 (laughing) 256 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,176 Lexi: I feel like I've lived most of my life in my imagination. 257 00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,932 Taking the smallest moments 258 00:17:39,016 --> 00:17:42,227 and dreaming them up into something bigger. 259 00:17:46,815 --> 00:17:48,275 Fezco (on phone): Of course, I'mma be there. 260 00:17:48,358 --> 00:17:51,236 I'mma be sittin' in the front row, shorty. 261 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:55,657 -I promise you that. -Okay. 262 00:17:59,411 --> 00:18:02,915 A little exchange and I fall in love. 263 00:18:08,420 --> 00:18:11,465 -(applause) -(cheering) 264 00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:15,385 A moment to myself and I'm onstage. 265 00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:20,390 (applause) 266 00:18:21,642 --> 00:18:23,393 (whistling) 267 00:18:25,479 --> 00:18:29,358 But reality always finds a way of pulling me back. 268 00:18:31,693 --> 00:18:34,154 Do you think he's okay? 269 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:36,240 I think he's just sleeping. 270 00:18:36,323 --> 00:18:38,158 It's the middle of the day. 271 00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:40,994 (snoring) 272 00:18:41,078 --> 00:18:43,205 (indistinct chatter) 273 00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:50,879 I think we should have Mom come pick us up. 274 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:55,509 -Don't be rude. -It doesn't matter if it's rude. 275 00:18:55,592 --> 00:18:58,220 I don't want him to think that we don't trust him. 276 00:18:59,596 --> 00:19:01,431 Gus: Come on, girls. 277 00:19:02,182 --> 00:19:03,851 Get in the car. 278 00:19:08,438 --> 00:19:09,731 Come on, Lex. 279 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:17,072 (uneasy music playing) 280 00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:19,741 (engine starts) 281 00:19:25,122 --> 00:19:27,332 -(Lexi crying) -(cars honking) 282 00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:39,761 ♪ ♪ 283 00:19:54,776 --> 00:19:58,822 Rue: Uh, I just need, like, like an eighth of weed. That's all. 284 00:19:58,906 --> 00:20:00,908 -Fezco: I can help with that. -All right. 285 00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:03,201 Uh, yo, I'll just be a second. 286 00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:15,797 (grunts) 287 00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:21,678 I think before high school we should think about 288 00:20:21,762 --> 00:20:24,514 all the things we don't like about ourselves... 289 00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:27,643 and then change them, so we can be, like, 290 00:20:27,726 --> 00:20:30,812 like, different, cooler people. 291 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,731 I don't think we need to be cooler. 292 00:20:32,814 --> 00:20:35,692 Lexi: Well, we should at least try and know what's cool. 293 00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:38,779 Jade: Yeah, but that shit, like, changes all the time. 294 00:20:38,862 --> 00:20:41,114 Lexi: That's what makes it hard to follow. 295 00:20:41,198 --> 00:20:43,951 Jade: Yeah, but I think it's a good thing. 296 00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:47,913 But... what if we get excluded from things? 297 00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:50,332 That's also a good thing. 298 00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:53,168 -Really? -Yeah. 299 00:20:53,251 --> 00:20:56,296 My dad says he refuses to be a part of any club 300 00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:57,923 that would have him as a member. 301 00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:00,342 Lexi: Well, that's cool. 302 00:21:00,425 --> 00:21:04,304 Yeah, don't tell anyone. They'll fuckin' ruin it. 303 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:12,896 Jade was the first person who made me feel okay about not being cool. 304 00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:14,314 Lights, 10, go. 305 00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:17,526 Lexi: I just feel like in 10 years, 306 00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,236 technology's gonna get really scary, 307 00:21:19,319 --> 00:21:21,446 and we're all gonna wish we'd never used it. 308 00:21:21,530 --> 00:21:23,323 What are you talking about? 309 00:21:23,407 --> 00:21:26,118 Well, all these tech companies are simultaneously 310 00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:28,328 developing artificial intelligence and robotics, 311 00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:30,247 so it's only a matter of time before they 312 00:21:30,330 --> 00:21:32,124 become the new military-industrial complex 313 00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,376 and start making killer robots. 314 00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:35,794 I think there's a big difference 315 00:21:35,877 --> 00:21:38,797 between taking selfies and killer robots. 316 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,299 Yeah, maybe now, but that gap will close. 317 00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:47,597 But anyway, back to where I was. 318 00:21:47,681 --> 00:21:50,392 We talked and laughed for hours that night. 319 00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:53,895 I miss those days. 320 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:58,442 It was before my dad left and Jade's dad died. 321 00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:00,694 Before Jade got into heavy drugs, 322 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:03,405 and before I got inside my head. 323 00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:07,325 It was before we grew apart, 324 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,536 and before I started doubting myself 325 00:22:09,619 --> 00:22:13,540 every time someone would ask me if Jade was my best friend. 326 00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:19,421 "Let this darkness be a bell tower... 327 00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:22,257 and you the bell." 328 00:22:22,340 --> 00:22:25,594 (bell rings) 329 00:22:25,677 --> 00:22:28,930 Feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 330 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,851 I'll tell you when you get back. 331 00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,899 -Good night. -Good night. 332 00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:47,616 Um... do you ever worry as you get older... 333 00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,661 you'll have less and less memories of Dad? 334 00:22:54,706 --> 00:22:55,916 Yeah. 335 00:22:59,377 --> 00:23:02,214 Gia: How do you stop that from happening? 336 00:23:09,554 --> 00:23:10,931 You can't. 337 00:23:24,611 --> 00:23:30,325 I... I remember a couple of days before you passed away... 338 00:23:31,701 --> 00:23:34,413 you told me... 339 00:23:34,496 --> 00:23:36,706 that if I ever wanted to be with you... 340 00:23:38,625 --> 00:23:41,128 all I would have to do is close my eyes... 341 00:23:42,671 --> 00:23:45,674 and we'd be together. 342 00:23:45,757 --> 00:23:50,011 You said that... memories exist outside of time. 343 00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,515 (Cassie laughing) 344 00:23:53,598 --> 00:23:55,183 ("More" by Bobby Darin playing) 345 00:23:55,267 --> 00:24:01,565 ♪ More than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 346 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:05,402 ♪ This is the love that I give to you ♪ 347 00:24:05,485 --> 00:24:07,821 Gus: Hey, come on! Come join us. 348 00:24:07,904 --> 00:24:12,868 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 349 00:24:14,244 --> 00:24:20,584 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 350 00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:23,170 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 351 00:24:23,253 --> 00:24:26,256 ♪ My arms long to hold you so ♪ 352 00:24:26,339 --> 00:24:29,676 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 353 00:24:29,759 --> 00:24:32,888 ♪ Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping ♪ 354 00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:39,728 ♪ Longer than always is a long, long time ♪ 355 00:24:39,811 --> 00:24:45,942 ♪ But far beyond forever you'll be mine ♪ 356 00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:49,738 ♪ I know I've never lived before ♪ 357 00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:52,782 ♪ And my heart is very sure ♪ 358 00:24:52,866 --> 00:24:59,206 ♪ No one else could love you more ♪ 359 00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:04,920 ♪ Than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 360 00:25:05,003 --> 00:25:11,343 ♪ This is the love that I give to you alone ♪ 361 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:16,514 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 362 00:25:17,766 --> 00:25:23,980 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 363 00:25:24,064 --> 00:25:26,233 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 364 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:29,444 ♪ My arms got to hold you so ♪ 365 00:25:29,527 --> 00:25:32,989 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 366 00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:34,366 ♪ Waking, sleeping ♪ 367 00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:37,077 Lexi: I sometimes think about how my sister and I 368 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:41,081 had so many of the same wishes growing up... 369 00:25:41,164 --> 00:25:43,583 and how different we became. 370 00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:47,921 ("Spartacus Love Theme" by Alex North playing) 371 00:25:48,004 --> 00:25:50,090 ♪ ♪ 372 00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:09,985 Lexi: At that age, we all thought we knew what love looked like. 373 00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:12,153 ♪ ♪ 374 00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:20,245 And we had our suspicions of what it felt like. 375 00:26:20,328 --> 00:26:23,540 But that's also what made it so intoxicating. 376 00:26:24,874 --> 00:26:28,003 None of us had any idea what it actually was. 377 00:26:30,463 --> 00:26:32,507 I don't think there's anything more beautiful 378 00:26:32,590 --> 00:26:35,635 than dedicating your life to loving someone. 379 00:26:35,719 --> 00:26:37,804 ♪ ♪ 380 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,476 I think that's my biggest dream... 381 00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,522 To be your girl... 382 00:26:51,484 --> 00:26:53,695 To love you more than anything. 383 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,534 ♪ ♪ 384 00:27:16,634 --> 00:27:18,720 ♪ ♪ 385 00:27:22,932 --> 00:27:25,060 You could never scare me. 386 00:27:40,283 --> 00:27:42,869 I don't know if I wanna do this. 387 00:27:42,952 --> 00:27:45,497 It's just weed. It's not heroin. 388 00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,835 (blows) 389 00:27:54,089 --> 00:27:56,591 (coughing) 390 00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,595 -(Lexi coughing) -(Fezco laughing) 391 00:28:00,678 --> 00:28:03,223 Fezco: Lexi wildin' out today. 392 00:28:04,682 --> 00:28:07,936 -You okay? -My god, that really burns. 393 00:28:08,019 --> 00:28:10,480 -(coughing) -(audience laughs) 394 00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:12,399 Lexi: My whole life, I've always had this feeling 395 00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:16,277 that at any moment, something horrible was about to happen. 396 00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:28,581 Psst. 397 00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:33,920 (Custer whispers, inaudible) 398 00:28:37,257 --> 00:28:38,466 Faye! 399 00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:39,634 Come here. 400 00:28:45,265 --> 00:28:48,268 (uneasy music playing) 401 00:28:48,351 --> 00:28:50,437 ♪ ♪ 402 00:29:06,870 --> 00:29:09,330 (whispers): Be cool. 403 00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:12,250 I love you. 404 00:29:17,755 --> 00:29:20,091 ♪ ♪ 405 00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,262 (whispering) 406 00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:28,475 -Fezco: Yo, Faye! -Faye: Yeah? 407 00:29:28,558 --> 00:29:30,768 Fezco: Come here for a split second. 408 00:29:31,853 --> 00:29:33,313 I'll be right there. 409 00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:45,033 ♪ ♪ 410 00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,794 Tie or no tie? 411 00:30:00,882 --> 00:30:02,634 -You okay? -Um... 412 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:05,762 Yeah, I'm good. 413 00:30:07,972 --> 00:30:11,100 (coughs, laughs) 414 00:30:12,185 --> 00:30:15,063 Yo, you got her lookin' like that, 415 00:30:15,146 --> 00:30:17,232 that white guy with the afro. 416 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:18,858 He be paintin' on TV. 417 00:30:18,942 --> 00:30:20,777 -Fuckin' Bob Ross. -(laughing) 418 00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:24,072 -She looks like Bob Ross. -Fezco: Bobby, Bobby, it's a fire! 419 00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:26,366 -We gotta, We gotta go. We gotta go. Yeah. -It's a fire! C'mon, c'mon! 420 00:30:26,449 --> 00:30:29,369 (laughing) 421 00:30:29,452 --> 00:30:31,663 Lexi: I don't think I like weed. 422 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:36,459 Rue: Yeah, well, that's... crazy talk. 423 00:30:36,543 --> 00:30:42,924 I just can't control my brain the same way... I normally can. 424 00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:45,635 Yeah, but that's, like, the best part. 425 00:30:51,140 --> 00:30:55,603 All right, well, see ya later, homie. Good night. 426 00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:59,065 Get home safe. 427 00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:02,151 (quietly): Okay. 428 00:31:04,529 --> 00:31:06,239 Lexi: I think Jade used drugs 429 00:31:06,322 --> 00:31:08,491 to push away all the bad thoughts. 430 00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:11,578 But it did the opposite for me. 431 00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:13,913 ("Amore Mio Aiutami" plays) 432 00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:16,916 All I could think about were the bad thoughts. 433 00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:31,222 The things that could go wrong... 434 00:31:31,306 --> 00:31:33,558 the people I could lose... 435 00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:37,937 and the million and one reasons why I'm not good enough. 436 00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:40,648 ♪ ♪ 437 00:31:52,243 --> 00:31:55,955 Rue: Jules and I hadn't spoken since that bullshit intervention. 438 00:31:58,207 --> 00:32:00,251 Even though I see her around. 439 00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:02,420 ♪ ♪ 440 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:15,558 It's funny how I used to think we were meant for each other. 441 00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,189 That feels like a lifetime ago. 442 00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:33,451 ♪ ♪ 443 00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:36,079 What's up? 444 00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:39,791 (hand dryer whirring) 445 00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:43,378 ♪ ♪ 446 00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:47,924 (dryer stops) 447 00:32:57,141 --> 00:32:58,226 (snaps) 448 00:33:00,311 --> 00:33:02,438 (applause) 449 00:33:04,273 --> 00:33:06,359 (TV plays) 450 00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:09,404 Leslie: You broke me. 451 00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:14,784 Completely broke me. 452 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,331 I give up. 453 00:33:20,415 --> 00:33:22,375 Hey... 454 00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:24,919 you wanna kill yourself doin' drugs? Go ahead. 455 00:33:25,002 --> 00:33:26,796 I'm not gonna stand in your way. 456 00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:31,592 -So I can do drugs? -Yeah. 457 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:34,929 -Anything I want? -The world's your oyster. 458 00:33:38,349 --> 00:33:41,060 -Mom, are you fucking with me right now? -No. 459 00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:44,564 If you wanna fry every last brain cell in your head, 460 00:33:44,647 --> 00:33:45,732 go ahead. 461 00:33:45,815 --> 00:33:48,276 (laughs) What? What? 462 00:33:48,359 --> 00:33:50,486 -That's exciting to you, huh? -What? 463 00:33:50,570 --> 00:33:51,738 Bein' a crackhead? 464 00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:54,240 I just feel like there's a catch here. (sniffs) 465 00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,326 I can't convince you that your life is important. 466 00:33:57,410 --> 00:34:00,621 You're gonna have to make that decision on your own. 467 00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:05,251 You'll be 18 soon... and outta my house. 468 00:34:05,334 --> 00:34:08,629 And you're gonna make whatever decisions you're gonna make. 469 00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:13,426 I'm takin' you off my plate. 470 00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:19,265 Okay. 471 00:34:19,348 --> 00:34:21,100 I'm gonna focus on Gia. 472 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,479 Yeah, but she's fine, though. 473 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:28,357 She's been gettin' D's in math. 474 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:30,693 Yeah. 475 00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:32,320 She's been in detention 476 00:34:32,403 --> 00:34:35,490 three times in the past two weeks. 477 00:34:35,573 --> 00:34:37,825 And every mornin', when I go into her room 478 00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:38,951 to make sure she's awake, 479 00:34:39,035 --> 00:34:41,621 she already up... on the phone. 480 00:34:41,704 --> 00:34:44,582 And I know she's not getting any sleep. 481 00:34:44,665 --> 00:34:49,003 But if you say she's fine... I'll just take your word for it. 482 00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:54,717 I didn't know any of that. 483 00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:57,595 Leslie: Why would you? 484 00:34:57,678 --> 00:34:59,889 You only ever think about yourself. 485 00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:04,519 That's not true, Mom. 486 00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:10,983 If I have to choose between losin' one daughter or two? 487 00:35:12,443 --> 00:35:14,195 I'mma fight to save her. 488 00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:25,123 Nah, that's fair. 489 00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:28,751 (indistinct chatter) 490 00:35:28,835 --> 00:35:32,088 Move it, move it, move it. 491 00:35:32,171 --> 00:35:35,049 Lexi: When Hallie and Marta entered ninth grade, 492 00:35:35,132 --> 00:35:37,426 they became inseparable. 493 00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:40,638 ("Oops" by Tweet playing) 494 00:35:42,139 --> 00:35:45,476 -(applause) -♪ I tried and I tried ♪ 495 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,061 ♪ To avoid ♪ 496 00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,438 ♪ But this thing was happening ♪ 497 00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:54,318 ♪ Swallowed my pride, let it ride and partied ♪ 498 00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:58,739 ♪ But this body felt just like mines ♪ 499 00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:02,034 ♪ I got worried, I looked over to the left ♪ 500 00:36:02,118 --> 00:36:04,036 ♪ A reflection of myself ♪ 501 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,747 ♪ That's why I couldn't catch my breath ♪ 502 00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:12,503 ♪ Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head, oh my ♪ 503 00:36:15,590 --> 00:36:17,550 (song fades out) 504 00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:19,844 (dreamy music playing) 505 00:36:19,927 --> 00:36:22,013 ♪ ♪ 506 00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:38,905 Lexi: When I first met Marta, she made me nervous. 507 00:36:41,741 --> 00:36:46,579 I had never seen anyone as sure of themself as her. 508 00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:49,165 Because of that, I didn't really trust her. 509 00:36:49,248 --> 00:36:51,500 Woo! 510 00:36:52,293 --> 00:36:55,671 (applause) 511 00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:57,798 Lexi: Until her parents started fighting all the time 512 00:36:57,882 --> 00:37:01,093 and she basically moved in with us for a few months. 513 00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:07,892 D'ya like it? 514 00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:09,393 I feel stupid. 515 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:11,979 What? Everyone feels stupid. Who cares? 516 00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:14,190 -You feel stupid? -Yeah, I did. 517 00:37:14,273 --> 00:37:18,361 And then, I just chose not to feel stupid. 518 00:37:18,444 --> 00:37:23,449 I don't know if... I can... really get to that point. 519 00:37:23,532 --> 00:37:25,868 90% of life is confidence. 520 00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:29,246 And the thing about confidence is no one knows if it's real or not. 521 00:37:32,291 --> 00:37:34,543 Okay, okay, I'm not runnin' a brothel here. 522 00:37:34,627 --> 00:37:37,254 All right, girls? It's time for bed. 523 00:37:37,338 --> 00:37:39,340 It's supposed to be me. (laughs) 524 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:41,592 Oh, that's supposed to be me. 525 00:37:41,676 --> 00:37:46,263 All righty, beauty queens. It's time for bed. Good night. 526 00:37:46,347 --> 00:37:48,683 Mother (whispers): Good night, sugar pops. 527 00:37:48,766 --> 00:37:49,934 (door closes) 528 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:55,022 Hallie: Marta... 529 00:37:57,066 --> 00:37:58,401 Marta: Yeah? 530 00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:02,154 Hallie: You can sleep in my bed if you want. 531 00:38:16,377 --> 00:38:20,381 My parents used to fight all the time, too, so I get it. 532 00:38:20,464 --> 00:38:22,049 (Marta cries) 533 00:38:22,133 --> 00:38:24,719 You can stay here as long as you want. 534 00:38:24,802 --> 00:38:26,887 (Marta crying) 535 00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:42,528 Maddy: Open the fucking door, Cassie. 536 00:38:42,611 --> 00:38:44,697 Open the door and tell me it was worth it. 537 00:38:44,780 --> 00:38:46,073 You owe me that. 538 00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:49,827 (doorknob rattling) 539 00:38:49,910 --> 00:38:52,663 Open the fucking door, Cassie! 540 00:38:53,831 --> 00:38:55,583 What kind of fucking friend are you? 541 00:38:55,666 --> 00:38:57,585 What the fuck? 542 00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:58,836 This isn't about Nate. 543 00:38:58,919 --> 00:39:00,755 This is about you and me 544 00:39:00,838 --> 00:39:02,256 and our friendship, and if you wanna 545 00:39:02,339 --> 00:39:04,425 throw it away, then fine. 546 00:39:04,508 --> 00:39:08,095 'Cause I don't wanna be fucking friends with you. 547 00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,389 Kat: Come here, babe. Let's go. 548 00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:14,935 I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of it. 549 00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:18,731 He put me through hell and now he's with my fucking best friend? 550 00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:21,067 Like, what the fuck? 551 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:24,236 -Kat: It's fucked up. -When is it gonna end? 552 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,738 Kat: It's fucked up. 553 00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:31,494 (door rattling) 554 00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:33,829 Maddy: Open the fucking door, Cassie! 555 00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:35,790 Open the fucking door! 556 00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:37,458 Kat: She's not gonna open it. Let's just go. 557 00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,126 Maddy: Open the door! 558 00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:42,296 -(bangs on door) -Kat: Maddy, come on. 559 00:39:42,379 --> 00:39:44,924 You're a fucking coward. 560 00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,259 You're a fucking coward, 561 00:39:47,343 --> 00:39:50,387 and I would've never done this to you. 562 00:39:50,471 --> 00:39:52,890 I would've never done this to you. 563 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:05,361 (somber music playing) 564 00:40:08,322 --> 00:40:10,407 (crying) 565 00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:28,425 ♪ ♪ 566 00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,563 ♪ ♪ 567 00:40:40,646 --> 00:40:43,691 (crying) 568 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:58,539 ♪ ♪ 569 00:40:58,622 --> 00:41:01,250 (sniffles, cries) 570 00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:08,716 (breathes deeply) 571 00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:16,390 ♪ ♪ 572 00:41:42,041 --> 00:41:45,336 ("Surrender" by Armando Trovajoli playing) 573 00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:04,480 ♪ ♪ 574 00:42:04,563 --> 00:42:06,941 Am I everything you wished for? 575 00:42:09,610 --> 00:42:11,695 ♪ ♪ 576 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,298 I would love for you to fuck me... 577 00:42:31,382 --> 00:42:35,261 whenever and... however you want. 578 00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:41,976 You can control what I wear... 579 00:42:43,060 --> 00:42:44,353 what I eat... 580 00:42:45,396 --> 00:42:47,439 ♪ ♪ 581 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,860 who I talk to. 582 00:42:55,906 --> 00:42:59,201 I want every guy you know to wanna fuck me... 583 00:43:00,369 --> 00:43:02,121 but they can't. 584 00:43:03,706 --> 00:43:06,083 Because they know I'm yours. 585 00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:09,044 I belong to you... 586 00:43:11,171 --> 00:43:13,465 and I will never complain 587 00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:16,176 because I trust you know what's best. 588 00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:21,390 ♪ ♪ 589 00:43:25,102 --> 00:43:28,314 Aren't you afraid people are gonna look down on ya? 590 00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,528 At least I'm loved. 591 00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,367 ♪ ♪ 592 00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:51,045 Lexi: Jake and Marta's relationship 593 00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:53,756 was our first impression of love. 594 00:43:55,507 --> 00:43:58,510 No one's ever loved me as much as you. 595 00:43:58,594 --> 00:44:00,137 No one ever will. 596 00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:11,982 (uneasy music playing) 597 00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:28,332 ♪ ♪ 598 00:44:42,304 --> 00:44:44,390 ♪ ♪ 599 00:44:58,278 --> 00:45:00,364 ♪ ♪ 600 00:45:14,711 --> 00:45:16,380 (cries) 601 00:45:24,930 --> 00:45:27,141 (dark music playing) 602 00:45:30,310 --> 00:45:32,396 ♪ ♪ 603 00:45:43,782 --> 00:45:45,909 (gasps, breathing heavy) 604 00:45:47,995 --> 00:45:50,289 Shh, shh, shh. 605 00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:54,960 It's just a dream. 606 00:45:56,295 --> 00:45:59,506 -Shh... Quiet. -(breathing heavy) 607 00:46:25,199 --> 00:46:28,494 Lexi: But every relationship has its cracks. 608 00:46:31,079 --> 00:46:33,624 Some bigger than others. 609 00:46:36,293 --> 00:46:39,713 -I'm afraid to tell him. -Mm-hm. 610 00:46:39,797 --> 00:46:42,382 Do you think he's gonna cry? 611 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:46,136 -He might. -Mm, don't say that. 612 00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,597 -But he might. -(sighs) 613 00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:50,224 I just feel bad. 614 00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:54,978 Bad enough to stay in East Highland for the rest of your life? 615 00:46:55,854 --> 00:46:57,105 Fuck no. 616 00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:00,651 Oh, you've made your decision. 617 00:47:03,612 --> 00:47:05,822 I just feel like I'm gonna break his heart. 618 00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:08,826 -It's good practice. -(Maddy scoffs) 619 00:47:12,579 --> 00:47:14,081 I got you something. 620 00:47:14,164 --> 00:47:16,792 -What? You didn't have to. -I know. 621 00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:21,213 Somethin' tells me you'll enjoy it. 622 00:47:49,491 --> 00:47:51,034 Ugh, hurry up! 623 00:47:52,661 --> 00:47:53,912 Okay, this is it, people! 624 00:47:53,996 --> 00:47:56,873 It's fuckin' showtime! Let's go! 625 00:47:56,957 --> 00:47:59,793 I need more energy, passion! 626 00:47:59,876 --> 00:48:02,337 -More glycerol, Sarah. -But it makes my skin break out. 627 00:48:02,421 --> 00:48:03,755 I don't fuckin' care. 628 00:48:05,382 --> 00:48:06,717 -You ready? -Yeah, I'm fuckin' ready. 629 00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,176 -Yeah, you ready? -Yeah, I'm fuckin' re-- 630 00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:10,846 -(giggling) -(barks) 631 00:48:10,929 --> 00:48:13,849 (laughs) Okay, Bobbi. if Mick fucks up another light cue, 632 00:48:13,932 --> 00:48:14,975 I'm gonna fuckin' kill him. 633 00:48:15,058 --> 00:48:16,184 Bobbi: Mick, you were two seconds 634 00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:17,394 too late on that light cue. 635 00:48:17,477 --> 00:48:19,062 Lexi is very angry with you. 636 00:48:20,439 --> 00:48:22,399 Copy that. I'm really sorry. 637 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:27,696 -Bobbi: He says sorry. -Okay, I don't fuckin' care. 638 00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,781 Tell him we'll replace him. 639 00:48:29,865 --> 00:48:33,368 -We don't have anyone to replace him with. -Just threaten him. 640 00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:37,414 Mick, I am relaying a message directly from Lexi. 641 00:48:37,497 --> 00:48:40,042 If you mess up again, we will replace you. 642 00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:41,501 With who? 643 00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:44,880 -He's asking with who. -Literally anybody. Any-- 644 00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:49,593 Mick, Mick, y-you-- A blind three-year-old could do a better job than you. 645 00:48:52,095 --> 00:48:55,098 ("What's Up" by Labrinth playing) 646 00:48:55,182 --> 00:48:56,892 ♪ See man rolling up ♪ 647 00:48:56,975 --> 00:48:58,685 ♪ And my dream gold as-- Woo! ♪ 648 00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:00,479 ♪ ♪ 649 00:49:06,610 --> 00:49:08,487 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 650 00:49:08,570 --> 00:49:10,489 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 651 00:49:10,572 --> 00:49:12,115 ♪ See me all rolling up ♪ 652 00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:14,326 ♪ ♪ 653 00:49:16,536 --> 00:49:18,997 ♪ ♪ 654 00:49:23,126 --> 00:49:26,463 All right, babe. Time for me and the boys to work out. 655 00:49:26,546 --> 00:49:28,674 (audience laughing) 656 00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:34,930 (laughing) 657 00:49:39,309 --> 00:49:41,478 You guys are so gay. 658 00:49:44,564 --> 00:49:46,316 (silence) 659 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,985 (audience laughs) 660 00:49:49,069 --> 00:49:52,614 -Babe, that's not funny. -(audience laughs) 661 00:49:52,698 --> 00:49:56,451 By the way, your friend never came to pick up his ticket. 662 00:49:56,535 --> 00:49:57,911 Oh, yeah, yeah. 663 00:49:57,994 --> 00:49:59,287 Actor: Man... 664 00:50:00,038 --> 00:50:01,498 Whoo! 665 00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:07,921 (eerie music playing) 666 00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:28,108 Tie... no tie? 667 00:50:28,191 --> 00:50:31,528 Faye: I think you look handsome with no tie. 668 00:50:31,611 --> 00:50:33,947 All right, fuck this shit then. 669 00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,535 Yo, you think, uh... 670 00:50:38,618 --> 00:50:42,122 you think other people will think that I look handsome? 671 00:50:42,789 --> 00:50:43,874 I do. 672 00:50:44,916 --> 00:50:48,587 Cool... I'm finna go put my pants on. 673 00:51:00,182 --> 00:51:02,142 ♪ ♪ 674 00:51:02,225 --> 00:51:05,312 (footsteps) 675 00:51:24,581 --> 00:51:26,666 ♪ ♪ 676 00:51:28,585 --> 00:51:30,712 How ya doin', playa? 677 00:51:36,593 --> 00:51:38,678 ♪ ♪ 678 00:51:49,606 --> 00:51:53,235 ♪ ♪ 679 00:51:56,321 --> 00:51:59,616 All right, uh... I'm finna head out. 680 00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:01,159 Wait, you're, uh, you're leavin'? 681 00:52:01,243 --> 00:52:03,078 (phone dings) 682 00:52:03,161 --> 00:52:04,788 Yeah, I'm about to leave right now. 683 00:52:11,127 --> 00:52:14,381 Is-is everything good? 684 00:52:14,464 --> 00:52:16,174 All right, c'mon. Get outta here. 685 00:52:16,258 --> 00:52:18,552 Run along, babe. (laughs) 686 00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,305 Man, whoo! 687 00:52:22,389 --> 00:52:24,349 All right. Come on, tiger. 688 00:52:24,432 --> 00:52:26,768 (audience laughs) 689 00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:28,603 Come on, let's pump some iron, boys! 690 00:52:28,687 --> 00:52:32,232 ("Holding Out for a Hero" by Bonnie Tyler playing) 691 00:52:32,315 --> 00:52:34,442 Hey, Paulie. Could you rub a smidgen of oil on my back? 692 00:52:34,526 --> 00:52:37,654 I can't reach. My pecs are gettin' too freakin' big. 693 00:52:37,737 --> 00:52:38,905 Anything for you, Jake. 694 00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:42,158 Hey, Jake. Your body's fantastic. Can I help? 695 00:52:42,242 --> 00:52:44,160 ♪ ♪ 696 00:52:44,244 --> 00:52:46,329 (cheering) 697 00:52:49,916 --> 00:52:51,418 ♪ ♪ 698 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,465 ♪ Where have all the good men gone ♪ 699 00:52:57,549 --> 00:53:00,760 ♪ And where are all the gods ♪ 700 00:53:00,844 --> 00:53:03,597 ♪ Where's the streetwise Hercules ♪ 701 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:07,601 -(lip-syncing) - ♪ To fight the rising odds ♪ 702 00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:13,773 ♪ Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed ♪ 703 00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:16,693 ♪ Late at night, I toss and I turn ♪ 704 00:53:16,776 --> 00:53:19,487 ♪ And I dream of what I need ♪ 705 00:53:19,571 --> 00:53:21,907 - ♪ I need a hero ♪ -(audience cheers) 706 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,994 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 707 00:53:26,077 --> 00:53:29,664 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 708 00:53:29,748 --> 00:53:31,958 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 709 00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:33,877 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 710 00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:38,757 -(cheering) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the morning light ♪ 711 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:42,636 -♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ -(grunting) 712 00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:46,473 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 713 00:53:46,556 --> 00:53:48,975 ♪ Larger than life ♪ 714 00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:53,438 -(screams) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 715 00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:56,900 ♪ ♪ 716 00:53:58,193 --> 00:53:59,694 -(cheering) -(gasping) 717 00:54:01,237 --> 00:54:03,114 ♪ ♪ 718 00:54:03,198 --> 00:54:06,618 (cheering and applause) 719 00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:09,955 ♪ Up where the mountains meet the heavens above ♪ 720 00:54:10,038 --> 00:54:12,999 ♪ Out where the lightning splits the sea ♪ 721 00:54:13,083 --> 00:54:15,085 ♪ I could swear there is someone ♪ 722 00:54:15,168 --> 00:54:19,506 ♪ Somewhere watching me ♪ 723 00:54:19,589 --> 00:54:22,884 ♪ Through the wind and the chill and the rain ♪ 724 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,762 ♪ The storm and the flood ♪ 725 00:54:25,845 --> 00:54:30,684 -♪ I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood ♪ -(spanking noises) 726 00:54:30,767 --> 00:54:34,229 ♪ Like a fire in my brain, like a fire in my brain ♪ 727 00:54:34,312 --> 00:54:36,690 ♪ Like a fire in my... ♪ 728 00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:42,070 -♪ I need a hero ♪ -(players grunt) 729 00:54:42,153 --> 00:54:45,323 -(screams) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 730 00:54:45,407 --> 00:54:49,828 -Oh my god! -♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 731 00:54:49,911 --> 00:54:52,372 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 732 00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:54,499 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 733 00:54:56,126 --> 00:54:58,545 ♪ Hero 'til the morning light ♪ 734 00:54:58,628 --> 00:55:02,966 ♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ 735 00:55:03,049 --> 00:55:05,260 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 736 00:55:05,343 --> 00:55:07,637 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 737 00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:11,725 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 738 00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:15,186 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 739 00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:17,981 -(players grunting) -♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 740 00:55:18,064 --> 00:55:20,025 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 741 00:55:20,108 --> 00:55:24,362 -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ -Woo! 742 00:55:24,446 --> 00:55:28,074 -♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ -(players moaning) 743 00:55:28,158 --> 00:55:31,870 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight... ♪ 744 00:55:31,953 --> 00:55:33,913 -(applause) -(cheering) 745 00:55:33,997 --> 00:55:36,124 (players moaning) 746 00:55:41,296 --> 00:55:43,423 Lexi, you're a fuckin' G! 747 00:55:43,506 --> 00:55:45,675 (cheering continues) 748 00:56:07,072 --> 00:56:08,406 It's goin' good, right? 749 00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:12,577 She's brilliant. Lexi's brilliant. 750 00:56:14,579 --> 00:56:16,539 -Nate. -Why the fuck are they laughing? 751 00:56:16,623 --> 00:56:19,000 -Nate! -That shit is so fuckin' homophobic. 752 00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:20,794 Babe, I'm so sorry. I had no idea Lex-- 753 00:56:20,877 --> 00:56:22,462 -She's your fuckin' sister! -No, I-- 754 00:56:22,545 --> 00:56:24,464 -I, I-- No-- -You know what, pack your shit. Get the fuck outta my house. 755 00:56:24,547 --> 00:56:25,882 I'm fuckin' done. 756 00:56:30,261 --> 00:56:32,347 (door creaking) 757 00:56:34,432 --> 00:56:36,142 (door slams) 758 00:56:36,226 --> 00:56:38,394 (muffled cheering and applause) 759 00:56:41,231 --> 00:56:44,359 (breathing heavy) 760 00:56:49,572 --> 00:56:51,699 (cheering and applause) 761 00:56:58,081 --> 00:57:01,042 (slowly inhales, exhales) 762 00:57:01,126 --> 00:57:04,379 ("Cannibal Holocaust" by Riz Ortolani playing) 763 00:57:18,309 --> 00:57:20,395 ♪ ♪ 764 00:57:35,243 --> 00:57:37,328 ♪ ♪ 765 00:57:51,301 --> 00:57:53,386 ♪ ♪ 766 00:58:07,275 --> 00:58:09,360 ♪ ♪ 767 00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:25,376 ♪ ♪