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- (HEART BEATING)
- (FLUID WHOOSHING)
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RUE: I was once happy, content,
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sloshing around in my own
private, primordial pool.
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Then one day, for reasons
beyond my control,
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I was repeatedly crushed...
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over and over by the cruel
cervix of my mother, Leslie.
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I put up a good fight, but I lost,
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for the first time, but not the last.
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(JET ENGINE ROARING)
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(SILENCE)
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- I was born three days after 9/11.
- (BABY CRYING)
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GEORGE W. BUSH (OVER TV): I can
hear you... I can hear you,
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the rest of the world hears you,
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and the people who knocked
these buildings down
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will hear all of us soon.
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- (CROWD CHEERING)
- RESCUE WORKERS: USA! USA!
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- USA! USA!
- (CRYING)
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(SUCKLING, COOING)
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RUE: My mother and father spent
two days in the hospital,
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holding me under the soft
glow of the television,
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watching those towers
fall over and over again,
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until the feelings of grief
gave way to numbness.
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And then, without warning,
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a middle-class childhood
in an American suburb.
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Thirteen... fourteen...
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fifteen... sixteen...
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- What are you looking at, Rue?
- Seventeen...
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LESLIE: Rue, look at me.
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- RUE: One, two, three...
- LESLIE: What are you doing, Rue?
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(CRYING)
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THERAPIST: I'd say she's suffering
from obsessive compulsive disorder...
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RUE: It's not like I was
physically abused...
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...attention deficit disorder...
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RUE: ...or had a shortage
of clean water...
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...general anxiety disorder...
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RUE: ...or was molested
by a family member.
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THERAPIST: ...and possibly
bipolar disorder.
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- But she's a little young to tell.
- (SOBBING)
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RUE: So, explain this shit to me.
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LESLIE: Honey, it's just the
way your brain was hardwired.
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Plenty of great, intelligent,
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funny, interesting, and creative people
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have struggled with the same
things you struggle with.
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Like who?
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Uh... (SIGHS)
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Vincent Van Gogh.
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- (GUNSHOT)
- (GRUNTS)
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- LESLIE: Sylvia Plath.
- (BLOWS OUT FLAME)
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And your favorite: Britney Spears.
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- MAN: She's bald!
- MAN 2: Oh, my God!
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She is completely bald!
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(SIGHS)
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- (SCHOOL BELL RINGS)
- RUE: I don't remember much
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between the ages of eight and 12.
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Just that the world moved
fast and my brain moved slow.
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Okay, does anybody have any idea
of what a preposition might be?
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(RUE BREATHING HEAVILY)
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RUE: And every now and
then, if I focused
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too closely on the way I breathed...
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(PANTING)
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- ...I'd die.
- (ELECTRICITY CRACKLES)
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(BAG CRACKLING)
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TEACHER: Slow down, just breathe.
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RUE: Until every second of every day,
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you find yourself trying
to outrun your anxiety.
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(PHONE CHIMES)
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What's wrong, Rue?
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RUE: And quite frankly...
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I'm just fucking exhausted.
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LESLIE: You said the
doctor was in our network.
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How could he suddenly be out of network?
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I can't afford it. (SIGHS)
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GIA: Did you see that
video of the beauty queen
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who got acid thrown on her face?
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- Mm, uh, what? No.
- It's pretty fucked up.
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- Hey, Mom, you got any tampons?
- In my bathroom, under the sink.
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RUE: And at some point,
you make a choice
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about who you are and what you want.
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- (DOOR CLOSES)
- (COUGHS)
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(COUGHING)
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Oh, my...
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♪ I'm living for the thrill... formula ♪
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(TOILET FLUSHES)
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- ♪ On a Monday ♪
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
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- ♪ Where's the propane?
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
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♪ Tell 'em ♪
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RUE: All right, Gia, let's roll.
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LESLIE: Why is the co-payment $300?
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Rue, did you eat breakfast?
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- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
- ♪ Tell 'em ♪
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GIA: What's with the sunglasses?
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- What sunglasses?
- (BOTH CHUCKLING)
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♪ I'm livin' for the
thrill for your love... ♪
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- (STUDENTS CHATTERING)
- (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
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RUE: I just showed up one day,
without a map or a compass...
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MAN (OVER PA): Attention,
students, we need to lockdown.
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RUE: ...or to be honest, anyone capable
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of giving on iota of
good fucking advice.
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♪ I'm livin' for the thrill formula... ♪
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And I know it all may
seem sad, but guess what?
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I didn't build this system,
nor did I fuck it up.
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♪ Chill ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ They been waiting for me ♪
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♪ What the fuk, what the fuk ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪
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♪ Ain't a pill that I didn't take ♪
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RUE: And then it happens.
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That moment when your
breath starts to slow.
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♪ 'Cause Ima sleep when I
RIP... Ba-da-ba-da-ba ♪
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RUE: And every time you breathe,
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you breathe out all the oxygen you have.
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(EXHALES)
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And everything stops:
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your heart, your lungs,
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then finally, your brain.
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And everything you feel, and
wish, and want to forget,
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it all just sinks.
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And then suddenly...
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- (HEART FLUTTERS)
- (GASPS)
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(HEART POUNDING SOFTLY)
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...you give it air again,
give it life again.
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I remember the first
time it happened to me,
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I got so scared I wanted to call 911.
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Go to the hospital and be kept
alive by machines and apple juice.
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But I didn't want to look like an idiot,
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and I didn't want to fuck
up everyone's night.
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And then over time, it's all I wanted...
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Those two seconds of nothingness.
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♪ I'll find somebody, wait and see ♪
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♪ Who am I kidding, only me ♪
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♪ 'Cause no one else
could take your place ♪
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♪ Guess that I am just a hopeless case ♪
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Sync and corrections by btsix
www.addic7ed.com
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(SOMBER ORGAN MUSIC PLAYING)
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RUE: I spent a good portion of
the summer before junior year
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in rehab.
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GIRLS: God grant me the serenity to
accept the things I cannot change,
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the courage to change the things I can,
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and the wisdom to know the difference.
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(APPLAUSE)
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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♪ ♪
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- GIA: Rue!
- (RUE LAUGHS)
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- RUE: Come here!
- GIA: Hey.
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- RUE: How are you?
- GIA: Good. (SIGHS)
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- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.
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- Look at you. Are you growing?
- (LAUGHING): No.
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Hey!
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♪ ♪
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LESLIE: I'm very happy for you, Rue.
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You're about to start
a brand-new chapter.
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♪ ♪
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RUE: It was the end of summer,
the week before school started.
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I had no intention of staying clean.
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And Jules had just moved to town.
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FEZCO: There's some new girl in town
that I think you gonna be friends with.
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- RUE: Who?
- Shit, I don't know.
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She came in yesterday lookin'
all Sailor Moon and shit.
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I'm thinking to myself, like,
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look like somebody Rue
would get along with.
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RUE: Which was sort of like a
dead-on observation for Fezco,
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who's not normally revolving in the
same direction as planet Earth.
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So, how long you been back?
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- Five days.
- And like,
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- how you feelin'?
- I mean,
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ever since I gave my life over to
my lord and savior Jesus Christ,
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things have been, like, really good.
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- Word? That's what's up.
- Yeah.
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I'm fucking with you, Fez.
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- It was a joke.
- Shit. (LAUGHS)
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- (RUE LAUGHS)
- Hey, I don't judge.
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Uh, but low-key, is Ashtray in the back?
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Are you serious?
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What, you think 'cause I went
to rehab, I stayed clean?
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I mean, ain't that the point?
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Yeah, well, the world's
coming to an end,
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and I haven't even
graduated high school yet.
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(RAP MUSIC PLAYING)
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♪ Fuck this shit y'all seeing on TV ♪
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♪ Listen up, pay the
fuck attention, yeah ♪
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I thought your ass was dead.
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I thought you had Asperger's till
I realized you're just a prick.
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This is a fickle industry.
Y'all come and go.
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I'm just trying to stack my
cash, pay off our mortgage.
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So what the fuck you want?
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♪ Pull up on the block and I'm lit ♪
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♪ Got em' looking real
sick, throw it up... ♪
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ASHTRAY: You sure you don't
want to try nothin' new?
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- Like what?
- 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7,
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and 5-MeO-DIPT.
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I'm sorry, I have zero fucking
idea what you just said.
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It doesn't matter.
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But this shit is fucking lit.
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What is it?
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N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine.
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It's a fast-acting psychedelic.
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ASHTRAY (VOICE ECHOING): Got
some similarities to LSD,
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but with, like, key differences.
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Not as visual and shit,
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but definitely a sense distorter.
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(DISTORTED VOICE): What's wrong?
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(DISTORTED VOICE): I'm just so happy.
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I don't know. The shit's
been blowing up in Tampa,
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and mad people like to fuck on it.
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Okay. Yeah.
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ASHTRAY: That'll be 120.
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- Uh, Fez said he'd spot me.
- Fezco don't spot nobody.
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Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount,
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- so you should ask him.
- I will go ask him,
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'cause I know you're full of shit.
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♪ There's a brighter tomorrow ♪
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♪ Just around the bend... ♪
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RUE: In truth, I didn't
have much of an issue
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with Nate until all the
bullshit with Jules.
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I mean, I never liked him, and
once, during freshman formal,
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he tried to finger me on the dance
floor without my permission.
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- (CROWD CHEERING)
- But like... it's America.
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RUE: And if they were throwing
an end-of-summer party...
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Yo, I'd do it for Rue!
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RUE: ...of course I'd fucking go.
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Yo. The whole world's
gonna be talking about
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how McKay threw the grimiest
fucking banger of the summer.
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I don't know, bro. You
know my mom is real OCD.
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She notices the smallest shit:
a little scratch on the wall,
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the dishes are out of order.
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Fine. We'll just take a
picture of everything,
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and we'll put it back
the way we found it.
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What the fuck is this,
Mission Impossible?
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Would you stop worrying about your mom,
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and start worrying about
all the fucking pussy
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that we're gonna smash tonight, bro.
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No, no, no, no, no. Wait.
Isn't Maddy coming tonight?
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I don't know.
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I don't give a fuck. She
broke up with me. Fuck her.
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See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy.
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I don't want her to come and
try to burn my house down.
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- Burn your...
- Yeah.
240
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Shut the fuck up.
241
00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:46,209
Yo. This is exactly
what I'm talking about.
242
00:12:46,210 --> 00:12:48,298
Right here. I'm gonna
tell you something...
243
00:12:48,299 --> 00:12:50,537
- Nate, don't do anything stupid. Come on.
- Yeah, yeah.
244
00:12:51,601 --> 00:12:53,534
NATE: Hey, yo, what up, B?
245
00:12:54,070 --> 00:12:56,086
Yo, how 'bout you come
and ride on this dick?
246
00:12:56,087 --> 00:12:59,040
- No, Nate, chill, bro! Come on man.
- (NATE LAUGHING)
247
00:13:00,276 --> 00:13:02,293
- (NATE LAUGHS)
- What the fuck, bro.
248
00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:04,331
Whoops.
249
00:13:12,494 --> 00:13:14,585
RUE: Jules moved from
the city to the suburbs
250
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after her mom and dad got divorced.
251
00:13:20,229 --> 00:13:22,348
She doesn't really
like to talk about it,
252
00:13:22,349 --> 00:13:24,386
but dads almost never get full custody,
253
00:13:24,387 --> 00:13:26,623
so you know some shit
definitely went down.
254
00:13:29,334 --> 00:13:32,061
She went to, like, three weeks
of summer school with Kat,
255
00:13:32,462 --> 00:13:34,756
who failed Intro to Visual Arts.
256
00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:38,294
_
257
00:13:42,417 --> 00:13:44,115
_
258
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_
259
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_
260
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♪ ♪
261
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_
262
00:14:04,135 --> 00:14:06,135
_
263
00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:22,236
_
264
00:14:30,698 --> 00:14:34,123
_
265
00:14:40,642 --> 00:14:43,892
- Do you think my areolas look weird?
- KAT: No.
266
00:14:43,893 --> 00:14:45,535
MADDY: But, like, the edges, though.
267
00:14:45,536 --> 00:14:47,022
_
268
00:14:47,023 --> 00:14:48,063
Maddy, they're fine.
269
00:14:48,064 --> 00:14:49,531
Fine like they're kind
of weird, or fine like
270
00:14:49,532 --> 00:14:51,833
nobody but me would ever
notice what I notice?
271
00:14:51,834 --> 00:14:54,034
BB: Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy.
272
00:14:54,035 --> 00:14:56,954
I'm disgusting. I literally
look disgusting.
273
00:14:56,955 --> 00:14:59,924
KAT: Maddy, you just snap the fuck
out of this. You're hot as fuck.
274
00:14:59,925 --> 00:15:02,843
- Nate's a loser. Who cares?
- He's not a loser. He's a dick.
275
00:15:02,844 --> 00:15:04,812
All dicks are losers. Duh.
276
00:15:04,813 --> 00:15:07,948
Look, bottom line: y'all
need to walk into this party
277
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like your pussy costs a million dollars.
278
00:15:10,018 --> 00:15:12,253
For real, I'd settle
for like fifty grand.
279
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Fifty grand is a million dollars.
280
00:15:13,822 --> 00:15:16,090
KAT: I'd settle for,
like, four Corona Lights
281
00:15:16,091 --> 00:15:17,592
and some non-rapey affection.
282
00:15:17,593 --> 00:15:19,193
- That's kind of depressing.
- MADDY: Nate's just,
283
00:15:19,194 --> 00:15:21,362
like, totally ruined my confidence.
284
00:15:21,363 --> 00:15:23,431
You know when somebody just
constantly criticizes,
285
00:15:23,432 --> 00:15:25,132
like, everything about you?
286
00:15:25,133 --> 00:15:26,721
Yep. That's, like, every guy.
287
00:15:26,722 --> 00:15:28,969
You just need to catch a dick
and forget about your troubles.
288
00:15:28,970 --> 00:15:30,604
Girl, you just need to catch a dick.
289
00:15:30,605 --> 00:15:32,806
Seriously, Maddy, the best
thing to do after a breakup
290
00:15:32,807 --> 00:15:34,929
is to fuck someone new,
and then move on.
291
00:15:34,930 --> 00:15:37,244
BB: Please, Kat, remind me again
how many guys you've fucked?
292
00:15:37,245 --> 00:15:40,464
And, um, oh, yeah, cat-fishing,
that don't count.
293
00:15:40,867 --> 00:15:43,298
Can you not be a cunt
for like, 15 seconds?
294
00:15:43,299 --> 00:15:44,301
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
295
00:15:44,302 --> 00:15:46,125
- TED: What are we doing for dinner?
- Dad, stop being a pervert!
296
00:15:46,126 --> 00:15:48,722
- We're literally, like, all naked!
- (DOOR CLOSES)
297
00:15:48,723 --> 00:15:50,891
(ALL LAUGHING)
298
00:15:50,892 --> 00:15:53,410
(DOG BARKING)
299
00:15:54,781 --> 00:15:56,480
(SIGHS)
300
00:15:58,551 --> 00:16:00,484
Fuck.
301
00:16:01,787 --> 00:16:03,420
Okay.
302
00:16:06,292 --> 00:16:08,141
- Where were you?
- RUE: I went to eat.
303
00:16:08,142 --> 00:16:10,543
- What do you mean, you went to eat?
- What? (SCOFFS)
304
00:16:10,544 --> 00:16:13,146
LESLIE: What? Don't walk away from me.
305
00:16:13,147 --> 00:16:14,981
You know what, Rue? I don't trust you.
306
00:16:14,982 --> 00:16:16,583
RUE: I don't know what
you want me to say.
307
00:16:16,584 --> 00:16:18,269
I want you to tell me where you were.
308
00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:20,654
- I just said I went to fucking eat!
- Don't you talk to me like that!
309
00:16:20,655 --> 00:16:22,547
You know what? I'm gonna drug test you.
310
00:16:22,548 --> 00:16:24,683
- Don't be slamming no doors around here.
- It was an accident.
311
00:16:24,684 --> 00:16:27,694
I don't care. You're not leaving this
house until you take a drug test.
312
00:16:27,695 --> 00:16:29,696
I just peed!
313
00:16:29,697 --> 00:16:31,240
LESLIE: Slam another door.
314
00:16:32,918 --> 00:16:35,019
That girl's gonna be the death of me.
315
00:16:39,591 --> 00:16:41,840
(SIGHS)
316
00:16:41,841 --> 00:16:43,510
Shit.
317
00:16:43,511 --> 00:16:46,210
Now, there's a few ways
to beat a drug test.
318
00:16:46,211 --> 00:16:48,840
The first is simple. Stop doing drugs.
319
00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:51,363
But if you're in a bind
and totally fucked,
320
00:16:51,364 --> 00:16:53,803
option one: niacin.
321
00:16:53,804 --> 00:16:55,806
It's a B vitamin that, like,
322
00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:58,098
breaks down fat and
chemicals or whatever,
323
00:16:58,099 --> 00:17:01,227
and if you take a lot of
it, like 2,000 milligrams,
324
00:17:01,228 --> 00:17:02,820
then chug a few gallons of water,
325
00:17:02,821 --> 00:17:05,090
you can flush your system
in two to three days.
326
00:17:05,091 --> 00:17:07,776
The only problem is, it
has a few side effects.
327
00:17:07,777 --> 00:17:10,095
Skin flushing, extreme
dizziness, vomiting,
328
00:17:10,096 --> 00:17:12,475
rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death.
329
00:17:13,445 --> 00:17:16,702
I don't recommend it. Nor does any
legit drug site on the Internet.
330
00:17:17,097 --> 00:17:19,731
Option 2: synthetic urine.
331
00:17:20,820 --> 00:17:22,903
(SCOFFS) Yeah, fucking right.
332
00:17:23,251 --> 00:17:27,135
Option 3: get a non-drug
addict friend to piss for you.
333
00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:31,765
- The only problem is...
- (PANTING)
334
00:17:31,766 --> 00:17:34,336
...most over-the-counter
home drug testing kits
335
00:17:34,337 --> 00:17:35,972
come with a heat-sensor strip
336
00:17:35,973 --> 00:17:37,902
that detects the
temperature of your urine.
337
00:17:37,903 --> 00:17:40,319
And if your parents watch you pee,
338
00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:42,253
you can't really do the sink trick.
339
00:17:43,986 --> 00:17:47,621
- So you gotta get it fresh.
- (KNOCKING ON DOOR)
340
00:17:49,057 --> 00:17:50,607
Hey, Rue.
341
00:17:50,608 --> 00:17:53,577
- Hey, I, um... I need a favor.
- What?
342
00:17:53,578 --> 00:17:57,727
- I... like for real, Lexi.
- What?
343
00:17:59,144 --> 00:18:03,399
- Side effects of this option?
- Are you serious?
344
00:18:04,181 --> 00:18:05,799
Please.
345
00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:09,943
Thanks.
346
00:18:11,848 --> 00:18:14,498
SUZE: Hey, Rue.
347
00:18:14,499 --> 00:18:16,727
How was rehab?
348
00:18:17,333 --> 00:18:18,848
(MUTTERS): Shit.
349
00:18:20,990 --> 00:18:24,510
- RUE: It was good. It was really, really good.
- Well, that's good.
350
00:18:25,310 --> 00:18:28,511
- How long have you been back?
- Five days.
351
00:18:28,512 --> 00:18:30,063
Oh.
352
00:18:31,338 --> 00:18:33,583
- New chapter.
- Mom.
353
00:18:33,584 --> 00:18:35,046
- SUZE: Hmm?
- (LAUGHS)
354
00:18:36,098 --> 00:18:38,683
RUE: Lexi and I have known
each other since pre-school.
355
00:18:39,191 --> 00:18:42,193
And like, in some ways
she's my best friend,
356
00:18:42,194 --> 00:18:44,272
even though I think we've grown apart.
357
00:18:44,273 --> 00:18:46,442
We don't really have
much in common anymore.
358
00:18:49,384 --> 00:18:51,600
SUZE: Did you m... meet
any cute guys there?
359
00:18:51,601 --> 00:18:54,503
- LEXI: Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.
360
00:18:54,504 --> 00:18:56,055
Huh.
361
00:19:02,263 --> 00:19:04,693
(SNORTS, EXHALES)
362
00:19:04,694 --> 00:19:06,604
Mom, I have to pee!
363
00:19:08,011 --> 00:19:09,517
I wish we could do this in a way
364
00:19:09,518 --> 00:19:12,220
that wasn't a complete
invasion of my privacy.
365
00:19:12,221 --> 00:19:15,123
Well, you lost your right to
privacy after your overdose.
366
00:19:15,124 --> 00:19:17,873
- That was a mistake.
- Don't be flip, Rue.
367
00:19:19,579 --> 00:19:21,662
Could you...
368
00:19:21,663 --> 00:19:23,048
Thank you.
369
00:19:28,255 --> 00:19:31,539
You don't understand. This was
the most frightening moment
370
00:19:31,540 --> 00:19:33,741
a mother could witness. And Gia...
371
00:19:33,742 --> 00:19:37,812
- Gia, who absolutely idolizes you...
- I know, Mom.
372
00:19:37,813 --> 00:19:41,748
To have her find you unconscious...
373
00:19:41,749 --> 00:19:43,450
(LESLIE SOBS)
374
00:19:43,451 --> 00:19:46,171
Can we just... Can we not
do this right now, Mom?
375
00:19:46,824 --> 00:19:48,922
GIA: Rue?
376
00:19:48,923 --> 00:19:50,890
(RUE GASPS)
377
00:19:50,891 --> 00:19:52,259
Rue?
378
00:19:52,260 --> 00:19:54,828
(RUE MOANING)
379
00:19:54,829 --> 00:19:57,481
- (GASPING)
- Rue.
380
00:19:58,650 --> 00:20:00,317
(GASPS)
381
00:20:02,688 --> 00:20:04,888
(SOBBING)
382
00:20:07,559 --> 00:20:10,113
RUE: I know a lot of you
probably hate me right now,
383
00:20:10,114 --> 00:20:11,627
and I get it.
384
00:20:12,897 --> 00:20:16,839
If I could be a different
person, I promise you, I would.
385
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:18,639
(SNIFFLES)
386
00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:22,263
Not because I want it,
but because they do.
387
00:20:22,816 --> 00:20:25,001
And therein lies the catch.
388
00:20:28,105 --> 00:20:32,641
I'm sorry... for slamming
the door earlier.
389
00:20:36,521 --> 00:20:40,023
It's okay. I forgive you. Come here.
390
00:20:44,396 --> 00:20:45,961
(SNIFFLES)
391
00:20:48,399 --> 00:20:50,441
- RUE: Hey, Mom?
- Yeah?
392
00:20:50,442 --> 00:20:52,117
Can I spend the night at Lexi's tonight?
393
00:20:52,118 --> 00:20:54,019
- Yeah, that's fine.
- Thanks.
394
00:20:54,020 --> 00:20:55,337
Yeah.
395
00:20:56,740 --> 00:20:58,323
(SIGHS)
396
00:20:58,324 --> 00:21:00,475
♪ ♪
397
00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:11,644
♪ He's heating up! ♪
398
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,339
♪ No room key, socks
on, can't stay long ♪
399
00:21:14,340 --> 00:21:16,441
♪ Before you know it, in the
morning, I'll be gone ♪
400
00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:19,319
♪ I ain't staying till the
morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪
401
00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,586
♪ I ain't staying till the
morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪
402
00:21:22,587 --> 00:21:25,686
♪ Tommy, call my name,
when you open your eyes ♪
403
00:21:25,687 --> 00:21:28,403
♪ Make it rain, you can stay in my sky ♪
404
00:21:28,404 --> 00:21:31,014
♪ Keep it to yourself when you find me ♪
405
00:21:31,015 --> 00:21:33,875
♪ Hands on your knees it's
a sign we don't need ♪
406
00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:36,293
♪ Nothing but a rope and a room key ♪
407
00:21:36,294 --> 00:21:38,922
♪ Makin' sure you know
that you knew me ♪
408
00:21:38,923 --> 00:21:41,883
♪ No room key, socks
on, can't stay long ♪
409
00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:44,093
♪ Before you know it, in the
morning, I'll be gone ♪
410
00:21:44,094 --> 00:21:47,163
♪ I ain't staying till the
morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪
411
00:21:47,164 --> 00:21:50,258
♪ I ain't staying till the
morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪
412
00:21:51,060 --> 00:21:53,461
(JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING)
413
00:21:53,462 --> 00:21:54,663
Where you going?
414
00:21:54,664 --> 00:21:58,265
Uh, I don't know. Some
party, or something.
415
00:21:59,201 --> 00:22:00,546
Or something?
416
00:22:01,232 --> 00:22:02,672
Dad.
417
00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:08,592
I know. You know, just,
new town. Be safe.
418
00:22:08,593 --> 00:22:11,227
- Yeah. I'm fine.
- Good.
419
00:22:11,228 --> 00:22:13,329
- Love you.
- I love you, too.
420
00:22:13,330 --> 00:22:15,515
- Okay.
- Have fun.
421
00:22:18,420 --> 00:22:20,929
♪ ♪
422
00:22:20,930 --> 00:22:23,634
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
423
00:22:24,202 --> 00:22:26,688
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
424
00:22:27,163 --> 00:22:29,682
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
425
00:22:30,124 --> 00:22:32,392
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
426
00:22:32,393 --> 00:22:34,686
RUE: Jules told me later
what had happened.
427
00:22:34,687 --> 00:22:38,340
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
428
00:22:38,883 --> 00:22:41,260
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
429
00:22:41,802 --> 00:22:44,537
♪ Ooh ♪
430
00:22:45,134 --> 00:22:48,036
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
431
00:22:48,624 --> 00:22:50,775
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
432
00:22:53,621 --> 00:22:55,332
_
433
00:22:55,846 --> 00:22:57,846
_
434
00:22:58,592 --> 00:23:00,821
_
435
00:23:01,297 --> 00:23:03,297
_
436
00:23:03,298 --> 00:23:04,842
(SIGHS)
437
00:23:10,503 --> 00:23:12,223
RUE: Looking back on it,
438
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:15,311
she probably would have just been
better off going to McKay's.
439
00:23:16,337 --> 00:23:18,109
But...
440
00:23:22,916 --> 00:23:25,349
♪ ♪
441
00:23:41,734 --> 00:23:43,701
(KNOCKING)
442
00:23:47,487 --> 00:23:48,619
MAN: Come in.
443
00:23:55,248 --> 00:23:57,731
♪ Straight out of the jungle... ♪
444
00:23:57,732 --> 00:24:01,362
Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact.
445
00:24:01,363 --> 00:24:04,705
No, she's not. Fact. She's
not even that type of girl.
446
00:24:04,706 --> 00:24:07,274
Oh. Have you seen her
slut pages, though?
447
00:24:07,275 --> 00:24:09,693
- No.
- They're wild, yo.
448
00:24:09,694 --> 00:24:12,673
- She's like a fuckin' freak!
- TROY: Cassie's on the slut pages?
449
00:24:12,674 --> 00:24:14,300
Yo, we gotta see this shit.
450
00:24:14,301 --> 00:24:16,118
MCKAY: Yo, what are y'all
even doing out the room, man?
451
00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:17,450
- Go back upstairs, bro.
- What?
452
00:24:17,451 --> 00:24:19,752
Thing one and thing
two. Take it up, man.
453
00:24:19,753 --> 00:24:22,672
- Take it up.
- Relax. No one gets here till ten.
454
00:24:22,673 --> 00:24:23,879
What's up, Nate?
455
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,924
NATE: What's good, what's
good, good lookin'.
456
00:24:25,925 --> 00:24:29,312
Look, all I'm saying is, I think
you did Cassie. That's it.
457
00:24:29,313 --> 00:24:32,415
McKay, whether I like her
or not is irrelevant.
458
00:24:32,416 --> 00:24:36,031
The fact is, she's a fucking
whore through and through, bro.
459
00:24:36,032 --> 00:24:38,804
All right, look, I don't know what
she's done, guys, but I'm just saying,
460
00:24:38,805 --> 00:24:42,108
I think she's cool. She's
smart. She's funny.
461
00:24:42,109 --> 00:24:45,778
- Bro, she likes cars, man.
- (BOYS LAUGHING)
462
00:24:45,779 --> 00:24:48,214
She loves cars. Shit,
thank you for telling me.
463
00:24:48,215 --> 00:24:50,522
- What the fuck?
- TROY: Dude's got mad feelings.
464
00:24:50,523 --> 00:24:53,052
JAKE: For real, yo. McKay's about
to start a Pinterest, guys.
465
00:24:53,053 --> 00:24:55,154
Just wait. Give it a minute.
466
00:24:55,155 --> 00:24:58,436
Yo, did you say you don't
know what she's done?
467
00:25:02,147 --> 00:25:03,752
No, I don't know.
468
00:25:05,131 --> 00:25:06,882
Take a seat.
469
00:25:06,883 --> 00:25:09,842
You and I are gonna take a little
trip to the land of shame, bro.
470
00:25:09,843 --> 00:25:11,594
♪ Point-blank range give
a nigga nose rings ♪
471
00:25:11,595 --> 00:25:13,396
♪ Skip to my Lou with
a pack in the cat ♪
472
00:25:13,397 --> 00:25:14,722
♪ Jiffy, Lube, where the
bricks, where they at? ♪
473
00:25:14,723 --> 00:25:16,565
♪ Dripping, ooze, the Patek all wet... ♪
474
00:25:17,558 --> 00:25:20,600
RUE: Here's the fucking thing that
pisses me off about the world.
475
00:25:20,601 --> 00:25:23,104
Like, every time someone's
shit gets leaked,
476
00:25:23,105 --> 00:25:25,298
whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones,
477
00:25:25,299 --> 00:25:27,116
the whole world's like, "Well
if you don't want it out there,
478
00:25:27,117 --> 00:25:29,027
don't take the nudes
in the first place."
479
00:25:29,028 --> 00:25:31,277
I'm sorry. I know your generation
480
00:25:31,278 --> 00:25:33,656
relied on flowers and
fathers' permission,
481
00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:36,451
but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish,
482
00:25:36,452 --> 00:25:39,995
nudes are the currency of
love, so stop shaming us.
483
00:25:39,996 --> 00:25:42,330
Shame the assholes who
create password-protected
484
00:25:42,331 --> 00:25:44,936
online directories of
naked, underage girls.
485
00:25:44,937 --> 00:25:46,418
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
486
00:25:46,419 --> 00:25:48,713
Cassie's actually super sweet.
487
00:25:48,714 --> 00:25:50,632
You remember, like, from earlier.
488
00:25:51,510 --> 00:25:55,780
- Yo, Rue, Rue.
- Hey. How you been?
489
00:25:55,781 --> 00:25:57,948
SUZE: She's just being coy.
490
00:25:57,949 --> 00:26:01,652
'Cause she has a new boyfriend
she's head over heels for.
491
00:26:01,653 --> 00:26:04,555
Mom, stop being retarded.
He's not my boyfriend.
492
00:26:04,556 --> 00:26:06,630
Oh. Okay!
493
00:26:06,631 --> 00:26:09,470
Who's that handsome young man who
came over for dinner last night?
494
00:26:09,471 --> 00:26:12,530
- CASSIE: Oh, my God, Mom! Stop!
- (WHISPERS): Christopher McKay.
495
00:26:13,517 --> 00:26:15,299
So, you're dating McKay.
496
00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:18,703
Okay, Mom, I'm literally going
to poison you in your sleep.
497
00:26:18,704 --> 00:26:21,622
So, Rue, how was rehab?
498
00:26:22,619 --> 00:26:23,763
Um...
499
00:26:24,643 --> 00:26:27,510
SUZE: Did you m... meet
any cute guys there?
500
00:26:27,511 --> 00:26:30,464
- LEXI: Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.
501
00:26:31,115 --> 00:26:33,149
RUE: But anyway, back to this bullshit.
502
00:26:33,150 --> 00:26:37,253
And the Oscar goes to...
503
00:26:37,254 --> 00:26:39,456
- ALL: Oh!
- Shit!
504
00:26:39,457 --> 00:26:41,491
I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team.
505
00:26:41,492 --> 00:26:43,960
- That's what I'm saying. Double team.
- Like, triple.
506
00:26:43,961 --> 00:26:45,628
TROY: With Roy in the front.
507
00:26:45,629 --> 00:26:47,529
You can even tell that that's her, man.
508
00:26:47,530 --> 00:26:48,732
It's her, bro.
509
00:26:48,733 --> 00:26:50,231
This is definitely her.
Look at her titties.
510
00:26:50,232 --> 00:26:53,202
NATE: You want my advice? You
fuck her like the whore she is,
511
00:26:53,203 --> 00:26:55,071
you kick her ass to the curb.
512
00:26:55,072 --> 00:26:56,773
TROY AND ROY: If you don't, we will.
513
00:26:56,774 --> 00:26:58,541
Shut your all little
virgin asses up, man.
514
00:26:58,542 --> 00:27:00,442
Y'all wouldn't even know
what to do with that.
515
00:27:00,443 --> 00:27:03,312
Are you crazy? I just got
a tutorial, step-by-step.
516
00:27:03,313 --> 00:27:04,914
(INDISTINCT LAUGHTER, CHATTER)
517
00:27:04,915 --> 00:27:07,008
RUE: It's obvious that
Nate got in McKay's head,
518
00:27:07,009 --> 00:27:09,503
because Cassie told
Lexi, and Lexi told me,
519
00:27:09,504 --> 00:27:11,305
that the night of the party...
520
00:27:12,874 --> 00:27:14,341
What?
521
00:27:16,624 --> 00:27:18,257
Nothing.
522
00:27:19,114 --> 00:27:21,314
Why do you keep staring at me?
523
00:27:24,819 --> 00:27:28,338
I'm sorry. (CHUCKLES) Kind
of spaced out for a second.
524
00:27:29,005 --> 00:27:30,774
I wasn't being weird, was I?
525
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,153
No. You're being cute.
526
00:27:36,330 --> 00:27:39,431
Listen, I don't want to sound
corny or whatever, but...
527
00:27:40,935 --> 00:27:44,019
you are literally the most
beautiful girl I've ever seen.
528
00:27:44,020 --> 00:27:45,672
RUE: They hooked up.
529
00:27:53,547 --> 00:27:55,407
- (CASSIE MOANS)
- MCKAY: Fuck.
530
00:27:56,499 --> 00:27:58,599
You always this wet?
531
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,502
Kind of. It's super embarrassing.
532
00:28:01,503 --> 00:28:05,475
- Does it turn you off?
- Not at all.
533
00:28:05,476 --> 00:28:07,529
It's cool.
534
00:28:11,122 --> 00:28:13,256
Stay right here.
535
00:28:31,017 --> 00:28:33,100
(GASPS)
536
00:28:33,101 --> 00:28:35,219
(CASSIE MOANS)
537
00:28:37,991 --> 00:28:40,407
- Aah!
- (MCKAY MOANING)
538
00:28:40,408 --> 00:28:43,334
McKay. McKay, stop! Stop...
539
00:28:43,835 --> 00:28:45,982
RUE: Now, I know this looks
disturbing, but for real,
540
00:28:45,983 --> 00:28:49,008
I promise you, this
does not end in a rape.
541
00:28:49,009 --> 00:28:50,624
But here's the thing.
542
00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:53,856
Everyone on the planet
watches porn. Fact.
543
00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:57,859
And if you were to click on the 20 most
popular videos on Porn Hub right now,
544
00:28:57,860 --> 00:28:59,986
this is basically what you'd see:
545
00:28:59,987 --> 00:29:01,937
MAN: Good girl, yes, yes.
546
00:29:01,938 --> 00:29:03,241
- (WOMAN YELLING)
- (GAGGING)
547
00:29:03,242 --> 00:29:05,059
MAN: Are you gonna be an
obedient little slut?
548
00:29:05,060 --> 00:29:07,666
(WOMAN YELLING)
549
00:29:07,667 --> 00:29:09,501
- (SLAPPING)
- (MOANING)
550
00:29:09,502 --> 00:29:11,057
- MAN: Say thank you, again.
- WOMAN: Oh, thank you.
551
00:29:11,058 --> 00:29:12,625
RUE: I'm not trying to be
sex negative or anything.
552
00:29:12,626 --> 00:29:14,210
- I'm just saying...
- CASSIE: Stop!
553
00:29:14,211 --> 00:29:16,544
RUE: ...this shit isn't out
of left fucking field.
554
00:29:16,545 --> 00:29:18,744
- Fuck, McKay!
- What did I do?
555
00:29:18,745 --> 00:29:20,596
Why would you grab me like
that? I couldn't breathe.
556
00:29:20,597 --> 00:29:21,935
I don't know. I thought you liked that.
557
00:29:21,936 --> 00:29:24,597
Why the fuck would I like that?
558
00:29:25,035 --> 00:29:27,535
Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know.
559
00:29:27,972 --> 00:29:30,923
I just didn't expect it.
560
00:29:30,924 --> 00:29:32,708
(SIGHS)
561
00:29:37,314 --> 00:29:40,866
Cassie, I'm really sorry,
okay? I'm sorry.
562
00:29:40,867 --> 00:29:44,119
You know I would never
do anything to hurt you.
563
00:29:45,347 --> 00:29:47,572
Just don't do it again.
564
00:29:47,573 --> 00:29:49,291
(SIGHS)
565
00:29:51,194 --> 00:29:53,928
Unless you ask me first.
566
00:30:00,171 --> 00:30:02,204
Or I ask you.
567
00:30:08,678 --> 00:30:11,125
RUE: Anyway, I didn't go
to Lexi's. That was a lie.
568
00:30:11,126 --> 00:30:12,944
So, I was walking to McKay's party,
569
00:30:12,945 --> 00:30:16,251
because I have this rule that I don't
drink and bike, 'cause like...
570
00:30:22,725 --> 00:30:24,741
(RAP MUSIC PLAYING)
571
00:30:24,742 --> 00:30:27,678
- Is that...?
- KAT: Oh, shit. Slow down.
572
00:30:27,679 --> 00:30:29,997
Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God.
573
00:30:29,998 --> 00:30:32,249
- MADDY: Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die?
- Oh, my God, I hate ghosts.
574
00:30:32,250 --> 00:30:35,536
KAT: Yo, Casper! You want a ride?
575
00:30:39,882 --> 00:30:41,190
Why, thank you.
576
00:30:42,654 --> 00:30:44,153
♪ Get it up, get it up, get it ♪
577
00:30:44,154 --> 00:30:47,246
♪ I am not seeking approval, I'm number
one, I tell bitches what to do ♪
578
00:30:47,247 --> 00:30:49,174
♪ He heard I'm Creole,
he think I know voodoo ♪
579
00:30:49,175 --> 00:30:50,918
♪ Bitch, I will twist your
ass up like a noodle ♪
580
00:30:50,919 --> 00:30:52,887
♪ Hoe, you a copy of me, you a doodle ♪
581
00:30:52,888 --> 00:30:54,591
♪ Bitches is flocking
to me like I'm Kodak ♪
582
00:30:54,592 --> 00:30:56,560
♪ All of my bitches is
yellow, they bodak ♪
583
00:30:56,561 --> 00:30:58,396
♪ Hop out the whip at the
light and they throw that ♪
584
00:30:58,397 --> 00:31:00,533
♪ Uh, cocky as fuck in
the mall witcho daddy ♪
585
00:31:00,534 --> 00:31:02,536
♪ He kissing the ground
that I walk on, uh ♪
586
00:31:02,537 --> 00:31:04,372
♪ Cocky as fuck in a pic witcho nigga ♪
587
00:31:04,373 --> 00:31:06,742
♪ He bought everything
that I got on, eh, eh ♪
588
00:31:06,743 --> 00:31:09,613
♪ Get in line hoe, I be
on yo' mind though ♪
589
00:31:09,614 --> 00:31:11,418
♪ Bitch you know I'm poppin' ♪
590
00:31:11,419 --> 00:31:13,551
♪ You just hatin' 'cause I'm fine, hoe ♪
591
00:31:13,552 --> 00:31:15,220
♪ Don't like me, then
stay off my shit, uh ♪
592
00:31:15,221 --> 00:31:17,089
♪ You need to hold your tongue, uh ♪
593
00:31:17,090 --> 00:31:19,669
♪ Unless you gonna lick
on my clit, ah-ah ♪
594
00:31:20,850 --> 00:31:26,052
- MAN: Ah. How old are you?
- Uh, 22.
595
00:31:27,623 --> 00:31:29,456
Thanks.
596
00:31:30,298 --> 00:31:32,154
Do you live in town?
597
00:31:32,873 --> 00:31:35,378
Uh, no. I'm just, uh,
visiting my grandparents.
598
00:31:35,379 --> 00:31:37,063
Hmm.
599
00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,142
What about you?
600
00:31:41,761 --> 00:31:43,990
Do you walk around like this?
601
00:31:46,441 --> 00:31:47,849
What do you mean?
602
00:31:48,438 --> 00:31:50,367
Well, this is how you look generally?
603
00:31:51,846 --> 00:31:54,914
I mean... yeah.
604
00:31:58,452 --> 00:31:59,943
You're beautiful.
605
00:32:02,156 --> 00:32:03,431
Thank you.
606
00:32:08,362 --> 00:32:11,780
I'm envious of your
generation, you know.
607
00:32:11,781 --> 00:32:13,148
(INHALES)
608
00:32:13,149 --> 00:32:16,335
You guys don't care as
much about the rules.
609
00:32:17,638 --> 00:32:20,506
You know, I think that's a good thing.
610
00:32:20,874 --> 00:32:24,359
And I don't want to be that old
guy that gives you advice,
611
00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:27,929
but I look at you and
I think there are...
612
00:32:27,930 --> 00:32:31,132
two versions of how your life can go.
613
00:32:31,133 --> 00:32:35,469
You can either go
someplace, where you're
614
00:32:35,470 --> 00:32:38,138
wanted for who you are.
615
00:32:38,139 --> 00:32:41,992
Or you can stay in a town
like this. End up like me.
616
00:32:43,363 --> 00:32:46,163
Living your life out in motel rooms.
617
00:32:50,169 --> 00:32:51,578
Selfishly...
618
00:32:53,996 --> 00:32:55,874
I hope you stay.
619
00:32:58,945 --> 00:33:00,337
Wider.
620
00:33:02,048 --> 00:33:04,866
Wider. There you go.
621
00:33:05,596 --> 00:33:08,485
That's it. Good girl.
622
00:33:15,961 --> 00:33:17,828
(RIPPING)
623
00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:20,878
RUE: Jules once told me that
every night when she was a kid,
624
00:33:20,879 --> 00:33:23,049
- like, five or something...
- (GAGGING)
625
00:33:23,050 --> 00:33:24,984
- MAN: Spit.
- (GAGGING)
626
00:33:24,985 --> 00:33:27,115
RUE: ...she'd lock
herself in the bathroom,
627
00:33:27,116 --> 00:33:29,423
get down on her hands and knees, and...
628
00:33:29,424 --> 00:33:31,008
- pray to God.
- (MAN GRUNTS)
629
00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:33,126
(JULES CRIES OUT)
630
00:33:33,127 --> 00:33:35,952
(GROANS, PANTS)
631
00:33:35,953 --> 00:33:38,644
RUE: She'd pray that when
she woke up in the morning,
632
00:33:38,645 --> 00:33:40,602
she'd be 25 years old.
633
00:33:41,382 --> 00:33:43,922
She'd live with her best friend, a girl.
634
00:33:44,465 --> 00:33:46,900
Someone she hadn't met yet, but...
635
00:33:47,214 --> 00:33:49,115
someone she knew she'd trust forever.
636
00:33:49,116 --> 00:33:51,042
(MAN GRUNTS, PANTS)
637
00:33:51,043 --> 00:33:52,495
(MAN GRUNTS LOUDLY)
638
00:33:53,580 --> 00:33:56,947
(MAN GROANS)
639
00:33:56,948 --> 00:33:59,328
RUE: I don't know why, but
when she told me that story,
640
00:33:59,329 --> 00:34:01,987
I started to cry so
hard I hyperventilated.
641
00:34:01,988 --> 00:34:04,923
(WHISPERS): You're so clean.
642
00:34:04,924 --> 00:34:07,043
And you don't know how
rare that is. (PANTS)
643
00:34:07,044 --> 00:34:10,867
(GRUNTS, INHALES)
644
00:34:10,868 --> 00:34:14,594
RUE: Jules just kept laughing and
saying, "What's wrong?" But...
645
00:34:15,287 --> 00:34:16,746
I didn't know.
646
00:34:31,901 --> 00:34:34,569
- (SHOWER RUNNING)
- (PHONE BUZZES)
647
00:34:51,954 --> 00:34:54,304
RUE: And then, the night got weird.
648
00:34:54,305 --> 00:34:57,491
- (RAP MUSIC PLAYING)
- (NOISY CHATTERING)
649
00:35:11,039 --> 00:35:16,460
♪ Good times, good times ♪
650
00:35:16,461 --> 00:35:21,664
♪ There's gonna be good
times, good times ♪
651
00:35:21,665 --> 00:35:23,306
♪ I know there's gonna be ♪
652
00:35:23,307 --> 00:35:25,873
♪ Work every day till me meet ends ♪
653
00:35:25,874 --> 00:35:28,626
♪ Have to turn it up on the weekends ♪
654
00:35:28,627 --> 00:35:31,586
♪ Bust a toast to your real friends ♪
655
00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:33,463
♪ Tell me what you're drinking ♪
656
00:35:33,464 --> 00:35:35,963
♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪
657
00:35:35,964 --> 00:35:38,280
- Hey.
- Hey.
658
00:35:38,281 --> 00:35:40,916
♪ There's gonna be good times ♪
659
00:35:40,917 --> 00:35:43,343
♪ There's gonna be good times ♪
660
00:35:43,344 --> 00:35:46,502
♪ Good times, there's gonna
be some good times ♪
661
00:35:46,503 --> 00:35:48,754
♪ Remember we used to pull up and
let 'em fight, that's hood time ♪
662
00:35:48,755 --> 00:35:51,606
♪ Remember I used to grab on
that ass when it was wood time ♪
663
00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:55,362
♪ Yeah, if that bitch walk up
trippin' she get that mush time ♪
664
00:35:55,363 --> 00:35:58,755
♪ I don't waste time,
I don't waste time ♪
665
00:35:58,756 --> 00:36:00,678
♪ I don't have patience, baby ♪
666
00:36:00,679 --> 00:36:02,431
♪ She gon' get on top of this dick ♪
667
00:36:02,432 --> 00:36:04,678
♪ And she gon' squish it
like squish, then go fast ♪
668
00:36:04,679 --> 00:36:06,270
♪ She Speed Racer ♪
669
00:36:06,271 --> 00:36:08,907
♪ We gon' ball, Walter Payton ♪
670
00:36:08,908 --> 00:36:11,959
♪ She my boss like I'm Prince's son ♪
671
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,505
♪ Come here, bae, I'ma listen ♪
672
00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:17,341
♪ I let her write me my suggestions ♪
673
00:36:17,342 --> 00:36:19,110
♪ Pop quiz, it's a pop quiz... ♪
674
00:36:19,111 --> 00:36:21,720
RUE: Now, there's a couple versions
of what happened that night.
675
00:36:21,721 --> 00:36:24,123
It all depends on who you
ask, and to be honest,
676
00:36:24,124 --> 00:36:26,845
I'm not always the most
reliable narrator.
677
00:36:27,949 --> 00:36:30,775
♪ Me and papi on the same pills ♪
678
00:36:30,776 --> 00:36:33,356
RUE: But Nate was fucking on one.
679
00:36:33,357 --> 00:36:36,818
And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one.
680
00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:40,614
♪ Come have a good time,
bust a back wine ♪
681
00:36:40,615 --> 00:36:42,577
♪ Know say you wan'
gimme suckle and corn ♪
682
00:36:42,578 --> 00:36:44,395
Hi.
683
00:36:46,166 --> 00:36:47,954
♪ I make ya sing this time ♪
684
00:36:47,955 --> 00:36:51,475
♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪
685
00:36:51,476 --> 00:36:53,638
Get undressed. I want to go swimming.
686
00:36:54,842 --> 00:36:57,068
♪ There's gonna be good times ♪
687
00:36:57,069 --> 00:36:59,414
♪ There's gonna be good times ♪
688
00:36:59,415 --> 00:37:01,644
♪ Ima ride in that pussy
like a stroller ♪
689
00:37:01,645 --> 00:37:04,012
♪ I'll survive in a
mothafuckin' gutter ♪
690
00:37:04,013 --> 00:37:06,807
♪ That's my mothafuckin'
woadie, like the Noila ♪
691
00:37:06,808 --> 00:37:09,893
♪ And I'm coming red like Coca-Cola ♪
692
00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:11,839
♪ Ima have a very good time ♪
693
00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:14,625
- You're so hot.
- I know.
694
00:37:15,728 --> 00:37:18,136
♪ Ima have a very good time ♪
695
00:37:18,137 --> 00:37:20,697
♪ I swear to God I can't never
sound like Lil shorty ♪
696
00:37:20,698 --> 00:37:23,700
♪ She say she like all
of her nigga's rhymes ♪
697
00:37:23,701 --> 00:37:25,487
♪ Where is my phone... ♪
698
00:37:25,488 --> 00:37:28,938
(MUFFLED BASS POUNDING UNDERWATER)
699
00:37:28,939 --> 00:37:31,850
♪ Even in the summertime
me and Lil shawty cuddle ♪
700
00:37:31,851 --> 00:37:34,319
♪ I swear to God I'ma tip you,
you don't got to struggle ♪
701
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:35,963
♪ Baby come sit... ♪
702
00:37:35,964 --> 00:37:38,181
(LAUGHS) You're fucking crazy.
703
00:37:38,182 --> 00:37:42,311
No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get
back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend.
704
00:37:42,312 --> 00:37:43,820
What?
705
00:37:44,256 --> 00:37:48,416
What if I told you that I wanted you
to fuck me, right here, right now?
706
00:37:49,432 --> 00:37:50,810
Are you serious?
707
00:37:52,442 --> 00:37:54,406
RUE: And that's right
about the time that Jules
708
00:37:54,407 --> 00:37:57,025
decided to ghost her hookup
and bike over to McKay's.
709
00:37:59,104 --> 00:38:02,822
Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat
didn't answer, because...
710
00:38:02,823 --> 00:38:07,112
♪ ♪
711
00:38:07,113 --> 00:38:10,639
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪
712
00:38:11,189 --> 00:38:14,500
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level... ♪
713
00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:16,852
So what's the deal with your friend, BB?
714
00:38:17,288 --> 00:38:18,505
What about her?
715
00:38:18,506 --> 00:38:20,472
Well, is she like a prude,
or is she like a slut?
716
00:38:20,473 --> 00:38:23,108
Definitely a slut.
717
00:38:23,109 --> 00:38:26,011
- What about you?
- What about me?
718
00:38:26,012 --> 00:38:27,779
Are you a slut?
719
00:38:27,780 --> 00:38:30,882
Yeah, I'm a fucking savage.
720
00:38:30,883 --> 00:38:33,252
ROY: Oh, yeah? What's your number?
721
00:38:33,253 --> 00:38:36,342
KAT: Huh. Higher than you two can count.
722
00:38:36,343 --> 00:38:38,441
Stop playing. You're a fucking prude.
723
00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:42,762
RUE: Now, Kat wasn't a prude,
but she was a virgin.
724
00:38:42,763 --> 00:38:44,580
She'd told Jules that a
week into summer school,
725
00:38:44,581 --> 00:38:46,297
and when Kat saw her reaction:
726
00:38:46,298 --> 00:38:49,082
Bitch, this isn't the '80s.
You need to catch a dick.
727
00:38:49,083 --> 00:38:52,959
♪ Now, I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪
728
00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:54,764
RUE: She was on a mission
to enter junior year
729
00:38:54,765 --> 00:38:56,524
as a woman of questionable morals.
730
00:38:56,525 --> 00:38:58,543
WES: Let me ask you a question.
731
00:38:58,544 --> 00:39:02,146
If I were to pull my dick out
right now, would you suck it?
732
00:39:02,147 --> 00:39:05,415
- (LAUGHING)
- I don't know. Let me see it.
733
00:39:05,416 --> 00:39:08,085
- It's not hard yet.
- (SCOFFS)
734
00:39:08,086 --> 00:39:10,220
You've probably never
sucked a dick in your life.
735
00:39:10,221 --> 00:39:11,636
Yeah, I have.
736
00:39:11,637 --> 00:39:13,690
No, most girls don't
know how to suck dick.
737
00:39:13,691 --> 00:39:15,825
- Yeah.
- What do you mean?
738
00:39:15,826 --> 00:39:17,327
Well, they're too gentle. It's like,
739
00:39:17,328 --> 00:39:19,062
they're fucking scared
of it or something.
740
00:39:19,063 --> 00:39:20,964
- Not in porn.
- ROY: Exactly.
741
00:39:20,965 --> 00:39:23,800
- You watch porn?
- Doesn't everyone?
742
00:39:23,801 --> 00:39:26,169
No. Every guy does. Yeah.
743
00:39:26,170 --> 00:39:28,538
Not prudes. Only sluts.
744
00:39:28,539 --> 00:39:30,240
Yeah, well...
745
00:39:30,241 --> 00:39:33,020
Yeah, but like, how much?
746
00:39:33,021 --> 00:39:36,054
- What?
- How much of a slut are you?
747
00:39:37,533 --> 00:39:40,282
Mm. Why don't you come find out?
748
00:39:41,503 --> 00:39:43,252
Why don't you take your top off?
749
00:39:43,253 --> 00:39:44,953
(SNICKERS NERVOUSLY)
750
00:39:44,954 --> 00:39:48,991
Like, right now, in front
of... In front of these two?
751
00:39:48,992 --> 00:39:50,443
Yeah.
752
00:39:51,045 --> 00:39:52,874
WES: I dare you.
753
00:39:53,271 --> 00:39:56,373
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪
754
00:39:57,047 --> 00:40:00,726
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪
755
00:40:01,156 --> 00:40:03,019
♪ Bought me a new shovel ♪
756
00:40:03,020 --> 00:40:04,779
♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪
757
00:40:05,180 --> 00:40:06,802
♪ Chain with the new bezel ♪
758
00:40:06,803 --> 00:40:09,172
♪ All my niggas put in work ♪
759
00:40:09,173 --> 00:40:11,680
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level... ♪
760
00:40:11,681 --> 00:40:13,881
Yo, you know what they say, right?
761
00:40:13,882 --> 00:40:16,584
Fat girls give the best head.
762
00:40:16,585 --> 00:40:19,621
(LAUGHS, COUGHS)
763
00:40:19,622 --> 00:40:21,822
♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪
764
00:40:21,823 --> 00:40:23,049
♪ Chain with a new bezel ♪
765
00:40:23,050 --> 00:40:24,890
♪ All my niggas put in work ♪
766
00:40:24,891 --> 00:40:26,765
♪ Daddy, look at that,
I know he see me ♪
767
00:40:26,766 --> 00:40:30,323
♪ Blowing up, my grandma would
be so proud up in heaven... ♪
768
00:40:30,324 --> 00:40:33,768
RUE: I was out back talking
to Fezco when Jules arrived.
769
00:40:33,769 --> 00:40:35,870
What the fuck, Rue?
770
00:40:35,871 --> 00:40:38,585
RUE: What? What, what, what, what?
771
00:40:38,586 --> 00:40:41,976
Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks.
772
00:40:41,977 --> 00:40:44,078
My bad, man, I forgot.
773
00:40:44,079 --> 00:40:46,764
Shit, you know I ain't trippin'.
774
00:40:49,001 --> 00:40:50,884
Well, to be honest with you,
775
00:40:50,885 --> 00:40:54,188
your whole drug shit got
me feeling kind of uneasy.
776
00:40:54,189 --> 00:40:57,123
Come on, don't go soft
on me, Fez. (CHUCKLES)
777
00:40:57,124 --> 00:40:59,826
No, I'm not. It's just that...
778
00:40:59,827 --> 00:41:03,630
I like you. And I missed
you, bruh. Like...
779
00:41:03,631 --> 00:41:05,947
That shit at the beginning of summer
780
00:41:05,948 --> 00:41:08,001
had me scared as fuck.
781
00:41:08,002 --> 00:41:11,238
- Yeah, you and everybody else.
- I'm serious, Rue.
782
00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:13,824
I've seen a lot of people die.
783
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:17,277
None like you.
784
00:41:17,278 --> 00:41:20,414
I don't know what type of fucked up shit
785
00:41:20,415 --> 00:41:22,181
you got going inside your head.
786
00:41:22,182 --> 00:41:25,818
I don't know how to help, but
I could tell you one thing:
787
00:41:25,819 --> 00:41:29,539
this drug shit, it's not the answer.
788
00:41:34,746 --> 00:41:37,980
You know, I remember when
I was eleven years old...
789
00:41:39,050 --> 00:41:42,167
It was a couple months after
my dad got diagnosed,
790
00:41:42,168 --> 00:41:45,170
and we got the results
back from the prognosis.
791
00:41:45,171 --> 00:41:48,774
And it was really good.
It was like, 80/20.
792
00:41:48,775 --> 00:41:51,644
And we decided to celebrate, so...
793
00:41:51,645 --> 00:41:55,131
we like ordered a bunch
of Chinese food. (LAUGHS)
794
00:41:56,233 --> 00:42:00,051
I remember that night, I was
laying between my parents in bed,
795
00:42:00,052 --> 00:42:02,537
and, uh...
796
00:42:03,741 --> 00:42:05,736
all of a sudden I couldn't breathe.
797
00:42:07,844 --> 00:42:13,097
It was like there was no
more air left in the world.
798
00:42:13,098 --> 00:42:16,403
And I was gasping, and I was panicking.
799
00:42:17,462 --> 00:42:20,029
And they called the ambulance
and they thought it was like...
800
00:42:20,774 --> 00:42:23,392
an allergic reaction or some shit.
801
00:42:24,161 --> 00:42:26,569
And then when I got to the hospital,
802
00:42:27,862 --> 00:42:29,913
they gave me liquid Valium.
803
00:42:29,914 --> 00:42:32,082
(CHUCKLES)
804
00:42:32,083 --> 00:42:35,136
Yeah. To calm me down.
805
00:42:38,040 --> 00:42:39,874
And when it hit me, I thought...
806
00:42:42,377 --> 00:42:43,544
This is it.
807
00:42:45,625 --> 00:42:49,333
This is the feeling I have been
searching for my entire life,
808
00:42:49,334 --> 00:42:51,778
for as long as I could remember.
809
00:42:52,345 --> 00:42:54,097
Because suddenly,
810
00:42:55,473 --> 00:42:57,100
the world went quiet.
811
00:42:58,184 --> 00:43:02,188
And I felt safe, in my own head.
812
00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,216
Two years later, he was gone.
813
00:43:12,072 --> 00:43:13,721
Panic attacks stayed.
814
00:43:16,411 --> 00:43:18,871
And I found a way to live, so...
815
00:43:19,497 --> 00:43:22,231
Will it eventually kill
me? Maybe. (LAUGHS)
816
00:43:22,232 --> 00:43:24,984
Fuck, maybe not. I don't know.
817
00:43:29,190 --> 00:43:31,591
You still gonna be my dealer, Fez?
818
00:43:32,227 --> 00:43:35,611
- You a fucking trip, bruh.
- (RUE LAUGHS)
819
00:43:35,612 --> 00:43:38,747
I'm too high to be having
this conversation right now.
820
00:43:38,748 --> 00:43:40,584
Yeah, man. Me, too.
821
00:43:41,485 --> 00:43:43,229
Me fucking too.
822
00:43:46,207 --> 00:43:47,456
(SIGHS)
823
00:43:47,457 --> 00:43:50,042
- (MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING)
- (NOISY CHATTERING)
824
00:43:51,712 --> 00:43:53,463
♪ Contacting the Rico ♪
825
00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:55,006
♪ I been on the block
serving the people ♪
826
00:43:55,007 --> 00:43:56,925
♪ I see zombies all
up in the peep hole ♪
827
00:43:56,926 --> 00:43:58,718
♪ I got two for one, yeah,
that's a free throw ♪
828
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,637
♪ I'm the pusha They callin' me Chico ♪
829
00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:02,639
♪ Know the pusha for real,
the pusha for real ♪
830
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,391
♪ Know the pusha for real,
the pusha for real ♪
831
00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:05,724
♪ You know I got work All the fiends ♪
832
00:44:05,725 --> 00:44:07,269
♪ They been beggin' and
looking for deals ♪
833
00:44:07,270 --> 00:44:09,526
♪ Know the pusha for real ♪
834
00:44:09,527 --> 00:44:11,356
♪ Know the pusha for real ♪
835
00:44:11,357 --> 00:44:12,942
♪ You talkin' 'bout ♪
♪ cheffin', it's nothing ♪
836
00:44:12,943 --> 00:44:15,030
♪ you know I know pusha's for real ♪
837
00:44:15,031 --> 00:44:17,817
♪ Told 'em to hit me if
you need some weight ♪
838
00:44:17,818 --> 00:44:20,987
♪ I know the pusha, yeah,
I know the pusha ♪
839
00:44:20,988 --> 00:44:23,057
♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪
840
00:44:23,058 --> 00:44:25,088
♪ I told 'em hit me you
need it today... ♪
841
00:44:26,179 --> 00:44:28,062
- (BREATHING HEAVILY)
- (GUY GROANING)
842
00:44:28,063 --> 00:44:30,231
(KISSING, MOANING)
843
00:44:30,232 --> 00:44:33,034
Yeah, that's real classy,
you fucking whore.
844
00:44:33,035 --> 00:44:34,602
Suck my dick.
845
00:44:34,603 --> 00:44:37,088
- (MADDY LAUGHS)
- CROWD: Ooh!
846
00:44:39,159 --> 00:44:41,108
♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪
847
00:44:41,109 --> 00:44:44,346
(CLATTERING)
848
00:44:44,913 --> 00:44:46,163
♪ I know the pusha ♪
849
00:44:47,653 --> 00:44:49,320
- (GLASS SHATTERING)
- (SHRIEKING)
850
00:44:50,495 --> 00:44:53,496
Get the fuck out of here! Get the
fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck!
851
00:44:54,273 --> 00:44:56,673
(MUTTERS): Get out of here.
Get the fuck out of here.
852
00:45:01,380 --> 00:45:04,081
What the fuck are you looking at?
853
00:45:07,519 --> 00:45:09,202
NATE: Who are you?
854
00:45:09,203 --> 00:45:12,923
- I'm Jules. I'm a friend of...
- You're a friend of, uh...
855
00:45:12,924 --> 00:45:14,802
A friend of whose? 'Cause
you're not my fucking friend.
856
00:45:14,803 --> 00:45:16,676
Who the fuck are you
friends with, Jules?
857
00:45:16,677 --> 00:45:18,261
Hmm?
858
00:45:18,830 --> 00:45:21,230
Do you guys know who the fuck this is?
859
00:45:21,899 --> 00:45:24,417
Does anybody know who this is?
860
00:45:24,418 --> 00:45:27,686
Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is?
861
00:45:27,687 --> 00:45:31,157
Anyone at all. You, do you
know who the fuck Jules is?
862
00:45:31,158 --> 00:45:32,875
(SUCKS AIR BETWEEN TEETH)
863
00:45:34,285 --> 00:45:35,884
So, who are you?
864
00:45:37,382 --> 00:45:40,232
I'm just minding my own business.
I'm not trying to start anything.
865
00:45:40,233 --> 00:45:42,701
NATE: Well, no, you're not.
Nobody that looks like you
866
00:45:42,702 --> 00:45:45,554
is minding their own fuckin' business.
867
00:45:47,598 --> 00:45:49,060
I know what you are.
868
00:45:49,877 --> 00:45:52,193
Yeah. Yeah, I see you.
869
00:45:52,746 --> 00:45:54,552
So what do you want, huh?
870
00:45:55,581 --> 00:45:58,183
You want some, some fucking attention?
871
00:45:58,184 --> 00:46:00,508
'Cause I'll give you
some fucking attention.
872
00:46:03,273 --> 00:46:07,692
Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules?
873
00:46:07,693 --> 00:46:10,676
Anyone? Does anybody know
who the fuck this bitch is?
874
00:46:10,677 --> 00:46:14,299
Somebody better speak up, or this
bitch is gonna get fucked up!
875
00:46:14,300 --> 00:46:16,828
- BOY: Shit!
- (NATE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)
876
00:46:16,829 --> 00:46:19,070
- You wanna fucking hurt me?
- NATE: No, I was fucking kidding!
877
00:46:19,071 --> 00:46:21,606
Back the fuck up! What the
fuck is your problem?
878
00:46:21,607 --> 00:46:23,608
Put the fucking knife down, okay.
879
00:46:23,609 --> 00:46:25,977
- It was a joke.
- You wanna fucking hurt me?
880
00:46:25,978 --> 00:46:28,613
- No, no, no...
- You have no fucking idea!
881
00:46:28,614 --> 00:46:29,881
(CROWD EXCLAIMS)
882
00:46:29,882 --> 00:46:31,643
- JULES: See?
- You're psycho!
883
00:46:31,644 --> 00:46:34,051
- JULES: I'm fucking invincible!
- NATE: You're a fucking freak.
884
00:46:34,052 --> 00:46:36,053
What the fuck?
885
00:46:36,054 --> 00:46:39,473
(CROWD CHATTERING)
886
00:46:42,478 --> 00:46:44,243
By the way, I'm Jules.
887
00:46:45,209 --> 00:46:46,846
I just moved here.
888
00:46:48,051 --> 00:46:51,270
RUE: I mean... right?
889
00:46:51,271 --> 00:46:53,559
♪ Billy boy, big boy, want war ♪
890
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:56,295
♪ Niggas hidin', "Knock,
knock," through the door ♪
891
00:46:56,296 --> 00:46:59,556
♪ Shootin' out the window,
bitch, on the floor... ♪
892
00:47:00,411 --> 00:47:03,179
Where the fuck have you been? You
missed the craziest shit ever!
893
00:47:03,180 --> 00:47:05,214
(WHISPERS): I just lost my virginity.
894
00:47:05,215 --> 00:47:08,184
Bitch, are you fucking
serious? With who?
895
00:47:08,185 --> 00:47:09,953
This guy from St. Mary's.
896
00:47:09,954 --> 00:47:12,756
- How did you like it?
- It was nice. Yeah.
897
00:47:12,757 --> 00:47:17,729
Oh, my God. My little slut.
I'm so proud of you!
898
00:47:23,919 --> 00:47:26,036
Yo! Shit, uh...
899
00:47:26,037 --> 00:47:28,371
- Are you okay?
- JULES: Uh, uh, yeah. It's fine.
900
00:47:28,372 --> 00:47:30,591
Guess I knew that was gonna get violent,
901
00:47:30,592 --> 00:47:32,609
and I didn't want a fucking
broken cheekbone or some shit.
902
00:47:32,610 --> 00:47:35,244
Yeah, no, no, I totally, like,
I get the logic behind it.
903
00:47:35,245 --> 00:47:38,381
But it's still, like, fucking insane.
904
00:47:38,382 --> 00:47:40,400
(CHUCKLES)
905
00:47:43,972 --> 00:47:47,006
- I'm Rue.
- I'm Jules.
906
00:47:47,875 --> 00:47:50,426
Where are you headed to?
907
00:47:50,427 --> 00:47:53,179
Home. Probably.
908
00:47:54,516 --> 00:47:56,716
Can I come with you?
909
00:48:01,256 --> 00:48:03,789
♪ ♪
910
00:48:20,174 --> 00:48:22,608
♪ ♪
911
00:48:46,466 --> 00:48:49,016
- (DOOR CLOSES)
- (KEYS CLATTER)
912
00:48:49,017 --> 00:48:50,968
Shh.
913
00:49:03,683 --> 00:49:05,249
RUE: Let me see.
914
00:49:07,586 --> 00:49:09,019
Oh.
915
00:49:10,489 --> 00:49:15,625
♪ Crawling down ♪
916
00:49:19,231 --> 00:49:20,881
- (BANGING)
- Shh!
917
00:49:20,882 --> 00:49:23,433
(WHISPERS): Sorry. Sorry.
918
00:49:25,071 --> 00:49:27,705
(JULES LAUGHS)
919
00:49:40,526 --> 00:49:44,944
♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪
920
00:49:44,945 --> 00:49:48,716
♪ A giant in the room ♪
921
00:49:48,717 --> 00:49:51,953
♪ I left him long ago ♪
922
00:49:51,954 --> 00:49:54,173
♪ Following you ♪
923
00:49:56,067 --> 00:50:00,212
♪ Wind heavy on the ground ♪
924
00:50:00,213 --> 00:50:04,131
♪ A cloak before the moon ♪
925
00:50:04,132 --> 00:50:07,007
♪ I guess I've never known ♪
926
00:50:07,008 --> 00:50:10,347
♪ Someone like you ♪
927
00:50:14,285 --> 00:50:16,418
♪ ♪
928
00:50:27,632 --> 00:50:32,200
♪ Falling down ♪
929
00:50:35,439 --> 00:50:41,209
♪ From high hopes to the ground
930
00:50:42,380 --> 00:50:48,616
♪ There's no way out ♪
931
00:50:53,856 --> 00:50:58,743
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
932
00:50:58,744 --> 00:51:01,582
♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪
933
00:51:01,583 --> 00:51:05,650
♪ A giant in the room ♪
934
00:51:05,651 --> 00:51:08,427
♪ We took the walk alone... ♪
935
00:51:08,428 --> 00:51:11,773
RUE: Remember when I
said things got weird?
936
00:51:14,810 --> 00:51:17,811
So... yeah.
937
00:51:20,883 --> 00:51:25,635
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
938
00:51:25,636 --> 00:51:29,005
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
939
00:51:29,006 --> 00:51:33,310
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
940
00:51:33,311 --> 00:51:37,013
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
941
00:51:37,014 --> 00:51:40,617
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
942
00:51:40,618 --> 00:51:44,887
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
943
00:51:44,888 --> 00:51:47,924
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪
944
00:51:47,925 --> 00:51:50,944
I've got an idea.
945
00:51:52,146 --> 00:51:53,410
What?
946
00:51:54,532 --> 00:51:56,013
Wanna get high?
947
00:51:56,880 --> 00:52:00,133
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
948
00:52:00,134 --> 00:52:02,869
- ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
949
00:52:02,870 --> 00:52:08,675
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the
weather has made it better for me ♪
950
00:52:08,676 --> 00:52:11,545
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
951
00:52:11,546 --> 00:52:14,796
- ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
952
00:52:14,797 --> 00:52:17,055
♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪
953
00:52:17,056 --> 00:52:20,097
♪ With a burning desire for you ♪
954
00:52:21,263 --> 00:52:24,376
♪ Snow was falling when
love came calling ♪
955
00:52:24,377 --> 00:52:27,061
♪ On this lonely heart of mine ♪
956
00:52:27,062 --> 00:52:32,317
♪ You were standing there with
snowflakes in your hair ♪
957
00:52:33,008 --> 00:52:35,787
♪ You kept stalling while
my thoughts were calling
958
00:52:35,788 --> 00:52:38,854
♪ On every way I knew ♪
959
00:52:38,855 --> 00:52:42,726
♪ For one excuse to get
acquainted with you ♪
960
00:52:43,803 --> 00:52:46,754
- ♪ Then I said snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
961
00:52:46,755 --> 00:52:49,307
- ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
962
00:52:49,308 --> 00:52:51,669
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the
change in the weather ♪
963
00:52:51,670 --> 00:52:55,336
♪ Has made it better for me ♪
964
00:52:55,337 --> 00:52:58,320
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
965
00:52:58,321 --> 00:53:01,379
- ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
966
00:53:01,380 --> 00:53:03,817
♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪
967
00:53:03,818 --> 00:53:06,700
♪ With a burning desire for you ♪
968
00:53:06,701 --> 00:53:10,554
♪ The ice was breaking
and love was waking ♪
969
00:53:10,555 --> 00:53:13,310
♪ In a winter wonderland ♪
970
00:53:13,311 --> 00:53:17,595
♪ When I felt you slip
your fingers in my hand ♪
971
00:53:18,680 --> 00:53:22,065
♪ Now snow is gleaming
and I'm not dreaming ♪
972
00:53:22,066 --> 00:53:24,931
♪ I know this is for real ♪
973
00:53:24,932 --> 00:53:29,717
♪ The love I have is
too much to conceal ♪
974
00:53:29,718 --> 00:53:32,500
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪
975
00:53:32,501 --> 00:53:35,228
- ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake... ♪